I don't know what to feel about the man I cheated on my husband with being in the hospital.
How could you cheat so easily on your husband?
I don't like him, and I don't like people thinking that I'm like him. I think he's ugly and hate the fact that he feels sympathy for other people.
You should absolutely not cheat on your husband. Even though it sounds like you're unhappy in your marriage, that's not a reason to cheat. If you don't care for your husband anymore, be upfront about it and discuss getting a divorce with him rather than having an affair which will hurt him.
Yeah you're probably right......
You're smart to come around. You still need to work on your relationship and it won't be easy, but accepting what has happened is the only way to fix it.