I'm recovering from surgery and I'm the happiest I've been in a long time
What makes you happy about that?
I'm addicted to the pain pills that I am taking after the surgery. They make me very happy.
It seems that you are confusing the high you get from the pain medication with true happiness. You should not use a drug to feel good about yourself. Instead you should base your happiness on the circumstances of your life.
It's just to escape from reality for a short time. Why are you getting so worked up about it?
I just hate you see you base your happiness on pills, even if it's just for a short time. Addiction is a very hard thing to get rid of. I hope you understand that.