I'm scared of being a pall bearer for my grandmother
How did she die?
She's dead because of falling down from her bed that was too high for her
It is expected for family members to carry the dead at funerals. Being near the center of attention might make anyone nervous.
I just don't want to be a pall bearer because I don't want to be near the center of attention.
There is nothing wrong with being nervous. It would be nice to do that for your grandmother, but if you really can't, I am sure your family would understand.