Is it wrong that I make love to my pillow every night and treat it like I would treat a girl.
Why do that with a pillow?
Imagine myself as a sexual animal and the pillow as a girl and I go for it.
That is not something you should do with a pillow. Find another way to let out those urges.
It's not like I'm harming anyone, it's just my own pillow. I'm okay with the kind of life I am leading, I can take this as a learning experience for my life and what I do is up to me.
You should try to find a women and stop using a pillow in these situations. It's not normal and not mentally healthy.