I think i might be addicted to ketamine and I would do anything to get some right now. I haven't had any in a year but I really wish I could get that old feeling back.
You've been clean for almost a year. Why would you want to try it again now?
I used to do it a lot and it made me feel better. I stopped because I felt I had more control of my emotions but now I'm not so sure.
Feeling like you might be losing control is something a lot of people deal with from time to time but you've managed to stay clean for almost a year now. A year sober is huge and even though you think you want to relapse you should fight through it. You'll be happier and healthier in the long run.
I was only a few days off ket and I can't find anyone to sell me some surely someone will give me some. I miss it so much and I am going to score some.
Sobriety is a serious thing to hold onto and going back to your old ways with the ketamine should not be tolerated. Have dignity and don't demean yourself by getting back into drugs. Get some help to get sober.