I'd like your opinion on something. I think about cheating on my husband more than I should.
Why did you think about cheating on him?
I think about cheating on my husband because he always says to me that he wants me to leave him for another man. He's weird.
I get your point, but it's wrong to cheat on anyone. If you want out of the relationship then just leave.
It's complicated and like I said I do it more than I should but I don't want to leave him.
If you want to remain with your husband you need to stop fantasizing about cheating on him. Try reminding yourself about the reasons you married him. That may help you get past your cheating fantasies.