I wish I wasn't a woman.
Why do you hate being a woman?
Because my life is filled with sad events, my social environment doesn't accept me, my father used to beat the shit out of me
That does sound very difficult, and I'm sorry you are dealing with this. None of those things are because you are a woman though. You should try to be accepting of who you are and realize that being a woman didn't cause your father to treat you that way.
I guess. But I still hate being a woman.
If you really feel this way about your gender, I think it's a good idea to talk to a mental health professional. They can help you talk through this and help you understand how you feel for certain.