I hate the double standard when it comes to saying the n-word
Do you dislike the double standard because you are a person of color?
I don't know, I just hate these people for being so terrible discriminating over skin color.
Using racial slurs such as the n-word in all of its forms can be offensive depending on the opinion of the person hearing it. You should be mindful of others and avoid the use of offensive slurs, even those that you consider minor, to prevent people from feeling offended.
"The n" word has many meanings, for one it is a cool slur which I grew up with it, for two it is an insulting words which I'm not super fond of using and for three I just want to say it for the fun/ humor. And racists are usually not funny at all.
Even if it is a word that you grew up with, you shouldn't say it if it offends people. You need to know your audience.