I just purged for the first time today.
That's not good. Is there anything you can do instead of purging to feel better?
I would want to cut myself with a blade
Sometimes we do things that make us feel better even if they are not good for us, but purging is not good at all. It is dangerous for your health and could lead to your death.
I'm going to die anyways. Stop judging me.
We are all going to die someday but we do not have to rush it. If you are having problems with weight there are better ways to manage it than to purge all the food that you have eaten.