Now that I do love someone, he is not very kind.
How is your loved one not kind to you?
He's always very rude to me.
You shouldn't be with him then. You should find someone that treats you like a queen and not a guy that is rude to you and treat you like trash. You will have more problems if you stay with him.
Why do you care?
I have empathy for your situation. I hate to see people being mistreated in a relationship.