Should I find some comfort in my depression and eating disorders?
Probably not. Do you have a eating disorder?
Yes, I get to eat whatever I want and not gain weight. It helps me get off the hook from social life
I can understand that you might enjoy indulging in your disorders but it is a very bad thing and it will lead you nowhere. You should work on taking control of your life and getting therapy or medication, if needed, If you don't , the disorders will likely destroy your life completely.
Nah, I prefer to be sad and damaged.
It is not good to want to be sad and damaged, things like that are what make you want to seek comfort in your eating disorder. And that is going to seriously affect your physical health.