I don't know if it's my depression or something else but I really don't care for the 4th.
That's not very patriotic. You don't care to celebrate?
No, I'd rather think about other stuff.
I think that's fine. The 4th of July isn't a big deal to everyone and I see no problem if you're not excited.
I still haven't got the freedom that everyone else does!
If there's something holding you back from feeling free you should try to figure out a way to overcome it. It might be hard work, but it will be worth it.