I'm thinking of disappearing. I was just diagnosed... nobody knows and my life's in shambles.
What has made you feel this way? Why would you want to disappear?
Because I'm worried about my diagnosed issue.
It is understandable to be worried about a bad diagnosis, but you need to let your family know about it. They need to be able to prepare and they shouldn't be surprised.
I just want to hide.
You should not feel like you need to hide. People who love you will want to be there for you.