I think reality is slipping away from me day by day
Why do you think that reality is slipping away from you?
I sense it. My reality changes. It's impossible to say what will happen next. I want to sit down for a while and close my eyes, pretending that not much has changed.
If you are having issues with how you're perceiving the world around you, you may be suffering from delusions. You should speak with a doctor and a mental health professional in order to diagnose the causes that are affecting your ability to perceive reality. You could be suffering from a serious medical issue such as carbon monoxide poisoning and should get help as soon as you can.
I'm having a hard time and my life is a mess. All I want to do is sit and do nothing for a while. Unfortunately, it's not an option for me.
I really want you to talk to a counselor about your mental health. It's important to jump on things before they spiral out of control. I'm sure you'll be happier if you have someone on your side who you can talk to about your problems.