I am male, but I find male anime characters to be really attractive, even more than women in real life.
How do you feel about non-anime women?
I am very distant from them because I have been hurt from past relationships.
It's concerning that you're attracted to fictional cartoon characters more than women. You should consider talking to a licensed mental health professional because your missed a lot that a real relationship can provide.
I would die if I had to deal with women all day.
No, you'd survive, and more. There's somebody out there looking for you, but you have to be open to it. Talk to somebody who can help you work through the issues holding you back.