How about in the eulogy for my father, I'm going to tell the people about all the mean things my father has done to me?
Are you serious? I don't think that's acceptable at all. It's a eulogy, meant to pay respects to someone. Why would you want to talk about the bad things he did?
I killed him for what he did to me and I think everyone should know.
Killing someone is not okay, why would you tell me that? It's never okay to kill someone. You committed murder and if people find out you will go to jail for it.
I'm going to picture it as self defence and I'm not worried.
He might have been a deadbeat dad, and now that you have killed him, I think it's done and finished. If you think about it even more, it will only cause you to be filled with more anger and hate. It's time to let it go and maybe turn yourself in so that you can finally be at rest?