I hate most of my family
Why do you hate most of your family?
They don't understand or listen me.
Disliking family members is fine and can be expected, but to hate them all is extremely drastic. You shouldn't hate anyone in life as it's far too short for that level of negativity, and your family should be loved. Why go through life with so much hate in your heart?
I still hate them.
Not all family can get along and compatibility can't be forced. I'm sorry you don't love your family right now, but don't give up on them. Things can change and one day you and your family might be able to bond again.