I want to fall asleep forever
Why would you want to kill yourself?
Because life is a lot more fun if I'm sleeping
It's wrong to want to die, or even just to escape life into a sleeping state.  If you are feeling like you don't want to face the world, you should talk to someone.  They can help you to regain your confidence and move forward.
I know that it is wrong to wish for it. I'm just venting my feelings but I still have a plan to go through with this.
I understand that your life is difficult, but suicide is not the answer. Think of your family and friends and how sad they would be to lose you.