I have a hit list in my head of every mf'r that did me wrong including my ex
Why do you need to have such a dangerous list?
I hate everyone who had done me wrong
I'm sorry that they have done you wrong, but it's not normal to want to kill people over it. Do you really want to destroy their families and other innocent people because of your silly grudges? You should seek help immediately before you actually harm someone.
I'm not a killer. It's just a fantasy.
It's still a terrible fantasy to have.