I'm going to fight with my mother
What is it that is causing you to want to fight with your mother?
I just want to find someone and she is the closest.
You should not start fights with people because you are upset. You should turn your frustration into something productive.
I'm going to start the fight first and see what happens.
Wanting to fight with people just because you are upset is not a good way to fix the issue. It may be better to try and talk about what is making you upset so you can either get some advise or feel better just from the act itself.