I have a distorted view of marriage
What makes you think that your view of marriage is weird?
I feel it contradicts with my life philosophy.
I can hear what you're saying, but it is wrong to view marriage as a bad thing. You should consider it a great commitment between two people and not something weird. Otherwise you might never find a life partner.
I can just do without a life partner.
If you don't feel like being married you can live without it. Not everyone gets married and you should feel bad about it.