Man, I'm still stuck on the fact that I lost a fight because I was unable to move
Wait, why were you unable to move?
I was scared and just figured if I didn't do anything he would stop. But this time He just kept going until i couldn't take it anymore.
I get that you were scared but the reason bullies mess with people is because they know they won't fight back. Even if you fight back and lose you'll likely deter them from trying to mess with you again. Next time, stand up for yourself.
It's stupid how I was unable to fight back against him and I let all my friends down.
Don't be too hard on yourself, but if it happens again try pushing yourself to fight back. It's important to defend yourself.