hey
hi
woo hoo
how's it going?
Haha pretty good. Still figuring out some job stuff. I'll be starting at Walmart soon and I'm waiting to hear back from a credit union
Okay, cool. What will you be doing at Walmart?
I wanted to do cashiering
Alright, sounds good
I've gotten pretty sick of just laying around for two weeks so I'll be ready to start something How's school going
Campus Floral was crazy on Saturday - mother's day and prom School is really fast, but I'm hoping it will go well.
Ooh that's right for mother's day. It was prom too?? Fast paced?
I'm going to look at a couple of places tonight, as well as meet with someone in the bishopric for a calling, so we'll see what I get to do for the next 4 weeks Yup, last prom of the season. And yeah, we're just covering a lot of material right now. Technically we're in the 5th week of a normal semester
A couple of places to live? The one I was looking at I think was still a little much so i'm still looking
That's good that you want to be doing something. It's worse when you feel forced.
Yeah. I mean it was nice ya know for the first few days and such
Yeah, the ones I find keep falling through, not feeling right, or not being available for fall, so hopefully one of these tonight will be good Yeah. I want another weekend right about now
And I've put time into this chat research stuff but it'll be over after tomorrow
So what's going on with you and Brayden?
Well he got back from a cruise Sunday We talked on the phone for a half hour last night
Okay - so you're still talking a lot?
I don't know about a lot, I mean we didn't talk for the past week because of the cruise. And he's working like 10 hour days
And are you good with that amount?
So we just talked a bit at like 10:30 last night
Or did you kind of want things to be over?
Ahh I've missed him a lot. I guess I've been getting a bit worried because like I don't think he messaged me as soon as he got home from the cruise
But didn't you want the relationship to end? Or was the pause just for the summer?
Nah pause was just for summer was kinda my thinking.
Okay Have you guys explicitly talked about what that meant? Or just kind of guessed? Maybe he thought you wanted more of an end to it? Also, two boys asked me out today on Mutual
Oooh girl. And what did you say? No, I've been wanting to ask him, now that it's been a couple weeks what he's thinking I've felt I don't know, more weird around other guys I guess So I don't think I'm really ready to even date other people But last night we just kinda talked about cruise and jobs. I think he's planning on coming to visit for a day in like two weeks though
Yeah, that makes sense. So, when you were telling me all about what Brayden wanted for his future, did you tell him what you envisioned for yours? So, one of the guys I don't want anything to go anywhere, but I might go out with him once or something
Yeah I mentioned like I don't want to do homeschool and things. You don't want it to go anywhere why? You haven't met him right?
And the other guy...is in my ward, and I had just met him at a ward activity when I saw him on Mutual. And then Clara said he was flirting with me at FHE last week,
Awh! You'll have to send me pictures :P
but I didn't get that vibe, anyway, then he matched with me and asked me out!
So you've actually met him Wow Haha I guess you need some practice feeling that vibe haha
And he's kind of shorter (not shorter than me) but he's nice, and I guess he's interested in me yeah, I know, right?
And...you could be interested back?
Maybe? We've had some good text conversations, but I just don't know I'm making the I don't know O
So he got your number in person or over the app?
I'm freaking out noises, but I can't convey them through typing
Haha
Well, just messaging I guess, but we should probably switch over to phones
Oh gotcha. So have the church activities been really good? Gotten to know many people yet?
They've been good. I'm still trying to get to know people, but it seems like most of the cute guys are nonexistent or in relationships, so..
Oh. That sucks
Also, about the other guy, he was one that I swiped up on, but didn't really like that much? and after messaging him a bit I still don't like him a ton
Ah okay. But you might as well give it one shot Tim doesn't talk to you anymore?
Yeah, I was thinking one date and then nothing more on that guy Tim hasn't messaged me in a while
Alright good plan And are you totally fine with that?
I finally had to block Alex though With Tim? Yup
Right Well cool cool. I guess it sounds like I won't be having a car next year
Oh dear. Why not?
I have to buy my own. My brother is taking the camry. But I kinda need to pay for college first before a car I think I guess I just won't go home as often. Though hopefully I'll be able to figure out a way to get some of my stuff back up there
That makes sense. Yeah, maybe your mom can bring some up?
Yeah I guess I might just need to have my parents drive up with me then I'm not sure exactly where all the UTA bus system is gonna be going. But I figure I can get by on the free busses Just can't get a bunch of groceries unless I have a friend with a car haha
Yeah, that is my exact problem at the moment
Oh yeah, so what are you doing?
So, his name is Nick Van Alfen if you want to look him up on Facebook I just responded to Nick and told him I was free on Friday after work Also, I really want to cut my hair
Ah and this is which one
The one in my ward
Awesome
And for groceries, if I'm desperate, I walk to Smith's. Otherwise, I'm hoping to see if  my cousins can take me the next time they go Awesome to the name, or to the fact I want to cut my hair?
Ooh I can totally see it, he is cute! Haha awesome as to I can look up
yeah:) I kind of just want to get into a relationship for the experience, and he seems like a really nice guy, but we'll see what happens I'll text you how the date goes
You'll definitely have to keep me updated on that one!
For sure
Yeah. I mean that's what I thought. I was kinda just ready to for the experience I think. But then it turned out being a little more and now it's just complicated hah
That's what I'm worried about
And I'm not sure I should've jumped into it so soon'
Because on Mutual, he's put that he's very relationship ready, and I don't want to mess with his feelings if we do get into something
Like when I look back I'm like what was I thinking? I should've told him we should wait a bit longer. But I mean it has been really good Haha oh
Also, he speaks 4 languages
And of course I was excited about it because I really liked hi him Woah..that's some skill
Yeah, and it seemed so right for you guys at the time Well, he served in Sweden, and then got up through 321 spanish, and then there's very poor, high school level french And he's an astrophysics major
Yeah. Haha have you talked french at all then? I think I just needed to know I was capable of getting out of something if I needed to Maybe that sounds strange But I guess recently I think I've realized that I really don't want to lose him Maybe we will get to talk in two weeks when he visits Figure things out then
A little bit through messaging? It's not great No, that makes a lot of sense. I'm glad you've had the time to figure things out.
Yeah. I do have a lot of things I could still work on though So did you dance much with Erin's younger brother? He's quite good. I also met someone else who has shown me a lot of country swing moves named Sam. He's nice
Just the one night where we did the country square dancing thing He is really good. Sam? That sounds like fun Also, Nick is being really cute right now as he's texting me
Erin videoed me with her brother but when she videoed we didn't do any of the really cool things. Awh :) What's he saying?
It's kind of just what's going through his head as he's typing, and also, I think he's kinda nervous?
Haha why?
I just sent you a screen shot
Haha I see Yeah maybe seems like he's being careful
Yeah, based on what he said in the Mutual messaging, that's kind of the vibe I got?
Or I mean he could just really care for your input
I don't know, but I am going on a date, and it's going to be great
Make sure it's something you'd enjoy doing
I hope that's a good point. It seems like he's the type to care, but I don't feel like I know him well enough yet
I mean he's not like overconfident as some guys are So depends if that's your thing or not But also yeah you are just starting out talking to him Man I haven't even put on mascara for the day ha
It's okay But I probably have to go now so I can make it to my meeting with the bishopric member
Oh right okay. Good luck on the calling then
thanks Oh, did you get enough points?