I feel like a robot. I don't think I have feelings. I just fake it when enteracting with others. It feels like every year it is worst than the one before. For 2 years no one noticed but now...
What is making it get worse year after year?
Because every day I see less of the possibility that I am going to get out of this rut.
Some people have stronger emotions than others. You should be honest about not having strong emotions as opposed to trying to create some fake emotions.
I can't believe no one has noticed me for so long.
I'm sorry your going through such an emotionless state lately. Try reaching out to someone, no one can help if they don't know what you are going through. A little message is all it takes to spark a conversation and begin a new relationship with someone.