I have been lying to people in saying that I am getting better even though I have still been self harming.
What is your reason for lying about self harming?
Because it's a damn lie that I'm doing this for attention.
While the claim of harming yourself for attention im sure is very hurtful, it is still important to seek help if you are in this state. Wanting to harm youself is not healthy, and there are professionals out there who can really help you diagnose your mind to help you feel better.
Yeah. Fuck yourself. Self-harm is not a problem. You need to fix your shit before you talk to me like that.
It is not a great idea for you to hide these things from your friends and from your family. If you are hurting yourself then there are people you can talk to and see on a regular basis to help you sort out your thoughts in a more positive way.