I secretly hate myself.
Why do you think you hate yourself?
I don't know, I guess it's because of my past.
It's sad that you hate yourself. You should work on your self-esteem.
I want to hurt myself.
I'm sorry that you hate yourself and want to hurt yourself, because that's no way to go through life. It might be good for you to talk to a therapist or other mental health professional because they'll be able to help you.