I've finally decided to end it all
Why would you end it all?
I don't have anything to live for so I'm going to end it right now.
I know it's tough to feel this way, but you should talk to someone about your suicidal thoughts. No one wants you to end your life, and many people would be willing to help you. I think you should talk to a friend or family member first, then talk to a professional.
I'm going to end it right now.
Please don't, killing yourself is not the answer. I urge you to call a professional right now and get some help.