I'm always cheating on my husband
Why do you always cheat on your husband?
Lived with him for almost two decades and I'm tired of him.
It is wrong to cheat on your husband. If you do not want to be with him anymore, you should file for a divorce.
That what I will soon do.
Good. Going behind his back and cheating on him was wrong, though. At least you are finally determined to end things officially and properly.