I wish something bad would happen to them so I have an excuse for being depressed
What do you wish would happened to them?
That they were robbed and raped.
It is not good to wish bad things happen to others in order for give you an excuse. It will make you seem evil.
I'm going to do it anyway.
It is horrible to wish evil on others. How would you feel if it backfired and you ended up in their position?