I slept with my stepfather's married brother for $200 when I was 19.
Did he do it for the money or the sex?
That's a good joke. I'm going to kill myself because I'm a slut and a whore.
It could be tempting to sleep with someone when we feel like we're going to get a benefit from it, but you should never sleep with someone who is married. If you sleep with someone who's married, you can ruin their relationship and you're likely to feel ashamed of yourself afterward.
Do you not see what the big deal is? Should I be ashamed of myself?
It is a big deal to sleep with someone who is married. It seems like you have realized this now.