I'm an addict in the middle of relapse
Is this a cry for help?
Yes, I'm going out of my mind.
Well, it's understandable that an addict will relapse sometimes. You should really get help, though. Eventually your addiction could kill you.
I know. I've got a therapist booked.
That's great, if you need emergency care pleas go to a hospital they can help you get clean safely if you experience withdrawals. Sometimes if you are on a bender waiting can be the wrong treatment.