I've decided I'm going to take it day by day and fake it until I make it.
What's the reason behind this decision?
There's been many times I've set my mind on something and I've been able to do it.
It's good to take things slowly.  You should do whatever works for you. Maybe you can analyze what motivates you so you're able to realize your goals over a longer period of time.
I don't think I need to learn anything. I just need to put more effort and shit and I will get there. Don't worry. Need to get this shit done. Need to make it.
Sounds to me like you've figured out what works for you and you have made tweaks as you've moved forward. Good luck with your approach and I hope you continue to find much success.