Sometimes I want to end my life since this past summer.
Why would you think this would be a good idea?
I just can't handle my life anymore
If you feel like you can't go on living, then you should get help immediately.  Counselors are trained to help you find out what the problem is, and to show you ways that you can move forward in life.
I can't be like you guys, I can't handle this. I don't know how I'm going to handle my problems.
I can give you the number to a hotline if you like. You can talk to them anonymously. If you end things you will miss out on so much the future has to offer.