I took 50 mg of ridilin because I needed to feel high so I could get work done and focus and also because it made me feel relaxed again for the first time in months.
What are you hoping to achieve with the drugs?
I'm in the creative field and I need to be relaxed in order to come up with stuff.
As much as it seems like it's alright, relying on drugs to  function or get work done isn't healthy overall. I suggest finding a different method to rouse motivation within yourself.
I'm a big boy, I know what I'm doing...
I understand you're an adult, but I'm letting you know if this becomes habitual, it'll lead to complications down the line.