I think my fetish ruined my life before I even grew up
What sort of fetish is it?
I've been disgusted with other guys who are doing sexual stuff with other guys.
There is nothing wrong with being gay though. You should have an open mind to homosexuality because it is accepted now. Who cares what gay people do, they don't force it on to you so you should feel disgusted or you will just end up looking like a homophobe.
I think it's disgusting and I hate it. I don't want anything to do with gays. I can't stand them.
They aren't disgusting and I think it's wrong to think that way. If it bothers you so much, maybe you should do more research into their lifestyle to understand why it isn't such a big issue.