I'm married but I also want to be with 2 other women I find attractive
Why don't you want to remain faithful to your wife?
Because there's something missing between us
Even though you may lack some things in your relationship, cheating is not ideal. For you to remain faithful only to your spouse, you must be ready to communicate openly with her and find out where to find mutual ground.
I don't agree with any of that.
All I want to tell you is that you are married and made a life-long commitment. How is your wife going to feel that you treat her this way? I think it would be worth it to stop seeing these other women, and learn how to be a better partner for the sake of your wife.