I'm going to be gone a while, and I really do not feel bad about it. My sister brought me out here to the other side of the country because she thought it would help me open up to people. Instead It just made things worse and she's frustrated with me. Now she takes that negativity out on me.
Why is she treating you that way?
Because I'm not all happy and sunshine like she is. I'm honestly worse than when we left.
You don't need to apologize to me for feeling that way. You didn;t want to be here and the fact that you're willing to tell me shows that we're already good friends. I'll miss you while you're gone but you should definitly take the time to leave here if it's affecting you so negatively.
I wanted to do this on my own but I guess I'm just not fit for anything.
If this is not the place for you, that is okay. You are allowed to leave a situation if you think that it is bad for you.