I'm going to choose to continue to not have a relationship with my father
Why are you choosing to not have a relationship with your father?
I don't care anymore. He was never there for me and he took my innocence away while I was special
Sometimes it is hard to have a relationship with a parent, but you should think more about cutting them off. You might regret that later on.
I'm not thinking about them anymore.
Sometimes even relaionships with parents can be toxic. If you feel it is better for your mental and emotional health to keep your distance than you are right to do so.