I want to confess something about my mental state. The truth.
Ok that sounds great. What is this truth that you want to reveal?
I have bipolar disorder and I ended up as a man who has broken his own life.
I'm sorry that bipolar disorder has caused you much difficulties in life. In what ways are you seeking support at this time?
I have no support, I give up on my dreams and I don't have the heart to feel happy. The world I live in is full of shit to me.
I understand the difficulties you are facing without support. It's important for you to reach out to family and friends and talk to them about what you are experiencing. You can also locate support groups online, so that you can see you are not alone in dealing with this disorder.