We recently got a TV upgrade but I'm not going to pay for it because I accidentally broke it.
Why would you feel inclined not to pay for the TV?
If I pay the money I will be faced with losing it or having to waste some money I made as a part time job.
It's irresponsible to not pay to replace something that you broke in the first place. You need to start owning up to your actions.
I should be left alone, I don't want people judging...
I'm not trying to judge you, I'm merely trying to give you advice of what you should do. If you don't pay it most likely they will send collection agents after you.