I really really want to be a sociopath
Why do you think being a sociopath would be a good idea?
Because it is personally important to me
I'm sorry, but wanting to be this mentally ill is not something to be celebrated. Being a sociopath is absolutely terrible, you will lack empathy, morals, and value for all sorts of life. It is not something you want to be.
Having no emotions sucks.
I agree. Emotions are what makes life worth living. Saying that you want to have a mental issue just does not make a lot of sense to me since being a sociopath is so negative and immoral.