We are suppose to be trying to have a baby
What do you want most about a baby?
It will be fun to have him sleep in my arms
If you're trying to have a baby then you two should be supportive of each other. It can be hard sometimes without the support.
I just want a baby. If it isn't happening, I will make my partner feel bad.
That isn't supportive at all. You need to have a good relationship with your partner and you aren't being supportive if you are making her feel bad.