I sometimes wish something semi-catastrophic would happen to me. Is that normal?
Are you suicidal?
I don't know. It feels like some kind of self-destructive wish. I hate myself.
Ah, sounds like you're feeling down and want that feeling to go away. That's okay, but we should get you some help.
So you can lock me in a hospital? I'm fine.
It's not all about being locked in a hospital. Sometime it's just a friendly person to talk through and work out the issues of life.