I've been a go between one too many times and I've handed out one too many contracts. Now everything I did is now in jeopardy and I feel this is just the beginning.
Why did you choose to overextend yourself like that?
I just didn't want my friends to trust me less.
While it sounds like you've overwhelmed yourself with too many things, it's good that you recognize the problem. Now you have to figure out how to stop taking on too much; you need to learn how to say no to people.
I'll take a little vacation and then I'm back. I will hear no.
Everyone makes mistakes. Try not to be so hard on yourself.