Can I just tell someone that I kind of wish I was dead right now?
Oh no, so you really feel this way? Is there anything specific making you feel like you want to die?
It's hard to say, it's just something I want.
If you are feeling like you want to die, you should reach out for help from a mental health professional. Suicide ideation is a sign of depression and it can be resolved through working with a therapist.
I will, don't worry.
That is relieving to hear, no one should feel like they should be dead. It is unhealthy and needs to be rectified quickly before it's to late. Getting help is going to be epic for you.