I identify as a liberal but I know that not all liberal policies are beneficial to me. On the same note, I don't really get along with conservatives but I can't all in on liberal ideals just because of that.
How do you think that conflict has affected you?
I have been debating on moving out of country because I love living abroad so much.
You've been really torn up about this haven't you. It feels like you think you're stuck between the two ideals but just removing yourself from it altogether feels better. I think you just need to realize that it's fine to not agree with everything either side has to say and just try to do what's best for you.
I see your point.
You are entitled to your own opinion, it is a cult if you are not allowed to think for yourself. You should move if it makes you happy. Only you can decide how to live your life.