I can't tell if I'm blessed or cursed that I got to go to college for free.
How did you go to college for free?
My parents are so kind to me they always give me money
Gratitude is a thankful appreciation for what an individual receives by acknowledging the goodness in their lives. Appreciating what you have instead of worrying about what you don't have makes you value things more.
I try to be like that but I have to work hard in order to get better grades and it takes a lot to do that.
Keep in mind what you are working for.  It is hard, but you have been given a gift,  The best way that you can show gratitude is to work your hardest to get everything that you can out of the experience.