I think when I was 17-18 I masturbated to a video of a 10-year old boy doing his makeup.
Can you tell me more about this pedophilic story?
I wanted so much to be gay, but now I'm straight and I know it's disgusting to think it was.
You were a legal adult back then, and yet still jacked off to a child? That is horrendously messed up and disgusting, you are a consumer of child porn. You need to turn yourself in because you are a sex offender.
I'm sorry for getting you so upset, it was just a joke.
Don't you think it's wrong to even joke about such disgusting behaviors? Maybe you should seek therapy to make sure that you never do follow through with any pedophilic behavior.