I'm not going to talk to someone
Is there a reason that you are avoiding her?
She is very negative. Every time I try to be positive, she turns into a negative again.
Negative people are soul crushing to say the least. You have every right not to want to talk to her. Negative people will just drag you down further and further until you want to die.
You're right. I miss being positive.
I think that if she has that big of an effect on your, you should avoid her. It is okay to not want to be around people that just bring you down.