I do blame my mother for all my problems
I'm sorry to hear that. Is there a reason you blame your mother?
When I was child, my mother sent me to a mental hospital where I received the worst possible care, she had me institutionalized
If you have a problem with your mother then you should confront her about it. Bottling up this feeling will just exacerbate the resentment you have.
I wouldn't do that. I'll make her life hell instead
I don't think making her life hell is going to make you feel better in the long run. It sounds like you need to sit down and have a serious relationship with her.