I'm afraid to talk about my suicidal feelings.
Why don't you want to talk about your feelings?
My family will be upset about it.
Talking about this kind of thing can be uncomfortable and embarrassing but this is not something that you should be hiding from people. Thoughts of self harm are a real problem and you need to reach out to people for help with this.
I don't like you for pushing me to do this.
I'm sorry if you don't like it, but it's the truth. You should never hide suicidal feelings, they may build up if you don't let them out.