I'm not going to try to patch things up
Why not even try to patch things up?
I can win all on my own. I do not need the help of anyone else.
That's sad. It's always best to try to patch things up with people you care about.
I want everyone else to feel like they lost, too.
If you refuse to make things right, they are going to just stay wrong forever. Eventually, these wrongs will add up and simply add stress to your life. You are better off trying to fix whatever the issue may be.