I'm trying to get help to not be trans but professionals keep trying to push me to embrace it
Why are you resisting being transgender?
Because I don't want to be a woman, no matter what they try to convince me of.
If you know who you are, you should not worry about what other people, even professionals, think you should be. You should be true to yourself and not give in to what other people want you to be.
You're right. I won't let them change me.
Make sure this is what you want. I would be curious as to why professionals would think you would want this to begin with.