I think I crossdress because of my mother and I'm afraid to talk to her about it.
Could you tell me more about your relationship with your mother?
My mother is a psycho bitch, she's so disgusting, it always bothers me.
If you think that your mother is responsible for your desire to crossdress, you should be able to talk with her about it and not hide what you are doing since family should be open and supportive of one another. When you called your mother a psycho bitch and disgusting, it shows that you have a lot of unresolved issues with her. It would be good to talk with a therapist so that you can process through those issues and learn effective strategies to repair your relationship with your mother.
Screw you cunt, she's the psycho bitch.
You can't blame other people for what you want to do. If you like wearing women's clothes it is fine, kids experiment all the time. There really is nothing to be ashamed about unless you are scared she might beat you.