I'm pissed at my husband for repeatedly of his inability to stop drinking after he told me he would stop
Are you pissed because he won't stop or because he lied?
I'm pissed because he made a big deal out of it and I felt he was lying.
It is understandable to get mad at your husband when he told you he would stop drinking but did not. But you still should support him and help him stop drinking.
Fuck him, I'm tired of him.
Issues in relationships won't go away on their own. I know it can be incredibly difficult to support someone that has let you down, but if you truly want to keep them in your life then you'll have to be strong and support them as they go through change. Professional help may also ease the burden off yourself if you need it.