I hate the abuse I'm getting at my job. I'd quit, but I can't afford to.
Can you talk to your boss about it?
I don't want to get fired if discussion with boss leads to a disaster.
You shouldn't take that abuse. I'd talk to your boss about what you are going through. If he still does nothing, then go to the state to complain.
But I have an abuse problem, so who's going to hire me if I have an abuse problem?
Then I suggest finding a new job and then reporting the abuse. You can stop and abuse for yourself and others without fear of retribution.