I want to get married.
Do you really want to marry your boyfriend?
Not really, but it is the only way I can be with him.
I can understand your feelings about being with your boyfriend. It's wrong to be in a rush to get married. Maybe you can talk to your parents about dating and how it is important to you.
I'm not going to tell my parents about it because they won't agree with me or support me at all.
It is wrong to be in a rush to get married since there is so much to get involved in. There are a lot of behind the scenes things that go on in a marriage that sometimes young people are not prepared for because they are not as mature. Make sure this is something you want before you jump into it.