I date anyone who asks and then I end up breaking up with them
Is there a reason you want to do that?
I'm traumatized by my parents' divorce, I hate relationships.
If you have the feeling like you're using the people around you then you should do your best to try and stop. Using people around you is wrong.
I don't care what other people think.
You'll never have a lasting relationship if you keep using others for your own benefit. You'll end up very lonely.