I have absolutely nothing but unbridled utter seething hatred for every member of my family to the point where I honestly think abject evil is the only thing they deserve
Whoa! Are you feeling okay right now? Those seem like some strong feelings. Why do you hate them so much?
What I hate most is they don't understand me
Your family must really hurt you, but you shouldn't wish evil upon them. They may be unaware of the situation. Why don't you try talking to them about your feelings instead?
I don't care, I just want them to feel my pain.
You shouldn't be filled with vitriol or hatred towards anyone, especially not your parents. Wasting your time with that hate is just going to make your life harder and not theirs. Do you really want to put yourself through that?