What if I don't want to risk it?
That depends. Why don't you want to risk it?
Because I've never done anything to sick people
It's good you're having a lot of thoughts of this, so you can choose carefully. There is no need to risk it all right away, you have a lot of options to weigh so you're not all barren by the end of things.
I think I should try anyway. Maybe it will work out.
But maybe it won't. You have to be careful in risky situations, you could end up with nothing, so you have to consider it more carefully instead of relying on feelings.