I secretly get off that all the popular girls from high school are now all overweight in jail and/or poor
That's oddly specific. Why would you get off to that?
It makes me happy to know that those bitches are still experiencing the same shit deal as me and I am proud.
It's mean to be happy with the misfortunes of others. You shouldn't concern yourself with such petty things.
I'm a victim, therefore I have all the rights to be mean and petty. I love it.
I don't think that's the case, it doesn't give you the right to be so mean to everyone. How would it feel if you were underprivileged and people kept beating you down? How about talking to these girls, and learn their misfortunes better?