I tried suffocating myself again today
Why do you keep trying to hurt yourself?
I don't like the world or anyone in it and sometimes I just want to end everything.
I think that it is important that you reach out to someone. You should not keep hurting yourself like that!
Why? It's interesting because everyone pretends to care, but no one ever does anything about it.
Most people probably don't quite know what to do when you talk about harming yourself. Therapists are trained for these situations though, so they'd be a better person to talk to.