I hung out with some drug dealers yelling at college kids and I enjoyed it
How did you feel when you were hanging out with them?
I felt like a proud bad guy.
It definitely seems like a situation where you wanted to fit in and I can understand that. Hanging out with those types of people is going to get you into trouble and it's rude to disrespect other people, you should find a new group of people hang out with that doesn't make you feel like you to talk down on others. Continuing the hang out this group could potentially get you in the trouble,
No shit, I just wanted to have a fun time and I didn't give a shit about anyone.
I can understand your need to have some fun, but it is wrong to do things that are illegal. You can do things that are more fun without disrespecting other people.