I'm thinking of booking a nice hotel, buying a lot of drugs and alcohol, and doing an all-out drug binge for a day
Sounds like a dangerous and potentially fatal time. What makes you want to do that?
Honestly? I'm just curious to see if it's possible to die from it.
Wanting to cut loose is fine but a drug binge is dangerous, potentially lethal and obviously illegal. Why would you do something so reckless and put your life at risk when you know you shouldn't?
Nah, I'll do it anyways. Nothing to regret.
It sounds like you are going through some self destructive issues. You should talk to a professional about these views before you are killed.