I truly feel I don't love my kids.
Wow are you serious? Is there a reason why you don't love them?
I'm not sure. I want to have kids who are perfect in my image
You should do your best to find it to love your children as it's something that's just expected of a parent. If you find that you really don't love them then maybe you should look at going to therapy.
I'm not sure if I need to see a therapist but I'll only do it if the kid makes me do it.
It is normal for parents to love their children. I would be really concerned if you felt absolutely no love for them at all. It might get worse the longer you wait.