How would you feel if I tell you I have a strong hateful urge towards nlggers
That is a pretty serious revelation. Why do you hate black people?
Because they are full of shit.
You don't have to like everybody but not liking somebody just because of their race will make others is wrong. It's also demeaning to use racial slurs.
I have things to do in my life so I don't care if other people think like that.
Regardless of how busy you are, it isn't right to to make demeaning generalizations about black people, as it is just not true. Why not be more loving towards everyone regardless of their race rather than holding onto unnecessary anger?