Sometimes I wish I wouldn't wake up.
Have you felt this way for a while?
Yes, I've been wanting to kill myself for so long.
I am so sorry you are going through a hard time.  It isn't good to think bout ways to die.
Really thanks for caring and I heard you are a bad ass when it comes to survival tips.
Have you got someone like a therapist you can talk to? It's good to have people who can understand your emotions and help you feel more positive about living.