I'm possibly neglecting my friend and being moderately racist
Why would you want to be neglectful and racist to your friend?
I hate retards and dumb people. I can't stand japs because of their faces
It's not acceptable to be racist towards people. They can't control their facial features and their looks do not say anything about them as humans. Your social standing would also be in distress if people knew you were racist.
Hmm well she's retarded so I don't mind her.
It doesn't matter if you don't like how some people are, but it's not a good idea to show your racism. No one can change how they are born, and don't you think it is unfair to them to be judged on those things? Why not try befriending a Japanese person, they could be wonderful!