Is it bad that I spend hundreds of dollars on hookers?
Does hiring prostitutes help you in some way?
Not really, I usually feel bad.
I understand that you have certain sexual drives, but going to a prostitute for sex is not proper. Look to find a nice person that you can build a meaningful long-term relationship with instead.
What if I don't want to be tied down forever?
There's nothing wrong with not wanting to be tied down or in a long-term relationship. There are lots of people out there who are only looking for something casual, so maybe you should try to find someone like that.