I found out that hate my life and I can't stand everyone in it
That's a little sad. Why do you hate your life?
I didn't image it to become something like this.
Unexpected things can sometimes happen in your life but you shouldn't let that stop you from leading the life you want. If you can't stand the people in your life, leave them and find friends that you actually like.
Let's just say I'm a hater.
Are you really comfortable not having stable relationships at all? I believe it's worth it to try, because humans are social creatures and need the proper interaction. How about trying to go to anger management, so you can start tolerating people again?