Last new year's eve I roofied my female best friend but I felt so bad and guilty last minute I didn't do anything else
What did you do to roofie your firend?
I put something in her drink when she wasn't looking.
If you drugged your friend, you need to apologize to her. You should seriously consider what lead you to make such a decision, and how far you would have been prepared to go with your drugged friend. It is very serious to drug and consider raping someone; you need to change your behavior and show women more care and respect.
It's fine... I was planning on a long term relationship with her.
This not a way to start a relationship with someone. Thankfully you didn't rape after drugging her. If you were so interested in her you should have talked to her about your feelings.