I am having trouble coping with my suicidal feelings right now.
Do you know why you are feeling like this? Have you had the chance to talk to other people about it.
I have lost all my friends and am thinking about this so much. They are not happy with me because of what happened. I don't know how to make a decision or which one to make.
If you are feeling suicidal you should call 911 and seek help. The advice of a good counselor can help you make a choice to fix your problems.
Suicide is an easy way out. I am going to try to handle this this alone.
Going about the situation alone is a bad idea. If you feel you are not able to shake these thoughts than talking to a professional would be extremely beneficial. Just know that how you feel is only temporary, and having someone help you get your thoughts out could help you feel so much better.