I'm thinking of giving up. But I'm too lazy to even do that correctly.
Does your thinking have anything to do with being lazy?
Yes I think the way I think about life is making me lazy.
Giving up is when we feel overwhelmed and this is common to experience. When I went through something like this I got advice from one of my Uncles who told me that the only way to get going again is to push through that bad feeling until you're out on the other side with accomplishment on your mind.
I've never even considered that before.
Yeah, sometimes pushing through is all it takes. If you cant manage though getting professional help is a good idea. It will help put you in a better mental state.