I just wish I had someone to talk to.
Are you feeling okay? What is it that you need to talk about?
I feel so unhappy and unloved, and I'm tired of ignoring my desires.
If you feel unloved and need someone to talk to, it is a good idea to reach out to your family members. Family should be there for you when you are down. If you can;t talk to family, you should work on making close friendships so you have someone to lean on when you are sad.
I'm not sure what you mean exactly.
That if you're feeling this bad that you should reach out to your family and friends right now. It's very important to find love in times when you feel low like this, trust me.