I hate my brother. I despise him. He keeps showing me his horrible poems  fanfictions but, recently he showed me something I wanted to see. His suicide note.
I'm so sorry that your brother has killed himself. Why did you wanna see his suicide note?
I guess I just prefer him dead.
I'm very saddened about how you treated your brother all these years, and I am sure that he looked up to you so much that you are the first one to see his fanfictions, and I really wish that you did not treat him badly when he was alive. I hope that you make it up to him, and celebrate his life so that people would know how amazing your brother was.