I have sociopathic intrusive thoughts
What do you mean by sociopathic intrusive thoughts?
I'm having violent thoughts that are very disturbing
That sounds very disturbing and I think you should get checked out by a doctor. It's not normal to have such dark thoughts and it will cause you to have mental health problems if left unchecked.
Thanks for the info, I'll be sure to check mine out.
No problem and I'm glad that you are getting help! That's the first big step towards recovery.