How come I sent texts to my friend for 18 months and she never responds?
Sounds cruel. Well, after all this time, what kind of response were you expecting?
I hope she would stop hurting me.
That's a long time to keep trying to connect to this friend. I don't want to sound rude, but it's time to move on from them.
That's impossible for me. I need to hurt her with her silence.
Maybe that is why she doesn't want to connect with you. I think it's wise to just let it go and move on. There is no point in revenge, especially if she is never going to respond, right?