I'm going to call my boyfriend my ex's name
Why would you start drama if there's none?
I want to show him I have a mind of my own.
You should not try to antagonize your boyfriend. If you don't like what he does you should break up your relationship.
It's not my fault that I'm being abused by my boyfriend.
If you're being abused by you bf. Call the proper authority. Testing his patience like that can you get more abused by him.