I hate all middle aged people with a passion since they all hold some plot to keep me back in life
Why were they planning to keep you back in life?
Because they see me as a girl with ambition
It sucks to feel like the world is against you, but they're really not. It's unhealthy to think that, when in reality these adults were just trying to keep you safe or keep your goals in check. When you're older you'll appreciate what they have done for you and that you haven't gone down a dark path.
They are all stupid plotters.
Focus on yourself and your goals, don't worry about how other people feel about your choices.