The adrenaline I get when I cut myself is why I do it.
Does cutting actually help you?
It helps me to feel better about myself.
You shouldn't hurt yourself and instead ask for professional help. A therapist can help you stop cutting yourself.
I'm fine even though I don't like how I'm feeling now.
If you don't like how you're feeling, that's even more reason to talk to a mental health professional. Self-harm is a serious issue and something you should talk to a therapist about. They can help understand why you are cutting and can provide treatment to get you to quit.