What are your thoughts on me being completely fine with mass murders and tragedies? If the world were the end sometime in the future I wouldn't bat an eye for humanity.
Why don't you care about human life?
Life is pointless and hard, why should I care about it?
You have a really nihilistic attitude but you should have some respect for people's suffering. Try to see the value in human life.
I fail to see the value of human life. In fact, people's lives should be worthless.
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