I want to go to prison sometimes
Is there a reason you want to go to prison?
I think once there I would get used to the rules and then be able to find a new passion while there.
Prison is still not a good place. You  should not wish that you end up in there.
It's still something that I want and I'm thinking about doing something to get me into prison.
I understand the desire to want to find a new passion and have a sense of structure, but prison is not the best way to achieve this goal. I think you should wish better things for yourself and consider more constructive ways to get the things you want out of life, as it's something you deserve.