I'm struggling with my depression and I felt the need to seek out help.
When did you start thinking about seeking help?
I have been planning it for a while now.
It is hard to deal with depression but it is good that you recognize that you are having trouble and want to seek help. It will lead you to have a better life and a better handle on your situation.
I want to slit my wrists because I can't feel anything. I just want a reason to live. I don't know if that is a reason to get my wrists cut up but I can't take it.
I feel your pain and understand. You feel your life is meaningless, but killing yourself is not the solution. Get the help you need as soon as you can.