I feel like my eating disorder controls me. I can't control it.
What eating disorder do you have?
I have bulimia.
You really should get some professional help for your eating disorder.
I know but I can't afford it. I have to pay the bills and stuff.
I understand how it can feel having to choose between bills and my body. But, if your eating disorder continues with you untreated, you'll never gain control over it to enjoy the life you are working to pay for.