I only because of mcu still have the drive to live
Why are you so sad?
My girlfriend who I have been dating for a year broke up with me and dumped me.
If you're depressed you should seek out some medical help. It's wrong to want to commit suicide.
I will kill myself.
If you really are hurting that bad right now, you need to stop talking to me and call a suicide hotline.  Get yourself help!  You're worth it!