I'm an awkward idiot who should not text people.
I'm honestly worried. Why do you think you're awkward and an idiot?
Well, I can't spell and I'm too stupid to understand the basic social norms.
You should be just yourself when posting something on social media. You don't need to bash yourself for being different.
I'm saying it for self improvement since nobody else sees me that way.
I just want to say that I see it that way and if you want to improve yourself, then definitely you have the right to do so, and I 100% support you in your endeavors. If you want, you can try to get those training videos on YouTube in improving yourself so you have at least a guidance on how to do it.