I'm going to confront a group of girls who were chatting shit about me
What did these girls say about you?
They said that I was "ugly and un hot" in front of a bunch of other people, and they didn't even know me.
You should stand up to bullies. If you stand up to them then they are not likely to do it to you or others again.
I hate myself, no help will help.
I'm sorry that this event has upset you, but sometimes you just need to stand up for yourself if you're being bullied.