I never want to speak to my friends again
What is wrong with your friends that you want to abandon them?
I think they dwell too much on the past.
I get that your friends may bring you down a lot, but they are just going through a rough time and need you. Cutting them off will only make them feel worse.
Ok well I'll just fuck them over. I want to feel good and make them feel bad.
Throwing a tantrum because you are upset looks childish. They have been there for you during tough times it is only fair to support them. Have you told them why you are upset?