Contacting an escort is such a thrill for me. I guess I'm addicted to escorts
That's troubling. Do you know why you are addicted to escorts?
Sure, I'm doing this because of having not a high self-esteem
Addiction is hard to deal with but it is worse when you are addicted to something that is illegal. You could go to jail for your addiction if caught.
Nah, I won't get caught.
Don't you want a meaningful relationship that you don't have to pay for every night? You should get help overcoming this addiction, so you can start looking for a real committed relationship. That's how you will find long term happiness.