I can't believe I passed out today while on the toilet
What caused you to pass out?
I wanted to do something that other people might not understand
If you passed out then it may be a good idea to see a doctor. Or if you are passing out on purpose then this may be more of thing to talk about to a therapist.
Someone has to understand my thoughts.
I think a therapist can understand your thoughts or maybe a doctor. You should speak to them about this.