I think my girlfriends job is pretty easy.
Why do you think that she has it easy?
I'm not allowed to talk about it
I understand if you don't want to share that personal information with me, but you should at least open up to your girlfriend about this to help clear the air out.
She would be upset
If you need to get it off your chest you should. Relationships should be built on honesty. If you can't trust her why be together?