I feel broken because I lost two of my close friends in one month
How did you lose them?
The took jobs abroad and they didn't invite me.
It's sad to have close friends move away, but it happens. If you didn't have a job offer, you probably couldn't have gone with them. You can still stay in touch, though.
That's what I wanted to do. I have never felt pain like this.
I'm sorry that you're in so much pain over this. It's always sad when friends move away and out of your life. But I hope you stay in touch and make new friends too.