My mother recently passed away and honestly I feel free.
Why would you feel free after her death, were you upset with her?
Well, I wouldn't call myself upset at all. I was happy about her passing really.
Being somewhat relieved over a parents death is okay, but not grieving at all over your mom's passing away shows a lack of conscience. Spend time reflecting on your mother and what she meant to you instead of glossing over her death.
I disagree, I was busy being free. If she would have died 6 years earlier, I would have been upset.
That's exactly what I'm saying, in the past 6 years there was good that your mother did provide you. You really should honor your mother's death.