I love to wake up after sleeping with an adult size baby pacifier in my mouth still clutching my baby blankie and teddy bear
That's unusual. Why do you like waking up like that?
It's just better than waking up naturally
Getting rest is important, so if using a large pacifier and blankie helps you then that's a reasonable thing to do. I don't think you should be ashamed of doing that because it isn't hurting anyone.
I just wanted to hear what you thought about my kinky lifestyle.
Well I don't see how the way you sleep would affect anyone else, so I think it's great that you've found a way to feel comfortable in bed. Just be aware that future partners may not feel the same way.