I feel like I'm a compulsive cheater
That's a bold claim. What makes you a compulsive cheater?
I'm angry with women apparently. Also I'm angry with myself, my background is really fucked up
You shouldn't cheat on others. If you know you have a compulsion to cheat, you should get professional help. Consistently cheating will only destroy other's faith in you.
I'm not listening to you I will cheat again.
But don't you want to change your habits, since you have a lot of anger around yourself? You know cheating is wrong, so do you think it's worth it to still cause a lot of pain to others? How about going to a therapist to try to sort out the root causes.