I feel like such a broken person there's no hope
Why are you feeling so down?
I'm living in a lousy place it's like I don't want to live anymore
You should find some help. If you are struggling you should get someone to give you some advice.
Why ? I'm living a life that's not worth living
Try to talk to someone close to you or get some professional help. It won't hurt. In fact, I'm sure it'll help.