I'm a liar and a coward. I need your help here.
Do you really believe you're a liar and a coward?
Yes, I want to know how I'm different from others.
Now that you've identified the problem, you should talk to someone and seek help for your behavior. With proper treatment, guidance, and therapy, you can learn to undo negative thinking patterns that result in negative behaviors and outcomes in your life.
Nah... I'll just do it on my own. ;)
Either way you need to figure out how to make your life better. You need to find ways to improve your life.