I have a ridiculous mental problem
What sort of mental problem do you have?
It makes me feel like I'm awake and asleep at the same time.
It's natural to want to downplay your mental problems, but it's important to take these things seriously. If you write your mental health issues off as ridiculous, you may not receive the help you need to get better.
You are not an expert, I know my own health and I'm fine.
But it sounds like you are having some problems with your mental health. Don't you think you should get it checked out by a professional just incase?