I'm obsessive and it's not good
Are you curious as to why you feel like this?
Yes, I do not feel good about the way things are.
If you think that you are being obsessive over something then you might want to find someone that you can talk to about the issue. In the meantime, you should try your best to simply concentrate on something that makes you feel good.
My brain is too much for me.
It can be difficult to gather our thoughts together at times.  While I'm not fully qualified to help with that kind of problem, I can definitely refer you to a professional who will help you to put your thoughts in order, and understand how you can move on.