A while ago I cheated on my ex and hid it, but now she's willing to get back together with me. What should I do?
Cheating is very inconsiderate thing to do. Is it because of a sense of curiosity or affection for another person?
I wanted to feel the rush of fucking someone else.
It is sometimes a good feeling to be able to make love to someone else other than your current partner. This is always cheating and that is entirely against the marriage vows so has to be avoided. Getting back together after cheating will probably not work, they say once a cheater always a cheater.
Haha... What the hell was that?
It's me telling you that if you want to get back with her, that you need to tell her about it and hope that she still trusts you. She's probably not going to want to be with a cheater, though. Especially since it sounds like you did not have a good reason for cheating-- and cheating is wrong even with a good reason.