Is it okay to feel bad because I don't read books anymore?
What caused you to not read books anymore?
I hated school and it harmed me a lot
I'm sorry your trauma caused you to want to avoid such things, and that's okay. But you have to get over this fear eventually because books are great for the brain and more knowledge is better.
You sound quite pompous.
I'm only trying to help you feel better. If school was the reason behind you hating books, then engage with them again outside of an educational viewpoint. Pick the topics you're interested in and stick to those books.