I love it when others feel bad for me and can't get enough
Does it make you feel bad and do you like it?
Nope, I don't care what others feel.
Wanting others to care about you is normal but it is not good to get pleasure from people feeling bad for you. People will not want to be with you if it is making them feel bad.
I know but I don't care, people can leave me alone if they are not happy.
That's pretty selfish. You will isolate yourself to loneliness if you continue this behavior.