Can you tell me where rock bottom is?
I don't know, but why do you think you'd be at rock-bottom financially?
I don't care anymore. I'd rather off myself because my personal life sucks.
Everyone hits rock bottom at some point in their life, but there's never a good reason to just kill yourself because of it. You will miss out on life so much just because of a small problem, when you can easily get help around you.
Life is a problem and problems should be eliminated.
If you feel like you want to hurt yourself please get help. Your circumstances are temporary even if the pain is overwhelming.