Sometimes I wish I would contract a fatal illness?
That's a strange thing to wish for. Why would you like to get a fatal illness?
I do not like my life and I wish it would end
Wishing illness and death upon yourself is awful and you might want to talk to a professional regarding your depression. Your issues need to be addressed before you act on them or something serious can result.
I'm just being sarcastic. I appreciate your concern though.
Making sarcastic remarks about wanting to die is really inappropriate, because many people struggle with those kinds of thoughts. I don't think you should do that any more because it could really upset people.