I'm going to see a peep show in amsterdam with another girl while my girlfriend waited outside
Do you feel ashamed by going with your gf?
Not at al, my gf is flirts and cheated on me recently and I feel like I need to get away from her.
I know you're mad, but it's wrong to be unfaithful to your gf. You should just break up with her if there are this many problems.
It's too late for that and she deserved it.
People make mistake. I hope you gf realized that and is willing to change and do everything in her power to make it right but you are making it way too difficult.