I'm kind of romantically involved with other people while being in a loving relationship with someone. I don't consider it cheating but I still feel bad about it
Do you feel like your cheating on your boyfriend with other people?
I feel terrible about cheating on my boyfriend, but I think it's hard to wait for a suitable opportunity.
If you are not in an open relationship, being romantically involved people other than your partner is considered cheating. If you don't stop cheating on your partner, he will find out and it will cause him to have less respect for you.
If I tell him, he might hate me and that would let him down.
You should think of telling your boyfriend what you have done because keeping it secret will only hurt him and it is very disrespectful. Put an end to the other relationship immediately as well and your boyfriend might still forgive you.