How about me being happy my best friend is so in love but also being so bitterly jealous that she's engaged before me.
That is not good. Why are you so jealous of your friend?
Because I always had the feeling that I am better than her.
Jealousy is natural, but can also be immature. Engagement isn't a competition. you should focus on your own relationships so that you can find love when the time is right.
I am focused on finding love. I've broken up with my boyfriend. He wasn't good enough, since he didn't give me everything I've wanted.
It is good that you are focusing in your future and what you want. It will get you more than just focusing on feeling jealous of your friend being engaged.