I can't believe that I have a crush on a family member
That sounds a bit questionable. Is it a dream or something you want for reality?
It's a fucking reality you idiot. I've never known love to make me feel so much pain though for having these romantic sensations.
You can crush on anyone and have feelings, it is very easy to do that. If you have a crush on a relative that can be a bad situation to grasp for some. You will be looked down on by most people if they find out that you want an incestual relationship.
I don't care what others think of me. Do you think if I try my hardest to win her over will she accept me?
I'm not really sure if you should pursue such taboo relationships. Familial love should be separate from romantic love. How would your relative feel if she knew you wanted to be romantically involved with her?