I gave into peer pressure at school until it was too late and to this day it still keeps me up at night.
What were you pressured into doing?
They kept taking drugs, alcohol and having casual sex with girls, I was a good boy but they forced me
When you give in to negative peer pressure, it's common to feel guilty or disappointed with yourself for acting in a way that goes against your beliefs or values. Try to make amends with your mistake and learn to forgive yourself by lkearning from your mistakes.
You are just saying this because you have to.
I'm just trying to help you out, and I want to see you get better. You are already taking the first step by having all of this remorse and regret, and you can start moving past by it with a therapist. They would definitely love to help you get your life back on track.