Homeschooling brings me crippling loneliness
Why makes you feel lonely?
Being the only student makes me sad for not having friends.
Homeschool works for some people but it is not for everybody. If it is not making you happy, you should try other things like public school to see if it helps you make friends.
I tried it but the kids in public school are mean
Not all of them are mean. Eventually you meet some cool kids who are nice.You have to give it more than just a try.