I often wish my adult daughter had never been born
Are you being serious right now?
Yes, just to see her mom dying of a broken heart. It would make me happy.
That is so sad! I do not think that it is okay to wish that on your oldest child though. It is just sad.
You are the one that's being sad!
It sounds like you're taking this all out on your daughter when really you're upset with your daughter's mother. You should learn to organize your emotions better and stop taking it out on innocent people.