I need help but I hate bothering people
Oh, why do you think you're bothering people when you need help? What help is it for?
I want to play Counter-Strike but I know others won't want to. It's hard to ignore the temptation though.
Everyone needs help once in a while, so don't be afraid to ask for it when the time comes. You deserve to have fun and play CS, so put yourself out there and ask for assistance. You'll only waste time if you don't.
Alright, I feel better now that I got that off my chest.
See, that feels very good, right? If it's just playing Counter-Strike, don't see it as bothering people if you want to play and think of it that you inviting them will make them enjoy the game as well and all of you will have a good time.