I have feigned a long term illness for nearly a year
Have you sought out any help to stop from feigning an illness?
I dont know how, I wanted to get a new girlfriend but then there was a problem because my parents refused
It sounds like your intention is to assume the role of a sick person so that people care for them and they are the centre of attention, and that's a betrayal of trust. You should talk to a professional about this and see if you can move on from it.
Nah, it's my life. I'm improving myself and my social skills.
If people find out that you have been faking an illness they will probably be very upset with you and it will be even harder to improve your social life. Don't you think it would be better to be honest with people?