What should I do if I can't stand hearing how everyone adores my ex-friend?
Why can't you stand your ex-friend?
He's acting all cool but I know what he's hiding inside.
I understand being jealous of someone who used to be your friend but you should move on. Being obsessed what others are saying about your friend is childish.
I'm going to look for ways to do a lot of bad things to him and his reputation.
Instead of wasting your time trying to hurt your friend, you should use your energy to improve yourself and your prespective. It's wrong to be so jealous of your friend that you want to hurt how people see him.