I'm convinced I'm destined to end my life. I think I need some help.
Why do you keep having these thoughts?
I don't accept things and its hurting my life. What used to be good for me now turned to become bad.
Life can be hard but you should try to find the positive things in life. Even when you cannot find the positive, it is still something that you can use to learn from.
No it is too late for me and it feels like there is no hope for me
There are a lot of people who care about you and that will be there for you if you ask for help. Or maybe you can seek professional help if that route isn't working. You have worth and you matter to a lot of people.