For some reason I always have the urge to eat food and I'm feeling I'm addicted. I'm gaining weight really rapidly.
Does it have something to do with the current condition that you're in?
No, I'm just a fat bitch
Gaining weight because you want to be fat is not good for your health. Rapid weight gain can cause a lot of diseases and possible death.
Would it make you feel better if I said I want to gain weight as a joke?
No that would not make me feel better, I think taking care of your health is really important and not a joking matter. I would recommend you seek out a diet that works best for you. This will get you back on track to a healthy weight.