Did you know that I was molested by my grandfather for 3 years? The abuse has been killing me inside.
Are you serious? Did something happened after you told someone?
Nothing happened. My grandfather died.
It must be painful to have a family member abuse you. Family members are supposed to protect to as a child.
I was a baby. What do you expect me to do?"
You couldn't have done a thing except tell others and hope they do something to put your grandfather in prison. It's unacceptable and disappointing to hear that your family didn't protect you like they should have. Right now, it's all about healing, and I suggest maybe seeking a professional therapist to help you manage your emotions.