What do you think if I told you I'm embarrassed because I'm a pervert?
Are you participating in something that's embarrassing you? Why are you labeling yourself a pervert?
I can't help it, I just like sexy girls
Being attracted to women does not make you a pervert. You shouldn't feel embarrassed for your attraction preferences.
I guess you have a point but I still feel alienated.
Don't feel alienated for something like that. Trust me, you've done nothing wrong.