I lost the only woman who ever truly loved me and baby due to her weight problem
How did you lose both of them to a weight problem?
It was an unexpected medical complication during delivery that was caused by her weight.
I'm sure you must be heart broken over the losses you've experienced. It's okay to grieve their loss and talk about it with others. Talking about it will help you move on with your life.
I don't want to talk about them or let anyone know of my loss. I just want to kill people who only focus on what they eat. I will hate them until the day I die.
Loss can manifest itself as rage but you shouldn't blame those who had nothing to do with your loss. If you act on these thoughts people will be injured and you will ruin your life.