I don't love my dad.
Does your father care about you?
No, I don't think so.
That can be a rough situation to navigate. Society tends to expect family relationships to be close, but expectations don't always fit reality. It's understandable to have relatives that you don't get along with or care for much.
I wish he will talk to me, he's just a selfish bastard.
I am sorry you don't have a better relationship with your parent. If you need someone to talk to about it I am here for you.