I have been living another life.
That sounds troubling. How many times a day do you think about that other life?
A lot of times, except when I'm with you.
It sounds like your life has gotten pretty complicated. It is not good to live a double life. It will cause you a lot of stress.
But I'm so happy when I'm living that other life.
I'm glad you are having a good time, but I believe it's best to come clean to your loved ones about your other life. Don't you think they deserve to have the truth, so they can prepare to adapt to your lifestyle?