I think everyone's jealous of me that's the issue... it isn't me it's them.
How long have you felt that way?
For a while.
You shouldn't blame others for your problems. If a lot of people are pointing out the problem to you then it's most likely you and not them.
95% of my problems are because of them, the rest is because of me. So clearly they, not me, are the issue.
That is just your running away from any responsibility for your own actions.