I have paid someone to end this.
What made it come to you having to pay someone?
He's a loser and I don't want to go out with him anymore he treats me like crap
I don't think getting others involved in circumstances like this is wise. I believe ending yourself is the best way to go about this.
He has herpes so I wanted to get him back.
That sounds really vindictive. Just end the relationship and walk away from it. You'll feel more free  without thinking about bad ex relationships.