Is it wrong that I hurt myself when I make a mistake?
Everyone makes mistakes. Why do you hurt yourself?
I feel like I'm about to lose control so I want to hurt myself.
It's ok to make mistakes. You shouldn't hurt yourself for making one. We all do mistakes.
I know I should get over this but I can't.
It's important to remember that everyone makes mistakes. If you've done something irrepairable than you may want to get advice from a close friend or family member about what you should do. Causing yourself harm is wrong and will only make the situation worse.