What if I basically bought my son?
I don't really know what you mean when you say you bought your son. Could you explain it?
A mother desperate for money literally sold me her son, I was happy to accept because I really wanted a child.
Wanting to have a child is great but buying one from someone is basically the same as human trafficking. Thats wrong on so many levels an illegal. You should have adopted a kid if you didn't think you would ever have one of your own.
Live with it.
People are not objects to be bought and sold. It's morally and legally wrong. It would have been best to get adoption papers and legally adopt the child.