I recently got injured... and I think I've been loving it!
Are you really enjoying getting hurt?
Life will be meaningless without pain,
If you enjoy being hurt you might want to think about talking to someone because that's not normal to enjoy being injured. You are expected to play safely and try to avoid being injured.
But I'm not normal.
That's a good start you acknowledge something is not right. Humans aren't supposed to like getting hurt, so you might want to try talking to someone about it to not let it happen again.