I would relive the day my grandpa died. I would be there and I would tell him how much he really meant to me. I would do it because every time I have a big event I wish he was there and I regret not being able to tell him how much he meant to me.
that's touching. i'm sorry that happened. My grandmother passed this last summer so i kinda know how you feel I wasn't super close with her though so I probably don't relate as much
Well I appreciate your desire to empathize. It means a lot. I would say that he wasn't the only person I have ever met who could make you feel like you were everything, even when you felt like you were nothing. I always wanted to be like him. But what about you, one day, what would it be?
that's so special. that really great to have a role model like that. it's a hard one but you inspired me to say that i would re live my last family reunion bc it was the last one before my grandmother died and everyone was there
Ya, what would you do differently?
just re live being with everyone one of my family one last time and be more appreciative of it Family definitely makes me the most happy so I'd want to relive a happy time with them
I can understand that. Family can be hard, you love them the most and probably hate them the most. Depends on the day.
that's true. another day to relive would be the day my ex moved away bc after he left i pushed him away and now we live in the same place and don't talk. anyways that's my boy troubles for ya. sorry haha
Haha boy troubles are fine. He was an ex for a reason I guess?
only because he moved. so i still had feelings for him i've tried to just be friends but he doesn't want to be anymore
Do you want more?
I don't want a relationship again but if we could just at least be friends to a degree
But why? We all want "friendship" afterwards, but why?
because he's a great person that I admire and don't want out of my life
It's never going to last, it's not like you are going to be friends with them when you begin seriously dating someone else or get married. That sounds very cynical but I'm the exact same way and it never worked. And I realized that it was never meant to. I was just trying to hang on to something that was gone.
thats true. i think what it is is that I still have this hope that later in the future we will date again  because he  is someone i would like to marry I've never actually voiced that before but i that's why
Sometimes it's being able to talk to someone who won't judge that allows you to say what you feel and finally acknowledge it to yourself
seriously. and it feels good to let it out. thanks for giving your input that's what i like about this is bc i'll never know you i can be completely real. and you were with your grandpa
It is nice not to have barriers. I guess you know what you have to do then.
I actually don't haha. what do you think