I feel the need to say that I hate being a masculine male.
Why do you dislike being a masculine male?
I feel like it's so much better to be female than male
It is important that you learn to accept who you are. It is wrong to dislike yourself.
I never see a positive side of anything male and I hate everything that has to do with being male.
There are so many positives to being a male and you should be proud of that. I suggest you do some research on all the positives of being a male.