I want to be bullied
Why do you want to be bullied?
I think it will help me confront my fears
It's good that you want to confront your fears, but you shouldn't try to get bullied to do that.  Try seeing a therapist instead, or act out a scenario with your friends.
Fuck that, I'm gonna get bullied.
I'm not sure how you would go about getting someone to bully you, but I have to warn against it.  You could be putting yourself into a dangerous situation, and that would not be very effective at confronting your fears if it actually turns out badly.  I think you should try to talk or act this out in a harmless, simulated setting.