Do you think it's bad that I enjoy videos of women being horribly murdered and dismembered by men?
I think it's really horrible! Why would you enjoy that sort of video?
It's hard to explain, I just really like watching them.
Watching horror movies and things like that are fine but watching them specifically because you like watching women getting hurt and murdered is really creepy. Thats a pretty misogynistic and gross thing to enjoy watching. You might want to talk to a therapist about this or something.
Why should I feel bad about it? They're just videos.
These videos could desensitize you to violence towards women and that's not a good thing. You should stop watching them and ask yourself why you enjoy them, they seem pretty terrible to me.