I think I might leave my husband.
Why would you leave your husband?
I don't feel at home with him anymore. I don't wanna live like this.
I understand you have problems with your husband but it'd be better to talk to him about your marital problems before making any drastic decision. I hope you guys find some way out.
I'm surrounding myself with friends and family to help me with my decision. I feel like I'm thinking too much. The last thing I want is to be in this relationship.
It sounds like you have a good support system, so if the relationship really isn't serving you anymore then it's OK to end it. Marriage can be difficult and it's not supposed to be happy all of the time, but you're also not supposed to feel miserable in your marriage, particularly over an extended period of time.