I let guys use me because I am lonely.
That's sad. Is this need to have someone close related to your past?
Yes, I lost my mom and I've never had a close friend, she was the only one
Don't let people take advantage of your need for companionship. People who would do that tend to be poor friends in the end.
I don't need friends. It's all about getting attention. I'm not looking for love. I'm good with this.
You are for now, but what about later on if you have nobody there for you when you need them. If you let people use you, then there might not be anything left for you or anybody else.