I'm scared to search for work
Why would you be scared to search for work. It's important to work!
I had bad experiences with my previous jobs
It's understandable that you have had bad experiences from other employers but not all places are bad to work at. You should take a break then get back to looking for the right place for you.
I think it's time to look for a job closer to home
Being closer to home might make you feel more comfortable in general. YOu shouldn't be worried about repeat things happening at a new job. Each job tends to have its own unique people and vibe going on.