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                                   THE
                               TORN BIBLE
                                   OR
                         _HUBERT'S BEST FRIEND_

                                   BY
                             ALICE SOMERTON
                      AUTHOR OF "LAYTON CROFT" ETC.


                                 LONDON
                         FREDERICK WARNE AND CO.
                              AND NEW YORK




                             TO GLANVILLE
                                  AND
                       HIS EIGHT SCHOOLFELLOWS.


Perhaps, dear boys, you wonder why I should have dedicated this little
book to you: it is that you may feel a deeper interest in it, and
imbibe, from reading it, an earnest love and reverence for your Bible,
which, like a good angel, can guide you safely through the world as
long as you live. Like Hubert's mother, I ask you to read a portion
every day; and, whatever be the battle of life you may have to fight,
may God's blessing attend you, making you humble towards Him, dutiful
to your parents, and a blessing to mankind.


                               Believe me,
                                     Yours affectionately,
                                               ALICE SOMERTON.




                            THE TORN BIBLE.




CHAPTER I.

HUBERT'S DEPARTURE FROM HOME.

                   May thy goodness
    Share with thy birthright! * * * *
    * * * What heaven more will
    That these may furnish and my prayers pluck down,
    Fall on thy head! Farewell.--SHAKESPEARE.


The rural and picturesque village of Hulney, in the north of England,
is a charming place; it is almost surrounded with well-wooded hills,
and the little rivulets, which ever murmur down their sides, run into
the limpid stream along the banks of which most of the cottages are
built.

At the north end of the village, on the <DW72> of a hill, is the church,
so thickly covered with ivy that the only portions of the stonework
visible are part of the ancient tower and the chancel window.

Legend and historic fact hang their mantle round this old church.
History tells us that the brave, yet often cruel, Margaret, wife of
Henry VI., fled there after a defeat in one of her battles; and it is
also recorded that one hundred of the heroes of Flodden Field rested
there on their return from the victory. Modern times have added to the
interest which clings to this old place, and one thing especially which
draws attention will form the subject of this story.

In that old churchyard, where the children of many generations lie side
by side, there is many a touching or interesting record; but the
stranger ever lingers the longest near seven white grave-stones, all
bearing the name of Goodwin. Upon the one which has the most recent
date is the following inscription:--"Sacred to the Memory of Hubert
Goodwin, aged seventy years;" and below this a book, partly destroyed,
with several of the loose leaves, is carved upon the stone: and though,
perhaps, this description of it may not be striking, the exquisite
carving of that destroyed book is such that people ask its meaning, and
they are told that it is a "torn Bible."

Hubert Goodwin, the tenant of that grave, was the eldest of six
children, blessed with pious and affectionate parents, well to do in
the world, and descended from a family of some distinction.

Great pains were bestowed upon Hubert's education, as he grew up to
youth; but from his birth he was of such a passionate turn, and at
times so ungovernable, that he was the source of all the sorrow that
for many years fell to the lot of his parents: he was different to their
other children, and many a time when reproof had been necessary, and the
little wayward one, after a troubled day, had retired to rest, his
mother's heart, still heavy, led her softly to the bed where he lay
sleeping, and there, kneeling down, she would commend him again, with
perhaps a deeper earnestness, to that One who knew all her trouble, and
whom she knew could alone help her. Once the boy awoke as his mother
knelt beside him, and, as though in answer to her prayer that his heart
might be changed, he burst into tears, and, throwing his arms round her
neck, expressed deep sorrow at having grieved her, and promised to try
and do better. Poor mother! her joy was brief; in a very short time he
was as undutiful and rebellious as ever, and so he continued until he
reached the age of twelve years, when, as he had determined upon being
a soldier, his parents, much against their wish, sent him to a military
school, to be educated for the army.

A year rolled away, and all the accounts that came from the master of
Hubert's school informed his parents that he was a bold, unruly boy--a
great deal of trouble to his teachers--but he would probably tame down
a little in time, and do very well for the profession he had chosen.
Many and many a time these parents wept over the letters which spoke
thus of their son: they wished him to be a good soldier--one fearing
and serving God--and they oftentimes repeated their tale of sorrow to
their good pastor, in whom they were wont to confide; but his meed of
comfort was ever the same. What other could he offer? Good man, he
knelt with them, directed them to the source of true comfort, the Lord
Jesus Christ, and tried to lighten their hearts' burden by drawing them
nearer to the hand that afflicted them.

When Hubert had been three years at school, he obtained, through the
influence of friends, a cadetship in one of the regiments belonging to
the East India Company; he was still only a boy, and his parents had
rather he had not gone entirely away from them so soon, for they felt,
and with some truth, that while he was at school he was at least under
their protection, if not their guidance. Hubert, however, came home to
them a fine noble-looking youth, delighted at the prospect before him,
and as proud and vain as possible at being at last really a soldier. How
much his parents loved him, and how they tried to persuade themselves
that the vivacity and recklessness he showed arose more from the
hilarity of a heart buoyant with youthful spirits, than from an evil
nature! but when, on the first Sabbath after his return home, he scoffed
at the manner in which they observed that holy day, another arrow
pierced their bosoms, another bitter drop fell into their cup of sorrow.

During the three years Hubert had been at school, his parents had
gradually observed that, though he did perhaps attend to most of their
wishes, there was a careless sort of indifference about him; and though
they were always glad to see him in his vacations, they were as glad to
see him go back to school, because their home was more peaceful, and
every one was happier when he was not there. Think of this, boys,
whoever you may be, that are reading this story, and when you spend a
short time with those kind parents who love you so much, let them see,
by your kindness and willing obedience, that you wish to love them as
much as they love you; and never let them have to say that their home is
happier when you are not there: no, rather let them rejoice at your
coming home, welcome you, and think of you as the bright light that
cheers every one in their dwelling; and if they can do that, be assured
that God will bless you.

Only a fortnight's leave of absence had been granted to Hubert, and one
week had gone. The way in which he had spoken of sacred things, and of
the manner in which they had observed the Sabbath, roused his mother;
and though her reproof was gentle, she was earnest, and tried all she
could to influence him to better thoughts. She told him of the many
snares and dangers he would have to encounter, and the many temptations
that ever lurk along the path of youth; of the strange country to which
he was going; and of the doubly incurred danger of going forth in his
own strength. He listened as she talked to him; but along that way which
she so dreaded, all his hope and young imagination were centred, and he
grew restless and impatient to be gone.

They were busy in Hubert's home; brothers and sisters all helped to
forward the things necessary for their eldest brother's future comfort,
and they sat later than usual round the fire the last night of his stay
with them; for everything was ready, and the mail-coach would take him
from them early on the morrow. The ship which was to convey Hubert to
India was to sail from Portsmouth, and as his father was in ill-health,
there was some concern in the family circle about his having to take the
journey alone; he promised, however, to write immediately he reached the
vessel, and so, with many a kiss and many a prayer, the family separated
for the night.

It was a lovely autumn morning in the year 1792; everything round
Hubert's home looked beautiful, and his brothers and sisters, as they
clustered around him, and gave him their last kisses, each extorted a
promise that he would write a long letter to them very soon. Excitement
had driven off every regret at parting with him, and one young brother
ran off long before the time, to keep watch at the gate for the coach
coming.

The time for Hubert to go drew near, and his father, infirm from recent
sickness, took his hand as he bade him farewell, and laying the other
upon his head, reminded him once more of lessons long ago taught, and
long ago forgotten; gave him again good counsel concerning his future
life; then pressed him earnestly to his heart, and prayed God to keep
him. Then came his mother; she had already poured out the deep sorrow
she felt at his leaving her, and had endeavoured to school herself to
the parting; without a word she threw her arms round his neck, and bent
her head for some minutes over him. "Oh, Hubert," she at length said,
"when sickness or trouble comes upon you, you will be far from home, and
there will be none of us, who love you so dearly, near to comfort you,
and no one to try and guide you right; but see here, I have a Bible;
take it, treasure it as my last gift, and promise me that you will read
it every day. I care not how little you read, but promise that you will
read some: you will never regret it, and may it teach you the way to
heaven."

"I _will_ read it, mother; I wish I were as good as you are; I know I am
not like the others. Mother dear, don't cry; I will try and do as you
wish; good-bye!" and after kissing her affectionately he hurried from
the house.

The coach was at the gate, round which the children gathered, and for a
few minutes every one seemed busy. The servant-man was there with
Hubert's trunk and a small leather bag; the nurse had come round from
the back garden with the baby; cook followed, and stood a little way
behind the gate with her arms half wrapped up in her apron; and the
housemaid stood at one of the open bed-room windows; while on the steps
of the door were his parents, joining in the farewell to the first-born.
Pilot, the house-dog, seemed to have some notion of the passing event,
for he had come to the gate too, and did not, as was his usual custom,
race and gambol with the children, but sat down amongst them all,
apparently in a thoughtful mood. Hubert kissed his brothers and sisters,
and then took his seat amongst the passengers; then came many a
good-bye, and waving of handkerchiefs, and the coach rolled away.

"He's gone," said his father, as the coach wended its way round the
hill. "Never mind, Mary; it was not for this we trained him, but we've
done our duty, I hope, in letting him go, for he was determined, and
would perhaps soon have taken his own way; poor lad! Perhaps amongst
strangers he will do better than with us; but I would sooner have buried
him--sooner, by far, have laid him in the churchyard--than he should
have taken this course. What is the use of trying to make children good?
Tears, prayers, self-denials, what is the use of them all, if the result
is like this?" So he murmured, and then bowed his head and wept, and his
wife, instead of receiving comfort from him, became the comforter; for,
putting her arm round his neck, she replied,

"Oh, yes, dear, our prayers and tears have brought us many blessings;
see the other children, how good they are; don't murmur. God may yet
bless us in Hubert; it is terrible to part with him in this way; but it
may yet be a blessing to us all: God knows." Then she sat down and wept
with her husband over this first great sorrow; and they _did_ weep; they
and God alone knew the depth of the woe that had come upon them; the
first-born pride of their home and hearts going from them, perhaps for
ever, without one religious impression, or care for the future, was a
sorrow that none around could lighten, and they knelt down and prayed
fervently for that reckless son, and tried to feel a deeper trust in Him
who, though depriving them of one blessing, gave them many.




CHAPTER II.

TOO LATE FOR THE POST-BAG.

    Be wise to-day; 'tis madness to defer;
    Next day the fatal precedent will plead;
    Thus on, till wisdom is pushed out of life.
                       YOUNG.


Meantime, Hubert went on his way, and a feeling of sadness came over him
after he lost sight of his home amongst the trees; for the thought had
come into his mind that perhaps he might never see it again. For a
moment his heart beat quickly, and he gave a deep sigh; then, putting
his hand into the leather bag, he was just going to take out his
mother's present to him, when a man, who sat opposite, said, "I suppose,
young soldier, you are off to join your regiment?"

"Yes," replied Hubert, with a smile; and as he drew his hand from the
bag, he continued, "we are ordered to the East Indies."

"East Indies, eh? you'll soon see a little life, then; they tell me
there's plenty of fighting going on out yonder, though we don't get
much of it in the newspaper. But you are very young?"

"Yes, I'm the youngest cadet in the regiment; I'm just turned fifteen;
but I shall be as brave as any of the others, I dare say: and I mean to
make as good a soldier."

"No doubt of it," replied more than one of the passengers, and the
coachman, who had heard the conversation, cracked his whip, as he chimed
in, "Hear! hear! well done!" Then, as the coach rolled along over many a
mile, they talked of nothing but Hubert and the sphere of his future
existence. It feasted the boy's pride; and every other thought fled
away, and he forgot all about his home and his Bible.

It was the morning of the third day since Hubert started, when, after
many changes and delays, the journey was almost ended, and in less than
an hour they would be in London.

"Do you go to your ship at once?" inquired a gentleman who was seated
beside the coachman, and who had not only come all the journey with
Hubert, but who appeared particularly interested in him.

"I should like to go very much," replied the boy, "because I know no one
in London, though my leave of absence is not up till to-morrow."

"My brother is captain of your vessel," said the stranger; "so, if you
like, we can go together, for I am on the way to say good-bye to him."

Nothing could have suited Hubert better; so, upon leaving the coach,
which reached London as the clocks were striking five, they hurried off
to the street where the mail started for Portsmouth, and after
travelling all day they reached the vessel. How happy was Hubert that
night! what a joyous glow was on his cheek! Several of his old
companions were there, and not one of them appeared to have any sorrow
at leaving friends and home; they greeted each other with light hearts
and buoyant spirits, talked of the varied enjoyments of the past
holiday, and laughed loud and long, as they sat together in the
mess-room.

Here and there, apart from the young ones, in nook and corner, or
leaning over the side of the vessel, an older head resting upon the
hand, told that with some, at least, the pang of parting from home and
dear ones had left its impress upon the heart of the soldier; and there
was one young lad, a stranger, only one month older than Hubert, seated
upon a coil of rope, weeping as though his heart would break. The little
cabin-boy, a child of eleven, tried to soothe him, but the sailors, as
they passed by, said, "Let him alone, boy, and he'll join his messmates
below all the sooner."

Night closed at last, and for a few hours, at least, there was silence:
sleep may not have visited every pillow, but the loud laugh was hushed,
and the stillness of night rested upon the vessel.

It was late the next morning when Hubert left his cabin; all was noise
and confusion; hundreds of soldiers were moving about, and Hubert, to
escape from the turmoil, was preparing to go ashore when a superior
officer touched him on the shoulder and desired him to remain in the
vessel. Hubert was vexed at the order, and sat down gloomily upon a
seat; the time, however, passed quickly by, and at noon, when the bugle
sounded to summon all visitors on deck, that they might be sent on
shore, he had forgotten his anger, and was one of the most cheerful
there.

The friends were gone, all the partings were over, the gangways were
secured, and everything was ready. Wind and tide in favour, time was
precious, and the roll was called: every soldier, to a man, answered to
his name, and they gave three hearty cheers for King George, their
regiment, and Old England.

"The ship will weigh anchor in less than an hour," said a voice close to
Hubert's ear, and, turning round, he saw the gentleman who had
accompanied him from his home.

"Oh, how do you do?" said Hubert, shaking hands with him. "Do you sail
with us?"

"No, only just a mile or so, then I shall return in a boat. Have you a
letter to your parents? if so, I shall be happy to post it for you."

Hubert's face turned red: he had forgotten to write, and he replied, "I
have not a letter."

"Perhaps you have already sent one?"

"Yes," said Hubert; "I mean no; I have not written; the ship sails so
soon, and I have been so engaged that I forgot."

"Forgot?" said the stranger, retaining his hand. "What! forget to write
to those parents you may never see again? Come, my lad, that looks ill
in a soldier; take a friend's advice, and write a letter at once; if I
cannot take it, you will have an opportunity of sending it before many
days pass, and your parents must be anxious about you: try and remember
all the good counsels they gave you before you left, and never forget
them. Good-bye; remember what I say; good-bye."

There was much warmth in the stranger's manner as he shook Hubert's
hand, into whose young heart every good resolution returned, and he
hastened to the cabin which he was to share with three other cadets. He
was silent and thoughtful as he unpacked his chest to find his writing
materials, and there the previous evening he had placed his Bible. As he
raised the lid, his eye fell upon his mother's last gift, and more
earnestly than before he determined upon writing a long letter. The
paper was found, and the writing-desk, which a dear little sister had
given him, was opened, when in rushed the three noisy companions of his
cabin, and made so much disturbance that he found it impossible to
write; so, thinking that he should have plenty of time "to-morrow," he
put his things back again into his chest, and became as noisy as the
others. Another opportunity was lost, another good resolution broken,
for the society of noisy and riotous companions; and it may be that the
many evils and sorrows of his after-life were but the fruits of his
neglecting this first great duty. Had he remembered his parents and
their counsels, and cherished the little germ of goodness that was
springing up in his heart, heavenly dews might have descended upon the
flower, and kept him from the ways of evil.

The vessel at last set sail, and order was restored. Hubert was upon
deck, and as he looked over the side of the ship, and saw the white
cliffs of his country fading from his view, he for once felt
lonely--felt he was leaving all he loved, and he wished he had written
home.

"Just a line: I might do it now," he said to himself. He found, however,
upon turning to go below, that he would be required to perform one of
his military duties almost immediately, so that he could not write then;
and he felt such a mixture of sorrow and vexation, that the feelings of
the boy mocked, as it were, the dress he wore; and, leaning his head
over the side of the ship, more than one large tear mingled with the
waters of the deep.

Their first night at sea came on: how calm and beautiful it was! there
was scarcely a ripple upon the ocean; the bright stars in the high vault
of heaven looked down like so many gentle friends upon the eyes that
gazed up at them, and the pale moonbeams lighted up the pathway for
those wanderers on the waters. Hubert was not happy; many, many times he
fancied he could hear his mother speaking to him, and he would have
given much if he had only written to her. It was then he again
remembered his Bible, and the promise to read it, which promise he now
determined to perform, and as soon as he could conveniently go to his
cabin, he did so, opened his chest, and took out the book, intending to
read.

"How small it is," he thought, "and how pretty!" Then he turned over
leaf by leaf; he knew not where to begin: he could remember nothing at
all about it, and it ended in his putting it back in his chest and going
to his bed. Sleep soon silenced every thought, no letter was written
home, not a word of the Bible was read, promise and resolutions had
passed away with his sorrow, and Hubert little thought, as he silenced
the monitor within, how hard it would be to return to the duty he was
neglecting.

The ship had now been a fortnight at sea; it had passed through the Bay
of Biscay, and was off the coast of Portugal, when the soldiers were
informed that in about an hour a vessel would pass very near to them;
and, as the sea was calm, a boat would leave in forty minutes to carry
letters for England to the passing ship.

"Forty minutes," said Hubert aloud, and apparently pleased, for he
hurried off, as many more did, to avail themselves of the opportunity of
writing home. Forty minutes, however, was too long a time for Hubert,
and he returned again to the deck, to seek a companion and inquire what
he intended to do, before he sat down to write himself. Thoughts of
neglected duty and unkindness to his parents had frequently disturbed
Hubert's mind; try as he would to sweep every remembrance of his
disobedience away, the thought would come that he had not done right;
but, instead of sorrowing and making an effort to repair the ill he had
done, he tried to persuade himself that he was cowardly in giving way to
his feelings; so he endeavoured to smother the rising affection that
stole upon him during the first few days he was upon the sea, and the
result was that he became more reckless than ever.

"Letters ready?" all at once startled Hubert, as he stood talking to his
companion upon the deck: there was the man with the bag collecting them,
and his was not written. The bag was sealed, the boat was pushed off,
the last chance, probably for months, was gone, and, as he began to hum
a tune, he walked away to the other end of the ship. He looked over the
side, and a momentary feeling of vexation came over him as he saw the
little boat carrying its treasure, its bag of home letters; but he was
learning now to defy his conscience, and sang louder the snatch of song
that rushed to his aid, and seemed to be all he wanted to throw back the
better feelings of his heart.

Many weeks had passed since that noble vessel left England; its white
sails were still spread in the breeze, and it was wafted on over the
sea. Hubert had tried very hard to forget all about his home; the
recollections of it were not pleasant, they were too accusing for him to
indulge in; there was a holiness about it which ill-accorded with the
life he was leading, and the effort he continually made to suppress
every thought of it frequently caused him to fall deeper into sin.

One night, when in the height of glee in the mess-room, when songs were
being sung, and the giddy laugh rang out upon the silent waters, and
Hubert was joining fully in the mirth of his comrades, he suddenly
remembered that he had in his chest a book of sea-songs, and hastened
away to get it. He knew pretty well where to put his hand upon it; so,
when he reached his cabin, he never thought of lighting his little lamp,
but knelt down beside his chest in the dark. It was scarcely the work of
a minute; his chest was re-locked, and he skipped away back to the
mess-room; his hand was upon the door, when all at once his eye fell
upon the book he had brought; it was not the one he had intended to
bring--it was not the song-book, but the Bible. He started when he saw
what he had; and how was it that a sudden chill sped like lightning
over him? How was it that on that sultry night he felt so cold? His hand
trembled, his heart beat quickly, but the tempter was by his side, and
he gave utterance to many an evil thought as he turned back to change
that unwelcome treasure.

The Bible was exchanged for the song-book, and Hubert was again with his
comrades, where he became more riotous than before, and was nearly the
last to retire to rest.

There was silence once more in the ship, for it was midnight, and all
except the few who kept the night-watch were sleeping. Hubert had
perhaps fallen asleep as soon as any of his companions, but his rest was
short, for he started up in alarm. He tried to remember what it was that
had disturbed him, but could not. He looked around to see if either of
his comrades were moving, but their deep, heavy breathing told him they
slept; and then he lay down again in his own berth. There, in that still
hour, as he listened to the soft wind passing through the rigging, and
the slow measured tread of the sentinels on deck, he all at once thought
of his English home, thought of his broken faith with his mother,
thought of his Bible.

"It is no use," he said aloud, "I cannot alter it now; how I wish I had
but just written home! fool that I was not to do so; and that book, how
I wish she had never given it to me; it will make me a coward: in fact
it does; I never go to my chest, but there it is; I'll burn it--I'll
throw it away; how I wish I had never had it!" and he struck the side of
his berth with his clenched fist as he spoke.

There was no voice in that little cabin to answer or direct Hubert in
his outburst of passionate feeling; and, as he looked around at his
sleeping comrades, he crept softly from his berth, and went and knelt
down by his chest. The moon shone brightly through the tiny cabin
window, and as he knelt by his chest he could see very well everything
around him. He took out his Bible, and gazed wildly at it for a moment,
scarce knowing what next to do; then rising as if a sudden thought had
struck him, he tried to open the window that he might throw it into the
sea: it was, however, too secure to open at his will, and, turning away
after a fruitless effort, he sought a place to hide it. "Where shall I
hide it?" he said, as he walked round and round his cabin; there was no
nook or corner into which he could thrust it so that it should never
meet his eye again. What could he do with it? He must wait for another
opportunity; so, taking out nearly everything in his chest, he thrust it
down into the farthest corner, heaped all his things upon it, made them
secure, and then returned to his bed. The excitement of the moment was
over, yet Hubert could not rest, and, as he turned himself upon his
uneasy bed, he never once regretted the wicked thought that had led him
to try and throw away his Bible; but the determination to dispose of it
grew stronger.

Some weeks after this little event, the regiment arrived in India, and
was ordered far up the country: the long, toilsome march which Hubert
now had to undergo, initiated him into some of the realities of a
soldier's life, and it was not long before he found that the career he
had chosen was not so full of enjoyment as he had anticipated. He very
often felt weary; the heat of the country depressed his spirits; and he
often sighed deeply as he remembered the pleasant hills and valleys of
his own land. The regiment had no sooner located itself in the new
station, than Hubert and many others were struck down with fever. Death
was busy amongst them, but the young prodigal was spared. Many a time he
had wished to die; sick and amongst strangers, his mother's words had
come home to him with double power, and he felt the bitter truth that
there was indeed none who loved him, none to comfort him; it was a
wonder he lived, for the fever was malignant, and the care bestowed upon
the sick very little indeed. Poor Hubert! how was it he could not die?
Young as he was, this illness taught him the sad lesson that where there
is no love or interest there is an inhumanity in man; and as he grew
better his heart became more hardened, for he began to cherish a hatred
towards every one around him.




CHAPTER III

THE BIBLE TORN.

    Within this awful volume lies
    The mystery of mysteries;
    And better he had ne'er been born
    Who reads to doubt or reads to scorn.--SCOTT.


We must pass over a few years. Hubert had overcome the effects of the
climate, and the many dangers to which he had been exposed, helped, as
they ever will, the heart, uninfluenced by religion, to make him more
reckless and daring. Away from his sight, at the bottom of his chest,
undisturbed, lay his Bible; beside it, too, lay his sister's desk, and
the writing materials his mother had carefully packed for him: he seldom
thought of the fond ones who had given him those things; but far away in
England they ever thought of him, and watched and wept for a letter.

Hubert's regiment had seen a great deal of service, and it had not been
his lot to escape the dangers of war. On one occasion he had been
overcome and taken prisoner by some natives, and was only saved from
being put to death in a cruel manner by an unexpected attack being made
upon these Hindoos by a neighbouring chief, to repulse which they left
Hubert and two of his companions in the care of some women, from whom
they were rescued by a company of his regiment who had come out to
search for him. In a few hours the attempt to save Hubert would have
been in vain, for the Hindoos, hating the English, seldom allowed much
time to elapse between the capture and the sacrifice. Many a narrow
escape besides this, and many a wound--some slight and some
severe--dotted the pathway of Hubert's life; and the seventh year of his
residence in India was drawing to a close. The hot season had been
unusually oppressive; nearly every disease which flesh is heir to had
made fearful ravages amongst the soldiers, and Hubert was a second time
struck down with fever. Mercy once again interposed, and, like the
barren fig-tree, he was spared, that another opportunity might be given
him to bear fruit. One morning, when he was getting better, the hospital
nurse came to him with a letter in her hand, and asked if he thought it
was for him; he took it from her, and for a few moments did not answer
her: his heart smote him; but though his illness had slightly subdued
him, he was old in sin, and had learnt how to overcome all feelings of
tenderness; so, striving to check the thoughts that were forcing their
way, he began to examine the postmarks and various written notices upon
the outside of the letter; he soon found how far it had travelled in
search of him, and now it was by a mere chance that he had received it.

"Why was this letter not sent after me?" inquired Hubert.

"Be thankful, sir, that you have received it now," said the nurse. "It
has travelled after you a great way; but your regiment has been so much
on the move that I am not surprised at its being delayed. I have seen it
on the letter-rack more than eight months, and several others with it,
and you would not have had it now if I had not remembered you."

"Why, where did you see me before?"

"I nursed poor Captain White in the hospital at Jansi, and I knew you by
your coming so often to see him."

"I did not remember you."

"No, sir, perhaps not; but I did you, though it was only this morning
that I remembered anything about the letter, and that is how it is they
often get delayed: they are given to people very often, to send on, who
know nothing at all about them, and so they get put on one side, and
sometimes forgotten altogether. I suppose that was sent here because
someone knew that when you were stationed here a year ago, you were in
hospital with jaundice, and here it has been ever since."

"It is high time things were altered, then," replied Hubert, "if this is
how the letters are treated."

"Yes, sir, it is," said the nurse; "but you don't seem very anxious to
read your letter, now you have it."

Hubert said no more. Anxious indeed he was to know what that letter
contained, but fearful to open it; the battle, everything indeed in
warfare he could face with boldness, but before that silent, soiled,
fairy-like packet in his hand his whole nature quailed. Had he been
alone, perhaps he would not have opened it at all; but the eye of
another was upon him, and perhaps it was to save betrayal that he broke
the seal. It was from his father; there was nothing reproachful in it,
but a great deal of news about the family and their affectionate
remembrance of him; a long account of letters written, and their fears
that they had not reached him; then an earnest pleading that if he
received that he would write to them immediately, for their anxiety and
disappointment were very great.

Hubert read his letter several times; it was not the first he had
received, though perhaps it was the first that he really felt anxious to
answer; but he was too much out of health to reply to it then. It was
frequently a silent companion to him during the remainder of his stay in
the hospital, though when he grew better and returned again to his old
companions, somehow his father's letter was forgotten.

Hubert's illness had no effect upon him for good; it was sent, no doubt
in mercy, to check, at least for a time, the career he was running; but
health had returned, and so had he to his evil habits. Not one thought
did he ever willingly give to his parents, or the good precepts they had
tried to teach him; but when at times a few lines of a hymn, or a few
words of an early learnt prayer, would, in spite of all his efforts,
come across his mind, he had become so bold in sin that he cursed the
intruding memory of his purer days.

How little that young soldier thought of the merciful providence that
was watching over him! And it was doubtless in answer to his parents'
prayers that the little snatches of his early lessons were allowed to
intrude so repeatedly upon him, to bring him back, if possible, to a
better life. Take courage, mothers, even though the seed now sown seems
to perish as it falls; and continue to store up in the little mind
passages of holy writ, the simple prayer, and the childish hymn; long,
long may the soil remain barren, but a distant storm-cloud may shed its
torrents there, and then the fruit of thy labours may return like the
autumn grain, and ye shall reap, if ye faint not.

Hubert had grown very handsome, military fortune had smiled upon him,
and he had risen to be first lieutenant of his regiment Good abilities,
and great intelligence, with his merry, cheerful disposition, had won
him many favours; but those qualities were at the same time the snares
in his path: they were misapplied and misdirected, and too often were
the cause of his deepest errors.

One night, about nine years after Hubert had left England, he sat alone
in his room, with a heavier heart than he had ever before endured. His
sword lay upon the floor, part of his soldier's dress was thrown
carelessly upon a chair, a glass jug of water and a bottle were upon the
table, a loose grey cloak was wrapped around him, and his arm was in a
sling; he had been in battle that day, and severely cut upon the
shoulder; the doctor had attended to him and bound up the wound, and
Hubert, sick and dispirited, lounged in his easy chair in gloomy
silence. The doctor had tried to persuade him to go to bed, and Hubert
had promised to do so; but as soon as he was gone, the servant man was
dismissed from the room, and Hubert began to think. They must have been
terrible thoughts that could have produced such a look of despair; they
were not, however, about his wounded shoulder, nor the dangers he had
that day encountered; neither were they of his parents, to whom, in a
few months, the news of the battle would probably find its way. It was
altogether another matter which troubled him.

A companion, a fellow officer--the little lad who seated himself upon
the coil of rope and wept such tears as the vessel left England--had
grown up to manhood with Hubert, and had that morning gone out with him
to battle; they were full of spirit when they went, and for some time
fought nearly side by side; but there came unexpectedly a terrible
volley of shot from a portion of the enemy that lay concealed behind
some dense brushwood. Hubert's ranks were thinned, and, as he turned
round to rally and command his men, he missed his friend. It was a
critical moment; every energy and thought was required for the fight; so
that a glance behind, and a fleeting pang lest he had fallen, were all
that circumstances allowed, and Hubert rushed on.

The battle was won, the soldiers were returning, and Hubert was wounded;
he had made inquiry for his friend, but could hear nothing. As they
wound their way along, however, by the hill-side where the volley had
been fired, his heart beat quickly, for his own wound had made him feel
weak, and he could scarcely speak, when he saw two soldiers bending over
something lying on the grass. All his fears were realized as he slowly
came up to the scene; for there, stretched upon the ground, lay his
companion, dead. Oh! how the sight overcame him. If man is capable of
loving man, it was exemplified in Hubert; for his heart had deeply
entwined itself round his hapless comrade, and his first impulse was to
kneel beside him, and with his unwounded arm press him to his bosom as
he wept over his pallid brow. No thought, however, of the mercy which
had kept him from a similar fate came into his mind; no prayer of
thankfulness went up from his heart; but sorrowful and ill, he left his
friend, and leaning between the two soldiers, he at last, after great
difficulty, reached his quarters. After Hubert had been attended to by
the doctor, a second thought took the place of the first pure one; and,
as he sat alone, instead of pouring out his heart in deep gratitude to
his Almighty Preserver, he became irritated and angry, and amongst the
many thoughts that crowded upon him he remembered that his poor dead
companion was deeply in his debt. Much of their time had been spent
together at the gaming-table, and only a few evenings before, Hubert had
lent his companion all the money he had by him, including his last
month's pay; since then, Hubert had gambled, and been unsuccessful, and
had become involved for a considerable amount, which he had promised to
pay in a week; but his companion, who owed him sufficient to pay the
debt, was killed, and the difficulty into which he was suddenly plunged
drove him almost to despair.

"What shall I do?" he said, as he passionately struck the table; and
then, in the height of his frenzy, he said many bitter, cruel things
about his poor guilty companion who lay dead upon his bed in the
adjoining room.

"Oh, what shall I do?" he said again; and for some minutes he sat still,
gazing with a vacant stare upon the floor; then, as if moved by a sudden
impulse, he slowly rose from his chair, and, going into his bed-room, he
knelt down by his chest, intending to get some writing paper, that he
might reckon up all he owed, and see how far his own resources would
help him. Perhaps he was too absorbed to think of what he was doing, for
he took out a small parcel, and then, after replacing the things in his
chest, he went and sat down by the table. For some minutes he sat with
his face covered with his hands, as though he were in deep thought;
then he muttered something, and, snatching up the parcel, he broke the
string that tied it; one sharp pull drew the paper away, when out upon
the table fell his Bible. "Fool, to bring that!" he said, and then he
dashed it to the other end of the room. In striking the Bible it came
open, and as it came in contact with the corner of a chair two of its
leaves were torn out. There was a slight momentary regret in Hubert's
heart, when he found what he had done: he hated the book, and could not
bear it in his sight; and though he would have been glad to have been
rid of it, he never thought, nor perhaps ever intended destroying it in
that way, and he stepped across the room to gather it all up. Much of
his passion subsided as he sat down and tried to replace the torn
leaves. The days, however, had long since passed when he was accustomed
to read his Bible; he was now not only unfamiliar with that sacred book,
but all that he once knew appeared to have gone from his memory; and
though he turned over and over again one portion after another, to find
the part in Ezekiel from which the pages had been torn, it was of no
use, he could not replace them; so, with a nervous hand, he thrust them
into his pocket, and took the torn Bible back to his chest.

This little incident, though it produced no reflection, subdued for a
time the excitement under which he was labouring; and though he
disregarded the unseen hand that was dealing so mysteriously with him,
the first outburst of bad feeling respecting the difficulty into which
he had fallen by the death of his gambling companion was over, and,
leaving his room, he walked with gentle step to the one in which his
dead comrade lay. The years of folly and sin which Hubert had passed had
not quite dried up all the fountains of his heart; one of them, at
least, was flowing afresh as he closed the door and went up to the
remains of his dead friend. He raised the sheet which had been spread
over the corpse, and breathed the words, "Oh, poor Harris!" as he gazed
upon the once joyous face; then, sitting down beside him, he laid his
hand upon the cold forehead and wept as he had not done since his
childhood. He had seen death in many forms, and this was not the first
time he had lost a companion; but neither tear nor sigh had followed the
death of any one before: but for poor Harris, how he wept! Hubert had
loved him well. Death, which before had no effect upon him, overwhelmed
him now, and it was not until his own wounded arm grew very painful,
from the effects of touching the cold dead, that he rose to go away.
Harris was to be buried early on the morrow, and Hubert felt such a
strange bitterness at parting that he could scarcely go; but at last,
bending over him, he pressed one long, fervent kiss upon the silent lips
and turned away.

In passing along near the door, his eye caught what he thought to be a
piece of folded paper lying near the clothes of his friend; he picked it
up, and, upon opening it, found it to be a note from poor Harris--a few
lines written by him in pencil, as he lay dying upon the field of
battle; and there was not much upon the paper, but there was enough.
Poor Harris, in that brief note, begged the finder to convey the sad
story of his death to his mother, and tell her how bitterly he repented
having so long forgotten her; that he begged her to forgive him, and
earnestly implored the Lord Jesus to have mercy upon him; then came the
words--evidently written by a trembling hand--"Comrade, turn and repent;
not a moment may be given to you; tell Hubert Goodwin I am dead: he must
meet me again."

Hubert had never felt before what he did as he read that note--written
as the life-blood wasted, and he the subject of it; how he trembled,
bold, daring soldier that he was! it was the voice from the dead; and at
first he felt cold--so cold: his teeth chattered, and then a sudden heat
rushed over him, and the perspiration trickled down his face; his bosom
swelled, his breath grew short; at length, a long, deep groan burst from
his overcharged heart, and he went to his own room. Long, very long,
silent and alone, Hubert sat in his dreary chamber; there were but few
sounds without, and nothing but sighs and groans broke the stillness
within; the words on that blood-spotted note touched him deeply, struck
many a note of discord in his heart, tore into shreds the cloak of sin
and guilt he had worn so long, and exposed to him the part he had taken
in dragging his companion, once a pure, noble-hearted, susceptible boy,
down deep into the villanies of his own dissipated life. And he was to
meet him again--where?

The teaching of his childhood had not been in vain; the bread cast upon
the waters had not all perished; conscience whispered the truth, and
Hubert knew where he should meet Harris. The soldier's head bowed; he
felt he could not, he dare not, meet the soul he had ruined; the thought
of the terrible record against him broke down his spirit. "Great God!"
as he glanced upward, was all he uttered, in his despair, and his head
drooped again in deep anguish upon his bosom.




CHAPTER IV.

ELLEN BUCHAN.

                        She was the pride
    Of her familiar sphere,--the daily joy
    Of all who on her gracefulness might gaze,
    And in the light and music of her way
    Have a companion's portion. Who could feel,
    While looking upon beauty such as hers,
    That it would ever perish?--WILLIS.


That night, and for many days, Hubert knew no peace; sleeping or waking,
Harris was ever in his thoughts; turn where he would, there was a
remembrance of his dead companion, the loss of whom he deeply mourned.
Out of health himself, his bereavement was more felt, especially as he
was unable to seek other comrades with whom he might drive gloomy
thoughts away. At other times, when he had been ill, Harris had ever
sought him; but now, no one save those who waited upon him entered his
room, and he began to hate the sound of their footsteps, because he felt
that he paid for their sympathy. Poor Harris! how he missed him; how
long the days seemed, and how slow his recovery! Who shall say it was
not an opportunity vouchsafed by the Almighty to bring back his own
wandering soul? Why did he not pray in his hours of distress? No; the
heart long used to the neglect of that holy privilege and duty but ill
knows how to fly to the throne of grace in the hour of woe, and too
often throws back the hand of God with ungrateful murmurings. Hubert
never once poured out his burden of distress, never once looked to that
loving God whose eye, notwithstanding his wickedness, watched over him
with a father's love, but fretted and repined at the calamity which had
befallen him, until every pure and good feeling fled away once more, and
he began to be as cold and callous about the death of poor Harris as he
was about other things.

Time, the great soother of woe in the human heart, threw its power over
Hubert; as it passed, it brought him returning health, and, once again
mingling in the busy scenes of his profession, the wounded arm, the dead
companion, and the warning, all shared the doom of the other events of
his life: they were gone, and he was happy in forgetting them. The
difficulty into which he had fallen with respect to his money matters,
however, taught him a lesson; and though he again joined the society of
many of his former companions, he never again fell into that terrible
vice which had so nearly ruined his worldly prospects.

Some weeks had passed away; all the little effects belonging to poor
Harris were being collected, for the captain of his company had found
amongst some letters the names of some of the poor fellow's relations in
England. Hubert heard of what was being done, and one morning, meeting
the doctor of the regiment, they began talking the matter over. "I can
tell you where his mother lives," said Hubert, "if you will step into my
rooms; for now I remember it, I have by me a little note for her,--at
least I have her address upon it."

They walked along together, talking of various matters, and having
reached Hubert's rooms he took from a little desk a small piece of
paper, and, without a thought, said, as he handed it to the doctor, "I
think you'll find it on that."

The doctor read the note, and as he did so a sad expression stole over
his face, and then, looking at Hubert, he said, "Oh, Goodwin, what a
letter! Poor Harris! What a warning for us all. And what an escape you
had; the ball passed you, but it pierced his lungs. It might have been
your lot; though I trust a better account than this would have been sent
home of you."

"Come now, doctor, no preaching; I cannot tell what account will be
given of me when I'm knocked off."

"A true one, I have no doubt," was the reply.

"Perhaps so; but I don't care what people say; I do my duty, no one can
deny that, and soldiers can't be preachers."

"But they can be Christians, and find as much need of the Bible as the
sword. As much! Ah! more; it is a double weapon, a sword and a shield:
try it, Goodwin, if you never have, and see if I am not correct. If any
man is in heaven, my father is; he was thirty-four years a soldier,
fought in forty-one battles, and had as many wounds. And what preserved
him? What made him go cheerfully through all the trials of a soldier's
life? What made his name honoured and respected, as you yourself have
often observed? Was it the battles he fought, or the fame he won? No. He
read his Bible every day of his life, and tried to live as that holy
book says men ought to live. He infused, by God's help, the same spirit
into his company, and many a year must roll by before the words, 'Good
Captain Martin,' will cease to be heard; and the influence of his
example will linger still longer. No one can tell the power of example;
and it is a serious reflection that we each have to answer for the
amount we exercise over our fellow creatures."

Hubert had thrown himself into an easy chain, and, with his hands thrust
into his pockets, he silently listened to the doctor; but now he
replied: "But surely we cannot possibly help persons imitating what we
do. I don't see that we are to be responsible for the folly and evil
deeds of others."

"Certainly not, Goodwin; but still, how can we be sure that our conduct
has not caused many of the deeds you mention? Thousands of noble-hearted
pure-minded youths who have entered the army have been ruined, both in
body and soul, by the example of some wicked comrade."

"Do you refer to Harris?" asked Hubert, starting up from his seat;
"because if you do, I may tell you at once that I am not going to be
accused of anything he did. If he chose to make a fool of himself, it is
nothing to me: my conscience is clear."

"I refer to truth," said the doctor, "and my own experience; and if we
would only ask ourselves how far our conduct will affect those around
us, we should be better men. Man _will_ imitate, and it is what he
imitates that ennobles or debases him; it is example which has filled
the heart of man with all that is good and noble, and it has also helped
to make up long catalogues of crime. Our blessed Saviour knew the power
of it when He said to His disciples, 'Be ye perfect, as I am perfect.'"

The calm and gentle manner of the doctor subdued Hubert's rising anger,
and as he listened to him _he_ also felt the deep power of example.
Before any other man who had dared to refer to Harris, as his heart told
him the doctor had done, he would have given way to the passion which
his guilty conscience prompted; but there was an overpowering influence
in the calm demeanour of that good man, which Hubert felt; and when he
was gone the room seemed very lonely, and Hubert paced it with rapid
stride, as he thought over the past: the life he had led and was still
leading, the dead Harris, and the warning note smote upon his memory,
and he wished--oh, how earnestly he wished!--that he were but half like
that good man who had just left him. It was a difficult matter, however,
for Hubert to profit much by what had transpired; the wish to lead a
better life was earnest enough, but old habits and evil associates had
forged their chains of fascination round him, and he went out to seek
company which would soon snap the silver cord of purity that was
beginning once more to form holy tracery on his heart.

Thus it ever is with the heart that is continually striving against the
influences and power of the Spirit. To keep down the still small voice
of conscience, nothing is so effectual as the whirlwind of pleasure, and
man runs headlong from one sin to another, until the fatal hour dawns
when God's Spirit will no longer strive. Repeated warnings disregarded,
and opportunities neglected, ruined Hubert's better nature: in scenes
of dissipation the germs of holiness perished, and he sank down deep,
deeper still into sin, growing older in wickedness as he grew stronger
in manhood, belying, as many do, the noble image on his brow by the mark
of _Cain_ upon his heart.

It was seldom that the regiment to which Hubert belonged remained longer
than a few years in one place, so that his stock of worldly possessions
had not greatly increased; but it was eighteen years since he left home,
and he was now about changing into another regiment, one more stationary
than his own, and marrying the daughter of an old English resident at
Agra. During the time Hubert had been in India, he had experienced many
vicissitudes often marching through the country, often in battle, and
occasionally sick and in hospital. He had grown from the pretty rosy boy
to a tall, dark sunburnt man, and was now a captain. In military things
he had improved; but though of those who went out with him to India more
than half had either fallen in battle or died of disease, nothing
softened his heart, and it was a wicked boast he frequently made in the
mess-room, that when he was unable to fight any longer he would think
about going home and being religious. Thus he went on wasting the vigour
of his life, tempting by his blasphemy the merciful God that was sparing
him, neglecting every opportunity for repentance, and occasionally
tearing up his Bible.

The doctor, who had been nearly the same time in the regiment that
Hubert had, but who in age was ten years his senior, never lost an
opportunity of trying to influence the soldiers for good. Many a rebuff
was the reward of the good man's efforts, but he never wearied. Hubert,
though he listened to him once, had grown vain with his military
promotion, and shunned the good man who had once brought his heart near
to heaven. Dr. Martin, however, never lost sight of the reckless sinner,
but breathed many a sigh as he thought of one so gifted, and placed so
far above the wants of life, rushing fast to his ruin; and then he
prayed, with all the earnestness of a devoted heart, that God's Spirit
would stay him in his course of sin.

Like a gleam of light upon a darkened object came the intelligence that
Hubert was about to be married to Ellen Buchan. Nearly every one in
Agra knew her, and there were but few who did not also know how good she
was; she and her family were distinguished for their piety, and many a
darkened soul in the idolatrous city where they resided learnt by their
teaching and example to place Christianity above the idol-worship of
their childhood, and became followers of the meek and lowly Jesus.
Surely such companionship as Ellen Buchan would be a blessing to Hubert,
and a change must come upon him, else he would be no helpmate for one so
good as she was; and the doctor wondered whether a change had not
already come over him, by his having expressed an intention of moving
into another regiment.

How fervently he hoped that it might be so; and though he now seldom
exchanged a word with Hubert, he did not forget him, but still hoped
that he might lead a better life. Imperceptibly to Hubert, a change had
indeed stolen over him since he knew Ellen; many of his old haunts were
forsaken, former friends were given up, and Hubert had something to bear
from the taunting words and manners of his old associates; but he had
other thoughts, new habits were being formed, life had a thousand
charms, and his face beamed more joyous and more handsome every day; his
chief desire was to sell out, and purchase in the regiment stationed at
Agra. A few disappointments attended Hubert's change of regiment: it was
delayed longer than he had expected; still, the matter was now, to all
appearance, nearly settled, and preparations were being made for the
marriage. If Hubert had ever been thoroughly happy, he appeared so now:
his past life, with all its associations, was absorbed in the present,
in Ellen every thought was centred.

Alas! how frail are man's hopes. One sultry evening a messenger came to
tell Hubert to come at once to Mr. Buchan's, for something had happened.

With a beating heart and hurried step he hastened to the house, but
there was sorrow there. Ellen had been complaining all day, and, as the
evening drew on, her illness increased, and she was found to be
suffering from fever. Hubert was frightened, for the fever had been
prevalent, and frequently fatal. That night and the next day he stayed
at the house, and then, how dreadful came the intelligence that her
life was despaired of! Now Hubert felt, perhaps for the first time in
his life, the bitter woe of hopes all crushed; for the thought of losing
Ellen was terrible. What could he do! All around him was a scene of woe.
Changed he apparently was in his conduct and habits, but his heart was
the same, and his sorrow gave way to murmuring and raving about the
affliction. How earnestly he hoped for her recovery, yet how unchastened
was his spirit! for upon meeting Dr. Martin, who, after inquiring about
Ellen, added kindly, "I hope, if only for your sake, she will recover,"
he replied sharply, "Sir, you hope nothing of the kind; if she dies you
will upbraid and taunt me." Unjust and cruel as this remark was, the
doctor pitied and forgave him, and stood gazing after him as he turned
away.

Ellen died. We need not tell the deep bereavement it was to all who
loved her. Reader! it matters nothing to thee; but there was a home made
desolate, and more than one heart riven. Such is life! A time will come
when the deep mystery of such dealings shall be explained; till then,
hope on! trust on! believe on! Satan would tempt thee in the weak,
trying hour to doubt, but remember God does not willingly afflict; the
finest gold has been seven times purified, and happy is he who can look
upward, even though it be through his tears, and say, "It is thy will,
Lord; do with me as it seemeth thee good."

All who knew Hubert pitied him under the deep affliction which had
befallen him, and for a time his spirit bowed beneath it; he overcame
it, however, sooner than many had expected, joined himself again to many
of his old companions, and gave up all intention of selling out of his
regiment, and very soon he bade farewell to the friends he had made in
Agra, and moved with his regiment to a station further up the country.




CHAPTER V.

HUBERT WOUNDED.

    On comes the foe--to arms, to aims,
      We meet--'tis to death or glory;
    'Tis victory in all her charms,
      Or fame in Britain's story.--W. SMYTH.


Three more years passed away: it had been a trying time, for a native
tribe near a neighbouring jungle gave Hubert's regiment continual
trouble; and now orders were received at the barracks to prepare for a
battle, for large numbers of Hindoos were coming down from the hills,
and several British regiments were on the march to assist the station
that was menaced.

Hubert received the order, and gave it out again to his company, and
then, without another word went to his rooms. It was not his usual way:
he generally said something in praise of British bravery, and tried to
inspire his men to action; but this time he was silent, and the soldiers
did not let it pass without remark.

Never before had the order for battle been less welcome, and he was
unable to account for the strange depression of his spirits; he joined
none of his companions, but sat the whole evening by himself, and
retired to rest much earlier than usual. His sleep, however, was
disturbed, and once, in the still hour of night, he said aloud, "What
ails me, that I cannot sleep? I am not ill: I wonder if anything is to
happen to me--surely not; after nearly twenty-two years' service, I am
to have better luck than be knocked off now; it is a pretty safe thing,
they say, if one gets over the twentieth year. I shall see Old England
yet." No more sleep, however, came to him; he thought of his home, his
parents, and all to whom he had been dear, and he sighed deeply as he
wished he had loved them better.

The morning sun had scarcely risen before the bugle sounded, and in a
very short time the regiment was on the march, for they had six miles to
go, and the heat would be against them later in the day.

On the previous evening, Hubert had passed some of the dull hours in
looking over the little relics he had collected during his residence in
India, and in filling up the box he had brought with him from England,
he took out the remains of his Bible; it was sadly destroyed; the
covers, some of the Old, and the greater part of the New Testament, were
what remained of it, and after hesitating for a few minutes what he
should do with it, he thrust it into a pocket in the left side of the
bosom of his coat. It was there still; he had forgotten to remove it
when he rose hastily at the sound of the bugle, and as he marched with
his regiment, he little thought of the blessing which that torn,
despised treasure would yet be to him. It was a long, toilsome march,
through thick jungle, and the soldiers sat down to rest when they got
through it, and waited to be joined by other forces. They had come out
against a considerable village, the residence of a great chief, but not
so well fortified by architectural defences as by the hordes of its
savage inhabitants. From the spot where the soldiers rested they could
see the place they had come to attack, and as the day was passing
without the other regiments appearing, a council was held, and beneath
the shadow of the palm trees the soldiers received orders to remain
quiet until new commands were issued.

The day at length was closing, and Hubert, with three brother officers,
sat down beneath a tree together. At first they talked of the glory in
fighting for their king and country, then other matters connected with
military life followed; but as the time passed away, and the hours of
night brought with them their fitful gloom, the conversation changed,
and for the first time for many years Hubert talked of his home.

"It is a long time since I left England," he said; "many, many a year;
and I have somehow neglected all my old friends there. I often wish I
had acted differently, and thought a little more about them, and written
to them sometimes; but it is no use regretting--not that I have much to
regret, though, for letter-writing is a silly, dawdling business at
best, and never was much in my way; but, however, should it so happen
to-morrow that the chances run against me--you know what I mean--well,
there's some one of the family left, perhaps, who will like to know the
end of me; so let me ask a favour. Take this slip of paper, and if your
luck is better than mine, just send a letter to that address, and tell
them where your old comrade fell, and tell them he--nay, tell them what
you like."

The three officers each took down Hubert's address, and promised to
perform his wish; but they too had friends and relations in Britain's
distant isle, and they each asked of Hubert a similar boon, should the
fortune of the day be his, not theirs; then, with a friendly grasp of
the hand, they exchanged promises; and to think, perhaps, more deeply of
the past, or the morrow, they bade each other good-night and lay down in
silence on the ground. Only for a few hours did anything like stillness
hover over the beleaguered village; at early dawn the natives, having
heard that the English were surrounding them, came out in great numbers,
to drive away or attack their invaders. A terrible fight now commenced,
wearing any form but that of a set battle, and it lasted the whole day;
but at length the chief was slain, and the Hindoos, upon hearing it,
fled in all directions, leaving the English masters of the village.
There had been a sad slaughter of the natives, and more than two
hundred of the English had fallen. Hubert's regiment had suffered
considerably; but he and his three companions were spared, and they met
again in the same place where they had passed the previous evening;
neither wound nor mark of warfare was upon any of them; they were only
fatigued, and, as they shook each other by the hand, they used some of
their old familiar terms of friendship, and sat down again beneath the
tree. There was no talk of home now, no thought of the gracious shield
which had preserved them in the fight, no word of thanksgiving to
Almighty God for their safety.

As night came on they proceeded to the captured village; but in the
morning, as all the soldiers were not required to remain, Hubert's
company, and one or two others, were ordered back to their respective
barracks. Several of Hubert's company were missing; familiar faces were
gone, and well-remembered voices were hushed; yet, with pride and high
spirits, most of those that remained, after having helped to bury some
of the dead, prepared to march as soon as the sun would permit. It was a
beautiful evening when the soldiers started, but they had not gone very
far before Hubert and some of the other officers fell a little behind
the men, and sat down upon the short dry grass and weeds. Just as they
were about to pursue their journey through the jungle, some beautiful
birds attracted their attention, and they turned aside from the pathway
in pursuit. This thoughtless act was attended with danger, for the
evening was fast closing, and there was every probability that they
would lose their way. At the suggestion of one, however, they turned
back, and made all possible haste to overtake the soldiers. Night came
on much more rapidly than they had expected, and before they had gone
far in the jungle it grew very dark. They pushed on as rapidly as they
could, but the path was unfamiliar to them, and they soon lost each
other. Sometimes a rustling amongst the bushes made Hubert start, and
once he thought he heard voices besides the scattered ones of his
companions. Very soon, however, all was silent; they were all wandering
different ways, and Hubert was alone. Once he thought of climbing into a
tree, and staying there till daybreak, but he felt so confident that he
could not have much further to go that he made another effort to reach
the barracks. Suddenly a rustling in the bush startled him again, and
laying his hand upon his sword he called out the watchword of his
regiment. There was no answer, and thinking it perhaps some bird, he
went on again, keeping up his courage by occasionally whistling. He had
almost reached the edge of the jungle, for he had fortunately kept near
the right path, when a wild shout fell upon his ear, a flash of light
illumined all around him, and Hubert, stunned and wounded, fell to the
ground.

The moon rose calmly in the sky, and her soft rays fell upon the trees
beneath which Hubert lay. He was still insensible, and the brown grass
around him was stained with blood. A slight breath of wind that passed
over him, gently waved the dark hair from his wounded forehead; another
ball had shattered his right leg, which had bent up beneath him as he
fell.

Not far away, in the barracks, the next morning the roll was called;
Hubert's companions had arrived safe during the night; they now told
where they had missed him, and a piquet of men was sent out to search
for him. They did not go far into the jungle before Hubert was found; he
had partly recovered from his faintness, but was too exhausted to speak:
they conveyed him to the hospital, where his wounds were dressed, and
every attention was paid him, but he had lost so much blood as he lay
all night upon the ground, that no hopes whatever were given of his
recovery, and he lay several days without speaking a word.

The doctor came day after day, as often as he could snatch a moment from
his duties, and sat down by Hubert's bed: he knew all about him, knew
the life he had led, and felt all the weight of the dread thought of a
soul passing into eternity unsaved. There he lay, that reckless, sinning
one, now helpless, dying, and many a heartfelt prayer was breathed by
the one friend that still clung to him, that he might not be taken away
in his sin. It is not kith nor kin that bounds the Christian's love;
like his Divine Master, he deems precious every human soul, and no
matter 'neath what sky or colour, whether friend or foe, he cannot see
that priceless thing perish without an effort to save it. Many a long
hour the doctor sat and watched by Hubert's bed: the leg had been set,
and appeared favourable, but reason did not return, and it was for that
he watched and prayed, and yet how that same reason had shunned and
insulted him. Good man, he forgot all about himself now, and watched as
a fond brother over the sufferer. His prayers were heard; Hubert awoke
from insensibility, and occasionally spoke a word to those who attended
him.




CHAPTER VI.

THE TIME FOR REFLECTION.

    O, lost and found! All gentle souls below
      Their dearest welcome shall prepare, and prove
    Such joy o'er thee as raptured seraphs know,
      Who learn their lesson at the throne of love.--KEBLE.


A week had passed. Hubert was slightly better, and there was a faint
hope that he would ultimately recover. The doctor had been two or three
times during each day to see him, and now, as the sun was setting, he
came again. Weary as he was with his usual duties, he had still his
Master's work to do, and as he took his seat by Hubert's bed he asked if
he should read to him. Hubert knew quite well that the doctor's book was
the Bible, and though he also knew that but very faint hopes were given
of his recovery, he replied, "No, thank you; I shall perhaps soon be
better, when I shall have plenty of time to read." The doctor tried to
prevail, but Hubert resisted, until he became excited, when his friend,
wishing him a good night, left him alone.

"Yes, I hope soon to be better," he repeated to himself, as the doctor
left the room, though, as he gazed at the three empty beds near him, he
little thought that the insensibility to all pain which occasionally
stole over him, rendered the hope of his recovery very faint, and that
unless a change took place his couch would soon be empty also.

Another and another day passed. Hubert was no better; and as the doctor
again sat down beside him, he said, as he gently took the feverish hand,
"My friend, perhaps you would like some one to send a letter to your
friends in England; is there anything you would like to say? Shall I
write for you?"

"Not now."

"Why not now? I have told you how precarious your state is: you had
better send a few lines home: let me write something for you,--shall I?"

"No, no! I have no wish to write. They have not heard for more than
twenty years; it is no use writing now, they may all be dead."

"Oh, no! that is not probable; and they will in time hear of the battle
you have been in, and see your name amongst the wounded. It would
comfort them greatly to hear from you; and if, as you say, you have not
written for so long a time, how they would rejoice to find you had not
forgotten them!"

"No, doctor," said Hubert, faintly, "it would be no joy to them, they
cannot care for me now. I broke my mother's heart; I know it. I dreamt
it once, years ago; and many a time the sad face I saw in my dream has
come before me when I have least wanted it; many other things, too,
doctor, I could tell you which forbid my writing. No, I cannot, at least
not now--another time."

"No, my poor friend, not another time, write now: I'll write, shall I?"

"Write what, and to whom? No, I tell you, they are dead," and he turned
his face away.

The doctor knew well that Hubert's illness was too serious a matter to
be trifled with: everything was against him; it was the hottest season
of the year, dissipation had undermined his constitution, and his mind
was uneasy; and the thought had struck that good man, that if he could
get Hubert to turn his thoughts homeward, reflection might bring
remorse for his past life, and he might think of eternity. For a few
seconds he stood still, gazing silently at his patient, wondering what
he should do. It was not his custom to see a soldier die without feeling
any concern; his own well-worn Bible testified how often he had used
that sacred book; and written in the Book of Life were perhaps not a few
names of erring yet repentant sinners, brought to know Christ by his
humble efforts. "Soldier brother," he said, as he took the hot hand once
again in his own, "I must not be refused _all_ I ask; let me read to
you."

Hubert made no answer, and the doctor turned over the soiled pages of
his Bible and read, with a soft clear voice, the fifty-first Psalm.--

"Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy loving kindness; according
unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions,"
&c., &c.

The psalm was ended: none of its petitions, however, appeared to have
touched the heart of the sick man, though their effect was great upon
the doctor, who, kneeling down, poured out his soul's grief in a deep,
heartfelt prayer, begged hard and earnestly for mercy and pardon for his
suffering brother, and implored that a ray of light might beam into his
heart. Never before had such a prayer sounded in Hubert's ear, and yet,
when the good man rose from his knees, the only sound that he heard was,
"Doctor, I can sleep."

"Good night, then," was the answer; "I shall come early in the morning,
and before then, if you require me; good night."

"Good night;" and there was a gentle pressure of the hand; then the
doctor left the room.

"Is he gone?" said Hubert, faintly, a few minutes after. "Oh! why did he
leave me?" and the poor sufferer's eyes turned towards the door.

The watcher that night was a woman: it was not often that a woman tended
the sick soldiers in the hospital where Hubert now lay, but it was his
lot to be so fortunate on this occasion; and she was sitting beside an
open window, looking out upon the sun, which was sinking in the west,
and throwing, as she was thinking, its rays upon her English home, when
she heard Hubert speak, and, hastening to his side, in an instant she
asked him kindly if he required anything. Perhaps his heart was too
full, for he only turned his head away and sighed deeply.

"Captain," she said, as she bent over him, "does anything trouble you?
Can I get you anything?" And as she gently smoothed back the hair upon
his forehead, she thought she saw a tear roll down his sunburnt cheek.
That tear was enough; the stern scenes she had witnessed during a long
sojourn in India, had made her callous to many things, and left many a
scar upon her heart; but she was woman still, and could not resist the
power of that tear. She sat down upon the stool by the soldier's bed,
chafed his hot hand in hers, cooled his brow again and again, and spoke
soothingly and kindly to him; still he was silent, gave no answer to any
of her kind inquiries, except by an occasional sigh.

"I know you are uneasy, Captain; tell me, oh, do tell me! I've asked you
many things, and you have answered me nothing; do tell me what's the
matter. What can I do for you?"

"Nothing."

"Yes, Captain, let me do something; shall I fetch Dr. Martin? What shall
I do?"

"Will you read to me?"

"Yes, that I will;" and the nurse immediately fetched her Bible, and for
a long time, by the dim flickering candle, her voice rose softly upon
the stillness of that chamber, as she read of mercy and forgiveness to
the penitent and heart-broken sinner.

It may have been that the sound of her voice had a soothing effect upon
Hubert's ear, for he sank calmly to sleep, and his rest was peaceful.
When he awoke, however, with the morning light, his pulse beat high,
owing probably to the excitement of the previous day, and the doctor was
still unable to give hope of his recovery; and after another day, when
the shadows of evening drew on, that good man took his seat once more by
the sufferer's bed, and read again, in hopes to soothe the troubled
spirit and lead the uneasy thoughts to better things.

"Why do you come here, and sit and tire yourself reading to me? You must
already be weary with your day's work. Why do you come here?" And
Hubert, with a steady eye, gazed into the doctor's face as he made the
inquiry.

"Why do I come?" replied the doctor, as he gently took Hubert's hand;
but he felt his throat swell at that moment, and while he hesitated
Hubert repeated, "Yes, why do you come?"

"Because it is my duty, and because I have a deep affection for you. I
_am_ weary, but what matters that? You are more; so my necessity is not
like yours. And another thing, I know you are unhappy."

"Who told you?"

"I have not needed to be told; I know it well enough. You know I know
it, and for that cause I come to you, but the first thing I ask you, you
refuse. You know not how great a comfort it would be to you to write
home to your parents; there is much for you to do, but that is the first
thing, for it is a holy duty."

"I have never done it, doctor, may God forgive me and I cannot do it
now; it is too late, too late. You said right; I am not happy; the days
and nights I have lain here have told me that all is too late now; the
life I have led has been a wicked one, and if I die I am lost Oh, what
shall I do?"

There was nothing stern in the doctor's heart; he had striven, and wept,
and prayed earnestly that Hubert might see the error of his way, but
now, at this confession and despair, he almost regretted that he had
added to the sufferer's woes. There was no exulting over the poor
sinner, but bending down close to Hubert's ear, he said--

"Fear not; pour out your heart's sorrow to God, for, deep as your sins
are, He _can_ and _will_ save you, if, with a true, penitent, and broken
heart, you confess all your sins to Him and throw yourself helpless on
His mercy. You can do nothing for yourself; your own poor sorrowing
heart is an offering Jesus Christ will accept if you will give it to
Him. Don't hesitate, Christ is waiting to receive you; do, then, with
godly sorrow, throw yourself upon His mercy."

"But I cannot," said Hubert. "It may be true, all you say, but I have
sinned so long, or else I am different to other people. God may forgive
such as you, but I have sinned too much."

"Oh no, not too much for God to forgive. He knows all you have done, and
He knows all you need. Christ has died for you; why should you be lost?"

"Does God know _all_ I've done? Does He know how hard I tried to lead a
better life?--and then Ellen died! No, I cannot believe it Go, go; leave
me alone. What matters how I die? Go, and leave me as I am." And,
clasping his hands tightly upon his bosom, he said with earnestness, as
he looked upward, "Lord, have mercy upon me." Then he was exhausted; a
faint hue came over his face, and the doctor, seeing that the strength
of the sufferer was failing, stayed by his bedside to administer to his
need. Hubert's hands had fallen upon the coverlet, and as the doctor
took one in his own, he started at its strange coldness, and for a long
time he chafed it. All, indeed, that could be done was done for Hubert,
and throughout the long, sultry, silent night the nurse and doctor
watched with Christian love beside the lonely bed. Hubert at length fell
into a heavy sleep; it was the crisis of the fever, and never was infant
slumber more softly guarded than that of his. And the next day went on;
night came again; the sun in all its splendour went down in the western
horizon, and the doctor crept softly into Hubert's chamber to take
another look at the sleeper. He had gazed some minutes, he had breathed
a prayer, and was turning away when, with a gentle sigh, Hubert awoke.
There was a ray of light upon his face; he was better; the fever had
left him, and the doctor, after administering a cordial, gave him for
the night to the care of the nurse, who well knew how to attend to him;
and he assured Hubert that, if he attended to his instructions, his leg
would be the only cause for uneasiness, and he hoped, by God's blessing,
he would soon recover from that. Then, as he was leaving, he promised to
come again the next morning and read to him. The morning came, the
doctor was there, and he told all about God's mercy and love to the
vilest of earth's sinners; then he knelt and prayed, with all the
earnestness of his heart, for all God's grace to the sufferer; and with
such simple words and touching sadness did he tell the Prodigal's story,
that Hubert's unbelief and despair yielded at once to the mighty power
of direct communication with God, and tears fell fast upon his pillow.

The doctor had been more than an hour with Hubert, and now onward to
other sufferers he went, with his double mission. The scene in Hubert's
room had urged him to be more earnest in his Master's cause, and his
soul was full of prayer that a heavenly ray might illume Hubert's
darkened heart and bring him to the feet of Jesus. Little did the
sufferer know how earnestly that good man desired his salvation, and
little did the regiment know, as its members saw him, with earnest
thoughtful brow, wending his way beneath the shadow of the high wall,
that in yonder lone building lay the cause of his toiling through the
hot summer days, toiling again as night came round, growing more sallow
and more gaunt, yet never seeming to weary. "My grace is sufficient for
thee," was strictly exemplified in that earnest faithful disciple; God
blessed him, and kept him a burning and a shining light, amidst all the
sin and temptation of India's dark land; and though a scoff and a sneer
were not unfrequently the reward of his efforts to reclaim the sinner,
many a scoffer sent for him in the last sad hour, and a few testified,
by a better life, to the holiness of his.

Each time the doctor returned to Hubert, he found him slightly better;
his wounded forehead was nearly well, and his shattered leg was
progressing favourably; all traces of feverishness were gone, and the
doctor seemed pleased as he told him that though at present the least
thing might bring on fever again, which would certainly be fatal, yet,
if all went well, he hoped in a few days to be able to pronounce him out
of danger.

"Pray that it may be so," said Hubert, "for I dare not die now: God has
heard your last prayer; a week ago I could have died to rid my heart of
its dreadful despair, and the terrible weight that was upon it, but not
now. I do think there is a little hope for me--pray something for me,
you know so well all about me;--how came you to know so much?"

The doctor, sitting down by the bed, said, "Goodwin, many a year has
passed away since you and your companions first attracted my notice. I
remember well the morning you landed in Calcutta, for, if you recollect,
your own doctor died on the passage out, and I accepted the appointment
as you lay out in the bay, and went down to meet you on landing. I was,
of course, strange to all of you, but the thing that struck me most was
the extreme youth of the regiment--the majority did not appear much over
twenty years of age, and then there was a good number of youths
apparently about sixteen. I remember that many remarks were made at the
time about you all, and I came to the conclusion that at least half of
you had come to India to die. I have not been wrong either in that; but
I am going from the point--I remember that I was particularly struck
with you and a fair, gentle-looking companion you had."

Hubert sighed, "It was poor Harris."

"Yes, that was his name, poor fellow. Well, very soon I found out all
about the life you were leading; your higher privileges were snares, not
only to you and your companions, but to all the men, and the first grief
I felt after joining you was at the reckless and sinful example you were
setting. When first struck down with fever, how I longed, hoped, and
prayed for your conversion. But you know how your life passed on, and I
need not tell you that from that first hour of meeting you till now, I
have watched you, and prayed for you, and I know quite well that God's
Holy Spirit has often been striving very hard with you; but the warnings
you have had have generally passed away like the dew upon the earth, and
now the Almighty has mercifully stopped your career by this affliction.
Don't let it pass like the others have done, but take your heart, with
all its weight of sin, and lay it bare before God. He knows all your
need, will help you in all your sorrows, pardon all your sins, and make
you holy; but you must ask His aid--you must confess all your sin--you
must pray to Him with a broken heart."

Hubert sighed, and then, after a moment's pause, said, "Doctor, it is no
easy matter to do as you say I ought; and you judge me harshly when you
say I have neglected all the warnings I have had. You remember poor
Harris? Well, his death had more effect upon me than you know; for weeks
and weeks I thought of nothing else, and tried very hard to change, but
somehow I could not And then poor Ellen! you remember her? I should have
been another man if she had lived; but no, I was not allowed to be
better: I lost her, and I know I have been bad since; it drove me almost
mad. But, Doctor, was it all my fault?" And Hubert burst into tears.

"Goodwin," said the doctor, as he took Hubert's hand, "beware how you
rebuke the Almighty; His ways are not our ways; let me beg of you to
have faith in Him now; if you are spared to recover, we will talk this
point over together, but not now, time is too precious. Believe me, He
does all things well, and willeth not that any should perish; if you
will only in true faith, nothing doubting, turn to Him, confess your
sins, and ask His mercy, you will be astonished how plain many things
will appear that now seem dark and mysterious. Oh, do pray to Him!"

"I have," said Hubert, softly: "I thought yesterday that I never could,
but last night, after you were gone, some words I learnt once when a
child came all into my mind; they seemed all I wanted to say, and yet
they were only part of a little child's prayer; indeed, I had long ago
forgotten them. Doctor, will you pray?"

The good man knelt, and poured out his heart to Heaven for the long
sinning but repenting brother; and it was a holy sight to see the tears
streaming down the pallid cheek of the once gay, reckless soldier, as he
listened to another's prayer in his behalf. The doctor's bosom was full
also--the wanderer was at last coming home--the straying sheep was
returning to the fold--the poor child of earth was yielding up his proud
spirit to the hand that afflicted, yet was stretched out to save
him--and the good man prayed that the sufferer might be pardoned, and
spared to set forth the beauty of that holiness of life which he had so
long neglected.

Another week had passed; each day as it dawned found Hubert somewhat
better, but then each evening both the nurse and doctor watched
anxiously beside his bed, for his state was precarious: one thing,
however, that improved was the state of his mind; _that_ neither
slumbered nor went back--but from the hour that he poured out his first
earnest heart-breathings to Heaven, he became more penitent and more
anxious; all the carelessness and indifference with which he had treated
religion came like so many accusing spirits before him; but, though the
reflection of his past life helped at times to blanch his sunken cheek,
he was more at peace in his bosom than he had been since his childhood.

Everything that could possibly be done for Hubert he received from the
nurse and doctor, and their attentions were blessed, for at last Hubert
was pronounced "out of danger;" and though he would never again be fit
for the army, there were hopes of his perfect recovery.




CHAPTER VII.

WHAT THE TORN BIBLE HAD DONE FOR HUBERT.

    I will throw off this dead and useless part,
    As a strong runner, straining for his life,
    Unclasps a mantle to the hungry winds.
                         ALEXANDER SMITH.


Five weeks more passed by, during which time Hubert grew in grace, and
his soul appeared to be ripening for heaven; his health improved, and by
the aid of a wheel-chair he could be moved to the window of his room,
where he sat for many an hour reading the Bible, or enjoying the soft
warm air, as he gazed out upon the forests and jungle that lay before
him almost at his feet, or the snow-capped Himalayas in the distance.

One day, as he sat by the window, he asked the nurse if she knew what
became of the coat he wore on the day when he was wounded.

"Oh, yes, Captain," she replied, "I took care of it and put it away; if
you wish to have it, I will fetch it for you."

"Thank you," said Hubert, "I should like to have it now." And the nurse
went immediately to find it.

In a very few minutes the nurse returned, and, as she unfolded the coat,
she said, "I fear it is very dirty, though these stains will be from the
blood; I saw them when I folded it up, but I thought it best to take
care of it, for I know soldiers generally prize the coat they were
wounded in; I have sent many a one home to England to the friends of
those who have died--you will, I hope, be able to take your own."

"I hope so, nurse, though it will be some time yet before I can go;" and
then he began to examine the coat, and turned it over to find the pocket
in the inside of the left breast: he found it, and there too was all
that remained of his "torn Bible." Pale as his cheek was from pain and
sickness, a deeper pallor came over it as he drew out the Bible, and the
cover of it met his eye. What was the meaning of the small round hole he
saw? All the truth flashed upon his mind at once; he knew what it
meant; and the cold perspiration stood out upon his forehead, as, with
nervous hand, he turned over leaf by leaf until he came to a small
bullet. It was not large, but sufficient to have destroyed life if it
had penetrated his heart; and as he cast it upon the floor, he clasped
the torn Bible to his bosom, and bent his head low over his mother's
last gift--that despised and neglected treasure.

The nurse had seen all that Hubert did upon receiving his coat; she saw
him draw the book from the pocket, tremble as he opened it, and then
cast the bullet upon the floor; but she would have taken but little
notice of all that, if she had not seen his head droop as though
something deeply troubled him.

"Come, Captain," she said, "that book makes you think sad things; come,
sir, keep up your spirits, and give me the book to keep till you are
stronger."

"Don't touch it; leave it with me," said Hubert, pushing back her hand;
"I am strong enough--go away."

"No, Captain, I must not go away; you are not strong enough to bear any
excitement; it would just throw you back again, after all our care of
you. Think, sir, of getting well, not about that coat and book--I wish I
had not brought them to you. I dare say when you see that coat all
stained with blood and torn, you think about the narrow escape you have
had: but cheer up, Captain, and don't think about it now."

"Look here," said Hubert, pointing to the cover of the book, "see what
saved my life;" and then he relieved his heart by telling her all about
that book; and as she listened she sat down upon a low chair before him,
and, poor sympathizing one, she forgot, while her own tears fell as she
heard the story he told, that she had, only a few minutes before, chided
him for his sadness.

Three months had passed; Hubert's illness had been blessed to him: by
the aid of crutches he moved about again, and frequently encountered his
old companions; some of them had visited him in hospital, and there was
a rumour in the regiment that Captain Goodwin had "gone religious." It
caused some profane mirth amongst his comrades--the companions of his
former life--and he felt ashamed to meet them. However, at last he did
so, and it was when they came around him, and so warmly welcomed him
back again, and expressed their hope that he would soon be restored to
perfect health, that he told them, with a holy boldness, that he
regretted his past life, and could never be one of their number again,
unless they gave up their evil ways and walked with him in the path of
holiness. As might have been expected, the confession on the part of
Hubert was received, for the most part, with laughter and derision; but
his heart was set upon the thing he sought, and from the hour he
received the rebuff he determined, if possible, to commence a work
amongst his reckless companions. The same spirit of earnestness and
devotion which had helped Hubert in worldly advancement, marked his
efforts now. He had partaken of heavenly things, and, like a true
disciple, could not bear the thought of any soul perishing; so, leaning
upon his crutches, with his torn Bible in his hand, he went as often as
his strength would allow, and his own soul grew in grace as he told
God's love to sinners to his comrades. Hubert did not labour very long
at his new work; his wounds had been too severe to allow of his
continuing in the army, and before another three months had passed, an
order came for him to return to England.

At first the idea of going back to his own country was not welcome;
indeed, India seemed to be his home more than England did, and as he
turned to the nurse, who still attended him, he said--

"Nurse, I shall not go to England. How can I go with this poor useless
leg? I had better stay here."

"But, Captain, your leg is not useless; the doctor says you may some day
be able to walk with a stick."

"Does he? It will be very long first, I fear. No, I think I shall not go
home; no one will know me, for it is not as though I went home all
right."

"Bless you, sir," replied the nurse, "plenty will know you--your mother
will, for one. I remember when our Tom ran away and went to sea, and was
gone ten years, and we never heard a word about him; well, all at once,
home he came, and the moment we caught sight of him at the garden gate,
though he had grown from a boy to a stout man, we all cried out, 'Here's
poor Tom.' We had never heard a word about his coming, or anything, yet
we knew him, and all ran out to meet him. I remember it well; and how
poor mother threw her arms round his neck and kissed him, and called him
her darling, and I can't tell you what; then how she stood and cried,
and scolded him for running away, and never writing; and then how she
took up her apron to wipe away her tears, and then kissed and hugged him
again. I never shall forget it. Poor mother! She and Tom are in heaven
now. I watched beside them both, and though my heart nearly broke when I
lost them, I had rather have them where they are than enduring the
trials of this life."

"Did your brother die soon after he returned, then?" inquired Hubert.

"He only lived three years after he came home, for he had been very much
beaten about, and his health was quite broken. Poor mother died six
months before he did. The year after they died I married, and came out
here, and I have seen some trouble. I buried three little children one
after another, and then I buried my husband. They all lie just out
there, under that large tree in the corner of the burial-ground. I was
ordered home, but I could not leave the spot where they were lying, so
gave up my passage to England, and have stayed here ever since. I have
only one wish, and that is to be buried just out there beside them. It
is sixteen years since my husband died; and the first time you can get
so far just go and see how nicely I keep his and the children's graves."

Hubert was interested in the woman's story; her patient devotion and
affection won his heart, and he took the first opportunity of visiting
the graves of her loved ones, and as he gazed upon the well-kept mounds
before him, his thoughts sped over the ocean to a distant land, and he
saw the village churchyard, with the grassy hillocks beneath which lay
the remains of many members of his family, and lifting up his heart in
prayer to God for humility and strength, he determined to bid farewell
to India, and return to the fold from which he had wandered.

It was soon known that Hubert was going to England, and many ready hands
and hearts assisted him in preparing to go. All his little property was
collected, several presents were given him, and many a regret was
expressed at his leaving; all of which made it harder to go than he had
anticipated, and he felt, as the time drew near, more and more sorry to
leave. But there was no alternative; so he decided to sail in the first
vessel that left Calcutta after he arrived there. The doctor, to whom
Hubert had communicated his intention, came to him one evening and told
him that, as he was at liberty to choose his own vessel, he could not do
better than make his passage over the seas in the _Arctic_. "She is a
splendid ship," said the doctor, "and the captain is a religious man. I
know him well. You will not be annoyed with riotous conduct in his
vessel, and will have no cause to complain of the manner in which he
observes the Sabbath."

"Ah, that will be the ship, then," replied Hubert; "but did you ever
sail in it?"

"Yes, twice to the Cape of Good Hope and back; and I can assure you that
I have been in many a church and have not heard the service with such
comfort as I heard it in that ship. Our beautiful Liturgy was read with
such deep earnestness and pathos that I thought then, and I have
thought ever since, that out on the ocean, with dangers around us, is
the fittest place for those grand prayers to be breathed; for as I
joined and as I listened, I thought I could see Christ beside me walking
upon the sea, and my soul seemed carried up higher into heaven than it
had ever been before."

"That was beautiful!" exclaimed Hubert; "I always like to hear you talk
like that, doctor, it makes me feel something of the same kind. I shall
like that ship; when will she sail?"

"I scarcely know, but it will not be long. She has been lying at
Calcutta some time, and I should think is about returning to England;
she has not gone, I know, because Lieutenant White told me last night
that he intended sending a box to England by her. By the way, he can,
perhaps, tell us when she will sail."

It was found, upon inquiry, that the _Arctic_ would set sail in about
ten days; so Hubert bade farewell as soon as he could to his friends,
and, accompanied by the doctor, was in a few days on his way to
Calcutta. He bore the fatigue of the journey better than he had
expected, though he was very much exhausted, and was heartily glad when
he reached the ship, and lay down to rest in his cabin. The doctor
stayed all night, and then the next morning they took leave of each
other, promising to continue the friendship which, to Hubert at least,
had been such a blessing. Hubert did not at first feel all he had lost
when the doctor left, for his mind was somewhat occupied in arranging
his cabin, so as to be as comfortable as possible on the voyage; but
this, of course, had an end, and a consciousness came over him that he
was friendless on the wide world amongst strangers. At first he thought
it would be better to keep so, and not leave his cabin at all, for, if
he went on deck, the remarks or sympathy of the other passengers would
be very annoying. They might pity him, and be kind and attentive to him
in his weakness, but it would only make him feel more keenly the
calamity which had fallen on him in the full vigour of his manhood; and
then, as his thoughts rushed back, and he saw himself but a few months
before so full of health and activity, he forgot the great blessing that
had accompanied his illness, and his heart murmured and rebelled. A dark
cloud seemed to have fallen over Hubert: for three days he maintained a
gloomy silence in his cabin; and the sailor that waited upon him told
his shipmates that it was a pity his honour had chosen the sea for a
grave, for unless he changed he would, in his honest opinion, die before
they were far out of the bay. "Tell him so, Ben, for you know it ain't
lucky to have a death on board," said one of the sailors. However, Ben
said nothing to Hubert, for in his own mind he began to think that the
soldier had a sorrow, which would perhaps wear away in time; and the
sailor was not wrong. It was a dark hour in Hubert's life--a weak
yielding of the flesh; and who can wonder? In the short time that had
passed since he had given up his evil ways, how much instruction and
counsel he had received from the kind friend who had brought him to the
vessel; and the kind nurse, so full of sympathy towards him, knowing all
about him, had helped to buoy up his spirits when they were sinking, and
by them the struggle between his old and his new nature had been
lightened. How Hubert missed those two friends now! He never thought he
could have cared for them half so much. In the gloomy thoughts that had
come over him, he would have given much for one of them to have been
near; but he was alone, and his nature warred with his spirit, and his
bosom refused to be comforted. Many times he wished he could return to
India, and reproached himself for having left: there, at least, there
was some one that cared for him; now, where was he? Out on the sea,
without a friend; and, perhaps, in the distant land to which he was
going he might find himself friendless still. Friendless! the thought
bowed him very low: but God knew the storm that was beating upon the
heart of the returning wanderer, and the powerful hand of Omnipotence
tempered the hurricane; for, like the distant sound of help, in the lull
of the tempest, the words came suddenly into his mind--"I will never
leave thee, nor forsake thee."

"Ah!" said Hubert, starting, and pointing upwards as he spoke, "Gracious
God, I have a friend in Thee;" then, clasping his hands together, he
prayed an earnest prayer that God would pardon the sin of his murmuring,
help him to overcome the evil nature in his heart, and make him more
holy.

Hubert's peace of mind returned as soon as he had poured out his grief
in prayer, and Ben the sailor told his shipmates that they need not
fear now, for his honour had taken a turn, and was quite cheerful-like.
The evening of another day was closing, and Hubert came upon deck,
amongst the other passengers, to take a last look of the land where the
best years of his life had been passed, and where nearly all the
remembered associations of his existence were centred.

The home of his boyhood, in that lovely English valley, had come before
him in memory's brightest colours, as he lay sick and wounded in the
hospital; and he thought of it too when he set out for England, but he
could remember nothing at all of it, as he stood by the side of the
vessel, looking back upon his manhood's home--the field of his fame. It
was true that he had there strayed further from the right path, and sunk
deeper into sin; that, if India had been the scene of his fame, it had
also been the scene of his guilt; but then his heart whispered that it
was there too he had mourned and repented, and if a deep sigh escaped
his bosom, as he watched the last shadow of his Indian home fade from
his view, it was because he was leaving it for ever.

Long after the last look had been taken, Hubert sat still upon deck, and
was roused from his thoughtfulness by the words--

"Will you accept my arm, Captain, to your cabin? it is getting late."

"Thank you, I had forgotten, I see it is late; I can manage pretty well
with my crutch. But no, since you kindly offer me your arm, I will
accept it."

"Yes, do, Captain, the vessel is not over steady."

When Hubert reached his cabin, he turned his head to thank his friend,
and then he saw that he was a man many years older than himself, with a
clear open countenance and with hair deeply tinged with grey.

"You are welcome," said the stranger, "and I hope we shall become better
acquainted, for we have a long voyage before us, which I, like you,
appear to be making alone, and pleasant society will render it
cheerful--good night."

"Good night," replied Hubert; "I hope it will be as you say," and,
grasping his hand, he again said, "Good night."

They were now far out at sea; the high lands of India had sunk below
the horizon; Ceylon, with its spicy perfumes, was passed; and Adam's
Peak, the high towering sentinel of that wonderful island, had sunk also
beneath the wave. Hubert enjoyed the sea; his health and spirits
returned, and the time passed much more pleasantly than he had
anticipated; he found his new friend a most agreeable companion, kind
and considerate towards him, and, having been a great traveller, he was
ever ready and willing to amuse Hubert, not only with accounts of the
countries to which he had travelled, but also of England, which country
he had left only five years before: he had been a wanderer all his
life--he was born upon the sea, in his father's vessel, and being early
deprived of his mother, he and his brother became the companions of all
their father's voyages. Born, as it were, to a wandering life, a life
which in after years they were in no way fitted to give up, his brother
succeeded to the command of his father's ship, while he roamed to nearly
every part of the world, and gave to society many valuable volumes of
information on different parts of the earth and its people.

Hubert always listened with pleasure to the conversation of his friend;
still there was ever a wish in his mind that the subject would change:
he longed to hear him talk of higher things than those of earth, for
never once, in all he said, did he make reference to the God of
heaven--it seemed to be the god of this world that he worshipped; and
Hubert sighed, as he thought that he had not proved the true friend he
had hoped to find in him.




CHAPTER VIII.

HOMEWARD BOUND.

    Back to the world we faithless turn'd,
      And far along the wild,
    With labour lost and sorrow earn'd,
      Our steps have been beguiled.--KEBLE.


The Sundays on board the _Arctic_ were spent as the doctor had led
Hubert to expect; and happy, holy days they were--no one enjoyed them
more than Hubert, and on more than one occasion he spoke of them to his
friend. His remarks, however, were never responded to heartily, and
Hubert felt annoyed that he had formed a friendship with a man who
seemed to have no interest in the chief of all his enjoyments. "It may
be," said Hubert one day, as he sat alone in his cabin--"it may be
because he has never been struck down as I have been; or it may be--Ah!
what may it be?" Then he fell into a deep reverie, and wondered many
things as to the cause of his friend's indifference to sacred things;
and he prayed for a beam of light into the heart which appeared to him
to be darkened. Hubert felt a growing anxiety about his friend--he knew
they could not be companions very long; the journey, long as it yet was,
was daily growing shorter, and he did not feel certain that he would not
be in some way responsible if he allowed the present opportunity to
pass.

Some timid Christians are frightened into silence by the mere worldly
boldness of those amongst whom they dwell, but it was not so with
Hubert. His companion was a quiet, unobtrusive man, as amiable and kind
as it was possible to be; and yet Hubert had not boldness sufficient to
tell him that the Bible was the theme he loved best, and heaven the
chief place of his interest. And why was it? In that stranger there was
education, refined taste and eloquence, united to the pursuits of a
lifetime; and whatever resolution Hubert made when alone, he always
failed to accomplish it when he came and sat down by his side. Sometimes
the subject was upon Hubert's lips, and many times his hand was in his
coat-pocket, in which the torn Bible lay; but then he feared to produce
it, lest his friend, who seemed to know the human heart so well, should
reproach him for having taken up religion in his infirmity, when he had
devoted his health and strength to dissipation and pleasure. It grieved
him very much, for it made him ill at ease with himself: his Bible was
his chief companion, it is true, and there was nothing that he loved so
well. Sometimes he wondered at himself for taking such delight in it,
and, acting upon the advice of his old friend the doctor, "to try and
examine all the thoughts and intentions of the heart," he imposed upon
himself many a search to find out, if possible, why it was that the
pages of that torn book gave him such delight--why at times his tears
would fall as he read it--and why sometimes his bosom would swell, and
his heart beat, at the story it told him; but he could not find out how
it was, he only knew that he loved it, and wanted others to love it too.

The ship made a rather quick run to the Cape, where she stayed a
fortnight; and Hubert so much improved in strength, that he laid aside
his crutch, and walked easily with two walking-sticks. With his
returning strength his spirit and face grew more cheerful, and he began
to feel a hankering for his home in England; it became a favourite
thought, and after that a frequent topic of conversation.

"I have only one desire," he would sometimes say, "and that is, that
those I left behind so many years ago may be alive to welcome me home."

"You can hardly expect it," said his friend on one occasion, as they sat
together on deck. "A great many changes occur in the space of a quarter
of a century, and it is generally those we love best who are taken the
first away from us."

"Perhaps to draw our thoughts to heaven," said Hubert.

"Perhaps so," replied his friend; "but suppose it does not do it, and
instead of our becoming very resigned and heavenly-minded we become
reckless and desperate, and think of any place but heaven,--what then?"

"I don't know," said Hubert, "except that the man who could feel what
you say must be one who has forgotten to worship God, and so when
trouble comes upon him he hasn't God to help him to bear it."

The stranger looked earnestly into Hubert's face; there might have been
a home-thrust in that remark, for, heaving a deep sigh, he said, "I hope
you have never known what it is to lose a friend very, very dear to you,
and I hope you never will--yours is a beautiful delusion. I had it once,
but I haven't it now, and I hope circumstances may never rob you of it."

"I hope not. But, my friend," said Hubert, laying his hand upon his arm,
"I _have_ lost one very, _very_ dear to me, all I ever loved, and it is
the beautiful delusion you name that has helped me to bear it; nay, it
is not a delusion, it is a high hope--a hope that when this life is
ended, and all who are dear to us have been taken away, we shall meet
once again in heaven, to live together for ever."

Hubert's face had become animated while he spoke, and in his warmth he
put his hand into his pocket, intending to bring out his Bible; but his
friend checked him by saying, "What a strange, powerful influence the
things we learn in our youth have over our lives! A holy precept
instilled into us when we are lads, is a diamond set in an imperishable
casket; and though the dust of careless, sceptical manhood may
oftentimes cover over the gem, still it is there as bright as ever,
ready to shine with its former lustre when the heart, trusting and
believing, instead of doubting, fans off the black shadow of unbelief;
surely it is then that God's Spirit breathes once again into man the
breath of life."

"How I wish I could talk as you do!" said Hubert; "then I would tell you
what I feel. But when I want to speak, I seem to feel so much that I
have no words to express myself, and so I say but little. How is it,
though, that you speak so of God? I thought you were unbelieving."

"And what have I said to make you think that I believe now?"

"You must," said Hubert, "else you would not speak so of the Spirit of
God. When I spoke of God, you called it a delusion, and I said nothing
like what you have said. You surely are not a sceptic? you must
believe."

"I may believe some things, but not all that you do; for it has been an
easy matter to forget all about the one true God in a country where so
many gods are worshipped."

"Did you forget, with all your learning and eloquence? Did _you_
forget?"

"Yes; didn't you?"

"Oh yes, I did; I dare not tell you what I did, neither can I tell you
what I have suffered, nor how good and gracious God has been to me. For
more than twenty years I chose to live regardless of a future
life--indeed, regardless of anything but sin. I always tremble when I
think how I have lived, and yet see how gracious God has been to me; and
though you, too, forget to serve Him, He has not forgotten to be
gracious and merciful to you."

The stranger sat still, in a careless attitude, with his broad-brimmed
straw hat shading his face, and his hands thrust into the pockets of his
loose coat. He spoke nothing in answer to Hubert's remarks, and Hubert,
after maintaining the silence for some time, rose from his seat and went
to his cabin. Ben, the sailor, had opened the cabin window, against
which the rippling of the calm sea occasionally threw a tiny crystal,
and as Hubert entered, and saw Ben standing before the window, he
said--

"Are you afraid the water will be in, Ben?"

"Oh no, your honour," said the sailor, touching the little bit of hair
upon his forehead, "we're more than four feet above water at this
window; but I was a-thinking, your honour, of the storm on the Sea of
Galilee, and how our Saviour caused a great calm: it was a wonderful
thing, and I dare say it made a good many believe on Him as didn't
believe before. St. Mark says there was also some little ships besides
the one Christ was in, and I dare say there was a good many in those
ships as didn't believe Him at all; but it just wanted that great
tempest to frighten 'em and make 'em believe."

"It might, indeed," replied Hubert, into whose heart a new light had
suddenly shone, "for God, who knows all hearts, knew what was in
theirs."

"True, your honour, and it's the same now; many men won't believe the
Gospel until they are like, as it were, in the tempest, obliged to be
struck down with illness, or such-like, I mean."

With the concluding words the sailor left the cabin, and Hubert sat down
to read all about that storm on the Sea of Galilee; he had read it
before, but never with such an interest as now, and it reminded him of
the tempest that had once come upon him; and he saw a deep truth in the
sailor's remark, that it is the storm that drives the sinner to Christ.
Then he sat and wondered what he must do to try and convince his
stranger friend of these things, and the prayer was almost upon his lips
that some terrible tempest might overwhelm him, if it would bring him to
the footstool of Jesus.

That night, as though in answer to his heart's desire, Hubert dreamt
that his friend was "a vessel meet for the Master's use," and in a
joyous burst of feeling he awoke.

"I know it, I am sure of it," he said to himself "he is a believer; a
backslider, perhaps, but not a sceptic." And he longed for the daylight
to come, that he might again seek his friend; and as he lay awake during
the remainder of the night, he tried to throw many of the incidents of
his own life round that of the stranger. He would give anything almost
to hear something more of his history; what he had told him was not
enough, and Hubert hoped for a closer and firmer friendship. A kindred
wish seemed to have passed nearly at the same time through the mind of
the stranger, for he had retired to rest with the hope that he might get
to know something more of Hubert; and the next morning, when they met on
deck, there was a cordial greeting, and they went and sat down on the
seat they had occupied the day before. There were several passengers on
board the ship, but Hubert and the stranger were exclusive in their
friendship, so that when together they met with no interruption; and
this time, as they talked of various things, with the wide-spread ocean
around them, Hubert, after a pause, said--

"Did you ever read the story of Jesus Christ stilling the tempest on the
Sea of Galilee?"

"Yes, many times; why?"

Then Hubert repeated what Ben the sailor had said; told, too, from whose
honest heart the ideas came; and his bosom felt a thrill of pleasure at
the earnest attention the stranger gave him.

"Well done, Ben," burst suddenly from his lips, "Why, Captain Goodwin,
he's a clear-headed fellow. It's astonishing what remarkably good
notions those sailors sometimes have."

Then he returned to Hubert's subject, painted in rich imagery the silent
lake, the little vessels, and the sleeping Saviour; then the tempest,
the alarm, the cry, "Save, or we perish," and the Omnipotent, "Peace, be
still." He knew all about it; he likened the silent lake to man's heart
in boasted security; the little vessels to the many sins of his
indulgence; the sleeping Saviour, to conscience hushed by sin; the
tempest, to man awakening; the alarm, to man seeking pardon; the cry, to
man's heart broken in despair; and the "Peace, be still," the voice of a
reconciled God, the sign-manual of forgiveness.

Hubert had never heard anything that told upon his heart with stronger
power. Tears were in his eyes, and, drawing a long breath, he said--

"How could you make me think that there was anything that you did not
believe in reference to God, when you know so much, and can explain so
beautifully? Oh, if I knew only half what you do--if I had but a little
of your power to express myself, what a Christian I would be."

"You don't know," said the stranger, laying his hand upon Hubert's
raised arm. "The head may be full of knowledge, and the tongue fluent
in speech, and yet the heart may be cold. It has been said, that for a
speaker to move the hearts of his hearers, he must himself feel the
power of his subject. Now, in worldly matters it may be so, but I am
inclined to think that in religious matters it is not obliged to be.
There is in all things referring to man's soul a secret influence which
does not necessarily require the fire of man's heart to make it
effective. God's Spirit is alone sufficient to move the waters.
Eloquence, indeed! Oh, beware how you covet it. Where is there anything
finer than the testimony of Christ's divinity made by the _demon_ in the
synagogue at Capernaum--'What have we to do with thee, thou Jesus of
Nazareth? Art thou come to destroy us? I know thee who thou art, the
Holy One of God.' Be assured that, after all, there is no sublimer
strain that reaches the ears of the Most High than the contrite 'Lord,
save, or we perish.'"

There was much earnestness in the stranger's manner, and the last words
he uttered struck Hubert as a prayer coming up from the depths of that
heart which, in the stillness of the previous night, he had satisfied
himself was not sceptical, but backsliding. Hubert's curiosity was more
awakened, and just as he was about to ask his friend another question,
they were interrupted by the sailors coming to the part of the vessel
where they were seated, to attend to some portion of the rigging.
Hubert, taking his stick, walked away slowly to his cabin, but his
friend did not follow him, and he sat down in silence alone. How many
subjects, during the voyage, that stranger had given Hubert to think
about! and the time had passed so pleasantly that he had not missed,
quite so much as he had anticipated, the friends in India. Many new
lights had shone into his heart, and his mind had opened to more truths
by the companionship he had made, and he felt now as much delighted with
the friendship, as a short time before he had been disappointed; that
short prayer, so emphatically spoken, had touched a deep feeling of his
own heart, and he wondered whether the high order of intellect, the
learning and eloquence of his friend, had not proved to him a snare, in
the same way that the careless, reckless, self-will of his own nature
had been to him.

"Great God!" he said, gazing upward, "guide the thoughts of my heart
aright, lest I argue that some of thy gifts are given to man to his
injury."

How humble Hubert had become, how ready to resign his own will to that
of a higher! and many a prayer he breathed that day--for the evil
thought came continually up in his mind, that God's gifts were not
always for good. Do as he would, or think as he would, that same thought
was uppermost in his mind, and he felt that it was the evil one grasping
at the expiring hope of bringing him back to him again. Hubert's faith,
however, was growing stronger every day: he had learnt to feel that
without the guidance and protection of God he was a frail erring
creature, and it led him to be frequently a suppliant, and frequently a
receiver of heavenly strength.

"Get thee behind me, Satan; every gift of God _is_ good and perfect, and
it is thou, thou false one, that pervertest them from the end for which
they are given;" and Hubert, as he ceased speaking, took out his "torn
Bible" to read: there was comfort there, and his heart became more
cheerful, his faith stronger, as he read upon a soiled torn page of
that precious book--"Fear thou not, for I am with thee; be not dismayed,
for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I
will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness."

It mattered not to whom, nor under what circumstances, such passages of
Scripture were written--they were as effective to Hubert as though they
had been penned for him alone; and he took them all to himself, and
became more trusting and more holy. Neither Jew nor Gentile made a stone
at which his feet were to stumble; as he opened his "torn Bible" and
read, so he believed: the promise or the threatening, as it stood there,
was what his heart received, and he believed now that God was near him,
helping him to overcome the tempter.




CHAPTER IX.

TRUE FRIENDSHIP.

    Then, potent with the spell of heaven,
      Go, and thine erring brother gain;
    Entice him home to be forgiven,
      Till he, too, see his Saviour plain.--KEBLE.


Three weeks more passed away; the journey homeward was getting near its
end, for the weather had been fine, and except that, on account of a
death on board, the vessel stayed a day and a night at St. Helena, there
were no interruptions. It was a lovely morning; the wind was hushed,
there was scarcely a ripple upon the ocean, the vessel glided on without
breaking the stillness, and Hubert sat on deck with his friend, enjoying
the genial atmosphere of the temperate zone.

"Captain Goodwin," said the traveller, "I think our journey together is
nearly ended."

"Are you not going to England?" immediately inquired Hubert.

"No--at least, not at present. In a few days we shall pass Portugal, and
I may say farewell to you off Lisbon. I have a little matter on hand
that takes me to that part: when I have finished it I hope to come to
England; and I hope to meet you some day again. I trust that what we
have seen of each other has not been unprofitable; something I have told
you may remain in your memory, for I have told you many things
concerning the ways of men in nearly every country that I have been to.
Your knowledge has been confined to India, which country I have
traversed almost from one end to the other; and yet I have learnt very
much from you; and, now that we are about to part, I will tell you how.
It may be that, mixing so much amongst Indian idolatry, or, indeed, I
hardly know what has been the cause--but of late years I have grown
careless of the pure faith of my childhood, and have rather liked than
otherwise anything that tended to increase a disbelief in God and a
future life. Once let the thought that there is no future fix itself in
the mind of a man, and a thousand other thoughts, more wicked than the
first, follow, and there is little difficulty in disbelieving
altogether; for it is the belief that there _is_ a future that
constitutes the key-stone in religion. Well, I had become sceptical;
and, Goodwin, you perhaps little thought it, but it was you with your
Bible, and all its precepts so exemplified in your conduct, that struck
me, and made me look into my own heart to find how it was that you
appeared so much more happy and contented than I was. I have often
watched you; and your silent and, as you thought, unseen study of your
Bible had a powerful effect upon me, and did more for me than any noisy
demonstration would have done. When I first met with you I was in a
state of mind to have laughed at you, if you had come and talked about
conversion and grace, and prated off a host of Scripture texts. I had
too long forsaken religion to be frightened back to it; and that is the
mistake many good people make in their endeavours to bring back God's
wandering children. When I saw you so consistent and so earnest in your
religious duties, I know this, that I longed to be like you, and that
longing led me to think of what I had once been, and by degrees things
have changed with me. I have wanted to tell you this before, but have
always been afraid to trust myself; it is because our journey is so
nearly ended that I tell you now. And look here, Goodwin, when I have
done what I have to do in Portugal I will come to England, where I shall
hope to meet you; and by God's blessing, since there is no secret
between us now, we will talk this matter over again. It may be a year
before I come, perhaps longer; but remember, if I am spared, I _will_
come, for I shall never forget you."

"Neither shall I you," said Hubert, grasping his hand; but his heart was
full, and for some minutes he said no more. At length he continued, "Oh,
I am sorry to part with you; I have often wished that some of our time
could be spent in reading God's word, and talking of His mercy to us
both; the want of our doing so has made me at times sadly miss two
friends I left in India; still, I have much enjoyed your society, and
have learnt very much from you; for though our conversation has for the
most part been upon secular things, you have given me very much to think
about, and I thank God that I met with you. When I reach home," and
Hubert sighed, "I should like to write to you; and if you will tell me
where a letter will find you I will do so. I shall take up my quarters
in the north of England."

The traveller gave Hubert an address which he said would find him, at
least for the next three months, and then he added--

"The north of England! Ah! I well remember an incident that occurred
once as I passed through it on my way from Edinburgh to London. I have
never been in that part since, and, as near as I can recollect, it is
about four-and-twenty years ago. I was fifty-four years old yesterday,
and I was thinking that I passed my thirtieth birthday on the top of
that stage-coach. Well, we were some distance north of York--I have
forgotten the name of the place, but it was a charming little
village--and at the top of a shady lane, at the garden gate of a pretty
house, there were several people waiting to bid a young soldier
good-bye. Young, indeed! he was only a lad, just fifteen, a
fine-hearted, sprightly young fellow, and he was going off to India.
Well, he took his seat amongst the passengers, called out good-bye, and
off he went. I sat beside the coachman, and as I glanced round at him, I
felt sorry for the boy, for, though he appeared cheerful enough, I had
an idea that his cheerfulness was a little forced: the passengers began
to talk with him, and he really was a fine fellow. I never shall forget
him--the very type of a handsome English youth. Excuse me, I was
forgetting myself; it's but a simple story, after all: we can find
something better to talk about."

"Oh, no, pray finish it; I am interested in your story. What became of
the young soldier?"

"Well, it was rather curious that I was going south on purpose to bid my
brother good-bye, and I found that this young soldier was going to India
in my brother's ship."

"That was curious enough," said Hubert.

"It was; and when we alighted, after a long and tedious journey, in
London, we went off to the ship together. How very often I have thought
of that lad! He had evidently been well cared for by good religious
parents, but perhaps from his school training, or I cannot tell what, he
was certainly forgetting the instructions they had given him. Oh, how
thoughtless and reckless he was! I watched him, for he had told us a
little of his history; and as I was leaving the ship, I ventured to give
him a word of advice, and tried to persuade him never to forget his
duty to his parents: but I cannot tell you more about him. Poor lad! I
never saw him again, nor ever heard of him after he reached India. I
fear he died, for, soon after his regiment landed, many of the soldiers
died of fever, and from what I can remember, I saw amongst the deaths in
an Indian paper a soldier of his name; so, never hearing anything more
of him, I concluded the poor fellow had succumbed to the climate."

"Why were you so anxious to hear something more of that lad in
particular?" inquired Hubert.

"Ah! were I to tell you it would be a long story. I don't know, though,
that I need tell all. I think I once told you some of my early history.
Well, I married at an early age, and three years after my marriage I
buried my wife: the sorrow, however, was greatly alleviated by a little
son I had--he was two years old when his mother died, and just able to
dissipate my grief by his innocent prattle. Years passed away: wherever
I went I took my boy. I travelled through Germany and Prussia with him,
and it has often occurred to me that the many people who have been
charmed by the works that these travels helped to produce, little
thought under what circumstances they were accomplished. Many a long
journey, where conveyances could not go, have I taken, with my staff in
hand, a little satchel at my side, and that boy on my back. At other
times he has trotted by my side; and very often--most nights,
indeed--with him sleeping in my arms, or seated beside his bed, I have
penned most of my daily wanderings, for I never left him. For eight
years after his mother died I never allowed him to go from my sight; but
then he left me for ever."

"Not for ever," said Hubert; "you mean, he died? Well, you will go to
him, though he will not return to you."

"Why do you say so?"

"Because I believe it, and so do you."

"Yes, I do: but now, tell me how it is that I cannot always think so. I
believe it all as well as you do, and yet, when I sit alone and think,
my thoughts are not the same as when we sit and talk together--how is
it?"

There was an earnestness in the stranger's manner, and also in his eye,
as he put this question to Hubert, who, after sitting unmoved for a
minute or two, at last said--

"I have felt the same many, many times; indeed, there is scarcely a
truth in the Bible that I have read, which, though I believed it at one
time, I have been led to doubt it another. Many a time have I gone out
into the court-yard of my quarters in India, that I might see some fresh
object, because upon everything in my room there seemed to stand out in
large gilded letters the word 'Unbelief.' Turn where I would sometimes,
the very objects and things I wished to forget were always before my
eyes; indeed, blasphemy has been upon my tongue when my heart has
dictated prayers. Terrible hours they have been to me. And sometimes the
falling of a piece of paper, the opening of a door, or the smallest
possible sound you could conceive, has so alarmed me that I have
actually been afraid of myself. No one but myself can know what I
endured. But I don't feel anything of the sort now. _Prayer_ was the
effectual remedy for me, and it will be so for you. I believe that such
doubts and fears are extra mercies sent by God to bring us nearer to
Him; so, when you feel anything of the kind, try what prayer will do.
There is a great deal of seeming prayer that isn't prayer; but when the
heart can feel itself going out upwards,--I mean, when it utters the
words, 'Lord, I believe, help thou mine unbelief,' depend upon it, that
upon the other side of that petition, written in words of fire, is the
command to the tempter, 'Get thee behind me, Satan!'"

The stranger sighed, but then, thrusting his hands deeply into his coat
pockets, as was his usual custom when in a thoughtful mood, he sat still
looking over upon the broad blue sea. Hubert sat still beside him, and
as the sailors moved about attending to their various duties, they gave
many a glance at the two friends as they sat together. Ben had told them
all something about these friends, and, though they were not all of the
same way of thinking as Ben was, they imbibed from him an extra amount
of respect for the Captain and the stranger; and had the part of the
deck where they were accustomed to sit been a sacred part, it could not
have been more free from intrusion than it was when they were there; so
Hubert sat and thought; so did his friend, who was the first to speak.

"Yes, it is so," he said; "I know it is all true; I shall go to _them_.
And now let me finish my story. I had returned from the Continent, and
it was in Scotland that I buried my son; he lies beside his mother in
the kirk-yard at Dunkeld; it is a pretty, quiet place, at the foot of
the Grampian mountains, and there they lie--I hope to be buried there
too some day. I did not think at one time that I should have lived thus
long after them, but time has fled on, and it has worked its change in
me. I remember that it was on my first journey after my loss that that
lad rode with us to London. I shall never forget how startled I was when
I first saw him: older, of course, he was, but such an exact resemblance
did he bear to the one I had lost, that--it may have been a
delusion--some of my affection for the dead seemed to centre in him."

"What was his name?" inquired Hubert.

"I cannot tell now, I had forgotten it long ago; indeed, I had forgotten
the incident until you brought it back to my memory, it happened so long
ago."

"I wonder you forgot his name, though," said Hubert; "but time works
upon the memory, and makes it less retentive."

"True; especially one that has been tried like mine has. I am not an old
man--I am only a little over fifty, yet see how grey I am. I attribute
it to my memory being overtasked."

"And to early and deep sorrow, perhaps," replied Hubert.

"Well, the philosophy of that I neither argue nor dispute: what do you
say to it?"

Hubert smiled, and, taking from his pocket his "torn Bible," he said,
"Here we have a high authority for the fact that suffering purifies the
heart. Now, whatever effect it may have upon the outward appearance, it
most certainly leaves its impress within--leaves many a deep scar upon
the heart: and we know that it leaves furrows on the brow; yet what a
blessing suffering is!--it is often the last effort that God makes to
reclaim the reckless sinner. When all other efforts have failed, and
nothing seems effectual in bringing down man's proud heart, the Almighty
smites that He may bless. I know it, for I have experienced it all; I
have felt both the scourge and the blessing."

Hubert added this latter part because he feared lest his friend should
think him presumptuous; but the stranger added, "Captain Goodwin, I am
sure you must have felt a good deal of what you have often talked about,
and I would give much to be always as thoroughly settled in these
matters as you are. What you say, I feel to be all perfectly true.
Here," he said, placing his hand upon his heart, "it is all right But
here," and he touched his forehead, "there are other thoughts. But if
God spare me, I will come to you again when my business in Portugal is
done, and then we will talk over these matters more fully. The world has
been a wide one to me, but I have only a few friends in it, and am tired
of rambling about it, so I shall return to England and come near to
you."

"Do," said Hubert; "and may God spare you, and me too. I shall be glad
indeed to see you; the heart grows better by communion, and I think
somehow that there is many a kindred feeling between us; at any rate,
our voyage has been rendered pleasant by our having met, and it will be
a source of pleasure to me, in many a sad hour that I feel will yet
befall me, to look forward to our meeting again."

This, and much more, formed the matter for conversation between Hubert
and his friend; and when the day had closed, and night drew on, they
passed an hour together by Hubert's lamp; for the heart which had
unburdened itself seemed to have twined its tendrils more firmly round
the wounded soldier.




CHAPTER X.

THE WANDERER'S RETURN.

    Lead, kindly light, amid the evening gloom,
      Lead thou me on!
    The night is dark, and I am far from home;
      Lead thou me on!--KEBLE.


Nearer and nearer drew the vessel homeward. Hubert and his friend had
that morning kept below; there was a little luggage on a table upon the
deck, and two or three people were standing near it; some of the sailors
were evidently busy about one of the boats, but a casual observer could
not have perceived that anything unusual was going on. Many, nearly all
in the vessel, were gladdening their eyes with the first glimpse they
were having of Europe; and as the coast of Portugal became more
distinct, many hearts burst out with joy, for they were nearing home.

Hubert and his friend at length came on deck: Lisbon, with its noble bay
and high lands, could be seen in the distance, and the boat was lowered
to convey the passengers to the small vessel that would take them up
the river to the town. "Farewell!" it was the last word from Hubert's
lips that sounded upon the traveller's ears as he was wafted over the
billows that rolled upon the shores of Portugal; "Farewell!" echoed back
upon the air, and Hubert, drawing a deep sigh, began already to feel
lonely: he had made no other friend in the ship, and he returned to his
cabin; he sat down, and began to think over the conversations he had had
with his friend, and he wondered again and again whether he himself was
not indeed that once reckless boy, who in years gone by had won the
sympathies of the noble heart which had now won his. So many incidents
in that short narrative had a counterpart in his memory, that at last
nothing could persuade him but that it all referred to himself; then how
sorry he felt that he had not told his friend more about himself; and,
less at ease than he had felt for many months, he closed the door of his
cabin, and buried his face in his hands.

Poor Hubert! His heart was growing as tender as it was once hard, and
recent sickness had unfitted him to encounter, without emotion, the many
visions of that youth-time which now came so vividly before him.

"God grant that I may find them living!" he said earnestly; but then his
memory brought back again some of the forebodings and inward whisperings
which had often, in bygone years, checked for a moment his reckless
course, and his heart told him again that his mother was no more. It
came like a deep sorrow to Hubert, like a mighty wave throwing back
every torrent upon which it rolled; but he had learnt how to contend
with grief, and soon the dim cabin lamp was lighted, and, as night grew
dark, he sat and read the much-treasured portion of his mother's Bible.
He gained comfort as he read page after page, and it may have been that
the lamp grew brighter; at any rate, Hubert's face wore a happier beam,
and when the sailor came into the cabin, he said, "Good evening, your
honour; glad to see your honour looking better and cheerful like."

"Better, Ben! have I looked ill to-day?"

"Not ill, exactly, your honour," said Ben, "but a little landsman-like,
just about the time the passengers for Portugal got adrift, when Mr.
Collinton, yer honour's friend, left."

"Well, Ben, I was sorry to lose him; but how late it is! why, I have
been reading two hours."

With the assistance of the sailor, Hubert retired to rest, but, just as
Ben was leaving the cabin, Hubert requested that he would reach him the
Bible that lay upon the table.

"I have a better Bible than this, yer honour," said Ben, as he handed
the book; "I mean one that has it all in, not torn as this is; and, if
yer honour likes, I'll fetch it, though it's not to every one I'd lend
it."

"Why do you offer to lend it to me, then?"

"Because, yer honour, I'm sure you think a great deal of the Bible, and
it's a pity you haven't one with all in; this has been bad enough used,
at any rate, but some folks don't care how they destroy the Bible. I'm
glad it's got into yer honour's hands; but, if you'll accept the loan of
mine, I shall be proud to lend it to you; there's not a leaf out; it was
the last thing my poor mother ever gave me, and I have used it now over
twenty years."

"Thank you, Ben, I do not wish it; mine is torn, I know, but it will do
for me. Thank you all the same. Good night."

Hubert was glad when he found himself alone; he was in the habit of
talking with Ben, but the sailor's homely remarks were not quite
agreeable to him now. Poor untaught fellow! how nobly he appeared to
rise in that night's shadows; children of penury, perhaps, he and his
mother, yet how rich in affection! Hubert thought many times of that
sailor's Bible; like his own, it was a mother's gift, but it had _all_
in, while his had been ruthlessly destroyed. Memory brought back many a
long-forgotten scene, when his hard heart strove to rise against the
silent admonitions which the sight of that book was ever wont to give;
and, as he grasped all that was left to him now, a deep and heartfelt
prayer from his penitent heart ascended to the throne of God.

The vessel in which Hubert sailed had made a quick run to England, and,
in a few days after the passengers left for Portugal, Hubert landed upon
the shores of his native country; and never before had he felt so
lonely. He was home without a home; however, being still under orders
from the East India Company, he referred to his papers, and then
immediately proceeded to London. Lame, without friends, and amongst
strangers, Hubert longed to be making his way to his own native village,
but he was compelled to tarry some time in London; at length, however,
he received his discharge with a handsome pension, and was at liberty to
go where he pleased.

Now Hubert felt undecided; he scarcely knew what to do. At one time he
thought of writing home, and telling them he was coming; but to whom
could he write? Then he thought of taking the coach at once home, but
another thought made him abandon that; for his heart was not yet
schooled to the task of facing those he had so cruelly injured.

Hesitating what to do, another week passed by, and his conscience, at
length, so smote him for lingering, that after arranging about his
luggage, which was still at the custom-house, and which he preferred
should for the present remain there, he set out with one small trunk,
and commenced his journey northward. So many years had passed since
Hubert had come along the road by which he was returning, that he might
have been In a foreign land: he remembered nothing, but he thought the
country beautiful; and, when evening came on, he alighted from the
coach, and stayed for the night at a small town. The journey had been
rather too much for him: still he felt anxious to be getting on; so,
when the coach passed through the town on the following day, he
proceeded some distance further. Four days had passed. Hubert, by short
stages, was drawing near his home, and the nearer he came to it, the
more anxious and nervous grew his heart; he would have given much to
have known which of his family remained. Once, years ago, while in a
frenzied mood, when rage and passion overcame him, he was suddenly
called back to reason by a mystic shadow crossing his vision: it may
have been that a heated brain brought before his fierce eye that which
startled him; but the remembrance of that moment had seldom left him,
and he felt certain that his mother, at least, was missing in his
father's household.

Another short journey had been made, and a candle was placed upon the
parlour table in the little village inn where Hubert, tired and weary,
intended staying for the night. Many of the villagers had seen him leave
the coach at the inn door; he was wrapped in a blue cloak, and walked
lame, resting upon a stick; his bearing, perhaps, or it may have been a
whisper, told them that he was a soldier, and there was a fair chance of
a good evening for the landlord of the King George.

One by one the parlour received its guests, and more candles were
brought in; a log too--for it was the month of October--found its way to
the fire, and the landlord told his wife to see to the customers, for he
was going to join the company in the parlour.

Hubert saw with some uneasiness the people coming in, and he would
gladly have retired to rest; but his coming was an event they were
unwilling to let pass unobserved, and they gathered round him with so
much kindness and sympathy, that Hubert felt constrained to stay with
them.

The old arm-chair in the corner, which was sacred to two
purposes--namely, once a year, when they had beaten the bounds, the
vicar sat in it in the tent to partake of the roast beef, which was
bountifully provided for those good old observers of ancient customs;
and, once a year, when the village club was held the lord of the manor
occupied it again. Duly polished every week was that dark oak chair, and
not even the sage-looking cat attempted to usurp it. This evening, that
honoured seat was drawn up to the fire, a large cushion was placed in
it, and there the tired soldier rested.

They saw he was lame, and one went and fetched a soft stool for his
wounded leg; then as they sat around him, with their honest sympathetic
hearts beating warmly towards the brave defenders of their country, what
could Hubert do but tell them of the battles won, and many incidents
that make up the soldier's life in India? He had much to tell, and they
listened eagerly to him till the hour grew late, and Hubert felt that a
soldier's heart still beat in his bosom, and the fire of his youth had
not died out. They felt it too, but their enthusiasm was tempered by the
constant reference that Hubert made to the God who had preserved him.
They parted for the night as the village clock struck eleven, and many
of them wondered, as they walked homeward, where he was going, and why
he was travelling alone--questions they had not yet ventured to ask; but
they promised each other before they parted that they would come again
to the inn on the morrow.




CHAPTER XI.

HOME AT LAST.

        My father's house once more,
    In its own moonlight beauty! yet around
    Something amidst the dewy calm profound
        Broods, never marked before.

         *       *       *       *

        My soul grows faint with fear,
    Even as if angel steps had mark'd the sod;
    I tremble when I move--the voice of God
        Is in the foliage here.


Hubert was not much refreshed when the morrow came; the weather had
changed during the night, and the rain fell heavily, and his wounded leg
was so painful that he determined upon not proceeding on his journey,
but requested permission to walk in the well-kept secluded garden at the
back of the house, if the rain cleared off.

It was a dreary morning, but about noon the sun shone out, and Hubert,
leaning upon his staff, bent his steps to the snug little summer-house
in the garden. It was a quiet spot, and Hubert was glad to be there
alone. The storm was over, the few remaining autumn flowers were fading,
and the leaves were falling thickly from the trees, and Hubert, as he
looked upon the scene around him, drew a deep sigh, and taking from his
pocket his "torn Bible," began to read.

Absorbed in what he was doing, he did not see a little boy approach the
summer-house, and it was not until a small spade fell accidentally from
the child's hand that he noticed him.

"Ah! do you live here?" inquired Hubert

"No, sir, but grandfather does, and he told me you were here."

"Did he send you to me?"

"No, sir, but he told me you had fought a great many battles, and I
wanted to see you because I am going to be a soldier--when I'm a man, I
mean."

"How old are you now?"

"I'm eight, sir; but, you know, I shall be older soon, and perhaps as
big as you are."

"Perhaps so," said Hubert, with a smile; "and what's your name?"

"Frank, sir--Frank Lyons--the same as father's and grandfather's; but
they are not soldiers, you know. I am going to be a soldier." And then,
fixing his eyes upon a medal which Hubert wore upon his breast, he
eagerly asked all about it. Hubert was amused at the little fellow, and
answered many an inquiry that he made, and as he was listening to
something Hubert was saying, all at once he caught sight of the "torn
Bible," and taking it in his hand, he said--

"Is this a Bible, sir? Oh, how it's torn! Did It get torn like this in
the battles?"

"No, child; but," pointing to the hole in the cover, "it got that in the
last battle I was in."

Frank looked for some time at the hole the bullet had made; then looking
up into Hubert's face, he said, thoughtfully--

"Sir, don't you think God was very good to take care of you in the
battles?"

"He was, child; He has always been good to me."

"Then why did you let any one be so wicked as to tear this Bible so?"

Hubert kissed the boy's cheek: he could not answer the home-thrust, but
taking the Bible from his hand, said--

"Good bye, Frank; now run away home."

The child went away as he was desired, but Hubert's heart reproached him
in a moment; he thought he had been harsh, so, bending forward, he
called the little fellow back.

There was a tear in the boy's eye when he returned, and stood gazing up
again into Hubert's face, which convinced Hubert that he had
disappointed him; so, taking his little hand, he said--

"Frank, do you wish to ask me anything more?"

"Yes, sir, I want to ask all about being a soldier."

Hubert could not resist, nor refuse to listen to the inquiries of that
little heart. And there they sat--the once disobedient, sinning,
reckless son, and the little artless child. It relieved the older bosom
to talk of the past, and Hubert told into that little ear more than he
had told any one before. It was a strange sympathy; but the boy drew
closer to him, leant his little arms upon the veteran's knee as he gazed
earnestly into his face, while Hubert told him something of his own
youth-time, and about being a soldier.

"Then you have been a soldier longer than I've been born," said Frank.
"How glad your mother will be to see you! I think I should run all the
way; I would not stop at all till I got home."

"But could you run, Frank, if you were as lame as I am?"

"No, sir, I could not; but then I would ride--I would never stop
anywhere until I got home."

"But if you were in pain what would you do?"

"Oh, I would not mind it at all; soldiers ought never to mind pain. When
Charley wheeled the big barrow over my feet I did not cry, though he
hurt me dreadfully, because I am going to be a soldier. But that is
grandfather calling me. Good bye, sir."

In an instant the boy was gone; and Hubert, bending forward, looked out
along the side pathway down which he had run. He watched him until he
was out of sight, and then his thoughts turned upon himself. Why was he
contented in tarrying there? How was it that he felt no spirit to hurry
onward? He looked up at the sky; the clouds were breaking, and the sun
shone brightly.

"Oh that I were at home," he uttered, "and all the past forgiven! How
can I face it?" But no good thought came into his mind to help him in
his difficulty; and he sat for some time gazing vacantly into the
garden.

"Yes, little Frank," he suddenly exclaimed, "they will be glad to see
me; I'll not stay here." And taking his stick in his hand, he drew his
cloak around him, and went into the house. The good people were somewhat
unwilling to part with their visitor, but Hubert was determined to go;
and, as he parted with the kind people, they were astonished to see him
kiss little Frank, and then to hear him say--

"Good bye, Frank. I'm not going to stop any more till I get home. Learn
to read your Bible; and I hope you will make a good soldier."

The old landlord felt honoured at the notice Hubert had taken of his
grandson, and as he removed his own little old black hat from his head,
he turned to the child, and said--

"Your bow, Franky; make a bow to his honour--it may be he's a general."

General or not, it mattered but little to Frank, for, taking Hubert's
hand, he said--

"Good bye, sir; I _will_ try and be a good soldier."

Many little incidents, besides the one here recorded, befell Hubert as
he journeyed homeward; and, though he was long upon the way, he might
have been longer, had not little Frank's words--"How glad your mother
will be to see you!"--so rung in his ears, that he felt compelled to go
on; and the next afternoon to that on which he left the village inn, his
heart began to beat as he thought he recognized some old places. Ah,
yes! there was the old white toll-gate--he knew it was just one mile
from his home; so here he alighted from the coach, and, leaving his
luggage with the man who kept the gate, he walked gently on his way.

The day was closing, the labourers were returning from the field, and
Hubert looked earnestly into the face of many he met, to see if he could
recognize any of them. He did not in his heart quite wish to be known,
but the incentive to find some friend of other years was powerful, and
there was a slight hope for a familiar face; he, however, met no one
that he knew, so he turned aside into a shady lane. Hubert knew the
place well; often in his boyish days that lane had been his
play-place--it was his favourite haunt; and there now he sat down upon
the same old grey stone, round which so many memories of the past still
hovered. From that large stone seat nearly every house in the village
could be seen, and there in the valley it lay, in all the same calm
beauty in which it had often risen before his view as he lay down
beneath the sultry skies of India; there, too, was the cottage, with its
white walls, over which the ivy still roamed at will--the same garden,
not a path or tree seemed changed; there was the same white-painted
gate, near which his family stood when he said the last good bye to
them; everything, indeed, looked the same--there appeared no change,
save that which his heart led him to expect; and his coat felt tighter
than usual across his chest as he looked down from the hill upon his
early home. He knew the way well--he saw the narrow pathway that would
lead him out against the gate of his father's house, and yet he had not
courage to go there.

Night drew on, and still Hubert sat upon the stone; many persons passed
him, and more than one gazed earnestly at him, for his dress was not
familiar to them; and he heard them whisper as they passed, "Who is he?"
A few, more curious than the others, returned to take another look at
him, but he was gone. "I am a coward," he had whispered to himself, and
in the closing shadow of the night had trodden the narrow pathway, and
reached the white gate of his home. The walk down the hill-side had
wearied him, and he stayed a moment to rest upon his staff before he
entered. He may have stayed longer than he intended, for an aged man,
leaning also upon a staff, startled him by saying--

"You appear tired, sir; pray, have you far to go?"

"Not far; I hope to lodge in the village to-night. Does Mrs. Bird keep
the White Swan now?"

"Mrs. Bird? Nay, she's in yonder churchyard; it's many a year since she
died. You may have been here before, but it must be long since."

"Very long," said Hubert, with a sigh. "It is more than twenty years.
Since then I have been fighting in the wars in India. Sir, I am a
soldier."

"A soldier!" said the old man. "Ah! and from India--come in and rest a
bit. From India, did you say? I once had a son there--come in, talk with
me, if only for an hour. It may be that I may hear something of my boy.
He went away nearly twenty-four years ago, and I never heard from him
afterwards. Sometimes I think he is dead, and then sometimes I don't.
The neighbours feel sure he is dead, but sometimes I have an idea that I
shall yet hear from him--I scarcely dare to hope it, though. Come,
soldier, don't stand here, the evening is cold: walk up to the house; my
little Richard will know where you can lodge for the night. He knows
every one in the village."

Without uttering a single word, Hubert followed the old man. Richard saw
them coming, and, at his grandfather's bidding, drew another chair to
the fire for the stranger.

The old man changed his shoes, and then, putting his feet upon a stool
before the fire, turned his face to Hubert, as he said--

"There was a time when the very name of a soldier was hateful to me, but
circumstances change one. I had a care for all my lads, but for that one
that went into the army I had the most care, and it was better, perhaps,
that he should be taken from me. For more than twenty years, though, I
refused to be comforted for his loss, but I now do feel that it was
God's will, for that boy was our eldest, and we thought a deal too much
of him until he rebelled against us. He often stood between us and our
Maker--I mean he had our first and best thoughts. It will not do,
soldier, for the heart to worship more than one, and that one must be
God. Our poor lad, God forgive him! paid us ill for our care--he was
ungrateful--he forgot us. Bitterly, indeed, we felt the truth of the
proverb, that 'sharper than a serpent's tooth is an unthankful child,'"
And the old man brushed away a tear; then, looking into the stranger's
face, he added, "Did you ever hear of a Hubert Goodwin in India?"

"Hubert Goodwin?" repeated Hubert, with a husky voice. "Goodwin?--but
why should you think your son is dead, or that he has forgotten you? He
may have written, or something may have prevented him. His letters may
have been lost, or a thousand things happened, and he may have regretted
the silence as much as you have."

"Is it possible," replied the old man, much excited, "that my poor lad
ever thought I had forgotten him?" and he bowed his whitened head.

Before this little scene was half finished, the unworthiness of the part
he was playing smote Hubert's heart; he had never intended offering any
excuse for his past misconduct, and he felt so self-convicted at the
sight of the grief he had so unwittingly caused, that, raising up the
old man's head, he said, with deep emotion, "No, father! father, I had
forgotten--not you."

"What, Hubert!" cried the old man, pushing him back, and wildly gazing
at him. "Hubert! my Hubert! No!" Then he laughed, and then, pointing
upward, he added: "Perhaps he's up in heaven with the others, poor lad.
I'll tell him there that I never forgot him: poor lad, he'll forgive me;
I never forgot him."

While the old man was speaking, young Richard whispered something to
Hubert, who immediately moved behind his father's high-backed chair.

"Grandfather, dear," said the boy, as he kissed his cheek, "why do you
cry?"

"I don't know, boy. Oh, yes, just some thoughts of your uncle Hubert!
but--" and he stared about, "where is the soldier? where is he, Richard?
Was I dreaming? Was it Hubert?--has he returned?--where, where is he?
Fetch him, Richard."

"I'm here, father;" and Hubert, as well as he was able, knelt before the
old man.

"Oh, Hubert!" were the only words that were uttered, for the recognition
in one moment was complete; long, very long, the old man wept upon the
bosom of his son, and Hubert wept too; young Richard cried, perhaps
because his dear old grandfather did; but Martha, the faithful servant
of forty years, knew all the sorrows of her good old master--knew, too,
all about the wandering sheep that had come home. She remembered when he
was a little lamb in the fold, and she mingled the overflowings of her
heart with the others; then she went and closed all the casement
shutters, for they wished to have the joy of that first meeting to
themselves. The prodigal had indeed returned, but friends and neighbours
must not come and make merry yet--the fatted calf must not be killed
till to-morrow.

No one intruded upon the scenes of Hubert's home on the evening of his
return. The joy of once again seeing him--the answer to so many
prayers--came as a new link in the chain of the old man's existence; he
would have no supplication, no confession from his erring son: it was
enough that the wanderer had returned; and it was _more_ than enough;
it was a joy that he had often prayed for, though his hope of knowing it
had long since died, that Hubert might become a child of God. Poor old
man! how tenderly and lovingly he strained his long-lost son to his
bosom! and the most severe reproofs, denied forgiveness, or the
bitterest reproaches, would not have been so hard for Hubert to endure
as the tender affection of his deeply-injured father.

Night closed around, and the old man sat later by the fireside than he
had done for years, for much of life's vigour had returned with his
hopes and joy; he breathed the evening prayers with a deeper fervour; he
joined in the evening hymn with a voice less tremulous than the others,
and he walked without his staff to his bed.

Poor bereaved heart! nearly all had been taken from him; none save the
little orphan grandson had been left for him to love; the waters of
affliction had rolled deeply over his head; but the heart, consecrated
to heaven, had learnt to bow meekly to the rod, and now the most bitter
cup of his life had been filled with joy. "Thy will be done," was the
old man's closing prayer, as he lay down upon his pillow that night,
and there was a holy calmness upon his brow, for peace and gratitude
filled his heart.

Different, indeed, were the feelings Hubert endured; and, as he shut
himself in his bed-room--the bed-room of his boyhood--there was a deep
struggle in his heart. More vividly than ever came the sins of his past
life before him, and great indeed was the remorse he felt for the long
years of woe he had caused. How he longed to tell all his repentance to
his father! but the old man had forgiven him without: it would not,
however, wipe away the sin he had committed; and the remembrance was
like an inward fire--burning and burning continually. There was One,
however, who _would_ listen to his woe; and Hubert, on bended knee,
poured it out from his swelling heart; no eloquence, no effort was
needed; and as the hours of that night of deep repentance passed on,
Hubert drew nearer and nearer to his Father in heaven, and the chastened
heart became lightened; then he sank to sleep as calmly as his father
had done.




CHAPTER XII.

MEMORIES OF CHILDISH DAYS.

    I stand on the brink of a river,
      The river of life to me,
    Where the billows of memory quiver,
      And rise and fall like the sea.

    I read in their tremulous motion
      The records of many a year,
    And like voices that come from the ocean
      Are the muffled words I hear.--ANON.


A bright morning beamed upon Hubert as he awoke from his slumber in his
childhood's home. He looked round the room; somehow there were many
things in it that he could recollect. There was the dark oak chest, with
curious figures carved upon the front, which had often been a source of
terror to him in early days, because on one occasion he was told that
they were the likenesses of certain naughty boys, whose remains he
verily believed were within that black chest, and though for many years
he had forgotten all about it, the story, and the nurse who told it,
came all back fresh into his memory. Then there was the old-fashioned
furniture upon the bed. "Why!" and he looked at it again, "it is the
same, the very same that covered me when last I slept here." And that
large arm-chair behind the door, he knew _that_; he remembered that it
was taken up there when his grandfather died, and he also remembered
that it was where he always put his clothes when he went to bed. Many
other things there were that he remembered: very little, indeed, seemed
changed; and, as he looked round, his eyes lighted upon a stick, a bow,
and a kite, tied together, hanging on the wall. He arose from his bed,
and began to dress himself, scanning as he did so the various objects in
his room. Presently he saw a small picture over the mantel-shelf, and
went to look at it. He started back--it was intended for himself.
Whether it had been a good likeness he was not able to judge, but it
represented him as a young soldier just going from home, and beneath it
was written, "Our Hubert." It had been drawn from memory, and placed
there in remembrance of the lost one. Beneath it, on the mantel-shelf,
was a little box, and Hubert raised the lid. Something more! Yes,
something more. In that box lay a pair of slippers; they were little
ones--a child of eight years old might have worn them; and Hubert, as he
was just closing the lid, saw written inside it, "Our Hubert's." "Mine,
mine!" he said, as he took them out. "Not mine!" But then some flash of
memory lighted up the past, and he thought he could remember when they
were his. Over these little slippers the soldier sat down and wept; for
the truth had suddenly come to him, and he pictured his parents,
gathering up every little thing that he had owned, remembering all about
him, except that he had gone away and forgotten them; placing from the
heart upon canvas the features of the rebellious one, and loving him
fondly to the last. Perhaps over these little slippers they had shed
many a tear; since they had covered the little feet, those feet had gone
astray. What a dear relic they were of the past! how they reminded him
of a time when he was pure and innocent! And he said, as he brushed away
the tears from his cheeks--

"Oh! If I had only died then, I should have caused no sorrow, nor felt
any, but been in heaven with the angels."

"Yes, Hubert, you would have caused sorrow," some spirit near him might
have whispered; "first-born of that dwelling, they could not spare thee.
He who gave thee as a blessing at the first, means thee to be a blessing
still."

Hubert replaced the slippers, and went downstairs to meet his father.

The old man was there first. Years had passed since he had risen so
early; but new life seemed to have been given to him; and, as he met his
long-lost son at the door, he forgot that he was no longer the little
child of his love; he forgot, too, all the sorrow he had been to him;
forgot the long years he had mourned him; and clasped him fondly to his
heart.

"Hubert," said his father, "it is thirty-nine years this very day since
I received you, my first-born child; a second time you have been born to
me, and we shall do well to rejoice. Your mother, dear sainted one, I
would that she were here with us; but we will not wish her back--she is
happier in heaven, and we will not sorrow because she's gone; it would
seem like reproaching that good God who, in His mercy, has restored you
to me. Yes, boy, I know well that she bitterly wept your loss--your
absence, I mean; but she wept the death of other dear ones, and God took
her to them: we shall, I hope, join them soon. Heaven bless you!"

It was a happy day, sanctified by a holy joy. Many friends, including
the good minister of the parish, who, thirty-nine years before, received
Hubert at the font, and prayed to Heaven to bless him, brought their
meed of welcome to the wanderer, and that faithful servant of his
heavenly Master spoke comfort to his aged fellow-pilgrim's heart.

"Master Goodwin," he said, "I told you, years ago, that if ye pray and
do indeed believe, that ye shall receive--it shall be as ye ask; it is
the prayer without faith that wins no blessing. God does not give us all
we ask, because we are sinning creatures, and know not what we ask; but
then, how many of us pray for things that we never want! and if we had
only ourselves to judge what is best for us, instead of receiving a
blessing, we should often receive a curse. When the heart asks God to
teach it to pray, and then asks a blessing, believing that if it is
God's will that prayer will be granted, depend upon that, that prayer
_is_ answered; if the actual thing is not given, the heart receives
something in another way--at any rate, it _does_ get a blessing. How
many years you have prayed for that son, and how many times you
murmured, and thought God had forgotten! but He never forgets; He has
remembered all your grief, and answered, what prayer? Why, the prayer of
faith. If you look back you will find that it is only of late years that
you have borne your sorrows without murmuring; they have been heavy, we
know; yet, for how many years the gilding of your prayers was tarnished
by the breath of sorrowful repining? and perhaps it was when your heart
could really say 'Thy will be done,' that the cloud of your troubles
began to disperse, and the blessing was given. Oh that men would always
praise the Lord for His goodness! How well He knows all our need! He
knows when to smite and when to heal, and they who continue faithful
unto death, to them shall that mysterious Providence be more fully
revealed. If much sorrow has been your portion, so has much blessing. It
is better to have saints in heaven than rebellious children on earth:
and God has been very gracious to you."

"He has, indeed," said Hubert's father. "I feel it more truly now." And
as he grasped the faithful pastor's hand, he said, "He gave you to this
parish as one of my blessings, and your prayers have perhaps helped to
restore me my son. Pray with us now, for our joy may be too great."

They knelt: a deep and earnest prayer fell from the pastor's lips upon
the stillness of the hour, and the tear upon the cheek told its power on
the heart. The prayer was over, and the good man, bidding them adieu for
the present, left them to rejoice over the once lost one, while he, in
the spirit of his mission, withdrew himself from the world, and thanked
God for having brought back the wandering sheep.

Hubert's return had filled his father with such joy that he would
scarcely tell him anything about the family, so anxious was he to hear
all about himself; and it was some time after his arrival before he
heard of all the bereavement of that household. All gone! all whom he
had left in the beauty and strength of youth, when he went out to India,
had been swept to the tomb; not one left round that desolate hearth,
except the little orphan Richard, now nine years old, the only child of
his second brother, who, with his young wife, had sunk into an early
grave. One by one the hand of death had taken them from the fireside,
and it was now his turn to mourn them. He saw plainly now how it was
that his father had received him so fondly. Poor old man! his home had
been sadly lonely; the household gods had been all broken, and his aged
heart nearly so. Hubert looked at his father as he told the history of
each one as they had departed, and conscience told him that there was
before him a braver warrior than he had ever seen before--one who had
fought a stern battle, and had ever been in the thickest of the fight.
Hubert's heart beat; he felt that he had added heavily to the burden and
heat of his father's day, and, falling upon his knee before his parent,
he cried, as his hands covered his face, "Oh, father, forgive me!"

"Forgive you! Oh, Hubert, did I forget to say I had forgiven you long
ago? There is nothing now to forgive, but I bless you for coming home.
Let the past be the past. Bless you for coming home to me! God is good;
He gave, He has a right to take, but He has given you to me again." But
the truth seemed to shine upon the old man's mind, and putting his arm
round Hubert's neck, he said--

"Ah! well, it's all forgiven; you might have done other than you have
done, perhaps; but never mind;" and he wept tears of joy upon the bosom
of his son. This little rebuke from Hubert's father was more welcome
than the caresses he received, and Hubert opened his heart upon it, and
began to tell his father of things which had befallen him in India;
hitherto he had seldom spoken, except in answer to his father's many
questions, for there was a weight of remorse in his bosom which nothing
yet had removed; but now he was assured of his father's forgiveness, and
a smile lighted up his hitherto sad face, as they sat round the fire
telling many a story of his distant home; his father was delighted, and
young Richard drew his little chair beside his veteran uncle, to listen
also. Many a week passed by; Hubert had ever something to tell his
father, but of all the history of the past, or of all the fame he had
won, nothing was so dear to the old man's heart as the "torn Bible;" he
made Hubert tell again and again all about it, its long neglect, and its
abuse. The field of battle, the capture, and the rescue from the
Indians, and even the dreadful night in the jungle, when Hubert's
life-blood was draining from his wounds, were nothing compared with the
strong will broken, the heart subdued, and the torn, despised Bible
giving back a new and better life to the prodigal. Oh, how the old man
loved to dwell upon that! many prayers from the long since silent heart
had been answered then, and he ever repeated in Hubert's ear the words,
"Oh, yes, she knew all about it, for she was one of the angels in heaven
that rejoiced when you repented."

Hubert grew happier in the society of his father; and though at times a
kind of reflection on his past life would cast a sort of thoughtful
sadness over his brow, yet his health daily improved, and his heart
became more and more attuned to the will of God.




CHAPTER XIII.

AT REST.

    Gales from heaven, if so He will,
      Sweeter melodies can wake
    On the lonely mountain rill
      Than the meeting waters make.
    Who hath the Father and the Son,
    May be left, but not alone.--KEBLE.


Years rolled away. Hubert's history in the village became almost a thing
of the past; the young, who had paid a sort of homage to him for his
warrior fame, had almost forgotten it, and had grown up to reverence him
for his goodness; and the aged, as he sat by many a dying bed, blessed
him with their latest breath. Ever, day by day, did Hubert take his
staff and go forth to comfort some less favoured brother; and the "torn
Bible"--guide of his present life--accusing, yet dear relic of his past,
soothed many a departing spirit, and helped to ripen his own for
Eternity.

Since Hubert's reunion with his father, he had found many new friends,
but he did not forget his old ones: to those in India he occasionally
wrote, and occasionally received letters; still, it was a source of
great regret to him that he did not hear anything of the companion of
his voyage, with whom he parted off Lisbon. While the first year after
his return home was passing, he scarcely thought anything of not hearing
from him; but the second year, and third, and now the fifth had come,
without tidings of his friend, and, with a pang of deep and silent
regret, he began to conclude that he had died; though notwithstanding
this thought, there was a lingering hope that his friend would yet come;
and it was sometimes when his heart felt sad, that the wish for his
friend became strong; perhaps upon the wish grew the hope; and then
Hubert would take his staff and wander up the hill-side, out to the
little white toll-gate, and then walk a mile or two down the broad road
that led to the south. There was a rude seat by the roadside, formed of
gnarled and moss-grown branches intermixed with stones; beside it was a
huge stone trough, which a kindly mountain stream kept ever filled with
water; over it, shading it from the sun, branched a stately oak; and
this spot was a resting-place for man and beast. Hubert often walked
there, sat down and rested beneath the tree, and looked with longing
eyes down the road; still his friend came not, and he as often returned
sadder than he went. How little he thought that his father had trodden
that same road with a heavy heart for many a year, in the fond hope of
meeting him, though there was but little probability in either instance
that the hope would be realized! one moment's reflection would have told
the heart so, but the heart under such circumstances seems unwilling to
reflect--or even if it does, the effect is transitory, and the heart
hopes on again against hope; and it is a blessed thing, this hope--for
how often in the dark hour it throws a ray of light upon the darkness
that is felt, and keeps a soul from despair!

Hubert had been six years at home, and for many months had not been
along the road where he was wont to go; indeed, he had sighed over the
memory of his friend, and at last had ceased to expect him; but now an
unexpected joy had befallen him, for Mr. Collinton was coming. Hubert
was delighted, and he read the letter many times over; his father was
delighted too, for Hubert had confided to that parent, whom he now so
loved and honoured, all his secret about the stranger, and the old man
partook of the longing to see the friend, a portion of whose life had
been so strangely linked with that of his son.

Hubert had often wondered how it was that the letter which he had
written to his friend, telling him of his safe arrival at home, had not
been answered; but it appeared that that letter had been duly received,
and that Mr. Collinton, acting upon its contents, was now, after a long
delay, making his way to Hulney.

One morning, after rising somewhat earlier than usual, Hubert took his
staff, went up the hill-side, and took his way towards the seat by the
roadside. It was still early, yet Hubert appeared to be in haste; he
passed the white toll-gate, wished good morning to the man who kept it,
and stayed a moment to inquire what time the coach would pass by, and
then he went on his way again until he came to the seat by the roadside,
when he sat down and looked with an anxious eye for the coach coming.
Mr. Collinton had not told him the exact day that he would come, but
this was the last day of the week, and Hubert felt sure that it would
bring him, and he was not wrong. The coach, with its living burden, came
at last, and Hubert and his friend met again.

"Leave the luggage at my house," said Hubert to the coachman, whom he
now well knew, and then he and his friend sat down beneath the shady
tree. How glad they were to meet again! and then Hubert soon told him
that he was none other than the soldier lad who in years gone by had won
his heart. The stranger listened with astonishment; gazed at him with a
deeper earnestness than ever, and tears rushed to his eyes as he grasped
his hands. And why did he feel so? There was nothing now in the face of
that war-worn soldier which reminded him of the dear one he had buried,
nothing now to make him feel, as he once said he had felt, that some of
his love for the dead seemed to centre in him; and yet he did love him,
and it was to find him again that he had given up the world, and taken
his way to that little northern village; for he had felt, ever since he
had parted with Hubert off Lisbon, all the emptiness of life without
pure religion. He had felt a void in his heart that nothing around him
could fill; and though he tarried longer upon the continent than he had
intended, he ever thought of Hubert; and as he told him, as they sat
together by the roadside, it was his memory and the hope of seeing him
again that had blessed his life, and made him long to join him, that
they might read and study God's Word.

"Why have you been so long in coming?" asked Hubert. "I thought, at
most, your absence would be but one year; but when it was two, then
three, and now nearly six, I gave you up."

"And thought me dead, perhaps?"

"Yes, sometimes I thought it might be so, for I could not think you had
forgotten."

"No, no, you are right there; I never could forget: but travelling in
Portugal and Spain, those countries full of such deep interest, I know I
tarried; but when I was uneasy here in my heart, and my thoughts would
turn nowhere but to you, I prepared to make my way to you. Sometimes an
opportunity lost threw off my plans; sometimes the desponding mood I
had fallen into was suddenly dispersed by some event; and so I wandered
up and down, amongst the many beauties and enchantments of Spain--not
forgetting you, my friend, but tempting Providence by deferring to come
to you. Oh! it was a sin, and I felt it; but I hadn't you there, nor any
one to say the words you might have said. And so I lingered; but I gave
in at last. I was not happy there; and it has struck me many a time that
there is many a man in this world whose life has been a continuous
fluctuation between right and wrong--knowing what was right, being
anxious to do what was right, and yet ever doing wrong: how is it?"

"My friend," said Hubert, putting his hand upon the stranger's knee,
"the Bible says that the heart of man is inclined to do evil; and is it
not so? Still, there is that in man which makes him love to do good--do
right, I mean; and, as far as I can judge, man generally makes an effort
to do so. But here is the mistake: he too often has a false idea of what
_is_ right, and follows his own notions of right and wrong, rather than
the standard laid down in God's Word. His inclination to do evil makes
him too often try to make out that evil to be good; and so he goes on,
spending a whole life in error, while all the time he fancies he is
perfectly right. When a man's heart is not right with God, he must ever
be going wrong; but, somehow, we don't like to be told it--I know I did
not. Think of the years I spent in India in all kinds of sin, and all
the time I wished the world to think well of me, and tried to persuade
myself that I was perfectly right. But what a life it was! How many
things occurred to tell me that I was wrong! but I would not hear, and
continued a wicked course, trying to please man, and caring nothing
whatever about God. I was worse than the heathen."

"How? you had the Bible with you in India."

"I had," replied Hubert, "and therefore I was the more guilty and
responsible for the life I led there. I cannot look upon man without the
Bible as I do upon him with: it is the _only_ source from which we can
draw a perfect rule of life; and if man has it not, how can he know?
Whether he reads it or not is another matter: if he have it at all he is
responsible."

"Ah!" said the stranger, "I shall do now; we can talk these matters
over together; somehow, I know all this, but yet I cannot get on with it
alone. How is your father? is he still living?"

"Yes, and will be glad to see you; I have told him all we know of each
other, and he is waiting now for our coming; for, like myself, he
thought you would be here to-day."

As Hubert finished speaking, he and his friend rose from his seat and
walked to the village; and as they walked along Hubert told him of the
devastation that Death had caused in his home, and begged him, as he was
the last of his family, to make his dwelling with them.

It was a goodly welcome that met the stranger at Hubert's home; and
there was so much peace and happiness, sanctified by that religion which
he longed for, that he soon became as one of the family; and by paying a
yearly visit to the grave at Dunkeld, where he had buried his loved
ones, he lived for ten years with Hubert and his father; and when he
died, they mourned the loss of a Christian and a friend, and buried him
as he had wished in the grave of his wife and son. Five years more were
meted out to Hubert's father, and then they laid him with the dear ones
gone before, and carved a simple record upon the stone that covered the
grave where he and his wife lay.

"They sleep in Jesus," was all that Hubert told the world of them, and
very soon the grass and flowers covered that fond testimony.

Between Hubert and Dr. Martin, in India, a warm friendship continued for
many years; it ever cheered Hubert's heart to hear from his distant
friend, for he owed him much, and heard from him gladly; but one day,
after a longer silence than usual, there came a letter written by a
stranger's hand, bearing the unwelcome news that the good man was gone.
He had spent a long life of usefulness, and, in the land which had
always been the field of his labour, he lay down and died. It was not
his lot to hang up his weapons of warfare, and rest upon the laurels he
had won; his Master was the King of kings, in whose cause he spent all
his life. How could he rest? There was no reward on earth a sufficient
recompense for his labours; and though his body now rests in an unknown
distant tomb, yet, far away in the city of the great King, he has been
crowned with an immortal diadem. How many quiet unobtrusive Christians
there are, of whom the world knows nothing, who live to reclaim and
guide aright their weak and sinning brethren, and though they live and
appear to die unknown, they give to many a dying bed peace, when there
would be no peace; and they are often the ten--ay, the five--that save
the city.

Hubert was sad at the news of his friend's death, but he knew where he
should meet him again, and not as he felt when he remembered the young
sinning companion of his youth, the never-forgotten Harris; with a
grateful thankful heart he could think of him in heaven, and hope to
meet him there.

Once more let us turn to Hubert's home. Young Richard, dear good boy,
when he grew to manhood, married the playfellow of his childhood, the
orphan granddaughter of the village pastor, and they lived in the old
house with Hubert; and when, at last, the veteran's career was ended,
they followed him with many tears to the old churchyard, and Richard had
that seventh white stone carved to his memory. It is but a simple
unemblazoned record of one departed, yet travellers say it is a strange
device, that torn ill-used book, and ever and anon some one asks its
meaning.

Our story is ended, and we would ask the reader to remember that
Hubert's life is not a fiction. And shouldst thou ever wander to that
old churchyard, sit down amidst its shadows, amongst its silent dead;
perchance a fitful vision of thine own life may flit past thee, some
whisper may re-echo a mother's prayer or a father's counsel, and it may
not be altogether unprofitable to thee to remember the history of Hubert
and

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_Transcriber's Notes:_

  Obvious punctuation errors repaired.
  Variations in hyphenation have been retained.
  Page 46 "mame" changed to "name" ("his name honoured and respected")





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