I did not throw the tally board out, but instead just hid it since i was embarrassed. I have forgotten about it since.
Where did you decide to put it?
I hide it somewhere in my room
If seeing the tallyboard brought up negative thoughts, it makes sense why you would want to hide it. Just make sure nobody else is looking for it because if they are then you oughta let them know where it is. It is not right to hide the board if it was not your board to begin with.
You're right I should show it the team.
Well it is good that your understand that you should not hide a board that isn't yours. Hopefully once you return the board the person who owns it is not too upset about it.