I'm honestly scared of my own fetishes
What specific ones are you questioning about?
Let's not talk about it!
It seems like you are a little embarrassed by them. There is nothing to be ashamed of. You should just accept that that is what you like.
I don't like them, but I can't change that I like it.
If those fetishes are not hurting you or other people. Then there's nothing wrong to have those kind of fantasies.