I'm slowly dying on the inside
What do you think is happening to you?
I became a realist and I can see and hear and feel and smell everything that's bad in reality.
Although you can feel all of these things, it is important to put them into perspective in a way that is not overly stressful. There are many bad things in life, however if you always think and focus on them you will allow them to consume you. Try thinking about more positive things for the time being to cope with the stress of these negative feelings.
Thanks for the tips.
No problem. Being down about life is natural. The key is to not let that feeling grow and consume your life.