I'm planning to ruin mother's day. Do you think this might make me happier than I am now?
Why don't you want to celebrate Mother's Day? I can't even fathom why anyone would do this, are you serious?
I'm so fucking sick and tired of her.
I'm sorry you don't have a good relationship with your mom, but it's a holiday and you should give it a chance to remedy your relationship. You shouldn't be disrespectful to her as it's very hurtful, and it should be a day of happiness and appreciation, not ruin and destruction.
You never had a bad mom.
You need to get a hold of yourself and breathe, stay calm and don't do anything drastic. You could just not celebrate it with her and say you have another function to attend that is serious and important but never ruin things otherwise. I would just go and be with her anyways, maybe one day she will realize what she did to you.