I'm not depressed or suicidal, but I do have urges to self harm.
What causes these urges?
There are things that make my life unbearable. Cutting my arm like I'm doing right now gives me relief for a while, but then I go back to feeling bad again.
I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. It's important that you surround yourself with loving friends and family to talk to if you are feeling like you want to self harm.
I don't think that my friends will be very helpful in this situation...
There are other avenues of help we could look into for you. There is plenty of professionals that can help you out if you don't feel like your friends will be helpful.