I have groped undressed fingered licked and cummed over a dozen girls throughout my life and I always fantasize about the next time I will have a chance to do it again
Why do you feel compelled to do this?
That they only want to know my name and they can barely keep their eyes open after they come
You should not objectify other people. People are important and worthy for many reasons, not just sex.
If that's true, I haven't seen proof of that yet.
You just aren't looking hard enough. People bring plenty more than just sex to a relationship.