Do you know that I hate my life?
Wait, why would you hate your life?
Everything is going wrong.
It's awful to hate yourself. If your life is falling apart, get help.
Nah I got this, I can't rely on my family for help, I have to take care of myself.
Hating yourself isn't good and if you find you can't handle it, even for a second you should really try to find some help. I have faith in you and your situation getting better and hope for the best.