I have no one else to say this to
What is it you want to tell me?
I am a lonely loser who has no friends, my life is shit. I just want to have a family of my own
I understand loneliness is hard to deal with.  We all want companionship in life.  Go out there and meet some people and you never know what might happen!
I agree. I should probably start to take some risks and set goals for myself.
That is the right way to look at it.   Start with on or two events that you are comfortable with and see if you feel a bond with people that you talk to.