I wanted to have anorexia as a tween and it backfired with me developing another eating disorder
Why is anorexia something you wanted to have as a tween
I thought being skinny would make me attractive.
You should have sought help from a psychiatrist, that's the best thing for people with anorexia to do. If you don't get help when you have an eating disorder you could die.
I just wanted to be skinny.
There are a lot healthier ways to get skinny with diet an exercise, so I think it would be a great idea to consult a nutritionist alongside a therapist if the disorder is serious. I believe in you getting to a healthy weight, but in a safe manner!