I took 14 oxys and did something horrible that I still think about to this day. It will haunt me forever.
Why did you take so many drugs?
For terrible reasons. I still think about it today, and it will haunt me forever.
Feeling guilty after doing something bad makes sense. Make sure you analyze why you abused drugs in the first place. This will help prevent you from making poor decisions because of your drug use.
I have cried and regretted that I took drugs ever since. I've tried to stop using drugs, but it's hard to stop.
You sound like you're in a world of pain. You should get into drug counseling as soon as possible; nothing will change if you don't take some action. Imagine what it will be like when you're drug-free.