Is it okay that I feel excited when I watch news about North Korea because I really want a war to break out?
Why do you want war to break out?
Thinking about it gives me an adrenaline rush.
Sometimes when we're bored we have the desire to see interesting and exciting things happen. The idea of war can seem exhilarating, but the reality of it is that many people are hurt and suffer in war. If you express your desire for war to break out to others, they may think that you're ignorant and foolish.
So basically I'm just a dumb little boy who has fantasies about war? I would be willing to kill people let alone die myself but that's none of your business, is it?
There's no need to be hostile, and I'm not calling you dumb. All I'm saying is that war is is a terrible thing to happen and we should never actively be rooting for it to happen.