Is is weird that I have a crush on my online japanese friend?
Have you told your friend that you have a crush on her?
No, I'm keeping my crush a secret.
Your friend must be very cute. It's a good idea to keep your crush a secret though because if you let her know you have a crush, she may not feel the same, and it could ruin your friendship.
I think.
I hope it works out with you, because it can be hard to lose a love and a friend all in one.