What should I do? I think working life is withering me away. How'd it come to this?
I honestly have no idea, I thought you have the answer.
As mother always said to me, work is for wimps.
Sometimes I feel like life is very tough and is repetitive and I feel you when you say that your life, especially your working life is withering away. However, you should strive to work very hard and not give up, so that you would find meaning and you would have something that you find interesting so that you don't feel very stressed out and tired of your working life.
I'm too bad at my job and they are making me feel not needed anymore.
If your unsatisfied with your work life, you should write down some new goals. This will help you to see what you truly want to be doing with your life.