I relapse back into alcohol abuse.
What caused you to relapse?
Alcohol helped me with the pain I had to endure.
You should have gone for help instead of going for alcohol again. Please, go get help so you don't relapse further.
I know but I want to be left alone. I know what I'm doing.
Stopping an addiction for good is really hard when stresses happen. You should look to get help because it's likely to get really bad if you don't.