Is it wrong that I ate so much food that I almost threw up? And the only reason I did it was so I wouldn't drink myself blackout drunk and pop a bottle of pills.
Wow, are you alright? Everything you just said doesn't sound like a good idea.
I think I'm going to do that once in a while. It helps a lot in a way. It makes me sober in a less immediately harmful way.
I'm happy you at least did something so that you wouldn't drink or pop pills but that's not the answer. Instead of using drugs to forget about your problems try getting some help and definitely don't eat so much that you throw up again. None of that is healthy and I'm worried about you.
Don't worry I'm fine.
What you are doing isn't fine. You are trading one means of handing stress for another and none do them are healthy.