I feel like a fish out of water
Can you tell me more about it?
Sometimes I just feel so isolated like I am almost choking.
Sometimes you might feel a bit out of place and that's okay. As long as you keep on moving forward and living life to the fullest it doesn't matter if you fit into that box.
I like living in that box, it's better than fighting it.
Well if it starts to interfere with your ability to handle normal everyday life you should talk to someone. A therapist can help you navigate your insecurities.