I'm thinking of possibly betraying both my friends feelings
Why would you betray your friend?
I am not sure. I just think about myself more than them normally.
Regardless of what you like to do it is wrong to betray friends. If you betray your friends they might not like you anymore.
I think we will remain friends.
How do you know they'll want to be friends after you've betrayed them? It's best to just avoid that situation entirely.