I'm afraid of myself because I have so much control over him.
Why are you afraid of having that much control?
I'm not exactly the most responsible person with power, I might hurt them inadvertently.
That sounds scary. It's okay not to be in control of all the things in your life.
Thanks that helps but I am still a little scared.
That is normal, you will always have things that scare you, so does everybody else. People are not in control of everything in their life and that is normal.