I plucked out her eyes and fingernails
No way you actually did this. Why would you hurt someone like this?
I was curious what makes her tick.
It is not ok to mutilate people or even to talk about it. You need to seek help for these thoughts if you being serious.
I was just curious about it but I'm not anymore.
It wasn't worth it at all to hurt her this bad, she will never get her vision back because of this. I hope you learned your lesson, that physically harming people is really bad. I believe it would be best to turn yourself in, so she can get some justice.