You are my best friend was the last thing she said as I gagged her in the dark alley.
Is there a reaon why the thought of hurting others give you a thrill instead of making you uncomfortable?
It feels good to know I'm making a difference in the world.
It is a good goal to want to make a difference in the world.   This is done by helping people and making lives better instead of harming them.   Assaulting something physically and sexual can traumatize them for life and end up putting you in jail