I've always had a huge attraction to cheaters, and I feel really bad about it.
What would cause you to have an attraction to cheaters?
Cheating makes me feel less depressed. I used to be in a relationship but it ended
You shouldn't like cheaters. Cheating is very wrong. You should get help for that.
I cheat because I don't think having a relationship is a good thing.
It seems like you've had some terrible past experiences that have ruined your relationships outlook for you. You shouldn't dwell so much on the past. Glorifying cheating is wrong.