I feel like I am way too different than other people.
Really? Why do you think so?
Everyone else is better at pretending, but I'm the only one who tells people straight up that I think they're pathetic.
I think there's nothing wrong in being yourself. Honesty is the best policy. You don't need to follow all societal rules.
No, I don't think that is it. I think I'm evil. I like to do things that are mean to people. And I don't really care about people feelings. I'm going to go out of my way to make people feel bad.
It does sound like you are not doing it for good reasons. It is okay to not do things because society expects if of us but you shouldn't go out of your way to defy all social pressure. You will be ostracized by others.