I think deaf people are extremely adorable
What make you see disabilities as adorable?
I think they are cute because I can always help them with their problem
While it's nice you appreciate the disabled, you are fetishizing them for their disability and that is ableist in itself. You need to respect them for who they are and understand their problems on a deeper level. They don't need you to see them as a cute prop.
I don't think I understand what you are saying.
It's simple really and plain for you to read. You need to understand their problem to a much deeper problem, rather than seeing the surface.