I think it would have been better if my mother had aborted me.
Why would it have been better?
Then I wouldn't have had to be here and deal with life and its letdowns.
Sometimes life gets to be depressing for everyone, but it tends to get better again too. Positivity is key to a happy life, think like you own it! You are alive for a reason!
That's what my mother told me but it's not that easy. I'm mad that life is difficult for me.
I'm sorry you're feeling that way, and think it would be good if you talked to a therapist or other mental health professional about what you're going through. They're able to help people who are dealing with issues like yours.