I'm thinking of surrounding myself with hate
Why would you want to make life even harder?
I'm tired of people making life harder for me.
Even if you feel others are making life harder for you, it's wrong to surround yourself with hate. Surround yourself with hate will result in a lot of negativity.
It's gonna be sick.
I think that you will feel better if you change your mindset. It is not okay to just surround yourself with hate.