What do you do if you're 26 and using drugs and people just to keep whatever is left of your sanity?
Wow, that's crazy. Do you know why?
I have an ex. She drove me nuts! She was evil, yet I was helpless to get rid of her.
You shouldn't use drugs to cope. It's good to reach out when you need help.
I'm using psychiatrists, but they don't help me at all.
You just need to keep trying to find help and regain that sanity, this sounds like it is just because of a bad relationship. Eventually you will bounce back and feel like your old self, I promise. You should go on a date and find someone new to replace the thoughts of your ex.