Did you know that I've been married for four years and I love my wife and I absolutely adore our daughter, but I will never stop thinking about her and what could have been?
Are you serious? Who are you still thinking about?
A woman I didn't even know at the time.
You should talk to your wife about your feelings and try and connect with her more, putting the other woman behind you. The sooner you can move on from it and enjoy what you have, you're better off than wondering what could have been.
I know that, I think about it because I can't stop it. I love my family but I think about this every day.
I think you should find strength from your family. Just look at your daughter's face and look at your wife. Consider what would happen if you let them down and did something behind their backs because of this woman you are infatuated with.