I hate my life and my family. I wish I was never born
Do you really mean that?
Yes, I hope I die and I don't care how it happens.
You shouldn't embrace such a nihilistic outlook.  I think you'd benefit from having a therapist to talk this over with.  I wish you luck!
I'm going to kill my self.
Look feelings of wanting to die as hard as they can be are temporary. Dying is permanent and you don't get a second chance. Maybe you can talk to someone who survived the attempt about how they regretted the instant they tried.