I feel like I made an idiot of myself via a text conversation I initiated.
Why did you start that conversation?
I just felt like it and hate myself for it.
This is not a thing to hate yourself for, but it's important to be mindful of the conversations you have.
I'm just weird.
Being weird is an okay thing to be and chances are that the conversation wasn't as bad as you think. Have you thought about what made you start the conversation? Don't shut yourself down.