Thinking about death is making my life difficult.
Is there a reason you are thinking about death?
Yeah, man. Death is something I fear really bad. My life is such a mess, and it makes me think about why I made such a big mistake.
Everyone thinks about death sometimes because it's an inevitable thing. However, you shouldn't let the fear and thought of death consume your life. You should still try to live a meaningful and happy life.
Man, life is tough.
Have you considered seeking out some professional help about this? Some therapy would help you out with these thoughts about death.