I hate an artist on Patreon and wish they would financially suffer.
Wishing ill will on someone like that, but what for?
I was hoping they wouldn't charge me anything for what they do.
Wanting free stuff done for you is what you think is the norm. However artists need to make a living, and if you don't pay them they won't be able to live a decent life like you already do.
Artists should do this for free.
There's no reason why hey should. And wishing them ill because they want compensation for their work is terrible.