I'm going to refuse paying them back for the drinks
Why would you not pay back their kindness?
I have a hard time dealing with my emotions and most of the people I know have left me. I feel alone sometimes.
You should pay someone what you owed. It's just common sense and that's how society works.
Who cares? I don't pay them back and they should let it go.
I believe you should just pay them back, emotional issues is not an excuse to not give what you owed. How about after that, you can try seeing a therapist so you can work on no longer being lonely?