I burned myself with a heating brush. I got a second degree burn and told everyone it was an accident. I didn't realize I would scar myself and I now have to live with the reminder everyday.
That sounds terrifying. What has this experience taught you?
I learned how easy it is to lie on first instinct. I wish I was brave enough to admit it was an accident on first instinct.
I hope your scar and bad feelings will start to fade. Try to be honest with those around you so they can help you. It is not good to lie to others.
It's alright, I have been keeping my model train collection a secret too since I was a teenager.
Sometimes secrets are very harmless and may be even beneficial to let out. Why not try showing off your collection, I'm sure friends and family would love to see it and maybe even give you gifts for it! Being honest about it will only bear fruit.