I don't appreciate my mom
What did she do to make you feel that way?
I've seen the things she has written about me behind my back.
There's nothing that says you need to like your mother, but you should try making this right if at all possible. Maybe speak with her? There's basic respect that someone should show a parent and attempting to air out your issues may be the best way to fix this so that you can learn to appreciate her again.
She's a baby, there's nothing I can do.
Talking to her for real might help! I think that you should try with her. Or at the very least just respect the fact that she is your mother.