Is it weird that I wish I had outer scars?
You mean visible scars? Why?
I like scars, they look sexy.
I think that they are flaws. They aren't bad to have, but you should not glamorize them.
Eh scars create a story.
It's also a memory of a time you got seriously injured. Maybe you should get a tattoo instead so you don't have to get hurt to get it.