Is it wrong that I want to end up severely injured?
Why do you want to end up severely injured?
I want people to feel sorry for me.
Your desire to be injured is very troubling. I think you should see a therapist about this urge.
I am feeling better now because I got attention and I feel like a martyr. You should be happy for me.
It's wrong to want to hurt yourself just to get attention from others. You should try having conversations with others to get attention the right way.