I'm really sad but I like to pretend like I'm not.
How do you pretend you're not sad?
Usually I pretend like I'm fine and I never allow my feelings to get in the way of my work.
Sometimes we need to mask our sadness to function in day-to-day life, but if it becomes a routine then there's a problem. If you let yourself continue to be sad without seeking help, then it may begin to impact your mental well-being and your life. Reach out to a mental health counselor for support.
Suicide feels like a better option.
It's okay to use different coping strategies, but if you're suicidal, you should talk to a mental health professional. It's never too late to get the help you need and start working on trying to feel better. you don't have to do it alone.