I'm in a relationship because I can't afford to be alone
Why can't you afford to be alone?
I cant even afford rent, if I don't hold this relationship I'll commit suicide.
You shouldn't threaten suicide if your relationship doesn't work out. If that is the case, you really need professional help and someone to talk to.
I just want to talk about my relationship and why it should be alright to have one.
It is ok to ask for help if you are feeling suicidal. There are places you can go if you really need to get out of a bad relationship. You don't need to feel trapped.