I miss the comfort in being sad
Why is it so comforting for you to be sad?
It makes me think more about my childhood.
I am sorry that you childhood memories were sad. I think that you should talk to someone who can help. Desiring to be sad is not normal!
I'm fine just like this.
It is just the fact that most of the time sad thoughts do not make people feel comforted. The fact that you are comforted when you are sad is just a little confusing to me personally. If you need any help sorting out your thoughts, talking to a specialist could be very helpful!