I think I have a death wish
What happened, are you trying to commit suicide?
No, I'm just thinking about it, its not like I really want to do it.
If you are feeling suicidal your should find professional help. It is unhealthy to have a death wish and take unnecessary risks.
I don't feel like my life is that worth living and everyone would be better off without me.
That is not true, as your family and friends need you and will definitely be sad and hurt if you commit suicide so I do hope you change your mind and feel better about your life and your health. I still suggest you talk to someone about your mental health so that you don't think about suicide anymore.