My life is falling apart.
Oh my it sounds like you have a lot going on. Why do you think your life is falling apart?
I'm going to leave my sick friend at hospital
First of all, let me tell you that I'm always here for you and whenever you feel like you need to talk I'm here. But I would recommend that you talk with someone that is a professional to see if they can help you drive and recover your life or at least put it back on track.
First, I'm not sick and secondly, I'm not that type of person who would go to therapy or something.
It is okay to have a problem and it is good to admit it if you have a problem. If you seek help you can have a more relaxed life.