I tried overdosing on pills today.
On no! Was this the first time you've done this?
This has been going on since I was 12 years old
I am sorry that life feels so hard for you. Have you tried talking to someone that is trained to help people through their crisis? You may find it helpful.
I want to be understood. I want to be listened to. I want to be loved. I want to be me.
There's nothing wrong with that. Most people feel the same way, but I'm concerned about your feeling so alone. You really need to be talking to a mental health professional about this.