I refuse to pull over after a near miss.
Why did you not pull over after a near miss?
Because I want to still get revenge.
It's understandable that you can do some pretty drastic things when you're an irate mindset. If you almost hit someone you should definitely pull over, pulling over and assessing the situation is going to be the best thing possible for this type of situation. If you continue with what you're doing there could be big repercussions with the authorities.
I'm going to listen to my heart and do what I want.
I do not think that applies here as you could have hurt someone and potentially caused a loss of life and that is not something that you should not take lightly. I would have pulled over and made sure everyone was okay, so that you end things on a cautious and safer manner, instead of being reckless on the road.