Can I wish I was half the mother my mom is to me?
Maybe. What was better about your mother?
She is really sensitive and she understands me better than anyone else in the world.
When you compare yourself to somebody else, you don't really focus on yourself, instead just thinking about what the other person did. Try and focus on your positive traits rather than your negative ones.
I can't. I'm actually a little depressed because I'm not like her.
Don't be depressed, you can still be the parent you want to be. As long as you want to be a better parent, you can be. Just be there for your children and give them lots of love and support.