I'm going to break down and tell my 2 month old new born to shut up
That makes me feel rather uneasy. Why would you yell at a newborn?
I'm not trying to seem like someone who doesn't have feelings but no one listens to me anymore
It's hard to be a baby and you should not tell one to shut up. Do your best to comfort your child when they're upset, and this time will pass.
Can you not patronize me.
You need to learn how to better care for a baby and if you cannot do it you should not be around the baby anymore.