I stumbled upon edits of the christchurch shooting that I thought were funny and I feel horrible
Did any of the edits seriously make you laugh?
Yes, a lot of them did. I feel terrible.
You shouldn't laugh about shootings. That's awful since so many people died.
What if I didn't mean to find those edits? I'm an idiot.
Even if you found them randomly, it's wrong to find humor in such tragedies. It's great you are having some remorse in it, so maybe you can talk to someone trusted to get it off your mind?