I want to watch the video of mikeoxlong209's daughter dying in his arms.
That is very tragic. Why do you want to watch that video?
I think I might enjoy it in a twisted way.
Enjoying watching someone suffering is very inappropriate. You should try having some empathy for them instead and pay your respects.
Hah, you think it's sick. It's just a video, it doesn't matter.
But it's a video of something that actually happened. What if you were actually present there and laughed, how are they going to feel about you? I think it's best to try to be sad when it's appropriate, and to find joy in actual happy moments.