What should I do? I'm trying so hard to be exceptional but I just can't take it anymore.
Why do you think you need to be exceptional?
I want to be the most admired person in the world.
It's normal to want to feel special. But being the most admired person in the world isn't really a realistic goal. It's okay to just be an ordinary person and enjoy your life.
I'll still try to make it happen.
It's important to realize that everyone won't share the same opinion of you, no matter what you do. Strive to be a good person, instead of striving to be exceptional.