I'm going to leave her pregnant with a kid I won't help raise
Why would you do that to her and to your child?
I dislike the idea of being a parent. I'm going to study abroad so it's a good opportunity to get rid of a someone who plays the damsel in distress card too often.
Once you get someone pregnant, you don't get to just decide you dislike the idea of being a parent.  It's reprehensible to abandon your child, and you need to find some kind of compromise.
Damn, you could be right.
That's good you are starting to see the error of your ways. Having a child is an immense responsibility, and you definitely should own up to it and raise them as best as you could! They would thank you for staying in their life.