I still look at pictures of me and my ex girlfriend because I miss her so much even though I broke up with her
I'm confused. Why did you break up with her if you still love her?
I didn't want to get married and she moved on
It sounds like you've made your choice. It's never good to hold on to memories of your past relationships especially now that they've moved on. You should try dating again.
Why don't I get to be the victim in my past relationships?
I feel like you just try to be with someone so that you will feel victimized and I do not think that is a healthy mentality. You should get together with someone if you have feelings with them instead of being with them and think that you should be the victim this time.