I need to get this off my chest...
What do you need to get off your chest?
I fucking hate my job, the work I do is tedious
If you feeling dissatisfied about your work, then it is good idea to talk about it with others so that you feel acknowledged and supported. Your mental health will benefit and you will be better able to solve the issues affecting your life. If there is little chance for your job to improve, you should try finding a more fulfilling position that better aligns with your interests.
I see where you're coming from, it's still stressful.
Making the first move to start talking about your issues would be highly beneficial to you. Just try to think how happy you are going to be getting all this off your chest and moving on from here.