I have never felt more alone than I do right now living in new york city surrounded by millions
What do you think is making you feel this way?
I just don't have any friends. It's the worst feeling in the world.
It's highly understandable that you're not able to relate to all of the people around you, and you should never be expected to. However, there are so many people in New York City that you should at least try to find a few people that you can identify with, because it's not okay to live a life where you feel lonely all of the time.
I see, should I really try? I don't need to be feeling like shit every single day.
It can be really hard to meet people, especially when a lot of activities are closed. But if you feel alone in a huge city, surely there are some things you could do: join a club or sport, or find a volunteer activity.