Do you think it is okay that I spend hours sometimes cleaning my floors?
What made you decide to clean your floors?
I'm cleaning to avoid the emotions inside of me. I feel like someone who's worthless.
Lots of people use work to escape tough emotions, but avoiding your emotions only keeps them bottled up. Put down the mop and start dealing with what is going on inside of yourself.
Why I should do that?
Because exploring your emotions can be a wonderful thing and make you feel so much better. You should just try it once, and see how it makes you feel.