I think taking my life seems so peaceful to me now
That's a very concerning statement.  Why do you think taking your life seems peaceful?
I think dying is a great adventure, dying from taking my own life gives me a great thrill.
No one wants you to take your life. Lots of people would be very upset if you did. If you're thinking of taking your life you should talk to a mental health professional right away and try to get help with whatever issues you're having.
You are not a suicidal counselor I bet and I don't care what you are saying even if your point is valid.
While I am not a counselor, I am still a caring person and I care about you.  Have you made an attempt to talk to a counselor?  Taking your own life is a final decision and not something to be excited about.