I thought I could do anything for money. I thought they couldn't take my soul because I didn't have a soul to sell. I was wrong.
Was your soul taken?
Yes, I was a stupid child back then. Anyway, let's face it. I'm a junkie. I feel like I have no soul because I've been a junkie for a long time. Sometimes I wish I'd died to get out of the misery.
There's still plenty of time left to turn things around. If you want help, let me know, and we can find it together.
Yeah it's tragic. I'll always be a junkie. That's fine. At least the drugs make me act like a high-functioning member of society. I think.
How can you say that you are functioning when you also are a junkie for years and feel like you have no soul?   It will only get worse if you don't get help, things will be rough for awhile, but taking that first step will help you feel whole again.