After my wife died I couldn't look at women for 20 years But when I got out of prison, it was totally worth it
I'm sorry you had to go through such pain, I hope you're able to grieve and move on now.
I meant I wasn't able to look at women for 20 years because of grief about my dead wife.
I think that it is okay to feel that way. As long as you showed your respect in other ways, I understand your desire to not look at another woman.
I'm saying after my wife died, I never even wanted to look at other women for 20 years. But since I got out of prison and have a new woman in my life, it was totally worth it because seeing her just makes me happier every minute.
Again I'm sorry about your wife's passing, and I am happy you finally found someone to be with again. I hope you can have a good life from now on.