What do you think about me refusing to pay for things that I'm not going to receive?
That sounds kind of weird, why wouldn't you want to pay for them?
That's what I'm saying.
If you haven't gotten the item yet then you shouldn't be paying for it. It's understandable to not pay for things that you haven't received yet.
So I won't get in trouble
No, because it sounds to me like you're not really doing anything wrong. You shouldn't have to pay for something until you've received your product.