Sometimes if I'm in a manic episode I'll go on a throwaway account and shitpost on every thread I see
Does that make you feel better?
No, I want to make others' feel worse
You should try and find a better outlet for your manic episodes. You may end up doing something you will regret later if you keep acting on impulse.
It's a forum. Fuck people, don't care what they think. I can do whatever I want.
It might just be a forum but doing impulsive things is not good for you. It might escalate and you could do something that hurts you.