I've been looking forward to healing my insides
How do you plan on healing your insides?
I really want to stop eating, and go to a hospital and get rid of this fatness inside of me.
It's a good idea to lose weight if you need to! It's wonderful to hear you're inspired to get into shape. However, eating is important so please don't starve yourself by not eating food anymore!
I really want to be thin
Excess weight can make it harder on your body to function and do basic things. Wanting to lose weight is an admirable goal that will take some will power to accomplish. Just make sure to go about it in a healthy way by consulting with a doctor first!