Should I plan on starving myself even though I'm afraid of becoming anorexic?
That doesn't sound good. What is making you so afraid if you decide to starve yourself?
I'm afraid of losing my muscle mass because I have been told that anorexics lose their muscle mass.
It seems like you want to lose weight and it's okay to control your eating. I don't think you should starve yourself though. You should talk to a doctor about the proper way to lose weight if that is your goal.
I am already determined to become an anorexic. I like the results and I have already decided to do this.
But by becoming an anorexic you will lose control and won't be able to get the results you want. You need to find a better way to lose weight and get the result you want.