I want to go to the highest floor of the skycraper to push the man off the top.
That's murder! Why would you want to do that?
I want to show to the men that they need to accept that women are capable of such things.
Pushing someone off a building is wrong. Why would you want anybody to think you are capable of that?
I just don't think people think I have it in me.
Nobody wants to be seen as someone who "has it in them" to hurt someone like that. It's not a good side to show people and nobody is going to like or respect you more for something like that. You will probably be in jail if people found out you did it anyways.