I've been a recluse for a decade.
Why have you been alone for so long?
I feel better when I'm alone.
There's nothing wrong with wanting time to yourself, but completely isolating yourself from the rest of society is not a good thing to do. Humans need people to talk to and relationships to maintain good mental health. You should really try to meet someone and talk to them.
I have depression from talking to people in person and over the phone.
I'm sorry that talking to people makes you depressed. Maybe you should seek out some therapy and find out why that is?