I miss being in love. I'd take back any of my exes because I was so much happier when I was with any of them but I know it's not the right thing to do.
Have you ever tried to get back into contact with any of your exes? What if they are still willing to be friends with you?
I thought about it but I didn't act on it.
I'm sorry that you haven't found love, but you shouldn't try to get into a romantic relationship just because you miss being in love. Your exes are probably your exes for a reason. Try to love yourself and hopefully love will come along later.
I wanted to keep my exes close since I felt lonely since the break ups but you are right.
It does suck to be lonely but it is better to be lonely than to be in a relationship that you already know it is not going to work out. Otherwise it would have worked out the first time. It is better to be in a relationship with someone new that you actually care about.