I like to have imaginary fights with myself and get all worked up for no reason.
Why would you fight with yourself?
I like to read lots of disturbing stuff, it makes me feel special.
It is a little odd for one to argue with yourself.  Plus, enjoying disturbing subjects may be an issue.
No it's fine. I'm much happier since I can control the way I think now.
So you're saying you feel better now? I hope you mean it and that you aren't going to imaginary fight yourself anymore!