I secretly really like making my boyfriend cry.
Do you really enjoy making your boyfriend cry?
Yes, I get satisfaction to make someone cry
You shouldn't be with someone if you enjoy hurting them, because at the end of the day a boyfriend is supposed to be someone that you care about more than most other people. If they're putting that much trust into you then you need to stop trying to purposefully make them sad or else one day they will leave you.
Fuck, they are going to leave you anyway when they realize you can't change.
I don't think that's a good attitude to have towards your boyfriend. If you really enjoy making people cry maybe you have some deep phycological issues that you need to work on with a therapist.