I'm scared to be too happy
Why would you feel frightened by happiness?
It's sad that I have lost so many friends. So I don't deserve to be happy.
It's normal to lose people over time. You should live in present and enjoy the moment. Don't worry too much of losing people.
I agree but I don't want to be hurt by making friends for the wrong reasons.
As long as you want to make friends to be happy there is no problem with that. It is good to find happiness.