I've been having regular chest pains but ignore them because my friends and family are better off without me.
Why are they better off without you?
I'm always a bother to others
If your chest hurts, see a doctor ASAP. It could be serious. Also, don't assume others hate you.
We're all good, I just realized how much better off they could be without me.
Do you think they really feel that way? I believe they would be very hurt that you would be gone, so why don't you try asking them how they feel about you? It's also a good idea to get to the doctor, to make sure nothing is wrong with your health.