Thinking I'm gonna be a bad friend moving forward.
Why would you want to be a bad friend?
Because being a good one is getting to be too much work.
It's bad not to be there for your friends. They won't want to be there for you when you need help.
I want to be honest. I'm tired of helping them with their problems.
Then you should go your separate ways, then, since friends are suppose to help each other.