I feel good about being sad all the time.
Why are you feeling good for being sad?
I want to make people around me sadder.
I think feeling sad is natural. But you should not make others sad. Instead, you should strive to make people happy.
I'm going to make others sadder which will make me happy.
That is a terrible way to behave around people. Eventually people will see what you are doing and they won't feel sad anymore because you're being manipulative.