I want to be unconscious to get a break from life
What is it about life that you don't like?
I want to die because I hate the pain of living.
Thinking about suicide is really serious, and I'm sorry you feel that way, even if it is only temporary. If you really feel like you need a break from life, you should get some help from a parent or counselor.
I just want to die and try out not feeling.
Well if you are really contemplating suicide, I have to insist that you call for help immediately.  A trained therapist can help you to figure out what is bothering you, and can help you face these difficulties before you do anything too drastic.