I'm turned on by suicidal guys with low self esteem
That makes me feel rather uneasy. How does it make you feel?
It feels strange, yet good at the same time.
It is wrong to exploit emotionally unstable people. It is unhealthy to have relationships with unhealthy people.
It's a little wrong but I don't care.
It is very wrong. You are taking advantage of people that are ill which is a horribly way to behave.