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THE ADVENTURES OF RODERICK RANDOM

By Tobias Smollett





CONTENTS


THE AUTHOR'S PREFACE

APOLOGUE

THE ADVENTURES OF RODERICK RANDOM


CHAPTER I

CHAPTER II

CHAPTER III

CHAPTER IV

CHAPTER V

CHAPTER VI

CHAPTER VII

CHAPTER VIII

CHAPTER IX

CHAPTER X

CHAPTER XI

CHAPTER XII

CHAPTER XIII

CHAPTER XIV

CHAPTER XV

CHAPTER XVI

CHAPTER XVII

CHAPTER XVIII

CHAPTER XIX

CHAPTER XX

CHAPTER XXI

CHAPTER XXII

CHAPTER XXIII

CHAPTER XXIV

CHAPTER XXV

CHAPTER XXVI

CHAPTER XXVII

CHAPTER XXVIII

CHAPTER XXIX

CHAPTER XXX

CHAPTER XXXI

CHAPTER XXXII

CHAPTER XXXIII

CHAPTER XXXIV

CHAPTER XXXV

CHAPTER XXXVI

CHAPTER XXXVII

CHAPTER XXXVIII

CHAPTER XXXIX

CHAPTER XL

CHAPTER XLI

CHAPTER XLII

CHAPTER XLIII

CHAPTER XLIV

CHAPTER XLV

CHAPTER XLVI

CHAPTER XLVII

CHAPTER XLVIII

CHAPTER XLIX

CHAPTER L

CHAPTER LI

CHAPTER LII

CHAPTER LIII

CHAPTER LIV

CHAPTER LV

CHAPTER LVI

CHAPTER LVII

CHAPTER LVIII

CHAPTER LIX

CHAPTER LX

CHAPTER LXI

CHAPTER LXII

CHAPTER LXIII

CHAPTER LXIV

CHAPTER LXV

CHAPTER LXVI

CHAPTER LXVII

CHAPTER LXVIII

CHAPTER LXIX












THE AUTHOR'S PREFACE

Of all kinds of satire, there is none so entertaining and universally
improving, as that which is introduced, as it were occasionally, in
the course of an interesting story, which brings every incident home
to life, and by representing familiar scenes in an uncommon and amusing
point of view, invests them with all the graces of novelty, while nature
is appealed to in every particular. The reader gratifies his
curiosity in pursuing the adventures of a person in whose favour he
is prepossessed; he espouses his cause, he sympathises with him in his
distress, his indignation is heated against the authors of his calamity:
the humane passions are inflamed; the contrast between dejected
virtue and insulting vice appears with greater aggravation, and every
impression having a double force on the imagination, the memory retains
the circumstance, and the heart improves by the example. The attention
is not tired with a bare catalogue of characters, but agreeably diverted
with all the variety of invention; and the vicissitudes of life appear
in their peculiar circumstances, opening an ample field for wit and
humour.

Romance, no doubt, owes its origin to ignorance, vanity, and
superstition. In the dark ages of the World, when a man had rendered
himself famous for wisdom or valour, his family and adherents availed
themselves of his superior qualities, magnified his virtues, and
represented his character and person as sacred and supernatural. The
vulgar easily swallowed the bait, implored his protection, and yielded
the tribute of homage and praise, even to adoration; his exploits
were handed down to posterity with a thousand exaggerations; they were
repeated as incitements to virtue; divine honours were paid, and altars
erected to his memory, for the encouragement of those who attempted to
imitate his example; and hence arose the heathen mythology, which is no
other than a collection of extravagant romances. As learning advanced,
and genius received cultivation, these stories were embellished with the
graces of poetry, that they might the better recommend themselves to the
attention; they were sung in public, at festivals, for the instruction
and delight of the audience; and rehearsed before battle, as incentives
to deeds of glory. Thus tragedy and the epic muse were born, and, in
the progress of taste, arrived at perfection. It is no wonder that the
ancients could not relish a fable in prose, after they had seen so many
remarkable events celebrated in verse by their best poets; we therefore
find no romance among them during the era of their excellence, unless
the Cyropaedia of Xenophon may be so called; and it was not till arts
and sciences began to revive after the irruption of the barbarians into
Europe, that anything of this kind appeared. But when the minds of men
were debauched by the imposition of priestcraft to the most absurd
pitch of credulity, the authors of romance arose, and losing sight
of probability, filled their performances with the most monstrous
hyperboles. If they could not equal the ancient poets in point of genius
they were resolved to excel them in fiction, and apply to the wonder,
rather than the judgment, of their readers. Accordingly, they brought
necromancy to their aid, and instead of supporting the character of
their heroes by dignity of sentiment and practice, distinguished them by
their bodily strength, activity, and extravagance of behaviour. Although
nothing could be more ludicrous and unnatural than the figures they
drew, they did not want patrons and admirers; and the world actually
began to be infected with the spirit of knight-errantry, when Cervantes,
by an inimitable piece of ridicule, reformed the taste of mankind,
representing chivalry in the right point of view, and converting romance
to purposes far more useful and entertaining, by making it assume the
sock, and point out the follies of ordinary life.

The same method has been practised by other Spanish and French authors,
and by none more successfully than by Monsieur Le Sage, who, in his
Adventures of Gil Blas, has described the knavery and foibles of life,
with infinite humour and sagacity. The following sheets I have modelled
on his plan, taking me liberty, however, to differ from him in the
execution, where I thought his particular situations were uncommon,
extravagant, or peculiar to the country in which the scene is laid.
The disgraces of Gil Blas are, for the most part, such as rather excite
mirth than compassion; he himself laughs at them; and his transitions
from distress to happiness, or at least ease, are so sudden, that
neither the reader has time to pity him, nor himself to be acquainted
with affliction. This conduct, in my opinion, not only deviates from
probability, but prevents that generous indignation, which ought to
animate the reader against the sordid and vicious disposition of the
world. I have attempted to represent modest merit struggling with every
difficulty to which a friendless orphan is exposed, from his own want
of experience, as well as from the selfishness, envy, malice, and base
indifference of mankind. To secure a favourable prepossession, I have
allowed him the advantages of birth and education, which in the series
of his misfortunes will, I hope, engage the ingenuous more warmly in his
behalf; and though I foresee, that some people will be offended at
the mean scenes in which he is involved, I persuade myself that the
judicious will not only perceive the necessity of describing those
situations to which he must of course be confined, in his low estate,
but also find entertainment in viewing those parts of life, where
the humours and passions are undisguised by affectation, ceremony, or
education; and the whimsical peculiarities of disposition appear as
nature has implanted them. But I believe I need not trouble myself in
vindicating a practice authorized by the best writers in this way, some
of whom I have already named.

Every intelligent reader will, at first sight, perceive I have not
deviated from nature in the facts, which are all true in the main,
although the circumstances are altered and disguised, to avoid personal
satire.

It now remains to give my reasons for making the chief personage of
this work a North Briton, which are chiefly these: I could, at a small
expense, bestow on him such education as I thought the dignity of his
birth and character required, which could not possibly be obtained in
England, by such slender means as the nature of my plan would afford.
lit the next place, I could represent simplicity of manners in a remote
part of the kingdom, with more propriety than in any place near
the capital; and lastly, the disposition of the Scots, addicted to
travelling, justifies my conduct in deriving an adventurer from that
country. That the delicate reader may not be offended at the unmeaning
oaths which proceed from the mouths of some persons in these memoirs,
I beg leave to promise, that I imagined nothing could more effectually
expose the absurdity of such miserable expletives, than a natural and
verbal representation of the discourse in which they occur.






APOLOGUE

A young painter, indulging a vein of pleasantry, sketched a kind of
conversation piece, representing a bear, an owl, a monkey, and an ass;
and to render it more striking, humorous, and moral, distinguished every
figure by some emblem of human life. Bruin was exhibited in the garb and
attitude of an old, toothless, drunken soldier; the owl perched upon the
handle of a coffee-pot, with spectacle on nose, seemed to contemplate a
newspaper; and the ass, ornamented with a huge tie-wig (which, however,
could not conceal his long ears), sat for his picture to the monkey, who
appeared with the implements of painting. This whimsical group afforded
some mirth, and met with general approbation, until some mischievous wag
hinted that the whole--was a lampoon upon the friends of the performer;
an insinuation which was no sooner circulated than those very people who
applauded it before began to be alarmed, and even to fancy themselves
signified by the several figures of the piece.

Among others, a worthy personage in years, who had served in the army
with reputation, being incensed at the Supposed outrage, repaired to the
lodging of the painter, and finding him at home, "Hark ye, Mr. Monkey,"
said he, "I have a good mind to convince you, that though the bear has
lost his teeth, he retains his paws, and that he is not so drunk but he
can perceive your impertinence." "Sblood! sir, that toothless jaw is a
d--ned scandalous libel--but don't you imagine me so chopfallen as not
to be able to chew the cud of resentment." Here he was interrupted by
the arrival of a learned physician, who, advancing to the culprit with
fury in his aspect, exclaimed, "Suppose the augmentation of the ass's
ears should prove the diminution of the baboon's--nay, seek not to
prevaricate, for, by the beard of Aesculapius! there is not one hair
in this periwig that will not stand up in judgment to convict thee of
personal abuse. Do but observe, captain, how this pitiful little fellow
has copied the very curls--the colour, indeed, is different, but then
the form and foretop are quite similar." While he thus remonstrated in a
strain of vociferation, a venerable senator entered, and waddling up to
the delinquent, "Jackanapes!" cried he, "I will now let thee see I
can read something else than a newspaper, and that without the help of
spectacles: here is your own note of hand, sirrah, for money, which if
I had not advanced, you yourself would have resembled an owl, in not
daring to show your face by day, you ungrateful slanderous knave!"

In vain the astonished painter declared that he had no intention to
give offence, or to characterise particular persons: they affirmed
the resemblance was too palpable to be overlooked; they taxed him with
insolence, malice, and ingratitude; and their clamours being overheard
by the public, the captain was a bear, the doctor an ass, and the
senator an owl, to his dying day.

Christian reader, I beseech thee, in the bowels of the Lord, remember
this example "while thou art employed in the perusal of the following
sheets; and seek not to appropriate to thyself that which equally
belongs to five hundred different people. If thou shouldst meet with a
character that reflects thee in some ungracious particular, keep thy
own counsel; consider that one feature makes not a face, and that
though thou art, perhaps, distinguished by a bottle nose, twenty of thy
neighbours may be in the same predicament."






THE ADVENTURES OF RODERICK RANDOM




CHAPTER I

Of my Birth and Education

I was born in the northern part of this united kingdom, in the house of
my grandfather, a gentleman of considerable fortune and influence, who
had on many occasions signalised himself in behalf of his country; and
was remarkable for his abilities in the law, which he exercised with
great success in the station of a judge, particularly against beggars,
for whom he had a singular aversion.

My father (his youngest son) falling in love with a poor relation, who
lived with the old gentleman in quality of a housekeeper, espoused
her privately; and I was the first fruit of that marriage. During her
pregnancy, a dream discomposed my mother so much that her husband,
tired with her importunity, at last consulted a highland seer, whose
favourable interpretation he would have secured beforehand by a
bribe, but found him incorruptible. She dreamed she was delivered of a
tennis-ball, which the devil (who, to her great surprise, acted the part
of a midwife) struck so forcibly with a racket that it disappeared in
an instant; and she was for some time inconsolable for the lost of
her offspring; when, all on a sudden, she beheld it return with equal
violence, and enter the earth, beneath her feet, whence immediately
sprang up a goodly tree covered with blossoms, the scent of which
operated so strongly on her nerves that she awoke. The attentive sage,
after some deliberation, assured my parents, that their firstborn
would be a great traveller; that he would undergo many dangers and
difficulties, and at last return to his native land, where he would
flourish in happiness and reputation. How truly this was foretold will
appear in the sequel. It was not long before some officious person
informed my grandfather of certain familiarities that passed between his
son and housekeeper which alarmed him so much that, a few days after, he
told my father it was high time for him to think of settling; and that
he had provided a match for him, to which he could in justice have no
objections. My father, finding it would be impossible to conceal his
situation much longer, frankly owned what he had done; and excused
himself for not having asked the consent of his father, by saying, he
knew it would have been to no Purpose; and that, had his inclination
been known, my grandfather might have taken such measures as would have
effectually put the gratification of it out of his power: he added, that
no exceptions could be taken to his wife's virtue, birth, beauty,
and good sense, and as for fortune, it was beneath his care. The old
gentleman, who kept all his passions, except one, in excellent order,
heard him to an end with great temper, and then calmly asked, how he
proposed to maintain himself and spouse? He replied, he could be in no
danger of wanting while his father's tenderness remained, which he and
his wife should always cultivate with the utmost veneration; and he
was persuaded his allowance would be suitable to the dignity and
circumstances of his family, and to the provision already made for his
brothers and sisters, who were happily settled under his protection.
"Your brothers and sisters," said my grandfather, "did not think it
beneath them to consult me in an affair of such importance as matrimony;
neither, I suppose, would you have omitted that piece of duty, had you
not some secret fund in reserve; to the comforts of which I leave you,
with a desire that you will this night seek out another habitation for
yourself and wife, whither, in a short time, I will send you an account
of the expense I have been at in your education, with a view of
being reimbursed. Sir, you have made the grand tour--you are a polite
gentleman--a very pretty gentleman--I wish you a great deal of joy, and
am your very humble servant."

So saying, he left my father in a situation easily imagined. However,
he did not long hesitate; for, being perfectly well acquainted with his
father's disposition, he did not doubt that he was glad of this pretence
to get rid of him; and his resolves being as invariable as the laws of
the Medes and Persians, he knew it would be to no purpose to attempt him
by prayers and entreaties; so without any farther application, he betook
himself, with his disconsolate bedfellow to a farm-house, where an
old servant of his mother dwelt: there they remained some time in
a situation but ill adapted to the elegance of their desires and
tenderness of their love; which nevertheless my father chose to endure,
rather than supplicate an unnatural and inflexible parent but my mother,
foreseeing the inconveniences to which she must have been exposed,
had she been delivered in this place (and her pregnancy was very far
advanced), without communicating her design to her husband, went in
disguise to the house of my grandfather, hoping that her tears and
condition would move him to compassion, and reconcile him to an event
which was now irrecoverably past.

She found means to deceive the servants, and get introduced as an
unfortunate lady, who wanted to complain of some matrimonial grievances,
it being my grandfather's particular province to decide in all cases
of scandal. She was accordingly admitted into his presence, where,
discovering herself, she fell at his feet, and in the most affecting
manner implored his forgiveness; at the same the same time representing
the danger that threatened not only her life, but that of his own
grandchild, which was about to see the light. He told her he was sorry
that the indiscretion of her and his son had compelled him to make a
vow, which put it out of his power to give them any assistance; that he
had already imparted his thoughts on that subject to her husband,
and was surprised that they should disturb his peace with any farther
importunity. This said, he retired.

The violence of my mother's affliction had such an effect on her
constitution that she was immediately seized with the pains of childbed;
and had not an old maidservant, to whom she was very dear, afforded
her pity and assistance, at the hazard of incurring my grandfather's
displeasure, she and the innocent fruit of her womb must have fallen
miserable victims to his rigour and inhumanity. By the friendship
of this poor woman she was carried up to a garret, and immediately
delivered of a man child, the story of whose unfortunate birth he
himself now relates. My father, being informed of what had happened,
flew to the embraces of his darling spouse, and while he loaded his
offspring with paternal embraces, could not forbear shedding a flood
of tears on beholding the dear partner of his heart (for whose ease he
would have sacrificed the treasures of the east) stretched upon a
flock bed, in a miserable apartment, unable to protect her from the
inclemencies of the weather. It is not to be supposed that the old
gentleman was ignorant of what passed, though he affected to know
nothing of the matter, and pretended to be very much surprised, when one
of his grandchildren, by his eldest son deceased, who lived with him
as his heir apparent, acquainted him with the affair; he determined
therefore to observe no medium, but immediately (on the third day after
her delivery) sent her a peremptory order to be gone, and turned off
the servant who had preserved her life. This behaviour so exasperated
my father that he had recourse to the most dreadful imprecations; and on
his bare knees implored that Heaven would renounce him if ever he should
forget or forgive the barbarity of his sire.

The injuries which this unhappy mother received from her removal in such
circumstances, and the want of necessaries where she lodged, together
with her grief and anxiety of mind, soon threw her into a languishing
disorder, which put an end to her life. My father, who loved her
tenderly, was so affected with her death that he remained six weeks
deprived of his senses; during which time, the people where he lodged
carried the infant to the old man who relented so far, on hearing the
melancholy story of his daughter-in-law's death, and the deplorable
condition of his son, as to send the child to nurse, and he ordered my
father to be carried home to his house, where he soon recovered the use
of his reason.

Whether this hardhearted judge felt any remorse for his cruel treatment
of his son and daughter, or (which is more probable) was afraid his
character would suffer in the neighbourhood, he professed great sorrow
for his conduct to my father, whose delirium was succeeded by a profound
melancholy and reserve. At length he disappeared, and, notwithstanding
all imaginable inquiry, could not be heard of; a circumstance which
confirmed most people in the opinion of his having made away with
himself in a fit of despair. How I understood the particulars of my
birth will appear in the course of these memoirs.






CHAPTER II

I grow up--am hated by my Relations--sent to School--neglected by my
Grandfather--maltreated by my Master--seasoned to Adversity--I form
Cabals against the Pedant--am debarred Access to my Grandfather--hunted
by his Heir--I demolish the Teeth of his Tutor

There were not wanting some who suspected my uncles of being concerned
in my father's fate, on the supposition that they would all share in
the patrimony destined for him; and this conjecture was strengthened by
reflecting that in all his calamities they never discovered the least
inclination to serve him; but, on the contrary, by all the artifices in
their power, fed his resentment and supported his resolution of leaving
him to misery and want. But people of judgment treated this insinuation
as an idle chimera; because, had my relations been so wicked as to
consult their interest by committing such an atrocious crime, the
fate of my father would have extended to me too whose life was another
obstacle to their expectation. Meanwhile, I grew apace, and as I
strongly resembled my father, who was the darling of the tenants, I
wanted nothing which their indigent circumstances could afford: but
their favour was a weak resource against the jealous enmity of my
cousins; who the more my infancy promised, conceived the more implacable
hatred against me: and before I was six years of age, had so effectually
blockaded my grandfather that I never saw him but by stealth, when I
sometimes made up to his chair as he sat to view his labourers in the
field: on which occasion he would stroke my head, bid me be a good boy,
and promise to take care of me.

I was soon after sent to school at a village hard by, of which he had
been dictator time out of mind; but as he never paid for my board, nor
supplied me with clothes, books, and other necessaries I required, my
condition was very ragged and contemptible, and the schoolmaster,
who, through fear of my grandfather, taught me gratis, gave himself no
concern about the progress I made under his instruction. In spite of
all these difficulties and disgraces, I became a good proficient in
the Latin tongue; and, as soon as I could write tolerably, pestered my
grandfather with letters to such a degree that he sent for my master,
and chid him severely for bestowing such pains on my education, telling
him that, if ever I should be brought to the gallows for forgery, which
he had taught me to commit, my blood would lie on his head.

The pedant, who dreaded nothing more than the displeasure of his patron,
assured his honour that the boy's ability was more owing to his own
genius and application than to any instruction or encouragement he
received; that, although he could not divest him of the knowledge he had
already imbibed, unless he would empower him to disable his fingers, he
should endeavour, with God's help, to prevent his future improvement.
And, indeed, he punctually performed what he had undertaken; for, on
pretence that I had written impertinent letters to my grandfather, he
caused a board to be made with five holes in it, through which he thrust
the fingers and thumb of my right hand, and fastened it by whipcord to
my wrist, in such a manner as effectually debarred me the use of my pen.
But this restraint I was freed from in a few days, by an accident which
happened in a quarrel between me and another boy; who, taking upon him
to insult my poverty, I was so incensed at his ungenerous reproach that
with one stroke with my machine I cut him to the skull, to the great
terror of myself and schoolfellows, who left him bleeding on the ground,
and ran to inform the master of what had happened. I was so severely
punished for this trespass that, were I to live to the age of
Methusalem, the impression it made on me would not be effaced; the more
than the antipathy and horror I conceived for the merciless tyrant who
inflicted it. The contempt which my appearance naturally produced in
all who saw me, the continual wants to which I was exposed, and my own
haughty disposition, impatient of affronts, involved me in a thousand
troublesome adventures, by which I was at length inured in adversity,
and emboldened to undertakings far above my years. I was often inhumanly
scourged for crimes I did not commit, because, having the character of
a vagabond in the village, every piece of mischief, whose author lay
unknown, was charged upon me. I have been found guilty of robbing
orchards I never entered, of killing cats I never hunted, of stealing
gingerbread I never touched, and of abusing old women I never saw. Nay,
a stammering carpenter had eloquence enough to persuade my master that
I fired a pistol loaded with small shot into his window; though my
landlady and the whole family bore witness that I was abed fast asleep
at the time when this outrage was committed, I was once flogged for
having narrowly escaped drowning, by the sinking of a ferry boat in
which I was passenger. Another time, for having recovered of a bruise
occasioned by a horse and cart running over me. A third time, for being
bitten by a baker's dog. In short, whether I was guilty or unfortunate,
the correction and sympathy of this arbitrary pedagogue were the same.

Far from being subdued by this informal usage, my indignation triumphed
over that slavish awe which had hitherto enforced my obedience; and
the more my years and knowledge increased, the more I perceived the
injustice and barbarity of his behaviour. By the help of an uncommon
genius, and the advice and direction of our usher, who had served my
father in his travels, I made a surprising progress in the classics,
writing, and arithmetic; so that, before I was twelve years old, I
was allowed by everybody to be the best scholar in the school. This
qualification, together with the boldness of temper and strength of make
which had subjected almost all my contemporaries, gave me such influence
over them that I began to form cabals against my persecutor; and was in
hope of, being able to bid him defiance in a very short time. Being at
the head of a faction, consisting of thirty boys, most of them of my own
age, I was determined to put their mettle to trial, that I might know
how far they were to be depended upon, before I put my grand scheme in
execution: with this view, we attacked a body of stout apprentices,
who had taken possession of a part of the ground allotted to us for the
scheme of our diversions, and who were then playing at ninepins on
the spot; but I had the mortification to see my adherents routed in an
instant, and a leg of one of them broke in his flight by the bowl, which
one of our adversaries had detached in pursuit of us. This discomfiture
did not hinder us from engaging them afterwards in frequent skirmishes,
which we maintained by throwing stones at a distance, wherein I received
many wounds, the scars of which still remain. Our enemies were so
harassed and interrupted by these alarms that they at last abandoned
their conquest, and left us to the peaceable enjoyment of our own
territories.

It would be endless to enumerate the exploits we performed in the course
of this confederacy, which became the terror of the whole village;
insomuch that, when different interests divided it, one of the parties
commonly courted the assistance of Roderick Random (by which name I
was known) to cast the balance, and keep the opposite faction in awe.
Meanwhile, I took the advantage of every play-day to present myself
before my grandfather, to whom I seldom found access, by reason of his
being closely besieged by a numerous family of his female grandchildren,
who, though they perpetually quarrelled among themselves, never failed
to join against me, as the common enemy of all. His heir, who was about
the age of eighteen, minded nothing but fox-hunting, and indeed was
qualified for nothing else, notwithstanding his grandfather's indulgence
in entertaining a tutor for him at home; who at the same time performed
the office of parish clerk. This young Actaeon, who inherited his
grandfather's antipathy to everything in distress, never sat eyes on
me without uncoupling his beagles, and hunting me into some cottage or
other, whither I generally fled for shelter. In this Christian
amusement he was encouraged by his preceptor, who, no doubt, took such
opportunities to ingratiate himself with the rising sun, observing, that
the old gentleman, according to the course of nature, had not long to
live, for he was already on the verge of fourscore.

The behaviour of this rascally sycophant incensed me so much, that one
day, when I was beleaguered by him and his hounds in a farmer's house,
where I had found protection, I took aim at him (being an excellent
marksman) with a large pebble, which struck out four of his foreteeth,
and effectually incapacitated him from doing the office of a clerk.






CHAPTER III

My Mother's Brother arrives--relieves me--a Description of him--he goes
along with me to the House of my Grandfather--is encountered by his
Dogs--defeats them, after a bloody Engagement--is admitted to the old
Gentleman--a Dialogue between them

About this time my mother's only brother, who had been long abroad,
lieutenant of a man-of-war, arrived in his own country; where being
informed of my condition, he came to see me, and out of his slender
finances not only supplied me with what necessaries I wanted for the
present, but resolved not to leave the country until he had prevailed on
my grandfather to settle something handsome for the future. This was
a task to which he was by no means equal, being entirely ignorant, not
only of the judge's disposition, but also of the ways of men in general,
to which his education on board had kept him an utter stranger.

He was a strong built man, somewhat bandy legged, with a neck like that
of a bull, and a face which (you might easily perceive) had withstood
the most obstinate assaults of the weather. His dress consisted of a
soldier's coat altered for him by the ship's tailor, a striped flannel
jacket, a pair of red breeches spanned with pitch, clean gray worsted
stockings, large silver buckles that covered three-fourths of his shoes,
a silver-laced hat, whose crown overlooked the brims about an inch and
a half, black bobwig in buckle, a check shirt, a silk handkerchief, a
hanger, with a brass handle, girded to his thigh by a furnished lace
belt, and a good oak plant under his arm. Thus equipped, he set out
with me (who by his bounty made a very decent appearance) for my
grandfather's house, where we were saluted by Jowler and Caesar, whom
my cousin, young master, had let loose at our approach. Being well
acquainted with the inveteracy of these curs, I was about to betake
myself to my heels, when my uncle seized me with one hand, brandished
his cudgel with the other, and at one blow laid Caesar sprawling on the
ground; but, finding himself attacked at the same time in the rear by
Jowler, and fearing Caesar might recover, he drew his hanger, wheeled
about, and by a lucky stroke severed Jowler's head from his body. By
this time, the young foxhunter and three servants, armed with pitchforks
and flails, were come to the assistance of the dogs, whom they found
breathless upon the field; and my cousin was so provoked at the death
of his favourites, that he ordered his attendants to advance, and take
vengeance on their executioner, whom he loaded with all the curses and
reproaches his anger could suggest. Upon which my uncle stepped
forwards with an undaunted air, at the sight of whose bloody weapons his
antagonists fell back with precipitation, when he accosted their leader
thus:

"Lookee, brother, your dogs having boarded me without provocation, what
I did was in my own defence. So you had best be civil, and let us shoot
a head, clear of you."

Whether the young squire misinterpreted my uncle's desire of peace,
or was enraged at the fate of his hounds beyond his usual pitch
of resolution, I know not; but he snatched a flail from one of his
followers, and came up with a show of assaulting the lieutenant, who,
putting himself in a posture of defence, proceeded thus: "Lookee, you
lubberly son of a w--e, if you come athwart me, 'ware your gingerbread
work. I'll be foul of your quarter, d--n me."

This declaration, followed by a flourish of his hanger, seemed to check
the progress of the young gentleman's choler, who, looking behind him,
perceived his attendants had slunk into the house, shut the gate, and
left him to decide the contention by himself.

Here a parley ensued, which was introduced by my cousin's asking, "Who
the devil are you? What do you want? Some scoundrel of a seaman, I
suppose, who has deserted and turned thief. But don't think you shall
escape, sirrah--I'll have you hang'd, you dog, I will. Your blood shall
pay for that of my two hounds, you ragamuffin. I would not have parted
with them to save your whole generation from the gallows, you ruffian,
you!" "None of your jaw, you swab--none of your jaw," replied my uncle,
"else I shall trim your laced jacket for you. I shall rub you down with
an oaken towel, my boy, I shall." So saying, he sheathed his hanger, and
grasped his cudgel. Meanwhile the people of the house being alarmed,
one of my female cousins opened a window, and asked what was the matter.
"The matter!" answered the lieutenant; "no great matter, young woman;
I have business with the old gentleman, and this spark, belike, won't
allow me to come alongside of him," that's all. After a few minutes
pause we were admitted, and conducted to my grandfather's chamber
through a lane of my relations, who honoured me with very significant
looks as I passed along. When we came into the judge's presence my
uncle, after two or three sea-bows, expressed himself in this manner;
"Your servant, your servant. What cheer, father? what cheer? I suppose
you don't know me--mayhap you don't. My name is Tom Bowling, and this
here boy, you look as if you did not know him neither; 'tis like you
mayn't. He's new rigged, i'faith; his cloth don't shake in the wind so
much as it wont to do. 'Tis my nephew, d'y see, Roderick Random--your
own flesh and blood, old gentleman. Don't lay a-stern, you dog," pulling
me forward. My grandfather (who was laid up with the gout) received this
relation, after his long absence, with that coldness of civility which
was peculiar to him; told him he was glad to see him, and desired him to
sit down. "Thank ye, thank ye, sir, I had as lief stand," said my
uncle; "for my own part, I desire nothing of you; but, if you have any
conscience at all, do something for this poor boy, who has been used at
a very unchristian rate. Unchristian do I call it? I am sure the Moors
in Barbary have more humanity than to leave their little ones to want.
I would fain know why my sister's son is more neglected than that there
fair-weather Jack" (pointing to the young squire, who with the rest of
my cousins had followed us into the room). "Is not he as near akin to
you as the other? Is he not much handsomer and better built than that
great chucklehead? Come, come, consider, old gentleman, you are going
in a short time to give an account of your evil actions. Remember the
wrongs you did his father, and make all the satisfaction in your power
before it be too late. The least thing you can do is to settle his
father's portion on him" The young ladies, who thought themselves too
much concerned to contain themselves any longer, set up their
throats all together against my protector--"Scurvy companion--saucy
tarpaulin--rude, impertinent fellow, did he think to prescribe to
grandpapa? His sister's brat had been too well taken care of. Grandpapa
was too just not make a difference between an unnatural, rebellious son
and his dutiful, loving children, who took his advice in all things;"
and such expressions were vented against him with great violence; until
the judge at length commanded silence. He calmly rebuked my uncle for
his unmannerly behaviour, which he said he would excuse on account of
his education: he told him he had been very kind to the boy, whom he had
kept at school seven or eight years, although he was informed he made no
progress in his learning but was addicted to all manner of vice, which
he rather believed, because he himself was witness to a barbarous piece
of mischief he had committed on the jaws of his chaplain. But, however,
he would see what the lad was fit for, and bind him apprentice to some
honest tradesman or other, provided he would mend his manners, and
behave for the future as became him. The honest tar (whose pride and
indignation boiled within him) answered my grandfather, that it was true
he had sent him to school, but it had cost him nothing, for he had never
been at one shilling expense to furnish him with food, raiment, books,
or other necessaries; so that it was not much to be wondered at, if
the boy made small progress; and yet whoever told him so was a lying,
lubberly rascal, and deserved to be keel-haul'd; for though he (the
lieutenant) did not understand those matters himself, he was well
informed as how Rory was the best scholar of his age in all the country;
the truth of which he would maintain, by laying a wager of his whole
half-year's pay on the boy's head--with these words he pulled out his
purse, and challenged the company: "Neither is he predicted to vice, as
you affirm, but rather, left like a wreck, d'ye see, at the mercy of the
wind and weather, by your neglect, old gentleman. As for what happened
to your chaplain, I am only sorry that he did not knock out the
scoundrel's brains instead of his teeth. By the Lord, if ever I come up
with him, he had better be in Greenland, that's all. Thank you for your
courteous offer of binding the lad apprentice to a tradesman. I suppose
you would make a tailor of him--would you? I had rather see him hang'd,
d'ye see. Come along, Rory, I perceive how the land lies, my boy--let's
tack about, i'faith--while I have a shilling you shan't want a tester.
B'we, old gentleman; you're bound for the other world, but I believe
damnably ill-provided for the voyage." Thus ended our visit; and we
returned to the village, my uncle muttering curses all the way against
the old shark and the young fry that surrounded him.






CHAPTER IV

My Grandfather makes his Will--our second Visit--he Dies--his Will is
read in Presence of all his living Descendants--the Disappointment of my
female Cousins--my Uncle's Behaviour

A few weeks after our first visit, we were informed that the old judge,
at the end of a fit of thoughtfulness, which lasted three days, had sent
for a notary and made his will; that the distemper had mounted from his
legs to his stomach, and, being conscious of his approaching end, he had
desired to see all his descendants without exception. In obedience to
this summons, my uncle set out with me a second time, to receive the
last benediction of my grandfather: often repeating by the road, "Ey,
ey, we have brought up the old hulk at last. You shall see--you shall
see the effect of my admonition," When we entered his chamber, which was
crowded with his relations, we advanced to the bedside, where we found
him in his last agonies, supported by two of his granddaughters, who sat
on each side of him, sobbing most piteously, and wiping away the froth
and slaver as it gathered on his lips, which they frequently kissed
with a show of great anguish and affection. My uncle approached him
with these words, "What! he's not a-weigh. How fare ye? how fare ye, old
gentleman? Lord have mercy upon your poor sinful soul!" Upon which,
the dying man turned his languid eyes towards us, and Mr. Bowling went
on--"Here's poor Roy come to see you before you die, and to receive your
blessing. What, man! don't despair, you have been a great sinner, 'tis
true,--what then? There's a righteous judge above, an't there? He minds
me no more than a porpoise. Yes, yes, he's a-going; the land crabs
will have him, I see that! his anchor's a-peak, i'faith." This homely
consolation scandalised the company so much, and especially the parson,
who probably thought his province invaded, that we were obliged to
retire into another room, where, in a few minutes, we were convinced of
my grandfather's decease, by a dismal yell uttered by the young ladies
in his apartment; whither we immediately hastened, and found his heir,
who had retired a little before into a closet, under pretence of giving
vent to his sorrow, asking, with a countenance beslubbered with tears,
if his grandpapa was certainly dead? "Dead!" (says my uncle, looking,
at the body) "ay, ay, I'll warrant him as dead as a herring. Odd's
fish! now my dream is out for all the world. I thought I stood upon the
forecastle, and saw a parcel of carrion crows foul of a dead shark: that
floated alongside, and the devil perching upon our spritsail yard, in
the likeness of a blue bear--who, d'ye see jumped overboard upon the
carcass and carried it to the bottom in his claws." "Out upon thee,
reprobate" cries the parson "out upon thee, blasphemous wretch! Dost
thou think his honour's soul is in the possession of Satan?" The clamour
immediately arose, and my poor uncle, being, shouldered from one corner
of the room to the other, was obliged to lug out in his own defence, and
swear he would turn out for no man, till such time as he knew who had
the title to send him adrift. "None of your tricks upon travellers,"
said he; "mayhap old Bluff has left my kinsman here his heir: if he has,
it will be the better for his miserable soul. Odds bob! I'd desire no
better news. I'd soon make him a clear shin, I warrant you." To avoid
any further disturbance, one of my grandfather's executors, who was
present, assured Mr. Bowling, that his nephew should have all manner of
justice; that a day should be appointed after the funeral for examining
the papers of the deceased, in presence of all his relations; till which
time every desk and cabinet in the house should remain close sealed;
and that he was very welcome to be witness to this ceremony, which was
immediately performed to his satisfaction. In the meantime, orders were
given to provide mourning for all the relations, in which number I was
included; but my uncle would not suffer me to accept of it, until I
should be assured whether or no I had reason to honour his memory so
far. During this interval, the conjectures of people, with regard to
the old gentleman's will, were various: as it was well known, he had,
besides his landed estate, which was worth L700 per annum, six or seven
thousand pounds at interest, some imagined that the whole real estate
(which he had greatly improved) would go to the young man whom he always
entertained as his heir; and that the money would be equally divided
between my female cousins (five in number) and me. Others were of
opinion, that, as the rest of the children had been already provided
for, he would only bequeath two or three hundred pounds to each of his
granddaughters, and leave the bulk of the sum to me, to atone for his
unnatural usage of my father. At length the important hour arrived, and
the will was produced in the midst of the expectants, whose looks and
gestures formed a group that would have been very entertaining to
an unconcerned spectator. But, the reader can scarce conceive the
astonishment and mortification that appeared, when an attorney
pronounced aloud, the young squire sole heir of all his grandfather's
estate, personal and real. My uncle, who had listened with great
attention, sucking the head of his cudgel all the while, accompanied
these words of the attorney with a stare, and whew, that alarmed the
whole assembly. The eldest and pertest of my female competitors, who had
been always very officious about my grandfather's person, inquired, with
a faltering accent and visage as yellow as an orange, "if there were no
legacies?" and was answered, "None at all." Upon which she fainted away.
The rest, whose expectations, perhaps, were not so sanguine, supported
their disappointment with more resolution, though not without giving
evident marks of indignation, and grief at least as genuine as that
which appeared in them at the old gentleman's death. My conductor, after
having kicked with his heel for some time against the wainscot,
began: "So there's no legacy, friend, ha!--here's an old succubus; but
somebody's soul howls for it, d--n me!" The parson of the parish, who
was one of the executors, and had acted as ghostly director to the
old man, no sooner heard this exclamation than he cried out, "Avaunt,
unchristian reviler! avaunt! wilt thou not allow the soul of his honour
to rest in peace?" But this zealous pastor did not find himself so
warmly seconded, as formerly, by the young ladies, who now joined
my uncle against him, and accused him of having acted the part of a
busybody with their grandpapa whose ears he had certainly abused by
false stories to their prejudice, or else he would not have neglected
them in such an unnatural manner. The young squire was much diverted
with this scene, and whispered to my uncle, that if he had not murdered
his dogs, he would have shown him glorious fun, by hunting a black
badger (so he termed the clergyman). The surly lieutenant, who was not
in a humour to relish this amusement, replied, "You and your dogs may be
damn'd. I suppose you'll find them with your old dad, in the latitude of
hell. Come, Rory,--about ship, my lad, we must steer another course, I
think." And away we went.






CHAPTER V

The Schoolmaster uses me barbarously--I form a Project of Revenge, in
which I am assisted by my Uncle--I leave the Village--am settled at a
University by his Generosity

On our way back to the village, my uncle spoke not a word during the
space of a whole hour, but whistled with great vehemence the tune of
"Why should we quarrel for riches," etc. his visage being contracted all
the while into a most formidable frown. At length his pace increased to
such a degree that I was left behind a considerable way: then he waited
for me; and when I was almost up with him, called out in a surly tone,
"Bear a hand, damme! must I bring to every minute for you, you lazy
dog." Then, laying hold of me by the arm, hauled me along, until his
good nature (of which he had a great share) and reflection getting
the better of his he said, "Come, my boy, don't be cast down,--the old
rascal is in hell, that's some satisfaction; you shall go to sea with
me, my lad. A light heart and a thin pair of breeches goes through the
world, brave boys, as the song goes--eh!" Though this proposal did not
at all suit my inclination, I was afraid of discovering my aversion to
it, lest I should disoblige the only friend I had in the world; and he
was so much a seaman that he never dreamt I could have had any objection
to his design; consequently gave himself no trouble in consulting my
approbation. But this resolution was soon dropped, by the device of our
usher, who assured Mr. Bowling, it would be a thousand pities to balk my
genius, which would certainly one day make my fortune on shore, provided
it received due cultivation. Upon which, this generous tar determined
(though he could ill afford it) to give me university education; and
accordingly settled my board and other expenses, at a town not many
miles distant, famous for its colleges, whither we repaired in a short
time. But, before the day of our departure, the schoolmaster, who no
longer had the fear of my grandfather before his eyes, laid aside all
decency and restraint, and not only abused me in the grossest language
his rancour could suggest, as a wicked, proffigate, dull, beggarly
miscreant, whom he had taught out of charity; but also inveighed in the
most bitter manner against the memory of the judge (who by the by had
procured that settlement for him), hinting, in pretty plain terms, that
the old gentleman's soul was damned to all eternity for his injustice in
neglecting to pay for my learning. This brutal behaviour, added to the
sufferings I had formerly undergone made me think it high time to be
revenged on this insolent pedagogue. Having consulted my adherents, I
found them all staunch in their promises to stand by me; and our scheme
was this:--In the afternoon preceding to the day of our departure for
the University, I resolved to take the advantage of the usher's going
out to make water (which he regularly did at four o'clock), and shut the
great door, that he might not come to the assistance of his superior.
This being done, the assault was to be begun by my advancing to my
master and spitting in his face. I was to be seconded by two of the
strongest boys in the school, who were devoted to me; their business was
to join me in dragging the tyrant to a bench, over which he was to be
laid, and his bare posteriors heartily flogged, with his own birch,
which we proposed to wrest from him in his struggle; but if we should
find him too many for us all three, we were to demand the assistance of
our competitors, who should be ready to enforce us, or oppose anything
that might be undertaken for the master's relief. One of my principal
assistants was called Jeremy Gawky, son and heir of a wealthy gentleman
in the neighbourhood; and the name of the other, Hugh Strap, the cadet
of a family which had given shoemakers to the village time out of mind.
I had once saved Gawky's life, by plunging into a river and dragging him
on shore, when he was on the point of being drowned. I had often rescued
him from the clutches of those whom his insufferable arrogance had
provoked to a resentment he was not able to sustain; and many times
saved his reputation and posteriors, by performing his exercises at
school; so that it is not to be wondered at, if he had a particular
regard for me and my interests. The attachment of Strap flowed from a
voluntary, disinterested inclination, which had manifested itself on
many occasions in my behalf, he having once rendered me the same service
that I had rendered Gawky, by saving my life at the risk of his own;
and often fathered offences that I had committed, for which he suffered
severely, rather than I should feel the weight of the punishment.
These two champions were the more willing to engage in this enterprise,
because they intended to leave the school next day, as well as I; the
first being ordered by his father to return into the country, and the
other being bound apprentice to his barber, at a market town not far
off.

In the meantime, my uncle, being informed of my master's behaviour to
me, was enraged at his insolence, and vowed revenge so heartily that I
could not refrain from telling him the scheme I had concerted, while
he heard with great satisfaction, at every sentence squirting out a
mouthful of spittle, tinctured with tobacco, of which he constantly
chewed a large quid. At last, pulling up his breeches, he cried, "No,
no, z--ds! that won't do neither; howsoever, 'tis a bold undertaking, my
lad, that I must say, i'faith; but lookee, lookee, how do you propose
to get clear off--won't the enemy give chase, my boy?--ay, ay, that he
will, I warrant, and alarm the whole coast; ah! God help thee, more sail
than ballast, Rory. Let me alone for that--leave the whole to me. I'll
show him the foretopsail, I will. If so be your shipmates are jolly
boys, and won't flinch, you shall see, you shall see; egad, I'll play
him such a salt-water trick I'll bring him to the gangway and anoint him
with a cat-and-nine-tails; he shall have a round dozen doubled, my lad,
he shall--and be left lashed to his meditations." We were very proud of
our associate, who immediately went to work, and prepared the instrument
of his revenge with great skill and expedition; after which, he ordered
our baggage to be packed up and sent off, a day before our attempt, and
got horses ready to be mounted, as soon as the affair should be over. At
length the hour arrived, when our auxiliary, seizing the opportunity of
the usher's absence, bolted in, secured the door, and immediately laid
hold of the pedant by his collar who bawled out, "Murder, Thieves," with
the voice of a Stentor. Though I trembled all over like an aspen leaf, I
knew there was no time to be lost, and accordingly got up, and summoned
our associates to our assistance. Strap, without any hesitation, obeyed
the signal, and seeing me leap upon the master's back, ran immediately
to one of his legs, which pulling with all his force, this dreadful
adversary was humbled to the ground; upon which Gawky, who had hitherto
remained in his place, under the influence of a universal trepidation,
hastened to the scene of action, and insulted the fallen tyrant with
a loud huzza, in which the whole school joined. The noise alarmed the
usher, who, finding himself shut out, endeavoured, partly by threats
and partly by entreaties, to procure admission. My uncle bade him have a
little patience, and he would let him in presently; but if he pretended
to stir from that place, it should fare the worse with the son of
a bitch his superior, on whom he intended only to bestow a little
wholesome chastisement, for his barbarous usage of Rory, "to which,"
said he, "you are no stranger." By this time we had dragged the criminal
to a post, to which Bowling tied him with a rope he had provided on
purpose; after having secured his hands and stripped his back. In this
ludicrous posture he stood (to the no small entertainment of the boys,
who crowded about him, and shouted with great exultation at the novelty
of the sight), venting bitter imprecations against the lieutenant, and
reproaching his scholars with treachery and rebellion; when the usher
was admitted, whom my uncle accosted in this manner: "Harkee, Mr.
Syntax, I believe you are an honest man, d'ye see--and I have a respect
for you--but for all that, we must, for our own security, d'ye see,
belay you for a short time." With these words, he pulled out some
fathoms of cord, which the honest man no sooner saw than he protested
with great earnestness he would allow no violence to be offered to him,
at the same time accusing me of perfidy and ingratitude. But Bowling
representing that it was in vain to resist, and that he did not mean to
use him with violence and indecency, but only to hinder him from raising
the hue and cry against us before we should be out of their power, he
allowed himself to be bound to his own desk, where he sat a spectator
of the punishment inflicted on his principal. My uncle, having upbraided
this arbitrary wretch with his inhumanity to me, told him, that he
proposed to give him a little discipline for the good of his soul, which
he immediately put in practice, with great vigour and dexterity. This
smart application to the pedant's withered posteriors gave him such
exquisite pain that he roared like a mad bull, danced, cursed, and
blasphemed, like a frantic bedlamite. When the lieutenant thought
himself sufficiently revenged, he took his leave of him in these words:
"Now, friend, you'll remember me the longest day you have to live; I
have given you a lesson that will let you know what flogging is, and
teach you to have more sympathy for the future. Shout, boys, shout!"

This ceremony was no sooner over than my uncle proposed they should quit
the school, and convey their old comrade Rory to the public-house, about
a mile from the village, where he would treat them all. His offer being
joyfully embraced, he addressed himself to Mr. Syntax, and begged him to
accompany us; but this invitation he refused with great disdain, telling
my benefactor he was not the man he took him to be. "Well, well, old
surly," replied my uncle, shaking his hand, "thou art an honest fellow
notwithstanding; and if ever I have the command of a ship, thou shalt be
our schoolmaster, i'faith." So saying he dismissed the boys, and locking
the door, left the two preceptors to console one another; while we moved
forwards on our journey, attended by a numerous retinue, whom he treated
according to his promise.

We parted with many tears, and lay that night at an inn on the road,
about ten miles short of the town where I was to remain, at which
we arrived next day, and I found I had no cause to complain of the
accommodations provided for me, in being boarded at the house of an
apothecary, who had married a distant relation of my mother. In a few
days after, my uncle set out for his ship, having settled the necessary
funds for my maintenance and education.






CHAPTER VI

I make great progress in my Studies--am caressed by Everybody--my female
Cousins take notice of me--I reject their Invitation--they are incensed,
and conspire against me--am left destitute by a Misfortune that befalls
my Uncle-Gawky's Treachery--my Revenge

As I was now capable of reflection, I began to consider my precarious
situation; that I was utterly abandoned by those whose duty it was to
protect me: and that my sole dependence was on the generosity of one
man, who was not only exposed by his profession to continual dangers,
which might one day deprive me of him for ever; but also (no doubt)
subject to those vicissitudes of disposition which a change of fortune
usually creates, or which a better acquaintance with the world might
produce; for I always ascribed his benevolence to the dictates of a
heart as yet undebauched by a commerce with mankind. Alarmed at these
considerations, I resolved to apply myself with great care to my
studies, and enjoy the opportunity in my power: this I did with such
success that, in the space of three years, I understood Greek very well,
was pretty far advanced in the mathematics, and no stranger to moral and
natural philosophy: logic I made no account of; but, above all things,
I valued myself on my taste in the belles lettres, and a talent for
poetry, which had already produced some pieces that had met with a
favourable reception. These qualifications, added to a good face and
shape, acquired the esteem and acquaintance of the most considerable
people in town, and I had the satisfaction to find myself in some degree
of favour with the ladies; an intoxicating piece of good fortune to one
of my amorous complexion! which I obtained, or at least preserved, by
gratifying their propensity to scandal, in lampooning their rivals.

Two of my female cousins lived in this place, with their mother, since
the death of their father, who left his whole fortune equally divided
between them; so that, if they were not the most beautiful, they were
at least the richest toasts in town; and received daily the addresses of
all the beaux and cavaliers of the country. Although I had hitherto been
looked upon by them with the most supercilious contempt, my character
now attracted their notice so much that I was given to understand I
might be honoured with their acquaintance, if I pleased.

The reader will easily perceive that this condescension either flowed
from the hope of making my poetical capacity subservient to their
malice, or at least of screening themselves from the lash of my
resentment, which they had effectually provoked. I enjoyed this triumph
with great satisfaction, and not only rejected their offer with disdain,
but in all my performances, whether satire or panegyric, industriously
avoided mentioning their names, even while I celebrated those of their
intimates: this neglect mortified their pride exceedingly and incensed
them to such a degree that they were resolved to make me repent of
my indifference. The first stroke of their revenge consisted in their
hiring a poor collegian to write verses against me, the subject of which
was my own poverty, and the catastrophe of my unhappy parents; but,
besides the badness of the composition (of which they themselves were
ashamed), they did not find their account in endeavouring to reproach me
with those misfortunes which they and their relations had brought upon
me; and which consequently reflected much more dishonour on themselves
than on me, who was the innocent victim of their barbarity and avarice.

Finding this plan miscarry, they found means to irritate a young
gentleman against me, by telling him I had lampooned his mistress;
and so effectually succeeded in the quality of incendiaries that this
enraged lover determined to seize me next night as I returned to my
lodgings from a friend's house that I frequented: with this view, he
waited in the street, attended by two of his companions, to whom he had
imparted his design of carrying me down to the river, in which proposed
to have me heartily ducked, notwithstanding the severity of the weather,
it being then about the middle of December. But this stratagem did not
succeed; for, being apprised of their ambush, I got home another way,
and by the help of my landlord's apprentice, discharged a volley from
the garret window, which did great execution upon them, and next day
occasioned so much mirth at their expense that they found themselves
under a necessity of leaving the town, until the adventure should be
entirely forgotten.

My cousins (though twice baffled in their expectation) did not,
however, desist from persecuting me, who had now enraged them beyond a
possibility of forgiveness by detecting their malice and preventing its
effects: neither should I have found them more humane, had I patiently
submitted to their rancour, and borne without murmuring the rigour of
their unreasonable hate; for I have found by experience, that though
small favours may be acknowledged and slight injuries atoned, there is
no wretch so ungrateful as he whom you have most generously obliged, and
no enemy so implacable as those who have done you the greatest wrong.
These good-natured creatures, therefore, had recourse to a scheme which
conspired with a piece of bad news I soon after received, to give them
all the satisfaction they desired: this plan was to debauch the faith of
my companion and confidant, who betrayed the trust I reposed in him,
by imparting to them the particulars of my small amours, which they
published with such exaggerations that I suffered very much in the
opinion of everybody, and was utterly discarded by the dear creatures
whose names had been called in question.

While I was busy in tracing out the author of this treachery, that I
might not only be revenged on him, but also vindicate my character to my
friends, I one day perceived the looks of my landlady much altered, when
I went home to my dinner, and inquiring into the cause, she screwed up
her mouth, and fixed her eyes on the ground, told me her husband had
received a letter from Mr. Bowling, with one inclosed for me. She was
very sorry for what had happened, both for my sake and his own--people
should be more cautious of their conduct--she was always afraid his
brutal behaviour would bring him into some misfortune or other. As for
her part, she should be very ready to befriend me; but she had a small
family of her own to maintain. The world would do nothing for her if she
should come to want--charity begins at home: she wished I had been bound
to some substantial handicraft, such as a weaver or a shoemaker, rather
than loiter away my time in learning foolish nonsense, that would never
bring me in a penny but some folks are wise, and some are otherwise.

I was listening to this mysterious discourse with great amazement, when
her husband entered, and, without speaking a syllable, put both the
letters into my hand. I received them trembling, and read what follows:


'To Mr. Roger Potion 'Sir, 'This is to let you know that I have quitted
the Thunder man of war, being obliged to sheer off for killing my
captain, which I did fairly on the beach, at Cape Tiberoon, in the
Island of Hispaniola; having received his fire and returned it, which
went through his body: and I would serve the best man so that ever
stepped between stem and stern, if so be that he struck me, as Captain
Oakum did. I am (thank God) safe among the French, who are very civil,
though I don't understand their lingo; and I hope to be restored in a
little time, for all the great friends and parliamentary interest of the
captain, for I have sent over to my landlord in Deal an account of the
whole affair, with our bearings and distances while we were engaged,
whereby I have desired him to lay it before his majesty, who (God
bless him) will not suffer an honest tar to be wronged. My love to your
spouse, and am your loving friend and servant to command, while 'Thomas
Bowling,'


'To Roderick Random

'Dear Rory, 'Don't be grieved at my misfortune, but mind your book, my
lad. I have got no money to send you, but what of that? Mr. Potion
will take care of you for the love he bears to me, and let you want for
nothing; and it shall go hard but I will see him one day repaid. No
more at present, but rests 'Your dutiful uncle 'and servant, till death,
'Thomas Bowling.'

This letter (which, with the other, was dated from Port Lonis, in
Hispaniola) I had no sooner read than the apothecary, shaking his head,
began: "I have a very great regard for Mr. Bowling that's certain; and
could be well content--but times are very hard. There's no such thing as
money to be got; I believe 'tis all vanished under ground, for my part.
Besides, I have been out of pocket already, having entertained you since
the beginning of this month, without receiving a sixpence, and God knows
if ever I shall; for I believe it will go hard with your uncle. And
more than that, I was thinking of giving you warning, for I want your
apartment for a new prentice, whom I expect from the country every hour.
So I desire you will this week provide yourself with another lodging."

The indignation which this harangue inspired gave me spirits to support
my reverse of fortune, and to tell him I despised his mean selfish
disposition so much that I would rather starve than be beholden to him
for one single meal. Upon which, out of my pocket money, I paid him to
the last farthing of what I owed, and assured him, I would not sleep
another night under his roof.

This said, I sallied out in a transport of rage and sorrow, without
knowing whither to fly for shelter, having not one friend in the world
capable of relieving me, and only three shillings in my purse. After
giving way for a few minutes to the dictates of my rage, I went and
hired a small bedroom, at the rate of one shilling and sixpence per
week, which I was obliged to pay per advance, before the landlord would
receive me: thither I removed my luggage; and next morning got up, with
a view of craving the advice and assistance of a person who had on
all occasions loaded me with caresses and made frequent offers of
friendship, while I was under no necessity of accepting them. He
received me with his wonted affability, and insisted on my breakfasting
with him, a favour which I did not think fit to refuse. But when I
communicated the occasion of my visit, he appeared so disconcerted that
I concluded him wonderfully affected with the misery of my condition and
looked upon him as a man of the most extensive sympathy and benevolence.
He did not leave me long under this mistake; for, recovering himself
from his confusion, he told me he was grieved at my misfortune, and
desired to know what had passed between my landlord, Mr. Potion, and me.
Whereupon I recounted the conversation; and, when I repeated the answer
I made to his ungenerous remonstrance with regard to my leaving his
house, this pretended friend affected a stare, and exclaimed, "Is it
possible you could behave so ill to the man who had treated you so
kindly all along?"

My surprise at hearing this was not at all affected, whatever his might
be; and I gave to understand with some warmth, that I did not imagine he
would so unreasonably espouse the cause of a scoundrel who ought to be
expelled from every social community. This heat of mine gave him all the
advantage he desired over me, and our discourse, after much altercation,
concluded in his desiring never to see me again in that place; to which
desire I yielded my consent, assuring him, that, had I been as well
acquainted with his principles formerly as I was now, he never should
have had an opportunity of making that request. And thus we parted.

On my return, I met my comrade, Squire Gawky, whom his father had
sent, some time ago, to town, for his improvement in writing, dancing,
fencing, and other modish qualifications. As I had lived with him since
his arrival on the footing of our old intimacy, I made no scruple of
informing him of the lowness of my circumstances, and asking a small
supply of money, to answer my present expense; upon which he pulled out
a handful of halfpence with a shilling or two among them, and swore that
was all he had to keep his pocket till next quarter-day he having lost
the greatest part of his allowance the night before at billiards. Though
this assertion might very well be true, I was extremely mortified at his
indifference: for he neither expressed any sympathy for my mishap nor
desire of alleviating my distress; and accordingly I left him without
uttering one word: but, when I afterwards understood that he was the
person who had formerly betrayed me to the malice of my cousins, to
whom likewise he had carried the tidings of my forlorn situation, which
afforded them great matter of triumph and exultation, I determined with
myself to call him to a severe account for which purpose I borrowed a
sword, and wrote a challenge, desiring him to meet me at a certain time
and place, that I might have an opportunity of punishing his perfidy,
at the expense of his blood. He accepted the invitation, and I betook
myself to the field, though not without feeling considerable repugnance
to the combat, which frequently attacked me in cold sweats by the
way; but the desire of revenge, the shame of retracting, and hope of
conquest, conspired to repel these unmanly symptoms of fear; and I
appeared on the plain with a good grace: there I waited an hour beyond
the time appointed, and was not ill pleased to find he had no mind to
meet me, because I should have an opportunity of exposing his cowardice,
displaying my own courage, and of beating him soundly wheresoever I
should find, without any dread of the consequence.

Elevated with these suggestions, which entirely banished all thoughts
of my deplorable condition, I went directly to Gawky's lodgings, where
I was informed of his precipitate retreat, he having set out for the
country in less than an hour after he had received my billet; and I was
vain enough to have the whole story inserted in the news, although I was
fain to sell a gold laced hat to my landlord for less than half-price,
to defray the expenses and contribute to my subsistence.






CHAPTER VII

I am entertained by Mr. Crab--a description of him--I acquire the Art
of Surgery--consult Crab's Disposition--become necessary to him--an
Accident happens--he advises me to launch out into the world--assists me
with Money--I set out for London

The fumes of my resentment being dissipated, as well as the vanity of my
success, I found myself deserted to all the horrors of extreme want, and
avoided by mankind as a creature of a different species, or rather as a
solitary being, noways comprehended within the scheme or protection of
Providence. My despair had rendered me almost quite stupified, when
I was one day told, that a gentleman desired to see me at a certain
public-house, whither immediately I repaired; and was introduced to one
Mr. Launcelot Crab, a surgeon in town, who was engaged with two more in
drinking a liquor called pop-in, composed by mixing a quartern of
brandy with a quart of small beer. Before I relate the occasion of
this message, I believe it will not be disagreeable to the reader, if I
describe the gentleman who sent for me, and mention some circumstances
of his character and conduct which may illustrate what follows, and
account for his behaviour to me.

This member of the faculty was aged fifty, about five feet high, and ten
round the belly; his face was as capacious as a full moon, and much of
the complexion of a mulberry: his nose, resembling a powder-horn, was
swelled to an enormous size, and studded all over with carbuncles; and
his little gray eyes reflected the rays in such an oblique manner that,
while he looked a person full in the face, one would have imagined
he was admiring the buckle of his shoe. He had long entertained
an implacable resentment against Potion, who, though a younger
practitioner, was better employed than he, and once had the assurance to
perform a cure, whereby he disappointed and disgraced the prognostic
of the said Crab. This quarrel which was at one time upon the point of
being made up, by the interposition and mediation of friends, had been
lately inflamed beyond a possibility of reconciliation by the respective
wives of the opponents, who, chancing to meet at a christening,
disagreed about precedence, proceeded from invectives to blows, and were
with great difficulty, by the gossips, prevented from converting the
occasion of joy into a scene of lamentation.

The difference between these rivals was in the height of rancour, when I
received the message of Crab, who received me as civilly as I could have
expected from one of his disposition; and, after desiring me to sit,
inquired into the particulars of my leaving the house of Potion; which
when I had related, he said, with a malicious grin, "There's a sneaking
dog! I always thought him a fellow without a soul, d--n me, a canting
scoundrel, who has crept into business by his hypocrisy, and kissing the
a--e of every body."--"Ay, ay," says another, "one might see with half
an eye that the rascal has no honesty in him, by his going so regularly
to church."

This sentence was confirmed by a third, who assured his companions that
Potion was never known to be disguised in liquor but once, at a meeting
of the godly, where he had distinguished himself by an extempore prayer
an hour long. After this preamble, Crab addressed himself to me in these
words: "Well, my lad, I have heard a good character of you, and I'll do
for you. You may send your things to my house when you please. I have
given orders for your reception. Zounds! What does the booby stare at?
If you have no mind to embrace my courteous offer, you may let it alone,
and be d--d." I answered with a submissive bow, that I was far from
rejecting his friendly offer, which I would immediately accept, as soon
as he should inform me on what footing I was to be entertained. "What
footing! D--n my blood," cried he, "d'ye expect to have a footman and a
couple of horses kept for you?" "No, sir," I replied, "my expectations
are not quite so sanguine. That I may be as little burthensome as
possible, I would willingly serve in your shop, by which means I
may save you the expense of a journeyman, or porter at least, for I
understand a little pharmacy, having employed some of my leisure hours
in the practice of that art, while I lived with Mr. Potion; neither am I
altogether ignorant of surgery, which I have studied with great pleasure
and application."--"Oho! you did," says Crab. "Gentlemen, here is a
complete artist! Studied surgery! What? in books, I suppose. I shall
have you disputing with me one of these days on points of my profession.
You can already account for muscular motion, I warrant, and explain the
mystery of the brain and nerves--ha! You are too learned for me, d--n
me. But let's have no more of this stuff. Can you blood and give a
clyster, spread a plaster, and prepare a potion?" Upon my answering in
the affirmative, he shock his head, telling me, he believed he should
have little good of me, for all my promises; but, however, he would
take me in for the sake of charity. I was accordingly that very night
admitted to his house, and had an apartment assigned to me in
the garret, which I was fain to put up with, notwithstanding the
mortification my pride suffered in this change of circumstances.

I was soon convinced of the real motives which induced Crab to receive
me in this manner; for, besides the gratification of his revenge, by
exposing the selfishness of his antagonist, in opposition to his own
generosity, which was all affectation, he had occasion for a young man
who understood something of the profession, to fill up the place of his
eldest apprentice, lately dead, not without violent suspicion of foul
play from his master's brutality. The knowledge of this circumstance,
together with his daily behaviour to his wife and the young apprentice,
did not at all contribute to my enjoying my new situation with ease;
however, as I did not perceive how I could bestow myself to better
advantage, I resolved to study Crab's temper with all the application,
and manage it with all the address in my power. And it was not long
before I found out a strange peculiarity of humour which governed his
behaviour towards all his dependents. I observed, when he was pleased,
he was such a niggard of his satisfaction that, if his wife or servants
betrayed the least symptom of participation, he was offended to an
insupportable degree of choler and fury, the effects of which they
seldom failed to feel. And when his indignation was roused, submission
and soothing always exasperated it beyond the bounds of reason and
humanity. I therefore pursued a contrary plan; and one day, when he
honoured me with the names of ignorant whelp and lazy ragamuffin, I
boldly replied, I was neither ignorant nor lazy, since I both understood
and performed my business as well as he could do for his soul; neither
was it just to call me ragamuffin, for I had a whole coat on my back,
and was descended from a better family than any he could boast an
alliance with.

He gave tokens of great amazement at this assurance of mine, and shook
his cane over my head, regarding me all the time with a countenance
truly diabolical. Although I was terribly startled at his menacing looks
and posture, I yet had reflection enough left to convince me I had gone
too far to retract, and that this was the critical minute which must
decide my future lot in his service; I therefore snatched up the pestle
of a mortar, and swore, if he offered to strike me without a cause, I
should see whether his skull or my weapon was hardest.

He continued silent for some time, and at last broke forth into these
ejaculations: "This is fine usage from a servant to his master--very
fine! damnation! but no matter, you shall pay for this, you dog, you
shall; I'll do your business--yes, yes, I'll teach you to lift your
hand against me." So saying, he retired, and left me under dreadful
apprehensions, which vanished entirely at our next meeting, when he
behaved with unusual complacency, and treated me with a glass of punch
after dinner.

By this conduct I got the ascendancy over him in a short time, and
became so necessary to him, in managing his business while he was
engaged at the bottle, that fortune began to wear a kinder aspect; and
I consoled myself for the disregard of my former acquaintance, with the
knowledge I daily imbibed by a close application to the duties of my
employment, in which I succeeded beyond my own expectation. I was on
very good terms with my master's wife, whose esteem I acquired and
cultivated, by representing Mrs. Potion in the most ridiculous lights
my satirical talents could invent, as well as by rendering her some
Christian offices, when she had been too familiar with the dram
bottle, to which she had oftentimes recourse for consolation, under the
affliction she suffered from a barbarous husband.

In this manner I lived, without hearing the least tidings of my uncle
for the space of two years, during which time I kept little or no
company, being neither in a humour to relish nor in a capacity to
maintain much acquaintance; for the Nabal my master allowed me no wages,
and the small perquisites of my station scarcely supplied me with the
common necessaries of life. I was no longer a pert unthinking coxcomb,
giddy with popular applause, and elevated with the extravagance of
hope: my misfortunes had taught me how little the caresses of the world,
during a man's prosperity, are to be valued by him; and how seriously
and expeditiously he ought to set about making himself independent of
them. My present appearance, therefore, was the least of my care, which
was wholly engrossed in laying up a stock of instruction that might
secure me against the caprice of fortune for the future. I became such
a sloven, and contracted such an air of austerity, that everybody
pronounced me crestfallen; and Gawky returned to town without running
any risk from my resentment, which was by this time pretty much cooled,
and restrained by prudential reasons so effectually that I never so much
as thought of obtaining satisfaction for the injuries he had done me.

When I deemed myself sufficiently master of my business I began to cast
about for an opportunity of launching into the world, in hope of
finding some provision that might make amends for the difficulties I
had undergone; but, as this could not be effected without a small sum of
money to equip me for the field, I was in the utmost perplexity how to
raise it, well knowing that Crab, for his own sake, would never put me
in a condition to leave him, when his interest was so much concerned
in my stay. But a small accident, which happened about this time,
determined him in my favour. This was no other than the pregnancy of his
maidservant, who declared her situation to me, assuring me at the same
time that I was the occasion of it.

Although I had no reason to question the truth of this imputation, I was
not ignorant of the familiarities which had passed between her master
and her, taking the advantage of which I represented to her the folly
of laying the burden at my door, when she might dispose of it to much
better purpose with Mr. Crab. She listened to my advice, and next day
acquainted him with the pretended success of their mutual endeavours.
He was far from being overjoyed at this proof of his vigour, which he
foresaw might have very troublesome consequences; not that he dreaded
any domestic grumblings and reproaches from his wife, whom he kept
in perfect subjection; but because he knew it would furnish his rival
Potion with a handle for insulting and undermining his reputation, there
being no scandal equal to that of uncleanness, in the opinion of those
who inhabit the part of the island where he lived. He therefore took a
resolution worthy of himself, which was, to persuade the girl that she
was not with child, but only afflicted with a disorder incidental
to young women, which he could easily remove: with this view (as he
pretended) he prescribed for her such medicines as he thought would
infallibly procure abortion; but in this scheme he was disappointed,
for the maid, being advertised by me of his design, and at the same time
well acquainted with her own condition, absolutely refused to follow his
directions; and threatened to publish her situation to the world if he
would not immediately take some method of providing for the important
occasion, which she expected in a few months. It was not long before I
guessed the result of his deliberation, by his addressing himself to
me one day in this manner: "I am surprised that a young fellow like you
discovers no inclination to push his fortune in the world. Before I
was of your age I was broiling on the coast of Guinea. D--e! what's to
hinder you from profiting by the war which will certainly be declared in
a short time against Spain? You may easily get on board of a king's ship
in quality of surgeon's mate, where you will certainly see a great deal
of practice, and stand a good chance of getting prize-money."

I laid hold of this declaration, which I had long wished for, and
assured him I would follow his advice with pleasure, if it were in my
power; but that it was impossible for me to embrace an opportunity of
that kind, as I had no friend to advance a little money to supply me
with what necessaries I should want, and defray the expenses of my
journey to London. He told me that few necessaries were required; and,
as for the expense of my journey, he would lend me money, sufficient
not only for that purpose, but also to maintain me comfortably in London
until I should procure a warrant for my provision on board of some ship.

I gave him a thousand thanks for his obliging offer (although I was very
well apprised of his motive, which was no other than a design to lay the
bastard to my charge after my departure), and accordingly set out in
a few weeks for London; my whole fortune consisting of one suit of
clothes, half a dozen ruffled shirts, as many plain, two pair of worsted
and a like number of threaded stockings; a case of pocket instruments, a
small edition of Horace, Wiseman's Surgery, and ten guineas in cash;
for which Crab took my bond, bearing five per cent interest; at the same
time giving me a letter to a member of parliament for our town, which he
said would do my business effectually.






CHAPTER VIII

I arrive at Newcastle--meet with my old Schoolfellow Strap--we determine
to walk together to London--set out on our Journey--put up at a solitary
Alehouse--are disturbed by a strange Adventure in the Night

There is no such convenience as a waggon in this country, and my
finances were too weak to support the expense of hiring a horse: I
determined therefore to set out with the carriers, who transport goods
from one place to another on horseback; and this scheme I accordingly
put in execution on the 1st day of September, 1739, sitting upon a
pack-saddle between two baskets, one of which contained my goods in a
knapsack. But by the time we arrived at Newcastle-upon-Tyne I was so
fatigued with the tediousness of the carriage, and benumbed with the
coldness of the weather, that I resolved to travel the rest of my
journey on foot, rather than proceed in such a disagreeable manner.

The ostler of the inn at which we put up, understanding I was bound for
London, advised me to take my passage in a collier which would be both
cheap and expeditious and withal much easier than to walk upwards of
three hundred miles through deep roads in the winter time, a journey
which he believed I had not strength enough to perform. I was almost
persuaded to take his advice, when one day, stepping into a barber's
shop to be shaved, the young man, while he lathered my face, accosted
me thus: "Sir, I presume you are a Scotchman." I answered in the
affirmative. "Pray," continued he, "from what part of Scotland?" I no
sooner told him, than he discovered great emotion, and not confining his
operation to my chin and upper lip, besmeared my whole face with great
agitation. I was so offended at this profusion that starting up, I asked
him what the d--l he meant by using me so? He begged pardon, telling me
his joy at meeting with a countryman had occasioned some confusion in
him, and craved my name. But, when I declared my name was Random, he
exclaimed in rapture, "How! Rory Random?" "The same," I replied, looking
at him with astonishment. "What!" cried he, "don't you know your old
schoolfellow, Hugh Strap?"

At that instant recollecting his face, I flew into his arms, and in
the transport of my joy, gave him back one-half of the suds he had so
lavishly bestowed on my countenance; so that we made a very ludicrous
appearance, and furnished a great deal of mirth for his master and
shopmates, who were witnesses of this scene. When our mutual caresses
were over I sat down again to be shaved, but the poor fellow's nerves
were so discomposed by this unexpected meeting that his hand could
scarcely hold the razor, with which, nevertheless, he found means to
cut me in three places in as many strokes. His master, perceiving his
disorder, bade another supply his place, and after the operation was
performed, gave Strap leave to pass the rest of the day with me.

We retired immediately to my lodgings, where, calling for some beer, I
desired to be informed of his adventures, which contained nothing more
than that his master dying before his time was out, he had come to
Newcastle about a year ago, in expectation of journeywork, along with
three young fellows of his acquaintance who worked in the keels; that he
had the good fortune of being employed by a very civil master, with whom
he intended to stay till the spring, at which time he proposed to go
to London, where he did not doubt of finding encouragement. When I
communicated to him my situation and design, he did not approve of my
taking a passage by sea, by reason of the danger of a winter voyage,
which is very hazardous along that coast, as well as the precariousness
of the wind, which might possibly detain me a great while, to the no
small detriment of my fortune; whereas, if I would venture by land, he
would bear me company, carry my baggage all the way, and if we should be
fatigued before we could perform the journey it would be no hard matter
for us to find on the road either return horses or waggons, of which we
might take the advantage for a very trifling expense.

I was so ravished at this proposal that I embraced him affectionately,
and assured him he might command my purse to the last farthing; but he
gave me to understand he had saved money sufficient to answer his own
occasions; and that he had a friend in London who would soon introduce
him into business in that capital, and possibly have it in his power to
serve me also.

Having concerted the plan and settled our affairs that night, we
departed next morning by daybreak, armed with a good cudgel each (my
companion being charged with the furniture of us both crammed into one
knapsack), and our money sewed between the linings and waistbands of
our breeches, except some loose silver for our immediate expenses on the
road, We travelled all day at a round pace, but, being ignorant of the
proper stages, were benighted at a good distance from any inn, so that
we were compelled to take up our lodging at a small hedge alehouse, that
stood on a byroad, about half-a-mile from the highway: there we found
a pedlar of our own country, in whose company we regaled ourselves with
bacon and eggs, and a glass of good ale, before a comfortable fire,
conversing all the while very sociably with the landlord and his
daughter, a hale buxom lass, who entertained us with great good humour,
and in whose affection I was vain enough to believe I had made some
progress. About eight o'clock we were all three, at our own desire,
shown into an apartment furnished with two beds, in one of which Strap
and I betook ourselves to rest, and the pedlar occupied the other,
though not before he had prayed a considerable time extempore, searched
into every corner of the room, and fastened the door on the inside with
a strong iron screw, which he carried about with him for that use.

I slept very sound till midnight when I was disturbed by a violent
motion of the bed, which shook under me with a continual tremor.
Alarmed at this phenomenon, I jogged my companion, whom, to my no small
amazement, I found drenched in sweat, and quaking through every limb; he
told me, with a low faltering voice, that we were undone; for there
was a bloody highwayman, loaded with pistols, in the next room; then,
bidding me make as little noise as possible, he directed me to a small
chink in the board partition through which I could see a thick-set
brawny fellow, with a fierce countenance, sitting at a table with our
young landlady, having a bottle of ale and a brace of pistols before
him.

I listened with great attention, and heard him say, in a terrible tone,
"D--n that son of a b--h, Smack the coachman; he has served me a fine
trick, indeed! but d--ion seize me, if I don't make him repent it! I'll
teach the scoundrel to give intelligence to others while he is under
articles with me."

Our landlady endeavoured to appease this exasperated robber, by saying
he might be mistaken in Smack, who perhaps kept no correspondence with
the other gentleman that robbed his coach; and that, if an accident
had disappointed him to-day, he might soon find opportunities enough to
atone for his lost trouble. "I'll tell thee what, my dear Bet," replied
he, "I never had, nor ever shall, while my name is Rifle, have such
a glorious booty as I missed to-day. Z--s! there was L400 in cash to
recruit men for the king's service, besides the jewels, watches, swords,
and money belonging to the passengers. Had it been my fortune to have
got clear off with so much treasure, I would have purchased a commission
in the army, and made you an officer's lady, you jade, I would." "Well,
well," cries Betty, "we must trust to Providence for that. But did
you find nothing worth taking which escaped the other gentlemen of the
road?" "Not much, faith," said the lover; "I gleaned a few things, such
as a pair of pops, silver mounted (here they are): I took them loaded
from the captain who had the charge of the money, together with a gold
watch which he had concealed in his breeches. I likewise found ten
Portugal pieces in the shoes of a quaker, whom the spirit moved to
revile me with great bitterness and devotion; but what I value myself
mostly for is, this here purchase, a gold snuffbox, my girl, with a
picture on the inside of the lid; which I untied out of the tail of a
pretty lady's smock."

Here, as the devil would have it, the pedlar snored so loud, that the
highwayman, snatching his pistols, started up, crying, "Hell and d-n-n!
I am betrayed! Who's that in the next room?" Mrs. Betty told him he need
not be uneasy: there were only three poor travellers, who, missing the
road, had taken up their lodgings in the house, and were asleep long
ago. "Travellers," says he, "spies, you b--ch! But no matter; I'll send
them all to hell in an instant!" He accordingly ran towards our door;
when his sweetheart interposing, assured him, there was only a couple
of poor young Scotchmen, who were too raw and ignorant to give him the
least cause of suspicion; and the third was a presbyterian pedlar of the
same nation, who had often lodged in the house before.

This declaration satisfied the thief, who swore he was glad there was a
pedlar, for he wanted some linen. Then, in a jovial manner, he put
about the glass, mingling his discourse to Betty with caresses and
familiarities, that spoke him very happy in his amours. During that part
of the conversation which regarded this, Strap had crept under the
bed, where he lay in the agonies of fear; so that it was with great
difficulty I persuaded him our danger was over, and prevailed on him to
awake the pedlar, and inform him of what he had seen and heard.

The itinerant merchant no sooner felt somebody shaking him by the
shoulder, than he started up, called, as loud as he could, "Thieves,
thieves! Lord have mercy upon us!" And Rifle, alarmed at this
exclamation, jumped up, cocked one of his pistols, and turned towards
the door to kill the first man that should enter; for he verily believed
himself beset: when his Dulcinea, after an immoderate fit of laughter,
persuaded him that the poor pedlar, dreaming of thieves, had only cried
out in his sleep.

Meanwhile, my comrade had undeceived our fellow-lodger, and informed
him of his reason for disturbing him; upon which, getting up softly, he
peeped through the hole, and was so terrified with what he saw, that,
falling down on his bare knees, he put up a long petition to Heaven
to deliver him from the hands of that ruffian, and promised never
to defraud a customer for the future of the value of a pin's point,
provided he might be rescued from the present danger. Whether or not his
disburthening his conscience afforded him any ease I knew not, but he
slipped into bed again, and lay very quiet until the robber and his
mistress were asleep, and snored in concert; then, rising softly, he
untied a rope that was round his pack, which making fast to one end of
it, he opened the window with as little noise as possible, and lowered
his goods into the yard with great dexterity: then he moved gently to
our bedside and bade us farewell, telling us that, as we ran no risk we
might take our rest with great confidence, and in the morning assure the
landlord that we knew nothing of his escape, and, lastly, shaking us
by the hands, and wishing us all manner of success, he let himself drop
from the window without any danger, for the ground was not above a yard
from his feet as he hung on the outside.

Although I did not think proper to accompany him in his flight, I was
not at all free from apprehension when I reflected on what might be the
effect of the highwayman's disappointment; as he certainly intended to
make free with the pedlar's ware. Neither was my companion at more ease
in his mind, but on the contrary, so possessed with the dreadful idea of
Rifle, that he solicited me strongly to follow our countryman's example,
and so elude the fatal resentment of that terrible adventurer, who
would certainly wreak his vengeance on us as accomplices of the pedlar's
elopement. But I represented to him the danger of giving Rifle cause to
think we know his profession, and suggested that, if ever he should meet
us again on the road, he would look upon us as dangerous acquaintance,
and find it his interest to put us out of the way. I told him, withal,
my confidence in Betty's good nature, in which he acquiesced; and
during the remaining part of the night we concerted a proper method of
behaviour, to render us unsuspected in the morning.

It was no sooner day than Betty, entering our chamber, and perceiving
our window open, cried out, "Odds-bobs! sure you Scotchmen must have
hot constitutions to lie all night with the window open in such cold
weather." I feigned to start out of sleep, and, withdrawing the curtain,
called, "What's the matter?" When she showed me, I affected surprise,
and said, "Bless me! the window was shut when we went to bed." "I'll be
hanged," said she, "if Sawney Waddle, the pedlar, has not got up in a
dream and done it, for I heard him very obstropulous in his sleep, Sure
I put a chamberpot under his bed!"

With these words she advanced to the bed, in which he lay, and, finding
the sheets cold, exclaimed, "Good lackadaisy! The rogue is fled."
"Fled," cried I, with feigned amazement, "God forbid! Sure he has not
robbed us!" Then, springing up, I laid hold of my breeches, and emptied
all my loose money into my hand; which having reckoned, I said, "Heaven
be praised, our money is all safe! Strap, look to the knapsack." He did
so, and found all was right. Upon which we asked, with seeming concern,
if he had stolen nothing belonging to the house. "No, no," replied she,
"he has stole nothing but his reckoning;" which, it seems, this pious
pedlar had forgot to discharge in the midst of his devotion.

Betty, after a moment's pause withdrew, and immediately we could hear
her waken Rifle, who no sooner heard of Waddle's flight than he jumped
out of bed and dressed, venting a thousand execrations, and vowing to
murder the pedlar if ever he should set eyes on him again: "For," said
he "the scoundrel has by this time raised the hue and cry against me."

Having dressed himself in a hurry, he mounted his horse, and for
that time rid us of his company and a thousand fears that were the
consequence of it.

While we were at breakfast, Betty endeavoured, by all the cunning she
was mistress of, to learn whether or no we suspected our fellow-lodger,
whom we saw take horse; but, as we were on our guard, we answered her
sly questions with a simplicity she could not distrust; when, all of a
sudden, we heard the trampling of a horse's feet at the door. This noise
alarmed Strap so much, whose imagination was wholly engrossed by the
image of Rifle, that, with a countenance as pale as milk, he cried, "O
Lord! there is the highwayman returned!"

Our landlady, staring at these words, said, "What highwayman, young man?
Do you think any highwaymen harbour here?"

Though I was very much disconcerted at this piece of indiscretion in
Strap, I had presence of mind enough to tell her we had met a horseman
the day before, whom Strap had foolishly supposed to be a highwayman,
because he rode with pistols; and that he had been terrified at the
sound of a horse's feet ever since.

She forced a smile at the ignorance and timidity of my comrade; but I
could perceive, not without great concern, that this account was not at
all satisfactory to her.






CHAPTER IX

We proceed on our Journey--are overtaken by a Highwayman who fires at
Strap--is prevented from shooting me by a Company of Horsemen, who ride
in pursuit of him--Strap is put to Bed at an Inn--Adventures at that Inn

After having paid our score and taken leave of our hostess, who embraced
me tenderly at parting, we proceeded on our journey, blessing ourselves
that we had come off so well. We had not walked above five miles, when
we observed a man on horseback galloping after us, whom we in a short
time recognised to be no other than this formidable hero who had already
given us so much vexation. He stopped hard by me, and asked if I knew
who he was? My astonishment had disconcerted me so much that I did not
hear his question, which he repeated with a volley of oaths and threats;
but I remained as mute as before.

Strap, seeing my discomposure, fell upon his knees in the mud, uttering,
with a lamentable voice, these words: "For Christ's sake, have mercy
upon us, Mr. Rifle! we know you very well." "Oho!" cried the thief, "you
do! But you never shall be evidence against me in this world, you dog!"
So saying, he drew a pistol, and fired it at the unfortunate shaver, who
fell flat upon the ground without speaking one word.

My comrade's fate and my own situation riveted me to the place where I
stood, deprived of all sense and reflection; so that I did not make
the least attempt either to run away or deprecate the wrath of this
barbarian, who snapped a second pistol at me; but, before he had time
to prime again, perceiving a company of horsemen coming up, he rode
off, and left me standing motionless as a statue, in which posture I
was found by those whose appearance had saved my life. This company
consisted of three men in livery, well armed, with an officer, who (as I
afterwards learned,) was the person from whom Rifle had taken the
pocket pistols the day before; and who, making known his misfortune to
a nobleman he met on the road, and assuring him his non-resistance
was altogether owing to his consideration for the ladies in the coach,
procured the assistance of his lordship's servants to go in quest of the
plunderer. This holiday captain scampered up to me with great address,
and asked who fired the pistol which he had heard.

As I had not yet recovered my reason, he, before I could answer,
observed a body lying on the ground, at which sight his colour changed,
and he pronounced, with a faltering tongue, "Gentlemen, here's murder
committed! Let us alight." "No, no," said one of his followers, "let us
rather pursue the murderer. Which way went he, young man?"

By this time I had recollected myself so far as to tell them that he
could not be a quarter of a mile before; and to beg one of them to
assist me in conveying the corpse of my friend to the next house, in
order to it being interred. The captain, foreseeing that, in case he
should pursue, he must soon come to action, began to curb his horse, and
gave him the spur at the same time, which treatment making the creature
rear up and snort, he called out, his horse was frightened, and would
not proceed; at the same time wheeling him round and round, stroking his
neck, whistling and wheedling him with "Sirrah, sirrah--gently, gently."
etc. "Z--ds!", cried one of the servants, "sure my lord's Sorrel is not
resty!"

With these words he bestowed a lash on his buttocks, and Sorrel,
disdaining the rein sprang forward with the captain at a pace that would
have soon brought him up with the robber, had not the girtle (happily
for him) given way, by which means he landed in the dirt; and two of
his attendants continued their pursuit, without minding his situation.
Meanwhile one of the three who remained at my desire, turning the body
of Strap, in order to see the wound which had killed him, found him
still warm and breathing: upon which, I immediately let him blood, and
saw him, with inexpressible joy, recover; he having received no other
wound than what his fear had inflicted. Having raised him upon his legs,
we walked together to an inn, about half a mile from the place, where
Strap, who was not quite recovered, went to bed; and in a little time
the third servant returned with the captain's horse and furniture,
leaving him to crawl after as well as he could.

This gentleman of the sword, upon his arrival, complained grievously
of the bruise occasioned by his fall; and, on the recommendation of
the servant, who warranted my ability, I was employed to bleed him, for
which service he rewarded me with half-a-crown.

The time between this event and dinner I passed in observing a game at
cards between two farmers, an exciseman, and a young fellow in a rusty
gown and cassock, who, as I afterwards understood, was curate of a
neighbouring parish. It was easy to perceive that the match was not
equal; and that the two farmers, who were partners, had to do with a
couple of sharpers, who stripped them of all their cash in a very short
time. But what surprised me very mach, was to hear this clergyman reply
to one of the countrymen, who seemed to suspect foul play, in these
words: "D--n me, friend, d'ye question my honour?"

I did not at all wonder to find a cheat in canonicals, this being a
character frequent in my own country; but I was scandalised at the
indecency of his behaviour, which appeared in the oaths he swore, and
the bawdy songs which he sung. At last, to make amends in some sort, for
the damage he had done to the unwary boors, he pulled out a fiddle from
the lining of his gown, and, promising to treat them at dinner, began
to play most melodiously, singing in concert all the while. This good
humour of this parson inspired the company with so much glee that the
farmers soon forgot their losses, and all present went to dancing in the
yard.

While we were agreeably amused in this manner, our musician, spying a
horseman a riding towards the inn, stopped all of a sudden, crying
out, "Gad so! gentlemen, I beg your pardon, there's our dog of a doctor
coming into the inn." He immediately commended his instrument, and ran
towards the gate, where he took hold of the vicar's bridle, and helped
him off, inquiring very cordially into the state of his health.

This rosy son of the church, who might be about the age of fifty, having
alighted and entrusted the curate with his horse, stalked with great
solemnity, into the kitchen, where sitting down by the fire, he called
for a bottle of ale and a pipe; scarce deigning an answer to the
submissive questions of those who inquired about the welfare of his
family. While he indulged himself in this state, amidst a profound
silence, the curate, approaching him with great reverence, asked him
if he would not be pleased to honour him with his company at dinner? To
which interrogation he answered in the negative, saying, he had been
to visit Squire Bumpkin, who had drank himself into a high fever at the
last assizes; and that he had, on leaving his own house, told Betty he
should dine at home. Accordingly when he had made an end of his bottle
and pipe, he rose, and moved with prelatical dignity to the door, where
his journeyman stood ready with his nag. He had no sooner mounted
than the facetious curate, coming into the kitchen, held forth in this
manner: "There the old rascal goes, and the d--l go with him. You see
how the world wags, gentlemen. By gad, this rogue of a vicar does not
deserve to live; and yet he has two livings worth four hundred pounds
per annum, while poor I am fain to do all his drudgery, and ride twenty
miles every Sunday to preach--for what? why, truly, for twenty pounds
a year. I scorn to boast of my own qualifications but--comparisons are
odious. I should be glad to know how this wag-bellied doctor deserves to
be more at ease than me. He can loll in his elbow chair at home, indulge
himself in the best of victuals and wine and enjoy the conversation
of Betty, his housekeeper. You understand me, gentlemen. Betty is the
doctor's poor kinswoman, and a pretty girl she is; but no matter for
that; ay, and dutiful girl to her parents, whom she visits regularly
every year, though I must own I could never learn in what county they
live, My service t'ye, gentlemen."

By this time dinner being ready, I waked my companion, and we ate
altogether with great cheerfulness. When our meal was ended, and every
man's share of the reckoning adjusted, the curate went out on pretence
of some necessary occasion, and, mounting his house, left the two
farmers to satisfy the host in the best manner they could. We were no
sooner informed of this piece of finesse, than the exciseman, who had
been silent hitherto, began to open with a malicious grin: "Ay, ay this
is an old trick of Shuffle; I could not help smiling when he talked of
treating. You must know this is a very curious fellow. He picked up some
scraps of learning while he served young Lord Trifte at the university.
But what he most excels in is pimping. No one knows his talents
better than I, for I was valet-de-chambre to Squire Tattle an intimate
companion of Shuffle's lord. He got him self into a scrape by pawning
some of his lordship's clothes on which account he was turned away; but,
as he was acquainted with some particular circumstances of my lord's
conduct, he did not care to exasperate him too much, and so made
interest for his receiving orders, and afterwards recommended him to
the curacy which he now enjoys. However, the fellow cannot be too much
admired for his dexterity in making a comfortable livelihood, in spite
of such a small allowance. You hear he plays a good stick, and is really
diverting company; these qualifications make him agreeable wherever
he goes; and, as for playing at cards there is not a man within three
counties for him. The truth is, he is a d--able cheat, and can shift a
card with such address that it is impossible to discover him."

Here he was interrupted by one of the farmers, who asked, why he had
not justice enough to acquaint them with these particulars before they
engaged in play. The exciseman replied, without any hesitation, that it
was none of his business to intermeddle between man and man; besides,
he did not know they were ignorant of Shuffle's character, which was
notorious to the whole country. This did not satisfy the other, who
taxed him with abetting and assisting the curate's knavery, and insisted
on having his share of the winnings returned; this demand the exciseman
as positively refused affirming that, whatever sleights Shuffle might
practise on other occasions, he was very certain that he had played
on the square with them, and would answer it before any bench in
Christendom; so saying, he got up and, having paid his reckoning,
sneaked off.

The Landlord, thrusting his neck into the passage to see if he was gone,
shook his head, saying, "Ah! Lord help us! if every sinner was to have
his deserts. Well, we victuallers must not disoblige the excisemen. But
I know what; if parson Shuffle and he were weighed together, a straw
thrown into either scale would make the balance kick the beam. But,
masters, this is under the rose," continued Boniface with a whisper.






CHAPTER X

The Highwayman is taken--we are detained as Evidence against
him--proceed to the next village--he escapes--we arrive at another
inn, where we go to Bed--in the Night we are awaked by a dreadful
Adventure--next night we lodge at the house of a Schoolmaster--our
Treatment there

Strap and I were about to depart on our journey, when we perceived a
crowd on the road coming towards us, shouting and hallooing all the way.
As it approached, we could discern a man on horseback in the middle,
with his hands tied behind him, whom we soon knew to be Rifle. The
highwayman, not being so well mounted as the two servants who went in
pursuit of him, was soon overtaken, and, after having discharged
his pistols, made prisoner without any further opposition. They were
carrying him in triumph, amidst the acclamations of the country people,
to a justice of peace in a neighbouring village, but stopped at our inn
to join their companions and take refreshment.

When Rifle was dismounted and placed in the yard, within a circle of
peasants, armed with pitchforks, I was amazed to see what a pitiful
dejected fellow he now appeared, who had but a few hours before filled
me with such terror and confusion. My companion was so much encouraged
by this alteration in his appearance that, going up to the thief, he
presented his clenched fists to his nose, and declared he would either
cudgel or box with the prisoner for a guinea, which he immediately
produced, and began to strip, but was dissuaded from this adventure by
me, who represented to him the folly of the undertaking, as Rifle
was now in the hands of justice, which would, no doubt, give us all
satisfaction enough.

But what made me repent of our impertinent curiosity was our being
detained by the captors, as evidence against him, when we were just
going to set forward. However, there was no remedy; we were obliged to
comply, and accordingly joined in the cavalcade, which luckily took the
same road that we had proposed to follow. About the twilight we arrived
at the place of our destination, but as the justice was gone to visit
a gentleman in the country, with whom (we understood) he would probably
stay all night, the robber was confined in an empty garret, three
stories high, from which it seemed impossible for him to escape; this,
nevertheless, was the case; for next morning when they went up stairs to
bring him before the justice, the bird was flown, having got out at the
window upon the roof from whence he continued his route along the tops
of the adjoining houses, and entered another garret where he skulked
until the family were asleep; at which time he ventured down stairs, and
let himself out by the street-door, which was open.

This event was a great disappointment to those that apprehended him, who
were flushed with the hopes of the reward; but gave me great joy, as
I was permitted now to continue my journey, without any further
molestation. Resolving to make up for the small progress we had hitherto
made, we this day travelled with great vigour and before night reached
a market town twenty miles from the place from whence we set out in the
morning, without meeting any adventure worth notice. Here having taken
up our lodging at an an inn, I found myself so fatigued that I began to
despair of performing our journey on foot, and desired Strap to inquire
if there were any waggon, return horses, or any cheap carriage in this
place, to depart for London next day. He was informed that the waggon
from Newcastle to London had halted there two nights ago, and that
it would be an easy matter to overtake it, if not the next day, at
farthest, the day after the next. This piece of news gave us some
satisfaction; and, after having made a hearty supper on hashed mutton,
we were shown to our room, which contained two beds, the one allotted
for us, and the other for a very honest gentleman, who, we were told,
was then drinking below. Though we could have very well dispensed with
his company, we were glad to submit to this disposition, as there was
not another bed empty in the house; and accordingly went to rest, after
having secured our baggage under the bolster. About two or three o'clock
in the morning I was awaked out of a very profound sleep by a dreadful
noise in the chamber, which did not fail to throw me into an agony
of consternation, when I heard these words pronounced with a terrible
voice: "Blood and wounds! run the halbert into the guts of him that's
next you, and I'll blow the other's brains out presently."

This dreadful salutation had no sooner reached the ears of Strap than,
starting out of bed, he ran against somebody in the dark, and overturned
him in an instant; at the same time bawling out, "Fire! murder! fire!"
a cry which in a moment alarmed the whole house, and filled our chamber
with a crowd of naked people. When lights were brought, the occasion
of all this disturbance soon appeared; which was no other than a fellow
lodger, whom we found lying on the floor, scratching his head, with a
look testifying the utmost astonishment at the concourse of apparitions
that surrounded him.

This honest gentleman was, it seems, a recruiting sergeant, who, having
listed two country fellows over night, dreaded they had mutinied, and
threatened to murder him and the drummer who was along with him. This
made such an impression on his imagination, that he got up in his
sleep and expressed himself as above. When our apprehension of danger
vanished, the company beheld one another with great surprise and mirth;
but what attracted the notice of everyone was our landlady, with nothing
on her but her shift and a large pair of buckskin breeches, with the
backside before, which she had slipped on in the hurry, and her husband
with her petticoat about his shoulders; one had wrapped himself in a
blanket, another was covered with a sheet, and the drummer, who had
given his only shirt to be washed, appeared in cuerpo with a bolster
rolled about his middle.

When this affair was discussed, everybody retired to his own apartment,
the sergeant slipped into bed, and my companion and I slept without any
further disturbance till morning, when we got up, went to breakfast,
paid our reckoning, and set forward in expectation of overtaking the
waggon; in which hope, however, we were disappointed for that day. As
we exerted ourselves more than usual, I found myself quite spent with
fatigue, when we entered a small village in the twilight. We inquired
for a public-house, and were directed to one of a very sorry appearance.
At our entrance the landlord, who seemed to be a venerable old man, with
long gray hair, rose from a table placed by a large fire in a very neat
paved kitchen, and with a cheerful countenance accosted us in these
words: "Salvete, pueri. Ingredimini." I was not a little pleased to hear
our host speak Latin, because I was in hope of recommending myself to
him by my knowledge in that language; I therefore answered, without
hesitation, "Dissolve frigus, ligna super foco--large reponens." I
had no sooner pronounced these words, than the old gentleman, running
towards me, shook me by the hand, crying, "Fili mi dilectissime! unde
venis?--a superis, ni fallor?" In short, finding we were both read in
the classics, he did not know how to testify his regard enough; but
ordered his daughter, a jolly rosy-cheeked damsel who was his sole
domestic, to bring us a bottle of his quadrimum, repeating from Horace
at the same time, "Deprome quadrimum sabina, O Tholiarche, merum diota."
This was excellent ale of his own brewing, of which he told us he had
always an amphora four years old, for the use of himself and friends.

In the course of our conversation, which was interlarded with scraps
of Latin, we understood that this facetious person was a schoolmaster,
whose income being small, he was fain to keep a glass of good liquor for
the entertainment of passengers by which he made shift to make the
two ends of the year meet. "I am this day," said he, "the happiest old
fellow in his majesty's dominions. My wife, rest her soul, is in heaven.
My daughter is to be married next week; but the two chief pleasures of
my life are these (pointing to the bottle and a large edition of Horace
that lay on the table). I am old, 'tis true--what then? the more reason
I should enjoy the small share of life that remains, as my friend
Flaccus advises: 'Tu ne quaesieris (scire nefas) quem mihi, quem tibi
finem dii dederint. Carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero.'"

As he was very inquisitive about our affairs, we made no scruple of
acquainting him with our situation, which when he had learned, he
enriched us with advices how to behave in the world, telling us that he
was no stranger to the deceits of mankind. In the meantime he ordered
his daughter to lay a fowl to the fire for supper, for he was resolved
this night to regale his friends--permittens divis caetera. While our
entertainment was preparing, our host recounted the adventures of his
own life, which, as they contained nothing remarkable, I forbear to
rehearse. When we had fared sumptuously, and drunk several bottles
of his I expressed a desire of going to rest, which was with some
difficulty complied with, after he had informed us that we should
overtake the waggon by noon next day; and that there was room enough in
it for half-a-dozen, for there were only four passengers as yet in that
convenience.

Before my comrade and I fell asleep, we had some conversation about
the good humour of our landlord, which gave Strap such an idea of his
benevolence, that he positively believed we should pay nothing for our
lodging and entertainment. "Don't you observe," said he, "that he has
conceived a particular affection for us--nay, even treated us at supper
with extraordinary fare, which, to be sure, we should not of ourselves
have called for?"

I was partly of Strap's opinion; but the experience I had of the world
made me suspend my belief till the morning, when, getting up betimes, we
breakfasted with our host and his daughter on hasty-pudding and ale,
and desired to know what we had to pay. "Biddy will let you know,
gentlemen," said he; "for I never mind these matters. Money matters are
beneath the concern of one who lives upon the Horatian plan--Crescentum
sequitur cura pecuniam." Meanwhile, Biddy, having consulted a slate
that hung in the corner, told us our reckoning came to 8s. 7d. "Eight
shillings and seven pence!" cried Strap, "'tis impossible! you must be
mistaken, young woman." "Reckon again, child," says her father, very
deliberately; "perhaps you have miscounted." "No, indeed," replied she,
"I know my business better." I could contain my indignation no longer,
but said it was an unconscionable bill, and demanded to know the
particulars; upon which the old man got up, muttering, "Ay, ay, let us
see the particulars--that's but reasonable." And, taking pen, ink, and
paper, wrote the following items:


To bread and beer 0 6 To a fowl and sausages 2 6 To four bottles of
quadrim. 2 0 To fire and tobacco 0 7 To lodging 2 0 To breakfast 1 0
---- 8 7

As he had not the appearance of a common publican, and had raised a sort
of veneration in me by his demeanour the preceding night, it was not in
my power to upbraid him as he deserved; therefore, I contented myself
with saying I was sure he did not learn to be an extortioner from
Horace. He answered, I was but a young man and did not know the world,
or I would not tax him with extortion, whose only aim was to live
contentus parvo, and keep off importuna pauperies. My fellow traveller
could not so easily put up with this imposition; but swore he should
either take one-third of the money or go without. While we were engaged
in this dispute, I perceived the daughter go out, and, conjecturing the
occasion, immediately paid the exorbitant demand, which was no sooner
done than Biddy returned with two stout fellows, who came in on pretence
of taking their morning draught, but in reality to frighten us into
compliance. Just as we departed, Strap, who was half-distracted on
account of this piece of expense, went up to the schoolmaster, and,
grinning in his face, pronounced with great emphasis--"Semper avarus
eget." To which the pedant replied, with a malicious smile--"Animum
rege, qui, nisi paret, imperat."






CHAPTER XI

We descry the Waggon--get into it--arrive at an inn--our Fellow
Travellers described--a Mistake is committed by Strap, which produces
strange things

We travelled half-a-mile without exchanging one word; my thoughts being
engrossed by the knavery of the world, to which I must be daily exposed,
and the contemplation of my finances, which began sensibly to diminish.
At length, Strap, who could hold no longer, addressed me thus: "Well,
fools and their money are soon parted. If my advice had been taken, that
old skin-flint should have been d--n'd before he had got more than the
third of his demand. 'Tis a sure sign you came easily by your money,
when you squander it away in this manner. Ah! God help you, how many
bristly beards must I have mowed before I earned four shillings and
threepence-halfpenny, which is all thrown to the dogs! How many days
have I sat weaving hair till my toes were numbed by the cold, my fingers
cramped, and my nose as blue as the sign of the periwig that hung over
the door! What the devil was you afraid of? I would have engaged to box
with any one of those fellows who came in for a guinea--I'm sure--I have
beat stouter men than either of them." And, indeed, my companion would
have fought anybody when his life was in no danger; but he had a mortal
aversion to fire-arms and all instruments of death. In order to appease
him, I assured him no part of this extraordinary expense should fall
upon his shoulders; at which declaration he was affronted, and told me
he would have me to know that, although he was a poor barber's boy, yet
he had a soul to spend big money with the best squire of the land.

Having walked all day at a great pace, without halting for a
refreshment, we descried, toward the evening, to our inexpressible joy,
the waggon about a quarter of a mile before us; and, by that time we
reached it, were both of us so weary that I verily believe it would
have been impracticable for us to have walked one mile farther. We,
therefore, bargained with the driver, whose name was Joey, to give us a
cast to the next stage for a shilling; at which place we should meet
the master of the waggon, with whom we might agree for the rest of the
journey.

Accordingly the convenience stopped, and Joey having placed the ladder,
Strap (being loaded with our baggage) mounted first; but, just as he was
getting in, a tremendous voice assailed his ears in these words: "God's
fury! there shall no passengers come here." The poor shaver was so
disconcerted at this exclamation, which both he and I imagined proceeded
from the mouth of a giant, that he descended with great velocity and
a countenance as white as paper. Joey, perceiving our astonishment,
called, with an arch sneer, "Waunds, coptain, whay woant yau sooffer
the poor waggoneer to meake a penny? Coom, coom, young man, get oop, get
oop, never moind the coptain; I'se not afeard of the coptain."

This was not encouragement sufficient to Strap, who could not be
prevailed upon to venture up again; upon which I attempted, though not
without a quaking heart, when I heard the same voice muttering, like
distant thunder--"Hell and the devil confound me, if I don't make you
smart for this!" However, I crept in, and by accident got an empty place
in the straw, which I immediately took possession of, without being
able to discern the faces of my fellow-travellers in the dark. Strap
following, with the knapsack on his back, chanced to take the other
side, and, by a jolt of the carriage, pitched directly upon the stomach
of the captain, who bellowed out, in a most dreadful manner, "Blood and
thunder! where's my sword?" At these words my frighted comrade started
up, and, at one spring, bounced against me with such force that I
thought he was the supposed son of Anak, who intended to press me to
death. In the meantime a female voice cried, "Bless me! what is the
matter, my dear?" "The matter," replied the captain, "d--n my blood!
my guts are squeezed into a pancake by that Scotchman's hump." Strap,
trembling all the while at my back, asked him pardon, and laid the blame
of what had happened upon the jolting of the waggon; and the woman who
spoke before went on: "Ay, ay, my dear, it is our own fault; we may
thank ourselves for all the inconveniences we meet with. I thank God I
never travelled so before. I am sure if my lady or Sir John were to know
where we are they would not sleep this night for vexation. I wish to God
we had writ for the chariot; I know we shall never be forgiven." "Come,
come, my dear," replied the captain, "it don't signify fretting now;
we shall laugh it over as a frolic; I hope you will not suffer in your
health. I shall make my lord very merry with our adventures in this
diligence."

The discourse gave me such a high notion of the captain and his lady
that I durst not venture to join in the conversation; but immediately
after another female voice began: "Some people give themselves a great
many needless airs; better folks than any here have travelled in waggons
before now. Some of us have rode in coaches and chariots, with three
footmen behind them, without making so much fuss about it. What then? We
are now all upon a footing; therefore let us be sociable and merry. What
do you say, Isaac? Is not this a good motion, you doting rogue? Speak,
you old cent per cent fornicator? What desperate debt are you thinking
of? What mortgage are you planning? Well, Isaac, positively you shall
never gain my favour till you turn over a new leaf, grow honest, and
live like a gentleman. In the meantime give me a kiss, you old fumbler."
These words, accompanied with a hearty smack, enlivened the person to
whom they were addressed to such a degree that he cried, in transport,
though with a faltering voice, "Ah! you wanton baggage--upon my credit,
you are a waggish girl--he, he, he!" This laugh introduced a fit of
coughing, which almost suffocated the poor usurer (such we afterwards
found was the profession of this our fellow-traveller).

About this time I fell asleep, and enjoyed a comfortable nap till such
time as we arrived at the inn where we put up. Here, having alighted
from the waggon, I had an opportunity of viewing the passengers in order
as they entered. The first who appeared was a brisk, airy girl, about
twenty years old, with a silver-laced hat on her head instead of a cap,
a blue stuff riding-suit, trimmed with silver very much tarnished, and
a whip in her hand. After her came, limping, an old man, with a worsted
nightcap buttoned under his chin, and a broad-brimmed hat slouched over
it, an old rusty blue cloak tied about his neck, under which appeared a
brown surtout, that covered a threadbare coat and waistcoat, and, as
he afterwards discerned, a dirty flannel jacket. His eyes were hollow,
bleared, and gummy; his face was shrivelled into a thousand wrinkles,
his gums were destitute of teeth, his nose sharp and drooping, his chin
peaked and prominent, so that, when he mumped or spoke, they approached
one another like a pair of nutcrackers: he supported himself on an
ivory-headed cane and his whole figure was a just emblem of winter,
famine, and avarice. But how was I surprised, when I beheld the
formidable captain in the shape of a little thin creature, about the age
of forty, with a long withered visage, very much resembling that of a
baboon, through the upper part of which two little gray eyes peeped: he
wore his own hair in a queue that reached to his rump, which immoderate
length, I suppose, was the occasion of a baldness that appeared on the
crown of his head when he deigned to take off his hat, which was very
much of the size and cock of Pistol's.

Having laid aside his great-coat, I could not help admiring the
extraordinary make of this man of war: he was about five feet and three
inches high, sixteen inches of which went to his face and long scraggy
neck: his thighs were about six inches in length, his legs resembling
spindles or drumsticks, five feet and a half, and his body, which put me
in mind of extension without substance, engrossed the remainder: so that
on the whole, he appeared like a spider or grasshopper erect, and was
almost a vox et praeterea nihil. His dress consisted of a frock of what
is called bearskin, the skirts of which were about half a foot long, an
hussar waistcoat, scarlet breeches reaching half way down his thighs,
worsted stockings rolled up almost to his groin, and shoes with wooden
heels at least two inches high; he carried a sword very near as long as
himself in one hand, and with the other conducted his lady, who seemed
to be a woman of his own age, and still retained some remains of an
agreeable person, but so ridiculously affected, that, had I not been a
novice in the world, I might have easily perceived in her the deplorable
vanity and second-hand airs of a lady's woman.

We were all assembled in the kitchen, when Captain Weazel (for that was
his name) desired a room with a fire for himself and spouse, and told
the landlord they would up by themselves. The innkeeper replied that he
could not afford them a room by themselves; and as for supping, he had
prepared victuals for the passengers in the waggon, without respect of
persons, but if he could prevail on the rest to let him have his choice
in a separate manner, he should be very well pleased. This was no sooner
said than all of us declared against the proposal, and Miss Jenny (our
other female passenger), observed that, if Captain Weazel and his lady
had a mind to sup by themselves, they might wait until we should have
done. At this hint the captain put on a martial frown, and looked very
big, without speaking; while his yokefellow, with a disdainful toss
of her nose, muttered something about "Creature!" which Miss Jenny
overhearing, stepped up to her, saying, "None of your names, good Mrs.
Abigail. Creature, quotha--I'll assure you no such creature as you
neither--no ten-pound sneaker--no quality-coupler." Here the captain
interposed, with a "D--e, madam, what do you mean by that?" "D--n you
sir, who are you?" replied Miss Jenny, "who made you a captain, you
pitiful, trencher-scraping, pimping curler? 'Sdeath! the army is come to
a fine pass, when such fellows as you get commissions. What, I suppose
you think I don't know you? Egad, you and your helpmate are well met--a
cast-off mistress and a bald valet-de-chambre are well yoked together."
"Blood and wounds!" cried Weazel, "d'ye question the honour of my wife,
madam? Hell and d-ion! No man in England durst say so much--I would flay
him, carbonado him! Fury and destruction! I would have his liver for
my supper." So saying, he drew his sword and flourished with it, to the
great terror of Strap; while Miss Jenny, snapping her fingers, told him
she did not value his resentment a louse.

In the midst of this quarrel the master of the waggon alighted, who,
understanding the cause of the disturbance, and fearing the captain and
his lady would take umbrage and leave his carriage, was at great pains
to have everything made up, which he at last accomplished, and we sat
down to supper altogether. At bedtime we were shown to our apartments;
the old usurer, Strap, and I, to one room; the captain, his wife, and
Miss Jenny, to another. About midnight, my companion's bowels being
disordered, he got up, in order to go backward, but in his return,
mistaking one door for another, entered Weazel's chamber, and without
any hesitation went to bed to his wife, who was fast asleep, the captain
being at another end of the room groping for some empty vessel, in lieu
of his own chamberpot, which was leaky: as he did not perceive
Strap coming in, he went towards his own bed, after having found a
convenience; but no sooner did he feel a rough head, covered with a
cotton nightcap, than it came into his mind that he had mistaken Miss
Jenny's bed instead of his own, and that the head he felt was that
of some gallant, with whom she had made an assignation. Full of his
conjecture, and scandalised at the prostitution of his apartment, he
snatched up the vessel he had just before filled, and emptied it at once
on the astonished barber and his own wife, who waking at that instant,
broke forth into lamentable cries, which not only alarmed the husband
beyond measure, but frighted poor Strap almost out of his senses; for he
verily believed himself bewitched, especially when the incensed captain
seized him by the throat, with a volley of oaths, asking him how he
durst have the presumption to attempt the chastity of his wife. Poor
Strap was so amazed and confounded, that he could say nothing but--"I
take God to witness she's a virgin for me."

Mrs. Weazel, enraged to find herself in such a pickle through the
precipitation of her husband, arose in her shift, and with the heel of
her shoe which she found by the bedside, belaboured the captain's bald
pate till he roared "Murder." "I'll teach you to empty your stinkpots
on me," cried she, "you pitiful hop-o'-my-thumb coxcomb. What, I warrant
you're jealous, you man of lath. Was it for this I condescended to take
you to my bed, you poor, withered, sapless twig?"

The noise occasioned by this adventure had brought the master of the
waggon and me to the door, where we overheard all that passed with great
satisfaction. In the meantime we were alarmed with the cry of "Rape!
Murder! Rape!" which Jenny pronounced with great vociferation. "Oh! You
vile abominable old villain," said she, "would you rob me of my virtue?
But I'll be revenged of you, you old goat! I will! Help! for heaven's
sake! help! I shall be ravished! ruined! help!" Some servants of the
inn, hearing this cry, came running upstairs with lights, and such
weapons as chance afforded; when we beheld a very diverting scene. In
one corner stood the poor captain shivering in his shirt, which was all
torn to rags: with a woeful visage, scratched all over by his wife, who
had by this time wrapped the counterpane about her, and sat sobbing on
the side of her bed. At the other end lay the old usurer, sprawling on
Miss Jenny's bed, with his flannel jacket over his shirt, and his tawny
meagre limbs exposed to the air; while she held him fast by the two
ears, and loaded him with execrations. When he asked what was the
matter, she affected to weep, told us she was afraid that wicked rogue
had ruined her in her sleep, and bade us take notice of what we saw, for
she intended to make use of our evidence against him. The poor wretch
looked like one more dead than alive, and begged to be released; a
favour which he had no sooner obtained than he protested she was no
woman, but a devil incarnate--that she had first seduced his flesh to
rebel, and then betrayed him. "Yes, cockatrice," continued he, "you
know you laid this snare fur me--but you shan't succeed--for I will hang
myself before you shall get a farthing of me." So saying, he crawled to
his own bed, groaning all the way. We then advanced to the Captain, who
told us, "Gentlemen, here has been a d--d mistake; but I'll be revenged
on him who was the cause of it. That Scotchman who carries the knapsack
shall not breathe this vital air another day, if my name be Weazel. My
dear, I ask you ten thousand pardons; you are sensible, I could mean no
harm to you." "I know not what you meant," replied she, sighing, "but
I know I have got enough to send me to my grave." At length they were
reconciled. The wife was complimented with a share of Miss Jenny's bed
(her own being overflowed), and the master of the waggon invited Weazel
to sleep the remaining part of the night with him. I retired to mine,
where I found Strap mortally afraid, he having stolen away in the dark
while the captain and his lady were at loggerheads.






CHAPTER XII

Captain Weazel challenges Strap, who declines the Combat--an Affair
between the Captain and me--the Usurer is fain to give Miss Jenny five
Guineas for a Release--we are in Danger of losing a Meal--the Behaviour
of Weazel, Jenny, and Joey, on that Occasion--an Account of Captain
Weazel and his Lady--the Captain's Courage tried--Isaac's mirth at the
Captain's Expense

Next morning I agreed to give the master of the waggon ten shillings for
my passage to London, provided Strap should be allowed to take my place
when I should be disposed to walk. At the same time I desired him to
appease the incensed captain, who had entered the kitchen with a drawn
sword in his hand, and threatened with many oaths to sacrifice the
villain who attempted to violate his bed; but it was to no purpose for
the master to explain the mistake, and assure him of the poor lad's
innocence, who stood trembling behind me all the while: the more
submission that appeared in Strap, the more implacable seemed the
resentment of Weazel, who swore he must either fight him or he would
instantly put him to death. I was extremely provoked at this insolence,
and told him, it could not be supposed that a poor barber lad would
engage a man of the sword at his own weapon; but I was persuaded he
would wrestle or box with him. To which proposal Strap immediately gave
assent, by saying, "he would box with him for a guinea." Weazel replied
with a look of disdain, that it was beneath any gentleman of his
character to fight like a porter, or even to put himself on a footing,
in any respect, with such a fellow as Strap. "Odds bodikins!" cries
Joey, "sure, coptain, yaw would not commit moorder! Here's a poor lad
that is willing to make atonement for his offence; and an that woan't
satisfie yaw, offers to fight yaw fairly. And yaw woan't box, I dare
say, he will coodgel with yaw. Woan't yaw, my lad?" Strap, after
some hesitation, answered, "Yes, yes, I'll cudgel with him." But this
expedient being also rejected by the captain, I began to smell his
character, and, tipping Strap the wink, told the captain that I had
always heard it said, the person who receives a challenge should have
the choice of the weapons; this therefore being the rule in point of
honour, I would venture to promise on the head of my companion, that he
would even fight Captain Weazel at sharps; but it should be with
such sharps as Strap was best acquainted with, namely, razors. At my
mentioning razors: I could perceive the captain's colour change while
Strap, pulling me by the sleeve, whispered with great eagerness: "No,
no, no; for the love of God, don't make any such bargain." At length,
Weazel, recovering himself, turned towards me, and with a ferocious
countenance asked, "Who the devil are you? Will you fight me?" With
these words, putting himself in a posture, I was grievously alarmed
at seeing the point of a sword within half a foot of my breast;
and, springing to one side, snatched up a spit that stood in the
chimney-corner, with which I kept my formidable adversary at bay, who
made a great many half-longes, skipping backward at every push, till
at last I pinned him up in a corner, to the no small diversion of the
company. While he was in this situation his wife entered, and, seeing
her husband in these dangerous circumstances, uttered a dreadful scream:
in this emergency, Weazel demanded a cessation, which was immediately
granted; and at last was contented with the submission of Strap,
who, falling on his knees before him, protested the innocence of his
intention, and asked pardon for the mistake he had committed. This
affair being ended without bloodshed, we went to breakfast, but missed
two of our company, namely, Miss Jenny and the usurer. As for the first,
Mrs. Weazel informed us, that she had kept her awake all night with her
groans; and that when she rose in the morning, Miss Jenny was so much
indisposed that she could not proceed on her journey. At that instant, a
message came from her to the master of the waggon, who immediately went
into her chamber, followed by us all. She told him in a lamentable tone,
that she was afraid of a miscarriage, owing to the fright she received
last night from the brutality of Isaac; and, as the event was uncertain,
desired the usurer might be detained to answer for the consequence.
Accordingly, this ancient Tarquin was found in the waggon, whither he
had retired to avoid the shame of last night's disgrace, and brought by
force into her presence. He no sooner appeared than she began to weep
and sigh most piteously, and told us, if she died, she would leave her
blood upon the head of that ravisher. Poor Isaac turned up his eyes and
hands to heaven, prayed that God would deliver him from the machinations
of that Jezebel; and assured us, with tears in his eyes, that his
being found in bed with her was the result of her own invitation. The
waggoner, understanding the case, advised Isaac to make it up, by giving
her a sum of money: to which advice he replied with great vehemence, "A
sum of money!--a halter for the cockatrice!" "Oh! 'tis very well," said
Miss Jenny; "I see it is in vain to attempt that flinty heart of his by
fair means. Joey, be so good as to go to the justice, and tell him
there is a sick person here, who wants to see him on an affair of
consequence." At the name of justice Isaac trembled, and bidding Joey
stay, asked with a quavering voice, "What she would have? She told
him that, as he had not perpetrated his wicked purpose, she would be
satisfied with a small matter. And though the damage she might sustain
in her health might be irreparable, she would give him a release for
a hundred guineas." "A hundred guineas!" cried he in an ecstacy, "a
hundred furies! Where should a poor old wretch like me have a hundred
guineas? If I had so much money, d'ya think I should be found travelling
in a waggon, at this season of the year?" "Come, come," replied Jenny,
"none of your miserly artifice here. You think I don't know Isaac
Rapine, the money-broker, in the Minories. Ah! you old rogue! many a
pawn have you had of me and my acquaintance, which was never redeemed."
Isaac, finding it was in vain to disguise himself, offered twenty
shillings for a discharge, which she absolutely refused under fifty
pounds: at last, however, she was brought down to five, which he paid
with great reluctancy, rather than be prosecuted for a rape. After which
accommodation, the sick person made a shift to get into the waggon,
and we set forward in great tranquillity; Strap being accommodated
with Joey's horse, the driver himself choosing to walk. The morning and
forenoon we were entertained with an account of the valour of Captain
Weazel, who told us he had once knocked down a soldier that made game of
him; tweaked a drawer by the nose, who found fault with his picking his
teeth with a fork, at another time; and that he had moreover challenged
a cheesemonger, who had the presumption to be his rival: for the truth
of which exploits he appealed to his wife. She confirmed whatever he
said, and observed, "The last affair happened that very day on which I
received a love-letter from Squire Gobble, and don't you remember, my
dear, I was prodigiously sick that very night with eating ortolans, when
my Lord Diddle took notice of my complexion's being altered, and my lady
was so alarmed that she had well nigh fainted?" "Yes, my dear," replied
the captain, "you know my lord said to me, with a sneer, 'Billy, Mrs.
Weazel is certainly breeding.' And I answered cavalierly, 'My lord, I
wish I could return the compliment.' Upon which the whole company
broke out into an immoderate fit of laughter; and my lord, who loves a
repartee dearly, came round and bussed me." We travelled in this manner
five days, without interruption or meeting anything worth notice: Miss
Jenny, who soon recovered her spirits, entertaining us every day with
diverting songs, of which she could sing a great number; and rallying
her own gallant, who, notwithstanding, would never be reconciled to
her. On the sixth day, while we were about to sit down to dinner, the
innkeeper came and told us, that three gentlemen, just arrived, had
ordered the victuals to be carried to their apartment, although he had
informed them that they were bespoke by the passengers in the waggon. To
which information they had replied, "the passengers in the waggon might
be d--d, their betters must be served before them; they supposed it
would be no hardship on such travellers to dine upon bread and cheese
for one day." This was a terrible disappointment to us all; and we
laid our heads together how to remedy it; when Miss Jenny observed that
Captain Weazel, being by profession a soldier, ought in this case to
protect and prevent us from being insulted. But the Captain excused
himself, saying, he would not for all the world be known to have
travelled in a waggon! swearing at the same time, that could he appear
with honour, they should eat his sword sooner than his provision. Upon
this declaration, Miss Jenny, snatching his weapon, drew it, and ran
immediately into the kitchen, where she threatened to put the cook to
death if he did not send the victuals into our chamber immediately. The
noise she made brought the three strangers down, one of whom no sooner
perceived her than he cried, "Ha! Jenny Ramper! what the devil brought
thee hither?" "My dear Jack Rattle!" replied she, running into his arms,
"is it you? Then Weazel may go to hell for a dinner--I shall dine with
you."

They consented to this proposal with a great deal of joy; and we were
on the point of being reduced to a very uncomfortable meal, when Joey,
understanding the whole affair, entered the kitchen with a pitchfork in
his hand, and swore he would be the death of any man who should pretend
to seize the victuals prepared for the waggon. The menace had like to
have produced fatal consequences; the three strangers drawing their
swords, and being joined by their servants, and we ranging ourselves on
the side of Joey; when the landlord, interposing, offered to part with
his own dinner to keep the peace, which was accepted by the strangers;
and we sat down at table without any further molestation. In the
afternoon, I chose to walk along with Joey, and Strap took my place.
Having entered into a conversation with this driver, I soon found him
to be a merry, facetious, good-natured fellow, and withal very arch;
he informed me, that Miss Jenny was a common girl upon the town, who,
falling into company with a recruiting officer, he carried her down in
the stage coach from London to Newcastle, where he had been arrested for
debt, and was now in prison; upon which she was fain to return to her
former way of life, by this conveyance. He told me likewise, that one of
the gentleman's servants, who were left at the inn, having accidentally
seen Weazel, immediately knew him, and acquainted Joey with some
particulars of his character. That he had served my Lord Frizzle in
quality of valet-de-chambre many years, while he lived separate from
his lady; but, upon their reconciliation, she expressly insisted upon
Weazel's being turned off, as well as the woman he kept: when his
lordship, to get rid of them both with a good grace, proposed that he
should marry his Mistress, and he would procure a commission for him
in the army: this expedient was agreed to, and Weazel is now, by his
lordship's interest, ensigned in --'s regiment. I found he and I had the
same sentiments with regard to Weazel's courage, which he resolved
to put to the trial, by alarming the passengers with the cry of a
'highwayman!' as soon as a horseman should appear.

This scheme we put in practice, towards the dusk, when we descried a man
on horseback approaching us. Joey had no sooner intimated to the people
in the waggon, that he was afraid we should be all robbed than a general
consternation arose: Strap jumped out of the waggon, and hid himself
behind a hedge. The usurer put forth ejaculations, and made a rustling
among the straw, which made us conjecture he had hid something under
it. Mrs. Weazel, wringing her hands uttered lamentable cries: and the
captain, to our great amazement, began to snore; but this artifice did
not succeed; for Miss Jenny, shaking him by the shoulder, bawled out,
"Sdeath! captain, is this a time to snore, when we are going to be
robbed? Get up for shame, and behave like a soldier and man of honour!"
Weazel pretended to be in a great passion for being disturbed, and swore
he would have his nap out if all the highwaymen in England surrounded
him. "D--n my blood! what are you afraid of?" continued he; at the same
time trembling with such agitation that the whole carriage shook. This
singular piece of behaviour incensed Miss Ramper so much that she cried,
"D--n your pitiful soul, you are as arrant a poltroon, as ever was
drummed out of a regiment. Stop the waggon, Joey--let me out, and by
G--d, if I have rhetoric enough, the thief shall not only take your
purse, but your skin also." So saying she leaped out with great agility.
By this time the horseman came up and happened to be a gentleman's
servant well known to Joey, who communicated the scheme, and desired
him to carry it on a little further, by going into the waggon, and
questioning those within. The stranger, consenting for the sake of
diversion, approached it, and in a terrible tone demanded, "Who have
we got here?" Isaac replied, with a lamentable voice, "Here's a poor
miserable sinner, who has got a small family to maintain, and nothing in
the world wherewithal, but these fifteen shillings which if you rob
me of we must all starve together." "Who's that sobbing in the other
corner?" said the supposed highwayman. "A poor unfortunate woman,"
answered Mrs. Weazle, "upon whom I beg you, for Christ's sake, to have
compassion." "Are you maid or wife," said he. "Wife, to my sorrow,"
said she. "Who, or where is your husband?" continued he. "My husband,"
replied Mrs. Weazel, "is an officer in the army and was left sick at the
last inn where we dined." "You must be mistaken, madam," said he, "for
I myself saw him get into the waggon this afternoon. But pray what smell
is that? Sure your lapdog has befouled himself; let me catch hold of the
nasty cur, I'll teach him better manners." Here he laid hold of one of
Weazel's legs, and pulled him out from under his wife's petticoat, where
he had concealed himself. The poor trembling captain, being detected in
his inglorious situation, rubbed his eyes, and affecting to wake out of
sleep, cried, "What's the matter? What's the matter?" "The matter is not
much," answered the horseman; "I only called in to inquire after your
health, and so adieu, most noble captain." He clapped spurs to his
horse, and was out of sight in a moment.

It was some time before Weazel could recollect himself, but at length
reassuming the big look, he said, "D--n the fellow! why did he ride
away before I had time to ask him how his lord and lady do I? Don't you
remember Tom, my dear?" addressing himself to his wife. "Yes," replied
she, "I think I do remember something of the fellow, but you know I
seldom converse with people of his station." "Hey-day!" cried Joey, "do
yaw knaw the young mon, coptain?" "Know him," said Weazel, "many a time
has he filled a glass of Burgundy for me, at my Lord Trippett's table."
"And what may his name be, coptain?" said Joey. "His name!--his name,"
replied Weazel, "is Tom Rinser." "Waunds," cried Joey, "a has changed
his own neame then! for I'se lay a wager he was christened John
Trotter." This observation raised a laugh against the captain, who
seemed very much disconcerted; when Isaac broke silence, and said, "It
is no matter who or what he was, since he has not proved the robber
we suspected, and we ought to bless God for our narrow escape." "Bless
God," said Weazel, "bless the devil! for what? Had he been a highwayman,
I should have eaten his blood, body, and guts, before he had robbed
me, or any one in this diligence." "Ha, ha, ha," cried Miss Jenny, "I
believe you will eat all you kill, indeed, captain." The usurer was so
well pleased at the event of this adventure, that he could not refrain
from being severe, and took notice that Captain Weazel seemed to be a
good Christian, for he had armed himself with patience and resignation,
instead of carnal weapons; and worked out his salvation with fear and
trembling. This piece of satire occasioned a great deal of mirth at
Weazel's expense, who muttered a great many oaths, and threatened to cut
Isaac's throat. The usurer, taking hold of this menace, said, "Gentlemen
and ladies, I take you all to witness, that in my life is in danger from
this bloody-minded officer; I'll have him bound over to the peace."
This second sneer produced another laugh against him, and he remained
crestfallen during the remaining part of our journey.






CHAPTER XIII

Strap and I are terrified by an Apparition--Strap's Conjecture--the
Mystery explained by Joey--we arrive in London--our Dress and
Appearance described--we are insulted in the Street--an Adventure in an
Alehouse--we are imposed upon by a waggish Footman--set to rights by
a Tobacconist--take Lodgings--dive for a Dinner--an Accident at our
Ordinary

We arrived at our inn, supped, and went to bed; but Strap's distemper
continuing, he was obliged to rise in the middle of the night, and
taking the candle in his hand, which he had left burning for the
purpose, he went down to the house of office, whence in a short time
he returned in a great hurry, with his hair standing on end, and a look
betokening horror and astonishment. Without speaking a word, he set down
the light and jumped into bed behind me, where he lay and trembled with
great violence. When I asked him what was the matter, he replied, with a
broken accent, "God have mercy on us! I have seen the devil!" Though my
prejudice was not quite so strong as his, I was not a little alarmed
at this exclamation, and much more so when I heard the sound of bells
approaching our chamber, and felt my bedfellow cling close to me,
uttering these words, "Christ have mercy upon us; there he comes!" At
that instance a monstrous overgrown raven entered our chamber, with
bells at his feet, and made directly towards our bed. As this creature
is reckoned in our country a common vehicle for the devil and witches
to play their pranks in, I verily believed we were haunted; and, in a
violent fright, shrank under the bedclothes. This terrible apparition
leaped upon the bed, and after giving us several severe dabs with
its beak through the blankets, hopped away, and vanished. Strap and I
recommended ourselves to the protection of heaven with great devotion,
and, when we no longer heard the noise, ventured to peep up and take
breath. But we had not been long freed from this phantom, when another
appeared, that had well nigh deprived us both of our senses. We
perceived an old man enter the room, with a long white beard that
reached to his middle; there was a certain wild peculiarity in his
eyes and countenance that did not savour of this world; and his dress
consisted of a brown stuff coat, buttoned behind and at the wrists, with
an odd-fashioned cap of the same stuff upon his head. I was so amazed
that I had not power to move my eyes from such a ghastly object, but lay
motionless and saw him come straight up to me: when he reached the bed,
he wrung his hands, and cried, with a voice that did not seem to belong
to a human creature, "Where is Ralph?" I made no reply: upon which he
repeated, in an accent still more preternatural, "Where is Ralpho?" He
had no sooner pronounced these words than I heard the sound of the bells
at a distance; which the apparition, having listened to, tripped away,
and left me almost petrified with fear. It was a good while before I
could recover myself so far as to speak; and, when at length I turned to
Strap, I found him in a fit, which, however, did not last long. When
he came to himself, I asked his opinion of what had happened; and he
assured me that the first must certainly be the soul of some person
damned, which appeared by the chain about his legs (for his fears had
magnified the creature to the bigness of a horse, and the sound of small
morice-bells to the clanking of massy chains). As for the old man, he
took it to be the spirit of somebody murdered long ago in this place,
which had power granted to forment the assassin in the shape of a raven,
and that Ralpho was the name of the said murderer. Although I had not
much faith in this interpretation, I was too much troubled to enjoy any
sleep: and in all my future adventures never passed a night so ill.

In the morning Strap imparted the whole affair to Joey, who, after an
immoderate fit of laughter, explained the matter, by telling him that
the old man was the landlord's father, who had been an idiot some years,
and diverted himself with a tame raven, which, it seems, had hopped away
from his apartment in the night, and induced him to follow it to our
chamber, where he had inquired after it under the name of Ralpho.

Nothing remarkable happened during the remaining part of our journey,
which continued six or seven days longer: at length we entered the great
city, and lodged all night at the inn where the waggon put up. Next
morning all the passengers parted different ways, while my companion and
I sallied out to inquire for the member of parliament, to whom I had a
letter of recommendation from Mr. Crab. As we had discharged our lodging
at the inn, Strap took up our baggage and, marched behind me in the
street with the knapsack on his back, as usual, so that we made a very
whimsical appearance. I had dressed myself to the greatest advantage;
that is, put on a clean ruffled shirt, and my best thread stockings: my
hair (which was of the deepest red) hung down upon my shoulders, as lank
and straight as a pound of candles; and the skirts of my coat reached to
the middle of my leg; my waistcoat and breeches were of the same piece,
and cut in the same taste; and my hat very much resembled a barber's
basin, in the shallowness of the crown and narrowness of the brim. Strap
was habited in a much less awkward manner: but a short crop-eared wig,
that very much resembled Scrub's in the play, and the knapsack on his
back, added to what is called a queer phiz, occasioned by a long chin, a
hook nose, and high cheek bones, rendered him, on the whole, a very
fit subject of mirth and pleasantry. As he walked along, Strap, at
my desire, inquired of a carman, whom we met, whereabouts Mr. Cringer
lived: and was answered by a stare, accompanied with the word "Anan!"
Upon which I came up, in order to explain the question, but had the
misfortune to be unintelligible likewise, the carman damning us for a
lousy Scotch guard, whipping his horses with a "Gee ho!" which nettled
me to the quick, and roused the indignation of Strap so far that, after
the fellow was gone a good way, he told me he would fight him for a
farthing.

While we were deliberating upon what was to be done, a hackney coachman,
driving softly along, and perceiving us standing by the kennel, came up
close to us, and calling, "A coach, master!" by a dexterous management
of the reins made his horses stumble in the wet, and bedaub us all over
with mud. After which exploit he drove on, applauding himself with a
hearty laugh, in which several people joined, to my great mortification;
but one, more compassionate than the rest, seeing us strangers, advised
me to go into an alehouse, and dry myself. I thanked him for his advice,
which I immediately complied with; and, going into the house he pointed
out, called for a pot of beer, and sat down by a fire in the public room
where we cleaned ourselves as well as we could. In the meantime, a wag,
who sat in a box, smoking his pipe, understanding, by our dialect, that
we were from Scotland, came up to me and, with a grave countenance
asked how long I had been caught. As I did not know the meaning of this
question, I made no answer; and he went on, saying it could not be a
great while, for my tail was not yet cut; at the same time taking hold
of my hair, and tipping the wink to the rest of the company, who seemed
highly entertained with his wit. I was incensed at this usage, but
afraid of resenting it, because I happened to be in a strange place,
and perceived the person who spoke to me was a brawny fellow, for whom
I thought myself by no means a match. However, Strap, having either more
courage or less caution, could not put up with the insults I suffered,
but told him in a peremptory tone, "He was an uncivil fellow for making
so free with his betters." Then the wit going toward him, asked him what
he had got in his knapsack? "Is it oatmeal or brimstone, Sawney?"
said he, seizing him by the chin, which he shook, to the inexpressible
diversion of all present. My companion, feeling himself assaulted in
such an opprobrious manner, disengaged himself in a trice, and lent his
antagonist such a box on the ear as made him stagger to the other side
of the room; and, in a moment, a ring was formed for the combatants.
Seeing Strap beginning to strip, and my blood being heated with
indignation, which banished all other thoughts, I undressed myself
to the skin in an instant, and declared, that as the affront that
occasioned the quarrel was offered to me, I would fight it out myself;
upon which one or two cried out, "That's a brave Scotch boy; you shall
have fair play." His assurance gave me fresh spirits, and, going up to
my adversary, who by his pale countenance did not seem much inclined to
the battle, I struck him so hard on the stomach, that he reeled over
a bench, and fell to the ground. Then I attempted to keep him down, in
order to improve my success, according to the manner of my own country,
but was restrained by the spectators, one of whom endeavoured to raise
up my opponent, but in vain; for he protested he would not fight, for he
was not quite recovered of a late illness. I was very well pleased with
this excuse, and immediately dressed myself, having acquired the good
opinion of the company for my bravery, as well as of my comrade Strap,
who shook me by the hand, and wished me joy of the victory.

After having drunk our pot, and dried our clothes, we inquired of the
landlord if he knew Mr. Cringer, the member of parliament, and were
amazed at his replying in the negative; for we imagined he must be
altogether as conspicuous here as in the borough he represented; but
he told us we might possibly hear of him as we passed along. We betook
ourselves therefore to the street, where seeing a footman standing
at the door, we made up to him, and asked if he knew where our patron
lived? This member of the particoloured fraternity, surveying us both
very minutely, said he knew Mr. Cringer very well, and bade us turn down
the first street on our left, then turn to the right, and then to the
left again, after which perambulation we would observe a lane, through
which we must pass, and at the other end we should find an alley that
leads to another street, where we should see the sign of the Thistle and
Three Pedlars, and there he lodged. We thanked him for his information,
and went forwards, Strap telling me, that he knew this person to be an
honest friendly man by his countenance, before he opened his mouth; in
which opinion I acquiesced, ascribing his good manners to the company he
daily saw in the house where he served.

We followed his directions punctually, in turning to the left, and to
the right, and to the left again; but instead of seeing a lane before
us, found ourselves at the side of the river, a circumstance that
perplexed us not a little; and my fellow-traveller ventured to
pronounce, that we had certainly missed our way. By this time we were
pretty much fatigued with our walk, and not knowing how to proceed,
I went into a small snuff-shop hard by, encouraged by the sign of
the Highlander, where I found, to my inexpressible satisfaction,
the shopkeeper was my countryman. He was no sooner informed of our
peregrination, and the directions we had received from the footman, than
he informed us we had been imposed upon, telling us, Mr. Cringer lived
in the other end of the town and that it would be to no purpose for us
to go thither to-day, for by that time he was gone to the House. I then
asked, if he could recommend us a lodging. He really gave us a line
to one of his acquaintance who kept a chandler's shop not far from St.
Martin's Lane; there we hired a bed-room, up two pair of stairs, at the
rate of two shillings per week, so very small, that when the bed was let
down, we were obliged to carry out every other piece of furniture that
belonged to the apartment, and use the bedstead by way of chairs.
About dinner-time, our landlord asked how we proposed to live? to which
interrogation we answered, that we would be directed by him. "Well,
then," says he, "there are two ways of eating in this town for people
of your condition--the one more creditable and expensive than the other:
the first is to dine at an eating-house frequented by well-dressed
people only; and the other is called diving, practised by those who are
either obliged or inclined to live frugally." I gave him to understand
that, provided the last was not infamous, it would suit much better with
our circumstances than the other. "Infamous!" cried he, "not at all;
there are many creditable people, rich people, ay, and fine people,
that dive every day. I have seen many a pretty gentleman with a
laced waistcoat dine in that manner very comfortably for three pence
halfpenny, and go afterwards to the coffee-house, where he made a figure
with the best lord in the land; but your own eyes shall bear witness--I
will go along with you to-day and introduce you."

He accordingly conducted us to a certain lane, where stopping, he bade
us observe him, and do as he did, and, walking a few paces, dived into
a cellar and disappeared in an instant. I followed his example, and
descending very successfully, found myself in the middle of a cook's
shop, almost suffocated with the steams of boiled beef, and surrounded
by a company of hackney coachmen, chairmen, draymen, and a few footmen
out of place or on board-wages; who sat eating shin of beef, tripe,
cow-heel, or sausages, at separate boards, covered with cloths which
turned my stomach. While I stood in amaze, undetermined whether to sit
down or walk upwards again, Strap, in his descent, missing one of the
stops, tumbled headlong into this infernal ordinary, and overturned the
cook as she carried a porringer of soup to one of the guests. In her
fall, she dashed the whole mess against the legs of a drummer belonging
to the foot-guards, who happened to be in her way, and scalded him so
miserably, that he started up, and danced up and down, uttering a volley
of execrations that made my hair stand on end.

While he entertained the company in this manner, with an eloquence
peculiar to himself, the cook got up, and after a hearty curse on the
poor author of this mischance, who lay under the table with a woful
countenance, emptied a salt-cellar in her hand, and, stripping down the
patient's stocking, which brought the skin along with it, applied
the contents to the sore. This poultice was scarce laid on, when the
drummer, who had begun to abate of his exclamations, broke forth into
such a hideous yell as made the whole company tremble, then, seizing a
pewter pint pot that stood by him, squeezed the sides of it together,
as if it had been made of pliant leather, grinding his teeth at the
same time with a most horrible grin. Guessing the cause of this violent
transport, I bade the woman wash off the salt, and bathe the part with
oil, which she did, and procured him immediate ease. But here another
difficulty occurred, which was no other than the landlady's insisting
on his paying for the pot he had rendered useless. He said, he would
pay for nothing but what he had eaten, and bade her be thankful for
his moderation, or else he would prosecute her for damages. Strap,
foreseeing the whole affair would lie at his door, promised to satisfy
the cook, and called for a dram of gin to treat the drummer, which
entirely appeased him, and composed all animosities. After this
accommodation, our landlord and we sat down at a board, and dined upon
shin of beef most deliciously; our reckoning amounting to twopence
halfpenny each, bread and small beer included.






CHAPTER XIV

We visit Strap's friend--a description of him--his advice--we go to Mr.
Cringer's house--are denied admittance--an Accident befalls Strap--his
behaviour thereupon--an extraordinary adventure occurs, in the course of
which I lose all my money

In the afternoon my companion proposed to call at his friend's
house, which, we were informed, was in the neighbourhood, whither
we accordingly went, and were so lucky as to find him at home. This
gentleman, who had come from Scotland three or four years before, kept
a school in town, where he taught the Latin, French, and Italian
languages; but what he chiefly professed was the pronunciation of
the English tongue, after a method more speedy and uncommon than any
practised heretofore, and, indeed, if his scholars spoke like their
master, the latter part of his undertaking was certainly performed to a
tittle: for although I could easily understand every word of what I
had heard hitherto since I entered England, three parts in four of his
dialect were as unintelligible to me as if he had spoken in Arabic or
Irish. He was a middle-sized man, and stooped very much, though not
above the age of forty; his face was frightfully pitted with the
small-pox, and his mouth extended from ear to ear. He was dressed in
a night-gown of plaid, fastened about his middle with a sergeant's old
sash, and a tie-periwig with a foretop three inches high, in the fashion
of King Charles the Second's reign.

After he had received Strap, who was related to him, very courteously,
he inquired of him who I was; and being informed, he took me by the
hand, telling me he was at school with my father. When he understood
my situation, he assured me that he would do me all the service in his
power, both by his advice and otherwise, and while he spoke these
words eyed me with great attention, walking round me several times, and
muttering, "Oh, dear! Oh, dear! fat a saight is here!" I soon guessed
the reason of his ejaculation, and said, "I suppose, sir, you are not
pleased with my dress." "Dress," answered he, "you may caal it fat you
please in your country, but I vow to Gad 'tis a masquerade here. No
Christian will admit such a figure into his house. Upon my conscience,
I wonder the dogs did not hunt you. Did you pass through St. James's
market? Bless my eyesaight! you are like a cousin-german of an
ourangoutang." I began to be a little serious at this discourse, and
asked him, if he thought I should obtain entrance to-morrow at the house
of Mr. Cringer, on whom I chiefly depended for an introduction into
business? "Mr. Cringer, Mr. Cringer," replied he, scratching his cheek,
"may be a very honest gentleman--I know nothing to the contrary; but is
your sole dependence upon him? Who recommended you to him?" I pulled out
Mr. Crab's letter, and told him the foundation of my hopes, at which he
stared at me, and repeated "Oh dear! Oh dear!" I began to conceive bad
omens from this behaviour of his, and begged he would assist me with
his advice, which he promised to give very frankly; and as a specimen,
directed us to a periwig warehouse in the neighbourhood, in order to be
accommodated; laying strong injunctions on me not to appear before Mr.
Cringer till I had parted with my carroty locks, which, he said, were
sufficient to beget an antipathy against me in all mankind. And as we
were going to pursue this advice, he called me back and bade me be sure
to deliver my letter into Mr. Cringer's own hand.

As we walked along, Strap triumphed greatly in our reception with his
friend, who, it seems, had assured him he would in a day or two provide
for him with some good master; "I and now," says he, "I you will see how
I will fit you with a wig. There's ne'er a barber in London (and that's
a bold word) can palm a rotten caul, or a pennyweight of dead hair, upon
me." And, indeed, this zealous adherent did wrangle so long with the
merchant, that he was desired twenty times to leave the shop, and see if
he could get one cheaper elsewhere. At length I made choice (if a good
handsome bob), for which I paid ten shillings, and returned to our
lodging, where Strap in a moment rid me of that hair which had given the
schoolmaster so much offence.

We got up next day betimes, having been informed that Mr. Cringer gave
audience by candle-light to all his dependents, he himself being obliged
to attend the levee of my Lord Terrier at break of day, because his
lordship made one at the minister's between eight and nine o'clock. When
we came to Mr. Cringer's door, Strap, to give me all instance of his
politeness, ran to the knocker, which he employed so loud and so long,
that he alarmed the whole street; and a window opening in the
second story of the next house, a vessel was discharged upon him so
successfully, that the poor barber was wet to the skin, while I, being
luckily at some distance, escaped the unsavoury deluge. In the meantime,
a footman opening the door, and seeing nobody in the street but us,
asked, with a stern countenance, if it was I who made such a noise, and
what I wanted. I told him I had business with his master, whom I desired
to see. Upon which he slapped the door in my face, telling me I must
learn better manners before I could have access to his master. Vexed
at this disappointment, I turned my resentment against Strap, whom
I sharply reprimanded for his presumption; but he, not in the least
regarding what I said, wrung the wet out of his periwig, and lifting up
a large stone, flung it with such force against the street door of that
house from whence he had been bedewed, that the lock giving way, it
flew wide open, and he took to his heels, leaving me to follow him as I
could. Indeed, there was no time for deliberation; I therefore pursued
him with all the speed I could exert, until we found ourselves about
the dawn in a street we did not know. Here, as we wandered along gaping
about, a very decent sort of a man, passing by me, stopped of a sudden
and took up something, which having examined, he turned and presented to
me with these words: "Sir, you have dropped half-a-crown." I was not a
little surprised at this instance of honesty, and told him it did not
belong to me; but he bade me recollect, and see if all my money was
safe; upon which I pulled out my purse, for I had bought one since I
came to town, and, reckoning my money in my hand, which was now reduced
to five guineas seven shillings and twopence, assured him I had lost
nothing. "Well, then, says he, so much the better; this is a godsend,
and as you two were present when I picked it up, you are entitled to
equal shares with me." I was astonished at these words, and looked upon
this person to be a prodigy of integrity, but absolutely refused to take
any part of the sum. "Come, gentlemen," said he, "you are too modest--I
see you are strangers, but you shall give me leave to treat you with a
whet this cold raw morning." I would have declined the invitation,
but Strap whispered to me that the gentleman would be affronted, and I
complied. "Where shall we go?" said the stranger; "I am quite ignorant
of this part of the town." I informed him that we were in the same
situation; upon which he proposed to go into the first public-house we
should find open; and as we walked together, he began in this manner: "I
find by your tongues you are from Scotland, gentlemen; my grandmother by
the father's side was of your country, and I am so prepossessed in its
favour, that I never meet a Scotchman but my heart warms. The Scots are
very brave people. There is scarce a great family in the kingdom that
cannot boast of some exploits performed by its ancestors many hundred
years ago. There's your Douglasses, Gordons, Campbells, Hamiltons. We
have no such ancient families here in England. Then you are all very
well educated. I have known a pedlar talk in Greek and Hebrew as well
as if they had been his mother-tongue. And for honesty--I once had a
servant, his name was Gregor Macgregor, I would have trusted him with
untold gold."

This eulogium of my native country gained my affections so strongly,
that I believe I could have gone to death to serve the author; and
Strap's eyes swam in tears. At length, as we passed through a dark
narrow lane, we perceived a public-house, which we entered, and found a
man sitting by the fire, smoking a pipe, with a pint of purl before him.
Our new acquaintance asked us if ever we had drunk egg-flip? To which
question we answering in the negative, he assured us of a regale, and
ordered a quart to be prepared, calling for pipes and tobacco at
the same time. We found this composition very palateable, and drank
heartily; the conversation, which was introduced by the gentleman,
turning upon the snares that young inexperienced people are exposed
to in this metropolis. He described a thousand cheats that are daily
practised upon the ignorant and unwary, and warned us of them with so
much good nature and concern, that we blessed the opportunity which
threw us in his way. After we had put the can about for some time, our
new friend began to yawn, telling us he had been up all night with a
sick person; and proposed we should have recourse to some diversion to
keep him awake. "Suppose," said he, "we should take a hand at whist for
pastime. But let me see: that won't do, there's only three of us; and I
cannot play at any other game. The truth is, I seldom or never play, but
out of complaisance, or at such a time as this, when I am in danger of
falling asleep."

Although I was not much inclined to gaming, I felt no aversion to pass
an hour or two at cards with a friend; and knowing that Strap understood
as much of the matter as I, made no scruple of saying, "I wish we could
find a fourth hand." While we were in this perplexity the person whom we
found in the house at our entrance, overhearing our discourse, took the
pipe from his mouth very gravely, and accosted us thus: "Gentlemen, my
pipe is out, you see," shaking the ashes into the fire, "and rather
than you should be balked, I don't care if I take a hand with you for
a trifle--but remember I won't play for anything of consequence." We
accepted his proffer with pleasure. Having cut for partners, it fell to
my lot to play with him against our friend and Strap, for threepence
a game. We were so successful, that in a short time I was half-a-crown
gainer; when the gentleman whom we had met in the street observing he
had no luck to-day, proposed to leave off, or change partners. By
this time I was inflamed with my good fortune and the expectation of
improving it, as I perceived the two strangers played but indifferently;
therefore I voted for giving him his revenge: and cutting again, Strap
and I, to our mutual satisfaction, happened to be partners. My good
fortune attended me still, and in less than an hour we had got thirty
shillings of their money, for as they lost they grew the keener, and
doubled stakes every time. At last the inconstant goddess began to veer
about, and we were very soon stripped of all our gains, and about forty
shillings of our own money. This loss mortified me extremely, and had a
visible effect on the muscles of Strap's face, which lengthened apace;
but our antagonists perceiving our condition, kindly permitted us to
retrieve our loss, and console ourselves with a new acquisition. Then my
companion wisely suggested it was time to be gone; upon which the person
who had joined us in the house began to curse the cards, and muttered
that we were indebted to fortune only for what we had got, no part of
our success being owing to our good play. This insinuation nettled me so
much that I challenged him to a game at piquet for a crown: and he was
with difficulty persuaded to accept the invitation. This contest ended
in less than an hour to my inexpressible affliction, who lost every
shilling of my own money, Strap absolutely refusing to supply me with a
sixpence.

The gentleman at whose request we had come in, perceiving by my
disconsolate looks the situation of my heart, which well nigh burst with
grief and resentment, when the other stranger got up, and went away with
my money, began in this manner:--"I am truly afflicted at your bad luck,
and would willingly repair it, were it in my power. But what in the name
of goodness could provoke you to tempt your fate so long? It is always a
maxim with gamesters to pursue success as far us it will go, and to stop
whenever fortune shifts about. You are a young man, and your passions
are too impetuous; you must learn to govern them better. However, there
is no experience like that which is bought; you will be the better for
this the longest day you have to live. As for the fellow who has got
your money, I don't half like him. Did not you see me tip you the wink
to leave off in time?" I answered, "No." "No," continued he; "you was
too eager to mind anything but the game. But, harkee," said he in a
whisper, "are you satisfied of that young man's honesty? His looks are a
little suspicious--but I may be mistaken; he made a great many grimaces
while he stood behind you, this is a very wicked town." I told him I was
very well convinced of my comrade's integrity and, that the grimaces
he mentioned were doubtless owing to his anxiety of my loss. "Oh ho! if
that be the case, I ask his pardon. Landlord, see what's to pay." The
reckoning amounted to eighteenpence, which, having discharged, the
gentleman shook us both by the hand, and, saying he should be very glad
to see us again, departed.






CHAPTER XV

Strap moralises--presents his purse to me--we inform our landlord of
our misfortune--he unravels the mystery--I present myself to Cringer--he
recommends and turns me over to Mr. Staytape--I become acquainted with
a fellow dependent, who explains the character of Cringer and
Staytape--and informs me of the method to be pursued at the Navy Office
and Surgeons' Hall--Strap is employed

In our way to our lodging, after a profound silence on both sides,
Strap, with a hideous groan, observed that we had brought our pigs to a
fine market. To this observation I made no reply, and he went on: "God
send us well out of this place; we have not been in London eight and
forty hours, and I believe we have met with eight and forty thousand
misfortunes. We have been jeered, reproached, buffeted, and at last
stript of our money; and I suppose by and bye we shall be stript of
our skins. Indeed as to the money part of it, that was owing to our own
folly.--Solomon says, 'Bray a fool in a mortar, and he will never be
wise.' Ah! God help us, an ounce of prudence is worth a pound of gold."
This was no time for him to tamper with my disposition, already mad with
my loss, and inflamed with resentment against him for having refused me
a little money to attempt to retrieve it. I therefore turned towards
him with a stern countenance, and asked, who he called fool? Being
altogether unaccustomed to such looks from me, he stood still, and
stared in my face for some time; then, with some confusion, uttered,
"Fool! I called nobody fool but myself; I am sure I am the greatest fool
of the two, for being so much concerned at other people's misfortunes;
but 'Nemo omnibus horis sapit'--that's all, that's all." Upon which a
silence ensued, which brought us to our lodging, where I threw myself
upon the bed in an agony of despair, resolved to perish rather than
apply to my companion, or any other body, for relief; but Strap, who
knew my temper, and whose heart bled within him for my distress, after
some pause came to the bedside, and, putting a leathern purse into my
hand, burst into tears, crying, "I know what you think, but I scorn your
thought. There's all I have in the world, take it, and I'll perhaps get
more for you before that be done. If not, I'll beg for you, steal for
you, go through the wide world with you, and stay with you; for though I
be a poor cobbler's son, I am no scout." I was so much touched with the
generous passion of this poor creature, that I could not refrain from
weeping also, and we mingled our tears together for some time. Upon
examining the purse, I found in it two half-guineas and half-a-crown,
which I would have returned to him, saying, he knew better than I how
to manage it, but he, absolutely refused my proposal and told me it
was more reasonable and decent that he should depend upon me, who was a
gentleman, than that I should be controlled by him.

After this friendly contest was over, and our minds more at ease, we
informed our landlord of what had happened to us, taking care to conceal
the extremity to which we were reduced. He no sooner heard the story,
than he assured us we had been grievously imposed upon by a couple of
sharpers, who were associates; and that this polite, honest, friendly,
humane person, who had treated us so civilly, was no other than a
rascally money-dropper, who made it his business to decoy strangers in
that manner to one of his own haunts, where an accomplice or two were
always waiting to assist in pillaging the prey he had run down. Here the
good man recounted a great many stories of people who has been seduced,
cheated, pilfered, beat--nay, even murdered by such villains. I was
confounded at the artifice and wickedness of mankind; and Strap, lifting
up his eyes and hands to heaven, prayed that God would deliver him from
such scenes of iniquity, for surely the devil had set up his throne in
London. Our landlord being curious to know what reception we had met
with at Mr. Cringer's, we acquainted him with the particulars, at which
he shook his head, and told us we had not gone the right way to work;
that there was nothing to be done with a member of parliament without a
bribe; that the servant was commonly infected with the master's disease,
and expected to be paid for his work, as well as his betters. He
therefore advised me to give the footman a shilling the next time I
should desire admittance to my patron, or else I should scarce find an
opportunity to deliver my letter. Accordingly, next morning, when the
door was opened, I slipped a shilling into his hand, and told him I had
a letter for his master. I found the good effect of my liberality; for
the fellow let me in immediately, and, taking the letter out of my hand,
desired me to wait in a kind of passage for an answer. In this place I
continued standing for three-quarters-of-an-hour, during which time I
saw a great many young fellows whom I formerly knew in Scotland pass
and repass, with an air of familiarity, in their way to and from the
audience-chamber; while I was fain to stand shivering in the cold, and
turn my back to them that they might not perceive the lowness of my
condition. At length, Mr. Cringer came out to see a young gentleman to
the door, who was no other than Squire Gawky, dressed in a very gay suit
of clothes; at parting Mr. Cringer shook him by the hand and told him he
hoped to have the pleasure of his company at dinner. Then turning about
towards me, asked what were my commands? When he understood I was
the person who had brought the letter from Mr. Crab, he affected to
recollect my name, which, however, he pretended he could not do till he
had consulted the letter again; to save him the trouble, I told him
my name was Random. Upon which he went on, "Ay, ay, Random, Random,
Random--I think I remember the name:" and very well he might, for
this very individual, Mr. Cringer, had many a time rode before my
grandfather's cloak-bag, in quality of a footman. "Well," says he, "you
propose to go on board a man-of-war as surgeon's mate." I replied by a
low bow. "I believe it will be a difficult matter," continued he, "to
procure a warrant, there being already such a swarm of Scotch surgeons
at the Navy Office, in expectation of the next vacancy, that the
commissioners are afraid of being torn to pieces, and have actually
applied for a guard to protect them. However, some ships will soon be
put in commission, and then we shall see what's to be done." So saying,
he left me, exceedingly mortified at the different reception Mr.
Gawky and I had met with from this upstart, proud, mean member, who, I
imagined, would have been glad of an opportunity to be grateful for the
obligations he owed to my family.

At my return, I was surprised with the agreeable news of Strap's being
employed, on the recommendation of his friend, the schoolmaster, by a
periwig-maker in the neighbourhood, who allowed him five shillings per
week besides bed and board. I continued to dance attendance every other
morning at the levee of Mr. Cringer, during a fortnight; in which time I
became acquainted with a young fellow of my own country and profession,
who also depended on the member's interest, but was treated with much
more respect than I, both by the servants and master, and often admitted
into a parlour, where there was a fire for the convenience of the better
sort of those who waited for him. Thither I was never permitted
to penetrate, on account of my appearance, which was not at all
fashionable; but was obliged to stand blowing my fingers in a cold
lobby, and take the first opportunity of Mr. Cringer's going to the door
to speak with him.

One day, while I enjoyed this occasion a person was introduced, whom Mr.
Cringer no sooner saw, than, running towards him, he saluted him with a
low bow to the very ground, and afterwards shaking him by the hand with
great heartiness and familiarity, called him his good friend, and asked
very kindly after Mrs. Staytape and the young ladies; then, after a
whisper, which continued some minutes, wherein I overheard the word
'honour' repeated several times with great emphasis, Mr. Cringer
introduced me to this gentleman, as to a person whose advice and
assistance I might depend upon; and having given me his direction,
followed me to the door, where he told me I need not give myself the
trouble to call at his house any more, for Mr. Staytape would do my
business. At that instant my fellow-dependent, coming out after me,
overheard the discourse of Mr. Cringer, and, making up to me in the
street, accosted me very civilly: this address I looked upon as no small
honour, considering the figure he made, for he was dressed in a blue
frock with a button, a green silk waistcoat, trimmed with gold, black
velvet breeches, white silk stockings, silver buckles, a gold-laced hat,
a spencer-wig, and a silver-hilted hanger, with a fine clouded can in
his hand. "I perceive," says he, "you are but lately come from Scotland;
pray what may your business with Mr. Cringer be? I suppose it is no
secret and I may possibly give you some advice that will be serviceable,
for I have been surgeon's second mate on board of a seventy-gun ship,
and consequently know a good deal of the world."

I made no scruple to disclose my situation, which, when he had learned,
he shook his head, and told me he had been pretty much, in the same
circumstances about a year ago: that he had relied on Cringer's
promises, until his money (which was considerable) as well as his
credit, was quite exhausted; and when he wrote to his relations for a
fresh supply, instead of money he received nothing but reproaches, and
the epithets of idle, debauched fellow. That after he had waited at the
Navy Office many months for a warrant to no purpose, he was fain to pawn
some of his clothes, which raised a small sum wherewith he bribed the
secretary, who soon procured a warrant for him, notwithstanding he had
affirmed the same day, that there was not one vacancy. That he had gone
on board, where he remained nine months, at the end of which the ship
was put out of commission, and he said the company were to be paid off
in Broad Street the very next day. That relations being reconciled to
him, had charged him to pay his devoirs regularly to Mr. Cringer, who
had informed them by letter that his interest alone had procured the
warrant; in obedience to which command he came to his levee every
morning; as I saw, though he looked upon him to be a very pitiful
scoundrel. In conclusion, he asked me if I had yet passed at Surgeons'
Hall? To which question I answered, I did not so much as know it was
necessary. "Necessary:" cried he, "Oh then I find I must instruct you:
come along with me, and I'll give you information about that matter." So
Saying, he carried me into an ale-house, where I called for some beer,
and bread and cheese, on which we breakfasted. While we sat in this
place, he told me I must first go to the Navy Office, and write to the
Board, desiring them to order a letter for me to Surgeon's Hall, that
I might be examined, touching my skill in surgery. That the surgeons,
after having examined me, would give me my qualification sealed up in
form of a letter directed to the commissioners, which qualification
I must deliver to the secretary of the Board, who would open it in my
presence, and read the contents; after which I must employ my interest
to be provided for as soon as possible. That the expense of his
qualification for second mate of a third-rate, amounted to thirteen
shillings, exclusive of the warrant, which cost him half-a-guinea and
half-a-crown, besides a present to the secretary, which consisted of a
three-pound twelve piece. This calculation was like a thunderbolt to me,
whose whole fortune did not amount to twelve shillings. I accordingly
made him acquainted with this part of my distress, after having thanked
him for his information and advice. He condoled me on this occasion; but
bade me be of good cheer, for he had conceived a friendship for me, and
would make all things easy. He was ran out at present, but to-morrow or
next day, he was certain of receiving a considerable sum; of which he
would lend me what would be sufficient to answer my exigencies. This
frank declaration pleased me so much, that I pulled out my purse,
and emptied it before him, begging him to take what he pleased for
pocket-expense, until he should receive his own money. With a good deal
of pressing, he was prevailed upon to take five shillings telling me
that he might have what money he wanted at any time for the trouble of
going into the city; but as he had met with me, he would defer his going
thither till tomorrow, when I should go along with him, and he would put
me in the way of acting for myself, without a servile dependence on that
rascal Cringer, much less on the tailor to whom he heard him turn me
over. "How!" cried I, "is Mr. Staytape a tailor." "No less, I assure
you," answered he, "and, I confess, more likely to serve you than
the member; for, provided you can entertain him with politics and
conundrums, you may have credit with him for as many and as rich clothes
as you please." I told him, I was utterly ignorant of both, and so
incensed at Cringer's usage, that I would never set foot within his door
again.

After a good deal more conversation, my new acquaintance and I parted,
having made an appointment to meet next day at the same place; in
order to set out for the city. I went immediately to Strap and related
everything which had happened, but he did not at all approve of my being
so forward to lend money to a stranger, especially as we had already
been so much imposed upon by appearances. "However," said he, "if you
are sure he is a Scotchman, I believe you are safe."






CHAPTER XVI

My new acquaintance breaks an appointment--I proceed, by myself, to
the Navy Office--address me to a person there, who assists me with
advice--write to the Board, they grant me a letter to the Surgeons at
the Hall--am informed of the beau's name and character--find him--he
makes me his confidant in an amour--desires me to pawn my linen for his
occasions--recover what I lent him--some curious observations on Strap
on that occasion--his vanity.

In the morning I rose and went to the place of rendezvous, where
I waited two hours in vain, and was so exasperated against him for
breaking his appointment, that I set out for the city by myself, in
hope of finding the villain, and being revenged on him for his breach of
promise. At length I found myself at the Navy Office, which I entered,
and saw crowds of young fellows walking below, many of whom made no
better appearance than myself. I consulted the physiognomy of each, and
at last made up to one whose countenance I liked, and asked, if he could
instruct me in the form of the letter which was to be sent to the Board
to obtain an order for examination? He answered me in broad Scotch, that
he would show me the copy of what he had writ for himself, by direction
of another who know the form, and accordingly pulled it out of his
pocket for my perusal; and told me that, if I was expeditious, I might
send it into the Board before dinner, for they did no business in the
afternoon. He then went with me to coffee-house hard by, where I wrote
the letter, which was immediately delivered to the messenger, who told
me I might expect an order to-morrow about the same time.

Having transacted this piece of business, my mind was a good deal
composed; and as I had met with so much civility from the stranger, I
desired further acquaintance with him, fully resolved, however, not to
be deceived by him so much to my prejudice as I had been by the beau. He
agreed to dine with me at the cook's shop which I frequented; and on our
way thither carried me to 'Change, where I was in hopes of finding
Mr. Jackson (for that was the name of the person who had broke his
appointment), I sought him there to no purpose, and on our way towards
the other end of the town imparted to my companion his behaviour towards
me; upon which he gave me to understand, that he was no stranger to the
name of Bean Jackson (so he was called at the Navy Office), although he
did not know him personally; that he had the character of a good-natured
careless fellow, who made no scruple of borrowing from any that would
lend; that most people who knew him believed he had a good principle at
bottom, but his extravagance was such, he would probably never have
it in his power to manifest the honesty of his intention. This made me
sweat for my five shillings, which I nevertheless did not altogether
despair of recovering, provided I could find out the debtor.

This young man likewise added another circumstance of Squire Jackson's
history, which was, that being destitute of all means to equip himself
for sea, when he received his last warrant, he had been recommended to a
person who lent him a little money, after he had signed a will entitling
that person to lift his wages when they should become due, as also to
inherit his effects in case of his death. That he was still under the
tutorage and direction of that gentleman, who advanced him small sums
from time to time upon this security, at the rate of fifty per cent. But
at present his credit was very low, because his funds would do little
more than pay what he had already received, this moderate interest
included. After the stranger (whose name was Thompson) had entertained
me with this account of Jackson, he informed me that he himself had
passed for third mate of a third-rate, about four months ago; since
which time he had constantly attended at the Navy Office, in hope of
a warrant, having been assured from the beginning, both by a Scotch
member, and one of the commissioners to whom the member recommended
him, that he should be put into the first vacancy; notwithstanding which
promise, he had the mortification to see six or seven appointed in the
same station almost every week--that now being utterly impoverished, his
sole hope consisted in the promise of a friend lately come to town, to
lend him a small matter, for a present to the secretary; without
which he was persuaded he might wait a thousand years to no purpose.
I conceived a mighty liking for this young fellow, which (I believe)
proceeded from the similitude of our fortunes. We spent the whole day
together; and as he lived at Wapping I desired him to take a share of my
bed.

Next day we returned to the Navy Office, where, after being called
before the Board, and questioned about the place of my nativity and
education, they ordered a letter to be made out for me, which, upon
paying half-a-crown to the clerk, I received, and delivered into the
hands of the clerk at Surgeons' Hall, together with a shilling for
his trouble in registering my name. By this time my whole stock was
diminished to two shillings, and I saw not the least prospect of relief,
even for present subsistence, much less to enable me to pay the fees at
Surgeons' Hall for my examination, which would come on in a fortnight.
In this state of perplexity, I consulted Strap, who assured me he would
pawn everything he had in the world, even to his razors, before I should
want: but this expedient I absolutely rejected, telling him, I would a
thousand times rather list for a soldier, of which I had some thoughts,
than be any longer a burden to him. At the word soldier, he grew pale
as death, and begged on his knees I would think no more of that scheme.
"God preserve us all in our right wits!" cried he, "would you turn
soldier, and perhaps be sent abroad against the Spaniards, where you
must stand and be shot at like a woodcock? Heaven keep cold lead out
of my carcase, and let me die in a bed like a Christian, as all my
forefathers have done. What signifies all earthly riches and honour, if
one enjoys not content? and, hereafter, there is no respect of persons.
Better be a poor honest barber with a good conscience, and time to
repent of my sins upon my death-bed, than be cut off (God bless us!)
by a musket-shot, as it were in the very flower of one's age, in the
pursuit of riches and fame. What signify riches, my dear friend? do they
not make unto themselves wings and fly away? as the wise man saith. I
could also mention many other sayings in contempt of riches, both from
the Bible and other good books; but I know you are not very fond of
those things, I shall only assure you, that if you take on to be a
soldier, I will do the same; and then if we should both be slain, you
will not only have your own blood to answer for, but mine also: and
peradventure the lives of all those whom we shall kill in battle.
Therefore I pray you, consider whether you will sit down contented
with small things and share the fruits of my industry in peace, till
Providence shall send better tidings; or, by your despair, plunge
both our souls and bodies into everlasting perdition, which God of his
infinite mercy forbid!" I could not help smiling at this harangue, which
was delivered with great earnestness, the tears standing in his eyes all
the time, and promised to do nothing of that sort without his consent
and concurrence. He was much comforted with this declaration; and told
me in a few days he should receive a week's wages, which should be at my
service, but advised me in the meantime to go in quest of Jackson, and
recover, if possible, what he had borrowed of me. I accordingly trudged
about from one end of the town to the other, for several days, without
being able to learn anything certain concerning him: and, one day being
extremely hungry, and allured by the steams that regaled my nostrils
from a boiling cellar, I went down with an intention to gratify my
appetite with a twopennyworth of beef; when to my no small surprise
found Mr. Jackson sitting at dinner with a footman. He no sooner
perceived me than he got up and shook me by the hands saying, he was
glad to see me, for he intended to have called at my lodgings in the
afternoon. I was so well pleased at this rencounter and the apologies he
made for not keeping his appointment, that I forgot my resentment, and
sat down to dinner, with the happy expectation of not only recovering my
own money before we should part, but also of reaping the benefit of his
promise to lend me wherewithal to pass examination; and this hope my
sanguine complexion suggested, though the account Thompson gave me of
him ought to have moderated my expectation.

When we had feasted sumptuously, he took his leave of the footman, and
adjourned with me to an ale-house hard by, where, after shaking me by
the hand again, he began thus: "I suppose you think me a sad dog, Mr.
Random, and I do confess that appearances are against me. But I dare say
you will forgive me when I tell you, my not coming at the time appointed
was owing to a peremptory message I received from a certain lady, whom,
harkee! (but this is a great secret) I am to marry very soon. You think
this strange, perhaps, but it is not less true for all that--a five
thousand pounder, I'll assure you, besides expectations. For my own
part, devil take me if I know what any woman can see engaging about
me--but a whim, you know--and then one would not balk one's good
fortune. You saw that footman who dined with us--he's one of the
honestest fellows that ever wore livery. You must know it was by his
means I was introduced to her, for he made me first acquainted with her
woman, who is his mistress--ay, many a crown has he and his sweetheart
had of my money--but what of that? things are now brought to a bearing.
I have--(come a little this way) I have proposed marriage, and the day
is fixed--she's a charming creature, and writes like an angel! She
can repeat all the English tragedies as well as ever a player in Drury
Lane!-and, indeed, is so fond of plays, that to be near the stage
she has taken lodgings in a court hard by the theatre; but you shall
see--you shall see--here's the last letter she sent me." With
these words, he put it into my hand, and I read (to the best of my
remembrance) as follows:


'Dear Creeten--As you are the animable hopjack of my contemplayshins,
your aydear is infernally skimming before my keymerycal fansee, when
Murfy sends his puppies to the heys of slipping mortals; and when Febus
shines from his merry dying throne; whereupon I shall canseif old time
has lost his pinners, as also cubit his harrows, until thou enjoy
sweet propose in the loafseek harms of thy very faithfool to commend,
Clayrender Wingar Yard, Drury Lane, January 12th.'

While I was reading, he seemed to be in an ecstasy, rubbing his hands,
and bursting out into fits of laughter; at last he caught hold of my
hand, and squeezing it, cried, "There--a style for you! What do you
think of this billet-doux?" I answered, "It might be ablime for aught I
knew, for it was altogether above my comprehension." "Oh, ho!" said he,
"I believe it is--both tender and sublime; she's a divine creature! and
so doats upon me! Let me see--what shall I do with this money, when I
have once got it into my hands? In the first place, I shall do for you.
I'm a man of few words---but say no more that's determined; whether
would you advise me, to purchase some post, by which I may rise in the
state, or lay out my wife's fortune in land, and retire to the country
at once?" I gave my opinion without hesitation, that he could not do
better than buy an estate and improve; especially since he had already
seen so much of the world. Then I launched out into the praises of
a country life, as described by the poets whose works I had read. He
seemed to relish my advice, but withal told me, that although he had
seen a great deal of the world both at land and sea, having cruised
three whole months in the Channel, yet he should not be satisfied until
he had visited France, which he proposed to do before he should settle;
and to carry his wife along with him. I had nothing to object to his
proposal; and asked how soon he hoped to be happy. "As to that," he
replied, "nothing obstructs my happiness but the want of a little ready
cash; for you must know, my friend in the city has gone out of town for
a week or two, but I unfortunately missed my pay at Broad Street, by
being detained too long by the dear charmer--but there will be a recall
at Chatham next week, whither the ship's books are sent, and I have
commissioned a friend in that place to receive the money." "If that be
all," said I, "there's no great harm in deferring your marriage a few
days." "Yes, faith, but there is," said he; "you don't know how many
rivals I have, who would take all advantages against me. I would not
balk the impatience of her passion for the world--the least appearance
of coldness or indifference would ruin all; and such offers don't occur
every day."

I acquiesced in this observation, and inquired how he intended to
proceed. At this question he rubbed his chin, and said, "Why, truly, I
must be obliged to some friend or other--do you know nobody that would
lend me a small sum for a day or two?" I assured him, I was such an
utter stranger in London, that I did not believe I could borrow a guinea
if my life depended upon it. "No!" said he, "that's hard--that's hard! I
wish I had anything to pawn--upon my soul, you have got excellent linen
(feeling the sleeve of my shirt); how many shirts of that kind have you
got?" I answered, "Six ruffled, and six plain." At which he testified
great surprise, and declared that no gentleman ought to have more than
four. "How many d'ye think I have got?" continued he; "but this and
another, as I hope to be saved! and I dare say we shall be able to raise
a good sum out of your superfluity: let me see--let me see--each of
these shirts is worth sixteen shillings at a moderate computation--now,
suppose we pawn them for half-price--eight times eight is sixty-four,
that's three pounds four; that will do--give me your hand." "Softly,
softly, Mr. Jackson," said I; "don't dispose of my linen without my
consent: first pay me the crown you owe me, and then we shall talk of
other matters." He protested that he had not above one shilling in his
pocket, but that he would pay me out of the first of the money raised
from the shirts. This piece of assurance incensed me so much that I
swore I would not part with him until I had received satisfaction for
what I had lent him; and as for the shirts, I would not pawn one of them
to save him from the gallows.

At this expression he laughed aloud, and then complained it was very
hard that I should refuse him a trifle that would infallibly enable him
not only to make his own fortune but mine also. "You talk of pawning my
shirts," said I; "suppose you should sell this hanger, Mr. Jackson. I
believe it would fetch a good round sum." "No, hang it!" said he, "I
can't appear decently without my hanger, lest it should go." However,
seeing me inflexible with regard to my linen, he at length unbuckled
his hanger, and, showing me the three blue balls, desired me to carry
it thither and pawn it for two guineas. This office I would by no means
have performed, had I seen any likelihood of having my money otherwise;
but not willing, out of a piece of false delicacy, to neglect the only
opportunity I should perhaps ever have, I ventured into a pawnbroker's
shop, where I demanded two guineas on the pledge, in the name of Thomas
Williams. "Two guineas!" said the pawnbroker, looking at the hanger;
"this piece of goods has been here several times before for thirty
shillings: however, since I believe the gentleman to whom it belongs
will redeem it, he shall have what he wants; and accordingly he paid me
the money, which I carried to the house where I had left Jackson; and,
calling for change, counted out to him seven and thirty shillings,
reserving the other five for myself." After looking at the money some
time, he said, "Well! it don't signify--this won't do my business;
so you may as well take half-a-guinea, or a whole one, as the five
shillings you have kept." I thanked him kindly, but refused to accept of
any more than was my due, because I had no prospect of repaying it. Upon
which declaration, he stared in my face, and told me, I was excessively
raw or I would not talk in that manner. "Upon my word," cried he, "I
have a very bad opinion of a young fellow who won't borrow of his friend
when he is in want--'tis the sign of a sneaking spirit. Come, come,
Random, give me back the five shillings, and take this half-guinea,
and if ever you are able to pay me, I believe you will: if not, I shall
never ask it."

When I reflected upon my present necessity, I suffered myself to be
persuaded, and after making my acknowledgments to Mr. Jackson, who
offered to treat me with a play, I returned to my lodgings with a much
better opinion of this gentleman than I had in the morning; and at night
imparted my day's adventure to Strap, who rejoiced at my good luck,
saying, "I told you if he was a Scotchman you was safe enough--and who
knows but this marriage may make us all. You have heard, I suppose, as
how a countryman of ours, a journeyman baker, ran away with a great
lady of this town, and now keeps his coach. I say nothing; but yesterday
morning as I was shaving a gentleman at his own house, there was a young
lady in the room, and she threw so many sheep's eyes at a certain person
whom I shall not name, that my heart went knock, knock, knock, like a
fulling mill, and my hand sh-sh-shook so much that I sliced a piece of
skin off the gentleman's nose; whereby he uttered a deadly oath, and was
going to horsewhip me, when she prevented him, and made my peace. Is not
a journeyman barber as good as a journeyman baker? The only difference
is, the baker uses flour for the belly, and the barber rises it for the
head: and as the head is a more noble member than the belly, so is a
barber more noble than a baker--for what's the belly without the head?
Besides, I am told, he could neither read nor write; now you know I
can do both, and moreover, speak Latin--but I will say no more, for I
despise vanity--nothing is more vain than vanity." With these words,
he pulled out of his pocket a wax-candle`s end, which he applied to his
forehead; and upon examination, I found had combed his own hair over the
toupee of his wig, and was, indeed, in his whole dress, become a very
smart shaver. I congratulated him on his prospect with a satirical
smile, which he understood very well; and, shaking his head, observed, I
had very little faith, but the truth would come to light in spite of my
incredulity.






CHAPTER XVII

I go to Surgeons' Hall, when I meet Mr. Jackson-am examined--a fierce
dispute arises between two of the examiners--Jackson disguises himself
to attract respect--irises himself to attract respect--is detected--in
hazard of being sent to Bridewell--he treats us at a Tavern--carries us
to a Night-house--A troublesome adventure there--we are committed to the
Round-house--carried before a Justice--his behaviour

With the assistance of this faithful adherent, who gave me almost all
the money he earned, I preserved my half-guinea entire till the day
of examination, when I went with a quaking heart to Surgeons' Hall,
in order to undergo that ceremony. Among a crowd of young fellows
who walked in the outward hall, I perceived Mr. Jackson, to whom I
immediately went up; and, inquiring into the state of his love affair,
understood it was still undetermined, by reason of his friend's absence,
and the delay of the recall at Chatham, which put it out of his power
to bring it to a conclusion. I then asked what his business was in this
place; he replied, he was resolved to have two strings to his bow, that
in case the one failed, he might use the other; and, with this view, he
was to pass that night for a higher qualification. At that instant,
a young fellow came out from the place of examination, with a pale
countenance, his lip quivering, and his looks as wild as if he had seen
a ghost. He no sooner appeared, than we all flocked about him with the
utmost eagerness to know what reception he had met with; which, after
some pause, he described, recounting all the questions they had asked,
with the answers he made. In this manner we obliged no less than twelve
to recapitulate, which, now the danger was past, they did with pleasure,
before it fell to my lot: at length the beadle called my name, with
a voice that made me tremble. However, there was no remedy. I was
conducted into a large hall, where I saw about a dozen of grim faces
sitting at a long table: one of whom bade me come forward, in such an
imperious tone, that I was actually for a minute or two bereft of my
senses. The first question he put to me was, "Where was you born?" To
which I answered, "In Scotland." "In Scotland," said he; "I know that
very well--we have scarce any other countrymen to examine here--you
Scotchmen have overspread us of late as the locusts did Egypt. I ask
you in what part of Scotland was you born?" I named the place of my
nativity, which he had never heard of; he then proceeded to interrogate
me about my age, the town where I served my time, with the term of my
apprenticeship; and when I informed him that I served three years only,
he fell into a violent passion, swore it was a shame and a scandal
to send such raw boys into the world as surgeons; that it was great
presumption in me, and all affront upon the English, to pretend
sufficient skill in my business, having served so short a time, when
every apprentice in England was bound seven years at least: that
my friends would have done better if they had made me a weaver or
shoemaker; but their pride would have me a gentleman, he supposed, at
any rate, and their poverty could not afford the necessary education.
This exordium did not at all contribute to the recovery of my spirits;
but on the contrary, reduced me to such a situation that I was scarcely
able to stand; which being perceived by a plump gentleman who sat
opposite to me with a skull before him, he said, Mr. Snarler was too
severe upon the young man; and, turning towards me, told me I need not
be afraid, for nobody would do me any harm: then, bidding me take time
to recollect myself, he examined me, touching the operation of the
trepan, and was very well satisfied with my answers. The next person
who questioned me was a wag, who began by asking if I had ever seen
amputation performed; and I replying in the affirmative, he shook his
head and said, "What! upon a dead subject, I suppose?" "If," continued
he, "during an engagement at sea, a man should be brought to you with
his head shot off, how would you behave?" After some hesitation, I owned
such a case had never come under my observation, neither did I remember
to have seen any method of care proposed for such an accident, in any of
the systems of surgery I had perused.

Whether it was owing to the simplicity of my answer, or the archness
of the question, I know not, but every member at the board deigned to
smile, except Mr. Snarler, who seemed to have very little of the 'animal
risible' in his constitution. The facetious member, encouraged by the
success of his last joke, went on thus: "Suppose you was called to a
patient of a plethoric habit, who has been bruised by a fall, what would
you do?" I answered, "I would bleed him immediately." "What!" said he,
"before you had tied up his arm?" But this stroke of wit not answering
his expectation, he desired me to advance to the gentleman who sat next
him; and who, with a pert air, asked, what method of cure I would follow
in wounds of the intestines. I repeated the method of care as it is
prescribed by the best chirurgical writers, which he heard to an
end, and then said with a supercilious smile, "So you think with such
treatment the patient might recover?" I told him I saw nothing to make
me think otherwise. "That may be," resumed he; "I won't answer for
your foresight, but did you ever know a case of this kind succeed?" I
acknowledged I did not, and was about to tell him I had never seen a
wounded intestine; but he stopt me, by saying, with some precipitation,
"Nor never will! I affirm that all wounds of the intestines, whether
great or small, are mortal." "Pardon me, brother," says the fat
gentleman, "there is very good authority--" Here he was interrupted by
the other with--"Sir, excuse me, I despise all authority--Nullius
in verbo--I stand on my own bottom." "But sir, sir," replied his
antagonist, "the reason of the thing shows--" "A fig for reason,"
cries this sufficient member; "I laugh at reason; give me ocular
demonstratio." The corpulent gentleman began to wax warm, and observed,
that no man acquainted with the anatomy of the parts would advance such
an extravagant assertion. This inuendo enraged the other so much, that
he started up, and in a furious tone exclaimed: "What, Sir! do you
question my knowledge in anatomy?"

By this time, all the examiners had espoused the opinion of one or other
of the disputants, and raised their voices altogether, when the chairman
commanded silence, and ordered me to withdraw. In less than a quarter of
an hour, I was called in again, received my qualification scaled up, and
was ordered to pay five shillings. I laid down my half-guinea upon the
table, and stood some time, until one of them bade me begone; to this I
replied, "I will when I have got my change:" upon which another threw me
five shillings and sixpence, saying, I should not be a true Scotchman
if I went away without my change. I was afterwards obliged to give three
shillings and sixpence to the beadles, and a shilling to an old woman
who swept the hall: this disbursement sank my finances to thirteen-pence
halfpenny, with which I was sneaking off, when Jackson, perceiving it,
came up to me, and begged I would tarry for him, and he would accompany
me to the other end of the town, as soon as his examination should be
over. I could not refuse this to a person that was so much my friend;
but I was astonished at the change of his dress which was varied in
half-an-hour from what I have already described to a very grotesque
fashion. His head was covered with an old smoke tie-wig that did not
boast one crooked hair, and a slouched hat over it, which would have
very well become a chimney-sweeper, or a dustman; his neck was adorned
with a black crape, the ends of which he had twisted, and fixed in the
button-hole of a shabby greatcoat that wrapped up his whole body; his
white silk stockings were converted into black worsted hose: and his
countenance was rendered venerable by wrinkles, and a beard of his
own painting. When I expressed my surprise at this metamorphosis, he
laughed, and told me it was done by the advice and assistance of a
friend, who lived over the way, and would certainly produce something
very much to his advantage; for it gave him the appearance of age, which
never fails of attracting respect. I applauded his sagacity, and waited
with impatience for the effects of it. At length he was called in; but
whether the oddness of his appearance excited a curiosity more than
small in the board, or his behaviour was not suitable to his figure, I
know not, he was discovered to be an imposter, and put into the hands of
the beadle in order to be sent to Bridewell. So that instead of seeing
him come out with a cheerful countenance, and a surgeon's qualification
in his hand, I perceived him led through the outer hall as a prisoner;
and was very much alarmed, and anxious to know the occasion; when he
called with a lamentable voice, and a piteous aspect to me, and some
others who know him, "For God's sake, gentlemen bear witness that I am
the same individual John Jackson who served as surgeon's second mate on
board the Elizabeth, or else I shall go to Bridewell!"

It would have been impossible for the most austere hermit that ever
lived to have refrained from laughing at his appearance and address: we
therefore indulged ourselves a good while at his expense, and afterwards
pleaded his cause so effectually with the beadle who was gratified with
half-a-crown, that the prisoner was dismissed, and in a few moments
renewed his former gaiety--swearing, since the board had refused his
money, he would spend every shilling before he went to bed, in treating
his friends; at the same time inviting us all to favour him with our
company. It was now ten o'clock at night, and, as I had a great way to
walk through streets that were utterly unknown to me, I was prevailed
on to be of their party, in hopes he would afterwards accompany me to
my lodgings, according to his promise. He conducted me to his friend's
house, who kept a tavern over the way where we continued drinking punch,
until the liquor mounted up to our heads, and made us all extremely
frolicsome. I, in particular, was so much elevated, that nothing would
serve me but a wench; at which demand Jackson expressed much joy, and
assured me I should have my desire before we parted Accordingly, when
he had paid the reckoning, we sallied out, roaring and singing; and were
conducted by our leader to a place of nocturnal entertainment, where Mr.
Jackson's dress attracted the assiduities of two or three nymphs, who
loaded him with caresses, in return for the arrack punch with which he
treated them, till at length sleep began to exert his power over us
all, and our conductor called "To pay." When the bill was brought, which
amounted to twelve shillings, he put his hand in his pocket, but might
have saved himself the trouble, for his purse was gone. This accident
disconcerted him a good deal at first; but after some recollection, he
seized the two ladies who sat by him, one in each hand, and swore if
they did not immediately restore his money he would charge a constable
with them. The good lady at the bar, seeing what passed, whispered
something to the drawer, who went out; and then with great composure,
asked what was the matter? Jackson told her he was robbed, and swore if
she refused him satisfaction, he would have her and her female friends
committed to Bridewell. "Robbed!" cried she, "robbed in my house!
Gentlemen and Ladies, I take you all to witness, this person has
scandalised my reputation." At that instant, seeing the constable and
watch enter, she proceeded "What! you must not only endeavour by your
false aspersions to ruin my character, but even commit an assault upon
my family! Mr. Constable, I charge you with this uncivil person, who
has been guilty of a riot here; I shall take care and bring an action
against him for defamation."

While I was reflecting on this melancholy event, which had made me quite
sober, one of the ladies, being piqued at some repartee that passed
between us, cried, "They are all concerned!" and desired the constable
to take us all into custody; an arrest which was performed instantly, to
the utter astonishment and despair of us all, except Jackson, who having
been often in such scrapes, was very little concerned, and charged the
constable, in his turn, with the landlady and her whole bevy; upon which
we were carried altogether prisoners to the round-house, where Jackson
after a word of comfort to us, informed the constable of his being
robbed, to which he said he would swear next morning before the justice.
In a little time the constable, calling Jackson into another room, spoke
to him thus: "I perceive that you and your company are strangers, and
am very sorry for your being involved in such an ugly business. I have
known this woman a great while; she has kept a notorious house in the
neighbourhood this many years; and although often complained of as a
nuisance, still escapes through her interest with the justices, to whom
she and all of her employment pay contribution quarterly for protection.
As she charged me with you first, her complaint will have the
preference, and she can procure evidence to swear whatsoever she shall
please to desire of them; so that, unless you can make it up before
morning, you and your companions may think yourselves happily quit for a
month's hard labour in Bridewell. Nay, if she should swear a robbery or
an assault against you, you will be committed to Newgate and tried at
the next session at the Old Bailey for your life." This last piece of
information had such an effect upon Jackson, that he agreed to make it
up, provided his money might be restored. The constable told him, that,
instead of retrieving what he had lost, he was pretty certain it would
cost him some more before they could come to any composition. But,
however, he had compassion on him, and would, if he pleased, sound
them about a mutual release. The unfortunate beau thanked him for his
friendship, and returning to us, acquainted us with the substance of
this dialogue; while the constable, desiring to speak in private with
our adversary, carried her into the next room, and pleaded, our cause
so effectually, that she condescended to make him umpire: he accordingly
proposed an arbitration, to which we gave our assent; and he fined each
party in three shillings, to be laid out in a bowl of punch, wherein
we drowned all animosities, to the inexpressible joy of my two late
acquaintances and me, who had been extremely uneasy ever since Jackson
mentioned Bridewell and Newgate. By the time we had finished our
bowl--to which, by the bye, I had contributed my last shilling--it was
morning, and I proposed to move homeward, when the constable gave me to
understand, he could discharge no prisoners but by order of the justice,
before whom we must appear. This renewed my chagrin, and I cursed the
hour in which I had yielded to Jackson's invitation.

About nine o'clock, we were escorted to the house of a certain justice
not many miles distant from Covent Garden, who no sooner saw the
constable enter with a train of prisoners at his heels, than he saluted
him as follows: "So Mr. Constable, you are a diligent man. What den of
rogues have you been scouring?" Then looking at us, who appeared very
much dejected, he continued: "Ay, ay, thieves. I see--old offenders; oh,
your humble servant, Mrs. Harridan! I suppose these fellows have been
taken robbing your house. Yes, yes, here's an old acquaintance of
mine. You have used expedition," said he to me, "in returning from
transportation; but we shall save you that trouble for the future--the
surgeons will fetch you from your next transportation, at their
expense." I assured his worship he was mistaken in me, for he had never
seen me in his life before. To this declaration he replied, "How! you
impudent rascal, dare you say so to my face? Do you think I am to be
imposed upon by that northern accent, which you have assumed? But it
shan't avail you--you shall find me too far north for you. Here, clerk,
write this fellow's mittimus. His name is Patrick Gaghagan." Here Mr.
Jackson interposed, and told him I was a Scotchman lately come to town,
descended of a good family, and that my name was Random. The justice
looked upon this assertion as an outrage upon his memory, on which he
valued himself exceedingly; and strutting up to Jackson, with a fierce
countenance, put his hands in his side, and said, "Who are you, sir?
Do you give me the lie? Take notice, gentlemen, here's a fellow who
affronts me upon the bench but I'll lay you fast, sirrah, I will--for
notwithstanding your laced jacket, I believe you are a notorious felon."
My friend was so much abashed at this menace, which was thundered
out with great vociferation, that he changed colour, and remained
speechless. This confusion his worship took for a symptom of guilt, and,
to complete the discovery, continued his threats, "Now, I am convinced
you are a thief--your face discovers it, you tremble all over, your
conscience won't lie still--you'll be hanged, sirrah," raising his
voice, "you'll be hanged; and happy had it been for the world, as well
as for your own miserable soul, if you had been detected, and cut off
in the beginning of your career. Come hither, clerk, and take this man's
confession." I was in an agony of consternation, when the constable,
going into another room with his worship, acquainted him with the
truth of the story; which having learned, he returned with a smiling
countenance, and, addressing himself to us all, said it was always his
way to terrify young people when they came before him, that his threats
might make a strong impression on their minds, and deter them from
engaging in scenes of riot and debauchery, which commonly ended before
the judge. Thus, having cloaked his own want of discernment under the
disguise of paternal care, we were dismissed, and I found myself as much
lightened as if a mountain had been lifted off my breast.






CHAPTER XVIII

I carry my qualification to the Navy Office--the nature of it--the
behaviour of the Secretary--Strap's concern for my absence--a battle
betwixt him a blacksmith--the troublesome consequences of it--his
harangue to me--his friend the schoolmaster recommends me to a French
Apothecary, who entertains me as a journeyman

I would most willingly have gone home to sleep, but was told by my
companions, that we must deliver our letters of qualification at the
Navy office, before one o'clock. Accordingly, we went thither, and gave
them to the secretary, who opened and read them, and I was mightily
pleased to find myself qualified for second mate of a third-rate. When
he had stuck them all together on a file, one of our company asked if
there were any vacancies; to which interrogation he answered "No!" Then
I ventured to inquire if many ships were to be put in commission soon.
At which question he surveyed me with a look of ineffable contempt;
and, pushing us out of his office, locked the door without deigning
us another word. We went down stairs, and conferred together on our
expectations, when I understood that each of them had been recommended
to one or other of the commissioners, and each of them promised the
first vacancy that should fall; but that none of them relied solely upon
that interest, without a present to the secretary, with whom some of the
commissioners went snacks. For which reason, each of them had provided
a small purse; and I was asked what I proposed to give. This was a
vexatious question to me who (far from being in a capacity to gratify
a ravenous secretary) had not wherewithal to purchase a dinner. I
therefore answered, I had not yet determined what to give; and sneaked
off toward my own lodging, lamenting my fate all the way, and inveighing
with much bitterness against the barbarity of my grandfather, and the
sordid avarice of my relations, who left me a prey to contempt and
indigence.

Full of these disagreeable reflections, I arrived at the house where I
lodged, and relieved my landlord from great anxiety on my account; for
this honest man believed I had met with some dismal accident, and that
he never should see me again. Strap, who had come to visit me in
the morning, understanding I had been abroad all night, was almost
distracted, and after having obtained leave of his master, had gone in
quest of me, though he was even more ignorant of the town than I. Not
being willing to inform the landlord of my adventure, I told him I had
met an acquaintance at Surgeons' Hall, with whom I spent the evening and
night; but being very much infested with bugs, I had not slept much, and
therefore intended to take a little repose; so saying, I went to bed,
and desired to be awakened if Strap should happen to come wile I should
be asleep. I was accordingly roused by my friend himself, who entered my
chamber about three o'clock in the afternoon, and presented a figure to
my eyes that I could scarce believe real. In short, this affectionate
shaver, setting out towards Surgeons' Hall, had inquired for me there
to no purpose: from whence he found his way to the Navy Office, where
he could hear no tidings of me, because I was unknown to everybody then
present; he afterwards went upon 'Change, in hopes of seeing me upon the
Scotch walk, but without success. At last, being almost in despair
of finding me, he resolved to ask everybody he met in the street, if
perchance anyone could give him information about me! and actually
put his resolution in practice, in spite of the scoffs, curses, and
reproaches with which he was answered; until a blacksmith's 'prentice
seeing him stop a porter with a burden on his back, and hearing his
question, for which he received a hearty curse, called to him, and asked
if the person he inquired after was not a Scotchman? Strap replied with
great eagerness, "Yes, and had on a brown coat, with long skirts." "The
same!" said the blacksmith. "I saw him pass by an hour ago," "Did you
so?" cried Strap, rubbing his hands, "Odd! I am very glad of that--which
way went he?" "Towards Tyburn in a cart," said he, "if you make good
speed, you may get thither time enough to see him hanged." This piece of
wit incensed my friend to such a degree, that he called the blacksmith
scoundrel, and protested he would fight him for half-a-farthing. "No,
no!" said the other, stripping; "I'll have none of your money--you
Sootchmen seldom carry anything about you; but I'll fight you for love."
Were was a ring immediately formed by the mob: and Strap, finding he
could not get off honourably without fighting, at the same time burning
with resentment against his adversary, quitted his clothes to the care
of the multitude, and the battle began with great violence on the side
of Strap, who in a few minutes exhausted his breath and spirits on his
patient antagonist, who sustained the assault with great coolness, till
finding the barber quite spent, he returned the blows he had lent him,
with such interest, that Strap, after having received three falls on the
hard stones, gave out, and allowed the blacksmith to be the better man.

The victory being thus decided, it was proposed to adjourn to a cellar
hard by, and drink friends. But when my friend began to gather up his
clothes, he perceived that some honest person or other had made free
with his shirt, neckcloth, hat, and wig, which were carried off; and
probably his coat and waistcoat would have met with the same fate, had
they been worth stealing. It was in vain for him to make a noise, which
only yielded mirth to the spectators; he was fain to get off in this
manner, which he accomplished with much difficulty and appeared before
me all besmeared with blood and dirt. Notwithstanding this misfortune,
such was his transport at finding me safe and sound, that he had almost
stifled and stunk me to death with his embraces. After he had cleaned
himself, and put on one of my shirts, and a woollen nightcap, I
recounted to him the particulars of my night's campaign, which
filled him with admiration, and made him repeat with great energy an
observation which was often in his mouth, namely, 'that surely London is
the devil's drawing-room.' As neither of us had dined, he desired me
to get up, and the milkwoman coming round at that instant, he went
downstairs, and brought up a quart, with a penny loaf, on which we made
a comfortable meal. He then shared his money with me, which amounted to
eighteen-pence, and left me with an intention to borrow an old wig and
hat of his friend the schoolmaster.

He was no sooner gone, than I began to consider my situation with great
uneasiness, and revolved all the schemes my imagination could suggest,
in order to choose and pursue some one that would procure me bread; for
it is impossible to express the pangs I felt, when I reflected on the
miserable dependence in which I lived at the expense of a poor barber's
boy, My pride took the alarm, and having no hopes of succeeding at the
Navy Office, I came to a resolution of enlisting in the foot-guards next
day, be the event what it would. This extravagant design, by flattering
my disposition, gave great satisfaction; and I was charging the enemy at
the head of my own regiment, when Strap's return interrupted my reverie.
The schoolmaster had made him a present of the tie-wig which he wore,
when I was introduced to him, together with an old hat, whose brims
would have overshadowed a Colossus. Though Strap had ventured to
wear them in the dusk, he did not choose to entertain the mob by day;
therefore went to work immediately, and reduced them both to a moderate
size. While he was employed in this office, he addressed me thus: "To
be sure, Mr. Random, you are born a gentleman, and have a great deal of
learning--and, indeed, look like a gentleman; for, as to person, you may
hold up your head with the best of them. On the other hand, I am a poor
but honest cobbler's son: my mother was as industrious a woman as ever
broke bread, till such time as she took to drinking, which you very well
know; but everybody has failings--Humanum est errare. Now myself, I am
a poor journeyman barber, tolerably well made and understand some Latin,
and have a smattering of Greek; but what of that? Perhaps I might
also say, that I know a little of the world; but that is to no
purpose,--though you be gentle, and I simple, it does not follow, but
that I who am simple may do a good office to you who are gentle. Now
this is the case: my kinsman, the schoolmaster--perhaps you did not know
he how nearly he is related to me--I'll satisfy you in that presently;
his mother and my grandmother's sister's nephew--no, that's not it!--my
grandfather's brother's daughter--rabbit it! I have forgot the
degree. But this I know, he and I are cousins seven times removed." My
impatience to know the good office he had done me, got the better of my
temper, and I interrupted him at this place with the exclamation, "If
the schoolmaster or you can be of any advantage to me, why don't you
tell me without all this preamble?" When I pronounced these words
with some vehemence, Strap looked at me for same time with a grave
countenance, and then went on: "I'm very sorry to see such an alteration
in your temper of late; you were always fiery, but now you are grown
as crabbed as old Periwinkle the drunken tinker, on whom you and I (God
forgive us!) played so many unlucky tricks while we were at school--but
I will no longer detain you in suspense, because (doubtless) nothing
is more uneasy than doubt--Dubio procul dubio nil dubius. My friend or
relation, or which you will, or both, the schoolmaster, being informed
of the regard I have for you; for you may be sure I did not fail to let
him know of your good qualities--by the bye, he has undertaken to teach
you the pronunciation of the English tongue, without which, he says, you
will be unfit for business in this country--I say my relation has spoke
in your behalf to a French apothecary who wants a journeyman; and on
his recommendation you may have fifteen pounds a year, bed and board,
whenever you please." I was too much interested in this piece of news
to entertain it with indifference; but, jumping up, insisted on Strap's
immediately accompanying me to the house of his friend, that I might not
lose this opportunity through the least delay or neglect on my part.

We were informed, that the schoolmaster was in company at a publichouse
in the neighbourhood, whither we repaired, and found him drinking with
the very individual apothecary in question. When he was called to the
door at our desire, and observed my impatience, he broke out into his
usual term of admiration. "Oh! I suppose, when you heard of this offer,
you did not take leisure enough to come downstairs, but leaped out of
the window: did you overturn no porter nor oyster-woman in your way? It
was a mercy of God you did not knock your brains out against some post
in your career. Oh, my conscience! I believe, had I been in the inmost
recesses of my habitation--the very penetralia--your eagerness would
have surmounted bolts, bars, decency, and everything. The den of Cacus,
or sanctum sanctorum, could not have hid me from you. But come along
the gentleman of whom I spoke is in the house; I will present you to
him forthwith." When I entered the room, I perceived four or five people
smoking, one of whom the schoolmaster accosted thus: "Mr. Lavement,
here's the young man of whom I spoke to you." The apothecary, who was
a little old withered man, with a forehead about an inch high, a nose
turned up at the end, large cheek-bones that helped to form a pit for
his little gray eyes, a great bag of loose skin hanging down on each
side in wrinkles, like the alforjos of a baboon, and a mouth so much
accustomed to that contraction which produces grinning, that he could
not pronounce a syllable without discovering the remains of his teeth,
which consisted of four yellow fangs, not improperly, by anatomists,
called canine. This person, I say, after having eyed me some time,
said, "Oho, 'tis ver well, Monsieur Concordance; young man, you are
ver welcome, take one coup of bierre--and come to mine house to-morrow
morning; Monsieur Concordance vil show you de way." Upon this I made my
bow, and as I went out of the room could hear him say, "Ma foi! c'est un
beau garcon; c'est un gaillard."

As I had by my own application, while I served Crab, acquired the
French tongue well enough to read authors written in that language
and understand anything that occurred in conversation, I determined
to pretend ignorance to my new master, that he and his family, whom I
supposed to be of the same country, not being on the reserve before me,
I might possibly discover something in discourse, which would either
yield me amusement or advantage. Next morning Mr. Concordance carried me
to the apothecary's house, where the bargain was made, and orders given
to provide an apartment for me immediately. But before I entered upon
business the schoolmaster recommended me to his tailor, who gave me
credit for a suit of clothes, to be paid out of the first moiety of
my wages, and they were begun upon that very day; he afterwards
accommodated me with a new hat on the same term: so that in a few days
I hoped to make a very fashionable appearance. In the meantime, Strap
conveyed my baggage to the place allotted for me, which was a back room
up two pair of stairs, furnished with a pallet for me to lie upon, a
chair without a back, a bottle by way of candlestick, and a triangular
piece of glass instead of a mirror; the rest of its ornaments having
been lately removed to one of the garrets, for the convenience of the
servant of an Irish captain, who lodged in the first floor.






CHAPTER XIX

The character of Mr. Lavement, his wife and daughter--some anecdotes
of the family--the mother and daughter rivals--I am guilty of a mistake
that gives me present satisfaction, but is attended with troublesome
consequences

Next day, while I was at work in the shop, a bouncing damsel well
dressed came on pretence of finding a vial for some use or other; and
taking an opportunity, when she thought I did not mind her, of observing
me narrowly, went away with a silent look of disdain. I easily guessed
her sentiments, and my pride took the resolution of entertaining the
same indifference and neglect towards her. At dinner the maids, with
whom I dined in the kitchen, gave me to understand that this was my
master's only daughter, who would have a very handsome fortune, on
account of which, and her beauty, a great many young gentlemen made
their addresses to her--that she had been twice on the brink of
marriage, but disappointed by the stinginess of her father, who refused
to part with a shilling to promote the match; for which reason the young
lady did not behave to her father with all the filial veneration that
might be expected. In particular she harboured the most perfect hatred
for his countrymen; in which disposition she resembled her mother, who
was an English-woman; and, by the hints they dropped, I learned the gray
mare was the better horse--that she was a matron of a high spirit, which
was often manifested at the expense of her dependents; that she loved
diversions, and looked upon miss as her rival in all parties--which was
indeed the true cause of her disappointments; for had the mother been
hearty in her interest, the father would not have ventured to refuse her
demands. Over and above this intelligence, I, of myself, soon made more
discoveries. Mr. Lavement's significant grins at his wife, while she
looked another way, convinced me that he was not at all content with his
lot; and his behaviour in presence of the captain made me believe his
chief torment was jealousy. As for my own part, I was considered in no
other light than that of a menial servant, and had been already six days
in the house without being honoured with one word from either mother or
daughter; the latter (as I understood from the maids) having at table
one day expressed some surprise that her papa should entertain such
an awkward mean-looking journeyman. I was nettled at this piece of
information, and next Sunday (it being my turn to take my diversion)
dressed myself in my new clothes to the greatest advantage, and, vanity
apart, made no contemptible figure.

After having spent most part of the day in company with Strap and some
of his acquaintance, I came home in the afternoon, and was let in by
miss, who not knowing me, dropped a low curtsey as I advanced, which
I returned with a profound bow, and shut the door. By the time I had
turned about, she had perceived her mistake, and changed colour, but
did not withdraw. The passage being narrow, I could not get away without
jolting her; so I was forced to remain where I was with my eyes fixed
to the ground, and my face glowing with blushes. At length, her vanity
coming to her assistance, she went away tittering, and I could hear her
pronounce the word 'creature!' From this day forward, she came into the
shop fifty times, every day upon various pretences, and put in practice
so many ridiculous airs, that I could easily perceive her opinion of
me was changed, and that she did not think me altogether an unworthy
conquest. But my heart was so steeled against her charms by pride and
resentment, which were two chief ingredients in my disposition, that I
remained insensible to all her arts; and notwithstanding some advances
she made, could not be prevailed upon to yield her the least attention.
This neglect soon banished all the favourable impressions she felt for
me, and the rage of a slighted woman took place in her heart; this she
manifested not only in all the suggestions her malice could invent to
my prejudice with her father, but also in procuring for me such servile
employments as she hoped would sufficiently humble my spirit. One day in
particular, she ordered me to brush my master's coat; but I refusing, a
smart dialogue ensued, which ended in her bursting into tears of rage;
when her mother interposing, and examining into the merits of the cause,
determined it in my favour: and this good office I owed not to any
esteem or consideration she had for me, but solely to the desire of
mortifying her daughter, who on this occasion observed, that let people
be never so much in the right, there were some folks who would never do
them justice, but, to be sure, they had their reasons for it, which some
people were ignorant of, although they despised their little arts. This
insinuation of some people and some folks put me upon observing the
behaviour of my mistress more narrowly for the future: and it was not
long before I had reason to believe that she looked upon her daughter as
a rival in the affections of Captain O'Donnell, who lodged in the house.

In the meantime, my industry and knowledge gained me the goodwill of my
master, who would often say in French, "Mardy! c'est un bon garcon."
He had a great deal of business; but he was mostly employed among
his fellow refugees, his profits were small. However, his expense for
medicines was not great; for he was the most expert man at a succedaneum
of any apothecary in London, so that I have been sometimes amazed to see
him, without the least hesitation, make up a physician's prescription,
though he had not in his shop one medicine mentioned in it.
Oyster-shells he could convert into crab's eyes; common oil into oil
of sweet almonds; syrup of sugar into balsamic syrup; Thames water into
aqua cinnamoni; and a hundred more costly preparations were produced in
an instant, from the cheapest and coarsest drugs of the materia medica:
and when any common thing was ordered for a patient, he always took care
to disguise it in colour or taste, or both, in such a manner that it
could not possibly be known; for which purpose cochineal and oil of
cloves were of great service. Mr. Lavement had attempted more than once
to introduce a vegetable diet into his family, by launching out into
the praise of roots and greens, and decrying the use of flesh, both as
a physician and philosopher; but all his rhetoric could not make one
proselyte to his opinion, and even the wife of his bosom declared
against the proposal.

One afternoon, when her husband was abroad, and his daughter gone to
visit, this lady ordered me to call a hackney-coach, in which she and
the captain drove towards Covent Garden. Miss came home in the evening,
and, supping at her usual hour, went to bed. About eleven o'clock my
master entered, and asked if his wife was gone to sleep: upon which
I told him, my mistress went out in the afternoon, and was not yet
returned. This was like a clap of thunder to the poor apothecary, who
starting back, cried, "Mort de ma vie! vat you tell a me? My vife not at
home!" At that instant a patient's servant arrived with a prescription
for a draught, which my master taking, went into the shop to make it up
with his own hand. While he rubbed the ingredients in a glass mortar,
he inquired of me, whether or no his wife went out alone; and no sooner
heard that she was in company with the captain, than with one blow he
split the mortar into a thousand pieces, and grinning like the head of
a bass viol, exclaimed, "Ah, traitresse!" It would have been impossible
for me to have preserved my gravity a minute longer, when I was happily
relieved by a rap at the door, which I opened, and perceived my mistress
coming out of the coach. She flounced immediately into the shop, and
addressed her husband thus: "I suppose you thought I was lost, my dear.
Captain O'Donnell has been so good as to treat me with a play." The
reply, it may be supposed, was anything but courteous but the captain,
who had been all the time at the door discharging the coach, entered,
and Mr. Lavement, changing his tone, saluted him with all the usual
politesse of a Frenchman.

Shortly after this event, by the knowledge which I acquired of the
family secrets, my life became much more agreeable; and as I every
day improved in my knowledge of the town I shook off my awkward air by
degrees, and acquired the character of a polite journeyman apothecary.






CHAPTER XX

I am assaulted and dangerously wounded-suspect O'Donnell, and am
confirmed in my opinion--concert a scheme of revenge, and put it into
execution--O'Donnell robs his own servant and disappears--make my
addresses to a lady, and am miraculously delivered from her snare

One night, at about twelve o'clock, as I returned from visiting a
patient at Chelsea, I received a blow on my head from an unseen hand,
that stretched me senseless on the ground; and was left for dead with
three stabs of a sword in my body. The groans I uttered when I recovered
the use of my reason alarmed the people of a solitary alehouse that
stood near the spot where I lay: and they were humane enough to take me
in, and send for a surgeon, who dressed my wounds, and assured me they
were not mortal. One of them penetrated through the skin and muscles
of one side of my belly in such a manner, that doubtless the assassin
imagined he had run me through the entrails. The second slanted along
one of my ribs; and the last, which was intended for the finishing
stroke, having been directed to my heart, the sword snapped upon
my breast-bone, and the point remained sticking in the skin. When I
reflected upon this event, I could not persuade myself that I had been
assaulted by a common footpad, because it is not usual for such people
to murder though they rob, especially when they meet with no resistance;
and I found my money, and everything else about me but my carcase,
safe. I concluded, therefore, that I must either have been mistaken for
another, or obliged to the private resentment of some secret enemy for
what had happened; and as I could remember nobody who had the least
cause of complaint against me, except Captain O'Donnell and my master's
daughter, my suspicion settled upon them, though I took care to conceal
it, that I might the sooner arrive at confirmation.

With this view, I went home in the chair about ten o'clock in the
morning; and as the chairman supported me into the house, met the
captain in the passage, who no sooner saw me than he started back and
gave evident signs of guilty confusion, which he would have accounted
for from surprise occasioned by the seeing me in such a condition. My
master having heard my story, condoled me with a good deal of sympathy,
and when he understood my wounds were not dangerous, ordered me to be
carried upstairs to bed; though not without some opposition from his
wife, who was of opinion that it would be better for me to go to an
hospital, where I should be more carefully attended. My meditation was
employed in concerting with myself some method of revenge against Squire
O'Donnell and his inamorata, whom I looked upon as the author of my
misfortune; when miss, who was not at home at my arrival, entered my
chamber, and saying she was sorry for the accident that had befallen me,
asked if I suspected anybody to be the assassin; upon which I fixed my
eyes steadfastly upon her and answered, "Yes." She discovered no symptom
of confusion, but replied hastily, "If that be the case, why don't
you take out a warrant, to have him apprehended? It will cost but a
trifle--if you have no money, I'll lend you." This frankness not only
cured me of my suspicion with respect to her, but even staggered my
belief with regard to the captain, of whose guilt I resolved to have
further proof before I should enterprise anything in the way of revenge.
I thanked her kindly for her generous offer, which, however, I had no
occasion to accept, being determined to do nothing rashly: for though I
could plainly perceive the person who attacked me to be a soldier,
whose face I thought was familiar to me, I could not swear with a safe
conscience to any particular man; and, granting I could, my prosecution
of him would not much avail.

This uncertainty I pretended, lest the captain, hearing from her that I
knew the person who wounded me, might think proper to withdraw before I
could be in a condition to requite him. In two days I was up and able
to do a little business, so that Mr. Lavement made shift to carry on his
practice without hiring another journeyman in my room.

The first thing I attempted towards a certain discovery of my secret
enemy, was to get into O'Donnell's apartment, while he was abroad in an
undress, and examine his sword, the point of which being broken off, I
applied the fragment that was found sticking in my body, and found it
answered the fractured part exactly. There was no room left for doubt;
and all that remained was to fix upon a scheme of revenge, which almost
solely engrossed my thoughts during the space of eight nights and days.
Sometimes I was tempted to fall upon him in the same manner as he had
practised upon me, and kill him outright. But this assault my honour
opposed as a piece of barbarous cowardice, in which he was not to
be imitated. At other times I entertained thoughts of demanding
satisfaction in an honourable way; but was diverted from this
undertaking by considering the uncertainty of the event, and the nature
of the injury he had done me, which did not entitle him to such easy
terms. At last I determined to pursue a middle course, and actually put
my design in execution after this manner. Having secured the assistance
of Strap and two of his acquaintance whom he could depend upon, we
provided ourselves with disguises, and I caused the following letter
to be delivered to him by one of our associates in livery, one Sunday
evening:--

"Sir--If I may be allowed to judge from appearance, it will not be
disagreeable for you to hear that my husband is gone to Bagshot to visit
a patient, and will not return till to-morrow night; so that, if you
have anything to propose to me (as your behaviour on many occasions
has seemed to insinuate), you will do well to embrace the present
opportunity of seeing, Yours, etc." This letter was signed with the
name of an apothecary's wife who lived in Chelsea, of whom I had heard
O'Donnell was an admirer. Everything succeeded to our wish. The hero
hastened towards the place of appointment, and was encountered by us
in the very place where he had assaulted me. We rushed upon him all
at once, secured his sword, stripped off his clothes even to the skin,
which was scourged with nettles till he was blistered from head to foot,
notwithstanding all the eloquence of his tears and supplications. When
I was satisfied with the stripes I had bestowed, we carried off his
clothes, which we hid in a hedge near the place, and left him stark
naked to find his way home in the best manner he could, while I took
care to be there before him. I afterwards understood that, in his way
to the lodgings of a friend, who lived in the skirts of the town, he was
picked up by the watch, who carried him to the round-house, from whence
he sent for clothes to his lodgings, and next morning arrived at the
door in a chair, wrapt up in a blanket he had borrowed; for his body
was so sore and swelled, that he could not bear to be confined in
his wearing apparel. He was treated with the utmost tenderness by my
mistress and her daughter, who vied with each other in their care and
attendance of him; but Lavement himself could not forbear expressing
his joy, by several malicious grins, while he ordered me to prepare an
unguent for his sores. As to myself, nobody can doubt my gratification,
when I had every day an opportunity of seeing my revenge protracted on
the body of my adversary, by the ulcers of which I had been the cause;
and, indeed, I not only enjoyed the satisfaction of having flea'd him
alive, but another also which I had not foreseen. The story of his being
attacked and stripped in such a place having been inserted in the news,
gave information to those who found his clothes next day, whither to
bring them; and accordingly he retrieved everything he had lost except a
few letters, among which was that which I had writ to him in the name
of the apothecary's wife. This, and the others, which were all on the
subject of love (for this Hibernian hero was one of those people who are
called fortune-hunters), fell into the hands of a certain female author,
famous for the scandal she has published; who, after having embellished
them with some ornaments of her own invention, gave them to the to town
in print. I was very much shocked on reflection, that I might possibly
be the occasion of a whole family's unhappiness on account of the letter
I had written; but was eased of that apprehension, when I understood
that the Chelsea apothecary had commenced a lawsuit against the
printer for defamation, and looked upon the whole as a piece of forgery
committed by the author, who had disappeared. But whatever might be his
opinion of the matter, our two ladies seemed to entertain a different
idea of it: for as soon as the pamphlet appeared, I could perceive their
care of their patient considerably diminish, till at last it ended in a
total neglect. It was impossible for him to be ignorant of this change,
any more than of the occasion of it; but as he was conscious to himself
of having deserved worse than contempt at their hands, he was glad to
come off so cheaply, and contented himself with muttering curses and
threats against the apothecary, who, as he imagined, having got an
inkling of the appointment with his wife, had taken revenge of him
in the manner described. By the time he had got a new scarf skin his
character was become so notorious, that he thought it high time for him
to decamp; and his retreat he performed in one night, without beat of
drum, after having robbed his own servant of everything that belonged to
him except the clothes he had on his back.

A few days after he disappeared, Mr. Lavement, for his own security,
took into his custody a large old trunk which he had left; and as it
was very heavy, made no question that the contents were sufficient to
indemnify him for what O'Donnell owed in lodging. But a month being
elapsed without hearing any tidings of this adventurer, and my master
being impatient to know what the trunk contained, he ordered me to break
it open in his presence, which task I performed with the pestle of our
great mortar, and discovered, to his inexpressible astonishment and
mortification, a heap of stones.

About this time, my friend Strap informed me of an offer he had to go
abroad with a gentleman in quality of valet de chambre and at the same
time assured me that, whatever advantage he might propose to himself
from this prospect, he could not bear the thoughts of parting from me,
so much was he attached to my fortune. In spite of all the obligations I
owed to this poor, honest fellow, ingratitude is so natural to the heart
of man, that I began to be tired of his acquaintance: and now that I had
contracted other friendships which appeared more creditable, was
even ashamed to see a journeyman barber inquiring after me with the
familiarity of a companion. I therefore, on pretence of consulting his
welfare, insisted upon his accepting the proposal, which he at last
determined to embrace, with great reluctance, and in a few days, took
his leave of me, shedding a flood of tears, which I could not behold
without emotion. I now began to look upon me as of a gentleman in
reality; learned to dance, frequented plays during the holidays; became
the oracle of an ale-house, where every dispute was referred to my
decision; and at length contracted an acquaintance with a young
lady, who found means to make a conquest of my heart, and upon whom I
prevailed, after much attendance and solicitation, to give me a promise
of marriage. As this beautiful creature passed for a rich heiress, I
blessed my good fortune, and was actually on the point of crowning all
my wishes by matrimony, when I made such a discovery as effectually
turned me from my design, and I abandoned all thoughts of marriage for
the future.






CHAPTER XXI

Squire Gawky comes to lodge with my master--is involved in a troublesome
affair, out of which he is extricated by me--he marries my master's
daughter--they conspire against me--I am found guilty of theft,
discharged--deserted by my friends, I hire a room in St. Gile's--where,
by accident, I find the lady to whom I paid my addresses in a miserable
condition--I relieve her

When I enjoyed myself at large in this temper of mind, Lavement let his
first floor to my countryman and acquaintance, Squire Gawky, who by this
time had got a lieutenancy in the army, and such a martial ferocity in
his appearance that I was afraid he would remember what happened between
us in Scotland, and atone for his breach of appointment then by his
punctuality now; but whether he had actually forgot me, or was willing
to make me believe so, he betrayed not the least symptom of recognition
at sight of me, and I remained quite cured of my apprehension; though
I had occasion not long after to be convinced, that howsoever his
externals might be altered, he was at bottom the same individual Gawky,
whom I have already described. For coming home late one night from the
house of a patient, I heard a noise in the street, and as I approached,
perceived two gentlemen in custody, of three watchmen. The prisoners,
who were miserable, disfigured with dirt, complained bitterly of the
loss of their hats and wigs; and one of them, whom by his tongue I know
to be a Scotchman, lamented most piteously, offering a guinea for his
liberty, which the watchman refused, alleging that one of his companions
was wounded grievously, and that he must stand to the consequence. My
prejudice in favour of my native country was so strong, that I could not
bear to see anybody belonging to it in distress, and therefore, with one
blow of my faithful cudgel, knocked down the watchman who had hold
of the person for whom I was chiefly concerned. He was no sooner
disengaged, than he betook himself to his heels, and left me to maintain
the dispute as I should think proper; and, indeed, I came off but
scurvily, for, before I could avail myself of my speed, I received a
blow on the eye, from one of the other two, that had well nigh deprived
me of the use of that organ. However, I made shift to get home, where I
was informed of Captain Gawky's being robbed and abused by a company of
footpads, and was ordered by my master to prepare an emollient glyster
and paregoric draught, in order to allay and compose the ferment of his
spirits, occasioned by the barbarous treatment he had undergone, while
he took twelve ounces of blood from him immediately.

When I inquired into the particulars of this adventure, and understood
by the servant that he came in just before me, without hat and wig, I
made no scruple of believing him to be the person I had released, and
was confirmed in my belief upon hearing his voice, to which (before that
event) I had long been a stranger.

My eye being considerably swelled and inflamed, I could not reflect
upon my enterprise without cursing my own folly, and even resolving to
declare the truth the truth of the whole story in order to be revenged
on the cowardly wretch for whom I had suffered: accordingly, next day
after he had told, in presence of my master, his wife and daughter,
who came to him, a thousand lies concerning the prowess he had shown in
making his escape, I ventured to explain the mystery, and, calling
in the evidence of my contused eye, upbraided him with cowardice and
ingratitude. Gawky was so astonished at this that he could not answer
one word, and the rest of the company stared at one another; till
at length my mistress reprimanded me for my insolent behaviour, and
threatened to turn me away for my presumption. Upon which, Gawky (having
recollected himself) observed, as the young man might have mistaken
another person for him, he could forgive his insinuations, more
especially as he seemed to have suffered for his incivility; but
advised me to be more certain in my conjectures for the future, before I
ventured to publish them to the prejudice of any man. Miss applauded the
Captain's generosity in pardoning one who had so villainously aspersed
him, and I began to imagine her praise was not at all disinterested. But
the apothecary, who perhaps had more penetration or less partiality than
his wife and daughter, differed from them in their sentiments of the
matter, and expressed himself to me in the shop in this manner: "Ah mon
pauvre Roderique! you have more of de veracite dan of de prudence--bot
mine vife and dater be diablement sage, and Monsieur le Capitaine un
fanfaron, pardieu!"

This eulogium on his wife and daughter, though spoken ironically by him,
was nevertheless literally just; by espousing the cause of Gawky, the
one obliged a valuable lodger, and the other acquired a husband at a
juncture when one was absolutely necessary. The young lady insinuated
herself so artfully into the affection of this new lodger, that in less
than a fortnight, on pretence of going to the play, they drove away
together to the Fleet, where they were married; and in the morning came
home, where they asked her father's and mother's blessing. The prudent
parents, notwithstanding the precipitation with which the match was
carried on, did not think fit to refuse their approbation; for the
apothecary was not ill pleased to find his daughter married to a young
man of a good prospect, who had not mentioned one syllable on the
article of her dowry; and his wife was rejoiced at being rid of a rival
and a spy upon her. Whatever face Gawky put on the matter, my discovery
of the adventure before related, and the reproaches I vented against
him, had stung him to the soul, and cherished the seeds of enmity so
strongly in his breast, that he imparted his indignation to his wife,
who being as desirous as himself to accomplish the ruin of one that not
only slighted her caresses, but was able on any occasion to discover
particulars not at all advantageous to her character, readily joined in
a conspiracy against me, which (had it taken effect as they expected)
would infallibly have brought me to an ignominious death.

My master having several times missed large quantities of medicines, of
which I could give no account, at last lost all patience, and in plain
terms taxed me with having embezzled them for my own use. As I could
only oppose my single asseveration to his suspicion, he told me one
day, "Your vord not be give me de satisfaction--me find necessaire to
chercher for my medicine; pardonnez moi--il faut chercber--me demand le
clef of your coffre a cette heure." Then raising his voice to conceal
the fright he was in lest I should make any opposition, he went on,
"Oui! I charge you rendez le clef of your cofrre--moi--si, moi qui
vous parle." I was fired with so much resentment and disdain at this
accusation, that I burst into tears, which he took for a sign of guilt;
and pulling out my key, told him he might satisfy himself immediately,
though he would not find it so easy to satisfy me for the injury my
reputation had suffered from his unjust suspicion. He took the key and
mounted up to my chamber, attended by the whole family, saying, "Eh
bien, nous verrons--nous verrons." But what was my horror and amazement,
when, opening my chest, he pulled out a handful of the very things that
were missing, and pronounced, "Ah, ha, vous etes bienvenu--mardy, Mons.
Roderique, you be fort innocent!" I had not power to utter one word in
my own vindication, but stood motionless and silent, while everybody
present made their respective remarks on what appeared against me.
The servants said they were sorry for my misfortune, and went away
repeating, "Who would have thought it?" My mistress took occasion from
this detection to rail against the practice of employing strangers in
general; and Mrs. Gawky, after having observed that she never had a good
opinion of my fidelity, proposed to have me carried before the justice
and committed to Newgate immediately. Her husband was actually upon the
stairs in his way for a constable, when Mr. Lavement knowing the cost
ant trouble of a prosecution to which he must bind himself, and at the
same time dreading lest some particulars of my confession might affect
his practice, called out. "Restez, mon fils! restez, it be veritablement
one grand crime which dis pauvre diable have committed--bot peut-etre de
good God give him de penitence, and me vill not have upon mine head de
blood of one sinner." The captain and his lady used all the Christian
arguments their zeal could suggest to prevail upon the apothecary to
pursue me to destruction, and represented the injustice he did to the
community of which he was a member, in letting a villain escape, who
would not fail of doing more mischief in the world when he should
reflect on his coming off so easily now; but their eloquence made no
impression on my master, who turning to me said, "Go, miserable, go
from mine house quick, quick!--and make reparation for your mauvaise
actions." By this time my indignation had roused me from the
stupefaction in which I had hitherto remained and I began in this
manner:--"Sir, appearances I own condemn me; but you are imposed upon
as much as I am abused: I have fallen a sacrifice to the rancour of that
scoundrel" (pointing to Gawky) "who has found means to convey your
goods hither, that the detection of them might blast my reputation, and
accomplish my destruction. His hatred to me is owing to a consciousness
of his having wronged me in my own country--for which injury he in a
cowardly manner, refused me the satisfaction of a gentleman; he knows,
moreover, that I am no stranger to his dastardly behaviour in this town,
which I have recounted before, and he is unwilling that such a testimony
of his ingratitude and pusillanimity should live upon the earth; for
this reason he is guilty of the most infernal malice to bring about my
ruin. And I am afraid, madam (turning to Mrs. Gawky) you have too easily
entered into the sentiments of your husband. I have often found you my
enemy, and am well acquainted with the occasion of your being so, which
I don't at present think proper to declare; but I would advise you, for
your own sake, not to drive me to extremity." This address enraged her
so much that with a face as red us scarlet and the eyes of a fury, she
strutted up to me and putting her hands in her side, spat in my face,
saying, I was a scandalous villain, but she defied my malice; and that
unless her papa would not prosecute me like a thief as I was, she would
not stay another night under his roof. At the same time, Gawky assuming
a big look, told me, he scorned what lies I could invent against him;
but that, if I pretended to asperse his wife, he would put me to death.
To this threat I answered, "I wish I could meet with thee in a desert,
that I might have an opportunity of punishing thee for thy perfidy
towards me, and rid the world of such a rascal. What hinders me this
moment," said I, seizing an old bottle that stood by, "from doing myself
that justice?" I had no sooner armed myself in this manner, than Gawky
and his father-in-law retired in such a hurry, that the one overturned
the other, and they rolled together down stairs, while my mistress
swooned away with fear, and her daughter asked if I intended to
murder her. I gave her to understand, that nothing was farther from my
intention, that I would leave her to the stings of her own conscience;
but was firmly resolved to slit her husband's nose, whenever fortune
should offer a convenient opportunity. Then going down stairs, I met
Lavement coming up trembling with the pestle in his hand, and Gawky
behind armed with his sword, pushing him forward. I demanded a parley:
and having assured him of my pacific disposition, Gawky exclaimed, "Ah,
villain! you have killed my dear wife." And the apothecary cried, "Ah,
coquin! vere is my shild?" "The lady," said I, "is above stairs, unhurt
by me, and will, a few months hence, I believe reward your concern."
Hero she called to them, and desired they would let the wretch go, and
trouble themselves no further about him. To which request her father
consented, observing, nevertheless, that my conversation was 'very
mysterious.'

Finding it impossible to vindicate my innocence, I left the house
immediately, and went to the schoolmaster, with an intention of clearing
myself to him, and asking his advice with regard to my future conduct;
but, to my inexpressible vexation, he was gone to the country, where
he would stay two or three days. I returned with a design of consulting
some acquaintance I had acquired in the neighbourhood; but my story had
taken air through the officiousness of the servants, and not one of
my friends would vouchsafe me a hearing. Thus I found myself, by the
iniquity of mankind, in a much more deplorable condition than ever: for
though I had been formerly as poor, my reputation was without blemish,
and my health unimpaired till now; but at present my good name was lost,
my money gone, my friends were alienated, my body was infected by an
odious distemper; and my faithful Strap, who alone could yield me pity
and assistance, absent I knew not where.

The first resolution I could take in this melancholy conjuncture, was
to remove my clothes to the house of the person with whom I had formerly
lodged, where I remained two days in hopes of getting another place by
the interest of Mr. Concordance, to whom I made no doubt of being able
to vindicate my character; but in this supposition I reckoned without
my best, for Lavement took care to be beforehand with me; and when I
attempted to explain the whole affair to the schoolmaster, I found him
so prepossessed against me, that he would scarce hear me to an end; but
when I had finished my justification, shook his head, and beginning with
his usual exclamation said, "That won't go down with me. I am very sorry
I should have the misfortune of being concerned in the affair, but,
however, shall be more cautious for the future. I will trust no man from
henceforward--no, not my father who begat me, nor the brother who lay
with me in my mother's womb: should Daniel rise from the dead, I would
think him an impostor; and were the genius of truth to appear, would
question its veracity!" I told him, that one day it was possible he
might be convinced of the injury I had suffered, and repent of his
premature determination. To which remark he answered, the proof of my
innocence would make his bowels vibrate with joy; "but till that shall
happen," continued he, "I mast beg to have no manner of connection
with you--my reputation is at stake. I shall be looked upon as your
accomplice and abettor--people will say Jonathan Wild was but a type of
me-boys will hoot at me as I pass along; and the cinder-wenches belch
forth reproaches wafted in a gale impregnated with gin: I shall be
notorious--the very butt of slander, and sink of infamy!" I was not in
a humour to relish the climax of expressions upon which this gentleman
valued himself in all his discourses; but, without any ceremony, took
my leave, cursed with every sentiment of horror which my situation could
suggest. I considered, however, in the intervals of my despondence, that
I must, in some shape suit my expense to my calamitous circumstances,
and with that view hired an apartment in a garret near St. Giles's, at
the rate of nine-pence per week.

I one day, when I sat in this solitary retreat musing upon the
unhappiness of my fate, was alarmed by a groan that issued from a
chamber contiguous to mine, into which I immediately ran, and found a
woman stretched on a miserable truckle bed, without any visible signs of
life. Having applied a smelling bottle to her nose, the blood began to
revisit her cheeks, and she opened her eyes; but, good heaven! what were
the emotions of my soul, when I discovered her to be the same individual
lady who had triumphed over my heart, and to whose fate I had almost
been inseparably joined! Her deplorable situation filled my breast with
compassion. She knew me immediately; and, straining me gently in her
arms, shed a torrent of tears, which I could not help increasing. At
length, casting a languishing look at me, she pronounced with a feeble
voice, "Dear Mr. Random, I do not deserve this concern at your hands: I
am a vile creature, who had a base design upon your person--suffer me,
to expiate that, and all my other crimes, by a miserable death, which
will not fail to overtake me in a few hour." I encouraged her as much
as I could, told her I forgave all her intentions with regard to me;
and that, although my circumstances were extremely low, I would share my
last farthing with her. I begged in the meantime to know the immediate
cause of that fit from which she had just recovered, and said, I would
endeavour by my skill to prevent any more such attacks. She seemed very
much affected with this expression, took my hand, and pressed it to her
lips, saying, "You are too generous! I wish I could live to express my
gratitude--but alas! I perish for want." Then shutting her eyes, she
relapsed into another swoon. Such extremity of distress must have waked
the most obdurate heart to sympathy and compassion; what effect then
must it have had on mine, that was naturally prone to every tender
passion? I ran downstairs, and sent my landlady to a chemist's shop for
some cinnamon water, while I, returning to this unfortunate creature's
chamber, used all the means in my power to bring her to herself; this
aim with much difficulty I accomplished, and made her drink a glass of
the cordial to recruit her spirits: then I prepared a little mulled
red vine and a toast, which having taken, she found herself thoroughly
revived, and informed me, that she had not tasted food for eight and
forty hours before. As I was impatient to know the occasion and nature
of her calamity, she gave me to understand, that she was a woman of
the town by profession; that in the course of her adventures she found
herself dangerously infected with a distemper, to which all of her class
are particularly subject; that her malady gaining ground every day, she
became loathsome to herself and offensive to others: when she resolved
to retire to some obscure corner where she might be cured with as little
noise and expense as possible; that she had accordingly chosen this
place of retreat, and put herself into the hands of an advertising
doctor, who having fleeced her of all the money she had, or could
procure, left her three days ago in a worse condition than that in which
he found her; that except the clothes on her back, she had pawned or
sold everything that belonged to her to satisfy that rapacious quack,
and quiet the clamour of her landlady, who still persisted in her
threats to turn her out into the street. After having moralised upon
these particulars, I proposed that she should lodge in the same room
with me, an expedient that would save some money: and assured her, I
would undertake to cure her as well as my own, during which she should
partake of all the conveniences that I could afford to myself. She
embraced my offer with unfeigned acknowledgment, and I began to put it
in practice immediately. I found her not only an agreeable companion,
whose conversation greatly alleviated my chagrin, but also a careful
nurse, who served me with the utmost fidelity and affection. One day,
while I testified my surprise that a woman of her beauty, good sense,
and education (for she had a large portion of each), could be reduced
to such an infamous and miserable way of life, she answered with a sigh,
"These very advantages were the cause of my undoing." This remarkable
reply inflamed my curiosity to such a degree, that I begged she would
favour me with the particulars of her story, and she complied in these
words.






CHAPTER XXII

The History of Miss Williams

'My father was an eminent merchant in the city who having, in the course
of trade, suffered very considerable losses, retired in his old age with
his wife to a small estate in the country, which he had purchased with
the remains of his fortune. At that time, I being but eight years of
age, was left in town for the convenience of education, boarded with an
aunt, who was a rigid presbyterian, and confined me so closely to what
she called the duties of religion, that in time I grew weary of her
doctrines, and by degrees received an aversion for the good books, she
daily recommended to my perusal. As I increased in age, and appeared
with a person not disagreeable, I contracted a good deal of acquaintance
among my own sex; one of whom, after having lamented the restraint I was
under from the narrowness of my aunt's sentiments, told me I must now
throw off the prejudices of opinion imbibed under her influence and
example, and learn to think for myself; for which purpose she advised
me to read Shaftsbury, Tindal, Hobbes, and all the authors that are
remarkable for their deviation from the old way of thinking, and by
comparing one with the other, I should soon be able to form a system
of my own. I followed her advice; and whether it was owing to my
prepossession against what I had formerly read, or the clearness of
argument in these my new instructors, I know not; but I studied them
with pleasure, and in a short time became a professed freethinker.
Proud of my improvement, I argued in all companies, and that with such
success, that I soon acquired the reputation of a philosopher, and
few people durst undertake me in a dispute. I grew vain upon my good
fortune, and at length pretended to make my aunt a proselyte to my
opinion; but she no sooner perceived my drift than, taking the alarm,
she wrote to my father an account of my heresy, and conjured him, as
he tendered the good of my soul, to remove me immediately from
the dangerous place where I had contracted such sinful principles.
Accordingly, my father ordered me into the country, where I arrived in
the fifteenth year of my age, and, by his command gave him a detail of
all the articles of my faith, which he did not find so unreasonable
as they had been represented. Finding myself suddenly deprived of the
company and pleasures of the town, I grew melancholy and it was some
time before I could relish my situation. But solitude became every day
more and more familiar to me and I consoled myself in my retreat with
the enjoyment of a good library, at such times as were not employed in
the management of the family (for my mother had been dead three years),
in visiting, or some other party of rural diversion. Having more
imagination than judgment, I addicted myself too much to poetry and
romance; and, in short, was looked upon as a very extraordinary person
by everybody in the country where I resided.

'I had one evening strayed, with a book in my hand, into a wood that
bordered on the high road, at a little distance from my father's house,
when a certain drunken squire, riding by, perceived me, and crying,
"Holloa, there's a charming creature!" alighted in a moment, caught
me in his arms, and treated me so rudely that I shrieked as loud as I
could, and in the meantime opposed his violence with all the strength
that rage and resentment could inspire. During this struggle, another
horseman came up, who, seeing a lady so unworthily used, dismounted, and
flew to my assistance. The squire, mad with disappointment, or provoked
with the reproaches of the other gentleman, quitted me, and running to
his horse, drew a pistol from the saddle, and fired it at my protector,
who happily receiving no damage, went up, and, with the butt-end of his
whip laid him prostrate on the ground before he could use the other,
which his antagonist immediately seized, and, clapping to the squire's
breast, threatened to put him to death for his cowardice and treachery.
In this dilemma I interposed and begged his life, which was granted to
my request, after he had asked pardon, and swore his intention was only
to obtain a kiss. However, my defender thought proper to unload the
other pistol, and throw away the flints, before he gave him his liberty.
This courteous stranger conducted me home, where my father having
learned the signal service he had done me, loaded him with caresses, and
insisted on his lodging that night at our house. If the obligation he
had conferred upon me justly inspired me with sentiments of gratitude,
his appearance and conversation seemed to entitle him to somewhat more.
He was about the age of two-and-twenty, among the tallest of the middle
size; had chestnut- hair, which he wore tied up in a ribbon; a
high polished forehead, a nose inclining to the aquiline, lively blue
eyes, red pouting lips, teeth as white as snow, and a certain openness
of countenance--but why need I describe any more particulars of his
person? I hope you will do me the justice to believe I do not flatter,
when I say he was the exact resemblance of you; and if I had not been
well acquainted with his family and degree, I should have made no
scruple of concluding that you was his brother. He spoke and seemed to
have no reserve: for what he said was ingenuous, sensible, and uncommon.
"In short," said she, bursting into tears, "he was formed for the ruin
of our sex. His behaviour was modest and respectful, but his looks were
so significant, that I could easily observe he secretly blessed the
occasion that introduced him to my acquaintance. We learned from his
discourse that he was the eldest son of a wealthy gentleman in the
neighbourhood, to whose name we were no strangers--that he had been to
visit an acquaintance in the country, from whose house he was returning
home, when my shrieks brought him to my rescue."

'All night long my imagination formed a thousand ridiculous
expectations: there was so much of knight-errantry in this gentleman's
coming to the relief of a damsel in distress, with whom he immediately
became enamoured, that all I had read of love and chivalry recurred
to my fancy; and I looked upon myself as a princess in some region of
romance, who being delivered from the power of some brutal giant or
satyr, by a generous Oroondates, was bound in gratitude, as well as led
by inclination, to yield up my affections to him without reserve. In
vain did I endeavour to chastise these foolish conceits by reflections
more reasonable and severe: the amusing images took full possession of
my mind, and my dreams represented my hero sighing at my feet, in the
language of a despairing lover. Next morning after breakfast he took
his leave, when my father begged the favour of further acquaintance with
him; to which request he replied by a compliment to him, and a look to
me so full of eloquence and tenderness, that my whole soul received the
soft impression. In a short time he repeated his visit; and as a recital
of the particular steps he pursued to ruin me would be tedious and
impertinent, let it suffice to say, he made it his business to insinuate
himself into my esteem, by convincing me of his own good sense, and at
the same time flattering my understanding. This task he performed in
the most artful manner, by seeming to contradict me often through
misapprehension, that I might have an opportunity of clearing myself the
more to my own honour. Having thus secured my good opinion, he began to
give me some tokens of a particular passion, founded on a veneration of
the qualities of my mind, and, as an accidental ornament, admired the
beauties of my person; till at being fully persuaded of his conquest, he
chose a proper season for the theme, and disclosed his love in terms
so ardent and sincere, that it was impossible for me to disguise the
sentiments of my heart, and he received my approbation with the most
lively transport. After this mutual declaration, we contrived to meet
more frequently in private interviews, where we enjoyed the conversation
of one another, in all the elevation of fancy and impatience of hope
that reciprocal adoration can inspire. He professed his honourable
intentions, of which I made no question; lamented the avaricious
disposition of his father, who had destined him for the arms of another,
and vowed eternal fidelity with such an appearance of candour and
devotion--that I became a dupe to his deceit. Cursed be the day on
which I gave away my innocence and peace! Cursed be my beauty that first
attracted the attention of the seducer! Cursed be my education, that, by
refining my sentiments, made my heart the more susceptible! Cursed be my
good sense, that fixed me to one object, and taught me the preference I
enjoyed was but my due! Had I been ugly, nobody would have tempted me;
had I been ignorant, the charms of my person would not have atoned for
the coarseness of my conversation; had I been giddy, my vanity would
have divided my inclinations, and my ideas would have been so diffused,
that I should never have listened to the enchantments of one alone.

'But to return to my unfortunate story. After some months, the visits of
my lover became less frequent, and his behaviour less warm: I perceived
his coldness, my heart took the alarm, my tears reproached him, and
I insisted upon the performance of his promise to espouse me, that,
whatever should happen, my reputation might be safe. He seemed to
acquiesce in my proposal, and left me on pretence of finding a proper
clergyman to unite us in the bands of wedlock. But alas! the inconstant
had no intention to return. I waited a whole week with the utmost
impatience; sometimes doubting his honour, at other times inventing
excuses for him, and condemning myself for harbouring suspicions of his
faith. At length I understood from a gentleman who dined at our house,
that this perfidious wretch was on the point of setting out for London
with his bride, to buy clothes for their approaching nuptials. This
information distracted me! Rage took possession of my soul; I denounced
a thousand imprecations, and formed as many schemes of revenge against
the traitor who had undone me. Then my resentment would subside to
silent sorrow. I recalled the tranquillity I lost, I wept over my
infatuation, and sometimes a ray of hope would intervene, and for a
moment cheer my drooping heart; I would revolve all the favourable
circumstances of his character, repeat the vows he made, ascribe his
absence to the vigilance of a suspicious father who compelled him to
a match his soul abhorred, and comfort myself with the expectation of
seeing him before the thing should be brought to any terms of agreement.
But how vain was my imagination! That villain left me without remorse,
and in a few days the news of his marriage were spread all over the
country. My horror was then inconceivable; and had not the desire of
revenge diverted the resolution, I should infallibly have put an end to
my miserable life. My father observed the symptoms of my despair: and
though I have good reason to believe he guessed the cause, was at
a great deal of pains to seem ignorant of my affliction, while he
endeavoured with parental fondness to alleviate my distress. I saw his
concern, which increased my anguish, and raised my fury against the
author of my calamity to an implacable degree.

'Having furnished myself with a little money, I made an elopement from
this unhappy parent in the night-time, and about break of day arrived at
a small town, from whence a stage coach set out for London, in which I
embarked, and next day alighted in town; the spirit of revenge having
supported me all the way against every other reflection, My first care
was to hire a lodging, in which I kept myself very retired, assumed a
feigned name, that my character and situation might be better concealed.
It was not long before I found out the house of my lover, whither I
immediately repaired in a transport of rage, determined to act some
desperate deed for the satisfaction of my despair, though the hurry of
my spirits would not permit me to concert or resolve upon a particular
plan. When I demanded admission to Lothario (so let me call him), I was
desired to send up my name and business; but this I refused, telling
the porter I had business for his master's private ear; upon which I
was conducted into a parlour until he should be informed of my request.
There I remained about a quarter of an hour, when a servant entered and
told me his master was engaged with company, and begged to be excused
at that time. My temper could hold out no longer. I pulled out a poniard
from my bosom, where I had concealed it, and rushing out flew up stairs
like a fury, exclaiming, "Where's this perfidious villain? could I
plunge this dagger into his false heart, I should then die satisfied!"
The noise I made alarmed not only the servants, but the company also,
who hearing my threats came forward to the staircase to see was the
matter. I was seized, disarmed, and withheld by two footmen; and in
this situation felt the most exquisite torture in beholding my undoer
approach with his young wife. I could not endure the sight, was deprived
of my senses, and fell into a severe fit, during which I know not how I
was treated; but when I recovered the use of reflection, found myself on
a bed in a paltry apartment, where I was attended by an old woman, who
asked a thousand impertinent questions relating to my condition,
and informed me that my behaviour had thrown the whole family into
confusion; that Lothario affirmed I was mad, and proposed to have me
sent to Bedlam; but my lady persuaded herself there was more in my
conduct than he cared should be known, and had taken to her bed on bare
suspicion, having first ordered that I should be narrowly looked to.
I heard all she said without making any other reply than desiring she
would do me the favour to call a chair; but this she told me could
not be done without her master's consent, which, however, was easily
procured, and I was conveyed to my lodgings in a state of mind that
baffles all description. The agitation of my thoughts produced a
fever, which brought on a miscarriage; and I believe it is well for my
conscience that heaven thus disposed of my burden; for let me own to
you with penitence and horror, if I had brought a living child into the
world, my frenzy would have prompted me to sacrifice the little innocent
to my resentment of the father's infidelity.

'After this event my rage abated, and my hate became more deliberate and
calm: when one day my landlady informed me that there was a gentleman
below who desired to see me, he having something of consequence to
impart, which he was sure would contribute to my peace of mind. I was
exceedingly alarmed at this declaration, which I attempted to interpret
a thousand ways; and before I came to any determination he entered my
room, with an apology for intruding without my knowledge or consent.
I surveyed him some time, and not being able to recollect his face,
demanded, with a faltering accent, what his business was with me? Upon
which he desired I would give him a particular audience, and he did not
doubt of communicating something that would conduce to my satisfaction
and repose. As I thought myself sufficiently guarded against any
violence, I granted his request, and bade the woman withdraw. The
stranger, then advancing, gave me to understand that he was well
acquainted with the particulars of my story, having been informed
of them from Lothario's own mouth--that from the time he knew my
misfortunes he had entertained a detestation for the author of them,
which had of late been increased and inflamed to a desire of revenge,
by a piece of dishonourable conduct towards him--that hearing of my
melancholy situation, he had come with an intention of offering his
assistance and comfort, and was ready to espouse my quarrel, and
forthwith take vengeance on my seducer, provided I would grant him one
consideration, which, he hoped, I should see no reason to refuse. Had
all the artifice of hell been employed in composing a persuasive, it
could not have had a more instantaneous or favourable effect than this
discourse had upon me. I was transported with a delirium of gloomy joy.
The contract was made; he devoted himself to my revenge, undertook to
murder Lothario that very night, and to bring me an account of his death
before morning. Accordingly, about two of the clock, he was introduced
to my chamber, and assured me that my perfidious lover was no more: that
although he was not entitled to such an honourable proceeding, he had
fairly challenged him to the field, where he upbraided him with his
treachery towards me, for whom, he told me, his sword was drawn, and
after a few passes left him weltering in his blood. I was so savaged by
my wrongs, that I delighted in the recital of this adventure, made him
repeat the particulars and feasted my eyes on the blood that remained on
his clothes and sword. My imagination was so engrossed by these ideas,
that in my sleep I dreamed Lothario appeared before me pale, mangled,
and bloody, blamed my rashness, protested his innocence, and pleaded his
cause so pathetically, that I was convinced of his fidelity, and waked
in a fit of horror and remorse. I dropped asleep again, and the same
apparition recurred to my fancy. In short, I passed the night in great
misery, and looked upon my avenger with such abhorrence, that in
the morning, perceiving my aversion, he insinuated there was still
a possibility of Lothario's recovery: it was quite true he left him
wounded on the ground, but not quite dead, and perhaps his hurts
might not be mortal. At these words I started up, bade him fly for
intelligence, and if he could not bring me tidings of Lothario's safety,
at least consult his own, and never return; for I was resolved to
surrender myself to justice, and declare all I knew of the affair, that,
if possible I might expiate my own guilt, by incurring the rigours of a
sincere repentance and ignominious death. He very coolly represented the
unreasonableness of my prejudice against him, who had done nothing but
what his love of me inspired, and honour justified: that now he had,
at the risk of his life, been subservient to my revenge, I was about to
discard him as an infamous agent, occasionally necessary; and that, even
if he should be so lucky as to bring news of Lothario's safety, it was
probable my former resentment might revive, and I would upbraid him with
having failed in his undertaking. I assured him, that on the contrary,
he should be dearer to me than ever, as I then should be convinced
he acted more on the principles of a man of honour than on those of a
mercenary assassin, and scorned to take away the life of an adversary,
how inveterate soever, which fortune had put in his power. "Well,
then madam," said he, whatever may have happened, I shall find it no
difficult matter to acquit myself in point of honour;" and took his
leave in order to inquire into the consequences of his duel. I was now
more sensible than ever of the degrees of guilt and misery; all the
affliction I had suffered hitherto was owing to my own credulity and
weakness, and my conscience could only accuse me of venial crimes; but
now that I looked upon myself as a murderer, it is impossible to express
the terrors of my imagination, which was incessantly haunted by the
image of the deceased, and my bosom stung with the most exquisite
agonies, of which I saw no end. At length, Horatio (for so I shall call
my new friend) returned, and telling me I had nothing to fear, delivered
into my hands a billet containing these words.


"Madam,

"As I understand it is of consequence to your peace, I take this liberty
to inform you, that the wounds I received from Horatio are not mortal.
This satisfaction my humanity could not deny, even to a person who has
endeavoured to disturb the repose as well as the life of

"Lothario."

'Being well acquainted with this hand, I had no reason to suspect an
imposition in this letter, which I read over and over with a transport
of joy, and caressed Horatio so much that he appeared the happiest
man alive. Thus was I won from despair by the menaces of a greater
misfortune than that which depressed me. Griefs are like usurpers,--the
most powerful deposes all the rest. But my raptures were not lasting:
that very letter which in a manner re-established my tranquillity, in a
little time banished my peace. His unjust reproaches, while they waked
my resentment, recalled my former happiness, and filled my soul
with rage and sorrow. Horatio, perceiving the situation of my mind,
endeavoured to divert my chagrin, by treating me with all the amusements
and entertainments of the town. I was gratified with every indulgence I
could desire; introduced into the company of women in my own situation,
by whom an uncommon deference was paid to me; and I began to lose all
remembrance of my former condition, when an accident brought it back to
my view with all its interesting circumstances. Diverting myself one
day with some newspapers, which I had not before perused, the following
advertisement attracted my attention:

'"Whereas a young gentlewoman disappeared from her father's house in the
county of --, about the end of September, on account (as is supposed) of
some uneasiness of mind, and has not been as yet heard of. Whoever
will give any information about her to Mr. -- of Gray's Inn, shall
be handsomely rewarded; or if she will return to the arms of her
disconsolate parent, she will be received with the utmost tenderness,
whatever reason she may have to think otherwise, and may be the means of
prolonging the life of a father already weighed down almost to the grave
with age and sorrow."

'This pathetic remonstrance had such an effect on me, that I was fully
resolved to return, like the prodigal son, and implore the forgiveness
of him who gave me life; but, alas! Upon inquiry, I found he had paid
his debt to nature a month before, lamenting my absence to his last
hour, having left his fortune to a stranger, as a mark of his resentment
of my unkind and undutiful behaviour. Penetrated with remorse on this
occasion, I sank into the most profound melancholy, and considered
myself as the immediate cause of his death. I lost all relish for
company; and, indeed, most of my acquaintances no sooner perceived
my change of temper, than they abandoned me. Horatio, disgusted at my
insensibility, or from some other cause, became colder and colder every
day, till at last he left me altogether, without making any apology for
his conduct, or securing me against the miseries of want, as a man of
honour ought to have done, considering the share he had in my ruin; for
I afterwards learned, that the quarrel between Lothario and him was a
story trumped up to rid the one of my importunities, and give the other
a recommendation to me, which, it seems, he desired, upon seeing me
at the house of my seducer. Reduced to this extremity, I cursed my
own simplicity, uttered horrid imprecations against the treachery of
Horatio; and, as I became every day more and more familiarised to the
loss of innocence, resolved to be revenged on the sex in general, by
practising their own arts upon themselves. Nor was an opportunity long
wanting: an old gentlewoman, under pretence of sympathising, visited
me, and after having condoled me on my misfortunes, and professed a
disinterested friendship, began to display the art of her occupation,
in encomiums on my beauty, and invectives against the wretch who had
forsaken me; insinuating withal, that it would be my own fault if I did
not still make my fortune by the extraordinary qualifications with which
nature had endowed me. I soon understood her drift, and gave her
such encouragement to explain herself, that we came to an agreement
immediately to divide whatever profits might accrue from such gallants
as she should introduce to my acquaintance. The first stroke of
my dissimulation was practised upon a certain judge, to whom I was
recommended by this matron as an innocent creature just arrived from the
country.'






CHAPTER XXIII

Miss Williams interrupted by a bailiff, who carries her to the
Marshalsea--I accompany her--prove she is not the person named in the
writ--the bailiff is fain to discharge her--we shift our lodging--her
story, and my reflections thereupon--progress of a common woman of the
town--resolves to quit that way of life

Her story was here interrupted by a rap at the door, which I no sooner
opened, than three or four terrible fellows rushed in, one of whom
accosted my fellow-lodger thus: "Madam, your servant--you must do me
the favour to come along with me, I have a writ against you." While
the bailiff (for so he was) spoke thus, his followers surrounded the
prisoner, and began to handle her very roughly. This treatment incensed
me so much, that I snatched up the poker and would certainly have used
it in defence of the lady, without any regard to the strength and
number of her adversaries, had she not begged me, with a composure of
countenance for which I could not account, to use no violence on
her behalf, which could be of no service to her, but might be very
detrimental to myself. Then turning to the leader of this formidable
troop, she desired to see the writ, and having perused it, said with
a faltering voice, "I am not the person whose name is here mentioned,
arrest me at your peril." "Ay, ay, madam," replied the catchpole. "We
shall prove your identity. In the meantime, whither will you be pleased
to be carried, to my house, or to jail?" "If I must be confined," said
she, "I would rather be in your house than in a common jail." "Well,
well," answered he, "if you have money enough in your pocket, you shall
be entertained like a princess." But when she acquainted him with her
poverty, he swore he never gave credit, and ordered one of his myrmidons
to call a coach, to carry her to the Marshalsea at once. While they
waited for the convenience, she took me aside, and bade me be under no
concern on her account, for she knew how to extricate herself from
this difficulty very soon, and perhaps gain something by the occasion.
Although her discourse was a mystery to me, I was very well pleased
with her assurance; and when the coach came to the door, I offered to
accompany her to prison, to which proposal, after much entreaty, she
consented.

When we arrived at the gate of the Marshalsea, our conductor alighted,
and having demanded entrance, presented the writ to the turnkey, who no
sooner perceived the name of Elizabeth Cary than he cried, "Ah, ah:
my old acquaintance Bet! I'm glad to see thee with all my heart." So
saying, he opened the coach door, and helped her to dismount; but when
he observed her face, he started back, saying, "Who have we got here?"
The bailiff, alarmed at this interrogation, cried with some emotion,
"Who should it be but the prisoner, Elizabeth Cary?" The turnkey
replied, "That Elizabeth Cary! I'll be hanged if that's Elizabeth Cary
more than my grandmother." Here the lady thought fit to interpose, and
tell the catchpole, if he had taken her word for it at first, he might
have saved himself and her a great deal of trouble. "It may be so,"
answered he, "but I'll have further evidence that you are not the
person, before you and I part." "Yes, yes," said she, "you shall have
further evidence, to your cost." Then we adjourned into the lodge, and
called for a bottle of wine, where my companion wrote a direction to
two of her acquaintance, and begged the favour of me to go to their
lodgings, and request them to come to her immediately. I found them
together at a house in Brydges Street, Drury Lane, and as they were
luckily unengaged, they set out with me in a hackney-coach without
hesitation, after I had related the circumstances of the affair, which
flattered then with hopes of seeing a bailiff trounced; for there is an
antipathy as natural between women of that class and bailiffs, as that
subsisting between mice and cats. Accordingly, when they entered the
lodge, they embraced the prisoner very affectionately by the name of
Nancy Williams, and asked how long she had been nabbed, and for what? On
hearing the particulars of her adventure repeated, they offered to swear
before a justice of peace that she was not the person mentioned in the
writ, whom, it seems, they all knew; but the bailiff, who was by the
time convinced of his mistake, told them he would not put them to that
trouble. "Ladies," said he, "there's no harm done--you shall give me
leave to treat you with another bottle, and then we'll part friends."
This proposal was not at all relished by the sisterhood: and Miss
Williams told him, sure he did not imagine her such a fool as to be
satisfied with a paltry glass of sour wine? Here the turnkey interrupted
her by affirming with an oath, that the wine was as good as ever was
tipped over tongue. "Well," continued she, "that maybe; but were it the
best of champagne, it is no recompense for the damage I have suffered
both in character and health, by being wrongfully dragged to jail; at
this rate, no innocent person is safe, since an officer of justice, out
of malice, private pique, or mistake, may injure and oppress the subject
with impunity; but, thank heaven, I live under the protection of laws
that will not suffer such insults to pass unpunished, and I know very
well how to procure redress." Mr. Vulture, for that was the bailiff's
name, finding he had to deal with one who would not be imposed upon,
began to look very sullen and perplexed, and, leaning his forehead on
his hand, entered into a deliberation with himself, which lasted a few
minutes, and then broke out in a volley of dreadful curses against the
old jade our landlady, as he called her, for having misinformed him.
After much wrangling and swearing, the matter was referred to the
decision of the turnkey, who calling for the other bottle, mulcted the
bailiff in all the liquor that had been drunk, coach hire, and a couple
of guineas for the use of the plaintiff. The money was immediately
deposited; Miss Williams gratified the two evidences with one half,
and putting the other in her pocket drove home with me, leaving the
catchpole grumbling over his loss, yet pleased in the main, for having
so cheaply got clear of a business that might have cost him ten times
the sum, and his place to boot. This guinea was a very seasonable relief
to us, who were reduced to great necessity, six of my shirts, and almost
all my clothes, except those on my back, having been either pawned
or sold for our maintenance before this happened. As we resented the
behaviour of our landlady, our first care was to provide ourselves with
another lodging, whither we removed next day, with an intention to keep
ourselves as retired as possible, until our cure should be completed.
When we were fixed in our new habitation, I entreated her to finish the
story of her life, which she pursued in this manner:--

'The success of our experiment on the judge encouraged us to practice
the same deceit on others; but this harvest lasted not long, my
character taking air, and my directress deserting me for some new game.
Then I took lodgings near Charing-Cross, at two guineas a week, and
began to entertain company in a public manner; but my income being too
small to defray my expenses, I was obliged to retrench, and enter into
articles with the porters of certain taverns, who undertook to find
employment enough for me, provided I would share my profits with them.
Accordingly, I was almost every night engaged with company, among whom
I was exposed to every mortification, danger, and abuse, that flow from
drunkenness and brutality. As my spirit was not sufficiently humbled to
the will, nor my temper calculated for the conversation of my gallants,
it was impossible for me to overcome an aversion I felt for my
profession, which manifested itself in a settled gloom on my
countenance, and disgusted those sons of mirth and riot so much, that
I was frequently used in a shocking manner, and kicked down stairs with
disgrace. The messengers, seeing me disagreeable to their benefactors
and employers, seldom troubled me with a call, and I began to find
myself almost totally neglected.

'To contribute towards my support I was fain to sell my watch, rings,
trinkets, with the best part of my clothes; and I was one evening musing
by myself on misery before me when I received a message from a tavern,
whither I repaired in a chair, and was introduced to a gentleman dressed
like an officer, with whom I supped in a sumptuous manner. In the
morning, when I awoke, I found my gallant had got up, and, drawing aside
the curtain, could not perceive him in the room. I waited a full hour
for his return, and then in the greatest perplexity, rose up and rang
the bell. When the waiter came to the door, he found it locked, and
desired admittance, which I granted, after observing, with great
surprise, that the key remained on the inside, as when we went to bed.
I no sooner inquired for the captain, than the fellow, staring with a
distracted look, cried, "How, madam, is he not abed?" And when he was
satisfied as to that particular, ran into a closet adjoining to the
chamber, the window of which he found open. Through this the adventurer
had got upon a wall, front whence he dropped down into a court and
escaped, leaving me to be answerable not only for the reckoning, but
also for a large silver tankard and posset-bowl, which he had carried
off with him.

'It is impossible to describe the consternation I was under, when I saw
myself detained as a thief's accomplice; for I was looked upon in that
light, and carried before a justice, who mistaking my confusion for a
sign of guilt committed me, after a short examination, to Bridewell,
having admonished me, as the only means to save my life, to turn
evidence, and impeach my confederate. I now concluded the vengeance of
Heaven had overtaken me, and that I must soon finish my career by an
ignominious death. This reflection sank so deep into my soul, that I
was for some days deprived of my reason, and actually believed myself
in hell, tormented by fiends. Indeed, there needs not a very extravagant
imagination to form that idea: for of all the scenes on earth that of
Bridewell approaches nearest the notion I had always entertained of the
regions. Here I saw nothing but rage, anguish and impiety, and heard
nothing but groans, curses, and blasphemy. In the midst of this hellish
crew, I was subjected to the tyranny of a barbarian, who imposed upon me
tasks that I could not possibly perform, and then punished my incapacity
with the utmost rigour and inhumanity. I was often whipped into a swoon,
and lashed out of it (during which miserable interval, I was robbed by
my fellow-prisoners of everything about me, even to my cap, shoes, and
stockings): I was not only destitute of necessaries, but even of food,
so that my wretchedness was extreme. Not one of my acquaintance to whom
I imparted my situation, would grant me the least succour or regard,
on pretence of my being committed for theft, and my landlord refused
to part with some of my own clothes which I sent for, because I was
indebted to him for a week's lodging.

'Overwhelmed with calamity, I grew desperate, and resolved to put an
end to my grievances and life together: for this purpose I got up in
the middle of the night, when I thought everybody around me asleep, and
fixing one end of a large hook in the ceiling, that supported the scales
on which the hemp is weighed, I stood upon a chair, and making a noose
on the other end, put my neck into ii with an intention to hang myself;
but before I could adjust the knot I was surprised and prevented by two
women, who had been awake all the while and suspected my design. In the
morning, my attempt was published among the prisoners and punished with
thirty stripes, the pain of which, co-operating with my disappointment
and disgrace, bereft me of my senses, and threw me into an ecstacy of
madness, during which I tore the flesh from my bones with my teeth, and
dashed my head against the pavement; so that they were obliged to set a
watch over me, to restrain me from doing further mischief to myself and
others. This fit of frenzy continued three days, at the end of which I
grew calm and sullen: but as the desire of making away with myself still
remained, I came to a determination of starving myself to death, and
with that view refused all sustenance.

'Whether it was owing to the want of opposition, or to the weakness
of nature, I know not; but on the second day of my fast, I found
my resolution considerably impaired, and the calls of hunger almost
insupportable. At this critical conjuncture a lady was brought into the
prison, with whom I had contracted an acquaintance while I lived with
Horatio; she was then on the same footing as I was, but afterwards
quarrelling with her gallant, and not finding another to her mind,
altered her scheme of life, and set up a coffee-house among the hundreds
in Drury, where she entertained gentlemen with claret, arrack, and the
choice of half-a-dozen damsels who lived in her house. This serviceable
matron having neglected to gratify a certain justice for the connivance
she enjoyed, was indicted at the quarter sessions, in consequence of
which her bevy was dispersed, and herself committed to Bridewell. She
had not been long there before she learned my disaster, and coming up to
me, after a compliment of condolence, inquired into the particulars of
my fate. While we were engaged in discourse together, the master came
and told me, that the fellow on whose account I had suffered was taken,
that he had confessed the theft, and cleared me of any concern in the
affair; for which reason he, the master, had orders to discharge me, and
that I was from that moment free.

'This piece of news soon banished all thoughts of death, and had such an
instantaneous effect on my countenance, that Mrs. Coupler (the lady then
present), hoping to find her account in me, very generously offered
to furnish me with what necessaries I wanted, and take me into her own
house as soon as she could compromise matters with the justices. The
conditions of her offer were, that I should pay three guineas weekly for
my board, and a reasonable consideration besides, for the use of such
clothes and ornaments as she should supply me with, to be deducted from
the first profits of my occupation. These were hard terms, but not to
be rejected by one who was turned out helpless and naked into the wide
world, without a friend to pity or assist her. I therefore embraced her
proposal, and she being bailed in a few hours, took me home with her in
a coach. As I was by this time conscious of having formerly disgusted
my admirers by my reserved loud haughty behaviour, I now endeavoured to
conquer that disposition, and the sudden change of my fortune giving me
a flow of spirits, I appeared in the most winning and gay manner I could
assume. Having the advantage of a good voice and education, I exerted
my talents to the uttermost, and soon became the favourite with all
company. This success alarmed the pride and jealousy of Mrs. Coupler,
who could not bear the thoughts of being eclipsed: she therefore made a
merit of her envy, and whispered among the customers that I was unsound.
There needed no more to ruin my reputation and blast my prosperity;
everybody shunned me with marks of aversion and disdain, and in a very
short time I was as solitary as ever. Want of gallants was attended with
want of money to satisfy my malicious landlady, who having purposely
given me credit to the amount of eleven pounds, took out a writ against
me and I was arrested in her own house. Though the room was crowded with
people when the bailiff entered, not one of them had compassion enough
to mollify my prosecutrix, far less to pay the debt; they even laughed
at my tears, and one of them bade me be of good cheer, for I should not
want admirers in Newgate.

'At this instant a sea-lieutenant came in, and seeing my plight, began
to inquire into the circumstances of my misfortune. "Harkee, my girl,"
he inquired "how far have you overrun the constable?" I told him that
the debt amounted to eleven pounds, besides the expenses of the writ.
"An that be all," said he, "you shan't go to the bilboes this bout."
And taking out his purse, he paid the money, discharged the bailiff, and
telling me I had got into the wrong port, advised me to seek out a more
convenient harbour, where I could be safely hove down; for which purpose
he made me a present of five guineas more. I was so touched with this
singular piece of generosity, that for some time I had not power to
thank him. However, as soon as I recollected myself, I begged the favour
of him to go with me to the next tavern, where I explained the nature of
my disaster, and convinced him of the falsehood of what was reported to
my prejudice so effectually, that he from that moment attached himself
to me, and we lived in great harmony together, until he was obliged to
go to sea, where he perished in a storm.

'Having lost my benefactor, and almost consumed the remains of his
bounty, I saw myself in danger of relapsing into my former necessity,
and began to be very uneasy at the prospect of bailiffs and jails! when
one of the sisterhood advised me to take lodgings in a part of the town
where I was unknown, and pass for an heiress, by which artifice I might
entrap somebody to be my husband, who would possibly be able to allow me
a handsome maintenance, or at worst screen me from the dread and danger
of a prison, by becoming liable for whatever debts I should contract.
I approved of this scheme, towards the execution of which my companion
clubbed her wardrobe, and undertook to live with me in quality of my
maid, with the proviso that she should be reimbursed and handsomely
considered out of the profits of my success. She was immediately
detached to look out for a convenient place, and that very day hired a
genteel apartment in Park Street, whither I moved in a couch loaded with
her baggage, and my own. I made my first appearance in a blue riding
habit trimmed with silver; and my maid acted her part so artfully, that
in a day or two my fame spread all over the neighbourhood, and I was
said to be a rich heiress just arrived from the country. This report
brought a swarm of gay young fellows about me; but I soon found them to
be all indigent adventurers like myself, who crowded to me like crows
to a carrion, with a view of preying upon my fortune. I maintained,
however, the appearance of wealth as long as possible, in hopes of
gaining some admirer more for my purpose, and at length attracted the
regard of one who would have satisfied my wishes, and managed matters so
well, that a day was actually fixed for our nuptials. In the interim, he
begged leave to introduce an intimate friend to me, which request, as I
could not refuse, I had the extreme mortification and surprise to see,
next night, in that friend, my old keeper Horatio, who no sooner beheld
me than he changed colour, but had presence of mind to advance and
salute me, bidding me (with a low voice) be under no apprehension, for
he would not expose me. In spite of his assurance, I could not recover
myself so far as to entertain them, but withdrew to my chamber on
pretence of a severe headache, to the no small concern of my adorer, who
took his leave in the tenderest manner, and went off with his friend.

'Having imparted my situation to my companion, she found it high time
for us to decamp, and that without any noise, because we were not
only indebted to our landlady, but also to several tradesmen in the
neighbourhood. Our retreat, therefore, was concerted and executed in
this manner: Having packed up all our clothes and moveables in small
parcels, she (on pretence of fetching cordials for me) carried them
at several times to the house of an acquaintance, where she likewise
procured a lodging, to which we retired in the middle of the night, when
every other body in the house was asleep. I was now obliged to aim at
lower game, and accordingly spread my nets among tradespeople, but found
them all too phlegmatic or cautious for my art and attractions, till at
last I became acquainted with you, on whom I practised all my dexterity;
not that I believed you had any fortune, or expectation of me, but that
I might transfer the burden of such debts as I had incurred, or should
contract, from myself to another, and at the same time avenge myself of
your sex, by rendering miserable one who bore such resemblance to the
wretch who ruined me; but Heaven preserved you from my snares by the
discovery you made, which was owing to the negligence of my maid
in leaving the chamber-door unlocked when she went to buy sugar for
breakfast. When I found myself detected and forsaken by you, I was fain
to move my lodging, and dwell two pair of stairs higher than before. My
companion, being disappointed in her expectations, left me, and I had no
other resource than to venture forth, like the owls in the dark, to pick
up a precarious and uncomfortable subsistence. I have often sauntered
between Ludgate Hill and Charing Cross a whole winter night, exposed
not only to the inclemency of the weather, but likewise to the rage of
hunger and thirst, without being so happy as to meet with one dupe, then
creep up to my garret, in a deplorable draggled condition, sneak to bed,
and try to bury my appetite and sorrows in sleep. When I lighted on some
rake or tradesman reeling home drunk, I frequently suffered the most
brutal treatment, in spite of which I was obliged to affect gaiety and
good humour, though my soul was stung with resentment and disdain,
and my heart loaded with grief and affliction. In the course of these
nocturnal adventures, I was infected with the disease, that in a short
time rendered me the object of my own abhorrence, and drove me to the
retreat where your benevolence rescued me from the jaws of death.'

So much candour and good sense appeared in this lady's narration, that
I made no scruple of believing every syllable of what she said, and
expressed my astonishment at the variety of miseries she had undergone
in so little time, for all her misfortunes had happened within the
compass of two years; I compared her situation with my own, and found it
a thousand times more wretched. I had endured hardships, 'tis true--my
whole life had been a series of such; and when I looked forward, the
prospect was not much bettered, but then they were become habitual to
me, and consequently I could bear them with less difficulty. If one
scheme of life should not succeed, I could have recourse to another, and
so to a third, veering about to a thousand different shifts, according
to the emergencies of my fate, without forfeiting the dignity of my
character beyond a power of retrieving it, or subjecting myself wholly
to the caprice and barbarity of the world. On the other hand, she had
known and relished the sweets of prosperity, she had been brought up
under the wings of an indulgent parent, in all the delicacies to which
her sex and rank entitled her; and without any extravagance of hope,
entertained herself with the view of uninterrupted happiness through the
whole scene of life. How fatal then, how tormenting, how intolerable,
must her reverse of fortune be!--a reverse, that not only robs her of
these external comforts, and plunges her into all the miseries of want,
but also murders her peace of mind, and entails upon her the curse of
eternal infamy! Of all professions I pronounced that of a courtesan the
most deplorable, and her of all courtesans the most unhappy. She allowed
my observation to be just in the main, but at the same time affirmed
that notwithstanding the disgraces which had fallen to her share, she
had not been so unlucky in the condition of a prostitute as many others
of the same community. "I have often seen," said she, "while I strolled
about the streets at midnight, a number of naked wretches reduced to
rags and filth, huddled together like swine, in the corner of a dark
alley, some of whom, but eighteen months before, I had known the
favourites of the town, rolling in affluence, and glittering in all the
pomp of equipage and dress. Miserable wretch that I am! perhaps the same
horrors are decreed for me!" "No!" cried she, after some pause, "I shall
never live to such extremity of distress; my own hand shall open a
way for my deliverance, before I arrive at that forlorn period!"
Her condition filled me with sympathy and compassion: I revered her
qualifications, looked upon her as unfortunate, not criminal, and
attended her with such care and success, that in less than two months
her health, as well as my own, was perfectly re-established. As we often
conferred upon our mutual affairs, and interchanged advice, a thousand
different projects were formed, which, upon further canvassing, appeared
impracticable. We would have gladly gone to service, but who would take
us in without recommendation? At length an expedient occurred to her, of
which she intended to lay hold; and this was, to procure with the first
money she should earn, the homely garb of a country wench, go to some
village at a good distance from town, and come up in a waggon, as a
fresh girl for service: by which means she might be provided for, in
a manner much more suitable to her inclination than her present way of
life.






CHAPTER XXIV

I am reduced to a great misery--assaulted on Tower Hill by a press-gang,
who put me on board a tender--my usage there--my arrival on board at a
man-of-war, where I am put in irons, and released by the good offices of
Mr. Thompson, who recommends me as assistant to the surgeon---he relates
his own story--characters of the captain, surgeon, and first mate

I applauded the resolution of Miss Williams, who a few days after, was
hired in quality of bar-keeper, by one of the ladies who had witnessed
in her behalf at the Marshalsea, and who since that time had got credit
with a wine merchant, whose favourite she was, to set up a convenient
house of her own. Thither my fellow-lodger repaired, after having taken
leave of me with a torrent of tears, and a thousand protestations of
eternal gratitude; assuring me she would remain in this situation no
longer than she could pick up money sufficient to put her other design
in execution.

As for my own part, I saw no resource but the army or navy, between
which I hesitated so long that I found myself reduced to a starving
condition. My spirit began to accommodate itself to my beggarly fate,
and I became so mean as to go down towards Wapping, with an intention to
inquire for an old schoolfellow, who, I understood, had got the
command of a small coasting vessel then in the river, and implore his
assistance. But my destiny prevented this abject piece of behaviour;
for as I crossed Tower Wharf, a squat tawny fellow with a hanger by his
side, and a cudgel in his hand came up to me, calling, "Yo ho! brother,
you must come along with me." As I did not like his appearance, instead
of answering his salutation, I quickened my pace, in hope of ridding
myself of his company; upon which he whistled aloud, and immediately
another sailor appeared before me, who laid hold of me by the collar,
and began to drag me along. Not being in a humour to relish such
treatment, I disengaged myself of the assailant, and, with one blow
of my cudgel, laid him motionless on the ground; and perceiving myself
surrounded in a trice by ten or a dozen more, exerted myself with such
dexterity and success, that some of my opponents were fain to attack
me with drawn cutlasses; and after an obstinate engagement, in which I
received a large wound on my head, and another on my left cheek, I was
disarmed, taken prisoner, and carried on board a pressing tender, where,
after being pinioned like a malefactor, I was thrust down into the
hold among a parcel of miserable wretches, the sight of whom well nigh
distracted me. As the commanding officer had not humanity enough to
order my wounds to be dressed, and I could not use my own hands,
I desired one of my fellow captives who was unfettered, to take a
handkerchief out of my pocket, and tie it round my head, to stop the
bleeding. He pulled out my handkerchief, 'tis true, but instead of
applying it to the use for which I designed it, went to the grating of
the hatchway, and, with astonishing composure, sold it before my face
to a bumboat woman (1) then on board, for a quart of gin, with which he
treated his companions, regardless of my circumstances and entreaties.


(1) A Bumboat woman is one who sells bread, cheese, greens, liquor, and
fresh potatoes to the sailors, in a small boat that lies alongside the
ship

I complained bitterly of this robbery to the midshipman on deck, telling
him at the same time, that unless my hurts were dressed, I should bleed
to death. But compassion was a weakness of which no man could justly
accuse this person, who, squirting a mouthful of dissolved tobacco upon
me through the gratings, told me "I was a mutinous dog, and that I
might die for anything he cared!" Finding there was no other remedy, I
appealed to patience, and laid up this usage in my memory, to be called
at a more fitting opportunity. In the meantime, loss of blood, vexation,
and want of food, contributed, with the noisome stench of the place, to
throw me into a swoon, out of which I was recovered by a tweak of the
nose, administered by the tar who stood sentinel over us, who at the
same time regaled me with a draught of flip, and comforted me with the
hopes of being put on board of the Thunder next day, where I should be
freed of my handcuffs, and cured of my wounds by the doctor. I no sooner
heard him name the Thunder, than I asked if he had belonged to that ship
long; and be giving me to understand he had belonged to her five years,
I inquired if he knew Lieutenant Bowling? "Know Lieutenant Bowling!"
said he, "Odds my life! and that I do; and a good seaman he is as
ever stepped upon forecastle, and a brave fellow as ever cracked
biscuit--none of your Guinea pigs, nor your fresh water, wish-washy,
fair-weather fowls. Many a taut gale of wind have honest Tom Bowling
and I weathered together. Here's his health, with all my heart: wherever
he is, a-loft, or a-low, the lieutenant needs not be ashamed to show
himself." I was so much affected with this eulogium, that I could not
refrain from telling him that I was Lieutenant Bowling's kinsman; in
consequence of which connection, he expressed his inclination to
serve me, and when he was relieved, brought some cold boiled beef in
a platter, and biscuit, on which we supped plentifully, and afterwards
drank another can of flip together. While we were thus engaged, he
recounted a great many exploits of my uncle, who, I found, was very much
beloved by the ship's company, and pitied for the misfortune that had
happened to him in Hispaniola, which I was very glad to be informed
was not so great as I imagined; for Captain Oakum had recovered of
his wounds, and actually at that time commanded the ship. Having by
accident, in my pocket, my uncle's letter, written from Port Louis, I
gave it my benefactor (whose name was Jack Rattlin) for his perusal; but
honest Jack told me frankly he could not read, and desired to know the
contents, which I immediately communicated. When he heard that part of
it in which he says he had written to his landlord in Deal, he cried,
"Body o' me! that was old Ben Block; he was dead before the letter came
to hand. Ey, ey, had Ben been alive, Lieutenant Bowling would have had
no occasion to skulk so long. Honest Ben was the first man that taught
him to hand, reef, and steer. Well, well, we must all die, that's
certain--we must all come to port sooner or later, at sea or on
shore--we must be fast moored one day: death's like the best bower
anchor, as the saying is--it will bring us all up." I could not but
signify my approbation of the justness of Jack's reflections, and
inquired into the occasion of the quarrel between Captain Oakum and my
uncle, which he explained in this manner: "Captain Oakum, to be sure, is
a good man enough--besides, he's my commander; but what's that to me?
I do my duty, and value no man's anger of a rope's end. Now the report
goes, as how he's a lord, or baron knight's brother, whereby (d'ye see
me,) he carries a straight arm, and keeps aloof from his officers, though
mayhap they may be as good men in the main as he. Now we lying at anchor
in Tuberon Bay, Lieutenant Bowling had the middle watch, and as he
always kept a good look out, he made (d'ye see) three lights in the
offing, whereby he ran down to the great cabin for orders, and found
the captain asleep; whereupon he waked him, which put him in a main high
passion, and he swore woundily at the lieutenant, and called him lousy
Scotch son of a whore (for, I being then sentinel in the steerage, heard
all), and swab, and lubber, whereby the lieutenant returned the salute,
and they jawed together fore and aft a good spell, till at last the
captain turned out, and, laying hold of a rattan, came athwart Mr.
Bowling's quarter: whereby he told the captain that, if he was not
his commander, he would heave him overboard, and demanded satisfaction
ashore; whereby in the morning watch, the captain went ashore in the
pinnace, and afterwards the lieutenant carried the cutter ashore, and so
they, leaving the boats' crews on their oars, went away together; and so
(d'ye see) in less than a quarter of an hour we heard firing, whereby
we made for the place, and found the captain lying wounded on the beach,
and so brought him on board to the doctor, who cured him in less than
six weeks. But the lieutenant clapped on all the sail he could bear, and
had got far enough ahead before we knew anything of the matter; so that
we could never after get sight of him, for which we were not sorry,
because the captain was mainly wrath, and would certainly have done him
a mischief; for he afterwards caused him to be run on the ship's books,
whereby he lost all his pay, and, if he should be taken, would be tried
as a deserter."

This account of the captain's behaviour gave me no advantageous idea
of his character; and I could not help lamenting my own fate, that had
subjected me to such a commander. However, making a virtue of necessity,
I put a good face on the matter, and next day, was, with the other
pressed men, put on board of the "Thunder," lying at the Nore. When we
came alongside, the mate, who guarded us thither, ordered my handcuffs
to be taken off, that I might get on board the easier; this circumstance
being perceived by some of the company who stood upon the gangboard
to see us enter, one of them called to Jack Rattlin, who was busied in
doing this friendly office for me, "Hey, Jack, what Newgate galley have
you boarded in the river as you came along? Have we not thieves enow
among us already?" Another, observing my wounds, which remained exposed
to the air, told me, my seams were uncaulked, and that I must be new
payed. A third, seeing my hair clotted together with blood, as it were
into distinct cords, took notice, that my bows were mended with the red
ropes, instead of my side. A fourth asked me, if I could not keep my
yards square without iron braces? And, in short, a thousand witticisms
of the same nature were passed upon me before I could get up the ship's
side.

After we had been all entered upon the ship's books, I inquired of
one of my shipmates where the surgeon was, that I might have my wounds
dressed, and had actually got as far as the middle deck (for our ship
carried eighty guns), in my way to the cockpit, when I was met by the
same midshipman who had used me so barbarously in the tender: he, seeing
me free from my chains, asked, with an insolent air, who had released
me? To this question, I foolishly answered, with a countenance that
too plainly declared the state of my thoughts, "Whoever did it, I am
persuaded did not consult you in the affair." I had no sooner uttered
these words, than he cried, "Damn you, you saucy son of a hitch, I'll
teach you to talk so to your officer." So saying, he bestowed on me
several severe stripes with a supple jack he had in his hand: and,
going to the commanding officer, made such a report of me, that I was
immediately put in irons by the master-at-arms, and a sentinel placed
over me. Honest Rattlin, as soon as he heard of my condition, came to
me, and administered all the consolation he could, and then went to the
surgeon in my behalf, who sent one of his mates to dress my wounds.
This mate was no other than my old friend Thompson, with whom I became
acquainted at the Navy Office, as before mentioned. If I knew him at
first sight, it was not easy for him to recognise me, disfigured with
blood and dirt, and altered by the misery I had undergone. Unknown as
I was to him, he surveyed me with looks of compassion, and handled my
sores with great tenderness. When he had applied what he thought proper,
and was about to leave me, I asked him if my misfortunes had disguised
me so much that he could not recollect my face? Upon this address
he observed me with great earnestness for some time, and at length
protested he could not recollect one feature of my countenance. To keep
him no longer in suspense, I told him my name, which when he heard, he
embraced me with affection, and professed his sorrow at seeing me in
such a disagreeable situation. I made him acquainted with my story, and,
when he heard how inhumanly I had been used in the tender, he left me
abruptly, assuring me I should see him again soon. I had scarce time
to wonder at his sudden departure, when the master-at-arms came to the
place of my confinement, and bade me follow him to the quarter-deck,
where I was examined by the first lieutenant, who commanded the ship in
the absence of the captain, touching the treatment I had received in the
tender from my friend the midshipman, who was present to confront me.

I recounted the particulars of his behaviour to me, not only in the
tender, but since my being on board the ship, part of which being proved
by the evidence of Jack Rattlin and others, who had no great devotion
for my oppressor, I was discharged from confinement, to make way for
him, who was delivered to the master-at-arms to take his turn in the
bilboes. And this was not the only satisfaction I enjoyed, for I was,
at the request of the surgeon, exempted from all other duty than that of
assisting his mates, in making and administering medicines to the sick.
This good office I owed to the friendship of Mr. Thompson, who had
represented me in such a favourable light to the surgeon, that he
demanded me of the lieutenant to supply the place of his third mate,
who was lately dead. When I had obtained this favour, my friend Thompson
carried me down to the cockpit, which is the place allotted for the
habitation of the surgeon's mates; and when he had shown me their
berth (as he called it), I was filled with astonishment and horror, We
descended by divers ladders to a space as dark as a dungeon, which, I
understood, was immersed several feet under water, being immediately
above the hold. I had no sooner approached this dismal gulph, than my
nose was saluted with an intolerable stench of putrified cheese and
rancid butter, that issued from an apartment at the foot of the ladder,
resembling a chandler's shop, where, by the faint glimmering of a
candle, I could perceive a man with a pale, meagre countenance, sitting
behind a kind of desk, having spectacles on his nose, and a pen in his
hand. This (I learned of Mr. Thompson) was the ship's steward, who sat
there to distribute provision to the several messes, and to mark what
each received. He therefore presented my name to him, and desired
I might be entered in his mess; then, taking a light in his hand,
conducted me to the place of his residence, which was a square of about
six feet, surrounded with the medicine-chest, that of the first mate,
his own, and a board by way of table fastened to the after powder room;
it was also inclosed with canvas nailed round to the beams of the ship,
to screen us from the cold, as well as from the view of the midshipmen
and quartermaster, who lodged within the cable-tiers on each side of us.
In this gloomy mansion he entertained me with some cold suit pork, which
he brought from a sort of locker, fixed above the table: and calling for
the boy of the mess, sent for a can of beer, of which he made excellent
flip to crown the banquet.

By this time I began to recover my spirits, which had been exceedingly
depressed with the appearance of everything about me, and could no
longer refrain from asking the particulars of Mr. Thompson's fortune
since I had seen him in London. He told me, that being disappointed in
his expectations of borrowing money to gratify the rapacious s--t--ry at
the Navy Office, he found himself utterly unable to subsist any longer
in town, and had actually offered his service, in quality of mate, to
the surgeon of a merchant ship, bound to Guinea on the slaving trade;
when, one morning, a young fellow, of whom he had some acquaintance,
came to his lodgings, and informed him that he had seen a warrant made
out in his name at the Navy Office, for surgeon's second mate of a
third-rate. This unexpected piece of good news he could scarcely believe
to be true, more especially as he had been found qualified at Surgeons'
Hall for third mate only; but that he might not be wanting to himself,
he went thither to be assured, and actually found it so: whereupon,
demanding his warrant, it was delivered to him, and the oaths
administered immediately. That very afternoon he went to Gravesend
in the tilt-boat, from whence he took place in the tide-coach for
Rochester; next morning got on board the "Thunder," for which he was
appointed, then lying in the harbour at Chatham; and the same day was
mustered by the clerk of the checque. And well it was for him that such
expedition was used; for, in less than twelve hours after his arrival,
another William Thompson came on board, affirming that he was the person
for whom the warrant was expedited, and that the other was an impostor.

My friend was grievously alarmed at this accident, the more so, as his
namesake had very much the advantage over him both in assurance and
dress. However, to acquit himself of the suspicion of imposture, he
produced several letters written from Scotland to him in that name, and,
recollecting that his indentures were in a box on board, he brought them
up, and convinced all present that he had not assumed a name which did
not belong to him. His competitor, enraged that they should hesitate
in doing him justice (for to be sure the warrant had been designed for
him), behaved with so much indecent heat, that the commanding officer
(who was the same gentleman I had seen) and the surgeon were offended at
his presumption, and making a point of it with their friends in town, in
less than a week got the first confirmed in his station. "I have been
on board," said he, "ever since; and, as this way of life is becoming
familiar to me, have no cause to complain of my situation. The surgeon
is a good-natured, indolent man; the first mate (who is now on shore on
duty) is indeed a little proud and choleric, as all Welshmen are, but
in the main a friendly honest fellow. The lieutenants I have no concern
with; and, as for the captain, he is too much of a gentleman to know a
surgeon's mate, even by sight."






CHAPTER XXV

The behaviour of Mr. Morgan--his pride, displeasure, and generosity--the
economy of our mess described--Thomson's further friendship--the nature
of my duty explained--the situation of the sick

While he was thus discoursing to me, we heard a voice on the cockpit
ladder pronounce with great vehemence, in a strange dialect, "The devil
and his dam blow me from the top of Monchdenny, if I go to him before
there is something in my pelly. Let his nose be as yellow as saffron, or
as plue as a pell (look you), or as green as a leek, 'tis all one." To
this declaration somebody answered, "So it seems my poor messmate must
part his cable for want of a little assistance. His foretopsail is loose
already; and besides the doctor ordered you to overhaul him; but I see
you don't mind what your master says." Here he was interrupted with,
"Splutter and cons! you lousy tog, who do you call my master? Get
you gone to the doctor, and tell him my birth, and education, and
my abilities; and moreover, my behaviour is as good as his, or any
shentleman's (no disparagement to him,) in the whole world. Cot pless my
soul I does he think, or conceive, or imagine, that I am a horse, or
an ass, or a goat, to trudge backwards and forwards, and upwards and
downwards, and by sea and by land; at his will and pleasure? Go your
ways, you rapscallion, and tell Doctor Atkins that I desire and request
that he will give a look upon the tying man, and order something for
him, if he be dead or alive, and I will see him take it by and by, when
my craving stomach is satisfied, look you." At this, the other went
away, saying, "that if they should serve him so when he was dying, by
God he would be foul of them in the other world." Here Mr. Thompson let
me know, that the person we heard was Mr. Morgan, the first mate, who
was just come on board from the hospital, whither he had attended some
of the sick in the morning; at the same time I saw him come into the
berth. He was a short thick man, with a face garnished with pimples,
a snub nose turned up at the end, an excessive wide mouth, and little
fiery eyes, surrounded with skin puckered up in innumerable wrinkles. My
friend immediately made him acquainted with my case; when he regarded me
with a very lofty look, but without speaking, set down a bundle he had
in his hand, and approached the cupboard, which, when he had opened, he
exclaimed in a great passion, "Cot is my life, all the pork is gone, as
I am a Christian!" Thompson then gave him to understand, that, as I
had been brought on board half famished, he could do no less than to
entertain me with what was in the locker, and the rather as he had bid
the steward enter me in the mess. Whether this disappointment made Mr.
Morgan more peevish than usual, or he really thought himself too little
regarded by his fellow mate, I know not, but after some pause, he went
on in this manner: "Mr. Thompson, perhaps you do not use me with all
the good manners, and complaisance, and respect (look you,) that becomes
you, because you have not vouchsafed to advise with me in this affair.
I have in my time (look you,) been a man of some weight, and substance,
and consideration, and have kept house and home, and paid scot and lot,
and the king's taxes; ay, and maintained a family to boot. And moreover,
also, I am your senior, and your older, and your petter, Mr. Thompson."
"My elder, I'll allow you to be, but not my better!" cried Thompson,
with some heat. "Cot is my Saviour, and witness too," said Morgan, with
great vehemence, "that I am more elder, and therefore more petter by
many years than you." Fearing this dispute might be attended with some
bad consequence, I interposed, and told Mr. Morgan I was very sorry for
having been the occasion of any difference between him and the second
mate; and that, rather than cause the least breach in their good
understanding, I would eat my allowance to myself, or seek admission
into some other company. But Thompson, with more spirit than discretion
(as I thought), insisted upon my remaining where he had appointed me;
and observed that no man, possessed of generosity and compassion, would
have any objection to it, considering my birth and talents, and the
misfortunes I had of late so unjustly undergone.

This was touching Mr. Morgan on the right key, who protested with great
earnestness, that he had no objection to my being received in the mess;
but only complained that the ceremony of asking his consent was not
observed. "As for a sheltenman in distress," said he, shaking me by the
hand, "I lofe him as I lofe my own powels: for, Cot help me! I have had
vexations enough upon my own pack." And as I afterwards learned, in
so saying, he spoke no more than what was true; for he had been once
settled in a very good situation in Glamorganshire, and was ruined by
being security for an acquaintance. All differences being composed, he
untied his bundle, which consisted of three bunches of onions, and a
great lump of Cheshire cheese, wrapped up in a handkerchief: and, taking
some biscuit from the cupboard, fell to with a keen appetite, inviting
us to share of the repast. When he had fed heartily on his homely fare,
he filled a large cup, made of a cocoa-nut shell, with brandy, and,
drinking it off, told us, "Prandy was the best menstruum for onions and
sheese." His hunger being appeased, he began to be in better humour;
and, being inquisitive about my birth, no sooner understood that I was
descended of a good family, than he discovered a particular good-will to
me on that account, deducing his own pedigree in a direct line from the
famous Caractacus, king of the Britons, who was first the prisoner,
and afterwards the friend of Claudius Caesar. Perceiving how much I
was reduced in point of linen, he made me a present of two good
ruffled shirts, which, with two more of check which I received from Mr.
Thompson, enabled me to appear with decency.

Meanwhile the sailor, whom Mr. Morgan had sent to the doctor, brought a
prescription for his messmate, which when the Welshman had read, he got
up to prepare it, and asked, "if the man was dead or alive." "Dead!"
replied Jack; "if he was dead, he would have no occasion for doctor's
stuff. No, thank God, death han't as yet boarded him. But they have
been yard-arm and yard-arm these three glasses." "Are his eyes open,"
continued the mate. "His starboard eye," said the sailor, "is open, but
fast jammed in his head: and the haulyards of his under jaw have given
way." "Passion of my heart!" cried Morgan, "the man is as pad as one
would desire to be! Did you feel his pulses!" To this the other replied
with "Anan!" Upon which this Cambro Briton, with great earnestness and
humanity, ordered the tar to run to his messmate, and keep him alive
till he should come with the medicine, "and then," said he, "you shall
peradventure pehold what you shall see."

The poor fellow, with great simplicity, ran to the place where the sick
man lay, but in less than a minute returned with a woful countenance,
and told us his comrade had struck. Morgan, hearing this, exclaimed,
"Mercy upon my salvation! why did you not stop him till I came?" "Stop
him!" said the other; "I hailed him several times, but he was too far on
his way, and the enemy had got possession of his close quarters; so that
he did not mind me." "Well, well," said he, "we all owe heaven a teath.
Go your ways, you ragamuffin, and take an example and a warning, look
you, and repent of your misteets." So saying, he pushed the seaman out
of the berth.

While we entertained us with reflections suitable to this event, we
heard the boatswain pipe to dinner; and immediately the boy belonging
to our mess ran to the locker, from whence he carried off a large wooden
platter, and, in a few minutes, returned with it full of boiled peas,
crying "Scaldings" all the way as he came. The cloth, consisting of a
piece of an old sail, was instantly laid, covered with three plates,
which by the colour I could with difficulty discern to be metal, and as
many spoons of the same composition, two of which were curtailed in the
handles, and the other abridged in the lip. Mr. Morgan himself enriched
this mess with a lump of salt butter scooped from an old gallipot, and
a handful of onions shorn, with some pounded pepper. I was not very much
tempted with the appearance of this dish, of which, nevertheless, my
messmates ate heartily, advising me to follow their example, as it was
banyan day and we could have no meat till next noon. But I had already
laid in sufficient for the occasion, and therefore desired to be
excused: expressing a curiosity to know the meaning of banyan day. They
told me, that, on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, the ship's company
had no allowance of meat, and that these meagre days were called banyan
days, the reason of which they did not know; but I have since learned
they take their denomination from a sect of devotees in some parts of
the East Indies, who never taste flesh.

After dinner Thompson led me round the ship, showed me the different
parts, described their uses, and, as far as he could, made me acquainted
with the particulars of the discipline and economy practised on board.
He then demanded of the boatswain a hammock for me, which was slung in
a very neat manner by my friend Jack Rattlin; and, as I had no
bed-clothes, procured credit for me with the purser, for a mattress and
two blankets. At seven o'clock in the evening Morgan visited the sick,
and, having ordered what was proper for each, I assisted Thompson in
making up his prescriptions: but when I followed him with the medicines
into the sick berth, or hospital, and observed the situation of the
patients, I was much less surprised that people should die on board,
than that a sick person should recover. Here I saw about fifty miserable
distempered wretches, suspended in rows, so huddled one upon another,
that not more than fourteen inches space was allotted for each with his
bed and bedding; and deprived of the light of the day, as well as of
fresh air; breathing nothing but a noisome atmosphere of the morbid
steams exhaling from their own excrements and diseased bodies, devoured
with vermin hatched in the filth that surrounded them, and destitute of
every convenience necessary for people in that helpless condition.






CHAPTER XXVI

A disagreeable accident happens to me in the discharge of my
office--Morgan's nose is offended--a dialogue between him and the Ship's
steward--upon examination, I find more causes of complaint than one--my
hair is cut off--Morgan's cookery--the manner of sleeping on board--I am
waked in the night by a dreadful noise

Could not comprehend how it was possible for the attendants to come near
those who hung on the inside towards the sides of the ship, in order to
assist them, as they seemed barricadoed by those who lay on the outside,
and entirely out of the reach of all visitation; much less could I
conceive how my friend Thompson would be able to administer clysters,
that were ordered for some, in that situation; when I saw him thrust his
wig in his pocket, and strip himself to his waistcoat in a moment, then
creep on all fours under the hammocks of the sick, and, forcing up his
bare pate between two, keep them asunder with one shoulder, until he had
done his duty. Eager to learn the service, I desired he would give me
leave to perform the next operation of that kind; and he consenting,
I undressed myself after his example, and crawling along, the ship
happened to roll: this motion alarming me, I laid hold of the first
thing that came within my grasp with such violence, that I overturned
it, and soon found, by the smell that issued upon me, that I had
unlocked a box of the most delicious perfume. It was well for me that
my nose was none of the most delicate, else I know not how I might have
been affected by this vapour, which diffused itself all over the ship,
to the utter discomposure of everybody who tarried on the same dock!
neither was the consequence of this disgrace confined to my sense of
smelling only; for I felt my misfortune more ways than one. That I might
not, however, appear altogether disconcerted in this my first essay,
I got up, and, pushing my head with great force between two hammocks,
towards the middle, where the greatest resistance was, I made an opening
indeed, but, not understanding the knack of dexterously turning my
shoulder to maintain my advantage, had the mortification to find myself
stuck up, as it were, in a pillory, and the weight of three or four
people bearing on each side of my neck, so that I was in danger of
strangulation. While I remained in this defenceless posture, one of the
sick men, rendered peevish by his distemper, was so enraged at the
smell I had occasioned and the rude shock he had received from me in my
elevation, that, with many bitter reproaches, he seized me by the nose,
which he tweaked so unmercifully, that I roared with anguish. Thompson,
perceiving my condition, ordered one of the waiters to my assistance,
who, with much difficulty, disengaged me from this situation, and
hindered me from taking vengeance on the sick man, whose indisposition
would not have screened him from the effects of my indignation.

After having made an end of our ministry for that time, we descended to
the cockpit, my friend comforting me for what had happened with a homely
proverb, which I do not choose to repeat. When we had descended half-way
down the ladder, Mr. Morgan, before he saw us, having intelligence by
his nose of the approach of something extraordinary, cried, "Cot have
mercy upon my senses! I pelieve the enemy has poarded us in a stinkpot!"
Then, directing his discourse to the steward, from whence he imagined
the odour proceeded, he reprimanded him severely for the freedoms he
took among gentlemen of birth, and threatened to smoke him like a padger
with sulphur, if ever he should presume to offend his neighbours with
such smells for the future. The steward, conscious of his own innocence,
replied with some warmth, "I know of no smells but those of your
own making." This repartee introduced a smart dialogue, in which the
Welshman undertook to prove, that, though the stench he complained of
did not flow from the steward's own body, he was nevertheless the author
of it, by serving out damaged provisions to the ship's company; and, in
particular, putrified cheese, from the use of which only, he affirmed,
such unsavoury steams could arise. Then he launched out into the praise
of good cheese, of which he gave the analysis; explained the different
kinds of that commodity, with the methods practised to make and preserve
it, concluded in observing, that, in yielding good cheese, the county of
Glamorgan might vie with Cheshire itself, and was much superior to it in
the produce of goats and putter.

I gathered from this conversation, that, if I entered in my present
pickle, I should be no welcome guest, and therefore desired Mr. Thompson
to go before, and represent my calamity; at which the first mate,
expressing some concern, went upon deck immediately, taking his way
through the cable-tier and the main hatchway, to avoid encountering
me; desiring me to clean myself as soon as possible: for he intended to
regale himself with a dish of salmagundy and a pipe. Accordingly, I set
about this disagreeable business, and soon found I had more causes of
complaint than I at first imagined; for I perceived some guests had
honoured me with their company, whose visit I did not think seasonable:
neither did they seem inclined to leave me in a hurry, for they were in
possession of my chief quarters, where they fed without reserve at the
expense of my blood. But, considering it would be easier to extirpate
the ferocious colony in the infancy of their settlement, than after they
should be multiplied and naturalised to the soil, I took the advice of
my friend, who, to prevent such misfortunes, went always close shaved,
and made the boy of our mess cut off my hair, which had been growing
since I left the service of Lavement; and the second mate lent me an old
bobwig to supply the loss of that covering. This affair being ended, and
everything adjusted in the best manner my circumstances would permit,
the descendant of Caractacus returned, and, ordering the boy to bring a
piece of salt beef from the brine, cut off a slice, and mixed it with an
equal quantity of onions, which seasoning with a moderate proportion of
pepper and salt, he brought it to a consistence with oil and vinegar;
then, tasting the dish, assured us it was the best salmagundy that ever
he made, and recommended it to our palate with such heartiness that
I could not help doing honour to his preparation. But I had no sooner
swallowed a mouthful, than I thought my entrails were scorched, and
endeavoured with a deluge of small-beer to allay the heat it occasioned.
Supper being over, Mr. Morgan having smoked a couple of pipes, and
supplied the moisture he had expended with as many cans of flip, of
which we all partook, a certain yawning began to admonish me that it was
high time to repair by sleep the injury I had suffered from want of rest
the preceding night; which being perceived by my companions, whose time
of repose was now arrived, they proposed we should turn in, or in other
words, go to bed. Our hammocks, which hung parallel to one another, on
the outside of the berth, were immediately unlashed, and I beheld my
messmates spring with great agility into their respective nests, where
they seemed to lie concealed, very much at their ease. But it was some
time before I could prevail upon myself to trust my carcase at such a
distance from the ground, in a narrow bag, out of which, I imagined, I
should be apt, on the least motion in my sleep, to tumble down at
the hazard of breaking my bones. I suffered myself, however, to be
persuaded, and taking a leap to get in, threw myself quite over, with
such violence, that had I not luckily got hold of Thompson's hammock,
I should have pitched upon my head on the other side, and in all
likelihood fractured my skull.

After some fruitless efforts, I succeeded at last; but the apprehension
of the jeopardy in which I believed myself withstood all the attacks of
sleep till towards the morning watch, when, in spite of my fears, I was
overpowered with slumber, though I did not long enjoy this comfortable
situation, being aroused with a noise so loud and shrill, that I thought
the drums of my ears were burst by it; this was followed by a dreadful
summons pronounced by a hoarse voice, which I could not understand.
While I was debating with myself, whether or not I should wake my
companion and inquire into the occasion of this disturbance, I was
informed by one of the quartermasters who passed by me with a lantern
in his hand, that the noise which alarmed me was occasioned by the
boatswain's mates who called up the larboard watch, and that I must lay
my account with such an interruption every morning at the same hour.
Being now more assured of my safety, I undressed myself again to rest,
and slept till eight o'clock, when rising, and breakfasting with my
comrades on biscuit and brandy, the sick were visited and assisted as
before; after which visitation my good friend Thompson explained and
performed another piece of duty, to which I was a stranger. At a certain
hour in the morning, the boy of the mess went round all the decks,
ringing a small hand-bell, and, in rhymes composed for the occasion,
invited all those who had sores to repair before the mast, where one of
the doctor's mates attended, with applications to dress them.






CHAPTER XXVII

I acquire the friendship of the Surgeon, who procures a warrant for me,
and makes me a present of clothes--a battle between a Midshipman and
me--the Surgeon leaves the ship--the Captain comes on board with another
Surgeon--a dialogue between the Captain and Morgan--the sick are ordered
to be brought upon the Quarter-deck and examined--the consequences of
that order--a Madman accuses Morgan, and is set at liberty by command of
the Captain, whom he instantly attacks, and pummels without mercy

While I was busied with my friend in the practice. The doctor chanced
to pass by the place where we were, and stopping to observe me appeared
very well satisfied with my application; and afterwards sent for me to
his cabin, where, having examined me touching my skill in surgery,
and the particulars of my fortune, he interested himself so far in my
behalf, as to promise his assistance in procuring a warrant for me,
seeing I had already been found qualified at Surgeons' Hall for the
station I filled on board; and in this good office he the more cordially
engaged when he understood I was nephew to lieutenant Bowling, for whom
he expressed a particular regard. In the meantime, I could learn from
his discourse that he did not intend to go to sea again with Captain
Oakum, having, as he thought, been indifferently used by him during the
last voyage.

While I lived tolerably easy, in expectation of preferment, I was not
altogether without mortifications, which I not only suffered from the
rude insults of the sailors and petty officers, among whom I was known
by the name of Loblolly Boy, but also from the disposition of Morgan,
who, though friendly in the main, was often very troublesome with his
pride, which expected a good deal of submission from me, and delighted
in recapitulating the favours I had received at his hands.

About six weeks after my arrival on board, the surgeon, bidding me to
follow him into his cabin, presented a warrant to me, by which I
was appointed surgeon's third mate on board the Thunder. This he
had procured by his interest at the Navy Office; as also another
for himself, by virtue of which he was removed into a second-rate. I
acknowledged his kindness in the strongest terms my gratitude could
suggest, and professed my sorrow at the prospect of losing so valuable a
friend, to whom I hoped to have recommended myself still further, by my
respectful and diligent behaviour. But his generosity rested not here;
for before he left the ship he made me a present of a chest and some
clothes that enabled me to support the rank to which he had raised me.

I found my spirit revive with my good fortune; and, now I was an
officer, resolved to maintain the dignity of my station, against all
opposition or affronts; nor was it long before I had occasion to exert
my resolution. My old enemy, the midshipman (whose name was Crampley),
entertaining an implacable animosity against me for the disgrace he had
suffered on my account, had since that time taken all opportunities of
reviling and ridiculing me, when I was not entitled to retort this bad
usage; and, even after I had been rated on the books, and mustered
as surgeon's mate, did not think fit to restrain his insolence. In
particular, being one day present while I dressed a wound in a sailor's
leg, he began to sing a song, which I thought highly injurious to
the honour of my country, and therefore signified my resentment, by
observing that the Scots always laid their account with finding enemies
among the ignorant, insignificant, and malicious. This unexpected piece
of assurance enraged him to such a degree, that he lent me a blow on
the face, which I verily thought had demolished my cheek-bone. I was
not slow in returning the obligation, and the affair began to be very
serious, when by accident Mr. Morgan, and one of the master's mates,
coming that way, interposed, and, inquiring into the cause, endeavoured
to promote a reconciliation; but, finding us both exasperated to the
uttermost, and bent against accommodation, they advised us either to
leave our difference undecided, till we should have an opportunity of
terminating it on shore, like gentlemen, or else choose a proper place
on board, and bring it to an issue by boxing. The last expedient was
greedily embraced by us both; and, being forthwith conducted to the
ground proposed, we stripped in a moment, and began a furious contest,
in which I soon found myself inferior to my antagonist, not so much in
strength and agility, as in skill, which he had acquired in the school
of Hockley-in-the-Hole at Tottenham-court. Many cross buttocks did I
sustain, and pegs on the stomach without number, till at last my breath
being quite gone, as well as my vigour wasted, I grew desperate, and
collecting all my strength in one effort, threw in at once, head, hands,
and feet, with such violence, that I drove my antagonist three paces
backward into the main hatchway, down which he fell, and pitching upon
his head and right shoulder, remained without sense and motion. Morgan,
looking down, and seeing him lie in that condition, cried, "Upon my
conscience, as I am a Christian sinner, (look you,) I believe his
pattles are all ofer; but I take you all to witness that there was no
treachery in the case, and that he has suffered by the chance of war."
So saying he descended to the deck below, to examine into the situation
of my adversary, and left me very little pleased with my victory, as I
found myself not only terribly bruised, but likewise in danger of being
called to account for the death of Crampley; but this fear vanished when
my fellow-mate having, by bleeding him in the jugular, brought him to
himself, and inquired into the state of his body, called up to me to be
under no concern, for the midshipman had received no other damage than
as pretty a luxation of the os humeri as one would desire to see on a
summer's day. Upon this information I crawled down to the cock-pit,
and acquainted Thompson with the affair, who, providing himself with
bandages, etc, necessary for the occasion, went up to assist Mr.
Morgan in the reduction of the dislocation. When this was successfully
performed, they wished me joy of the event of the combat; and the
Welshman, after observing, that, in all likelihood, the ancient Scots
and Britons were the same people, bade me "praise Cot for putting mettle
in my pelly, and strength in my limbs to support it." I acquired
such reputation by this rencontre, which lasted twenty minutes, that
everybody became more cautious in behaviour towards me; though Crampley,
with his arm in a sling, talked very high, and threatened to seize the
first opportunity of retrieving on shore the honour he had lost by an
accident, from which I could justly claim no merit.

About this time, Captain Oakum, having received sailing orders, came on
board, and brought along with him a surgeon of his own country, who
soon made us sensible of the loss we suffered in the departure of Doctor
Atkins; for he was grossly ignorant, and intolerably assuming, false,
vindictive, and unforgiving; a merciless tyrant to his inferiors, an
abject sycophant to those above him. In the morning after the captain
came on board, our first mate, according to custom, went to wait on him
with a sick list, which, when this grim commander had perused, he cried
with a stern countenance, "Blood and cons! sixty-one sick people on
board of my ship! Harkee, you sir, I'll have no sick in my ship, by
G--d." The Welshman replied, "he should be very glad to find no sick
people on board: but, while it was otherwise, he did no more than his
duty in presenting him with a list." "You and your list may be d--n'd,"
said the captain, throwing it at him; "I say, there shall be no sick in
this ship while I have the command of her." Mr. Morgan, being nettled
at this treatment, told him his indignation ought to be directed to Cot
Almighty, who visited his people with distempers, and not to him, who
contributed all in his power towards their cure. The bashaw, not being
used to such behaviour in any of his officers, was enraged to fury at
this satirical insinuation, and, stamping with his foot, called him
insolent scoundrel, threatening to have him pinioned to the deck, if he
should presume to utter another syllable. But the blood of Caractacus
being thoroughly heated, disdained to be restricted by such a command,
and began to manifest itself in, "Captain Oakum, I am a shentleman of
birth and parentage (look you), and peradventure I am moreover."
Here his harangue was broken off by the captain's steward, who, being
Morgan's countryman, hurried him out of the cabin before he had time to
exasperate his master to a greater degree, and this would certainly have
been the case; for the indignant Welshman could hardly be hindered
by his friend's arguments and entreaties from re-entering the
presence-chamber, and defying Captain Oakum to his teeth. He was,
however appeased at length, and came down to the berth, where, finding
Thompson and me at work preparing medicines, he bade us leave off our
lapour to go to play, for the captain, by his sole word, and power, and
command, had driven sickness a pegging to the tevil, and there was no
more malady on board. So saying, he drank off a gill of brandy sighed
grievously three times, poured fort an ejaculation of "Cot pless my
heart, liver, and lungs!" and then began to sing a Welsh song with great
earnestness of visage, voice, and gesture. I could not conceive the
meaning of this singular phenomenon, and saw by the looks of
Thompson, who at the same time shook his head, that he suspected poor
Cadwallader's brains were unsettled. He, perceiving our amazement,
told us he would explain the mystery; but at the same time bade us take
notice, that he had lived poy, patchelor, married man, and widower,
almost forty years, and in all that time there was no man, nor mother's
son in the whole world who durst use him so ill as Captain Oakum had
done. Then he acquainted us with the dialogue that passed between them,
as I have already related it: and had no sooner finished this narration
than he received a message from the surgeon, to bring the sick-list to
the quarter-deck, for the captain had ordered all the patients thither
to be reviewed.

This inhuman order shocked us extremely, as we knew it would be
impossible to carry some of them on the deck, without imminent danger of
their lives: but, as we likewise knew it would be to no purpose for us
to remonstrate against it, we repaired to the quarter-deck in a body,
to see this extraordinary muster; Morgan observing by the way, that the
captain was going to send to the other world a great many evidences to
testify against himself. When we appeared upon deck, the captain bade
the doctor, who stood bowing at his right hand, look at these lazy
lubberly sons of bitches, who were good for nothing on board but to
eat the king's provision, and encourage idleness in the skulkers. The
surgeon grinned approbation, and, taking the list, began to examine the
complaints of each as they could crawl to the place appointed. The first
who came under his cognizance was a poor fellow just freed of a fever,
which had weakened him so much that he could hardly stand. Mr. Mackshane
(for that was the doctor's name), having felt his pulse, protested he
was as well as any man in the world; and the captain delivered him over
to the boatswain's mate, with orders that he should receive a round
dozen at the gangway immediately, for counterfeiting himself sick; but,
before the discipline could be executed, the man dropped down on the
deck, and had well nigh perished under the hands of the executioner. The
next patient to be considered, laboured under a quartan ague, and,
being then in his interval of health, discovered no other symptoms of
distemper than a pale meagre countenance and emaciated body; upon which
he was declared fit for duty, and turned over to the boatswain; but,
being resolved to disgrace the doctor, died upon the forecastle next
day, during his cold fit. The third complained of a pleuritic stitch,
and spitting of blood, for which Doctor Mackshane prescribed exercise at
the pump to promote expectoration! but whether this was improper for one
in his situation, or that it was used to excess, I know not, but in less
than half-an-hour he was suffocated with a deluge of blood that
issued from his lungs. A fourth, with much difficulty, climbed to the
quarter-deck, being loaded with a monstrous ascites, or dropsy, that
invaded his chest so much, he could scarce fetch his breath; but his
disease being interpreted into fat, occasioned by idleness and excess of
eating, he was ordered, with a view to promote perspiration and enlarge
his chest, to go aloft immediately. It was in vain for this unwieldy
wretch to allege his utter incapacity; the boatswain's driver was
commanded to whip him up with the cat-and-nine-tails; the smart of this
application made him exert himself so much, that he actually arrived
at the puttock shrouds; but when the enormous weight of his body had
nothing else to support than his weakened arms, either out of spite or
necessity, he quitted his hold, and plunged into the sea, where he must
have been drowned, had not a sailor, who was in a boat alongside,
saved his life, by keeping him afloat till he was hoisted on board by a
tackle.

It would be tedious and disagreeable to describe the fate of every
miserable object that suffered by the inhumanity and ignorance of the
captain and surgeon, who so wantonly sacrificed the lives of their
fellow-creatures. Many were brought up in the height of fevers, and
rendered delirious by the injuries they received in the way. Some gave
up the ghost in the presence of their inspectors; and others, who were
ordered to their duties, languished a few days at work among their
fellows, and then departed without any ceremony. On the whole, the
number of the sick was reduced to less than a dozen; and the authors of
this reduction were applauding themselves for the services they had
done to their king and country, when the boatswain's mate informed his
honour, that there was a man below lashed to his hammock, by direction
of the doctor's mate, and that he begged hard to be released; affirming,
he had been so maltreated only for a grudge Mr. Morgan bore him, and
that he was as much in his senses as any man aboard. The captain hearing
this, darted a severe look at the Welshman, and ordered the man to
be brought up immediately; upon which, Morgan protested with great
fervency, that the person in question was as mad as a March hare; and
begged for the love of Cot, they would at least keep his arms pinioned
during his examination, to prevent him from doing mischief. This request
the commander granted for his own sake, and the patient was produced,
who insisted upon his being in his right wits with such calmness and
strength of argument, that everybody present was inclined to believe
him, except Morgan, who affirmed there was no trusting to appearances;
for he himself had been so much imposed upon by his behaviour two days
before, that he had actually unbound him with his own hands, and
had well nigh been murdered for his pains: this was confirmed by the
evidence of one of the waiters, who declared he had pulled this patient
from the doctor's mate, whom he had gotten down, and almost strangled.
To this the man answered, that the witness was a creature of Morgan's,
and suborned to give his testimony against him by the malice of the
mate, whom the defendant had affronted, by discovering to the people on
board, that Mr. Morgan's wife kept a gin-shop in Ragfair. This anecdote
produced a laugh at the expense of the Welshman, who, shaking his head
with some emotion, said, "Ay, ay, 'tis no matter. Cot knows, it is
an arrant falsehood." Captain Oakum, without any farther hesitation,
ordered the fellow to be unfettered; at the same time, threatening to
make Morgan exchange situations with him for his spite; but the Briton
no sooner heard the decision in favour of the madman, than he got up to
the mizen-shrouds, crying to Thompson and me to get out of his reach,
for we should see him play the devil with a vengeance. We did not think
fit to disregard his caution, and accordingly got up on the poop, whence
we beheld the maniac (as soon as he was released) fly at the captain
like a fury, crying, "I'll let you know, you scoundrel, that I am
commander of this vessel," and pummel him without mercy. The surgeon,
who went to the assistance of his patron, shared the same fate; and
it was with the utmost difficulty that he was mastered at last, after
having done great execution among those who opposed him.






CHAPTER XXVIII

The Captain enraged, threatens to put the Madman to death with his own
hand--is diverted from that resolution by the arguments and persuasion
of the first Lieutenant and Surgeon--we set sail for St. Helen's, join
the fleet under the command of Sir C-- O--gle, and proceed for the West
Indies--are overtaken by a terrible tempest--my friend Jack Rattlin
has his leg broke by a fall from the mainyard--the behaviour of Mr.
Mackshane--Jack opposes the amputation of his limb, in which he
is seconded by Morgan and me, we undertake the cure and perform it
successfully

The captain was carried into his cabin, so enraged with the treatment he
had received, that he ordered the fellow to be brought before him, that
he might have the pleasure of pistoling him with his own hand; and would
certainly have satisfied his revenge in this manner, had not the
first lieutenant remonstrated against it, by observing that, in all
appearances, the fellow was not mad, but desperate; that he had been
hired by some enemy of the captain's to him, and therefore ought to be
kept in irons till he could be brought to a court-martial, which, no
doubt, would sift the affair to the bottom (by which means important
discoveries might be made), and then sentence the criminal to a death
according to his demerits. This suggestion, improbable as it was, had
the desired effect upon the captain, being exactly calculated for the
meridan of his intellects; more especially as Dr. Mackshane espoused
this opinion, in consequence of his previous declaration that the man
was not mad. Morgan finding there was no more damage done, could not
help discovering by his countenance the pleasure he enjoyed on this
occasion; and, while he bathed the doctor's face with an embrocation,
ventured to ask him, whether he thought there were more fools or madmen
on board? But he would have been wiser in containing this sally, which
his patient carefully laid up in his memory, to be taken notice of at
a more fit season. Meanwhile we weighed anchor, and, on our way to the
Downs, the madman, who was treated as a prisoner, took an opportunity,
while the sentinel attending him was at the head, to leap and frustrate
the revenge of the captain. We stayed not long at the Downs, but took
the benefit of the first easterly wind to go round to Spithead: where,
having received provisions on board for six months, we sailed from
St. Helen's in the grand fleet bound for the West Indies, on the
ever-memorable expedition of Carthagena.

It was not without great mortification I saw myself on the point of
being transported to such a distant and unhealthy climate, destitute of
every convenience that could render such a voyage supportable, and
under the dominion of an arbitrary tyrant, whose command was almost
intolerable; however, as these complaints were common to a great many on
board, I resolved to submit patiently to my fate, and contrive to make
myself as easy as the nature of the case would allow. We got out of the
channel with a prosperous breeze, which died away, leaving us becalmed
about fifty leagues to the westward of the Lizard: but this state of
inaction did not last long; for next night our maintop-sail was split
by the wind, which, in the morning, increased to a hurricane. I was
awakened by a most horrible din, occasioned by the play of the gun
carriages upon the decks above, the cracking of cabins, the howling of
the wind through the shrouds, the confused noise of the ship's crew, the
pipes of the boatswain and his mates, the trumpets of the lieutenants,
and the clanking of the chain pumps. Morgan who had never been at
sea before, turned out in a great hurry, crying, "Cot have mercy and
compassion upon us! I believe, we have cot upon the confines of Lucifer
and the d--n'd!" while poor Thompson lay quaking in his hammock, putting
up petitions to heaven for our safety. I rose and joined the Welshman,
with whom (after having fortified ourselves with brandy) I went above;
but if my sense of hearing was startled before, how must my sight have
been apalled in beholding the effects of the storm! The sea was swelled
into billows mountain-high, on the top of which our ship sometimes hung
as if it were about to be precipitated to the abyss below! Sometimes
we sank between two waves that rose on each side higher than our
topmast-head, and threatened by dashing together to overwhelm us in a
moment! Of all our fleet, consisting of a hundred and fifty sail, scarce
twelve appeared, and these driving under their bare poles, at the mercy
of the tempest. At length the mast of one of them gave way, and tumbled
overboard with a hideous crash! Nor was the prospect in our own ship
much more agreeable; a number of officers and sailors ran backward and
forward with distraction in their looks, halloaing to one another, and
undetermined what they should attend to first. Some clung to the yards,
endeavouring to unbend the sails that were split into a thousand pieces
flapping in the wind; others tried to furl those which were yet whole,
while the masts, at every pitch, bent and quivered like twigs, as if
they would have shivered into innumerable splinters! While I considered
this scene with equal terror and astonishment, one of the main braces
broke, by the shock whereof two sailors were flung from the yard's arm
into the sea, where they perished, and poor Jack Rattlin thrown
down upon the deck, at the expense of a broken leg. Morgan and I ran
immediately to his assistance, and found a splinter of the shin-bone
thrust by the violence of the fall through the skin; as this was a case
of too great consequence to be treated without the authority of the
doctor I went down to his cabin to inform him of the accident, as well
as to bring up dressings which we always kept ready prepared. I entered
his apartment without any ceremony, and, by the glimmering of a lamp,
perceived him on his knees before something that very much resembled a
crucifix; but this I will not insist upon, that I may not seem too much
a slave to common report, which indeed assisted my conjecture on this
occasion, by representing Dr. Mackshane as a member of the church of
Rome. Be this as it will, he got up in a sort of confusion, occasioned
(I suppose) by his being disturbed in his devotion, and in a trice
snatched the subject of my suspicion from my sight.

After making an apology for my intrusion, I acquainted him with the
situation of Rattlin, but could by no means prevail upon him to visit
him on deck, where he lay; he bade me desire the boatswain to order some
of the men to carry him down to the cockpit, "and in the meantime,"
said he, "I will direct Thompson to get ready the dressings." When I
signified to the boatswain the doctor's desire, he swore a terrible
oath, that he could not spare one man from deck, because he expected the
mast would go by the board every minute. This piece of information did
not at all contribute to my peace of mind; however, as my friend Rattlin
complained very much, with the assistance of Morgan I supported him to
the lower deck, whither Mr. Mackshane, after much entreaty, ventured to
come, attended by Thompson, with a box full of dressings, and his own
servant, who carried a whole set of capital instruments. He examined the
fracture and the wound, and concluding, from a livid colour extending
itself upon the limb, that mortification would ensue, resolved to
amputate the leg immediately. This was a dreadful sentence to the
patient, who, recruiting himself with a quid of tobacco, pronounced
with a woful countenance, "What! is there no remedy, doctor! must I be
dock'd? can't you splice it?" "Assuredly, Doctor Mackshane," said the
first mate, "with submission, and deference, and veneration, to your
superior apilities, and opportunities, and stations, look you, I
do apprehend, and conjure, and aver, that there is no occasion nor
necessity to smite off this poor man's leg." "God Almighty bless you,
dear Welshman!" cried Rattlin, "may you have fair wind and weather
wheresoever you're bound, and come to an anchor in the road of heaven at
last!" Mackshane, very much incensed at his mate's differing in opinion
from him, so openly, answered, that he was not bound to give an account
of his practice to him; and in a peremptory tone, ordered him to apply
the tourniquet. At the sight of which, Jack, starting up, cried, "Avast,
avast! D--n my heart, if you clap your nippers on me, till I know
wherefore! Mr. Random, won't you lend a hand towards saving my precious
limb! Odd's heart, if Lieutenant Bowling was here, he would not suffer
Jack Rattlin's leg to be chopped off like a piece of old junk."

This pathetic address to me, joined to my inclination to serve my honest
friend, and the reasons I had to believe there was no danger in delaying
the amputation, induced me to declare myself of the first mate's
opinion, and affirm that the preternatural colour of the skin was owing
to an inflammation, occasioned by a contusion, and common in all such
cases, without any indication of an approaching gangrene. Morgan, who
had a great opinion of my skill, manifestly exulted in my fellowship,
and asked Thompson's sentiments in the matter, in hopes of strengthening
our association with him too; but he, being of a meek disposition, and
either dreading the enmity of the surgeon, or speaking the dictates of
his own judgment, in a modest manner espoused the opinion of Mackshane,
who by this time having consulted with himself, determined to act in
such a manner as to screen himself from censure, and at the same time
revenge himself on us, for our arrogance in contradicting him. With this
view, he asked if we would undertake to cure the leg at our peril: that
is, be answerable for the consequence. To this question, Morgan replied,
that the lives of his creatures are at the hands of Cot alone; and it
would be great presumption in him to undertake for an event that was in
the power of his Maker, no more than the doctor could promise to cure
all the sick to whom he administered his assistance; but if the patient
would put himself under our direction, we would do our endeavour to
bring his distemper to a favourable issue, to which at present we saw no
obstruction.

I signified my concurrence; and Rattlin was so overjoyed that, shaking
us both by the hands, he swore nobody else should touch him, and, if he
died, his blood should be upon his own head. Mr. Mackshane, flattering
himself with the prospect of our miscarriage, went away, and left us to
manage it as we should think proper; accordingly, having sawed off part
of the splinter that stuck through the skin, we reduced the fracture,
dressed the wound, applied the eighteen-tailed bandage, and put the leg
in a box, secundam artem. Everything succeeded according to our wish,
and we had the satisfaction of not only preserving the poor fellow's
leg, but likewise of rendering the doctor contemptible among the ship's
company, who had all their eyes on us during the course of this cure,
which was completed in six weeks.






CHAPTER XXIX

Mackshane's malice--I am taken up and imprisoned for a spy--Morgan meets
with the same fate--Thompson is tampered with to turn evidence against
us--disdains the proposal, and is maltreated for his integrity--Morgan
is released to assist the Surgeon during an engagement with some French
ships-of-war--I remain fettered on the poop, exposed to the enemy's
shot, and grow delirious with fear--am comforted after the battle by
Morgan, who speaks freely of the captain, is overheard by the sentinel,
who informs against him, and again imprisoned--Thompson grows desperate,
and, notwithstanding the remonstrances of Morgan and me, goes overboard
in the night

In the meantime the storm subsided into a brisk gale, that carried us
into the warm latitudes, where the weather became intolerable, and
the crew very sickly. The doctor left nothing unattempted towards the
completion of his vengeance against the Welshman and me. He went among
the sick under pretence of inquiring into their grievances, with a
view of picking up complaints to our prejudice; but, finding himself
frustrated in that expectation by the goodwill we had procured from
the patients by our diligence and humanity, he took the resolution of
listening to our conversation, by hiding himself behind the canvas that
surrounded our berth; here too he was detected by the boy of our mess,
who acquainted us with this piece of behaviour, and one night, while we
were picking a large bone of salt beef, Morgan discerned something stir
on the outside of our hangings, which immediately interpreting to be the
doctor, he tipped me the wink, and pointed to the place, where I could
perceive somebody standing; upon which, I snatched up the bone, and
levelled it with all my force at him, saying, "Whoever you are, take
that for your curiosity." It had the desired effect, for we heard the
listener tumble down, and afterwards crawl to his own cabin. I applauded
myself much for this feat, which turned out one of the most unlucky
exploits of my life, Mackshane, from that time, marking me out for
destruction.

About a week after this exploit, as I was going my rounds among
the sick, I was taken prisoner, and carried to the poop by the
master-at-arms, where I was loaded with irons, and stapled to the deck,
on pretence that I was a spy on board, and had conspired against the
captain's life. How ridiculous soever this imputation was, I did not
fail to suffer by it all the rigour that could be shown to the worst of
criminals, being exposed in this miserable condition to the scorching
heat of the sun by day, and the unwholesome damps by night, during
the space of twelve days, in which I was neither brought to trial,
nor examined touching the probability of the charge. I had no sooner
recovered the use of my reflection, which had been quite overthrown by
this accident, than I sent for Thompson, who, after condoling me on
the occasion, hinted, that I owed this misfortune to the hatred of
the doctor, who had given an information against me to the captain, in
consequence of which I was arrested, and all my papers seized. While I
was cursing my capricious fate, I saw Morgan ascend the poop, guarded by
two corporals, who made him sit down by me, that he might be pinioned in
the same machine. Notwithstanding my situation, I could scarce refrain
from laughing at the countenance of my fellow prisoner, who, without
speaking one word, allowed his feet to be inclosed in the rings provided
for that purpose; but, when they pretended to fasten him on his back
he grew outrageous, and drawing a large couteau from his side-pocket,
threatened to rip up the belly of the first man that should approach
him, in order to treat him in such an unworthy manner. They were
prepared to use him very roughly, when the lieutenant on the
quarter-deck called up to them to let him remain as he was. He then
crept towards me, and, taking me by the hand, bade me "put my trust
in Cot." And looking at Thompson, who sat by us trembling, with a pale
visage; told him there were two more rings for his feet, and he should
be glad to find him in such good company. But it was not the intention
of our adversary to include the second mate in our fate: him he expected
to be his drudge in attending the sick and, if possible, his evidence
against us: with this view he sounded him afar off, but, finding his
integrity incorruptible, harrassed him so much out of spite, that in a
short time this mild creature grew weary of his life.

While I and my fellow prisoner comforted each other in our tribulation,
the admiral discovered four sail to leeward and made signal for our
ship and four more to chase: hereupon everything was cleared for an
engagement, and Mackshane, foreseeing he should have occasion for more
assistants than one obtained Morgan's liberty, while I was let in this
deplorable posture to the chance of battle. It was almost dark when we
came up with the sternmost chase, which we hailed, and inquired who they
were. They gave us to understand they were French men-of-war, upon which
Captain Oakum commanded them to send their boat on board of him! but
they refused, telling him, if he had any business with them, to come
on board of their ship: he then threatened to pour in a broadside upon
them, which they promised to retain. Both sides were as good as their
word, and the engagement began with great fury. The reader may guess how
I passed my time, lying in this helpless situation, amidst the terrors
of a sea-fight; expecting every moment to be cut asunder, or dashed in
pieces by the enemy's shot! I endeavoured to compose myself as much as
possible, by reflecting that I was not a whit more exposed than those
who were stationed about me; but, when I beheld them employed without
intermission in annoying the foe, and encouraged by the society and
behaviour of one another, I could easily perceive a wide difference
between their condition and mine: however, I concealed my agitation as
well as I could till the head of the officer of marines who stood near
me, being shot off, bounced from the deck athwart my face, leaving me
well nigh blinded with brains. I could contain myself no longer, but
began to bellow with all the strength of my lungs; when a drummer,
coming towards me asked if I was wounded, and, before I could answer,
received a great shot in his belly, which tore out his entrails, and
he fell flat on my breast. This accident entirely bereft me of all
discretion; I redoubled my cries, which were drowned in the noise of the
battle; and, finding myself disregarded, lost all patience, and became
frantic. I vented my rage in oaths and execrations, till my spirits,
being quite exhausted, I remained quiet, as insensible of the load that
oppressed me.

The engagement lasted till broad day, when Captain Oakum, finding he was
like to gain neither honour nor advantage by the affair, pretended to
be undeceived by seeing their colours; and, hailing the ship whom he
had fought all night, protested he believed them Spaniards; and the guns
being silenced on each side, ordered the barge to be hoisted out, and
went on board the French commodore. Our loss amounted to ten killed, and
eighteen wounded, most part of whom afterwards died. My fellow-mates
had no sooner despatched their business in the cock-pit, than, full of
friendly concern, they came to visit me. Morgan, ascending first, and
seeing my face almost covered with brains and blood, concluded I was
no longer a man for this world; and, calling to Thompson with great
emotion, bade him come up, and take his last farewell of his comrade
and countryman, who was posted to a better place, where there were no
Mackshanes nor Oakums to asperse and torment him. "No," said he, taking
me by the hand, "you are going to a country where there is more respect
sown to unfortunate shentlemen, and where you will have the satisfaction
of peholding your adversaries tossing upon pillows of purning
primstone." Thompson, alarmed at this apostrophe, made haste to the
place where I lay, and sitting down by me, with tears in his eyes
inquired into the nature of my calamity. By this time I had recollected
myself so far as to be able to converse rationally with my friends,
whom, to their great satisfaction, I immediately undeceived with regard
to their apprehension of my being mortally wounded.

After I had got myself disengaged from the carnage in which I wallowed,
and partaken of a refreshment which my friends brought along with them,
we entered into discourse upon the hardships we sustained, and spoke
very freely of the author of our misery; but our discourse being
overheard by the sentinel who guarded me, he was no sooner relieved than
he reported to the captain every syllable of our conversation, according
to the orders he had received. The effect of this information soon
appeared in the arrival of the master-at-arms, who replaced Morgan in
his former station, and gave the second mate a caution to keep a strict
guard over his tongue, if he did not choose to accompany us in our
confinement. Thompson, foreseeing that the whole slavery of attending
the sick and wounded, as well as the cruelty of Mackshane, must now fall
upon his shoulders, grew desperate at the prospect, and, though I never
heard him swear before, imprecated dreadful curses on the heads of his
oppressors, declaring that he would rather quit life altogether than
be much longer under the power of such barbarians. I was not a little
startled at his vivacity, and endeavoured to alleviate his complaints,
by representing the subject of my own, with as much aggravation as it
would bear, by which comparison he might see the balance of misfortune
lay on my side, and take an example from me of fortitude and submission,
till such time as we could procure redress, which I hoped was not far
off, considering that we should probably be in a harbour in less than
three days, where we should have an opportunity of preferring our
complaints to the admiral. The Welshman joined in my remonstrance, and
was at great pains to demonstrate that it was every man's duty as well
as interest to resign himself to the divine will, and look upon himself
as a sentinel upon duty, who is by no means at liberty to leave his post
before he is relieved. Thompson listened attentively to what he said,
and at last, shedding a flood of tears, shook his hand, and left us
without making any reply. About eleven at night he came to see us again
with a settled gloom on his countenance, and gave us to understand that
he had undergone excessive toil since he saw us, and in recompense had
been grossly abused by the doctor, who taxed him with being confederate
with us, in a design of taking away his life and that of the captain.
After some time spent in mutual exhortation, he got up, and squeezing me
by the hand with uncommon fervour, cried, "God bless you both!" and left
us to wonder at his singular manner of parting with us, which did not
fail to make a deep impression on us both.

Next morning, when the hour of visitation came round, the unhappy
young man was missing, and, after strict search, supposed to have gone
overboard in the night; and this was certainly the case.






CHAPTER XXX

We lament the fate of our companion--the Captain offers Morgan his
liberty, which he refuses to accept--we are brought before him and
examined--Morgan is sent back into custody, whither also I am remanded
after a curious trial

The news of this event affected my fellow prisoner and me extremely, as
our unfortunate companion had justly acquired by his amiable disposition
the love and esteem of us both; and the more we regretted his
untimely fate, the greater horror we conceived for the villain who
was undoubtedly the occasion of it. This abandoned miscreant did not
discover the least symptom of concern for Thompson's death, although he
must have been conscious to himself of having driven him by ill usage to
the fatal resolution, but desired the captain to set Morgan at liberty
again to look after the patients. Accordingly one of the corporals was
sent up to unfetter him, but he protested he would not be released until
he should know for what he was confined; nor would he be a tennisball,
nor a shuttlecock, nor a trudge, nor a scullion, to any captain under
the sun. Oakum, finding him obstinate, and fearing it would not be in
his power to exercise his tyranny much longer with impunity, was willing
to show some appearance of justice and therefore ordered us both to be
brought before him on the quarter-deck, where he sat in state, with his
cleric on one side, and his counsellor Mackshane on the other. When we
approached, he honoured us with this salutation: "So, gentlemen, d--n
my blood! many a captain in the navy would have ordered you both to
be tucked up to the yard's arm, without either judge or jury, for the
crimes you have been guilty of; but, d--n my blood, I have too much good
nature in allowing such dogs as you to make defence." "Captain Oakum,"
said my fellow-sufferer, "certainly it is in your power (Cot help
the while) to tack us all up at your will, desire, and pleasures.
And perhaps it would be petter for some of us to be tucked up than to
undergo the miseries to which we have been exposed. So may the farmer
hang his kids for his diversion, and amusement, and mirth; but there is
such a thing as justice, if not upon earth, surely in heaven, that will
punish with fire and primstone all those who take away the lives of
innocent people out of wantonness, and parparity (look you). In the mean
time. I shall be glad to know the crimes laid to my charge, and see
the person who accuses me." "That you shall," said the captain; "here,
doctor, what have you to say?" Mackshane, stepping forward, hemmed a
good while, in order to clear his throat, and, before he began, Morgan
accosted him thus: "Doctor Mackshane, look in my face--look in the face
of an honest man, who abhors a false witness as he abhors the tevil,
and Cot be judge between you and me." The doctor, not minding this
conjuration, made the following speech, as near as I can remember: "I'll
tell you what, Mr. Morgan; to be sure what you say is just, in regard
to an honest man, and if so be it appears as how you are an honest man,
then it is my opinion that you deserve to be acquitted, in relation to
that there affair, for I tell you what, Captain Oakum is resolved for to
do everybody justice. As for my own part, all that I have to allege is,
that I have been informed you have spoken disrespectful words against
your captain, who, to be sure, is the most honourable and generous
commander in the king's service, without asparagement or acception of
man, woman, or child."

Having uttered this elegant harangue, on which he seemed to plume
himself, Morgan replied, "I do partly guess, and conceive, and
understand your meaning, which I wish could be more explicit; but,
however, I do suppose, I am not to be condemned upon bare hearsay; or,
if I am convicted of speaking disrespectfully of Captain Oakum, I hope
there is no treason in my words." "But there's mutiny, by G--d, and
that's death by the articles of war!" cried Oakum: "In the meantime, let
the witnesses be called." Hereupon Mackshane's servant appeared, and the
boy of our mess, whom they had seduced and tutored for the purpose. The
first declared, that Morgan as he descended the cockpit-ladder one day,
cursed the captain, and called him a savage beast, saying, he ought to
be hunted down as an enemy to mankind. "This," said the clerk, "is a
strong presumption of a design, formed against the captain's life. For
why? It presupposes malice aforethought, and a criminal intention a
priori." "Right," said the captain to this miserable grub, who had
been an attorney's boy, "you shall have law enough: here's Cook and
Littlejohn to it." This evidence was confirmed by the boy, who affirmed,
he heard the first mate say, that the captain had no more bowels than a
bear, and the surgeon had no more brain than an ass. Then the sentinel,
who heard our discourse on the poop was examined, and informed the court
that the Welshman assured me, Captain Oakum and Doctor Mackshane would
toss upon billows of burning brimstone in hell for their barbarity. The
clerk observed, that there was an evident prejudication, which confirmed
the former suspicion of a conspiracy against the life of Captain Oakum;
for, because, how could Morgan so positively pronounce that the captain
and surgeon would d--n'd, unless he had intention to make away with them
before they could have time to repent? This sage explanation had great
weight with our noble commander, who exclaimed, "What have you to say to
this, Taffy? you seem to be taken all a-back, brother, ha!" Morgan
was too much of a gentleman to disown the text, although he absolutely
denied the truth of the comment. Upon which the captain, strutting up
to him with a ferocious countenance, said, "So Mr. son of a bitch, you
confess you honoured me with the names of bear and beast, and pronounced
my damnation? D--n my heart! I have a good mind to have you brought to a
court-martial and hang'd, you dog." Here Mackshane, having occasion for
an assistant, interposed, and begged the captain to pardon Mr. Morgan
with his wonted goodness, upon condition that he the delinquent should
make such submission as the nature of his misdemeanour demanded.
Upon which the Cambro-Briton, who on this occasion would have made no
submission to the Great Mogul, surrounded with his guards, thanked the
doctor for his mediation, and acknowledged himself in the wrong for
calling the image of Cot a peast, "but," said he, "I spoke by metaphor,
and parable, and comparison, and types; as we signify meekness by a
lamb, lechery by a goat, and craftiness by a fox; so we liken ignorance
to an ass, and brutality to a bear, and fury to a tiger; therefore I
made use of these similes to express my sentiments (look you), and what
I said before Cot, I will not unsay before man nor peast neither."

Oakum was so provoked at this insolence (as he termed it,) that he
ordered him forthwith to be carried to the place of his confinement, and
his clerk to proceed on the examination of me. The first question put
to me was touching the place of my nativity, which I declared to be the
north of Scotland. "The north of Ireland more like!" cried the captain;
"but we shall bring you up presently." He then asked what religion I
professed; and when I answered "the Protestant," swore I was an
arrant Roman as ever went to mass. "Come, come, clerk," continued
he, "catechise him a little on this subject." But before I relate the
particulars of the clerk's inquiries, it will not be amiss to inform the
reader that our commander himself was an Hibernian, and, if not shrewdly
belied, a Roman Catholic to boot. "You say, you are a Protestant," said
the clerk; "make the sign of the cross with your finger, so, and swear
upon it to that affirmation." When I was about to perform the ceremony,
the captain cried with some emotion, "No, no, d--me! I'll have no
profanation neither. But go on with your interrogations." "Well then,"
proceeded my examiner, "how many sacraments are there?" To which I
replied, "Two." "What are they?" said he. I answered, "Baptism and the
Lord's Supper." "And so you would explode confirmation and marriage
altogether?" said Oakum. "I thought this fellow was a rank Roman." The
clerk, though he was bred under an attorney, could not refrain from
blushing at this blunder, which he endeavoured to conceal, by observing,
that these decoys would not do with me, who seemed to be an old
offender. He went on with asking, if I believed in transubstantiation;
but I treated the notion of real presence with such disrespect, that his
patron was scandalised at my impiety, and commanded him to proceed to
the plot. Whereupon this miserable pettifogger told me, there was great
reason to suspect me of being a spy on board, and that I had entered
into a conspiracy with Thompson, and others not yet detected, against
the life of Captain Oakum, which accusation they pretended to support
by the evidence of our boy, who declared he had often heard the deceased
Thompson and me whispering together, and could distinguish the words,
"Oakum, rascal, poison, pistol;" by which expressions it appeared, we
did intend to use sinister means to accomplish his destruction. That the
death of Thompson seemed to confirm this conjecture, who, either feeling
the stings of remorse for being engaged in such a horrid confederacy,
or fearing a discovery, by which he must have infallibly suffered an
ignominious death, had put a fatal period to his own existence. But what
established the truth of the whole was, a book in cyphers found among
my papers, which exactly tallied with one found in his chest, after his
disappearance. This, he observed, was a presumption very near positive
proof, and would determine any jury in Christendom to find me guilty.
In my own defence, I alleged, that I had been dragged on board at first
very much against my inclination, as I could prove by the evidence
of some people now in the ship, consequently could have no design of
becoming spy at that time; and ever since had been entirely out of the
reach of any correspondence that could justly entail that suspicion
upon me. As for conspiring against my captain's life, it could not be
supposed that any man in his right wits would harbour the least thought
of such an undertaking, which he could not possibly perform without
certain infamy and ruin to himself, even if he had all the inclination
in the world. That, allowing the boy's evidence to be true (which I
affirmed was false and malicious), nothing conclusive could be gathered
from a few incoherent words; neither was the fate of Mr. Thompson a
circumstance more favourable for the charge; for I had in my pocket a
letter which too well explained that mystery, in a very different manner
from that which was supposed. With these words, I produced the following
letter, which Jack Rattlin brought to me the very day after Thompson
disappeared; and told me it was committed to his care by the deceased,
who made him promise not to deliver it sooner. The clerk, taking it out
of my hand, read aloud the contents, which were these;


'Dear Friend,--I am so much oppressed with the fatigue I daily and
nightly undergo, and the barbarous usage of Doctor Mackshane, who is
bent on your destruction as well as mine, that I am resolved to free
myself from this miserable life, and, before you receive this, shall
be no more. I could have wished to die in your good opinion, which I am
afraid I shall forfeit by the last act of my life; but, if you cannot
acquit me, I know you will at least preserve some regard for the memory
of an unfortunate young man who loved you. I recommend it to you, to
beware of Mackshane, whose revenge is implacable. I wish all prosperity
to you and Mr. Morgan, to whom pray offer my last respects, and beg to
be remembered as your unhappy friend and countryman, 'William Thompson.'

This letter was no sooner read, than Mackshane, in a transport of
rage, snatched it out of the clerk's hands, and tore it into a thousand
pieces, saying, it was a villainous forgery, contrived and executed by
myself. The captain and clerk declared themselves of the same opinion,
although I insisted of having the remains of it compared with other
writings of Thompson, which they had in their possession; and I was
ordered to answer the last article of my accusation, namely, the book of
ciphers found among my papers. "That is easily done," said I. "What you
are pleased to call ciphers, are no other than the Greek characters, in
which, for my amusement, I keep a diary of everything remarkable that
has occurred to my observation since the beginning of the voyage, till
the day in which I was put in irons; and the same method was practised
by Mr. Thompson, who copied mine." "A very likely story," cried
Mackshane; "what occasion was there for using Greek characters, if you
were not afraid of discovering what you had wrote? But what d'ye talk of
Greek characters? D'ye think I am so ignorant of the Greek language, as
not to distinguish its letters from these, which are no more Greek than
Chinese? No, no, I will not give up my knowledge of the Greek for
you, nor none that ever came from your country." So saying, with an
unparalleled effrontery, he repeated some gibberish, which by the sound
seemed to be Irish, and made it pass for Greek with the captain, who,
looking at me with a contemptuous sneer, exclaimed, "Ah, ah! have you
caught a tartar?" I could not help smiling at the consummate assurance
of this Hibernian, and offered to refer the dispute to anybody on board
who understood the Greek alphabet. Upon which Morgan was brought back,
and, being made acquainted with the affair, took the book, and read a
whole page in English, without hesitation, deciding the controversy in
my favour. The doctor was so far from being out of countenance at this
detection, that he affirmed Morgan was in the secret, and repeated from
his own invention. Oakum said, "Ay, ay, I see they are both in a story;"
and dismissed my fellow-mate to his cockloft, although I proposed that
he and I should read and translate, separately, any chapter or verse in
the Greek Testament in his possession, by which it would appear whether
we or the surgeon spoke truth. Not being endued with eloquence enough
to convince the captain that there could be no juggle nor confederacy
in this expedient, I begged to be examined by some unconcerned person
on board, who understood Greek. Accordingly, the whole ship's company,
officers and all, were called upon deck, among whom it was proclaimed
that, if anyone of them could speak Greek, he or they so qualified
should ascend the quarter-deck immediately. After some pause, two
foremast men came up, and professed their skill in that language, which,
they said, they acquired during several voyages to the Levant, among the
Greeks of the Morea. The captain exulted much in this declaration, and
put my journal book into the hands of one of them, who candidly owned he
could neither read nor write; the other acknowledged the same degree of
ignorance, but pretended to speak the Greek lingo with any man on board;
and, addressing himself to me, pronounced some sentences of a barbarous
corrupted language, which I did not understand. I asserted that the
modern Greek was as different from that spoken and written by the
ancients, as the English used now from the old Saxon spoke in the time
of Hengist: and, as I had only learned the true original tongue, in
which Homer, Pindar, the Evangelists, and other great men of antiquity
wrote, it could not be supposed that I should know anything of an
imperfect Gothic dialect that rose on the ruins of the former, and
scarce retained any traces of the old expression: but, if Doctor
Mackshane, who pretended to be master of the Greek language, could
maintain a conversation with these seamen, I would retract what I had
said, and be content to suffer any punishment be should think proper to
inflict. I had no sooner uttered these words than the surgeon, knowing
one of the fellows to be his countryman, accosted him in Irish, and was
answered in the same brogue; then a dialogue ensued between them, which
they affirmed to be in Greek, after having secured the secrecy of
the other tar, who had his cue in the language of the Morea, from
his companion, before they would venture to assert such an intrepid
falsehood. "I thought," said Oakum, "we should discover the imposture at
last. Let the rascal be carried back to his confinement. I find he must
dangle." Having nothing further to urge in my own behalf, before a court
so prejudiced with spite, and fortified with ignorance against truth, I
suffered myself to be reconducted peaceably to my fellow-prisoner, who,
hearing the particulars of my trial, lifted up his hands and eyes to
Heaven, and uttered a dreadful groan: and, not daring to disburden his
thoughts to me by speech, lest he might be overheard by the sentinel,
burst forth into a Welsh song, which he accompanied with a thousand
contortions of face and violent gestures of body.






CHAPTER XXXI

I discover a subornation against me, by means of a quarrel between
two of the evidences; in consequence of which I am set at liberty,
and prevail upon Morgan to accept of his freedom on the same
terms--Mackshane's malice--we arrive at Jamaica, from whence in a
short time we beat up to Hispaniola, in conjunction with the West
India squadron--we take in water, sail again, and arrive at
Carthagena--Reflections on our conduct there

Meanwhile, a quarrel happening between the two modern Greeks, the one,
to be revenged of the other, came and discovered to us the mystery
of Mackshane's dialogue, as I have explained it above. This detection
coming to the ears of the doctor, who was sensible that (now we were in
sight of Jamaica) we should have an opportunity of clearing ourselves
before a court-martial, and, at the same time, of making his malice
and ignorance conspicuous, he interceded for us with the captain so
effectually, that in a few hours we were set at liberty, and ordered to
return to our duty. This was a happy event for me, my whole body being
blistered by the sun, and my limbs benumbed by want of motion: but I
could scarce persuade the Welshman to accept of this indulgence, he
persisted in his obstinacy to remain in irons, until he should be
discharged by a court-martial, which, he believed would also do him
justice on his enemies. At length I represented to him the precarious
issue of a trial, the power and interest of his adversaries, and
flattered his revenge with the hope of wreaking his resentment with his
own hands upon Mackshane after our return to England. This last argument
had more weight with him than all the rest, and prevailed upon him to
repair with me to the cockpit, which I no sooner entered, than the idea
of my departed friend presented itself to my remembrance, and filled my
eyes with tears. We discharged from our mess the boy who had acted so
perfidiously, notwithstanding his tears, intreaties, and of penitence
for what he had done; but not before he had confessed that the surgeon
had bribed him to give evidence against us, with a pair of stockings and
a couple of old check shirts, of which his servant had since plundered
him.

The keys of our chests and lockers being sent to us by the doctor,
we detained the messenger until we had examined the contents; and my
fellow-mate, finding all his Cheshire cheese consumed to a crust, his
brandy exhausted, and his onions gone, was seized with a fit of choler,
which he discharged on Mackshane's man in oaths and execrations,
threatening to prosecute him as a thief. The fellow swore in his turn,
that he never had the keys in his possession till that time, when he
received them from his master with orders to deliver them to us. "As Cot
is my judge," cried Morgan, "and my salfation, and my witness; whosoever
has pilfered my provisions is a lousy, peggarly, rascally knave! and by
the soul of my grandsire, I will impeach, and accuse, and indict him, of
a roppery, if I did but know who he is." Had this misfortune happened
at sea, where we could not repair the loss, in all probability this
descendant of Caractacus would have lost his wits entirely; but, when I
observed how easy it would be to remedy this paltry mischance, he became
more calm, and reconciled himself to the occasion.

A little while after this transport the surgeon came into the birth,
under pretence of taking something out of the medicine chest, and, with
a smiling aspect, wished us joy of our deliverance, which, he said, he
had been at great pains to obtain of the captain, who was very justly
incensed at our behaviour; but he, the doctor, had passed his word for
our future conduct, and he hoped we should give him no cause to repent
of his kindness. He expected, no doubt, an acknowledgment from us for
this pretended piece of service, as well as a general amnesty of what
was past; but he had to do with people who were not quite so apt to
forgive injuries as he imagined, or to forget that, if our deliverance
was owing to his mediation, our calamity was occasioned by his malice;
I therefore sat silent, while my companion answered, "Ay, ay, 'tis no
matter, Cot knows the heart; there is a time for all things, as the wise
man saith; there is a time for throwing away stones, and to gather them
up." He seemed to be disconcerted at this reply, and went away in a pet,
muttering something about "Ingratitude," and "Fellows," of which we did
not think fit to take any notice.

Our fleet, having joined another that waited for us, lay at anchor
about a month in the harbour of Port Royal in Jamaica, during which time
something of consequence was certainly transacted; notwithstanding the
insinuations of some, who affirmed we had no business at all in that
place; that, in order to take the advantage of the season proper for our
enterprise, the West India squadron, which had previous notice of our
coming, ought to have joined us at the west end of Hispaniola, with
necessary stores and refreshments, from whence we could have sailed
directly for Carthagena, before the enemy could put themselves in a good
posture of defence, or, indeed, have an inkling of our design. Be this
as it will, we sailed from Jamaica, and, in ten days or a fortnight,
beat up against the wind as far as the Isle of Vache, with an intention,
as was said, to attack the French fleet, then supposed to be lying near
that place; but before we arrived, they had sailed for Europe, having
first dispatched an advice-boat to Carthagena, with an account of
our being in those seas, as also of our strength and destination. We
loitered here some days longer, taking in wood and brackish water, in
the use whereof, however, our admiral seemed to consult the health of
the men, by restricting each to a quart a day.

At length we set sail, and arrived in a bay to the windward of
Carthagena, where we came to an anchor, and lay at our ease ten days
longer. Here, again, certain malicious people took occasion to blame the
conduct of their superiors, by saying, that in so doing they not only
unprofitably wasted time, which was very precious, considering the
approach of the rainy season, but also allowed the Spaniards to
recollect themselves from a terror occasioned by the approach of an
English fleet, at least three times as numerous as ever appeared in that
part of the world before. But if I might be allowed to give my opinion
of the matter, I would ascribe this delay to the generosity of our
chiefs, who scorned to take any advantage that fortune might give them
even over an enemy. At last, however, we weighed, and anchored again
somewhat nearer the harbour's mouth, where we made shift to land our
marines, who encamped on the beach, in despite of the enemy's shot,
which knocked a good many of them on the head. This piece of conduct,
in choosing a camp under the walls of an enemy's fortification, which I
believe never happened before, was practised, I presume, with a view of
accustoming the soldiers to stand fire, who were not as yet much used
to discipline, most of them having been taken from the plough-tail a few
months before. This expedient, again, has furnished matter for censure
against the ministry, for sending a few raw recruits on such an
important enterprise, while so many veteran regiments lay inactive at
home. But surely our governors had their reasons for so doing, which
possibly may be disclosed with other secrets of the deep. Perhaps they
were loth to risk their best troops on such desperate service, or
the colonel and the field officers of the old corps, who, generally
speaking, enjoyed their commissions as sinecures or pensions, for some
domestic services rendered to the court, refused to embark in such a
dangerous and precarious undertaking; for which refusal, no doubt, they
are to be much commended.






CHAPTER XXXII

Our Land Forces being disembarked, erect a fascine battery-our ship is
ordered, with four more, to batter the port of Bocca Chica--Mackshane's
cowardice-the Chaplain's frenzy--honest Rattlin loses one hand--his
heroism and reflections on the battle--Crampley's behaviour to me during
the heat of the Fight

Our forces being landed and stationed as I have already mentioned, set
about erecting a fascine battery to cannonade the principal fort of the
enemy; and in something more than three weeks, it was ready to open.
That we might do the Spaniards as much honour as possible, it was
determined, in a council of war, that five of our largest ships should
attack the fort on one side, while the battery, strengthened by two
mortars and twenty-four cohorns, should ply it on the other.

Accordingly, the signal for our ship to engage, among others, was
hoisted, we being advertised, the night before, to make everything
clear for that purpose; and, in so doing, a difference happened between
Captain Oakum and his well-beloved cousin and counsellor Mackshane,
which had well nigh terminated in an open rupture. The doctor, who had
imagined there was no more danger of being hurt by the enemy's shot in
the cockpit than in the centre of the earth, was lately informed that a
surgeon's mate had been killed in that part of the ship by a cannon-ball
from two small redoubts that were destroyed before the disembarkation of
our soldiers; and therefore insisted upon having a platform raised for
the convenience of the sick and wounded in the after-hold, where he
deemed himself more secure than on the deck above. The captain, offended
at this extraordinary proposal, accused him of pusillanimity, and told
him, there was no room in the hold for such an occasion: or, if there
was, he could not expect to be indulged more than the rest of the
surgeons of the navy, who used the cockpit for that purpose. Fear
rendering Mackshane obstinate, he persisted in his demand, and showed
his instructions, by which it was authorised; the captain swore these
instructions were dictated by a parcel of lazy poltroons who were
never at sea; nevertheless he was obliged to comply, and sent for the
carpenter to give him orders about it. But, before any such measure
could be taken, our signal was thrown out, and the doctor compelled
to trust his carcass in the cockpit, where Morgan and I were busy in
putting our instruments and dressings in order.

Our ship, with others destined for this service, immediately weighed,
and in less than half-an-hour came to an anchor before the castle of
Bocca Chica, with a spring upon our cable, and the cannonading (which
indeed was dreadful) began. The surgeon, after having crossed himself,
fell flat on the deck; and the chaplain and purser, who were stationed
with us in quality of assistants, followed his example, while the
Welshman and I sat upon a chest looking at one another with great
discomposure, scarce able to refrain from the like prostration. And that
the reader may know it was not a common occasion that alarmed us thus, I
must inform him of the particulars of this dreadful din that astonished
us. The fire of the Spaniards proceeded from eighty-four great guns,
besides a mortar and small arms, in Bocca Chica; thirty-six in Fort St.
Joseph; twenty in two fascine batteries, and four men-of-war, mounting
sixty-four guns each. This was answered by our land-battery mounted with
twenty-one cannon, two mortars, and twenty-four cohorns, and five great
ships of seventy or eighty guns, that fired without intermission.

We had not been many minutes engaged, when one of the sailors brought
another on his back to the cockpit, where he tossed him down like a bag
of oats, and pulling out his pouch, put a large chew of tobacco in his
mouth without speaking a word. Morgan immediately examined the condition
of the wounded man, and cried out, "As I shall answer now, the man is as
dead as my great grandfather." "Dead," said his comrade; "he may be dead
now, for aught I know, but I'll be d--d if he was not alive when I took
him up." So saying, he was about to return to his quarters, when I bade
him carry the body along with him, and throw it overboard. "D--n the
body!" said he, "I think 'tis fair enough if I take care of my own." My
fellow mate, snatching up the amputation knife, pursued him half-way up
the cock-pit ladder, crying, "You lousy rascal, is this the churchyard,
or the charnel-house, or the sepulchre, or the golgotha, of the
ship?"--but was stopped in his career by one calling, "Yo he, avast
there--scaldings!" "Scaldings!" answered Morgan; "Cot knows 'tis hot
enough indeed: who are you?" "Here's one!" replied the voice; and I
immediately knew it to be that of my honest friend Jack Rattlin, who
coming towards me, told me, with great deliberation, he was come to be
docked at last, and discovered the remains of one hand, which had been
shattered to pieces with a grape shot. I lamented with unfeigned sorrow
his misfortune, which he bore with heroic courage, observing, that every
shot had its commission: "It was well it did not take him in the head!
or if it had, what then? he should have died bravely, fighting for his
king and country. Death was a debt which every man owed, and must
pay; and that now was as well as another time." I was much pleased
and edified with the maxims of this sea-philosopher, who endured the
amputation of his left hand without shrinking, the operation being
performed (at his request) by me, after Mackshane, who was with
difficulty prevailed to lift his head from the deck, had declared there
was a necessity for his losing the limb.

While I was employed in dressing the stump, I asked Jack's opinion
of the battle, who, shaking his head, frankly told me, he believed we
should do no good: "For why? because, instead of dropping anchor close
under shore, where we should have to deal with one corner of Bocca Chica
only, we had opened the harbour, and exposed ourselves to the whole fire
of the enemy from their shipping and Fort St. Joseph, as well as from
the castle we intended to cannonade; that, besides, we lay at too great
a distance to damage the walls, and three parts in four of our shot did
not take place; for there was scarce anybody on board who understood
the pointing of a gun. Ah! God help us!" continued he, "If your kinsman,
Lieutenant Bowling, had been here, we should have had other guess work."
By this time, our patients had increased to such a number, that we
did not know which to begin with; and the first mate plainly told the
surgeon, that if he did not get up immediately and perform his duty, he
would complain of his behaviour to the admiral, and make application
for his warrant. This remonstrance effectually roused Mackshane, who
was never deaf to an argument in which he thought his interest was
concerned; he therefore rose up, and in order to strengthen his
resolution, had recourse more than once to a case-bottle of rum, which
he freely communicated to the chaplain, and purser, who had as much need
of such extraordinary inspiration as himself. Being thus supported, he
went to work, and arms and legs were hewed down without mercy. The fumes
of the liquor mounting into the parson's brain, conspired, with his
former agitation of spirits, to make him quite delirious; he stripped
himself to the skin; and, besmearing his body with blood, could scarce
be withheld from running upon deck in that condition. Jack Rattlin,
scandalised at this deportment, endeavoured to allay his transports
with reason; but finding all he said ineffectual, and great confusion
occasioned by his frolics, he knocked him down with his right hand, and
by threats kept him quiet in that state of humiliation. But it was not
in the power of rum to elevate the purser, who sat on the floor
wringing his hands, and cursing the hour in which he left his peaceable
profession of a brewer in Rochester, to engage in such a life of terror
and disquiet.

While we diverted ourselves at the expense of this poor devil, a shot
happened to take us between wind and water, and (its course being
through the purser's store room) made a terrible havoc and noise among
the jars and bottles in its way, and disconcerted Mackshane so much,
that he dropped his scalpel, and falling down on his knees, pronounced
his Pater-noster aloud: the purser fell backward, and lay without sense
or motion; and the chaplain grew so outrageous, that Rattlin with one
hand could not keep him under; so that we were obliged to confine him
in the surgeon's cabin, where he was no doubt guilty of a thousand
extravagancies. Much about this time, my old antagonist, Crampley,
came down, with express orders, as he said, to bring me up to the
quarter-deck, to dress a slight wound the captain had received by a
splinter: his reason for honouring me in particular with this piece of
service, being, that in case I should be killed or disabled by the
way, my death or mutilation would be of less consequence to the ship's
company than that of the doctor or his first mate. At another time,
perhaps, I might have disputed this order, to which I was not bound to
pay the least regard; but as I thought my reputation depended upon
my compliance, I was resolved to convince my rival that I was no more
afraid than he of exposing myself to danger. With this view I provided
myself with dressings, and followed him immediately to the quarter-deck,
through a most infernal scene of slaughter, fire, smoke, and uproar.
Captain Oakum, who leaned against the mizen-mast, no sooner saw me
approach in my shirt, with the sleeves tucked up to my armpits, and my
hands dyed with blood, than he signified his displeasure by a frown, and
asked why the doctor himself did not come? I told him that Crampley
had singled me out, as if by express command; at which reply he seemed
surprised, and threatened to punish the midshipman for his presumption,
after the engagement. In the meantime, I was sent back to my
station, and ordered to tell Mackshane, that the captain expected him
immediately. I got safe back, and delivered my commission to the doctor,
who flatly refused to quit the post assigned to him by his instructions;
whereupon Morgan, who I believe, was jealous of my reputation for
courage, undertook the affair, and ascended with great intrepidity. The
captain, finding the surgeon obstinate, suffered himself to be dressed,
and swore he would confine Mackshane as soon as the service should be
over.






CHAPTER XXXIII

A breach being made in the walls, our soldiers give the assault, and
take the place without opposition--our sailors at the same time, become
masters of all the other strengths near Bocca Chica, and take possession
of the harbour--the good consequence of this success--we move nearer
the town--find two forts deserted, and the Channel blocked up with sunk
vessels; which however we find means to clear--land our soldiers at La
Quinta--repulse a body of militia--attack the castle of St. Lazar,
and are forced to retreat with great loss--the remains of our army are
re-embarked--an effort of the Admiral to take the town--the economy of
our expedition described

Having cannonaded the fort during the space of four hours, we were all
ordered to slip our cables, and sheer off; but next day the engagement
was renewed, and continued from the morning till the afternoon, when the
enemy's fire from Bocca Chica slackened, and towards evening was quite
silenced. A breach being made on the other side, by our land battery,
large enough to admit a middle-sized baboon, provided he could find
means to climb up to it, our general proposed to give the assault that
very night, and actually ordered a detachment on that duty. Providence
stood our friend upon this occasion, and put it into the hearts of
the Spaniards to abandon the fort, which might have been maintained by
resolute men till the day of judgment against all the force we could
exert in the attack. And while our soldiers took possession of the
enemy's ramparts without resistance, the same good luck attended a body
of sailors, who made themselves masters of Fort St. Joseph, the fascine
batteries, and one Spanish man-of-war; the other three being burnt or
sunk by the foe, that they might not fall into our hands. The taking of
these forts, in the strength of which the Spaniards chiefly confided,
made us masters of the outward harbour, and occasioned great joy among
us, as we laid our accounts at finding little or no opposition from the
town: and indeed, if a few great ships had sailed up immediately, before
they had recovered from the confusion and despair that our unexpected
success had produced among them, it is not impossible that we might have
finished the affair to our satisfaction, without any more bloodshed; but
this step our heroes disdained as a barbarous insult over the enemy's
distress, and gave them all the respite they could desire, in order to
recollect themselves. In the meantime, Mackshane, taking the advantage
of this general exultation, waited on our captain, and pleaded his own
cause so effectually that he was re-established in his good graces; and
as for Crampley, there was no more notice taken of his behaviour towards
me during the action. But of all the consequences of the victory, none
was more grateful than plenty of fresh water, after we had languished
five weeks on the allowance of a purser's quart per day for each man in
the Torrid Zone, where the sun was vertical, and the expense of bodily
fluid so great, that a gallon of liquor could scarce supply the waste of
twenty-four hours; especially as our provision consisted of putrid salt
beef, to which the sailors gave the name of Irish horse; salt pork, of
New England, which, though neither fish nor flesh, savoured of both;
bread from the same country, every biscuit whereof, like a piece of
clockwork, moved by its own internal impulse, occasioned by the myriads
of insects that dwelt within it; and butter served out by the gill, that
tasted like train oil thickened with salt. Instead of small beer,
each man was allowed three half-quarterns of brandy or rum, which were
distributed every morning, diluted with a certain quantity of his water,
without either sugar or fruit to render it palatable, for which reason,
this composition was by the sailors not ineptly styled Necessity. Nor
was this limitation of simple element owing to a scarcity of it on
board, for there was at this time water enough in the ship for a voyage
of six months, at the rate of half-a-gallon per day to each man: but
this fast must, I suppose, have been enjoined by way of penance on the
ship's company for their sins; or rather with a view to mortify them
into a contempt of life, that they might thereby become more resolute
and regardless of danger. How simply then do those people argue, who
ascribe the great mortality among us, to our bad provision and want
of water; and affirm, that a great many valuable lives might have been
saved, if the useless transports had been employed in fetching fresh
stock, turtle, fruit, and other refreshments from Jamaica and other
adjacent islands, for the use of the army and fleet! seeing it is to
be hoped, that those who died went to a better place, and those who
survived were the more easily maintained. After all, a sufficient number
remained to fall before the walls of St. Lazar, where they behaved like
their own country mastiffs, which shut their eyes, run into the jaws of
a bear, and have their heads crushed for their valour.

But to return to my narration. After having put garrisons into the forts
we had taken, and re-embarked our soldiers and artillery (a piece of
service that detained us more than a week), we ventured up to the mouth
of the inner harbour, guarded by a large fortification on one side, and
a small redoubt on the other, both of which were deserted before our
approach, and the entrance of the harbour blocked up by several old
galleons, and two men-of-war that the enemy had sunk in the channel. We
made shift, however, to open a passage for some ships, that favoured a
second landing of our troops at a place called La Quinta, not far from
the town, where, after a faint resistance from a body of Spaniards, who
opposed their disembarkation, they encamped with a design of besieging
the castle of St. Lazar, which overlooked and commanded the city.
Whether our renowned general had nobody in his army who knew how to
approach it in form, or that he trusted entirely to the fame of his
arms, I shall not determine; but, certain it is, a resolution was taken
in a council of war, to attack the place with musketry only. This was
put in execution, and succeeded accordingly; the enemy giving them such
a hearty reception, that the greatest part of their detachment took up
their everlasting residence on the spot.

Our chief, not relishing this kind of complaisance in the Spaniard's,
was wise enough to retreat on board with the remains of his army, which,
from eight thousand able men landed on the beach near Bocca Chica, was
now reduced to fifteen hundred fit for service. The sick and wounded
were squeezed into certain vessels, which thence obtained the name of
hospital ships, though methinks they scarce deserved such a creditable
title, seeing few of them could boast of their surgeon, nurse, or cook;
and the space between decks was so confined that the miserable patients
had not room to sit upright in their beds. Their wounds and stumps,
being neglected, contracted filth and putrefaction, and millions of
maggots were hatched amidst the corruption of their sores. This inhuman
disregard was imputed to the scarcity of surgeons; though it is well
known that every great ship in the fleet could have spared one at least
for this duty, an expedient which would have been more than sufficient
to remove this shocking inconvenience. But perhaps our general was too
much of a gentleman to ask a favour of this kind from his fellow chief,
who, on the other hand, would not derogate so much from his own dignity,
as to offer such assistance unasked; for, I may venture to affirm, that
by this time the Demon of Discord, with her sooty wings, had breathed
her influence upon our councils; and it might be said of these great men
(I hope they will pardon the comparison) as of Cesar and Pompey, the one
could not brook a superior, and the other was impatient of an equal; so
that, between the pride of one and insolence of another, the enterprise
miscarried, according to the proverb, "Between two stools the backside
falls to the ground." Not that I would be thought to liken any public
concern to that opprobrious part of the human body, though I might with
truth assert, if I durst use such a vulgar idiom, that the nation did
hang on arse at its disappointment on this occasion; neither would I
presume to compare the capacity of our heroic leaders to any such wooden
convenience as a joint-stool or a close-stool; but only to signify by
this simile, the mistake the people committed in trusting to the union
of two instruments that were never joined.

A day or two after the attempt on St. Lazar, the admiral ordered one of
the Spanish men-of-war we had taken to be mounted with sixteen guns,
and manned with detachments from our great ships, in order to batter the
town; accordingly, she was towed into the inner harbour in the night,
and moored within half a mile of the walls, against which she began
to fire at daybreak; and continued about six hours exposed to the
opposition of at least thirty pieces of cannon, which at length obliged
our men to set her on fire, and get off as well as they could in their
boats. This piece of conduct afforded matter of speculation to all the
wits, either in the army or navy, who were at last fain to acknowledge
it a stroke of policy above their comprehension. Some entertained such
an irreverent opinion of the admiral's understanding, as to think he
expected the town would surrender to his floating battery of sixteen
guns: others imagined his sole intention was to try the enemy's
strength, by which he should be able to compute the number of great
ships that would be necessary to force the town to a capitulation. But
this last conjecture soon appeared groundless, inasmuch as no ships of
any kind whatever were afterwards employed on that service. A third sort
swore, that no other cause could be assigned for this undertaking than
that which induced Don Quixote to attack the windmill. A fourth class
(and that the most numerous, though, without doubt, composed of the
sanguine and malicious), plainly taxed this commander with want of
honesty as well as sense; and alleged that he ought to have sacrificed
private pique to the interest of his country; that, where the lives of
so many brave fellow-citizens were concerned, he ought to have concurred
with the general without being solicited or even desired, towards their
preservation and advantage, that, if his arguments could not dissuade
him from a desperate enterprise, it was his duty to have rendered it as
practicable as possible, without running extreme hazard; that this could
have been done, with a good prospect of success, by ordering five or
six large ships to batter the town, while the land forces stormed the
castle; by these means a considerable diversion would have been made in
favour of those troops, who, in their march to the assault and in the
retreat, suffered much more from the town than from the castle! that the
inhabitants, seeing themselves vigorously attacked on all hands, would
have been divided, distracted, and confused, and in all probability,
unable to resist the assailants. But all these suggestions surely
proceeded from ignorance or malevolence, or else the admiral would not
have found it such an easy matter, at his return to England, to justify
his conduct to a ministry at once so upright and discerning. True it is,
that those who undertook to vindicate him on the spot, asserted, that
there was not water enough for our great ships near the town: though
this was a little unfortunately urged, because there happened to be
pilots in the fleet perfectly well acquainted with the soundings of the
harbour, who affirmed there was water enough for five eighty-gun ships
to lie abreast almost up to the very walls. The disappointments
we suffered occasioned a universal dejection, which was not at all
alleviated by the objects that daily and hourly entertained our eyes,
nor by the prospect of what must have inevitably happened, had we
remained much longer in this place. Such was the economy in some
ships that, rather than be at the trouble of interring the dead, their
commanders ordered their men to throw their bodies overboard, many
without either ballast or winding-sheet; so that numbers of human
carcases floated in the harbour, until they were devoured by sharks
and carrion crows, which afforded no agreeable spectacle to those who
survived. At the same time the wet season began, during which a deluge
of rain falls, from the rising to the setting sun, without intermission,
and that no sooner ceases than it begins to thunder, and lighten with
such continued flashing, that one can see to read a very small print by
the illumination.






CHAPTER XXXIV

An epidemic Fever rages among us--we abandon our Conquests--I am seized
with Distemper--write a Petition to the Captain, which is rejected--I am
in danger of Suffocation through the Malice of Crampley, and relieved
by a Serjeant--my Fever increases--the Chaplain wants to confess
me--I obtain a favourable Crisis-Morgan's Affection for me proved--the
Behaviour of Mackshane and Crampley towards me--Captain Oakum is removed
into another Ship with his beloved Doctor--our new Captain described--An
Adventure of Morgan

The change of the atmosphere, occasioned by this phenomenon, conspired,
with the stench that surrounded us, the heat of the climate, our own
constitutions, impoverished by bad provisions, and our despair, to
introduce the bilious fever among us, which raged with such violence,
that three-fourths of those whom it invaded died in a deplorable manner;
the colour of their skin being, by the extreme putrefaction of the
juices, changed into that of soot.

Our conductors, finding things in this situation, perceived it was high
to relinquish our conquests, and this we did, after having rendered
their artillery useless, and blown up their walls with gunpowder. Just
as we sailed from Bocca Chica, on our return to Jamaica, I found myself
threatened with the symptoms of this terrible distemper; and knowing
very well that I stood no chance for my life, if I should be obliged
to be in the cockpit, which by this time was grown intolerable, even to
people in health, by reason of the heat and unwholesome smell of decayed
provision, I wrote a petition to the captain, representing my case, and
humbly imploring his permission to be among the soldiers in the middle
deck, for the benefit of the air: but I might have spared myself the
trouble; for this humane commander refused my request, and ordered me
to continue in the place allotted for the surgeon's mates, or else be
contented to be in the hospital, which, by the by, was three degrees
more offensive and more suffocating than our own berth below. Another,
in my condition, perhaps, would have submitted to his fate, and died
in a pet; but I could not brook the thought of perishing so pitifully,
after I had weathered so many gales of hard fortune: I therefore,
without minding Oakum's injunction, prevailed upon the soldiers (whose
good-will I had acquired) to admit my hammock among them; and actually
congratulated myself upon my comfortable situation; which Crampley no
sooner understood, than he signified to the captain my contempt of his
orders, and was invested with power to turn me down again into my proper
habitation.

This barbarous piece of revenge incensed me so much against the author,
that I vowed, with bitter imprecations, to call him to a severe account,
if ever it should be in my power; and the agitation of my spirits
increased my fever to a violent degree. While I lay gasping for breath
in this infernal abode, I was visited by a sergeant, the bones of whose
nose I had reduced and set to rights, after they had been demolished
by a splinter during our last engagement; he, being informed of my
condition, offered me the use of his berth in the middle deck, which was
enclosed with canvas, and well aired by a port-hole that remained
open within it. I embraced this proposal with joy, and was immediately
conducted to the place, where I was treated, while my illness lasted,
with the utmost tenderness and care by this grateful halberdier, who had
no other bed for himself than a hencoop during the whole passage. Here
I lay and enjoyed the breeze, notwithstanding which my malady gained
ground, and at length my life was despaired of, though I never lost
hopes of recovery, even when I had the mortification to see, from my
cabin-window, six or seven thrown overboard every day, who died of the
same distemper. This confidence, I am persuaded, conduced a great
deal to the preservation of my life, especially when joined to another
resolution I took at the beginning, namely, to refuse all medicine,
which I could not help thinking co-operated with the disease, and,
instead of resisting putrefaction, promoted a total degeneracy of the
vital fluid. When my friend Morgan, therefore, brought his diaphoretic
bolases, I put them into my mouth, 'tis true, but without any intention
of swallowing them: and, when he went away, spit them out, and washed
my mouth with water-gruel. I seemingly complied in this matter, that I
might not affront the blood of Caractacus, by a refusal which might
have intimated a diffidence of his physical capacity, for he acted as
my physician; Doctor Mackshane never once inquiring about me, or even
knowing where I was. When my distemper was at the height, Morgan thought
my case desperate, and, after having applied a blister to the nape of my
neck, squeezed my hand, bidding me, with a woful countenance, recommend
myself to Cot and my Reteemer; then, taking his leave, desired the
chaplain to come and administer some spiritual consolation to me;
but, before he arrived, I made shift to rid myself of the troublesome
application the Welshman had bestowed on my back. The person, having
felt my pulse, inquired into the nature of my complaints, hemmed a
little, and began thus: "Mr. Random, God out of his infinite mercy has
been pleased to visit you with a dreadful distemper, the issue of which
no man knows. You may be permitted to recover and live many days on the
face of the earth; and, which is more probable, you may be taken
away, and cut off in the flower of your youth. It is incumbent on you,
therefore, to prepare for the great change, by repenting sincerely of
your sins; of this there cannot be a greater sign, than an ingenuous
confession, which I conjure you to make without hesitation or mental
reservation; and, when I am convinced of your sincerity, I will then
give you such comfort as the situation of your soul will admit of.
Without doubt, you have been guilty of numberless transgressions
to which youth is subject, as swearing, drunkenness, whoredom, and
adultery: tell me therefore, without reserve, the particulars of each,
especially of the last, that I may be acquainted with the true state of
your conscience; for no physician will prescribe for his patient until
he knows the circumstances of his disease."

As I was not under any apprehensions of death, I could not help smiling
at the chaplain's inquisitive remonstrance, which I told him savoured
more of the Roman than of the Protestant church, in recommending
auricular confession; a thing, in my opinion, not at all necessary
to salvation, and which, for that reason, I declined. This reply
disconcerted him a little; however, he explained away his meaning, in
making learned distinctions between what was absolutely necessary
and what was only convenient; then proceeded to ask what religion I
professed. I answered, that I had not as yet considered the difference
of religions, consequently had not fixed on any one in particular, but
that I was bred a Presbyterian. At this word the chaplain expressed
great astonishment, and said, he could not comprehend how a presbyterian
was entitled to any post under the English government. Then he asked
if I had ever received the sacrament, or taken the oaths; to which
questions, I replying in the negative, he held up his hands, assured
me he could do me no service, wished I might not be in a state of
reprobation, and returned to his messmates, who were making merry in the
ward-room, round a table well stored with bumbo(2) and wine.


(2)bumbo is a liquor composed of rum, sugar, water, and nutmeg

This insinuation, terrible as it was, had not such an effect upon me as
the fever, which, soon after he had left me, grew outrageous. I began
to see strange chimeras and concluded myself upon the point of being
delirious; in the meantime, being in great danger of suffocation, I
started up in a kind of frantic fit, with an intention to plunge myself
into the sea; and, as my friend the sergeant was not present, would
certainly have cooled myself to some purpose, had I not perceived a
moisture upon my thigh, as I endeavoured to get out of my hammock: the
appearance of this revived my hopes, and I had reflection and resolution
enough to take the advantage of this favourable symptom, by tearing the
shirt from my body, and the sheets from my bed, and wrapping myself in a
thick blanket, in which inclosure, for about a quarter of an hour, felt
all the pains of hell: but it was not long before I was recompensed for
my suffering by a profuse sweat, that, bursting from the whole surface
of my skin, in less than two hours, relieved me from all my complaints
except that of weakness; and left me as hungry as a kite. I enjoyed
a very comfortable nap, after which I was regaling myself with the
agreeable reverie of future happiness, when I heard Morgan, on the
outside of the curtain, ask the sergeant if I was alive still? "Alive!"
cried the other, "God forbid he should be otherwise! he has lain quiet
these five hours, and I do not choose to disturb him, for sleep will do
him great service." "Ay," said my fellow-mate, "he sleeps so sound (look
you), that he will not waken till the great trump plows--Cot be merciful
to his soul. He has paid his debt like an honest man--ay, and moreover,
he is at rest from all persecutions, and troubles, and afflictions, of
which, Cot knows, and I know, he had his own share--Ochree! Ochree!
he was a promising youth indeed!" So saying he groaned grievously,
and began to whine in such a manner, as persuaded me he had a real
friendship for me. The sergeant, alarmed at his words, came into the
berth, and, while he looked upon me, I smiled, and tipped him the wink:
he immediately guessed my meaning and remaining silent, Morgan was
confirmed in his opinion of my being dead; whereupon he approached, with
tears in his eyes, in order to indulge his grief with a sight of
the object: and I counterfeited death so well, by fixing my eyes and
dropping my under-jaw, that he said, "There he lies, no petter than a
lump of clay, Cot help me!" and observed, by the distortion of my face,
that I must have had a strong struggle.

I should not have been able to contain myself much longer, when he began
to perform the last duty of a friend, in closing my eyes and my mouth,
upon which I suddenly snapped at his fingers and discomposed him so much
that he started back, turned pale as ashes, and stared like the picture
of horror; although I could not help laughing at his appearance, I was
concerned for his situation, and stretched out my hand, telling him I
hoped to live and eat some salmagundy of his making in England. It was
some time before he could recollect himself so far as to feel my pulse,
and inquire into the particulars of my disease; but when he found I had
enjoyed a favourable crisis, he congratulated me upon my good fortune;
not failing to ascribe it, under Cot, to the blister he had applied
to my back, at his last visit; which, by the bye, said he, must now be
removed and dressed; he was actually going to fetch dressings, when I,
feigning astonishment, said, "Bless me! sure you never applied a blister
to me--there is nothing on my back, I assure you." But he could not be
convinced till he had examined it, and then endeavoured to conceal his
confusion, by expressing his surprise in finding the skin untouched
and the plaster missing. In order to excuse myself for paying so little
regard to his prescription, I pretended to have been insensible when it
was put on, and to have pulled it off afterwards in a fit of delirium.
This apology satisfied my friend, who, on this occasion, abated a good
deal of his stiffness in regard to punctilio; and as we were now safely
arrived at Jamaica, where I had the benefit of fresh provisions and
other refreshments, I recovered strength every day, and, in a short
time, my health and vigour were perfectly re-established.

When I got up at first, and was just able to crawl about the deck with
a staff in my hand, I met Doctor Mackshane, who passed by me with a
disdainful look, and did not vouchsafe to honour me with one word. After
him came Crampley, who, strutting up to me with a fierce countenance,
pronounced, "Here's fine discipline on-board, when such lazy, skulking
sons of bitches as you are allowed, on pretence of sickness, to lollop
at your ease, while your betters are kept to hard duty!" The sight and
behaviour of this malicious scoundrel enraged me so much that I could
scarce refrain from laying my cudgel across his pate; but when I
considered my present feebleness, and the enemies I had in the ship,
who wanted only a pretence to ruin me, I restrained my passion, and
contented myself with telling him, I had not forgot his insolence
and malice, and that I hoped we should meet one day on shore. At this
declaration he grinned, shook his fist, and swore he longed for nothing
more than such an opportunity. Meanwhile our ship was ordered to be
heaved down, victualled, and watered, for her return to England; and our
captain, for some reason or other, not thinking it convenient for him
to revisit his native country at this time, exchanged with a gentleman,
who, on the other hand, wished for nothing so much as to be safe without
the tropic: all his care and tenderness of himself being insufficient to
preserve his complexion from the injuries of the sun and weather.

Our tyrant having left the ship, and carried his favourite Mackshane
along with him, to my inexpressible satisfaction, our new commander came
on board in a ten-oared barge, overshadowed with a vast umbrella, and
appeared in everything the reverse of Oakum, being a tall, thin young
man, dressed in this manner: a white hat, garnished with a red feather,
adorned his head, from whence his hair flowed upon his shoulders,
in ringlets tied behind with a ribbon. His coat, consisting of
pink- silk, lined with white, by the elegance of the cut retired
backward, as it were, to discover a white satin waistcoat embroidered
with gold, unbuttoned at the upper part to display a brooch set with
garnets, that glittered in the breast of his shirt, which was of the
finest cambric, edged with right Mechlin: the knees of his crimson
velvet breeches scarce descended so low as to meet his silk stockings,
which rose without spot or wrinkle on his meagre legs, from shoes of
blue Meroquin, studded with diamond buckles that flamed forth rivals to
the sun! A steel-hilted sword, inlaid with gold, and decked with a knot
of ribbon which fell down in a rich tassel, equipped his side; and an
amber-headed cane hung dangling from his wrist. But the most remarkable
parts of his furniture were, a mask on his face, and white gloves on his
hands, which did not seem to be put on with an intention to be pulled
off occasionally, but were fixed with a curious ring on the little
finger of each hand.

In this garb, Captain Whiffle, for that was his name, took possession of
the ship, surrounded with a crowd of attendants, all of whom, in their
different degrees, seemed to be of their patron's disposition; and the
air was so impregnated with perfumes, that one may venture to affirm the
climate of Arabia Felix was not half so sweet-scented. My fellow-mate,
observing no surgeon among his train, thought he had found an occasion
too favourable for himself to be neglected; and, remembering the old
proverb, "Spare to speak, and spare to speed," resolved to solicit the
new captain's interest immediately, before any other surgeon could be
appointed for the ship. With this view he repaired to the cabin in his
ordinary dress, consisting of a check shirt and trousers, a brown linen
waistcoat, and a nightcap of the same (neither of them very clean,)
which, for his further misfortune, happened to smell strong of tobacco.
Entering without any ceremony into this sacred place, he found Captain
Whiffle reposing upon a couch, with a wrapper of fine chintz about his
body, and a muslin cap bordered with lace about his head; and after
several low congees began in this manner: "Sir, I hope you will forgive,
and excuse, and pardon, the presumption of one who has not the honour of
being known to you, but who is, nevertheless a shentleman porn and pred,
and moreover has had misfortunes, Cot help me, in the world."

Here he was interrupted by the captain, who, on seeing him, had started
up with great amazement, at the novelty of the apparition; and, having
recollected himself, pronounced with a look and tone signifying disdain,
curiosity and surprise, "Zauns! who art thou?" "I am surgeon's first
mate on board of this ship," replied Morgan: "and I most vehemently
desire and beseech you, with all submission, to be pleased to condescend
and vouchsafe to inquire into my character, and my pehaviour, and my
deserts, which, under Cot, I hope, will entitle me to the vacancy of
surgeon." As he proceeded in his speech, he continued advancing towards
the captain, whose nostrils were no sooner saluted with the aromatic
flavour that exhaled from him, than he cried with great emotion, "Heaven
preserve me! I am suffocated! Fellow, fellow, away with thee! Curse
thee, fellow! Get thee gone! I shall be stunk to death!" At the noise of
his outcries, his servants ran into his apartment, and he accosted them
thus: "Villains! cut-throats! traitors! I am betrayed! I am sacrificed!
Will you not carry that monster away? or must I be stifled with the
stench of him? oh, oh!" With these interjections he sank down upon his
settee in a fit: his valet-de-chambre plied him with a smelling-bottle,
one footman chafed his temples with Hungary water, another sprinkled the
floor with spirits of lavender, a third pushed Morgan out of the cabin;
who coming to the place where I was, sat down with a demure countenance
and, according to his custom, when he received any indignity which he
durst not revenge, began to sing a Welsh ditty.

I guessed he was under some agitation of spirits and desired to know
the cause; but, instead of answering me directly, he asked with great
emotion, if I thought him a monster and a stinkard? "A monster and a
stinkard!" said I, with some surprise: "did anybody call you so?" "Cot
is my judge," replied be, "Captain Fifle did call me both; ay, and all
the waters in the Tawy will not wash it out of my remembrance. I do
affirm and avouch, and maintain, with my soul, and my pody, and my
plood, look you, that I have no smells apout me, but such as a Christian
ought to have, except the effluvia of tobacco, which is a cephalic,
odoriferous, aromatic herb; and he is a son of a mountain goat who says
otherwise. As for my being a minister, let that be as it is: I am as Cot
was pleased to create me, which, peradventure, is more than I shall ever
aver of him who gave me that title; for I will proclaim it before the
world, that he is disguised, and transfigured, and transmogrified, with
affectation and whimseys; and that he is more like a papoon than of the
human race."






CHAPTER XXXV

Captain Whiffle sends for me--his situation described--his surgeon
arrives, prescribes for him, and puts him to bed--a bed is put up for
Mr. Simper contiguous to the state room, which, with other parts of the
captains behaviour, gives the ship's company a very unfavourable idea of
their commander--I am detained in the West Indies by the admiral, and go
on board of the Lizard sloop of war in quality of surgeon's mate, where
I make myself known to the surgeon, who treats me very kindly--I go on
shore, sell my ticket, purchase necessaries, and, at my return on board,
am surprised at the sight of Crampley, who is appointed lieutenant of
the sloop--we sail on a cruise--take a prize in which I arrive at Port
Morant under the command of my messmate, with whom I live in great
harmony

He was going on with an eulogium upon the captain, when I received a
message to clean myself, and go up to the great cabin: and with this
command I instantly complied, sweetening myself with rosewater from the
medicine chest. When I entered the room, I was ordered to stand by the
door, until Captain Whiffle had reconnoitered me at a distance with
a spy-glass. He, having consulted one sense in this manner, bade me
advance gradually, that his nose might have intelligence before it could
be much offended: I therefore approached with great caution and success,
and he was pleased to say, "Ay, this creature is tolerable." I found him
lolling on his couch with a languishing air, his head supported by his
valet-de-chambre, who from time to time applied a smelling-bottle to his
nose. "Vergette," said he in a squeaking tone, "dost think this wretch
(meaning me) will do me no injury? May I venture to submit my arm to
him?" "Pon my word," replied the valet, "I do tink dat dere be great
occasion for your honour losing a small quantite of blodt; and the young
man ave quelque chose of de bonne mine." "Well, then," said his master,
"I think I must venture." Then, addressing himself to me, "Hast thou
ever blooded anybody but brutes? But I need not ask thee, for thou wilt
tell me a most d--able lie," "Brutes, sir!" answered I, pulling down his
glove, in order to feel his pulse, "I never meddle with brutes." "What
the devil art thou about?" cried he, "dost thou intend to twist off my
hand? Gad's curse! my arm is benumbed up to the very shoulder! Heaven
have mercy upon me! must I perish under the hands of savages? What
an unfortunate dog was I to come on board without my own surgeon, Mr.
Simper." I craved pardon for having handled him so roughly, and, with
the utmost care, and tenderness, tied up his arm with a fillet of silk.
While I was feeling for the vein, he desired to know how much blood
I intended to take from him, and, when I answered, "not above twelve
ounces," started up with a look full of horror, and bade me be gone,
swearing I had a design upon his life. Vergette appeased him with
difficulty, and, opening a bureau, took out a pair of scales, in one of
which was placed a small cup; and putting them into my hand, told me,
the captain never lost above an ounce and three drams at one time.

While I prepared for this important evacuation, there came into the
cabin a young man gaily dressed, of a very delicate complexion with a
kind of languid smile on his face: which seemed to have been rendered
habitual by a long course of affectation. The captain no sooner
perceived him, than, rising hastily, he flew into his arms, crying,
"O, my dear Simper, I am excessively disordered! I have been betrayed,
frighted, murdered, by the negligence of my servants, who suffered a
beast, a mule, a bear, to surprise me, and stink me into convulsions
with the fumes of tobacco." Simper, who by this time, I found, was
obliged to act for the clearness of his complexion, assumed an air of
softness and sympathy, and lamented with many tender expressions of
sorrow, the sad accident that had thrown him into that condition; then,
feeling his patient's pulse on the outside of his glove, gave it as his
opinion, that his disorder was entirely nervous, and that some drops of
tincture of castor, and liquid laudanum, would be of more service to him
than bleeding, by bridling the inordinate sallies of his spirits, and
composing the fermentation of his bile. I was therefore sent to prepare
this prescription, which was administered in a glass of sack posset,
after the captain had been put to bed, and orders sent to the officers
on the quarter-deck, to let nobody walk on that side under which he lay.

While the captain enjoyed his repose the doctor watched over him, and
indeed became so necessary, that a cabin was made for him contiguous to
the state room where Whiffle slept, that he might be at hand in case of
accidents in the night. Next day, our commander being happily recovered,
gave orders that none of the lieutenants should appear upon deck without
a wig, sword, and ruffles; nor any midshipman, or other petty officer,
be seen with a check shirt or dirty linen. He also prohibited any person
whatever, except Simper and his own servants, from coming into the
great cabin without first sending in to obtain leave. These singular
regulations did not prepossess the ship's company in his favour: but,
on the contrary, gave scandal an opportunity to be very busy with his
character, and accuse him of maintaining a correspondence with his
surgeon not fit to be named.

In a few weeks, our ship being under sailing orders, I was in hope of
revisiting my native country, in a very short time, when the
admiral's surgeon came on board, and, sending for Morgan and me to
the quarter-deck, gave us to understand there was a great scarcity of
surgeons in the West Indies; that he was commanded to detain one mate
out of every great ship that was bound for England; and desired us to
agree between ourselves, before the next day at that hour, which of us
should stay behind. We were thunderstruck at this proposal, and stared
at one another some time without speaking; at length the Welshman broke
silence, and offered to remain in the West Indies, provided the admiral
would give him a surgeon's warrant immediately; but he was told there
was no want of chief surgeons, and that he must be contented with the
station of mate, till he should be further provided for in due
course. Whereupon Morgan flatly refused to quit the ship for which the
commissioners of the navy had appointed him; and the other told him as
plainly, that if we could not determine the affair by ourselves before
to-morrow morning, he must cast lots, and abide by his chance.

When I recalled to my remembrance the miseries I had undergone in
England, where I had not one friend to promote my interest, or favour
my advancement in the navy, and the same time reflected on the present
dearth of surgeons in the West Indies, and the unhealthiness of the
climate, which every day almost reduced the number, I could not help
thinking my success would be much more certain and expeditious by my
staying where I was, than by returning to Europe. I therefore resolved
to comply with a good grace, and next day, when we were ordered to throw
dice, told Morgan he needed not trouble himself, for I would voluntarily
submit to the admiral's pleasure. This frank declaration was commended
by the gentleman, who assured me, it should not fare the worse with me
for my resignation. Indeed he was as good as his word, and that very
afternoon procured a warrant, appointing me surgeon's mate of the Lizard
sloop-of-war, which put me on a footing with every first mate in the
service.

My ticket being made out, I put my chest and bedding on board a canoe
that lay alongside, and, having shook hands with my trusty friend the
sergeant, and honest Jack Rattlin, who was bound for Greenwich Hospital,
I took my leave of Morgan with many tears, after we had exchanged our
sleeve buttons as remembrances of each other. Having presented my new
warrant to the captain of the Lizard, I inquired for the doctor, whom
I no sooner saw than I recollected him to be one of those young fellows
with whom I had been committed to the round-house, during our frolic
with Jackson, as I have related before. He received me with a good deal
of courtesy, and, when I put him in mind of our former acquaintance,
expressed great joy at seeing me again, and recommended me to an
exceeding good mess, composed of the gunner and master's mate. As there
was not one sick person in the ship, I got leave to go ashore next day
with the gunner, who recommended me to a Jew, that bought my ticket at
the rate of forty per cent discount; and, having furnished myself with
the necessaries I wanted, returned on board in the evening, and, to my
surprise, found my old antagonist Crampley walking upon deck. Though
I did not fear his enmity, I was shocked at his appearance, and
communicated my sentiments on that subject to Mr. Tomlins the surgeon,
who told me that Crampley, by dint of some friends about the admiral,
had procured a commission, constituting him lieutenant on board the
Lizard; and advised me, now he was my superior officer, to behave with
some respect towards him, or else he would find a thousand opportunities
of using me ill. This advice was a bitter potion to me, whom pride and
resentment had rendered utterly incapable of the least submission to,
or even of a reconciliation with, the wretch who had, on many occasions,
treated me so inhumanly: however, I resolved to have as little
connection as possible with him, and to ingratiate myself as much as I
could with the rest of the officers, whose friendship might be a bulwark
to defend me from the attempts of his malice.

In less than a week we sailed on a cruise, and having weathered the east
end of the island, had the good fortune to take a Spanish barcolongo,
with her prize, which was an English ship bound for Bristol, that sailed
from Jamaica a fortnight before, without convoy. All the prisoners who
were well, we put onshore on the north side of the island; the prizes
were manned with Englishmen, and the command of the barcolongo given to
my friend the master's mate, with orders to carry them into Port Morant,
and there to remain until the Lizard's cruise should be ended, at which
time she would touch at the same place in her way to Port Royal. With
him I was sent to attend the wounded Spaniards as well as Englishmen,
who amounted to sixteen, and to take care of them on shore in a house
that was to be hired as an hospital. This destination gave me a
great deal of pleasure, as I should, for some time, be freed from the
arrogance of Crampley, whose inveteracy against me had already broken
out on two or three occasions since he was become a lieutenant.
My messmate, who very much resembled my uncle, both in figure and
disposition, treated me on board of the prize with the utmost civility
and confidence: and, among other favours, made me a present of a
silver-hilted hanger, and a pair of pistols mounted with the same metal,
which fell to his share in plundering the enemy. We arrived safely at
Morant, and, going on shore, pitched upon an empty storehouse; which we
hired for the reception of the wounded, who were brought to it next
day, with beds and other necessaries; and four of the ship's company
appointed to attend them and obey me.






CHAPTER XXXVI

A strange adventure--in consequence of which I am extremely
happy--Crampley does me in offices with the Captain; but his malice is
defeated by the good-nature and friendship of the surgeon--we return
to Port Royal--our Captain gets the command of a larger ship, and is
succeeded by an old man--Brayl is provided for--we receive orders to
sail for England

When my patients were all in a fair way, my companion and commander,
whose name was Brayl, carried me up the country to the house of a
rich planter, with whom he was acquainted, where we were sumptuously
entertained, and in the evening set out on our return to the ship. When
we had walked about a mile by moonlight, we perceived a horseman behind
us, who coming up, wished us good even, and asked which way we went? His
voice, which was quite familiar to me, no sooner struck my ear, than in
spite of all my resolution and reflection, my hair bristled up, and I
was seized with a violent fit of trembling, which Brayl misinterpreting,
bade me be under no concern. I told him he was mistaken in the cause of
my disorder; and, addressing myself to the person on horseback said, "I
could have sworn by your voice, that you were a dear friend of mine, if
I had not been certain of his death." To this address, after some pause,
he replied, "There are many voices as well as faces that resemble one
another; but, pray, what was your friend's name." I satisfied him in
that particular, and gave a short detail of the melancholy fate of
Thompson, not without many sighs and some tears. A silence ensued,
which lasted some minutes, and then the conversation turned on different
subjects, till we arrived at a house on the road, where the horseman
alighted, and begged with so much earnestness that we would go in and
drink a bowl of punch with him, that we could not resist. But, if I was
alarmed at his voice, what must my amazement be, when I discovered
by the light the very person of my lamented friend! Perceiving my
confusion, which was extreme, he clasped me in his arms, and bedewed my
face with tears. It was some time ere I recovered the use of my reason,
overpowered with this event, and longer still before I could speak. So
that all I was capable of was to return his embraces, and to mingle the
overflowings of my joy with his; whilst honest Brayl, affected with the
scene, wept as fast as either of us, and signified his participation
of our happiness by hugging us both, and capering about the room like a
madman. At length, I retrieved the use of my tongue, and cried, "Is
it possible! you can be my friend Thompson? No certainly, alas! he was
drowned; and I am now under the deception of a dream!" He was at
great pains to convince me of his being the individual person whom
I regretted, and bidding me sit down and compose myself, promised to
explain his sudden disappearance from the Thunder, and to account for
his being at present in the land of the living. This task he acquitted
himself of, after I had drunk a glass of punch, and recollected my
spirits, by informing us, that with a determination to rid himself of
a miserable existence, he had gone in the night-time to the head, while
the ship was on her way, from whence he slipped down as softly as he
could, by the bows into the sea, where, after he was heartily ducked, he
began to repent of his precipitation; and, as he could swim very well,
kept himself above water, in hopes of being taken up by some of the
ships astern; that, in this situation, he hailed a large vessel, and
begged to be taken in, but was answered that she was a heavy sailer, and
therefore they did not choose to lose time by bringing to; however, they
threw an old chest overboard for his convenience, and told him, that
some of the ships astern would certainly save him; that no other vessel
came within sight or cry of him for the space of three hours, during
which time he had the mortification to find himself in the middle of
the ocean alone, without other support or resting-place, but what a few
crazy boards afforded; till at last he discerned a small sloop steering
towards him, upon which he set up his throat, and had the good fortune
to be heard and rescued from the dreary waste by their boat, which was
hoisted out on purpose.

"I was no sooner brought on board," continued he, "than I fainted, and,
when I recovered my senses, found myself in bed, regaled with a most
noisome smell of onions and cheese, which made me think at first that
I was in my own hammock, alongside of honest Morgan, and that all which
had passed was no more than a dream. Upon inquiry, I understood that I
was on board of a schooner belonging to Rhode Island, bound for Jamaica,
with a cargo of geese, pigs, onions, and cheese, and that the master's
name was Robertson, by birth a North Briton, whom I knew at first sight
to be an old school-fellow of mine. When I discovered myself to him, he
was transported with surprise and joy, and begged to know the occasion
of my misfortune, which I did not think fit to disclose, because I
knew his notions with regard to religion were very severe and confined;
therefore contented myself with telling him I fell overboard
by accident; but made no scruple of explaining the nature of my
disagreeable station, and of acquainting him with my determined purpose
never to return to the Thunder man-of-war. Although he was not of my
opinion in that particular, knowing that I must lose my clothes and what
pay was due to me, unless I went back to my duty; yet, when I described
the circumstances of the hellish life I led under the tyrannic sway
of Oakum and Mackshane; and, among other grievances, hinted a
dissatisfaction at the irreligious deportment of my shipmates, and
the want of the true presbyterian gospel doctrine; he changed his
sentiments, and conjured me with great vehemence and zeal to lay aside
all thought of rising in the navy; and, that he might show how much he
had my interest at heart, undertook to provide for me in some shape or
other, before he should leave Jamaica. This promise he performed to my
heart's desire, by recommending me to a gentleman of fortune, with
whom I have lived ever since in quality of surgeon and overseer to his
plantations. He and his lady are now at Kingston, so that I am, for
the present, master of this house, to which, from my soul, I bid you
welcome, and hope you will favour me with your company during the
remaining part of the night."

I needed not a second invitation; but Mr. Brayl, who was a diligent
and excellent officer, could not be persuaded to sleep out of the ship;
however, he supped with us, and, after having drank a cheerful glass,
set out for the vessel, which was not above three miles from the place,
escorted by a couple of stout <DW64>s, whom Mr. Thompson ordered to
conduct him. Never were two friends more happy in the conversation
of each other than we, for the time it lasted. I related to him the
particulars of our attempt upon Carthagena, of which he had heard but an
imperfect account; and he gratified me with a narration of every little
incident of his life since we parted. He assured me, it was with the
utmost difficulty he could resist his inclination of coming down to Port
Royal, to see Morgan and me, of whom he had heard no tidings since the
day of our separation: but that he was restrained by the fear of being
detained as a deserter. He told me that, when he heard my voice in the
dark, he was almost as much surprised as I was at seeing him afterwards:
and, in the confidence of friendship, disclosed a passion he entertained
for the only daughter of the gentleman with whom he lived, who, by his
description, was a very amiable young lady, and did not disdain his
addresses; that he was very much favoured by her parents; and did not
despair of obtaining their consent to the match, which would at once
render him independent of the world. I congratulated him on his good
fortune, which he protested should never make him forget his friends;
and, towards morning, we betook ourselves to rest.

Next day he accompanied me to the ship, where Mr. Brayl entertained him
at dinner, and we having spent the afternoon together, he took his leave
of us in the evening, after he had forced upon me ten pistoles, as a
small token of his affection. In short, while he stayed here, we saw
one another every day, and generally ate at the same table, which was
plentifully supplied by him with all kinds of poultry, butcher's meat,
oranges, limes, lemons, pine-apples, Madeira wine, and excellent rum;
so that this small interval of ten days was by far the most agreeable
period of my life.

At length the Lizard arrived; and my patients being all fit for duty,
they and I were ordered on board of her, where I understood from Mr.
Tomlins that there was a shyness between the lieutenant and him on
my account; the rancorous villain having taken the opportunity of my
absence to fill the captain's ears with a thousand scandalous stories
to my prejudice; among other things affirming, that I had been once
transported for theft, and that when I was in the Thunder man-of-war,
I had been whipped for the same crime. The surgeon, on the other hand,
having heard my whole story from my own mouth, defended me strenuously,
and in the course of that good-natured office recounted all the
instances of Crampley's malice against me while I remained on board
of that ship; which declaration, while it satisfied the captain of my
innocence, made the lieutenant as much my defender's enemy as mine. The
infernal behaviour of Crampley, with regard to me, added such fuel to
his former resentment, that, at certain times, I was quite beside myself
with the desire of revenge, and was even tempted to pistol him on the
quarter-deck, though an infamous death must inevitably have been my
reward. But the surgeon, who was my confidant, argued against such a
desperate action so effectually, that I stifled the flame which
consumed me for the present, and resolved to wait for a more convenient
opportunity. In the meantime, that Mr. Tomlins might be the more
convinced of the wrongs I suffered by this fellow's slander, I begged he
would go and visit Mr. Thompson, whose wonderful escape I had made him
acquainted with, and inquire of him into the particulars of my conduct,
while he was my fellow-mate.

This request the surgeon complied with, more through curiosity to see
a person whose fate had been so extraordinary, than to confirm his good
opinion of me, which he assured me was already firmly established. He
therefore set out for the dwelling-place of my friend, with a letter
of introduction from me; and being received with all the civility and
kindness I expected, returned to the ship, not only satisfied with my
character beyond the power of doubt or insinuation, but also charmed
with the affability and conversation of Thompson, who loaded him and
me with presents of fresh stock, liquors, and fruit. As he would not
venture to come and see us on board, lest Cramplay should know and
detain him; when the time of our departure approached, I obtained
leave to go and bid him farewell. After we had vowed an everlasting
friendship, he pressed upon me a purse, with four doubloons, which I
refused as long as I could without giving umbrage; and, having cordially
embraced each other, I returned on board, where I found a small box,
with a letter directed for me, to the care of Mr. Tomlins. Knowing the
superscription to be of Thompson's handwriting, I opened it with some
surprise, and learned that this generous friend, not content with
loading me with the presents already mentioned, had sent, for my use and
acceptance, half a dozen fine shirts, and as many linen waistcoats and
caps, with twelve pair of new thread stockings. Being thus provided with
money and all necessaries for the comfort of life, I began to look upon
myself as a gentleman of some consequence, and felt my pride dilate a
pace.

Next day we sailed for Port Royal, where we arrived safely with our
prizes; and, as there was nothing to do on board, I went ashore, and
having purchased a laced waistcoat, with some other clothes, at a
sale, made a swaggering figure for some days among the taverns, where I
ventured to play a little at hazard, and came off with fifty pistoles in
my pocket. Meanwhile our captain was promoted to a ship of twenty guns,
and the command of the Lizard given to a man turned of fourscore,
who had been lieutenant since the reign of King William, and,
notwithstanding his long service, would have probably died in that
station, had he not applied some prize-money he had lately received,
to make interest with his superiors. My friend Brayl was also made
an officer about the same time, after he had served in quality of
a midshipman and mate for five and twenty years. Soon after these
alterations, the admiral pitched upon our ship to carry home dispatches
for the ministry; and we set sail for England, having first scrubbed her
bottom, and taken in provision and water for the occasion.






CHAPTER XXXVII

We depart for Europe--a misunderstanding arises between the Captain and
the Surgeon, through the scandalous aspersions of Crampley--the Captain
dies--Crampley tyrannises over the surgeon, who falls a Victim for his
Cruelty--I am also ill-used--the Ship strikes--the behaviour of Crampley
and the Seamen on that occasion---I get on shore, challenge the Captain
to single combat--am treacherously knocked down, wounded, and robbed

Now that I could return to my native country in a creditable way, I felt
excessive pleasure in finding myself out of sight of that fatal
island, which has been the grave of so many Europeans: and, as I was
accommodated with everything to make the passage agreeable, I resolved
to enjoy myself as much as the insolence of Crampley would permit. This
insidious slanderer had found means already to cause a misunderstanding
between the surgeon and captain, who, by his age and infirmities, was
rendered intolerably peevish, his disposition having also been soured
by a long course of disappointments. He had a particular aversion to
all young men, especially to surgeons, whom he considered unnecessary
animals on board of a ship; and, in consequence of these sentiments,
never consulted the doctor, notwithstanding his being seized with a
violent fit of the gout and gravel, but applied to a cask of Holland
gin, which was his sovereign prescription against all distempers:
whether he was at this time too sparing, or took an overdose of his
cordial, certain it is, he departed in the night, without any ceremony,
which indeed was a thing he always despised, and was found stiff next
morning, to the no small satisfaction of Crampley, who succeeded to the
command of the vessel. For that very reason, Mr. Tomlins and I had no
cause to rejoice at this event, fearing that the tyranny of our new
commander would now be as unlimited as his power. The first day of his
command justified our apprehensions: for, on pretence that the decks
were too much crowded, he ordered the surgeon's hencoops, with all his
fowls, to be thrown overboard; and at the same time prohibited him and
me from walking on the quarter-deck.

Mr. Tomlins could not help complaining of these injuries, and in the
course of his expostulation dropped some hasty words, of which Crampley
taking hold, confined him to his cabin, where, in a few days, for want
of air he was attacked by a fever, which soon put an end to his life,
after he had made his will, by which he bequeathed all his estate,
personal and real, to his sister, and left to me his watch and
instruments as memorials of his friendship. I was penetrated with grief
on this melancholy occasion; the more because there was nobody on board
to whom I could communicate my sorrows, or of whom I could receive the
least consolation or advice. Crampley was so far from discovering the
least remorse for his barbarity, at the news of the surgeon's death,
that he insulted his memory in the most abusive manner, and affirmed
he had poisoned himself out of pure fear, dreading to be brought to
a court-martial for mutiny; for which reason he would not suffer the
service of the dead to be read over his body before it was thrown
overboard.

Nothing but a speedy deliverance could have supported me under the
brutal sway of this bashaw, who, to render my life more irksome,
signified to my messmates a desire that I should be expelled from their
society. This was no sooner hinted, than they granted his request; and
I was fain to eat in a solitary manner by myself during the rest of the
passage, which, however, soon drew to a period.

We had been seven weeks at sea, when the gunner told the captain that,
by his reckoning, we must be in soundings, and desired he would order
the lead to be heaved. Crampley swore he did not know how to keep the
ship's way, for we were not within a hundred leagues of soundings,
and therefore he would not give himself the trouble to cast the lead.
Accordingly we continued our course all that afternoon and night,
without shortening sail, although the gunner pretended to discover
Scilly light; and next morning protested in form against the captain's
conduct, for which he was put in confinement, We discovered no land all
that day, and Crampley was still so infatuated as to neglect sounding;
but at three o'clock in the morning the ship struck, and remained fast
on a sand-bank. This accident alarmed the whole crew; the boat was
immediately hoisted out, but as we could not discern which way the shore
lay, we were obliged to wait for daylight. In the meantime, the wind
increased, and the waves beat against the sloop with such violence, that
we expected she would have gone to pieces. The gunner was released and
consulted: he advised the captain to cut away the mast, in order to
lighten her; this expedient was performed without success: the sailors,
seeing things in a desperate situation, according to custom, broke
up the chests belonging to the officers, dressed themselves in their
clothes, drank their liquors without ceremony, and drunkenness, tumult,
and confusion ensued.

In the midst of this uproar, I went below to secure my own effects,
and found the carpenter's mate hewing down the purser's cabin with his
hatchet, whistling all the while with great composure. When I asked his
intention in so doing, he replied, very calmly, "I only want to taste
the purser's rum, that's all, master." At that instant the purser coming
down, and seeing his effects going to wreck, complained bitterly of the
injustice done to him, and asked the fellow what occasion he had
for liquor when, in all likelihood, he would be in eternity in a few
minutes. "All's one for that," said plunderer, "let us live while we
can." "Miserable wretch that thou art!" cried the purser, "what must be
thy lot in another world, if thou diest in the commission of robbery?"
"Why, hell, I suppose," replied the other, with great deliberation,
while the purser fell on his knees, and begged of Heaven that we might
not all perish for the sake of Jonas.

During this dialogue I clothed myself in my bed apparel, girded on
my hanger, stuck my pistols, loaded, in my belt, disposed of all my
valuable moveables about my person, and came upon deck with a resolution
of taking the first opportunity to get on shore, which, when the day
broke, appeared at the distance of three miles ahead. Crampley, finding
his efforts to get the ship off ineffectual, determined to consult his
own safety, by going into the boat, which he had no sooner done, than
the ship's company followed so fast, that she would have sunk alongside,
had not some one wiser than the rest cut the rope and put off. But
before this happened, I had made several attempts to get in, and was
always balked by the captain, who was so eager in excluding me, that he
did not mind the endeavours of any other body. Enraged at this inhuman
partiality, and seeing the rope cut, I pulled one of my pistols from my
belt, and cocking it, swore I would shoot any man who would presume to
obstruct my entrance. So saying, I leaped with my full exertion, and got
on board of the boat with the loss of the skin of my shins. I chanced in
my descent to overturn Crampley, who no sooner got up than he struck
at me several times with a cutlass, and ordered the men to throw me
overboard; but they were too anxious about their own safety to mind what
he said. Though the boat was very deeply loaded, and the sea terribly
high, we made shift to get upon dry land in less than an hour after
we parted from the sloop. As soon as I set my foot on terra firma,
my indignation, which had boiled so long within me, broke out against
Crampley, whom I immediately challenged to single combat, presenting my
pistols, that he might take his choice: he took one without hesitation,
and, before I could cock the other, fired in my face, throwing the
pistol after the shot. I felt myself stunned, and imagining the bullet
had entered my brain, discharged mine as quick as possible, that I might
not die unrevenged: then flying upon my antagonist, knocked out several
of his fore-teeth with the butt-end of the piece, and would certainly
have made an end of him with that instrument, had he not disengaged
himself, and seized his cutlass, which he had given to his servant
when he received the pistol. Seeing him armed in this manner, I drew my
hanger, and, having flung my pistol at his head, closed with him in
a transport of fury, and thrust my weapon into his mouth, which it
enlarged on one side to his ear. Whether the smart of this wound
disconcerted him, or the unevenness of the ground made him reel, I know
not, but he staggered some paces back: I followed close, and with one
stroke cut the tendons of the back of his hand, Upon which his cutlass
dropped, and he remained defenceless. I know not with what cruelty my
rage might have inspired me, if I had not at that instant been felled to
the ground by a blow on the back part of my head, which deprived me of
all sensation. In this deplorable situation, exposed to the rage of an
incensed barbarian, and the rapine of an inhuman crew, I remained for
some time; and whether any disputes arose among them during the state
of my annihilation, I cannot pretend to determine; but in one particular
they seemed to have been unanimous, and acted with equal dexterity and
dispatch; for when I recovered the use of my understanding, I found
myself alone in a desolate place, stripped of my clothes, money, watch,
buckles, and everything but my shoes, stockings, breeches and shirt.
What a discovery must this have been to me, who, but an hour before, was
worth sixty guineas in cash! I cursed the hour of my birth, the parents
that gave me being, the sea that did not swallow me up, the poniard of
the enemy, which could not find the way to my heart, the villainy of
those who had left me in that miserable condition; and in the ecstacy of
despair resolved to be still where I was, and perish.






CHAPTER XXXVIII

I get up and crawl into a barn, where I am in danger of perishing,
through the fear of the country people--their inhumanity--I am succoured
by a reputed witch--her story--her advice--she recommends me as a valet
to a single lady, whose character she explains

But as I lay ruminating, my passion insensibly abated; I considered my
situation in quite another light, from that in which it appeared to me
at first, and the result of my deliberation was to rise if I could, and
crawl to the next inhabited place for assistance. With some difficulty
I got upon my legs, and having examined my body, found I had received no
other injury than two large contused wounds, one on the fore and another
on the hinder part of my head, which seemed to be occasioned by the same
weapon, namely, the butt-end of a pistol. I looked towards the sea, but
could discern no remains of the ship; so that I concluded she was gone
to pieces, and that those who remained in her had perished: but, as I
afterwards learned, the gunner, who had more sagacity than Crampley,
observing that it was flood when he left her, and that she would
probably float at high water, made no noise about getting on shore,
but continued on deck, in hopes of bringing her safe into some harbour,
after her commander should have deserted her, for which piece of
service he expected, no doubt, to be handsomely rewarded. This scheme he
accordingly executed, and was promised great things by the Admiralty for
saving his Majesty's ship: but I never heard he reaped the fruits of his
expectation. As for my own part, I directed my course towards a small
cottage I perceived, and in the road picked up a seaman's old jacket,
which I suppose the thief who dressed himself in my clothes had thrown
away: this was a very comfortable acquisition to me, who was almost
stiff with cold: I therefore put it on; and, as my natural heat revived,
my wounds, which had left off bleeding, burst out afresh; so that,
finding myself excessively exhausted, I was about to lie down in the
fields, when I discovered a barn on my left hand, within a few yards of
me; thither I made shift to stagger, and finding the door open, went in,
but saw nobody; however, I threw myself upon a truss of straw, hoping
to be soon relieved by some person or other. I had not lain here many
minutes, when I saw a countryman come in with a pitchfork in his hand,
which he was upon the point of thrusting into the straw that concealed
me, and in all probability would have done my business, had I not
uttered a dreadful groan, after having essayed in vain to speak. This
melancholy note alarmed the clown, who started back, and discovering
a body all besmeared with blood, stood trembling, with the pitchfork
extended before him, his hair bristling up, his eyes staring, his
nostrils dilated, and his mouth wide open. At another time I should have
been much diverted by this figure, which preserved the same attitude
very near ten minutes, during which time I made many unsuccessful
efforts to implore his compassion and assistance; but my tongue failed
me, and my language was only a repetition of groans. At length an old
man arrived, who, seeing the other in such a posture, cried, "Mercy upon
en! the leaad's bewitched! why, Dick, beest thou besayd thyself!" Dick,
without moving his eyes from the object that terrified him, replied,
"O vather! vatber! here be either the devil or a dead mon: I doant know
which o'en, but a groans woundily." The father, whose eyesight was none
of the best, pulled out his spectacles, and, having applied them to
his nose reconnoitered me over his son's shoulder: but no sooner did he
behold me, than he was seized with a fit of shaking, even more violent
than Dick's, and, with a broken accent, addressed me thus: "In the name
of the Vather, Zun, and Holy Ghost, I charge you, an you been Satan, to
be gone to the Red Zen; but an you be a moordered mon, speak, that you
may have a Christom burial."

As I was not in a condition to satisfy him in this particular, he
repeated his conjuration to no purpose, and they continued a good while
in the agonies of fear. At length the father proposed that the son
should draw nearer, and take a more distinct view of the apparition; but
Dick was of opinion that his father should advance first, he being an
old man past his labour and, if he received any mischief, the loss would
be the smaller; whereas he himself might escape, and be useful, in his
generation. This prudential reason had no effect upon the senior, who
still kept Dick between me and him. In the meantime I endeavoured to
raise one hand as a signal of distress, but had only strength sufficient
to produce a rustling among the straw, which discomposed the young
peasant so much, that he sprang out at the door, and overthrew his
father in his flight. The old gentleman would not spend time in getting
up, but crawled backwards like a crab, with great speed, till he had got
over the threshold, mumbling exorcisms all the way. I was exceedingly
mortified to find myself in danger of perishing through the ignorance
and cowardice of these clowns; and felt my spirits decay apace, when an
old woman entered the barn, followed by the two fugitives and with great
intrepidity advanced to the place where I lay, saying, "If it be the
devil I fearen not, and for a dead mon a can do us no harm." When she
saw my condition, she cried, "Here be no devil, but in your en fool's
head. Here be a poor miserable wretch bleeding to death, and if a dies,
we must be at the charge of burying him; therefore, Dick, go vetch the
old wheelbarrow and put en in, and carry en to goodman Hodge's backdoor;
he is more able than we to pay out money upon poor vagrants." Her advice
was taken, and immediately put in execution; I was rolled to the other
farmer's door, where I was tumbled out like a heap of dung; and should
certainly have fallen a prey to the hogs, if my groans had not disturbed
the family, and brought some of them out to view my situation. But Hodge
resembled the Jew more than the good Samaritan, and ordered me to be
carried to the house of the parson, whose business it was to practise as
well as to preach charity; observing that it was sufficient for him to
pay his quota towards the maintenance of the poor belonging to his own
parish. When I was set down at the vicar's gate, he fell into a mighty
passion, and threatened to excommunicate him who sent, as well as those
who brought me, unless they would move me immediately to another
place. About this time I fainted with the fatigue I had undergone, and
afterwards understood that I was bandied from door to door through a
whole village, nobody having humanity enough to administer the least
relief to me, Until an old woman, who was suspected of witchcraft by the
neighbourhood, hearing of my distress, received me into her house, and,
having dressed my wounds, brought me to myself with cordials of her own
preparing. I was treated with great care and tenderness by this grave
matron, who, after I had recovered some strength, desired to know the
particulars of my last disaster. This piece of satisfaction I could not
refuse to one who had saved my life, therefore related all my
adventures without exaggeration or reserve. She seemed surprised at the
vicissitudes I had undergone, and drew a happy presage of my future life
from my past suffering, then launched out into the praise of adversity,
with so much ardour and good sense, that I concluded she was a person
who had seen better days, and conceived a longing desire to hear her
story. She perceived my drift by some words I dropped, and smiling told
me, there was nothing either entertaining or extraordinary in the
course of her fortune; but, however, she would communicate it to me, in
consideration of the confidence I had reposed in her. "It is of little
consequence," said she, "to tell the names of my parents, who are dead
many years ago; let it suffice to assure you, they were wealthy, and
had no other child than me; so that I was looked upon as heiress to a
considerable estate, and teased with addresses on that account. Among
the number of my admirers, there was a young gentleman of no fortune,
whose sole dependence was on his promotion in the army, in which, at
that time, he bore a lieutenant's commission. I conceived an affection
for this amiable officer, which, in a short time, increased to a violent
passion, and without entering into minute circumstances, married him
privately. We had not enjoyed one another long in stolen interviews,
when he was ordered with his regiment to Flanders; but, before he set
out, it was agreed between us, that we should declare our marriage to
my father by letter, and implore his pardon for the step we had taken
without his approbation." This discovery was made while I was abroad
visiting, and just as I was about to return home, I received a letter
from my father, importing that, since I had acted so undutifully and
meanly as to marry a beggar, without his privity or consent, to the
disgrace of his family as well as the disappointment of his hopes,
he renounced me to the miserable fate I had entailed upon myself, and
charged me never to set foot within his doors again. This rigid sentence
was confirmed by my mother, who, in a postscript, gave me to understand
that her sentiments were exactly conformable to those of my father, and
that I might save myself the trouble of making any applications, for
her resolutions were unalterable. Thunderstruck with my evil fortune I
called a coach, and drove to my husband's lodgings, where I found him
waiting the event of his letter. Though he could easily divine by my
looks the issue of his declaration, he read with great steadiness the
epistle I had received; and with a smile full of tenderness, which I
shall never forget, embraced me, saying, "I believe the good lady your
mother might have spared herself the trouble of the last part of her
postscript. Well, my dear Betty, you must lay aside all thoughts of a
coach, till I can procure the command of a regiment." This unconcerned
behaviour, while it enabled me to support my reverse of fortune, at
the same time endeared him to me the more, by convincing me of his
disinterested views in espousing me. I was next day boarded in company
with the wife of another officer, who had long been the friend and
confidant of my husband, at a village not far from London, where they
parted with us in the most melting manner, went to Flanders, and were
killed in sight of one another at the battle of the Wood.

"Why should I tire you with a description of our unutterable sorrow at
the fatal news of this event, the remembrance of which now fills my aged
eyes with tears! When our grief subsided a little, and reflection came
to our aid, we found ourselves deserted by the whole world, and in
danger of perishing by want; whereupon we made application for the
pension, and were put upon the list. Then, vowing eternal friendship,
sold our jewels and superfluous clothes, retired to this place (which is
in the county of Sussex) bought this little house, where we lived many
years in a solitary manner, indulging our mutual sorrow, till it pleased
Heaven to call away my companion two years ago; since which time I have
lingered out an unhappy being, in hopes of a speedy dissolution, when
I promise myself the eternal reward of all my cares. In the meantime,"
continued she, "I must inform you of the character I bear among my
neighbours. My conversation being different from that of the inhabitants
of the village, my recluse way of life, my skill in curing distempers,
which I acquired from books since I settled here, and lastly, my age
having made the common people look upon me as something preternatural,
and I am actually, at this hour, believed to be a witch. The parson
of the parish, whose acquaintance I have not been at much pains to
cultivate, taking umbrage at my supposed disrespect, has contributed not
a little towards the confirmation of this opinion, by dropping
certain hints to my prejudice among the vulgar, who are also very much
scandalised at my entertaining this poor tabby cat with the collar about
her neck, which was a favourite of my deceased companion."

The whole behaviour of this venerable person was so primitive, innocent,
sensible, and humane, that I contracted a filial respect for her, and
begged her advice with regard to my future conduct, as soon as I was
in a condition to act for myself. She dissuaded me from a design I had
formed of travelling to Louder, in hopes of retrieving my clothes and
pay, by returning to my ship, which by this time I read in the newspaper
was safely arrived in the River Thames: "because," said she, "you run
the hazard of being treated not only as a deserter in quitting the
sloop, but also as a mutineer, in assaulting your commanding officer,
to the malice of whose revenge you will moreover be exposed." She
then promised to recommend me, as servant to a single lady of her
acquaintance, who lived in the neighbourhood with her nephew, who was a
young foxhunter of great fortune, where I might be very happy, provided
I could bear with the disposition and manners of my mistress, which were
somewhat whimsical and particular. But, above all things, she counselled
me to conceal my story, the knowledge of which would effectually poison
my entertainment; for it was a maxim, among most people of condition,
that no gentleman ought to be admitted into a family as a domestic,
lest he become lazy, and insolent. I was fain to embrace this humble
proposal, because my affairs were desperate; and in a few days was
hired by this lady, to serve in quality of her footman, having been
represented by my hostess as a young man who was bred up to the sea by
his relations against his will, and had suffered shipwreck, which had
increased his disgust to that way of life so much, that he rather chose
to go to service on shore, than enter himself on board of any other
ship. Before I took possession of my new place, she gave me a sketch
of my mistress's character, that I might know better how to regulate my
conduct.

"Your lady," said she, "is a maiden of forty years, not so remarkable
for her beauty as her learning and taste, which is famous all over the
country. Indeed, she is a perfect female virtuoso, and so eager after
the pursuit of knowledge that she neglects her person even to a degree
of sluttishness; this negligence, together with her contempt of the male
part of the creation, gives her nephew no great concern, as by these
means he will probably keep her fortune, which is considerable in
the family. He therefore permits her to live in her own way, which is
something extraordinary, and gratifies her in all her whimsical desires.
Her apartment is at some distance from the other inhabited parts of the
house; and consists of a dining-room, bedchamber, and study; she keeps a
cook maid, a waiting-woman, and footman, of her own, and seldom eats
or converses with any of the family but her niece, who is a very lovely
creature, and humours her aunt often to the prejudice of her own health
by sitting up with her whole nights together; for your mistress is too
much of a philosopher to be swayed by the custom of the world, and
never sleeps nor eats like other people. Among other odd notions, she
professes the principles of Rosicrucius, and believes the earth, air,
and sea, are inhabited by invisible beings, with whom it is possible for
the human species to entertain correspondence and intimacy, on the easy
condition of living chaste. As she hopes one day to be admitted into an
acquaintance of this kind, she no sooner heard of me and my cat,
than she paid me a visit, with a view, as she has since owned, to be
introduced to my familiar; and was greatly mortified to find herself
disappointed in her expectation. Being by this visionary turn of mind
abstracted as it were from the world, she cannot advert to the common
occurrences of life; and therefore is frequently so absent as to commit
very strange mistakes and extravagancies, which you will do well to
rectify and repair, as your prudence shall suggest."






CHAPTER XXXIX

My Reception by that Lady--I become enamoured of Narcissa--recount
the particulars of my last misfortune--acquire the good opinion of my
Mistress--an Account of the young Squire--I am made acquainted with more
particulars of Narcissa's Situation--conceive a mortal hatred against
Sir Timothy--examine my Lady's library and performances--her extravagant
behaviour

Fraught with these useful instructions, I repaired to the place of her
habitation, and was introduced by the waiting-woman to the presence of
my lady, who had not before seen me. She sat in her study, with one foot
on the ground, and the other upon a high stool at some distance from her
seat; her sandy locks hung down, in a disorder I cannot call beautiful,
from her head, which was deprived of its coif, for the benefit of
scratching with one hand, while she held the stump of a pen in the
other. Her forehead was high and wrinkled; her eyes were large, gray,
and prominent; her nose was long, and aquiline: her mouth of vast
capacity, her visage meagre and freckled, and her chin peaked like a
shoemaker's paring knife; her upper lip contained a large quantity of
plain Spanish, which, by continual falling, had embroidered her neck,
that was not naturally very white, and the breast of her gown, that
flowed loose about her with a negligence that was truly poetic,
discovering linen that was very fine, and, to all appearance, never
washed but in Castalian streams. Around her lay heaps of books, globes,
quadrants, telescopes, and other learned apparatus; her snuff-box stood
at her right hand: at her left hand lay her handkerchief, sufficiently
used, and a convenience to spit in appeared on one side of her chair.
She being in a reverie when we entered, the maid did not think proper
to disturb her; so that we waited some minutes unobserved, during which
time she bit the quill several times, altered her position, made many
wry faces, and, at length, with an air of triumph, repeated aloud:

"Nor dare th'immortal gods my rage oppose!"

Having committed her success to paper, she turned towards the door,
and perceiving us, cried, "What's the matter?" "Here's the young man,"
replied my conductress, "whom Mrs. Sagely recommended as a footman
to your ladyship." On this information she stared in my face for a
considerable time, and then asked my name, which I thought proper
to conceal under that of John Brown. After having surveyed me with
a curious eye, she broke out into, "O! ay, thou wast shipwrecked, I
remember. Whether didst thou come on shore on the back of a whale or a
dolphin?" To this I answered, I had swam ashore without any assistance.
Then she demanded to know if I had ever been at the Hellespont, and swam
from Sestos to Abydos. I replied in the negative; upon which she bade
the maid order a suit of new livery for me, and instruct me in the
articles of my duty: so she spit in her snuff-box, and wiped her nose
with her cap, which lay on the table, instead of a handkerchief.

We returned to the kitchen, where I was regaled by the maids, who seemed
to vie with each other in expressing their regard for me; and from them
I understood, that my business consisted in cleaning knives and forks,
laying the cloth, waiting at table, carrying messages, and attending my
lady when she went abroad. There was a very good suit of livery in the
house, which had belonged to my predecessor deceased, and it fitted
me exactly; so that there was no occasion for employing a tailor on my
account. I had not been long equipped in this manner, when my lady's
bell rung; upon which, I ran up stairs, and found her stalking about
the room in her shift and under petticoat only; I would immediately have
retired as became me, but she bade me come in, and air a clean shift for
her; which operation I having performed with some backwardness, she put
it on before me without any ceremony, and I verily believe was ignorant
of my sex all that time, as being quite absorbed in contemplation. About
four o'clock in the afternoon I was ordered to lay the cloth, and place
two covers, which I understood were for my mistress and her niece, whom
I had not as yet seen. Though I was not very dexterous at this work, I
performed it pretty well for a beginner, and, when dinner was upon the
table, saw my mistress approach, accompanied by the young lady, whose
name for the present shall be Narcissa. So much sweetness appeared in
the countenance and carriage of this amiable apparition, that my heart
was captivated at first sight, and while dinner lasted, I gazed upon her
without intermission. Her age seemed to be seventeen, her stature tall,
her shape unexceptionable, her hair, that fell down upon her ivory neck
in ringlets, black as jet; her arched eyebrows of the same colour;
her eyes piercing, yet tender; her lips of the consistence and hue of
cherries; her complexion clear, delicate and healthy; her aspect noble,
ingenuous, and humane; and the whole person so ravishingly delightful,
that it was impossible for any creature endued with sensibility, to see
without admiring, and admire without loving her to excess. I began to
curse the servile station that placed me so far beneath the regard of
this idol of my adoration! and yet I blessed my fate, that enabled me to
enjoy daily the sight of so much perfection! When she spoke I listened
with pleasure; but when she spoke to me, my soul was thrilled with an
extacy of tumultuous joy. I was even so happy as to be the subject of
their conversation; for Narcissa, having observed me, said to her aunt,
"I see your new footman is come." Then addressing herself to me, asked,
with ineffable complacency, if I was the person who had been so cruelly
used by robbers? When I had satisfied her in this; she expressed a
desire of knowing the other particulars of my fortune, both before and
since my being shipwrecked: hereupon (as Mrs. Sagely had counselled me)
I told her that I had been bound apprentice to the master of a ship,
contrary to my inclination, which ship had foundered at sea; that I and
four more, who chanced to be on deck when she went down, made shift
to swim to the shore, when my companions, after having overpowered me,
stripped me to the shirt, and left me, as they imagined, dead of the
wounds I received in my own defence. Then I related the circumstances
of being found in a barn, with the inhuman treatment I met with from the
country people and parson; the description of which, I perceived, drew
tears from the charming creature's eyes. When I had finished my recital,
my mistress, said, "Ma foi! le garcon est bien fait!" To which opinion
Narcissa assented, with a compliment to my understanding, in the same
language, that flattered my vanity extremely.

The conversation, among other subjects, turned upon the young squire,
whom my lady inquired after under the title of the Savage; and was
informed by her niece that he was still in bed, repairing the fatigue of
last night's debauch, and recruiting strength and spirits to undergo a
fox chase to-morrow morning, in company with Sir Timothy Thicket, Squire
Bumper, and a great many other gentlemen of the same stamp, whom he had
invited on that occasion! so that by daybreak the whole house would
be in an uproar. This was a very disagreeable piece of news to the
virtuoso, who protested she would stuff her ears with cotton when she
went to bed, and take a dose of opium to make her sleep the more sound,
that she might not be disturbed and distracted by the clamour of the
brutes.

When their dinner was over, I and my fellow servants sat down to ours in
the kitchen, where I understood that Sir Timothy Thicket was a wealthy
knight in the neighbourhood, between whom and Narcissa a match had been
projected by her brother, who promised at the same time to espouse Sir
Timothy's sister; by which means, as their fortunes were pretty equal,
the young ladies would be provided for, and their brothers be never the
poorer; but that the ladies did not concur in the scheme, each of them
entertaining a hearty contempt for the person allotted to her for
a husband by this agreement. This information begat in me a mortal
aversion to Sir Timothy, whom I looked upon as my rival, and cursed in
my heart for his presumption.

Next morning, by daybreak, being awakened by the noise of the hunters
and hounds, I rose to view the cavalcade, and had a sight of my
competitor, whose accomplishments (the estate excluded) did not seem
brilliant enough to give me much uneasiness with respect to Narcissa,
who, I flattered myself, was not to be won by such qualifications as he
was master of, either as to person or mind. My mistress, notwithstanding
her precaution, was so much disturbed by her nephew's company, that
she did not rise till five o'clock in the afternoon; so that I had an
opportunity of examining her study at leisure, to which examination I
was strongly prompted by my curiosity. Here I found a thousand scraps
of her own poetry, consisting of three, four, ten, twelve, and twenty
lines, on an infinity of subjects, which, as whim inspired, she
had begun, without constancy or capacity to bring to any degree of
composition: but, what was very extraordinary in a female poet, there
was not the least mention made of love in any of her performances. I
counted fragments of five tragedies, the titles of which were "The Stern
Philosopher," "The Double," "The Sacrilegious Traitor," "The Fall
of Lucifer," and "The Last Day." From whence I gathered, that her
disposition was gloomy, and her imagination delighted with objects of
horror. Her library was composed of the best English historians, poets,
and philosophers; of all the French critics and poets, and of a few
books in Italian, chiefly poetry, at the head of which were Tasso and
Ariosto, pretty much used. Besides these, translations of the classics
into French, but not one book in Greek or Latin; a circumstance that
discovered her ignorance in these languages.

After having taken a full view of this collection, I retired, and at the
usual time was preparing to lay the cloth, when I was told by the maid
that her mistress was still in bed, and had been so affected with the
notes of the hounds in the morning, that she actually believed herself
a hare beset by the hunters, and begged a few greens to munch
for breakfast. When I expressed my surprise in this unaccountable
imagination she gave me to understand that her lady was very much
subject to whims of this nature; sometimes fancying herself an animal,
sometimes a piece of furniture, during which conceited transformations
it was very dangerous to come near her, especially when she represented
a beast; for that lately, in the character of a cat, she had flown at
her, and scratched her face in a terrible manner: that some months ago,
she prophesied the general conflagration was at hand, and nothing would
be able to quench it but her water, which therefore she kept so long,
that her life was in danger, and she must needs have died of the
retention, had they not found an expedient to make her evacuate, by
kindling a bonfire under her chamber window and persuading her that the
house was in flames: upon which, with great deliberation, she bade them
bring all the tubs and vessels they could find to be filled for the
preservation of the house, into one of which she immediately discharged
the cause of her distemper. I was also informed that nothing contributed
so much to the recovery of her reason as music, which was always
administered on those occasions by Narcissa, who played perfectly well
on the harpsichord, and to whom she (the maid) was just then going to
intimate her aunt's disorder.

She was no sooner gone than I was summoned by the bell to my lady's
chamber, where I found her sitting squat on her hands on the floor, in
the manner of puss when she listens to the outcries of her pursuers.
When I appeared, she started up with an alarmed look, and sprang to the
other side of the room to avoid me, whom, without doubt, she mistook for
a beagle thirsting after her life. Perceiving her extreme confusion, I
retired, and on the staircase met the adorable Narcissa coming up, to
whom I imparted the situation of my mistress; she said not a word, but
smiling with unspeakable grace, went into her aunt's apartment, and in
a little time my ears were ravished with the efforts of her skill. She
accompanied the instrument with a voice so sweet and melodious, that I
did not wonder at the surprising change it produced on the spirits of my
mistress which composed to peace and sober reflection.

About seven o'clock, the hunters arrived with the skins of two foxes and
one badger, carried before them as trophies of their success; and when
they were about to sit down to dinner (or supper) Sir Timothy Thicket
desired that Narcissa would honour the table with her presence; but
this request, notwithstanding her brother's threats and entreaties, she
refused, on pretence of attending her aunt, who was indisposed; so
I enjoyed the satisfaction of seeing my rival mortified: but this
disappointment made no great impression on him, who consoled himself
with the bottle, of which the whole company became so enamoured that,
after a most horrid uproar of laughing, singing, swearing, and fighting,
they were all carried to bed in a state of utter oblivion. My duty being
altogether detached from the squire and his family, I led a pretty easy
and comfortable life, drinking daily intoxicating draughts of love from
the charms of Narcissa, which brightened on my contemplation every day
more and more. Inglorious as my station was, I became blind to my own
unworthiness, and even conceived hopes of one day enjoying this amiable
creature, whose, affability greatly encouraged these presumptuous
thoughts.






CHAPTER XL

My mistress is surprised at my learning--communicates her performances
to me--I impart some of mine to her--am mortified at her faint
praise--Narcissa approves of my conduct--I gain an involuntary
conquest over the cookwench and dairymaid--their mutual resentment and
insinuations--the jealousy of their lovers

During this season of love and tranquillity, my muse, which had lain
dormant so long, awoke, and produced several small performances on
the subject of my flame. But as it concerned me nearly to remain
undiscovered in my character and sentiments, I was under a necessity of
mortifying my desire of praise, by confining my works to my own perusal
and applause. In the meantime I strove to insinuate myself into the
good opinion of both ladies; and succeeded so well, by my diligence
and dutiful behaviour, that in a little time I was at least a favourite
servant; and frequently enjoyed the satisfaction of hearing myself
mentioned in French and Italian, with some degree of warmth and surprise
by the dear object of all my wishes, as a person who had so much of the
gentleman in my appearance and discourse, that she could not for her
soul treat me like a common lacquey. My prudence and modesty were not
long proof against these bewitching compliments. One day, while I waited
at dinner, the conversation turned upon a knotty passage of Tasso's
Gierusalem, which, it seems, had puzzled them both: after a great many
unsatisfactory conjectures, my mistress, taking the book out of her
pocket, turned up the place in question, and read the sentence over
and over without success; at length, despairing of finding the author's
meaning, she turned to me, saying, "Come hither, Bruno; let us see what
fortune will do for us: I will interpret to thee what goes before, and
what follows this obscure paragraph, the particular words of which I
will also explain, that thou mayst, by comparing one with another, guess
the sense of that which perplexes us." I was too vain to let slip this
opportunity of displaying my talents; therefore, without hesitation,
read and explained the whole of that which had disconcerted them, to
the utter astonishment of both. Narcissa's face and lovely neck were
overspread with blushes, from which I drew a favourable opinion,
while her aunt, after having stared at me a good while with a look of
amazement, exclaimed, "In the name of heaven who art thou?" I told her
I had picked up a smattering of Italian, during a voyage up the Straits.
At this explanation she shook her head, and observed that no smatterer
could read as I had done. She then desired to know if I understood
French. To which question I answered in the affirmative. She asked if I
was acquainted with the Latin and Greek? I replied, "A little." "Oho!"
continued she, "and with philosophy and mathematics, I suppose?" I owned
I knew something of each. Then she repeated her stare and interrogation.
I began to repent of my vanity, and in order to repair the fault I
committed, said, it was not to be wondered at if I had a tolerable
education, for learning was so cheap in my country, that every peasant
was a scholar; but, I hoped her Ladyship would think my understanding no
exception to my character. "No, no, God forbid." But during the rest of
the time they sat at table, they behaved with remarkable reserve.

This alteration gave me great uneasiness; and I passed the night without
sleep, in melancholy reflections on the vanity of young men, which
prompts them to commit so many foolish actions, contrary to their
own sober judgment. Next day, however, instead of profiting by this
self-condemnation, I yielded still more to the dictates of the principle
I had endeavoured to chastise, and if fortune had not befriended me more
than prudence could expect, I should have been treated with the contempt
it deserved. After breakfast my lady, who was a true author, bade me
follow her into the study, where she expressed herself thus: "Since you
are so learned, you cannot be void of taste; therefore I am to desire
your opinion of a small performance in poetry, which I lately composed.
You must know that I have planned a tragedy, the subject of which shall
be, the murder of a prince before the altar, where he is busy at his
devotions. After the deed is perpetrated, the regicide will harangue the
people with the bloody dagger in his hand; and I have already composed a
speech, which, I think, will suit the character extremely. Here it is."
Then, taking up a scrap of paper, she read, with violent emphasis and
gesture, as follows:--


"Thus have I sent the simple King to hell, Without or coffin, shroud, or
passing bell: To me what are divine and human laws? I court no sanction
but my own applause! Rapes, robberies, treasons, yield my soul delight,
And human carnage gratifies my sight: I drag the parent by the hoary
hair, And toss the sprawling infant on the spear, While the fond
mother's cries regale my ear. I fight, I vanquish, murder friends and
foes; Nor dare the immortal gods my rage oppose."

Though I did great violence to my understanding in praising this
unnatural rhapsody, I nevertheless extolled it as a production that of
itself deserved immortal fame; and besought her ladyship to bless the
world with the fruits of those uncommon talents Heaven had bestowed upon
her. She smiled with a look of self-complacency, and encouraged by
the incense I had offered, communicated all her poetical works which I
applauded, one by one, with as little candour as I had shown at first.
Satiated with my flattery, which I hope my situation justified, she
could not in conscience refuse me an opportunity of shining in my turn:
and, therefore, after a compliment to my nice discernment and taste,
observed, that doubtless I must have produced something in that way
myself, which she desired to see. This was temptation I could by no
means resist. I owned that while I was at college I wrote some detached
pieces, at the desire of a friend who was in love; and at her request
repeated the following verses, which indeed my love for Narcissa had
inspired:--


On Celia,

Playing on the harpsichord and singing.

When Sappho struck the quivering wire, The throbbing breast was all on
fire: And when she raised the vocal lay, The captive soul was charm'd
away.

But had the nymph possessed with these Thy softer, chaster, power to
please; Thy beauteous air of sprightly youth, Thy native smiles of
artless truth;

The worm of grief had never preyed On the forsaken love-sick maid: Nor
had she mourn'd a hapless flame, Nor dash'd on rocks her tender frame.

My mistress paid me a cold compliment on the versification, which, she
said, was elegant enough, but, the subject beneath the pen of a true
poet. I was extremely nettled at her indifference, and looked at
Narcissa, who by this time had joined us, for her approbation; but
she declined giving her opinion, protesting she was no judge of
these matters; so that I was forced to retire very much balked in
my expectation, which was generally a little too sanguine. In the
afternoon, however, the waiting-maid assured me that Narcissa had
expressed her approbation of my performance with great warmth, and
desired her to procure a copy of it as for herself, that she (Narcissa)
might have an opportunity to peruse it at pleasure. I was elated to an
extravagant pitch at this intelligence, and immediately transcribed a
fair copy of my Ode, which was carried to the dear charmer, together
with another on the same subject, as follows:--


Thy fatal shaft unerring move; I bow before thine altar, Love! I feel
thou soft resistless flame Glide swift through all my vital frame!

For while I gaze my bosom glows, My blood in tides impetuous flows;
Hope, fear, and joy alternate roll, And floods of transports 'whelm my
soul!

My faltering tongue attempts in vain In soothing murmurs to complain; My
tongue some secret magic ties, My murmurs sink in broken sighs.

Condemn'd to nurse eternal care, And ever drop the silent tear, Unheard
I mourn, unknown I sigh, Unfriended live, unpitied die!

Whether or not Narcissa discovered my passion, I could not learn from
her behaviour, which, though always benevolent to me was henceforth more
reserved and less cheerful. While my thoughts aspired to a sphere so
far above me, I had unwittingly made a conquest of the cookwench and
dairymaid, who became so jealous of each other that, if their sentiments
had been refined by education, it is probable one or other of them would
have had recourse to poison or steel to be avenged of her rival; but, as
their minds were happily adapted to their humble station, their mutual
enmity was confined to scolding and fistcuffs, in which exercise they
were both well skilled. My good fortune did not long remain a secret;
for it was disclosed by the frequent broils of these heroines, who kept
no decorum in their encounters. The coachman and gardener, who paid
their devoirs to my admirers, each to his respective choice, alarmed
at my success, laid their heads together, in order to concert a plan
of revenge; and the former, having been educated at the academy
at Tottenham Court, undertook to challenge me to single combat. He
accordingly, with many opprobrious invectives, bade me defiance, and
offered to box me for twenty guineas. I told him that, although I
believed myself a match for him even at that work I would not descend so
far below the dignity of a gentleman as to fight like a porter; but
if he had anything to say to me, I was his man at blunderbuss, musket,
pistol, sword, hatchet, spit, cleaver, fork, or needle; nay, I swore,
that should he give his tongue any more saucy liberties at my expense,
I would crop his ears without any ceremony. This rhodomontade, delivered
with a stern countenance and resolute tone, had the desired effect
upon my antagonist, who, with some confusion, sneaked off, and gave his
friend an account of his reception.

The story, taking air among the servants, procured for me the title of
Gentleman John, with which I was sometimes honoured, even by my
mistress and Narcissa, who had been informed of the whole affair by the
chambermaid. In the meantime, the rival queens expressed their passion
by all the ways in their power: the cook entertained me with choice
bits, the dairymaid with strokings: the first would often encourage me
to declare myself, by complimenting me upon my courage and learning, and
observing, that if she had a husband like me, to maintain order and
keep accounts, she could make a great deal of money, by setting up an
eating-house in London for gentlemen's servants on board wages. The
other courted my affection by showing her own importance, and telling
me that many a substantial farmer in the neighbourhood would be glad to
marry her, but she was resolved to please her eye, if she should plague
her heart. Then she would launch out into the praise of my proper
person, and say, she was sure I would make a good husband, for I was
very good-natured. I began to be uneasy at the importunities of these
inamoratas, whom, at another time perhaps, I might have pleased without
the disagreeable sauce of matrimony, but, at present, my whole soul
was engrossed by Narcissa; and I could not bear the thoughts of doing
anything derogatory to the passion I entertained for her.






CHAPTER XLI

Narcissa being in danger from the brutality of Sir Timothy, is rescued
by me, who revenge myself on my rival--I declare my passion, and
retreat to the seaside--am surrounded by smugglers, and carried to
Boulogne--find my Uncle Lieutenant Bowling in great distress, and
relieve him--our conversation

At certain intervals my ambition would revive; I would despise myself
for my tame resignation to my sordid fate, and revolve a hundred schemes
for assuming the character of a gentleman, to which I thought myself
entitled by birth and education. In these fruitless suggestions time
stole away unperceived, and I had already remained eight months in the
station of a footman, when an accident happened that put an end to my
servitude, and, for the present, banished all hopes of succeeding in my
love.

Narcissa went one day to visit Miss Thicket, who lived with her brother
within less than a mile of our house, and was persuaded to walk home in
the cool of the evening, accompanied by Sir Timothy, who, having a
good deal of the brute in him, was instigated to use some unbecoming
familiarities with her, encouraged by the solitariness of a field
through which they passed. The lovely creature was incensed at his rude
behaviour for which she reproached him in such a manner that he lost
all regard to decency, and actually offered violence to this pattern of
innocence and beauty. But Heaven would not suffer so much goodness to
be violated, and sent me, who, passing by accident near the place, was
alarmed with her cries, for her succour. What were the emotions of my
soul, when I beheld Narcissa almost sinking beneath the brutal force of
this satyr! I flew like lightning to her rescue, and he, perceiving me,
quitted his prey, and drew his hanger to chastise my presumption. My
indignation was too high to admit one thought of fear, so that, rushing
upon him, I struck his weapon out of his hand, and used my cudgel so
successfully that he fell to the ground, and lay, to all appearance,
without sense. Then I turned to Narcissa, who had swooned, and sitting
down by her, gently raised her head, and supported it on my bosom,
while, with my hand around her waist, I kept her in that position.
My soul was thrilled with tumultuous joy, at feeling the object of my
dearest wishes within my arms; and, while she lay insensible, I could
not refrain from applying my cheeks to hers, and ravishing a kiss. In
a little time the blood began to revisit her face, she opened her
enchanting eyes, and, having recollected her late situation, said, with
a look full of tender acknowledgment, "Dear John, I am eternally obliged
to you!" So saying she made an effort to rise, in which I assisted her,
and she proceeded to the house, leaning upon me all the way. I was a
thousand times tempted by this opportunity to declare my passion, but
the dread of disobliging her restrained my tongue. We had not moved
a hundred paces from the scene of her distress, when I perceived Sir
Timothy rise and walk homeward--a circumstance which, though it gave
me some satisfaction, inasmuch as I thereby knew I had not killed him,
filled me with just apprehension of his resentment, which I found myself
in no condition to withstand; especially when I considered his intimacy
with our squire, to whom I knew he could justify himself for what he had
done, by imputing it to his love, and desiring his brother Bruin to take
the same liberty with his sister, without any fear of offence.

When we arrived at the house, Narcissa assured me she would exert all
her influence in protecting me from the revenge of Thicket, and likewise
engage her aunt in my favour. At the same time, pulling out her purse,
offered it as a small consideration for the service I had done her.
But I stood too much upon the punctilios of love to incur the least
suspicion of being mercenary, and refused the present, by saying I had
merited nothing by barely doing my duty. She seemed astonished at my
disinterestedness, and blushed: I felt the same suffusion, and, with
a downcast eye and broken accent, told her I had one request to make,
which, if her generosity would grant, I should think myself fully
recompensed, for an age of misery. She changed colour at this preamble,
and, with great confusion, replied, she hoped my good sense would hinder
me from asking anything she was bound in honour to refuse, and therefore
bade me signify my desire. Upon which I kneeled, and engaged to kiss
her hand. She immediately, with an averted look, stretched it out: I
imprinted on it an ardent kiss, and, bathing it with my tears, cried,
"Dear Madam, I am an unfortunate gentleman, and love you to distraction,
but would have died a thousand deaths rather than make this declaration
under such a servile appearance, were I not determined to yield to the
rigour of my fate, to fly from your bewitching presence, and bury my
presumptuous passion in eternal silence." With these words I rose, and
went away before she could recover her spirits so far as to make any
reply.

My first care was to go and consult Mrs. Sagely, with whom I had
entertained a friendly correspondence ever since I left her house. When
she understood my situation, the good woman, with real concern, condoled
with me on my unhappy fate, and approved of my resolution to leave
the country, as being perfectly well acquainted with the barbarous
disposition of my rival, "who, by this time," said she, "has no doubt
meditated a scheme of revenge. Indeed, I cannot see how you will be
able to elude his vengeance; being himself in the commission, he will
immediately grant warrants for apprehending you; and, as almost all the
people in this country are dependent on him or his friend, it will
be impossible for you to find shelter among them. If you should be
apprehended, he will commit you to jail, where you may possibly in
great misery languish till the next assizes, and then be transported for
assaulting a magistrate."

While she thus warned me of my danger, we heard a knocking at the door,
which threw us both into great consternation, as in all probability, it
was occasioned by my pursuers; whereupon this generous old lady, putting
two guineas into my hand, with tears in her eyes, bade me, for God's
sake, get out at the back-door and consult my safety as Providence
should direct me. There was no time for deliberation. I followed her
advice, and escaped by the benefit of a dark night to the seaside,
where, while I ruminated on my next excursion, I was all of a sudden
surrounded by armed men, who, having bound my hands and feet, bade
me make no noise on pain of being shot, and carried me on board of a
vessel, which I soon perceived to be a smuggling cutter. This discovery
gave me some satisfaction at first, because I concluded myself safe from
the resentment of Sir Timothy; but, when I found myself in the hands of
ruffians, who threatened to execute me for a spy, I would have thought
myself happily quit for a year's imprisonment, or even transportation.
It was in vain for me to protest my innocence: I could not persuade them
that I had taken a solitary walk to their haunt, at such an hour, merely
for my own amusement; and I did not think it my interest to disclose
the true cause of my retreat, because I was afraid they would have made
their peace with justice by surrendering me to the penalty of the law.
What confirmed their suspicion was, the appearance of a custom-house
yacht, which gave them chase, and had well nigh made a prize of their
vessel; when they were delivered from their fears by a thick fog, which
effectually screened them, and favoured their arrival at Boulogne. But,
before they got out of sight of their pursuer, they held a council
of war about me, and some of the most ferocious among them would have
thrown me overboard as a traitor who had betrayed them to their enemies;
but others, more considerate, alleged, that if they put me to death,
and should afterwards be taken, they could expect no mercy from the
legislature, which would never pardon outlawry aggravated by murder. It
was therefore determined by a plurality of votes, that I should be set
on shore in France, and left to find my way back to England, as I should
think proper, this being punishment sufficient for the bare suspicion of
a crime in itself not capital.

Although this favourable determination gave me great pleasure, the
apprehension of being robbed would not suffer me to be perfectly at
ease. To prevent this calamity, as soon as I was untied, in consequence
of the aforesaid decision, I tore a small hole in one of my stockings,
into which I dropped six guineas, reserving half a piece and some silver
in my pocket, that, finding something, they might not be tempted to make
any further inquiry. This was a very necessary precaution, for, when we
came within sight of the French shore, one of the smugglers told me, I
must pay for my passage. To this declaration I replied, that my passage
was none of my own seeking; therefore they could not expect a reward
from me for transporting me into a strange country by force. "D-me!"
said the outlaw, "none of your palaver; but let me see what money you
have got." So saying, he thrust his hand into my pocket without any
ceremony, and emptied it of the contents; then, casting an eye at my hat
and wig, which captivated his fancy, he took them off, clapping his own
on my head, declared, that a fair exchange was no robbery. I was fain to
put up with this bargain, which was by no means favourable to me; and a
little while after we went all on shore together.

I resolved to take my leave of those desperadoes without much ceremony,
when one of them cautioned me against appearing to their prejudice if
ever I returned to England, unless I had a mind to be murdered; for
which service, he assured me, the gang never wanted agents. I promised
to observe his advice, and departed for the Upper Town, where I inquired
for a cabaret, or public-house, into which I went, with an intention
of taking some refreshment. In the kitchen, five Dutch sailors sat at
breakfast with a large loaf, a firkin of butter, and a keg of brandy,
the bung of which they often applied to their mouths with great
perseverance and satisfaction. At some distance from them I perceived
another person in the same garb, sitting in a pensive solitary manner,
entertaining himself with a whiff of tobacco, from the stump of a pipe
as black as jet. The appearance of distress never failed to attract
my regard and compassion. I approached this forlorn tar with a view to
offer him my assistance, and, notwithstanding the alteration of dress
and disguise of a long beard, I discovered in him my long lost and
lamented uncle and benefactor, Lieutenant Bowling! Good Heaven! what
were the agitations of my soul, between the joy of finding again such a
valuable friend, and the sorrow of seeing him in such a low condition!
The tears gushed down my cheeks; I stood motionless and silent for some
time. At length, recovering the use of speech, I exclaimed, "Gracious
God! Mr. Bowling!" My uncle no sooner heard his name mentioned, than
he started up, crying, with some surprise, "Holla!" and, after having
looked at me steadfastly, without being able to recollect me, said,
"Did you call me, brother," I told him I had something extraordinary to
communicate, and desired him to give me the hearing for a few minutes in
another room; but he would by no means consent to this proposal, saying,
"Avast there, friend: none of your tricks upon travellers;--if you have
anything to say to me, do it above board;--you need not be afraid of
being overheard;--here are none who understand our lingo." Though I was
loth to discover myself before company, I could no longer refrain from
telling him I was his own nephew, Roderick Random. On this information,
he considered me with great earnestness and astonishment, and, recalling
my features, which, though enlarged, were not entirely altered since
he had seen me, came up, and shook me by the hand very cordially,
protesting he was glad to see me well. After some pause, he went on
thus; "And yet, my lad, I am sorry to see you under such colours; the
more so, as it is not in my power, at present, to change them for
the better, times being very hard with me," With these words I could
perceive a tear trickle down his furrowed cheek, which affected me so
munch that I wept bitterly.

Imagining my sorrow was the effect of my own misfortunes, he comforted
me with observing, that life was a voyage in which we must expect to
meet with all weathers; sometimes was calm, sometimes rough; that a fair
gale often succeeded a storm; that the wind did not always sit one
way, and that despair signified nothing; that resolution and skill were
better than a stout vessel: for why? because they require no carpenter,
and grow stronger the more labour they undergo. I dried up my tears,
which I assured him were not shed for my own distress, but for his, and
begged leave to accompany him into another room, where we could converse
more at our ease. There I recounted to him the ungenerous usage I had
met with from Potion; at which relation he started up, stalked across
the room three or four times in a great hurry, and, grasping his cudgel,
cried, "I would I were alongside of him--that's all--I would I were
alongside of him!" I then gave him a detail of my adventures and
sufferings, which affected him more than I could have imagined; and
concluded with telling him that Captain Oakun was still alive, and that
he might return to England when he would to solicit his affairs, without
danger or molestation. He was wonderfully pleased with this piece of
information, of which, however, he said he could not at present avail
himself, for want of money to pay for his passage to London. This
objection I soon removed, by putting five guineas into his hand, and
telling him I thought myself extremely happy in having an opportunity
of manifesting my gratitude to him in his necessity. But it was with the
utmost difficulty I could prevail upon him to accept of two, which he
affirmed were more than sufficient to defray the necessary expense.

After this friendly contest was over, he proposed we should have a mess
of something; "For," said he, "it has been banyan day with me a great
while. You must know I was shipwrecked, five days ago, near a place
called Lisieux, in company with those Dutchmen who are now drinking
below; and having but little money when I came ashore, it was soon
spent, because I let them have share and share while it lasted.
Howsomever, I should have remembered the old saying, every hog his own
apple; for when they found my hold unstowed, they went all hands to
shooling and begging; and, because I would not take a spell at the same
duty, refused to give me the least assistance; so that I have not broke
bread these two days." I was shocked at the extremity of his distress,
and ordered some bread, cheese, and wine, to be brought immediately, to
allay his hunger, until a fricassee of chickens could be prepared. When
he had recruited his spirits with this homely fare, I desired to
know the particulars of his peregrination since the accident at Cape
Tiberoon, which were briefly these: The money he had about him being all
spent at Port Louis, the civility and hospitality of the French cooled
to such a degree, that he was obliged to list on board one of their
king's ships as a common foremast man, to prevent himself from starving
on shore. In this situation he continued two years, during which time he
had acquired some knowledge of their language, and the reputation of a
good seaman; the ship he belonged to was ordered home to France, where
she was laid up as unfit for service, and he was received on board
one of Monsieur D'Antin's squadron, in quality of quartermaster; which
office he performed in a voyage to the West Indies, where he engaged
with our ship, as before related; but his conscience upbraiding him for
serving the one enemies of his country, he quitted the ship at the same
place where he first listed, and got to Curacoa in a Dutch vessel; there
he bargained with a skipper, bound to Europe, to work for his passage
to Holland, from whence he was in hopes of hearing from his friends in
England; but was cast away, as he mentioned before, on the French coast,
and must have been reduced to the necessity of travelling on foot to
Holland, and begging for his subsistence on the road, or of entering on
board of another French man-of-war, at the hazard of being treated as
a deserter, if Providence had not sent me to his succour. "And now, my
lad," continued he, "I think I shall steer my course directly to London,
where I do not doubt of being replaced, and of having the R taken off
me by the Lords of the Admiralty, to whom I intend to write a petition,
setting forth my case; if I succeed, I shall have wherewithal to give
you some assistance, because, when I left the ship, I had two years'
pay due to me, therefore I desire to know whither you are bound: and
besides, perhaps, I may have interest enough to procure a warrant
appointing you surgeon's mate of the ship to which I shall belong--for
the beadle of the Admiralty is my good friend: and he and one of the
under clerks are sworn brothers, and that under clerk has a good deal
to say with one of the upper clerks, who is very well known to the
under secretary, who, upon his recommendation, I hope, will recommend
my affair to the first secretary; and he again will speak to one of the
lords in my behalf; so that you see I do not want friends to assist me
on occasion. As for the fellow Crampley, tho'f I know him not, I am sure
he is neither seaman nor officer, by what you have told me, or else he
could never be so much mistaken in his reckoning, as to run the ship on
shore on the coast of Sussex before he believed himself in soundings;
neither, when that accident happened, would he have left the ship until
she had been stove to pieces, especially when the tide was making;
wherefore, by this time, I do suppose, he has been tried by a
court-martial, and executed for his cowardice and misconduct."

I could not help smiling at the description of my uncle's ladder, by
which he proposed to climb to the attention of the board of admiralty;
and, though I knew the world too well to confide in such dependence
myself, I would not discourage him with doubts, but asked if he had no
friend in London, who would advance a small sum of money to enable him
to appear as he ought, and make a small present to the under secretary,
who might possibly dispatch his business the sooner on that account. He
scratched his head, and after some recollection, replied, "Why, yes, I
believe Daniel Whipcord, the ship-chandler in Wapping, would not
refuse me such a small matter. I know I can have what credit I want for
lodging, liquor, and clothes; but as to money, I won't be positive.
Had honest Block been living, I should not have been at loss." I was
heartily sorry to find a worthy man so destitute of friends, when he had
such need of them, and looked upon my own situation as less miserable
than his, because I was better acquainted with the selfishness and
roguery of mankind, consequently less liable to disappointment and
imposition.






CHAPTER XLII

He takes his passage in a cutter for Deal--we are accosted by a Priest,
who proves to be a Scotchman--his profession on friendship--he
is affronted by the Lieutenant, who afterwards appeases him by
submission--my uncle embarks--I am introduced by a Priest to a Capuchin,
in whose company I set out for Paris--the character of my fellow
traveller--on adventure on the road--I am shocked at his behaviour

When our repast was ended, we walked down to the harbour, where we
found a cutter that was to sail for Deal in the evening, and Mr. Bowling
agreed for his passage. In the meantime, we sauntered about the town
to satisfy our curiosity, our conversation turning on the subject of my
designs, which were not as yet fixed: neither can it be supposed that my
mind was at ease, when I found myself reduced almost to extreme poverty,
in the midst of foreigners, among whom I had not one acquaintance to
advise or befriend me. My uncle was sensible of my forlorn condition,
and pressed me to accompany him to England, where he did not doubt of
finding some sort of provision for me; but besides the other reasons I
had for avoiding that kingdom, I looked upon it, at this time, as the
worst country in the universe for a poor honest man to live in; and
therefore determined to remain in France, at all events.

I was confirmed in this resolution by a reverend priest, who, passing by
at this time, and overhearing us speak English, accosted us in the same
language, telling us he was our countryman, and wishing it might be in
his power to do us any service. We thanked this grave person for his
courteous offer, and invited him to drink a glass with us, which he did
not think proper to refuse, and we went altogether into a tavern of
his recommending. After having drunk to our healths in a bumper of good
Burgundy, he began to inquire into our situation, particularly the
place of our nativity, which we no sooner named than he started up, and,
wringing our hands with great fervour, shed a flood of tears, crying,
"I come from the same part of the country! perhaps you are my own
relations." I was on my guard against his caresses, which I suspected
very much, when I remembered the adventure of the money-dropper; but,
without any appearance of diffidence, observed, that, as he was born
in that part of the country, he must certainly know our families, which
(howsoever mean our present appearance might be) were none of the most
obscure or inconsiderable. Then I discovered our names, to which I
found he was no stranger; he had known my grandfather personally; and,
notwithstanding an absence of fifty years from Scotland, recounted so
many particulars of the families in the neighbourhood, that my scruples
were entirely removed, and I thought myself happy in his acquaintance.
In the course of our conversation, I disclosed my condition without
reserve, and displayed my talents to such advantage, that the old father
looked upon me with admiration, and assured me, that, if I stayed in
France, and listened to reason, I could not fail of making my fortune,
to which he would contribute all in his power.

My uncle began to be jealous of the Priest's insinuation, and very
abruptly declared, that if ever I should renounce my religion, he would
break off all connection and correspondence with me; for it was his
opinion, that no honest man would swerve from his principles in which he
was bred, whether Turkish, Protestant, or Roman. The father, affronted
at this declaration, with great vehemence began a long discourse,
setting forth the danger of obstinacy, and shutting one's eyes
against the light. He said, that ignorance would be no plea towards
justification, when we had opportunities of being better informed;
and, that, if the minds of people had not been open to conviction, the
Christian religion could not have been propagated in the world, and we
should now be in a state of Pagan darkness and barbarity: he endeavoured
to prove, by some texts of Scripture and many quotations from the
Fathers, that the Pope was the successor of St. Peter, and vicar of
Jesus Christ; that the church of Rome was the true, holy, catholic
church; and that the Protestant faith was an impious heresy and damnable
schism, by which many millions of souls would suffer everlasting
perdition. When he had finished his sermon, which I thought he
pronounced with more zeal than discretion, he addressed himself to
my uncle, desired to know his objections to what had been said. The
lieutenant, whose attention had been wholly engrossed by his own
affairs, took the pipe out of his mouth, and replied, "As for me,
friend, d'ye see, I have no objection to what you say; it may be either
truth or false, for what I know; I meddle with nobody's affairs but my
own; the gunner to his linstock, and the steersman to the helm, as the
saying is. I trust to no creed but the compass, and do unto every man
as I would be done by; so that I defy the Pope, the Devil, and the
Pretender; and hope to be saved as well as another." This association
of persons gave great offence to the friar, who protested, in a mighty
passion, that if Mr. Bowling had not been his countryman, he would have
caused him to be imprisoned for his insolence; I ventured to disapprove
of my uncle's rashness, and appeased the old gentleman, by assuring him
there was no offence intended by my kinsman, who, by this time sensible
of his error, shook the injured party by the hand, and asked pardon for
the freedom he had taken. Matters being amicably compromised, he invited
us to come and see him in the afternoon at the convent to which he
belonged, and took his leave for the present; when my uncle recommended
it strongly to me to persevere in the religion of my forefathers,
whatever advantages might propose to myself by a change, which could not
fail of disgracing myself, and dishonouring my family. I assured him no
consideration would induce me to forfeit his friendship and good opinion
on that score; at which assurance he discovered great satisfaction, and
put me in mind of dinner, which we immediately bespoke, and when it was
ready, ate together.

I imagined my acquaintance with the Scottish priest if properly managed,
might turn out to my advantage, and therefore resolved to cultivate
it as much as I could. With this view we visited him at his convent,
according to his invitation, where he treated us with wine and
sweetmeats, and showed us everything that was remarkable in the
monastery. Having been thus entertained, we took our leave, though not
before I had promised to see him next day, and the time fixed for my
uncle's embarking being come, I accompanied him to the harbour, and saw
him on board. We parted not without tears, after we had embraced and
wished one another all manner of prosperity: and he entreated me to
write to him often, directing to Lieutenant Bowling, at the sign of the
Union Flag, near the Hermitage, London.

I returned to the house in which we had met, where I passed the night
in a very solitary manner, reflecting on the severity of my fate, and
endeavouring to project some likely scheme of life for the future; but
my invention failed me; I saw nothing but insurmountable difficulties in
my way, and was ready to despair at the miserable prospect! That I might
not, however, neglect any probable reason, I got up in the morning, and
went directly to the father, whose advice and assistance I implored. He
received me very kindly, and gave me to understand, that there was one
way of life in which a person of my talents could not fail of making a
great figure. I guessed his meaning, and told him, once for all, I was
fully determined against any alteration in point of religion; therefore
if his proposal regarded the church, he might save himself the trouble
of explaining it. He shook his head and sighed, saying, "Ah! son, son,
what a glorious prospect is here spoiled by your stubborn prejudice!
Suffer yourself to be persuaded by reason, and consult your temporal
welfare, as well as the concerns of your eternal soul. I can, by my
interest procure your admission as a noviciate to this convent, where I
will superintend and direct you with a truly paternal affection." Then
he launched out into the praises of a monastic life, which no noise
disturbs, no cares molest, and no danger invades--where the heart
is weaned from carnal attachments, the grosser appetite subdued and
chastised, and the soul wafted to divine regions of philosophy and
truth, on the wing of studious contemplation. But his eloquence was lost
upon me, whom two considerations enabled to withstand his temptation;
namely, my promise to my uncle, and my aversion to an ecclesiastical
life; for as to the difference of religion, I looked upon it as a thing
of too small moment to come in competition with a man's fortune. Finding
me immovable on this head, he told me, he was more sorry than offended
at my noncompliance, and still ready to employ his good offices in
my behalf. "The same erroneous maxims," said he, "that obstruct your
promotion in the church, will infallibly prevent your advancement in the
army; but, if you can brook the condition of a servant, I am acquainted
with some people of rank at Versailles, to whom I can give you letters
of recommendation, that you may be entertained by some one of them in
quality of maitre d'hotel; and I do not doubt that your qualifications
will soon entitle you to a better provision." I embraced his offer with
great eagerness, and he appointed me to come back in the afternoon,
when he would not only give me letters, but likewise introduce me to
a capuchin of his acquaintance, who intended to set out for Paris next
morning in whose company I might travel, without being at the expense
of one livre during the whole journey. This piece of good news gave me
infinite pleasure; I acknowledged my obligation to the benevolent father
in the most grateful expressions; and he performed his promise to a
tittle, in delivering the letters, and making me acquainted with the
capuchin, with whom I departed next morning by break of day.

It was not long before I discovered my fellow traveller to be a merry
facetious fellow, who, notwithstanding his profession and appearance of
mortification, loved good eating and drinking better than his rosary,
and paid more adoration to a pretty girl than to the Virgin Mary, or St.
Genevieve. He was a thick brawny young man, with red eyebrows, a hook
nose, a face covered with freckles; and his name was Frere Balthazar.
His order did not permit him to wear linen, so that, having little
occasion to undress himself, he was none of the cleanliest animals in
the world; and his constitution was naturally so strongly scented that
I always thought it convenient to keep to the windward of him in our
march. As he was perfectly well known on the road, we fared sumptuously
without any cost, and the fatigue of our journey was much alleviated by
the good humour of my companion, who sang an infinite number of catches
on the subjects of love and wine. We took up our lodging the first night
at a peasant's house not far from Abbeville, where we were entertained
with an excellent ragout, cooked by our landlord's daughters, one
of whom was very handsome. After having eaten heartily and drank a
sufficient quantity of small wine, we were conducted to a barn, where we
found a couple of carpets spread upon clean straw for our reception.
We had not lain in this situation above half-an-hour, when we heard
somebody knock softly at the door, upon which Balthazar got up, and
let in our host's two daughters, who wanted to have some private
conversation with him in the dark. When they had whispered together some
time, the capuchin came to me, and asked if I was insensible to love,
and so hard-hearted as to refuse a share of my bed to a pretty maid who
had a tendre for me? I must own to my shame, that I suffered myself to
be overcome by my passion, and with great eagerness seized the occasion,
when I understood that the amiable Nanette was to be my bedfellow. In
vain did my reason suggest the respect that I owed to my dear mistress
Narcissa; the idea of that lovely charmer rather increased than allayed
the ferment of my spirits; and the young paysanne had no reason to
complain of my remembrance. Early in the morning, the kind creatures
left us to our repose, which lasted till eight o'clock when we got up,
and were treated at breakfast with chocolate and l'eau-de-vie by our
paramours, of whom we took a tender leave, after my companion had
confessed and given them absolution.

While we proceeded on our journey, the conversation turned upon the
night's adventure, being introduced by the capuchin, who asked me how I
liked my lodging; I declared my satisfaction, and talked in rapture of
the agreeable Nanette, at which he shook his head, and smiling said, she
was a morceau pour la bonne bouche. "I never valued myself," continued
he, "upon anything so much as the conquest of Nanette; and, vanity
apart, I have been pretty fortunate in my amours." This information
shocked me not a little, as I was well convinced of his intimacy with
her sister; and though I did not care to tax him with downright
incest, I professed my astonishment at his last night's choice, when, I
supposed, the other was at his devotion. To this hint he answered that,
besides his natural complaisance to the sex, he had another reason to
distribute his favours equally between them, namely, to preserve peace
in the family, which could not otherwise be maintained; that, moreover,
Nanette had conceived an affection for me, and he loved her too well
to balk her inclination; more especially, when he had an opportunity of
obliging his friend at the same time. I thanked him for this instance
of his friendship, though I was extremely disgusted at his want of
delicacy, and cursed the occasion that threw me in his way. Libertine as
I was, I could not bear to see a man behave so wide of the character he
assumed. I looked upon him as a person of very little worth or honesty,
and should even have kept a wary eye upon my pocket, if I had thought he
could have had any temptation to steal. But I could not conceive the use
of money to a capuchin, who is obliged, by the rules of his order, to
appear like a beggar, and enjoy all other necessaries of life gratis;
besides, my fellow traveller seemed to be of a complexion too careless
and sanguine to give me any apprehension on that score; so that I
proceeded with great confidence, in expectation of being soon at my
journey's end.






CHAPTER XLIII

We lodge at a House near Amiens, where I am robbed by the Capuchin, who
escapes while I am asleep--I go to Noyons in search of him, but
without Success--make my Condition known to several People, but find
no Relief--grow desperate--find a Company of Soldiers--Enlist in the
Regiment of Picardy--we are ordered into Germany--I find the Fatigues of
the March almost intolerable--Quarrel with my Comrade in a dispute about
Politics--he challenges me to the Field--wounds and disarms me

The third night of our pilgrimage we passed at a house near Amiens,
where being unknown, we supped upon indifferent fare and sour wine, and
were fain to be in a garret upon an old mattress, which, I believe had
been in the possession of ten thousand myriads of fleas time out of
mind. We did not invade their territory with impunity; in less than
a minute we were attacked by stings innumerable, in spite of which,
however, I fell fast asleep, being excessively fatigued with our day's
march, and did not wake till nine next morning, when, seeing myself
alone, I started up in a terrible fright, and, examining my pockets,
found my presaging fear too true! My companion had made free with my
cash, and left me to seek my way to Paris by myself! I ran down stairs
immediately; and, with a look full of grief and amazement, inquired for
the mendicant, who, they gave me to understand, had set out four hours
before, after having told them I was a little indisposed, and desired I
might not be disturbed, but be informed when I should wake, that he had
taken the road to Noyons, where he would wait for my coming, at the Coq
d'Or. I spoke not a word, but with a heavy heart directed my course to
that place, at which I arrived in the afternoon, fainting with weariness
and hunger; but learned to my utter confusion, that no such person had
been there! It was happy for me that I had a good deal of resentment
in my constitution, which animated me on such occasions against the
villainy of mankind, and enabled me to bear misfortunes, otherwise
intolerable. Boiling with indignation, I discovered to the host my
deplorable condition, and inveighed with great bitterness against the
treachery of Balthazar; at which he shrugged up his shoulders, and
with a peculiar grimace on his countenance, said, he was sorry for my
misfortune, but there was no remedy like patience. At that instant some
guests arrived, to whom he hastened to offer his service, leaving me
mortified at his indifference, and fully persuaded that an innkeeper is
the same sordid animal all the world over.

While I stood in the porch forlorn and undetermined, venting
ejaculations of curses against the thief who had robbed me, and the old
priest who recommended him to my friendship, a young gentleman richly
dressed, attended by a valet de chambre and two servants in livery,
arrived at the inn. I thought I perceived a great deal of sweetness and
good-nature in his countenance; therefore he had no sooner alighted than
I accosted him, and, in a few words, explained my situation: he listened
with great politeness, and, when I made an end of my story, said, "Well,
monsieur, what would you have me to do?" I was effectually abashed
at this interrogation, which, I believe, no man of common sense or
generosity could make, and made no other compliment than a low bow:
he returned the compliment still lower, and tripped into an apartment,
while the landlord let me know that my standing there to interrupt
company gave offence, and might do him infinite prejudice. He had no
occasion to repeat his insinuation; I moved from the place immediately,
and was so much transported with grief, anger, and disdain, that a
torrent of blood gushed from my nostrils. In this ecstacy, I quitted
Noyons, and betook myself to the fields, where I wandered about like one
distracted, till my spirits were quite exhausted, and I was obliged to
throw myself down at the root of a tree, to rest my wearied limbs. Here
my rage forsook me: I began to feel the importunate cravings of nature,
and relapsed into silent sorrow and melancholy reflection. I revolved
all the crimes I had been guilty of and found them too few and venial,
that I could not comprehend the justice of that Providence, which, after
having exposed me to so much wretchedness and danger, left me a prey
to famine at last in a foreign country, where I had not one friend or
acquaintance to close my eyes, and do the last offices of humanity to my
miserable carcass. A thousand times I wished myself a bear, that I might
retreat to woods and deserts, far from the inhospitable haunts of man,
where I could live by my own talents, independent of treacherous friends
and supercilious scorn.

As I lay in this manner, groaning over my hapless fate, I heard the
sound of a violin, and raising my head, perceived a company of men and
women dancing on the grass at some distance from me. I looked upon this
to be a favourable season for distress to attract compassion, when every
selfish thought is banished, and the heart dilated with mirth and social
joy; wherefore I got up, and approached those happy people, whom I soon
discovered to be a party of soldiers, with their wives and children,
unbending and diverting themselves at this rate, after the fatigue of
a march. I had never before seen such a parcel of scarecrows together,
neither could I reconcile their meagre and gaunt looks, their squalid
and ragged attire, and every other external symptom of extreme woe, with
this appearance of festivity. I saluted them, however, and was received
with great politeness; after which they formed a ring, and danced around
me. This jollity had a wonderful effect upon my spirits. I was infected
with their gaiety, and in spite of my dismal situation, forgot my cares,
and joined in their extravagance. When we had recreated ourselves a good
while at this diversion, the ladies spread their manteaus on the ground,
upon which they emptied their knapsacks of some onions, coarse bread,
and a few flasks of poor wine: being invited to a share of the banquet,
I sat down with the rest, and, in the whole course of my life, never
made a more comfortable meal. When our repast was ended, we got up
again to dance, and, now that I found myself refreshed I behaved to the
admiration of everybody; I was loaded with a thousand compliments and
professions of friendship: the men commended my person and agility, and
the women were loud in the praise of my bonne grace; the sergeant in
particular expressed so much regard for me, and described the pleasures
of a soldier's life to me with so much art, that I began to listen to
his proposal of enlisting me in the service; and the more I considered
my own condition, the more I was convinced of the necessity I was under
to come to a speedy determination.

Having, therefore, maturely weighed the circumstances pro and con I
signified my consent, and was admitted into the regiment of Picardy,
said to be the oldest corps in Europe. The company to which this
commander belonged was quartered at a village not far off, whither we
marched next day, and I was presented to my captain, who seemed very
well pleased with my appearance, gave me a crown to drink, and ordered
me to be accommodated with clothes, arms, and accoutrements. Then I sold
my livery suit, purchased linen, and, as I was at great pains to learn
the exercise, in a very short time became a complete soldier.

It was not long before we received orders to join several more
regiments, and march with all expedition into Germany, in order to
reinforce Mareschal Duc de Noailles, who was then encamped with his army
on the side of the river Mayne, to watch the motions of the English,
Hanoverians, Austrians, and Hessians, under the command of the Earl of
Stair. We began our march accordingly, and then I became acquainted with
that part of a soldier's life to which I had been hitherto a stranger.
It is impossible to describe the hunger and thirst I sustained, and the
fatigue I underwent in a march of so many hundred miles; during which, I
was so much chafed with the heat and motion of my limbs, that in a very
short time the inside of my thighs and legs were deprived of skin, and I
proceeded in the utmost torture. This misfortune I owed to the plumpness
of my constitution, which I cursed, and envied the withered condition
of my comrades, whose bodies could not spare juice enough to supply a
common issue, and were indeed proof against all manner of friction. The
continual pain I felt made me fretful, and my peevishness was increased
by the mortification of my pride in seeing those miserable wretches,
whom a hard gale of wind would have scattered through the air like
chaff, bear those toils with alacrity under which I was ready to sink.

One day, while we enjoyed a halt, and the soldiers with their wives had
gone out to dance, according to custom, my comrade stayed at home
with me on pretence of friendship, and insulted me with his pity and
consolation! He told me that, though I was young and tender at present,
I should soon be seasoned to the service; and he did not doubt but I
should have the honour to contribute in some measure to the glory of
the king. "Have courage, therefore, my child," said he, "and pray to the
good God, that you may be as happy as I am, who have had the honour of
serving Louis the Great, and of receiving many wounds, in helping to
establish his glory." When I looked upon the contemptible object that
pronounced these words, I was amazed at the infatuation that possessed
him; and could not help expressing my astonishment at the absurdity of
a rational who thinks himself highly honoured, in being permitted to
encounter abject poverty, oppression, famine, disease, mutilation, and
evident death merely to gratify the vicious ambition of a prince, by
whom his sufferings were disregarded, and his name utterly unknown. I
observed that, if his situation were the consequence of compulsion, I
would praise his patience and fortitude in bearing his lot: if he had
taken up arms in defence of his injured country, he was to be applauded
for his patriotism: or if he had fled to this way of life as a refuge
from a greater evil, he was justifiable in his own conscience (though
I could have no notion of misery more extreme than he suffered); but
to put his condition on the footing of conducing to the glory of his
prince, was no more than professing himself a desperate slave, who
voluntarily underwent the utmost wretchedness and peril, and
committed the most flagrant crimes, to soothe the barbarous pride of a
fellow-creature, his superior in nothing but the power he derived
from the submission of such wretches as him. The soldier was very much
affronted at the liberty I took with his king, which, he said, nothing
but my ignorance could excuse: he affirmed that the characters of
princes were sacred, and ought not to be profaned by the censure
of their subjects, who were bound by their allegiance to obey their
commands, of what nature soever, without scruple or repining; and
advised me to correct the rebellious principles I had imbibed among the
English, who, for their insolence to their kings, were notorious all
over the world, even to a proverb.

In vindication of my countrymen, I repeated all the arguments commonly
used to prove that every man has a natural right to liberty; that
allegiance and protection are reciprocal; that, when the mutual tie is
broken by the tyranny of the king, he is accountable to the people for
his breach of contract, and subject to the penalties of the law; and
that those insurrections of the English, which are branded with the
name of rebellion by the slaves of arbitrary power, were no other than
glorious efforts to rescue that independence which was their birthright,
from the ravenous claws of usurping ambition. The Frenchman, provoked at
the little deference I paid to the kingly name, lost all patience, and
reproached me in such a manner that my temper forsook me, I clenched my
fist, with an intention to give him a hearty box on the ear. Perceiving
my design, he started back and demanded a parley; upon which I checked
my indignation, and he gave me to understand that a Frenchman never
forgave a blow; therefore, if I were not weary of my life, I would do
well to spare him that mortification, and do him the honour of measuring
his sword with mine, like a gentleman. I took his advice and followed
him to a field hard by, where indeed I was ashamed at the pitiful figure
of my antagonist, who was a poor little shivering creature, decrepit
with age, and blind of one eye. But I soon found the folly of judging
from appearances; being at the second pass wounded in the sword hand,
and immediately disarmed with such a jerk, that I thought the joint
was dislocated. I was no less confounded than enraged at this event,
especially as my adversary did not bear his success with all the
moderation that might have been expected; for he insisted upon my asking
pardon for affronting his king and him. This proposal I would by no
means comply with, but told him, it was a mean condescension, which no
gentleman in his circumstances ought to propose, nor any in my situation
ought to perform; and that, if he persisted in his ungenerous demand,
I would in my turn claim satisfaction with my musket, when we should be
more upon a par than with the sword, of which he seemed so much master.






CHAPTER XLIV

In order to be revenged, I learn the Science of Defence--we join
Mareschal Duc de Noailles, are engaged with the Allies of Dettingen, and
put to flight--the behaviour of the French soldiers on that occasion--I
industriously seek another combat with the old Gascon, and vanquish him
in my turn--our regiment is put into Winter Quarters at Rheims, where
I find my friend Strap--our Recognition--he supplies me with Money, and
procures my Discharge--we take a trip to Paris; from whence, by the way
of Flanders, we set out for London; where we safely arrive

He was disconcerted at this declaration, to which he made no reply, but
repaired to the dancers, among whom he recounted his victory with many
exaggerations and gasconades; while I, taking up my sword, went to my
quarters, and examined my wound, which I found was of no consequence.
The same day an Irish drummer, having heard of my misfortune, visited
me, and after having condoled me on the chance of war, gave me to
understand, that he was master of the sword, and would in a very short
time instruct me so thoroughly in that noble science, that I should be
able to chastise the old Gascon for his insolent boasting at my expense.
This friendly office he proffered on pretence of the regard he had for
his countrymen; but I afterwards learned the true motive was no other
than a jealousy he entertained of a correspondence between the Frenchman
and his wife, which he did not think proper to resent in person. Be this
as it will, I accepted his offer and practised his lessons with such
application, that I soon believed myself a match for my conqueror.
In the meantime we continued our march, and arrived at the Camp
of Mareschal Noailles the night before the battle at Dettingen:
notwithstanding the fatigue we had undergone, our regiment was one of
those that were ordered next day to cross the river, under the command
of the Duc de Grammont, to take possession of a narrow defile, through
which the allies must of necessity have passed at a great disadvantage,
or remain where they were, and perish for want of provision, if they
would not condescend to surrender at discretion. How they suffered
themselves to be pent up in this manner it is not my province to relate;
I shall only observe that, when we had taken possession of our ground, I
heard an old officer in conversation with another express a surprise at
the conduct of Lord Stair, who had the reputation of a good general. But
it seems, at this time, that nobleman was overruled, and only acted in
an inferior character; so that no part of the blame could be imputed
to him, who declared his disapprobation of the step, in consequence of
which the whole army was in the utmost danger; but Providence or destiny
acted miracles in their behalf, by disposing the Duc de Grammont to quit
his advantageous post, pass the defile, and attack the English, who were
drawn up in order of battle on the plain, and who handled us so roughly
that, after having lost a great number of men, we turned our backs
without ceremony, and fled with such precipitation that many hundreds
perished in the river through pure fear and confusion: for the enemy
were so generous that they did not pursue us one inch of ground; and,
if our consternation would have permitted, we might have retreated with
great order and deliberation. But, notwithstanding the royal clemency
of the king of Great Britain, who headed the allies in person, and, no
doubt, put a stop to the carnage, our loss amounted to five thousand
men, among whom were many officers of distinction. Our miscarriage
opened a passage for the foe to Haynau, whither they immediately
marched, leaving their sick and wounded to the care of the French, who
next day took possession of the field of battle, buried the dead, and
treated the living with humanity.

This circumstance was a great consolation to us, who thence took
occasion to claim the victory; and the genius of the French nation never
appeared more conspicuous than now, in the rhodomontades they uttered
on the subject of their generosity and courage. Every man (by his own
account) performed feats that eclipsed all the heroes of antiquity.
One compared himself to a lion retiring at leisure from his cowardly
pursuers, who keep at a wary distance, and gall him with their darts.
Another likened himself to a bear that retreats with his face to the
enemy, who dare not assail him; and the third assumed the character of a
desperate stag, that turns upon the hounds and keeps them at bay. There
was not a private soldier engaged who had not by the prowess of his
single arm demolished a whole platoon, or put a squadron of horse to
flight; and, among others, the meagre Gascon extolled his exploits above
those of Hercules or Charlemagne. As I still retained my resentment for
the disgrace I suffered in my last rencontre with him, and, now that I
the thought myself qualified, longed for an opportunity to retrieve my
honour, I magnified the valour of the English with all the hyperboles I
could imagine, and described the pusillanimity of the French in the same
style, comparing them to hares flying before greyhounds, or mice pursued
by cats; and passed an ironical compliment on the speed he exerted
in his flight, which, considering his age and infirmities I said was
surprising. He was stung to the quick by this sarcasm, and, with an air
of threatening disdain, bade me know myself better, and remember the
correction I had already received from him for my insolence; for he
might not always be in the humour of sparing a wretch who abused his
goodness. To this inuendo I made no reply but by a kick on the breech,
which overturned him in an instant. He started up with wonderful
agility, and, drawing his sword, attacked me with great fury. Several
people interposed, but, when he informed them of its being an affair of
honour, they retired, and left us to decide the battle by ourselves.
I sustained his onset with little damage, having only received a small
scratch on my right shoulder, and, seeing his breath and vigour almost
exhausted, assaulted him in my turn, closed with him, and wrested his
sword out of his hand in the struggle. Having thus acquired the victory,
I desired him to beg his life; to which demand he made no answer, but
shrugged up his shoulders to his ears, expanded his hands, elevated
the skin on his forehead and eyebrows, and depressed the corners of his
mouth in such a manner, that I could scarce refrain from laughing aloud
at his grotesque appearance. That I might, however, mortify his vanity,
which triumphed without bounds over my misfortune, I thrust his sword up
to the hilt in something (it was not a tansy), that lay smoking on the
plain, and joined the rest of the soldiers with an air of tranquillity
and indifference.

There was nothing more of moment attempted by either of the armies
during the remaining part of the campaign, which being ended, the
English marched back to the Netherlands; part of our army was detached
to French Flanders, and our regiment ordered into winter quarters in
Champagne. It was the fate of the grenadier company, to which I now
belonged, to lie at Rheims, where I found myself in the utmost want
of everything, my pay, which amounted to five sols a day, far from
supplying me with necessaries, being scarce sufficient to procure a
wretched subsistence to keep soul and body together; so that I was,
by hunger and hard duty, brought down to the meagre condition of my
fellow-soldiers, and my linen reduced from three tolerable shirts to
two pair of sleeves and necks, the bodies having been long ago converted
into spatterdaches; and after all, I was better provided than any
private man in the regiment. In this urgency of my affairs, I wrote to
my uncle in England, though my hopes from that quarter were not at all
sanguine, for the reasons I have already explained; and in the meantime
had recourse to my old remedy patience, consoling myself with the
flattering suggestions of a lively imagination, that never abandoned me
in my distress.

One day, while I stood sentinel at the gate of a general officer, a
certain nobleman came to the door, followed by a gentleman in mourning,
to whom, at parting, I heard him say, "You may depend upon my good
offices." This assurance was answered by a low bow of the person
in black, who, turning to go away, discovered to me the individual
countenance of my old friend and adherent Strap. I was so much
astonished at the sight, that I lost the power of utterance, and, before
I could recollect myself, he was gone without taking any notice of me.
Indeed, had he stayed, I scarcely should have ventured to accost him;
because, though I was perfectly well acquainted with the features of his
face, I could not be positively certain as to the rest of his person,
which was very much altered for the better since he left me at London,
neither could I conceive by which means he was enabled to appear in the
sphere of a gentleman, to which, while I knew him, he had not even
the ambition to aspire. But I was too much concerned in the affair to
neglect further information, and therefore took the first opportunity
of asking the porter if he knew the gentleman to whom the marquis spoke.
The Swiss told me his name was Monsieur d'Estrapes, that he had been
valet-de-chambre to an English gentleman lately deceased, and that he
was very much regarded by the marquis for his fidelity to his master,
between whom and that nobleman a very intimate friendship had subsisted.
Nothing could be more agreeable to me than this piece of intelligence,
which banished all doubt of its being my friend, who had found means to
frenchify his name as well as his behaviour since we parted. As soon,
therefore, as I was relieved, I went to his lodging, according to a
direction given me by the Swiss, and had the good fortune to find him
at home. That I might surprise him the more, I concealed my name and
business, and only desired the servant of the house to tell Monsieur
d'Estrapes that I begged the honour of half-an-hour's conversation with
him. He was confounded and dismayed at this message, when he understood
it was sent by a soldier; though he was conscious to himself of no
crime, all that he had heard of the Bastille appeared to his
imagination with aggravated horror, but it was not before I had waited a
considerable time that he had resolution enough to bid the servant show
me up-stairs.

When I entered his chamber, he returned my bow with great civility,
and endeavoured, with forced complaisance, to disguise his fear, which
appeared in the paleness of his face, the wildness of his looks, and
the shaking of his limbs. I was diverted at his consternation, which
redoubled, when I told him in French, I had business for his private ear
and demanded a particular audience. The valet being withdrawn, I asked
in the same language if his name was d'Estrapes, to which he answered
with a faltering tongue, "The same, at your service." "Are you a
Frenchman?" Said I. "I have not the honour of being a Frenchman born,"
replied he, "but I have an infinite veneration for the country." I then
desired he would do me the honour to look at me, which he no sooner did
than, struck with my appearance, he started back, and cried in
English, "O Jesus!--sure it can't! No 'tis impossible!" I smiled at his
interjections, saying, "I suppose you are too much of a gentleman to own
your friend in adversity." When he heard me pronounce these words in
our own language, he leaped upon me in a transport of joy, hung about
my neck, kissed me from ear to ear, and blubbered like a great schoolboy
who had been whipped. Then, observing my dress, he set up his throat,
crying, "O Lord! O Lord! that ever I should live to see my dearest
friend reduced to the condition of a foot soldier in the French service!
Why did you consent to my leaving you?--but I know the reason--you
thought you had got more creditable friends, and grew ashamed of my
acquaintance. Ah! Lord help us! though I was a little short-sighted, I
was not altogether blind: and though I did not complain, I was not the
less sensible of your unkindness, which was indeed the only thing that
induced me to ramble abroad, the Lord knows whither; but I must own
it has been a lucky ramble for me, and so I forgive you, and may God
forgive you! O Lord! Lord! is it come to this?" I was nettled at the
charge, which, though just, I could not help thinking unseasonable, and
told him with some tartness that, whether his suspicions were well or
ill grounded, he might have chosen a more convenient opportunity of
introducing them; and that the question now was whether or no he found
himself disposed to lend me any assistance. "Disposed!" replied he with
great emotion; "I thought you had known me so well as to assure yourself
without asking, that I, and all that belongs to me, are at your command.
In the meantime you shall dine with me, and I will tell you something
that, perhaps, will not be displeasing unto you." Then, wringing my
hand, he said, "It makes my heart bleed to see you in that garb!"
I thanked him for his invitation, which, I observed, could not be
unwelcome to a person who had not eaten a comfortable meal these seven
months; but I had another request to make, which I begged he would grant
before dinner, and that was the loan of a shirt; for although my back
had been many weeks a stranger to any comfort of that kind, my skin was
not yet familiarised to the want of it. He stared in my face, with a
woful countenance, at this declaration, which he could scarce believe,
until I explained it by unbuttoning my coat and disclosing my naked
body--a circumstance which shocked the tender-hearted Strap, who, with
tears in his eyes, ran to a chest of drawers, and taking out some linen,
presented to me a very fine ruffled Holland shirt and cambric neckcloth,
assuring me he had three dozen of the same kind at my service.

I was ravished at this piece of good news and, having accommodated
myself in a moment, hugged my benefactor for his generous offer, saying,
I was overjoyed to find him undebauched by prosperity, which seldom
fails to corrupt the heart. He bespoke for dinner some soup and bouilli,
a couple of pullets roasted, and a dish of asparagus, and in the
interim entertained me with biscuit and Burgundy, after which repast he
entreated me to gratify his longing desire of knowing every circumstance
of my fortune since his departure from London. This request I complied
with, beginning at the adventure of Gawky, and relating every particular
event in which I had been concerned from that day to the present hour.
During the recital, my friend was strongly affected, according to the
various situations described. He stared with surprise, glowed with
indignation, gaped with curiosity, smiled with pleasure, trembled with
fear, and wept with sorrow, as the vicissitudes of my life inspired
these different passions; and, when my story was ended, signified his
amazement on the whole, by lifting up his eyes and hands and protesting
that, though I was a young man, had suffered more than all the blessed
martyrs.

After dinner, I desired in my turn to know the particulars of his
peregrination, and he satisfied me in a few words, by giving me to
understand that he had lived a year at Paris with his master, who,
in that time having acquired the language, as well as the fashionable
exercises to perfection, made a tour of France and Holland, during
which excursion he was so unfortunate as to meet with three of his
own countrymen on their travels, in whose company he committed such
excesses, that his constitution failed, and he fell into a consumption;
that by the advice of physicians, he went to Montpelier for the benefit
of good air, and recovered so well in six weeks, that he returned to
Rheims seemingly in good health, where he had not continued above a
month, when he was seized with a looseness that carried him off in ten
days, to the unspeakable sorrow of all who knew him and especially
of Strap, who had been very happy in his service, and given such
satisfaction, that his master, on his death-bed recommended him
to several persons of distinction for his diligence, sobriety, and
affection, and left him by will his wearing apparel, gold watch, sword,
rings, ready money, and all the moveables he had in France, to the value
of three hundred pounds "which I now," said he, "in the sight of God and
man, surrender to your absolute disposal: here are my keys; take them,
I beseech you, and God give you joy of the possession." My brain was
almost turned by this sudden change of fortune, which I could scarce
believe real: however, I positively refused this extravagant proffer of
my friend, and put him in mind of my being a soldier; at which hint he
started, crying, "Odso! that's true! we must procure your discharge. I
have some interest with a nobleman who is able to do me that favour."

We consulted about this affair, and it was determined that Monsieur
d'Estrapes should wait upon the Marquis in the morning, and tell him he
had by accident found his brother, whom he had not seen for many years
before, a private soldier in the regiment of Picardy, and implore that
nobleman's interest for his discharge. In the meantime, we enjoyed
ourselves over a bottle of good Burgundy, and spent the evening in
concerting schemes for our future conduct, in case I should be so lucky
as to get rid of the army. The business was to make ourselves easy for
life by means of his legacy, a task very difficult, and, in the usual
methods of laying out money, altogether impracticable, so that, after
much canvassing, we could come to no resolution that night, but when we
parted, recommended the matter to the serious attention of each other.
As for my own part, I puzzled my imagination to no purpose. When I
thought of turning merchant, the smallness of our stock, and the risk
of seas, enemies, and markets, deterred me from that scheme. If I should
settle as a surgeon in my own country, I would find the business already
overstocked; or, if I pretended to set up in England, must labour under
want of friends and powerful opposition, obstacles insurmountable by the
most shining merit: neither should I succeed in my endeavours to rise in
the state, inasmuch as I could neither flatter nor pimp for courtiers,
nor prostitute my pen in defence of a wicked and contemptible
administration. Before I could form any feasible project, I fell asleep,
and my fancy was blest with the image of the dear Narcissa, who seemed
to smile upon my passion, and offer her hand as a reward for all my
toils.

Early in the morning, I went to the lodgings of my friend, whom I
found exulting over his happy invention! for I no sooner entered his
apartment, than he addressed himself to me in these words, with a smile
of self-applause: "Well, Mr. Random, a lucky thought may come into a
fool's head sometimes. I have hit it--I'll hold you a button my plan
is better than yours, for all your learning. But you shall have the
preference in this as in all other things; therefore proceed, and let
us know the effects of your meditation; and then I will impart my own
simple excogitations." I told him, that not one thought had occurred to
me which deserved the least notice, and signified my impatience to be
acquainted with the fruits of his reflection. "As we have not," said he,
"money sufficient to maintain us during a tedious expectation, it is
my opinion that a bold push must be made; and I see none so likely to
succeed as your appearing in the character of a gentleman (which is your
due), and making your addresses to some lady of fortune, who can render
you independent at once. Nay, don't stare--I affirm that this scheme
is both prudent and honourable; for I would not have you throw yourself
away upon an old toothless wheezing dame, whose breath would stink you
into a consumption in less than three months, neither would I advise
you to assume the character of a wealthy squire, as your common
fortune-hunters do, by which means many a poor lady is cheated into
matrimony, and instead of enjoying the pomp and grandeur that was
promised, sees her dowry seized by her husband's rapacious creditors,
and herself reduced to misery and despair. No, I know you have a soul
that disdains such imposition; and are master of qualifications, both
of mind and body, which alone entitle you to a match that will set you
above the world. I have clothes in my possession that a duke need not be
ashamed to wear. I believe they will fit you as they are, if not there
are plenty of tailors in France. Let us take a short trip to Paris, and
provide ourselves with all other necessaries, then set out for England,
where I intend to do myself the honour of attending you in quality of a
valet. This expedient will save you the expense of a servant, shaving,
and dressing; and I doubt not but, by the blessing of God, we shall
bring matters to a speedy and fortunate issue." Extravagant as this
proposal was, I listened to it with pleasure, because it flattered my
vanity, and indulged a ridiculous hope I began to entertain of inspiring
Narcissa with a mutual flame.

After breakfast, Monsieur d'Estrapes went to pay his devoirs to the
marquis, and was so successful in his application, that I obtained a
discharge in a few days, upon which we set out for Paris. Here I had
time to reflect and congratulate myself upon this sudden transition of
fate, which to bear with moderation required some degree of philosophy
and self-denial. This truth will be more obvious, if I give a detail
of the particulars, to the quiet possession of which I was raised in an
instant, from the most abject misery and contempt. My wardrobe consisted
of five fashionable coats full mounted, two of which were plain, one
of cut velvet, one trimmed with gold, and another with silver lace, two
frocks, one of white drab, with large plate buttons, the other of blue
with gold binding; one waistcoat of gold brocade; one of blue satin,
embroidered with silver; one of green silk, trimmed with figured broad
gold lace; one of black silk, with fringes; one of white satin, one of
black cloth, and one of scarlet; six pair of cloth breeches; one pair
of crimson, and another of black velvet; twelve pair of white silk
stockings, as many of black silk, and the same number of white cotton;
one hat, laced with gold point d'Espagne, another with silver lace
scolloped, a third with gold binding, and a fourth plain; three dozen
of fine ruffled shirts, as many neckcloths; one dozen of cambric
handkerchiefs, and the like number of silk. The other moveables, which
I possessed by the generosity and friendship of Strap, were a gold watch
with a chased case, two valuable diamond rings, two mourning swords, one
with a silver handle, and a fourth cut steel inlaid with gold, a diamond
stock buckle, and a set of stone buckles for the knees and shoes; a pair
of silver-mounted pistols with rich housings; a gold-headed cane, and a
snuff-box of tortoiseshell, mounted with gold, having the picture of a
lady in the top. The gentleman left many other things of value, which my
friend had converted into cash before I met with him; so that, over and
above these particulars, our stock in ready money amounted to something
more than two hundred pounds.

Thus equipped, I put on the gentleman of figure, and, attended by my
honest friend, who was contented with the station of my valet, visited
the Louvre, examined the gallery of Luxembourg, and appeared at
Versailles, where I had the honour of seeing his Most Christian Majesty
eat a considerable quantity of olives. During the month I spent at
Paris, I went several times to court, the Italian comedy, opera,
and playhouse, danced at a masquerade, and, in short, saw everything
remarkable in and about that capital. Then we set out for England by the
way of Flanders, passed through Brussels, Ghent, and Bruges, and took
shipping at Ostend, from whence, in fourteen hours, we arrived at Deal,
hired a postchaise, and in twelve hours more got safe to London, having
disposed of our heavy baggage in the waggon.






CHAPTER XLV

I inquire for my Uncle, and understand he is gone to sea--take Lodgings
at Charing Cross--go to the Play, where I meet with an adventure--Dine
at an ordinary--the Guests described--become acquainted with Medlar and
Doctor Wagtail

As soon as we alighted at the inn, I dispatched Strap to inquire for my
uncle at the Union Flag in Wapping; and he returned in a little time,
with an account of Mr. Bowling's having gone to sea, mate of a merchant
ship, after a long and unsuccessful application attendance at the
Admiralty; where, it seems, the interest he depended upon was not
sufficient to reinstate him, or recover the pay that was due to him when
he quitted the Thunder.

Next day I hired very handsome lodgings not far from Charing Cross; and
in the evening dressed myself in a plain suit of the true Paris cut, and
appeared in a front box at the play, where I saw a good deal of company,
and was vain enough to believe that I was observed with an uncommon
degree of attention and applause. This silly conceit intoxicated me so
much, that I was guilty of a thousand ridiculous coquetries; and I dare
say, how favourable soever the thoughts of the company might be at my
first appearance, they were soon changed by my absurd behaviour into
pity or contempt. I rose and sat down, covered and uncovered my head
twenty times between the acts; pulled out my watch, clapped it to
my ear, wound it up, set it, gave it the hearing again; displayed my
snuff-box, affected to take snuff, that I might have all opportunity of
showing my brilliant, and wiped my nose with perfumed handkerchief;
then dangled my cane, and adjusted my sword-knot, and acted many more
fooleries of the same kind, in hopes of obtaining the character of
a pretty fellow, in the acquiring of which I found two considerable
obstructions in my disposition--namely, a natural reserve and jealous
sensibility. Fain would I have entered into conversation with the people
around me: but I was restrained by the fear of being censured for
my assurance, as well as by reflecting that I was more entitled to a
compliment of this kind from them, than they to such condescension from
a stranger like me. How often did I redden at the frequent whispers and
loud laughter of my fellow beaux, which I imagined were excited by me;
and how often did I envy the happy indifference of those choice spirits,
who behold the distress of the scene without discovering the least
symptom of approbation or concern. My attention was engaged in spite
of myself, and I could not help weeping with the heroine of the stage,
though I practised a great many shifs to conceal this piece of unpolite
weakness.

When the play was ended, I sat waiting for an opportunity of handing
some lady to her coach; but everyone was attended by such a number of
officious gallants, that for a long time I was balked in my expectation.
At length, however, I perceived a very handsome creature, genteelly
dressed, sitting by herself in a box, at some distance from me; upon
which I went up to her, and offered my service. She seemed to be in
some confusion, thanked me for my complaisance, and with a tender look
declined giving me the trouble: looking at her watch, and testifying her
surprise at the negligence of her footman whom she had ordered to have
a chair ready for her at that hour. I repeated my entreaty with all the
eloquence and compliment I was master of; and, in the event, she was
prevailed upon to accept of a proposal I made, to send my servant for
a chair or coach: accordingly, Strap was detached for that purpose, and
returned without success. By this time the playhouse was quite empty,
and we were obliged to retire. As I led her through the passage, I
observed five or six young fellows of fashion standing in a corner,
one of whom, as I thought, tipped my charmer the wink, and when we were
passed, I heard a loud laugh. This note aroused my attention, and I was
resolved to be fully satisfied of this lady's character, before I should
have any nearer connection with her. As no convenience appeared, I
proposed to conduct her to a tavern, where we might stay a few minutes,
until my servant could fetch a coach from the Strand. She seemed
particularly shy of trusting herself in a tavern with a stranger, but
at last yielded to my pathetic remonstrances, rather than endanger
her health by remaining in a cold, damp thoroughfare. Having thus far
succeeded, I begged to know what wine she would be pleased to drink a
glass of; but she professed the greatest aversion to all sorts of strong
liquors, and it was with much difficulty that I could persuade her to
eat a jelly.

In the meantime, I endeavoured to alleviate the uneasiness she
discovered, by saying all the agreeable things I could think of; at
which she would often sigh, and regard me with a languishing look, that
seemed, however, too near akin to the lewd leer of a courtesan. This
discovery added to my former suspicion, while it put me upon my guard
against her arts, divested me of reserve, and enabled me to entertain
her with gaiety and freedom. In the course of our conversation, I
pressed her to allow me the honour of waiting upon her next day at her
lodgings, a request which she, with many apologues, refused, lest it
should give umbrage to Sir John, who was of a disposition apt to be
fretted with trifles. This information, by which I was to understand
that her husband was a knight, did not check my addresses, which became
more and more importunate, and I was even hardy enough to ravish a kiss.
But, O heavens! instead of banqueting on the ambrosial flavour, that her
delicacy of complexion promised, I was almost suffocated with the steams
of Geneva! An exhalation of this kind, from a mouth which had just
before declared an utter abhorrence of all spirituous liquors, not only
changed my doubts into certainty, but my raptures into loathing; and it
would have been impossible for me to have preserved common complaisance
five minutes longer, when my servant returned with a coach. I took the
advantage of this occasion, and presented my hand to the lady, who
put in practice against me the whole artillery of her charms, ogling,
languishing, sighing, and squeezing, with so little reserve that Strap
perceived her tenderness, and rubbed his hands with joy as he followed
us to the door; but I was proof against all her endearments, and handed
her into the coach with an intention to take my leave immediately. She
guessed my design, and invited me to her house, whispering, that now Sir
John was gone to bed, she could have the pleasure of my conversation for
half-an-hour without interruption. I told her there was no mortification
I would not undergo, rather than endanger the repose of her ladyship;
and, bidding the coachman drive on, wished her a good night. She lost
all temper at my indifference, and, stopping the coach, at the distance
of about twenty yards from me, popped out her head, and howled with the
lungs of a fishwoman, "D--n you, you dog, won't you pay the coach-hire?"
As I made no answer, she held forth against me with an eloquence
peculiar to herself; calling me pitifull fellow, scoundrel, and a
hundred such appellations; concluding with an oath, that, for all my
appearance, she believed I had got no money in my pocket.

Having thus vented her indignation, she ordered her coachman to proceed,
and I returned to the tavern, where I bespoke something for supper,
very well pleased at the issue of this adventure. I dispensed with the
attendance of the waiter at table, on pretence that my own servant
was present, and, when we were alone, said to Strap, "Well, Monsieur
d'Estrapes, what d'ye think of this lady?" My friend, who had not
opened his mouth since her departure, could make no other reply than
the monosyllable "Think!" which he pronounced with a note of fear and
astonishment. Surprised at this emphasis, I surveyed my valet,
and, perceiving a wildness in his looks, asked if he had seen his
grandfather's ghost? "Ghost!" said he, "I am sure I have seen a devil
incarnate! Who would have thought that so much devilish malice and
Billingsgate could lurk under so much sweetness of countenance and
modesty of behaviour? Ah! God help us! Fronti nulla fides--nimium ne
crede colori--but we ought to down on our knees, and bless God for
delivering us from the jaws of that painted sepulchre!" I was pretty
much of Strap's opinion, and, though I did not believe myself in any
danger from the allurements of that sisterhood, I determined to act with
great circumspection for the future, and shun all commerce of that kind,
as equally prejudicial to my purse and constitution.

My next care was to introduce myself into a set of good acquaintance:
for which purpose I frequented a certain coffee-house, noted for
the resort of good company, English as well as foreigners, where my
appearance procured all the civilities and advances I could desire. As
there was an ordinary in the same house, I went upstairs to dinner with
the other guests, and found myself at a table with thirteen people, the
greatest part of whom were better dressed than myself. The conversation,
which was mostly carried on in French, turned chiefly on politics; and
I soon found the whole company were in the French interest, myself
excepted, and a testy old gentleman, who contradicted everything that
was advanced in favour of his Most Christian Majesty, with a surliness
truly English. But this trusty patriot, who had never been out of his
own country, and drew all his maxims and notions from prejudice and
hearsay, was very unequal to his antagonists, who were superior to him
in learning and experience, and often took the liberty of travellers
in asserting things which were not strictly true, because they thought
themselves in no danger of being detected by him. The claim of the Queen
Of Spain to the Austrian dominions in Italy was fully explained and
vindicated, by a person who sat opposite to me, and, by the solemnity
of his manner and the richness of his apparel, seemed to be a foreign
ambassador. This dissertation produced another on the Pragmatic
Sanction, handled with great warmth by a young gentleman at my right
hand, dressed in a green frock, trimmed with gold, who justified the
French king for his breach of that contract; and affirmed that he could
not have observed it without injuring his own glory. Although I was
not at all convinced by this gentleman's arguments, I could not help
admiring his vivacity which, I imagined, must be the effect of his
illustrious birth and noble education, and accordingly rated him, in
my conjecture, as a young prince on his travels. The discourse was
afterwards shifted by an old gentleman, of a very martial appearance, to
the last campaign, when the battle of Dettingen was fought over again,
with so many circumstances to the honour of the French and disadvantages
if the Allies, that I began to entertain some doubts of my having been
there in person, and took the liberty to mention some objections to
what he advanced. This freedom introduced a dispute, which lasted a good
while, to the mortification of all present; and was at last referred to
the determination of a grave person, whom they styled Doctor, and who,
under a show of great moderation, decided it against me, with so little
regard to truth, that I taxed him with partiality in pretty severe
terms, to the no small entertainment of the true English politician,
who rejoiced at my defence of a cause he had so often espoused without
success.

My opponent, pleased with the victory he had gained, affected a great
deal of candour, and told me, he should not have been so positive, if
he had not been at great pains to inform himself of each particular.
"Indeed," said he, "I am convinced that the previous steps considered,
things could not happen otherwise; for we generals who have seen
service, though we may not be on the spot ourselves, know by the least
sketch of the disposition what must be the event." He then censured,
with great freedom, every circumstance of the conduct of those who
commanded the Allies; from thence made a transition to the ministry,
which he honoured with many invectives for employing people who had
neither experience nor capacity, to the prejudice of old officers,
who had been distinguished for both; dropped many hints of his own
importance, and concluded with observing, that the French and Spaniards
knew better how to value generals of merit; the good effects of which
are seen in the conquests they gain, and the discipline of their troops,
which are at the same time better clothed and paid than any soldiers
in the universe. These remarks furnished the green knight with an
opportunity of launching out in the praise of the French government
in general, civil as well as military; on which occasion he made many
odious comparisons to the disadvantage of the English. Everybody,
almost, assented to the observations he made, and the doctor gave his
sanction, by saying, the people of France were undoubtedly the happiest
subjects in the world. I was so much astonished and confounded at their
infatuation and effrontery, that I had not power to utter one word in
opposition to their assertions; but my morose associate could not put up
with the indignity that was offered to Old England, and therefore with
a satirical grin addressed himself to the general in these words: "Sir,
sir, I have often heard it said, She's a villainous bird that befouls
her own nest. As for what those people who are foreigners say, I don't
mind it; they know no better; but you who were bred and born, and have
got your bread, under the English government, should have more regard
to gratitude, as well as truth in censuring your native country. If the
ministry have thought fit to lay you aside, I suppose they have their
own reasons for so doing; and you ought to remember, that you still live
on the bounty of this nation. As for these gentlemen (meaning the prince
and ambassador), who make so free with our constitution, laws, and
genius of our people, I think they might show a little more respect
for their benefactors, who, I must own, are to blame in harbouring and
protecting, and encouraging such ungrateful vagrants as they are." At
these words, the chevalier in green started up in a great passion, and
laying his hand on the hilt of his hanger, exclaimed, "Ah! foutre!" The
Englishman on the other hand, grasping his cane cried, "Don't foutre
me, sirrah, or by G--d I'll knock you down." The company interposed,
the Frenchman sat down again, and his antagonist proceeded--"Lookey,
Monsieur, you know very well that had you dared to speak so freely of
the administration of your own country in Paris as you have done of ours
in London, you would have been sent to the Bastille without ceremony,
where you might have rotted in a dungeon, and never seen the light of
the sun again. Now, sir, take my word for it, although our constitution
screens us from such oppression, we want not laws to chastise the
authors of seditious discourse, and if I hear another syllable out of
your mouth in contempt or prejudice of this kingdom, I will give you a
convincing proof of what I advance, and have you laid by the heels for
your presumption." This declaration had an effect on the company as
sudden as surprising. The young prince became as supple as a spaniel,
the ambassador trembled, the general sat silent and abashed, and the
doctor, who it seems, had felt the rod of power, grew pale as death,
and assured us all, that he had no intention to affront any person or
people. "Your principles, doctor," resumed the old gentleman, "are
no secret--I have nothing to say upon that head; but am very much
surprised, that a man who despises us so much, should notwithstanding
live among us, when he has no visible motive for so doing. Why don't you
take up your habitation in your beloved France, where you may rail at
England without censure?" To this remonstrance the doctor thought proper
to make no reply, and an unsocial silence ensued; which I perceiving,
took notice, that it was pity such idle disputes, maintained very often
through whim or diversion, should create any misunderstanding among
gentlemen of good sense, and proposed to drink down all animosity in
another bottle.

This motion was applauded by the whole company. The wine was brought,
and the English champion, declaring he had no spleen against any man
for differing in opinion from him, any more than for difference of
complexion, drank to the good health of all present; the compliment was
returned, and the conversation once more became unreserved though
more general than before. Among other topics, the subject of war
was introduced, on which the general declaimed with great eloquence,
recounting many of his own exploits by way of illustration. In the
course of his harangue he happened to mention the word epaulement, upon
which the testy gentleman asked the meaning, of that term. "I'll tell
you what an epaulement is," replied he, "I never saw an epaulement but
once, and that was at the siege of Namur. In a council of war, Monsieur
Cohorn, the famous engineer, affirmed that the place could not be
taken." "Yes," said the Prince of Vandemont, "it may be taken by
an epaulement." "This was immediately put into execution, and in
twenty-four hours Mareschal Boufflers was fain to capitulate." Here he
made a full stop, and the old gentleman repeated the question, "But
pray what is an epaulement?" To this interrogation the officer made no
immediate reply, but rang the bell, and called for the bill, which being
brought, he threw down his proportion of the reckoning, and, telling the
company he would show them an epaulement when his majesty should think
fit to entrust him with the command of our army abroad, strutted away
with great dignity. I could not imagine why he was so shy of explaining
one of the most simple terms of fortification, which I forthwith
described as a side-work composed of earth, gabions, or fascines; but
I was very much surprised when I afterwards understood that his reserve
proceeded from his ignorance.

Having paid our bill, we adjourned to the coffee-room, where my
fellow-labourer insisted on treating me with a dish, giving me to
understand, at the same time, that I had acquired his good opinion, both
with respect to my principles and understanding. I thanked him for his
compliment, and, professing myself an utter stranger in this part of the
world, begged he would have the goodness to inform me of the quality and
characters of the people who dined above. This request was a real favour
to one of his disposition, which was no less communicative than curious;
he therefore complied with great satisfaction, and told me, to my
extreme astonishment, that the supposed young prince was a dancer at one
of the theatres, and the ambassador no other than a fiddler belonging
to the opera. "The doctor," said he "is a Roman Catholic priest, who
sometimes appears in the character of an officer, and assumes the name
of captain; but more generally takes the garb, title, and behaviour of a
physician, in which capacity he wheedles himself into the confidence
of weak-minded people, and by arguments no less specious than false,
converts them from their religion and allegiance. He has been in the
hands of justice more than once for such practices, but he is a sly dog,
and manages matters with so much craft, that hitherto he has escaped for
a short imprisonment. As for the general, you may see he has owed his
promotion more to his interest than his capacity; and, now that the eyes
of the ministry are opened, his friends dead or become inconsiderable,
he is struck off the list, and obliged to put up with a yearly pension.
In consequence of this reduction, he is become malcontent, and inveighs
against the government in all companies, with so little discretion, that
I am surprised at the lenity of the administration, in overlooking his
insolence, but the truth of the matter is, he owes his safety to his
weakness and want of importance. He has seen a little, and but a little,
service, and yet, if you will take his word to it, there has not been
a great action performed in the field since the Revolution, in which
he was not principally concerned. When a story is told of any great
general, he immediately matches it with one of himself, though he is
often unhappy in his invention, and commits such gross blunders in the
detail, that everybody is in pain for him. Caesar, Pompey, and Alexander
the Great, are continually in his mouth; and, as he reads a good deal
without any judgment to digest it, his ideas are confused, and his
harangues as unintelligible as infinite; for, if once he begin, there is
no chance of his leaving off speaking while one person remains to yield
attention; therefore the only expedient I know, for putting a stop to
his loquacity, is to lay hold of some incongruity he has uttered, and
demand an explanation; or ask the meaning of some difficult term that he
knows by name; this method will effectually put him to silence, if not
to flight, as it happened when I inquired about an epaulement. Had he
been acquainted with the signification of that word, his triumph would
have been intolerable, and we must have quitted the field first, or been
worried with impertinence."

Having thus gratified my curiosity, the old gentleman began to discover
his own, in questions relating to myself, to which I thought proper
to return ambiguous answers. "I presume, Sir," said he, "you have
travelled." I answered, "Yes." "I dare say you have found it very
expensive," said he. I replied, "To be sure, one cannot travel without
money." "That I know by experience," said he, "for I myself take a trip
to Bath or Tunbridge every season; and one must pay sauce for what he
has on the road, as well in other countries as in this. That's a pretty
stone in your ring--give me leave, sir--the French have attained to
a wonderful skill in making compositions of this kind. Why, now, this
looks almost as well as a diamond." "Almost as well, Sir!" said I, "Why
not altogether? I am sure if you understand anything of jewels, you must
perceive, at first sight, that this stone is a real diamond, and that of
a very fine water. Take it in your hand and examine it." He did so with
some confusion, and returned it, saying, "I ask your pardon; I see it
is a true brilliant of immense value." I imagined his respect to me
increased after this inquiry; therefore to captivate his esteem the
more, I told him, I would show him a seal of composition, engraved after
a very valuable antique; upon which I pulled out my watch with a rich
gold chain, adorned with three seals set in gold, and an opal ring. He
viewed each of them with great eagerness, handled the chain, admired the
chased case, and observed that the whole must have cost me a vast sum of
money. I affected indifference, and replied in a careless manner, "Some
trifle of sixty or seventy guineas." He stared in my face for some time,
and then asked if I was an Englishman? I answered in the negative. "You
are from Ireland then, Sir, I presume," said he. I made the same reply.
"Oh! perhaps," said he "you were born in one of our settlements abroad."
I still answered No. He seemed very much surprised, and said, he was
sure I was not a foreigner. I made no reply, but left him upon the
tenter-hooks of impatient uncertainty. He could not contain his anxiety,
but asked pardon for the liberties he had taken and, to encourage me
the more to disclose my situation, displayed his own without reserve.
"I am," said he, "a single man, have a considerable annuity, on which
I live according to my inclination, and make the ends of the year meet
very comfortably. As I have no estate to leave behind, I am not troubled
with the importunate officiousness of relations or legacy hunters, and I
consider the world as made for me, not me for the world. It is my maxim,
therefore, to enjoy it while I can, and let futurity shift for itself."

While he thus indulged his own talkative vein, and at the same time,
no doubt, expected retaliation from me, a young man entered, dressed
in black velvet and an enormous tie-wig, with an air in which natural
levity and affected solemnity were so jumbled together, that on the
whole he appeared a burlesque on all decorum. This ridiculous oddity
danced up to the table at which we sat, and, after a thousand grimaces,
asked my friend by the name of Mr. Medlar, if we were not engaged upon
business. My companion put on a surly countenance, and replied "No great
business, doctor--but however--" "Oh! then," cried the physician; "I
must beg your indulgence a little; pray pardon me, gentlemen." "Sir,"
said he, addressing himself to me, "your most humble servant. I hope
you will forgive me, sir--I must beg the favour to sit--sir--sir--I have
something of consequence to impart to my friend Mr. Medlar--sir, I hope
you will excuse my freedom in whispering, sir," Before I had time to
give this complaisant person my permission, Mr. Medlar cried, "I'll have
no whispering--if you have anything to say to me, speak with an audible
voice." The doctor seemed a little disconcerted at this exclamation,
and, turning again to me, made a thousand apologies for pretending to
make a mystery of anything, a piece of caution which he said was owing
to his ignorance of my connection with Mr. Medlar; but now he understood
I was a friend, and would communicate what he had to say in my hearing.
He then began, after two or three hems, in this manner: "You must know,
sir, I am just come from dinner at my Lady Flareit's (then addressing
himself to me), a lady of quality, sir, at whose table I have the honour
of dining sometimes. There was Lady Stately and my Lady Larum, and Mrs.
Dainty, and Miss Biddy Giggler, upon my word, a very good-natured young
lady, with a very pretty fortune sir. There was also my Lord Straddle.
Sir John Shrug, and Master Billy Chatter, who is actually a very
facetious young gentleman. So, sir, her ladyship seeing me excessively
fatigued, for she was the last of fifteen patients (people of
distinction, sir) whom I had visited this forenoon, insisted upon
my staying dinner, though upon my word I protest I had no appetite;
however, in compliance with her ladyship's request, sir, I sat down, and
the conversation turning on different subjects, among other things, Mr
Chatter asked very earnestly when I saw Mr. Medlar. I told him I had not
had the pleasure of seeing you these nineteen hours and a half; for you
may remember, sir, it was nearly about that time; I won't be positive as
to a minute." "No," says he, "then I desire you will go to his lodgings
immediately after dinner, and see what's the matter with him, for he
must certainly be very bad from having eaten last night such a vast
quantity of raw oysters." The crusty gentleman, who, from the solemnity
of his delivery, expected something extraordinary, no sooner heard his
conclusion, than he started up in a testy humour, crying, "Pshaw, pshaw!
D--n your oysters!" and walked away, after a short compliment of, "Your
servant sir," to me. The doctor got up also, saying, "I vow and protest,
upon my word, I am actually amazed;" and followed Mr. Medlar to the
bar, which was hard by, where he was paying for his coffee: there he
whispered so loud that I could overhear, "Pray who is this gentleman?"
His friend replied hastily, "I might have known that before now, if it
had not been for your impertinent intrusion,"--and walked off very much
disappointed. The ceremonious physician returned immediately and sat
down by me, asking a thousand pardons for leaving me alone: and giving
me to understand that what he had communicated to Mr. Medlar at the bar,
was an affair of the last importance, that would admit of no delay. He
then called for some coffee, and launched out into the virtues of that
berry, which, he said, in cold phlegmatic constitutions, like his, dried
up the superfluous moisture, and braced the relaxed nerves. He told me
it was utterly unknown to the ancients; and derived its name from
an Arabian word, which I might easily perceive by the sound and
termination. From this topic he transferred his disquisitions to the
verb drink, which he affirmed was improperly applied to the taking of
coffee, inasmuch as people did not drink, but sip or sipple that liquor;
that the genuine meaning of drinking is to quench one's thirst, or
commit a debauch by swallowing wine; that the Latin word, which conveyed
the same idea, was bibere or potare, and that of the Greeks pinein or
poteein, though he was apt to believe they were differently used on
different occasions: for example--to drink a vast quantity, or, as the
vulgar express it, to drink an ocean of liquor, was in Latin potare,
and in Greek poteein; and, on the other hand, to use it moderately,
was bibere and pinein;--that this was only a conjecture of his,
which, however, seemed to be supported by the word bibulous, which is
particularly applied to the pores of the skin, and can only drink a very
small quantity of the circumambient moisture, by reason of the smallness
of their diameters;--whereas, from the verb poteein is derived the
substantive potamos, which signifies a river, or vast quantity
of liquor. I could not help smiling at this learned and important
investigation; and, to recommend myself the more to my new acquaintance,
whose disposition I was by this time well informed of, I observed that,
what he alleged, did not, to the best of my remembrance, appear in
the writings of the ancients; for Horace uses the words poto and bibo
indifferently for the same purpose, as in the twentieth Ode of his first
Book.


"Vile potabis modicis sabinum cantharis-- --Et praelo domitam caleno tu
bibes uvam."

That I had never heard of the verb poteein, but that potamos, potema,
and potos, were derived from pino, poso, pepoka, in consequence of
which, the Greek poets never use any other word for festal drinking.
Homer describes Nestor at his cups in these words,


"Nestora d'ouk elathen iache pinonta perempes."

And Anacreon mentions it on the same occasion always in every page.


"Pinonti de oinon hedun. Otan pino ton oinon. Opliz' ego de pino."

And in a thousand other places. The doctor who doubtless intended by
his criticism to give me a high idea of his erudition, was infinitely
surprised to find himself schooled by one of my appearance; and after
a considerable pause cried, "Upon my word, you are in the right, sir--I
find I have not considered this affair with my usual accuracy." Then,
accosting me in Latin, which he spoke very well, the conversation was
maintained full two hours, on a variety of subjects, in that
language; and indeed he spoke so judiciously, that I was convinced,
notwithstanding his whimsical appearance and attention to trifles, that
he was a man of extensive knowledge, especially in books; he looked
upon me, as I afterwards understood from Mr. Medlar, as a prodigy
in learning, and proposed that very night, if I were not engaged, to
introduce me to several young gentlemen of fortune and fashion, with
whom I had an appointment at the Bedford coffee house.






CHAPTER XLVI

Wagtail introduces me to set of fine Gentlemen with whom I spend
the Evening at a Tavern--our Conversation--the Characters of my new
Companions--the Doctor is roasted--our Issue of our Debauch

I accepted his offer with pleasure, and we went thither in a hackney
coach where I saw a great number of gay figures fluttering about, most
of whom spoke to the doctor with great familiarity. Among the rest stood
a group of them round the fire whom I immediately knew to be the
very persons who had the night before, by their laughing, alarmed my
suspicion of the lady who had put herself under my protection. They no
sooner perceived me enter with Dr. Wagtail (for that was my companion's
name) than they tittered and whispered one to another, and I was not
a little surprised to find that they were the gentlemen to whose
acquaintance he designed to recommend me; for, when he observed them
together, he to told me who they were, and desired to know by what
name he should introduce me. I satisfied him in that particular, and
he advanced with great gravity, saying, "Gentlemen, your most obedient
servant:--give me leave to introduce my friend Mr. Random to your
society." Then, turning to me, "Mr. Random, this is Mr. Bragwell--Mr.
Banter, sir--Mr. Chatter--my friend Mr. Slyboot, and Mr. Ranter sir."
I saluted each of then in order, and when I came to take Mr. Slyboot
by the hand, I perceived him thrust his tongue in his cheek, to the no
small entertainment of the company; but I did not think proper to take
any notice of it on this occasion. Mr. Ranter too (who I afterwards
learned was a player) displayed his talents, by mimicking my air,
features, and voice, while he returned my compliment: this feat I should
not have been so sensible of, had I not seen him behave in the same
manner to my friend Wagtail, when he made up to them at first. But for
once I let him enjoy the fruits of his dexterity without question or
control, resolved however to chastise his insolence at a more convenient
opportunity. Mr. Slyboot, guessing I was a stranger, asked if I had been
lately in France? and when I answered in the affirmative, inquired if
I had seen the Luxembourg Gallery? I told him I had considered it more
than once with great attention: upon this a conversion ensued, in which
I discovered him to be a painter.

While we were discoursing upon the particulars of this famous
performance, I overheard Banter ask Dr. Wagtail, where he had picked
up this Mr. Random. To which question the physician answered, "Upon my
word, a mighty pretty sort of a gentleman--a man of fortune, sir--he has
made the grand tour, and seen the best company in Europe, air." "What,
he told you so, I suppose?" said the other: "I take him to be neither
more nor less than a French valet-de-chambre." "O barbarous, barbarous!"
cried the doctor; "this is actually, upon my word, altogether
unaccountable. I know all his family perfectly well, sir; he is of the
Randoms of the north--a very ancient house sir, and a distant relation
of mine." I was extremely nettled at the conjecture of Mr. Banter, and
began to entertain a very indifferent opinion of my company in general;
but, as I might possibly by their means acquire a more extensive and
agreeable acquaintance, I determined to bear these little mortifications
as long as I could without injuring the dignity of my character. After
having talked for some time on the weather, plays, politics, and other
coffee-house subjects, it was proposed that we should spend the evening
at a noted tavern in the neighbourhood, whither we repaired in a body.

Having taken possession of a room, called for French wine, and bespoke
supper, the glass went about pretty freely, and the characters of my
associates opened upon me more and more. It soon appeared that the
doctor was entertained as butt for the painter and player to exercise
their wit upon, for the diversion of the company. Mr. Ranter began the
game by asking him what was good for a hoarseness, lowness of spirits,
and in digestion, for he was troubled with all these complaints to a
very great degree. Wagtail immediately undertook to explain the nature
of his case, and in a very prolix manner harangued upon prognostics,
diagnostics, symptomatics, therapeutics, inanition, and repletion;
then calculated the force of the stomach and lungs in their respective
operations; ascribed the player's malady to a disorder in these organs,
proceeding from hard drinkings and vociferations, and prescribed a
course of stomachics, with abstinence from venery, wine, loud speaking,
laughing, singing, coughing, sneezing, or hallooing. "Pah, pah!" cried
Ranter, interrupting him, "the remedy is worse than the disease--I
wish I knew where to find some tinder water." "Tinder water!" said
the doctor; "Upon my word, I don't apprehend you, Mr. Ranter." "Water
extracted from tinder," replied the other, "a universal specific for all
distempers incident to man. It was invented by a learned German monk,
who, for a valuable consideration, imparted the secret to Paracelsus."
"Pardon me," cried the painter, "it was first used by Solomon, as
appears by a Greek manuscript in his civil handwriting, lately found at
the foot of Mount Lebanon, by a peasant who was digging for potatoes--"
"Well," said Wagtail, "in all my vast reading, I never met with such
a preparation! neither did I know till this minute, that Solomon
understood Greek, or that potatoes grew in Palestine."

Here Banter interposed, saying, he was surprised that Dr. Wagtail
should make the least doubt of Solomon's understanding Greek, when he is
represented to us as the wisest and best-educated prince in the world;
and as for potatoes, they were transplanted thither from Ireland, in the
time of the Crusade, by some knights of that country. "I profess," said
the doctor, "there is nothing more likely. I would actually give a vast
sum for a sight of that manuscript, which must be inestimable; and, if
I understood the process, would set about it immediately." The
player assured him the process was very simple--that he must cram a
hundred-weight of dry tinder into a glass retort, and, distilling it
by the force of animal heat, it would yield half a scruple of insipid
water, one drop of which is a full dose. "Upon my integrity!" exclaimed
the incredulous doctor, "this is very amazing and extraordinary! that
a caput mortuum should yield any water at all. I must own I have always
been an enemy to specifics which I thought inconsistent with the nature
of the animal economy; but certainly the authority of Solomon is not to
be questioned. I wonder where I shall find a glass retort large enough
to contain such a vast quantity of tinder, the consumption of which
must, undoubtedly, raise the price of paper, or where shall I find
animal heat sufficient even to warm such a mass?" Slyboot informed him,
that he might have a retort blown for him as big as a church: and, that
the easiest method of raising the vapour by animal heat, would be to
place it in the middle of an infirmary for feverish patients, who might
be upon mattresses around and in contact with it. He had he sooner
pronounced these words, than Wagtail exclaimed in a rapture, "An
admirable expedient, as I hope to be saved! I will positively put it in
practice."

This simplicity of the physician furnished excellent diversion for the
company, who, in their turns, sneered at him in ironical compliments,
which his vanity swallowed as the genuine sentiments of their hearts.
Mr. Chatter, impatient of so long a silence, now broke out and
entertained us with a catalogue of all the people who danced at the last
Hampstead assembly, with a most circumstantial account of the dress and
ornaments of each, from the lappets of the ladies to the shoe-buckles of
the men; concluding with telling Bragwell, that his mistress Melinda was
there, and seemed to miss him: and soliciting his company at the next
occasion of that kind.

"No, d--mm," said Bragwell, "I have something else to mind than dangling
after a parcel of giddy-headed girls; besides, you know my temper is
so unruly, that I am apt to involve myself in scrapes when a woman is
concerned. The last time I was there, I had an affair with Tom Trippit."
"Oh! I remember that!" cried Banter; "You lugged out before the ladies;
and I commend you for so doing, because you had an opportunity of
showing your manhood without running any risk." "Risk!" said the other
with a fierce countenance, "d--n my blood! I fear no risks. I an't
afraid of lugging out against any man that wears a head, d-me! 'Tis well
known that I have drawn blood more than once, and lost some too; but
what does that signify?" The player begged this champion to employ him
as his second the next time he intended to kill, for he wanted to see
a man die of a stab, that he might know how to act such an art the more
naturally on the stage. "Die!" replied the hero: "No, by G--! I know
better things than to incur the verdict of a Middlesex jury--I should
look upon my fencing-master to be an ignorant son of a b--h, if he had
not taught me to prick any of my antagonist's body that I please to
disable." "Oho!" cried Slyboot, "if that be the case, I have a favour to
ask. You must know I am employed to paint a Jesus on the cross; and
my purpose is to represent him at that point of time when the spear is
thrust into his side. Now I should be glad if you would, in my presence,
pink some impertinent fellow into convulsions, without endangering his
life, that I may have an opportunity of taking a good clever agony from
nature: the doctor will direct you where to enter and how far to go,
but pray let it be as near the left side as possible." Wagtail, who took
this proposal seriously, observed, that it would be a very difficult
matter to penetrate into the left side of the thorax without hurting the
heart, and in consequence killing the patient; but he believed it was
possible for a man of a very nice hand and exact knowledge of anatomy,
to wound the diaphragma somewhere about the skirts, which might induce
a singultus, without being attended with death: that he was ready to
demonstrate the insertion of that muscle to Mr. Bragwell; but desired to
have no concern with the experiment, which might essentially prejudice
his reputation, in case of a miscarriage. Bragwell was as much imposed
upon by the painter's waggery as the doctor, and declined engaging in
the affair, saying he held a very great regard for Mr. Slyboot, but
had laid it down as a maxim, never to fight except when his honour
was engaged. A thousand jokes of this kind were uttered; the wine
circulated, supper was served in, we ate heartily, returned to the
bottle, Bragwell became noisy and troublesome, Banter grew more and more
severe, Ranter rehearsed, Slyboot made faces at the whole company, I
sang French catches, and Chatter kissed me with great affection; while
the doctor, with a wofull countenance, sat silent like a disciple of
Pythagoras. At length, it was proposed by Bragwell, that we should scour
the hundreds, sweat the constable, maul the watch, and then reel soberly
to bed.

While we deliberated upon this expedition, the waiter came into the
room, and asked for Doctor Wagtail: when he understood he was present,
he told him there was a lady below to inquire for him, at which message
the physician started from his melancholy contemplation, and, with a
look of extreme confusion, assured the company he could not possibly be
the person wanted, for he had no connection with any lady whatever, and
bade the drawer tell her so. "For shame!" cried Banter; "would you be
so impolite as to refuse a lady a hearing? perhaps she comes for a
consultation. It must be some extraordinary affair that brings a lady
to a tavern at this time of night. Mr. Ranter, pray do the doctor's
base-mains to the lady, and squire her hither." The player immediately
staggered out, and returned, leading in with much ceremony, a tall
strapping wench, whose appearance proclaimed her occupation. We received
her with the utmost solemnity, and with a good deal of entreaty she was
persuaded to sit, when a profound silence ensued, during which she fixed
her eyes, with a disconsolate look, upon the doctor, who was utterly
confounded at her behaviour, and returned her melancholy fourfold;
at length, after a good many piteous sighs, she wiped her eyes, and
accosted him thus: "What! not one word of comfort? Will nothing soften
that stony heart of thine? Not all my tears! not all my affliction! not
the inevitable ruin thou hast brought upon me! Where are thy vows, thou
faithless, perjured man? Hast thou no honour--no conscience--no remorse
for thy perfidious conduct towards me? Answer me, wilt thou at last do
me justice, or must I have recourse to heaven or hell for my revenge?"
If poor Wagtail was amazed before she spoke, what must his confusion
be on hearing this address! His natural paleness changed into a ghastly
clay colour, his eyes rolled, his lip trembled, and he answered in an
accent not to be described, "Upon my word, honour, and salvation,
madam, you are actually mistaken in my person. I have a most particular
veneration for your sex, and, am actually incapable of injuring any
lady in the smallest degree, madam; besides, madam, to the best of my
recollection, I never had the honour of seeing you before, as I hope to
be saved, madam!" "How, traitor!" cried she, "dost thou disown me then?
Mistaken! no, too well I know that fair bewitching face! too well I know
that false enchanting tongue! Alas! gentlemen, since the villain compels
me by his unkindness, to expose myself and him, know that this betrayer,
under the specious pretence of honourable addresses, won my heart, and
taking advantage of his conquest, robbed me of my virgin treasure, and
afterwards abandoned me to my fate! I am now four months gone with child
by him, turned out of doors by my relations, and left a prey to misery
and want! Yes, thou barbarian," said she, turning to Wagtail, "thou
tiger, thou succubus! too well thou knowest my situation. But I
will tear out thy faithless heart, and deliver the world from such
a monster." So saying, she sprang forward at the doctor, who with
incredible agility, jumped over the table, and ran behind Bragwell,
while the rest of us endeavoured to appease the furious heroine.
Although everybody in the company affected the utmost surprise, I
could easily perceive it was a scheme concerted among them to produce
diversion at the doctor's expense, and being under no concern about the
consequence, I entered into the confederacy, and enjoyed the distress
of Wagtail, who with tears in his eyes begged the protection of the
company, declaring himself as innocent of the crime laid to his charge
as the foetus in utero; and hinting at the same time, that nature had
not put it in his power to be guilty of such a trespass. "Nature!" cried
the lady, "there was no nature in the case; he abused me by the help
of charms and spells; else how is it possible that any woman could have
listened to the addresses of such a scarecrow? Were these owlish eyes
made for ogling; that carrion complexion to be admired; or that mouth,
like a horse-shoe, to be kissed? No, no, you owe your success to your
philtres, to your drugs and incantations; and not to your natural
talents, which are, in every respect, mean and contemptible."

The doctor thought he had got an opportunity of vindicating himself
effectually; and desired the complainant to compose herself but for
half-an-hour, in which he undertook to prove the absurdity of believing
in the power of incantations, which were only idle dreams of ignorance
and superstition. He accordingly pronounced a very learned discourse
upon the nature of ideas, the power and independence of the mind, the
properties of stimulating medicines, the difference between a proneness
to venery, which many simples would create, and a passion limited to
one object, which can only be the result of sense and reflection; and
concluded with a pathetic remonstrance, setting forth his unhappiness
in being persecuted with the resentment of a lady whom he had never
injured, nor even seen before that occasion, and whose faculties were,
in all likelihood, so much impaired by her misfortunes that an innocent
person was in danger of being ruined by her disorder. He had no
sooner finished his harangue, than the forlorn princess renewed her
lamentations, and cautioned the company against his eloquence, which,
she said, was able to bias the most impartial bench in Christendom.
Ranter advised him to espouse her immediately, as the only means to
save his reputation, and offered to accompany him to the Fleet for that
purpose; but Slyboot proposed that a father should be purchased for the
child, and a comfortable alimony settled on the mother. Ranter promised
to adopt the infant gratis. Wagtail was ready to worship him for his
generosity, and, though he persisted in protesting his innocence,
condescended to everything rather than his unblemished character should
be called into question. The lady rejected the proposal, and insisted on
matrimony. Bragwell took up the cudgels for the doctor, and undertook to
rid him of her importunity for half-a-guinea; upon which Wagtail, with
great eagerness, pulled out his purse, and put it into the hand of his
friend, who, taking half a piece out of it, gave it to the plaintiff,
and bade her thank God for her good fortune. When she had received
this bounty, she affected to weep, and begged, since the physician had
renounced her, he would at least vouchsafe her a parting kiss; this he
was prevailed upon to grant with great reluctance, and went up with his
usual solemnity to salute her, when she laid hold of his cheek with her
teeth, and held fast, while he roared with anguish, to the unspeakable
diversion of all present. When she thought proper to release him, she
dropped a low courtesy to the company, and quitted the room, leaving the
doctor in the utmost horror, not so much on account of the pain, as the
apprehension of the consequence of the bite; for, by this time, he was
convinced of her being mad. Banter prescribed the actual cautery, and
put the poker in the fire to be heated, in order to sear the place. The
player was of opinion that Bragwell should scoop out the part affected
with the point of his sword; but the painter prevented both these
dreadful operations by recommending a balsam he had in his pocket, which
never failed to cure the bite of a mad dog; so saying, he pulled out a
small bladder of black paint, with which he instantly anointed not only
the sore, but the greatest part of the patient's face, and left it in
a frightful condition. In short, the poor creature was so harassed with
fear and vexation, that I pitied him extremely, and sent him home in a
chair, contrary to the inclination of everybody present.

This freedom of mine gave umbrage to Bragwell, who testified his
displeasure by swearing a few threats, without making any application;
which, being perceived by Slyboot, who sat by me, he, with a view of
promoting a quarrel, whispered to me, that he thought Bragwell used
me very ill, but every man was the best judge of his own affairs. I
answered aloud, that I would neither suffer Mr. Bragwell nor him to
use me ill with impunity; and that I stood in no need of his counsel
in regard to the regulation of my conduct. He thought proper to ask
a thousand pardons, and assure me he meant no offence; while Bragwell
feigned himself asleep, that he might not be obliged to take notice
of what passed. But the player, who had more animal spirits and less
discretion than Slyboot, unwilling to let the affair rest where he had
dropped it, jogged Mr. Bragwell and told him softly that I had called
him names, and threatened to cudgel him. This particular I understood
by his starting, up and crying, "Blood and wounds, you lie! No man
durst treat me so ignominiously. Mr. Random, did you call me names, and
threaten to drub me?" I denied the imputation, and proposed to punish
the scoundrel who endeavoured to foment disturbance in the company.
Bragwell signified his approbation, and drew his sword; I did the same,
and accosted the actor in these words: "Lookee, Mr. Ranter; I know you
possess all the mimicry and mischievous qualities of an ape, because I
have observed you put them all in practice more than once to-night, on
me and others; now I want to see if you resemble one in nimbleness also;
therefore, I desire you leap over this sword without hesitation." So
saying, I held it parallel to the horizon, at the distance of about
three feet from the floor, and called, "Once-twice-thrice--and away!"
but, instead of complying with my demand, he snatched his hat and
hanger, and, assuming the looks, swagger, and phrase of Pistol, burst
out into the following exclamation, "Ha! must I then perform inglorious
prank of sylvan ape in mountain forest caught! Death rock me asleep,
abridge my doleful days, and lay my head in fury's lap--Have we not
Hiren here?" This buffoonery did not answer his expectation, for, by
this time, the company was bent on seeing him in a new character. Mr.
Banter desired me to hold my sword a foot or two higher, that he might
have the better opportunity of exerting himself. The painter told
him, if he performed well, he would recommend him as a vaulter to the
proprietors of Sadler's Wells; and Bragwell crying, "Leap for the King!"
applied the point of his sword to the player's posteriors with
such success, that he sprang over in a trice, and, finding the door
unguarded, vanished in a twinkling; glad, no doubt, of having paid his
share of the reckoning so easily.

It being now near two o'clock in the morning, we discharged the bill,
and sallied out into the street. The painter slunk away without taking
his leave. Billy Chatter, being unable to speak or stand, was sent to
a bagnio; and Banter and I accompanied Bragwell to Moll King's
coffee-house, where after he had kicked half a dozen hungry whores,
we left him asleep on a bench, and directed our course towards
Charing-cross, near which place both he and I lodged.

The natural dryness of my companion being overcome by liquor, he
honoured me by the way with many compliments and professions, of
friendship, for which I made suitable acknowledgments, and told him
I thought myself happy in having, by my behaviour, removed the
unfavourable opinion he entertained of me at first sight. He was
surprised at this declaration, and begged me to explain myself; upon
which I mentioned what I had overheard him say of me to Wagtail in the
coffee-house. He laughed, and made an apology for his freedom, assuring
me, that my appearance had very much prepossessed him in my favour; and
what he said was only intended as a joke on the doctor's solemnity. I
was highly pleased at being undeceived in this particular, and not a
little proud of the good opinion of this wit, who shook me by the hand
at parting, and promised to meet me the next day at the ordinary.






CHAPTER XLVII

Strap communicates to me a conquest he had made of a Chandler's
Widow--finds himself miserably mistaken--I go to the Opera--admire
Melinda--am cautioned by Banter--go to the Assembly at Hampstead--dance
with that young lady--receive an insolent message from Bragwell, whose
mettle is soon cooled--am in favour with my Mistress, whom I visit next
day, and am bubbled out of eighteen guineas at cards--Strap triumphs at
my success, but is astonished at my expense--Banter comes to my lodging,
is very sarcastic at my expense, and borrows five guineas from me, as a
proof of his friendship

In the morning, before I got up, Strap came into my chamber, and,
finding me awake, hemmed several times, scratched his head, cast his
eyes upon the ground, and, with a very foolish kind of simper upon his
face gave me to understand he had something to communicate. "By your
countenance," said I, "I expect to hear good tidings." "Indifferently,"
replied he, tittering, "that is, hereafter as it shall be. You must
know, I have some thoughts of altering my condition." "What!" cried I,
astonished, "a matrimonial scheme? O rare Strap! thou hast got the heels
of me at last." "N--no less, I assure you," said he, bursting into a
laugh of self-approbation: "a tallow chandler's widow that lives
hard by, has taken a liking to me, a fine jolly dame, as plump as a
partridge. She has a well-furnished house, a brisk trade, and a good
deal of the ready. I may have her for the asking. She told a friend of
mine, a brother footman, that she would take me out of a stinking clout.
But I refused to give my final answer, till I knew your opinion of the
matter." I congratulated Monsieur d'Estrapes upon his conquest,
and approved of the scheme, provided he could be assured of those
circumstances of her fortune; but advised him to do nothing rashly,
and give me an opportunity of seeing the lady before matters should be
brought to a conclusion. He assured me he would do nothing without
my consent and approbation, and that very morning, while I was at
breakfast, introduce his inamorata to my acquaintance. She was a
short thick woman, about the age of thirty-six, and had a particular
prominence of belly, which I perceived at first sight, not without some
suspicion of foul play. I desired her, however, to sit, and treated
her with a dish of tea; the discourse turning on the good qualities of
Strap, whom I represented as a prodigy of sobriety, industry and virtue.
When she took her leave, he followed her to the door, and returned
licking his lips, and asking if I did not think she was a luscious
creature. I made no mystery of my apprehension, but declared my
sentiments of her without reserve; at which he was not surprised,
telling me he had observed the same symptom, but was informed by his
friend that she was only livergrown and would in few months be as small
in the waist as ever. "Yes," said I, "a few weeks, I believe, will
do the business. In short, Strap, it is my opinion, that you are
egregiously imposed upon; and that this friend is no other than a rascal
who wants to palm his trull upon you for a wife, that he may at once
deliver himself from the importunities of the mother and the expense of
her bantling; for which reason I would not have you trust implicitly
to the report he makes of her wealth, which is inconsistent with his
behaviour, nor run your head precipitately into a noose, that you
may afterwards wish exchanged for the hangman's." He seemed very much
startled at my insinuation, and promised to look twice before he leaped;
saying, with some heat, "Odds, if I find his intention is to betray me,
we shall see which of us is the better man." My prediction was verified
in less than a fortnight, her great belly producing an infant, to the
unspeakable amazement of Strap, who was before this happened, inclinable
to believe I had refined a little too much in my penetration. His false
friend disappeared; and a few days after an execution was issued against
her goods and household furniture, which were seized by the creditors.

Meanwhile I met my friend Banter at the ordinary, and in the evening
went to the Opera with him and Mr Chatter, who pointed out Melinda in
one of the boxes, and offered to introduce me to her, observing at the
same time, that she was a reigning toast worth ten thousand pounds.
This piece of information made my heart bound with joy, and I discovered
great eagerness to accept the proposal; upon which he assured me I
should dance with her at the next assembly, if he had any influence in
that quarter: so saying, he went round, spoke to her some minutes,
and, as I imagined, pointed at me; then returning, told me, to my
inexpressible pleasure, that I might depend upon what he had promised,
for she was now engaged as my partner. Banter in a whisper, gave me to
understand that she was an incorrigible coquette, who would grant the
same favour to any young fellow in England of a tolerable appearance,
merely to engage him among the herd of her admirers, that she might
have the pleasure of seeing them daily increase; that she was of a cold
insensible disposition, dead to every passion but vanity, and so blind
to merit, that he would lay any wager the wealthiest fool would carry
her at last. I attributed a good deal of this intelligence to the
satirical turn of my friend, or resentment for having himself suffered
a rebuff from the lady in question, and, at any rate, trusted so much to
my own accomplishments as to believe no woman could resist the ardour of
my addresses.

Full of this confidence I repaired to Hampstead in company with
Billy Chatter, my Lord Hobble, and Doctor Wagtail. There I saw a very
brilliant assembly, before whom I had the honour to walk a minuet with
Melinda, who charmed me with her frank manner and easiness of behaviour.
Before the country dances began, I received a message by a person I did
not know from Bragwell, who was present, importing that nobody who knew
him presumed to dance with Melinda while he was there in person, that I
would do well to relinquish her without noise, because he had a mind to
lead up a country dance with her. This extraordinary intimation, which
was delivered in the lady's hearing, did not at all discompose me, who,
by this time, was pretty well acquainted with the character of my rival.
I therefore, without the least symptom of concern bade the gentleman
tell Mr. Bragwell, that since I was so happy as to obtain the lady's
consent, I should not be solicitous about his; and desired the bearer
himself to bring me no such impertinent messages for the future.
Melinda, affected a sort of confusion, and pretended to wonder that Mr.
Bragwell should give himself such liberties with regard to her, who had
no manner of connection with the fellow. I laid hold of this opportunity
to display my valour, and offered to call him to an account for his
insolence, a proposal which she absolutely refused, under pretence of
consulting my safety; though I could perceive, by the sparkling of her
eyes, that she would not have thought herself affronted by being the
subject of a duel. I was by no means pleased with this discovery of
her thoughts, which not only argued the most unjustifiable vanity, but
likewise the most barbarous indifference; however, I was allured by her
fortune, and resolved to gratify her pride, in making her the occasion
of a public quarrel between me and Bragwell, who, I was pretty certain,
would never drive matters to a dangerous extremity.

While we danced together, I observed this formidable rival at one end
of the room, encircled with a cluster of beaux, to whom he talked with
great vehemence, casting many big looks at me from time to time. I
guessed the subject of his discourse, and as soon as I had handed my
partner to her seat, strutted up to the place where he stood, and,
cocking my hat in his face, demanded aloud, if he had anything to say
to me. He answered with a sullen tone, "Nothing, at present, sir;" and
turned about upon his heel. "Well," said I, "you where I am to be found
at any time." His companions stared at one another, and I returned to
the lady, whose features brightened at my approach, and immediately a
whisper ran through the whole room; after which so many eyes were turned
upon me that I was ready to sink with confusion. When the ball broke up,
I led her to her coach, and, like a true French gallant, would have got
up behind it, in order to protect her from violence on the road, but she
absolutely refused my offer, and expressed her concern that there was
not an empty seat for me within the vehicle.

Next day, in the afternoon, I waited on her at her lodgings, by
permission, in company with Chatter, and was very civilly received by
her mother, with whom she lived. There were a good many fashionable
people present, chiefly young fellows, and immediately after tea, a
couple of card tables were set, at one of which I had the honour to play
with Melinda, who in less than three hours, made shift to plunder me of
eight guineas. I was well enough content to lose a little money with a
good grace, that I might have an opportunity in the meantime to say soft
things, which are still most welcome when attended with good luck; but I
was by no means satisfied of her fair play, a circumstance that
shocked me not a little, and greatly impaired my opinion of her
disinterestedness and delicacy. However, I was resolved to profit
by this behaviour, and treat her in my turn with less ceremony;
accordingly, I laid close siege to her, and, finding her not at all
disgusted with the gross incense I offered, that very night made a
declaration of love in plain terms. She received my addresses with great
gaiety, and pretended to laugh them off, but at the same time treated
me with such particular complacency that I was persuaded I had made
a conquest of her heart, and concluded myself the happiest man alive.
Elevated with these flattering ideas, I sat down again to cards after
supper, and with great cheerfulness suffered myself to be cheated of ten
guineas more.

It was late before I took my leave, after being favoured with a general
invitation; and, when I got into bed, the adventures of the day
hindered me from sleeping. Sometimes I pleased myself with the hopes of
possessing a fine woman with ten thousand pounds; then I would ruminate
on the character I had heard of her from Banter, and compare it with the
circumstances of her conduct towards me, which seemed to bear too great
a resemblance to the picture he had drawn. This introduced a melancholy
reflection on the expense I had undergone, and the smallness of my funds
to support it, which, by-the-by, were none of my own. In short, I found
myself involved in doubts and perplexities, that kept me awake the
greatest part of the night.

In the morning, Strap, with whom I had not conversed for two days,
presented himself with the utensils for shaving me; upon which, I
asked his opinion of the lady he had seen me conduct to her coach at
Hampstead. "Odds! she's a delicious creature!" cried he, "and, as I am
informed, a great fortune. I am sorry you did not insist on going home
with her. I dare say, she would not have refused your company; for she
seems to be a good-humoured soul." "There's a time for all things," said
I, "you must know, Strap, I was in company with her till one o'clock
this morning." I had no sooner pronounced these words than he began to
caper about the room, and snap his fingers, crying in a transport, "The
day's our own--the day's our own!" I gave him to understand that his
triumph was a little premature, and that I had more difficulties to
surmount than he was aware of; then I recounted to him the intelligence
I had received from Banter. At which he changed colour, shook his head,
and observed there was no faith in woman. I told him I was resolved to
make a bold push notwithstanding, although I foresaw it would lead me
into a great expense; and bade him guess the sum I had lost last night
at cards. He scratched his chin, and protested his abhorrence of cards,
the very name of which being mentioned, made him sweat with vexation, as
it recalled the money-dropper to his remembrance. "But, however," said
he, "you have to do with other guess people now. Why, I suppose, if you
had a bad run last night, you would scarce come off for less than ten or
twelve shilling." I was mortified at this piece of simplicity, which
I imagined, at that time, was all affected by way of reprimand for my
folly; and asked with some heat if he thought I had spent the evening
in a cellar with chairmen and bunters; giving him to know, at the same
time, that my expense had amounted to eighteen guineas.

It would require the pencil of Hogarth to express the astonishment and
concern of Strap on hearing this piece of news; the basin, in which he
was preparing the lather for my chin, dropped out of his hands, and he
remained some time immovable in that ludicrous attitude, with his mouth
open, and his eyes thrust forward considerably beyond their station;
but, remembering my disposition, which was touchy, and impatient of
control, he smothered his chagrin, and attempted to recollect himself.
With this view he endeavoured to laugh, but in spite if his teeth, broke
out in a whimper, took up his wash-ball and pewter-pot, scrubbed my
beard with the one, and discharged the other upon my face. I took no
notice of this confusion, but after he had fully recovered himself, put
him in mind of his right, and assured him of my readiness to surrender
my effects whenever he should think proper to demand them. He was
nettled at my insinuation, which he thought proceeded from my distrust
of his friendship; and begged I would never talk to him in that strain
again, unless I had a mind to break his heart.

This good creature's unalterable friendship for me affected me with
the most grateful sentiments, and acted as a spur to my resolution of
acquiring a fortune, that I might have it in my power to manifest my
generosity in my turn. For this purpose, I determined to bring matters
to a speedy conclusion with Melinda; well knowing that a few such nights
as the last would effectually incapacitate me from prosecuting that or
any other advantageous amour.

While my meditation was busied in planning out my future conduct, Mr.
Banter favoured me with a visit, and after breakfast asked how I
had passed the preceding evening. I answered I was very agreeably
entertained at a private house. "Yes," said he, with a sarcastic smile,
"you deserve something extraordinary for the price you paid." I was
surprised at this remark, and pretended ignorance of his meaning. "Come,
come, Mr. Random," continued he, "you need not make a mystery of it to
me; the whole town has it. I wish that foolish affair between you
and Bragwell at Hampstead had been less public. It has set all the
busybodies at work to find out your real character and situation; and
you cannot imagine what conjectures have already circulated at your
expense. One suspects you to be a Jesuit in disguise; another thinks you
are an agent from the Pretender; a third believes you to be an upstart
gamester, because nobody knows anything of your family or fortune; a
fourth is of opinion that you are an Irish fortune-hunter." This last
hypothesis touched me so nearly that, to conceal my confusion, I was
fain to interrupt his detail, and damn the world for an envious
meddling community, that would not suffer a gentleman to live without
molestation. He took no notice of this apostrophe, but went on. "For my
own part, I neither know nor desire to know who or what you are. This
I am certain of, that few people make a mystery of their origin or
situation, who can boast of anything advantageous in either; and my
own opinion of the matter is that you have raised yourself, by your
industry, from nothing to the appearance you now maintain, and which you
endeavour to support by some matrimonial scheme." Here he fixed his eyes
steadfastly upon me and perceiving my face covered with blushes, told
me, how he was confirmed in his opinion. "Look ye, Random," said he, "I
have divined your plan, and am confident it will never succeed. You are
too honest and too ignorant of the town to practise the necessary cheats
of your profession, and detect the conspiracies that will be formed
against you. Besides, you are downright bashful. What the devil! set
up for a fortune hunter before you have conquered the sense of shame!
Perhaps you are entitled by your merit, and I believe you are, to a
richer and a better wife than Melinda; but take my word for it, she is
not to be won at that rate;--or, if you are so lucky as to carry her,
between you and me, you may say, as Teague said, By my soul, I have
gained a loss! She would take care to spend her fortune in a twinkling,
and soon make you sick of her extravagance."

I was alarmed by his discourse, while I resented the freedom of it, and
expressed my disgust by telling him, he was mistaken in my intentions,
and desiring he would give me leave to regulate my conduct according to
the dictates of my own reason. He made no apology for the liberty he
had taken, and ascribed it to the warmth of his friendship for me; as an
uncommon instance of which he borrowed five guineas, assuring me there
were very few people in the world who whom he could so far favour with
his confidence. I gave him the money, and professed myself so well
convinced of his sincerity, that he had no occasion to put it to such
extraordinary proofs for the future. "I thought," said he, "to have
asked five pieces more, but hearing you were bubbled of eighteen last
night, I presumed you might be out of cash, and resolved to model my
demand accordingly." I could not help admiring the cavalier behaviour
of this spark, of whom I desired to know his reason for saying I was
bubbled. He then gave me to understand, that before he came to my
lodgings, he had beat up Tom Tossle, who, being present, informed him of
the particulars, rehearsed all the fine things I said to Melinda, with
which he proposed to entertain the town, and among other circumstances,
assured him my mistress cheated with so little art, that nobody but a
mere novice could be imposed upon.

The thoughts of becoming a subject of raillery for coxcombs, and losing
my money to boot, stung me to the quick; but I made a virtue of my
indignation, and swore that no man should with impunity either asperse
the character of Melinda, or turn my behaviour into ridicule. He replied
in a dry manner, that I would find it a Herculean task to chastise
everybody who should laugh at my expense; and, as for the character
of Melinda, he did not see how it could suffer by what was laid to her
charge; for that cheating at cards, far from being reckoned a blemish
among people of fashion, was looked upon as an honourable indication of
superior genius and address. "But let us waive this subject," said he,
"and go to the coffee-house, in order to make a party for dinner."






CHAPTER XLVIII

We repair to the coffee-house, where we overhear a curious dispute
between Wagtail and Medlar, which is referred to our decision--the
Doctor gives an account of his experiment--Medlar is roasted by Banter
at the ordinary--the old gentleman's advice to me

Being as willing to drop the theme as he was to propose it, I
accompanied him thither, where we found Mr. Medlar and Dr. Wagtail
disputing upon the word Custard, which the physician affirmed should
be spelt with a G, observing that it was derived from the Latin
verb gustare, "to taste;" but Medlar pleaded custom in behalf of C,
observing, that, by the Doctor's rule, we ought to change pudding into
budding, because it is derived from the French word boudin; and in that
case why not retain the original orthography and pronunciation of all
the foreign words we have adopted, by which means our language would
become a dissonant jargon without standard or propriety? The controversy
was referred to us; and Banter, notwithstanding his real opinion to
the contrary, decided it in favour of Wagtail; upon which the peevish
annuitant arose, and uttering the monosyllable pish! with great
emphasis, removed to another table.

We then inquired of the doctor, what progress he had made in the
experiment of distilling tinder-water; and he told us he had been at all
the glass-houses about town, but could find nobody who would undertake
to blow a retort large enough to hold the third part of the quantity
prescribed; but he intended to try the process on as much as would
produce five drops, which would be sufficient to prove the specific,
and then he would make it a parliamentary affair; that he had already
purchased a considerable weight of rags, in reducing which to tinder, he
had met with a misfortune, which had obliged him to change his lodgings;
for he had gathered them in a heap on the floor, and set fire to them
with a candle, on the supposition that the boards would sustain no
damage, because it is the nature of flame to ascend; but, by some very
extraordinary accident, the wood was invaded, and began to blaze with
great violence, which disordered him so much, that he had not the
presence of mind enough to call for assistance, and the whole house must
have been consumed with him in the midst of it, had not the smoke that
rolled out of the windows in clouds alarmed the neighbourhood, and
brought people to his succour: that he had lost a pair of black velvet
breeches and a tie-wig in the hurry, besides the expense of the rags,
which were rendered useless by the water used to quench the flame, and
the damage of the floor, which he was compelled to repair; that his
landlord, believing him distracted, had insisted on his quitting
his apartment at a minute's warning, and he was put to incredible
inconvenience; but now he was settled in a very comfortable house, and
had the use of a large paved yard for preparing his tinder; so that he
hoped in a very short time to reap the fruits of his labour.

After having congratulated the doctor on his prospect, and read the
papers, we repaired to an auction of pictures, where we entertained
ourselves an hour or two; from thence we adjourned to the Mall, and,
after two or three turns, went back to dinner, Banter assuring us, that
he intended to roast Medlar at the ordinary; and, indeed, we were no
sooner set than this cynic began to execute his purpose, by telling
the old gentleman that he looked extremely well, considering the little
sleep he had enjoyed last night. To this compliment Medlar made no
reply, but by a stare, accompanied with a significant grin; and Banter
went on thus; "I don't know whether most to admire the charity of your
mind, or the vigour of your body. Upon my soul, Mr. Medlar, you do
generous things with the best taste of any man I know! You extend your
compassion to real objects, and exact only such returns as they are
capable of making. You must know, gentlemen," said he, turning to the
company, "I had been up most part of the night with a friend who is ill
of a fever, and, on my return home this morning, chanced to pass by
a gin shop still open, whence issued a confused sound of mirth and
jollity: upon which, I popped in my head, and perceived Mr. Medlar
dancing bareheaded in the midst of ten or twenty ragged bunters,
who rejoiced at his expense. But indeed, Mr. Medlar, you should not
sacrifice your constitution to your benevolence. Consider, you grow old
apace; and, therefore, have a reverend care of your health, which must
certainly be very much impaired by these nocturnal expeditions." The
testy senior could no longer contain himself, but cried hastily, "'Tis
well known that your tongue is no slanderer." "I think," said the other,
"you might spare that observation, as you are very sensible, that my
tongue has done you signal service on many occasions. You may remember,
that, when you made your addresses to the fat widow who kept a
public-house at Islington, there was a report spread very much to the
prejudice of your manhood, which coming to the ears of your
mistress, you were discarded immediately: and I brought matters to a
reconciliation, by assuring her you had three bastards at nurse in the
country. How you ruined your own affair afterwards, it is neither my
business nor inclination to relate."

This anecdote, which had no other foundation than in Banter's own
invention, afforded a good deal of mirth to everybody present, and
provoked Mr. Medlar beyond all sufferance; so that he started up in a
mighty passion, and, forgetting that his mouth was full, bespattered
those who sat next to him, while he discharged his indignation in a
volley of oaths, and called Banter insignificant puppy, impertinent
jackanapes, and a hundred such appellations; telling the company he had
invented these false and malicious aspersions, because he would not lend
him money to squander away upon rooks and whores. "A very likely story,"
said Banter, "that I should attempt to borrow money of a man who is
obliged to practise a thousand shifts to make his weekly allowance hold
out till Saturday night. Sometimes he sleeps four-and-twenty hours at
a stretch, by which means he saves three meals, besides coffee-house
expense. Sometimes he is fain to put up with bread and cheese and small
beer for dinner; and sometimes he regales on twopennyworth of ox cheek
in a cellar." "You are a lying miscreant!" cried Medlar, in an ecstacy
of rage; "I can always command money enough to pay your tailor's bill,
which I am sure is no trifle; and I have a good mind to give you a
convincing proof of my circumstances, by prosecuting you for defamation,
sirrah." By this time the violence of his wrath had deprived him of his
appetite, and he sat silent, unable to swallow one mouthful, while
his tormentor enjoyed his mortification, and increased his chagrin, by
advising him to lay in plentifully for his next day's fast.

Dinner being ended, we came down stairs to the coffee room, and Banter
went away to keep an appointment, saying, he supposed he should see
Wagtail and me in the evening at the Bedford Coffee-house. He was no
sooner gone than the old gentleman took me aside, and said, he was
sorry to see me so intimate with that fellow, who was one of the most
graceless rakes about town, and had already wasted a good estate and
constitution upon harlots; that he had been the ruin of many a young
man, by introducing them into debauched company, and setting a lewd
example of all manner of wickedness; and that, unless I were on
my guard, he would strip me in a short time both of my money and
reputation. I thanked him for his information, and promised to conduct
myself accordingly, wishing, however, his caution had been a few
hours more early, by which means I might have saved five guineas.
Notwithstanding this intelligence, I was inclinable to impute some part
of the charge to Medlar's revenge for the liberties taken with him at
dinner; and therefore, as soon as I could disengage myself, applied
to Wagtail for his opinion of the character in question, resolved to
compare their accounts, allowing for the prejudice of each, and to form
my judgment upon both, without adhering strictly to either. The doctor
assured me, that he was a very pretty gentleman of family and fortune;
a scholar, a wit, a critic, and perfectly well acquainted with the
town; that his honour and courage were unquestionable, though some
extravagances he had been guilty of, and his talents for satire had
procured him enemies, and made some people shy of his acquaintance. From
these different sketches, I concluded that Banter was a young fellow of
some parts, who had spent his fortune, but retained his appetites, and
fallen out with the world, because he could not enjoy it to his wish.

I went to the Bedford Coffee-house in the evening, where I met my
friends, from thence proceeded to the play, and afterwards carried them
home to my lodgings, where we supped in great good humour.






CHAPTER XLIX

I receive a Challenge--the Consequence of it--the Quarrel being made
up, am put in Arrest by the Care and Affection of Strap--but immediately
released upon explaining my Affair--the Behaviour of Mr. Oregan and
his two Friends--I visit Melinda, whom I divert with an account of the
Duel--propose Marriage--she refers the Matter to her Mother, of whom
I make a solemn Demand of her Daughter--the old Lady's behaviour--I am
discarded---resent their Disdain

When I was ready to go abroad next day, Strap brought me a letter,
To Mr. Random, Esq., these; which, upon opening, I found contained a
challenge conceived in these very extraordinary terms:


"Sir,--Whereas I am informed that you make love to Miss Melinda
Goosetrap, this is to let you know that she is under promise of marriage
to me; and that I am at this present waiting at the back of Montague
House, with a pair of good pistols in my hand; and if you will keep your
appointment, I will make your tongue confess (after the breath is out
of your body) that you do not deserve her so well as Yours, etc. Rourk
Oregan."

I guessed, from the style and superscription of this billet, that my
rival was a true Milesian, and was not a little uneasy at the contents;
especially that part, in which he asserted his right to my mistress by
promise, a circumstance I did not not know how to reconcile to her good
sense and penetration. However, this was no time for me to decline
the defiance, because the success of my addresses in a great measure
depended upon my behaviour in that affair. I therefore immediately
loaded my pistols, and betook myself in a hackney coach to the place
appointed, where I found a tall raw-boned man, with a hard-featured
countenance and black bushy beard, walking by himself, wrapped up in a
shabby green coat, over which his own hair descended in leathern
queue from his head, that was covered with a greasy hat trimmed with a
tarnished pointe d'Espagne. He had no sooner perceived me advancing than
he pulled a pistol from his bosom, and, presenting it at me, snapped it
without the least preamble. Alarmed at this rude salutation, I made a
stand, and, before he could adjust his other piece, fired one of mine
at him, without doing any damage, By this time he was ready with his
second, that flashed in the pan without going off; upon which he called,
with a true Tipperary cadence, "Fire away, honey!" and began to hammer
his flint with great deliberation. But I was resolved to make use of
the advantage fortune had given me, and therefore stepped up without
throwing away my fire, desiring him to ask his life, or prepare for
another world; but this stout Hibernian refused to condescend, and
complained bitterly of my having quitted my ground before he could
return my shot: saying I ought to go back to my station, and let him
have an equal chance with me. I endeavoured to persuade him that I had
given him a double chance already: and it was my business to prevent him
from enjoying a third; but now, since I had an opportunity, I demanded
a parley, and desired to know his condition and reason for calling me to
the field, who, to the best of my remembrance, far from having done
him any injury, had never before seen him. He told me that he was
a gentleman of fortune, who had spent all he had, and, hearing that
Melinda had got ten thousand pounds, he intended to make himself master
of that sum by espousing her, and he was determined, in an honourable
way, to cut the throats of all those who stood between him and his
hopes.

I then demanded to know the foundation of his hopes; and now that I
had seen him, being more and more astonished at the circumstance of
the promise, desired that he would explain that mystery. He gave me to
understand, that he trusted entirely to his birth and personal merit;
that he had frequently written to Melinda, setting forth his claim and
pretensions, but she was never kind enough to send an answer, or even
to admit him into her presence; and that the promise he mentioned in his
letter was made by his friend Mr. Gahagan, who assured him that no woman
could resist a man of his appearance. I could not forbear laughing to
excess at the simplicity of my rival, who did not seem to relish my
mirth, but began to be very serious: upon which I endeavoured to appease
him, by giving him my word and honour that, far from prejudicing
his addresses to the lady, I would represent him to her in the most
favourable light I could with any regard to truth; but he must not be
surprised if she should remain blind to his deserts, for nothing was
more capricious than a woman's mind, and the affection of that sex was
seldom purchased with virtue alone. That my declaration might have the
better effect, I took notice of his deshabille, and, professing sorrow
at seeing a gentleman reduced, slipped two guineas into his hand, at
sight of which he threw away his pistols, and hugging me in his arms,
cried, "Arrah, by Jasus, now, you are the best friend I have met
with these seven long years!" When I had suffered some minutes in his
embrace, he quitted me, and picking up his rusty arms, wished the devil
might burn him if ever he should give me any further trouble about
womankind.

The quarrel being thus amicably composed, I begged leave to look at his
pistols, which I found so crazy and so foul, that I believe it was happy
for him neither of them was discharged, for one of them would certainly
have split in the going off, and he would, in all probability, have lost
his hand in the explosion; but what gave me a lively idea of the man's
character was, to find, upon examination, that one of them had been
loaded without being primed, and the other primed without a charge.

While we walked home together, I expressed a desire of knowing my new
friend's history; and he informed me of his having served in the German
army as a volunteer against the Turks; that for his behaviour at the
siege of Belgrade, he had been honoured with an ensign's commission, and
afterwards promoted to the rank of lieutenant, in which station it was
his misfortune to affront his captain, who challenged him to the field,
and was killed in the duel, upon which he was obliged to retreat; that
he had been in England some years soliciting his friends for provision
in the British army; but being hitherto unsuccessful, was desired by Mr.
Gahagan to turn his thoughts to matrimony, and make his fortune by an
advantageous match; in consequence of which advice, he had made up to
Melinda: and, having heard by means of an Irish footman in the family,
that I was her chief favourite, had called me out in hopes of removing
by my death the greatest obstruction to his desires; but now he was
convinced of my honour and generosity, he swore by the blessed Virgin,
he would think of her no more, if there were not another woman in the
world. As a further proof of his veracity, which I did not at all doubt,
he opened an old iron snuff-box, and pulled out his commission in
the Imperial army, and his captain's challenge, which he preserved as
testimonials of his character. I was so well convinced of this poor
man's honesty and courage, that I determined to speak in his behalf
to some of my acquaintance, who might recommend his case to the
consideration of those who could provide for him; and in the meantime
to accommodate him with a few clothes, by which his appearance would be
much mended, and himself enabled to renew his solicitations in person.

As we walked along conversing socially together, we were met by a file
of musketeers, and Strap at their head, who no sooner approached than,
with a frantic look, he cried, "Seize them! In the name of God seize
them!" We were accordingly surrounded, and I put in arrest by the
corporal, who was commanding officer; but Captain Oregan disengaged
himself, and ran with such speed towards Tottenham Court Road that he
was out of sight in a moment. When my arms were delivered up, and myself
secured, Strap became a little more composed, and asked pardon for the
liberty he had taken, which he hoped I would excuse, as it proceeded
from his affection. He then told me that, suspecting the letter (which
by the by was brought by the author himself) contained something
extraordinary, he had peeped through the keyhole, and seen me load my
pistols; upon which he ran down to Whitehall, and applied to the officer
on guard for a party to put me in arrest, but before he returned, I
was gone in a coach; that he had inquired which way I went, and, having
heard that duels were commonly fought at the back of Montague House, he
conducted the guard to this place, where he thanked God for having found
me safe and sound. I gave him to understand that I forgave his officious
concern for once, but cautioned him in pretty severe terms for making
me the subject of idle conversation for the future; then turning to the
corporal, thanked him for his care, and gave him a crown to drink with
his men, assuring him that the rencontre was over long before he
came up, and everything compromised, as he might have observed by our
behaviour; as a farther proof of which, he would find upon examination
that one of my pistols had been discharged: but this civil person,
without giving himself or me any farther trouble, received the bounty
with a thousand bows and acknowledgments, and, returning the pistols,
released me immediately.

He was not gone a hundred yards, when my friend Oregan came up in order
to rescue me, with two tatterdemalions, whom he had engaged for that
purpose about the purlieus of St. Giles's. One of them was armed with
a musket that wanted a lock, and another with a rusty broadsword, but
their dress surpassed all description. When he understood I was already
free he made an apology for his abrupt departure, and introduced me to
his two companions: First, to Counsellor Fitzclabber, who, he told me,
was then employed in compiling a history of the kings of Minster,
from Irish manuscripts; and then to his friend Mr. Gahagan, who was a
profound philosopher and politician, and had projected many excellent
schemes for the good of his country. But it seems these literati had
been very ill rewarded for their ingenious labours; for, between them
both, there was but one shirt, and half a pair of breeches. I thanked
them very kindly for their readiness to assist me, and, having offered
my service in my turn, bade them good morrow, desiring Oregan to
accompany me to my lodgings, where he was fitted with decent clothes
from my wardrobe, so much to his satisfaction, that he swore eternal
gratitude and friendship to me, and, at my request, recounted all the
adventures of his life.

In the afternoon, I waited on Melinda, who received me with great
kindness and familiarity, and laughed excessively at my adventure with
the Irishman, to whose wishes she was no stranger, having more than
a dozen letters in her possession, which he had written to her on the
subject of love, and which, for my entertainment, she submitted to
my perusal. Having made ourselves merry at the expense of this poor
admirer, I seized the opportunity of her mother's going out of the room,
and introduced my own passion, which I recommended to her with all
the ardour and eloquence I was master of. I flattered, sighed, swore,
entreated, and acted a thousand extravagancies, in hopes of making
some impression on her heart; but she heard everything I said without
discovering the least emotion; and other company came in before she
would vouchsafe one serious reply. After tea, the cards were brought in
according to custom, and it was my good fortune to have Melinda for my
partner; by which means, instead of losing, I came off with five guineas
clear gain.

I soon became acquainted with a good many people of fashion, and spent
my time in the modish diversions of the town, such as plays, operas,
masquerades, drums, assemblies, and muppet-shows; chiefly in company
with Melinda, whom I cultivated with all the eagerness and address that
my prospect could inspire, and my education afford. I spared neither
my person nor my purse to gratify her vanity and pride; my rivals were
intimidated, and indeed outshone; and, after all, I began to fear that
the dear creature had not a heart to lose.

At last, finding myself unable to support the expense of this amour
much longer, I was determined to bring the matter to a crisis; and
one evening, while we were together by ourselves, complained of her
indifference, described the tortures of suspense to a love-sick mind,
and pressed her to disclose her sentiments of matrimony and me with such
earnestness, that she could not, with all her art, shift the subject,
but was obliged to come to an eclaircissement. She told me, with a
careless air, that she had no objection to my person, and if I could
satisfy her mother in other particulars, I should not find her averse
to the match; but she was resolved to do nothing in such a momentous
concern without the advice and consent of her parent. This was no very
agreeable declaration to me, whose aim had been to win her inclination
first, and then secure my conquest by a private marriage, to which I
flattered myself she would express no reluctance. That I might not,
however, desert my cause before it was desperate, I waited on her
mother; and, with great formality, demanded the daughter in marriage.
The good lady, who was a very notable woman, behaved with great state
and civility; thanked me for the honour I intended her family; and said,
she did not doubt that I was in all respects qualified to make a woman
happy; but it concerned her as a parent anxious about the welfare of
her child, to inquire into the particulars of my fortune, and know what
settlement I proposed to make. To this intimation, which would have
utterly disconcerted me if I had not expected it, I replied, without
hesitation that, though my fortune was very small, I was a gentleman
by birth and education, would maintain her daughter in the sphere of
a gentlewoman, and settle her own dowry on her and her heirs for ever.
This careful matron did not seem to relish my proposal, but observed,
with a demure countenance, that there was no necessity for settling that
upon her child which was her own already; however, if I pleased, her
lawyer should confer with mine upon the matter; and, in the meantime,
she desired I would favour her with a perusal of my rent-roll.
Notwithstanding the vexation I was under, I could scarce forbear
laughing in her face at the mention of my rent-roll, which was indeed
a severe piece of satire upon my pretensions. I frankly owned I had no
landed estate; and told her that I could not exactly specify the sum I
was master of, until I had regulated my affairs, which were at present
in some disorder; but that I would take an opportunity of satisfying her
on that head very soon.

It was not long before I took my leave, and returned to my lodgings in
a very melancholy mood, persuaded that I had nothing more to expect from
that quarter. I was confirmed in this opinion next day, when I went back
with a view of explaining myself more fully to the old gentlewoman; and
was told by the footman that his ladies were not at home, although I had
seen Melinda through the blinds at a parlour window, as I went up to the
door. Incensed at this affront, I quitted the door without saying one
word, and as I repassed the parlour, bowed to Miss, who still remained
in the same situation, securely screened, as she thought, from my view.

This disappointment gave me more uneasiness on Strap's account than
my own, for I was in no danger of dying for love of Melinda; on the
contrary, the remembrance of my charming Narcissa was a continual check
upon my conscience during the whole course of my addresses; and perhaps
contributed to the bad success of my scheme, by controlling my raptures
and condemning my design.

There was a necessity for informing my companion of everything that
happened to me and I performed this piece of duty in an affected
passion, swearing I would be his pack-horse no longer, and desiring him
to take the management of his affairs into his own hands. This finesse
had the desired effect, for, instead of grumbling over my miscarriage,
Strap was frightened at the passion I feigned, and begged me, for the
love of God, to be appeased; observing that, although we had suffered a
great loss, it was not irreparable; and if Fortune frowned to day, she
might perhaps smile to-morrow. I pretended to acquiesce in his remarks,
praise his equanimity, and promised to improve my misfortune. He, on the
other hand, pretended to be perfectly well satisfied with my conduct,
and conjured me to follow the dictates of my own reflection; but, in
spite of all his affectation, I could perceive his inward affliction,
and his visage sensibly increased in longitude from that day.






CHAPTER L

I long to be revenged on Melinda--apply to Banter for his Assistance--he
contrives a scheme for that purpose--which is put in Execution with
great Success--I make an Attempt upon the Heart of Miss Gripewell, but
am disappointed--grow melancholy at my Disappointment, and have
recourse to the Bottle--receive a Billet-doux--am ravished with the
Contents--find myself involved in Intrigue, which I imagined would make
my Fortune--am confounded at my mistake, which banishes all Thoughts of
Matrimony

In the meantime, my attention was wholly engrossed in search of another
mistress, and the desire of being revenged on Melinda, in both which
schemes I was very much assisted by Billy Chatter, who was such a
necessary creature among the ladies, that in all private dances he
engaged the men. To him therefore I applied, desiring he would introduce
me to a partner of some figure, at the next private assembly, for the
sake of a frolic, the intention of which I would afterwards communicate.
Billy, who had heard something of a difference between Melinda and me,
immediately smoked part of my design, and, thinking I only wanted to
alarm her jealousy a little, promised to gratify my desire, by matching
me with a partner worth thirty thousand pounds, whom the ladies of this
end of the town had lately taken under their management and protection.
Upon further inquiry, I found this person's name was Miss Biddy
Gripewell; that her father, who had been a pawnbroker, died intestate,
by which means all his substance descended to his daughter, who was so
little a favourite that, could the old man have prevailed with his own
rapacious disposition to part with as much money as would have paid the
expense of a will, she would not have inherited the sixth part of his
fortune; that during his life, far from being educated in a way suitable
to such great expectations, she was obliged to live like a servant
wench, and do the most menial offices in the family. But his funeral was
no sooner performed, than she assumed the fine lady, and found so many
people of both sexes to flatter, caress, and instruct her, that, for
want of discretion and experience, she was grown insufferably vain and
arrogant, and pretended to no less than a duke or earl at least for
her husband; that she had the misfortune to be neglected by the English
quality, but a certain poor Scottish lord was then making interest to be
introduced to her acquaintance. In the meantime, she was fallen into the
hands of a notable lady, who had already disposed of her to a lieutenant
of foot, a distant relation of her ladyship's, though Miss as yet knew
nothing of the affair; and lastly that if I proposed to dance with her,
I must give him leave to represent me as a knight, or foreign count at
least. I was ravished at this piece of information, and consented for
one night, to personate a French marquis, that I might the easier fulfil
my revenge.

Having made the appointment with Chatter I went to Banter's lodgings,
as I had by this time conceived a great opinion of his penetration
and knowledge; and, after I had enjoined secrecy, told him every
circumstance of my disgrace with Melinda, and imparted the plan I
had projected to mortify that proud coquette, desiring his advice in
proving, and assistance in executing the scheme. Nothing could be more
agreeable to his misanthropical temper than an account of her behaviour
and my resentment: he applauded my resolution, and proposed that I
should not only provide myself with a proper partner, but also procure
such a one for Miss Goosetrap, as should infallibly entail upon her
the ridicule of all her acquaintance. For this purpose he mentioned his
barber who he said, was an exceeding coxcomb lately come from Paris,
whose absurd affectation and grimace, would easily pass upon her for the
sprightly politesse of a gentleman improved by travel. I hugged him for
this hint; and he assured me it would be no difficult matter to make him
believe, that Melinda, having seen him by accident, was captivated by
his appearance, and begged for his acquaintance. He actually engaged him
on this pretence, and painted his good fortune in such colours that the
poor shaver was quite beside himself with joy. He was immediately
fitted with a tawdry suit of clothes belonging to Banter, and by him
recommended to Chatter as a very pretty fellow, just returned from his
travels. Master Billy, who acted as a gentleman usher to a great many of
the fair sex in and about town, undertook at once to bespeak Melinda in
his behalf; and everything happened according to my wish.

At the time appointed I appeared dressed to the best advantage; and, in
the character of a Marquis, had the honour of opening the ball with
the rich heiress, who attracted the eyes of the whole company by the
prodigious number of jewels with which she was adorned. Among others I
perceived Melinda, who could not more conceal her envy than astonishment
at my success; her curiosity was still more flagrant and tormenting, for
she had never seen Miss Gripewell before; and Chatter, who alone could
give her any satisfaction on that head, was engaged in conversation at
the other end of the room. I observed her impatience, and exulted in her
chagrin; and after my partner was set, took the opportunity of passing
by her to make a slight bow without stopping, which completed my triumph
and her indignation. She changed colour, bridled up, assumed an air of
disdain, and flirted her fan with such a fury, that it went to pieces
in a moment, to the no small entertainment of those who sat near and
observed her.

At length the metamorphosed barber took her out, and acted his part with
such ridiculous extravagance that the mirth of the whole company was
excited at his expense, and his partner was so much ashamed that, before
the country dances began, she retired in great confusion, under pretence
of being taken suddenly ill, and was followed by her gallant, who no
doubt imagined her indisposition was nothing but love; and laid hold of
the occasion of conducting her home, to comfort her, with an assurance
of his entertaining a reciprocal passion. They were no sooner gone than
an inquisitive whisper of "Who is he?" ran round the room; and Chatter
could give them no other intelligence about him than that he was a man
of fortune just returned from his travels. I, who alone was acquainted
with his real quality, affected ignorance well knowing that female
curiosity would not rest satisfied with such a general account, and that
the discovery would proceed with a better grace from anybody than me.

Meanwhile, I was tempted by the richness of the prize to practise upon
Miss Gripewell's heart, but soon found it too well fortified with pride
and indifference to yield to any efforts in my own character, and I
neither would nor could preserve the title I had borrowed longer than
that night.

As I expected, everything came to light next day. The barber, in pure
simplicity of heart, detected himself to Melinda, and discovered the
foundation of his hopes; she sickened at the affront, and was ashamed to
show her face in public for many weeks after this accident. Poor Chatter
found it impossible to justify himself to her satisfaction; was in
utter disgrace with Miss Gripewell, for having imposed me upon her as
a nobleman; and suffered very much in his character and influence among
the ladies in general.

Finding my finances diminished more than one-half, and my project as
little advanced as on the first day of my arrival in town, I began
to despair of my success, and grew melancholy at the prospect of
approaching want. To dispel the horrors of this fiend I had recourse
to the bottle, and kept more company than ever. I became particularly
attached to the playhouse, conversed with the actors behind the scenes,
grew acquainted with a body of templars, and in a short time commenced a
professed wit and critic. Indeed, I may say, without vanity, that I was
much better qualified than any one of my companions, who were, generally
speaking, of all the creatures I ever conversed with, the most ignorant
and assuming. By means of these avocations I got the better of care,
and learned to separate my ideas in such a manner that, whenever I was
attacked by a gloomy reflection, I could shove it aside, and call in
some agreeable reverie to my assistance. This was not the case with
Strap, who practised a thousand shifts to conceal the sorrow that preyed
upon his carcass, and reduced him to the resemblance of a mere skeleton.

While I thus posted, in a thoughtless manner, towards poverty, I one
day received, by the penny post, a letter written in a woman's hand,
containing a great many high-flown compliments, warm protestations of
love, couched in a very poetical style, an earnest desire of knowing
whether or not my heart was engaged, by leaving an answer at a certain
place, directed to R. B., and the whole subscribed "Your incognita." I
was transported with joy on reading the contents of this billet-doux,
which I admired as a masterpiece of tenderness and elegance, and was
already up to my ears in love with the author, whom my imagination
represented as a lady of fortune, in the bloom of youth and beauty.
Elevated with this conjecture, I went to work, and exhausted my
invention in composing an answer suitable to the sublimity of her style
and the ardour of her sentiments. I expressed my admiration of her wit
in terms the most hyperbolical, and while I acknowledged myself unworthy
of her regard, declared myself enamoured of her understanding; and in
the most pathetic manner implored the honour of an interview. Having
finished this performance, and communicated it to Strap, who skipped
about for joy, I dispatched him with it to the place appointed, which
was the house of a milliner not far from Bond Street, and desired him
to keep watch near the door for some time, that he might discover the
person who should call for it. In less than an hour he returned with a
joyful countenance, and told me that, soon after he had delivered the
letter, a chairman was called, to whom it was given, with directions to
carry it to the house of a rich gentleman in the neighbourhood,
whither he (Strap) followed him, and saw him put it into the hands of
a waiting-woman, who paid the messenger, and shut the door; that, upon
inquiry at an alehouse hard by, where he called for a pint of beer,
he understood the gentleman to whom the house belonged had an only
daughter, very handsome, who would inherit his whole estate; and who
certainly was the author of the billet I had received. I was of the same
opinion, and, hugging myself in the happy prospect, dressed immediately,
and passed in great state the house that contained my unknown admirer.
Nor was my vanity disappointed; for I perceived a beautiful young
creature standing at one of the windows of the dining-room, who, I
imagined, observed me with more than common curiosity. That I might
indulge her view, and at the same time feast my own, I affected to stop,
and gave orders to Strap, in the street, just opposite to her station,
by which means I had an opportunity of seeing her more distinctly,
and of congratulating myself on having made a conquest of so much
perfection. In a few moments she retired, and I betook myself to the
ordinary in a rapture of hope, which deprived me of my appetite for that
meal, and sent me home in the evening to indulge my contemplation.

Early next day, I was favoured with another epistle from my unknown
admirer, signifying her unutterable joy at the receipt of mine, which,
while it made a tender of my heart, convinced her of the value of it.
Above all things, she professed her extreme pleasure in finding me
so much attached to her understanding, a circumstance that not only
flattered her in the most sensible part, but at the same time argued
my own sagacity. As for the interview I desired, she assured me, that I
could not be more eager for such an occasion than she; but she must not
only sacrifice little more to decorum, but be satisfied of my honourable
intentions, before she could grant that request. Meanwhile she gave me
to understand that, although she might owe some deference to the opinion
of certain persons, she was resolved, in an affair that so nearly
concerned her happiness, to consult her own inclination, preferable
to the advice of the whole world; especially as she was urged to such
condescension by no consideration of fortune, what she depended upon
being her own without restriction or control. Struck with admiration at
the philosophy and self-denial of my mistress, who seemed insensible of
the beauty she possessed, and in particular ravished with that piece of
intelligence by which I learned her fortune was independent; I resumed
the pen, launched out into encomiums on the dignity of her sentiments,
affected to undervalue the charms of external beauty, pretended to
ground my passion on the qualities of her mind, complained of her rigour
in sacrificing my repose to an overscrupulous regard to decorum, and
declared the purity of my designs in the most solemn and pathetic
vows. This performance being sealed and directed, was sent to the place
appointed by Strap, who, that we might be still the more confirmed in
our belief, renewed his watch, and in a little time brought back the
same information as before, with this addition, that Miss Sparkle (the
name of my correspondent), looking out at the window, no sooner saw
the messenger arrive, than she shut the casement in a sort of beautiful
confusion, and disappeared, eager no doubt to hear from the dear object
of her love.

My doubts now vanished, the long-expected port appeared, and I looked
upon myself as perfectly secure of that happiness I had been in quest of
so long. After dinner, I sauntered in company with Dr. Wagtail, to that
part of the town in which my inamorata lived; and, as he was a mere
register, inquired of him into the name, character, and fortune of
everybody who possessed a good house in the streets through which
we passed. When it came to his turn to mention Sir John Sparkle, he
represented him as a man of an immense estate and narrow disposition,
who mewed up his only child, a fine young lady, from the conversation of
mankind, under the strict watch and inspection of an old governante, who
was either so honest, envious, or insatiable, that nobody had been
as yet able to make her a friend, or get access to her charge,
though numbers attempted it every day; not so much on account of her
expectations from her father, who, being a widower, might marry again
and have sons, as for a fortune of twelve thousand pounds left her by an
uncle, of which she could not be deprived. This piece of news, exactly
tallying with the last part of the letter I had been honoured with in
the morning, had such an effect on me, that any man except Wagtail might
have observed my emotion; but his attention was too much engrossed by
the contemplation of his own importance to suffer him to be affected
with the deportment of any other body, unless it happened to be so
particular that he could not help taking notice of it.

When I had disengaged myself from him, whose conversation grew insipid
to me, I went home, and made Strap acquainted with the fruit of my
researches. This faithful squire was almost choked with transport, and
even wept with joy; but whether on account of himself or me, I shall not
pretend to determine. Next day a third billet-doux was brought to me,
containing many expressions of tenderness, mingled with some affecting
doubts about the artifice of man, the inconstancy of youth, and the
jealousy often attending the most sincere passion; withal desiring
I would excuse her, if she should try me a little longer, before she
declared herself beyond the power of retracting. These interesting
scruples added fuel to my flame and impatience to my hope; I redoubled
my complaints of her indifference, and pressed her to an assignation
with such fervent entreaties, that in a few days she consented to meet
me at the house of that milliner who had forwarded all my letters.
During the interval between the date of her promise and the hour of
appointment, my pride soared beyond all reason and description; I lost
all remembrance of the gentle Narcissa, and my thoughts were wholly
employed in planning triumphs over the malice and contempt of the world.

At length the happy hour arrived. I flew to the place of rendezvous,
and was conducted into an apartment, where I had not waited ten minutes,
when I heard the rustling of silk, and the sound of feet ascending the
stairs; my heart took the alarm, and beat quick; my cheeks glowed, my
nerves thrilled, and my knees shook with ecstacy! I perceived the door
opening, saw a gold brocade petticoat advance, and sprang forward to
embrace my charmer. Heaven and earth! how shall I paint my situation,
when I found Miss Sparkle converted into a wrinkled hag turned of
seventy! I was struck dumb with amazement, and petrified with horror!
This ancient Urganda, perceived my disorder, and, approaching with a
languishing air, seized my hand, asking in a squeaking tone, if I
was indisposed. Her monstrous affectation completed the disgust I had
conceived for her at her first appearance, and it was a long time before
I could command myself so much as to behave with common civility: at
length, however, I recollected myself, and pronounced an apology for my
behaviour, which I said proceeded from a dizziness that seized me all
of a sudden. My hoary Dulcinea, who, no doubt, had been alarmed at my
confusion, no sooner learned the cause to which I now ascribed it, than
she discovered her joy in a thousand amorous coquetries, and assumed the
sprightly airs of a girl of sixteen. One while she ogled me with her dim
eyes, quenched in rheum; then, as if she was ashamed of that freedom,
she affected to look down, blush, and play with her fan; then toss her
head that I might not perceive a palsy that shook it, ask some childish
questions with a lisping accent, giggle and grin with her mouth shut
to conceal the ravage of time upon her teeth, leer upon me again, sigh
piteously, fling herself about in her chair to show her agility, and act
a great many more absurdities that youth and beauty can alone excuse.
Shocked as I was at my disappointment, my disposition was incapable of
affronting any person who loved me; I therefore endeavoured to put a
good face to the matter for the present, resolved to drop the whole
affair as soon as I should get clear of her company; with this view, I
uttered some civil things, and in particular desired to know the name
and condition of the lady who had honoured me so much. She told me her
name was Withers, that she lived with Sir John Sparkle in quality of
governess to his only daughter, in which situation she had picked up
a comfortable sufficiency to make her easy for life; that she had the
pleasure of seeing me at church, where my appearance and deportment made
such an impression upon her heart, that she could enjoy no ease until
she had inquired into my character, which she found so amiable in all
respects, that she yielded to the violence of her inclination, and
ventured to declare her passion with too little regard perhaps to the
decorum of her sex; but she hoped I would forgive a trespass of which
I myself was in some measure the cause, and impute her intrusion to the
irresistible dictates of love. No decayed rake ever swallowed a bolus
with more reluctance than I felt in making a reply suitable to this
compliment, when, instead of the jewel, I found the crazy casket only in
my power; and yet my hopes began to revive a little, when I considered,
that, by carrying on the appearance of an intrigue with the duenna,
I might possibly obtain access to her charge. Encouraged by this
suggestion, my temper grew more serene, my reserve wore off, I talked
en cavalier, and even made love to this antiquated coquette, who seemed
extremely happy in her adorer, and spread all her allurements to make
her imagined conquest more secure. The good woman of the house treated
us with tea and sweetmeats, and afterwards withdrew, like a civil
experienced matron as she was.

Left thus to our mutual endearments, Miss Withers (for she was still a
maiden) began to talk of matrimony, and expressed so much impatience
in all her behaviour that, had she been fifty years younger, I might
possibly have gratified her longing without having recourse to the
church; but this step my virtue as well as interest forbade. When the
inclinations of an old maid settle upon a young fellow, he is persecuted
with her addresses; but, should he once grant her the favour, he
will never be able to disentangle himself from her importunities
and reproaches. It was my business to defer the ceremony as long as
possible, under the most specious pretences, with a view of becoming
acquainted with Miss Sparkle in the meantime; and I did not despair of
success, when I considered, that in the course of our correspondence,
I should I all probability be invited to visit my mistress in her own
apartment, and by these means have an opportunity of conversing with her
charming ward. Pleased with this prospect, my heart dilated with joy;
I talked in raptures to the state governante, and kissed her shrivelled
hand with great devotion, She was so much transported with her good
fortune, that she could not contain her ecstacy, but flew upon me like
a tigress, and pressed her skinny lips to mine; when (as it was no doubt
concerted by her evil genius) a dose of garlic she had swallowed that
morning, to dispel wind, I suppose, began to operate with such a sudden
explosion, that human nature, circumstanced as I was, could not endure
the shock with any degree of temper. I lost all patience and reflection,
flung away from her in an instant, snatched my hat and cane, and ran
downstairs as if the devil had me in pursuit, and could scarcely retain
the convulsion of my bowels, which were grievously offended by the
perfume that assaulted me. Strap, who waited my return with impatience,
seeing me arrive in the utmost disorder, stood motionless with
apprehension, and durst not inquire into the cause.

After I had washed my mouth, more than once, and recruited my spirits
with a glass of wine, I recounted to him every particular of what had
happened; to which he made no other reply for some time than lifting up
his eyes, clasping his hands, and uttering a hollow groan. At length he
observed, in a melancholy tone, that it was a thousand pities my organs
were so delicate as to be offended with the smell of garlic. "Ah! God
help us," said he, "'tis not the steams of garlic, no, nor of something
else, that would give me the least uneasiness--see what it is to be a
cobler's son!" I replied hastily, "I wish then you would go and retrieve
my miscarriage." At this suggestion he started, forced a smile, and
left the room, shaking his head. Whether the old gentlewoman resented
my abrupt departure so much that her love changed into disdain, or was
ashamed to see me on account of her infirmity, I know not; but I was
never troubled again with her passion.






CHAPTER LI

I cultivate an Acquaintance with two Noblemen--am introduced to earl
Strutwell--his kind Promise and Invitation--the Behaviour of his
Porter and Lacquey--he receives me with an Appearance of uncommon
Affection--undertakes to speak in my Behalf to the Minister--informs
me of his Success, and wishes me Joy--introduces a Conversation about
Petronius Arbiter--falls in Love with my Watch, which I press upon
him--I make a present of a Diamond Ring to Lord Straddle--impart my good
Fortune to Strap and Banter, who disabuses me, to my utter Mortification

Baffled hitherto in my matrimonial schemes, I began to question my
talents for the science of fortune-hunting, and to bend my thoughts
towards some employment under the government. With the view of procuring
which, I cultivated the acquaintance of Lords Straddle and Swillpot,
whose fathers were men of interest at court. I found these young
noblemen as open to my advances as I could desire; I accompanied them
in their midnight rambles, and often dined with them at taverns, where I
had the honour of paying the reckoning.

I one day took the opportunity, while I was loaded with protestations of
friendship, to disclose my desire of being settled in some sinecure, and
to solicit their influence in my behalf. Swillpot, squeezing my hand,
said, I might depend upon his service by G--. The other swore that no
man would be more proud than he to run my errands. Encouraged by these
declarations, I ventured to express an inclination to be introduced to
their fathers, who were able to do my business at once. Swillpot frankly
owned he had not spoken to his father these three years; and Straddle
assured me, his father, having lately disobliged the minister by
subscribing his name to a protest in the house of peers, was thereby
rendered incapable of serving his friends at present; but he undertook
to make me acquainted with Earl Strutwell, who was hand and glove with
a certain person who ruled the roast. This offer I embraced with many
acknowledgments, and plied him so closely, in spite of a thousand
evasions, that he found himself under a necessity of keeping his word,
and actually carried me to the levee of this great man, where he left me
in a crowd of fellow-dependents, and was ushered to a particular closet
audience; from whence, in a few minutes, he returned with his lordship,
who took me by the hand, assured me he would do me all the service he
could, and desired to see me often. I was charmed with my reception,
and, although I had heard that a courtier's promise is not to be
depended upon, I thought I discovered so much sweetness of temper and
candour in this earl's countenance, that I did not doubt of finding
my account in his protection. I resolved therefore to profit by this
permission, and waited on him next audience day, when I was favoured
with a particular smile, squeeze of the hand, and a whisper, signifying
that he wanted half-an-hour's conversation with me in private, when he
should be disengaged, and for that purpose desired me to come and drink
a dish of chocolate with him to-morrow morning.

This invitation, which did not a little flatter my vanity and
expectation, I took care to observe, and went to his lordship's house at
the time appointed. Having rapped at the gate, the porter unbolted and
kept it half open, placing himself in the gap, like soldiers in the
broach, to dispute my passage. I asked if his lord was stirring? He
answered with a surly aspect, "No." "At what hour does he commonly
rise?" said I. "Sometimes sooner, sometimes later," said he, closing the
door upon me by degrees. I then told him I was come by his lordship's
own appointment, to which intimation this Cerberus replied, "I have
received no orders about the matter," and was upon the point of shutting
me out, when I recollected myself all of a sudden, and slipping a crown
into his hand, begged as a favour that he would inquire, and let me know
whether or not the earl was up. The grim janitor relented at the touch
of my money, which he took with all the indifference of a taxgatherer,
and showed me into a parlour, where, he said, I might amuse myself till
such time as his lord should be awake. I had not sat ten minutes in this
place, when a footman entered, and, without speaking, started at me; I
interpreted this piece of his behaviour into, "Pray, sir, what is your
business?" and asked the same question I had put to the porter, when
I accosted him first. The lacquey made the same reply, and disappeared
before I could get any further intelligence. In a little time he
returned, on pretence of poking the fire, and looked at me again with
great earnestness; upon which I began to perceive his meaning, and,
tipping him with half-a-crown, desired he would be so good as to fall
upon some method of letting the earl know that I was in the house. He
made a low bow, said, "Yes, sir," and vanished. This bounty was not
thrown away, for in an instant he came back, and conducted me to a
chamber, where I was received with great kindness and familiarity by his
lordship, whom I found just risen, in his morning-gown, and slippers.
After breakfast, he entered into a particular conversation with me about
my travels, the remarks I had made abroad, and examined me to the full
extent of my understanding. My answers seemed to please him very much,
he frequently squeezed my hand, and, looking at me with a singular
complacency in his countenance, bade me depend upon his good offices
with the ministry in my behalf. "Young men of your qualifications," said
he, "ought to be cherished by every administration. For my own part, I
see so little merit in the world, that I have laid it down as a maxim,
to encourage the least appearance of genius and virtue to the utmost of
my power: you have a great deal of both; and will not fail of making a
figure one day, if I am not mistaken; but you must lay your account with
mounting by gradual steps to the summit of your fortune. Rome was not
built in a day. As you understand the languages perfectly well, how
would you like to cross the sea as secretary to an embassy?" I assured
his lordship, with great eagerness, that nothing could be more agreeable
to my inclination: upon which he bade me make myself easy, my business
was done, for he had a place of that kind in his view. This piece of
generosity affected me so much, that I was unable for some time to
express my gratitude, which at length broke out in acknowledgments of
my own unworthiness, and encomiums on his benevolence. I could not even
help shedding tears at the goodness of this noble lord, who no sooner
perceived them than he caught me in his arms, and hugged and kissed
me with a seemingly paternal affection. Confounded at this uncommon
instance of fondness for a stranger, I remained a few moments silent and
ashamed; then rose and took my leave, after he had assured me that he
would speak to the minister in my favour that very day; and desired that
I would not for the future give myself the trouble of attending at
his levee, but come at the same hour every day, when he should be at
leisure, that is, three times a week.

Though my hopes were now very sanguine, I determined to conceal my
prospect from everybody, even from Strap, until I should be more certain
of success: and in the meantime give my patron no respite from my
solicitations. When I renewed my visit, I found the street-door opened
to me as if by enchantment; but in my passage towards the presence-room,
I was met by the valet-de-chambre, who cast some furious looks at me the
meaning of which I could not comprehend. The earl saluted me at entrance
with a tender embrace, and wished me joy of his success with the
Premier, who, he said, had preferred his recommendation to that of two
other noblemen very urgent in behalf of their respective friends, and
absolutely promised that I should go to a certain foreign court in
quality of secretary to an ambassador and plenipotentiary who was to
set out in a few weeks an affair of vast importance to the nation. I was
thunderstruck with my good fortune, and could make no other reply than
kneel and attempt to kiss my benefactor's hand, which submission he
would not permit; but, raising me up, pressed me to his breast with
surprising emotion, and told me he had now taken upon himself the care
of making my fortune. What enhanced the value of the benefit still the
more, was his making light of the favour, and shifting the conversation
to another subject.

Among other topics of discourse, that of the Belles Lettres was
introduced, upon which his lordship held forth with great taste and
erudition and discovered an intimate knowledge of the authors of
antiquity, "Here's a book," said he, taking one from his bosom, "written
with great elegance and spirit; and, though the subject may give offence
to some narrow-minded people, the author will always be held in esteem
by every person of wit and learning." So saying, he put into my hand
Petronius Arbiter, and asked my opinion of his wit and manner. I told
him, that, in my opinion, he wrote with great ease and vivacity, but
was withal so lewd and indecent that he ought to find no quarter or
protection among people of morals and taste. "I own," replied the earl,
"that his taste in love is generally decried, and indeed condemned
by our laws; but perhaps that may be more owing to prejudice and
misapprehension than to true reason and deliberation. The best man among
the ancients is said to have entertained that passion; one of the
wisest of their legislators has permitted the indulgence of it in his
commonwealth; the most celebrated poets have not scrupled to avow it.
At this day it prevails not only over all the East, but in most parts
of Europe; in our own country, it gains ground apace, and in all
probability will become in a short time a more, fashionable vice than
simple fornication. Indeed there is something to be said in vindication
of it; for, notwithstanding the severity of the law against offenders
in this way, it must be confessed that the practice of this passion is
unattended with that curse and burthen upon society which proceeds from
a race of miserable and deserted bastards, who are either murdered by
their parents, deserted to the utmost want and wretchedness, or bred up
to prey upon the commonwealth: and it likewise prevents the debauchery
of many a young maiden, and the prostitution of honest men's wives; not
to mention the consideration of health, which is much less liable to be
impaired in the gratification of this appetite, than in the exercise of
common venery, which, by ruining the constitutions of our young men, has
produced a puny progeny that degenerates from generation to generation.
Nay, I have been told, that there is another motive perhaps more
powerful than all these, that induces people to cultivate this
inclination; namely, the exquisite pleasure attending its success."

From this discourse I began to be apprehensive that his lordship,
finding I had travelled, was afraid I might have been infected with this
spurious and sordid desire abroad, and took this method of sounding my
sentiments on the subject. Fired at this supposed suspicion, I argued
against it with great warmth, as an appetite unnatural, absurd, and of
pernicious consequence; and declared my utter detestation and abhorrence
of it in these lines of the satirist:--


Eternal infamy the wretch confound Who planted first that vice on
British ground! A vice! That spite of nature and sense reigns, And
poisons genial love, and manhood stains.

The earl smiled at my indignation, and told me he was glad to find my
opinion of the matter so conformable to his own, and that what he had
advanced was only to provoke me to an answer, with which he professed
himself perfectly well pleased. After I had enjoyed a long audience, I
happened to look at my watch, in order to regulate my motions by it; and
his lordship, observing the chased case, desired to see the device,
and examine the exception, which he approved with some expressions of
admiration. Considering the obligations I lay under to his lordship,
I thought there could not be a fitter opportunity than the present to
manifest, in some shape, my gratitude; I therefore begged he would do
me the honour to accept of the watch as a small testimony of the sense
I had of his lordship's generosity; but, he refused it in a peremptory
manner, and said he was sorry I should entertain such a mercenary
opinion of him; observing at the same time, that it was the most
beautiful piece of workmanship he had ever seen, and desiring to know
where he could have such another. I begged a thousand pardons for the
freedom I had taken, which I hoped he would impute to nothing else than
the highest veneration for his person--told him, that, as it came to my
hand by accident in France, I could give him no information about
the maker, for there was no name on the inside; and once more humbly
entreated that he would indulge me so far as to use it for my sake. He
was still positive in refusing it; but was pleased to thank me for
my generous offer, saying, it was a present that no nobleman need
be ashamed of receiving: though he was resolved to show his
disinterestedness with regard to me, for whom he had conceived a
particular friendship; and insisted (if I were willing to part with the
watch) upon knowing what it had cost, that he might at least indemnify
me, by refunding the money. On the other hand, I assured his lordship
that I should look upon it as an uncommon mark of distinction, if he
would take it without further question; and, rather than disoblige
me, he was at last persuaded to put it in his pocket, to my no small
satisfaction, who took my leave immediately, after having received a
kind squeeze, and an injunction to depend upon his promise.

Buoyed up with this reception, my heart opened; I gave away a guinea,
among the lacqueys, who escorted me to the door, flew to the lodgings of
Lord Straddle, upon whom I forced my diamond ring as an acknowledgment
for the great service he had done me, and from thence hied me home,
with an intent of sharing my happiness with honest Strap. I determined,
however, to heighten his pleasure, by depressing his spirits at first,
and then bringing in good news with double relish. For this purpose, I
affected the appearance of disappointment and chagrin, and told him in
an abrupt manner that I had lost the watch and diamond. Poor Hugh, who
had been already harassed into a consumption by intelligence of this
sort, no sooner heard these words, than, unable to contain himself, he
cried, with distraction in his looks, "God in heaven forbid!" I could
carry on the farce no longer; but, laughing in his face, told him
everything that had passed, as above recited. His features were
immediately unbended, and the transition was so affecting, that he
wept with joy, calling my Lord Strutwell by the appellations of Jewel,
Phoenix, Rara avis; and praising God, that there was still some virtue
left among our nobility. Our mutual congratulations being over, we gave
way to our imagination, and anticipated our happiness by prosecuting our
success through the different steps of promotion, till I arrived at the
rank of a prime minister, and he to that of my first secretary.

Intoxicated with these ideas, I went to the ordinary, where, meeting
with Banter, I communicated the whole affair in confidence to him,
concluding with an assurance that I would do him all the service in my
power. He heard me to an end with great patience, then regarding me
a good while with a look of disdain, pronounced, "So your business is
done, you think?" "As good as done. I believe," said I. "I'll tell you,"
replied he, "what will do it still more effectually--a halter! 'Sdeath!
if I had been such a gull to two such scoundrels as Strutwell and
Straddle, I would, without any more ado, tuck myself up." Shocked at
this exclamation, I desired him with some confusion to explain
himself; upon which he gave me to understand that Straddle was a
poor contemptible wretch, who lived by borrowing and pimping for
his fellow-peers; that in consequence of this last capacity, he had
doubtless introduced me to Strutwell, who was so notorious for a passion
for his own sex that he was amazed his character had never reached my
ears; and that, far from being able to obtain for me the post he had
promised, his interest at court was so low, that he could scarce provide
for a superannuated footman once a year in the customs or excise; that
it was a common thing for him to amuse strangers, whom his jackals ran
down, with such assurances and caresses as he had bestowed on me, until
he had stripped them of their cash, and everything valuable about them,
very often of their chastity, and then leave them a prey to want and
infamy: that he allowed his servants no other wages than that part of
the spoil which they could glean by their industry; and the whole of
his conduct towards me was so glaring, that nobody who knew anything of
mankind could have been imposed upon by his insinuations.

I leave the reader to judge how I relished this piece of information,
which precipitated me from the most exalted pinnacle of hope to the
lowest abyss of despondence, and well nigh determined me to take
Banter's advice and finish my chagrin with a halter. I had no room to
suspect the veracity of my friend, because, upon recollection, I found
every circumstance of Strutwell's behaviour exactly tallying with the
character he had described; his hugs, embraces, squeezes, and eager
looks, were now no longer a mystery; no more than his defence of
Petronius, and the jealous frown of his valet-de-chambre, who, it seems,
had been the favourite pathic of his lord.






CHAPTER LII

I attempt to recover my Watch and Jewel, but to no Purpose--resolve to
revenge myself on Strutwell by my Importunity--am reduced to my
last Guinea--obliged to inform Strap of my Necessity, who is almost
distracted with the News, but nevertheless obliged to pawn my best Sword
for present Subsistence--that small Supply being exhausted, I am almost
stupified with my Misfortunes--go to the Gaming Table by the Advice
of Banter, and come off with unexpected Success--Strap's Ecstacy--Mrs.
Gawky waits upon me, professes Remorse for her Perfidy, and implores my
Assistance--I do myself a Piece of Justice by her Means, and afterwards
reconcile her to her Father

I was so confounded that I could make no reply to Banter, who reproached
me with great indignation for having thrown away upon rascals that
which, had it been converted into ready money, would have supported the
rank of a gentleman for some months, and enabled me, at the same time,
to oblige my friends. Stupified as I was, I could easily divine the
source of his concern, but sneaked away in a solitary manner, without
yielding the least answer to his expostulations; and began to deliberate
within myself in what manner I should attempt to retrieve the movables I
had so foolishly lost. I should have thought it no robbery to take
them again by force, could I have done it without any danger of being
detected; but, as I could have no such opportunity, I resolved to work
by finesse, and go immediately to the lodgings of Straddle, where I
was so fortunate as to find him. "My Lord," said I, "I have just now
recollected, that the diamond I had the honour of presenting to you
is loosened a little in the socket, and there is a young fellow just
arrived from Paris, who is reckoned the best jeweller in Europe; I knew
him in France; and, if your lordship will give me leave, will carry the
ring to him to be set to rights." His lordship was not to be caught
in this snare; he thanked me for my offer, and told me, that, having
himself observed the defect, he had sent it to his own jeweller to be
mended; and, indeed, by this time I believe it was in the jeweller's
hands, though not in order to be mended, for it stood in need of no
alteration.

Balked in this piece of politics, I cursed my simplicity; but resolved
to play a surer game with the earl, which I thus devised. I did not
doubt of being admitted into familiar conversation with him, as before,
and hoped by some means to get the watch into my hand; then, on pretence
of winding or playing with it, drop it on the floor, when, in all
probability, the fall would disorder the work so as to stop its motion;
this event would furnish me with an opportunity of insisting upon
carrying it away in order to be repaired, and then I should be in no
hurry to bring it back. What pity it was I could not find an occasion of
putting this fine scheme in execution! When I went to renew my visit to
his lordship, my access to the parlour was as free as ever; but after I
had waited for some time, the valet-de-chambre came in with his lord's
compliments, and a desire to see me to-morrow at his levee, he being at
present so much indisposed that he could not see company. I interpreted
this message into a bad omen, and came away muttering curses against his
lordship's politeness, and ready to go to loggerheads with myself for
being so egregiously duped. But, that I might have some satisfaction for
the loss I had sustained, I besieged him so closely at his levee, and
persecuted him with my solicitations; not without faint hopes, indeed,
of reaping something more from my industry than the bare pleasure of
making him uneasy; though I could never obtain another private hearing
the whole course of my attendance; neither had I resolution enough
to undeceive Strap, whose looks in a little time were so whetted with
impatience, that whenever I came home, his eyes devoured me, as it were,
with eagerness of attention.

At length, however, finding myself reduced to my last guinea, I was
compelled to disclose my necessity, though I endeavoured to sweeten the
discovery by rehearsing to him the daily assurances I received from my
patron. But these promises were not of efficacy sufficient to support
the spirits of my friend, who no sooner understood the lowness of my
finances, than, uttering a dreadful groan, he exclaimed, "In the name of
God, what shall we do?" In order to comfort him, I said, that many of
my acquaintances, who were in a worse condition than we, supported,
notwithstanding, the character of gentlemen; and advising him to thank
God that as yet we had incurred no debt, proposed he should pawn my
sword of steel, inlaid with gold, and trust to my discretion for the
rest. This expedient was wormwood and gall to poor Strap, who, in spite
of his invincible affection for me, still retained notions of economy
and expense suitable to the narrowness of his education; nevertheless
he complied with my request, and raised seven pieces on the sword in a
twinkling. This supply, inconsiderable as it was, made me as happy for
the present, as if I had kept five hundred pounds in bank; for by
this time I was so well skilled in procrastinating every troublesome
reflection, that the prospect of want seldom affected me very much, let
it be ever so near. And now indeed it was nearer than I imagined. My
landlord, having occasion for money, put me in mind of my being indebted
to him five guineas in lodging; and, telling me he had a sum to make up,
begged I would excuse his importunity, and discharge the debt. Though I
could ill spare so much cash, my pride took the resolution of disbursing
it. This I did in a cavalier manner, after he had written a discharge,
telling him with an air of scorn and resentment, I saw he was resolved
that I should not be long in his books; while Strap, who stood by, and
knew my circumstances, wrung his hands in secret, gnawed his nether lip,
and turned yellow with despair. Whatever appearance of indifference my
vanity enabled me to put on, I was thunderstruck with this demand, which
I had no sooner satisfied, than I hastened into company, with a view of
beguiling my cares with conversation, or drowning them with wine.

After dinner, a party was accordingly made in the coffee-house, from
whence we adjourned to the tavern, where, instead of sharing the mirth
of the company, I was as much chagrined at their good humour as a damned
soul in hell would be at a glimpse of heaven. In vain did I swallow
bumper after bumper! the wine had lost its effect upon me, and, far from
raising my dejected spirits, could not even lay me asleep. Banter, who
was the only intimate I had (Strap excepted), perceived my anxiety, and,
when we broke up, reproached me with pusillanimity, for being cast
down at my disappointment that such a rascal as Strutwell could be the
occasion of. I told him I did not at all see how Strutwell's being a
rascal alleviated my misfortune; and gave him to understand that my
present grief did not so much proceed from that disappointment, as from
the low ebb of my fortune, which was sunk to something less than two
guineas. At this declaration he cried, "Psha! is that all?" and assured
me there were a thousand ways of living in town without a fortune, he
himself having subsisted many years entirely by his wit. I expressed
an eager desire of being acquainted with some of these methods, and he,
without farther expostulation, bade me follow him. He conducted me to a
house under the piazzas in Covert Garden, which we entered, and having
delivered our swords to a grim fellow who demanded them at the foot of
the staircase, ascended to the second story, where I saw multitudes of
people standing round two gaming-tables, loaded, in a manner, with gold
and silver. My conductor told me this was the house of a worthy Scotch
lord, who, using the privilege of his peerage, had set up public gaming
tables, from the profits of which he drew a comfortable livelihood.
He then explained the difference between the sitters and the bettors;
characterised the first as old rooks, and the last as bubbles; and
advised me to try my fortune at the silver table, by betting a crown at
a time. Before I would venture anything, I considered the company more
particularly, and there appeared such a group of villanous faces, that
I was struck with horror and astonishment at the sight! I signified
my surprise to Banter, who whispered in my ear, that the bulk of
those present were sharpers, highwaymen, and apprentices, who, having
embezzled their master's cash, made a desperate push in this place to
make up their deficiencies. This account did not encourage me to hazard
any part of my small pittance: but, at length, being teased by the
importunities of my friend, who assured me there was no danger of being
ill-used, because people were hired by the owner to see justice done to
everybody, I began by risking one shilling, and, in less than an hour,
my winning amounted to thirty. Convinced by this time of the fairness
of the game, and animated with success, there was no need of further
persuasion to continue the play: I lent Banter (who seldom had any money
in his pocket) a guinea, which he carried to the gold table, and lost
in a moment. He would have borrowed another, but finding me deaf to his
arguments, went away in a pet. Meanwhile my gain advanced to six pieces,
and my desire of more increased in proportion: so that I moved to the
higher table, where I laid half-a-guinea on every throw, and fortune
still favouring me, I became a sitter, in which capacity I remained
until it was broad day; when I found myself, after many vicissitudes,
one hundred and fifty guineas in pocket.

Thinking it now high time to retire with my booty, I asked if anybody
would take my place, and made a notion to rise; upon which an old
Gascon, who sat opposite to me, and of whom I had won a little money,
started up with fury in his looks, crying, "Restez, foutre, restez! il
faut donner moi mon ravanchio!" At the same time, a Jew, who sat near
the other, insinuated that I was more beholden to art than fortune for
what I had got; that he had observed me wipe the table very often,
and that some of the divisions appeared to be greasy. This intimation
produced a great deal of clamour against me, especially among the
losers, who threatened with many oaths and imprecations, to take me
up by a warrant as a sharper, unless I would compromise the affair by
refunding the greatest part of my winning. Though I was far from being
easy under his accusation, I relied upon my innocence, threatened in my
turn to prosecute the Jew, for defamation, and boldly offered to submit
my cause to the examination of any justice in Westminster; but they knew
themselves too well to put their characters on that issue, and finding
that I was not to be intimidated into any concession, dropped their
plea, and made way for me to withdraw. I would not, however, stir from
the table until the Israelite had retracted what he had said to my
disadvantage, and asked pardon before the whole assembly.

As I marched out with my prize, I happened to tread on the toes of a
tall raw-boned fellow, with a hooked nose, fierce eyes, black thick
eyebrows, a pigtail wig of the same colour, and a formidable hat pulled
over his forehead, who stood gnawing his fingers in the crowd, and he
sooner felt the application of my shoe heel, than he roared out in a
tremendous voice, "Blood and wounds! you son of a whore, what's that
for?" I asked pardon with a great deal of submission, and protested I
had no intention of hurting him; but the more I humbled myself the more
he stormed, and insisted on gentlemanly satisfaction, at the same time
provoking me with scandalous names that I could not put up with; so that
I gave loose to my passion, returned his Billingsgate, and challenged
him down to the piazzas. His indignation cooling as mine warmed, he
refused my invitation, saying he would choose his own time, and returned
towards the table muttering threats, which I neither dreaded nor
distinctly heard; but, descending with great deliberation, received my
sword from the door-keeper, whom I gratified with a guinea, according to
the custom of the place, and went home in a rapture of joy.

My faithful valet, who had set up all night in the utmost uneasiness on
my account, let me in with his face beslubbered with tears, and followed
me to my chamber, where he stood silent like a condemned criminal, in
expectation of hearing that every shilling was spent, I guessed the
situation of his thoughts, and, assuming a sullen look, bade him fetch
me some water to wash. He replied, without lifting his eyes from the
ground, "In my simple conjecture, you have more occasion for rest, not
having (I suppose) slept these four-and-twenty hours." "Bring me
some water!" said I, in a peremptory tone; upon which he sneaked away
shrugging his shoulders. Before he returned, I had spread my whole stock
on the table in the most ostentatious manner; so that, when it first
saluted his view, he stood like one entranced; and, having rubbed his
eyes more than once, to assure himself of his being awake, broke out
into, "Lord have mercy upon us, what a vast treasure is here!" "'Tis all
our own, Strap," said I; "take what is necessary, and redeem the sword
immediately." He advanced towards the table, stopped short by the
way, looked at the money and me by turns, and with a wildness in his
countenance, produced from joy checked by distrust, cried, "I dare say
it is honestly come by." To remove his scruples, I made him acquainted
with the whole story of my success, which, when he heard, he danced
about the room in an ecstacy, crying, "God be praised!--a white
stone!--God be praised!--a white stone!" So that I was afraid the change
of fortune had disordered his intellects, and that he was run mad with
joy. Extremely concerned at this event, I attempted to reason him out
of his frenzy, but to no purpose; for without regarding what I said,
he continued to frisk up and down, and repeat his rhapsody, of "God be
praised!--a white stone!" At last, I rose in the utmost consternation,
and, laying violent hands upon him, put a stop to his extravagance
by fixing him down to a settee that was in the room. This constraint
banished his delirium; he started as if just awoke, and terrified at my
behaviour, cried, "What is the matter!" When he learned the cause of
my apprehension, he was ashamed of his transports, and told me, that in
mentioning the white stone, he alluded to the Dies fasti of the Romans,
albo lapide notati.

Having no inclination to sleep, I secured my cash, dressed, and was
just going abroad, when the servant of the house told me, there was a
gentlewoman at the door who wanted to speak with me. Surprised at this
information, I made Strap show her up, and in less than a minute, saw
a young woman of a shabby decayed appearance enter my room. After
half-a-dozen curtsies, she began to sob, and told me her name was Gawky;
upon which information I immediately recollected the features of Miss
Levement, who had been the first occasion of my misfortunes. Though I
had all the reason in the world to resent her treacherous behaviour to
me, I was moved at her distress, and professing my sorrow at seeing her
so reduced desired her to sit, and inquired into the particulars of her
situation. She fell upon her knees and implored my forgiveness for the
injuries she had done me, protesting before God, that she was forced,
against her inclination, into that hellish conspiracy which had almost
deprived me of my life, by the entreaties of her husband, who, having
been afterwards renounced by his father on account of his marriage with
her, and unable to support a family on his pay, left his wife at her
father's house, and went with the regiment to Germany, where he was
broke for misbehaviour at the battle of Dettingen; since which time she
had heard no tidings of him. She then gave me to understand, with many
symptoms of penitence, that it was her misfortune to bear a child four
months after marriage, by which event her parents were so incensed, that
she was turned out of doors with the infant, that died soon after: and
had hitherto subsisted in a miserable indigent manner, on the extorted
charity of a few friends, who were now quite tired of giving; that, not
knowing where or how to support herself one day longer, she had fled for
succour even to me, who, of all mankind, had the least cause to assist
her, relying upon the generosity of my disposition, which, she hoped,
would be pleased with this opportunity of avenging itself in the noblest
manner on the wretch who had wronged me. I was very much affected with
her discourse and, having no cause to suspect the sincerity of her
repentance, raised her up, freely pardoned all she had done against me,
and promised to befriend her as much as lay in my power.

Since my last arrival in London, I had made no advances to the
apothecary, imagining it would be impossible for me to make my innocence
appear, so unhappily was my accusation circumstanced: Strap indeed had
laboured to justify me to the schoolmaster; but, far from succeeding
in his attempt, Mr. Concordance dropped all correspondence with him,
because he refused to quit his connection with me. Things being in this
situation, I thought a fairer opportunity of vindicating my character
could not offer than that which now presented itself; I therefore
stipulated with Mrs. Gawky, that before I would yield her the least
assistance, she should do me the justice to clear my reputation by
explaining upon oath before a magistrate the whole of the conspiracy,
as it had been executed against me. When she had given me this
satisfaction, I presented her with five guineas, a sum so much above her
expectation, that she could scarce believe the evidence of her senses,
and was ready to worship me for my benevolence. The declaration, signed
with her own hand, I sent to her father, who, upon recollecting and
comparing the circumstances of my charge, was convinced of my integrity,
and waited on me next day, in company with his friend the schoolmaster,
to whom he had communicated my vindication. After mutual salutation,
Monsieur Lavement began a long apology for the unjust treatment I had
received; but I saved him a good deal of breath by interrupting his
harangue, and assuring him that, far from entertaining a resentment
against him, I thought myself obliged to his lenity, which allowed me to
escape, after such strong assumptions of guilt appeared against me. Mr.
Concordance, thinking it now his turn to speak, observed that Mr. Random
had too much candour and sagacity to be disobliged at their conduct,
which, all things considered, could not have been otherwise with
any honesty of intention. "Indeed," said he, "if the plot had been
unravelled to us by any supernatural intelligence; if it had been
whispered by a genius, communicated by dream, or revealed by an
angel from on high, we should have been to blame in crediting ocular
demonstration; but as we were left in the midst of mortality, it cannot
be expected we should be incapable of imposition. I must assure you,
Mr. Random, no man on earth is more pleased than I am at this triumph
of your character: and, as the news of your misfortune panged me to the
very entrails, this manifestation of your innocence makes my midriff
quiver with joy." I thanked him for this concern, desired them to
undeceive those of their acquaintance who judged harshly of me, and,
having treated them with a glass of wine, represented to Lavement
the deplorable condition of his daughter, and pleaded her cause so
effectually, that he consented to settle a small annuity on her for
life: but could not be persuaded to take her home, because her mother
was so much incensed, that she would never see her.






CHAPTER LIII

I purchase new Clothes--reprimand Strutwell and Straddle--Banter
proposes another matrimonial Scheme--I accept of his Terms--set out
to Bath in the Stage-coach with the young Lady and her Mother--the
Behaviour of an Officer and Lawyer--our fellow Travellers described--a
smart dialogue between my Mistress and the Captain

Having finished this affair to my satisfaction, I found myself perfectly
at ease; and, looking upon the gaming-table as a certain resource for a
gentleman in want, became more gay than ever. Although my clothes were
almost as good as new, I grew ashamed of wearing them, because I thought
everybody by this time had got an inventory of my wardrobe. For which
reason I disposed of a good part of my apparel to a salesman in Monmouth
Street for half the value, and bought two new suits with the money. I
likewise purchased a plain gold watch, despairing of recovering that
which I had so foolishly given to Strutwell, whom, notwithstanding,
I still continued to visit at his levee, until the ambassador he had
mentioned set out with a secretary of his own choosing. I thought myself
then at liberty to expostulate with his lordship, whom I treated with
great freedom in a letter, for amusing me with vain hopes, when he
neither had the power nor inclination to provide for me. Nor was I less
reserved with Straddle, whom I in person reproached for misrepresenting
to me the character of Strutwell, which I did not scruple to aver was
infamous in every respect. He seemed very much enraged at my freedom,
talked a great deal about his quality and honour, and began to make some
comparisons which I thought so injurious to mine, that I demanded an
explanation with great warmth, and he was mean enough to equivocate, and
condescend in such a manner that I left him with a hearty contempt of
his behaviour.

About this time, Banter, who had observed a surprising and sudden
alteration in my appearance and disposition, began to inquire very
minutely into the cause, and, as I did not think fit to let him know the
true state of the affair, lest he might make free with my purse, on the
strength of having proposed the scheme that filled it, I told him that
I had received a small supply from a relation in the country, who at the
same time had proffered to use all his interest (which was not small) in
soliciting some post for me that should make me easy for life. "If that
be the case," said Banter, "perhaps you won't care to mortify yourself
a little in making your fortune another way. I have a relation who is to
set out for Bath next week, with an only daughter, who being sickly and
decrepit, intends to drink the waters for the recovery of her health.
Her father, who was a rich Turkey merchant, died about a year ago,
and left her with a fortune of twenty thousand pounds, under the sole
management of her mother, who is my kinswoman. I would have put in for
the plate myself, but there is a breach at present between the old woman
and me. You must know, that some time ago I borrowed a small sum of
her and promised, it seems, to pay it before a certain time; but being
disappointed in my expectation of money from the country, the day
elapsed without my being able to take up my note; upon which she wrote
a peremptory letter, threatening to arrest me, if I did not pay the debt
immediately. Nettled at this precise behaviour, I sent a d--d severe
answer, which enraged her so much that she actually took out a writ
against me. Whereupon, finding the thing grow serious, I got a friend
to advance the money for me, discharged the debt, went to her house,
and abused her for her unfriendly dealing. She was provoked by my
reproaches, and scolded in her turn. The little deformed urchin joined
her mother with such virulence and volubility of tongue, that I was
fain to make a retreat, after having been honoured with a great many
scandalous epithets, which gave me plainly to understand that I had
nothing to hope from the esteem of the one, or the affection of the
other. As they are both utter strangers to life, it is a thousand to one
that the girl will be picked up by some scoundrel or other at Bath, if I
don't provide for her otherwise. You are a well-looking fellow,
Random, and can behave as demurely as a quaker. If you will give me
an obligation of five hundred pounds, to be paid six months after your
marriage, I will put you in a method of carrying her in spite of all
opposition."

This proposal was too advantageous for me to be refused. The writing was
immediately drawn up and executed; and Banter, giving me notice of the
time when, and the stage coach in which they were to set out, I bespoke
a place in the same convenience; and, having hired a horse for Strap,
who was chagrined with the prospect, set forward accordingly.

As we embarked before day, I had not the pleasure for some time of
seeing Miss Snapper (that was the name of my mistress), nor even of
perceiving the number and sex of my fellow travellers, although I
guessed that the coach was full, by the difficulty I found in seating
myself. The first five minutes passed in a general silence, when, all of
a sudden, the coach heeling to one side, a boisterous voice pronounced,
"To the right and left, cover your flanks, d--me! whiz!" I easily
discovered by the tone and matter of this exclamation that it was
uttered by a son of Mars; neither was it hard to conceive the profession
of another person who sat opposite to me, and observed that we ought
to have been well satisfied of our security before we entered upon the
premises. These two sallies had not the desired effect. We continued a
good while as mute as before, till at length the gentleman of the sword,
impatient of longer silence, made a second effort, by swearing he had
got into a meeting of quakers. "I believe so too," said a shrill female
voice at my left hand, "for the spirit of folly begins to move." "Out
with it then, madam!" replied the soldier. "You seem to have no occasion
for a midwife," cried the lady. "D--mn my blood!" exclaimed the other,
"a man can't talk to a woman, but she immediately thinks of a midwife."
"True sir," said she, "I long to be delivered." "What of--a mouse,
madam?" said he. "No, Sir," said she, "of a fool." "Are you far gone
with a fool?" said he. "Little more than two miles," said she. "By
Gad, you're a wit, madam," cried the officer, "I wish I could with any
justice return the compliment," said the lady. "Zounds, I have done,"
said he. "Your bolt is soon shot, according to the old proverb," said
she. The warrior's powder was quite spent; the lawyer advised him to
drop the prosecution, and a grave matron, who sat on the left hand of
the victorious wit, told her she must not let her tongue run so fast
among strangers. This reprimand, softened with the appellation of child,
convinced me that the satirical lady was no other than Miss Snapper,
and I resolved to regulate my conduct accordingly. The champion, finding
himself so smartly handled, changed his battery, and began to expatiate
on his own exploits. "You talk of shot, madam," said he; "d--me! I
have both given and received some shot in my time--I was wounded in the
shoulder by a pistol ball at Dettingen, where--I say nothing--but by
G--d! if it had not been for me--all's one for that--I despise boasting,
d-me! whiz!" So saying, he whistled one part and hummed another, of
the Black Joke; then, addressing himself to the lawyer, went on thus;
"Wouldn't you think it d--d hard, after having, at the risk of your
life, recovered the standard of a regiment that had been lost, to
receive no preferment for your pains? I don't choose to name no names,
sink me! but, howsomever, this I will refer, by G--d! and that is
this--a musketeer of the French guards, having a standard from a certain
cornet of a certain regiment, d--e! was retreating with his prize
as fast as his horse's heels could carry him, sink me! Upon which, I
snatched up firelock that belonged to a dead man, d--me! Whiz! and shot
his horse under him, d--n my blood! The fellow got upon his feet, and
began to repose me, upon which I charged my bayonet breast high, and
ran him through the body by G--! One of his comrades, coming to his
assistance, shot me in the shoulder, as I told you before; and another
gave me a contusion on the head with the butt-end of his carbine; but,
d--me, that did not signify. I killed one, put the other to flight, and
taking up the standard, carried it off very deliberately. But the best
joke of all was the son of a b--ch of a cornet, who had surrendered it
in a cowardly manner, seeing it in my possession, demanded it from me in
the front of the line. "D--n my blood!" says he, "where did you find my
standard?" says he. "D--n my blood!" said I, "where," said I, "did you
lose it?" said I. "That's nothing to you," says he, "'tis my standard,"
says he" and by G--d I'll have it," says he. "D--nation seize me,"
says I, "if you shall," says I, "till I have first delivered it to the
general," says I; and accordingly I went to the headquarters after the
battle, and delivered it to my Lord Stair, who promised to do for me.
But I am no more than a poor lieutenant still, d--n my blood."

Having vented this repetition of expletives, the lawyer owned he had not
been requited according to his deserts; observed that the labourer is
always worthy of his hire, and asked if the promise was made before
witnesses, because in that case the law would compel the general to
perform it; but understanding that the promise was made over a bottle,
without being restricted to time or terms, he pronounced it not valid
in law, proceeded to inquire into the particulars of the battle, and
affirmed that, although the English had drawn themselves into premunire
at first, the French managed their cause so lamely in the course of
the dispute, that they would have been utterly nonsuited, had they not
obtained a nolli prosequi. In spite of these enlivening touches, the
conversation was like to suffer another long interruption, when the
lieutenant, unwilling to conceal any of his accomplishments that could
be displayed in his present situation, offered to regale the company
with a song; and, interpreting our silence into a desire of hearing,
began to warble a fashionable air the first stanza of which he
pronounced thus:


"Would you task the moon-tide hair, To yon flagrant beau repair. Where
waving with the poplin vow, The bantling fine will shelter you," etc.

The sense of the rest he perverted as he went on with such surprising
facility that I could not help thinking he had been at some pains to
burlesque the performance. Miss Snapper ascribed it to the true cause,
namely ignorance; and, when he asked her how she relished his music,
answered that, in her opinion, the music and the words were much of a
piece. "Oh, d--n my blood!" said he "I take that as a high compliment;
for everybody allows the words are d--able fine." "They may be
so," replied the lady, "for aught I know, but they are above my
comprehension." "I an't obliged to find you comprehension, madam, curse
me!" cried he. "No, nor to speak sense neither," said she. "D--n my
heart," said he, "I'll speak what I please." Here the lawyer interposed,
by telling him, there were some things he must not speak; and upon being
defied to give an instance, mentioned treason and defamation. "As for
the king," cried the soldier, "God bless him--I eat his bread, and have
lost blood in his cause, therefore I have nothing to say to him--but, by
G--d, I dare say anything to any other man." "No," said the lawyer, "you
dare not call me rogue." "D--me, for what?" said the other. "Because,"
replied the counsellor, "I should have it good action against you,
and recover." "Well, well," cried the officer, "if I dare not call you
rogue, I dare think you one, d--me!" This stroke of wit he accompanied
with a loud laugh of self-approbation, which unluckily did not affect
the audience, but effectually silenced his antagonist, who did not open
his mouth for the space of an hour, except to clear his pipe with three
hems, which however, produced nothing.






CHAPTER LIV

Day breaking, I have the Pleasure of viewing the Person of Miss
Snapper, whom I had not seen before--the Soldier is witty upon
me--is offended--talks much of his Valour--is reprimanded by a grave
Gentlewoman--we are alarmed by the cry of Highwaymen--I get out of
the Coach, and stand in my own defence--they ride off without having
attacked us--I pursue them--one of them is thrown from his Horse and
taken--I return to the Coach--am complimented by Miss Snapper--the
Captain's Behaviour on this Occasion--the Prude reproaches me in a
Soliloquy--I upbraid her in the same Manner--the Behaviour of Miss
Snapper, at Breakfast, disobliges me--the Lawyer is witty upon the
Officer, who threatens him

In the meantime, the day breaking in upon us, discovered to one another
the faces of their fellow travellers: and I had the good fortune to
find my mistress not quite so deformed nor disagreeable as she had been
represented to me. Her head, indeed, bore some resemblance to a hatchet,
the edge being represented by her face; but she had a certain delicacy
in her complexion, and a great deal of vivacity in her eyes, which were
very large and black; and, though the protuberance of her breast, when
considered alone, seemed to drag her forwards, it was easy to perceive
an equivalent on her back which balanced the other, and kept her body
in equilibrio. On the whole, I thought I should have great reason to
congratulate myself if it should be my fate to possess twenty thousand
pounds encumbered with such a wife. I began therefore to deliberate
about the most probable means of acquiring the conquest, and was so much
engrossed by this idea, that I scarce took any notice of the rest of
the people in the coach, but revolved my project in silence; while the
conversation was maintained as before by the object of my hopes, the son
of Mars, and the barrister, who by this time recollected himself, and
talked in terms as much as ever. At length a dispute happened, which
ended in a wager, to be determined by me, who was so much absorbed in
contemplation, that I neither heard the reference nor the question which
was put to me by each in his turn. Affronted at my supposed contempt,
the soldier with great vociferation swore I was either dumb or deaf if
not both, and that I looked as if I could not say Bo to a goose. Aroused
at this observation, I fixed my eyes upon him, and pronounced with
emphasis the interjection Bo! Upon which he cocked his hat in a fierce
manner, and cried, "D--me sir, what d'ye mean by that." Had I intended
to answer him, which by the by was not my design, I should have been
anticipated by Miss, who told him, my meaning was to show, that I could
cry Bo to a goose; and laughed very heartily at my laconic reproof. Her
explanation and mirth did not help to appease his wrath, which broke
out in several martial insinuations, such as--"I do not understand such
freedoms, d--me! D--n my blood! I'm a gentleman, and bear the king's
commission. 'Sblood! some people deserve to have their noses pulled for
their impertinence." I thought to have checked these ejaculations by a
frown; because he had talked so much of his valour that I had long ago
rated him as an ass in a lion's skin; but this expedient did not answer
my expectation, he took umbrage at the contraction of my brow, swore he
did not value my sulky looks a fig's end, and protested he feared no
man breathing. Miss Snapper said, she was very glad to find herself in
company with a man of so much courage, who, she did not doubt, would
protect her from all the attempts of highwaymen during our journey.
"Make yourself perfectly easy on that head, madam," replied the officer.
"I have got a pair of pistols (here they are), which I took from a horse
officer at the battle of Dettingen; they are double loaded, and if any
highwayman in England robs you of the value of a pin while I have the
honour of being in your company, d--n my heart." When he had expressed
himself in this manner, a prim gentlewoman, who had sat silent hitherto,
opened her mouth, and said, she wondered how any man could be so rude
as to pull out such weapons before ladies. "D--me, madam," cried the
champion, "if you are so much afraid at the sight of a pistol, how d'ye
propose to stand fire if there should be occasion?" She then told him
that, if she thought he could be so unmannerly as to use fire-arms in
her presence, whatever might be the occasion, she would get out of the
coach immediately, and walk to the next village, where she might procure
a convenience to herself. Before he could make any answer, my Dulcinea
interposed, and observed that, far from being offended at a gentleman's
using his arms in his own defence, she thought herself very lucky in
being along with one by whose valour she stood a good chance of saving
herself from being rifled. The prude cast a disdainful look at Miss, and
said that people, who have but little to lose, are sometimes the most
solicitous about preserving it. The old lady was affronted at this
inuendo, and took notice, that people ought to be very well informed
before they speak slightingly of other people's fortune, lest they
discover their own envy, and make themselves ridiculous. The daughter
declared, that she did not pretend to vie with anybody in point of
riches; and if the lady, who insisted upon non-resistance, would promise
to indemnify us all for the loss we should sustain, she would be one of
the first to persuade the captain to submission, in case we should be
attacked. To this proposal, reasonable as it was, the reserved lady made
no other reply than a scornful glance and a toss of her head. I was very
well pleased with the spirit of my young mistress, and even wished
for an opportunity of distinguishing my courage under her eye, which I
believed could not fail of prepossessing her in my favour, when all of
a sudden Strap rode up to the coach door, and told us in a great fright,
that two men on horseback were crossing the heath (for by this time we
had passed Hounslow), and made directly towards us.

This piece of information was no sooner delivered, than Mrs. Snapper
began to scream, her daughter grew pale, the old lady pulled out
her purse to be in readiness, the lawyer's teeth chattered, while he
pronounced, "'Tis no matter--we'll sue the county and recover." The
captain gave evident signs of confusion: and I, after having commanded
the coachman to stop, opened the door, jumped out, and invited the
warrior to follow me. But, finding him backward and astonished, I took
his pistols, and, giving them to Strap, who had by this time alighted
and trembled very much, I mounted on horseback; and, taking my own
(which I could better depend upon) from the holsters, cocked them both,
and faced the robbers, who were now very near us. Seeing me ready to
oppose them on horseback, and another man armed a-foot, they made a
halt at some distance to reconnoitre us: and after having rode round
us twice, myself still facing about as they rode, went off the same
way they came, at a hand gallop. A gentleman's servant coming up with a
horse at the same time, I offered him a crown to assist me in pursuing
them, which he no sooner accepted, than I armed him with the officer's
pistols, and we galloped after the thieves, who, trusting to the
swiftness of their horses, stopped till we came within shot of them and
then, firing at us, put their nags to the full speed. We followed them
as fast as our beasts could carry us; but, not being so well mounted as
they, our efforts would have been to little purpose, had not the horse
of one of them stumbled, and thrown his rider with such violence over
his head, that he lay senseless when we came up, and was taken without
the least opposition; while his comrade consulted his own safety in
flight, without regarding the distress of his friend. We scarce had
time to make ourselves masters of his arms, and tie his hands together,
before he recovered his senses, when, learning his situation he affected
surprise, demanded to know by what authority we used a gentleman in
that manner, and had the impudence to threaten us with a prosecution for
robbery. In the meantime, we perceived Strap coming up with a crowd of
people, armed up with different kinds of weapons; and among the rest a
farmer, who no sooner perceived the thief, whom we had secured, than he
cried with great emotion, "There's the fellow who robbed me an hour ago
of twenty pounds, in a canvas bag." He was immediately searched, and the
money found exactly as it had been described; upon which we committed
him to the charge of the countryman, who carried him to the town
of Hounslow, which, it seems, the farmer had alarmed; and I, having
satisfied the footman for his trouble, according to promise, returned
with Strap to the coach, where I found the captain and lawyer busy in
administering smelling bottles and cordials to the grave lady, who had
gone into a fit at the noise of firing.

When I had taken my seat, Miss Snapper, who from the coach had seen
everything that happened; made me a compliment on my behaviour, and said
she was glad to see me returned without having received any injury; her
mother too owned herself obliged to my resolution: the lawyer told me,
that I was entitled by act of parliament to a reward of forty pounds,
for having apprehended a highwayman. The soldier observed, with a
countenance in which impudence and shame struggling, produced some
disorder, that if I had not been in such a d--d hurry to get out of the
coach, he would have secured the rogues effectually, without all this
bustle and loss of time, by a scheme, which my heat and precipitation
ruined. "For my own part," continued he, "I am always extremely cool on
these occasions." "So it appeared, by your trembling," said the young
lady. "Death and d--ion!" cried he, "your sex protects you, madam; if
any man on earth durst tell me so much, I'd send him to hell, d--n my
heart! in an instant." So saying, he fixed his eyes upon me, and asked
if I had seen him tremble? I answered without hesitation, "Yes." "D--me,
sir!" said he, "d'ye doubt my courage?" I replied, "Very much." This
declaration quite disconcerted him. He looked blank, and pronounced with
a faltering voice, "Oh! it's very well: d--n my blood! I shall find
a time." I signified my contempt of him, by thrusting my tongue in my
cheek, which humbled him so much, that he scarce swore another oath
aloud during the whole journey.

The precise lady, having recruited her spirits by the help of some
strong waters, began a soliloquy, in which she wondered that any man,
who pretended to maintain the character of a gentleman, could, for
the sake of a little paltry coin, throw persons of honour into such
quandaries as might endanger their lives; and professed her surprise
that women were not ashamed to commend such brutality. At the same time
vowing that for the future she would never set foot in a stage coach, if
a private convenience could be had for love or money.

Nettled at her remarks, I took the same method of conveying my
sentiments, and wondered in my turn, that any woman of common sense
should be so unreasonable as to expect that people, who had neither
acquaintance nor connection with her, would tamely allow themselves to
be robbed and maltreated, merely to indulge her capricious humour. I
likewise confessed my astonishment at her insolence and ingratitude
in taxing a person with brutality, who deserved her approbation and
acknowledgment; and vowed that, if ever she should be assaulted again,
I would leave her to the mercy of the spoiler, that she might know the
value of my protection.

This person of honour did not think fit to carry on the altercation
any further, but seemed to chew the cud of her resentment with the
crestfallen captain, while I entered into discourse with my charmer, who
was the more pleased with my conversation, as she had conceived a very
indifferent opinion of my intellects from my former silence. I should
have had cause to be equally satisfied with the sprightliness of her
genius, could she have curbed her imagination with judgment; but she
laboured under such a profusion of talk, that I dreaded her unruly
tongue, and felt by anticipation the horrors of an eternal clack!
However, when I considered, on the other hand, the joys attending the
possession of twenty thousand pounds, I forgot her imperfections,
seized occasion by the forelock, and tried to insinuate myself into her
affection. The careful mother kept a strict watch over her and though
she could not help behaving civilly to me, took frequent opportunities
of discouraging our communication, by reprimanding her for being so free
with strangers, and telling her she must learn to speak less and think
more. Abridged of the use of speech, we conversed with our eyes, and I
found the young lady very eloquent in this kind of discourse. In short,
I had reason to believe that she was sick of the old gentlewoman's
tuition, and that I should find it no difficult matter to supersede her
authority.

When we arrived at the place where we were to breakfast, I alighted, and
helped my mistress out of the coach, as well as her mother who called
for a private room to which they withdrew in order to eat by themselves.
As they retired together, I perceived that Miss had got more twists from
nature than I had before observed for she was bent sideways into the
figure of an S, so that her progression very much resembled that of a
crab. The prude also chose the captain for her messmate, and ordered
breakfast for two only, to be brought into another separate room: while
the lawyer and I, deserted by the rest of the company, were fain to put
up with each other. I was a good deal chagrined at the stately
reserve of Mrs. Snapper, who, I thought, did not use me with all the
complaisance I deserved; and my companion declared that he had been a
traveller for twenty years, and never knew the stage coach rules so much
infringed before. As for the honourable gentlewoman I could not conceive
the meaning of her attachment to the lieutenant; and asked the lawyer
if he knew for which of the soldier's virtues she admired him? The
counsellor facetiously replied, "I suppose the lady knows him to be an
able conveyancer, and wants him to make a settlement in tail." I could
not help laughing at the archness of the barrister, who entertained
me during breakfast with a great deal of wit of the same kind, at the
expense of our fellow travellers; and among other things said, he was
sorry to find the young lady saddled with such incumbrances.

When we had made an end of our repast, and paid our reckoning, we went
into the coach, took our places, and bribed the driver with sixpence to
revenge us on the rest of his fare, by hurrying them away in the midst
of their meal. This task he performed to our satisfaction, after he had
disturbed their enjoyment with his importunate clamour. The mother and
daughter obeyed the summons first, and, coming to the coach door, were
obliged to desire the coachman's assistance to get in, because the
lawyer and I had agreed to show our resentment by our neglect. They were
no sooner seated, than the captain appeared, as much heated as if he had
been pursued a dozen miles by an enemy; and immediately after him came
the lady, not without some marks of disorder. Having helped her up,
he entered himself, growling a few oaths against the coachman for his
impertinent interruption; and the lawyer comforted him by saying, that
if he had suffered a nisi prius through the obstinacy of the defendant,
he might have an opportunity to join issue at the next stage. This last
expression gave offence to the grave gentlewoman, who told him, if she
was a man, she would make him repent of such obscenity, and thanked
God, he had never been in such company before. At this insinuation the
captain thought himself under a necessity of espousing the lady's cause;
and accordingly threatened to cut off the lawyer's ears, if he should
give his tongue any such liberties for the future. The poor counsellor
begged pardon, and universal silence ensued.






CHAPTER LV

I resolve to ingratiate myself with the Mother, and am favoured by
accident--the Precise Lady finds her husband, and quit the Coach--the
Captain is disappointed of his dinner--we arrive at Bath--I accompany
Miss Snapper to the Long-room, where she is attacked by beau Nash,
and, turns the Laugh against him--I make love to her, and receive a
check--Squire her to an Assembly, where I am blessed with a Sight of
my dear Narcissa, which discomposes me so much, that Miss Snapper,
observing my disorder, is at pains to discover the Cause--is piqued at
the Occasion, and, in our way home, pays me a sarcastic Compliment--I
am met by Miss Williams, who is the maid and Confidante of Narcissa--she
acquaints me with her Lady's regard for me while under the disguise of
a Servant, and describes the Transports of Narcissa on seeing me at
the Assembly, in the Character of a Gentleman--I am surprised with an
Account of her Aunt's Marriage, and make an Appointment to meet Miss
Williams the next day

During this unsocial interval, my pride and interest maintained a severe
conflict on the subject of Miss Snapper, whom the one represented as
unworthy of notice, and the other proposed as the object of my whole
attention: the advantages and disadvantages of such a match were opposed
to one another by my imagination; and, at length, my judgment gave it so
much in favour of the first, that I resolved to prosecute my scheme with
all the address in my power. I thought I perceived some concern in her
countenance, occasioned by my silence, which she, no doubt, imputed to
my disgust at her mother's behaviour; and, as I believed the old woman
could not fail of ascribing my muteness to the same motive, I determined
to continue that sullen conduct towards her, and fall upon some other
method of manifesting my esteem for the daughter, nor was it difficult
for me to make her acquainted with my sentiments by the expression of
my looks, which I modelled into the character of humanity and love; and
which were answered by her with all the sympathy and approbation I
could desire. But when I began to consider, that, without further
opportunities of improving my success, all the progress I had hitherto
made would not much avail, and that such opportunities could not
be enjoyed without the mother's permission, I concluded it would be
requisite to vanquish her coldness and suspicion by my assiduities and
respectful behaviour on the road; and she would, in all likelihood,
invite me to visit her at Bath, where I did not fear of being able
to cultivate her acquaintance as much as would be necessary to the
accomplishment of my purpose. And indeed accident furnished me with
an opportunity of obliging her so much that she could not, with any
appearance of good manners, forbear to gratify my inclination.

When we arrived at our dining-place, we found all the eatables at the
inn bespoke by a certain nobleman, who had got the start of us and, in
all likelihood, my mistress and her mother must have dined with Duke
Humphrey, had I not exerted myself in their behalf, and bribed the
landlord with a glass of wine to curtail his lordship's entertainment
of a couple of fowls and some bacon, which I sent with my compliments to
the ladies. They accepted my treat with a great many thanks, and desired
I would favour them with my company at dinner, where I amused the old
gentlewoman so successfully, by maintaining a seemingly disinterested
ease in the midst of my civility, that she signified a desire of being
better acquainted, and hoped I would be so kind as to see her sometimes
at Bath. While I enjoyed myself in this manner, the precise lady had the
good fortune to meet with her husband, who was no other than gentleman,
or, in other words, valet-de-chambre, to the very nobleman whose coach
stood at the door. Proud of the interest she had in the house, she
affected to show her power by introducing the captain to her spouse as a
person who had treated her with great civility upon which he was invited
to a share of their dinner; while the poor lawyer, finding himself
utterly abandoned, made application to me, and was through my
intercession admitted into our company. Having satisfied our appetites,
and made ourselves merry at the expense of the person of honour, the
civil captain, and complaisant husband, I did myself the pleasure of
discharging the bill by stealth, for which I received a great many
apologies and acknowledgments from my guests, and we re-embarked at the
first warning. The officer was obliged, at last, to appease his hunger
with a luncheon of bread and cheese, and a pint bottle of brandy, which
he dispatched in the coach, cursing the inappetence of his lordship, who
had ordered dinner to be put back a whole hour.

Nothing remarkable happened during the remaining part of our journey,
which was finished next day, when I waited on the ladies to the house of
a relation, in which they intended to lodge, and, passing that night at
the inn, took lodgings in the morning for myself.

The forenoon was spent in visiting everything that was worth seeing in
the place, in company with a gentleman to whom Banter had given me a
letter of introduction; and in the afternoon I waited on the ladies, and
found Miss a good deal indisposed with the fatigue of their journey. As
they foresaw they should have occasion for a male acquaintance to squire
them at all public places, I was received with great cordiality, and had
the mother's permission to conduct them next day to the Long Room, which
we no sooner entered, than the eyes of everybody present were turned
upon us, and, when we had suffered the martyrdom of their looks for some
time, a whisper circulated at our expense, which was accompanied with
many contemptuous smiles and tittering observations, to my utter shame
and confusion. I did not so much conduct as follow my charge to a place
where she seated her mother and herself with astonishing composure
notwithstanding the unmannerly behaviour of the whole company,
which seemed to be assumed merely to put her out of countenance. The
celebrated Mr. Nash, who commonly attends in this place, as master of
the ceremonies, perceiving the disposition of the assembly, took upon
himself the task of gratifying their ill-nature further, by exposing my
mistress to the edge of his wit. With this view he approached us, with
many bows and grimaces, and, after having welcomed Miss Snapper to the
place, asked her in the hearing of all present, if she could inform him
of the name of Tobit's dog. Miss was so much incensed at his insolence,
that I should certainly have kicked him where he stood without ceremony,
had not the young lady prevented the effects of my indignation, by
replying with the utmost vivacity, "His name was Nash, and an impudent
dog he was." This repartee so unexpected and just, raised such
a universal laugh at the aggressor, that all his assurance was
insufficient to support him under their derision; so that, after he had
endeavoured to compose himself by taking snuff and forcing a smile, he
was obliged to sneak off in a ludicrous attitude, while my Dulcinea
was applauded to the skies for the brilliancy of her wit, and her
acquaintance immediately courted by the best people of both sexes in the
room.

This event, with which I was indefinitely pleased at first, did not fail
of alarming me, upon further reflection, when I considered, that the
more she was caressed by persons of distinction, the more her pride
would be inflamed, and consequently, the obstacles to my success
multiplied and enlarged. Nor were my presaging fears untrue. That very
night I perceived her a little intoxicated with the incense she had
received, and, though, she still behaved with a particular civility to
me, I foresaw, that, as soon as her fortune should be known, she would
be surrounded with a swarm of admirers, some of whom might possibly, by
excelling me on point of wealth, or in the arts of flattery and scandal,
supplant me in her esteem, and find means to make the mother of his
party. I resolved therefore to lose no time, and, being invited to
spend the evening with them, found an opportunity, in spite of the old
gentlewoman's vigilance, to explain the meaning of my glances in the
coach, by paying homage to her wit, and professing myself enamoured of
her person. She blushed at my declaration and in a favourable manner
disapproved of the liberty I had taken, putting me in mind of our
being strangers to each other, and desiring I would not be the means
of interrupting our acquaintance, by any such unseasonable strokes of
gallantry for the future. My ardour was effectually checked by this
reprimand, which was, however, delivered in a gentle manner, that I had
no cause to be disobliged; and the arrival of her mother relieved me
from a dilemma in which I should not have known how to demean myself
a minute longer. Neither could I resume the easiness of carriage with
which I came in; my mistress acted on the reserve, and the conversation
beginning to flag, the old lady introduced her kinswoman of the house,
and proposed a hand at whist.

While we amused ourselves at this diversion, I understood from the
gentlewoman, that there was to be an assembly next night at which I
begged to have the honour of dancing with Miss. She thanked me for the
favour I intended her, assured me she never did dance, but signified
a desire of seeing the company, when I offered my service, which was
accepted, not a little proud of being exempted from appearing with her
in a situation, that, notwithstanding my profession to the contrary, was
not at all agreeable to my inclination.

Having supped, and continued the game, till such time as the successive
yawns of the mother warned me to be gone, I took my leave, and went
home, where I made Strap very happy with an account of my progress. Next
day I put on my gayest apparel, and went to drink tea at Mrs.
Snapper's, according to appointment, when I found, to my inexpressible
satisfaction, that she was laid up with the toothache, and that Miss was
to be intrusted to my care. Accordingly, we set out for the ball-room
pretty early in the evening, and took possession of a commodious place,
where we had not sat longer than a quarter of an hour, when a gentleman,
dressed in a green frock, came in, leading a young lady, whom I
immediately discovered to be the adorable Narcissa! Good heaven! what
were the thrillings of my soul at that instant! my reflection was
overwhelmed with a torrent of agitation! my heart throbbed with
surprising violence! a sudden mist overspread my eyes, my ears were
invaded with a dreadful sound! I panted for want of breath, and, in
short, was for some moments entranced! This first tumult subsiding, a
crowd of flattering ideas rushed upon my imagination. Everything, that
was soft, sensible, and engaging, in the character of that dear creature
recurred to my remembrance, and every favourable circumstance of my
own qualifications appeared in all the aggravation of self-conceit, to
heighten my expectation! Neither was this transport of long duration.
The dread of her being already disposed of intervened, and overcast my
enchanting reverie! My presaging apprehension represented her encircled
in the arms of some happy rival, and in consequence for ever lost to
me. I was stung with this suggestion, and, believing the person who
conducted her to be the husband of this amiable young lady, already
devoted him to my fury, and stood up to mark him for my vengeance, when
I recollected, to my unspeakable joy, her brother the fox-hunter, in the
person of her gallant.

Undeceived so much to my satisfaction in this particular, I gazed in
a frenzy of delight on the irresistible charms of his sister, who
no sooner distinguished me in the crowd, than her evident confusion
afforded a happy omen to my flame. At sight of me she started, the roses
instantly vanished from her polished cheeks, and returned in a
moment with a double glow, that overspread her lovely neck, while her
enchanting bosom heaved with strong emotion. I hailed these favourable
symptoms, and, lying in wait for her looks, did homage with my eyes. She
seemed to approve my declaration, by the complacency of her aspect; and
I was so transported with the discovery, that more than once I was on
the point of making up to her, to disclose the throbbings of my heart
in person, had not that profound veneration, which her presence always
inspired, restrained the unseasonable impulse. All my powers being
engrossed in this manner, it may easily be imagined how ill I
entertained Miss Snapper on whom I could not now turn my eyes, without
making comparisons very little to her advantage. It was not even in my
power to return distinct answers to the questions she asked from time
to time, so that she could not help observing my absence of mind; and
having a turn for observation, watched my glances, and, tracing them to
the divine object, discovered the cause of my disorder. That she might,
however, be convinced of the truth of her conjecture, she began to
interrogate me with regard to Narcissa, and, notwithstanding all my
endeavours to disguise my sentiments, perceived my attachment by my
confusion: upon which, she assumed a stateliness of behaviour, and sat
silent during the remaining part of the entertainment. At any other
time, her suspicion would have alarmed me: but now I was elevated by my
passion above every other consideration. The mistress of my soul
having retired with her brother, I discovered so much uneasiness at my
situation, that Miss Snapper proposed to go home; and, while I conducted
her to a chair, told me she had too great a regard for me to keep me any
longer in torment. I feigned ignorance of her meaning, and having seen
her safely at her lodgings, took my leave, and went home in an ecstasy,
where I disclosed everything that had happened to my confidant and
humble servant, Strap, who did not relish the accident so well as I
expected; and observed, that a bird in the hand is worth two in the
bush. "But, however," said he, "you know best--you know best." Next day,
as, I went to the Pump Room, in hopes of seeing or hearing some tidings
of my fair enslaver, I was met by a gentlewoman, who, having looked hard
at me, cried, "O Christ, Mr. Random!" Surprised at this exclamation,
I examined the countenance of the person who spoke, and immediately
recognised my old sweetheart and fellow sufferer, Miss Williams.

I was mightily pleased to find this unfortunate woman under such a
decent appearance, professed my joy at seeing her so well, and desired
to know where I should have the pleasure of her conversation. She was as
heartily rejoiced at the apparent easiness of my fortune, and gave me
to know that she, as yet, had no habitation that she could properly call
her own; but would wait on me at any place I should please to appoint.
Understanding that she was unengaged for the present, I showed her the
way to my lodgings, where, after a very affectionate salutation, she
informed me of her being very happy in the service of a young lady
to whom she was recommended by a former mistress deceased, into
whose family she had recommended herself by the honest deceit she had
concerted, while she lived with me in the garret at London. She then
expressed a vehement desire to be acquainted with the vicissitudes of
my life since we parted, and excused her curiosity on account of the
concern she had for my interest. I forthwith gratified her request, and,
when I described my situation in Sussex, perceived her to attend to my
story with particular eagerness. She interrupted me, when I had finished
that period, with, "Good God! is it possible?" and then begged I would
be so good as to continue my relation; which I did as briefly as I
could, burning with impatience to know the cause of her surprise, about
which I had already formed a very interesting conjecture.

When I had brought my adventures down to the present day, who seemed
very much affected with the different circumstances of my fortune; and
saying, with a smile, she believed my distresses were now at a period,
proceeded to inform me that the lady whom she served was no other than
the charming Narcissa, who had honoured her with her confidence for some
time; in consequence of which trust, she had often repeated the story
of John Brown with great admiration and regard; that she loved to dwell
upon the particulars of his character, and did not scruple to own a
tender approbation of his flame. I became delirious at this piece of
intelligence, strained Miss Williams in my embrace, called her the angel
of my happiness, and acted such extravagances, that she might have
been convinced of my sincerity, had she not been satisfied of my honour
before. As soon as was in condition to yield attention, she described
the present situation of her mistress, who had no sooner reached her
lodgings the night before, than she closeted her, and in a rapture of
joy gave her to know that she had seen me at the ball, where I appeared
in the character which she always thought my due, with such advantage of
transformation that, unless my image had been engraven on her heart, it
would have been impossible to know me for the person who had worn her
aunt's livery; that by the language of my eyes, she was assured of
the continuance of my passion for her, and consequently of my being
unengaged to any other; and that, though she did not doubt I would
speedily fall upon some method of being introduced, she was so impatient
to hear of me, that she (Miss Williams) had been sent abroad this very
morning, on purpose to learn the name and character I at present bore.
My bosom had been hitherto a stranger to such a flood of joy as now
rushed upon it; my faculties were overborne by the tide; it was some
time before I could open my mouth, and much longer ere I could utter
a coherent sentence. At length, I fervently requested her to lead
me immediately to the object of my adoration; but she resisted my
importunity, and explained the danger of such premature conduct. "How
favourable soever," said she, "my lady's inclination towards you may
be, you may depend upon it, she will not commit the smallest trespass on
decorum, either in disclosing her own, or in receiving a declaration
of your passion: and, although the great veneration I have for you has
prompted me to reveal what she communicated to me in confidence, I know
so well the severity of her sentiments with respect to the punctilios of
her sex that, if she should learn the least surmise of it, she would not
only dismiss me as a wretch unworthy of her benevolence, but also for
ever shun the efforts of your love." I assented to the justness of
her remonstrance, and desired she would assist me with her advice and
direction: upon which it was concerted between us, that for the present
I should be contented with her telling Narcissa that, in the course of
her inquiries, she could only learn my name: and that, if, in a day
or two, I could fall upon no other method of being introduced to her
mistress, she would deliver a letter from me, on pretence of consulting
her happiness: and say that I met her in the streets, and bribed her
to this piece of service. Matters being thus adjusted, I kept my old
acquaintance to breakfast, and learned from her conversation, that my
rival Sir Timothy had drunk himself into an apoplexy, of which he died
five months ago; that the savage was still unmarried and that his aunt
had been seized with a whim which he little expected, and chosen the
schoolmaster of the parish for her lord and husband: but matrimony not
agreeing with her constitution she had been hectic and dropsical a
good while, and was now at Bath, in order to drink the waters for the
recovery of her health; that her niece had accompanied her thither
at her request, and attended her with the same affection as before,
notwithstanding the mistake she had committed: and that the nephew,
who had been exasperated at the loss of her fortune, did not give his
attendance out of good will, but purely to have an eye on his sister,
lest she should likewise throw herself away without his consent or
approbation. Having enjoyed ourselves in this manner, and made an
assignation to meet next day at a certain place, Miss Williams took her
leave; and Strap's looks being very inquisitive about the nature of
the communication subsisting between us, I made him acquainted with the
whole affair, to his great astonishment and satisfaction.






CHAPTER LVI

I become acquainted with Narcissa's brother, who invites me to his
House, where I am introduced to that adorable Creature--after dinner,
the Squire retires to take his nap--Freeman, guessing the Situation of
my Thought, withdraws likewise, on pretence of Business--I declare
my passion for Narcissa--am well-received--charmed with her
Conversation--the Squire detains us to Supper--I elude his design by a
Stratagem, and get home sober

In the afternoon, I drank tea at the house of Mr. Freeman, to whom I had
been recommended by Banter; where I had not sat five minutes, till the
foxhunter came in, and by his familiar behaviour appeared to be intimate
with my friend. I was, at first, under some concern, lest he should
recollect my features; but when I found myself introduced to him as
a gentleman from London, without being discovered, I blessed the
opportunity that brought me into his company; hoping that, in the course
of my acquaintance, he would invite me to his house; nor were my hopes
frustrated, for, as we spent the evening together, he grew extremely
fond of my conversation, asked a great many childish questions about
France and foreign parts; and seemed so highly entertained with my
answers, that in his cups he shook me often by the hand, pronounced me
an honest fellow, and in fine desired our company at dinner next day, at
his civil house. My imagination was so much employed in anticipating the
happiness I was to enjoy next day, that I slept very little that night;
but, rising early in the morning, went to the place appointed, where I
met my she-friend, and imparted to her my success with the squire. She
was very much pleased at the occasion, "which," she said, "could not
fail of being agreeable to Narcissa, who, in spite of her passion
for me, had mentioned some scruples relating to my true situation and
character, which the delicacy of her sentiments suggested, and which she
believed I would find it necessary to remove, though she did not know
how." I was a good deal startled at this insinuation, because I foresaw
the difficulty I should find in barely doing myself justice: for,
although it never was my intention to impose myself upon any woman, much
less on Narcissa, I laid claim to the character of a gentleman by birth,
education, and behaviour; and yet (so unlucky had the circumstances of
my life fallen out) I should find it a very hard matter to make good my
pretensions even to these, especially to the last, which was the most
essential. Miss Williams was as sensible as I of this my disadvantage,
but comforted me with observing that, when once a woman has bestowed her
affections on a man, she cannot help judging of him in all respects
with a partiality easily influenced in his favour: she remarked that,
although some situations of my life had been low, yet none of them had
been infamous; that my indigence had been the crime not of me, but
of fortune; and that the miseries I had undergone, by improving the
faculties both of mind and body, qualified me the more for any dignified
station; and would of consequence recommend me to the good graces of
any sensible woman: she therefore advised me to be always open and
unreserved to the inquiries of my mistress, without unnecessarily
betraying the meanest occurrences of my fate; and trust to the strength
of her love and reflection for the rest.

The sentiments of this sensible young woman on this, as well as on
almost every other subject, perfectly agreed with mine. I thanked her
for the care she took of my interests, and, promising to behave myself
according to her directions we parted, after she had assured me that I
depend upon her best offices with her mistress, and that she would from
time to time communicate to me such intelligence as she could procure,
relating to my flame. Having dressed myself to the best advantage, I
waited for the time of dinner with the most fearful impatience; and, as
the hour drew near, my heart beat with such increased velocity, and my
spirits contracted such disorder, that I began to suspect my resolution,
and even to wish myself disengaged. At last Mr. Freeman called at my
lodgings in his way, and I accompanied him to the house where all my
happiness was deposited. We were very kindly received by the squire, who
sat smoking his pipe in a parlour, and asked if we chose to drink any
thing before dinner: though I never had more occasion for a cordial, I
was ashamed to accept his offer, which was also refused, by my friend.
We sat down, however, entered into conversation, which lasted half-an
hour, so that I had time to recollect myself; and (so capricious were
my thoughts) even to hope that Narcissa would not appear--when, all of
a sudden, a servant coming in, gave us notice that dinner was upon the
table, and my perturbation returned with such violence that I could
scarcely conceal it from the company, as I ascended the staircase. When
I entered the dining-room, the first object that saluted my ravished
eyes was the divine Narcissa, blushing like Aurora, adorned with all the
graces that meekness, innocence, and beauty can diffuse! I was seized
with a giddiness, my knees tottered and I scarce had strength enough to
perform the ceremony of salutation, when her brother, slapping me on the
shoulder, cried, "Measure Randan, that there is my sister." I approached
her with eagerness and fear; but in the moment of our embrace, my soul
was agonized with rapture! It was a lucky circumstance for us both, that
my entertainer was not endued with an uncommon stock of penetration; for
our mutual confusion was so manifest that Mr. Freeman perceived it, and
as we went home together, congratulated me on my good fortune. But so
far was Bruin from entertaining the least suspicion, that he encouraged
me to begin a conversation with my mistress in a language unknown to
him, by telling her, that he had a gentleman who could jabber with
her in French and other foreign lingoes as fast as she pleased; then,
turning to me, said, "Odds bobs! I wish you would hold discourse with
her in your French or Italian, and tell me if she understands it as well
as she would be thought to do. There's her aunt and she will chatter
together whole days in it, and I can't have a mouthful of English for
love or money." I consulted the look of my amiable mistress and found
her averse to his proposal, which indeed she declined with a sweetness
of denial peculiar to herself, as a piece of disrespect to that part of
the company which did not understand the language in question. As I had
the happiness of sitting opposite to her, I feasted my eyes much more
than my palate which she tempted in vain with the most delicious bits
carved by her fair hand, and recommended by her persuasive tongue; but
all my other appetites were swallowed up in immensity of my love,
which I fed by gazing incessantly on the delightful object. Dinner was
scarcely ended, when the squire became very drowsy, and after several
dreadful yawns, got up, stretched himself, took two or three turns
across the room, begged we would allow him to take a short nap, and,
having laid a strong injunction on his sister to detain us till his
return, went to his repose without further ceremony. He had not been
gone many minutes, when Freeman, guessing the situation of my heart, and
thinking he could not do me a greater favour than to leave me alone with
Narcissa, pretended to recollect himself all of a sudden, and, starting
up, begged the lady pardon for half-an-hour, for he had unluckily
remembered an engagement of some consequence, that he must perform at
that instant: so saying, he took his leave, promising to come back time
enough for tea, leaving my mistress and me in great confusion.

Now that I enjoyed an opportunity of disclosing the paintings of
my soul, I had not the power to use it. I studied many pathetic
declarations, but, when I attempted to give them utterance, my tongue
denied its office and she sat silent with a downcast look full of
anxious alarm, her bosom heaving with expectation of some great event.
At length I endeavoured to put an end to this solemn pause, and began
with, "It is very surprising, madam, madam"--here the sound dying away,
I made a full stop; while Narcissa, starting, blushed, and, with a timid
accent answered, "Sir?" Confounded at this note of interrogation, I
pronounced with the most sheepish bashfulness, "Madam!" To which she
replied, "I beg pardon--I thought you had spoken to me." Another pause
ensued--I made another effort, and, though my voice faltered very much
at the beginning, made shift to express myself in this manner: "I say,
madam, it is very surprising that love should act so inconsistently with
itself, as to deprive its votaries of the use of their faculties, when
they have most need of them. Since the happy occasion of being alone
with you presented itself, I have made many unsuccessful attempts to
declare a passion for the loveliest of her sex--a passion which took
possession of my soul, while my cruel fate compelled me to wear a
servile disguise so unsuitable to my birth, sentiments, and let me
add, my deserts; yet favourable in one respect, as it furnished me with
opportunities of seeing and adoring your perfections. Yes, madam, it was
then your dear idea entered my bosom, where it has lived unimpaired
in the midst of numberless cares, and animated me against a thousand
dangers and calamities!"

While I spoke thus, she concealed her face with her fan, and when I
ceased speaking, recovering herself from the most beautiful confusion,
told me she thought herself very much obliged by my favourable opinion
of her, and that she was very sorry to hear I had been unfortunate.
Encouraged by this gentle reply, I proceeded, owned myself sufficiently
recompensed by her kind compassion for what I had undergone, and
declared the future happiness of my life depended solely upon her.
"Sir," said she, "I should be very ungrateful, if after the signal
protection you once afforded me, I should refuse to contribute towards
your happiness in any reasonable condescension." Transported at this
acknowledgment I threw myself at her feet, and begged she would regard
my passion with a favourable eye. She was alarmed at my behaviour,
entreated me to rise lest her brother should discover me in that
posture, and to spare her for the present upon a subject for which she
was altogether unprepared. In consequence of this remonstrance, I rose,
assuring her I would rather die than disobey her: but in the meantime
begged her to consider how precious the minutes of this opportunity
were, and what restraint I put upon my inclinations, in sacrificing them
to her desire. She smiled with unspeakable sweetness, and said there
would be no want of opportunities, provided I could maintain the good
opinion her brother had conceived of me, and I, enchanted by her charms,
seized her hand, which I well nigh devoured with kisses. But she checked
my boldness with a severity of countenance, and desired I would not so
far forget myself to her, as to endanger the esteem she had for me;
she reminded me of our being almost strangers to each other, and of the
necessity there was for her knowing me better, before she could take any
resolution in my favour; and, in short, mingled so much good sense
and complacency in her reproof, that I became as much enamoured of her
understanding as I had been before of her beauty, and asked pardon for
my presumption with the utmost reverence of conviction. She forgave my
offence with her usual affability, and sealed my pardon with a look so
full of bewitching tenderness, that, for some minutes, my senses were
lost in ecstacy! I afterwards endeavoured to regulate my behaviour
according to her desire, and turn the conversation upon a more
indifferent subject; but her presence was an insurmountable obstacle to
my design; while I beheld so much excellence, I found it impossible to
call my attention from the contemplation of it! I gazed with unutterable
fondness! I grew mad with admiration! "My condition is insupportable!"
cried I: "I am distracted with passion! Why are you so exquisitely
fair?--why are you so enchantingly good?--why has nature dignified you
with charms so much above the standard of woman? and, wretch that I am,
how dare my unworthiness aspire to the enjoyment of such perfection!"

She was startled at my ravings, reasoned down my transport, and by
her irresistible eloquence, soothed my soul into a state of tranquil
felicity; but, lest I might suffer a relapse, industriously promoted
other subjects to entertain my imagination. She chid me for having
omitted to inquire about her aunt who (she assured me), in the midst
of all her absence of temper, and detachment from common affairs, often
talked of me with uncommon warmth. I professed my veneration for the
good lady, excused my omission, by imputing it to the violence of my
love, which engrossed my whole soul, and desired to know the situation
of her health. Upon which, the amiable Narcissa repeated what I had
heard before of her marriage, with all the tenderness for her reputation
that the subject would admit of; told me she lived with her husband
hard by, and was so much afflicted with the dropsy, and wasted by a
consumption, that she had small hopes of her recovery. Having expressed
my sorrow for her distemper, I questioned her about my good friend, Mrs.
Sagely, who, I learned to my great satisfaction, was in good health,
and who had by the encomiums she bestowed upon me after I was gone,
confirmed the favourable impression my behaviour at parting had made
on Narcissa's heart. This circumstance introduced an inquiry into the
conduct of Sir Timothy Thicket, who (she informed me) had found means to
incense her brother so much against me that she found it impossible
to undeceive him: but, on the contrary, suffered very much in her own
character by his scandalous insinuations; that the whole parish was
alarmed, and actually in pursuit of me; so that she had been in the
utmost consternation on my account, well knowing how little my own
innocence and her testimony would have weighed with the ignorance,
prejudice, and brutality of those who must have judged me, had I
been apprehended; that Sir Timothy, having been seized with a fit of
apoplexy, from which with great difficulty he was recovered, began to be
apprehensive of death, and to prepare himself accordingly for that great
event; as a step to which he sent for her brother, owned with great
contrition the brutal design he had upon her, and in consequence
acquitted me of the assault, robbery, and correspondence with her, which
he had laid to my charge; after which confession he lived about a month
in a languishing condition, and was carried off by a second assault.

Every word that this dear creature spoke, riveted the chains with
which she held me enslaved! My mischievous fancy began to work, and
the tempest of my passion to wake again, when the return of Freeman
destroyed the tempting opportunity, and enabled me to quell the rising
tumult. A little while after, the squire staggered into the room,
rubbing his eyes, and called for his tea, which he drank out of a small
bowl, qualified with brandy; while we took it in the usual way, Narcissa
left us in order to visit her aunt; and when Freeman and I proposed to
take our leave, the foxhunter insisted on our spending the evening at
his house with such obstinacy of affection, that we were obliged to
comply. For my own part, I should have been glad of the invitation, by
which, in all likelihood, I should be blessed with more of his sisters
company, had I not been afraid of risking her esteem, by entering into
a debauch of drinking with him, which, from the knowledge of his
character, I foresaw would happen: but there was no remedy. I was forced
to rely upon the strength of my constitution, which I hoped would resist
intoxication longer than the squire's, and to trust to the good nature
and discretion of my mistress for the rest.

Our entertainer, resolving to begin by times, ordered the table to
be furnished with liquor and glasses immediately after tea, but we
absolutely refused to set in for drinking so soon; and prevailed upon
him to pass away an hour or two at whist, in which we engaged as soon
as Narcissa returned. The savage and I happened to be partners at first,
and, as my thoughts were wholly employed in a more interesting game, I
played so ill that he lost all patience, swore bitterly, and threatened
to call for wine, if they would not grant him another associate. This
desire was gratified, and Narcissa and I were of a side; he won for
the same reason that made him lose before; I was satisfied, my lovely
partner did not repine, and the time slipped away very agreeably, until
we were told that supper was served in another room.

The squire was enraged to find the evening so unprofitably spent, and
wreaked his vengeance on the cards, which he tore, and committed to the
flames with many execrations; threatening to make us redeem our loss
with a large glass and quick circulation; and indeed we had no sooner
supped, and my charmer withdrawn, than he began to put his threat in
execution. Three bottles of port (for he drank no other sort of
wine) were placed before us, with as many water glasses, which were
immediately filled to the brim, after his example, by each out of his
respective allowance, and emptied in a trice to the best in Christendom.
Though I swallowed this, and the next, as fast as the glass could be
replenished, without hesitation or show of reluctance, I perceived
that my brain would not be able to bear many bumpers of this sort, and
dreading the perseverance of a champion who began with such vigour, I
determined to make up for the deficiency of my strength by a stratagem,
which I actually put in practice when the second course of bottles was
called for. The wine being strong and heady, I was already a good deal
discomposed by the dispatch we had made. Freeman's eyes began to reel,
and Bruin himself was elevated into a song, which he uttered with
great vociferation. When I therefore saw the second round brought in, I
assumed a gay air, entertained him with a French catch on the subject of
drinking, which, though he did rot understand it, delighted him highly;
and, telling him your choice spirits at Paris never troubled themselves
with glasses, asked if he had not a bowl or cup in the house that would
contain a whole quart of wine. "Odds <DW65>s!" cried he, "I have a
silver candle cup that holds just the quantity, for all the world; fetch
it hither, Numps." The vessel being produced, I bade him decant his
bottle into it, which he having done, I nodded in a very deliberate
manner, and said, "Pledge you." He stared at me for some time, and
crying, "What! all at one pull, Measter Randan?" I answered, "At one
pull, Sir, you are no milk-sop--we shall do you justice." "Shall you?"
said he, shaking me by the hand; "odds then, I'll see it out, an't
were a mile to the bottom: here's to our better acquaintance, measter
Randan," So saying, he applied it to his lips, and emptied it in a
breath. I knew the effect of it would be almost instantaneous; therefore
taking the cup, began to discharge my bottle into it, telling him he
was now qualified to drink with the Cham of Tartary. I had no sooner
pronounced these words than he took umbrage at them, and after several
attempts to spit, made shift to stutter, "A f--t for your Chams of
T--Tartary! I am a f--f--freeborn Englishman, worth th--three thousand
a-year, and v--value no man, d--me." Then, dropping his jaw, and fixing
his eyes, he hiccuped aloud, and fell upon the floor as mute as n
flounder. Mr. Freeman, heartily glad at his defeat, assisted me in
carrying him to bed, where we left him to the care of his servants, and
went home to our respective habitations, congratulating each other on
our good fortune.






CHAPTER LVII

Miss Williams informs me of Narcissa's Approbation of my Flame--I
appease the Squire--write to my Mistress--am blessed with an Answer--beg
Leave of her Brother to dance with her at a Ball--obtain his Consent
and hers--enjoy a private Conversation with her--am perplexed with
Reflections--have the Honour of appearing her Partner at a Ball--we
are complimented by a certain Nobleman--he discovers some Symptoms of
a Passion for Narcissa--I am stung with Jealousy--Narcissa, alarmed,
retires--I observe Melinda in the company--the Squire is captivated by
her Beauty

I was met next morning at the usual place by Miss Williams, who gave
me joy of the progress I had made in the affection of her mistress, and
blessed me with an account of that dear creature's conversation with
her, after she had retired the night before from our company. I could
scarce believe her information, when she recounted her expressions in my
favour, so much more warm and passionate were they than my most sanguine
hopes had presaged; and was particularly pleased to hear that she
approved of my behaviour to her brother after she withdrew. Transported
at the news of my happiness, I presented my ring to the messenger as
a testimony of my gratitude and satisfaction; but she was above
such mercenary considerations, and refused my compliment with some
resentment, saying, she was not a little mortified to see my opinion
of her so low and contemptible. I did myself a piece of justice by
explaining my behaviour on this head, and to convince her of my esteem,
promised to be ruled by her directions in the prosecution of the
whole affair, which I had so much at heart, that the repose of my life
depended upon the consequence.

As I fervently wished for another interview, where I might pour out the
effusion of my love without danger of being interrupted, and perhaps
reep some endearing return from the queen of my desires, I implored
her advice and assistance in promoting this event: but she gave me to
understand, that Narcissa would make no precipitate compliances of this
kind, and I would do well to cultivate her brother's acquaintance, in
the course of which I should not want opportunities of removing that
reserve which my mistress thought herself obliged to maintain during the
infancy of our correspondence. In the meantime she promised to tell her
lady that I had endeavoured by presents and persuasions, to prevail upon
her (Miss Williams) to deliver a letter from me, which she had refused
to charge herself with, until she should know Narcissa's sentiments of
the matter; and said, by these means she did not doubt of being able
to open a literary communication between us, which could not fail of
introducing more intimate connections.

I approved of her counsel, and, our appointment being renewed for the
next day, left her with an intent of falling upon some method of being
reconciled to the squire, who, I supposed, would be offended with the
trick we had put upon him. With this view I consulted Freeman, who, from
his knowledge of the foxhunter's disposition, assured me there was no
other method of pacifying him, than that of sacrificing ourselves for
one night to an equal match with him in drinking. This expedient I found
myself necessitated to comply with for the interest of my passion, and
therefore determined to commit the debauch at my own lodgings, that I
might run no risk of being discovered by Narcissa, in a state of brutal
degeneracy. Mr. Freeman, who was to be of the party, went, at my desire,
to the squire, in order to engage him, while I took care to furnish
myself for his reception. My invitation was accepted, my guests honoured
me with their company in the evening, when Bruin gave me to understand
that he had drunk many tons of wine in his life, but was never served
such a trick as I had played upon him the night before. I promised to
atone for my trespass, and, having ordered to every man his bottle,
began the contest with a bumper to the health of Narcissa. The toasts
circulated with great devotion, the liquor began to operate, our mirth
grew noisy, and, as Freeman said, I had the advantage of drinking small
French claret, the savage was effectually tamed before our senses were
in the least affected, and carried home in an apoplexy of drunkenness.

I was next morning, as usual, favoured with a visit from my kind and
punctual confidante, who, telling me she was permitted to receive my
letters for her mistress, I took up the pen immediately, and, following
the first dictates of my passion, wrote as follows:


"Dear Madam,

"Were it possible for the powers of utterance to reveal the soft
emotions of my soul, the fond anxiety, the glowing hopes, the chilling
flame, that rule my breast by turns, I should need no other witness than
this paper, to evince the purity and ardour of that flame your charms
have kindled in my heart, But alas! expression wrongs my love! I am
inspired with conceptions that no language can convey! Your beauty fills
me with wonder, your understanding with ravishment, and your goodness
with adoration! I am transported with desire, distracted with doubts,
and tortured with impatience. Suffer me then, lovely arbitress of my
fate, to approach you in person, to breathe in soft murmurs my passion
to your ear, to offer the sacrifice of a heart overflowing with the
most genuine and disinterested love, to gaze with ecstacy on the divine
object of my wishes, to hear the music of her enchanting tongue, and
to rejoice in her smiles of approbation, which will banish the most
intolerable suspense from the bosom of

"Your enraptured, R-- R--."

Having finished this effusion, I committed it to the care of my faithful
friend, with an injunction to second my entreaty with all her eloquence
and influence, and in the meantime went to dress, with an intention of
visiting Mrs. Snapper and Miss, whom I had utterly neglected, and indeed
almost forgotten, since my dear Narcissa had resumed the empire of my
soul. The old gentlewoman received me very kindly, and Miss affected a
frankness and gaiety which, however, I could easily perceive was forced
and dissembled: among other things, she pretended to joke me upon my
passion for Narcissa, which she averred was no secret, and asked if
I intended to dance with her at the next assembly. I was a good deal
concerned to find myself become the town talk on this subject, lest the
squire, having notice of my inclinations, should disapprove of them,
and, by breaking off all correspondence with me, deprive me of the
opportunities I now enjoyed. But I resolved to use the interest I
had with him, while it lasted; and that very night, meeting him
occasionally, asked his permission to solicit her company at the ball,
which he very readily granted, to my inexpressible satisfaction.

Having been kept awake the greatest part of the night by a thousand
delightful reveries that took possession of my fancy, I got up by
times, and, flying to the place of rendezvous, had in a little time
the pleasure of seeing Miss Williams approach with a smile on her
countenance, which I interpreted into a good omen. Neither was I
mistaken in my presage. She presented me with a letter from the idol
of my soul, which, after having kissed it devoutly, I opened with the
utmost eagerness, and was blessed with her approbation in these terms:


"Sir,

"To say I look upon you with indifference would be a piece of
dissimulation which I think no decorum requires, and no custom can
justify. As my heart never felt an impression that my tongue was ashamed
to declare, I will not scruple to own myself pleased with your passion;
confident of your integrity, and so well convinced of my own discretion,
that I should not hesitate in granting you the interview you desire,
were I not overawed by the prying curiosity of a malicious world, the
censure of which might be fatally prejudicial to the reputation of

"Your Narcissa."

No anchorite in the ecstacy of devotion ever adored a relic with more
fervour than that with which I kissed this inimitable proof of my
charmer's candour, generosity, and affection! I read it over a hundred
times, was ravished with her confession in the beginning; but the
subscription of Your Narcissa yielded me such delight as I had never
felt before! My happiness was still increased by Miss Williams, who
blessed me with a repetition of her lady's tender expressions in my
favour, when she received and read my letter. In short, I had all the
reason in the world to believe that this gentle creature's bosom was
possessed by a passion for me, as warm, though perhaps not so impetuous
as mine for her.

I informed my friend of the squire's consent to my dancing with Narcissa
at the ball and desired her to tell her mistress, that I would do myself
the honour of visiting her in the afternoon, in consequence of his
permission, when I hoped to find her as indulgent as her brother had
been complaisant in that particular. Miss Williams expressed a good
deal of joy at hearing I was so much in favour with the foxhunter,
and ventured to assure me, that my visit would be very agreeable to my
mistress, the rather because Bruin was engaged to dine abroad. This was
a circumstance which, I scarce need say, pleased me. I went immediately
to the Long Room, where I found him, and, affecting to know nothing of
his engagement, told him, I would do myself the pleasure to wait upon
him in the afternoon, and to present his sister with a ticket for the
ball. He shook me by the hand, according to custom, and, giving me to
understand that he was to dine abroad, desired me to go and drink tea
with Narcissa notwithstanding, and promised to prepare her for my visit
in the meantime.

Everything succeeding thus to my wish, I waited with incredible
impatience for the time, which no sooner arrived than I hastened to
the scene, which my fancy had preoccupied long before. I was introduced
accordingly to the dear enchantress, whom I found accompanied by Miss
Williams, who, on pretence of ordering tea, retired at my approach. This
favourable accident, which alarmed my whole soul, disordered her also. I
found myself actuated by an irresistible impulse; I advanced to her with
eagerness and awe; and, profiting by the confusion that prevailed over
her, clasped the fair angel in my arms, and imprinted a glowing kiss
upon her lips, more soft and fragrant than the dewy rosebud just
bursting from the stem! Her face was in an instant covered with blushes,
her eyes sparkled with resentment; I threw myself at her feet, and
implored her pardon. Her love became advocate in my cause; her look
softened into forgiveness; she raised me up, and chid me with so much
sweetness of displeasure that I could have been tempted to repeat
the offence, had not the coming in of the servant with the tea-board
prevented my presumption. While we were subject to be interrupted
or overheard, we conversed about the approaching ball, at which she
promised to grace me as a partner, but, when the equipage was removed,
and we were left alone, I resumed the more interesting theme, and
expressed myself with such transport and agitation, that my mistress,
fearing I should commit some extravagance, rang the bell for her maid,
whom she detained in the room, as a check upon my vivacity. I was
not sorry for this precaution, because I could unbosom myself without
reserve before Miss Williams, who was the confidante of us both. I
therefore gave a loose to the inspirations of my passion, which operated
so successfully upon the tender affections of Narcissa, that she laid
aside the constraint she had hitherto worn, and blessed me with the most
melting declaration of her mutual flame! It was impossible for me to
forbear taking the advantage of this endearing condescension. She now
gently yielded to my embraces; while I, encircling all that I held dear
within my arms, tasted in advance the joys of that paradise I hoped in a
little time wholly to possess! We spent the afternoon in all the ecstacy
of hope that the most fervent love exchanged by mutual vows could
inspire; and Miss Williams was so much affected with our chaste
caresses, which recalled the sad remembrance of what she was, that her
eyes were filled with tears.

The evening being pretty far advanced, I forced myself from the dear
object of my flame, who indulged me in a tender embrace at parting,
and, repairing to my lodgings, communicated to my friend Strap every
circumstance of my happiness, which filled him with so much pleasure,
that it ran over at his eyes; and he prayed heartily, that no envious
devil might, as formerly, dash the cup of blessing from my lip. When
I reflected on what had happened, and especially on the unreserved
protestations of Narcissa's love, I could not help being amazed at
her omitting to inquire into the particular circumstances of life and
fortune of one whom she had favoured with her affection, and I began to
be a little anxious about the situation of her finances; well knowing
that I should do an irreparable injury to the person my soul held most
dear, if I should espouse her without being able to support her in the
rank which was certainly her due. I had heard, indeed, while I served
her aunt, that her father had left her a considerable sum; and
that everybody believed she would inherit the greatest part of her
kinswoman's dowry, but I did not know how far she might be restricted by
the old gentleman's will in the enjoyment of what he left her: and I was
too well informed of the virtuoso's late conduct, to think my mistress
could have any expectation from that quarter. I confided, however, in
the good sense and policy of my charmer, who, I was sure, would not
consent to unite her fate with mine, before she had fully considered and
provided for the consequence.

The ball night being arrived, I dressed myself in a suit I had reserved
for some grand occasion; and, having drunk tea with Narcissa and her
brother, conducted my angel to the scene, where she, in a moment,
eclipsed all her female competitors for beauty, and attracted the
admiration of the whole assembly. My heart dilated with pride on this
occasion, and my triumph rejected all bounds, when, after we had danced
together, a certain nobleman, remarkable for his figure, and influence
in the beau monde, came up, and in the hearing of all present, honoured
us with a very particular compliment upon our accomplishments and
appearance; but this transport was soon checked, when I perceived his
lordship attach himself with great assiduity to my mistress, and say
some warm things, which, I thought, savoured too much of passion. It
was then I began to feel the pangs of jealousy; I dreaded the power and
address of my rival; I sickened at his discourse; when she opened her
lips to answer, my heart died within me; when she smiled, I felt the
pains of the damned! I was enraged at his presumption: I cursed her
complaisance: at length he quitted her, and went to the other side of
the room. Narcissa, suspecting nothing of the rage that inflamed me, put
some questions to me as soon as he was gone, to which I made no reply,
but assumed a grim look, which too well denoted the agitation of my
breast, and surprised her not a little. She no sooner observed my
emotion than she changed colour, and asked what ailed me? but before I
could make answer, her brother, pulling me by the sleeve, bade me take
notice of a lady who sat fronting us, whom I immediately, to my vast
astonishment, distinguished to be Melinda, accompanied by her mother,
and an elderly gentleman, whom I did not know. "Wounds! Mr. Randan,"
cried the squire, "is she not a delicate piece of stuff? 'Sdeath! I have
a good mind--if I thought she was a single person."

Notwithstanding the perplexity I was in, I had reflection enough to
foresee that my passion might suffer greatly by the presence of this
lady, who, in all probability, would revenge herself upon me, for having
formerly disgraced her, by spreading reports to my prejudice. I was
therefore alarmed at these symptoms of the Squire's admiration; and for
some time did not know what reply to make, when he asked my opinion of
her beauty; at length I came to a determination, and told him that her
name was Melinda, that she had a fortune of ten thousand pounds, and was
said to be under promise of marriage to a certain lord, who deferred his
nuptials a few mouths until he should be of age. I thought this piece
of intelligence, which I had myself invented, would have hindered him
effectually from entertaining any further thoughts of her; but I was
egregiously mistaken. The foxhunter had too much self-sufficiency to
despair of success against any competitor on earth. He therefore made
light of her engagement, saying, with a smile of self-approbation,
"Mayhap she will change her mind; what signifies his being a lord? I
think myself as good a man as e'er a lord in Christendom, and I'll see
if a commoner worth three thousand a year won't serve her turn." This
determination startled me not a little; I knew he would soon discover
the contrary of what I advanced; and as I believed he would find her ear
open to his addresses, did not doubt of meeting with every obstacle in
my amour that her malice could invent, and her influence execute. This
reflection increased my chagrin--my vexation was evident. Narcissa
insisted on going home immediately: and, as I led her to the door,
her noble admirer, with a look full of languishment, directed to her
a profound bow, which stung me to the soul. Before she went into the
chair, she asked, with an appearance of concern, what was the
matter with me? and I could pronounce no more than "By heaven, I am
distracted!"






CHAPTER LVIII

Tortured with Jealousy, I go Home, and abuse Strap--receive a Message
from Narcissa, in Consequence of which I hasten to her Apartment, where
her endearing Assurances banish all my Doubts and Apprehensions--in my
Retreat discover Somebody in the Dark, whom, suspecting to be a Spy, I
resolve to kill, but, to my great Surprise, am convinced of his being
no other than Strap--Melinda slanders me--I become acquainted with
Lord Quiverwit, who endeavours to sound me with regard to Narcissa--the
Squire is introduced to his Lordship, and grows cold towards me--I learn
from my Confidante, that this Nobleman professes honourable Love to my
Mistress, who continues faithful to me, notwithstanding the scandalous
Reports she had heard to my Prejudice--I am mortified with an Assurance
that her whole Fortune depends upon the Pleasure of her Brother--Mr.
Freeman condoles me on the Decline of my Character, which I vindicate so
much to his satisfaction, that he undertakes to combat Fame on my behalf

Having uttered this exclamation, at which she sighed, I went home in the
condition of a frantic Bedlamite: and, finding the fire in my apartment
almost extinguished, vented my fury upon poor Strap, whose ear I pinched
with such violence, that he roared hideously with pain; and, when
I quitted my hold, looked so foolishly aghast, that no unconcerned
spectator could have seen him without being seized with an immoderate
fit of laughter. It is true, I was soon sensible of the injury I had
done, and asked pardon for the outrage I had committed; upon which my
faithful valet, shaking his head, said, "I forgive you, and may
God forgive you!" But he could not help shedding some tears at my
unkindness. I felt unspeakable remorse for what I had done, cursed my
own ingratitude, and considered his tears as a reproach that my soul, in
its present disturbance, could not bear. It set all my passions into a
ferment: I swore horrible oaths without meaning or application. I foamed
at the mouth, kicked the chairs about the room, and played abundance of
mad pranks that frightened my friend almost out of his senses. At length
my transport subsided, I became melancholy, and wept insensibly.

During this state of dejection, I was surprised with the appearance of
Miss Williams, whom Strap, blubbering all the while, had conducted into
the chamber without giving me previous notice of her approach. She was
extremely affected with my condition, which she had learned from him,
begged me to moderate my passion, suspend my conjectures, and follow her
to Narcissa, who desired to see me forthwith. That dear name operated
upon me like a charm! I started up, and, without opening my lips, was
conducted into her apartment through the garden, which we entered by a
private door. I found the adorable creature in tears; I was melted at
the sight--we continued silent for some time--my heart was too full to
speak--her snowy bosom heaved with fond resentment; at last she sobbing
cried, "What have I done to disoblige you?" My heart was pierced with
the tender question. I drew near with the utmost reverence of affection.
I fell upon my knees before her, and, kissing her hand, exclaimed, "Oh!
thou art all goodness and perfection! I am undone by want of merit; I am
unworthy to possess thy charms, which heaven bath destined for the arms
of some more favourite being." She guessed the cause of my disquiet,
upbraided me gently for my suspicion, and gave me such flattering
assurances of her eternal fidelity, that all my doubts and fears forsook
me, and peace and satisfaction reigned within my breast.

At midnight I left the fair nymph to her repose, and, being let out by
Miss Williams at the garden gate by which I entered, began to explore my
way homeward in the dark, when I heard at my back a noise like that of
a baboon when he mews and chatters. I turned instantly, and, perceiving
something black, concluded I was discovered by some spy, employed
to watch for that purpose; aroused at this conjecture, by which the
reputation of the virtuous Narcissa appeared in jeopardy, I drew my
sword, and would have sacrificed him to her fame, had not the voice
of Strap restrained my arm, it was with great difficulty he could
pronounce, "D--d--d-do! mum--um--um--murder me if you please." Such an
effect had the cold upon his jaws, that his teeth rattled like a pair
of castanets. Pleased to be thus undeceived, I laughed at his
consternation, and asked what brought him thither? Upon which he gave me
to understand, that his concern for me had induced him to follow me
to that place, where the same reason had detained him till now, and he
frankly owned, that, in spite of the esteem he had for Miss Williams he
began to be very uneasy about me, considering the disposition in which
I went abroad; and, if I had stayed much longer, would certainly have
alarmed the neighbourhood in my behalf. The knowledge of this
his intention confounded me. I represented to him the mischievous
consequences that would have attended such a rash action, and,
cautioning him severely against any such design for the future,
concluded my admonition with an assurance, that, in case he should ever
act so madly, I would, without hesitation, put him to death. "Have a
little patience!" cried he, in a lamentable tone; "your displeasure will
do the business, without your committing murder." I was touched with
this reproach; and, as soon as we got home, made it my business to
appease him, by explaining the cause of that transport during which I
had used him so unworthily.

Next day when I went into the Long Room, I observed several whispers
circulate all of a sudden, and did not doubt that Melinda had been busy
with my character; but I consoled myself with the love of Narcissa, upon
which I rested with the most perfect confidence; and going up to the
rowly-powly table, won a few pieces from my suspected rival, who, with
an easy politeness, entered into conversation with me, and, desiring
my company to the coffee-house, treated me with tea and chocolate. I
remembered Strutwell, and guarded against his insinuating behaviour;
nor was my suspicion wrong placed; he artfully turned the discourse upon
Narcissa, and endeavoured by hinting at an intrigue he pretended to be
engaged in elsewhere, to learn what connection there was between her
and me. But all his finesse was ineffectual, I was convinced of his
dissimulation, and gave such general answers to his inquiries, that he
was forced to drop the subject, and talk of something else.

While we conversed in this manner, the savage came in with another
gentleman, who introduced him to his lordship, and he was received with
such peculiar marks of distinction, that I was persuaded the courtier
intended to use him in some shape or other; and from thence I drew an
unlucky omen. But I had more cause to be dismayed the following day,
when I saw the squire in company with Melinda and her mother, who
honoured me with several disdainful glances; and when I afterwards threw
myself in his way, instead of the cordial shake of the hand, he returned
my salute with a cold repetition of "Servant, servant!" which he
pronounced with such indifference or rather contempt, that if he had not
been Narcissa's brother, I should have affronted him in public.

These occurrences disturbed me not a little; I foresaw the brooding
storm, and armed myself with resolution for the occasion; but Narcissa,
being at stake, I was far from being resigned. I could have renounced
every other comfort of life with some degree of fortitude, but the
prospect of losing her disabled all my philosophy, and tortured my soul
into madness.

Miss Williams found me, next morning, full of anxious tumult, which
did not abate when she told me that my Lord Quiverwit, having professed
honourable intentions, had been introduced to my lovely mistress by her
brother, who had, at the same time, from the information of Melinda,
spoken of me as an Irish fortune-hunter, without either birth or estate;
who supported myself in the appearance of a gentleman by sharping and
other infamous practices; and who was of such an obscure origin, that I
did not even know my own extraction. Though I expected all this malice,
I could not hear it with temper, especially as truth was so blended
with falsehood in the assertion, that it would be almost impossible to
separate the one from the other in my vindication. But I said nothing on
this head, being impatient to know how Narcissa had been affected
with the discovery. That generous creature, far from believing these
imprecations, was no sooner withdrawn with her confidante, than she
inveighed with great warmth against the malevolence of the world,
to which only she ascribed the whole of what had been said to my
disadvantage, and, calling every circumstance of my behaviour to her
into review before her, found everything so polite, honourable, and
disinterested, that she could not harbour the least doubt of my being
the gentleman I assumed. "I have indeed," said she, "purposely forborne
to ask the particulars of his life, lest the recapitulation of some
misfortunes, which he has undergone, should give him pain; and, as to
the article of his fortune, I own myself equally afraid of inquiring
into it, and of discovering the state of my own, lest we should find
ourselves both unhappy in the explanation; for, alas! my provision
is conditional, and depends entirely on my marrying with my brother's
consent."

I was thunderstruck with this intelligence, the light forsook my
eyes, the colour vanished from my cheeks, and I remained in a state
of universal trepidation! My female friend, perceiving my disorder,
encouraged me with assurances of Narcissa's constancy, and the hope of
some accident favourable to our love; and, as a further consolation,
gave me to understand, that she had acquainted my mistress with the
outlines of my life: and that, although she was no stranger to the
present low state of my finances, her love and esteem were rather
increased than diminished by the knowledge of my circumstances. I was
greatly comforted by this assurance, which saved me a world of confusion
and anxiety; for I must have imparted my situation one day to Narcissa,
and this task I could not have performed without shame and disorder.

As I did not doubt that by this time the scandalous aspersions of
Melinda were diffused all over the town, I resolved to collect my whole
strength of assurance, to browbeat the efforts of her malice, and to
publish her adventure with the frenchified barber by way of reprisal. In
the meantime, having promised to be at the garden-gate about midnight,
Miss Williams took her leave, bidding me repose myself entirely on
the affection of my dear Narcissa, which was as perfect as inviolable.
Before I went abroad, I was visited by Freeman, who came on purpose
to inform me of the infamous stories that were raised at my expense. I
heard them with great temper, and in my turn disclosed everything that
had happened between Melinda and me; and among other circumstances
entertained him with the story of the barber, letting him know what
share his friend Banter had in that affair. He was convinced of the
injury my reputation had suffered; and, no longer doubting the fountain
from whence this deluge of slander had flowed upon me, undertook to
undeceive the town in my behalf, and roll the stream back upon its
source; but in the meantime, cautioned me from appearing in public,
while the prepossession was so strong against me, lest I should meet
with some affront that might have bad consequences.






CHAPTER LIX

I receive an extraordinary Message at the Door of the Long Room, which,
however, enter, and affront the Squire, who threatens to take the Law
of me--Rebuke Melinda for her Malice--she weeps with Vexation--Lord
Quiverwit is severe upon me--I retort his Sarcasm--am received with
the utmost Tenderness by Narcissa, who desires to hear the Story of
my Life--we vow eternal Constancy to other--I retire--am waked by a
Messenger, who brings a Challenge from Quiverwit, whom I meet, engage,
and vanquish

I thanked him for his advice, which, however, my pride and resentment
would not permit me to follow; for he no sooner left me, in order to
do justice to my character among his friends and acquaintance, than I
sallied out, and went directly to the Long Room. I was met at the door
by a servant, who presented a billet to me without a subscription,
importing that my presence was disagreeable to the company, and desiring
I would take the hint without further disturbance, and bestow myself
elsewhere for the future. This peremptory message filled me with
indignation. I followed the fellow who delivered it, and, seizing him
by the collar in presence of all the company, threatened to put him
instantly to death, if he did not discover the scoundrel who had charged
him with such an impudent commission, that I might punish him as he
deserved. The messenger, affrighted at my menaces and furious looks,
fell upon his knees, and told me, that the gentleman who ordered him to
deliver the letter was no other than Narcissa's brother, who, at that
time, stood at the other end of the room, talking to Melinda. I went up
to him immediately, and in the hearing of his inamorata, accosted him
in these words; "Lookee, squire, were it not for one consideration that
protects you from my resentment, I would cane you where you stand, for
having had the presumption to send me this scurrilous intimation;" which
I tore to pieces and threw in his face: at the same time darting an
angry regard at his mistress, I told her, I was sorry she had put it out
of my power to compliment her upon her invention, but at the expense of
her good nature and veracity. Her admirer, whose courage never rose,
but in proportion to the wine he had swallowed, instead of resenting my
address in what is called an honourable way, threatened to prosecute me
for an assault, and took witnesses accordingly: while she, piqued at
his pusillanimous behaviour, and enraged at the sarcasm I had uttered
against her, endeavoured to make her quarrel a public cause, and wept
aloud with spite and vexation.

The tears of a lady could not fail of attracting the notice and concern
of the spectators to whom she complained of my rudeness with great
bitterness, saying, if she were a man, I durst not use her so. The
greatest part of the gentlemen, already prejudiced against me, were
offended at the liberty I had taken, as appeared from their looks;
though none of them signified their disgust any other way except my Lord
Quiverwit, who ventured to say, with a sneer, that I was in the right
to establish my own character, of which he had now no longer any doubt.
Nettled at this severe equivocation, which raised a laugh at my expense,
I replied with some warmth, "I am proud of having in that particular got
the start of your lordship." He made no answer to my repartee, but
with a contemptuous smile walked off, leaving me in a very disagreeable
situation. In vain did I make up to several people of my acquaintance,
whose conversation, I hoped, would banish my confusion; everybody
shunned me like a person infected, and I should not have been able
to bear my disgrace, had not the idea of the ever faithful and fond
Narcissa come to my relief. I quitted the scene of my mortification,
and, sauntering about the town, happened to wake from my contemplation,
when I found myself just opposite to a toy-shop, which I entered, and
purchased a ring set with a ruby in the form of a heart, surrounded by
diamond sparks, for which I paid ten guineas, intending it for a present
to the charmer of my soul.

I was introduced, at the hour appointed, to this divine creature, who,
notwithstanding what she had heard to my disadvantage, received me with
the utmost confidence and tenderness; and, having been informed of the
general sketches of my life by Miss Williams, expressed a desire,
of knowing the particular circumstances, which I related with great
candour, omitting, however, some things which I concluded altogether
improper for her ear, and which the reader's reflection will easily
suggest. As my story was little else than a recital of misfortunes, the
tear of sympathy ceased not to trickle from her enchanting eyes during
the whole of the narration, which, when I had finished, she recompensed
me for my trouble with the most endearing protestations of eternal love.
She bewailed her restricted condition, as it was the means of retarding
my happiness; told me that Lord Quiverwit, by her brother's permission,
had been to drink tea with her that very afternoon, and actually
proposed marriage; and, seeing me extremely affected with this piece of
information, offered to give me a convincing proof of her affection, by
espousing me in private, and leaving the rest to fate. I was penetrated
with this instance of her regard, but, that I might not be outdone in
generosity, resisted the bewitching temptation in consideration of her
honour and interest; at the same time I presented my ring as a pledge
of my inviolable attachment, and, on my knees, implored Heaven to shower
its curses on my head, if ever my heart should entertain one thought
unworthy of the passion I then avowed. She received my token, gave me in
return her picture in miniature, exquisitely drawn and set in gold; and,
in the same posture, called Heaven to witness and to judge her flame.
Our vows being thus reciprocally breathed, a confidence of hope ensued,
and our mutual fondness becoming as intimate as innocence would allow,
I grew insensible of the progress of time, and it was morning before I
could tear myself from this darling of my soul! My good angel foresaw
what would happen, and permitted me to indulge myself on this occasion,
in consideration of the fatal absence I was doomed to suffer.

I went to bed immediately on my return to my lodging, and, having slept
about two hours, was waked by Strap, who in great confusion told me
there was a footman below with a letter, which he would deliver to
nobody but myself. Alarmed at this piece of news, I desired my friend to
show him into my chamber, and received the following letter, which, he
said, required an immediate answer:


"Sir,--

"When any man injures my honour, let the difference of rank between us
be ever so great, I am contented to wave the privilege of my quality,
and to seek reparation from him on equal terms. The insolence of your
reply to me yesterday, in the Long Room, I might have overlooked, had
not your presumptive emulation in a much more interesting affair, and
which I made this morning, concurred in persuading me to chastise your
audacity with my sword. If you therefore have spirit enough to support
the character you assume, you will not fail to follow the bearer
immediately to a convenient place, where you shall be met by

"Quiverwit."

Whether I was enervated by the love and favour of Narcissa, or awed by
the superior station of my antagonist, I know not, but I never had less
inclination to fight than at this time. However, finding there was a
necessity for vindicating the reputation of my mistress, as well as for
asserting my own honour, I forthwith rose, and, dressing in a hurry,
put on my sword, bade Strap attend me, and set out with my conductor,
cursing my bad fortune all the way, for having been observed in my
return from my angel; for so I interpreted his lordship's discovery.
When I came within sight of my rival, his lacquey told me he had orders
to stop; upon which I commanded Strap to halt also, while I walked
forward; resolving, if possible, to come to an explanation with my
challenger, before we should come to battle. Nor was an opportunity
wanting; for I no sooner approached than he asked, with a stern
countenance, what business I had in Mr. Topehall's garden so early in
the morning? "I don't know, my lord," said I, "how to answer a question
put to me with such magisterial haughtiness. If your lordship will
please to expostulate calmly, you will have no cause to repent of your
condescension; otherwise I am not to be intimated into any confession."
"There is no room for denial," answered he; "I saw you come out with my
own eyes." "Did any other see me?" said I. "I neither know nor care,"
said he; "I want no other evidence than that of my own senses." Pleased
to hear that the suspicion was confined to him alone, I endeavoured to
appease his jealousy, by owning an intrigue with the waiting maid: but
he had too much discernment to be so easily imposed upon, and told me
there was only one way to convince him of the truth of what I alleged,
which was no other than renouncing all claim to Narcissa upon oath,
and promising, upon honour, never to speak to her for the future.
Exasperated at this proposal, I unsheathed my sword, saying, "Heavens!
what title have you, or any man on earth, to impose such terms on me?"
He did the same, and making towards me with a contracted brow, said
I was a villain, and had dishonoured Narcissa. "He's a villain," I
replied, in a transport of fury, "who brands me with that imputation!
She is a thousand times more chaste than the mother that bore you; and I
will assert her honour with my heart's blood!" So saying, I rushed upon
him with more eagerness than address, and, endeavouring to get within
his point, received a wound in my neck, which redoubled my rage. He
excelled me in temper as well as in skill, by which means he parried my
thrusts with great calmness, until I had almost exhausted my spirits;
and, when he perceived me beginning to flag, attacked me fiercely in
his turn. Finding himself, however, better opposed than he expected, he
resolved to follow his lounge, and close with me; accordingly, his sword
entered my waistcoat, on the side of the breast bone, and, running up
between my shirt and skin, appeared over my left shoulder. I imagined
that his weapon had perforated my lungs, and of consequence that the
wound was mortal; therefore, determined not to die unrevenged, I seized
his shell, which was close to my breast, before he could disentangle his
point, and, keeping it fast with my left hand, shortened my own sword
with my right, intending to run him through the heart; but he received
the thrust in the left arm, which penetrated up to the shoulder blade.
Disappointed at this expectation, and afraid still that death would
frustrate my revenge, I grappled with him, and, being much the stronger,
threw him upon the ground, where I wrested his sword out of his hand,
and, so great was my confusion, that instead of turning the point upon
him, struck out three of his foreteeth with the hilt. In the meantime,
our servants, seeing us fall, ran up to separate and assist us; but
before their approach I was upon my feet, and had discovered that my
supposed mortal wound was only a slight scratch. The knowledge of my
own safety disarmed me of a good deal of my resentment, and I began
to inquire with some concern into the situation of my antagonist, who
remained on the ground bleeding plentifully at his mouth and arm. I
helped his footman to raise him, and, having bound up his wound with
my handkerchief, assured it was not dangerous; I likewise restored his
sword, and offered to support him to his house. He thanked me with an
air of sullen dignity: and whispering that I should hear from him soon,
went away, leaning on his servant's shoulder.

I was surprised at this promise, which I construed into a threat, and
resolved, if ever he should call me out again, to use whatever advantage
fortune might give me over him in another manner. In the meantime I had
leisure to take notice of Strap, who seemed quite stupified with horror:
I comforted him with an assurance, that I had received no damage, and
explained the nature of this affair as we walked homeward. By the time
I had got into my apartment, I found the wound in my neck stiff and
uneasy, and a good deal of clotted blood ran down upon my shirt; upon
which I pulled off my coat and waistcoat, and unbuttoned my collar, that
I might dress it with more ease. My friend no sooner perceived my
shirt quite dyed with blood, than, imagining I had got at least twenty
thousand wounds, he cried, "O Jesus!" and fell flat on the floor. I
stopped the bleeding with a little dry lint, and, applying a plaster
over it, cleaned myself from the gore, shifted, and dressed, while
he lay senseless at my feet, so that when he recovered, and saw me
perfectly well, he could scarce believe his own eyes. Now that the
danger was passed, I was very well pleased with what had happened,
hoping that it would soon become known, and consequently dignify my
character not a little in this place. I was also proud of having shown
myself, in some shape, worthy of the love of Narcissa, who, I was
persuaded, would not think the worse of me for what I had done.






CHAPTER LX

I am visited by Freeman, with whom I appear in Public, and am
caressed--am sent for by Lord Quiverwit, whose Presence I quit
flung--Narcissa is carried off by her Brother--I intend to pursue
him, and am dissuaded by my Friend--engage in Play, and lose all my
Money--set out for London--try my Fortune at the Gaming Table without
success--receive a letter from Narcissa--bilk my Tailor

While I entertained myself with these reflections, the news of the duel,
being communicated by some unknown channel, spread all over the town. I
was visited by Freeman, who testified his surprise at finding me; for it
was told, that Lord Quiverwit being dead of his wounds, I had absconded,
in order to avoid the cognizance of the law. I asked, if people guessed
the occasion of the quarrel; and, understanding it was attributed to
his lordship's resentment of my reply in the Long Room, confirmed that
conjecture, glad to find Narcissa unsuspected. My friend, after I had
assured him that my antagonist was in no danger, wished me joy of the
event, than which, he said, nothing could happen more opportunely to
support the idea he had given of my character to his friends, among whom
he had been very assiduous in my behalf.

On the strength of this assurance, I went with him to the coffee-house,
where I was saluted by a great many of those very persons who had
shunned me the preceding day; and I found everybody making merry with
the story of Melinda's French gallant. While I remained in this place, I
received a message from Lord Quiverwit, desiring, if I were not engaged,
to see me at his house.

Thither I immediately repaired, and was conducted to an apartment where
I was received by his lordship in bed. When we were left by ourselves,
he thanked me in very polite terms for having used the advantage fortune
had given me over him with such moderation, and asked pardon for any
offence his resentment might have prompted him to commit. "I would
willingly," said he, "make you my friend; but, as it is impossible for
me to divest myself of my passion for Narcissa, I am too well convinced
of your sentiments, to think we shall ever agree on that subject. I took
the liberty, therefore, of sending for you, in order to own candidly,
that I cannot help opposing your success with that young lady; though,
at the same time I promise to regulate my opposition by the dictates of
justice and honour. This, however, I think proper to advertise you of,
that she has no independent fortune; and, if you should even succeed in
your addresses, you will have the mortification to see her reduced to
indigence, unless you have wherewithal to support her--and I am credibly
informed of your incapacity that way--nay, I will confess, that, urged
by this consideration, I have actually sent notice to her brother of the
progress I suspect you have made in her affection, and desired him
to take his precautions accordingly." Alarmed and provoked at this
information, I told his lordship, that I did not see how he could
reconcile that piece of conduct with his profession of open dealing, and
flung away from him in a passion.

As I walked homeward, in hope of hearing from my mistress as usual
by means of Miss Williams, I was surprised with the waving of a
handkerchief from the window of a coach-and-six that passed by me at
full speed: and upon further observation, I saw a servant on horseback
riding after it, who, I knew by his livery, belonged to the squire.
Thunderstruck with this discovery, the knowledge of my misfortune rushed
all at once upon my reflection! I guessed immediately that the signal
was made by the dear hand of Narcissa, who, being hurried away in
consequence of Lord Quiverwit's message to her brother, had no other
method of relating her distress, and imploring my assistance. Frantic
with this conjecture, I ran to my lodgings, snatched my pistols, and
ordered Strap to get post-horses, with such incoherence of speech and
disorder, that the poor valet, terrified with the suspicion of another
duel, instead of providing what I desired, went forthwith to Freeman,
who, being informed of my behaviour, came straight to my apartment, and
conjured me so pathetically to make him acquainted with the cause of my
uneasiness, that I could not refuse telling him my happiness was fled
with Narcissa, and that I must retrieve her or perish. He represented
the madness of such an undertaking, and endeavoured to divert me from
it with great strength of friendship and reason. But all his arguments
would have been ineffectual, had he not put me in mind of the dependence
I ought to have on the love of Narcissa, and the attachment of her maid,
who could not fail of finding opportunities to advertise me of their
situation; and at the same time demonstrated the injury my charmer's
reputation must suffer from my precipitate retreat. I was convinced and
composed by these considerations: I appeared in public with an air of
tranquillity, was well received by the best company in town, and,
my misfortune taking air, condoled accordingly: while I had the
satisfaction of seeing Melinda so universally discountenanced that she
was fain to return to London, in order to avoid the scoffs and censure
of the ladies at Bath. But, though the hope of hearing from the darling
of my soul supported my spirits a little while, I began to be very
uneasy, when, at the end of several weeks I found that expectation
disappointed. In short, melancholy and despondence took possession of my
soul; and, repining at that providence which, by acting the stepmother
towards me, kept me from the fruition of my wishes, I determined, in a
fit of despair, to risk all I had at the gaming table, with a view of
acquiring a fortune sufficient to render me independent for life; or of
plunging myself into such a state of misery, as would effectually crush
every ambitious hope that now tortured my imagination.

Actuated by this fatal resolution, I engaged in play, and, after
some turns of fortune found myself, at the end of three days, worth a
thousand pounds; but it was not my intention to stop there, for which
cause I kept Strap ignorant of my success, and continued my career until
I was reduced to five guineas, which I would have hazarded also, had
I not been ashamed to fall from a bet of two hundred pounds to such a
petty sum.

Having thus executed my scheme, I went home, amazed to find myself so
much at ease, and informed my friend Strap of my mischance with such
calmness, that he, imagining I joked, affected to receive the tidings
with great equanimity. But both he and I found ourselves mistaken very
soon. I had misinterpreted my own stupidity into deliberate resignation,
and he had reason to believe me in earnest when he saw me next morning
agitated with the most violent despair, which he endeavoured to
alleviate with all the consolation in his power.

In one of my lucid intervals, however, I charged him to take a place in
the stage coach for London; and, in the meantime, paid my debts in Bath,
which amounted to thirty shillings only. Without taking leave of my
friends, I embarked, Strap having the good fortune to find a return
horse, and arrived in town, without having met with anything remarkable
on the road. While we crossed Bagshot Heath, I was seized with a sort
of inclination to retrieve my fortune, by laying passengers under
contribution in some such place. My thoughts were so circumstanced
at this time, that I should have digested the crime of robbery, so
righteously had I concerted my plan, and ventured my life in the
execution, had I not been deterred by reflecting upon the infamy that
attends detection.

The apartment I formerly lived in being unengaged, I took possession
of it, and next day went in quest of Banter, who received me with open
arms, in expectation of having his bond discharged to his liking: but
when he understood what had happened, his countenance changed of a
sudden, and he told me, with a dryness of displeasure peculiar to
himself, that, if he were in my place, he would put it out of fortune's
power to play him such another trick, and be avenged of his own
indiscretion at once. When I desired him to explain his meaning, he
pointed to his neck, raised himself on his tiptoes, and was going away
without any further ceremony, when I put him in mind of my indigence,
and demanded the five guineas I had formerly lent him. "Five guineas?"
cried he; "zounds! had you acted with common prudence, you might have
had twenty thousand in your pocket by this time. I depended upon five
hundred from you, as much as if I had had notes for it in the bank; and
by all the rules of equity, you are indebted to me for that sum." I was
neither pleased nor convinced by this computation, and insisted on my
right with such determined obstinacy, that he was fain to alter his ton,
and appease my clamour by assuring me, that he was not master of five
shillings. Society in distress generally promotes good understanding
among people; from being a dun I descended to be a client, and asked
his advice about repairing my losses. He counselled me to have recourse
again to the gaming table, where I succeeded so well before, and put
myself in a condition by selling my watch. I followed his directions,
and, having accommodated him with a few pieces, went to the place, where
I lost every shilling.

Then I returned to my lodgings full of desperate resolution, and
having made Strap acquainted with my fate, ordered him to pawn my
sword immediately, that I might be enabled to make another effort. This
affectionate creature no sooner understood my purpose, than, seized with
insupportable sorrow at the prospect of my misery, he burst into tears,
and asked what I proposed to do after the small sum he could raise on
the sword should be spent. "On my own account" said he, "I am quite
unconcerned; for, while God spares me health and these ten fingers, I
can earn a comfortable subsistence anywhere; but what must become of
you, who have less humility to stoop, and more appetites to gratify?"
Here I interrupted him, by saying, with a gloomy aspect, I should never
want a resource while I had a loaded pistol in possession. Stupified
with horror at this dreadful insinuation, he stood mute for some
time and then broke out into "God of his infinite mercy enable you
to withstand that temptation of the devil! Consider your immortal
soul--there's no repentance in the grave! O Lord! that we ever should
have come to this! Are we not enjoined to resign ourselves to the will
of Heaven?--where is your patience?--Durum patientia frango--you are but
a young man--there may be many good things in store for you--accidit
in puncto quo non speratur in anno--remember your uncle, Mr. Bowling;
perhaps he is now on his voyage homeward, pleasing himself with the
hopes of seeing and relieving you; nay, peradventure, he has already
arrived, for the ship was expected about this time." A ray of hope
shot athwart my soul at this suggestion; I thanked my friend for
this seasonable recollection, and, after having promised to take no
resolution till his return, dismissed him to Wapping for intelligence.

In his absence I was visited by Banter, who, being informed of my bad
luck at play, told me that fortune would probably be one day weary of
persecuting me. "In the meantime," said he, "here's a letter for you,
which I received just now inclosed in one from Freeman." I snatched
it with eagerness, and knowing the superscription to be of Narcissa's
handwriting, kissed it with transport, and, having opened it, read,


"It is with great difficulty that I have stolen, from the observation of
those spies who are set over me, this opportunity of telling you, that
I was suddenly carried away from Bath by my brother, who was informed of
our correspondence by Lord Quiverwit whom, I since understand, you have
wounded in a duel on my account. As I am fully convinced of your honour
and love, I hope I shall never hear of such desperate proofs of either
for the future. I am so strictly watched that it will be impossible
for you to see me, until my brother's suspicion shall abate, or Heaven
contrive some other unforeseen event in our behalf. In the meantime, you
may depend on the constancy and affection of

"Your own "Narcissa.

"P. S. Miss Williams, who is my fellow prisoner, desires to be
remembered to you. We are both in good health, and only in pain for you,
especially as it will be impracticable for you to convey any message
or letter to the place of our confinement; for which reason pray desist
from the attempt, that, by miscarrying, might prolong our captivity.
"N--."

This kind letter afforded me great consolation: I communicated it to
Banter, and, at the same time, showed him her picture: he approved of
her beauty and good sense, and could not help owning that my neglect
of Miss Snapper was excusable, when such a fine creature engrossed my
attention.

I began to be reconciled to my fate, and imagined, that, if I could
contrive means of subsisting until my uncle should arrive, in case he
were not already at home, he would enable me to do something effectual
in behalf of my love and fortune; I therefore consulted Banter about
a present supply, who no sooner understood that I had credit, with
a tailor, than he advised me to take off two or three suits of rich
clothes, and convert them into cash, by selling them at half-price to
a salesman in Monmouth Street. I was startled at this proposal, which
I thought savoured a little of fraud; he rendered it palatable, by
observing that, in a few months, I might be in a condition to do
everybody justice; and, in the meantime, I was acquitted by the honesty
of my intention. I suffered myself to be persuaded by his salvo, by
which my necessity, rather than my judgment, was convinced; and, when
I found there were no accounts of the ship in which my uncle embarked,
actually put the scheme in practice, and raised by it five-and-twenty
guineas, paying him for his advice with the old five.






CHAPTER LXI

I am arrested--carried to the Marshalsea--find my old Acquaintance beau
Jackson in that Jail--he informs me of his Adventures--Strap arrives,
and with difficulty is comforted--Jackson introduces me to a Poet--I
admire his Conversation and Capacity--am deeply affected with my
Misfortune--Strap hires himself as a Journeyman Barber

But this expedient was in a few weeks followed with a consequence I
did not foresee. A player, having purchased one of the suits that were
exposed to sale, appeared in it on the stage one night, while my tailor
unfortunately happened to be present. He knew it immediately, and,
inquiring minutely into the affair, discovered my whole contrivance:
upon which he came into my lodgings, and telling me that he was very
much straightened for want of money, presented his bill, which amounted
to fifty pounds. Surprised at which unexpected address, I affected to
treat him cavalierly, swore some oaths, asked if he doubted my honour,
and telling him I should take care whom I dealt with for the future,
bade him come again in three days. He obeyed me punctually, demanded his
money, and finding himself amused with bare promises, arrested me that
very day in the street. I was not much shocked at this adventure, which,
indeed, put an end to a state of horrible expectation: but I refused
to go to a sponging-house, where I heard there was nothing but the
most flagrant imposition: and, a coach being called, was carried to the
Marshalsea, attended by a bailiff and his follower, who were very much
disappointed and chagrined at my resolution.

The turnkey, guessing from my appearance that I had money in my pocket,
received me with the repetition of the Latin word depone, and gave me to
understand, that I must pay beforehand for the apartment I should choose
to dwell in. I desired to see his conveniences, and hired a small paltry
bed-chamber for a crown a week, which, in any other place, would not
have let for half the money. Having taken possession of this dismal
habitation, I sent for Strap, and my thoughts were busied in collecting
matter of consolation to that faithful squire, when somebody knocked at
my door, which I no sooner opened, than a young fellow entered in very
shabby clothes and marvellous foul linen. After a low bow, he called
me by name, and asked if I had forgotten him. His voice assisted me
in recollecting his person, whom I soon recognised to be my old
acquaintance, Jackson, of whom mention is made in the first part of my
memoirs. I saluted him cordially, expressed my satisfaction at finding
him alive, and condoled him on his present situation, which, however,
did not seem to affect him much, for he laughed very heartily at the
occasion of our meeting so unexpectedly in this place. Our mutual
compliments being past, I inquired about his amour with the lady of
fortune, which seemed to be so near a happy conclusion when I had the
pleasure of seeing him last: and, after an immoderate fit of laughter,
he gave me to understand that he had been egregiously bit in that
affair. "You must know," said he, "that a few days after our adventure
with the bawd, and her b--ches, I found means to be married to that same
blue lady you speak of, and passed the night with her at her lodgings,
so much to her satisfaction, that early in the morning, after a good
deal of snivelling and sobbing, she owned, that, far from being an
heiress of great fortune, she was no other than a common woman of the
town, who had decoyed me into matrimony, in order to enjoy the privilege
of a femme couverte; and that, unless I made my escape immediately, I
should be arrested for a debt of her contracting, by bailiffs employed
and instructed for that purpose. Startled at this intimation, I rose in
a twinkling, and taking leave of my spouse with several hearty damns,
got safe into the verge of the court, where I kept snug, until I was
appointed surgeon's mate of a man-of-war at Portsmouth; for which place
I set out on Sunday, went on board of my ship, in which I sailed to the
Straits, where I had the good fortune to be made surgeon of a sloop that
came home a few months after, and was put out of commission: whereupon,
I came to London, imagining myself forgotten, and freed from my wife and
her creditors, but had not been in town a week, before I was arrested
for a debt of hers, amounting to twenty pounds, and brought to this
place, where I have been fixed by another action since that time.
However, you know my disposition, I defy care and anxiety; and being
on the half-pay list, make shift to live here tolerably easy." I
congratulated him on his philosophy, and, remembering that I was in his
debt, repaid the money he formerly lent me, which, I believe, was far
from being unseasonable. I then inquired about the economy of the place,
which he explained to my satisfaction; and, after we had agreed to mess
together, he was just now going to give orders for dinner when Strap
arrived.

I never in my life saw sorrow so extravagantly expressed in any
countenance as in that of my honest friend, which was, indeed,
particularly adapted by nature for such impressions. When we were left
by ourselves, I communicated to him my disaster, and endeavoured to
console him with the same arguments he had formerly used to me, withal
representing the fair chance I had of being relieved in a short time by
Mr. Bowling. But his grief was unutterable: he seemed to give attention
without listening, and wrung his hands in silence; so that I was in a
fair way of being infected by his behaviour, when Jackson returned, and,
perceiving the deference I paid to Strap, although in a footman's
habit, distributed his crumbs of comfort with such mirth, jollity
and unconcern, that the features of the distressed squire relaxed by
degrees; he recovered the use of speech, and began to be a little more
reconciled to this lamentable event. We dined together on boiled beef
and greens, brought from a cook's shop in the neighbourhood, and,
although this meal was served up in a manner little corresponding with
the sphere of life in which I had lately lived, I made a virtue of
necessity, ate with good appetite, and treated my friends with a bottle
of wine, which had the desired effect of increasing the good humour
of my fellow prisoner, and exhilarating the spirits of Strap, who now
talked cavalierly of my misfortune.

After dinner Jackson left us to our private affairs; when I desired my
friend to pack up all our things, and carry them to some cheap lodgings
he should choose for himself in the neighbourhood of the Marshalsea,
after he had discharged my lodgings, for which purpose I gave him money.
I likewise recommended to him the keeping my misfortune secret, and
saying to my landlord, or any other who should inquire for me, that
I was gone into the country for a few weeks: at the same time I laid
strong injunctions upon him to call every second day upon Banter, in
case he should receive any letter for me from Narcissa, by the channel
of Freeman; and by all means to leave a direction for himself at my
uncle's lodgings in Wapping, by which I might be found when my kinsman
should arrive.

When he departed to execute these orders (which by the bye were
punctually performed that very night), I found myself so little seasoned
to my situation, that I dreaded reflection, and sought shelter from it
in the company of the beau, who, promising to regale me with a lecture
upon taste, conducted me to the common side, where I saw a number of
naked miserable wretches assembled together. We had not been here many
minutes, when a figure appeared, wrapped in a dirty rug, tied about his
loins with two pieces of list, of different colours, knotted together;
having a black bushy beard, and his head covered with a huge mass of
brown periwig, which seems to have been ravished from the crown of some
scarecrow. This apparition, stalking in with great solemnity, made
a profound bow to the audience, who signified their approbation by a
general response of "How d'ye do, doctor!" He then turned towards us,
and honoured Jackson with a particular salutation, upon which my friend,
in a formal manner, introduced him to me by the name of Mr. Melopoyn.
This ceremony being over, he advanced into the middle of the
congregation, which crowded around him, and hemming three times, to
my utter astonishment, pronounced with great significance of voice and
gesture, a very elegant and ingenious discourse upon the difference
between genius and taste, illustrating his assertions with apt
quotations from the best authors, ancient as well as modern. When he had
finished his harangue, which lasted a full hour, he bowed again to the
spectators; not one of whom (I was informed) understood so much as
a sentence of what he had uttered. They manifested, however, their
admiration and esteem by voluntary contributions, which Jackson told
me, one week with another, amounted to eighteen pence. This moderate
stipend, together with some small presents that he received for making
up differences and deciding causes amongst the prisoners, just enabled
him to breathe and walk about in the grotesque figure I have described.
I understood also, that he was an excellent poet, and had composed
a tragedy, which was allowed by everybody who had seen it to be a
performance of great merit: that his learning was infinite, his morals
unexceptionable, and his modesty invincible. Such a character could not
fail of attracting my regard; I longed impatiently to be acquainted with
him, and desired Jackson would engage him to spend the evening in my
apartment. My request was granted; he favoured us with his company, and,
in the course of our conversation perceiving that I had a strong passion
for the Belles Lettres, acquitted himself so well on that subject, that
I expressed a fervent desire of seeing his productions. In this point
too he gratified my inclination; he promised to bring his tragedy to my
room next day, and in the meantime, entertained me with some detached
pieces, which gave me a very advantageous idea of his poetical talent.
Among other things I was particularly pleased with some elegies, in
imitation of Tibullus; one of which I beg leave to submit to the reader
as a specimen of his complexion and capacity:--


Where now are all my flattering dreams of joy? Monimia, give my soul her
wonted rest;-- Since first thy beauty fixed my roving eye, heart-gnawing
cares corrode my pensive breast!

Let happy lovers fly where pleasures call, With festive songs beguile
the fleeting hour, Lead beauty through the mazes of the ball, Or press
her wanton in love's roseate bower:

For me, no more I'll range the empurpled mead, Where shepherd's pipe and
virgins dance around, Nor wander through the woodbine's fragrant shade,
To hear the music of the grove resound.

I'll seek some lonely church, or dreary hall, Where fancy paints the
glimmering taper blue, Where damps hang mouldering on the ivy'd wall,
And sheeted ghosts drink up the midnight dew,

There, leagued with hopeless anguish and despair, A while in silence
o'er my fate repair: Then, with a long farewell to love and care, To
kindred dust my weary limbs consign.

Wilt thou, Monimia, shed a gracious tear On the cold grave where all my
sorrows rest? Strew vernal flowers, applaud my love sincere, And bid the
turf lie easy on my breast?

I was wonderfully affected with this pathetic complaint, which seemed so
well calculated for my own disappointment in love, that I could not help
attaching the idea of Narcissa to the name of Monimia, and of forming
such melancholy presages of my passion, that I could not recover
my tranquillity: and was fain to have recourse to the bottle, which
prepared me for a profound sleep that I could not otherwise have
enjoyed. Whether these impressions invited and introduced a train of
other melancholy reflections, or my fortitude was all exhausted in
the effort I made against despondence, during the first day of my
imprisonment, I cannot determine; but I awoke in the horrors, and found
my imagination haunted with such dismal apparitions, that I was ready
to despair: and I believe the reader will own, I had no great cause to
congratulate myself, when I considered my situation. I was interrupted
in the midst of these gloomy apprehensions by the arrival of Strap, who
contributed not a little to the re-establishment of my peace, by letting
me know that he had hired himself as a journeyman barber; by which means
he would be able not only to save me a considerable expense, but even
make shift to lay up something for my subsistence, after my money should
be spent, in case I should not be relieved before.






CHAPTER LXII

I read Melopoyn's Tragedy, and conceive a vast Opinion of his Genius--he
recounts his Adventures

While we ate our breakfast together, I made him acquainted with the
character and condition of the poet, who came in with his play at that
instant, and, imagining we were engaged about business, could not be
prevailed upon to sit; but, leaving his performance, went away. My
friend's tender heart was melted at the sight of a gentleman and
Christian (for he had a great veneration for both these epithets) in
such misery; and assented with great cheerfulness to a proposal I made
of clothing him with the our superfluities; a task with which he charged
himself, and departed immediately to perform it.

He was to sooner gone than I locked my door, and sat down to the
tragedy; which I read to the end with vast pleasure, not a little
amazed at conduct of the managers who had rejected it. The fable, in
my opinion, was well chosen and naturally conducted, the incidents
interesting, the characters beautifully contrasted, strongly marked, and
well supported; the diction poetical, spirited and correct; the unities
of the drama maintained with the most scrupulous exactness; the opening
gradual and engaging, the peripeteia surprising, and the catastrophe
affecting. In short, I judged it by the laws of Aristotle and Horace,
and could find nothing in it exceptionable but a little too much
embellishment in some few places, which objection he removed to my
satisfaction, by a quotation of Aristotle's poetics, importing, that the
least interesting parts of a poem ought to be raised and dignified by
the charms and energy of diction.

I revered his genius, and was seized with an eager curiosity to know the
particular events of a fortune so unworthy of his merit. At that
instant Strap returned with a bundle of clothes, which I sent with my
compliments to Mr. Melopoyn, as s small token of my regard, and
desired the favour of his company to dinner. He accepted my present
and invitation, and in less than half-an-hour made his appearance in
a decent dress, which altered his figure very much to his advantage. I
perceived by his countenance that his heart was big with gratitude, and
endeavoured to prevent his acknowledgments, by asking pardon for the
liberty I had taken; he made no reply, but, with an aspect full of
admiration and esteem, bowed to the ground, while the tears gushed from
his eyes. Affected with these symptoms of an ingenuous mind, I shifted
the conversation, and complimented him on his performance, which I
assured him afforded me infinite pleasure. My approbation made him
happy. Dinner being served, and Jackson arrived, I begged their
permission for Strap to sit at table with us, after having informed them
that he was a person to whom I was extremely obliged; they were kind
enough to grant that favour, and we ate together with great harmony and
satisfaction.

Our meal being ended, I expressed my wonder at the little regard Mr.
Melopoyn had met with from the world: and signified a desire of hearing
how he had been treated by the managers of the playhouses, to whom I
understood from Jackson, he had offered his tragedy without success.
"There is so little entertaining in the incidents of my life," said he,
"that I am sure the recital will not recompense your attention; but,
since you discover an inclination to know them I understand my duty too
well to disappoint your desire.

"My father, who was a curate in the country, being by the narrowness of
his circumstances hindered from maintaining me at the university, took
the charge of my education upon himself, and laboured with such industry
and concern in the undertaking, that I had little cause to regret the
want of public masters. Being at great pains to consult my natural bias,
He discovered in me betimes an inclination for poetry; upon which he
recommended to me an intimate acquaintance with the classics, in the
cultivation of which he assisted me with a paternal zeal and uncommon
erudition. When he thought me sufficiently acquainted with the ancients,
he directed my studies to the best modern authors, French and Italian
as well as English, and laid a particular injunction upon me make myself
master of my mother tongue.

"About the age of eighteen, I grew ambitious of undertaking a work of
some consequence; and, with my father's approbation, actually planned
the tragedy you have read; but, before I had finished four acts, that
indulgent parent died, and left my mother and me in very indigent
circumstances. A near relation, compassionating our distress, took us
into his family, where I brought my fable to a conclusion; and, soon
after that period my mother quitted this life. When my sorrow for this
melancholy event had subsided, I told my kinsman, who was a farmer,
that, having paid my last duty to my parent, I had now no attachment
to detain me in the country, and therefore was resolved to set out
for London, and offer my play to the stage, where I did not doubt of
acquiring a large share of fame as well as fortune; in which case I
should not be unmindful of my friends and benefactors. My cousin was
ravished with the prospect of my felicity, and willingly contributed
towards the expense of fitting me out for my expedition.

"Accordingly I took a place in the waggon, and arrived in town, where I
hired an apartment in a garret, willing to live as frugally as possible,
until I should know what I had to expect from the manager, to whom I
intended to offer my play. For, though I looked upon myself as perfectly
secure of a good reception, imagining that a patentee would be as eager
to receive as I to present my production, I did not know whether or not
he might be pre-engaged in favour of another author, a circumstance
that would certainly <DW44> my success. On this consideration, too, I
determined to be speedy in my application, and even to wait upon one of
the managers the very next day. For this purpose, I inquired my landlord
if he knew where either or both of them lived: and he, being curious
to know my business, and at the same time appearing to be a very honest
friendly man (a tallow chandler), I made him acquainted with my design,
upon which he told me that I went the wrong way to work; that I would
not find such easy access to a manager as I imagined; and that if I
delivered my performance without proper recommendation, it would be as
one to a thousand if ever it would be minded. "Take my advice," said he,
"and your business is done. One of the patentees is a good catholic,
as I am, and uses the same father who confesses me. I will make you
acquainted with this good priest, who is an excellent scholar, and if he
should approve of your play, his recommendation will go a great way
in determining Mr. Supple to bring it on the stage." I applauded his
expedient, and was introduced to the friar, who, having perused the
tragedy, was pleased to signify his approbation, and commended me in
particular for having avoided all reflections upon religion. He promised
to use all his influence with his son Supple in my behalf, and to inform
himself that very day at what time it was proper for me to wait upon him
with the piece. He was punctual in performing his engagement, and next
morning gave me to understand that he had mentioned my affair to the
manager, and that I had nothing more to do than to go to his house any
time in the forenoon, and make use of his name, upon which I should find
immediate admittance. I took his advice, put my performance in my bosom,
and, having received directions, went immediately to the house of Mr.
Supple, and knocked at the door, which had a wicket in the middle, faced
with a net-work of iron. Through this a servant having viewed me for
some time, demanded to know my business. I told him my business was
with Mr. Supple, and that I came from Mr. O'Varnish. He examined my
appearance once more, then went away, returned in a few minutes, and
said his master was busy, and could not be seen. Although I was a little
mortified at my disappointment, I was persuaded that my reception was
owing to Mr. Supple's ignorance of my errand: and, that I might meet
with no more obstructions of the same kind, I desired Mr. O'Varnish
to be my introductor the next time. He complied with my request, and
obtained immediate admittance to the manager, who received me with
the utmost civility, and promised to read my play with the first
convenience. By his own appointment I called again in a fortnight, but
he was gone out: I returned in a week after, and the poor gentleman
was extremely ill: I renewed my visit in a fortnight after that, and he
assured me he had been so much fatigued with business, that he had
not been able as yet to read it to an end, but he would take the first
opportunity: and, in the meantime, observed that what he had yet seen of
it was very entertaining. I comforted myself with this declaration a few
weeks longer, at the end of which I appeared again before his wicket,
was let in, and found him laid up with the gout. I no sooner entered
his chamber than, looking at me with a languishing eye, he said, "Mr.
Melopoyn, I'm heartily sorry for an accident that has happened during my
illness. You must know that my eldest boy, finding your manuscript upon
the table in the dining-room, where I used to read it, carried it into
the kitchen, and leaving it there, a negligent wench of a cook-maid,
mistaking it for waste paper, has expended it but a few leaves
in singing fowls upon the spit. But I hope the misfortune is not
irreparable, since, no doubt, you have several copies."

"I protest to you, my good friend, Mr. Random, I was extremely shocked
at this information; but the good-natured gentleman seemed to be so much
affected with my misfortune, that I suppressed my concern, and told him
that, although I had not another copy, I should be able to retrieve the
loss by writing another from my memory, which was very tenacious. You
cannot imagine how well pleased Mr. Supple was at this assurance; he
begged I would set about it immediately, and carefully revolve and
recollect every circumstance before I pretended to commit it to
paper, that it might be the same individual play that he had perused.
Encouraged by this injunction, which plainly demonstrated how much he
interested himself in the affair, I tasked my remembrance and industry,
and in three weeks produced the exact image of the former, which was
conveyed to him by my good friend Father O'Varnish, who told me next
day, that Mr. Supple would revise it superficially, in order to judge
of its sameness with the other, and then give his final answer. For
this examination I allotted a week: and, in full confidence of seeing it
acted in a little while, demanded an audience of the manager, when that
term was expired. But, alas! the season had slipped away insensibly. He
convinced me, that if my play had been put into rehearsal at the time,
it could not have been ready for performing until the end of March, when
the benefit nights came on; consequently, it would have interfered with
the interest of the players, whom it was not my business to disoblige.

"I was fain to acquiesce in these reasons, which, to be sure, were
extremely just; and to reserve my performance for the next season,
when he hoped I would not be so unlucky. Although it was a grievous
disappointment to me, who, by this time, began to want both money and
necessaries; having on the strength of my expectation from the theatre,
launched out into some extravagances, by which the sum I brought to
town was already almost consumed. Indeed, I ought to be ashamed at this
circumstance of my conduct; for my finances were sufficient, with
good economy, to have maintained me comfortably a whole year. You will
perhaps be amazed when I tell you that, in six months, I expended not a
farthing less than ten guineas: but, when one considers the temptations
to which a young man is exposed in this great city, especially if he
be addicted to pleasure, as I am, the wonder will vanish, or at least
abate. Nor was the cause of my concern limited to my own situation
entirely: I had written an account of my good reception to my kinsman
the farmer, and desired him to depend upon me for the money he had
kindly accommodated me with about the end of February, which promise
I now found myself unable to perform. However, there was no remedy but
patience: I applied to my landlord, who was a very good-natured man,
candidly owned my distress, and begged his advice in laying down some
plan for my subsistence; he readily promised to consult his confessor on
this subject, and, in the meantime, told me, I was welcome to lodge
and board with him until fortune should put it in my power to make
restitution.

"Mr. O'Varnish, being informed of my necessity, offered to introduce me
to the author of a weekly paper, who, he did not doubt, would employ
me in that way, provided he should find me duly qualified; but, upon
inquiry, I understood that this journal was calculated to foment
divisions in the commonwealth, and therefore I desired to be excused
from engaging in it. He then proposed that I should write something in
the poetical way, which I might dispose of to a bookseller for a pretty
sum of ready money, and, perhaps, establish my own character into the
bargain. This event would infallibly procure friends, and my tragedy
would appear next season to the best advantage, by being supported both
by interest and reputation. I was charmed with this prospect, and having
heard what friends Mr. Pope acquired by his pastorals, set about a work
of that kind, and in less than six weeks composed as many eclogues,
which I forthwith offered to an eminent bookseller, who desired me to
leave them for his perusal, and he would give an answer in two days. At
the end of that time, I went to him, when he returned the poems, telling
me, they would not answer his purpose, and sweetened his refusal by
saying there were some good clever lines in them. Not a little dejected
at this rebuff, which, I learned from Mr. O'Varnish, was owing to the
opinion of another author whom this bookseller always consulted on these
occasions, I applied to another person of the same profession, who told
me the town was cloyed with pastorals, and advised me, if I intended to
profit by my talents, to write something satirical or luscious, such as
the Button Hole, Shockey and Towner, The Leaky Vessel, etc, and yet this
was a man in years, who wore a reverend periwig, looked like a
senator, and went regularly to church. Be that as it will, I scorned
to prostitute my pen in the manner proposed, and carried my papers to a
third, who assured me that poetry was entirely out of his way; and asked
me if I had got never a piece of secret history, thrown into a series
of letters, or a volume of adventures, such as those of Robinson Crusoe,
and Colonel Jack, or a collection of Conundrums, wherewith to entertain
the plantations. Being quite unfurnished for this dealer, I had recourse
to another with as little success; and I verily believe, was rejected by
the whole trade.

"I was afterwards persuaded to offer myself as a translator, and
accordingly repaired to a person who was said to entertain numbers of
that class in his pay; he assured me, he had already a great deal of
that work on his hands, which he did not know what to do with; observed
that translations were a mere drug, that branch of literature being
overstocked with an inundation of authors from North Britain; and asked
what I would expect per sheet for rendering the Latin classics into
English. That I might not make myself too cheap, I determined to set a
high price upon my qualifications, and demanded half-a-guinea for every
translated sheet. "Half-a-guinea!" cried he, staring at me; then paused
a little, and said, he had no occasion for my service at present. I
found my error, and, resolving to make amends, fell one-half in my
demand; upon which he stared at me and told me his hands were full. I
attempted others without finding employment, and was actually reduced
to a very uncomfortable prospect, when I bethought myself of offering my
talents to the printers of half-penny ballads and other such occasional
essays, as are hawked about the streets. With this in view I applied to
one of the most noted and vociferous of this tribe, who directed me to a
person whom I found entertaining a whole crowd of them with gin, bread,
and cheese; he carried me into a little back parlour, very neatly
furnished, where I signified my desire of being enrolled among
his writers; and was asked what kind of composition I professed.
Understanding that my inclination leaned towards poetry, he expressed
his satisfaction, telling me one of his poets had lost his senses, and
was confined in Bedlam, and the other was become dozed with drinking
drams; so that he had not done anything tolerable these many weeks. When
I proposed that we should enter into terms of agreement, he gave me to
understand that his bargains were always conditional, and his authors
paid in proportion to the sale of their works.

"Having therefore settled these conditions, which (I do assure you) were
not very advantageous to me, he assigned me a subject for ballad, which
was to be finished in two hours; and I retired to my garret in order
to perform his injunction. As the theme happened to suit my fancy,
I completed a pretty sort of an ode within the time prescribed, and
brought it to him, big with hope of profit and applause. He read it in
a twinkling, and, to my utter astonishment, told me it would not do;
though indeed he owned I wrote a good hand, an spelled very well, but
my language was too high flown, and of consequence not at all adapted
to the capacity and taste of his customers. I promised to rectify that
mistake and in half an hour humbled my style to the comprehension of
vulgar readers; he approved of the alteration, and gave me some hopes
of succeeding in time, though he observed that my performance was very
deficient in the quaintness of expression that pleases the multitude:
however, to encourage me, he ventured the expense of printing and paper,
and, if I remember aright, my share of the sale amounted to fourpence
halfpenny.

"From that day I studied the Grub Street manner with great diligence,
and at length became such a proficient that my works were in
great request among the most polite of the chairmen, draymen,
hackney-coachmen, footmen, and servant maids: nay, I have enjoyed the
pleasure of seeing my productions adorned with cuts, pasted upon the
walls as ornaments in beer cellars and cobblers' stalls; and have
actually heard them sung in clubs of substantial tradesmen--but empty
praise (you know, my dear friend) will not supply the cravings nature.
I found myself in danger of starving in the midst of all my fame; for of
ten songs I composed, it was well if two had the good fortune to please.
For this reason I turned my thoughts to prose, and, during a tract of
gloomy weather, published an apparition, on the substance of which I
subsisted very comfortably a whole month; I have made many a good meal
upon a monster; a rape has often afforded me great satisfaction; but
a murder, well timed, was my never-failing resource. What then? I
was almost a slave to my employers, who expected to be furnished at
a minute's warning with prose and verse, just as they thought the
circumstances of the times required, whether the inclination was absent
or present. Upon my sincerity, Mr. Random, I have been so much pestered
and besieged by those children of clamour, that life became a burden to
me."






CHAPTER LXIII

The Continuation and Conclusion of Mr. Melopoyn's Story

'I made shift, notwithstanding, to maintain myself till the beginning
of next winter, when I renewed my addresses to my friend Mr. Supple, and
was most graciously received. "I have been thinking of your affair,
Mr. Melopoyn," said he, "and am determined to show how far I have
your interest at heart, by introducing you to a young nobleman of my
acquaintance, who is remarkable for his fine taste in dramatic writings,
and is besides a man of such influence that, if once he should approve
of your play, his patronage will support it against all the efforts
of envy and ignorance; for, I do assure you, that merit alone will not
bring success. I have already spoken of your performance to Lord Rattle,
and if you will call at my house in a day or two, you shall have a
letter of introduction to his lordship." I was sensibly touched with
this mark of Mr. Supple's friendship; and looking upon my affair as
already done, went home and imparted my good fortune to my landlord,
who, to render my appearance more acceptable to my patron, procured a
suit of new clothes for me on his own credit.

"Not to trouble you with idle particulars, I carried my tragedy to his
lordship's lodgings, and sent it up along with Mr. Supple's letter by
one of his servants, who desired me, by his lord's order, to return in
a week. I did so, and was admitted to his lordship, who received me very
courteously, told me he had perused my play, which he thought, on the
whole, was the best coup d'essai he had ever seen; but that he had
marked some places in the margin, which he imagined might be altered for
the better. I was transported with this reception, and promised (with
many acknowledgments of his lordship's generosity) to be governed solely
by his advice and direction."

"Well, then," said he, "write another fair copy with the alterations I
have proposed, and bring it to me as soon as possible; for I am resolved
to have it brought on the stage this winter." You may be sure I set
about this task with alacrity; and although I found his lordship's
remarks much more numerous and of less importance than I expected, I
thought it was not my interest to dispute upon trifles with my patron;
therefore new modelled it according to his desire in less than a month.

"When I waited upon him with the manuscript, I found one of the actors
at breakfast with his lordship, who immediately introduced him to my
acquaintance, and desired him to read a scene of my play. This task
he performed very much to my satisfaction, with regard to emphasis and
pronunciation; but he signified his disgust at several words in
every page, which I presuming to defend, Lord Rattle told me, with a
peremptory look, I must not pretend to dispute with him, who had been
a player these twenty years, and understood the economy of the stage
better than any man living. I was forced to submit; and his lordship
proposed the same actor should read the whole play in the evening,
before some gentlemen of his acquaintance, whom he would convene to his
lodgings for that purpose.

"I was present at the reading; and I protest to you, my dear friend, I
never underwent such a severe trial in the whole course of my life at
that juncture; for although the player might be a very honest man and a
good performer, he was excessively illiterate and assuming, and made
a thousand frivolous objections, which I was not permitted to answer.
However, the piece was very much applauded on the whole; the gentlemen
present, who, I understood, were men of fortune, promised to countenance
and support it as much as they could; and Lord Rattle, assuring me that
he would act the part of a careful nurse to it, desired me to carry it
home, and alter it immediately according to their remarks. I was fain to
acquiesce in his determination, and fulfilled his injunctions with all
the expedition in my power; but, before I could present the new copy,
my good friend Mr. Supple had disposed of his property and patent to one
Mr. Brayer; so that fresh interest was to be made with the new manager.
This task Lord Rattle undertook, having some acquaintance with him, and
recommended my performance so strongly that it was received.

"I looked upon myself now as upon the eve of reaping the fruits of
all my labour. I waited a few days in expectation of its being put in
rehearsal, and wondering at the delay, applied to my worthy patron, who
excused Mr. Brayer on account of the multiplicity of business in which
he was involved, and bade me beware of teasing the patentee. I treasured
up this caution, and exerted my particular three weeks longer; at the
end of which his lordship gave me to understand that Mr. Brayer had read
my play, and owned it had indubitable merit; but, as he had long been
pre-engaged to another author, he could not possibly represent it that
season; though, if I would reserve it for the next, and in the interim
make such alterations as he had proposed by observations on the margin,
I might depend upon his compliance.

"Thunderstruck at this disappointment, I could not, for some minutes,
utter one syllable. At length, however, I complained bitterly of the
manager's insincerity in amusing me so long, when he knew from the
beginning that he could not gratify my desire. But his lordship
reprimanded me for my freedom, said Mr. Brayer was a man of honour, and
imputed his behaviour with respect to me nothing else but forgetfulness.
And indeed I have had some reason, since that time, to be convinced of
his bad memory; for, in spite of appearances, I will not allow myself
to interpret his conduct in any other way. Lord Rattle observing me very
much affected with my disappointment, offered his interest to bring
on my play at the other house, which I eagerly accepting, he forthwith
wrote a letter of recommendation to Mr. Bellower, actor and prime
minister to Mr. Vandal, proprietor of that theatre, and desired me
to deliver it with my tragedy, without loss of time. Accordingly, I
hastened to his house, where after having waited a whole hour in the
lobby, I was admitted to his presence, and my performance received with
great state. He told me he was extremely busy at present, but he would
peruse it as soon as possible, and bade me to call again in a week.
I took my leave, not a little astonished at the pert and supercilious
behaviour of this stage player, who had not treated me with good
manners; and began to think the dignity of a poet greatly impaired
since the days of Euripides and Sophocles; but all this was nothing in
comparison of what I have since observed.

"Well, Mr. Random, I went back at the appointed time, and was told that
Mr. Bellower was engaged, and could not see me, I repeated my visit a
few days after, and having waited a considerable time was favoured with
an audience, during which, he said, he had not as yet read my play.
Nettled at this usage, I could contain myself no longer, but, telling
him, I imagined he would have paid more deference to Lord Rattle's
recommendation, demanded my manuscript with some expression of
resentment. "Ay," said he in a theatrical tone, "with all my heart."
Then pulling out the drawer of the bureau at which he sat, he took out
a bundle, and threw it upon a table that was near him, pronouncing the
word, "There!" with great disdain. I took it up, and perceiving with
some surprise, that it was a comedy, told him it did not belong to
me; upon which he offered another which I also disclaimed. A third was
produced, and rejected for the same reason. At length he pulled out a
whole bundle, and spread them before me, saying, "There are seven--take
which you please--or take them all." I singled out my own, and went
away, struck dumb with admiration at what I had seen--not so much on
account of his insolence, as of the number of new plays which from this
circumstance I concluded were yearly offered to the stage. You may be
sure, I did not fail to carry my complaint to my patron, who did not
receive it with all the indignation I expected; but taxed me with
precipitation, and told me I must lay my account with bearing with the
humours of the players, if I intended to write for the stage. "There is
now no other remedy," he said, "but to keep it till the next season for
Mr. Brayer, and alter it at your leisure, in the summer, according to
his directions." I was now reduced to a terrible alternative, either to
quit all hopes of my tragedy, from which I had all along promised myself
a large share of fortune and reputation, or to encounter eight long
months of adversity in preparing for and expecting its appearance. This
last penance, painful as it was, seemed most eligible to my reflection
at that time, and therefore I resolved to undergo it.

"Why should I tire you with particulars of my consequence? I wrestled
with extreme poverty until the time of my probation was expired; and
went to my Lord Rattle in order to remind him of my affair, when I
understood, to my great concern, that his lordship was just on the point
of going abroad, and which was still more unfortunate for me, Mr. Brayer
had gone into the country; so that my generous patron had it not in his
power to introduce me personally, as he intended: however, he wrote a
very strong letter to the manager in my favour, and put him in mind of
the promise he had made in behalf of my play.

"As soon as I was certified of Brayer's return, I went to his house with
this letter, but was told he was gone out. I called again next day early
in the morning, received the same answer, and was desired to leave
my name and business: I did so, and returned the day after, when
the servant still affirmed that his master was gone abroad; though I
perceived him, as I retired, observing me through a window. Incensed
at this discovery, I went to a coffee-house hard by, and, inclosing his
lordship's letter in one from myself, demanded a categorical answer.
I sent it to his house by a porter, who returned in a few minutes, and
told me Mr. Brayer would be glad to see me at that instant. I obeyed
the summons, and was received with such profusion of compliments and
apologies, that my resentment immediately subsided, and I was even in
pain for the concern which this holiest man showed at the mistake of his
servant, who, it seems, had been ordered to deny him to everybody but
me. He expressed the utmost veneration for his good and noble friend,
Lord Rattle, whom he should always be proud to serve; promised to peruse
the play with all dispatch, and give me a meeting upon it: and, as a
testimony of his esteem, made me a present of a general order for the
season, by which I should be admitted to any part of the theatre. This
was a very agreeable compliment to me, whose greatest pleasure consisted
in seeing dramatic performances, and you need not doubt that I often
availed myself of my privilege. As I had an opportunity of being behind
the scenes when I pleased, I frequently conversed with Mr. Brayer about
my play, and asked when he meant to put it into rehearsal; but he
had always so much business upon his hands, that it remained with
him unopened a considerable while; and I became very uneasy about the
season, that wasted apace, when I saw in the papers another new play
advertised, which had been written, offered, accepted, and rehearsed,
in the compass of three months. You may easily guess how much I was
confounded at this event! I own to you that, in the first transports of
my anger, I suspected Mr. Brayer of having acted towards me in the most
pitiful perfidious manner; and was actually glad at his disappointment
in the success of his favourite piece, which, by the strength of art,
lingered till the third night, and then died in a deplorable manner. But
now that passion has no share in my reflection, I am willing to ascribe
his behaviour to his want of memory or want of judgment, which, you
know, are natural defects, that are more worthy of compassion than
reproach.

"About this time I happened to be in company with a gentlewoman, who,
having heard of my tragedy, told me, she was well acquainted with the
wife of a gentleman who was very well known to a lady, who had great
interest with a person who was intimate with Earl Sheerwit: and that,
if I pleased, she would use her influence in my behalf. As this nobleman
had the character of a Maecenas in the nation, and could stamp a value
upon any work by his sole countenance and approbation, I accepted
her offer with eagerness, in full confidence of seeing my reputation
established, and my wishes fulfilled in a very short time, provided
that I should have the good fortune to please his lordship's taste. I
withdrew the manuscript from the hands of Mr. Brayer, and committed
it to the care of this gentlewoman, who laboured so effectually in my
interest, that in less than a month it was conveyed to the earl, and in
a few weeks after, I had the satisfaction to hear that he had read and
approved it very much. Transported with this piece of intelligence,
I flattered myself with the hopes of his interesting himself in its
favour, but, hearing no more of this matter in three whole months,
I began (God forgive me!) to suspect the veracity of the person who
brought me the good tidings; for I thought it impossible that a man
of his rank and character, who knew the difficulty of writing a good
tragedy, and understood the dignity of the work, should read and applaud
an essay of this kind, without feeling an inclination to befriend the
author, whom his countenance alone could raise above dependence. But it
was not long before I found my friend very much wronged by my opinion.

"You must know, that the civilities I had received from Lord Rattle, and
the desire he manifested to promote the success of my play, encouraged
me to write an account of my bad fortune to his lordship, who
condescended so far as to desire, by letter, a young squire of a
great estate, with whom he was intimate, to espouse my cause, and,
in particular, make me acquainted with one Mr. Marmozet, a celebrated
player, who had lately appeared on the stage with astonishing eclat, and
bore such sway in the house where he acted, that the managers durst not
refuse anything he recommended. The young gentleman, whom Lord Rattle
had employed for this purpose, being diffident of his own interest with
Mr. Marmozet, had recourse to a nobleman of his acquaintance, who,
at his solicitation, was so good as to introduce me to him; and the
conversation turning upon my performance, I was not a little surprised,
as well as pleased, to hear that Earl Sheerwit had spoken very much
in its praise, and even sent Mr. Marmozet the copy, with a message,
expressing a desire that he would act in it next season. Nor was this
favourite actor backward in commending the piece, which he mentioned
with such expressions of regard, that I do not choose to repeat:
assuring me that he would appear in it, provided he should be engaged
to play at all during the ensuing season. In the meantime, he desired I
would give him leave to peruse it in the country, whither he intended
to remove next day, that he might have leisure to consider and point out
such alterations as might, perhaps, be necessary for its representation;
and took my direction, that he might communicate by letter the
observations he should make. Trusting to these assurances, and the
interest which had been made in my behalf, I hugged myself in the
expectation of seeing it not only acted, but acted to the greatest
advantage, and this I thought could not fail of recompensing me in ample
manner for the anxiety and affliction I had undergone; but six weeks
being elapsed, I did not know how to reconcile Mr. Marmozet's silence
with his promise of writing to me in ten days after he set out for the
country; however, I was at last favoured with a letter, importing that
he had made some remarks on my tragedy, which he would freely impart at
meeting, and advised me to put it, without loss of time, into the hands
of that manager, who had the best company; as he himself was quite
uncertain whether or not he should be engaged that winter. I was a good
deal alarmed at this last part of his letter, and advised about it
with a friend, who told me, it was a plain indication of Mr. Marmozet's
desire to get rid of his promise; that his pretended uncertainty about
acting next winter was no other than a scandalous evasion; for, to his
certain knowledge, he was already engaged, or at least in terms, with
Mr. Vandal; and that his design was to disappoint me, in favour of a new
comedy, which he had purchased of the author, and intended to bring upon
the stage for his own advantage.

"In short, my dear sir, this person, who, I must own, is if a sanguine
complexion, handled the moral character of Mr. Marmozet with such
severity, that I began to suspect him of some particular prejudice,
and put myself upon my guard against his insinuations. I ought to crave
pardon for this tedious narration of trivial circumstances, which,
however interesting they may be to me, must certainly be very dry and
insipid to the ear of one unconcerned in the affair. But I understand
the meaning of your looks, and will proceed.

"Well, sir, Mr. Marmozet, upon his return to town, treated me with
uncommon complaisance, and invited me to his lodgings, where he proposed
to communicate his remarks, which, I confess, were more unfavourable
than I expected; but I answered his objections, and, as I thought,
brought him over to my opinion; for, on the whole, he signified the
highest approbation of the performance. In the course of our dispute,
I was not a little surprised to find this poor gentleman's memory so
treacherous, as to let him forget what he had said to me, before he went
out of town, in regard to Earl Sheerwit's opinion of my play, which
he now professed himself ignorant of; and I was extremely mortified at
hearing from his own mouth, that his interest with Mr. Vandal was so
very low as to be insufficient of itself to bring a new piece upon the
stage. I then begged his advice, and he counselled me to apply to Earl
Sheerwit, for a message in my favour to the manager, who would not
presume to refuse anything recommended by so great man; and he was so
kind as to promise to second this message with all his power. I
had immediate recourse to the worthy gentlewoman my friend, already
mentioned, who opened the channels of her conveyance with such
expedition, that in a few days I had a promise of the message, provided
I could assure myself of Mr. Vandal's being unengaged to any other
writer; for his lordship did not choose to condescend so far, until he
should understand that there was a probability (at least) of succeeding;
at the same time that blessed me with this piece of news, I was startled
at another, by the same channel of communication; which was, that Mr.
Marmozet, before he advised me to this application, had informed the
earl that he had read my play, and found it altogether unfit for the
stage. Though I could not doubt the certainty of this intelligence, I
believed there was some inapprehension in the case; and, without taking
any notice of it, told Mr. Marmozet the answer I had been favoured with;
and he promised to ask Mr. Vandal the question proposed. I waited upon
him in a day or two, when he gave me to understand, that Mr. Vandal
having professed himself free of all engagements, he had put my play
into his hands, and represented it as a piece strongly recommended by
Earl Sheerwit, who (he assured him) would honour him with a message
in its favour; and he desired me to call for an answer at Mr. Vandal's
house in three days. I followed his directions, and found the manager,
who being made acquainted with my business, owned that Mr. Marmozet
had given him a manuscript play, but denied that he had mentioned Earl
Sheerwit's name. When I informed him of the circumstances of the affair,
he said, he had no engagement with any author; that he would read my
tragedy forthwith; and did not believe he should venture to reject it
in contradiction to his lordship's opinion, for which he had the utmost
veneration, but put it into rehearsal without loss of time. I was
so much intoxicated with this encouragement, that I overlooked the
mysterious conduct of Mr. Marmozet, and attended the manager at the
time appointed, when, to my infinite confusion, he pronounced my play
improper for the stage, and rejected it accordingly. As soon as I could
recollect myself from the disorder into which this unexpected refusal
had thrown me, I expressed a desire of hearing his objections, which
were so groundless, indistinct, and unintelligible, that I persuaded
myself he had not at all perused the piece, but had been prompted by
somebody whose lessons he had not rightly retained. However, I have been
since informed that the poor man's head, which was not naturally very
clear, had been disordered with superstition, and that he laboured under
the tyranny of a wife, and the terrors of hellfire at the same time.

"Precipitated in this manner from the highest pinnacle of hope to
the abyss of despondence, I was ready to sink under the burden of
my affliction, and, in the bitterness of my anguish, could not help
entertaining some doubts of Mr. Marmozet's integrity, when I recollected
and compared the circumstances of his conduct towards me. I was
encouraged in this suspicion by being told that my Lord Sheerwit
had spoken of his character with great contempt: and, in particular,
resented his insolence in opposing his own taste to that of his
lordship, concerning my tragedy. While I hesitated between different
opinions of the matter, that friend, who (as I told you before) was
a little hot-headed, favoured me with a visit, and, having heard a
circumstantial account of the whole affair, could not contain his
indignation, but affirmed without ceremony that Mr. Marmozet was the
sole occasion of my disappointment; that he acted from first to last
with the most perfidious dissimulation, cajoling me with insinuating
civilities, while he underhand employed all his art and influence to
prejudice the ignorant manager against my performance; that nothing
could equal his hypocrisy but his avarice, which engrossed the faculties
of his soul so much, that he scrupled not to be guilty of the meanest
practices to gratify that sordid appetite; that, in consequence of this
disposition, he had prostituted his honour in betraying my inexperience,
and in undermining the interest of another author of established
reputation, who had also offered a tragedy to the stage, which he
thought would interfere with the success of the comedy he had bought,
and determined to bring on at all events.

"I was shocked at the description of such a monster, which I could
not believe existed in the world, bad as it is, and argued against the
asseverations of my friend, by demonstrating the bad policy of such
behaviour, which could not fail of entailing infamy upon the author;
and the small temptation that a man of Mr. Marmozet's figure and success
could have to consult his interest in such a grovelling manner,
which must create contempt and abhorrence of him in his patrons, and
effectually deprive him of the countenance and protection he now enjoys
in such an eminent degree. He pretended to laugh at my simplicity, and
asked, if I knew for which of his virtues he was so much caressed by
the people of fashion. "It is not," said he, "for the qualities of his
heart, that this little parasite is invited to the tables of dukes and
lords, who hire extraordinary cooks for his entertainment. His avarice
they see not, his ingratitude they feel not, his hypocrisy accommodates
itself to their humours, and is of consequence pleasing; but he is
chiefly courted for his buffoonery, and will be admitted into the
choicest parties of quality for his talent of mimicking Punch and his
wife Joan, when a poet of the most excellent genius is not able to
attract the least regard." God forbid, Mr. Random, that I should credit
assertions that degrade the dignity of our superiors so much, and
represent the poor man as the most abject of all beings! No, I looked
upon them as the hyperboles of passion; and though that comedy of which
he spoke did actually appear, I dare not doubt the innocence of Mr.
Marmozet, who, I am told, is as much as ever in favour with the earl;
a circumstance that, surely, could not be, unless he had vindicated his
character to the satisfaction of his lordship. Pray forgive this long
digression, and give me the hearing a little longer; for, thank heaven!
I am now near the goal.

"Baffled in all my attempts, I despaired of seeing my play acted; and
bethought myself of choosing some employment that might afford a sure,
though mean subsistence; but my landlord, to whom I was by this time
considerably indebted, and who had laid his account with having his
money paid all in a heap from the profits of my third night, could not
brook his disappointment, therefore made another effort in my behalf,
and, by dint of interest, procured a message from a lady of fashion
to Mr. Brayer, who had always professed a great veneration for her,
desiring that he would set up my play forthwith, and assuring him
that she and all her friends would support it in the performance. To
strengthen my interest, she engaged his best actors in my cause; and, in
short, exerted herself so much, that it was again received, and my hopes
began to revive. But Mr. Brayer, honest man, was so much engrossed by
business of vast consequence, though to appearance he had nothing at
all to do, that he could not find time to read it until the season was
pretty far advanced; and read it he must, for notwithstanding his having
perused it before, his memory did not retain one circumstance of the
matter.

"At length he favoured it with his attention, and having proposed
certain alterations, sent his duty to the lady who patronised it, and
promised, on his honour, to bring it on next winter, provided these
alterations should be made, and the copy delivered to him before the
end of April. With an aching heart, I submitted to these conditions,
and performed them accordingly: but fortune owed me another unforeseen
mortification; Mr. Marmozet, during the summer, became joint patentee
with Mr. Brayer, so that when I claimed performance of articles, I was
told he could do nothing without the consent of his partner, who was
pre-engaged to another author.

"My condition was rendered desperate by the death of my good friend and
landlord, whose executors obtained a judgment against my effects, which
they seized, turned me out into the streets naked, friendless, and
forlorn: there I was arrested at the suit of my tailor, and thrown into
the prison, where I have made shift to live these five weeks on the
bounty of my fellow prisoners, who, I hope, are not the worse for the
instruction and good offices by which I manifest my gratitude; but in
spite of all their charitable endeavours, my life was scarce tolerable,
until your uncommon benevolence enabled me to enjoy it with comfort."






CHAPTER LXIV

I am seized with a deep Melancholy, and become a Sloven--am relieved by
my Uncle--he prevails upon me to engage with his Owners, as a Surgeon
of the Ship which he commands--he makes me a considerable
Present--entertain Strap as his steward--I take leave of my Friends, and
go on Board--the Ship arrives in the Downs

I shall not make any reflection on this story, in the course of which
the reader must perceive how egregiously the simplicity and milky
disposition of this worthy man had been duped and abused by a set of
scoundrels, who were so habituated to falsehood and equivocation, that I
verily believed they would have found the utmost difficulty in uttering
one syllable of truth, though their lives had depended upon their
sincerity. Notwithstanding all I had suffered from the knavery
and selfishness of mankind, I was amazed and incensed by the base
indifference which suffered such uncommon merit as he possessed to
languish in obscurity, and struggle with all the miseries of a loathsome
gaol; and should have blessed the occasion that secluded me from such
a perfidious world, had not the remembrance of my amiable Narcissa
preserved my attachment to a society of which she constituted a part.
The picture of that lovely creature was the constant companion of
my solitude. How often did I contemplate the resemblance of those
enchanting features that first captivated my heart! how often did I weep
over those endearing scenes which her image recalled! and how often did
I curse my perfidious fate for having robbed me of the fair original!
In vain did my imagination flatter me with schemes of future happiness:
surly reason always interposed, and in a moment overthrew the
unsubstantial fabric, by chastising the extravagance of my hope, and
representing my unhappy situation in the right point of view. In vain
did I fly for refuge to the amusements of the place, and engage in the
parties of Jackson at cards, billiards, nine-pins, and fives; a train
of melancholy thoughts took possession of my soul, which even the
conversation of Melopoyn could not divert. I ordered Strap to inquire
every day at Banter's lodgings, in expectation of hearing again from my
charmer; and my disappointment considerably, augmented my chagrin. My
affectionate valet was infected with my sorrow, and often sat with me
whole hours without speaking, uttering sigh for sigh, and shedding tear
for tear. This fellowship increased our distemper; he became incapable
of business, and was discarded by his master; while I, seeing my money
melt away without any certainty of deliverance, and, in short, all
my hopes frustrated, grew negligent of life, lost all appetite, and
degenerated into such a sloven that during the space of three months
I was neither washed, shifted, nor shaved; so that my face, rendered
meagre with abstinence, was obscured with dirt, and overshadowed with
hair, and my whole appearance squalid and even frightful; when, one day,
Strap brought me notice, that there was a man below who wanted to speak
with me. Roused at this intelligence, and in full hopes of receiving a
letter from the dear object of my love, I ran downstairs with the utmost
precipitation. And found to my infinite surprise my generous uncle, Mr.
Bowling! Transported at the sight, I sprang forward to embrace him.
Upon which he started aside with great agility, drew his hanger, and put
himself upon his guard, crying, "Avast, brother, avast! Sheer off. Yo
ho! you turnkey, why don't you keep a better look out? Here's one of
your crazy prisoners broke from his lashings, I suppose." I could not
help laughing heartily at his mistake; but this I soon rectified by my
voice, which he instantly recollected, and shook me by the hand with
great affection, testifying his concern at seeing me in such a miserable
condition.

I conducted him to my apartment, where, in presence of Strap, whom I
introduced to him as one of my best friends, he gave me to understand,
that he was just arrived from the Coast Of Guinea, after having made a
pretty successful voyage, in which he had acted as mate, until the ship
was attacked by a French privateer, that the captain being killed during
the engagement, he had taken the command, and was so fortunate as to
sink the enemy; after which exploit he fell in with a merchant ship from
Martinico, laden with sugar, indigo and some silver and by virtue of his
letter of marque, attacked, took, and carried her safe into Kinsale in
Ireland, where she was condemned as a lawful prize; by which means he
had not only got a pretty sum of money, but also acquired the favour of
his owners, who had already conferred upon him the command of a large
ship, mounted with twenty nine-pounders, ready to sail upon a very
advantageous voyage, which he was not at liberty to discover. And he
assured me that it was with the greatest difficulty he found me, in
consequence of a direction left for him at his lodgings at Wapping.

I was rejoiced beyond measure at this account of his good fortune; and,
at his desire, recounted all the adventures that had happened to
me since we parted. When he understood the particulars of Strap's
attachment to me, he squeezed his hand very cordially, and promised to
make a man of him; then, giving me ten guineas for my present occasion,
took a direction for the tailor who arrested me, and went away in order
to discharge the debt, telling me at parting, that he would soon fetch
up all my leeway with a wet sail.

I was utterly confounded at this sudden transition, which affected me
more than any reverse I had formerly felt; and a crowd of incoherent
ideas rushed so impetuously upon my imagination, that my reason could
neither separate nor connect them; when Strap, whose joy had manifested
itself in a thousand fool-cries, came into my room with his shaving
utensils, and without any previous intimation, began to lather my beard,
whistling with great emotion all the while. I started from my reverie,
and, being too well acquainted with Strap to trust myself in his hands
while he was under such agitation, desired to be excused, sent for
another barber, and suffered myself to be trimmed. Having performed
the ceremony of ablution, I shifted, and dressing in my gayest apparel,
waited for the return of my uncle, who was agreeably surprised at my
sudden transformation.

This beneficent kinsman had satisfied my creditor, and obtained an order
for my discharge, so that I was no longer a prisoner; but, as I had some
reluctance to part with my friends and fellows in distress, I prevailed
upon Mr. Bowling to favour us with his company, and invited Mr. Melopoyn
and Jackson to spend the evening at my apartment, where I regaled them
with a supper, good wine, and the news of my release, on which they
heartily congratulated me, notwithstanding the loss of my company,
which, they were pleased to say, they should severely feel. As for
Jackson, his misfortune made so little impression on himself, and he was
altogether so loose, indifferent, and indiscreet, that I could scarce
pity his situation: but I had conceived a veneration and friendship
for the poet, who was, in all respects, an object much more worthy
of compassion and regard. When our guests withdrew, and my uncle had
retired, with an intention of visiting me next morning, I made up a
bundle of some linen and other necessaries; and, bidding Strap carry
them to Mr. Melopoyn's lodgings, went thither myself, and pressed it
upon his acceptance, with five guineas, which, with much difficulty, he
received, assuring me at the same time, that he should never have it in
his power to make satisfaction. I then asked if I could serve him in any
other way; to which he answered, "You have already done too much;" and,
unable to contain the emotions of his soul any longer, burst into tears,
and wept aloud. Moved at this spectacle, I left him to his repose, and,
when my uncle returned in the morning, represented his character in
such a favourable light, that the honest seaman was affected with his
distress, and determined to follow my example, in presenting him with
five pieces more; upon which, that I might save him some confusion, I
advised Mr. Bowling to inclose it in a letter to be delivered by Strap,
after we should be gone.

This was accordingly done. I took a formal leave of all my acquaintance
in the gaol; and, just as I was about to step into a hackney coach at
the gate, Jackson calling me, I returned, and he asked me in a whisper,
if I could lend him a shilling! His demand being so moderate, and in all
likelihood the last he would make upon me, I slipped a guinea into his
hand, which he no sooner perceived, than he cried, "O Jesus, a guinea!"
then laying hold of a button of my coat, broke out into laughter; and
when his immoderate fit of convulsion was ended, told me I was an
honest fellow, and let me go. The coachman was ordered to drive to Mr.
Bowling's lodgings, where, when we arrived, he entered into a serious
discourse with me, on the subject of my situation, and proposed that I
should sail with him in quality of his surgeon; in which case he
would put me in a method of getting a fortune in a few years by my own
industry; and assured me, that I might expect to inherit all that he
should die possessed of, provided I should survive him. Though I was
penetrated with a sense of his generosity, l was startled at a proposal
that offered violence to my love, and signified my sentiments on that
head, which he did not seem to relish; but observed that love was the
fruit of idleness, that when once I should be employed in business, and
my mind engaged in making money, I should be no more troubled with
these silly notions, which none but your fair-weathered Jacks, who have
nothing but their pleasure to mind, ought to entertain. I was piqued at
this insinuation, which I looked upon as a reproach, and, without giving
myself time to deliberate, accepted his offer. He was overjoyed at
my compliance, carried me immediately to his chief owner, with whom a
bargain was struck; so that then I could not retract with honour, had I
been ever so much averse to the agreement. That I might not have time to
cool, he bade me draw out a list of medicines for a complement of five
hundred men, adapted to the distempers of hot climates and sufficient
for a voyage of eighteen months; and carry it to a certain wholesale
apothecary, who would also provide me in two well-qualified mates.
While I was thus employed Strap came in, and looked very blank, when
he understood my resolution: however, after a pause of some minutes,
he insisted upon going along with me; and at my desire was made ship's
steward by Captain Bowling, who promised to be at the expense of fitting
him out, and to lend him two hundred pounds to purchase an adventure.

When I had delivered my list of medicines, chosen a couple of my own
countrymen for mates, and bespoke a set of chirurgical instruments,
my uncle told me, that by his last voyage he had cleared almost three
thousand pounds, one-third of which he would immediately make over and
put into my hands; that he would procure for me credit to the value of
as much wore in such goods as would turn to best account in the country
to which we were bound; and that, although he looked upon my interest
as his own, he would keep the remaining part of his fortune in his own
disposal, with a view of preserving his independence, and the power
of punishing me, in case I should not make a good use of what he had
already bestowed.

Without troubling the reader with an account of the effect which this
surprising generosity had upon my mind, I shall only say, that his
promises were instantly performed, and an invoice of merchandise proper
for the voyage presented to me, that I might purchase the goods,
and ship them with all expedition. In the midst of this hurry, the
remembrance of my charming Narcissa often interposed, and made me the
most miserable of all mortals. I was distracted with the thought of
being torn from her, perhaps for ever; and though the hope of seeing her
again might have supported me under the torments of separation, I could
not reflect upon the anguish she must feel at parting with me, and the
incessant sorrows to which her tender bosom would be exposed during
my absence, without being pierced with the deepest affliction! As my
imagination was daily and nightly upon the rack to invent some method
of mitigating this cruel stroke, or at least of acquitting my love and
honour in the opinion of this gentle creature, I at length stumbled upon
an expedient, with which the reader will be made acquainted in due
time; and, in consequence of my determination, became less uneasy and
disturbed.

My business being finished, and the ship ready to sail, I resolved to
make my last appearance among my acquaintance at the other end of the
town, where I had not been since my imprisonment; and as I had, by the
advice of my uncle, taken off some very rich clothes for sale, I put
on the gayest suit in my possession, and went in a chair to the
coffee-house I used to frequent, where I found my friend Banter so
confounded at the magnificence of my dress, that, when I made up to him,
he gazed at me with a look of astonishment, without being able, for
some minutes, to open his lips; then pulling me aside by the sleeve, and
fixing his eyes on mine, accosted me thus: "Random, where the devil have
you been! eh? What is the meaning of all this finery? Oho! I understand
you. You are just arrived from the country! what, the roads are good,
eh? Well, Random, you are a bold fellow, and a lucky fellow! but take
care, the pitcher goes often to the well, but is broke at last." So
saying, he pointed to his collar; by which gesture, and the broken
hints he had ejaculated, I found he suspected me of having robbed on
the highway; and I laughed very heartily at his supposition. Without
explaining myself any further, I told him he was mistaken in his
conjecture; that I had been for some time past with the relation of whom
he had frequently heard me speak; and that, as I should set out next
day upon my travels, I had come to take my leave of my friends, and to
receive of him the money he had borrowed from me, which, now that I
was going abroad, I should certainly have occasion for. He was a little
disconcerted at this demand; but, recollecting himself in a moment,
swore in an affected passion, that I had used him extremely ill, and he
would never forgive me for having, by this short warning, put it out of
his power to free himself of an obligation he could no longer bear. I
could not help smiling at this pretended delicacy, which I commended
highly, telling him he needed not to be uneasy on that score, for I
would give him a direction to a merchant in the city, with whom I would
leave a discharge on the sum, to be delivered upon payment. He professed
much joy at this expedient, and with great eagerness asked the person's
name and place of abode, which he forthwith wrote in his pocket-book,
assuring me, that he should not be long in my debt. This affair, which I
knew he should never after think of, being settled to his satisfaction,
I sent cards to all my friends, desiring the favour of their company at
a tavern in the evening, when they honoured my invitation, and I had
the pleasure of treating them in a very elegant manner, at which they
expressed equal admiration as applause. Having enjoyed ourselves till
midnight, I took my leave of them, and was well nigh stifled with
caresses: next day, I set out with Strap in a postchaise for Gravesend,
where we went on board; and the wind serving, weighed anchor in less
than twelve hours. Without meeting with any accident, we reached the
Downs, where we were obliged to come to an anchor, and wait for an
easterly wind to carry us out of the Channel.






CHAPTER LXV

I set out for Sussex--consult Mrs. Sagely--achieve an Interview with
Narcissa--return to the Ship--we get clear of the Channel--I learn our
Destination--we are chased by a large Ship--the company are dismayed,
and encouraged by the Captain's speech--our pursuer happens to be an
English Man of War--we arrive at the Coast of Guinea, purchase four
hundred <DW64>s--sail for Paraguay, get safe into the River of Plate,
and sell our Cargo to great Advantage

It was now I put in execution the scheme I had projected at London; and
asking leave of the captain for Strap and me to stay on shore till the
wind should become favourable, my request was granted, because he had
orders to remain in the Downs until he should receive some dispatches
from London, which he did not expect in less than a week. Having
imparted my resolution to my trusty valet, who (though he endeavoured
to dissuade me from such a rash undertaking) would not quit me in the
enterprise, I hired horses, and set out immediately for that part of
Sussex where my charmer was confined, which was not above thirty miles
distant from Deal, where we mounted. As I was perfectly well acquainted
with the extent of the squire's estate and influence, I halted within
five miles of his house, where we remained till the twilight, at which
time we set forward, and, by the favour of a dark night, reached a copse
about half-a-mile from the village where Mrs. Sagely lived. Here we
left our horses tied to a tree, and went directly to the house of my
old benefactress, Strap trembling all the way, and venting ejaculatory
petitions to heaven for our safety. Her habitation being quite solitary,
we arrived at the door without being observed, when I ordered my
companion to enter by himself; and, in case there should be company with
her, deliver a letter which I had writ for that purpose, and say that a
friend of hers in London, understanding that he intended to travel this
road, had committed it to his care. He rapped at the door, to which
the good old matron coming, told him that, being a lone woman, he must
excuse her, if she did not open it, until he had declared his name and
business. He answered, that his name was unknown to her, and that
his business was to deliver a letter, which (to free her from all
apprehension) he would convey to her through the space between the door
and threshold. This he instantly performed: and she no sooner read the
contents, which specified my being present, than she cried, "If the
person who wrote this letter be at hand, let him speak, that I may be
assured by his voice whether or not I may safely admit him." I forthwith
applied my mouth to the keyhole, and pronounced, "Dear mother, you need
not be afraid, it is I, so much indebted to your goodness, who now
crave admittance." She knew my voice, and opening the door immediately,
received me with a truly maternal affection, manifesting, by the tears
she let fall, her concern lest I should be discovered, for she had been
informed of everything that had happened between Narcissa and me from
the dear captive's own mouth. When I explained the motive of my journey,
which was no other than a desire of seeing the object of my love before
I should quit the kingdom, that I might in person convince her of the
necessity I was under to leave her, reconcile her to that event, by
describing the advantages that in all probability would attend it,
repeat my vows of eternal constancy, and enjoy the melancholy pleasure
of a tender embrace at parting. I say, when I had thus signified my
intention, Mrs. Sagely told me, that Narcissa, upon her return from
Bath, had been so strictly watched that nobody but one or two of the
servants devoted to her brother, was admitted to her presence, that
afterwards she had been a little enlarged, and was permitted to see
company; during which indulgence, she had been several times at the
cottage; but of late she had been betrayed by one of the servants, who
discovered to the squire, that he had once carried a letter from her to
the post-house directed to me; upon which information she was now more
confined than ever, and that I could have no chance of seeing her,
unless I would run the risk of getting into the garden, where she and
her maid were every day allowed to take the air, and lie hid until I
should have an opportunity of speaking to them--an adventure attended
with such danger, that no man in his right wits would attempt it. This
enterprise, hazardous as it was, I resolved to perform, in spite of
all the arguments of Mrs. Sagely, who reasoned, chid, and entreated by
turns; and the tears and prayers of Strap, who conjured me on his knees,
to have more regard to myself as well as to him, than to attempt my
own destruction in such a precipitate manner. I was deaf to but the
suggestions of my love; and ordering him to return immediately with the
horses to the inn from whence we set out, and wait for my coming in that
place, he at first peremptorily refused to leave me, until I persuaded
him, that if our horses should remain where they were till daylight,
they would certainly be discovered, and the whole country alarmed. On
this consideration, he took his leave in a sorrowful plight, kissed my
hand, and, weeping, cried "God knows if ever I shall see you again."
My kind landlady, finding me obstinate, gave me her best advice how to
behave in the execution of my project: and after having persuaded me to
take a little refreshment, accommodated me with a bed, and left me to my
repose. Early in the morning I arose, and armed with a couple of loaded
pistols and a hanger, went to the back part of the squire's garden,
climbed over the wall, and, according to Mrs. Sagely's direction,
concealed myself in a thicket, hard by an alcove that terminated a walk
at a good distance from the house, which (I was told) my mistress mostly
frequented. Here I absconded from five o'clock in the morning to six in
the evening, without seeing a human creature; at last I perceived two
women approaching, whom, by my throbbing heart, I soon recognised to be
the adorable Narcissa and Miss Williams. I felt the strongest agitation
of soul at the sight; and guessing, that they would repose themselves in
the alcove, stopped into it unperceived, and hid upon the stone table a
picture of myself in miniature, for which I had sat in London, purposing
to leave it with Narcissa before I should go abroad. I exposed it in
this manner, as an introduction to my own appearance, which, without
some previous intimation, I was afraid might have an unlucky effect
upon the delicate nerves of my fair enslaver; and then withdrew into
the thicket, where I could hear their discourse, and suit myself to the
circumstance of the occasion. As they advanced, I observed an air of
melancholy in the countenance of Narcissa, blended with such unspeakable
sweetness, that I could scarce refrain from flying into her arms, and
kissing away the pearly drop that stood collected in each bewitching
eye. According to my expectation, she entered the alcove, and perceiving
something on the table, took it up. No sooner did she cast her eye upon
the features, than, startled at the resemblance, she cried, "Good
God!" and the roses instantly vanished from her cheeks. Her confidante,
alarmed at this exclamation, looked at the picture; and, struck with the
likeness, exclaimed, "Jesus! the very features of Mr. Random!" Narcissa,
having recollected herself a little, said, "Whatever angel brought
it hither as a comfort to me in my affliction, I am thankful for the
benefit, and will preserve it as the dearest object of my care." So
saying, she kissed it with surprising ardour, shed a flood of tears, and
then deposited the lifeless image in her lovely bosom. Transported at
these symptoms of her unaltered affection, I was about to throw myself
at her feet, when Miss Williams, whose reflection was less engaged than
that of her mistress, observed that the picture could not transport
itself hither, and that she could not help thinking I was not far off.
The gentle Narcissa, starting at this conjecture, answered, "Heaven
forbid! for although nothing in the universe could yield me satisfaction
equal to that of his presence for one poor moment, in a proper place,
I would rather forfeit his company--almost for ever, than see him here,
where his life would be exposed to so much danger." I could no longer
restrain the impulse of my passion, but, breaking from my concealment,
stood before her, when she uttered a fearful shriek, and fainted in the
arms of her companion. I flew towards the treasure of my soul, clasped
her in my embrace, and with the warmth of my kisses, brought her again
to life. Oh that I were endowed with the expression of a Raphael, the
graces of a Guido, the magic touches of a Titian, that I might represent
the fond concern, the chastened rapture and ingenuous blush, that
mingled on her beauteous face, when she opened her eyes upon me,
and pronounced, "O heavens! is it you?" I am afraid I have already
encroached upon the reader's patience with the particulars of
this amour, of which (I own) I cannot help being impertinently
circumstantial. I shall therefore omit the less material passages of
this interview, during which I convinced her reason, though I could not
appease the sad presages of her love, with regard to the long voyage
and dangers I must undergo. When we had spent an hour (which was all she
could spare from the barbarity of her brother's vigilance) in lamenting
over our hard fate, and in repeating our reciprocal vows, Miss Williams
reminded us of the necessity there was for our immediate parting; and,
sure, lovers never parted with such sorrow and reluctance as we. But
because my words are incapable of doing justice to this affecting
circumstance, I am obliged to draw a veil over it, and observe, that I
returned in the dark to the house of Mrs. Sagely, who was overjoyed
to hear of my success, and opposed the tumults of my grief with
such strength of reason, that my mind regained, in some measure, its
tranquillity; and that very night, after having forced upon the good
gentlewoman a purse of twenty guineas, as a token of my gratitude and
esteem, I took my leave of her, and set out on foot for the inn, where
my arrival freed honest Strap from the horrors of unutterable dread.

We took horse immediately, and alighted early next morning at Deal,
where I found my uncle in great concern on account of my absence,
because he had received his despatches, and must have weighed with the
first fair wind, whether I had been on board or not. Next day, a brisk
easterly gale springing up, we set sail, and in eight and forty hours
got clear of the Channel.

When we were about two hundred leagues to westward of the Land's End,
the captain, taking me apart into the cabin, told me that, now he
was permitted by his instructions, he would disclose the intent and
destination of our voyage. "The ship," said he, "which has been fitted
out at a great expense, is bound for the coast of Guinea, where we shall
exchange part of our cargo for slaves and gold dust, from whence we will
transport our <DW64>s to Buenos Ayres in New Spain, where (by virtue
of passports, obtained from our own court, and that of Madrid) we will
dispose of them and the goods that remain on board for silver, by means
of our supercargo, who is perfectly well acquainted with the coast,
the lingo, and inhabitants." Being thus let into the secret of our
expedition, I borrowed of the supercargo a Spanish grammar, dictionary,
and some other books of the same language, which I studied with such
application that, before we arrived in New Spain, I could maintain
a conversation with him in that tongue. Being arrived in the warm
latitudes, I ordered (with the captain's consent) the whole ship's
company to be blooded and purged, myself undergoing the same
evacuation, in order to prevent those dangerous fevers to which northern
constitutions are subject in hot climates; and I have reason to believe,
that this precaution was not unserviceable, for we lost but one sailor
during our whole passage to the coast.

One day, when we had been about five weeks at sea, we descried to
windward a large ship bearing down upon us with all the sail she could
carry. Upon which, my uncle ordered the studding-sails to be hoisted
and the ship to be cleared for engaging; but, finding that (to use the
seaman's phrase) we were very much wronged by the ship which had us in
chase, and by this time had hoisted French colours, he commanded the
studding-sails to be taken in, the courses to be clowed up, the main
topsail to be backed, the tompions to be taken out of the guns, and
every man to repair to his quarters. While every body was busied in the
performance of these orders, Strap came upon the quarter-deck, trembling
and looking aghast, and, with a voice half-suppressed by fear, asked if
I thought we were a match for the vessel in pursuit of us. Observing
his consternation, I said, "What! are you afraid, Strap." "Afraid! (he
replied); n-n-no; what should I be afraid of? I thank God I have a clear
conscience; but I believe it will be a bloody battle, and I wish you
may not have occasion for another hand to assist you in the cockpit." I
immediately perceived his drift, and making the captain acquainted with
his situation, desired he might be stationed below with me and my
mates. My uncle, incensed at his pusillanimity, bade me send him down
instantly, that his fear might not infect the ship's company; whereupon
I told the poor steward that I had begged him for my assistant, and
desired him to go down and help my mates to get ready the instruments
and dressings. Notwithstanding the satisfaction he must have felt at
those tidings, he affected a shyness of quitting the upper deck; and
said, he hoped I did not imagine he was afraid to do his duty above
board; for he believed himself as well prepared for death as any man in
the ship, no disparagement to me or the captain. I was disgusted at this
affectation; and, in order to punish his hypocrisy, assured him he might
take his choice, either of going down to the cockpit with me, or staying
upon deck during the engagement. Alarmed at this indifference, he
replied, "Well, to oblige you, I'll go down, but remember it is more
for your sake than my own." So saying, he disappeared in a twinkling,
without waiting for an answer.

By this time, we could observe two tier of guns in the ship which
pursued us, and which was now but two short miles astern. This discovery
had an evident effect upon the sailors, who did not scruple to say, that
we should be torn to pieces, and blown out of the water, and that, if
in case any of them should lose their precious limbs, they must go a
begging for life, for there was no provision made by the merchants
for those poor souls who are maimed in their service. The captain,
understanding this, ordered the crew abaft, and spoke to them thus: "My
lads, I am told you hang an a--se. I have gone to sea thirty years, a
man and a boy, and never saw English sailors afraid before. Mayhap you
may think I want to expose you for the lucre of gain. Whosoever thinks
so, thinks a d--ned lie, for my whole cargo is insured; so that, in case
I should be taken, my loss would not be great. The enemy is stronger
than we, to be sure. What then? have we not a chance for carrying away
one of her masts, and so get clear of her? If we find her too hard for
us, 'tis but striking at last. If any man is hurt in the engagement,
I promise on the word of an honest seaman, to make him a recompense
according to his loss. So now, you that are lazy, lubberly, cowardly
dogs, get away and skulk in the hold and bread-room; and you, that are
jolly boys, stand by me, and let us give one broadside for the honour
of Old England." This eloquent harangue was so well adapted to the
disposition of his hearers, that one and all of them, pulling off their
hats, waved them over their heads, and saluted him with three cheers;
upon which he sent his boy for two large case-bottles of brandy: having
treated every man with a dram, they repaired to their quarters, and
waited impatiently for the word of command. I must do my uncle the
justice to say, that in the whole of his disposition, he behaved with
the utmost intrepidity, conduct, and deliberation. The enemy being very
near, he ordered me to my station, and was just going to give the word
for hoisting the colours, and firing, when the supposed Frenchman hauled
down his white pennant, jack, and ensign, hoisted English ones, and
fired a gun a-head of us. This was a joyful event to Captain Bowling,
who immediately showed his colours, and fired a gun to leeward; upon
which the other ship ran alongside of us, hailed him, and, giving him
to know that she was an English man-of-war of forty guns, ordered him
to hoist out his boat and come on board. This command he obeyed with the
more alacrity, because, upon inquiry, he found that she was commanded
by an old messmate of his, who was overjoyed to see him, detained him to
dinner, and sent his barge for the supercargo and me, who were very much
caressed on his account. As this commander was destined to cruise upon
the French in the latitude of Martinico, his stem and quarters were
adorned with white fleurs-de-lis, and the whole shell of the ship so
much disguised for a decoy to the enemy, that it was no wonder my uncle
did not know her, although he had sailed on board of her many years.
We kept company with her four days, during which time the captains were
never asunder, and then parted, our course lying different from hers.

In less than fortnight after our separation, we made the land of Guinea,
near the mouth of the River Gambia; and trading along the coast as far
to the southward of the Line as Angola and Bengula, in less than six
months disposed of the greatest part of our cargo, and purchased four
hundred <DW64>s, my adventure having been laid out in gold dust.

Our complement being made up, we took our departure from Cape Negroe,
and arrived in the Rio de la Plata in six weeks, having met with nothing
remarkable in our voyage, except an epidemic fever, not unlike the jail
distemper, which broke out among our slaves and carried off a good many
of the ship's company; among whom I lost one of my mates, and poor Strap
had well nigh given up the ghost. Having produced our passport to the
Spanish governor, we were received with great courtesy, sold our slaves
in a very few days, and could have put off five times the number at
our own price; though we were obliged to smuggle the rest of our
merchandise, consisting of European bale-goods, which however we made
shift to dispose of at a great advantage.






CHAPTER LXVI

I am invited to the Villa of a Spanish Don, where we went with an
English Gentleman, and make a very interesting discovery--we leave
Buenos Ayres, and arrive at Jamaica

Our ship being freed from the disagreeable lading of <DW64>s, to whom,
indeed, I had been a miserable slave since our leaving the coast of
Guinea, I began to enjoy myself, and breathe with pleasure the pure
air of Paraguay, this part of which is reckoned the Montpelier of South
America, and has obtained, on account of its climate, the name of Buenos
Ayres. It was in this delicious place that I gave myself entirely up to
the thoughts of my dear Narcissa, whose image still kept possession
of my breast, and whose charms, enhanced by absence, appeared to my
imagination, if possible, more engaging than ever! I calculated the
profits of my voyage, which even exceeded my expectation; resolved to
purchase sinecure upon my arrival in England, and if I should find the
squire as averse to me as ever, marry his sister by stealth; and in case
our family should increase, rely on the generosity of my uncle, who was
by this time worth a considerable sum.

While I amused myself with these agreeable projects, and the
transporting thoughts of enjoying Narcissa, we were very much caressed
by the Spanish gentlemen, who frequently formed parties of pleasure
for our entertainment, in which we made excursions a good way into the
country. Among those who signalised themselves by their civility to us,
was one Don Antonio de Ribera, a very polite young gentleman, with whom
I had contracted an intimate friendship, who invited us one day to his
country house, and, as a further inducement to our compliance, promised
to procure for us the company of an English Signor, who had been settled
in those parts many years and acquired the love and esteem of the whole
province by his affability, good sense, and honourable behaviour.

We accepted his invitation, and set out for his villa, where we had not
been longer than an hour, when the person arrived in whose favour I had
been so much prepossessed. He was a tall man, remarkably well shaped, of
a fine mien and appearance, commanding respect, and seemed to be turned
of forty; the features of his face were saddened with a reserve and
gravity, which in other countries would have been thought the effect of
melancholy; but here appeared to have been contracted by his commerce
with the Spaniards, who are remarkable for that severity of countenance.
Understanding from Don Antonio that we were his countrymen, he saluted
us all round very complacently, and fixing his eyes attentively on me,
uttered a deep sigh. I had been struck with a profound veneration for
him at his first coming into the room; and no sooner observed this
expression of his sorrow, directed, as it were, in a particular manner
to me, that my heart took part in his grief; I sympathised involuntarily
and sighed in my turn. Having asked leave of our entertainer, he
accosted us in English, professed his satisfaction at seeing so many of
his countrymen in such a remote place, and asked the captain, who went
by the name of Signor Thoma, from what part of Britain he had sailed
and whither he was bound. My uncle told him that we had sailed from the
River Thames, and were bound for the same plane by the way of Jamaica,
where we intended to take in a lading of sugar.

Having satisfied himself in these and other particulars about the state
of the war, he gave us to understand, that he had a longing desire
to revisit his native country, in consequence of which he had already
transmitted to Europe the greatest part of his fortune in neutral
bottoms, and would willingly embark the rest of it with himself in our
ship, provided the captain had no objection to such a passenger. My
uncle very prudently replied, that for his part he should be glad of his
company, if he could procure the consent of the governor, without which
he durst not take him on board, whatever inclination he had to oblige
him. The gentleman approved of his discretion, and telling him that
there would be no difficulty in obtaining the connivance of the
governor, who was his good friend, shifted the conversation to another
subject.

I was overjoyed to hear his intention, and already interested myself so
much in his favour that, had he been disappointed, I should have been
very unhappy. In the course of our entertainment, he eyed me with
uncommon attachment, I felt a surprising attraction towards him; when
he spoke, I listened with attention and reverence; the dignity of his
deportment filled me with affection and awe; and, in short, the emotions
of my soul, in presence of this stranger, were strong and unaccountable.

Having spent the best part of the day with us, he took his leave,
telling Captain Thoma, that he should hear from him in a short time. He
was no sooner gone than I asked a thousand questions about him of Don
Antonio, who could give me no other satisfaction than that his name was
Don Rodrigo, that he had lived fifteen or sixteen years in these parts,
was reputed rich, and supposed to have been unfortunate in his younger
years, because he was observed to nourish a pensive melancholy, even
from the time of his first settlement among them; but that nobody had
ventured to inquire into the cause of his sorrow, in consideration of
his peace, which might suffer in the recapitulation of his misfortunes.

I was seized with an irresistible desire of knowing the particulars of
his fate, and enjoyed not an hour of repose during the whole night,
by reason of the eager conceptions that inspired me with regard to his
story, which I resolved (if possible) to learn. Next morning, while
we were at breakfast, three mules, richly caparisoned, arrived with a
message from Don Rodrigo, desiring our company, and that of Don Antonio,
at his house, which was situated about ten miles further up in the
country. I was pleased with this invitation, in consequence of which
we mounted the mules which he had provided for us, and alighted at his
house before noon. Here we were splendidly entertained by the generous
stranger, who still seemed to show a particular regard for me, and after
dinner made me a present of a ring, set with a beautiful amethyst, the
production of that country, saying, at the same time, that he was once
blessed with a son, who, had he lived, would have been nearly of my age.
This observation, delivered with a profound sigh, made my heart throb
with violence: a crowd of confused ideas rushed upon my imagination,
which, while I endeavoured to unravel, my uncle perceived my absence of
thought, and tapping me on the shoulder, said, "Oons, are you asleep,
Rory?" Before I had time to reply, Don Rodrigo, with uncommon eagerness
of voice and look, pronounced, "Pray, captain, what is the young
gentleman's name?" "His name," said my uncle, "is Roderick Random."
"Gracious Powers!" cried the stranger, starting up--"And his mother's?"
"His mother," answered the captain, amazed, "was called Charlotte
Bowling." "O bounteous Heaven!" exclaimed Don Rodrigo, springing across
the table, and clasping me in his arms, "my son! my son! have I
found thee again? do I hold thee in my embrace, after having lost and
despaired of seeing thee so long?" So saying, he fell upon my neck, and
wept aloud with joy; while the power of nature operating strongly in my
breast. I was lost in rapture, and while he pressed me to his heart, let
fall a shower of tears in his bosom. His utterance was choked up a
good while by the agitation of his soul; at length he broke out into
"Mysterious Providence!--O my dear Charlotte, there yet remains a pledge
of our love! and such a pledge!--so found! O infinite Goodness, let me
adore thy all-wise decrees!" Having thus expressed himself, he kneeled
upon the floor, lifted up his eyes and hands to heaven, and remained
some minutes in silent ecstacy of devotion. I put myself in the
same posture, adored the all-good Dispenser in a prayer of mental
thanksgiving: and when his ejaculation was ended, did homage to my
father, and craved his paternal blessing. He hugged me again with
unutterable fondness, and having implored the protection of Heaven upon
my head, raised me from the ground, and presented me as his son to the
company, who wept in concert over this affecting scene. Among the rest,
my uncle did not fail to discover the goodness and joy of his heart.
Albeit unused to the melting mood, he blubbered with great tenderness,
and wringing my father's hand, cried, "Brother Random, I'm rejoiced
to see you--God be praised for this happy meeting!" Don Rodrigo,
understanding that he was his brother-in-law, embraced him
affectionately, saying, "Are you my Charlotte's brother? Alas! unhappy
Charlotte! but why should I repine? we shall meet again, never more to
part! Brother, you are truly welcome. Dear son, I am transported with
unspeakable joy! This day is a jubilee--my friends and servants shall
share my satisfaction."

While he dispatched messengers to the gentlemen in the neighbourhood, to
announce this event, and gave orders for a grand entertainment, I was
so much affected with the tumults of passion, which assailed me on this
great, sudden, and unexpected occasion, that I fell sick, fevered,
and in less than three hours became quite delirious: so that the
preparations were countermanded, and the joy of the family converted
into grief and despair. Physicians were instantly called, I was
plentifully blooded in the foot, my lower extremities were bathed in a
decoction of salutiferous herbs: in ten hours after I was taken ill
I enjoyed a critical sweat, and next day felt the remains of the
distemper, but an agreeable lassitude, which did not hinder me from
getting up. During the progress of this fever, which, from the term
or its duration, is called ephemera, my father never once quitted my
bedside, but administered the prescriptions of the physicians with the
most pious care; while Captain Bowling manifested his concern by the
like attendance. I no sooner found myself delivered from this disease,
than I bethought myself of my honest friend Strap; and resolving to make
him happy forthwith in the knowledge of my good fortune, told my
father in general, that I had been infinitely obliged to this faithful
adherent, and begged he would indulge me so far as to send for him,
without letting him know my happiness, until he could receive an account
of it from my own mouth.

My request was instantly complied with, and a messenger with a spare
mule despatched to the ship, carrying orders from the captain to
the mate, to send the steward by the bearer. My health being, in the
meantime, re-established, and my mind composed I began to relish this
important turn of my fortune, in reflecting upon the advantages with
which it must be attended; and, as the idea of my lovely Narcissa always
joined itself to every scene of happiness I could imagine, I entertained
myself now with the prospect of possessing her in that distinguished
sphere to which she was entitled by her birth and qualifications. Having
often mentioned her name while I was deprived of my senses, my
father guessed that there was an intimate connection between us, and
discovering the picture which hung in my bosom by ribbon, did not doubt
that it was the resemblance of my amiable mistress. In this belief he
was confirmed by my uncle, who told him that it was the picture of a
young woman, to whom I was under promise of marriage. Alarmed at
this piece of information, Don Rodrigo took the first opportunity of
questioning me about the particulars of this affair, which when I
had candidly recounted, he approved of my passion, and promised to
contribute all in his power towards its success. Though I never doubted
his generosity, I was transported on this occasion, and throwing myself
at his feet, told him, he had now completed my happiness, for, without
the possession of Narcissa I should be miserable among all the pleasures
of life. He raised me with a smile of paternal fondness; said he knew
what it was to be in love; and observed that, if he had been as tenderly
beloved by his father as I was by mine, he should not now perhaps have
cause--here he was interrupted by a sigh, the tear rushed into his eye,
suppressed the dictates of his grief, and the time being opportune,
desired me to relate the passages of my life, which my uncle had
told him were manifold and surprising. I recounted the most material
circumstances of my fortune, to which he listened with wonder and
attention, manifesting from time to time the different emotions which
my different situations may be supposed to have raised in a parent's
breast; and, when my detail was ended, blessed God for the adversity I
had undergone, which, he said, enlarged the understanding, improved the
heart, steeled the constitution, and qualified a young man for all
the duties and enjoyments of life much better than any education which
affluence could bestow.

When I had thus satisfied his curiosity, I discovered an inclination to
hear the particulars of his story, which he gratified by beginning with
his marriage, and proceeded to the day of his disappearing, as I have
related in the first part of my memoirs. "Careless of life," continued
he, "and unable to live in a place where every object recalled the
memory of my dear Charlotte, whom I had lost through the barbarity of an
unnatural parent, I took my leave of you, my child, then an infant, with
a heart full of unutterable woe, but little suspecting that my father's
unkindness would have descended to my innocent orphan; and setting out
alone at midnight for the nearest seaport, early next morning got on
board a ship, bound, as I had heard, for France; and, bargaining with
the master for my passage, bade a long adieu to my native country, and
put to sea with the first fair wind. The place of our destination was
Granville, but we had the misfortune to run upon a ridge of rocks near
the Island of Alderney, called the Caskets, where the sea running high,
the ship went to pieces, the boat sunk alongside, and every soul on
board perished, except myself, who, by the assistance of a grating got
ashore on the coast of Normandy. I went directly to Caen, where I was so
lucky as to meet with a count, whom I had formerly known in my travels;
with this gentleman I set out for Paris, where I was recommended by him
and other friends, as tutor to a young nobleman, whom I accompanied to
the court of Spain. There we remained a whole year, at the end of which
my pupil being recalled by his father, I quitted my office, and stayed
behind, by the advice of a certain Spanish grandee, who took me into his
protection, and introduced me to another nobleman, who was afterwards
created viceroy of Peru. He insisted on my attending, him to his
government of the Indies, where, however, by reason of my religion,
it was not in his power to make my fortune any other way than by
encouraging me to trade, which I had not long prosecuted when my patron
died, and I found myself in the midst of strangers, without one friend
to support or protect me. Urged by this consideration, I sold my
effects, and removed to this country, the governor of which, having been
appointed by the viceroy, was my intimate acquaintance. Here has heaven
prospered my endeavours, during a residence of sixteen years, in which
my tranquillity was never invaded but by the remembrance of your mother,
whose death I have in secret mourned without ceasing, and the reflection
of you, whose fate I could never learn notwithstanding all my
inquiries by means of my friends in France, who, after the most strict
examination, could give me no other account than that you went abroad
six years ago, and was never after heard of. I could not rest satisfied
with this imperfect information, and, though my hope of finding you
was but languid, resolved to go in quest of you in person; for which
purpose, I have remitted to Holland the value of twenty thousand pounds,
and am in possession of fifteen thousand more, with which I intended
to embark myself on board of Captain Bowling, before I discovered this
amazing stroke of Providence, which, you may be sure, has not altered my
intention."

My father, having entertained us with this agreeable sketch of his life,
withdrew, in order to relieve Don Antonio, who, in his absence, had done
the honours of his house; and I was just dressed for my appearance among
the guests, when Strap arrived from the ship.

He no sooner entered the grand apartment in which I was, and saw the
magnificence of my apparel, than his speech was lost in amazement, and
he gaped in silence at the objects that surrounded him. I took him by
the hand, observed that I had sent for him to be a witness and sharer
of my happiness, and told him I had found a father. At these words he
started, and, after having continued some minutes with his mouth
and eyes wide open, cried, "Ah!--odd, I know what! go thy ways, poor
Narcissa, and go thy ways somebody else--well--Lord, what a thing is
love! God help us! are all our mad pranks and protestations come to
this? And have you fixed your habitation in this distant land? God
prosper you--I find we must part at last--for I would not leave my poor
carcase so far from my native home, for all the wealth of the universe!"
With these ejaculations, he began to sob and make wry faces; upon which
I assured him of his mistake, both in regard to my staying in Paraguay,
and informed him, as briefly as I could, of the great event that had
happened. Never was rapture more ludicrously expressed than in the
behaviour of this worthy creature, who cried, laughed, whistled, sung,
and danced, all in a breath. His transport was scarce over, when my
father entered, who no sooner understood that this was Strap, than he
took him by the hand, saying, "Is this the honest man who befriended you
so much in your distress? You are welcome to my house, and I will soon
put it in the power of my son to reward you for your good offices in
his behalf; in the meantime go with us and partake of the repast that is
provided." Strap, wild as he was with joy, would by no means accept
of the proffered honour, crying, "God forbid! I know my distance--your
worship shall excuse me." And Don Rodrigo, finding his modesty
invincible, recommended him to his major-domo, to be treated with the
utmost respect; while he carried me in a large saloon, where I was
presented to a numerous company, who loaded me with compliments and
caresses, and congratulated my father in terms not proper for me to
repeat.

Without specifying the particulars of our entertainment, let it
suffice to say, it was at the same time elegant and sumptuous, and
the rejoicings lasted two days; after which, Don Rodrigo settled his
affairs, converted his effects into silver and gold, visited and
took leave of all his friends, who were grieved at his departure, and
honoured me with considerable presents; and, coming on board of my
uncle's ship, with the first fair wind we sailed from the Rio de la
Plata, and in two months came safe to an anchor in the harbour of
Kingston, in the Island of Jamaica.






CHAPTER LXVII

I visit my old Friend Thompson--we set sail for Europe--meet with an odd
Adventure--arrive in England--I ride across the Country from Portsmouth
to Sussex--converse with Mrs. Sagely, who informs me of Narcissa's
being in London--in consequence of this Intelligence, I proceed to
Canterbury--meet with my old friend Morgan--arrive in London--visit
Narcissa--introduce my Father to be--he is charmed with her good sense
and beauty--we come to a Determination of demanding her Brother's
Consent to our Marriage

I inquired, as soon as I got ashore, about my generous companion, Mr.
Thompson, and hearing that he lived in a flourishing condition upon the
estate left him by his wife's father, who had been dead some years, I
took horse immediately, with the consent of Don Rodrigo, who had heard
me mention him with great regard, and in a few hours reached the place
of his habitation.

I should much wrong the delicacy of Mr. Thompson's sentiments to say
barely he was glad to see me: he felt all that the most sensible and
disinterested friendship could feel on this occasion, introduced me to
his wife, a very amiable young lady, who had already blessed him with
two fine children, and being as yet ignorant of my circumstances,
frankly offered me the assistance of his purse and interest. I thanked
him for his generous intention, and made him acquainted with my
situation, on which he congratulated me with great joy, and, after I had
stayed with him a whole day and night, accompanied me back to Kingston,
to wait upon my father, whom he invited to his house. Don Rodrigo
complied with his request, and, having been handsomely entertained
during the space of a week, returned extremely well satisfied with the
behaviour of my friend and his lady, to whom, at parting, he presented a
very valuable diamond ring, as a token of his esteem. During the course
of my conversation with Mr. Thompson, he gave me to understand, that his
old commander Captain Oakum was dead some months, and that, immediately
after his death, a discovery had been made of some valuable effects
that he had feloniously secreted out of a prize by the assistance of Dr.
Mackshane, who was now actually in prison on that account, and, being
destitute of friends, subsisted solely on the charity of my friend,
whose bounty he had implored in the most abject manner, after having
been the barbarous occasion of driving him to that terrible extremity
on board of The Thunder, which we have formerly related. Whatsoever this
wretch had been guilty of, I applauded Mr. Thompson's generosity towards
him in his distress, which wrought so much upon me also, that I sent
him ten pistoles, in such a private manner that he could never know his
benefactor.

While my father and I were caressed among the gentlemen on shore,
Captain Bowling had written to his owners, by the packet, which sailed
a few days after our arrival, signifying his prosperous voyage hitherto,
and desiring them to insure his ship and cargo homeward bound: after
which precaution he applied himself so heartily to the task of loading
his ship that, with the assistance of Mr. Thompson, she was full in less
than six weeks. This kind gentleman likewise procured for Don Rodrigo
bills upon London for the greatest part of his gold and silver, by which
means it was secured against the risk of the seas and the enemy; and,
before we sailed, supplied us with such large quantities of all kinds
of stock, that not only we, but the ship's company, fared sumptuously
during the voyage.

Everything being ready, we took our leave of our kind entertainers, and,
going on board at Port Royal, set sail for England on the first day
of June. We beat up to windward, with fine easy weather, and one night
believing ourselves near Cape Tiberon, lay to, with an intention to wood
and water next morning in the bay. While we remained in this situation,
a sailor, having drunk more new rum than he could carry, staggered over
board, and, notwithstanding all the means that could be used to preserve
him, went to the bottom, and disappeared. About two hours after
this melancholy accident happened, as I enjoyed the cool air on the
quarter-deck, I heard a voice rising, as it were, out of the sea
and calling, "Ho, the ship ahoy!" Upon which one of the men upon the
forecastle cried, "I'll be d--n'd if that an't Jack Marlinspike, who
went overboard!" Not a little surprised at this event, I jumped into the
boat that lay alongside, with the second mate and four men, and rowing
towards the place from whence the voice (which repeated the hail) seemed
to proceed, we perceived something floating upon the water. When we
had rowed a little further, we discerned it to be a man riding upon a
hencoop, who, seeing us approach, pronounced with a hoarse voice, "D--n
your bloods! why did you not answer when I hailed?" Our mate, who was
a veritable seaman, hearing his salute, said, "By G--, my lads, this is
none of our man. This is the devil--pull away for the ship." The fellows
obeyed his command without question, and were already some fathoms on
our return, when I insisted on their taking up the poor creature, and
prevailed upon them to go back to the wreck, which when we came near
the second time, and signified our intention, we received an answer of
"Avast, avast--what ship, brother?" Being satisfied in this particular,
he cried, "D--n the ship, I was in hopes it had been my own--where are
you bound?" We satisfied his curiosity in this particular too; upon
which he suffered himself to be taken on board, and, after having been
comforted with a dram, told us, he belonged to the Vesuvio man-of-war,
upon a cruise off the island of Hispaniola; that he had fallen overboard
four-and-twenty hours ago, and the ship being under sail, they did not
choose to bring to, but tossed a hencoop overboard for his convenience,
upon which he was in good hopes of reaching the Cape next morning:
howsomever, he was as well content to be aboard of us because he did
not doubt that we should meet his ship, and if he had gone ashore in
the bay, he might have been taken prisoner by the French. My uncle
and father were very much diverted with the account of this fellow's
unconcerned behaviour; and in two days, meeting with the Vesuvio, as he
expected, sent him on board of her, according to his desire.

Having beat up successfully the windward passage, we stretched to the
northward, and falling in with a westerly wind, in eight weeks arrived
in the soundings, and in two days after made for the Lizard. It is
impossible to express the joy I felt at the sight of English ground! Don
Rodrigo was not unmoved, and Strap shed tears of gladness. The sailors
profited by our satisfaction, the shoe that was nailed to the mast being
quite filled with our liberality. My uncle resolved to run up into the
Downs at once, but the wind shifting when we were abreast of the Isle of
Wight, he was obliged to turn into St. Helen's, and come to Spithead,
to the great mortification of the crew, thirty of whom were immediately
pressed on board a man-of-war.

My father and I went ashore immediately at Portsmouth, leaving Strap
with the captain to go round with the ship and take care of our effects;
and I discovered so much impatience to see my charming Narcissa, that my
father permitted me to ride across the country to her brother's house;
while he should hire a post-chaise for London, where he would wait for
me at a place to which I directed him.

Fired with all the eagerness of passion, I took post that very night,
and in the morning reached an inn about three miles from the squire's
habitation; here I remained till next morning, allaying the torture of
my impatience with the rapturous hope of seeing that divine creature
after an absence of eighteen months, which, far from impairing, had
raised my love to the most exalted pitch! Neither were my reflections
free from apprehensions: that something intervened in spite of all my
hope, and represented her as having yielded to the importunity of her
brother and blessed the arms of a happy rival. My thoughts were even
maddened with the fear of her death; and, when I arrived in the dark
at the house of Mrs. Sagely, I had not for some time courage to desire
admittance, lest my soul should be shocked with dismal tidings. At
length, however, I knocked, and no sooner certified the good gentlewoman
of my voice than she opened the door, and received me with the most
affectionate embrace, that brought tears into her aged eyes: "For
heaven's sake, dear mother," cried I, "tell me how is Narcissa? is she
the same that I left her?" She blessed my ears with saying, "She is as
beautiful, in as good health, and as much yours as ever." Transported at
this assurance, I begged to know if I could not see her that very night,
when this sage matron gave me to understand that my mistress was in
London, and that things were strangely altered in the squire's house
since my departure; that he had been married a whole year to Melinda,
who at first found means to wean his attention so much from Narcissa,
that he became quite careless of that lovely sister, comforting himself
with the clause in his father's will, by which she should forfeit her
fortune, by marrying without his consent: that my mistress, being but
indifferently treated by her sister-in-law, had made use of her freedom
some months ago, and gone to town, where she was lodged with Miss
Williams, in expectation of my arrival; and had been pestered with the
addresses of Lord Quiverwit, who, finding her heart engaged, had fallen
upon a great many shifts to persuade her that I was dead; but, finding
all his artifices unsuccessful, and despairing of gaining her affection,
he had consoled himself for her indifference, by marrying another lady
some weeks ago, who had already left him on account of some family
uneasiness. Besides this interesting information, she told me there was
not a great deal of harmony between Melinda and the squire, who was so
much disgusted at the number of gallants who continued to hover about
her even after her marriage, that he had hurried her down into
the country, much against her own inclination, where their mutual
animosities had risen to such a height, that they preserved no decency
before company or servants, but abused one another in the grossest
terms.

This good old gentlewoman, to give me a convincing proof of my dear
Narcissa's unalterable love, gratified me with a sight of the last
letter she had favoured her with, in which I was mentioned with so much
honour, tenderness, and concern, that my soul was fired with impatience,
and I determined to ride all night, that I might have it the sooner in
my power to make her happy. Mrs. Sagely, perceiving my eagerness, and
her maternal affection being equally divided between Narcissa and me,
begged leave to remind me of the sentiments with which I went abroad,
that would not permit me for any selfish gratification to prejudice the
fortune of that amiable young lady, who must entirely depend upon me,
after having bestowed herself in marriage. I thanked her for her kind
concern, and as briefly as possible described my flourishing situation,
which afforded this humane person infinite wonder and satisfaction. I
told her, that now I had an opportunity to manifest my gratitude for
the many obligations I owed, I would endeavour to make her old age
comfortable and easy; as a step to which I proposed she should come
and live with Narcissa and me. This venerable gentlewoman was so much
affected with my words, that the tears ran down her ancient cheeks; she
thanked heaven that I had not belied the presages she had made, on her
first acquaintance with me; acknowledging my generosity, as she called
it, in the most elegant and pathetic expressions; but declined my
proposal, on account of her attachment to the dear melancholy cottage
where she had so peacefully consumed her solitary widowhood. Finding
her immovable on this subject, I insisted on her accepting a present of
thirty guineas, and took my leave, resolving to accommodate her with the
same sum annually, for the more comfortable support of the infirmities
of old age.

Having rode all night, I found myself at Canterbury in the morning,
where I alighted to procure fresh horses; and, as I walked into the inn,
perceived an apothecary's on the other side of the street, with the name
of Morgan over the door; alarmed at this discovery, I could not help
thinking that my old messmate had settled in this place, and upon
inquiry found my conjecture true, and that he was married lately to a
widow in that city, by whom he had got three thousand pounds. Rejoiced
at this intelligence, I went to his shop as soon as it was open, and
found my friend behind the counter, busy in preparing a clyster. I
saluted him at entrance, with, "Your servant, Mr. Morgan." Upon which he
looked at me, and replying, "Your most humble servant, good sir," rubbed
his ingredients in the mortar without any emotion. "What," said I,
"Morgan, have you forgot your old messmate?" At these words he looked
up again, and starting, cried, "As Cot is my--sure it cannot--yes, by my
salfation, I pelieve it is my dear friend Mr. Rantom." He was no sooner
convinced of my identity, than he threw down the pestle, overset the
mortar, and jumping over the board, swept up the contents with his
clothes, flew about my neck, hugged me affectionately, and daubed me all
over with turpentine and the yolks of eggs which he had been mixing when
I came in. Our mutual congratulations being over, he told me, that he
found himself a widower upon his return from the West Indies; that
he had got interest to be appointed surgeon of a man-of-war, in which
capacity he had served some years, until he married an apothecary's
widow, with whom he now enjoyed a pretty good sum of money, peace, and
quiet, and an indifferent good trade. He was very desirous of hearing my
adventures, which I assured him I had not time to relate, but told him
in general, my circumstances were very good, and that I hoped to see
him when I should not be in such a hurry as at present. He insisted,
however, on my staying breakfast, and introduced me to his wife, who
seemed to be a decent sensible woman, pretty well stricken in years.
In the course of our conversation, he showed the sleeve-buttons I had
exchanged with him at our parting in the West Indies, and was not a
little proud to see that I had preserved his with the same care. When I
informed him of Mackshane's condition, he seemed at first to exult over
his distress; but, after a little recollection, said, "Well, he has paid
for his malice; I forgife him, and may Cot forgife him likewise." He
expressed great concern for the soul of Captain Oakum, which he believed
was now gnashing its teeth; but it was some time before I could convince
him of Thompson's being alive, at whose good fortune, nevertheless, he
was extremely glad.

Having renewed our protestations of friendship, I bade the honest
Welshman and his spouse farewell, and, taking post-horses, arrived at
London that same night, where I found my father in good health, to
whom I imparted what I had learned of Narcissa. This indulgent parent
approved of my intention of marrying her, even without fortune, provided
her brother's consent could not be obtained; promised to make over to me
in a few days a sufficiency to maintain her in a fashionable manner and
expressed a desire of seeing this amiable creature, who had captivated
me so much. As I had not slept the night before, and was besides
fatigued with my journey, I found myself under a necessity of taking
some repose, and went to bed accordingly: next morning, about ten
o'clock, took a chair, and according to Mrs. Sagely's directions, went
to my charmer's lodgings, and inquired for Miss Williams. I had not
waited in the parlour longer than a minute, when this young woman
entered, and no sooner perceived me, than she shrieked and ran backward:
but I got between her and the door, and clasping her in my arms, brought
her to herself with an embrace. "Good heaven," cried she, "Mr. Random,
is it you indeed? My mistress will run distracted with joy." I told her,
it was from an apprehension that my sudden appearance might have had
some bad effect on my dear Narcissa, that I had desired to see her
first, in order to concert some method of acquainting her mistress
gradually with my arrival. She approved of my conduct, and, after having
yielded to the suggestions of her own friendship, in asking if my voyage
had been successful, charged herself with that office, and left me
glowing with desire of seeing and embracing the object of my love. In a
very little time I heard some body coming down the stairs in haste, and
the voice of my angel pronounce, with an eager tone, "O heaven! is it
possible! where is he?" How were my faculties aroused at this well known
sound! and how was my soul transported when she broke in upon my view in
all the bloom of ripened beauty! Grace was in all her steps, heaven
in her eye, in every gesture dignity and love! You, whose souls are
susceptible of the most delicate impressions, whose tender bosoms have
felt the affecting vicissitudes of love, who have suffered an absence
of eighteen long months from the dear object of your hope, and found
at your return the melting fair as kind and constant as your heart can
wish, do me justice on this occasion, and conceive what unutterable
rapture possessed us both, while we flew into each other's arms! This
was no time for speech: locked in a mutual embrace, we continued some
minutes in a silent trance of joy! When I thus encircled all my soul
held dear--while I hung over her beauties--beheld her eyes sparkle, and
every feature flush with virtuous fondness--when I saw her enchanting
bosom heave with undissembled rapture, and knew myself the happy
cause--heavens! what was my situation! I am tempted to commit my paper
to the flames, and to renounce my pen for ever, because its most ardent
and lucky expression so poorly describes the emotions of my soul. "O
adorable Narcissa!" cried I, "O miracle of beauty, love and truth! I
at last fold thee in my arms! I at last can call thee mine! No jealous
brother shall thwart our happiness again; fortune hath at length
recompensed me for all my sufferings, and enabled me to do justice to my
love." The dear creature smiled ineffably charmingly, and, with a
look of bewitching tenderness, said, "and shall we never part again?"
"Never," I replied, "thou wondrous pattern of all earthly perfection!
never, until death shall divide us! By this ambrosial kiss, a thousand
times more fragrant than the breeze that sweeps the orange grove, I
never more will leave thee!"

As my first transport abated, my passion grew turbulent and unruly. I
was giddy with standing on the brink of bliss, and all my virtue and
philosophy were scarce sufficient to restrain the inordinate sallies of
desire. Narcissa perceived the conflict within me, and with her usual
dignity of prudence, called off my imagination from the object in view,
and with eager expressions of interested curiosity, desired to know the
particulars of my voyage. In this I gratified her inclination, bringing
my story down to the present hour. She was infinitely surprised at the
circumstance of finding my father, which brought tears into her
lovely eyes. She was transported at hearing that approved of my flame,
discovered a longing desire of being introduced to him, congratulated
herself and me upon my good fortune, and observed, that this great
and unexpected stroke of fate seemed to have been brought about by the
immediate direction of Providence. Having entertained ourselves some
hours with the genuine effusions of our souls, I obtained her consent to
complete my happiness as soon as my father should judge it proper; and,
applying with my own hands a valuable necklace, composed of diamonds
and amethysts set alternately, which an old Spanish lady at Paraguay had
presented me with, I took my leave, promising to return in the afternoon
with Don Rodrigo. When I went home, this generous parent inquired very
affectionately about the health of my dear Narcissa, to whom, that I
might be the more agreeable, he put into my hand a deed, by which I
found myself in possession of fifteen thousand pounds, exclusive of the
profits of my own merchandise, which amounted to three thousand more.
After dinner I accompanied him to the lodgings of my mistress, who,
being dressed for the occasion, made a most dazzling appearance. I could
perceive him struck with her figure, which I really think was the most
beautiful that ever was created under the sun. He embraced her tenderly,
and told her he was proud of having a son who had spirit to attempt, and
qualifications to engage the affections of such a fine lady. She blushed
at this compliment, and, with eyes full of the softest languishment
turned upon me, said, she should have been unworthy of Mr. Random's
attention, had she been blind to his extraordinary merit. I made no
other answer than a low bow. My father, sighing, pronounced, "Such was
once my Charlotte;" while the tear rushed into his eye, and the tender
heart of Narcissa manifested itself in two precious drops of sympathy,
which, but for his presence, I would have kissed away. Without repeating
the particulars of our conversation, I shall only observe, that Don
Rodrigo was as much charmed with her good sense as with her appearance,
and she was no less pleased with his understanding and polite address.
It was determined that he should write to the squire, signifying his
approbation of my passion for his sister, and offering a settlement,
which he should have no reason to reject; and that, if he should refuse
the proposal, we would crown our mutual wishes without any further
regard to his will.






CHAPTER LXVIII

My Father makes a present to Narcissa--the Letter is dispatched to her
Brother--I appear among my Acquaintance--Banter's Behaviour--the Squire
refuses his Consent--my Uncle comes to Town--approves of my Choice--I am
married--we meet the Squire and his Lady at the Play--our Acquaintance
is courted

After having spent the evening to the satisfaction of all present, my
father addressed himself thus to Narcissa. "Madam, give me leave to
consider you hereafter as my daughter, in which capacity I insist upon
your accepting this first instance of my paternal duty and affection."
With these words he put into her hand a bank note of five hundred
pounds, which she no sooner examined, than with a low courtesy she
replied. "Dear sir, though I have not the least occasion for this
supply, I have too great a veneration for you to refuse this proof of
your generosity and esteem, which I the more freely receive, because I
already look upon Mr. Random's interest as inseparably connected with
mine." He was extremely well pleased with her frank and ingenuous reply,
upon which we saluted, and wished her good night. The letter, at my
request, was dispatched to Sussex by an express, and in the meantime,
Don Rodrigo, to grace my nuptials, hired a ready furnished house, and
set up a very handsome equipage.

Though I passed the greatest part of the day with the darling of my
soul, I found leisure sometimes to be among my former acquaintance,
who were astonished at the magnificence of my appearance. Banter in
particular was confounded at the vicissitudes of my fortune, the causes
of which he endeavoured in vain to discover, until I thought fit to
disclose the whole secret of my last voyage, partly in consideration
of our former intimacy, and partly to prevent unfavourable conjectures,
which he and others, in all probability, would have made in regard to
my circumstances. He professed great satisfaction at this piece of news;
and I had no cause to believe him insincere, when I considered that he
would now look upon himself as acquitted of the debt he owed me, and
at the same time flatter himself with the hopes of borrowing more. I
carried him home to dinner with me, and my father liked his conversation
so much, that, upon hearing his difficulties, he desired me to
accommodate him for the present, and inquire, if he would accept of
a commission in the army, towards the purchase of which he should
willingly lend him money. Accordingly, I gave my friend an opportunity
of being alone with me, when, as I expected, he told me that he was just
on the point of being reconciled to an old rich uncle, whose heir he
was, but wanted a few pieces for immediate expense, which he desired I
would lend him and take my bond for the whole. His demand was limited to
ten guineas; and when I put twenty in his hand, he stared at me for some
moments; then, putting it into his purse, "Ay,--'tis all one--you shall
have the whole in a very short time." When I had taken his note, to save
the expense of a bond, I expressed some surprise that a fellow of his
spirit should loiter away his time in idleness, and, asked why he did
not choose to make his fortune in the army. "What," said he, "throw
away money upon a subaltern's commission, and be under the command of
a parcel of scoundrels, who have raised themselves above me by the most
infamous practices. No, I love independency too well to sacrifice my
life, health, and pleasure, for such a pitiful consideration." Finding
him adverse to this way of life, I changed the subject, and returned
to Don Rodrigo, who had just received the following epistle from the
squire:


"Sir,--Concerning a letter which I received, subscribed R. Random, this
is the answer. As for you, I know nothing of you. Your son, or pretended
son, I have seen; if he marries my sister, at his peril be it; I do
declare that he shall not have one farthing of her fortune, which
becomes my property, if she takes a husband without my consent. Your
settlement, I do believe, is all a sham, and yourself no better than you
should be; but if you had all the wealth of the Indies, your son shall
never match in our family with the consent of

"Orson Topehall"

My father was not much surprised at this polite letter, after having
heard the character of the author; and as for me, I was even pleased
at his refusal, because I had now an opportunity of showing my
disinterested love. By his permission I waited on my charmer: and
having imparted the contents of her brother's letter, at which she wept
bitterly, in spite of all my consolation and caresses, the time of our
marriage was fixed two days. During this interval, in which my soul
was wound up to the last stretch of rapturous expectation, Narcissa
endeavoured to reconcile some of her relations in town to her marriage
with me; but, finding them all deaf to her remonstrances, either out of
envy or prejudice, she told me with the most enchanting sweetness, while
the tears bedewed her lovely cheeks, "Sure the world will no longer
question your generosity when you take a poor forlorn beggar to your
arms?" Affected with her sorrow, I pressed the fair mourner to my
breast, and swore that she was more dear and welcome on that account,
because she had sacrificed her friends and fortune to her love for me.
My uncle, for whose character she had a great veneration, being by this
time come to town, I introduced him to my bride; and, although he was
not very much subject to refined sensations, he was struck dumb with
admiration at her beauty. After having kissed and gazed at her for some
time, he turned to me, saying. "Odds bobs, Rory! a notable prize indeed,
finely built and gloriously rigged, i'faith! If she an't well manned
when you take the command of her, sirrah, you deserve to go to sea in a
cockle shell. No offence, I hope, niece! you must not mind what I say,
being (as the saying is) a plain seafaring man, though mayhap I have as
much regard for you as another." She received him with great civility,
told him she had longed a great while to see a person to whom she was so
much indebted for his generosity to Mr. Random; that she looked upon him
as her uncle, by which name she begged leave to call him for the future;
and that she was very sure he could say nothing that would give her
the least offence. The honest captain was transported at her courteous
behaviour, and insisted upon giving her away at the ceremony, swearing
that he loved her as well as if she was his own child, and that he would
give two thousand guineas to the first fruit of our love, as soon as
it would squeak. Everything being settled for the solemnisation of our
nuptials, which were to be performed privately at my father's house, the
auspicious hour arrived, when Don Rodrigo and my uncle went in the coach
to fetch the bride and Miss Williams: leaving me with a parson, Banter,
and Strap, neither of whom had as yet seen my charming mistress. My
faithful valet, who was on the rack of impatience to behold a lady
of whom he had heard so much, no sooner understood that the coach was
returned, than he placed himself at a window, to have a peep at her as
she alighted; and, when he saw her, clapped his hands together, turned
up the white of his eyes, and, with his mouth wide open, remained in a
sort of ecstacy, which broke out into "O Dea certe! qualis in Eurotae
ripis, aut per iuga Cynthi exercet Diana choros?" The doctor and Banter
were surprised to hear my man speak Latin; but when my father led
Narcissa into the room, the object of their admiration was soon changed,
as appeared in the countenances of both. Indeed, they must have been the
most insensible of all beings, could they have beheld without emotion
the divine creature that approached! She was dressed in a sack of white
satin, embroidered on the breast with gold, the crown of her head was
covered with a small French cap, from whence descended her beautiful
hair in ringlets that waved upon her snowy neck, which dignified the
necklace I had given her; her looks glowed with modesty and love; and
her bosom, through the veil of gauze that shaded it, afforded a prospect
of Elysium! I received this inestimable gift of Providence as became me;
and in a little time the clergyman did his office, my uncle, at his own
earnest request, acting the part of a father to my dear Narcissa, who
trembled very much, and had scarce spirits sufficient to support her
under this great change of situation. Soon as she was mine by the laws
or heaven and earth, I printed a burning kiss upon her lips; my father
embraced her tenderly, my uncle hugged her with great affection, and
I presented her to my friend Banter, who saluted her in a very polite
manner; Miss Williams hung round her neck, and went plentifully; while
Strap fell upon his knees, and begged to kiss his lady's hand, which she
presented with great affability. I shall not pretend to describe my own
feelings at this juncture; let it suffice to say that having supped and
entertained ourselves till ten o'clock, I cautioned my Narcissa against
exposing her health by sitting up too late, and she was prevailed upon
to withdraw with her maid to an apartment destined for us. When she left
the room, her face overspread with a blush that set all my blood in a
state of fermentation, and made every pulse beat with tenfold vigour!
She was so cruel as to let me remain in this condition a full half-hour:
when, no longer able to restrain my impatience, I broke from the
company, burst into her chamber, pushed out her confidante, and locked
the door, and found her--O heaven and earth!--a feast a thousand times
more delicious than my most sanguine hopes presaged! But, let me not
profane the chaste mysteries of Hymen. I was the happiest of men!

In the morning I was awaked by three or four drums, which Banter had
placed under the window; upon which I withdrew the curtain, and enjoyed
the unspeakable satisfaction of contemplating those angelic charms which
were now in my possession! Beauty! which, whether sleeping or awake,
shot forth peculiar graces! The light darting upon my Narcissa's eyes,
she awoke also, and recollecting her situation, hid her blushes in my
bosom. I was distracted with joy! I could not believe the evidence of
my senses, and looked upon all that had happened as the fictions of a
dream! In the meantime my uncle knocked at the door, and bade me turn
out, for I had had a long spell. I rose accordingly, and sent Miss
Williams to her mistress, myself receiving the congratulation of Captain
Bowling, who rallied me in his sea phrase with great success. In less
than an hour, Don Rodrigo led my wife into breakfast, where she received
the compliments of the company on her looks, which, they said, if
possible, were improved by matrimony. As her delicate ears were offended
with none of those indecent ambiguities which are too often spoken on
such occasions, she behaved with dignity, unaffected modesty, and ease;
and, as a testimony of my affection and esteem, I presented her, in
presence of them all, with a deed, by which I settled the whole fortune
I was possessed of on her and her heirs for ever. She accepted it with
a glance of most tender acknowledgment, observed, that she could not be
surprised at anything of this kind I should do, and desired my father to
take the trouble of keeping it, saying, "Next to my own Mr. Random, you
are the person in whom I ought to have the greatest confidence." Charmed
with her prudent and ingenuous manner of proceeding, he took the paper,
and assured her that it should not lose its value while in his custody.

As we had not many visits to give and receive, the little time we stayed
in town was spent in going to public diversions, where I have the vanity
to think Narcissa was seldom eclipsed. One night, in particular, we sent
our footman to keep one of the stage boxes, which we no sooner entered,
than we perceived in the opposite box the squire and his lady, who
seemed not a little surprised at seeing us. I was pleased at this
opportunity of confronting them; the more, because Melinda was robbed
of all her admirers by my wife, who happened that night to outshine her
sister both in beauty and dress. She was piqued at Narcissa's victory,
tossed her head a thousand different ways, flirted her fan, looked at
us with disdain, then whispered to her husband, and broke out into
an affected giggle; but all her arts proved ineffectual, either to
discompose Mrs. Random, or to conceal her own mortification, which at
length forced her away long before the play was done. The news of our
marriage being spread, with many circumstances to our disadvantage, by
the industry of this malignant creature, a certain set of persons fond
of scandal began to inquire into the particulars of my fortune, which
they no sooner understood to be independent, than the tables were
turned, and our acquaintance was courted as much as it had been despised
before: but she had too much dignity of pride to encourage this change
of conduct, especially in her relations, whom she could never be
prevailed upon to see, after the malicious reports they had raised to
her prejudice.






CHAPTER LXIX

My father intends to revisit the Place of his Nativity--we propose to
accompany him--my Uncle renews his will in my favour, determining to go
to sea again--we set out for Scotland--arrive at Edinburgh--purchase
our paternal Estate--proceed to it--halt at the Town where I was
educated--take up my bond to Crab--the Behaviour of Potion and his
Wife, and one of our Female Cousins--our Reception at the Estate--Strap
marries Miss Williams, and is settled by my Father to his own
satisfaction--I am more and more happy.

My father intending to revisit his native country, and pay the tribute
of a few tears at my mother's grave, Narcissa and I resolved to
accompany him in the execution of his pious office, and accordingly
prepared for the journey, in which, however, my uncle would not engage,
being resolved to try his fortune once more at sea. In the meantime he
renewed his will in favour of my wife and me, and deposited it in the
hands of his brother-in-law: while I (that I might not be wanting to
my own interest) summoned the squire to produce his father's will at
Doctors' Commons, and employed a proctor to manage the affair in my
absence.

Everything being thus settled, we took leave of all our friends in
London, and set out for Scotland, Don Rodrigo, Narcissa, Miss Williams,
and I, in the coach, and Strap, with two men in livery, on horseback; as
we made easy stages, my charmer held it out very well, till we arrived
at Edinburgh, where we proposed to rest ourselves some weeks.

Here Don Rodrigo having intelligence that the foxhunter had spoilt his
estate, which was to be exposed to sale by public auction, he determined
to make a purchase of the spot where he was born, and actually bought
all the land that belonged to his father.

In a few days after this bargain was made, we left Edinburgh, in order
to go and take possession; and by the way halted one night in that town
where I was educated. Upon inquiry, I found that Mr. Crab was dead;
whereupon I sent for his executor, paid the sum I owed with interest,
and took up my bond. Mr. Potion and his wife, hearing of my arrival,
had the assurance to come to the inn where we lodged, and send up their
names, with the desire of being permitted to pay their respects to my
father and me: but their sordid behaviour towards me, when I was an
orphan, had made too deep an impression on my mind to be effaced by
this mean mercenary piece of condescension: I therefore rejected their
message with disdain, and bade Strap tell them, that my father and I
desired to have no communication with such low-minded wretches as they
were.

They had not been gone half-an-hour, when a woman, without any ceremony,
opened the door of the room where we sat, and, making towards my father,
accosted him with, "Uncle, your servant--I am glad to see you." This was
no other than one of my female cousins, mentioned in the first part of
my memoirs, to whom Don Rodrigo replied, "Pray, who are you, madam?"
"Oh!" cried she, "my cousin Rory there knows me very well. Don't you
remember me, Rory?" "Yes, madam," said I; "for my own part, I shall
never forget you. Sir, this is one of the young ladies, who (as I have
formerly told you) treated me so humanely in my childhood!" When I
pronounced these words, my father's resentment glowed in his visage,
and he ordered her to be gone, with such a commanding aspect, that
she retired in a fright, muttering curses as she went downstairs. We
afterwards learned that she was married to an ensign, who had already
spent all her fortune; and that her sister had borne a child to her
mother's footman, who is now her husband, and keeps a petty alehouse in
the country.

The fame of our flourishing condition having arrived at this place
before us, we got notice that the magistrates intended next day to
compliment us with the freedom of their town; upon which my father,
considering their complaisance in the right point of view, ordered the
horses to the coach early in the morning.

We proceeded to our estate, which lay about twenty miles from this
place; and, when we came within half-a-league of the house, were met
by a prodigious number of poor tenants, men, women, and children, who
testified their joy by loud acclamations, and accompanied our coach to
the gate. As there is no part of the world in which the peasants are
more attached to their lords than in Scotland, we were almost devoured
by their affections. My father had always been their favourite, and now
that he appeared their master, after having been thought dead so long,
their joy broke out into a thousand extravagances. When we entered the
court yard, we were surrounded by a vast number, who crowded together
so closely to see us that several were in danger of being squeezed to
death; those who were near Don Rodrigo fell upon their knees, and kissed
his hand, or the hem of his garment, praying aloud for long life and
prosperity to him; others approached Narcissa and me in the same manner;
while the rest clapped their hands at a distance, and invoked heaven to
shower its choicest blessings on our heads! In short, the whole scene,
though rude, was so affecting, that the gentle partner of my heart wept
over it, and my father himself could not refrain from dropping a tear.

Having welcomed his daughter and me to his house, he ordered some
bullocks to be killed, and some hogsheads of ale to be brought from the
neighbouring village, to regale these honest people, who had not enjoyed
such a holiday for many years before.

Next day we were visited by the gentlemen in the neighbourhood, most of
them our relations, one of whom brought along my cousin, the foxhunter,
who had stayed at his house since he was obliged to leave his own! My
father was generous enough to receive him kindly, and even promised to
purchase for him a commission in the army, for which he expressed great
thankfulness and joy.

My charming Narcissa was universally admired and loved for her beauty,
affability, and good sense; and so well pleased with the situation of
the place, and the company round, that she has not as yet discovered the
least desire of changing her habitation.

We had not been many days settled, when I prevailed upon my father to
pay a visit to the village where I had been at school. Here we were
received by the principal inhabitants, who entertained us in the church,
where Mr. Syntax the schoolmaster (my tyrant being dead) pronounced a
Latin oration in honour of our family. And none exerted themselves more
than Strap's father and relations, who looked upon the honest valet
as the first gentleman of their race, and honoured his benefactors
accordingly. Having received the homage of this place, we retired,
leaving forty pounds for the benefit of the poor of the parish; and that
very night, Strap being a little elevated with the regard that had been
shown to him, and to me on his account, ventured to tell me, that he had
a sneaking kindness for Miss Williams, and that, if his lady and I would
use our interest in his behalf, he did not doubt that she would listen
to his addresses. Surprised at this proposal, I asked if he knew the
story of that unfortunate young gentlewoman; upon which he replied,
"Yes, yes, I know what you mean--she has been unhappy, I grant you--but
what of that? I am convinced of her reformation; or else you and my good
lady would not treat her with such respect. As for the censure of the
world, I value it not a fig's end--besides, the world knows nothing of
the matter." I commended his philosophy, and interested Narcissa in
his cause; who interceded so effectually, that in a little time Miss
Williams yielded her consent, and they were married at the approbation
of Don Rodrigo, who gave him five hundred pounds to stock a farm, and
made him overseer of his estate. My generous bedfellow gave her maid the
same sum; so that they live in great peace and plenty within half-a-mile
of us, and daily put up prayers for our preservation.

If there be such a thing as true happiness on earth, I enjoy it. The
impetuous transports of my passion are now settled and mellowed into
endearing fondness and tranquillity of love, rooted by that intimate
connection and interchange of hearts which nought but virtuous wedlock
can produce. Fortune seems determined to make ample amends for her
former cruelty, for my proctor writes that, notwithstanding the clause
in my father-in-law's will, on which the squire founds his claim, I
shall certainly recover my wife's fortune, in consequence of a codicil
annexed, which explains that clause, and limits her restriction to the
age of nineteen, after which she was at her own disposal. I would
have set out for London immediately after receiving this piece of
intelligence, but my dear angel has been qualmish of late, and begins to
grow remarkably round in the waist; so that I cannot leave her in such
an interesting situation, which I hope will produce something to crown
my felicity.













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