I miss my dad but I can't accept the fact that he's gone
Why is it hard to accept these kind of feelings?
Because the feelings are new to me. I have no idea how it feels like to be sad for missing your dad, so I can't accept it yet
Everyone grieves for a lost love one, and that's totally normal. Since it's such a new experience to you, you shouldn't be alone and marinating in such dark thoughts. You need to talk to a therapist to properly move on because you dad would't want you to stay sad forever.
I feel better because I've talked to a stranger on the internet.
I'm really glad that this has made you feel better.