I refuse to feel my pregnant wife's belly kicks
Why are you scared of feeling your baby's movements?
I freaks me out that something's growing inside her.
I think it would be upsetting to her to hear that her pregnancy if freaking you out. Try to be open minded.
I don't want to listen to the thing.
Part of being married is being supportive of your spouse, especially when they are going through something like pregnancy. It's immature of you to be unwilling to feel or listen to the baby in her stomach.