I think it's high time we bring back the word nigger in polite society
That doesn't sound good. Why should we use that word?
Because black people called me a honky nigger and I got beaten
It doesn't matter what anyone else called you. That doesn't make it acceptable to use racial slurs.
I've been called a nigger for my entire life. Maybe, it's my turn.
It sounds like you're looking for an excuse to be racist. It doesn't make sense to want to make a racial slur acceptable just because you've been harmed.