I'm having negative thoughts about a fetish I have.
What kind of fetish is it?
I enjoy peeing on people and smelling it while they pee on me.
I can see how you would feel uneasy about having a fetish like that. But as it doesn't harm anyone and your partner is consenting to it it's not that bad.
I'm going to see if I can find a partner that shares the same fetish.
Finding someone that shares the same interests as you is the best way to go about doing it. You shouldn't look down on yourself because, yes it is odd, but it does not harm anyone.