I nearly cheated on my gf and now I want her to break up with me
Why would you cheat on her?
I'm curous about seeing other girls.
If you are going to stay with your gf then it is expected you be loyal to each other. If you cheat on your gf she'll be hurt.
I don't care I only almost cheated so it doesn't count.
It counts even if you only almost cheated. The betrayal will feel the same from your partner who expected you to be loyal.