I have had multiple physical and emotional relationships with married men. I have since ended all my affairs but miss the attention I received
Do you regret having relationships with married men?
I'm not sure, but I definitely miss the attention.
It is not good to meddle in other people's relationship and you will be seen as a homewrecker. It will be harder to be in a relationship in the future because a future partner will have a hard time trusting you.
I just like being in relationships.
It's fine to be in a relationship, but you should seek out relationships with men who aren't already committed to someone else. Find someone that's single and you'll be able to build a healthy relationship, rather than one based on infidelity and lies.