I wish I were white
Why do you wish to be white?
If I were white, others would treat me better
That's frustrating. It can be hard to experience racism, but it doesn't help to wish you were white. Instead, maybe you can work in your communities to fight racism and take pride in your race and ethnicity.
I don't know man
I hope you're able to get past your self-hatred and help others. It might help you in the long run cope with the things you're experiencing.