People accuse me of being a weight because I was having no fun last night.
Do you believe that you really are trying to bring your friends down?
I wasn't intentionally trying to bring them down. I just try to be the voice of reason.
You don't always have to be the voice of reason when people are trying to have fun. If you're not into what they're doing, remove yourself from the situation or else you may ruin it for them.
I'm sorry.
It is okay, and I am glad that you are starting to realize that you have hurt your friends. I think that you will all make up now that you're willing, and that's awesome to hear!