I just can't find the motivation to get thin.
What types of motivation do you need to lose weight?
I always need a lot of motivation to lose weight
Losing weight is a good goal. It might be helpful to focus on other methods of losing weight that don't just rely on motivation. That way you can still accomplish your weight loss goals, even if you don't always feel motivated.
I'm motivated to make a new bucket list.
Maybe you can put getting healthy on the list. It might be easier to choose to do something instead of focusing on what you deprive yourself.