This is my last hope.
Why do you feel  like you are on your last hope?
I'm too depressed and feel like I have no hope.
You should try and find some help so you do not feel this way anymore. There are people and resources out there to help combat these feelings.
I don't want to talk about it .
It's understandable to not want to talk out the issues, but in the end, it can give you new insight on your problems and make you stronger to deal with them.