I ruined every romantic relationship I have been in. I am in love with someone who will never feel the same way as me.
What happens with these dates that make them never work out for you?
We had a one night stand, I lost my virginity to him and now I love him, I just can't get over it.
You might have confused lust with love. A one night stand is hardly enough time to get to know someone to love them.
I've tried to stop loving him but I can't. I'm feeling so depressed.
You should try finding someone who will love you back, because as they say there are plenty of fish in the sea. You'd be so much happier not dwelling on a guy who doesn't love you.