I haven't seen my boy since christmas I think
Thats sad. How do you feel about not seeing your boy since Christmas?
It makes me sad every time I come home from school.
If you are sad about not seeing your boy then you should go and seem him. It is bad for you to neglect him. If you neglect him too much he may grow apart from you.
I'm worried that I might be a bother to him.
Your boy isn't going to think you're a bother. Children mostly just want to spend time with their parents. it helps them connect and bond.