Should I take my son to the mall and abandon him?
What makes you want to abandon your son in public?
I love him, but I'm stuck with this child in my life
Child abandonment is illegal and should be avoided at all costs. If you can no longer care for your child, take them to a police station and surrender them there.
I just need to be done with this.
You should give it more serious thought as to why you are feeling so selfish about your kid. If you truly don't feel like you want to be connected to them anymore, then give them over to another family member instead.