I love my ex-wife and my life is stuck in neutral because I simply can't get over.
So you're saying you don't feel like you life is moving forward.
Yes, I don't like it. I wish I could fix my life
It can be very difficult to move on from a past relationship. I would suggest seeking counseling so you can gain a sense of focus and begin to make progress in your life again.
That's stupid, counseling is for pussies, I need to fix this myself. Going to that stupid man would be a waste of time.
That's a bad mindset to have when it comes to seeking counseling. You really should give it a shot, I really think it would be beneficial to you. It's already mentally affecting you and you will continue down this downward spiral until you get help.