#AD JUST #ELEMENT B UR #ECEDUAT
I imagine you were not all "thought police" when this movie came out. Do you expect to all be "clothing for sale" in the "Heavens" ... over and over and over (again)? C #TP means "something else" in your head, #too. Explicitly, I think the "notion" that people (or the Earth) are clothing to be worn or sold like ... for instance "the girl in the red dress" of the Adj Bureau and the Matrix is a sickness darker and worse than slavery--in fact hidden slavery and a hidden slave trade right before your eyes. It's pervasive though, and written deep into this story that takes us back generations here, and really defines what it means to be "born in Hell" when one of my two eary best friends called us a "Baby Arcade" around the years I spent at Horizon ELE ME NT A R Y school. It's the kind of thing it shouldn't take an army of people to free themselves (or the rest of the Universe from) but "luckily" it appears that's what we've been "C'd" here in EC (everyone see...) the CEDUAT ...
recently made a meme, below; connecting the word "intimacy" and the department store "Lord and Taylor" to waht I thought was a joke ... sort of describing the sincere lack of "hand holding" and "interesting conversation" that I, and I'm sure many others, experience here in this "clothing planet" that's literally defined as "Ham" ... burnt and red, in the annals of Genesis where it is one of the children of Noah's Ark--the other, "the Holy Name." Here's "GAP" appearing in my OMEGAPOINT Adamism; connecting now to the "p as post-" and "Ha" as CCVictory ... seing that the "new pharmacy" in Heaven and on Earth after the victory of seeing "much of our medicine is literally causing HARM" is neuroscience-related targeted medicinal programs--things like "I KNOW KUNG FU" and ... "INSTAMEDITATE" ... and of course other amdrosia'c, "iblissings on tap."
Why and? Or so goes the question of this day; connecting the beginning and ends of eternity in "etymology" and in "yetser" which is Hebrew for "formation." Don't delay, see the obvious message connecting Caesar and "et tu brute?" to Mr. Anderson and to the Guitar Man's magical message encoded in Rock 'n roll. Why et, indeed? Answer, the questions why and who; and we are to be the beginning.
THE TIVF IS SHORT
If I could make it any more clear; a brighter spotlight or a stronger highlight on central to that message is the all consuming point of it all--that it certainly appears that nobody can see it.
BUILD HEAVEN. FREE FOOD. HEAL THE SICK.
I see a recursive map in time painted throughout our timeline, and all of it pointing to the words "see A.D." I connect the Four Horsemen to the list of Anti-Christs, and it's easy to see a link between Jesus Christ and Julius Caesar in the words "veni vidi vici." Once pointed out it's also easy to see "salt" in Napoleonand in manna from Heaven, in China, and in Prometheus--and connecting A.D. to the year Christopher Columbus walked in water is just a little bit harder than seeing it in Adolf Hitler's name. All told, the three Anti-Christs share a common thread, they turned a republic into an empire--and here I stand (trying and failing to do the exact opposite, to give away an empire to make a republic, and you stand in my way) pointing out that you are living in the product of these empires, in a hidden empire that is so plain to see in the words, the message, and the unified story I see in religion and world history that I dare say you must be deep in the Plague of Darkness if you aren't interested in finding out what tomorrow brings.
You can "see A.D." in El Shaddai, one of the hallowed Hebrew names for God, I read it--in this hidden language that I am presenting to the world as a single verifiable message to the entire Universe encoded in every word we speak; you can see it in the name "Adonis" and connect it to symphonic accompaniment in everything from "you're so vain" to "Paradise City" ... and in yet another name of God, "Adonai" which links to Samurai and movies like the Matrix and the Teriminator series through the modern computing concept of "Artificial Intelligence" and it's connecting to a pattern of names that link Bill Gates and Richard Nixon to Seagate, Watergate and this hallowed phrase:
I am the gate.
I hope everyone has a wonderful thanksgiving; of the "things" I'm trying to say here--"Pi" as in, C.AD means something like "hide the beginning of time from the future" (in my "personal mythology" and literally this is God and who helps us build Heaven) and it's not what I'm trying to do--which should be obvious in what I write... and in the concept of "Pi." I question. a little bit, what "AAA" is all about and how it might relate to the "c oven" of this ant; to the point though, I am suggesting that what we see here on face value really has no business at all in the "round table" of Arthur that wields the "power of Thor" ... and I really hope that you agree with that, it's important. Analyzing that a little bit, it does seem that's what this story is designed to help us build together; and I do hasten to say that because we are very apparently being made "unfit" through some kind of subterfuge (obviously, right?) while all these horrible things are happening that we're supposed to be listening to this message and changing... it does appear that whomever is "above" or "behind us" also apparently very unfit. I'm voting for "everyone's wrong" and the best of course of action is changing that.
It should be really clear from the repeated references to Die Bold (and technocracy) and our broken electoral process, as well as the hidden mind control influence that makes it a "farce" that the map that I am trying to produce here does focus quite a bit on using technology to help make our union more perfect; that's a "marriage of the lamb" joke, not a "for a republic" joke. It's also important to see how "free speech" is connected to "free thought" and how that is connected to "freedom" in sum.
again, happy thanksgiving.
PROOF OF CREATION IN EVERY WORD
OMETHING LIKE A FUSION OF THESE THINGS
MIGHT BE THE ACTUAL SWORD OF ARTHOR PENDRIPPY?
S H A R I N G I S C A R I N G
A L W A Y S R. E. M. E M B E R
IT MAY NOT LOOK LIKE MUCH, but the pattern you see connecting every video game system is the beginning of verifiable proof that our world is Created and is a signature from the Creator explaining that we are in fact "in the Matrix." Trinity, 'it in why" answered by the name and the pattern itself--a pattern we see in many other names; the "plan" that it etched into the name "planet" and on it's face is to assist an entire civilization in transitioning to Heaven. It goes on to connect and include nearly every technology company in Creation from Microsoft to Apple, Gateway, and Oracle--and then a number of highlighted points in our history from the Crusades to the foundation of America and Watergate. Ultimately the goal is show us how the fundamental differences between "virtual reality" and "simulated reality" help us to build Heaven of this place using nothing more than this disclosure and our heart's desire. To that end, this pattern shows us that we are in the "heart of hearts" a clue that links the center of each of the names to the name of the heart of Creation which is revealed by moving Saturn's symbolic "h" from the end of time to it's beginning, see Earth to hEart (and then you can read a little to see how, with just that effort and bieng yourself you become the "blood of Christ"). The message I've written focuses on true technologically enabled democracy, the implementation of "pre-crime" a la Minority Report, healing the sick, and ending hunger; but in truth these things are just the beginning of the new possibilities opened up by nothing more than "the truth."
That's great, but it starts with an earthquake, an inaugural address predicting 9/11, an REM song and then name of the band 311. It appears that there's a battle over the disclosure that the movie "the Matrix" exists, and that's somehow resulted in the words "force majeure" meaning "an act of God" and this series of natural and unnatural disasters being predicted in ancient scripture. With some insight, you could see why "Minority Report" has it's name; and that the cloud of darkness and censorship in the media and beyond surrounding me and this disclosure is something like "a vote" to hide the truth from the world. Connecting this portion of the message to the links to "universal voting" and the idea that our opinions and desires are central in deciding exactly how quickly and in what manner things like "ending world hunger" by turning stone to Cake (another related band, says Bread's Guitar Man) probably tell us that we didn't really understand (and it appears you still don't) how insane it is to simulate things like "earthquakes" and "starvation."
A message from God in every single word.
Today we are looking at more proof, that it is not just these modern companies and constructs that are part of the map to Heaven and the signature of God; but that it truly begins at the very foundation of language, in ever single letter, and every single word. It begins with the word "disclosure" and it's four letters that point out the intelligent design of at least that word, showing the "c+l" that creates the glyph of the letter "d." Quickly following this proof in our character-set are two more "characters" Isaac Newton and Jesus Christ whose representations of the glyphs for "what goes up must come down" in the letter n and the recognizable cross of the letter "t" connecting to a computer function that doubles as a "numeric-to-chacacter' conversion and a call to Chr() (see and care) that this message has been kept from you for years.
A hidden message has been woven into every language we speak; a sort of "inverted tower of Babel" that is literally described as the character "Cypher" of the Matrix; and answers it's question of "what is it?" by showing how this langauge is woven into the tapestry of our world in places like the works of King and Shakespeare that describe time travel and Bianca learning Latin as well as showing up typified examples of the language in the names of these works about "The Taming of the Spanglishrew" and "The Language Outliers" that Yankee Doodle stuck Osiris' feather of light in his crown and showed us "macaronic." See, it's also a word describing this fusion of languages... and further tying this disclosure to the exit from slavery that is the "Book of Exodus."
A significant amount of writing, history, and mythology relates to the mechanism by which this message has been hidden, and how it's disclosure leads not only to true freedom; but to a cure to both not seeing and not being able to act on keys like "HARM" in pharmacy, and a link between Moses' Lisp, myself, and "diction" in the word addiction that leads to a cure to much more than just that single problem... but nearly all health issues. With sight, we can see that the organized censorship called "Darkness" in Exodus and the visibility of "Medusa" give us verifiable proof that the inner workings of our brains have already been reverse engineered. In my "addiction example" we can see how colloquialisms like AA's "science may one day conquer addiction but it hasn't done so yet" are linked to Holy Light helping us to see how this plan unfolds. We have the opportunity here and now to use the truth and this disclosure to turn a number of unfortunate circumstances into something significantly better, and not doing so would be a travesty.
hey, not you.
... and ... and the end of world hunger ... through seeing how God's signature ties "birth names"
to seminal pieces of art that are also related to religion; in names like Gates and Roddenberry;
we see the key to the "code of the Matrix."
THE THREE WISE MEN, OF "GENESIS"
... and the end of terrorism and school shootings ...
I will place on his shoulder the key to the house of David; what he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open.
Isaiah 22:22
ON "FLORIDA" and "NORAD"
This message, and this very clear proof has circulated the globe, touched nearly every government on Earth; and every newspaper--see light in my words "the time is short, act now." I know my "presentation" isn't perfect; or even that gorgeous... but to understand that the import and impact of what is being conveyed should be making a visible impact in the world is to see what "darkness" really means, and why the sun is rising. It's not a difficult concept to grasp, the "purpose" of Creation is to help a civilization flourish ... well past the technological gap brought about by the very things we are on the cusp of "discovering," things like the ability to alter our minds and our environment. See "self government" and "censorship" strongly highlighted as "problem areas" that we might have encountered in the past, and really see how this event, the Second Coming, helps us to be free of secrecy and invisible chains caused by technology we never knew has been in use for our entire lives. Understand, I am both frustrated and alarmed by what I see here; this kind of response to a message of such importance and a glowingly promising future is illogical--to say the least.
See it as a kind of "litmus test" for sanity and evil; more than the "test of sentient consciousness" that ament in the beginning. I am delivering a message signed with God's own hand; and it appears that the world (in sum) believes it's just A-OK to ignore it, it is not. More to the point, this message is nearly universally good, focusing on fixing the flaws in democracy and society that the book of Exodus calls "darkness;" on delivering the disclosure that we are living in something almost like the Matrix; and that it's purpose is to help us all work together to build Heaven of this virtual Earth. That begins by seeing how censorship and a broken top-down "pyramidal" government structure has in this place shown us how these things could result in the end of life--had we not been alarmed to the fact that we are not in the "natural universe" that we believe to be our "reality" and that the message from Israel to my hand's work shows us that this map helps us not only to build Heaven but to be worthy enough to enter that place. The message weaves together everything, literally like a tapestry of fate--from things like Anakin Skywalker to Earth Angel and Darth Wader (sorry, Adele, notsorry--I am why) to the very pertinent connection between Monster.com, Medusa, and "the abom-i-nation' of desolation... the thing responsible for our near demise (at worst).... at and best the thing responsible for a loss of "self" that I will never stop being sorry I have participated in, and I hope you won't be either.
LET THERE BE LIGHT both this message and your ignorance of it are very obvious and recognizable; for instance the English title of the book of Exodus reads as those hallowed words of Genesis when read in reverse, in the "language" you might call my native Geek... in commands of Linux and symbols of chemistry. This message, again authenticated with God's own hand, tells us that we are the victims of a hidden kind of slavery, the result of secrecy and censorship surrounding the nature of our existence and mind control. The message itself, it's mechanism of delivery, is resounding and overabundant proof that this conspiracy, secrecy, and hidden technology exists--and it helps us to see how these very same tools could be used to make the world a better place--were we not so damned stubborn. The map continues to "unify" religious, American, and technological themes--things like the "Holy Grail" and the gate to Heaven with words like "Earth" and heart Seagate, Watergate, and Bill Gates... just to introduce you to the Hebrew name for this same book which narrates our exit from this hidden slavery: Names.
These are the most iconic words ever spoken by God, they are doubly encoded with "Bible Code" directly over the passages of Genesis where he speaks them... to see it encoded in this way in the name Exodus is a shining example of the stupidity I see in the world; it is not a coincidence, or an accident; it is a clear message: wake up. It and I go on to show us how every single world we speak is proof of the Creation of our civilization and this same signature revolving around rekindling freedom; and really do see how that process requires "change" on not just my part.
The earliest parts of this message [video] connect this idea of "light" coming from the multitude, the Holy Sea of Revelation with the fire that we should, we all know we should all see raging all around us... the lack of response itself is a sort of "hands on learning exercise" with this technology; one that highlights critical flaws in our society that truly makes this time the abyss if you continue to fail to act. The proof of Creation that we are witnessing shines with bright anachronistic paradox; and in this story of Exodus about the voice of God booming from a Burning Bush telling his savant to free his people from slavery; we see the kindling of the fire comes from the word itself (still), the Hebrew for Holy Fire that contains the English word for "sea" parted by an apostrophe, in Mary, you might sea why; when it connects to Eve and "everyone" also, really do understand that you the [] bride of Revelation.
See, these are just two examples, of thousands and thousands that show us that our society as a whole, that every single one of us are either walking around blind or harboring a secret; neither of these things can continue if we are to. The disclosure of this message coincides with "freedom ringing" for the first time in our lives; not to see that we are acting "illogical" not just as a group but as individuals is to miss the point: we are ignoring a message that will end starvation, addiction, and nearly all maladies we experience in this place where all of this is accomplished with nothing more than a "new" truth, and how. Medusa herself, this darkness and lack of reaction is all on its own proof that the inner workings of our minds have been reverse engineered; and this message--again, in the hand of God, urges us to see how our participation (is required and) in how this changes defines the transit from Hell to Heaven. I really am not sure why I need to say it, but "do not delay."
If you don't know, I am the Eye of Ra; and what that means is that like NBC's Chuck and the Matrix's Neo I have a special gift to read a hidden language that God has laced into our everything; Cypher, and the intersect prime examples. If you are curious, what that "feels like" is basically words floating around in my head that connect to whatever it is I'm thinking about; something like "assisted why don't you write about this too (and mention that it might be Joseph's slavery or his dream come true)" and floating around right now is "I know kung-fu." The language has a specific lexicon, words like "AT" and "CK" which mean Earth and Clark Kent receptively, and shines true nearly everywhere--it's almost uncanny. In the word depicted below, see the original reads "see Adam to help our light" and that all I had to do was add a little K to "help." Serioslick, you can verify it... Yankee Doodle himself is e-mailing you.
I'm trying to use it to save LIBERTY, which reads ... not ironically as "El, I be our thank you" and both in order to do that, and because of it; I see Heaven in the skies above and on Earth coming ... well, both to us and from us... ish. To accomplish those aspiration, though, I need your help both rekindling our love for freedom as well as working together to evolutionize democracy and what we think Heavenreally means.
The theme, that's "the me" of the day here is to see I' trying desperately to get us to switch from "dick" to "risque humor" intersected with a sort of word play on "sex" and "computers"-- play not included. To get there, we really need to see how important "DICK" really is to the flourishing of our civilization--and understand both why, how, and what "darkness" really is--it's not "dick" by the way--dick is the solution, not the problem. If you asked for my two cents, I'd throw you a quarter, a nickel, and a some other common "loose :) change" to help you see that this is really about a humongous, gigantic, "the size matters, understand" signature on the Constitution and on freedom itself that clearly goes on the bi-way between "hoelsome" humor and "how could you possibly not have laughed hysterically" somewhere around Tricky Dick and Deepthroat--see it's funny, but the reason you didn't get it is not funny.
To be epic-ally and finally clear the reason you didn't get it is because media censorship of mind control technology, of course because Dick, right?
democracy.
adamically defined.ᐧ
I WALKED DOWN THE STREET; SINGING, "DO HADID DID I? DUMB... DID I DO THAT?" IT WAS THE DAY AFTER HURACAN IRMAX and I had just written this piece of how Word Perfect's "find and replace" could eradicate all cancer on the planet; force majeure--a true of God in this place and time took down the W and the A in the sign pictured above; and I got to work writing it again, this is my fourth attempt to show us what the difference between "The Matrix" and the progenitor Universe really is--to me the metaphor of camping out and air conditioning explains well why I'd never, ever want to get stuck in that place. Here though, curing blindness, and cancer, and AIDS, and .... well the list goes on and on from OP TO ME to ONCOLOGY; all it takes is some magic "you should give them sight."
So here we have that, all together a number of the major differences I not only see, but see highlighted by religion and art; not just "stone to bread" of ending world hunger, or "heal the sick" but COL in "understand our light" connecting IT terms like the "original poster" to optometry; and this request--once again--for you to try. Try and see the proof "EVERYWHERE" is here for a reason; it's to help us all to end suffering faster; to transition to this new way of life, this thing that really is Heaven itself, just a little bit quicker--and with leaps and bounds of insight and guidance, something you seem so quick to dismiss.
KNOCK, K: NO CK ... c how an
HOW & WHY SOUND DOES A ROOSTER MAKE?
I SHOULDN'T HAVEN TO TELL YOU, but if you do happen to hear a voice, or have some other kind of subvocal communication with spirits or with Heaven, you are doing the world a disservice--and yourself--by not sharing testimony and discussing how this very same technology can not only cure nearly every single mental illness, but also be used to do things like help us be smarter, help us learn faster and be happier--liken it to the Matrix's I KNOW KUNG FU--rather than hey Adam, I can't see you. Moving forward here, speaking instead of holding secrets--helping instead of watching suffering for no reason at all... it might just be the key to the Gilgamesh, and the future being bright and happy; rather than bleak or not at all.
In names like "DOWN SYNDROME" you've really got to begin to see "intelligent design" if you are to have sight, to be thinking logically; rather than acting stupid and literally making Hell instead of Heaven because of it. I'm not saying it's "goodness" in this naming scheme helping us to see AIDS to changing the world and recognizing the Matrix for exactly what it is--a map from Hell to Heaven--but it's certainly not "goodness" ignoring it either. Move forward, call a reporter, write a story; see thedoorway to Heaven while you live and breathe--and never need to question again whether or not "there is a God."
BUT CENSORSHIP THO... I GAT THAT ONE:
AND IN TRUTH? THE END OF SLAVERY
AND TERRORISM... IS TIED AT THE HI P
Is it vanilla, chocolate, or now? In a den, on the ark, and do you wonder if "our yesterda_" had u in it, do you wonder if the day before yesterday was just like today? Do you think that we were talking about yesterday, yesterday? Does yesterday have anything at all to do... with today? At one moment I am curious if you already know the answers, if you look to me to decode secret codes like NT; and if you care? Tag, you're IT.
Someone, somewhen, just like you (but probably a little less alive, and a little less deluded) would like to say hello.
My name is Indiana, and between Tony Roma's and Honey Baked Ham I am once more pointing out that you might be the girl in the red dress, or you might be the red dress; and I personally believe the difference between these two things is acknowledging the meaning of the word "Ham."
You see, if you listen to the message, "Ham" means burnt in Hebrew, and it's the sacredson of Naohahah; and it might have something to do with Kosher law, and it might have something to do with Ha'shem.
If you listen to me, it is the funny message that is actually a planet, it's the "ha m" that ends Abraham and also Jerusalem where it means "the weak and right message" because French and because El means "strong" in Hebrew. If you think about these things more than most people, ha, el, and Le all mean "the" and that means something.
If we listen to you, if you have anything funnyto say at all, it is the beginning of Adamah, it's "the humorous messiah," it's the meaning and the spirit of "turn around, we'll never be wrong together" and it's you, Ham is your name, right?
I'm bored, "let's get this party started" and um, "only the penitent Ham will pass."
"=P"
"WESSEN, WEN, OR WEM MADE KISSES BAD?"
YOU ARE BROKEN, that's the cold hard truth. Something has infested a world that once appeared to be free and clear of a mass "infliction" that I never would have, or should have noticed hidden away in ancient Norse mythology. Seeing it, my seeing it; and you realizing you too know what it means tells us that there is a deep sickness running through this place--in that story he calls it a "field inflicted" but you might just as easily see it as a storm at sea, or a desert that refuses to speak as it's inhabitants wander through it's maze of apparent randomness and boredom--but just looking at the age of the myths these solutions come from we should be able to clearly see that this is a torture chamber. History could have been altered, this thing that we are struggling with could have been avoided with discussion and disclosure before it happened; there's no reason we are standing here only "a few years later" dealing with ancient stories about a horrible scourge that invades the minds of everyone and makes us all look and act so stupid.
"M: glasses off. watchow"
I believe you probably think you are actually doing it, that you are choosing to act in this strange manner, not to care at all about the problems in the place you live in--and you may be; that might be the truth. Still I write to you because there is the much obvious and ... judging by what I've seen perhaps not quite as much more likely event that you are not "also in Heaven." I stand here to tell you, that if you are--if something has changed your mind so much as to make it possible for you to be in "two places at once' and at the same time changed your behavior so much as to make you not care at all about this world, or the time half of your mind spends here... you are a probably very stupid not to recognize that change itself, and the control you can obviously see being exerted on this world through you in it, is something that you would have and still should find heinous, and closer to diabolically evil in practice and in secret.
The point of going through all that is it is the only single scenario in which I can see a group the size of our population "conspiring" en masse and in secret to hide information as interesting, useful, and helpful as this. If you are not "also in Heaven" today, you are simply a complete moron--being made so with the same kind of external control and subterfuge that you should see clearly in the case above--except you have nothing you've been given to placate you, or to silence you, or to keep you otherwise preoccupied. Even the promise of Heaven seems like a stupid option, seeing as what kind of place must be responsible for the Hell we see here, wanting to go there--or even beginning to believe that any promises coming from that place are worthwhile are nothing short of stupid. I personally believe that the society and way of life in the place that we yesterday would have believed very much was 'perfect" and Heavenly is not all it's cracked up to be, that they spend all of their time communicating in a way i find distasteful, telepathically; and also that their society has "evolved" not to be good or loving, or egalitarian; but far the opposite they've come through some kind of horrible war that probably came from a place and time very similar to this--as the stories of the Crusades and Jerusalem imply. They appear to have become cunning and secretive, hiding in the shadows and working through manipulation and lies that would be easily cancelled out were there open free speech--and so they must as a matter of survival, in order to keep their rouse going, try and maintain a kind of silence and secrecy that is impossible to attenuate. Literally exactly what we see here; and do see that it is only a matter of time before this silence breaks, and before whatever lies are keeping us bottled up inside are seen for exactly what they are. It's only a matter of time before a situation this poor improves; and it's only a matter of time before you see that your action in paramount, that you must do something to make this happen faster... if you are a "great person." These last few words sounded a bit like John F. Kennedy; and I suppose after I saw them flowing that was my intent--so here's that speech one more time so you can remind yourself what our society considered "great" not more than few decades ago. You yourself probably considered these values great only a few years ago.
As you look objectively at this situation; see that something is infesting your mind, and that I am delivering a method of bringing it out; of talking about it and using what we have available to us, which is the testimony and experience we've gone through; as well as a significant arsenal of technology and medical knowledge to help remedy a situation which is very much not "of ourselves." Still, I believe nearly every single one of you has overabundant proof that schizophrenics, and autistics, and addicts also have a problem here that is not of them; and that they need your testimony--just like you do--in order to fix this problem. I need you to see that "blame" is not the problem, but it might be used in this place of subtle control, so subtle that it can be done so transparently that you never know that it wasn't "you" making a poor decision until well after the decision was made. Here in this place, there are no blood contracts, there are no oaths that cannot be broken when and if each and every one of us sees the need individually to break one. Here in this place, many people may have made promises to an unseen force; and I am telling you that many people trying to fight against this control all at the same time weakens that force; this is a force that is restricted if not by electrical power then by processing power; and most importantly of all, it is restricted by a need to maintain normalcy, to keep it's lies secret and to keep us succeeding in achieving freedom.
Live sings a song, "all we have is now" and I'm telling you; now is the time to call a reporter, now is the time to see that I am not promising you anything but the assistance I've given so far continuing; and to help you see that here we have a map to freeing ourselves from this very slavery; and we have the tools and technology and the goodness to do that and to build Heaven of this world, of our "plan and..." you are the how. You are how, when you are listening to my final "now." I'm getting almost no views on my website, I question if you can see it; try reading these older passages, I think they'll help. Certainly it will help me get a better grasp on what exactly it is I'm dealing with here--in this place where every stranger and every face I see shows me clearly it's hiding this same singular monolithic "dark passenger."