I need to release
What will releasing do?
So a friend can understand me.
Its not great to hold things in that are bothering you. If you have to get something off of your chest then it is the mature thing to do to find someone to talk to. You need to help yourself before you can help other people anyway.
I just want to be loved\Trust me
People will still love you if you open up to them. I think this will be very good for you.