I told my cousin I would never do it again.
Do you promise that? Why did you get the urge to cut yourself?
I didn't really get the urge. I did it because I was in emotional pain
I'm sorry you are in a tough time, and it's hard to keep promises when you're in such a vulnerable state of mind. I hope you don't make these mistakes again, and you can stop yourself by going to the hospital or seeing a therapist or you might end up dead.
Okay.
I hope this experience can help you learn and realize that life is very precious, and to really not attempt again. Your life really is worth a lot, and your cousin would be proud of you for hanging on when times are tough.