There are times when I think that choosing to live is the hardest thing to do.
Yeah, that makes sense. Is there a reason why you think choosing to live is hard?
As they grow older, people usually thing of their life as a serious of choices, but it's not. We face only once choose, and it's whether or not to keep going.
I understand that you are having a hard time choosing to go on each day. I think you would gain a lot of help and understanding if you sought out a therapist to help you with these feelings. It does get better and therapy can help.
I'm not sure if anyone can help.
I know it seems that way, but therapists are trained professionals who can definitely help you to feel better. It would be a really good idea for you to meet with one.