Can I confess something to you as a friend? I'm angry and I eat large portions of food even if it means I have to cook it at 2 a.m. in the morning.
That early? You can't be serious. Why are you angry?
I'm feeling bad because of what happened with my family
Eating can be a source of comfort but it is not good to overeat. You could make yourself sick, it is better to deal with your feelings by talking.
I don't want to lose control over my eating, I feel good just eating lots.
Over eating and using food as some way to deal with anger is unhealthy for you. Go to a professional psychiatrist, I can even help you find one. Then you can have better health mentally and  physically.