I think if i find my old online boyfriends profile I might have a mental break down.
Why would that make you have a mental breakdown?
I have an inferiority complex, I always have done.
I know there can be feelings still fresh from a past relationship. But it should not make you have a mental breakdown, you should seek help for that.
I'm going to seek help, who doesn't like free help.
Do you know where to look for the help I can make a few suggestions if you like? I am really proud of you for realizing you have a problem and are willing to work on it.