What do you think about me wanting to circumcise early in life?
Is this connected to your feelings about circumcision?
Yes, I'm already very sure I don't want to be circumcised in the future.
It's okay to want to be circumcised.  However, this is something you should see a doctor for, not attempt to do it yourself.
Excuse me, it's my body and I should be able to do whatever I want to it.
By seeing a skilled doctor, you can be sure that the circumcision will be done properly. Doing it on your own may cause irreversible scarring and damaged.