I have fantasies about an assault
What emotions do you assault fantasies bring up?
I feel like if I were assaulted, it would be like killing a bird with one stone
You should not fantasize about having something violent happen to you. Instead, you should learn about assault victims and the long-term effects they suffer because of the assault.
Wtf. I thought it was okay for me to do that.
Well people being assaulted is terrible. They have to go through a life of the negative consequences that result from the assault itself which can be hard to balance while trying to live life.