Hopefully my old friends fail.
Why do you hope that old friends fail?
I hate them for being so smug and tease me all the time. I hate them because they grew up and left me behind.
Hoping that others will fail shows a great insecurity on your part. You should be more supportive of others and wish for their success just like you would want others to do for you.
I'm tired of people who are so arrogant and that think they are untouchable. They are not better than me only because they made it first, it shouldn't mean anything.
You are filled with insecurity and lashing out. Instead of wishing others to fail, why not use that fire in your belly to improve your station in life.