I'm a single mother of two and I hate my life.
Why do you hate your life?
It's been so hard being a single mother of two when I have no help from my kids dad.
I understand that this is a difficult situation to be in. But you cannot go so far as to hate your life, your kids are depending on you.
I'm not happy. I wish they never moved in with me.
Hopefully you can get some help from other family members for the kids. No one should have to raise two kids on their own if they do not want to. You need to make some changes so that you can start enjoying life.