I'm halfway in and halfway out of a relationship and I wonder how other men would treat me
Do you think you could find a relationship partner who is more considerate?
Yes, I'm tired of settling for such a partner.
Being in a relationship where you are not treated well does not feel good and you should be in the one you are currently in. You deserve to find a partner who treats you well and respects you.
The guy I am with doesn't care about me and he doesn't listen to me when I talk.
You should commit to breaking it off and starting fresh. Sometimes it doesn't work out and realizing that is a sign to move on. You'll feel better and eventually find the one you are meant to be with.