I did something completely irredeemable and disgusting when younger.
Are you over what you did yet?
I did get over it but I am still really disgusted.
I'm sorry you went through that. It's okay to make mistakes when you were younger. I know you are still disgusted by it but it is best if you just try and forget about what has happened.
It was 2 guys and a girl.
No matter what you did, just know that you are not defined by a mistake. Everyone makes mistakes, and what truly defines you is the effort you put in to bring yourself back up.