I hate my dad and wish that he died years ago
Why do you hate your dad so much?
I wish that fckn asshole died when I was young. He has hardly done anything besides playing computer games.
I know that your childhood was painful, but wishing your father dead and hating him isn't good. Try to forgive him and understand that he is imperfect.
Who is imperfect and a fckn asshole?
All I'm saying is that hating your father this much is unhealthy. Either communicate your issues with him or cut him out of your life entirely.