I'm taking 'fake it 'til you make' it too seriously
Why do you want to fake it?
In my mind it will make me better than others.
Wanting to show off is normal but it is not good to put all your focus on it. People will not want to be around you if you are fake and are not being your real self.
Hey, I don't really want people to like me.
Like I said, just be yourself and whoever that attracts is probably a true friend. Putting up a facade is tiring, you know?