I witnessed a psychiatrist swearing at and name calling a patient. I was shocked and told my coordinator. Going to work is miserable now... I kind of wish I had kept my mouth shut.
Is there a connection between what happened and why you feel this way?
Yes, a psychiatrist did a bad thing to a person, now they are taking it out on me.
It is good that you advocated for the patient. Vulnerable people need to be protected when authority figures overstep their bounds.
Sure, but now working there is miserable for me. May need to quit soon.
You still did the right thing regardless of whatever happens next. Patients need advocates like you to protect them.