What should I do? I don't know if I'm lazy or naive.
Do you ever refuse to work?
Yes, I'm quite cynical about work, I'm lazy and distrustful of people.
It can be hard to continue to be motivated if you don't enjoy your work. But, changing your outlook by reminding yourself how much you do right every day can help!
I know, it's just people's shit. I just don't care, who am I to get bothered by other people actions.
You can change your tendency to be lazy by improving your outlook of the world. The way you engage with your goals is inspired by the attitude that you have. It would be good to work toward improving your mindset.