I'm thinking of getting into a polyamorous relationship with two monogamous men
Do you need a little excitement in your love life, is this the reason behind it all?
It is what I need to feel excited in my life, to feel alive.
You are in need of a lot of change in your love life, and this is your way of getting it. These situations almost never succeed after awhile, someone always bails out and you end up all bitter. Make sure you just find a normal guy to live your future with and eliminate the heartache now.
I'm going to have a threesome with two husbands someway.
You will hurt yourself in the process as well as ruining another person's family. If you can't be happy with just one person, then you won't be any happier with two. Try to see how selfish you are being and forego the drama.