I smell my husband's deodorant every night so I can at least feel physically close to him again
Why do you want to smell your husband's deodorant?
Thoughts of sleeping with someone else in my husband's absence make me feel like I am cheating on him.
It is very normal to miss your husband when he is not there. People want to be reminded of the people they love.
Are you hinting me to have an affair?
No way I'm hinting you that. I'm just acknowledging the fact that you're missing your husband terribly.