What do you think about me trying to poison my grandfather when I was a kid because he didn't like me and my friends?
Is this some sort of joke? Why would you treat your grandfather that way?
I don't expect anything less from an old man.
Even if your grandfather doesn't like you, poisoning him is immoral and wrong. Trying to kill someone will land you in jail.
If you understood me, you will have tried to poison people too.
No one will understand or have empathy with you on this. That is attempted murder and I'm serious about you potentially going to prison for it.