Help me, because I can't feel but think that I am an awful monster.
Why do you feel you are a monster?
I suffer from emotional problems, I go to school just for fun, because my parents want me to.
Well, it is good that you know your flaws. That's the first step in addressing them. How about getting help for your emotional issues?
I'm not going to get help and take pills for my emotions.
Why not? It's good to recognize when you have a problem, and then learn to fix them. What if by taking those pills you could feel good again?