I voted against women purely on the basis of their gender
So you mean you're sexist.
I guess.
You're free to vote for whoever you want. I wouldn't recommend you vote with discriminatory intent, but that's on you.
I hate the fact that everyone is against me.
Everybody is against you for a reason. You're expected to vote a candidate on the basis of their policies not their gender. You should try to get information about them first and decide who you should vote for.