I've forgotten what my real personality is
Can you describe it for me?
Shy, reserved and the most important thing the most boring person you know
Extreme shyness can interfere with socializing, it can also affect a person's self-confidence and self-esteem. Try to talk to a profesional about this to help you break out of your shell and share your true personality with others.
Nah I don't care.
I think it is normal for quite a few people to feel the same way you do. You aren't the only person that runs situations in their mind and has regrets about past interactions. If you are ok with being shy that's cool too.