I have messed up homicidal thoughts and I might be a psychopath
Why do you think you're a psychopath?
I have tendency to wonder why do people have to pay with their lives when they are in the wrong place at the wrong time. It's disturbing.
You should get some mental help if you think you might be a psychopath. You should never act on killing tendencies.
I agree. I need help.
That's good. Admitting you have a problem is the first step in getting back on the right path.