I've been lying to my parents about attending grad school for years and only have a month before it catches up with me.
Why did you lie to your family about attending grad school?
My parents and family has been expecting me to go back to grad school and never talked about it to me.
You should not lie to your family. It is best to tell them the truth about how you feel and be honest they might be supportive of you.
I don't like disappointing them and I'm scared.
I understand that you are in a scary situation, but you did this to yourself. You should come clean to your parents so they know the truth.