They say that the holy spirit is bestowed onto a priest when you're giving a confession It feels good to know that the holy spirit came in me.
Have you had a bad experience with religion before?
I'm not religious but if I were there wouldn't be any Christ.
What you are saying in an extreme generalization about their religion. Nobody can force anyone else to believe in their faith. If you have a problem with it there are resources to help you escape abusive relationships.
Religion is not reality, it's made up. You should accept that. I don't understand why people keep being blind.
Everyone is entitled to their own faith or lack of faith. Even if you think it is fake, science even once thought we had four humors and bloodletting could cure disease.