I let myself get used for a race fetish again.
What do you mean when you say you got used for a "race fetish"?
I mean I let a guy date me just because I'm Asian.
I get you may be lonely, but you shouldn't let yourself be used like that. It hurts your self-esteem.
But at least I get laid.
Just because you got to have sex doesn't make it okay. You should only date people that are into you for your personality, not your race.