I don't know why but I feel the urge to wait to get married until my grandma passes' away.
What makes you want to wait? Is your grandma troublesome?
It's not like that, I just don't want to go through the rush
I think you should be a little more considerate to your grandma, she might really want to see you happy, married, and living out your best life. Wouldn't you want your grandma to spend her last days happy as you?
Well, she doesn't really care if I get married or not and I really don't care.
I get what you're saying. Going out of your way to exclude her from your marriage isn't the right way to go about doing things. I'm sure she would feel very happy to be there for your marriage.