I don't think I want to talk to my mom while she's in the hospital. She's threatened suicide twice and has just been generally reckless with her life.
That sounds rough, but why wouldn't you talk to her?
She's sick, but she doesn't want to see a doctor. I wish her well and hope that she recovers soon. But I'm tired of all her BS.
I know you are tired of your mom's issues, but she needs your help. You should be there for her during this time.
I don't wanna fight for her if she's not going to fight for herself.
It sounds like your relationship with your mom has been stressful for you, and I could understand why you would want to cut contact with her. While it's not a decision to make lightly, it is reasonable to end a relationship with a parent that has a toxic effect on your life. Consider getting some therapy to work through any tough feelings you may have about ending the relationship.