I'm not going to euthanize my cat even though she has a physical deformity that is clearly painful
Why would you let your cat continue to be in pain?
Well, I like the cat, so I don't want her to die. It's ok if she's in pain.
I know this is a difficult time but you should not allow your animal to be in pain. Is there any other treatment you can consider?
I like the fact that my cat looks different than others and so I'm not going to let her die.
It's not okay to let an animal live in pain for your own enjoyment. You need to either find better treatment or have it euthanized. Someone might turn you in for animal cruelty otherwise.