I'm thinking of letting my mental state ruin my relationships and I'm tempted to let it all go.
What is the exact feeling that's in your mind?
I've been thinking of the same thing for a while, it's going to be hard but I can feel something is wrong with me.
I'm honestly sorry to hear that. Do you think letting these people know you need a break from them in order to get right would help? If not, have you thought about therapy?
Do you want to die? That's probably what my psychiatrist will say.
That doesn't sound helpful. Maybe you should consider finding a different psychiatrist? Either way, don't give up.