This is how i will get revenge on my father for leaving me when i was 2.
Don't you thinks that's an immature attitude?
Yes, I know it's dumb and silly, but i don't care.
I can understand how hurt and angry you dad's abandonment must've been. Maybe there were extenuating circumstances that would help explain it?
I don't care. And trying to defend him would not be good.
Holding in hate for a parent is only causing you more stress. The quicker you release this hate the quicker you will be happy. Wanting to get revenge on your parent is not a great way for you to relieve this hate.