I think tv ruined my perception on love.
Why do you think you ruin your perception of love?
Watching what silly loves they show on tv gave me unrealistic expectations of what love is.
TV taught me wrongly about love, too. The important thing is, that when you recognize that, you can healthier sources of what love really is, or should be.
This is me. I hate to talk about this because it's really a sad memory. But, here goes:
It is great that you are willing to open up and I happy to hear your story.