I'm motivated by hate in every way but it helps me too much to stop.
Are you joking? Who do you hate?
I hate someone who's been rude to me, I hate someone who's been a liar and a cheat and I hate another person who assumed bad over me.
Sometimes people can be awful to us but we need to be careful about hating others so much. It can consume us and it will seen by others and they will not want to do anything with you.
It's fine. I have amazing friends who will help me get rid of my hate.
I am glad you are willing to make a change. Hate can really consume people and I don't want that for you.