I gotta get something off my chest. I brutally tortured and murdered a dog.
Are you serious, why would you do something like that?
I've been constantly damaged by social alienation and I'm constantly tortured by my family problems.
You should be ashamed for hurting a defenceless dog. You have personal problems so what is it to do with that poor dog.
All the abuse I do is always at the same time.
That's no justification for what you've done. You need to seek help right away from a professional. These thoughts of abusing animals and actually acting on them is not only a legal but also extremely harmful.