I'm thinking of abandoning my sick mother in order to go to college. Do you think that's okay?
Do you think it's worth abandoning her for school?
If I never leave, I will jump out of the window due to boredom.
While going to college and getting a better education is a good idea, you shouldn't abandon someone, especially a family member, who needs your help. Without you, your sick mother would struggle every day. You should find a way to be there for her to be able to help.
The government pays for her care so what difference does it make if she dies?
That sounds really cruel and selfish. You're allowed to have your own dreams and desires, but you shouldn't treat your mother so carelessly. You will regret it if she dies and you aren't there.