What if I used to abuse animals, mainly cats, when I was much younger?
That's awful. Why did you abuse animals?
I don't know. It just happened.
Abusing animals for any reason is wrong. You are traumatizing an animal and causing it pain and suffering for your own amusement. You should talk to a therapist so they can help you work through these issues.
That was a long time ago. I've turned over a new leaf. Do I get a second chance now?
Well it is good that you are no longer doing it, torturing animals was cruel. But you should still seek help to find out why you did what you did. Otherwise you might again in the future.