I used to pretend cry every night just so my parents won't force me to go to pharmacy school. Now I'm really crying every night because I don't know what I can be anymore!
I'm saddened to know about this. Why were you pretending to cry in the first place?
My parents want me to be a pharmacist.
You shouldn't manipulate your parents through fake crying. Just be honest with them, man.
I'm crying because I'm upset and I don't know what to do.
A lot of people can feel lost and I feel you, but you shouldn't manipulate your way to do so as you have found out you are now unable to know what you want to do in life. If could be honest with your parents, I am sure they will guide you to the right direction and help you figure out what you can do as a career in the future.