I've been doing some coke.
Why do you feel the need to snort cocaine?
When I'm high it's easier for me to not give a fuck about what other people think.
I understand that it helps you be more care free, however coke is illegal. You should not do illegal drugs, getting caught with them can land you in a lot of trouble.
So I shouldn't feel free?
You can feel that, but I would look into others way to enjoy yourself and learn how to use those to get the free feeling which you seek.