I can't wait until everyone I made promises to are dead and gone
Why would you wish death upon these people?
I want them all to die in order to fulfill my darker needs
I don't think it's okay to wish death upon anyone for any reason, especially selfish reasons. You should stop doing that going forward I think.
No one cares about what you think. I don't mind if they find out who I really am.
But you wouldn't want people to wish death upon you right? You should show others the same type of respect.