I'm having trouble dealing with my feelings about someone. I texted an apology to this boy even though he told me not to text him.
Why are you so obsessed with him?
I loved him. I was inconsolable and I cried a lot. I just really thought he'd forgive me and I'd feel better afterwards.
I feel that the need to apologize is sometimes also overbearing and overwhelming, but I do not think that you should force yourself on a person that clearly told you how they felt. I understand that you're upset right now. When you're ready, find someone else that will appreciate you for who you are. Pursuing someone that clearly does not want to speak with you is a waste of your precious time.
Wow. I needed to hear that.
I'm glad to hear you say that. There are a lot of fish in the sea. Bait that hook and cast it far and wide!