I want to make people beg whenever they want something from me
Why do you want people to beg when they want something from you?
I feel strong and powerful when people beg me for something
You are expecting people to grovel to you and that is wrong. That is a mean thing to do to them. You should be kind so people will want to be around you.
It's not my problem. They should just grovel as I want and also I want them to owe me for everything.
That is a bad thing for you to do. It's rude to make people beg because you want them too. You might end up losing a lot of friends this way.