Hello?
And here we are
Haha! Look at the odds.
I did it
Congrats. Lagging as much now?
Nope It works just fine
Thank goodness. I guess your poor little phone couldn't take the memory.
Yeah haha But it still worked
Why not?
Only the keyboard was slowed everything else worked fine It is an iphone x So the processor is a beast But the memory is like 2 or 3 gigs So not your aberage computer
(Trying to eat an orange and getting juice everywhere.)
Hahaha my typos are still there Keyboard short circuits...
Boom. No more headphones.
Hahaha you have them already You might even catch md
Nah, I don't want to eclipse him. He can gave his time in the sun.
Yeah it would hurt his pride Just kidding haha
Imagine that! Beat by a girl.
Yeah. I believe it
The shame must be unbearable. I'm joking.
I feel like this is simply a contest for who can put in the most hours Hahaha sure
Well it is, isn't it? Whoever can give them the most data.
Yep
And that usually means more hours.
Luckily I have all day ;)
Unlike YOU, I've been out running errands.
Hahahaha
Being a productive citizen. And such.
You efficient multitasker
Guilty as charged.
Very talented i see One handed keyboarding? Portable laptop?
I would smirk, but I'm eating an orange. Portable laptop, watching HISHE.
I guess that is a task in and of itself Enlighten me, what is HISHE
How It Should Have Ended They're fun.
Ohhh
And clean.
Netflix?
YouTube.
Or youtube? Oh ok
It's not bad. There's just a lot of hype for the Infinity War thing.
I have eaten dinner
(Ewww, my laptop is sticky.)
Watched my younger brothers lacrosse game And been driven around in my families car this whole time. Family's
Not bad! I've been driving around all day. Carpooling and whatnot. Picking up lunches.
Oh and went shopping although I bought nothing My life at home is lame
Mine is usually when the kids are off at school.
My parents moved here
Oh, really?
But i wasnt there for the move so I am not familiar with the place or the people Kind of a stranger Just chilling with all my stuff for spring semester
That's kinda fun. Personally, I have a few months before a maybe mission, so it's nice to be home.
Yeah and kind of boring. Yeah thats nice A maybe missiOn? Dont ask me why that letter was capitalized I have no clue
Haha, all right. A maybe mission. I haven't decided yet, but I'm considering.
Oh are your papers in?
Er, no. But I'll start them as soon as I'm confident.
Oh. Well that changes tjings Oh ok. I imagine a lot of prayer and study to do then.
I have, don't worry. Lots of prayer, lots of study.
Oh so you are ready to make the decision then?
Well . . . I know God's answer.
Uh oh Hahaha Thats not good
No, no, it IS good.
Conflict
Just not exactly what I was hoping for . . .
Yeah.
I guess, sometimes, I wish I got a solid "Yes" or "No." I have no problem with obedience. Never have.
Yeah me either In some ways that made me an excellent missionary
Yeah.
But I also had to learn to be proactive, not one of my strong points then God requires that sometimes.
No kidding.
You need to do things without being told outright And that is part of becoming what you need to become
And I know that.
Or I should say who haha
That, too. :)
Thats the funny thing. I assure if you were someone else you would say the same thing. I know i know, but... And that is the conflict And its what you fave a lot as a missionary Can be frustrating and sad sometimes. But agency is agency
I suppose that's kind of the irony in this situation. I asked Him what He would have me do, and He said that a mission wasn't something He called me to do--but that He would support me if I went.
Well he gave you two paths then. They diverge in a wood... Just kidding haha but that came to mind
Haha, yeah. I'm not worried, really. Either decision I know will be fine.
Yep.
Nonetheless, the decision still tantalizes me from the future.
Why dont you ask yourself why you are indecisive Look into why and base your decision around that. Because it sounds like god is leaving it up to you. So it is you that is making the decision hard not god.
I know that, too. I've thought about this. Mostly, it's I don't want to leave family.
I imagine.
I know I'd cope after a few weeks. It'd be a strange transition, but I'd be fine. I wouldn't have trouble living on my own. I'm sure I'd be homesick occasionally, but it wouldn't be anything crippling. There's a few oddballs out there. It'd take a bit to get used to teaching. I'm a bit introverted, so learning to talk to others would be something I'd need to overcome. And, of course, other various trials you face. But, overall, I feel I'd be a good missionary, and everything would work out. I'd learn a lot. I'd grow a lot more. I'd be much closer to my Father, which is the best of all. Countless blessings. Gifts of the Spirit to develop. Testimonies to build--both in myself and in others. Spreading Christ's love and light to those who wish to receive. I mean, there really aren't downsides to this.
Well i will pray for you to be able to make the right decision.
Thank you. One day, I'll know. With more than just logic.
True.
But, yeah, till then.
Do you want to reload, i just got to a computer If you want to go ahead. I will switch now. See ya! If not it was nice talking! Good luck with the decision!