What should I do? I feel like I'm always into people I know I can't get.
Why do you only pursue unattainable people?
I hate women who don't know how to appreciate me
It's not fair to hate someone because they don't want to get romantically involved with you. You can't expect everyone to be attracted to you.
I'm a very bad person. I should be hit by a bus.
It's important to realize that just because you are attracted to someone, that doesn't automatically make them attracted to you. Not everyone you like will be an appropriate partner for you.