I have a trigger warning: someone I loved molested me in my sleep and now I'm scared to sleep in the same bed as a woman
What were the circumstances? Do you love this person?
I don't love them, they are my best friend's wife. I see her as my mother figure.
What she did is wrong. No one should do something to you physically without your permission.
I feel so messed up about it right now
You should see a therapist to talk about the issues. What she did was wrong and it would be good to get some help.