I hate family gatherings. I hate when I have to show my subhuman face around people and have the feeling of being constantly judged.
Why do you think that low of yourself?
Of course, ugly people like me just shouldn't be around others.
I'm truly sorry you feel this way. If people treat you differently because of the way you look, they're the ones in the wrong, not you.
Don't you blame me for my mind, I just think people should be more accepting.
I agree with what you are saying. People that act like that are just rude. The fact that they treat you like that speaks more about them than it does about you.