What if I just masturbated to a video of myself?
Do you do this often? I guess you can if you want to, I'm not going to stop you.
Yes, I do. I wonder if porn is something that makes you overweight?
If it makes you feel good then go for it. It doesn't make you overweight at all.
I don't know how to deal with this deep down feeling that I'm so ugly so I try to make myself feel better by masturbating to myself.
It seems like it is a self esteem problem. This can be remedied by getting a make over and then asking others out on dates. Give it a go and see what happens!