I believe that I'm a fake friend and person for that matter
Do you really think that? What makes you a fake friend?
Because I would sacrifice my actual friends or lovers for money
Wanting more wealth is normal but it is not good to ditch your friends for money. It will be hard to make friends if they know the cannot trust you.
I'm a good actor, I can fake it. Until I get what I want.
But wouldn't you want genuine and sincere connections with others? I believe that while money is good, it can't really buy real relationships and happiness. How about trying to make friends the normal way, like at a bar and show your real self?