born 1992. life-long coder. senior engineer. architect. unhinged buildercore maniac.
deep in monk mode. life dedicated to the craft. care about nothing else. doing nothing else.
darkness provides silence. silence provides focus.
build until i'm hungry. eat until i'm not.
build until i'm tired. sleep until i'm not.
blackout curtains. wake at noon. coffee by one.
did i build it right? or was it the right thing to build?
failed again? skill issue. more deadwood to burn.
skipped breakfast. forgot lunch. i don't do "weekends".
burnout, my old familiar, now kneels before me.
imagine sisyphus happy. this will only hurt a little.