I watch videos of amberlynn reid when I'm hungry to keep myself from eating.
What does this mean? Can you explain why you do this?
I use it as a threat to myself when I'm desperate to eat.
Is watching video of an overweight person really the best way to watch your weight, you think? You should try a healthier method, like having an accountabilibuddy or keeping a journal.
I can do it myself, I don't need any tools to help me.
Well it sounds like an unhealthy tool to me. You should try to do something where you don't need to make fun of other people.