Me: I looked really Asian when I was little. My grandma: Yeah, you look more white now. You look more American- Caucasian. My half-Asian and half-white looks made me feel foreign, unwanted.
I don't get it, why are you saying you felt unwanted?
Asians look bad, I should feel accepted by Americans but I don't because I still look Asian.
There is nothing wrong in having asian looks. It's not ugly so you don't need look like more white.