I have huge trust issues and I can't handle it. It's taking over.
Why do you have such trust issues?
I guess it all goes back to my childhood...
A lot of painful tendencies can be traced back to our childhoods. Have you considered talking to a doctor about your trust issues? They may help you come to terms with the issue.
I don't need pills to fix me.
I agree, you probably don't need pills. But a therapist can help you overcome the trust issues, and maybe give you some tips for dealing when you feel overwhelmed.