I thought I would be but I'm not excited about someone else's good news.
Why aren't you excited for their good news?
It made me feel less special.
You should be happy for others. Being envious won't help you accomplish what you want and might be harmful to your relationships.
I know. I think I'm jealous and I'm trying to stop myself
It's good that you at least realize it. Being supporting of others is important in life.