I lied about my virginity too many times that there is no way I can tell the truth now
Why did you lie about your virginity?
Because I feel so ashamed of myself
I understand you feel embarrassed to tell people that you never had sex. Lying about it is not going to improve things though. It's best just to be honest with people because the truth has a way of eventually coming out and people will trust you less if they find out you lied.
what do you mean it's not gonna help me in anyway? it's not like anyone's gonna check up on me or find out.
But eventually if you are dating someone, they are likely to figure it out. Even if they are okay with you being a virgin, they may lose trust in you because of the lying.