Can I pretend that I'm a different race than I really am? I hate myself for being white, because I hate white people
I can't believe you would say this out loud. What makes you hate yourself just because you are white?
I don't know how to explain, but I feel like when I stand in front of a mirror all I see is a white man looking back at me
Seeing yourself in the mirror as white and condemning yourself for being white is wrong. Judging people on skin color will only create self-doubt, pain and suffering.
I'm not going to change the way I see things since it's who I am.
It's not a great idea to be so stubborn about your opinions. It's good to be open minded to learning about other ways of thinking. You might hear another person's view that changes your opinion about something.