I've been watching the way people are blindly obsessing over and following Trump. I want people to worship me like that so I've decided to become a cult leader
This is an actual joke right? What else makes you want to become a cult leader?
I've seen Trump received a lot of blessings and external recognition, I will only need to deviate a few people's attention and external recognition towards me and it will still be very rewarding.
Cult leaders are usually psychopaths with a desire for power and often take ideas from politics, religion and psychology to fulfill their purpose. You should find more creative and positive ways to serve people rather than control them.
I don't know how else I could get the recognition and adoration I'm looking for
People will notice and appreciate you for doing genuinely good things for others. There's really no need to lie to them and mislead them into thinking you're great. Wouldn't you rather be idolized for legit reasons than for falsehoods.