I think right-wing politics have ruined me
Why do you think that right wing politics have ruined you?
Several reasons. They have ruined the debate, they have made me feel bad about being a socially engaged businessman and they have damaged the trust to my political foundation.
It is understandable that you are confused by the political system. You should not let politics ruin your life. Instead, recognize that it is a constantly changing system and you should live your life based on what makes you happy as an individual.
What do you mean, that right-wing politics shouldn't matter to me?
Well, if you're really passionate with politics then it should still matter to you, but for it to ruin your life, then don't you think it's too much? Try to just find things that make you happy and take a break from politics.