I'm going to sleep with boys for parties and free stuff
why do you want to use guys?
To get more parties and free stuff
It's wrong that you want to use guys for free stuff. You manipulating them and playing with their emotions for something else.
You are taking this too seriously.
You are using sex to manipulate boys to get what you want. That's wrong and cruel of you to do. You need to stop doing that ASAP.