I'm a male that enjoys feminine things
What is it about feminine things that you enjoy.
I'm not gay. I have a girlfriend.
Just because society has deemed some things more feminine does not mean that men can't enjoy them to. If you are happy with who you are are and what you like, you shouldn't worry about how others see you or judge you.
Nah, it doesn't matter what other people think. I ride my own choo choo train. I'm a free spirit but I'm trapped in a body that doesn't like the same things I do.
It sounds like you might need to speak to someone about this trapped feeling you are having. A counselor or a therapist can better understand how you feel.