I wish at least once a day that my mom who was transferring from a tech school to clemson university when she found out she was pregnant with me had had an abortion
What made you want her to have gotten an abortion?
I have done research and feel she would have had a better life.
Parenthood is difficult but they made those choices and there is nothing to say that their life would have been better without you. It might have led to a better life or a worse life for her, it is unknown.
But I wouldn't have existed.
Feeling that you have ruined your parents life is a really sad thought to have. Your parent is the one who chose to have you when they had sex. Do not feel bad about being in this world, just make your life count!