I'm fed up with the way I was treated and losing my friends
What kind of treatment were you getting?
When I was younger, people used to say that I had no friends and they were right. Didn't even have imaginary friends.
I think that you should try to make some new friends. No one deserves to be treated badly by their friends.
I know I just need someone to listen to me.
I think you can make some good friends by searching for people that share the same hobbies as you. Being badly treated for not having friend was wrong. Hopefully this advice can rectify that.