I've had a weird life and I'm starting to realize I'm alone.
How do you feel about your life now?
I feel like I'm trapped in a big dark room and I don't know how to get out.
It doesn't sound like you're very happy with your life right now. You should make some changes. You can start by making some new friends so that you don't feel so lonely.
I'm just going to go outside and hang out with friends.
That is good. Hope that makes you feel better!