I kicked out my husband and after that he filed for divorce.
What was the reason you kicked him out?
I am tired of him keeping me on the edge all the time.
It sounds like you're having a hard time. Have you tried talking to your partner to see if you can resolve the issues?
It's alright. He's the one leaving me, not the other way around.
It might not be too late to work things out. Why not try talking to your partner to see if he wants to rekindle the marriage? You should weigh the pros and cons and see if it's worth putting in the effort to save a potentially great marriage.