I wish my father dead and I'm going to tell him.
What is your reasoning for saying that to your father?
He went a long time with out checking on me and when I asked him about it he blamed it on me not having a mobile.
It seems you are angry because you feel a sense of neglect from your father. And it's okay to express how that makes you feel to him. Doing this will help him understand the role you need him to play as a father.
I will never talk to him. He's disgusting, a bad father and a bad person.
If this is how you truly feel about your father then it's okay for you to cut ties with him as he seems to be a toxic person in your life. Your own wellbeing should be your first priority and you should have people in your life who care and love you.