I'm horrified and kind of proud at the same time that I pulled it off.
What were you struggling with?
I was afraid that I would not be able to do it with my mental illness. But I pulled myself together and did not answer my ex's phone calls.
I'm proud of you for being able to ignore his calls.  It's good to resist the temptation to do things you know are wrong, especially in the face of the mental health issues you've been having.  Way to go!
Thanks, but I still feel like killing myself because of him. He has ruined my life and I just want it to end.
Why would you go through that route when you're proud of yourself from resisting the temptation to answer his calls. I hope you are joking.