I'm so frustrated with my life, I just tried to end it.
Are you saying you just tried to commit suicide?
Yes, I just so tired of being in pain all the time.
Killing yourself isn't the answer. All you would do is leave pain for your family to deal with. Go to a professional and seek help.
What would be the point? No one cares about me, my family hardly speaks to me anymore.
I'm sure your family cares about you, tell them what you're going through. I think you really need to speak to someone and get the help that you need. Nothing is hopeless, you can get help to stop feeling so much despair.