I made my ex think I was a pro abortion racist
A pro-choice racist? That sounds confusing.
I wanted to get back at him for his mean words
Breakups can leave bad feeling on both sides, so I understand your feeling vengeful. How do you think your posing as a pro-choice racist would affect him?
Its hard to say because I hurt him in so many ways that he doesn't even realize.
Well, what you can do is be the most successful at everything you can be. That is a better form of revenge than anything else. You can't get your own personal revenge on everything people do to you, it's unrealistic and can backfire.