I'm upset that the only thing that gets me out of depression is laying in bed with my son.
What was the cause of your depression?
I was in a relationship with someone who was constantly sexually unsatisfied and would constantly tease me about it
Depression is hard to deal with and it is okay to find things to help you feel better but depending on a child is wrong. They shouldn't have to worry about your depression. It is better to seek professional help.
He's cute and he makes me happy. I want to be happy.
Okay but he can't be around constantly. You should find other ways to be happy in addition to spending time with your son.