What do you think about the fact that I've dated most of my exes out of pity and then sabotage the relationship to leave?
Why do you think you behave like that in your relationships?
It was because I was disappointed in all of them once I got to know them.
If you find yourself in a relationship out of pity, or in one where you are always disappointed in your partner, you should break up instead of sabotaging the relationship. It is healthier to have a clean break-up rather than playing games and sabotaging the relationship.
That's for people who date pussy. I just want them to feel the same way I did.
You're never going to find someone to marry if you continue acting this way, and you'll regret it later in life when you have no one to call your own. Are you sure this is the life you want to live? Sabotaging a relationship seems like something most people would disapprove of.