One of my childhood friends died and I don't think that I know how to accept or deal with this.
Wow, that's so rough! How did your childhood friend die?
Childhood friend got hit by a car and died. I did not know i will get hurt this much when he died. He did not wake up no matter how we tried to wake him up.
Getting help for your grief is important to deal with now before it spins out of control. You should talk to a therapist about this.
My childhood friend wasn't too important to me so I should just ignore this.
You may not think it will be a big deal, but if you hold these feelings of sadness in then you'll eventually explode in a metaphorical sense. Just go see a therapist a few times and I bet you'll feel so much better.