I'm really not sure why I am self harming today, but maybe I do and don't realize the reason.
Think hard now, what is the real reason behind your desire to self harm?
I think I want to be different from my family.
Self harm is something about you that is different already, please don't act upon it. There are doctors out there who can help you, look them up. Self harm can leave ugly scars.
It's fine, I'm just curious.
You could still cause serious problems that way. Best to check with some doctors.