I feel like having another relapse back to drugs.
Do you feel like the relapse is due to drinking?
No, I feel like having another relapse because of my emotional state. I am more likely to relapse when I get emotional instead of when I get drunk.
Dealing with problems alone can be difficult, sometimes we need to seek help to get better. You should reach out for your friends and family to get help and to get them to be there for you.
That's true. I should better start looking into how to make friends and become less of a fuckup than I am.
That's a good idea! You can start with family as you make friends. You can even make friends while in rehab if you choose to go.