My first kiss was not with the person I want it to be with.
That's not good. Why did you want your first kiss to be with the other person?
Because she is hot and she has a great personality.
It's okay to kiss a person you are not really into. You should practice with your first kiss so that you will be an even better kisser with the one you want to kiss.
I should just kiss her regardless if she wants it or not. Who cares, I really want to kiss her.
That is not the right attitude to have. Forcing a kiss on someone is not good. It is assault and you could get in trouble for it.