I don't think it's worth the effort to fight my bf about something mean he says to me, because I feel like I'm not worth staying with if we fight
Why do you feel like you're not worth the fight?
He has hurt me for a long time and I feel like giving up.
You should not accept abuse from a spouse. You should leave the situation and seek professional help. If you stay you could end up murdered or hurt.
Yeah, I'm going to leave him.
I'm glad to hear you've decided to leave. I'm sure you'll find someone who will treat you much better.