I want to be fairly compensated
What do you want compensation for?
I want to get a compensation because my girlfriend hurt me so badly by having an affair
I can't imagine what kind of compensation you would get for that. Maybe you should just break up with your girlfriend instead.
I can't. Just thinking that I could end up single makes me feel so depressed
Don't you think being single would feel better than being cheated on? You could stay in the relationship but would you ever trust her again?