I hate myself.
Why do you hate yourself?
I am upset I am suffering while every one else seems so happy with their life.
I know that you're going through a tough time right now because dealing with feelings of self hatred is difficult. I think you should talk to a psychiatrist or psychologist about these feelings because they'll be able to help you.
I'm not going to talk to someone who can't understand me.
But they might have dealt with a similar situation before. A lot of people who come out of tough times dedicate their life to helping others overcome obstacles. You should give them a chance.