I want to continue fostering kids after my divorce.
Are you sure you can handle the stress alone?
I became a foster mother to help kids at risk and give them a chance to have a family.
That is fine to want to help kids. It shows such good character if you are able to foster kids when they need it.
To be honest, I just want someone to love me.
I think most people want to be loved, and what you are doing is so loving. It might be worth taking a break before you start again so you can make sure you are in a healthy emotional space to provide the best for these kids.