I have slowly started to realise that every routine I do is meaningless and I do it just to fill a void.
Are you feeling bored with life? Can you explain to me why every routine is just to fill a void?
I've stayed in the same place and in the same job since I graduated and I'm in my 40's. I didn't go to any type of university and I don't work in any creative field.
We all get to feeling stuck in our lives at one time or another. You can still try to go to college even now to get your degree. Otherwise nothing will ever change and you will be there forever feeling so badly.
Maybe I should have a small chat with my boss.
That's a great idea. Maybe you could get a position that would make you feel like you are doing something meaningful. It never hurts to ask for a promotion or more responsibility.