I've been so depressed lately and I don't know what to do
What's the reason behind your depression?
I think my life is just so fucked up
Contact a mental health professional on how to combat depression. It is a common feeling and seeking help is the best option.
Fuck that. I should figure it out by myself. You are not helping me at all.
Figuring it out by yourself may not work at all. There is no shame in asking for help, I implore you to do so.