I sometimes waste minutes trying to think of a good confession, find an okay one, then wonder why I'm so desperate for internet points.
Why do you need internet points?
It feels like something I need to constantly strive for, but never quite attain. I try the same thing over and over again, with no result.
Many people feel this way. It is not something you should waste your time on, there are better things to be doing.
How can I live my life the way I want when I have to spend time to make all these confessions just to please others?
You do not have to spend time pleasing others like this. It is a never ending cycle that you cannot win. Try and find more ways to take up your time.