Is it wrong that I want my depression back?
Why would you want to be depressed?
Depression is the only worthwhile thing in my life
You should never wish a negative thing like depression upon yourself. Depression is very serious and it is best to get help from a qualified therapist.
I have so much hope for the future and all you do is ruin it for me, just let me have depression again.
It may seem like a comfortable feeling, but depression is devasting to you, your goals, and your relationships with others. It's wrong to with that you suffered with depression again. Instead, you should wish for positive things for your life.