Is it wrong to say I was molested and loved it?
I wonder this. How can something like that make you feel happy?
I like it when men get intimate with me without asking because it is like it is happening again.
You have a desire to be molested because of the way you were treated. That can get very tricky, it needs to be addressed somehow otherwise you might molest others too eventually.
Oh? Were you molested too? If you were I would find it astonishing.
Now this is getting somewhat creepy. I think therapy would definetly be beneficial for you. That makes everyone safe including yourself.