What do you think about me being completely unable to make it through summer, and yet no one knows about it?
I'm not sure I understand.  Is there something that is going to happen before summer?
No, I just don't want to go through summer anymore
It's not good that you have such a negative outlook.  Whatever is worrying you about summer, I'm sure you can talk about it with someone, and they can probably make you feel better.  Seek out help if no one close to you wants to talk.
I'll be fine on my own and don't want to talk about it. Fuck this sissy shit.
You should seek help if you need help, you are only weak if you allow sadness to get the better of you. Finding help makes you stronger, you know?