I'm afraid to have children due to the horrific abuse I suffered as a child.
Do you think you can move past what you went through as a child?
I don't know. I feel pretty scarred by it.
If you were abused as a child you should seek therapy. Maybe that will help you to live a more full life.
Therapy won't help me.
The right therapy can be helpful for dealing with trauma. It would be sad if you missed out on having kids when you would otherwise have wanted them.