How do you think of me trying to become a new man?
What prompted you to want to become a new man?
I realized that my old self was ridiculous
I'm proud of you for waking up and striving to improve what's wrong. Being a better man should always be a goal to want, it's not good to stay as someone who is less than what you could be and you may regret it.
I'm trying my best and having trouble embracing new traits I want to have.
Keep doing what you're doing! It may be hard, but you're doing great in trying. I look forward to seeing the new you one day!