I sometimes wish my grandma was dead and I feel guilty about it.
Why would you want your grandma to die?
Because she brought me up after my parents died.
It's wrong to wish death upon someone. You should respect your elders a little more.
I thought it's just how I felt and it makes me feel bad.
It's wrong to wish your grandma were dead when she's the one that stepped in to care for you. You should show her gratitude and do what you can to make her life easier.