I miss being a degenerate.
What do you miss about being a degenerate?
It was just fun not caring about anything and doing what I wanted.
Sometimes it is okay to miss your past self but it is not good if your past self was not a good person. A degenerate is not a good person and not liked by others. People won't want to be around a degenerate person.
I just really miss it.
Think about all the bad things that came along with being a degenerate and that anger you are talking about. I'm sure people were afraid of you when you were angry, and you may have even hurt people. Do you want to live a life where people are afraid of you?