I'm extremely terrified to leave my apartment because I know the Zionist satellite rays are going to read my thoughts.
Why would you be so concerned about something that isn't real? Do you really believe this?
Yes, I saw it on the news years ago.
Having unique beliefs is normal, but if they are impacting your life so much that you can't leave your home, then you need to seek help. Being unable to leave your home because you are so paranoid is going to cause major issues in your life. You should talk to someone so they can help you work through these feelings you have.
You are a loser, who needs to only shut up because you don't know.
I'm only looking out for your best interests. Harboring this paranoia about something that isn't real is already affecting your mentality. I highly recommend seeking some professional help so you could get back on track.