I'm thinking of letting my mental health issues continue to burden me.
Why would you let them burden you?
I just want to live like a normal person but it feels impossible.
Do you want to get treatment for your mental health issues? If so, I'd be glad to help you.
I don't want to get treatment because it's boring and a waste of my time. I just want to do what I want.
It's not supposed to be fun, and it's certainly not a waste of your time. You say they're a burden, so let's get you some help.