I think I hate my boyfriend a little bit
Why do you think you hate your boyfriend?
Sometimes he doesn't let me think for myself.
Talk to him about how you feel. Maybe you two can work it out and you don't have to feel like you hate him.
I guess I'll try to work this out with him, he is awesome and maybe I am just overthinking things. It's not like we are engaged or anything.
It is good that you are taking that step. It could be as simple as a small miscommunication between you two.