I've had suicidal thoughts everyday for the past 16 years and it's only getting worse
Why are you so suicidal?
Sometimes it's about not being able to find joy in things, sometimes it's about feeling trapped
If you want to kill yourself, you should get some help. It's only right to get therapy for that.
I can't get help. And there's nothing wrong with me, I'm unique. Not in a special way, but in a way that makes things worse.
If you've been feeling this for so long, it may seem normal to you, but it really isn't. I believe it's best for you to attempt to seek help, because you deserve to know what a positive and happy life is like!