What would happen if I gave up on my life and my job?
That sounds very ominous, why do you feel like you want to give up on your life and your job?
Nothings going well for me and I'm really struggling, both at home and at work.
It can be very difficult when it seems that things in life are not going your way, but you should not give up on yourself. Talk to a professional that can help you work through this, as it will probably make you feel a bit better.
I don't think that anyone can help me feel better or get out of this state of mind that I'm in.
I know it seems like you're in a very dark place, but talking to a therapist can help you make sense of your feelings. Don't give up on yourself, they could really help you get your life back on track.