I said something terrible to my mom but you know what? I don't feel bad about it.
What did you say that was that bad to your mother?
I told her it wasn't a big deal if she died because she was a bad parent anyways.
You may not think it's a big deal that you said something that bad but your mother is probably devastated. You seriously hurt her with that remark even if she didn't show it and you should apologize for it. Next time show some respect and keep those things to yourself if you think them because she's trying her best as a mother.
It's funny that you would say that, did you know that when I was a kid she threw me down the stairs and hit my head open?
I apologize for assuming that you're mother was a good person. You're right. Not all people deserve to be mothers.