I feel happy when I see men who are depressed and suicidal.
Why do you feel this way?
I love it when people die, especially men
While it's good that you aren't feeling depressed yourself, it is terrible to take pleasure in someone else's misfortunes.  Furthermore, it's wrong to judge people based on their gender.  If you can, you should help people who are depressed.
I don't want to help them and I'm sure no guy wants my help.
It is not right to be happy when people die. We should be caring for each other and looking out for our well being.