Now what should I do. I've got to pay my rent, but I got myself fired from my job because I was terrible at it.
I'm sorry to hear that. Did you learn what you needed to in order to do the job properly?
Not really, I didn't want to put that much effort into it.
We all have moments when we don't feel motivated to put in the required effort but as adults, we recognize those moments and push through anyway. As an adult you need to try your best to be responsible in order to make your life and the life of those around you easier.
I'm not going to be able to listen at my next job either.
Recognizing that you likely won't be able to listen at your next job is actually a good thing. It means there be some type of issue that could be preventing you from trying to be more ambitious about life. I really suggest you try to talk to someone about this so you can put in your best effort in the future.