I've probably spent $15,000.00 on drugs in my life
That is a lot of money, why would you do that?
I know but I just wanted to have fun when I was in college.
I think it was reckless to do something like that when your money could have been spent on other things. You shouldn't waste money on things that are consumed. You could have done a lot of things with that money.
So what, I'm addicted to drugs and need help in my life.
If you are addicted to drugs, you should get treatment so that you get rid of that addiction and better spend your money with other things. I do not think that you know how much money $15,000 is, but it's a lot of money that you can later just invest on other things that can make you be more financially stable in the future.