I let everyone believe that I'm antisocial and don't like being touched when in reality I'm incredibly lonely and touch-starved. How do I fix this?
Could you give me some examples of this?
For example I once talked to a psychologist and told her that I don't like being touched and she was surprised because she said it's different from what I showed in the session.
I understand, but it's wrong to lie about being antisocial. If you like being touched then you should just tell them that.
I lied about that. I'm not antisocial, I'm just shy and introverted.
You should just be true to yourself and let everyone know how you really feel. It will make you a lot happier.