I don't think there's a day after june 18th where I don't hate myself
Why do you hate yourself since that day?
Oh on that day 2 years ago, I was at a party with a lot of people and felt kind of uncomfortable and so I left the party. However, the next day I was looking through a magazine, and then I saw a picture of miley cyrus in that magazine that was taken at the party.
I know that you wanted to meet miley cyrus, but missing her at a party because you left early is a bad reason to hate yourself. Spending your time in self-hatred is a waste of time. Self-hatred will destroy you.
I know, but I'm still very upset about that.
I know you really wanted to meet her, but moving on from this is the best thing for your mental health. You will feel vastly better no longer worrying about missing out on meeting her. And think of it this way, there could always be a next time.