I thought I was dying. I hoped I was dying
Are you still focusing on dying?
I'm the one who's the boss of my life, no one else.
Wanting to die is mentally unhealthy. You should reach out to someone and get some help or talk to someone you trust.
If I cannot trust myself, who can I trust? Still, I'm the the boss of me and I'm going to keep loving myself no matter what.
You go, you! That is a great mindset to have moving forward, as we all have one precious life to live. If you are still struggling, I believe you should see a professional to keep that healthy mindset.