I'm thinking of my manipulative ex-boyfriend getting me pregnant and I miscarried
Do you think he wanted you to miscarry the child?
No, he doesn't know he was the only person that I've been with.
You should be able to to talk to your ex about what happened. I'm really sorry for your loss.
It's really sad.
It is sad. You may be able to find a support group to join and talk about how you are feeling. It's a fairly common issue and maybe it will help to talk to someone else who had been in your situation.