Our relaxing music makes me think of stabbing a knife through my heart.
Can you tell me why relaxing music annoys you so much?
Relaxed people, especially soft music with tender female vocals, reminds me of the time I spent listening to various Stephen King novels.
While it is okay to be frustrated with listening to music you don't enjoy, it can be offensive to others to joke about killing yourself when you are faced with something that you find annoying. Rather than say how you want to kill yourself when you listen to relaxing music, you should try to use softer and less offensive language. It will be much more considerate to the people who you are with.
Relax, it's just a joke.
It's just a joke to you but how about somebody who has lost someone to suicide? I'm sure you wouldn't want to cause people sadness over a joke.