Self-harm has improved my life greatly
What makes you think it is improving your life?
I feel a rush of euphoria and a sense of relief unlike anything I've felt before.
It is good to want to feel good but hurting yourself is not a good way to do that. You could cause serious damage to yourself and it doesn't help in the long run. It is better to seek help so that you can feel better without harming yourself.
I came here for sympathy in an internet chat. I was hoping someone will suggest a safer a method of self harm.
There's no safe method of harming yourself. The safest thing you can do for yourself is talk to a mental health professional before your self-harm escalates.