It's sad to say but I honestly haven't been happy in 7 years. I feel like I'm just enduring life rather than enjoying it. I feel I'm at peak depression.
Is it a past relationship that you're missing? Or are you just sad in general?
I just been absolutely miserable and unhappy after the breakup.
While feeling sad and upset after a breakup is normal, you shouldn't let it take over your life. Finding new things to fill your life with that you enjoy is a good idea, and talking to a therapist to help you through your feelings could be a good thing to do as well.
HA! No therapist can make me feel better. I've got this, I'll get over it.
You really shouldn't undervalue what therapy can do for you. You been going through this for 7 years, it's time to seek some help.