I once peed in a random stranger's garage.
What made you pee in that stranger's garage?
I had to go so bad, so I just peed in his garage out of spite.
Getting even with the world is no excuse for peeing in someone's garage because that is problematic and hurtful for them. Get ahold of your resentment and stop taking it out on random people.
Then what will I do with my feelings.
It is up to you to manage your feelings in a constructive way. Wanting to hurt others is not a good way to handle your feelings.