I have the best married life ever, but I'm also in love with another guy. I just don't know what to do.
What does being married mean to you?
It means im allowed to kiss another guy.
You need to be respectful to your husband and not go after other guys. You will come across as a terrible person if you do.
Why should I be respectful to him? What did he ever do? He doesn't care if I cheat on him or not.
He probably would care a lot and you should do it because you took a vow to be faithful in your marriage and to not do exactly what you are planning on doing.