Do I really have to go to the laundromat even if I am against it?
Why have you avoided it for this long?
I was trying to think of a way to clean my dirty clothes myself
Your clothes have to get clean somehow. I am glad that you finally decided to go so that you can have clean clothes again.
But I just did my laundry.
That is good then. It's wrong to not wash your clothes because they get dirty and smell. If you don't want to go to the laundromat you can ask a friend or even do the laundry in the bathtub.