I get off to girls who gain weight and secretly try to get people to talk about it
Does the pleasure come from the fact that they are fat?
That's part of it, but I also enjoy the idea that she feels self-conscious about it.
You have the right to be attracted to whoever you want, and if these girls are consenting then it's even better. Don't be afraid to drift from the norm, women of all sizes are beautiful and it's good you're bringing light to that.
Woah you took this in a wrong direction. No one is allowed to speak up against fat shaming and you can't say women of all sizes are beautiful oh no.
The majority of people are against making fun of fat people and for every size, there's a person who finds it appealing. I'm glad you found your women's size preference, so enjoy it and let others enjoy theirs too.