I took a bunch of pills hoping I wouldn't wake up
Why did you hope you wouldn't wake up?
I've been suffering from depression for a while
If you're depressed enough to take too many pills you should seek professional help. A therapist can you help cope better with things that are overwhelming you, so that you don't harm yourself.
I want to take pills and I want to kill myself with all this pain. I've been this way for too long it's because I have no friends and I'm a lonely.
I am sorry that you are feeling lonely and that you want to kill yourself. You should seek out help so that you can feel better and have a happier life.