How do you feel about me being slutty in college? I feel so ashamed still. How do I get over this?
Why do you feel you were slutty?
I let one of my friends rape me. It's difficult to talk about it because I was so drunk.
Sexual assault is an awful, and traumatizing, thing to go through and it is in no way your fault. Being raped doesn't make you slutty, no matter how much you drank. Have you ever told an official about your friend assaulting you?
Nop, I don't want anyone to find out since I drank so much.
It doesn't sound like you wanted to have sex, and so you're definitely not a slut. You sound more like a victim which means that you can hold your head high that you were able to move past the terrible things that happened to you.