I secretly compare myself to my best friend because she is so photogenic and I'm not plus she gets a lot of guys which I don't and everything I have always looks better on her plus everyone likes her more than me but I never make obvious that I'm jelly and I'm always supportive and I want the best for her
It sounds like you're torturing yourself. Why would you compare yourself to her?
Because she looks really good and sometimes I feel a bit insecure about myself
You shouldn't compare yourself to her. She could also be insecure about somethings and as people always say life is always greener on the other side.
It's all her fault for being an overachiever and living her best life.
It's not really fair to blame her for your problems. It would be great if you could work on your issues without trying to blame someone else. That will allow you to see that you are capable of improving on your own.