I just remembered the most disgusting thing I ever did as an alcoholic
What did you do as an alcoholic?
I ate diarrhea
It is good that you are out of that phase now. Understanding what you did wrong in the past helps you get ready for the future.
I would never do that again, I can't believe I ate a human beings shit.
I can't believe that either, but I'm sure glad it's in the past.