I came here looking for dark stuff but this entire sub is people patting their own backs so I unsubbed
Are you seriously looking for something so dark? Why did you want a sub filled with dark stuff?
It was a bet that I lost.
I appreciate that you were participating in a bet, but it can be harmful to your emotional state to seek out things that are dark. It's better to fill your time with things that make you happy.
That's completely fair. I tend to be sad all the time anyway so I don't care about that, but I got more crazy violent rapist stalker kind of fantasies than I can handle at the moment anyway.
Have you tried getting into things that are more positive. The things you're talking about will only add to your sadness. Don't you want to shake that sad feeling and be happy sometimes?