I cry when people look at me with a disgusted face.
Why does this make you cry?
Because no one understands me. I'm tired of their looks.
I get feeling down about people looking at you like that, but you probably shouldn't cry when they do. It'll just make them even more likely to stare.
That's why I need to hit back by making them feel horrible and hurt them the same way.
Putting out your hurt and anger on other people is not a good way to go about your life. You will most likely steer away many nice people who could be the ones to provide you comfort in your life. Try not to assume everyone is thinking negatively about you just because of them looking at you, as this could just be in your head.