I don't want to see my sick grandfather after the family disowns me. Do you think I am being mean for having that thought?
Maybe take more time to think about it, but first, have you spoken to your grandfather about being disowned?
I tried, but I know that it's his beloved wife who's the culprit. If only she loved me back when I was a child
It's understandable that you are hurt about being disowned by your family. Instead of feeling that way, you should use the opportunity to see your sick grandfather and let him know how you feel. He may have a different perspective while he is ill.
Thank you for your advice, I didn't know what to do now. I will definitely heed your advice. Gonna kill myself tomorrow as a gift for him
Please don't say that, even if you are sarcastic. They are not worthy of your life, so don't say things like "kill yourself" because it makes me worried. I think you should just talk to your grandfather first since there is a high chance he doesn't even know what happened and he might actually end up being your ally.