I'm can't stop thinking about how I won't be with my boyfriend in the fall. Is that so wrong?
Do you know why you're obsessing about your boyfriend?
Yes, I'm so scared of being away from him
It's good you love each other and enjoy each other's company, but it's unhealthy not to have other interests and friends. That makes the relationship better.
I just want to stay with my boyfriend and I can't stop thinking about him.
Other people can help to support us in our lives, but when we become emotionally dependent upon them, is becomes problematic. Find a counselor that can help you deal with your deeper seeded dependencies so that you can lead a full life.