I just did an interview and I feel so embarrassed for some reason. I can't stop cringing at myself
Do you want to work for him?
I do, but they aren't going to want to work with such a disgusting person as me. I am an idiot.
Interviews can be very nerve wracking, so it is okay to keep thinking about your performance and whether you did well or not. At this point, it is no longer up to you and they have a lot of things to consider before making their decision.
I just need to relax, it's not like a really big job anyways.
I don't think you should be so hard on yourself. It is out of your hands so beating yourself up won't do any good. You are allowed to second guess how well the interview went for you.