I'm not cis but I'm not fully trans. And honestly I know 98% of people think that's a joke so I'm terrified to say anything.
Do you think you could tell others in the future about how you feel?
Yes, but I'll need to talk really slowly and be direct with my thoughts and feelings.
It is hard to talk about some topics especially if you are still trying to figure things out. It is good to plan and prepare to do it in the future when you feel more comfortable.
Okay, I'm still thinking about it, but it's just easier for me to date a guy than a girl, even if I was a girl, it'd be easier to date a guy
That's a perfectly acceptable way to feel! Everyone is free to want to date whatever gender they want, regardless of what gender they are. It's good that you are willing to explore your gender identity and find out about yourself.