I feel like I want to relapse tonight and need to vent.
Are you sure you should relapse at this point?
Yes, I think about relapsing for a while because I don't know if I can handle my family's insistence to take me back to treatment.
If you know you are relapsing back to the same bad habits then you should seek professional help. Relapsing will destroy all the hard work you did up to this point.
But the treatment center was boring and I didn't like it...I don't want to go there again.
If you don't like it there maybe there are alternative options? It's better to try to find some kind of treatment though than to give up and relapse. You may just find a place perfect for you that can help you.