I'm not sure if I can mentally handle visiting my grandmother before she passes away
Why do you think this will be hard for you to handle?
I'm pretty sure she doesnt remember me and I'm afraid that seeing her will hurt me a lot.
it is very hard to see our family when they are not well. I hope you will try to go because it is important to visit with your grandparents.
Nah, I'm not going to. I want to remember her being healthy.
I understand your pain but you might also regret not saying goodbye. You can still remember her as that great grandma. Seeing her this way won't be forever.