I don't know why I'm incredibly bothered by things not looking the way I want them to look.
Do you actually feel like it matters what things look like?
It's true, I'm quite indifferent to things like that after all.
Can you make up your mind about it? I think it's better for you to have higher expectations for yourself, so you can always look to improve. Your work doesn't deserve to fall flat on quality if you start to slack and not be bothered by anything.
It's about me liking things to look a certain way, it's not like I'm making a mistake on purpose.
Oh, I see, that's quite alright. You deserve the best in your work  and I look forward to all of your growth from here on out! If you keep this up, you can get really far.