What do you think of me torturing a chicken when I was 5 and enjoying it?
That sounds weird. Why do you think you enjoyed it?
I've always been a little freaky.
It's terrible to torture animals at any age. You should always treat animals nicely.
It wasn't like that. I just wanted to know what the birds feel like when a person is mean to them from time to time and I wanted to learn the secret of life.
It is okay to be curious as a child but to take it to torturing an animal is bad. You should seek help to see why you enjoyed it.