I want a car to hit me
Why do you want a car to hit you? Do you think that your problems are so bad that you don't want to go on?
It will make the bad turn of events in life better.
Wanting to end your life because of misfortune in your life is a sign of serious depression and an indication that you need psychological help. Ending your life will be devastating to those who care about you and cause lasting emotional damage to them. You should speak with a mental health counselor right away to find ways to deal with the problems that are causing these thoughts.
Nah I'm good, my mentality is controlling me fine and I'm not red flagging at all.
I'm afraid that I disagree.  The fact that you want to be hit by a car is a big red flag to me, and these kinds of suicidal thoughts are not to be taken lightly.  I think you should talk to someone immediately, and they'll be able to help you with all of the problems.