I look up totalbiscuit every few weeks just to see how bad the cancer is getting
What are you hoping to see with his condition?
I want to smell the smell of his cancer
It sounds like you are getting pleasure out of his suffering. It is bad to take pleasure in other people's pain. You should be more sympathetic.
He deserves it. Fuck him. But don't worry, with his white male privilege, I doubt he will die from cancer.
White male privilege cannot really stop cancer and you should not take pleasure in his pain. People will think you are coldhearted if you take pleasure in another person's pain.