I ran a highly embarrassing extremely poorly-received youtube series that now makes me cringe to even think about
Well at the time I am sure it probably seems like the right thing to do. What's it about?
I got this idea when I suddenly remembered that the YouTube buffoonery of Mr. Creeps had made me chuckle
As long as you gave it your best effort, it should be something to be proud of. It is not about the destination but the journey that you took to get there. You probably learned a lot and who knows it might go viral someday.
Nah, who are you kidding? That shit was DOA. It really was an embarrassment.
It has to be nice to know  you tried to make something. Some people never even make that kind of effort.