I'm going to order what I want
What are you thinking of ordering?
I've been struggling with decision making since I'm constantly preoccupied with my kid.
It's okay to take a break from always thinking about others and express your own personal preferences. Sometimes you need to prioritize yourself and that's fine. If you want to order something that you would enjoy, go ahead and do so as a treat.
It's stressful to think about others every single second of my day. I also feel like I deserve a break.
I'm glad you are considering your well being as well! Let me know if there's anything I can do to make things easier.