I can't help but abuse drugs. There is no other choice for me now.
Do you feel better after doing it?
Along with drugs, I drink and get high to forget the world around me.
I know the life can be pretty stressful but that doesn't mean you should drown in yourself in drugs and alcohol. They're not going to solve an of your problems. In fact they'll make it worse.
It's the only thing that makes me feel good. Drugs kill pain and booze helps me to let go and feel what really matters.
You need to find meaning in your life beyond the drugs. There is a lot to life you can enjoy without abusing substances.