Would it be bad if I refused to accept the unborn child I had a surrogate carry for me.
Why do you want to refuse your unborn child?
I've been having second thoughts lately.
You should have thought about it before making a decision. The unborn child is yours and it's your responsibility to accept it. It's wrong that you're running away from it.
I want to avoid bringing a kid into a dying world. I don't want to be forced to take care of my kid.
You planned to have this child if you used a surrogate. It's important to step up and take care if it once it's born. I'm sure all these insecurities will disappear the moment you see the baby.