My doctor diagnosed me and I'm schizophrenic. I have no idea what to do.
That's tough to accept. Does it cause you to have hallucinations?
Because of not knowing what to do (about my options), I hallucinate (about life).
You are brave to admit you have a mental disorder. Now check yourself into a mental hospital or go see a therapist so you won't have a feeling of confusion all through the rest of your life. It will make things bad for everyone if you don't get help and they will let you know what medications to take and what else you need to know.
I'm going to tell you that I don't see anything wrong with it because I don't like being crazy.
It may seem normal to you for now, but any illness unchecked can get worse as time goes on. Aren't you worried about what could possibly happen to you? How about at least making regular check ups with your doctor?