I'm afraid of rejection by my so called boyfriend that I can't even tell him when it's my birthday.
Are you afraid of talking to him or what?
I'm even afraid to tell him when I was born.
If you're so afraid of him, why are you still with him? It is obvious that you two aren't meant for each other, because relationships are supposed to be caring and loving all around.
It's not like that. I'm so hurt by it that I can't talk to him.
I'm sorry that you cannot talk to him like you should. People are supposed to be caring towards others that they are in relationships with. It's best if you both sit down and try and be open with one another.