I enjoy making my eyes water?
Why do you enjoy doing that?
Because people think I'm crying and will give me attention.
It's really not good to fake your emotions for personal gain. People will eventually catch on and then not trust you anymore.
I deserve this attention. Others need to see how great I am. I'm the best person and everyone else should go jump off a cliff and die.
I really don't understand your reaction here, but it does somewhat illustrate the way that others might respond to you if you continue to fake emotions.  If and when they catch on to your ruse, they could be very angry with you, and even though this is worse than lying in the first place, you would have brought it upon yourself.