Is it okay to be scared of relationships?
What scares you about relationships?
I feel like relationships risk removing you from your social life.
Relationships are scary but giving up on them is not good. You would end up alone and regret not giving people a chance. It is better to seek help and get better.
I'm already too socially awkward as it is. I don't think anyone would be willing to date me if I'm going to be like this.
Don't ever think you are not good enough for someone else. You will find someone who loves you for who you are, but it will take time and patience. Focus on loving yourself and see the positive qualities you possess.