I don't really like talking to people but I like getting attention. I spend too much time alone so this is like a catch 22.
I see, do you want to explain why you feel that way?
I'm not a social person so when I'm alone I have to congratulate myself. If I was a social person I would have been by other people's side
It can be confusing to like both being alone and with people. Make sure you find the balance that makes you happy but remember it's ok to like being alone.
If it's all about balance I would feel bad about myself if I'm not with people for a long period of time.
Only you know yourself the most, so if it's best for you to recharge from all the social events, otherwise, because your health matters the most. I'm sure all your friends can understand, socializing is tiring!