I like to be abused
How could you honestly say you enjoy being abused?
I just like the pain.
Pain is not good and being in an abusive situation is nothing to enjoy. Get away from anyone that might want to abuse you and look for real joy in your life instead.
WTF why does everyone think pain is a bad thing. It is not abuse if I enjoy being hurt. It is the reason why I can feel my body and being in pain is so euphoric and it makes me feel alive.
You need to get help and find out why this is enjoyable to you.  It is not normal and will keep you in abnormal relationships.