I need some advice. I suffer from schizophrenia and don't know what to do
Suppose it's possible to go back in time. You can greet yourself when you were diagnosed. What do you think you would say?
Hello, would you please leave some reality for me?
It sounds like you'd have a pretty deep conversation with yourself, and that's good. It means that you want to help yourself and I think that's awesome and my advice to you would be go to a psychiatrist and ask them for that push to move forward.
I asked my neurologist but they said they don't know how to help me. I also didn't get any benefits from it.
While a neurologist can help with all sorts of things, it would be better in this case to see a psychiatrist. I really think you'll get the help that you need there and that's a great first step to take.