Is it strange that Gary Jule's Mad World makes me suicidal?
Yikes! Are you serious? What about Mad World makes you feel suicidal?
Because I despise the world, human beings are cruel animals.
You should not be wishing harm on yourself as this is an unhealthy mindset. If you feel that you are having these types of thoughts it would be best to talk to a professional.
I don't know how a professional will make me like humans more.
If you give them a chance, they might be able to help you. You would be much happier if you didn't focus on harming yourself or others.