So, real talk, I felt like the world was crashing down around me
Why do you feel that the world is crashing down around you?
I cannot get past the current problems that I have.
You need to get some professional help with your depression problems. If you do not seek help, your depression will continue to get worse.
Why should I get help for my problems?
I think it could help you move on, because wallowing in it can just make it harder and worse in the long run.