Sometimes it makes me so happy to love listening to people cry and scream so much, that I told my friends I wished I could listen to it constantly
Wow, you're disturbed. Why would you want to hear crying and screaming?
I am of the opinion that hearing and watching other people suffering is more satisfying than winning or succeeding.
Technically having an unusual like is not in itself wrong. As long as you're not forcing people to cry and scream for your enjoyment, that is. That would have consequences like harming others and likely jail time.
I was looking for your opinion on whether witnessing other people's suffering is more satisfying than winning or succeeding.
It is not satisfying at all to see something suffer, and most people would expect you to not be happy about seeing someone in pain. You should care more about others and have some empathy for your fellow man.