I think the alcohol problem is not my fault... it's because of all of you
What's the relationship between you and the people who gave the alcohol?
I don't have one it is their fault just like the bartender.
You should not blame others for your alcoholism. Blaming people is selfish and irresponsible you need to take charge of your behavior.
You may be right!  I think I have a problem.
I'm glad you see that.  Alcoholism is a serious disease and it's difficult to treat if you don't realize that ultimately the fault rests with you and not your enablers.