I think I'm going to change my mind about being in my best friend's wedding.
Did something bad happen that prompted this decision?
I'm tired of dealing with all of this wedding shit, I'd rather use the money for myself
Weddings are expensive, but also a big deal. Do you think your friend would bail on you, if you were the one getting married? You should try to be more supportive of their big day.
Fuck that, their wedding is their problem. I'm tired of doing shit for people and not getting anything in return.
Think of how upset your friends will be if you don't show up to the wedding. I get that it's expensive, but going would be a fun time and your friend would be really happy to see you there.