I started abusing my medication so I don't have to eat often
I hope you are just joking. Is it addiction or depression that is making you feel that way?
Both. As long I dont have to eat, I will do my best to forget that hunger is an issue
I'm sorry you're having a bad time, but you still need to take your meds as prescribed. You are abusing it and causing more harm to yourself. You can easily overdose and die or get horribly impaired because of it.
I know what I'm doing.
You might think you know what you are doing, but you are not a doctor. It is wrong to abuse medication because you don't know the side effects it will have in the long run.