I'm going to carry out on a date with someone else
Why would you not just go on a date with your boyfriend?
It has nothing to do with him it's just me
You are essentially cheating by wanting to date someone else and canceling what you will do with your boyfriend. Better break up now if you are flailing around like this to save him more heartbreak.
Go to hell you fuc*in b*tch.
I think that what is going on is not okay. You should either break up with him, or you should only date the person that you are in a relationship with. Do not play with either of their emotions.