I feel like I am doomed in interviews
Why do you feel doomed in interviews?
I am not good at being interviewed.
There are ways that you can fix that.  It's a good idea to practice interviews ahead of time, and that way they will go more smoothly when it matters.
I hope one day I can get better in interviews, they are so stressful.
I agree with you that interviews are a fundamentally flawed way to choose job candidates, but the fact is that we are stuck with them.  It will always be important and necessary for you to interview for positions, so you should embark on a program of practicing with friends, and preparing answers for predictable questions in advance.  Even a little effort will pay off soon enough.