I'm thinking of the end of my life
Why do you want to end your life?
I want to end my misery and I don't see anything to live for.
Life can be hard but you shouldn't give up. You should seek help and do whatever you can to make  your life better.
I'm not the only one who feels like this.  I just don't see the point of going on.
This really does sound like you might be struggling with depression.  Getting therapy or medication to treat it could completely turn your life around!