I'm going to park my bike at 8pm with the engine on
Do you tend to loose control when it comes to some situations?
Yes because I'm depressed
Depression makes a person do strange things, but disturbing the neighbors is not right. Park your car like a normal person, trying your hardest not to disturb anyone. You will feel better again about yourself instead of more depressed.
I'm not doing it to annoy anyone. I have only done it few times, and u cant say I did it wrong since I'm the only one there.
Well doing things that are nice for people is a good way to make yourself feel better when your down. Seeing how people appreciate good deeds is really something that gives people a lot of purpose in life.