I want to start over
In what way do you want to start over?
I want everything to be different for a change.
Change can teach us to adapt and help us develop resilience, but only if we understand our own capacity for growth and learning. When change makes us better, it's because we have learned how to turn a challenging situation to our own advantage, not merely because change happens.
I want my life to be different and whatever I have been doing isn't working out.
If you want everything to change then you should start to change your life around for the better.