What do you think of me planning to pray every night that God gives my husband cancer?
What makes you think it's okay to pray for someone to get Cancer?
Do you think I am a bad person for wanting to say something like this?
Rather than wishing ill will on your husband, you should try to find out what you can do strengthen your marriage. Talk to him and be on communication so that you can be happier.
I had failed to create a good relationship with my husband. From now on, I just want him to die.
It's never too late to try to improve the relationship with your husband. Start small and over time the bond between you both will improve. However, wishing harm on someone is wrong and it's putting bad energy out there that will come back to you.