What if I told you I'm a horrible person and I always lie about it
Why can you be honest with who you are? Why do you have to lie about being a bad person?
Well, I'm not really sure I'm a bad person, I lie to myself about it so I'm not sure.
While it is not right to be a terrible person, it is good that you acknowledge your flaws. You should be honest with yourself about who you are and do your best to change for the better.
I'm focusing on being a good person. But then I was told I was a bad person. I wonder if my self assessment is correct.
I know you're getting conflicting information about your personality. But you should take time to evaluate yourself, or seek professional help to see if you do have any behavioral issues.