Can you help me with some ideas about looking for a boyfriend
Maybe. Why do you want a boyfriend?
I'll feel more complete as a person if I have a boyfriend.
You have a normal state of mine when you are wanting a boyfriend. A loving relationship is what life is al about.
I'm not surprised that you can't really help. No one ever wants to be with me
There is someone one out there for everyone and you will find them soon enough. You deserve all the love in the world.