I'm scared of not being emetophobic
Why are you are afraid of being emetophobic?
I'm scared of vomiting, I feel like I'm gonna throw up every time I hear about it. People mention it in the chat room, movies, etc. It's terrible, and I can't take it anymore.
If you feel that this is a part of you that you can change then you need to be ok with this. If this is caused by a deeper rooted issue then maybe finding out why you are afraid of vomiting would be the first step. You may have an irrational fear that is caused by a previous instance in your life.
I can't change this about myself as I am not strong enough to look at it.
Walking away from the deep internal issues around vomiting would be a bad idea. You have the strength to deal with this and with some counseling and help you can get to the root causes.