I'm going to let my emotions get the better of me
Why would you let them get the better of you?
I hate myself for being so useless that I can't come up with a better answer
Gaining control over your emotions will help you become mentally stronger. Remove your self from toxic situations and learn to live in peace and harmony within yourself.
Sounds boring, fuck you.
There's no need to be angry, I'm just saying that you should try and get a bit more control of your life. Seek out some professional help if need be.