I plan on assaulting my biological father sometime soon.
Is there a specific reason why you feel the need to assault your biological father?
*laughs* because then he'll feel the pain I felt since childhood
Abandonment fears can impair a person's ability to trust others, and resorting to violence to solve those fears will just cause more trouble. Talk to your father or even a psychologist to help sort your feelings and move on with your life.
I am going to beat the shit out of him.
Violence is simply not going to solve the issues. The only way to solve how you feel is to talk to your father and tell him exactly how you feel. You will only get a very short term feeling of release trying to beat him up.