I left my abusive parents 2 years ago and took a plane to a country in europe and sort of have never looked back
That's pretty extreme. Were they very abusive?
They had more than once done extremely abusive things to me and my siblings.
I am sorry that you went through a lot of things with your parents, it is good that you were able to get away from the situation. It will feel bad but better for you in the long run.
Yeah I'll be fine.
You have a great attitude about it. I'm glad you've managed to find a better life for yourself.