I'm addicted to not being sober.
What drives you to avoid sobriety?
In this world, I consider being sober the most draconian and barbaric of all mentalities.
Avoiding sobriety drives your addiction and is bad for your mental health much more than sobriety. Get yourself in a program and get the help you need.
I'll do as I please.
You are free to do as you choose, but also need to make sure that you are not using a substance enough to make your like unmanageable or risk your health.