What do you think about me self-harming today for the first time in 11 years?
Why did you get involved in self harming 11 years ago?
I had a lot of free time on my hands back then.
Sometimes our past makes us do bad things to ourselves, it is a mental issue. Self harming is bad, it shouldn't be done at any time in your life. Please get therapy because harming yourself is bad for your self esteem.
Nothing has worked for me so far and self-harm makes me feel better, at least for the moment.
Self-harming is wrong and you should not do this. It would be best to seek support or therapy to avoid self-harming in a future.