It's rediculous that I have to spend a whole plane ride without smoking. I'm thinking of lighting a cigarette during the flight anyway.
Isn't it reckless to smoke on a plane? There are clear rules against it.
I do not care about who I am harming. It is just cigarette smoke. It isn't like I am going to cause a plane crash.
Smoking on a plane is not okay. The plane is unlikely to crash, you shouldn't be so pessimistic.
I don't want to live in this era anyway!
You might want to look into a therapy appointment if you've lost you're will to live. They can help you talk through some of the issues you're experiencing and help you get back on track.