I'm extremely jealous of my brother's personal life
Are you jealous because you're scared he might take something away?
Yes, my brother has the nicest life I ever had and he shares with his stupid boyfriend and it makes me so pissed off
You should be happy for your brother that his life is going well. You are the bad one filled with jealousy and rage, it consumes you so much you can't be happy or improve your situation because of it. You either stay mad, down, bitter and nowhere, or use your brother as an inspiration.
Wtf you are pretending to know me and think I am bad but I am a stranger on the Internet.
I am sorry for judging you but feeling jealous of your sibling's personal life is not good. You don't know every aspect of his life and he might struggle with some things deserves your support for what he has achieved.