I secretly wish my boyfriend was bi
Why are you wishing your bf can go both ways?
Yes. I am straight and I'm secretly hoping that my boyfriend is bi because then we can try out new things
If you want to explore new things you should tell your boyfriend about it. It is not right to pressure someone who does not want to partake in sexual acts if they don't want to.
I won't since I don't have the guts to tell him. He will just have to read my mind and do what I want.
Your bf won't know unless you talk to him and you can't expect him to read your mind.