Is it wrong that I'm thinking of stealing $45,000 from my employer?
Why on earth would you think about stealing from your employer?
I'm having financial problems and I recently filed for bankruptcy.
I am sorry you are having tough times.  However, it will be even worse if you steal from your employer.
I have no other options left.
Stealing from your employer is wrong and will lead to you going to jail. This will only worsen any problem that you are having so you should not steal from your employer.