What do you think about me spamming you because I don't like you all!
Are you spamming someone that is making your life complicated?
No I just want attention and for things to be more exciting.
It is normal to want your life to be more exciting but it is not good to bug others in order to make your life more exciting. People won't want to be around you in that case.
Is it really so bad to just be with me?
If you intentionally frustrate someone, then yea, it might be annoying to be around you. How about just being considerate and kind instead?