Last night a guy took advantage of me yet again and I don't know how I even feel or what to do with myself.
Were you not aware of what was happening? Did you drink too much?
I was drunk but that's not the point
Letting men use you repeatedly screams of low self-esteem. Get a hold of yourself because allowing these things to happen is bad mentally and physically.
I think what happened was ok because he make me feel special in the long run. I am going to go out with a guy like that again.
I suggest you try to meet someone while you are fully sober and see if you still feel the same way about these guys you are seeing. Have a friend tag along if you go out drinking so they can look out for you too.