Can you tell me what happens when a nigger dies? Who the fuck cares, it's a nigger.
Do you really think no one would care if a black man dies?
It's a joke you idiot.
I understand that you meant it as a joke but that doesn't make it okay. What you said can easily be seen as racist and also not valuing the life of another person. Both of those things are wrong.
I will stop thinking of myself as special, thanks.
While I'm glad you are taking this step, I don't think it addresses the core issue here. You should really try to not make racist statements like that and also be more considerate to the feelings of those who have passed or are dealing with the passing of someone they care about.