I'm not suicidal but I wouldn't mind finding myself in a situation that involved death.
So you want to die?
I would like to break out of this life at the right time.
You shouldn't put yourself in that kind of situation. There are some other ways to get the thrills you want, but putting your life in danger is wrong.
I just want to try it once.
I can understand wanting to try it, but it is risky to put yourself in dangerous situations. You don't know what might happen. try some safer ways to get the thrills that you need.