I sometimes wish someone would just catfish me.
Why do you want someone to catfish you?
It's all about satisfying my needs.
It's normal to be curious about experiencing new things, but getting catfished would make you feel bad. You shouldn't be actively looking for experiences that will have a negative impact on your life. It's not a healthy way to live.
I will enjoy it since I'm sick of normalcy, that's why I've had so much sex with different people.
Why would you want to be let down? I think you should seek help and try to get better experiences in life.