I think I enjoy being depressed
Why do you enjoy being depressed?
I think it's just in my DNA to be this way.
You might feel comfortable so far being depressed, but it causes long term consequences that could be dangerous for you. Talk to someone about this and see if you can find the root of your depression so that you can move on from it.
Why would I do that if I just told you I enjoy being depressed?
Because that's what depressed people tend to say. They are just pretending to be cool, but deep down they want to get out of it. There is nothing wrong with being depressed. It is quite common. I just don't want you to get so deep into depression that it will be much more difficult to get out of it. The earlier you seek help, the better it will be.