I have an obsession and fascination with ted bundy
Why on earth would you have a fascination with Ted Bundy?
I need to kill. Unfortunately, for that pleasure to come true I have to live alone in the forest
While it's cool to learn the history of tragic history, it is not healthy to obsess over someone that did such terrible things. You might be too engrossed you'd start killing too, so please see a therapist before something bad happens.
I'm going to do it no matter what... I must kill people.
If you really feel like you want to kill someone then you need to seek professional help immediately. These are obviously unnatural thoughts and you should stop obsessing with serial killers.