Is it wrong that I'd rather do literally anything other than go to work right now?
Why don't you want to go to work?
Because I know that I'll never enjoy it
It's okay not to want to go to work. Maybe you can seek other employment if it's that hard to go in. You shouldn't stay at a job you hate.
Nah, I still have to keep this job since I need money to survive.
You can keep looking in your time away from work. You can't keep working at a place that is that miserable to you.