I'm thinking of pretending to be dumb and annoying until everyone I know hates me.
Why pretend to be dumb and annoying?
I'm confused about my role in society.
It is wrong to act dumb. Just be honest about who you are.
But nobody liked the real me.
Finding your place in society can be hard but sabotaging yourself by acting dumb and annoying can't be the answer. Just try to be honest with people about who you are. This way at least you will not get confused about your own identity.