I'm thinking of leaving my friends due to almost everyone taking me as a joke
Why would you leave them due to this?
Many people got me wrong and that triggers self-inflictive thought patterns.
Your friends should be more supportive of you. It's wrong of them to make fun of you. You have the right to not want to be with them.
What? I got mad and did some stuff that led to self-inflictive ideas. Don't try to get me out of the loop.
I am sorry, I was just going off what you told me. Can you talk to you friends and try and tell them how you feel.