I'm lying to myself constantly at school
What do you feel that you are lying to yourself about while at school?
About my grades, about being interested in the subjects, about being happy...the list goes on
Lying to yourself is only got to result in your feeling more emotional pain. While you do need to push yourself in school at times, you do not have to fake like you are having a good time. Taking pleasure in the grind, and celebrating your small achievements could be helpful!
I'm not listening to you. I'm going to go home and give up on everything and hate life forever.
Lying to yourself is a very bad habit to get into. These lies get make it more difficult for you to find coping strategies and to recognize what may be easy for you and what may be tough. If your going to be honest with anyone, be honest with yourself.