When I talk to my mom I always find it so difficult.
Can you tell me why it's difficult to talk to your mom?
She's a piece of shit and she's a horrible cook
Family members don't always get along in certain situations. It's rude to outright think negatively of your mother and the judge her on the way she cooks, you should find ways to grow closer with your mother and fix whatever issues there are in the relationship. Continuing to think negatively of her will push her further away from you and you may regret losing your mother.
I don't think so. I have to find a new family. I'm an adult and don't have to listen to shit like this.
I was saying you might regret it the older you get. It isn't fair that she treats you poorly, finding an entire new family is hard. You can't run from your problems forever.