What should I do if I don't want to live?
I'm sorry you feel that way. Where are you right now?
I'm in my bed comfortably sitting. I have a bit of cold
If you're feeling suicidal, you should seek professional help. Sometimes focusing on your surroundings can be helpful to ground you and shift your thoughts.
I'll go to bed and get some rest. I just want attention
It's not okay to get attention by acting depressed. if you need someone to talk to, it's best to just say that. However, if you do feel suicidal, talking to a therapist will help you to understand why you feel that way and get into a better place mentally.