My life is filled with lies.
Why do you think that is?
I feel like I'm living an unauthentic life.
If you are feeling guilty about lying it is good to confess the lies to someone you trust. If you need more help it is good to seek a professional.
Wanting to change is the first step and I'm not ready.
Lying can be a difficult thing to get past. Realizing your life is not how you want is is the first step to changing it.