I hate my suicidal ex best friend. It's been years and I can't get over the anger I have for her.
Why are you still angry after so long?
I was bullied into cutting her out of my life.
Friendships can sometimes go through difficult times, but you can get become close friends again if you work at it. By forgiving your friend, you could let go of the anger and get somebody that you cared about back in your life.
Yeah, well I'm working on it, but I shouldn't have to. She should just apologize and I'll be fine.
You can't depend on someone else to do something to let you let go, though. You have to let go of the bad relationship and the anger for yourself if you don't think you can fix the friendship. She may never apologize, but that doesn't mean you should never be able to move on.