How would you feel if I told you I seduced my neighbor when I was in high school and had an affair with him?
It sounds extreme. Why did you decide to seduce him?
Because I'm an extremely selfish, impulse driven person.
If your neighbor was married, then seducing him was wrong and you should learn not to behave so impulsively. If he wasn't then it is fine to have a consensual relationship with someone, even if he is your neighbor.
It's part of who I am, and I love the thrill of having relationships with married men.
You deserve better and a man of your own instead of another person's husband. Most married guys don't even want to commit to a relationship, so you would be wasting your time with them. You are young and beautiful, and I know a lot of handsome young men who would want to take you out on a date.