I think feet are a turn off for me
Why are a feet a turn off for you?
Because I was date raped by an Asian Filthy Feet Lover
It is very understandable to be angry at someone who caused you great harm. It's also normal to associate certain things from that experience with painful memories. Have you thought about talking to someone about this?
You have no right to tell me anyway.
I'm just trying to offer some input. If you feel like you can't move past that even you might benefit from getting professional help. Having someone to talk to may be a great benefit to you.