I always hear that society says I should be happy, but I hate my life.
Society can be so unfair. Why do you hate your life?
I worked so hard to have a good life, but every day I face the ruins of my life. It is frightening.
Life can feel overwhelming sometimes, but it's important to press on even when you don't feel positive. You can only fail at life when you give up, so continue taking care of yourself and you may yet be presented with opportunities to improve your situation.
I am not sure I agree with what you are saying. I would be better off asking someone who is more intelligent.
It might seem that way to you, but I'm just trying to help and I'm concerned for you! I believe you can simply take your life day after day for now, and choose the small things to make your life more positive to care for yourself properly. You'd be able to start enjoying your life again slowly!