Should I tell my abusive mother on her deathbed that I prayed god would give her the appropriate punishment?
What did she do to make you feel that way?
She beat me and my siblings regularly and sometimes she would lock us up in the basement for days
I'm sorry you had to go through that with your mother. It is wrong for parents to abuse their children. It's understandable that you would feel angry and hurt. Getting some professional help to deal with your feelings might be a good thing.
What do you know, you didn't grow up with us.
I just want to say that sometimes it's good to see a therapist about the abuse you had to endure. Your mother was sadly misguided and your feeling are understandable. You deserved better.