I think books gave me an unrealistic expectation of love. What should I do to fix it?
Why do you think books have an unrealistic expectation of love?
The love I experience in relationships isn't the epic love I expect from books.
That's true, books are written to be exciting, not accurate. The same is true of movies and other media.
Dude I just don't care about love at all anymore. I'm giving up on that.
Don't give up on love because it's not like a book. You will find love you just need to have different expectations.