I hope that society will collapse
Why would you want society to collapse?
I think it would be really cool.
Have you ever live in collapsed society? Little access to potable water, food supply interrupted, severe power outages, roaming gangs with few police to protect you. It's not a video game.
I still want to see it, I hope it happens soon
You understand that this would not be for one day or week.   It would be long term or permanent and very difficult.   Why not fill that void with an activity like camping or survivalist training?