I hate all of my friends
Are you being serious? Why do you hate all your friends?
I'm so sick of them always asking me to keep secrets from each other.
Honestly, if you hate them, why are they your friends? You shouldn't be friends with people you hate.
But if I'm not friends with them then I'll have no friends.
I understand that you're in a tough situation. It might be best if you started trying to make new friends with people that you actually like, so you don't have to keep being friends with people that you don't.