My grandfather said to me on his deathbed "just try". While I do not think of it everyday the moment and those words still haunt me.
Why do you think those words are haunting you?
Because I can't do what he says, really.
It can be tough to feel pressured by someone who gave you advice at such a pivotal time.
You didn't have to say that. I'm totally fine with my life. Everything is going great.
It sounds like you are doing everything right already! Try not to feel too much pressure, you already got this covered!