I can't remember! why can't I remember what he did to me??
It's okay. Sometimes I also can't remember what happened to me.
This pain is something that I should still be able to feel.
If you are having trouble with your memory, it would be a good idea to talk with doctor. You might either have a disease or emotional trauma that is preventing you from recalling your experiences. Getting medical treatment could help you recall those memories.
I feel comfortable in my body.
Just because you feel comfortable now doesn't mean you haven't experienced something awful. If you think that might be the case you may want to see a doctor.