hi there
Hi there! looks like we matched again
looks like we belong together
hahaha I think so
whats your night been like?
Its been good I feel really good because I have gotten over my sickness I think
are you enjoying this game yet? you seem to be doing really well,  youre the guy to beat it seems. really? i thought you were doing better since the last time we talked. whats changed? do you still have a headache? arent you happy your doing well in this game? that should be medicine enough right> hi are you still there?
hey sorry
read my messages
yes I feel much better now Why do you like the matrix so much?
because Its sparks a deeper belief within me about our reality. Theres somewhat of a parallel between the matrix and our belief as lds religion you know
hmm interesting religion can make us feel like we are trapped in the world but in reality if you live it right it can actually be freedom
not saying its a reality that we are trapped in just that our version of reality and time right now is somewhat of a dream compared to when we die and go to the other side. I think the concept of time will seem so different once the vail is removed from our eyes
Yeah for sure because there is no beginning or end therefore no time
weird, i hate that to be completely honest with you because that proves reincarnation poop
I think it proves that we will live forever as ourselves not as another being
I think you are still yourself even when you reincarnate into another body you just learn new stuff through a different lens
but why is it necessary to forget about your past life if you are supposed to learn new things  in a different life?
so that you dont have biases
hmm interesting I like that idea
why is that?
i just never thought of it that way
like unto little innocent children i think you discredit my knowledge of spirituality jaezo
spirituallity and religion I think are very different things sometimes you can be spiritual but not religious and vice versa
i agree and maybe thats my problem ive got the spirituality side down but the facts rules and words are a lot harder for me
yeah sometimes the religion side can be hard because you have to choose to do things that you dont want to do.
thats very valid, I find myself resisting merely because i am someone who doesnt enjoy following the norm or the rules. I think my uniqueness can sometimes get the best of me because i try so hard to be my own person and live differently than most people.
thats is totally fine I think. We need to be ourselves and we need to only care about what God thinks of us
yes that is true. I will learn to do that one day. I am trying hard and I am learning to more align my will to what God wants in the church and I know that I will be more happy that way
if you could be doing one thing right now what would you be doing? You can do anything you want.
I would be on a beach with my boyfriend absorbing the sun and  reading a book or snorkeling with all the fishies in the ocean
that is so great I love that!
are you scuba certified?
I am not, but my girlfriend wants me to get it
would you want to get it or are you just doing it for her
Deep sea and the ocean kind of terrifies me, but right now I will do it for her
really? why does it terrify you? tell me about it?
I think one thing is that so much can go wrong under the ocean and the unknown of the ocean and the uncertainty terrifies me
like what exactly? like breathing? or predators?'
breathing can be kind of scary because I sometimes involutarily breath through my nose and get water in when I know I need to breathe through the tube. I guess that just comes with training predators dont scare me I think it would be cool to see the marine animal life
well the eye mask also goes over your nose. lol you realize that right? plus they will train you in a non threatening environment aka a pool so youll be trained to breath right and prepare yourself for when you go deep itll be so much fun. i think youll like it.
I think so too. I just need training and get used to being underwater.
i think youll enjoy it a lot
I think so too.
especially once you get into environments with lots of sea creatures.
what is your favorite see creature?
shark mostly because im so afraid of them, but killerwhales are really amazing too in fact whales of all sorts are mystical creatures to me ive always been incredibly fascinated with them
What fascinates you exactly? the way they swim? their genetic makeup?
sharks or killer whales? sharks fascinate me because they are so scary to me, partly because my father had me watch jaws as a child and it forever scared me for life seeing the raw power behind their bodies and the absolute uselessness of ours in water renders us nearly incapable of defending ourselves against them but they have such a bad rep I dont they are actually as scary as they seem Killer whales because i had a dream about losing an opportunity to scuba dive with them because of my fear and now i feel like I need to scuba dive with them so i can overcome my fear and also get the opportunity that it would be to experience such a massive powerful and intelligent creature up close and personal also they are a designers dream, the contrast of their black and white markings make them so visually powerful that they are amazing to observe. they seem really human like
what other animals have really good design?