I really believed that this year would be different.  But now I sometimes consider ending it all
Things were looking up for you?
Yes, it looked like a promising year.
Life will always have it's ups and downs. If you truly want to kill yourself, let's get you some help.
Nah I'm fine.
I can understand if you don't want to talk, but if you ever seriously think about ending it all, you should talk to someone.  There are anonymous crisis lines that you can call or text, and they can help you out.  However, if you are feeling better now, just remember that it's normal to feel somewhat disappointed at the end of the year, but there are plenty of other chances.