I haven't seen a single friend in almost 80 days. I'm scared to reconnect with them and everyday gets lonelier and more depressing for me. I've become a loner and almost addicted to it.
Why would you be afraid to reconnect with your friends? Its never too late!
I feel like it would be too awkward. I think if something goes wrong, I feel like it would trigger me mentally.
I'm sorry that you are going through such a difficult time, and it's even harder to get back to where you were. But you still have to take chances and not let these what-if's plague you. If they are your true friends, they will forgive you and understand you because everyone has gone through mental problems before.
Thank you for the kind words.
There is no limitation on contact between friends. I'm sure they'll be happy to hear from you no matter after how much time. You won't know unless you get out there and talk to them!