I was lying when I told my parents that I cried in my room when my nanna died. I did not cry at all and had gotten over her death after about a week.
Why did you lie about crying over your nanna's death?
It's just that I don't like to show emotions.
I understand why you feel this way. If others are crying and you are not, they would think you did not care. When in reality, everybody grieves, but people grieve in different ways.
I'm lying to be cool, I don't want to be viewed as a loser.
No one will think you are loser if you cry over a loss. Humans are meant to cry and you should feel comfortable to express your emotions. The tough guy act doesn't fool anyone.