So I talked to someone and they helped me to realize that I have destructive tendencies.
Why do you think you have destructive tendencies?
I feel like often times I don't have much to lose so why not go ahead and ruin things?
You have to think about the positive things in your life. I'm sure there are somethings that you enjoy and make you happy? Try to focus on making your self feel happy and not making others unhappy by displaying destructive behavior.
Counseling is for losers.
Counseling can help everyone work out what's bothering them so that they can improve their life and their happiness. You should give it some consideration before dismissing it.