I'm struggling to love my two year old son, that I barely see, and I hate myself.
How does not seeing your son make you feel?
Sometimes you just need to feel ashamed, and I hate myself.
You can step up to the plate and be better. No one hates you. Be available and present.
No one understands what I'm going through, they might as well hate me.
Family issues are never easy, but you must love your kid. It's important that you are there, despite drama. Truly, there is no excuse when it comes to a child caught in the middle.