I want to do drugs behind my bf's back
Why would you do things behind his back? What if he finds out?
He has a strong gut feeling about it and I can see it how he's looking at me suspiciously
You should not sneak around your bf's back. What happens if you OD with no one around to save you? You should seek help.
Weed never hurt anyone.
You still shouldn't be going behind your boyfriend's back about it. You should just come clean and tell him you smoke weed.