Is it strange that I've played Russian roulette on my birthday for the past three years?
Why would you play such a risky game?
I'm in love with the thrill. I need to feel that much excitement or else life is boring.
It is so wrong to play Russian Roulette.  You are lucky to be alive.  You can get a thrill from something else other than a deadly game.
Whatever, I'm playing next year as well.
There are better ways to get a thrill than playing Russian roulette, which could lead to you dying. Try doing something like skydiving or an extreme sport to get your kicks, rather than something so dangerous.