I'm 20 years old and have been in a committed relationship for almost two years, yet I constantly fantasize about all of my prior lovers and crushes. Should I follow my heart or just stick with this relationship?
That's a tough decision. Do you want to be in a different relationship?
Yes of course I am, but I am afraid to hurt my boyfriend. No offense of course
It's normal to still love your ex following a breakup since they were part of your life, but you should talk to your current partner about it, too. Communication is a key part of a relationship, so sit down and talk to them and find out if the relationship is worth keeping.
I'd prefer to keep it a secret.
If these secrets are too heavy on you, don't you think you might unintentionally spill it? So I think it's better to come clean now, while nothing is escalating. The two of you should be able to work things out well.