I have perpetual foot in mouth syndrome and I hate myself for it.
That's tough. How bad would you say it is?
It is pretty bad, I say mean things to people and they end up hating me for it.
I think it is normal to be self-conscious about what you are saying. Sometimes it is best to think about things before speaking so you don't end up saying something you shouldn't.
I don't want to try to think because I don't know how to start. Thinking is too hard.
It's not that bad. all you have to do is practice. Before you say something, ask yourself if it's the right thing to say and if you say it anyway then apologize right after.