I did something I always feared would happen to me.
What is that you feared would happen?
I ended up having a relationship with a guy I didn't feel attracted to and he later emotionally abused me and cheated on me
I'm sorry this happened to you. It's not right for your partner to have cheated on you and abused you emotionally. You deserve to be in a relationship with someone who treats you well that you have attraction towards.
I'm a guy and I feel like it's normal cause all guys are like that dumb shit.
Being cheated on can really hurt. It can leave you feeling sad and angry for a long time. What your partner did is wrong, and there is no excuse for it.