I'm going to try to cause accidents whenever I get behind the wheel of a car
Why do you want to cause accidents while driving?
To see how good of a driver I am and to feel good about myself.
That is a terrible thing for you to do. It's wrong to drive a car if you want to cause accidents. You will hurt yourself or others and may not be able to drive a car again.
I'm good at making accidents
Being good at causing accidents is not something to be proud of. You should be a safe driver to protect yourself and others. If you don't think you can drive without getting into an accident, then you shouldn't drive at all.