I'm a 25 year old male. My uncle molested me dozens of times when I was a teenager. I secretly enjoyed it.
Why would you enjoy something like that?
I secretly enjoyed it because my uncle was very generous with his money.
You should have reported him when it happens. You might not have realized it at the time but what he did to you was wrong.
I'm going to shoot up a business full of my uncle's friends. That's evil.
I think that you are dealing with a lot of repressed trauma, especially because you say you enjoyed it because your uncle paid you after molesting you. Also, it is clear you have not healed because you want to shoot your uncle and his friends, which is a terrible thing to do. You should talk to a therapist to work through the trauma of what your uncle did to you, and to help you find better ways of coping with the pain you feel.