My favorite parts of the day are when I'm just waking up or I'm falling asleep.
Why are they your favorite time of day?
I like some peace and quiet and I just can't stand the noise in the middle when I am out in the world.
You sound depressed and you might want to get some professional help.
I'm no good now and I just can't develop the skills to become more productive during the day.
That is why a professional is needed to help you get to the place where you can function in the world. Do it for your family and friends even if you can't do it for yourself.