I'm cutting myself in secret.
Why would you cut yourself in secret?
I'm looking for attention, but I don't know if this is the way.
It's okay to want attention. But you shouldn't harm yourself for attention. Instead, you should surround yourself with people that can give you the care and attention you need.
Does that mean I'm going to see a doctor?
It is wrong to hurt yourself, but I'm glad that you can admit what you are doing. You should see a doctor to get the help that you need. Taking steps like these will be able to help you in the future.