Women are like square roots. If they're 13 or under, do them in your head.
Do you really think it's appropriate to joke about pedophilia like that?
I'm not saying anything inappropriate, trust me.
Most people would say that joking about fantasizing about having sex with children is inappropriate. You are still visualizing rape in your mind. That is improper and not suitable for adults to be doing.
Well I'm a sexual deviant.
Having sexual kinks and quirks is perfectly normal, and there's nothing wrong with that. However, if those quirks involve a child or harming someone else, that's not acceptable. If you really do fantasize about children, then you should talk to a therapist so they can help you with this problem.