diff --git a/packages/cordis/src/worker/index.ts b/packages/cordis/src/worker/index.ts
index fdb7cb5..1043433 100644
--- a/packages/cordis/src/worker/index.ts
+++ b/packages/cordis/src/worker/index.ts
@@ -1,11 +1,9 @@
+import { createRequire } from 'node:module'
 import Loader from '@cordisjs/loader'
 import * as daemon from './daemon.js'
 import * as logger from './logger.js'
-import { ModuleLoader } from './internal.js'
 import { Context } from '../index.ts'
 
-export type * from './internal.js'
-
 declare module '@cordisjs/loader' {
   interface Loader {
     internal?: ModuleLoader
@@ -22,8 +20,8 @@ export async function start(options: Options) {
   ctx.plugin(Loader, options)
   await ctx.loader.init(process.env.CORDIS_LOADER_ENTRY)
   if (process.execArgv.includes('--expose-internals')) {
-    const { internal } = await import('./internal.js')
-    ctx.loader.internal = internal
+    const require = createRequire(import.meta.url)
+    ctx.loader.internal = require('internal/process/esm_loader').esmLoader
   }
   if (options.logger) ctx.plugin(logger, options.logger)
   if (options.daemon) ctx.plugin(daemon, options.daemon)
diff --git a/packages/hmr/src/index.ts b/packages/hmr/src/index.ts
index 7f79662..5477f28 100644
--- a/packages/hmr/src/index.ts
+++ b/packages/hmr/src/index.ts
@@ -1,6 +1,6 @@
 import { Context, ForkScope, MainScope, Plugin, Schema, Service } from 'cordis'
 import { Dict, makeArray } from 'cosmokit'
-import { ModuleJob } from 'cordis/worker'
+import { ModuleJob } from '@cordisjs/loader'
 import { FSWatcher, watch, WatchOptions } from 'chokidar'
 import { relative, resolve } from 'path'
 import { handleError } from './error.js'
diff --git a/packages/loader/src/index.ts b/packages/loader/src/index.ts
index 2687a4e..bbe2722 100644
--- a/packages/loader/src/index.ts
+++ b/packages/loader/src/index.ts
@@ -3,6 +3,7 @@ import { promises as fs } from 'fs'
 import * as dotenv from 'dotenv'
 import * as path from 'path'
 
+export * from './internal.ts'
 export * from './entry.ts'
 export * from './shared.ts'
 
@@ -45,14 +46,6 @@ class NodeLoader extends Loader<NodeLoader.Options> {
     return await super.readConfig()
   }
 
-  async import(name: string) {
-    try {
-      return await import(name)
-    } catch (err: any) {
-      this.app.emit('internal/error', new Error(`Cannot find package "${name}"`))
-    }
-  }
-
   exit(code = NodeLoader.exitCode) {
     const body = JSON.stringify(this.envData)
     process.send?.({ type: 'shared', body }, (err: any) => {
diff --git a/packages/cordis/src/worker/internal.ts b/packages/loader/src/internal.ts
similarity index 90%
rename from packages/cordis/src/worker/internal.ts
rename to packages/loader/src/internal.ts
index 03bd330..df39375 100644
--- a/packages/cordis/src/worker/internal.ts
+++ b/packages/loader/src/internal.ts
@@ -1,8 +1,6 @@
-import { createRequire, LoadHookContext } from 'module'
+import { LoadHookContext } from 'module'
 import { Dict } from 'cosmokit'
 
-const require = createRequire(import.meta.url)
-
 type ModuleFormat = 'builtin' | 'commonjs' | 'json' | 'module' | 'wasm'
 type ModuleSource = string | ArrayBuffer
 
@@ -48,5 +46,3 @@ export interface ModuleLoader {
   load(specifier: string, context: Pick<LoadHookContext, 'format' | 'importAttributes'>): Promise<LoadResult>
   loadSync(specifier: string, context: Pick<LoadHookContext, 'format' | 'importAttributes'>): LoadResult
 }
-
-export const internal: ModuleLoader = require('internal/process/esm_loader').esmLoader
diff --git a/packages/loader/src/shared.ts b/packages/loader/src/shared.ts
index 4b637c8..6804027 100644
--- a/packages/loader/src/shared.ts
+++ b/packages/loader/src/shared.ts
@@ -1,6 +1,8 @@
 import { Context, EffectScope, Service } from '@cordisjs/core'
 import { defineProperty, Dict, isNullable, valueMap } from 'cosmokit'
-import { constants, promises as fs } from 'fs'
+import { constants, promises as fs } from 'node:fs'
+import { pathToFileURL } from 'node:url'
+import { ModuleLoader } from './internal.ts'
 import { interpolate } from './utils.ts'
 import { Entry } from './entry.ts'
 import * as yaml from 'js-yaml'
@@ -72,12 +74,12 @@ export abstract class Loader<T extends Loader.Options = Loader.Options> extends
   public realms: Dict<Dict<symbol>> = Object.create(null)
   public delims: Dict<symbol> = Object.create(null)
 
+  public internal?: ModuleLoader
+
   private tasks = new Set<Promise<any>>()
   private _writeTask?: Promise<void>
   private _writeSlient = true
 
-  abstract import(name: string): Promise<any>
-
   constructor(public app: Context, public options: T) {
     super(app, 'loader', true)
     this.root = new Entry(this)
@@ -216,8 +218,19 @@ export abstract class Loader<T extends Loader.Options = Loader.Options> extends
     }
   }
 
+  async import(name: string) {
+    if (this.internal) {
+      return this.internal.import(name, pathToFileURL(this.filename).href, {})
+    } else {
+      return import(name)
+    }
+  }
+
   async resolve(name: string) {
-    const task = this.import(name)
+    const task = this.import(name).catch((error) => {
+      this.app.emit('internal/error', new Error(`Cannot find package "${name}"`))
+      this.app.emit('internal/error', error)
+    })
     this.tasks.add(task)
     task.finally(() => this.tasks.delete(task))
     return this.unwrapExports(await task)