I'm turning 19 in a few months and I still haven't had an alcohol or party phase. I don't want to.
Is there a reason for that?
I don't like guy's BS.
You don't have to participate in partying if you don't want to. You should do things that feel fun for you in spaces that feel safe.
Thanks. I'm so bored because of my lack of friends and my lack of social life.
There are a lot of ways to make friends. Maybe you can find people online that share your interests? That way you'll still get some social interaction.