I lost everybody because of alcohol
That sounds hard. How did alcohol cause you to lose everyone?
I was really growing up with no family. I wasn't sure I could have a loving relationship. Alcohol helped me cope with my problems.
A lot of people use alcohol to cope with loneliness and end up pushing people away. The good thing is, you can get help for your behavior and try to repair the relationships in your life.
I love alcohol, I just can't control myself.
You should try to take care of your addiction if you want people to be in your life.