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  THE WORLD BEFORE THEM.

  A Novel.


  BY

  MRS. MOODIE,

  AUTHOR OF "ROUGHING IT IN THE BUSH."


  IN THREE VOLUMES.

  VOL. III.


  [Illustration]


  LONDON:
  RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET.
  1868.




  LONDON:
  Printed by A. Schulze, 13, Poland Street




  THE WORLD BEFORE THEM.




  CHAPTER I.

  MRS. GILBERT RUSHMERE.


The dinner was so well cooked, and so nicely served, that in spite of
the unusual hour, Mrs. Rowly and her daughter made a very hearty meal.

Mrs. Rushmere's easy chair had been drawn to the head of the table, and
Dorothy sat beside her and carved, Gilbert being unable at present to
cut his own food. Dorothy longed to do it for him, when she observed how
unwillingly his wife performed this necessary service.

"I am a great trouble to you, Sophy," he said; "but directly my arm is
healed, I shall soon learn to help myself, as I have seen others do, who
had met with the same misfortune."

"It is a good thing to have a wife to help you," suggested Mrs. Rowly.

"Yes, but it makes a fellow feel so dependent. He has to submit through
sheer necessity to petticoat government."

"A' don't think that even one arm would make me do that," said Rushmere,
"tho' I believe a' had the best wife in Christendom."

Mrs. Rushmere laughed good-naturedly.

"Oh, Lawrence, men be often under their wives' government, an' as
ignorant of the fact as babies."

"You speak, I suppose, from experience," said Mrs. Gilbert, in her
gentle low voice. "I should have thought the old gentleman a very
difficult person for any wife to manage. I find Gilbert a hard case, in
spite of his one arm."

"There's only one way to rule me, and that's by kindness," returned
Gilbert.

Without meaning it, perhaps, his voice assumed a serious tone, almost
amounting to sadness. He looked up, and his eyes and Dorothy's met;
forcing an appearance of gaiety, he said, "What have you to say on the
subject, Dorothy?"

"I never give an opinion on subjects I know nothing about. I am the only
person in the room who cannot speak from experience. I should think your
plan, however, must be the best."

"It is a pity you have not an opportunity of trying it, Miss, What's
your name," said Mrs. Gilbert, "in which case you might perhaps find out
that kindness can be thrown away."

"I expected to find Dorothy married when I came home," said Gilbert. "I
thought it impossible that the young fellows in the neighbourhood could
suffer her to remain single."

"She waited for you, Gilly, till she found it o' no use," cried Rushmere
passing the bottle to his son.

"Oh that I had waited for her," was the thought that flashed through
Gilbert's mind, charged with a deep regret.

"Father will have his joke," said Dorothy, colouring like a rose,
"without thinking that it may be at the expense of another."

Mrs. Gilbert left off eating, and listened keenly to what was passing.

"Believe me, Gilbert, that there is no one present who congratulates you
more sincerely on your marriage than I do."

"My dear child, will you help me up stairs?" said Mrs. Rushmere,
apprehensive of mischief from her husband's blunt indiscretion and want
of delicacy.

Gilbert rose, and with his left arm supported her to the foot of the
stairs. "Oh, Dorothy," he said, "no wonder that you despise me. God only
knows how I despise myself."

"It is too late to repent now, Gilbert. You must try like me to forget.
You owe it to your wife, as much as to me."

She passed her arm round Mrs. Rushmere's waist, and left Gilbert at the
foot of the stairs. He put the cuff of his empty sleeve to his eyes. Was
it to wipe away a tear?

His wife looked daggers at him, when he returned to the table. His
father proposed a walk round the farm after dinner, an invitation that
Gilbert eagerly accepted, and the mother and daughter were left alone
together.

"We shall have a nice time of it here," said Mrs Gilbert. "Let us go
out, mother, and take a look round the premises. One might as well be in
a prison as confined to this dark, dingy room."

"I can see no garden attached to the place," said Mrs. Rowly, looking
out of the deep bay window which only opened upon the stone-paved court.
"That girl who helped at dinner could tell us all about it."

"Don't call her, mamma, I have a perfect horror of that woman. I am
certain that Gilbert and she have been very intimate. He never took his
eyes off her during dinner."

"You need not be jealous of her, Sophy; I am certain that she cares
nothing for him. You are foolish to trouble your head with any love
affairs he had previous to his marriage."

"But I am sure he cares for her, and I don't mean to play second fiddle
in his father's house to any one but Mrs. Rushmere. If this girl remains
in the house I must quit it."

"And would you like to nurse the sick mother?"

"I hate sick people. Let her hire a nurse."

"She may not be able to do that. I see no indications of wealth here. A
carpetless sanded floor, and furniture old enough to have come out of
the ark. One room which serves for drawing-room, dining-room and
parlour. I dare say these poor people have enough to do to keep
themselves."

"But Gilbert said that his father was rich."

"Pshaw! You see now Gilbert has exaggerated matters."

"But what are we to do? I can't and won't live here."

"Till your debts are paid, you must."

"Oh, dear, I wish I were single again," and Mrs. Gilbert began to cry.

"Sophy, when you were single you were never contented, always lamenting
that you were not married. No one ever asked you to marry until I gave
out that you would have a fortune."

"And what have I gained by that lie?"

"A handsome, honest fellow, if you would only think so. He would not
have been so badly off either, if he had not been forced to sell his
commission to pay your debts. He had a fair chance too, of rising in the
army, if he had not met with that misfortune. I think you very
unreasonable to throw all the blame on him. What now remains for you to
do, is to make yourself agreeable to his parents, and secure a home,
such as it is, for us."

"I can't pretend to like that old man," and Sophy shrugged her
shoulders.

"He's rather an amusing variety of the species," said Mrs. Rowly, "and
the easiest person in the world to cajole. But once more, let me tell
you, Mrs. Gilbert Rushmere, it is no use quarrelling with your bread
and butter. Put on your hat, and let us take a turn in the open air,
perhaps we may chance to meet the gentlemen."

And now they are gone to spy out the nakedness of the land we will tell
our readers a little of their private history, and how the young soldier
was deceived in his fortune-hunting speculation.

Mrs. Rowly was the widow of a custom-house officer, and for many years
lived very comfortably, nay, affluently, upon the spoils which he
gathered illegally in his office. Their only child, Sophia, though very
far from pretty, was a genteel-looking girl, and educated at a
fashionable boarding-school; but just as she arrived at womanhood, the
father was detected in his unlawful pursuits, and so heavily fined, that
it caused his utter ruin, and having incurred heavy debts to keep up an
appearance beyond his station, he ended his days in prison, leaving his
wife and daughter to shift for themselves in the best manner they
could.

With the assistance of a brother, who was in the grocery line of
business, and of whom they had always been ashamed in their more
prosperous days, Mrs. Rowly set up a small boarding-house, in one of the
little cross streets in the Minories, and just contrived to keep her
head above water for several years, until Sophia was turned of
seven-and-twenty. The young lady dressed and flirted, and tried her best
to get a husband, but all her endeavours proved futile.

She was ambitious, too, of marrying a gentleman, and looked down with
contempt upon shopkeepers' assistants, clerks in lawyers' offices, and
mechanics, until the time had nearly slipped by when she could hope,
without fortune, to marry at all.

It was then that her mother, finding herself deeply involved, circulated
the report in her neighbourhood, that Sophy had been left six
thousand pounds on the death of a cousin, a consumptive boy, who could
not reasonably be expected to live many months.

The bait took. Miss Rowly was invited to houses she never before had
hoped to enter; and at a ball, given by the mother of an officer in
Gilbert's regiment, she met the handsome young man, just raised to the
rank of a subaltern, who had so gallantly saved the life of Captain
Fitzmorris.

Though still rather countrified in his appearance, she was instantly
smitten by his frank, free manners, and his fine manly figure. Some
foolish fellow, in the shape of a friend, whispered in Gilbert's ear
that the young lady would have a fortune. In a rash moment, when a
little heated by wine, and won by her soft flatteries, he made her an
offer of marriage. This was instantly accepted, particularly as Gilbert,
boy-like, had boasted of his old ancestral home, and the noble family
from which he was descended. And besides all this, he was an officer in
the army, and likely to rise in his profession, under the patronage of a
wealthy nobleman like Lord Wilton. Miss Rowly was charmed with her
future prospects.

Gilbert proposed to take her down to Hadstone as his wife, directly the
campaign was over. But his charming Sophia was too fearful of losing him
during that indefinite period, and got her mother to propose to him that
they should be married before he left for Spain, and that she would
accompany him abroad.

They were married; but the affectionate bride, when the time for his
departure drew nigh, forgot this part of her promise, and preferred
staying at home with her mother, to encountering all the hardships
attendant upon a soldier's wife, whose husband was on actual service in
a foreign land.

During his absence, Mrs. Gilbert and her mother enjoyed every comfort on
the credit of their supposed fortune; and when he returned sick and
disabled from Spain, he had not been many days at Mrs. Rowly's before he
was arrested for the debts his wife had contracted since their marriage.

It was then that Gilbert discovered what a dupe he had been; that the
woman he had taken to his bosom was a miserable deceiver; and he had to
sell his commission to avoid the horrors of a prison.

After much recrimination and mutual upbraidings on the part of Gilbert
and his wife, they at last came to the conclusion that it was useless to
quarrel over what could no longer be remedied; that it was far better to
sit down calmly and consider what was to be done.

All Mrs. Rowly's furniture had been seized and sold for the benefit of
her creditors, for she was as deeply involved as her daughter.

"Why can't we go home to your father's?" asked Mrs. Rowly. "I am sure
your parents will be glad to see you."

Gilbert had some doubts on that head. He knew how he had deserted them;
and never having received a line from them, to assure him of their
forgiveness, (though this had been his own fault, in omitting to tell
them where and how to direct him,) he was sadly at a loss how to act.

And then he thought of Dorothy, and wondered if she were unmarried, and
living still with the old people. If so, how should he be able to meet
her, and introduce her to the cold selfish woman he had preferred to
her? No, he could not, he dared not go back to Hadstone.

"Why don't you answer, Gilbert?" urged his wife. "What prevents you from
going home?"

"I parted with my father in anger. I am doubtful, for he is an obstinate
man, whether he will be willing to receive us."

"Don't put him to the trial," said Mrs. Rowly. "Let Sophy write, and
tell him we are coming, and start without giving him time to send a
refusal. We must go somewhere; to remain here is impossible, for you
cannot draw your pension for the next six months, and we cannot live
upon air."

Gilbert was terribly perplexed. While pride forbade him to seek an
asylum with his parents, necessity compelled him to do so, and though he
now almost loathed both his wife and her mother, he was too manly to
leave them in distress.

He therefore sold his watch, his sword and regimental suit, to procure
money to prosecute their journey; and when he arrived at Hadstone, he
had only a few shillings left in his purse.

The kind reception he met with cut him to the heart, and the sight of
that beautiful girl, who might have been his, almost maddened him with
grief and remorse.

When he proposed that walk with his father, he fully intended to open
his mind to him, and tell him how he was situated, but shame and pride
kept him tongue tied. Besides, was it not his father's fault that he had
not married the woman he loved; and could he expect an avaricious man to
sympathize with him in the misery he endured, or feel for his present
poverty and degradation. So he walked by his father's side over the
old fields that had witnessed his labours with Dorothy, without saying a
word upon the subject nearest his heart. It was with feelings of inward
disgust that he saw his wife and her mother coming over the heath to
meet them.




  CHAPTER II.

  HOW PEOPLE ARE TAUGHT TO HATE ONE ANOTHER.


Mrs. Rowly had been chiding her daughter for showing her temper before
her husband's family, pointing out the imprudence of her conduct in such
forcible language, that the young lady had promised to behave more
cautiously for the future.

She greeted Mr. Rushmere with her blandest smile, and, slipping the
little white hand within his arm, told him in her softest voice, "that
he must teach her all about farming, as she did not know wheat from
barley, or a pig from a calf."

"Lord bless your ignorance, my dear. In what part o' the world were you
raised?"

"Oh, I'm a cockney, born within the sound of Bow Bells. What else can
you expect of me? I never was out of London before. I am afraid I shall
rival the renowned citizen, who immortalized himself by finding out that
a cock neighed. I don't think however that I could be quite so foolish
as that."

Old Rushmere was highly flattered by the attention paid to him by his
daughter-in-law. He complimented her upon her sweet little hand and
foot, and told her that he envied Gilbert his pretty wife.

Though, if the truth must be spoken, young Mrs. Rushmere had no beauty
of which to boast, beyond a slight graceful figure, and the small hands
and feet which had attracted the farmer's attention. Her face was
something worse than plain. It was a cold, arrogant, deceitful face,
with harsh, strongly marked features, and a pair of long narrow eyes,
that never looked honestly or openly at any one, reminding you of some
stealthy animal, ever on the watch for a deadly spring.

She loved to say things that she knew would annoy and irritate, in a
cold-blooded contemptuous way, and under those half closed eyelids
lurked any amount of malice and low cunning.

Though weak in intellect and very vain, she was as obstinate as a mule,
and, though moving in a different position from Martha Wood, there was a
great congeniality of disposition between them.

Sophia Rushmere was a petty tyrant. Martha Wood, though less cold and
calculating than her mistress, knew how to rule over her, and make her a
tool and a slave. The pair were well worthy of each other.

Mrs. Rushmere, though simple and natural as a child, had read Sophia's
character at a glance. She looked in that dubious face, and felt that it
was false. She listened to that low, soft studied voice, and was
convinced that the owner could speak in far other and less musical
tones, and she wondered how Gilbert could have taken this artificial
woman in preference to her Dorothy, and the good mother pitied him from
her very heart.

Mrs. Rowly, though sharp and angular, with a ridiculous assumption of
consequence, was not so disagreeable as her daughter. She looked like a
person who could speak her mind, and that in the coarsest and most
decided manner, and carry her point against overwhelming odds, by sheer
pretence and impudence, but she could not conceal, like Sophia, her real
disposition. If she betrayed like Judas for money, it would not be with
a kiss.

"What do you think of my poor Gilbert's wife?" said Mrs. Rushmere to
Dorothy, that afternoon, as the latter sat beside her bed.

"Don't ask me, dear mother. I have no opinion to give."

"He is an unhappy man, Dorothy, as all men deserve to be, who sell
themselves for money. He had better ha' died in yon battle, than tied
himself to that woman."

Dorothy thought so too, but she gave no expression to her thoughts. She
merely remarked, "that the marriage might turn out better than Mrs.
Rushmere expected."

The meeting between Dorothy and her lover had been less painful than she
had anticipated. She no longer regretted the separation which had
occasioned her so much anguish, but fervently thanked God that his
providence had so ordered it, and she knew from the deep sense of
gratitude that overflowed her heart, that it was for the best; that
Gilbert Rushmere, though greatly improved in his appearance and manners,
was not the man to make her happy.

The enlargement of her own mind, and the society of intelligent people,
had made her crave for something higher and better, mentally and
morally, than he could ever bestow. She entertained for him much of the
old sisterly affection which she felt for him when they were boy and
girl, but nothing beyond.

She did not like his wife, but excused the hostility of her manner
towards herself. If she had been made aware of the relation which once
existed between her and Gilbert, she thought it perfectly natural.
Placed in the same situation as Mrs. Gilbert, she might feel a little
jealous of an old love too. In this opinion, Dorothy greatly underrated
the high sense of moral rectitude which actuated her general conduct.
Under the greatest provocation she would have despised herself for
wantonly wounding the feelings of another.

She longed to leave the house, for she dreaded the insolence of Mrs.
Gilbert and her mother; but Mrs. Rushmere had so pathetically entreated
her to stay and nurse her, that she felt that it would be the height of
ingratitude to refuse a last request made by a dying friend, and of one
to whom she owed so much.

She wanted to go and consult Mrs. Martin, who would point out the best
course to pursue in avoiding unpleasant collisions with Gilbert's
friends, but she was kept so fully employed, that no opportunity
presented itself.

In the meanwhile, Martha Wood had not been idle in the kitchen; by the
dint of cajoling and flattering Polly, she had wormed out of her some of
the family secrets, which she lost no time in turning into capital.
When called by her mistress to attend her to her chamber at night, she
came with a face full of importance, as if she had something very
particular to communicate.

"Well, Martha, how have you got through the day?" cried Mrs. Gilbert,
opening her eyes a little wider than usual, as her confidant approached
to undress her.

"Oh, badly enough, ma'am; that Polly Welton is a horrid low creature,
not above six months out of the workhouse."

"You ought to have a fellow feeling for her, Martha," said Mrs. Gilbert
spitefully.

"I was not a workhouse bird, Mrs. Rushmere," returned Martha, swelling
and puffing out her broad cheeks. "You know that well enough. My father
was a gentleman, and I was brought up at a private institution, at his
expense."

"You need not try to fool me about that, Martha. You have attempted
often enough, but it won't go down. Your father might, or might not have
been a gentleman. You were a natural child, and your mother a poor
creature, who got her living on the streets. So no more of your fine
airs to me. What have you been doing with yourself all day?"

"Sitting in the kitchen nursing Jewel," said the girl, with a sulky
scowl.

"You might have been doing something. Why did not you offer to help the
girl wash the dishes?"

"When you are mistress here, I will do what you bid me. I have no call
to wait upon them."

"But they will not keep you for nothing, Martha."

"I don't want them. If you are not satisfied, give me my release and let
me go. I could soon get a better place."

"Nonsense! You must do as I bid you, and see that you help that girl
Polly in her work to-morrow."

"You would not wish me to help her, if you knew all the vile things she
said of you," replied Martha, in an audible aside.

"Of me! What could she say of me? She knows nothing of me or my
affairs."

"She did not say she did. But she said that you were old and ugly, and
not to be compared with Miss Dolly. That you had not a single good
feature in your face. What do you think of the picture?"

"The wretch! But how came she to say all this?"

"Just because I asked her who the plain dark girl was that Mrs. Rushmere
called Dorothy. She fired up, like a vulgar vixen as she is, and
defended her friend by abusing you. I thought we should have come from
words to blows, for I could not sit by and hear my _own_ mistress abused
after that fashion. But if you wish me to help her of course I can."

"I'll tell Gilbert. I'll complain to Mr. Rushmere," sobbed Sophia,
crying for rage. "If he suffers me to be insulted by his servant I'll
leave the house. I've no doubt that Dorothy is at the bottom of it
all--who, and what is she?"

"Some child that Mrs. Rushmere adopted years ago. Polly told me, that it
was for love of her that Mr. Gilbert ran away and listed for a soldier,
because the old man would not give his consent, and this Dorothy refused
to marry him."

Mrs. Gilbert's misery was now complete. She sat down in a chair, with
her fair hair all loose about her shoulders, staring at the incendiary
in a wild vacant manner. At this unfortunate moment, Gilbert entered the
room. Hurrying up to his wife, he demanded the cause of her distress.

"Are you a man, Gilbert Rushmere?" she said, slowing rising and
confronting him, "to allow your wife to be insulted by your father's
menials?"

"How, and in what manner, Sophy?" She repeated the tale of her wrongs as
Martha had told them. Gilbert's eye flashed--he turned them angrily upon
Martha, who was secretly enjoying the mischief she had made.

"Go to your bed, girl, and let me never hear any of this vile tattling
again. It is such stories, carried from one to the other, that ruin the
peace of families."

Martha knew that the arrows she had launched had struck home, and left
the room without a word in her defence.

Gilbert turned sorrowfully to his wife, who was crying violently.

"Sophy, if you will encourage that girl in bringing you tales about
other members of the family, how can we ever live in peace? You know the
imperative necessity of curbing your temper, until I am able in some
way to provide a living for you. Why will you frustrate all my plans for
your comfort by this childish folly?"

"How dare you talk to me, sir, in that strain; when you had the
dastardly cruelty of bringing me down here to live in the same house as
your former mistress?" She rose and stood before him, with her hand
raised in a menacing attitude, and a smile of scorn writhing her lip.

"Good heavens! Sophia, what do you mean?"

"I mean what I say, sir. It is useless for you to deny facts so
apparent. Will you have the assurance to say to me that you do not love
this girl--this Dorothy Chance?"

"The love I _once felt for her_? Certainly not."

"The love you still feel for her?" demanded the angry wife.

"Sophia, I am a married man."

"Yes, sir, I know it to my cost. But that is no answer to my question. I
despise the hypocritical evasion. You know in your heart that you prefer
this woman to your wife."

"You will force me to do so, Sophia, if you go on at this unreasonable
rate. You must be aware that Dorothy Chance was brought up with me under
this roof, and it was natural that I should feel something more than
brotherly love for a creature so beautiful and good."

"Stop! Hold your tongue. I won't hear another word," screamed Sophy.
"Such a confession is enough to drive me mad."

"It has nothing to do with you, wife. All this is past and gone, and
happened before ever I saw you. If my father would have given his
consent to our marriage, you would never have been so unfortunate as to
become my wife, and I should never have been tricked into the belief
that you loved me, and were a woman of fortune." He laughed bitterly,
for he saw that this latter observation had completely silenced his
wife, who slowly and sullenly retreated towards the bed; and he
continued:

"My love for Dorothy, at that time, was a species of madness. I loved
her with all my heart and soul, with every faculty of mind and body. She
was young, gay, and light-hearted, and, I thought, returned my passion
very coldly. I was impatient of delay, and very jealous. I urged her to
marry me without waiting for the old man's consent. She had promised him
not to do so, and stood to her word, refusing my hand before his very
face.

"My God! shall I ever forget the mortification and rage of that moment.
I could have killed her. My red-hot love turned to ice. I left the house
wishing never to see her face again, and, perhaps, had I known that she
was still here, I never should have thrown myself in her way. Are you
satisfied now, Sophia? I think you ought to be, after such a degrading
confession."

His wife did not answer, though she heard every word. She had slipped
into bed and pretended to be sound asleep.




  CHAPTER III.

  A DEAD DOG.


Before Gilbert went to sleep that night, he fully determined to tell his
father the real state of his affairs, and throw himself and his family
upon his charity, until something should enable him to get a decent
living. The loss of his arm was a great drawback, he well knew; but he
had the reputation of being an excellent practical farmer, which made
him entertain strong hopes of being employed as a bailiff, or overseer,
on some gentleman's estate.

He trusted that Lord Wilton would assist him in procuring such a
situation, and, probably, would employ him on his own property, in
return for the service he had rendered his son.

He knew that his father was a close calculator of domestic expenditure;
that he would soon be tired of keeping such a large addition to his
family, without receiving an equivalent from them in money or services.
He might grumble now and then of having to board him and his wife
gratis; but the additional expense of Mrs. Rowly and the servant, for
any length of time, would make him outrageous.

In everything pertaining to household matters, Sophia was as ignorant as
a child. She had been brought up to catch a rich husband, not to soil
her pretty white hands with work, to spend her time before the glass in
adorning her person, or to lie on a sofa reading novels. He had urged
her, before leaving London, to part with Martha, but she obstinately
refused to do so.

"The idea of waiting upon herself," she said, "was not to be tolerated
for a moment. Martha's term of apprenticeship had not expired, and she
was bound to keep her. And as to dear mamma, she must accompany them,
for she had no money to procure a lodging elsewhere."

What was to be done with such impracticable people, was beyond Gilbert's
power to devise. He turned and tossed all night, and the day broke and
found him as undecided as ever.

In the morning he walked out after breakfast to the hay-field with his
father, and had an excellent opportunity of getting the trouble that
perplexed him off his mind, but his courage failed him altogether, and
he put off the dreaded disclosure that he was utterly destitute from
day to day.

His wife at last suggested that he had better tell his mother, and leave
it to her to break the matter to Mr. Rushmere, entreating him, at the
same time, to spare her in the relation as much as he possibly could.

Since the day of their arrival at Heath Farm, Mrs. Rushmere had rapidly
declined, and was now entirely confined to her own room, which Dorothy
never left, without it was to arrange with Polly the cooking and the
necessary work of the day.

Gilbert generally went up to spend an hour with his mother during the
absence of her kind nurse, and in one of these interviews, he informed
her of his humiliating position, and implored her advice and assistance
in his present emergency.

Mrs. Rushmere was greatly distressed by his communication. Simple and
natural as a child herself, she possessed a great insight into
character, and though she seldom saw either of the women with whom her
son had unfortunately connected himself, she had read their characters,
and foresaw, in case of her death, the miserable life that her dear old
partner would lead with either of them as mistress of the house.

Dorothy, of course, would have to leave, directly she had followed her
to the grave. She reproached herself for keeping the poor girl in her
present disagreeable position, but Dorothy had promised her to put up
with every insult and slight patiently for her sake, and Mrs. Rushmere
rightly conjectured that the time of her emancipation was not far
distant.

"Well, my poor son, I will speak to your father about this sad business.
You must not be impatient, if he feels angry and resentful. I know how
he rejoiced in the idea of your being a rich man. This will be a cruel
disappointment to him."

"Oh, mother dear, it was his fault. Had he been only a little less
avaricious, I might at this moment have been a happy man." He laid his
head beside her on the pillow, and wept like a child.

That night, Mr. Rushmere was duly informed of the communication Gilbert
had made to his mother. He had, however, carefully concealed the
duplicity of his wife, with regard to the fortune, by saying that she
had fully believed that she was to be heir to her uncle's property, and
was as much disappointed as himself. Old Rushmere sat for some time
beside his wife's bed astonished and almost stupefied.

"Oh, dang it, wife," he broke out at last, "this is a confounded bad
business, and ruination to us all. To think that the boy should be sich
a simple fool, to go an' marry a woman older nor himself without being
sure o' the money. Sold his commission too, and to pay her debts--worse
and worse--an' nothing but the pension for his wound to depend on to
keep his wife an' mother from starving. Well, well, that ever Lawrence
Rushmere should be father to such a simpleton."

"Lawrence," and Mrs. Rushmere took the large brown hand of her husband
between her thin pale hands, "you must forgive him for my sake."

"Dang it, wife. How am I going to keep all this posse o' people. It's
unreasonable, that it be; a' won't do it."

"He be your only son, Lawrence, all that will soon be left to you o'
me."

"Oh, Mary, you are not going to leave me, not yet, not yet. A few more
years and then we must both go. But oh, not yet, not yet, my dear, good
wife. Get hearty and well, and old Larry will do all you require o'
him." The stout old yeoman bent over the pillow, and kissed the pale
meek face of his wife, and the tears from her gentle blue eyes.

"Well, Larry, dear, you must do this for me whiles I be living. Give
your son an' his family a home, until such time as poor Gilly's arm's
healed, an' he be able to help himself. You are not a poor man, husband,
an' can spare this much for an only son. An' remember he might have done
better if ye would only ha' let him."

"Aye, I'm sorry for that now. Doll would have made him a better wife
than his butterfly o' a woman. If so be, I have to keep her, Gilly must
set her to work, an' the old mother likewise. I'm not going to keep a
house full o' sarvants to wait upon them."

"Neighbour Sly wants a girl, an' will take Polly off your hands,
Lawrence, an' this Martha Wood can fill her place. But leave me
Dorothy, my darling Dorothy, till I be gone. It won't be long."

On the whole, Rushmere behaved better than could be expected. At dinner,
he told Gilbert that his mother had informed him of his troubles, and he
was willing to take him as partner in the farm; he was to manage the
concern and dispose of all the produce, sharing the returns equally with
him.

Dorothy looked earnestly at the old man, when he made this proposal. She
knew enough of human nature to feel convinced that it would never work
well. That old Rushmere would never consent to act under the direction
of his son, and that his labourers, who were very fond of him, would
never serve two masters. But her influence for good in that house was
over. Advice or remonstrance with a man of Rushmere's obstinate
character was alike vain.

Gilbert was profuse in his expressions of gratitude, which were echoed
by the ladies.

"And now, my dear," said the old man, turning to Mrs. Gilbert, "I can't
afford to keep idle folk. What can you do for a living; can you cook?"

"I never was brought up to kitchen work, father," returned Mrs. Gilbert,
in a very bland voice, "but I can try."

"Dolly can teach you."

"I shan't trouble her," muttered the newly installed mistress of the
house. "A woman of sense surely may acquire a knowledge of such trifling
matters without any particular instructions."

"Ah, my dear, but it requires experience," said Rushmere. "It don't want
a person to be able to read an' write, to brew good ale an' make sweet
butter, an' bake light bread; but it do want practical knowledge o' such
work, as Dorothy here can tell you. She be a first rate housekeeper."

"You need not refer me to Dorothy Chance, Mr. Rushmere, while my own
mother is present. She always was considered a capital manager."

"I dessay, I dessay," quoth Rushmere, nodding pleasantly towards the
lady in question. "Mrs. Rowly looks like a woman well acquainted with
work, an' it would be strange if you could not manage the house an'
dairy between you."

"I think, Mr. Rushmere, there will be no occasion to employ so many
hands in the kitchen," said Mrs. Rowly, glancing significantly at
Dorothy. "Surely my daughter and Martha, with the assistance I can give
them, ought to be sufficient."

"Certainly, certainly," cried old Rushmere, "those be exactly my
sentiments, ma'am. Too many cooks spoil the broth. Polly goes, when her
month expires, to Mrs. Sly's; an' Dorothy, when my dear old wife----"
The farmer stopped short. He could not finish the sentence.

"Cannot I nurse Mrs. Rushmere?" said Mrs. Rowly. "I have had a great
deal of experience in that way."

"No doubt you could," said Rushmere. "Howsomever she won't suffer any
one to help her but Dorothy."

"I shall leave you, father, the moment my services are no longer
required," said Dorothy. "I have a good home and kind friends to go to.
It is only on dear mother's account that I have remained so long. I
shall gladly resign to Mrs. Gilbert my place in the house."

The next morning, on going into the kitchen, Dorothy found Mrs. Gilbert
and her mother up to their eyes in business, examining the contents of
cupboards and pantries, and making a great litter and confusion
everywhere.

She was told when she offered her assistance in restoring the place to
order, that her services were not required by Mrs. Gilbert, whom she
must now consider as mistress of the house, that she must not presume to
interfere with Martha Wood and her work, but confine herself entirely to
Mrs. Rushmere's chamber.

And Mrs. Gilbert commenced her reign over Heath Farm, by treating
Dorothy and Polly as creatures beneath her notice, and decidedly in the
way, while she encouraged Martha in her mischievous tattling, until she
set Polly and her by the ears together.

Old Rushmere grumbled over the badly cooked dinners, the heavy bread and
sour butter, and blamed Dorothy for what certainly she could not help.

One morning Dorothy went down into the kitchen to prepare a little broth
for the poor invalid. The fire was out, and everything in the greatest
confusion. A greasy unwashed floor and dirty towels, and dusters
scattered around on tables and chairs. It was impossible to get the
least thing done without worry and difficulty.

"Polly," she said very gently, "while you remain here you should do your
duty to your employers. Why is your kitchen so dirty, and your fire
always out, when I want to cook broth or gruel for your poor sick
mistress? Things should not be in this disgraceful condition, and you
have Martha to help you."

"Martha help me. Lauk, Miss Dorothy, she be no help to a body, she make
all the dirt and muddle she can. She do take my nice white dish keeler
to wash her missus' dirty dawg. I can't prevent her. I says to her only
yesterday, if a' do that agen, I'll tell Miss Dorothy. 'Go to the
devil,' says she, 'with yer. Miss Dorothy she be no missus o' mine. Mrs.
Gilbert's missus here now. I'd like to hear Doll Chance dare to set me
to work.' My heart's a breakin' wi' her dirty ways and her saucy
impertinence. I'm right glad I'm going to-morrow; the old house a'nt
like it wor."

"But this don't excuse you, Polly, for letting the fire out."

"Mrs. Gilbert told me hersel to let the fire go down directly the
breakfus wor over. 'Miss Dorothy wull want it,' says I, 'to make the old
missus her broth.' 'Let her want,' says she, 'or make it hersel. I don't
mean to attend to her wants, I can tell you.'"

"Alas, alas!" sighed Dorothy, "what a house of misrule. Poor old father,
how will it be with him by and bye, when they begin to abuse their power
so early?"

Like the sailors, she saw breakers ahead, but had no power to steer the
vessel off the rocks.

"Missus Gilbert," continued Polly, glad of getting some one to whom she
could tell her griefs, "is allers jawing me, for not doing the work. But
while her fat lazy girl sits doing naught, but towzleing the dawg, I'm
not a' goin to kill mysel wi' work."

"Bear it patiently for a few hours, Polly. You will soon be free now.
Run, there's a good girl to the woodstack, and bring some sticks to
rekindle the fire."

In a few minutes, Polly rushed back to the kitchen, and flung an arm
full of sticks down with a bang upon the hearth that could be heard all
over the house, and holding up her hands cried out at the top of her
voice. "A's been an' gone an' done it. I knew a' wud, directly a' got a
chance."

"Done what?" demanded Dorothy, her cheeks blanching with terror.

"Ow'r Pincher ha' chawed up yon lump o' white wool."

"Killed Mrs. Gilbert's little poodle?"

"Ah, as dead as a door nail."

"I am sorry for it, very sorry. She will make an awful fuss about it,
Polly. Did you see Pincher do it?"

"No, but Martha says a' did it. She oughter to know. See, she be coming
in, crying an' roaring as if it wor a dead child."

Martha ran into the kitchen carrying the dead dog in her arms, screaming
and shouting in a state of great excitement.

"Oh the precious Jewel? the darling pet! What will my mistress say? How
shall I tell her? Oh, oh, oh."

Hearing from the next room the outcries of her servant, Mrs. Gilbert
hurried in and demanded what all the noise was about.

"Oh, ma'am, just look here at your beautiful dog," sobbed Martha,
holding up the little creature, from whose throat the blood was dripping
all over the floor.

"Who has dared to ill use my dog?" cried Sophy Rushmere, not yet aware
he was dead, and she turned and glared at Polly with the ferocity of a
tigress.

"Oh, he is dead!" screamed Martha, "stone dead."

"Who killed him?"

"The horrid brute Pincher."

"Call Mr. Gilbert to shoot the monster."

"A' can't do it, ma'am," said Polly, very innocently. "A' ha' got but
one arm."

"Hold your tongue you impudent jade. I have no doubt you set the other
dog to worry him." Mrs. Gilbert took the dead dog in her arms and cried
aloud.

Dorothy went up to her, and very kindly offered to examine the little
animal, and ascertain whether he was really dead.

"Don't touch him!" screamed Sophy, pushing her rudely away. "I dare say
you are glad of his death, and know more about it than you choose to
say."

Dorothy drew back with an air of disgust. "I can excuse your grief
and annoyance at the death of the poor dog, who was a pretty harmless
little creature, but not your insulting those who never injured him.
Perhaps if it were a fellow-creature, you would not feel the least
distress about it."

"Martha," said Mrs. Gilbert, paying no heed to her, "go and call your
master. I will be revenged on that ferocious beast. If he refuses to
kill him, I will kill him myself."

Dorothy became suddenly aware of the danger that threatened her old
favourite.

"Good heavens!" she thought, "this cruel woman will never execute her
threat. Gilbert will not suffer her to destroy the good old dog."

"Mrs. Gilbert," she said in a voice of entreaty, "I hope you do not mean
to hurt the dog. It is the nature of these animals to quarrel and fight
with each other. The death of Pincher would do you no good, while it
would greatly distress Mrs. Rushmere, who loves the dog."

"Oh, I suppose you care nothing about him, when I see you feeding and
caressing him every day. You have no regard for my feelings. There was
nothing in the world I loved so well as my dog."

"Not even your husband, Sophy?" said Gilbert, who just then came in.
"Now don't expect me to be very sorry for the death of my rival. When
Martha came running to me in the field, I thought something terrible had
happened."

"Could anything be worse?" sobbed his wife, kissing the head of her dead
favourite. "If you have any regard for me, Gilbert, you will just go out
and kill the hateful wretch that murdered him."

"Kill Pincher! I would lose my other arm first."

"God bless you, Gilbert!" cried Dorothy, with her eyes full of tears. "I
felt certain you would never kill such an old friend."

That speech, meant for his good, decided the fate of poor Pincher. A
sinister smile passed over Mrs. Gilbert's pale face. She dropped the
body of Jewel upon the floor, and left the room.

After she was gone, Gilbert took up the animal and carefully examined
the wound.

"Pincher never did this. The dog has been stabbed with a knife. The
jugular vein is completely severed. I never cared much for the creature,
who gave more trouble than a child, but it was a dastardly thing to do."

"I saw Pincher do it," said Martha, sulkily.

"You saw no such thing," retorted her master. "It is a base lie. It is
more likely you did it yourself."

Martha gave way to a fresh burst of hysterical crying and ran upstairs
to her mistress. Gilbert called Polly to fetch a spade and bury the
dead dog in the garden.

"Martha," said Mrs. Gilbert, as that worthy came into her chamber, "shut
the door and come here to me. I will give you half a crown if you will
hang the dog Pincher."

"La, ma'am, keep your money. It's Dorothy Chance's dog, and I'll hang
him to spite her. She's fonder of that ugly cur, than ever you were of
Jewel. It will vex her dreadfully if anything happens amiss to him."

"So much the better," cried the amiable Sophia. "I shall then be
revenged on them both."

So Pincher was hung without judge or jury, as innocent of the crime for
which he paid the penalty, as many a poor creature condemned upon
circumstantial evidence had been before him.

Dorothy was the first to discover her old favourite, dangling from the
low branch of an apple tree in the orchard. A cry of anguish and
surprise brought Mr. Rushmere and Gilbert to the spot.

"Dolly, girl! What's the matter?" cried the yeoman, "your face is as
white as a sheet!"

Dorothy answered by pointing to the dog, and walked away to hide her
tears.

Gilbert, hardly less distressed than herself, guessed the truth in a
moment. His father, flew into a frenzy of passion, and threatened to
inflict all sorts of punishment on the dastardly rascals who had killed
his faithful brave old dog.

"A man would never have done it," muttered Gilbert. "This is the work of
a jealous woman."

And he felt the deepest abhorrence for the author of the outrage.




  CHAPTER IV.

  DEATH IN ANOTHER SHAPE.


In the afternoon Mrs. Martin walked up to the farm to see Mrs. Rushmere
and Dorothy, and to call upon their new friends. Dorothy had not been to
the parsonage for three weeks, and her place at church and in the Sunday
school had been vacant. Mr. Martin and his wife suspected that all was
not right with Dorothy; that either her mother was worse, or that she
was so fatigued with overwork that she was unable to attend to these
important duties; both were convinced that Dorothy would never desert
her post unless compelled to do so. Mrs. Martin had been confined to
the house by the dangerous illness of little Johnnie, whom the doctor
had only pronounced that day out of danger. Anxious as she was to learn
in what manner Dorothy had borne the meeting with her lover, and whether
his wife and mother were agreeable people, she had not been able to
leave the sick-bed of her child to satisfy her natural curiosity. When
Dorothy opened the door, she was startled by her pale face and altered
appearance.

"My dear girl, are you ill?"

"Not ill--only heartsick, weary of the world and its ways. If it were
not for the love of a few dear friends, I could leave it to-morrow
without the least regret."

As she said this, the poor girl looked so sadly and earnestly into Mrs.
Martin's face, that it brought the tears into her eyes.

"You must have thought that we had forsaken you altogether; but Johnnie
has been very ill, alarmingly so; and I could not leave him to the care
of the servant. Henry would have been up to see you, but since Mr.
Fitzmorris has left us, every moment of his time has been occupied, as
he is obliged to take the charge of both the parishes, with the
additional care of the Sunday schools; I have been unable to attend my
class, and your absence threw all the work upon him."

"Mr. Fitzmorris gone?" Dorothy turned pale and almost gasped for breath.
"What took him away?"

"A sad, sad accident. Did no one tell you of it."

"My dear Mrs. Martin, how should I hear the news of the parish. I am
confined all day, and sometimes during the greater part of the night, to
my mother's sick-room. But tell me about Mr. Fitzmorris; I have felt
grieved and hurt at his seeming desertion of us, when Mrs. Rushmere
grew so much worse. Is anything amiss with Lord Wilton?"

"His lordship has written once to his nephew, since he left England. In
his letter he spoke very despondingly of the health of his son. Mr.
Fitzmorris' sudden departure from Hadstone had no reference to the Earl
or his affairs. In truth, Dorothy, it is a sad tale. His brother is
dead. Lost his life by a fall from his horse in a steeple chase. Mr.
Fitzmorris was sent for in all haste. He started immediately, and though
his brother was living when he arrived at ----, he was unconscious, and
never recovered his senses before he died. Poor Mr. Fitzmorris feels
this dreadfully, and keenly regrets that he was not able to prepare him
for the awful change from time to eternity--that his brother should die
in his sins among gamblers and men of the world, who had dissipated his
fortune and led him astray."

"It is dreadful!" said Dorothy. "I know how he feels it; I believe that
if he could have saved his brother's soul by the sacrifice of his own,
he would have done it. But will he ever return to Hadstone?"

"Directly he can arrange his brother's affairs, which are in a state of
great confusion. His reckless extravagance has involved the estate, and
Gerard is afraid, that when everything is sold, there will hardly be
enough to satisfy the creditors. You know how honest and upright he is,
and how it will pain him if he thought these people would suffer loss
through any one belonging to him. He carries this romantic sense of
honesty so far, that Henry is afraid that he will give up his property
to pay these debts."

"He is so noble! How I honour him for it!" cried Dorothy. "How cruel it
was of me to blame him for neglect, when he was not only at the post of
duty, but suffering such anguish of mind. How cautious we should be in
judging the actions of others. I can scarcely forgive myself for
harbouring against him an unkind thought."

"And how is dear Mrs. Rushmere?" said her friend, anxious to turn the
conversation into another channel, when she saw the big, bright tears
that trembled on Dorothy's eyelids.

"She is fast sinking. We may not hope to keep her here much longer. I
read and pray with her whenever she is able to bear it. But, oh, dear
Mrs. Martin, my reading and praying is so different from his! I did so
long to see him and hear him again."

"Do not look so despondingly, Dorothy. You will soon see him again. In
the meanwhile, tell me about Gilbert, and how you met."

"As friends--nothing more. I might add, scarcely as friends. I am so
thankful that my heart was weaned from him months ago. I now marvel
at myself how I ever could have felt for him the passionate affection I
did, or how his desertion could plunge me into such intense grief."

Mrs. Martin pressed her hand warmly.

"I expected as much. And his wife?"

"Don't ask me what I think of her;" and Dorothy waved her hands
impatiently.

"Your silence is eloquent, Dorothy. And when can you come to me?"

"When dear mother no longer requires my services. At times she suffers
cruel agony, but she bears it with angelic patience. She will be
delighted to see you."

Dorothy led the way to the sick chamber. They found Mrs. Rushmere awake
and in a very happy frame of mind; she greeted Mrs. Martin with
unaffected pleasure, and talked cheerfully and hopefully of her
approaching end. She made no comment on her son's marriage, and
scarcely alluded to his wife, expressing great thankfulness that she had
been permitted to see Gilbert before she died.

"Dear Mrs. Martin," she said, "I need scarcely ask you to be kind to
Dorothy when she has no longer a mother to love and care for her, or a
home here in which she can live in peace. A loving daughter she has been
to me, a faithful and devoted nurse. The blessing she has been to me in
this cruel and loathsome illness, the good God who gave her to me alone
knows. That He may bless and reward her when I am in the clay is my
constant prayer. May she never want a friend in her hour o' need."

Mrs. Martin stooped and kissed the pale earnest face of the dying woman.

"God will raise her up friends, never fear. The good Father never
forsakes those who love and honour him."

Mrs. Rushmere threw her arms about her visitor's neck, and drew her
head down to the pillow, while she whispered in her ear, "Take her out
o' this, Mrs. Martin, as soon as I am gone. These strange women are
killing her with their hard, unfeeling ways. It is a'most breaking my
poor heart to see the dear child pining day by day."

"She will have her reward, my dear old friend, no one ever loses by
suffering in a good cause."

Mrs. Martin sat for some time with the invalid, and explained to her the
cause why Mr. Fitzmorris and her husband had not been up to see her, and
promised that Mr. Martin should visit her on the morrow. On inquiring of
Martha Wood for Mrs. Rowly and her daughter, she was not sorry to learn
that they had walked down to the village.

"In the humour I feel towards them," she said to Dorothy, "I would
rather that they made the acquaintance of my handwriting than of me."

It was Dorothy's practice to visit Mrs. Rushmere the first thing in the
morning, and carry her a cup of tea before the inmates of the house were
stirring. Mr. Rushmere slept in the same room with his wife, but, since
her illness, occupied a separate bed. As Dorothy unclosed the chamber
door, she was startled by a low, hoarse moaning, that seemed to proceed
from the bed of the invalid. Alarmed at such an unusual occurrence, she
hurried forward; the cup dropped from her hand, and, with a wild cry,
she flung herself upon the bed, and clasped in her arms the still, pale
figure that, for so many years, she had loved and honoured as her
mother.

Mr. Rushmere was kneeling upon the floor, his face buried in the
coverlid, holding in his trembling grasp the thin, white hand that no
longer responded to the pressure.

"Mother! dear, blessed mother!" sobbed Dorothy, "speak to me again. One
word, one little word. You must not leave me for ever without your love
and blessing!"

"Alas! my child, she cannot, death has silenced the kind voice for
ever," groaned the stricken old man. "My wife! my precious wife! I never
knew half your value until now. All that you were, and have been to me.
Oh speak to me, Mary, my lost darling, smile once more upon me as in the
happy days gone by. Say that you forgive your Larry for all that he has
said and done amiss. You were allers an angel of kindness to a stern
husband. I have been a hard man to you; but I loved you with my whole
heart, though I could not allers tell you how dear you were."

"She was quite sensible of your affection, dear father, and would grieve
to hear you reproach yourself; we have all our faults of temper. Mother
made every allowance for that. She knew how truly you loved her, that
your heart was in the right place. How did she die?"

The old man raised his head, and looked long and fondly on the still
calm face of his dead wife.

"Sleeping as you see her there, Dorothy, as sweet and peacefully as a
little child. The Lord bless her. She was surely one o' his gentle
lambs. She generally spoke to me when the sun rose, an' told me to call
up the folk to their work. About half an hour ago, I heard her own dear
voice call me three times. 'Larry, Larry, Larry! it be time for thee to
wake up out o' sleep. The Lord calls upon thee to rise. The night is far
spent, the morning is at hand in which thou must give to him an account
of the deeds done in the flesh.' I jump up, all in a cold sweat an'
cries out trembling all over with a deadly fear. 'Mary, did'st thee
call?' An awful stillness filled the room. No answer came. The sun
shone right upon the still pale face, an' told me all. It was a voice
from heaven that spoke, the dear angel had been dead for hours."

Again his heart sank upon the coverlid, and the strong frame shook with
the still stronger agony that mastered him. Dorothy thought it best to
leave nature to deal with him, who is ever the best physician and
comforter of the wounded heart, while she went to rouse the household,
and take necessary steps to perform the last sad offices for the dead.

In a few minutes all was hurry and alarm, as the suddenly aroused
inmates of the house rushed half-dressed into the chamber of death.

In vain Gilbert Rushmere tried to lead his father into another room; the
heartbroken old man resisted every effort to separate him from his
wife. The common-place condolences of Mrs. Rowly and her daughter were
alike unheeded. It was useless to tell him that it was a merciful
release from great suffering, that Mrs. Rushmere dying in her sleep had
been saved the pain and agony of a separation from her family, or that
she was now an angel in heaven.

The bereaved old man admitted all this; but looked upon her death, as
far as he was concerned, as the greatest calamity. A loss so terrible
and overwhelming, that he disdained to ask of heaven fortitude to bear
it, and he drove these Job's comforters out of his room, in the frenzy
of his great sorrow.

"Do not torture him," sobbed Dorothy, "with this cruel kindness. However
well meant, his mind is not in a state to bear it. Leave him alone with
his dead for one little hour, till nature softens his sorrow with the
holy balm of tears. The shock has been so sudden that his mind is
prostrated with the blow. He will recover himself when left alone with
the beloved. The silent eloquence of that sweet calm face will do more
to restore him to peace, than all we can say to reconcile him to his
loss."

"Oh, if she had only spoken to me before she died;" groaned Rushmere. "I
should not feel so bad. I could bear my misfortune like a man. If she
had only said in her soft kind voice. 'God bless you, Lawrence,' it
would ha' been something to think on, in the long lonesome nights
afore me; but she left me without a word. How can I sleep in peace in my
comfortable warm bed, knowing her to be alone in the cold earth. Oh,
Mary! my love, my treasure! How can I live a' wanting thee."

After a pause of some minutes, he looked up from the dead wife to his
son, who was leaning against the bed-post, his face covered with his
sole remaining hand.

"You may well mourn for your mother, Gilbert, many a salt tear she shed
for you. The grief she felt for your cruel desertion broke down her
constitution, and brought her to this."

"Father, I was not alone to blame," said Gilbert, in a hoarse voice.

"Yes--yes, lay the fault on the old man, he has no one now to take his
part, but that poor lass whose heart he nearly broke."

"Father," whispered Dorothy, gently taking his hand. "Mother forgot and
forgave that long ago. She loved you and Gilbert too well to cherish
animosity against either. We are all human and prone to err. If she
could speak, she would tell you to banish all these sinful
heart-burnings, these useless recriminations, and prepare to follow her
to the better land, where she has found peace and assurance for ever."

"I will, I will, if so be I could only find the way," responded
Rushmere, with a heavy sigh. "Oh, God forgive me! I am a sinful man. I
wish I could follow her dear steps, for I am a' weary o' my life."

He laid his head upon the pillow beside his wife, and the tears streamed
from his closed eyelids down his pale cheeks.

"Come, let us leave him," said Dorothy. "He will feel calmer soon. And
here is dear Mr. Martin, who can better soothe him in his grief than we
can. Oh, I am so glad you are come," she whispered to the good curate,
as she followed the rest of the family from the room. "He is dreadfully
afflicted. Poor old father, he loved her so much."

The four days that intervened between Mrs. Rushmere's death and the
funeral were very trying to Dorothy. She had to receive so many
visitors, and listen to so many unfeeling remarks and questions
regarding her future position in the Rushmere family, put to her with
the coarse bluntness of uneducated people, who could not realize her
grief for the loss of one who was not a blood relation. "Was she
going," they asked, "to remain at the farm, or to take service
elsewhere?" and they expressed great surprise that young Mrs. Rushmere
had suffered her to remain there so long. Then, she was asked to give
minute particulars regarding the terrible disease of which her
foster-mother had died; of how she bore her sufferings, what doctor she
employed, and what remedies had been applied? All this was trying enough
to a sensitive mind; but they went further still, and utterly regardless
of the wounds they were inflicting, demanded of the weeping girl, "If
Mrs. Rushmere had left her anything, and who was to get her clothes?"

This important piece of information, was urged by no less a personage
than Letty Barford, who in company with her mother-in-law and Miss
Watling, called to look at the corpse.

"I think Mrs. Rushmere has done enough for her," said Miss Watling as
they descended the stairs, "keeping her for so many years after all the
trouble she has made in the family."

This was not said in Dorothy's hearing, but addressed to Mrs. Gilbert
and her mother, to whom the party were offering their condolence.

"These interlopers are always a nuisance in families," said Mrs. Rowly.
"This Dorothy Chance is a good enough girl, but my daughter will be very
glad to get rid of her. It does not do to have two mistresses in a
house, and she has been used to have her own way in everything."

"It was but natural," suggested the elder Mrs. Barford. "She was more
than a daughter to them, and it must have been trying to Dorothy to give
up the place she had held for so many years, with such credit to
herself, to strangers. I pity her with all my heart; when does she
leave you Mrs. Gilbert?"

"As soon after the funeral as possible. It is only on the old man's
account that I allowed her to remain here so long. She is the only
creature in the house that can manage him, but it is high time that all
this should be put a stop to."

"You are perfectly right, Mrs. Gilbert," cried Miss Watling. "I think
you have shown great forbearance in tolerating the presence of such a
dangerous person in the house so long. While she was kept in her place
as servant of all work, it was all very well; but since the Earl has
taken her under his especial patronage, there is no bounds to her
assumption and insolence. Would you believe it, ladies, he is paying for
her education, and is actually having her taught to play upon the
piano."

"Strange, that we never heard a word of this before," cried both the
ladies in a breath. "Is she his mistress?"

"That's the inference which most people have drawn from such strange
conduct on his part," and Miss Watling shrugged her shoulders
significantly.

"I don't believe a word of it," cried the elder Mrs. Barford. "I heard
just now, that Dorothy was going to live with Mrs. Martin, and she is
too good a woman to tolerate such doings in her house."

"It is an easy thing for a man of Lord Wilton's rank and wealth to bribe
people to hold their tongues," sneered Miss Watling. "It is nothing to
me what she is, I shall never give my countenance to a person of
doubtful character, and one so every way my inferior. It is a good thing
for you, Mrs. Gilbert, that it has pleased God to take the old woman, or
this artful girl might make mischief between you and your husband."

"Oh ma'am, I have no fears on that head," replied Sophia tartly. "I am
not afraid of such a mischance. I saw very little of Mrs. Rushmere, and
considering the nature of her complaint, I think her death a happy
release; and if the old man were to follow his wife, it would not break
my heart--"

"Sophia, you should not speak your mind so freely," said her mother
shaking her head. "But indeed, ladies, my daughter has been treated with
so little respect by the whole family, that you must not wonder at her
indifference at the death of a mother-in-law, who hardly said a civil
thing to her since she came into the house. Of course it was the
interest of this girl, Chance, to set the old folk against us, in the
hope, which I have every reason to believe she entertained, that they
would leave her all their personal property."

"Has the old woman left her a legacy?" demanded Letty, with breathless
interest.

"Not a thing. Her sudden death prevented that. The old man wanted to
give her all his wife's clothes and some of the fine linen, which he
said belonged to Dorothy; but Sophia lifted up her voice against it, and
the creature refused to accept the least thing, when she found that she
could not get all."

"Just like such domestic sneaks," cried Miss Watling. "I am so glad she
was disappointed. It will serve as a warning to others like her."

Shaking hands with Mrs. Gilbert in the most affectionate manner, and
hoping that they would soon become excellent friends, Miss Watling and
the two Barfords took their leave, all but the elder of the twain,
delighted with Mrs. Rowly and her daughter, whom Miss Watling
pronounced, a very sweet, lady-like young person.

Until the morning appointed for the funeral, the poor old yeoman had
confined himself entirely to his own room, beside the coffin which
contained the mortal remains of his wife. On that morning, however, he
rose early; washed his pale, haggard face, and shaved himself, and put
on with unusual care, the mourning suit his son had provided for the
melancholy occasion. Kissing with reverence the cold brow of his wife,
he screwed down the lid of the coffin with his own hands, "that no one,"
he said, "should see her again, or rob him of that last look. It was now
time for him to gird up his loins and act like a man."

Dorothy hearing him stirring, brought up his breakfast, for he had
tasted nothing but bread and water for the last four days, and she knew
that he must be weak and faint from his long fast. She found him
standing behind the closed curtains of the window, looking mournfully
into the court below. At the sound of the light well known footsteps,
he turned to her and held out his hand. Dorothy threw her arms about his
neck, and for some minutes they mingled their tears together. At length,
rousing himself, Rushmere placed his large hand upon her bent head, and
solemnly blessed her.

"Dolly," he said, "Dolly, my dear child, had I only known the woman that
now fills the place in this house that you ought to have held, I would
ha' seen my right hand struck from my body afore I would ha' refused my
consent to your marriage with Gilbert. I ha' been punished, terribly
punished for my folly and sin, ever since yon deceitful woman came into
my house to lord it over me and mine. Night and day I hear Mary's voice,
repeating to me over an' over again, the words she said to me on that
sorrowful morn that Gilly first left his home, an' I turned you out
friendless upon the pitiless world. You, who I ought to ha' protected
to the last hour o' my life. 'Larry, as a man sows, so must he reap.'
Oh, my daughter, what sort o' a crop am I likely to reap with these
women when you be gone?"

"They will be kinder to you, father, when I am away."

"Not a bit, not a bit. It is not in their natur, child. People cannot
act agen natur. The only thing that reconciles me to my Mary's death,
is, that she will not have to put up with their evil tempers, and that
you, Dolly, will be removed from their malice."

"Dear father, don't vex your mind with anticipating troubles; they
always come soon enough without opening the door to call them in. Come
with me into the next room and eat a bit of breakfast. You have been
fasting too long, and look as weak as a child. I have cooked the steak
with my own hands that you might have it nice."

"Ay, Dolly, you wor allers a first-rate hand at making good cheer. Yon
Lunnon fine lady wu'd starve a body with her dirty ways."

"Don't think of her, father," said Dorothy, leading him by the hand like
a child into the adjoining room, where she had a small table neatly
spread, and his breakfast all ready. "You must do justice to my cooking.
It is the last meal your poor Dolly will ever cook for you in the old
house."

"Oh, that it wor the last a' would ever want to eat," sighed Rushmere,
wiping his eyes, and consenting to partake of the meal so temptingly
spread before him.

After moving the dishes, Dorothy entreated him to go down stairs, and
take a turn in the open air, to revive him after his confinement in the
close atmosphere of the death-chamber. But this the old man could not be
persuaded to do.

"I wu'd not ha' minded, Dorothy, had the day been wet." And he looked
sadly toward the window, where the gay sunbeams were glancing through
the closed white drapery, "but such a fine morn as this, wi' the birds
singing gaily, as if they never knew sorrow or care, an' the blessed
beams o' the young sun laughing in the glistening drops o' dew, an' all
things o' God's making, but man, looking so bright and cheery, just
maddens me wi' grief, to think that my Mary will never look upon this
beautiful world again. It doth seem grievous to the wounded heart, that
natur is allers happy; an' to-day I can't stand the smile on her
gladsome face; it wu'd comfort me to see it covered up in storm and
cloud. You know the old saying, Dolly, 'Happy is the corpse that the
rain rains on.'"

If there was any truth in the old rhyme, Lawrence Rushmere's wish was
gratified. The beautiful morning rapidly clouded over, and just as the
funeral procession left the house, the storm burst over the melancholy
train in awful thunder-claps, accompanied by floods of rain. Every one
was drenched and looked uncomfortable, but the chief mourner. He held up
his sad, pale face to the pitiless shower, as if its desolating progress
was in unison with his own sad heart; nor did the tempest abate its fury
until the sods were piled upon the narrow bed which separated him from
the love of his youth.




  CHAPTER V.

  THE FALSE ACCUSATION.


Dorothy was not sorry to leave the old homestead. All the old
associations that had endeared it to her, and surrounded its gloomy
walls with an atmosphere of love, were broken up or changed so
completely, that she could no longer recognize them. Even the joyous
bark of old Pincher, rushing forth to greet her, on her return from
church or market, had been silenced, oh, how cruelly. She could not bear
to recall the treachery that had robbed her of an humble, faithful
friend.

"I cannot recognize the presence of God in this place, as I once did,"
she thought, "where every word spoken to me is a provocative to evil, to
do as they do, not to do as I would be done by. I have daily prayed to
be delivered from evil, and kept from temptation, and have too often
yielded to the snares laid to entrap my soul. It is hard to dwell with
the scorner, and escape free from contamination."

She was just cording her trunk, ready for its removal to the parsonage,
when Mrs. Gilbert suddenly entered the attic.

"I wish to look into that trunk before you take it away."

"May I ask why, Mrs. Gilbert Rushmere?"

"To see that you have taken nothing but what belongs to you."

"Certainly, if you are mean enough to suspect me of such baseness," and
the hot blood rushed into Dorothy's cheeks, and her dark eyes flashed
with a bright light, that made the cold flaxen haired woman recoil
before them. "But hold," she cried (as Mrs. Gilbert laid her hand
on the trunk,) "I shall not give you the key, except in the presence of
competent witnesses, lest the heart that conceived such an insult should
belie me also."

Springing down stairs, and scarcely feeling them beneath her feet, she
encountered Gilbert in the hall.

"Come with me upstairs, Mr. Gilbert."

"Dorothy, what ails you? Why are you so dreadfully excited? Have you
seen anything?" He had heard of her encounter with the supernatural on
the heath, and for a moment was possessed with the idea that she had
seen the apparition of his mother.

"It is no risen angel," cried the excited girl, "but a human fiend! I
want you to see. Follow me, Gilbert, if you ever loved me, and vindicate
my honour."

Alarmed, for he had never seen Dorothy in such a passion before, and
anxious to learn the cause of her distress, he followed her swift
footsteps into the attic, where he found his wife still standing beside
the half-corded trunk, tapping the floor with her foot, and humming the
tune of a country dance.

She smiled disdainfully, as Dorothy put the key into Gilbert's hand.

"Here is the key of my trunk; will you please to open it, and empty the
contents upon the floor?"

"What for Dorothy? you amaze me--what have I to do with it?"

"To satisfy the suspicions of that woman, I cannot call her lady, the
lie would choke me. She has demanded the inspection of its contents,
lest I should leave the home of my childhood, on the night of my beloved
mother's funeral, with stolen goods in my possession."

At the mention of Mrs. Rushmere's name, who had so loved and trusted
her, the hot fire of anger was quenched, and she turned so faint, she
had to lean against the low wall of the attic for support.

"What a fine piece of acting," sneered Sophia, "it's a pity the girl had
not been brought up for the stage."

"Is it possible, Mrs. Rushmere," and Gilbert looked and spoke sternly,
"that you can have disgraced yourself and me in this outrageous manner,
and cruelly insulted a noble girl, whose shoe latchet you are not worthy
to unloose."

"Open the trunk. Don't talk in that style to me; I have my doubts as to
this fine young lady's honour, and I don't mean to leave the room until
they are satisfied."

"Mr. Gilbert, do what she requires, or, after I am gone, she may accuse
me of theft, when I am not here to defend my character."

"That cannot be recovered, that was lost long ago," said the
cold-hearted woman.

Gilbert reluctantly opened the trunk, and his wife, coolly kneeling down
upon the floor, proceeded to toss over its neatly arranged contents;
presently she dived down among the clothes, and, quickly withdrawing her
hand, held up two silver table spoons.

"Who do these belong to?" she cried with a laugh of fiendish triumph.

"They are not mine," said Dorothy, trembling from head to foot. "They
were never placed there by me."

"Oh, of _course_ not. Every thief is honest till they are found out. I
suppose you never saw these spoons before."

"I have cleaned them a thousand times," said Dorothy calmly, for she saw
that she was in her enemy's power. "They were on the dinner table
to-day. I have not seen them since. In what manner you have contrived to
produce them out of my trunk, God only knows. This I can declare in His
holy presence, that I never placed them there."

"You need not assert your innocence, Dorothy," replied Gilbert, who had
seen an expression on his wife's face that convinced him that she was
the incendiary. "I know you too well to believe you guilty for a
moment."

"That's all very fine, Lieutenant Rushmere, but facts are stubborn
things. I like to unmask hypocrisy, I would therefore thank you to send
one of the men to town for a constable, to convey this virtuous, honest
Miss Chance to jail."

"I want further conviction of her having committed an act deserving such
rigorous measures," said Gilbert.

"What farther do you need? This is no case of circumstantial evidence.
You have the proofs in your hand. Do you think, sir, that I would
condescend to deceive you?"

"'S death! Madam," cried Gilbert in a towering passion, "it would not be
the first time;" and, still keeping the spoons which he had taken from
her in his hand, he went to the door and called Martha Wood. The girl
came up stairs on hearing her master's voice. He went into the passage
to meet her, so that no eye telegraphing could take place between her
and her mistress.

"Martha, did you wash the two large silver gravy spoons after dinner?"

"Yes, sir. What do you want with them?"

"That's nothing to you. Did you put them into the plate-box?"

"No, sir, I gave them to Mrs. Gilbert: she said she wanted them for a
particular purpose. I need not be so nice in cleaning them, she said she
would have a good joke to tell me about them before night."

"Woman, do you hear what this girl says?" asked Gilbert, stepping back
into the room. "Who deserves to be sent to prison now?"

His wife only answered by recommencing the same tune in a louder strain,
as she glided snake like from the room.

"Oh, my God, I thank thee!" said Dorothy, raising her clasped hands.
"Thou hast delivered me from a doom far worse than death!" Taking
Gilbert's sole remaining hand, she pressed it warmly between her own.
"How shall I thank you, dear brother, for saving your poor orphan sister
from disgrace and ruin?"

"Remember me in your prayers, Dorothy. I can no longer pour out my heart
to you, as in the old happy days, when we were all the world to each
other; but there is no sin in asking you to pray for me, a disappointed
and most unhappy man."

He left the room, and Dorothy's lips quivered, and tears again welled
up in her eyes, as she caught a half smothered moan, that told more than
words could do, the bitter anguish that was eating out his heart.

She found the old man moping on the stone bench in the court-yard, his
head bowed upon his hands, his face completely hidden by the snow-white
locks that fell over it in tangled confusion--the beautiful silky hair
of which his wife had always been so proud, which she loved to brush
over her fingers, before he went to church or market. Who was there to
take pride in the handsome old man now? Gilbert had grown reserved and
shy; there seemed little confidence or affection between the father and
son. Dorothy's heart bled for the lonely old man, left so desolate and
uncared for in his heavy affliction.

"Good-bye, dear father, don't fret yourself ill; I shall see you at
church every Sunday, and we can have a nice walk together after service
on the common, to talk over the good old times. You will be sure to
come, won't you?"

"Yes, my darling, if only to see her grave. I know you can't bide here,
Dorothy, that woman would be the death of us both. But if I wor sick or
dying, would you come and nurse the old man who used you so ill?"

"Yes, that I would; if Mrs. Gilbert were to bar the door in my face, I
would climb in at the window. But, cheer up, father, God is good, there
may be many happy days in store for you yet. You must try and live for
my sake."

She put the white locks back from the old man's ample forehead, and,
kissing him tenderly, went her way without casting a backward glance on
the old house.

Before we follow Dorothy to the pleasant home of her friend, Mrs.
Martin, we will step into Mrs. Gilbert Rushmere's chamber, and hear
what is passing there.

When, detected by her husband in her design to ruin Dorothy, she had
borne the exposure of her cruel treachery with an air of insolent
nonchalance, and left the room singing--a common artifice with low-bred
people, who attempt to hide their malignity by an affectation of gaiety
and perfect indifference. The snake hisses before he strikes his victim,
perhaps to give him timely warning to make his escape. The human snake
hisses to hide its disappointment, that it has shown its fangs in vain.

It was terrible when alone to witness the rage that disfigured the
countenance of Sophia Rushmere when she found herself baffled in her
cold-blooded treachery. The tune was changed to curses loud and deep,
and threats of vengeance against the innocent object of her jealous
hatred. She rated Martha Wood in no measured terms for the defeat of
her well laid plot. That individual answered her with corresponding
insolence.

"How should I know what you were after with the spoons? If you had told
me, I could have sworn that I saw Dorothy steal them. What's the use of
making a mystery about your doings to me? I should think I knew too much
about your affairs before your marriage for that."

"But you must have been very obtuse, Martha," said her mistress,
softening down, "not to perceive what I had in hand."

"I should, if I had got a sight of your face. In the manner that Mr.
Gilbert stood in the open doorway, I did not see that you were in the
room until the blunder was out."

"Do you know what he said about it after I left?"

"No, but I saw Dorothy go up to him and take his hand, and he bent down
and kissed her. I saw _that_ through a crack in the door!"

"The shameless wretch!" cried Sophy, stamping with passion. "But for
your folly, I should have had her transported. Thank God! she's gone. I
have got her out of the house at last, and I'll take good care that she
never comes into it again."

"She is too near at hand, I should think, Mrs. Gilbert, for your peace.
If your husband is as fond of her, as I hear folks say, that he once
was, it is a very easy matter for them to meet on that lonely heath,
even in broad day, and no one be a whit the wiser."

The artful girl was heaping fresh fuel on the fire she had kindled in
the breast of her weak employer, and when she had nearly maddened her
with her base insinuations, she went away laughing at her as a
consummate simpleton.

Mrs. Rushmere did not go to bed. She sat up nursing her wrath, and
waiting for her husband. The venom of Martha's poisoned arrows was
rankling in her breast. She considered herself the injured party now,
and no longer dreaded the indignant expression of his displeasure at her
conduct to Dorothy. She would begin the battle first, accuse him of
infidelity, and bear him down with a torrent of words.

Following out this idea, a terrible scene of mutual recrimination took
place between the husband and wife, which ended, as such scenes
generally do, in total alienation on his part, and frantic jealousy on
her's.

Gilbert Rushmere had endeavoured to make the best of a bad bargain, and
though he could not respect the woman who had tricked him into making
her his wife, he had treated her with more consideration and kindness
than she deserved.

The consciousness of having married her for money, involved a moral
sense of degradation, which made him more lenient in his judgment, of
the deceit practised against him; for had it not been mutual, he could
not blame her without including himself in the same condemnation.

For a long time he listened in silence to her maddening speeches,
trusting that the heat of her passion would wear out, that her tongue
would grow tired with continual motion, and that, not meeting with any
opposition, she would give it up as a useless task, and go to sleep. He
was fully aware of her weakness, but not of her obstinate strength of
will.

"Sophia," he said, when utterly wearied with her reproaches for
imaginary injuries, "after the disgraceful scene this afternoon in the
attic, it would be wiser in you to hold your tongue and go to sleep. If
you wish me to retain any affection for you, let me never have a
repetition of such conduct again."

"I shall not keep silence, sir, because you dare to tell me to hold my
tongue. I shall speak when I please, and as I please, without asking
your leave."

"Well, don't expect me to listen to such nonsense. My heart is
overwhelmed with grief for the death of a dear mother. You surely take a
strange time to distress me with your foolish and groundless jealousy."

"And you to show your preference for that vile woman, that hired
mistress of your patron, Lord Wilton!"

"Good heavens! Sophia, what do you mean?"

"I mean what I say, what all the world knows but yourself. Do you think
that I will condescend to be placed below this infamous creature in my
husband's estimation, to be told that I am not worthy to untie her
shoes. You don't know Sophia Rowly, if you can imagine that I will
submit to such an indignity for a moment. _I_, who was born a lady,
received the education of a lady, and was always treated as such, until
I became the wife of Gilbert Rushmere, the son of an ignorant illiterate
tiller of the soil."

"Who has given you a home when you had none, madam, when the debts you
dishonestly incurred during my absence had made beggars of us all. This
illiterate tiller of the soil made you mistress of his house, and placed
you at the head of his table; and this is the way you abuse his
generosity. It was an evil day for him, and those dear to him, when your
foot crossed his threshold."

"You would rather have seen Dorothy Chance at the head of the table?"

"She would be the ornament of any table. You cannot make me believe the
vile scandals propagated against Dorothy by such women as Nancy Watling.
They are just as true, madam, as your accusations against her this
afternoon, when nothing would appease your hatred to this beautiful
girl, but sending her to prison, or getting her transported. It was
murder, however you may disguise the fact; and in perjuring your soul to
ruin her, you dared the wrath of God to damn yourself."

"Fine language, this, to address to your wife," said Sophy, cowering
before her husband's withering and contemptuous glance.

"You deserve it!" he cried, in a voice of thunder.

"I scorn it!" she returned, with a faint laugh, and pointing at him with
her finger.

"It is time, Sophia, that you and I came to an understanding," said
Gilbert, becoming suddenly calm. "If you mean to persevere in this line
of conduct, we must part!"

"The sooner the better!" she said in the same taunting tone, though
inwardly terrified lest he should carry out his unlooked-for proposal;
for, cold and selfish as she was, she entertained for him a passion that
shed a vivifying heat into her torpid nature; it would have been love,
had she been capable of the devotion and self-sacrifice that are the
leading characteristics of that glorious sentiment. She saw the gulf
that yawned at her feet, but was too obstinate to yield. Gilbert now
spoke in a more earnest and decided manner.

"Sophia, do you really mean what you say?" There was something in the
look and manner that was startling; he, at any rate, meant what he said.
She would not retract, but remained obstinately silent. "Will you answer
me?"

"Can you give me a separate maintenance?" she sobbed out at length.
"Will you turn me and my mother out to starve?"

This difficulty had not occurred to him before. It was insurmountable.
He had no means but what he derived from his father, and though as
perfectly divorced in affection as the sanction of a legal tribunal
could have effected, he was compelled, by a dire necessity, to wear the
chain that avarice and ambition had rivetted.

They might henceforth sleep in the same bed, eat from the same board,
and in public act towards each other as husband and wife, but they were
as much divided in heart and confidence as if the wide ocean flowed
between them. Gilbert kept his own secret. Sophia Rushmere gave hers to
Martha Wood, who told it, as a greater secret, to Mrs. Rowly.




  CHAPTER VI.

  A PROPOSAL.


Dorothy felt like a captive long incarcerated in prison who has just got
his release, and awakes once more to life and liberty. A year ago, and
she would have considered it impossible for her to feel glad at leaving
Heath Farm, or any place that Gilbert Rushmere called his home. Gilbert
she had ceased to respect, and where he was could no longer be a home
for her.

She pitied him because he was miserable, but he had brought his
sufferings upon himself in a manner that she could neither excuse nor
justify, and her compassion was of that mixed sort that made her feel
ashamed of its object.

The insults she had received from his wife were still rankling in her
breast; their low, base character made them unendurable to a sensitive
mind, and she thought less of her former lover when associated with this
woman whom he had accepted in her place for six thousand pounds. His
bargain would have been a dead loss to him at treble that sum. He had
ventured his all upon it, and had lost everything which makes life
desirable: the love of a true heart, his own self-respect, and the fair
prospect of domestic happiness. Dorothy felt it painful to witness his
degradation, and the situation in which she had been placed precluded
any attempt on her part to elevate his mind, and inspire hopes of a more
exalted nature. She had a sad foreboding that this false step, though
the first, was not likely to be the last, in a rapid downward career.
What better could be expected from constant association with such a
partner as he had chosen?

The mother, whose loss at that moment was pressing heavily on her heart,
to whom Gilbert had always been an earthly idol, had been mercifully
taken from the evil to come, and, much as Dorothy had loved her, she no
longer wished to recall her to life, to preside over a home that Mrs.
Gilbert's temper would render a domestic hell.

Dorothy was thankful for her emancipation from that house of misrule.
She breathed more freely in the fresh air, and her heart once more
expanded to the genial influences of nature. The evening was warm and
balmy after the thunderstorm, and the golden sunset shed upon wet leaves
and dewy grass a glory as from heaven. The birds sang in the glistening
bushes by the roadside, and the air was rife with delicious odours, as
if an angel had scattered his censor over the rebaptized earth.

The holy tranquillity of the scene chased away the dark shadows that,
like spirits of evil, had been brooding for several weeks upon her mind,
thoughts which were not of heaven, the remembrance of all those injuries
that had been heaped upon her, making her angry and resentful, and
anxious that her tormentors might be paid in their own coin.

Nature's vesper song to her Creator, poured from a thousand warbling
throats, once more attuned Dorothy's sad heart to prayer and praise. Her
soul fell prostrate to the earth, the green footstool of His glorious
throne, and was gently raised by ministering spirits, and lifted towards
heaven.

Near the parsonage, she met Mrs. Martin and the children coming to meet
her. With what joy she kissed and embraced them all. What charming
little tales they had to tell her of domestic life. Their rabbits had
multiplied, their pigeons had all accessions to their families. Harry
had discovered that very morning a nest of young kittens in the stable,
belonging to Mrs. Prowler, the cat, and they were not to be killed or
sent away, until dear Dolly had picked out the prettiest for little
Arthur, who was going to name it Dolly, in honour of their dear friend.
Then they told her that Johnnie had been ill, but was able to sit up
now, and he wanted to hear all the nice stories she used to tell him,
and sing to him his favourite hymns; and Dorothy's weary heart
overflowed with happiness to find herself once more among faithful and
loving hearts.

After having taken her the round of the garden, to look at all the
flowers she had helped them in sowing and planting, and pointing out the
prettiest blossoms, and gathering her a choise nosegay, they went
gamboling before her into the house, wild with joy that she had come to
live with them never to go away again.

"There is another friend very anxious to see you, Dorothy," said Mrs.
Martin, as they passed the well known study door. "Mr. Fitzmorris
arrived by the mid-day coach. He looked ill and fatigued, and I
persuaded him to lie down for an hour or two, until Henry returned from
Storby, where he had to attend a vestry meeting after poor Mrs.
Rushmere's funeral. I wonder if he is awake." She gave a low rap at the
door, and Dorothy's heart leaped to the sound of the gentle voice that
bade them come in.

"Go and speak to him, Dorothy. The sight of you will do him good, and
help to dissipate his melancholy."

At that moment the door opened, and Gerard received them with his usual
frank kindness. Dorothy's black dress informed him of what had happened.
He took her hand and led her into the room, making her sit down in the
study chair while he drew his seat beside her.

"My dear friend, I see how it is. You have lost that excellent mother. I
did hope I should see her again, and administer to her the glorious
symbols of Christ's undying love, before she sank to rest. God has
ordered it otherwise. Did she suffer much in that last conflict, which
all foolishly dread and shrink from?"

"She was spared all its terrors, Mr. Fitzmorris; she died in sleep. To
judge from the beautiful serenity of her face, her waking was in
heaven."

"I too have looked on death since last we met. In death itself there is
nothing terrible; it is but the returning wave of life flowing back to
Him, and may be regarded as the birth of spirit to its higher destiny.
But oh, Dorothy, the death that I lament, that I would have given my own
life to avert, was one of such a painful nature, so sudden, so unlooked
for, by the dear thoughtless being, who cared not for his soul, scarcely
knew that he possessed one, that I can feel little hope in his case.
Struck down in a moment in the vigour of manhood; of all the wasted
years of a misspent life, he could not redeem one hour from time, to
prepare for eternity. It is terrible, heart-crushing, but it is God's
will, and what am I that I should dare to murmur at a just decree!"

"But did you ever warn him of his danger?" asked Dorothy.

"I have nothing to reproach myself with on that head. After my own
conversion, I besought him with tears and prayers, with all the
eloquence which conviction can give, to turn from the errors of his
ways. He laughed at my enthusiasm, and called me a madman and a fool,
refused to listen to my earnest appeals, and finally shunned my company.
I loved him too dearly to be baffled thus. I wrote constantly to him,
and laid my own heart bare, in the hope of winning his, but he refused
to answer my letters, and at length returned them to me unopened. I had
no other resource left, but to pray for him. But my prayers have
returned into my own bosom, and my brother went down to his grave, and
gave no sign. He lived two days after his accident, but was never
conscious for a moment."

"It may be better with him than you suppose," suggested Dorothy. "Though
unconscious to you, his soul may have been vividly awake to its
spiritual danger; and petitions for mercy which he could not utter in
the hearing of man may have been heard and answered in heaven."

"Thank you for that thought, dear girl, it is suggestive of some
comfort. The thief on the cross might have been as regardless of his
duty to God and his fellow men, as my poor brother; yet, his petition
received a gracious hearing and a blessed promise. We cannot judge
others as the great Searcher of hearts judges them. Many a criminal in
our estimation may shine hereafter a gem in His crown."

There was a pause for some minutes, and Gerard Fitzmorris continued
pacing the study with rapid steps, so wrapt up in his own thoughts, that
he had almost forgotten the figure in black that sat so pale and still
in his easy chair.

"Come and take a turn with me in the open air," he said, suddenly
returning to her side. "The atmosphere of this place is close and
stifling, the evening excessively warm. I can always think and speak
more freely beneath the canopy of heaven."

Dorothy had not removed her bonnet and shawl, and they strolled out upon
the heath. During their ramble, he made her recount all that had
happened since Gilbert's return, and was shocked at the manner in which
she had been treated.

"There is only one way to punish such people," he said, "to return good
for evil. It is not only the best, but the easiest way, and the peace
and satisfaction it confers, repays the injury a thousand fold. I have
tried it in many instances, and have experienced its happy results."

"It sounds excellent in theory," said Dorothy, "but I find it a hard
doctrine to reduce to practice."

"Nay, Dorothy, it is the theory which is difficult; for our sinful human
nature with its perverted reason, rebels against it, the other course
being more in unison with its vindictive feelings, and the spirit of
retaliation by which we are more or less governed. If, however, we make
the slightest effort on the side of mercy and forgiveness, the Spirit of
God working with our spirit, makes it not only easy, but brings with it
the utmost peace and satisfaction, verifying even the old pagan maxim,
'that virtue is its own reward.' Our blessed Lord would never have
promulgated a doctrine which could not be reduced to practice, and which
he carried fully out in his own person."

"But then, He was so different from us."

"Not while He partook of our nature. He was subjected to temptations as
great, or even greater than those that He taught us by precept and
example to shun. If there had been no conflict with evil, there would
have been no victory. Remember He fought the battle for us alone and
single handed, without praying for the legion of angels to assist Him in
the awful struggle. We have not only His example to help us, but the
powerful aid He promised to all who would take up the cross and follow
Him. Our very weakness constitutes our strength when upheld by His
saving arm."

After a walk of some minutes in silence, he said in a more lively
manner. "Dorothy, you must forgive this cruel woman, and only indulge
the God-like revenge of doing her good for the evil she has done to you.
Take her conduct as a life trial, and bear it with the courage of a
Christian."

"I will endeavour to do so," returned Dorothy, "and when you are near to
advise and strengthen me, I do not feel it so hard to restrain these
resentful feelings; but, directly, I am left to myself, I grow fierce
and angry, and wish that my persecutors may meet with the punishment
they deserve."

"Dorothy!" said Mr. Fitzmorris, stopping and looking earnestly into her
face. "Will you answer me truly, a simple and straightforward question?"
His companion looked up with a wondering smile. "Would you like to
remain always with me, Dorothy? Will you become my bosom friend--my
faithful counsellor--my beloved wife, bound to me by that blessed and
holy tie, 'the love of Christ.' One with me in heart and purpose, in the
bond of faith and love and charity with all mankind. Answer me, Dorothy,
fully and freely, with the beautiful candour which makes you so charming
in my eyes. Can you love me, as well as you loved Gilbert Rushmere?"

"Yes better than anything on earth," whispered Dorothy, without
venturing to lift her eyes, or wipe away the tears she was unable to
restrain, and sinking into the arms which were held out to receive her.
"I never knew what it was to love truly, devotedly and with my whole
heart until now."

"We are one, my own Dorothy, my beloved, in heart and soul, and
henceforth I trust for ever," and he sealed the contract of their
engagement with a kiss as pure from the dross of passion, as the young
mother bestows upon her firstborn child.

"Oh, Mr. Fitzmorris, I am not worthy of your love;" sobbed Dorothy. "A
highly connected man like you should seek out a fitter mate than me."

"You should have thought of that before you gave your sanction to my
proposal, little wife." And the old beautiful smile lighted up his face.
"It is too late to draw back now. If I did not love you better than the
world and its foolish conventionalisms, I should not have asked you to
be mine. I value the gift that God has bestowed upon me, too highly, to
give it up for the prejudices that belong to wealth and caste. You have
made me very happy, Dorothy darling, as little Henry calls you. Poor
little fellow, I am afraid that he will feel very jealous of his big
rival."

And Dorothy was happy, too happy to waste her joy in words. As she
leaned upon the strong arm of her noble protector, she realized the
delightful consciousness, that she was no longer alone in the world.

The lovers lingered upon the heath talking over their future prospects,
until the moon rose and shed her melancholy loveliness on ocean and
heath.

They were not to marry until after Lord Wilton's return, and Gerard
thought it advisable, that both should write to him and make him
acquainted with their engagement. He did not wish it to be kept secret.
He thought that Dorothy's claim upon his protection would prevent
unpleasant scandal, silence the foolish tattling of her former
acquaintance, and conduce to her own peace and comfort. His character
stood too high for his conduct to be attributed to base and
dishonourable motives; and as his affianced wife, Dorothy would rise in
the estimation of her worldly neighbours.

They found Mrs. Martin waiting tea for them, and wondering what had
detained them so long from the social meal. The shy, conscious look on
Dorothy's face revealed the mystery, which Gerard wholly cleared up,
when he pleasantly introduced her to his old friends as his future wife.

"Lady Dorothy Fitzmorris," said the curate, rubbing his hands with great
glee, "I wish you much joy."

"The title is rather premature," returned Gerard, gravely, "though it
may fall to her only too soon. You know, Henry, that Gallio careth for
none of these things. For the last three years I have been looking for a
wife that would answer Solomon's description, 'A woman whose price is
above rubies,' and I am fully persuaded that I have found my ideal in
the dear girl before you. It little matters to me whether she be a
peasant or a princess. The highest of all titles is comprised in that of
a Christian."

"Mr. Fitzmorris, I honour you for your choice!" cried Mrs. Martin, "and
rejoice at the good fortune of our young friend."

Dorothy, overwhelmed with the unexpected turn that her affairs had
taken, sat with downcast eyes and averted head, in order to conceal her
quivering lips and fast-coming tears; yet she was happy, far too happy
to speak, and would gladly have left the table, to escape observation
and commune with her own heart in the solitude of her chamber.

Gerard saw her confusion, and in order to restore her self-possession,
called out gaily, "I hope, Mrs. Martin, you have reserved for us a good
cup of tea, and have not been guilty of destroying Henry's nerves by
giving him the strength of the pot. I assure you, I feel viciously
hungry after a long day's fast, and am not yet sufficiently
spiritualized to live wholly upon love."

Strangely enough, this speech, which was meant to raise Dorothy's
spirits, recalled forcibly to her memory the conversation between
herself and Gilbert Rushmere at the stile, when she had rallied him for
saying, in such passionate terms, "That if she refused to marry him, he
would die of love." And now she was the betrothed of another, with a
heart overflowing with joy and gratitude that she could never be
Gilbert's wife, while he had united his destiny with a woman whom he
could neither love nor honour, and was more likely to die the victim of
avarice than love. "How inscrutable," she thought, "are the ways of
Providence. How little human wisdom could predict such a result."

Dorothy was no longer banished from the sacred study. Gerard insisted on
her taking possession of the great leathern chair, while he composed
those heart-searching sermons that were making his name known as an
eloquent preacher.

When absorbed in his own meditations, the pale, fair-haired priest
seemed scarcely conscious of her presence; but if, by chance, he
encountered her look of devotional tenderness, the wonderful eyes
responded with an earnest gaze of love and peace--their owner sometimes
observing, with a sigh, "Dorothy, darling, I am too happy." Then Dorothy
would creep to his side, or sit down on the stool at his feet, just to
feel the pressure of his large white hand on her ebon ringlets, and hear
him say, in his rich, deep voice, "God bless you, my dear girl."

And when the writing was laid aside for the day, and she accompanied him
in his visits to the poor and suffering, she enjoyed with unspeakable
delight the walk over the heath, and the share he allotted to her in his
ministrations of charity.

Poor old Francis died during Mr. Fitzmorris' absence, but he still
continued his visits to Hog Lane, to read and pray with its
half-heathen inhabitants. He had made slow progress in the conversion of
old Mrs. Bell, but her grandson, Ben, had become a reformed character,
and was a monitor in Storby Sunday-school. Speaking of the grandmother,
he said:

"It was difficult to make any religious impression upon minds whose
feelings and faculties were deadened and rendered indifferent by age and
infirmity. If they do not seek God in youth or middle life, they seldom
draw near to Him after reaching the appointed age of man."

Returning from one of these parochial visits, Dorothy reminded her lover
of a promise he had once made to her, of telling her some of the events
of his former life, and the circumstances that had led to his
conversion, and induced him to become a minister of the Gospel.

"I am glad you have asked me, Dorothy, I feel quite in a communicative
mood this evening. You have made me acquainted with every page in your
short eventful history; it is not fair that you should be kept in
ignorance of mine, uninteresting as it may appear."

They sat down upon a sloping bank, crowned with a screen of tall furze
bushes, among whose honeyed blossoms, bees and butterflies were holding
a carnival. The sun had not yet set, and his slanting rays gleaming over
the wide heath, obscured every object with their golden radiance.

"It is a shame to turn our backs upon that glorious sunshine," said
Dorothy, "but my eyes are dazzled and blinded by excess of light."

"What a type of the beautiful but fallacious visions of youth," said
Gerard, "when we behold everything through a false medium, coloured by
fancy to suit our own taste. Truth lies at the bottom of the picture,
like the ragged landscape that the golden sunset hides from our view.
While attracted by the brilliancy of his beams and building castles
among the clouds, we forget the barren soil and the bare rocks beneath
our feet. Mine is no tale of romance, gentle wife, though I have been a
great dreamer in my day, but one of sad reality; and that I may avoid
trespassing too much upon your patience, I will endeavour to be as brief
as possible."




  CHAPTER VII.

  A CONFESSION.


"My father, Colonel Gerard Fitzmorris, was brother to Sir Thomas, the
father of the present Earl of Wilton. Gerard was many years younger than
his brother; a large family having died between their respective births.
He held the rank of colonel in the army, and served the whole of the
American War of Independence, and had gained the reputation of a brave
and distinguished officer. After the termination of the struggle, he
returned to England, and married Lady Charlotte Granville, sister to the
Lady Dorothy Fitzmorris. These beautiful and accomplished women, were
the only children of the late Earl of Wilton.

"This was an excellent match for my father, in the common parlance of
the world; but was one entirely of convenience on his part. He was a
handsome dashing soldier, and was held in great esteem by men of his own
class, who considered him the model of a perfect gentleman and a leader
in the ranks of fashion, where he shone as a star of the first
magnitude. In short, he was one of those easy-going reckless men, who
are known among their companions as excellent fellows. Men, whose hearts
are in the right place, who spend their money freely and are only
enemies to themselves. They may drink, and swear, and gamble, and break
God's commandments with impunity; drawing others into the same maddening
vortex by their vile example; but the world, for which they live,
excuses all their faults. They are of it, have sworn allegiance to it
body and soul, and as long as they retain wealth and influence, it will
continue to make idols of them.

"Colonel Fitzmorris, in addition to all these conventional advantages,
possessed the act of pleasing in an eminent degree, and was admired and
courted by the other sex as the beau ideal of manly beauty and elegance.
Doubtless it was these external graces that captivated and won the heart
of my mother.

"People wondered that the proud Earl should give his consent to the
marriage of his daughter, with a man of moderate fortune and dissipated
habits; but she was the child of his old age, the sole fruit of a second
marriage; another petted idol of his heart. From a baby she had been
used to have her own way, and the doting father could not withstand her
passionate appeals to his parental affection, to be allowed to marry the
man of her own choice.

"The Earl, in this case, appears reluctantly to have yielded to her
wishes; and delayed the marriage until after she had attained her
majority; hoping that time and the gaieties of London would divert her
affections from my father, and concentrate them upon a more eligible
object. She, however, remained firm to her attachment, and their
marriage was celebrated with unusual magnificence. A prince of the blood
royal gave away the bride, who inherited a fine fortune from her mother,
which, I fear, was the sole inducement my father had in making her his
wife.

"My poor deceived mother, I have every reason to believe, was
passionately fond of her husband; but retiring in her habits, she lacked
the art to secure the affection of a man of the world, and such a
general lover as Colonel Fitzmorris was known to be.

"She was his legal wife, but not the mistress of his heart. In public
he treated her with marked attention and politeness, which he considered
due to a woman of her rank; in private she was neglected altogether, or
regarded with cool indifference; and having no inclination for the
ostentatious show of a life spent in public, my dear mother passed most
of her time in the country with her infant sons, at the beautiful seat
which had formed a part of her noble dower.

"While she continued to love my father, his conduct must have occasioned
her great anguish of mind. A faithful female attendant has since
informed me that most of her solitary nights were spent in tears. After
every tender feeling had been torn and estranged, and indifference
succeeded to love, she, unfortunately, transferred the affections which
had never been reciprocated by her faithless partner, to a man who, had
she known previous to her ill-starred marriage, would have been worthy
of her love.

"General Halstead commanded the brigade in which my father was colonel,
and was a constant visitor at the house. He was a man in middle life,
with a fine, gentlemanly presence, frank, brave, and independent, had
read and travelled much, and could talk well on most subjects. He was
very kind to us boys, and we both loved him, for we saw a great deal
more of him than of our father, who never kissed or played with us as
General Halstead did.

"But to hasten a sad story. General Halstead sought and won the heart my
father had trampled and spurned, and my mother eloped with her seducer
to France. I have often since wondered how she could leave her two young
sons, who were rendered worse than orphans by her rash desertion.

"I can just remember my mother. She was always gentle and kind to
Francis and me. We so seldom saw our father that we loved her with the
most ardent affection. I recollect the fatal night of her departure as
well as if it were but yesterday. The weather was July, and oppressively
warm, and Mrs. Starling, the nurse, put us early to bed, that we might
not disturb Lady Charlotte, who was dressing to go to a large party, she
said, 'and could not play with us that night.'

"I was a nervous, irritable boy. I could not sleep for the heat, and lay
awake watching the moon, and the strange shadows thrown by the
vine-leaves that encircled the window, upon the white curtains of my
bed. At last I grew frightened by the grotesque shapes, which my too
active imagination endowed with life and motion, when the summer breeze
from the open window stirred the drapery.

"I began to cry piteously.

"A figure glided into the room, and sat down beside me on the bed. It
was my mother. She was dressed for a journey, and wore a dark cloth
riding habit, and a broad black velvet hat and white feathers. She was a
tall, elegant-looking woman, more remarkable, I have been told, for her
exquisite form than for her face. She was, if anything, too fair, with
dark blue eyes and flaxen hair like my own. She used to call me her
dear, white-headed boy, and congratulate herself on my being a
Granville--her maiden name--and not a Fitzmorris. That night she looked
very pale and sad, and seen in the white moon-light, appeared more like
a ghost than a creature of warm flesh and blood.

"'What ails my darling boy?' she said, and took me out of the bed into
her lap, pressing me tightly to her breast, and kissing the tears from
my wet cheeks.

"'I am afraid, mamma.' I trembled and looked timidly towards the
curtains.

"'Afraid of what?' and her eyes followed mine with a startled
expression.

"'Of those things dancing on the bed curtains. Don't you see the black,
ugly creatures, mamma?'

"'They are only shadows; they cannot hurt you, Gerard.'

"'Oh, yes, they can. They are coming for me. Don't let them carry me
away.' I clung to her, and hid my face in her bosom. 'Oh, do stay with
me, dear mamma, until I go to sleep! Don't leave me alone!'

"I felt her warm tears falling fast over my face. She kissed me over and
over again, then tried to lay me down quietly in the bed. I did not want
to go to bed, and I flung my arms round her neck, and held her with
desperate energy.

"'Don't go! If you love me, mamma, don't go!'

"'I must go, my dear boy.'

"'What, to-night, mamma!'

"'Yes to-night, the carriage is waiting.'

"Her lips quivered, she wrung her hands with an impatient gesture.
'Don't ask any more questions, Gerard, I am going a long journey with a
friend. Now lie down like a good boy, and go to sleep.'

"'And when will you come back?'

"She was weeping passionately, and didn't answer.

"'To-morrow?'

"She shook her head.

"'Then take me, too. I will be a good boy--indeed I will. But don't go
away and leave me.'

"'I can't take you, Gerard. Where I am going, you cannot come.' She
tried to unclasp my clinging arms, but it was some time before she
succeeded, I held her so fast.

"'Oh my poor little boys! my poor little boys!' she cried, in an agony
of grief, as she bent over me and kissed my sleeping brother. 'What a
wretch I am to leave you to the care of such a father. Gerard,' she
said softly, 'if I never come back, will you sometimes think of me, and
continue to love your poor mother?'

"I was growing sleepy, and was too young to comprehend the terrible
truth concealed by those words. I dimly remember, as in a dream, a tall
man leaning over us, and extricating my mother from my clinging arms.

"'He is going to sleep, Charlotte, dearest, you should have spared
yourself this trying scene.'

"'How can I live without them, Charles?' she sobbed, and stretched her
arms towards us.

"'You must now live for me, Charlotte. We have ventured too far to go
back. Come away, my love, it is time we were on board.'

"That was the last time I ever saw my mother. Before she left the room
I was asleep, in blissful ignorance of the great calamity that had
befallen me.

"Though guilty of a terrible crime, I have never been able to banish her
from my heart--where she must ever remain, as one of the most beautiful
visions of childhood.

"Poor, gentle, affectionate, ill-used mother, with a heart brimful of
love and kindness, how dreadful the conflict must have been, between
duty to a husband who never loved her, and fidelity to the man by whom
she was passionately loved. Terrible must have been her mental
struggles, before she resolved to burst those sacred ties asunder, and
leave for ever the children so dear to her.

"Was she more guilty than the husband, who in defiance of his marriage
vows, lived in open adultery with another woman, on whose children he
bestowed the parental love he withheld from those born in lawful
wedlock, wasting the noble fortune he obtained through his injured
wife among disreputable companions, in low scenes of debauchery and
vice.

"The world can always extenuate the fault of the male offender, and lay
the blame solely upon his unhappy partner; insinuating that faults of
temper, and a want of sympathy in his tastes and pursuits, was most
probably the cause of his estrangement--unscrupulously branding her name
with scorn and infamy.

"There is One, however, who weighs in an equal balance the cause and the
effects produced by it in the actions of men, who will judge her more
leniently. The merciful Saviour who said to the erring woman, dragged
into His presence to be made a public example and put to a cruel death,
'Woman where are those thine accusers? Hath no man condemned thee?
Neither do I condemn thee, go and sin no more.'

"Oh, how my bosom thrilled and my heart burned within me, when I read
that text seriously for the first time, and thought of my poor mother,
and was comforted with the blessed hope that she, too, might be
forgiven."

Gerard's voice faltered, and Dorothy felt the strong frame tremble with
emotion, but the stronger will conquered the human weakness, and he
continued:

"My father's sense of honour, in the world's acceptation of the term,
was stung by the desertion of his neglected wife. He learned that the
fugitives had been seen in Paris, and lost no time in tracing them out.
A duel was the result, in which my father received a mortal wound. His
body was brought home and buried with due pomp in the family vault. My
brother was seven years of age; myself a little chubby boy in frocks and
trowsers; and we had to act as chief mourners in that melancholy
pageant. We saw the coffin that contained the mortal remains of our
father, the once handsome and admired Colonel Fitzmorris, placed in due
form among the forgotten members of his ancient house; and after the
nine days wonder was over, he was as much forgotten by his fashionable
associates as if he had never been. The night before my father died by
the hand of the man who had dishonoured him, he made a will leaving
everything he possessed to my brother Francis. The settlement made from
my mother's property on younger children, alone falling to my share. As
there were no other younger children, and the property was considerable,
I was nearly as independent as my brother.

"We were left to the guardianship of the Earl of Wilton, who you will
remember was our maternal grandfather. The brothers Fitzmorris having
married two daughters of that noble house, and females not being
excluded from the succession, Sir Thomas Fitzmorris, the present
Earl's elder brother, was the heir presumptive to the title and estates.

"Lord Wilton was a cold proud man of the world, and the slur that my
mother's elopement, and subsequent marriage with General Halstead, had
cast upon the family, did not enhance his love for her children.

"He took more to Frank than he did to me, though he said that he greatly
resembled his rascally father. He was a handsome dashing boy, with the
same winning popular manners that had contributed to the ruin of Colonel
Fitzmorris. Fond of money, but only with the intent to spend it, from a
child he paid great court to his wealthy grandfather, in the hope of
becoming heir to the immense private fortune he had the power to bestow.
In this fortune hunting, Edward Fitzmorris, the present Earl, was quite
as much interested as my brother, but he pursued his object with a great
deal more tact. The Fitzmorrises, though an old family, and highly
connected, were not a wealthy family, and Captain Fitzmorris was a
younger son, with little more to depend upon than a very handsome
person, and his commission in the army.

"He watched us lads with a very jealous eye, giving us very little cause
to regard him with affection. He was many years our senior, his father
having married early, and ours late in life--in fact, he was a man, when
we were noisy boys, not yet in our teens. It was only during the
holidays that we ever met, as we were sent to Eton and then to college.

"It is of no use to tell you, Dorothy, of all the thoughts and follies,
which too often mark a schoolboy's and a student's life. Suffice it to
say that your grave Gerard was no better than the rest. A more
frolicsome mischievous imp, never drew the breath of life, always in
trouble and difficulties of some sort or another, and when at Oxford,
the most daring leader of the wildest and most reckless set of young
fellows that ever threw away fortune, health and respectability, at that
famous seat of learning. How little I thought of religion in those days,
still less of ever mounting a pulpit, or teaching the poor and ignorant.

"At twenty-one, I received from my grandfather a cadetship for India and
went out as a soldier, to fight under the present Lord Wellington, who
was then Sir Arthur Wellesley.

"You start, Dorothy. Your future husband a soldier! It is pleasant to
read your astonishment in those large wondering eyes. I bear the marks
of some hot service too, in sundry ugly scars which I regarded as badges
of honour in those world-loving days. It was while suffering severely
from one of these wounds, that I was sent home, to see if my native air
could restore me to health.

"Before leaving India, I determined, if possible, to obtain an interview
with my mother. I had never met her husband, though I had eagerly sought
an opportunity to revenge upon him the death of my father.

"My mother, I found, had been dead several months, and her husband had
been appointed to command a division in Spain. I was terribly
disappointed that I could not shoot this man, who had been the best and
kindest of husbands to the woman he had led astray from the path of
duty, and was reported as almost inconsolable for her loss.

"When I returned to England, great changes had taken place. My
grandfather was dead. My cousin Sir Thomas was likewise dead, and the
present Earl, who had been for some years a widower, had come in for the
title, and all the immense private fortune belonging to his
grandfather.

"Of course, Francis and I felt ourselves very much aggrieved, that we
were not mentioned in his will, and my brother who had been living a
life of reckless extravagance, and hoping to pay off his debts with his
share of the spoil, was terribly disappointed.

"My aunt, Lady Dorothy, for whom I had always felt the deepest regard,
invited me to spend the time I remained in England, at her beautiful
residence in Devonshire. It was here that I first met her charming
cousin, Miss Julia Curzon, with whom I fell in love at first sight.

"Don't be jealous, little one, more episodes of this kind occur in the
lives of men than women, and the first love, though remembered the
longest, is not always the wisest or the best.

"I did love this fair accomplished girl with all the energy of youthful
passion, and my love was not only returned, but accepted, and I looked
forward to our union, as the consummation of my earthly happiness. I
did not then suspect that she loved the world better than she did me,
and was more afraid of incurring its censure than of rendering me
miserable for life.

"Several months glided away in that earthly paradise, and in constant
companionship with the woman I adored, I considered myself the happiest
of men. I saw no clouds in my smiling horizon, and never anticipated a
storm. The dark days came at length, that shrouded the sunbeams of hope
in gloom and obscurity.

"The summer had set in with intense heat, and much sickness prevailed in
the neighbourhood. A slight cold I had taken was succeeded by typhus
fever of the most malignant type. When the nature of my malady was made
known to the household, all the leading members becoming alarmed for
their own safety, left the house, and fled to the sea-side. Julia
deserted me without venturing to bid me farewell. Even my brother, who
was on a visit with Lady Dorothy, abandoned me, as all supposed, on my
death-bed, to the care of hirelings, who were indifferent about me, and
more anxious that I should die than live, as in the former case, it
would remove from them the sense of danger and responsibility.

"Oh, Dorothy, selfish and worldly as I had been, unguided by the holy
precepts of religion, I hardly think that I could have deserted any one
so near and dear to me as a betrothed wife and an only brother in such
sore extremity. I was anxious to keep Julia and Francis out of danger,
but their selfish conduct went home to my heart. I thought about it
continually, and raved about their cruelty during the hours when fever
and delirium were in the ascendant.

"One friend, however, remained constant to me in the hour of need, never
deserting his post by my bed-side, a most tender and self-constituted
nurse. He was the son of a small yeoman, who for the sake of good wages,
with which he helped to maintain his widowed mother and her family, had
undertaken the care of my horses, of which I possessed several splendid
animals, being a keen sportsman.

"Charles Harley had formed a strong attachment to me, though I often
laughed at him for his pious propensities. The young fellow, however,
was so conscientious in the discharge of his duty, that he had won my
respect, and, for his humble opportunities, was a man of superior
endowments, possessing a fine intellect and strong good sense. In my
rational mood he took great delight in reading the Scriptures to me. The
monotony of his voice wearied me. I was so much indebted to him for his
kind attention to me in my helpless state, that I did not like to wound
his feelings by telling him to desist, that I wanted faith to believe in
his dogmas, but I considered them a great bore, often pursuing my own
train of thought without listening to him.

"The first night that the fever took a favourable turn, and my burning
eyelids at last closed to sleep, I had an awful dream, or inspiration, I
will call it, to rouse me from a state of careless indifference to the
future, and set before me the urgent necessity of self-examination and
repentance.

"I thought I was travelling with a gay and joyous set of companions,
fellows to whom I was well-known, through a beautiful and highly
cultivated country. My father and brother and my affianced bride formed
part of the pleasure-seeking crowd. Some were on horseback, some on
foot, and some in splendid carriages, but all intent on one object, and
evidently bound to the same place.

"As I journeyed onward, somewhat behind the rest, there gradually rose
before me in the east, the walls of a magnificent city, sloping back
from the banks of a wide deep stream, in the depths of whose clear
pellucid waters, towers and spires and majestic trees were reflected in
golden splendour, the very sight of which created in me an intense
desire, and impelled me forward to reach the height on which it stood.

"While feasting my eyes upon the novel spectacle, so different from
anything I had ever before seen, a sudden halt took place in the
foremost ranks of our jovial company, when noisy shouts and acclamations
were changed into groans and shrieks and melancholy wailings.

"I hurried forward to ascertain the cause of the delay, and learn the
reason of such frantic lamentations.

"It was then that I first discovered that, between us and the shining
river that flowed beneath the walls of the golden city, extended a
fearful gulf, of unknown depth, and shrouded in utter darkness, which
completely intersected the country, precluding the possibility of any
advance in that direction.

"From the yawning jaws of this frightful abyss, a lurid mist continually
floated up, hiding the celestial city from my view. Into this hideous
chasm, as if driven by an irresistible impulse or dire necessity, the
crowd, so lately full of noisy merriment, slowly and surely disappeared.
Some made desperate efforts to escape, and clung to the rocks and
bushes, and called upon their comrades to save them from destruction;
others plunged sullenly into the awful gulf, with stoical indifference
to their fate, without asking assistance from their companions in
misery, or uttering one prayer for mercy.

"I watched them one after another disappear, till my mind was
overwhelmed with horror--till my hair stiffened on my head, and my limbs
were paralyzed with fear.

"I could not utter a sound, or make an effort to escape from a doom
which appeared inevitable. But my soul sent up a cry through that dense
darkness, which reached, though unspoken, to the throne of the great
Judge--'Save me, Lord, for I perish!'

"A flash of vivid lightning dispelled for a moment the black horrors of
the scene, and revealed to me a cross towering above the dreadful abyss,
and planted upon a rock, and one bound thereon like unto the Son of Man,
pale, bleeding, and dewed with the death-agony, and written above his
head, in characters of light, which revealed all the ghastly horrors of
that dismal scene, I read these words: 'Look unto me and be ye saved,
all the ends of the earth.'

"That light pierced my soul like a two-edged sword, and pointed out the
only way by which I could escape. I sprang forward. I toiled on hands
and knees up the steep acclivity, and sank down gasping at the foot of
the cross, embracing it with desperate energy in my arms.

"I awoke bedewed with a cold perspiration, and trembling in every limb.

"'Thank God, it is but a dream!' I cried, as I felt the clasp of
Harley's hand, who had heard me scream in my sleep, and had hurried to
my assistance. But such a dream--oh, such a frightful dream! So
terrible--so real--it looked like truth.

"He gave me a composing draught, and, after a while, begged me to tell
him what had frightened me so much in my sleep.

"I was ashamed to tell him my dream, for fear he should think me a
coward for quailing before a mere vision of the night. But it haunted me
continually. Waking or sleeping it was ever present to my mind. I still
imagined myself standing upon the brink of that dreadful
precipice--still heard the cries of my lost companions ringing in my
ears, as the cloud received them in its sable folds, and the yawning
gulf swallowed them up for ever.

"I no longer turned a deaf ear to Harley's prayers, or listened with
indifference while he read to me the Word of Life. My heart responded to
every petition, and I listened with intense interest to his simple
exposition of passages of Holy Writ. My heart was now opened to
conviction, and hungered and thirsted for a knowledge of divine truth
with desperate eagerness. A horrible consciousness of guilt pressed so
heavily upon my mind that it is a wonder my brain did not yield to the
mental pressure.

"After a long struggle with pride, I revealed to Harley the state of my
mind, and with many tears besought his advice and assistance. With what
joy he embraced me, and mingled his tears with mine, and assured me that
I was in the right path, that no man without repentance could ever hope
to see God. That my dream was a solemn warning sent by Him, to show me
the danger of delay, and called upon me to abandon my wicked courses,
and lay down the burthen of my sins at the foot of the cross. He
besought me, in the most eloquent language, not to neglect the heavenly
vision, lest I should share the fate of those I had seen in my dream.

"I was still too weak to leave my bed or read for myself, and I fear I
taxed the poor fellow's strength too much, in making him read to me for
hours at a time. And then I prayed.

"Oh, Dorothy, have you ever experienced the mingled joy and agony of
earnest, heartfelt prayer. When shocked at the cold indifference of your
own heart, you have bowed your head in the dust as one bereft of all
hope; when a sudden gleam of light has shot into your soul, revealing
glimpses of heaven, and filling your mind with contentment and holy
peace. Such a happy moment came for me at last, which repaid me a
thousand fold for all my past sufferings, and the image of Christ was
formed in my soul the hope of glory. I awoke to a new life--awoke to
rejoice in Him for evermore, and cheerfully took up the cross to
follow Him, and suffer--if called upon to do so--gladly for His sake.

"The first trial that awaited me after my recovery was the death of my
dear friend, Harley, who took the fever from which a merciful God had
suffered me to escape. I nursed him with the same devotion he had
shown to me, and it was in my arms he passed from earth to heaven.

"If anything had been wanting to confirm my faith, and strengthen the
resolution I had formed, of devoting myself to the Master's service,
Harley's death-bed would have done it. His faith in Jesus was so perfect,
his victory over the last enemy so triumphant, that it left no room for
cavil or doubt.

"When my friends heard of my intention of leaving the army, and studying
for the church, they pronounced me mad; and it was publicly reported
through the country that I had lost my senses during the fever. My
conversion was a standing joke among my gay companions, and my brother
was never tired of quizzing me about it, and making it the subject of
ribald jests. This was hard enough to bear; but when Julia Curzon whom I
loved so truly, joined with the rest in ridiculing my absurd
fanaticism, as she was pleased to call it, and declared that if I
persisted in such folly she never would become my wife, I was sorely
tempted to step back into the old path, and resign for her sake my
new-born hopes of heaven. Fortunately for me I was saved from such
wickedness by the young lady herself, who ran off with a rich country
squire, with whom she had been flirting desperately at the sea-side
during my illness.

"This ended my romance of life. I felt heartily ashamed of myself for
having loved such a worldly-minded woman. My love for her was sincere,
but I had no other basis to support it than mere beauty, and a certain
amount of fashionable accomplishments. My castle was built upon the
sands, and the foundations yielded readily to the first shock, and when
it fell, though humbled and mortified, I regained my freedom. After this
disappointment, I returned to college to redeem the time I had wasted
there in the days of my reckless youth, and to study diligently for my
profession. It was more than two years before I was satisfied with the
sincerity of my belief, and my fitness for so sacred a calling, when I
gladly accepted from Lord Wilton the parishes of Hadstone and Storby as
Vicar under him.

"And now, little wife, you are acquainted with the leading points of my
history, and nothing more remains to be told, so let us up and be
walking home-wards, or we shall be too late for the school examination
this evening."

Kissing the small hand that insinuated itself into his own, he lifted
her from her lowly seat, and they returned to the parsonage in time for
tea.




  CHAPTER VIII.

  MR. FITZMORRIS READS A TEMPERANCE LECTURE.


Mr. Fitzmorris lost no time in writing to Lord Wilton, and informing him
of his engagement with Dorothy Chance, not because he considered that
the Earl had any power to influence her choice, but as a matter of
courtesy, he having proved himself a kind friend to the orphan girl.

That she was his daughter, he had little doubt. If a legitimate child,
such a worldly-minded man, as he knew the Earl to have been in his
younger days, would never have consented to see her the wife of Gilbert
Rushmere, a man so much beneath him, in birth and education. The idea
was preposterous, and fully convinced him that she was the offspring of
some unfortunate connection, in which the Earl had suffered loss of
honour, and perhaps a woman whom he had passionately loved.

Henry Martin represented him as a conscience stricken and unhappy man,
who seemed anxious to make atonement for the evil acts of his past life,
by deeds of benevolence and kindness.

"He has stumbled upon that great stumbling stone," said the good curate,
"in thinking it possible to obtain the forgiveness of sins through acts
of charity and self-sacrifice. If this could be done, there was no need
of an atonement, and the cross would never have groaned beneath the
weight of the Son of God."

Whatever was the nature of the tie that bound Dorothy to the Earl, it
was involved in mystery, which Gerard Fitzmorris cared very little to
solve. His love for Dorothy was so pure and disinterested, that had he
found her begging along the highway, and been convinced of the noble
qualities of heart and mind with which she was endowed, he would have
thanked God, with all the fervour of his large heart, for giving him
such a wife.

He made no allusion in his letter to these matters, but merely stated,
that the admiration he felt for Dorothy Chance, and her unaffected
piety, had kindled in his heart a sincere and ardent attachment, which
had overcome the prejudices of education and caste, and induced him to
make her his wife. That having lost her foster-mother, she had no place
which she could properly call her home, or any legal protector to
silence the shafts of calumny, that were already assailing her character
in all directions. That he was happy in having secured the affections
of the woman he loved, and he was certain that his noble kinsman as a
friend to both parties, would rejoice in this happy union.

And Dorothy wrote to her absent friend all that was in her heart.

       *       *       *       *       *

                                              "Hadstone Parsonage.

    "Dear Lord Wilton,

    "I am no scribe, and never attempted to write a letter before in
    my life; so you must excuse the cramped hand, and all the other
    blunders and blots, which really I cannot help. I was in great
    trouble when I got your kind letter, for my poor mother was
    dying a cruel, painful death from cancer, and my heart was very
    sore with having to dress her wounds and witness her sufferings.

    "I read your generous expressions of love and friendship, with
    the deepest gratitude, and entered into your sorrows with tears
    of true and heartfelt sympathy, wondering who _I_ was to awaken
    such an interest in the mind of a great lord.

    "Pondering this over and over in my own way, a sudden thought
    struck me. I will not mention it for I know it would pain you,
    perhaps, more than it did me. But it had reference to my unknown
    mother, and I felt very angry, and hoped that what I expected
    might not be the case, and that I might still continue to love
    and honour you, as heretofore, which indeed I could not do, if
    those wicked thoughts were true.

    "They took such a hold of my mind, that I was going to tear your
    letter, and the draft you sent me to pieces, and trample them
    under my feet.

    "I was saved from committing such an outrage, by my poor friend
    Mrs. Rushmere, who told me that I was acting very foolishly. You
    may know by this, that I am not so meek as I look, but a very
    vixen when bad thoughts get into my head.

    "Oh, my good lord, you need not have told me that you were not
    my _lover_. Indeed, indeed, I never was so vain or presumptuous,
    to imagine such a thing, though if I had been such a little
    simpleton, it would not have been half so bad as the other crime
    of which I suspected you.

    "I thank you much for your generous gift, but I have had no
    occasion to use it, and when you come back, I will return the
    draft to you.

    "A great many things have happened since you went away. Gilbert
    came to visit his parents, and brought down with him his wife
    and her mother, and a very disagreeable servant girl, which put
    me sadly about, and mother so sick.

    "When I saw Gilbert again, I wondered how I had ever loved him
    so much and made myself so miserable. He is far handsomer, is
    better dressed, and externally improved in every way, yet I
    felt glad that I could never be his wife.

    "He was kind enough, but his women folk treated me very cruelly,
    and insulted me in every way they could. Their conduct was such,
    that if I had not promised dear mother to stay with her till all
    was over, I would have left the house the very day they entered
    it.

    "They were not contented with insulting me themselves, but set
    the vulgar impudent girl they had with them to harass and annoy
    me in every way.

    "These women called themselves ladies, but to me they seemed
    like ill-bred pretenders, who asserted their claims to
    respectability by treating with insolence and contempt those
    whom they considered inferiors.

    "Oh, my lord, I was really ashamed of shedding so many tears
    about their unkind speeches and unwomanly remarks, but I found
    their conduct was making me as wicked as themselves.

    "You knew my old dog, Pincher, the Scotch terrier, that you said
    should be called old Faithful, because he loved me so well. The
    vile girl, Martha Wood, actually murdered her mistress's pet
    poodle, that she might lay the blame upon poor Pincher. Tom, our
    farm servant, told me he saw her do it over the hedge. And Mrs.
    Gilbert Rushmere gave the wretch half a crown to hang my noble
    Pincher. I believe this treacherous girl would have betrayed our
    blessed Saviour for thirty pieces of copper. This, which will
    appear but a light matter to your lordship, caused me the
    keenest grief. When we have few friends to love us, the
    attachment of these simple creatures seems to me so touching.

    "My dear mother was found dead in her bed on the tenth of last
    July. She had had a long conversation with me about her end,
    (which everybody saw was fast approaching) the night before, and
    was so tranquil and happy, and spoke so cheerfully of it, as a
    blessed release from great suffering, and of the perfect peace
    she enjoyed in the assurance of her Saviour's love, that it
    seemed an act of impiety any one wishing to detain her from her
    promised rest.

    "I stayed until after the funeral to comfort the dear old man,
    and restore something of order to the house. While I was busy
    packing up my few things, to remove to dear Mrs. Martin's, young
    Mrs. Rushmere came into the room, and demanded of me the key of
    my trunk, that she might see if _I had taken anything that did
    not belong to me_! It made me feel dreadful. Oh, my lord, _your
    good gentle Dorothy_ was turned into a fiend. But for the
    restraining hand of God, I believe I should have murdered her.
    Well, my lord, when she did examine my trunk--for I called up
    her husband, and made her do it before him, did she not produce
    the two large silver gravy spoons that belonged to the old
    covenanter, Sir Lawrence Rushmere, of whose picture father is so
    proud, as if by magic from the bottom of the box? Though I knew
    I was innocent, I am sure that I looked as if I was guilty. I
    could not have felt worse, if Satan himself had accused me
    before the throne of God.

    "I was so bewildered, that I did not know how to defend myself,
    and when she told her husband to call in a constable, and send
    me to gaol, to be tried for theft, and I knew that the evidence
    might hang or transport me, I felt dumb with horror. Gilbert,
    however, suspected treachery, and proved my innocence past a
    doubt, through the evidence of Martha Wood, whom she had only
    partially made acquainted with her scheme to ruin me, and so a
    merciful Providence turned the tables against her.

    "You may be certain that I was not long in leaving a house that
    contained such inmates, pitying Gilbert the possession of such a
    wife, and doubly pitying the poor forlorn old man, who must
    depend upon her for all his future comforts.

    "And now, my lord, that I have wearied you with an account of
    all my troubles, I must tell you something that has made me very
    glad--so glad, that I consider myself the happiest woman in
    England.

    "Mr. Fitzmorris loves me, and has asked me to be his wife. I
    know that I am not worthy to be the wife of such an excellent
    man, but if I am always with him, I cannot fail in becoming
    wiser and better, for I love him with all my heart, and feel in
    very truth that our union cemented on earth will last for ever.

    "Mr. Fitzmorris has recently lost his brother, and our marriage
    will not take place before the spring. With sincere wishes for
    the speedy recovery of your son, and that your lordship may
    enjoy many years of health and happiness,

                            "I remain,
                                 "Your grateful little friend,
                                                 "DOROTHY CHANCE."

       *       *       *       *       *

Lord Wilton received this quaint and singularly candid letter a few days
after the death of his son, and just as he was embarking for England, to
carry the loved remains to their final resting place in the family
vault.

This was not exactly the sort of letter Lord Wilton had waited so
impatiently to receive. He had expected sentiment mingled with a dash of
youthful romance, and he found only an unvarnished truthful statement of
plain facts. One passage in Dorothy's epistle, however, instantly
riveted his attention.

"Francis Fitzmorris dead!" he exclaimed, "and Dorothy's future husband
heir to the earldom and estates. How strange! What an unexpected
interposition of Providence to save me from exposure and disgrace, while
she will lose nothing by that sad affair remaining an impenetrable
secret."

What the Earl alluded to has yet to be explained.

Dorothy's engagement to the Vicar could not long be concealed in a small
village like Hadstone; whether through servants, or the shrewd
observation of neighbours, it soon leaked out.

Miss Watling was in arms in a moment, and stoutly denied the facts
wherever she went. While old Mistress Barford insisted that the report
was true, that she had heard it from the very best authority, from Mrs.
Martin herself.

The dispute was at its height when the two women stepped into the hall
at Heath Farm, in order to return a friendly visit from its present
mistress.

"Have you heard the news, Mr. Rushmere?" said Mrs. Barford, addressing
the old gentleman, who had greatly failed since his wife's death, and
was composing himself for an afternoon nap in the great chair.

"What news?" quoth he, "there's very little news that can interest me
now."

"Your old favourite, Dorothy Chance, is going to be married."

"Ay, that's summat, though," and he leaned eagerly forward, and quite
wide awake. "She'll make an excellent wife whoever has the luck to get
a'. Who's the man?"

"No less a person than the Vicar, young Mr. Fitzmorris. There's a chance
for her."

"What our Dolly marry the parson!" and he rubbed his hands in great
glee. "Good for her."

"I beg, Mr. Rushmere, that you will not believe a word of it," cried
Miss Watling. "A very likely thing indeed, for a man of his condition to
marry the child of some miserable vagabond. It's a story all got up,
between Dorothy and Mrs. Martin, to throw discredit on Mr. Fitzmorris,
who everybody knows, is not a marrying man."

"No discredit, I should think, to him or to any one," said Gilbert,
turning with a flushed face from the window, where he was standing, "if
marrying a beautiful virtuous woman can be a disgrace."

"That's right, Gilbert, speak up for your old love," sneered Nancy,
unrestrained in venting her spleen by the lowering brow of Gilbert.

"But, ladies," she continued, "is it probable that this man, who is now
Lord Wilton's heir, will ever make such a woman as that a countess?"

"Ah," said Mrs. Barford, "I told you more than a year ago, Nancy, that
we might live to see Dorothy Chance ride to church in her carriage."

"I'll believe it when I see it," remarked Mrs. Rushmere; "I should as
soon expect seeing Martha Wood a countess."

"The girl is very pretty," said Mrs. Rowly, "there is no denying that;
but I don't believe that she is either virtuous or over honest. My
daughter caught her stealing silver spoons."

"How--what's that, who dares to call Dorothy a thief?" cried old
Rushmere, starting to his feet. "If it were Goliath of Gath, I would
tell him he lied. That a' wud."

"My wife did," replied Gilbert sullenly, "and had to eat her words. I
think, Sophia, considering the part you took in that infamous affair, it
would have been better for you to have held your tongue."

"Always against your wife, sir. But I know the reason why you are so
savage this afternoon. You don't like to hear that Dorothy Chance is
going to marry a better man than yourself," replied Sophia, in her
softest tone.

"She deserves it, as much as I did a better wife."

He left the room slamming the door after him. Miss Watling raised her
eyebrows, shrugged her shoulders, and cast a pitying look towards his
wife. Sophia smiled, "that's a warning to all young unmarried ladies,
Miss Watling, not to be too eager to get a husband. I can assure them,
that it is far better to remain single."

"You may spare such advice, Mrs. Rushmere, it will never appear
rational, except to the initiated," said Mrs. Barford. "From the time
of Eve down-wards, old maids and young maids never will give up the hope
of getting married. I had a maiden aunt of sixty, who put this proviso
in her will: 'I leave all my personal property to my nephew, James
Stanton; but in case of my marrying, an event not impossible, though
rather improbable, I revoke the said bequest.'"

"If men are such bad folks," said old Rushmere, "I want to know, Mrs.
Barford, why all the widdies are so anxious to thrust their heads again
under the yoke?"

"They have met with one bad husband, and hope to get a better," returned
Mrs. Rowly, thinking that in duty bound she ought to speak up for them.
"There is one piece of advice, however, which _I_, who have been some
years a widow, would give to both widows and maids. Never to marry a
cross superannuated old man!" and she cast a scornful glance at the
master of the house.

"Sour grapes," muttered the old Rushmere. "One she-fox is enough in a
house, without having two to eat the grapes."

"What did you say about foxes, Mr. Rushmere?" asked Miss Watling, very
innocently. "Have they been troubling your poultry lately?"

"Yes, Nancy, eating me out of house and home. I wish a' could get rid of
such troublesome vermin."

"_You_ must feel the loss of your wife very much?" remarked the same
kind individual.

"More an' more every day. While Mary lived, I had a quiet comfortable
home, but now, I am no longer master o' my own house. Ay, times are
changed, but it won't be for long." And taking up his staff he hobbled
out.

"The poor old man is failing very fast," said Mrs. Barford. "What a hale
strong man he was a year ago."

"Oh, he frets, and fumes, and finds fault with everything," returned
Mrs. Gilbert. "It's of no use attempting to please him--in fact, I now
never try. A nice house it would be if I allowed him to interfere.
Between him and his son I lead the life of a dog."

"How do you get on with the dairy, Mrs. Rushmere?" asked Mrs. Barford.
"Heath Farm was always celebrated for its butter and cheese."

"I have given all that up," returned Mrs. Gilbert. "I can tell old
Rushmere and his son that they won't make a dairy-maid of me."

"But how will you live without it? The farm is fit for nothing else?"

"I don't care. I just get Martha to make enough butter to supply the
house. The old fellow grumbles and says, it's only fit for cart grease.
But if I can eat it, I am sure he may. I won't put up with his airs."

"Poor old man!" sighed Mrs. Barford, as they left the house. "It's very
plain to me how all this will end. Gilbert can't work, and this wife of
his won't, and the old place will soon come to the hammer, if all we
hear of Gilbert's constant visits to the ale-house be true."

"How dirty and untidy everything looks," said Miss Watling. "I was
afraid the dusty chairs would spoil my black silk dress. How neat and
clean the house used to be."

"In Dorothy's time," suggested Mrs. Barford. "Rushmere did a foolish
thing, when he hindered Gilbert from marrying her. However, the poor
girl will be much better off."

"Oh, don't talk about her. I hate her very name."

"Nancy, it is all envy," returned Mrs. Barford, laughing; "you will like
her very much when she is Countess of Wilton."

What Mrs. Barford had hinted about Gilbert's visits to the public-house
in the village, was but too true. The young man had no peace or
happiness at home. His wife and her mother insulted and abused his old
father, who gave way alternately to fits of passion and sullen gloom. He
would appeal to Gilbert, when he felt himself unusually aggrieved, but
for the sake of peace, for he was really afraid of his wife, Gilbert
chose to remain neutral.

This enraged the old man, who would call him a poor hen-pecked coward,
to stand by and see him ill-treated. Then Gilbert, roused in his turn,
would tell him that it was his own fault, that if he had let him marry
the woman he loved, they might have been all happy together.

One evening, when Dorothy and her lover were returning home through the
lane, from visiting a sick man in the country, they observed a tall man
staggering along before them, making very ludicrous efforts to keep his
balance, which was greatly frustrated by the want of an arm.

"That's poor Rushmere," said Gerard. "Walk home, dear Dorothy. I must
speak to him. I cannot see a fellow-creature in this state without
attempting to warn him of his danger."

Directly Dorothy was out of sight, for she took the path over the heath,
he followed Gilbert, and, laying his hand gently on his shoulder, said,

"My friend you are in the wrong path, take my advice and I will guide
you into a better."

"Go to--!" was the awful rejoinder from the intoxicated soldier.

"No, my friend, I should be very sorry to travel one step in your road.
It is to save you from the frightful termination of your journey, that I
now address you."

"I neither care for your cant, nor your companionship. Begone, and leave
me to pursue my own way," and Gilbert turned fiercely round, and struck
Mr. Fitzmorris a heavy blow with his left hand. "Do you like that? You
see," and he laughed bitterly, "though I am drunk and have only one
hand, I have some strength left."

"Gilbert Rushmere," said Gerard very quietly, "I do not mean to resent
your blow. Though now a _canting_ parson, I was for five years a
_soldier_. You lost your arm in one great battle. I have received wounds
in four. I am no coward. Those who fight under the banner of the Prince
of Peace must use other weapons than those wielded by the arm of
flesh--patience, temperance and brotherly love. I cannot be angry with
you, I pity you from my very heart, and would save you, if you would
allow me to do so."

"If I had known you had been a soldier, Mr. Fitzmorris, and fought and
bled for old England, I should have been the last man in the world to
strike you. Can you forgive me?"

"With all my heart. There is my hand."

"The blow I gave you was a severe one."

"Rather, I could have returned it with interest. I was once a good
boxer, but I wish to be your friend. Cannot I persuade you, Rushmere, to
renounce this vile habit, and escape from the ruin which it involves."

"I cannot promise you, Mr. Fitzmorris even to try. It is the only relief
I have. The only antidote to misery like mine. The sooner it kills me,
the sooner I shall get rid of this wretched world. I hate and loathe my
life, and want to die."

"That would be all very well, if you could kill your soul. But though
you may sinfully abuse and destroy the machine in which it dwells, to
destroy that, is beyond your power. It is only the God who made it, that
can destroy both body and soul in hell. Suppose that you succeed in
killing yourself, you will find the second state worse than the first, a
whole eternity of misery, instead of a few years spent on earth. Don't
push me off, Rushmere, I can't see you perish in this foolish way,
without trying to convince you of your sin."

"I will listen to you some other time. I have heard enough for one
night. If you could tell me how to get rid of my wife, I would listen to
you patiently all day."

He brushed hastily past, his foot caught on a stone, and he measured his
length upon the dusty road.

"See, you are not in a fit state to guide yourself." And Gerard once
more set him on his feet.

"Go out of my way. I can get on without you. If you knew how jolly a
glass makes me feel, you would get drunk too," and he staggered on
singing at the top of his voice:

"Which is the properest day to drink? Sunday."

"That, parson, won't do for your shop. Good night."

"Unhappy man," said Gerard, "what good angel can arrest your downward
course? if he will not be persuaded by me, I must try what Dorothy can
do. I could almost love the fellow, for having had taste enough to love
her."




  CHAPTER IX.

  THE OLD MAN IN PRISON.


Several weeks passed away, happily enough for Dorothy and her lover, who
every day became better acquainted with each other, and more deeply
sensible of the congeniality of character, which though different in
many trifling points, yet harmonized so well together. While they
advanced hand in hand, along that narrow path, whose steep ascent
towards perfection no human being ever trod unrewarded or in vain, a
very different line of conduct had been adopted by Gilbert Rushmere and
his wife.

Private quarrels had increased to public brawls, insulting language, and
mutual recriminations, and the house was kept in such a miserable state,
that few of the old friends and associates of the family ventured across
the threshold. Lawrence Rushmere had cause enough to repent of his
interference between Dorothy Chance and his son, and found, to his cost,
that little peace or comfort remained for him in his old age.

The farm was going to ruin; Gilbert was never home until late at night,
when he generally was conducted to the house by some neighbouring toper,
as fond of losing his senses in the bowl, but in a lesser degree of
brutal intoxication.

Mrs. Gilbert raved, and her mother reviled and scorned; and the wretched
old man, if he attempted to make his voice heard in the domestic uproar,
was silenced by Mrs. Gilbert telling him to hold his tongue, that she
wanted no advice from such a superannuated dotard.

The report of these doings at Heath Farm were not long in reaching the
ears of the Vicar, and gave great pain to Dorothy. What was to be done
to rescue Gilbert from ruin? that was the great question.

Mr. Fitzmorris tried to obtain an interview with him, and for that
purpose called several times at the house, but always received the same
answer from Martha Wood, "that young Mr. Rushmere was not at home."

"Where was he to be found?"

"She did not know. Perhaps at Jonathan Sly's, at the 'Plough and
Harrow,' may be at Storby, where he was looking for a man, to whom he
had sold a team of horses."

So to Storby the Vicar went, and inquired of every likely and unlikely
place in the town for Lieutenant Rushmere. At one low tavern the
landlord told him that he had been there with a horse jockey, that they
had some liquor, and went out again, he believed, to bet in the
cock-pit.

"Where may that be? I did not know that you had such an abomination in
the town," said Mr. Fitzmorris.

"Well, it's not zactly in the town, sir. There's a little low hedge ale
house, by the road side, as you come in by the back way. A hole, kept by
old Striker, that was a smuggler, and made to suffer some years agone.
He keeps the 'Game Cock.' It is a bad place, only resorted to by thieves
and swindlers; and a dreadful pity that the Leaftenant ha' got in with
such a set. He'll soon bring the old man to a gaol, and hisself is going
to the devil as fast as he can."

Mr. Fitzmorris perceived the great urgency of getting Gilbert out of
the clutches of these men, and after thinking over the matter for some
minutes, he proposed to the landlord to go with him to the "Game Cock,"
and tell young Rushmere that a friend wanted to speak to him on a matter
of great importance.

"Na, na, I would not venture my nose in amongst them wild chaps for a
crown piece. You see, sir, I'm but a little man of a quiet turn. I never
could fight in my life, an' it's only farm labourers that ever frequents
my tap, an' they have but little money to spend, and are too heavy and
loompish to quarrel, and kick up a bobbery. They only laughs and grins,
and jokes one with the tother, whiles they drinks a glass of beer or
yeats a mouthful of bread an' cheese, on their way down with their teams
to the wharf, where they ships loads of corn, an' then return with
coals. These poor creturs are just harmless as lambs. The fellows that
Rushmere has got in with are a set of noisy dare devils, who'll knock a
man down as soon as look at him. I think yer Reverence had better not go
near them."

"My duty lies in such places, and while in the performance of it, I feel
afraid of no man. Can you give me directions as to the situation of the
cock-pit, without the necessity of my going into the house?"

"Just beside the house there runs a high brick wall. Open a low door
about the middle of it, and you'll find yourself in a shed, with a set
of rude fellows swarming round it, looking down upon the pit with the
cocks. It's exciting work, sir, that fighting with the bonnie birds,"
continued the little man, with a knowing twinkle in his eye. "But 'tis
reckoned a vulgar, low pastime now. In my young days, lauk a mercy,
sir, it was played by high and low, and fortins have been won an' lost
on a game cock. Did your Reverence ever see a match?"

"I have seen, my friend, more than is good in my short life, when I
foolishly thought more of the amusements of this world, than of the
endless happiness and glory of the next."

"Ah, sir, a man can't allers be thinking of Heaven and reading the
Bible, and saying prayers all the time. I'm sure if I were your
Reverence I should find it very dull work."

Mr. Fitzmorris smiled good-naturedly.

"There are many ways, my friend, of serving God besides reading the
Bible and praying. When we endeavour to follow our Blessed Lord's
example, in trying to do good to our fellow-creatures, we award Him the
best praise of which our nature is capable; and the man who loves Him,
and does all for His sake, without claiming any merit for himself,
enjoys in acts of love and charity the most exquisite pleasure."

Laying his hand emphatically on the little publican's shoulders, he
continued, "Seek the Lord earnestly, diligently, and with your whole
heart, and serve Him faithfully, and you will know the truth of what I
say, and experience such joy and inward satisfaction as you never
dreamed of before. The Heaven of a true Christian commences on earth.
For where God is, there is Heaven. If His Spirit dwells in you, old
things pass away, and all things become new."

Before he had finished the sentence, a farm-servant came up to the
little tavern in hot haste.

"Hullo, Barnaby!" he cried, "can yer tell 'un aught o' young Measter
Rushmere? The bully-bailiffs are in the house--old measter raging like
a wild bull--mistress crying an' wringing her hands--the old 'un
scolding and fussing; the blackguard of a servant-girl laughing in her
sleeve, to hear what she calls the fun--an' the old man threatening to
blow the fellows' brains out with the rusty old blunderbuss that has na'
been fired off since King George came to the crown. If Measter Gilbert
does na' come whome quick, there'll be the devil to pay an' no pitch
hot."

"It seems hot enough, Joe, by your account already," returned Master
Barnaby. "This will be a good excuse for your Reverence to get him away
from that sink o' iniquity."

"Let us lose no time," said Mr. Fitzmorris, turning to the man who was
standing gaping at him with open mouth and eyes. "My good fellow, can
you show me the way to the 'Game Cock?'"

"Why, yees, sir. It's on our way whome, supposing yer goes round the
back o' the Heath. Yer sartainly won't find Measter Gilbert there?"

"He is there." And Gerard swung his strong oak stick in the air, and
followed his conductor at a rapid pace down a narrow footpath that led
across the marshes to Hadstone.

It was a lonely, desolate tract, intersected with wide ditches, full of
stagnant water, generally crossed by a single plank.

The sluggish river crept its lazy length to the sea, between high banks
of mud, and when the tide was out, its dimensions contracted to a tiny
stream, which flowed through a wide bed composed of the same alluvial
deposit that filled the air for miles with a rank, fishy smell. A
footpath ran along the top of the mud-bank, and Mr. Fitzmorris and his
guide followed this till they came to a low stone bridge with one arch,
of very ancient structure, which crossed the main-road to London, where
the heath sank down to the level of the salt flats. A few paces from the
bridge, and below the heath, a low dwelling, composed of wattle and
daub, bore the ostentatious sign of a large, fiery, red game cock, in
the act of crowing, as if to give notice to the tired pedestrian that he
could get refreshments for man and beast, at the house kept by Jonas
Striker.

"Well, Measter Fitzmorris, this be the place. An' yer wud know't by the
uproar that's going on in the shed, without the help o' the bird that's
allers crowing, but never do crow, outside the door. But don't yer hear
the crowing an' clapping o' wings o' the bully birds within, an' the
shouts o' the men that ha' won on the conqueror!"

Mr. Fitzmorris did not answer. He pushed open the door of which Barnaby
had spoken, and entering the yard with a firm, decided step, walked up
to the drunken and noisy crowd.

Some drew back as he advanced, as if ashamed of being caught by the
parson in such a disreputable place, while others turned and faced him
with an audacious stare. Gilbert Rushmere, who was leaning on the rail,
cried out in a sneering tone:

"You are too late for the main, parson, but just in time to perform the
funeral service over the black cock. There he lies--his last battle
ended. As brave a knight as ever wore steel spurs. I'll be chief
mourner, for I ventured upon him my last guinea."

Without taking the least notice of this speech, or the ribald crew by
whom he was surrounded, Gerard went up to Gilbert, and drew him forcibly
apart.

"Rushmere, I have bad news for you. Come home with me. The bailiffs are
in the house, and everything in confusion at Heath Farm. You know what
the feelings of the proud, independent old man must be in such
circumstances. Leave this disgusting place and your vicious companions,
and I will see what I can do to save your family from disgrace."

Gilbert looked in Gerard's face with a half-stupefied stare of blank
incredulity.

"Now, parson, you are only funning me--this is one of your pious dodges
to get me out of this. I know I'm a fool to be here--but having once
passed the Rubicon, I don't mean to go back."

"What I tell you is perfectly true. Here is your man-servant, ask him.
Surely, surely, Mr. Rushmere, you have enough of manhood left in you not
to suffer your wife and poor old father to bear the weight of such a
calamity alone?"

"As to father, let him take it. He deserves it all. But for him, you
would not be in my shoes, rejoicing that the woman who ought to have
been my wife will shortly be yours. You might be contented, I think,
without following me like my shadow, to triumph over me."

"Gilbert Rushmere," said Mr. Fitzmorris, very gravely, "I never saw
Dorothy until after you were the husband of another. Your desertion of
her, when you knew how much she loved you, was no deed of your father's,
but your own voluntary act, for he never knew of your marriage until a
few days before you came down to Heath Farm. And let me tell you, that
any man who could desert such a noble woman as Dorothy Chance for the
sake of a few thousand pounds, was most unworthy to be her husband. But
she has nothing to do with the matter now in hand. It is profanation to
breathe her name in such an assemblage as this. Do you mean to come home
with me, or not?"

"I won't go home in your company. I have nothing to say against you. I
believe you to be an honourable man and a gentleman, but I hate you for
supplanting me in the affections of the only woman I ever loved. The
very sight of you makes me wish to break the sixth commandment."

"Why act the part of the dog in the manger? You cannot marry Dorothy
yourself. Why entertain such uncharitable feelings towards me, because I
have taste enough to prize a jewel that you cast from you. Come,
Rushmere, let better feelings prevail, dismiss this unreasonable
jealousy, and listen to the advice of one who sincerely wishes to be
your friend. Can you tell me the amount of this execution? If it is
within my power, I will try and settle it, for Dorothy's sake."

"You'll be a--fool for your pains if you do," and he laughed scornfully.
"It is the first, but it will not be the last. I want no man, especially
you of all men, to ruin himself for me. Every thing has gone wrong with
me since I married that woman. If she would have put her shoulder to the
wheel, and worked for me, I would have forgiven her the folly and
wickedness of deceiving me. But she does nothing but run up bills, and
make me miserable. She's not a bad looking woman, and I might have
learned to love her in time, but there's no chance of that now. I'm not
sorry for this business, for I hope it will be the means of my getting
rid of her. Go home, I won't; they may fight it out the best way
they can." And turning suddenly on his heel, he disappeared among the
crowd. Full of grief at his want of success, Mr. Fitzmorris took the
road that led to Heath Farm.

Here to his grief and indignation, he was informed by Martha Wood that
the old man had been taken off to prison for debt, and the ladies were
shut up in their own room, and could not receive visitors. Tired with a
long fruitless walk, and feeling sad at heart, he determined to visit
Lawrence Rushmere early the next morning, and, if possible, to pay the
amount of his debt.

Anxious to save Dorothy from useless distress, he did not inform her of
the cause that had kept him away so long. She only remarked, as he
kissed her cheek, "My dear Gerard looks tired and paler than usual."

"Oh, Dolly," he replied. "It is a sad world; one is never allowed to
feel happy in it long. If it were always the paradise that you have made
it for the last few weeks, I should never like to leave it. All things,
darling, are for the best. The purest pleasures are born in the lap of
sorrow, as the brightest sunshine succeeds the darkest storm."

Directly after breakfast he ordered his horse and gig, and telling Mrs.
Martin that he could not be home before night, drove over to the town of
----, in which the gaol was situated.

Before going to visit the old man, he went to the lawyer, at the suit of
whose client he had been incarcerated, to discover the amount of the
debt, which he found to be under three hundred pounds, including the law
costs.

It was a large sum for Mr. Fitzmorris, having expended all he could well
spare from his own income in settling his brother's affairs, paying
funeral and law expenses, and other items. Any thought of his own
comfort or convenience seldom stayed the too generous hand, that was
never held back by selfish motives, if it could possibly relieve the
necessity of a fellow creature. "It was only retrenching a few needless
luxuries," he would say, "for a few months or years, and the interest
would be amply repaid. There was no bank in which a man could invest his
means, which made such ample returns, as the bank of Heaven, in which
there was no fear of losing your capital, as it was chartered for
eternity."

He wrote a check upon his banker for the sum, and received the release
from Mr. Hodson, the man of business.

"I am afraid, Mr. Fitzmorris, that you have sacrificed this large sum of
money to little purpose. This, though certainly the largest claim
against the Rushmere estate, is not the only one. It would require more
than a thousand pounds to keep the place from the hammer."

"I thought that Lawrence Rushmere had been a person who had saved
money?"

"He had to the amount of a few hundred pounds, but the farm is a very
poor one, which, for half a century past, has barely supplied the
necessary outlay to continue its cultivation. When the lieutenant
returned, the father sacrificed his little earnings, to enter into a
speculation with his son, for furnishing horses to the Government, for
the use of the army. Such a traffic requires large means, and constant
attention. The young man who was the sole manager, got among dissipated
companions, from buying horses, to betting upon them, and has not only
lost all the money advanced by the father, but has involved himself
irretrievably. The creditors thought it better to bring things to a
crisis, as the sale of the property might possibly leave a small
overplus, to keep the old man from the workhouse."

"He is such an impatient, obstinate creature," observed Mr. Fitzmorris,
"that he may choose to remain in prison rather than pay these creditors,
that he will be sure to regard not as the injured party, but as personal
enemies to himself."

"In that case, you had better retain in your possession the draft you
have just given me, until after you have seen and conversed with
Lawrence Rushmere."

"Would it be possible to stay proceedings against the estate, until
after Lord Wilton's return, which is expected daily, and remove the old
man from prison? He is so proud and independent, the disgrace of having
been inside a gaol will kill him."

"The creditors, who are all decent yeomen, might be inclined to serve
the old man, who has always been respected in the county as an honest
fellow. But being associated in this horse traffic with the son, whom
they look upon as a great scoundrel, throws more difficulties in the
way. The father was unprepared, nay, never expected this blow, or he
might have arranged matters to save himself. I could, perhaps, stave off
the other creditors, if this first claim were settled, for two or three
months, and a bond were given that they should receive their money at
the end of that term. The old man who is honest as daylight, might
indemnify you by turning over to you the estate, and continue to farm it
for your benefit."

"I will own, Mr. Hodson, that I do not exactly wish to sacrifice my
money, for the benefit of Gilbert Rushmere, without he were a reformed
character. If the estate were mine, I could give it to Lawrence Rushmere
rent free for his life."

The lawyer promised to make all the necessary arrangements to secure Mr.
Fitzmorris from unnecessary loss, and he left him to communicate to the
prisoner the result of his morning's work, and to relieve him from
durance.

He found the old man in the debtors' room, pacing to and fro with a
restless stride, which proved how much vigour still remained in the
tough heart of oak. On perceiving Mr. Fitzmorris, the caged lion
suddenly came to a stand still, and confronted him with a gloomy brow,
and proud defiant eye, as he said in a low voice,

"Are you come, Parson, to speak to Lawrence Rushmere in a den like this,
to seek an honest man among felons an' thieves? I was allers laughed at
for holding my head so high. I must carry it a foot higher here to look
above a lawless set of ruffians and ragamuffins."

In spite of his affected bravado, the tears stood in the old man's eyes,
and, staggering to a bench, he sunk down helplessly upon it, and covered
his face with his hands.

"I came to seek a friend," said Gerard, laying his hand on the old man's
shoulder, "one whom I esteem, or I should not be here."

"Oh, dang it," cried Rushmere. "Take off your hand, Mr. Fitzmorris. No
offence, I hope, but it do put me in mind o' the tap that rascal gave
me; he said, in the king's name, as if the king, God bless him, had ever
a hand in sending a honest loyal subject like me to prison. I had the
satisfaction, however, of knocking the fellow down. It did me good, I
can tell you."

The cold, clear blue eye was lighted up with a gleam of fire, which cast
an angry glare around, like a flash of summer lightning leaping from
the dark clouds.

"The man was only in the performance of his duty. It was expending your
wrath upon a wrong object."

"He just deserved what he got. None but a rascal would ever fill such a
post, none but rascals ever do fill it, men far worse in moral character
than the villains they take. An honest man would sweep the streets
before he'd earn his living in such a mean way."

Gerard could scarcely forbear a smile at this tirade, when Rushmere
asked him abruptly the cause of his visit.

"To take you out of this place, and carry you back to your own home."

"And who pays the debt?"

"I have agreed to do that."

"You! What business ha' you wi' paying my debts? If Lawrence Rushmere
can't do that, he must content himsel' to stay here."

"You must not refuse me this great favour. Consider me as a son, willing
and anxious to serve you."

At the mention of the word son, the old man sprang to his feet, and,
clenching his fist, exclaimed,

"I have no son! The rascal who has brought me to this, wi' his drinking
and gambling, is no son of mine. I disown him now and for ever--and may
my curse--"

Mr. Fitzmorris put his hand before the old man's mouth, and, in a solemn
voice that made him fall back a few paces, said,

"Who are you that dare curse a fellow creature, especially a son, though
he has rebelled against you? It is committing an outrage against your
own soul--against the excellent mother that bore him--against the most
High God, who, through his blessed Son, has told us, that only as we
forgive those that injure us can we ourselves hope to be forgiven."

"Oh, Mary, my wife. My dead angel! it is only for your sake I revoke my
curse. He be your child, but oh, he has wounded me in the tenderest
part."

Again the old man sank down upon the bench, and, for a few minutes,
Gerard thought it best to leave him to his own thoughts. When he seemed
more calm, he urged him more earnestly to accompany him back to
Hadstone.

"To go back to that she-cat? No, a' won't, I tell you. Why, gaol is a
paradise compared to living wi' her. You must not urge me, sir. If I
don't curse the scamp that has brought me to this--I fear I should kill
him if we met!"

"But you would not refuse to live with Dorothy?"

"Ah, Dolly--she was a good lass. I have naught to do wi' her now. It
would ha' been well for me if a' had never set eyes on her."

"But Dorothy loves you so sincerely."

"What, after I have used her so ill? Howsomever, it was a great service
I rendered her, when I hindered her from marrying that scoundrel."

"Unintentionally on your part, my friend. You can take no merit for
that. Your son might have turned out a noble character but for that
act."

It was of no use urging the old man to leave the gaol. His pride was
offended at the idea of Mr. Fitzmorris paying his debts; he was hurt,
too, that Gilbert had sent no message, to let him know how matters
really stood, or if there remained any chance of paying the creditors by
the sale of the property.

"You see, Mr. Fitzmorris, I trusted all to him. I never thought that my
own son would neglect the business and ruin me. No, no, I deserve to be
here for my folly, and here I will remain until all the creditors are
paid."

Seeing that he was obstinately bent on adhering to his purpose, Gerard
told him that he would send Mr. Hodson to talk the matter over with him,
and he would come and see him again when he heard that he had come to a
decision. He was willing to give him a fair price for the estate, and
let him remain in it rent-free for his life.

The old man seemed struck with this last suggestion, and promised to
listen to reason, and so they parted.

On Mr. Fitzmorris' return to Hadstone, the first news that met his ears
was, that Gilbert Rushmere had gone off to parts unknown with Martha
Wood, who had dexterously fomented the quarrels between him and his wife
to further this object; and that Mrs. Gilbert and her mother had packed
up and left for London, "never," they said, "to return to a beggarly
place like Hadstone."




  CHAPTER X.

  A LONG CHAPTER.


The various plans formed by Gerard Fitzmorris for the future comfort of
Lawrence Rushmere, were temporarily suspended by the receipt of a letter
from Lord Wilton, who had just landed in Liverpool with his sad freight.

He earnestly requested his cousin to meet him in London, and join in the
melancholy cortege that would accompany the mortal remains of the young
viscount to their last resting-place, in the family vault in Hadstone
church.

"I have much to say to you, my dear Gerard," he wrote, "upon the
important subject which formed the leading topic in the letters received
from you and Dorothy just as I was about to sail for England. But while
the arrow rankles in my heart, for the death of a justly beloved son, I
cannot yet bring my mind to dwell upon marrying and giving in marriage.
This must suffice you both till time has cicatrized the wound. The
marriage of my daughter, Dorothy, with the last male representative of
our ancient house, cannot fail to be regarded by me with entire
satisfaction. I will explain everything when we meet."

Gerard folded the Earl's letter and sat for some minutes in deep
thought. Most men in his position would have felt more joy than sorrow
for the death of a relative they had scarcely known, which made them
heir to a title and vast wealth. Gerard Fitzmorris cared very little
for either distinction. He had for some time past felt a deep and
growing interest in Lord Wilton, and he sympathised with him most
sincerely in the loss of a noble and deserving son.

He was much struck by the decided manner in which he had avowed, without
entering into the particulars of the case, that Dorothy Chance was his
daughter. If legitimately he would have no claim to the earldom, which
came through a Granville, and would only be entitled to the baronetcy
held by his descent from Sir Thomas Fitzmorris, their mutual
grandfather. Dorothy would be Countess of Wilton in her own right.

He could not bring himself to believe, if this were the case, that the
Earl would have suffered her to remain so long ignorant of her just
position.

Time would explain all, but he could not fathom the mystery. He
instantly complied with the Earl's request to meet him in London.
Before he left Hadstone, Dorothy begged, as a great favour, that she
might accompany him on his journey as far as ---- to take Mr. Rushmere
out of gaol, and bring him back to Heath Farm.

"It would be better for me, Gerard, to break to him the elopement of his
son, and if he will return with me, to stay with him at the old place,
till you come back."

"Just like my own Dorothy," he cried, pressing her to his heart. "Go
like a good angel, as you are, and my blessing go with you."

During their journey, Gerard gave his betrothed the Earl's letter to
read, and watched her countenance during the perusal. There was no other
passenger inside the coach but themselves. They could talk to each other
without reserve. He saw her start, and her cheeks crimson, when she
came to the paragraph in which his lordship spoke of her as his
daughter.

"Oh, Gerard," she said, bursting into tears, as her head sank upon his
shoulder. "Had I not better go with you to London, to comfort him in his
sorrow? My father, my poor father! I can never supply to him the loss of
his dear son."

"Had he wished it, my sweet cousin, he would have made the request.
Public taste has dispensed with the presence of female mourners at the
funerals of relations and friends. The gentle hearts that loved the
truest and the best are denied by the tyrant fashion the blessed
privilege of seeing the last sad rites performed for the beloved dead.
After Lord Fitzmorris' funeral your presence will be more needed. It is
not until the earth closes her bars for ever on the loved and lost, that
we can fully realize the fact that they can no more return to us."

On reaching the county town, Dorothy and her lover parted--one to act as
chief mourner in a solemn and useless pageant, which the good sense of
mankind ought to banish from the earth, with all its artificial
trappings and hired mourners; the other to visit that grave of the
living, a prison, and carry hope and comfort to the care-worn heart of
the victim of a cruel and oppressive law, which demands of a man to pay
his debts, while it deprives him of the chance of doing so.

Following the directions she had received from Gerard, Dorothy went
first to Mr. Hodson, and learned from him that the debt for which her
foster-father was in gaol, had been settled by her lover; that
everything had been satisfactorily arranged with the other creditors,
Rushmere having concluded to sell Heath Farm to Mr. Fitzmorris for the
sum of two thousand pounds, which would pay all the demands upon the
estate, and leave the old man at liberty.

The dry man of business was much struck by the extraordinary beauty of
the young lady, who had deigned to visit his dusty office in behalf of
the prisoner, and being a widower of some years' standing, without any
incumbrance in the shape of children, it struck him that so charming a
girl would make him an excellent second wife.

With this wise project in his head, he cross-questioned her very
closely, on their way to the gaol, as to her parentage and station, to
all which questions she gave such frank and straightforward answers,
that he soon became acquainted with her private history.

Mr. Hodson had been employed to make old Mrs. Knight's will, and well
remembered the remarkable clause it contained with regard to the child
of the poor vagrant found on the Heath, which, if proofs could be
actually obtained that Dorothy was the daughter of Alice Knight, whether
legitimately or illegitimately, would entitle her to a fortune of thirty
thousand pounds, with all its immense accumulations of interest and
compound interest, for so many years.

It was a case worth looking into.

The old woman's death-bed confession, which had been made in his
presence, to Mr. Martin, fully established a fact only known to
them--that the conscience-stricken murderess of the mother had
discovered in the corpse of the poor vagrant, her grandchild; so that
all that was now required to entitle her child to inherit this large
fortune was the registration of its birth. If it had taken place in any
workhouse, or public charitable institution, this might be obtained
by offering suitable rewards, without the said Alice Knight had adopted
a fictitious name.

As the light began gradually to dawn upon his mind that this lovely girl
was no other than Mrs. Knight's heiress, he rubbed his hands gleefully
together, and told his fair visitor, that if she made him her friend, he
might be able to put her in the way of obtaining a handsome fortune.

Dorothy laughed, and looked incredulously at the plain, matter-of-fact
lawyer.

"How can I do that, sir? I have no money to give you."

"Not at present, my dear; but you can bestow upon me more than the worth
of money, this dear little white hand!"

"Oh!" said Dorothy, snatching her hand from him, before he could convey
it to his lips, and without adopting the affectation of pretending not
to understand his meaning, "I cannot do that, for it is given away
already."

The lawyer's fine castle of a moment's building evaporated slowly into
air, as he asked in a disconcerted tone:

"To whom?"

"A gentleman you know quite well. The Reverend Gerard Fitzmorris. It was
he that directed me to you."

"Oh, I see. The gentleman that was here a few days ago, Lord Wilton's
cousin, and successor to the titles and estates. That is, in case the
Earl does not marry again. Young lady, I offer you my sincere
congratulations, on your prospect of becoming a countess, and I hope,"
he continued, with great emphasis, "that you will forgive me, for
wishing to secure the affections of such a charming young lady."

"Oh, certainly. You are not much to be pitied, on so short an
acquaintance," and Dorothy laughed merrily. "Had not the fortune
something to do with it?" and she looked archly up in his face.

"No, upon my honour, I was struck with your appearance before you told
me who you were. But really, Miss Chance, or Knight, or whatever we can
prove your name to be, we must not lose sight of this fortune, and if
you will pay me say five thousand pounds provided I am able to establish
your claims, will you empower me to take the necessary steps?"

"But should you fail?"

"In that case, I should not claim a farthing."

"We will consult Gerard and Mr. Martin," said Dorothy, who thought that
this might bring about proofs of her identity, that would satisfy Lord
Wilton, and she felt in high spirits at the possible result of such a
legal inquiry. So, quite forgetful of the sly lawyer's proposal to make
her his second wife, she chatted with him during their way to the gaol,
in the most friendly and confidential manner.

She found Lawrence Rushmere, moping in the corner of the debtor's room,
looking pale and haggard, with beard unshaven, and his uncombed locks
falling round his face in tangled confusion. Running up to him, Dorothy
flung her arms about his neck and tenderly embraced him. Rushmere looked
up, and clasped her to his heart. "Dolly, is that you?"

"Yes, dear father."

"My dear girl, I be hearty glad to see thee. But what brought'ee, Dolly,
to this confounded place?"

"To take you out of it."

"Where's Gilbert?" he asked, lowering his voice, and looking cautiously
round lest the other debtors should hear him ask after his unworthy
son.

"Gone, father, no one knows whither. He went off with that bad girl,
Martha Wood, who, I believe, has been at the bottom of all the
mischief."

"The young limb of iniquity. A fit companion for my son. And what has
become of the wife?"

"Gone back to London."

"Joy go with her, she was a bad 'un. An' the cunning old witch, the
mother?"

"Has left Hadstone never to return."

"An' the old place. What have they done with it?"

"It is open to receive you, father, when you return with me. I will soon
make it bright and cosy again."

"Ah, well a day, Dolly. I hardly wish to see it again. It will only
remind me o' happier days, o' a wife that I loved with my whole heart,
o' a son that I can consider mine no longer. Who would ha' thought
that such an excellent mother could ha' been parent to such a graceless
bairn; that a good beginning should make such a sorry ending? Na,
Dorothy, I cannot go back; even the bright black eyed lass, who might
ha' been my daughter, but for my folly, is going to carry joy an'
sunshine into another home. Let me bide, Dorothy, where I be! I can die
as well here as in the old homestead."

"I cannot lose my dear old father yet. Where I am, there shall always be
a warm nook by the fireside for him."

"Dolly, my darling, thou art one in a thousand. Yes, I will go with you.
Reach me my hat and staff."

The shrewd man of business thought with the yeoman that Dorothy was one
in a thousand, and was not a little affected by her filial piety. He
then accompanied Dorothy and her charge to the inn, and ordered a good
dinner at his own expense, for the refreshments of the travellers. Over
a glass of excellent home brewed, he told Rushmere of the hopes he
entertained of securing Mrs. Knight's large bequest for the beautiful
foundling. This news, however gratifying to the old man, on Dorothy's
account, only served to increase the deep regret that was ever brooding
in his mind, that his unreasonable obstinacy had been the cause of
Gilbert's ruin and his own.

It was night when they got to Heath Farm.

Mrs. Martin and the good curate were there to welcome Rushmere back to
his old home.

With the assistance of Polly and Mrs. Sly, who had been at work all the
day, Mrs. Martin had succeeded in restoring the house to its original
order, the absence of which, during the misrule of Mrs. Gilbert's
brief reign, had been such an eye-sore to the sturdy yeoman. He was
perfectly astonished, and no less gratified, to find everything in its
accustomed place.

A bright fire was roaring up the huge chimney, as in the winter nights
long passed away. A comfortable hot supper was smoking on the oak table,
which was covered with a spotless cloth of Dorothy's own spinning. His
easy chair in its own place, at the head of the hospitable board,
fronting the portrait of his venerated ancestor, which had been cleaned
from dust and fly spots, by Mrs. Martin's own hands.

The grand old soldier of the covenant looked down from his lofty height,
and, by the glow of the genial fire, seemed to smile benignantly on his
care-worn descendant's sorrowful face.

The old yeoman fixed his eyes long and lovingly on the time-honoured
picture, then, stretching his large hands to the cheerful blaze,
muttered to himself,--"The last. Am I to be the last o' his race that
will leave the old place with an untarnished name? Oh, Gilbert! oh, my
son! I had expected better things o' thee."

The cheerful conversation of the good curate and his wife, and the
caresses of Dorothy, succeeded at last in winning Lawrence Rushmere from
his melancholy, and something of his former honest hearty expression
beamed forth from his clear blue eyes. He joined earnestly in Henry
Martin's beautiful evening prayer, which he declared had done him a
world of good, and refreshed his weary spirit. When Dorothy lighted him
up to bed, he whispered in her ear at parting, "I thought this morning,
Dorothy, that a' never could feel happy or comfortable agen."

It had been previously arranged by her friends that Dorothy was to
remain at the Farm, as mistress of the establishment, until after
Gerard's return, and do all she could to make her foster-father forget
his past sorrows and present desolate position. Though such a result
could hardly be expected at his age, she accomplished more than she had
anticipated.

She read to him the newspapers, sang to him the old ballads he loved so
well, in her clear dulcet voice, and talked to him cheerfully of his
future prospects,--of the pleasant days yet in store for him, if he
would resolutely abandon vain regrets, and trust in the goodness and
mercy of a loving God.

Several days glided tranquilly away before she received a letter from
Gerard, which informed her that the funeral procession would reach
Hadstone at noon on the following day, when the burial of the young
viscount would take place, Lord Wilton and himself being chief
mourners, and Mr. Martin reading the service for the dead. He told her
that he had found the Earl in better health and spirits than he
expected. That his son had died in such a happy frame of mind, that it
had done more to establish his belief in the great truths of the
Christian religion, than a thousand homilies.

We will pass over the funeral, with all its black and melancholy
details, which seem to have been invented by our progenitors to add
unnecessary horror to death. The pagan rites of Chinese idolaters have a
far more spiritual meaning than our dismal funereal processions. The
mourners wear robes of spotless white--young children strew beautiful
flowers along the path to the grave, and accompany the dead to their
peaceful rest with music and song, rejoicing in the birth of the
spirit to a better world.

The day after the funeral, Gerard Fitzmorris came in Lord Wilton's
carriage to bring Dorothy up to Heath Hall, as the Earl was impatient to
see her.

On arriving at the stately mansion, they were immediately ushered into
the noble library that had haunted Dorothy's dreams, since the day she
first met her titled father.

The Earl was standing, with folded arms, before the portrait of his
beautiful mother, the resemblance between her and Dorothy having been
rendered yet more striking by the air of refinement that education, and
the society of superior minds, had given to the latter.

At the sound of her light steps, the Earl held out his arms. Dorothy
sank upon his breast, only uttering the simple word, "Father!"

"My child, my beloved child!"

For a long while he held her where nature had placed her, next his
heart, and they mingled their tears together. Gerard walked to the
window not less affected by their emotion.

The Earl at length mastered his feelings, and, placing Dorothy on a
sofa, he called Gerard to him, and taking a seat between them, held
firmly a hand of each.

"My dear children," he said, in a voice that still trembled with
emotion, "the time for an explanation, of what must seem to you a
strange and needless mystery, has arrived; and while I reveal my past
sins and folly, I beg your earnest attention and forgiveness.

"You, Dorothy Chance, are my child, born in lawful wedlock, the only
fruit of my marriage with Alice Knight, the beautiful and unfortunate
young _protegee_ of my mother, Lady Dorothy Granville.

"You both know that I was a younger son. My eldest brother, Sir Thomas,
being a strong healthy young man, I never entertained the least
expectation of being called to fill his place. I was proud and poor,
depending solely for my future position on my mother's jointure at her
death, and my chance of rising in the army.

"I was always haunted by a terrible dread of poverty, not that I loved
money for its own sake, for I was reckless in the extravagant
expenditure of my limited means, but I valued it for the power and
_prestige_ that it always confers upon its fortunate possessors. To be
esteemed as a man of fortune by the world, was at that time the height
of my ambition, I was not aware of the little satisfaction that mere
wealth, unconnected with better things, confers.

"My grandfather, the late earl, had early singled me out as his future
heir. I was his godson, and had been called after him, Edward
Granville. He did not like my eldest brother, who was an honest,
generous fellow, frank and independent to a fault, the very beau ideal
of a soldier and a gentleman. He never would condescend to flatter the
avaricious old man for the sake of his money.

"My grandfather had a high veneration for rank, a feeling which my dear
mother shared with him in common; both had an unmitigated horror of a
mesalliance. This terror of mingling their pure old Norman blood with
any one of inferior degree took a strong possession of my own mind,
which was greatly strengthened by the often reiterated threat of the
proud old aristocrat, that if I married beneath my rank, I should never
possess a shilling of his vast wealth.

"This great fortune he inherited from an uncle, who for many years had
been governor of India, and died childless. I must confess that I was
dreadfully jealous of the infant sons of his youngest daughter, by a
second marriage. Not so much of you, Gerard, who, from an infant, shewed
a proud and independent spirit; you were a sturdy democrat from your
very cradle, and fearlessly urged the rights of man to the old earl, and
laughed at his absurd prejudices, as unworthy and truly ignoble.

"I entered hotly into all the vices and follies of a young man of
fashion. The Earl forgave all these peccadilloes, paid my gambling
debts, and excused every fault, so long as I flattered his weakness, and
held his opinions. My regiment was ordered to America, and I saw some
hot service, and soon acquired rank and position in the army. On my
return to England, the Earl used his great influence to get me into
Parliament. His wealth overcame all opposition, and I made no
insignificant figure in the house, and was considered a rising young man
of great promise.

"It was during this period, the brightest and best in my life, as far as
my worldly interests were concerned, that I married, with my
grandfather's consent, the Lady Lucia Montressor, who, though an earl's
daughter, was one of a large family of girls, who had no claims to
wealth, but were handsome, accomplished women, looking out for rich and
advantageous settlements. As the reputed favourite of the rich Earl
Wilton, and considered by the public a man of talent, mine was
considered a very eligible position.

"I was really attached to my young wife, and sincerely grieved when she
died in her beautiful girlhood, leaving me the father of a fine boy,
only a few hours old.

"My dear mother was much interested in my bereavement, and took home my
motherless infant, while I went abroad on a secret mission for the
Government. It was during my absence that lasted over two years, that
she saw the neglected grand-daughter of a woman by the name of Knight,
who kept a shop furnished with expensive foreign silks and laces, and
much frequented by ladies of rank in the town of Storby.

"Struck with the extraordinary beauty of the girl, who was in her
fifteenth year, she took her under her own protection, to be nursery
governess to my little Edward, and wait exclusively upon her person.

"When I returned to Heath Hall, I found this incomparable girl, high in
favour with Lady Dorothy, whom she accompanied with the child, in all
her walks and drives. In this way we were often thrown together, when I
found the charms of her mind equal to the graces of her person. I fell
madly in love with her, and it was only then that I realised the truth
that I had not loved before. My frantic passion absorbed my whole being.
Obliged to be wary, I could make no outward demonstration of my
admiration for my beautiful Alice, for fear of alarming the jealousy of
my mother, which restraint served only to increase the vehemence of my
attachment. To my infinite joy, I discovered that it was mutual.

"The fear of losing my grandfather's patronage and with it his fortune,
for a long while presented, as I supposed, an inseparable barrier to my
making her my wife. To my grief and shame be it spoken, if I could have
obtained her on less honourable terms, I should not have hesitated in
adopting such an infamous course, but I found the innocent girl as
virtuous as she was fair.

"Then the thought struck me of marrying her privately and enjoining upon
her the strictest secresy, until after the death of my rich relative
should leave me at liberty, to make a public acknowledgment that she was
my lawful wife. To this arrangement, Alice readily consented. An
opportunity was not long in presenting itself.

"Lady Dorothy spent a few weeks every summer at Bath. On this occasion I
went with her; and Alice, as a matter of course, accompanied us with my
child, of whom she was passionately fond, and I believe the little
fellow loved her with as much devotion as he did his father.

"There was a small retired old church, which, though belonging to the
parish in which we lodged, was never frequented by aristocratic
worshippers; my aunt having engaged seats in one situated in a more
fashionable quarter of the town, where a celebrated preacher drew
together large congregations.

"In the little church of St. Mary's, Alice and I were married by banns,
and the old superannuated incumbent delivered our names to his small
flock in such mumbling tones, that they were unrecognised among a long
string of unknown and unhonoured ones. Early one morning after the third
publication of the said banns we were united by the old clergyman, whom
I bribed pretty highly to keep our secret.

"And we were happy, blessed beyond measure in our boundless love. If she
had been dear to me before, she was doubly so now; if ever a man
worshipped a woman, I did her. Our stolen meetings used to take place in
a lonely unfrequented opening in the park, beneath the shade of a large
oak tree. There we were once nearly surprised by poor Henry Martin, who
had been brought up with Alice, and still entertained for her a violent
passion.

"Our dream of happiness vanished only too soon. My mother had gone to
make a visit to the seat of a nobleman, about thirty miles distant, and
could not return till next day, when I received a sudden notice from
Government that my services were required in a most important mission to
the court of Russia, and that I must leave for London without a moment's
delay.

"My uncle had been very active in obtaining for me this appointment,
which, if well conducted, might lead to the governorship of some
important colony among the British possessions. I dared not hesitate in
accepting a post from which such great future results were to be
expected. Even for her sake it behoved me to go.

"But how could I leave Heath Hall without one last embrace, one last
farewell to the beloved?

"I got this appointment by the evening mail, and had to appear in London
by ten o'clock the next morning, receive my dispatches, and sail
immediately for St. Petersburgh, where it is probable that I might be
detained for some months. I was, however, determined, if possible, to
see her before I went, and rode a noble horse to death to obtain that
object.

"When I arrived at ---- Hall, it was long past midnight, the family had
retired to rest, and the idea of obtaining an interview with my wife was
utterly preposterous. I had nothing for it but to return to the London
road, which skirted the park, and wait for the coming up of the night
mail, my impatience having out-ridden the coach.

"I was so dreadfully fatigued with my previous ride, that I had
scarcely taken my seat before I fell asleep, and did not awake until the
rumbling of the wheels upon the stones told me that I was in London.

"Though dreadfully pressed for time, I wrote a brief letter to Alice,
explaining the reason of my absence, and directing her to write to me
through my agent in town. In a postscript I charged her most solemnly to
keep our secret if she valued my peace and happiness. She had hidden
from me the important fact of her pregnancy.

"My poor darling kept our secret only too well. It was during that visit
to ---- Hall that some prying domestic discovered her situation, which
was whispered to other members of the household, till it reached my
mother's ears.

"I can well imagine Lady Dorothy's grief and indignation. A woman of
stern morality, she was not very likely to forgive a dependent to whom
she had been a sincere friend. Calling Alice into her presence, she
taxed her with her crime, and demanded of her to name the father of the
child. This the poor girl steadily refusing to do, my mother reproached
her with ingratitude, and dismissed her from her service before she
returned to Heath Hall.

"I can well imagine the despair of the dear young wife when she found,
upon reaching Storby, that I had left the country; no one could tell
whither, without letting her know the cause of my seeming desertion. She
never could have received my letter, though I paid a private messenger
highly to deliver it into her own hand.

"In this emergency she applied to her grandmother for protection, who,
at first, ignorant of her cause for leaving Lady Dorothy, received her
into the house. I have no doubt that had she taken the wise course of
making a confidant of this wicked old woman, her pride and avarice would
have been so highly gratified, that she would have given her a home
without paying any regard to the disgrace attached to her name.

"The discovery of her situation exasperated the old woman to fury. She
did not even ask for an explanation, but thrust her from her doors with
cruel words and coarse usage.

"Thus far, I was informed by a man who waited in the shop, who told me
that he was so much affected by the distressed looks of the affrighted
girl, that it moved him to tears. After the shop was closed, he sought
her through the town, but no one had seen or could give him any account
of her retreat.

"A report got into circulation, which made my mother very sorry for the
part she had played in this tragedy, that Alice Knight had walked into
the sea when the tide was coming in, and buried her shame and sorrow in
the waves. I never could believe this story. I felt in my soul that she
was still living, and loved me too well to have taken such a rash and
wicked step. From the hour she left Mrs. Knight's house, her fate
remained till very lately a mystery. How she passed the intervening
period between the birth of Dorothy and her own melancholy death while
in search of me will never be accurately known.

"I was retained at the Court of St. Petersburgh for nearly three years.
I wrote constantly under cover to my agent, to Alice, often sending her
large sums of money, and was astonished when my man of business informed
me after the lapse of twelve months, that all my letters had been
returned from the dead letter office, as no such person as Alice Knight
was to be found.

"I then wrote to Lady Dorothy, confessing to her that I was the father
of Alice Knight's child, and imploring her to tell me what had become of
the mother and her babe.

"Lady Dorothy died before this letter reached England, and her father,
the Earl of Wilton, only survived her a few weeks, leaving to me the
fortune for which I had sacrificed my wife and child, too late to afford
me any pleasure.

"The death of my eldest brother, which happened abroad, gave Lady
Dorothy such a shock that she never got over it. I thus suddenly and
unexpectedly became a wealthy and titled man.

"I had married in the summer of the year 1797, and returned to England
in July, 1800. On my way to Hadstone, I must have passed over the heath,
during that dreadful storm, unconscious that the beloved object whose
loss had plunged me into a state of incurable grief, was dying, exposed
to its pitiless fury, in the wet hollow beneath.

"From that hour until I met Dorothy, I could obtain no reliable
information concerning my poor wife. When this dear girl first presented
herself before me, and I saw in the glass the wonderful likeness, (which
you, Gerard, cannot fail to recognize) between the country girl and my
aristocratic mother, and through her to me, and heard the sound of her
voice, so like my lost wife's, I could hardly refrain from clasping her
in my arms, and telling her that she was my child.

"The story of her mother's sad fate, the sight of the ring with which we
were married, which belonged to my first wife, and had her initials and
my own engraved on the reverse side, and the tress of Alice's exquisite
golden brown hair, corresponding with a lock, which, at that moment, was
lying next my heart, removed all doubts, if such indeed had ever
existed, that the poor dead wanderer was my wife."

"Forgive me, my lord, for interrupting you," said Gerard. "But how could
you, being satisfied that this was the case, encourage an alliance
between Dorothy and Gilbert Rushmere, a person so inferior to her in
birth?"

"She loved him, Gerard; was quite unconscious of her real position, and
I thought the knowledge of it would not conduce to her happiness, if it
separated her from her lover. Rank and wealth had been the means of
destroying mine for ever. Besides my son was living, and likely to live,
and I had no wish to reveal to the world that sad and blotted page in my
life, for the sake of securing an heir.

"Had Alice lived, I should have owned her as my wife to the world,
exhibited the proofs of our marriage, and there the matter would have
ended. But in legally claiming Dorothy, I should subject myself to the
most painful and humiliating investigations, which going the rounds of
the public papers, would be bruited abroad throughout the land. My
children," he cried, in a tone of earnest entreaty, "it is in your power
to save me from this terrible degradation."

A frown was gathering upon Gerard's brow, and he said, with some
asperity:

"My lord, I do not quite understand your meaning. If you possess the
legal proofs of Dorothy's legitimacy, you surely would not rob her of
her birthright, to cover your own sin."

"What does it matter to her, Gerard? if she becomes your wife, she would
still be Countess of Wilton. I am certain by what I know of Dorothy's
unselfish character, that she would rather receive her title through her
husband than through a law process, which would make her father the most
miserable of men.

"What do you say, my daughter--will you insist upon the legal
restitution of your rights, or be contented to receive them through your
husband?"

Dorothy rose from the Earl's supporting arms, and stood up before him,
her eyes brightened, and a vivid flush crimsoned her cheeks, as she
said, with an air of decision, which admitted of no misinterpretation:

"My lord, I care neither for rank nor wealth. The vindication of my
mother's honour is dearer to me than either. I will not bear the title
of your daughter branded with an epithet I need not name."

"Dorothy is right," replied Gerard. "I would not purchase her birthright
on such dishonest terms. It would be a cruel injustice to both mother
and daughter to let them bear the brand of shame, which a small
sacrifice of personal vanity could remove."

The Earl remained for a long time leaning his head upon his clasped
hands, without speaking. At length, looking up with a deep sigh, he
said, "Gerard, you press me very sore. I declare to you that I would
rather die than expose my mental weakness in a court of justice."

"It will clear your character from a foul stigma, my lord, the seduction
of a beautiful young girl, and her supposed death in consequence of your
desertion. But have you positive proofs of Dorothy being her child?"

"I had not, until the day before I wrote to Dorothy, and I obtained them
by a most singular chance.

"When going up to London to meet my poor Edward, a wheel came off my
carriage, and it required the aid of a blacksmith to repair the damage.
I walked forward to the village, and went into a neat public house,
while my servants found a smith. I thought I recognized in the master of
the house an old tenant of mine, who had once kept a similar place of
entertainment at Thursten, the village on the north of Hadstone.

"Years had changed me so much, that he scarcely knew me again. After
talking for some time about indifferent subjects, he told me, that the
very day before, he had stumbled over a letter, that was given to him by
a poor, miserable, sickly young woman, who stopped at his house late one
July evening, eighteen years ago, and begged for a cup of milk and a bit
of bread for her child, a beautiful little black eyed girl, barely two
years old. 'My missus asked her,' he said, 'who she was, and where she
was going?' She replied,

"'That she had friends in Storby, whom she wanted to see. That she was
very ill, and was going home to them to die. But in case she was too
weak to get there, she wished me to send a letter she had in her pocket
to Lord Wilton, as she expected that if he were at the Hall he would
help her.'

"'I took the letter, and thought that it was only some begging petition,
and of little consequence, and our people were busy in the hay-field,
and I forgot all about it. In the autumn I removed with my family to
this place. I heard of the death of a young person answering to the
description of the poor young woman, who had been at my house on the
night of the tenth of July, who had been found on the heath by farmer
Rushmere, who had adopted the little girl, but did not trouble myself
to go and see the corpse.

"'A few weeks ago, my wife died, and in looking over some of her little
traps, to find a receipt, I stumbled on this letter, and though I
daresay it is of little consequence to your lordship, or to any one else
now, I may as well give it to you.'

"This long forgotten document, contained a few lines from my poor Alice,
enclosing the registration of the birth of Dorothy, in the lying-in
hospital in London. You will find it enclosed in the packet I sent to
Dorothy in case I should never return to England, and it fully
identifies her as my child, and heiress to the title and estate of
Wilton. There is, therefore, no difficulty in a legal point of view, and
if you are both determined not to spare my feelings in the matter, I
will immediately take the necessary steps for her recognition as my
daughter."

"I would, dearest father, willingly save you from any exposure, as far
as I am myself concerned," replied Dorothy. "But would it be just to my
poor mother? I am certain that your own good heart will acquiesce in my
decision, that when you come to reflect more deeply on the matter, you
will own that I am right. If this proof had been wanting, I think
another one could have been obtained."

She then related her interview with Mr. Hodson, and his proposal of
trying to gain legal evidence of her being the child of Alice Knight, in
order to put her in possession of the large fortune left to her by her
grandmother, which, if followed up, would likewise involve the discovery
of her title to the estates of Wilton.

"What I am to do with all this wealth puzzles me," she continued. "It is
a great trust placed in my hands by the Almighty, which will enable me,
if rightly applied, to do much good to my less fortunate fellow
creatures."

The Earl folded her in his arms.

"Dorothy, my beloved child! you have conquered, for you are more
righteous than your father. May the blessing of the merciful God, who
has watched over you all the days of your life, for ever rest upon your
head. I have been weak and cowardly. You have proved yourself great and
noble, and well worthy of your happy destiny."




  CHAPTER XI.

  A PAINFUL RECOGNITION.


Immediate steps were now taken by the Earl to establish Dorothy's
claims, and while the suit was pending, he yielded to her earnest
request to remain at Heath Farm with her old protector, Lawrence
Rushmere, who was still ignorant of the great future anticipated for his
adopted daughter.

The old yeoman had grown so fond of her since the desertion of his son,
that he could hardly bear her out of his sight. The responsibilities of
a lofty station weighed heavily on her mind, and there were moments
when she sincerely wished her lot might be cast midway between poverty
and riches, and she might avoid the humiliation of the one, and great
temptations incidental to the other.

There never was a period in her life when pride exerted so little
influence over her, or she thought more humbly of herself. She became
pensive and silent, and, being now entirely exempt from domestic
drudgery, passed much of her time in reading and serious reflection.

Gerard remarked the change that had passed over Dorothy, but attributed
it to the extreme conscientiousness of her character, which made her
consider herself unfitted by previous habits and education to fill a
lofty station. Once, when she had opened her mind to him on the subject,
and not without tears, lamented her ignorance of the usages of
fashionable society, and wished that she could have remained with him
always in the country, the happy and useful wife of a village pastor. He
gently chid her for her want of faith.

"You possess qualities, Dorothy, that are truly noble, that would do
honour to any station. Human nature is the same in every class, and
those who have prized you when only a country girl, working in the
fields, will not hold you in less estimation when transported to a
higher sphere. Only retain the same natural unaffected manners, that
charmed my heart in simple Dorothy Chance, and I know enough of the
society you so much dread, to assure you that you need not feel the
least alarm for the result."

But Dorothy still doubted and feared, and shrunk from the public
expressions of interest and curiosity, which could not fail to be
exerted in her case.

When Lord Wilton determined to do what was right, he became happy and
contented, and never let a day pass without paying her a visit to inform
her how the suit was progressing. Lawrence Rushmere marvelled at the
Earl's condescension, and was so won over by his kindness, that he no
longer regarded him as his hereditary enemy. One day the portrait of the
soldier of the Covenant caught the Earl's eye. He started up to examine
it, then turned to Rushmere, and spoke with animation.

"I have often heard of that picture, and feel as proud of my descent
from that glorious old fellow as you do, who are his lineal
representative, and bear his name."

"How do you make that out, my lord?" said the yeoman. "It is the first
time I ever heard that the blood of a Rushmere ran in the veins of a
Fitzmorris."

"You don't seem greatly honoured by the relationship," returned the
Earl, laughing. "But whether or no, what I say is strictly true. My
grandfather, Sir Lawrence Fitzmorris, was grandson to that famous
roundhead, by his eldest daughter Alena, and bore his Christian name.
You and I, my worthy old friend, are cousins in the third degree; will
you acknowledge me as a kinsman?"

"Aye, that a' wull wi' my heart in my hand," cried Rushmere, grasping
the nobleman's outstretched hand, who could have dispensed with at least
one half of the energetic pressure that compressed his thin white
fingers within the strong grip of the honest tiller of the soil.

"Dear, dear!" he continued, "if a' had only known that afore, I should
ha' thought a deal more o' your Lordship."

"I have something to tell you which will surprise you much more,
Lawrence. This little girl, Dorothy, whom you adopted as your own, is
descended from him too."

"Now, my lord, you be surely making fun o' me; for nobody in the world
knows who Dolly's mother was, still less her father. I ha' been puzzling
my brain about that secret for the last sixteen years, without finding
it out. It was the want of knowing who she was, that has ruined both me
and my son."

"She is my daughter, Lawrence. The poor woman that you found dead on
Hadstone Heath, was Alice Knight, a beautiful girl, whom you may
remember was adopted by my mother, Lady Dorothy. She was my wife, and
the mother of our Dorothy."

"The Lord a' mercy!" cried Rushmere, starting to his feet. "An' you let
the poor lass die for want, an' her child work for her bread, in the
house of a stranger. You may call yourself noble, an' all that, Lord
Wilton, but I should feel prouder of the relationship of a poor, honest
man."

"I do not blame you, Rushmere. My conduct, from the view you take of it,
must appear atrocious indeed. But I was as ignorant of the facts as you
were."

"But how could your lawful wife come to such a state o' destitution? Did
a' play you false?"

"I will tell you how it all happened," returned Lord Wilton, "and you
will be more ready to forgive me, as the unfortunate worship of the
golden calf, which I find is an hereditary sin, brought about this
unhappy affair."

Drawing his seat beside the old yeoman, he told him the story the reader
has just learned from the preceding chapter, patiently submitting to
his blunt cross-questioning on many points, that could not fail to be
very distressing to his feelings.

"Well, my lord," he said, when he had listened with intense interest to
the said history, "I am sartain sure I should ha' done exactly as you
did. Such a fortin as that very few men could ha' resisted. It was a
sore temptation, there's no doubt. I allers thought that yon poor
creature had been summat above her condition. She had bonny hair, an'
the smallest foot an' hand in the world. People that work hard, allers
show it most in the extremities. Labour calls out the muscles and
sinews, makes the limbs large, an' gives breadth more than height to the
figure, tans the complexion, an' makes it ruddy an' coarse. To such as I
this be real beauty, but you lords of the creation prefer a white
skinned, die away, half dead an' alive sort o' a cretur, to a well
grown healthy buxom lass like our Dorothy, who ha' grown up just as God
made her, whom all the delicate women folk envy, an' all the young men
are mad arter. She be just what I call a beauty."

Dorothy laughed at her foster-father's ideas of real beauty, and told
him that she was not at all flattered by his description, as she was
very much afraid the gentle folks would consider it "_barn-yard
beauty_."

"Don't you mind what they call it, my Lady Dorothy. I 'spose I must call
you so now. You need not be ashamed to show your face anywhere; all I be
afeared on is this, that when you go home to live in the grand old Hall,
that belonged to him," pointing up to the picture, "you'll forget the
cross old man who was father to you, when you had none. An' you might
ha' been my own darter too," he added, with a sigh, "but for my greed.
An' your children an' Gilbert's might have inherited the home of my
ancestors. I was nigh cursing Gilbert 'tother day, but Gilly has more
cause to curse me. Alack, alack, what poor miserable blind creatures we
be! It is well for us, that God's providence is at work behind it all."

"Father, you need never fear my forgetting you," said Dorothy; "I have
known this change in my fortunes a long time; and have you found any
alteration in my regard?"

"An' did a' wait upon the old man for the last three months, an' knew a'
was a titled lady all the time?"

"I'm not a titled lady to you, dear father, but always your own little
Dorothy. Where I am--you must go too, and when I leave Heath Farm, you
will have to go to Heath Hall, for I cannot live without you; and kind
Mrs. Brand has prepared a nice room for you; and we will try and make
you forget all the past troubles," and she put her arm round his neck
and kissed him.

"Rushmere, I shall grow jealous of you," said Lord Wilton, "if my
daughter bestows on you more kisses than she gives me. What Dorothy says
is perfectly true; she considers you too old to trouble about the farm,
that it is high time you should rest from labour. You must allow her to
have her own way in this matter. I have no doubt that she will contrive
to make you happy."

A week later, and Dorothy's claims were established on a legal basis,
and all the country rang with the romantic tale.

Mrs. Lane put on her best bonnet and hurried up to Nancy Watling, with
the newspaper in her hand. She had run every step of the way, a good
half mile, for fear Miss Watling should hear the news from any one else,
and when she burst into the parlour, she was too much out of breath to
speak.

Miss Watling ran upstairs for her smelling bottle, thinking that the
good woman was going to faint. By the time, however, that she reached
the parlour, the vendor of small wares had recovered the use of her
tongue.

"Well, Miss Watling," she cried, still panting, "the mystery's all out
at last. Dorothy Chance is Lord Wilton's _own_ daughter! and that poor
beggar woman, as you was used to call her, was no other than Alice
Knight, rich old Mrs. Knight's daughter, whom the Earl's good mother
adopted, and he married unbeknown to her."

"I'll not believe a word of it!" said Nancy, resolutely.

"Why, woman, it's all here in the paper," and Mrs. Lane tapped the
important document significantly, "and as true as gospel. Do you suppose
the Earl would allow the newspapers to meddle with his private affairs?
Don't you hear the bells ringing; and if you come down to the village
with me, you'll see all the flags a flying, and them who has no flags,
puts out o' their windows quilts and hankerchers. Oh, it's true, true,
and I be right glad on it. I allers did think Dorothy Chance a fine
girl."

"I wonder how her ladyship bears her new dignity?" said Miss Watling,
waspishly.

"As meek as a lamb," returned Mrs. Lane.

"How the old man will fret and fume that Gilbert did not marry her. It
serves him right, at any rate."

"How money do make people turn about," continued Mrs. Lane. "It was
only this time last year that I heard you praise old Rushmere for
turning Dorothy out o' doors. Before another week is over, you will be
boasting of her acquaintance.

"Good morning, Nancy, I can't stay longer. The butcher has promised to
give me a cast in his cart, as far as Barfords. I know Jane Barford will
be glad of any good that happens to Dorothy."

And off went the little bustling woman to spread the glad tidings in
every house she passed.

Miss Watling's envy of Dorothy was greatly diminished by her exaltation
to rank and fortune. She was now too far above her to provoke
competition, and she began to praise what she could not pull down.

Mrs. Lane was right, when she anticipated the hearty congratulations
of Mrs. Barford; even Letty stopped her churn, and, clapping her hands,
said:

"Who wud ha' thought that we shud ever have a titled lady for a dairy
maid, or that a countess wud nurse my boy, Tommy. It do seem jist like a
fairy tale."

"Yes," returned old Mrs. Barford, "and Dorothy may be considered as the
queen of the fairies. If Gilbert's in England, I wonder what he will say
to all this? As to Dorothy, she had a good miss of him. They do say that
he made that other woman a wretched husband."

"I'm thinking," said Letty, sententiously, "that it wor the wretch o' a
woman that made him a bad wife. What he could see in that dirty,
impudent wench, Martha Wood, to run off wi' un, 'stonishes I more than's
marrying yon stuck up Gallimaufry from Lunnon."

"Nothing need astonish you, Letty, that is done by a drunken man. But in
this matter of Dorothy Chance, Lawrence Rushmere was more to blame than
his son, and a fine mess he has made of it. Howsomever, I don't believe
that people can marry just whom they like. God mates them, and not man,
or we should not see such strange folk come together."

"If that be true, mother," cried Letty, with unusual vivacity, "how can
yer go on from day to day, fretting an' nagging, an' blaming Joe for
marrying I? If I had to be his wife, he wor forced to take I, whether or
no."

This was rather a poser to Mrs. Barford's favourite theory, on which
much might be said for and against, and which still remains an unsolved
enigma. The old lady was wont to excuse her own imprudent marriage on
the score of its being _her fate_. She took up her knitting and began
rattling her pins vigorously, as if perfectly unconscious of her
daughter-in-law's sensible remark.

There was one, however, to whom the change in Dorothy's social position
brought no joy, producing the most bitter disappointment, and giving
rise to vindictive and resentful feelings. This was Gilbert Rushmere.

Before leaving Heath Farm with Martha Wood, he had secured a tolerably
large sum of money by the sale of the farm horses, which had been
accomplished without the knowledge of his father. With this sum, it was
his intention of taking his passage to America; but meeting in London
some of his gambling associates, they had prevailed upon him to stay,
until fleeced in his turn of all his ill-gotten store, he was reduced to
the necessity of acting as a decoy duck, in a low tavern, which was the
common resort of men even yet more fallen and degraded than himself.

He was sitting maudling over a strong potation of gin and water, after a
night of riot and debauchery, in an underground kitchen in this den of
infamy, striving to drown the recollection of former respectability in
the maddening glass. His red bloated face, unshaven chin and matted
hair, contrasted painfully with the faded uniform that seemed to claim
for its wearer the title of a gentleman.

It is not the murderer alone who bears upon his brow the stamp of Cain.
Vice marks all her degraded victims with an unerring sign, which reveals
to the spectator the depths of their debasement. This sign is so
distinctly traceable in the countenance of a wicked man, that a little
child--nay even a dog--alike unconscious of the cause of this physical
degradation, sees that something is wrong, and shrinks instinctively
from his companionship. If a good man feels it difficult to maintain the
straight onward path of prescribed duty, the downward career of the
wicked man has no stumbling blocks in the way. Every step accelerates
his speed, till he gains, by a final plunge in deeper guilt, the
dreadful goal.

That miserable man, in his half conscious state, with his unwashed face
and soiled garments, and brutalized expression, is a sad illustration of
such a frightful career.

Scarcely a year has expired, when, a brave, honest soldier, he was
respected by his comrades, the pride of his parents, and the beloved of
a virtuous woman, and held an honourable and independent position. He
then gave a fair promise of becoming a useful member of society. Look at
him now leaning on that dirty table, drivelling over the accursed
liquor, for which he has bartered body and soul, and to obtain which he
has to herd with ruffians yet more fallen and degraded than himself.

His shameless companion deserted him when he was no longer able to
gratify her vanity, by the purchase of fine clothes and bogus jewellery.
Of his wife and her mother he neither knows nor cares, and never names
them without a curse, as the author of his misery.

His glass is out, and he is just going to fling himself upon the dirty
floor, to sleep off the headache due to last night's shameless orgies.
"Hullo! Rush! You're not going to sleep?" cries one of the gang,
entering in his shirt sleeves, with a newspaper in his hand. "In less
than an hour you'll have plenty of work to do. If you are in your senses
rouse up and read this, to keep your eyes open till the governor wants
you."

Rubbing his eyes with a dreadful oath, and wishing his companion in the
place to which he is himself fast hastening, Gilbert staggered up, and
sat down once more by the greasy table.

"It's hard that you won't leave me alone, Boxer. This life's killing me.
My head aches confoundedly. I want to go sleep, 'to forget my misery,'
as that jolly old dog, Solomon, has it, 'and remember my poverty no
more.'"

"This paper will wake you up. It's the history of your old sweetheart,
Dolly, that you are always boring me about. Not that I believe a word of
all that now. Not a very likely tale that such a girl as that would have
anything to say to such a chap as you. A nice fellow, an't you, for a
lady of rank to break her heart about."

"Don't bother me!" yawned Gilbert. "If there's anything worth hearing,
can't you tell me without my having the trouble to read it."

"There--see for yourself," cries the other, flinging the paper at his
head. "My eyes! but you lost a fine chance, if ever it was in your power
to win it."

Gilbert mechanically picked up the paper, and went to a dresser under
the only window in the room to find out what his companion meant.

The columns were filled with the termination of the famous suit that had
pronounced Dorothy Chance the legitimate daughter of Lord Wilton, and
secured to her the accumulated wealth left by her grandmother, Mrs.
Knight.

Whether it was the liquor that had maddened him, the sense of his own
degradation, or the full consciousness of all that he had lost, by his
cruel desertion of Dorothy, the news contained in that paper rendered
him furious. He raved and swore--cursing his own folly and his father's
avarice, that had hindered him from being the fortunate possessor of
all this wealth. For Dorothy herself he no longer cared. He had sunk too
low in the mire of iniquity to love a pure and virtuous woman; but the
idea of another possessing her, filled him with rage and envy, and he
swore with a terrible oath that Dorothy Chance should never be the wife
of Gerard Fitzmorris; that he would have his revenge or die in the
attempt.

His vicious comrades laughed at him, and made fun of his awful
imprecations, but the gloomy determination in his eyes proved that he at
least was not in joke.

What a mercy it is that people are generally unconscious of the evils
plotting against them, that the sorrows of the coming hour are hid
beneath the folded wings of the future.

While her quondam lover was plotting all sorts of mischief against her,
to disturb her peace, Dorothy had taken her first journey to London, in
company with her father. Her presence was necessary to sign important
papers, and to prepare a suitable outfit for her marriage, which was to
take place the first of May.

A noble suite of apartments had been prepared at Heath Hall for the
reception of the bride and bridegroom on their return to Hadstone, after
their bridal tour, which, owing to Gerard's strict notions of the sacred
obligations of his profession, and the little time that a faithful
pastor can afford to devote to his own gratification, was to be of short
duration,--embracing a brief visit to the Highlands of Scotland, and a
glance at the English lakes on their homeward route.

To a young girl brought up in the seclusion of a very retired country
life, who can catch but a faint echo from the great world to which she
is an entire stranger, the metropolis, seen at a distance, through the
dazzling medium of the imagination, is believed to be a wonderful place;
a city full of enchantments, where beauty and wealth meet you at every
turn, and cares and sorrows are forgotten in an endless round of
dissipation and pleasure. The reality of those diversions and enjoyments
soon makes them distasteful to a sensitive and reflective mind, who can
discern the sharp thorns thickly studding the stem of the rose, and who
will not sacrifice peace of mind and integrity to secure the fleeting
flowers of popular applause.

Dorothy, whose tastes were all simple and natural, felt lonely and
disappointed in the crowded streets of the great city. Their amusements
and pursuits were so different to those to which she had been
accustomed, that it required time and reflection to reconcile her to the
change.

She cared very little for expensive jewels and magnificent attire, and
did not feel at home in the splendid halls and saloons of the wealthy
and high-born. When arrayed for the first time in a costume befitting
her rank, to attend a great ball given by the beautiful Duchess of----,
and led before the mirror to admire the charming image it reflected, the
simple girl shocked her lady's maid--a very great lady indeed in her own
estimation--by turning from the glass and bursting into tears.

Her romantic story had excited the greatest interest in the public mind.
Crowds collected round the Earl's town residence to catch a glimpse of
his beautiful daughter when she took a drive in the carriage, and men
and women vied with each other in extolling the charms of her person and
the unaffected grace of her deportment. Songs were made and sung in her
praise, and wherever she appeared she was forced to submit to the
flatteries and adulations of a crowd of admirers.

This was all very painful to Dorothy; it oppressed her, restrained her
natural freedom, and rendered her a silent passive observer in the
society in which she might have shone. She was not insensible to the
admiration of the new friends, who had so graciously received her into
their charmed circle, but she longed to get out of it, and find herself
once more in the country.

She wrote daily to her lover an account of all she heard and saw, which
helped to beguile the tedium of a separation. In answer to a paragraph
in one of his letters, she said:--

"You are afraid, dear Gerard, that I may be induced to forget you,
surrounded by so many admirers; that all this gaiety and ball-going may
give me a taste for frivolous amusements, and spoil my heart. It cannot
damage what it never touches--I hardly know I have a heart; it lies so
still under this weight of jewels and brocade. It is only in the silence
of my own chamber, when my thoughts flow back to you, that it awakes to
life and happiness.

"Everything strikes me as hollow and false, in the life I am at present
compelled to lead. People live for the world and its opinions, and not
for each other, still less for God. They dare not be simple and natural,
and love the truth for its own sake--the blessed truth that would set
them free from all these conventional forms and ceremonies, that shackle
the soul and deaden all its heavenward aspirations. You will laugh at
me, Gerard, when I declare to you that I have experienced more real
enjoyment in working among the new-mown hay, and inhaling its delicious
perfume, when the skylark was warbling in the blue heaven above me,
than I have ever known in these crowded palaces, following the dull
routine of what my noble young friends term pleasure. You need not fear
such gorgeous insipidities will ever wean me from the love of nature, or
make me indifferent to the quiet happiness of a country life, the higher
enjoyment of being useful and striving to benefit others."

On several occasions, when riding out with her father, Dorothy had been
startled by observing a face in the crowd that bore a strong resemblance
to Gilbert Rushmere, but haggard and degraded, regarding her with a
fixed scowling stare of recognition, from which she shrunk with feelings
of terror and disgust. Why did this person follow her whenever she
appeared in public, glaring upon her with those wild bloodshot eyes,
with unequivocal glances of hatred and ferocity.

It was impossible that it could be Gilbert, and yet the fear that the
presence of this person never failed to inspire, convinced her, much as
she repressed the ungenerous idea, that it was he, and no other. Once,
when dismounting at her milliner's in Bond Street, she was so near to
him, that they were almost face to face. He put his sole remaining hand
hastily into the breast pocket of his coat, as if to deliver something
to her, but was pushed back, and told to get out of the lady's way by
the footman, and, with a glare of rage and disappointment, had shrunk
back among the crowd.

This frightful apparition haunted her for several days, and disturbed
her mind so much that she kept close in doors, pleading indisposition to
avoid her usual drive.




  CHAPTER XII.

  IN CONCLUSION.


Her marriage, which took place a few days after this painful rencounter,
banished all these vague fears and surmises, and made her the happy
bride of the man she loved.

It was conducted in a very quiet manner, and, after partaking of the
splendid _dejeuner_ prepared for the occasion, and receiving the
congratulations of the noble guests who honoured it with their presence,
she started with her husband in a private carriage for the north.

After a delightful tour of several weeks, she rejoined her father in
London, received her bridal visits, and, full of hope and happiness,
proceeded with him to take possession of the princely home that was to
be her future residence.

Great were the preparations made by the good folks of Hadstone, to
welcome their beloved pastor and his beautiful bride. The gardens and
meadows had been rifled of their June blossoms to strew the path from
the village to the park gates, where a triumphal arch of ever-greens
crossed the road, from which gay silken banners floated forth upon the
breeze, emblazoned with mottos of joyful welcome.

The road was lined with crowds of people in their holiday attire, to
hail the approach of the bridal party, and when the _cortege_ came in
sight, the air rang with deafening shouts and acclamations.

An elegant open carriage, drawn by four noble grey horses, contained the
bridal party. The Earl and Lawrence Rushmere, whom they had taken up at
Heath Farm, occupied the front seat. The old man had been provided with
a dress suitable for the occasion, and his fine patriarchal face was
lighted up with gratified pride and pleasure.

Lady Dorothy, dressed in a simple but elegant morning costume, was
seated beside her husband in the body of the equipage, and received the
congratulations of her rustic friends with smiles of undisguised
pleasure. A charming incarnation she was of youth and beauty. Mr. and
Mrs. Martin followed in a private carriage with the children.

If Gerard Fitzmorris was not a proud and happy man, his face belied him.

A public dinner was to be served in the park to the poor of the parish,
and parents and children were dressed in their best attire, their
smiling faces beaming with gladness.

The carriage drew up beneath the triumphal arch, and the Earl rose to
thank the people for the hearty welcome they had given to him and his
daughter.

He had scarcely raised his hat, and uttered the first sentence, when a
tall haggard looking man, bare-headed and covered with dust, rushed from
behind the arch to the door of the carriage, and fired a pistol with his
left hand at the Lady Dorothy, who, uttering a faint cry, sank
insensible into the arms of her husband.

All was now terror and confusion.

The Earl sprang from his seat to secure the assassin, amidst the groans
and execrations of the excited multitude.

With a fiendish laugh the ruffian discharged the contents of another
weapon into his own mouth, and fell a hideous corpse beneath the feet
of the horses. He was instantly dragged out of sight by several men in
the crowd, and the mangled remains conveyed to a neighbouring cottage.

The dreadful deed had been the work of a moment, and, pale and trembling
with the sudden shock, the Earl grasped convulsively the door of the
carriage. The sight of his daughter, her white dress stained with her
blood, seemed to recall him to consciousness. "Is she dead?" he gasped.

"No, my lord," said Dr. Davy, who had been examining the nature of the
injury she had received, and who now dismounted to assist the nobleman
into his carriage. "The wound is not a dangerous one. It was aimed at
the lady's heart, but at the moment the ruffian fired, she
providentially put up her arm to raise her veil, which has received the
ball of the assassin. The sooner we can convey her home the better."

Gerard's handkerchief had formed a temporary bandage to stop the
effusion of blood, and as he held his fair young wife in his arms his
face was as pale and rigid as her own. "How quickly," he thought, "does
sorrow tread in the footsteps of joy. How little of real happiness can
be expected in a world on which rests the curse of sin, the shadows of
the grave."

Dorothy did not recover from her fainting fit until after they reached
the Hall, and she had been conveyed to bed. Then followed the painful
operation of extracting the ball from her right arm, where it was lodged
about four inches above the elbow, and dressing and bandaging the wound,
which Dr. Davy assured the anxious father and husband, would only prove
a temporary inconvenience of a few weeks at the farthest.

Dorothy bore the operation without a murmur, placing her left hand in
that of her husband, and leaning her head upon his breast. When it was
over she was gently laid back upon her pillow, and given a composing
draught to induce sleep.

"Gerard," she whispered, "did you see that unhappy man?"

"No, my love."

"It was Gilbert Rushmere. Has he escaped?"

"From the punishment due to his crime? Yes."

"Thank God! I would not have him suffer death on my account. Oh, Gerard,
if you had seen his eyes--the look he gave, when he fired. It was not
Gilbert Rushmere but some demon in his shape."

"Hush, my precious wife. You must not talk and distress yourself. Your
wound, though not dangerous, may be rendered so, by want of rest and
excitement." But Dorothy was too much agitated to sleep.

"Did his poor father see him?"

"I think not. The whole thing was so sudden and unexpected, that
Rushmere was not conscious of it until after it was all over."

"Try and keep him from knowing who the assassin was. Tell him that it
was the act of a madman in the crowd."

"Dorothy, we must not do evil that good may come of it, or attempt to
cover crime by uttering an untruth. Leave the sinner to his God, and
speak of him no more."

"And the people, Gerard. You must not disappoint them of their dinner.
Tell them from me, that I shall soon be well. That I wish them all to be
happy. Ah, me!" and she closed her eyes and sighed heavily. "This is a
dismal ending to a day that dawned so pleasantly. That unhappy man. May
God have mercy upon him, and bring him to repentance." She spoke no
more, and to the infinite relief of her husband and Mrs. Martin, who had
constituted herself as nurse, soon dropped into a profound sleep.

This sad affair threw a great damp upon the joy of the people. Their gay
shouts were converted into sorrowful ejaculations. Though the roasted ox
was eaten--the barrels of strong ale drank--and the children did ample
justice to Mrs. Brand's excellent plum-pudding, they dispersed sadly and
sorrowfully, when the meal was ended.

Lady Dorothy awoke in a high fever, and for several days was considered
in imminent danger. This was not caused by the wound, the ball having
penetrated only an inch beneath the skin, but from the severe shock her
nervous system had sustained from witnessing a scene so terrible.

She still fancied herself in the carriage, surrounded by the gaping
crowd, and encountered the frenzied gaze of the maniac, as he aimed at
her the deadly weapon. Unconscious of his last desperate act, she would
cling to her husband, and cry out in a tone of agonized earnestness.

"He is mad! Don't kill him. Let him escape. I loved him once. I cannot
see him die."

As a natural antidote to this state of mental excitement, Gerard thought
it best, during a brief interval of composure, to reveal to her the
facts of the case, which calmed at once her agitation, by causing her to
shed tears. He suffered her to weep for some time without disturbing her
with any remark.

He had more than once experienced that the truth, however painful, is
more endurable, and fraught with less danger to the human frame, than a
state of suspense; that the natural elasticity of the mind, when the
worst is known, and nothing remains to hope or fear, reconciles us to a
blow that we cannot avert, and which becomes irrevocable as fate.

After lying quiet for some time, Dorothy opened her large black eyes,
and, looking earnestly in her husband's face, said in a low voice,
"Gerard, is there any harm in praying for the dead?"

"I should think not, darling. Nature herself prompts such prayers. Cold
must that heart be who can witness the death of a parent or friend, or
even of an enemy, without breathing an inward prayer for the salvation
of his soul. This impulse is almost instinctive in the human heart, and
few, I believe, could be found, except the hardened sinner, who have
not uttered such prayers, when bending over the loved and lost. At the
same time, sweet wife, I must add, that these prayers, however pious and
natural, cannot do any good to the dead, or change the sentence of a
just God. But they are of service to the living, in filling the soul
with a gentle charity, and bringing it into solemn communion with Him
who has extracted the sting from death, and risen victorious from the
grave."

"Ah," sighed Dorothy, "how thankful we ought to be that the future is
mercifully hidden from us. Who could endure all the trials of life, if
they could see them in advance? Our moments of gladness are often more
nearly allied to sorrow than those of grief. The terrible reverse is so
hard to bear." Gerard fondly kissed the pale, earnest speaker, and,
kneeling beside her bed, uttered a fervent prayer of thanksgiving that
it had pleased God to restore his dear young wife to reason.

In a few weeks she was able to sit up, and receive the visits of
sympathizing friends.

Little now remains for us to record of the eventful history of this
truly noble woman.

The fortune she inherited from her grandmother was entirely devoted to
charitable purposes. She caused to be erected at Storby an hospital for
the sick, and a house of refuge for infirm and ship-wrecked mariners.

She built a comfortable almshouse for aged and destitute widows, and a
school and asylum for orphan children, whom she made her especial care.
Her chief delight was in doing good, and contributing to the happiness
of others, in which charitable occupation she enjoyed the hearty
co-operation of a man, well worthy of being the husband and bosom
friend of such an excellent wife.

Lady Dorothy became the mother of four noble promising boys, and one
lovely girl named after her mother, Alice. The Earl, and her
foster-father, who shared her home, lived to see her sons grow up to
men, and to mingle their tears with hers, over the grave of her only
daughter, who died in her innocent childhood.

The portrait of the soldier of the Covenant had been removed from Heath
Farm, and placed among the pictures of the Earl's ancestors; and old
Rushmere would rub his hands while contemplating it, and declare "that
old Sir Lawrence was now in his proper place."

Dorothy had named her second son Lawrence Rushmere, after her
foster-father, and the boy was the especial pet and darling of the
venerable patriarch.

"Edward, and Gerard, and Thomas might be fine lads," he said, "but they
were none of them, so clever and handsome as his own Larry."

The Earl erected a beautiful monument over the grave of his unfortunate
countess, and resisted all Dorothy's earnest entreaties to cut down the
melancholy yew that kept the sunbeams from visiting her mother's grave.

"The spot is holy ground, my Dorothy. The mournful tree, a fit emblem
for love like ours, which was cradled in sorrow, and whose constancy
survives the grave. There, too, I hope to sleep in peace, by the side of
the beloved."


    THE END.




    Transcriber's Note: A number of paragraph ending periods were
    missing and have been corrected. The word cooly is now coolly.





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