What should I do? I feel guilty about defending myself when a girl told me to 'off myself'
Why would she say that to you? Are you ok?
I genuinely wish her to take her own advice.
It's understandable that you are upset about what was said to you but you shouldn't wish for her to do the same. You should avoid this person and move past her negativity.
You wouldn't understand that kind of pain.
It was definitely wrong of her to tell you to off yourself and I'm sorry that you had to experience that type of negativity in the world. You should work on forgiving her for her ignorance so that you can heal and move past it.