I broke off my affair. Now they are getting a divorce and I am confused and miserable for ever being a part of it
How did you feel about breaking off the affair?
I felt like I had lost something I never cared about
It is good that you broke things off but you shouldn't have interfered in the other relationship at all. You ruined a marriage and people will judge you for that.
I was angry and I wanted to teach them a lesson about my worth and value.
But now things haven't gone as well as you've thought, huh? The past can't be changed, but you can shape the future but no longer being involved in affairs with married people. You will be happier finding someone single.