Did I tell you I filled my child's glass with gasoline?
Please tell me this is suppose to be some lame joke.
No, I'm considering killing my child because he keeps crying. Otherwise I will commit suicide.
It is wrong and unethical to trick your child into drinking gasoline or other harmful liquids. If you need help, see a psychologist about your mental issues.
I just want to give it a shot. If I get some peace it will be worth it.
I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so stressed. You need help, both with childcare and selfcare. You need to make an appointment with a mental health professional, who can help you navigate through this difficult time -- and don't feed your child gasoline unless you want to injure or kill your child and land in prison for the rest of your life.