I wanted to be white and privileged when I was younger
When was it that you felt that way?
When I was younger than 10 years old
It is not moral for society to give certain privileges to some people just because of their race. Just because they are white should not mean the some people have certain advantages over other races.
I realize that. I was only 10 years old back then. People change!
It's good that your ideas have developed as you've gotten older. Some people never change the way they think about the world.