I'm supposed to be a mother today
Aren't you happy? Why did you want to be a mom?
I'm tired of being alone. I want a baby to take care of
Wanting to be a parent is normal and expected as you get old. It is also okay to feel worried about it and scared.
That is why I just wanted to deal with it then. Everyone is looking at me and I am about to cry
It doesn't matter when you become a mom, it's never too late to become a parent. If you're uncertain because of other's judging you, ignore them and do what makes you happy.