I'm going to criticize my mothers way of raising her children
Did your mother raised you the incorrectly?
I feel like I was not loved enough by her
I know you're upset but it's not nice to be critical of how someone raises a child. You should learn to respect your mother for everything she's done for you.
I feel like I don't belong here and that I had a shit childhood, someone should have noticed.
Sometimes we tend to feel that way. It's hard to be parents and as a child, just try to understand it.