Why does it seem like every time I play soccer I always get into physical altercations?
Yeah that is a bit strange. Why do you think that is?
It makes me feel powerful and if nobody intervenes, I'll just keep on fighting.
It seems like you could get hurt. People shouldn't get into fights with each other like that.
It makes me feel weak if I don't put up a fight. No one will take me seriously if I don't fight.
I don't think anyone will judge whether you are powerful or weak. People just want to play a good game, and I think you trying to fight people actually might have given yourself a bad reputation. It's better if you just avoid fighting, and you might find that having good sportsmanship will actually make you feel strong and excellent.