I have a very bad temper I can not control and it's getting way out of hand
Did this come up recently?
Yes, I didn't know that I was capable of such behaviour.
You should always control your temper by getting some help. Therapy can be a great way to get the tools to control anger.
I know how I feel and how to deal with it.
It doesn't sound like you know how to deal with it. I really think you should talk to a professional about it.