I broke up with my long distance girlfriend for the 4th time and she apparently commited suicide because of it.
Are you sure that was the reason she did it?
I really do think so. It's the only reason I can think of that she would do that.
I'm so sorry to hear that but you shouldn't blame yourself. Things weren't working out and hadn't been for a while so of course breaking up made sense. You had no idea she would kill herself over that so you shouldn't blame yourself for it.
Good thing it happened. I'm so sick of dating her.
That's a horrible thing to say, why would you be happy that she died? Even if you didn't want to date her, you should still feel sad about it.