What do think about me swallowing a bunch of pills?
What is the purpose of you swallowing a bunch of pills?
I always wanted to know what happens when I die.
You may be curious about death, but killing yourself by overdosing is wrong. You will never know what happens with death because you will be dead and can't come back to know it.
I just want to end my life.
If you feel like you want to die then you should call for help. Mental health professionals can help you to not feel that way anymore. You can also talk to your friends and family for support.