I like to make myself bleed. It makes me feel alive and it makes me proud that I am able to put my mind over the pain.
Are you doing okay? Why do you want to hurt yourself so badly?
They make me feel like I am alive and give me a greater feeling of control over my mind.
I understand why you want to feel pain like that, but it's not healthy. Being in pain just means you have an underlying issue, and you need to find healthier outlets to show that you are alive or else you might kill yourself one day.
Never mind, that sounds scary
I'm glad that you are realizing that this isn't healthy, self-harm can be a very serious thing. If you are still doing this, why not try seeing a psychiatrist, they would be able to help you out through it! Wouldn't it be nice to find something else to enjoy than pain?