Can't they just say why I can't do this stuff?
Why do you want them to give you answers?
Hey! I want the reason to be sufficient.
I think it's best to just show your parents in a respectful way to know the reasons for their actions. You are definitely entitled to know and have closure, just as how they would want it too. A lot of trust building and communication improvements can come from this.
I wish I had thought this through before I blamed them for everything.
I'm glad you are aware of the mistakes that happened. Now it can be easier to try and apologize to them and make it up to them.