I hate to say it but I honestly don't love my son like I should.
Why would you not love your son?
I was pressured into becoming a father when I was too young.
You shouldn't have felt pressured too young. But you do have to care for your son now that he's here.
All my family and friends hates me for being mean to him. At least I don't have to worry about money if I have no control over myself.
I recommend seeking some family counseling to try to repair your relationship with your son. Like you said, you are a young father and in time you could find ways to love your son.