I gave myself a circumcision and it did not go well
Why would you do that to yourself?
I want my boyfriend to miss me as much as possible (he ran away with another woman)
You shouldn't preform medical procedures on yourself ever. There are too many things that could go wrong and you could have gotten sick. You should think about going to a hospital to get it checked on.
How do you know all that? Stfu! You're hurting my feelings. I'm better for having done it myself.
You might be okay this time but if you try something like that again you might not get so lucky. Don't you think it would be safer if you had a doctor perform your medical procedures?