I go back there every year to visit and see how he has grown.
Why do you want to know how he's doing?
I deserve to see him a lot more.
You are a good person for wanting to stay in this child's life. They need someone constant in their life like you. Having adults who care about them is an important factor in giving a child a good start in life.
I need to be in his life more.
Have you considered ways to see this child more often? Perhaps an arrangement could be made to have more frequent visits.