I'm emotionally abusive and have mental problems but I'm in denial and I don't want to seek help for several reasons that aren't really important in the long run.
Why don't you want to seek help for your problems?
Because I'm perfect in my world. I'm going to be a successful scientist and also a great artist, a great soldier and a great lover to a lot of girls
It sounds like you should seek some professional help. You should never be emotionally abusive to other's in your life. You'll end up with no family or friends.
I don't care about getting professional help. I'm not going to be alone, I'm going for being a grandpa before I'm 40.
Your dream about being a grandpa young and not being alone might not happen if you don't work on yourself. It would be good seek help so that you can be a young grandpa instead of being alone because people don't want to be with an abusive person.