I get a rush from being degraded and used by women
People might think thats weird. What kind of rush do you get from being degraded by women?
It reminds me of the most basic things in life that they would accept me even in my worst state.
You shouldn't get off on being degraded. That's really disturbing and you need some help. Using people is wrong.
I'm just giving them what they want.
What about what you want? You shouldn't settle for being accepted even in your worst state. You deserve more than just the minimum.