What do you think of me lying about having epilepsy?
Is there some way that this relates to your situation currently?
Yes, I want people to pay more attention to me.
You shouldn't be trying to pretend like you have a health condition. Lying to people about having a serious health issue is very wrong and bad. Have you thought about being honest to those around you?
I figured faking it is better than actually being diagnosed with epilepsy and having a shitty life.
Of course faking it then actually being diagnosed with that is better, but that doesn't make it right. I highly recommend not lying about this because of people find out they will be really upset with you.