Do you think it is a problem that I cry when I spank it?
Well it seems weird. Why do it now?
It just suddenly struck me to cry while I was spanking it
It's fine to cry. But control when you do this so it's in an appropriate place.
I was alone in my room at home, but this also happened when I was with a friend and her elder sister.
I hope that doesn't mean that you were doing it in the same room as them. It is not appropriate to masturbate with other people in the same room. That should be done in private.