I'm thinking of missing a job interview today because I just couldn't be bothered to get up. I'm a lazy mess and I don't know what to do about it anymore.
Why do you keep acting lazy?
I'm scared that if I try to change it won't work and then I'll feel even worse.
Even though change can be scary, it is a bad idea to indulge in laziness too much. It is also bad to miss an interview you were scheduled for; that is rude and inconsiderate.
I think missing it is better than attending it. I'm going to quit anyway.
I think it's always better to show up then to skip a commitment. If you're applying to jobs in the same industry, the word might get out that you're unreliable. Try to be less lazy one day at a time.