What do I do? I'm away getting treatment for substance abuse and am too afraid to tell anyone.
What made you start abusing substances?
It made me feel like I'm strong and I didn't care what happened to my life
I understand, and I think it's great that you're getting treatment. Dealing with substance abuse issues can be very difficult, so it's awesome that you're getting the help you need. I don't think you should be afraid to tell your loved ones, because I'm sure they'll be supportive of you.
I wanted to get back at my parents, but now I don't care now.
I think it would be a good idea to let your parents know that you're in treatment for your substance abuse problem. It's easier to deal with these sorts of issues when you have loved ones on your side.