Self-harm is appealing to me, as I'm trans.
For what reasons does harming yourself appeal to you?
I'm in hell, I can't relate with anyone else by my looks.
Being trans probably isn't easy and it's understandable that you are finding it difficult to relate to others. However, self harming is dangerous and should not be a thing that you do or find attractive. I encourage you to seek help from a professional, as you shouldn't hurt yourself.
Nah, that's not how i roll.
Point blank, self-harm is not okay and you are experiencing things that lead you to that as an outlet of sorts. There are professionals that can help you work through what you're dealing with, there are many who have a specialty when it comes to trans issues, as that's a very specific thing you're dealing with. You are beautiful and hurting isn't a thing you should feel, physically or mentally.