I once read a book that shook me to my core. I don't pose as a cross dresser anymore.
Why did it shake you to your core?
I learnt a lot from this book. It compelled me to rethink a lot of things in my life.
If you like crossdressing why would you give it up? Don't you think maybe the book might be wrong?
Don't be cliche please. This book isn't like what you are saying. It is a great book about masculinity.
If you feel like wearing non traditional clothing you should not have to feel ashamed about it. I think if you have shame about it talking to a professional can help you deal with your feelings.