Do you think I can put an expiration date on my life?
Why would you put an expiration date on your life? Are you not happy?
I'm going to do it soon. I don't want a single second of my life to not be lived with pure joy, happiness and love for myself and others
It's okay to want to be happy. You should value your life, even the moments that aren't filled with joy. Life has ups and downs.
I don't think it's a big deal. In fact I don't even like the people who I care about sometimes.
If you are feeling hopeless and desperate I think you should reach out and talk to a professional. Your feelings are valid and you deserve to live weather you are happy or not.