Is it wrong that I'm scared my friends will leave me this new years?
Is there a reason that you think they will leave?
Gosh! Aren't you bright, my friends are leaving me because I'm not nerdy enough.
Well if they are really your friends, they won't leave you for a reason as petty as that. They would want to spend time with you!
Haha, I'm going to go alone instead and do what I want.
Discussing your differences with your friends will enable you to be sure of their intentions towards you. After this you won't have to worry about them leaving you behind.