I hate attention seekers, but I cut for attention. Is this going to be a forever thing for me?
I hope you are joking. Does that help you?
I want to show how crazy I am.
That is not good. It's not healthy to intentionally hurt yourself like that.
This world sucks so why not get a kick out of it.
Cutting yourself is not the right way to deal with the world and it's problems. You need to have a stable life, and therapy could help with it. Try to seek out positive things in the world in order to find happiness.