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The Third Miss St Quentin
By Mrs Molesworth
Published by Hatchards, Piccadilly, London.
This edition dated 1888.

The Third Miss Quentin, by Mrs Molesworth.

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THE THIRD MISS QUENTIN, BY MRS MOLESWORTH.

CHAPTER ONE.

SIX YEARS OLD.

A very little girl was sitting on the rug in front of a brightly burning
fire.  She was amusing herself with picture books, a number of which
were scattered about her, but her small face was flushed, her eyes were
heavy, and she seemed restless and dissatisfied.  She was suffering from
a very bad cold.

"I can't read, and I can't see the picshures," she said complainingly,
"my eyes hurts, and my head too.  You read to me, Harvey."

The nurse to whom she spoke was busied in putting away the breakfast
things.

"You must wait a bit, Miss Ella.  I've got ever so many things to do
this morning."

Ella looked far from pleased.

"Things must wait, not me," she said imperiously.  "Mamma always reads
to me this minute."

"Your mamma's ill, Miss Ella; and when there's illness in the house
there's plenty for everybody to do without wasting one's time over
nonsense."

Ella's face grew scarlet with anger.

"'Tisn't nonsense," she said; "I'm ill too.  I've got a cold, and you
should amoose me."

But before Harvey had time to reply, except by a short laugh, the door
opened, and both the occupants of the nursery looked round to see who
was there.  A young girl of thirteen or fourteen, but with something in
her air and manner which made her seem older, came in quickly.  She was
tall and slight, and though very plainly dressed, one could not have
passed her by without noticing her.

"Harvey," she said, and her tone, though not ungentle, was cold and even
a very little haughty, "how is Miss Ella to-day?  Mrs St Quentin is
very anxious about her."

Harvey glanced round with a sort of affectation of indifference that was
irritating.

"There's not the least need in the world to be anxious, miss," she said.
"The child's got a cold, like everybody else in this changeable
weather.  There was no need for her mamma to hear nothing about it."

The girl looked at her still more severely.

"It is your fault that she has a cold, and you know it," she said.  "She
was out far too late the day before yesterday.  I certainly do not wish
Mrs St Quentin to be troubled, but if you are not more careful I shall
speak to my father; I warn you plainly."  Ella had been listening
open-mouthed to this discussion, and in the interest of it had forgotten
her own tribulations.  She got up from the floor, and moved by the
generous childish impulse of defending the oppressed, resenting too,
perhaps, that her sister had taken no direct notice of her since
entering the room, she ran to Harvey and caught hold of her hand.

"Naughty Maddie," she said, "you're not to scold poor Harvey; I don't
like you, Maddie.  Go away; I'll tell mamma."

Madelene glanced at the little girl, opened her lips as if to speak, but
closed them again.

"If she is kind to Ella it is a good thing, I suppose, and perhaps I
should not have said anything before the child," was the reflection that
rapidly passed through her mind.

"You don't understand, Ella dear," she said quietly, and with unusual
self-control, though her fair face coloured a little.  "I am very glad
that you don't like Harvey to be scolded."

And without saying more, she left the room.

"`Scolded' indeed, by a upsetting piece of goods like her.  Very fine,
Miss Madelene, but you're not mistress yet, nor never shall be to _me_,
I can promise you," muttered Harvey.

But Ella was clinging to her.

"You must read to me now," the child urged.  "I'm very good to you,
Harvey.  I wouldn't let sister Maddie scold you, so you should be nice
to me."

A slight and not pleasant smile crossed the maid's face.

"Come along then, Miss Ella," she said.  "If you'll be very good and not
worrit-worrit if I'm out of your sight for half a minute, I'll read to
you for a little.  What is it you want?"

She seated herself comfortably in a rocking chair by the fire, and took
the child on her knee.

"Here now," she said, carelessly picking up the first picture book that
came to hand, "I'll read you some of these nursery rhymes--`Little Boy
Blue.'"

"No," said Ella crossly, "I don't like singy stories.  Read me real
ones.  `Laddin's' very nice."  But Harvey's eyes had caught sight of
another of the bright-coloured books.

"Oh, no," she exclaimed, with a little malicious laugh, "we'll have
`Cinderella,' Miss Ella.  `Cinderella, Miss Ella,' there's a rhyme for
you!  It's like your name, and she's like you too.  She had two big
sisters, and her mamma was--" Here she coughed and stopped short.

"Her mamma was dead.  I know the story," put in Ella, "_my_ mamma isn't
dead, so it isn't like me.  You're talking nonsense, Harvey," and she
pushed the book aside and began to wriggle about impatiently.

"I'm not talking nonsense," said Harvey sharply.  "Just listen now, Miss
Ella.  Cinderella had two big sisters, and they were very cross to her--
at least not always perhaps, but pretty often, and they'd come and scold
for nothing at all."

"Like Maddie this morning," said Ella; "but it wasn't me she scolded.
It was you.  The story isn't like me; you're very silly, Harvey."

Harvey began to lose her temper; she was not going to be called "silly"
even by a baby.

"Just you take care what you say, Miss Ella," she said roughly, "you
don't know anything about it.  The story doesn't say the big sisters
were bad to her when she was a little girl like you.  But some day
you'll grow up and be a young lady, and then you'll see.  How would you
like to have all the dirty work to do and old shabby clothes to wear,
while Miss Maddie and Miss Ermie went flaunting about in silks and
satins and feathers?"

And as she spoke she opened the book at one of the pictures, where the
sisters were arraying themselves for the ball, while sweet Cinderella
crouched forlorn in a corner.

Ella stared at the book with an attention she had never before bestowed
upon it, her face very solemn indeed.  Suddenly her expression changed.

"No," she said, "it's not like me and Maddie and Ermie.  _Her_ sisters
are very ugly, and they've horrid black curls.  Maddie and Ermie aren't
ugly, and they haven't nasty cross faces.  No; they'd never be so
naughty," and she looked up in triumph, though there was a little quaver
of anxiety in her voice still.

"Oh, very well," said Harvey, "if you're so fond of your sisters as all
that, however unkind they are to poor Harvey--"

"I didn't say _you_--I think Maddie was very naughty to scold you, dear
Harvey.  I only said they wouldn't be so c'uel to me if I was big--not
like these _piggy_ sisters in the book," said Ella, using the strongest
language in her repertory.

"Oh, well, you're not big yet.  Perhaps you'll wish for poor Harvey all
the same some day, though you don't care for her now.  Of course poor
Harvey's only a servant, and Miss Maddie and Miss Ermie are grand, rich
young ladies."

"And I shall be a grand, rich young lady too," said Ella.

Harvey only laughed.

Ella grew very excited.

"Harvey, say I shall be.  You _must_ say it," she repeated, shaking the
maid's arm.

"Miss Ella, for shame.  What a little fury you are.  How can I say what
you'll be?  You should be a grand, rich young lady if _I_ was your
sister, but I can't speak for others."

"What do you mean?" cried Ella.  "_Mamma_ will let me be a grand young
lady.  Maddie and Ermie aren't over mamma.  Harvey, do you hear?"

"Hush," said the nurse, suddenly changing her tone, "your mamma's very
ill, Miss Ella, and if you make such a noise they'll all think you very
naughty.  I was only joking--of course you'll be a beautiful young lady
too, some day."

But Ella was not to be so easily smoothed down.

"You weren't joking," she said resentfully.  "I'll ask Maddie if it's
true," and she began to scramble down.  "I'll take the book and tell her
you said it was like me and them."

Harvey caught hold of her.

"If you do, Miss Ella," she said, "you'll get such a scolding as you've
never had in your life.  And I'll be sent away--you'll see--and it'll be
all your fault."  Ella stopped short.

"Then why did you say it to me?" she asked, for she was a clever and
quick-witted child.

"Oh, well--I shouldn't have said it.  When you're older you'll
understand better, darling.  You see Harvey loves you so--she'd like you
to be the eldest and have everything like a little princess.  The
_third's_ never the same--and Harvey doesn't like to think of her Miss
Ella coming in for the old clothes and the leavings, and the worst of it
all, so to say."

Ella had calmed down now, but she sat listening intently with a
startled, uneasy look, painful to see on her pretty little face.

"But mamma won't let me have the shabby old clothes, _mamma_ loves me
too, Harvey," she persisted.

"Yes, yes--but poor mamma's very ill.  But never mind, darling.  While
Harvey's here no one shall put upon you, and then there's your Auntie
Phillis.  _She_ loves my Miss Ella, that she does."

"Auntie's not here," said the child.

"No, but may be she'll come some day soon," said Harvey mysteriously,
"only don't you say I said so.  You don't want to get poor Harvey
scolded again, do you, darling?"

"No," said Ella, but that was all, and when Harvey kissed her, though
she submitted quietly, she did not in any way return the caress.

Then she got down from her nurse's knee and collected her picture books
together, and put them away.

"Sha'n't I read anything to you?  There's lots of other pretty stories,"
Harvey asked.

"No," said Ella again, "I don't like no stories."

And once or twice during that day, even Harvey was startled, and a
little conscience-stricken at the expression on the child's face.

That same morning in a pretty sitting-room on the ground floor of the
house, Madelene St Quentin and her sister Ermine were reading, or rather
preparing some lessons together, when the door opened and an elderly
lady in walking dress came in.  Madelene started to her feet.

"Oh, Aunt Anna," she exclaimed, "I am so glad you have come.  I have
felt so fidgety all the morning, I couldn't settle to anything.  It is
so good of you to have come over again so early."

"I promised you I would, my dear," the new-comer replied.  "I knew you
would be anxious to see me after your father being with us last night."

"You had a long talk with mamma first, and then you and papa had time to
consider it all?" said Madelene, "oh, I do hope--"

Lady Cheynes interrupted her.

"I will tell you all about it," she said, "but first tell me--how is
poor Ellen this morning?  Had she a good night?"

Madelene shook her head.

"Not very, I'm afraid.  It is so provoking--with all our care to save
her anxiety--last night when Ella was taken to say good-night to her,
mamma found out in an instant that the child had a cold, and she has
been worrying about it ever since.  I spoke as severely as I could to
Harvey this morning.  Of course it is all her fault."

Lady Cheynes in her turn shook her head.

"Of course it is her fault.  But I am afraid it is no use for you to say
anything, my dear Maddie.  It is a vicious circle.  Ellen's faith in
Harvey must not be destroyed, for it could only be done at a terrible
risk to your poor mother--and yet the more Harvey is left to herself the
more and more she presumes upon it."

"I am not quite sure of that, Aunt Anna," said Madelene.  "There must be
good in Harvey, I hope--Ella is very fond of her."

Lady Cheynes tapped the umbrella she held in her hand, impatiently on
the floor.  She was a small, handsome old lady, scarcely indeed old in
point of years, but looking so, thanks to her white hair and the style
of dress she affected.  She was never seen except in black, but black of
the richest, though as she had not changed the fashion of her garments
since her widowhood some thirty years ago, she had something quaint and
old-world-like about her, decidedly pleasing however when combined with
freshness of material and exquisite neatness of finish.  She had bright
dark eyes, and delicate features.  A very attractive old lady, but
somewhat awe-inspiring nevertheless.

"Rubbish, Maddie," she said sharply.  "I don't mean," she hastened to
add, "that there is no good in the woman.  If so, she would be a fiend.
But as for the child being fond of her--that says nothing; people talk a
good deal of nonsense about children's innate discernment.  There is
nothing so easy as to humbug a child--up to a certain point, that's to
say.  Harvey can easily wheedle Ella into fancying herself fond of her,
when it suits the woman's purpose.  But at bottom I doubt if the child
does care for her."

"Ella has a generous nature," said Madelene.

"Yes," Ermine agreed, speaking for the first time; "she always flies up
in defence of any one she thinks ill-used."

Lady Cheynes glanced across the room at the last speaker.

"I did not notice you were there, Ermie," she said abruptly, "Philip is
kicking his heels somewhere about.  Suppose you go out and look for him?
The two of you can entertain each other for half an hour or so while I
talk to Madelene.  It's no secrets--you needn't feel hurt.  But I never
have been and never shall be able to talk comfortably _a trois_."

Ermine got up from her place at the table and moved towards the door,
turning a laughing face to Lady Cheynes as she did so.

"My feelings offended, auntie!" she said.  "That would be something new,
wouldn't it?  Now do make a nice and gratifying little speech to me for
once."

Lady Cheynes smiled at Ermine as she left the room.

"I wish Ella were as good tempered as Ermie," said she, with a sigh.
"The child is very spoilt; that is the worst of it.  And that brings me
to what you are so anxious about, my dear."

"Yes?" said Madelene eagerly, her face flushing, and her large soft eyes
lighting up.

But her aunt hesitated.  She knew the extreme disappointment her next
words must convey, and though her manner was abrupt, her heart was
tender and sympathising.

"It is no use, Maddie.  I said everything I could think of yesterday to
poor Ellen.  And your father, as we know, agrees with us.  But of course
he _cannot_ but give in now to that poor child of a wife of his.  It
would be brutal not to do so."

Madelene did not speak, but her eyes filled with tears.

"Oh, auntie," she said at last.

"You must be _truly_ unselfish, my dear, and not take it to heart too
much."

"I had thought it would have been a comfort to poor mamma, for she has
been very good to Ermine and me.  I think--I do think, considering she
has had us herself since we were quite little, that she might trust us,"
said Madelene in a tremulous voice.

"She does--thoroughly," said Lady Cheynes, "don't make it more painful
for yourself by any doubts of that kind, my dear child.  And there is
reason in what she says, too.  Ellen is not a foolish woman."

"No," said Madelene, "I did not mean--"

"You are very young, you know, my dear, though older than your years.
And even as it is, things will not be easy for you.  That is what poor
Ellen feels.  There is your father--it is very hard upon him, still a
young man, to be a second time left a widower.  And he will never marry
again--not a third time."

Madelene started.  Her aunt patted her hand gently.

"Don't be shocked at my alluding to such a possibility," she said.  "I
know your father and Ellen would like you to understand all.  So much
hangs on you, Maddie.  It is to you Ellen confides your father, and that
is one of her great reasons for wishing the child to be away.  It would
be too much upon you.  I see that myself.  You would have to get a
first-rate nursery-governess, or some one of that kind, or, worst of
all, you might be bound to keep Harvey."

"But Harvey will stay with her as it is--stay and do her best to poison
our little sister against us," said Madelene.  "For you see, aunt, the--
the position will be rather an awkward one afterwards, when we are all
grown-up, I mean.  And Ella must come back to her own home, some time."

"If she lives," said Lady Cheynes, "but that is another point.  Ellen
may be fanciful--I hardly agree with her myself; her own illness seems
to me accidental.  Her family is strong, but, rightly or wrongly, she
thinks Ella very delicate.  And Mrs Robertson lives in a mild climate
and would take the child abroad if necessary.  In that way there is
something to be said in favour of the plan."

"Yes," said Madelene, but she still sighed.  "Aunt Anna," she added in a
moment or two, "I will try and bear the disappointment well, and be as
cheerful as I can with poor mamma, for--for the little while that
remains."

"Yes, dear, I am sure you will.  Now, perhaps, we had better call in
Ermine and Philip--he is anxious to see all he can of you before he
goes.  And next week Bernard will be here--they will go back to school
together."

"Oh," exclaimed Madelene, "I am so glad Bernard is coming.  Ermie and I
have always wished so to see him.  Only--everything is so sad here just
now," and she hesitated.

"You and Ermie must come over once or twice to spend a day with us while
the boys are still here.  Ellen would like it--she was saying only
yesterday how unhappy it makes her to see your young lives so saddened."

"Poor mamma, she is very unselfish," said Madelene.

Then Lady Cheynes got up, and followed by her grand-niece, made her way
out of the room, down a long passage with a glass door at the end
leading into the garden, where for a moment she stood looking out.

"I don't see them," she said; "get a shawl, Maddie, and we'll go and
look for them.  A breath of air will do you good."

She slipped her hand through the girl's arm, and together they walked
slowly along the broad gravelled terrace, which ran round two sides of
the house.

"They may have gone to the stables," said Madelene.  "Ermine is always
glad of an excuse for visiting the horses, and papa won't allow her to
go alone."

"I should think not, indeed," said the old lady.  "Even with Philip, I
don't know--Philip is only a boy--"

Laughing voices were just then heard.

"There they are," said Lady Cheynes, as round a corner came the two she
and Madelene had come out to look for.  "Dear me, running races, are
they?  Ermie is really a tom-boy, I am afraid."

But a very attractive tom-boy, it must be allowed, she could not but add
to herself, as Ermine, her cheeks flushed with running, her bright brown
hair, some shades darker than Maddie's, flying behind her, her merry
hazel eyes sparkling with fun, came rushing towards them.

"We've had such a race," she exclaimed breathlessly.  "I expect it's
about the last time I'll have a chance of gaining.  Philip's legs _are_
growing so long."

"Time they should," said Philip.  "I think you forget, Ermine, that I
was fourteen last week.  And I'm not anything like as tall as most
fellows of my age."

"Take your hands out of your pockets if you want to look taller," said
Madelene in an elder-sisterly tone.  "It makes boys slouch so
dreadfully.  And, by the by, Philip, you haven't even offered to shake
hands with me."

The boy started and looked ashamed.

"Oh, I beg your pardon, Madelene, I do, indeed," he said, "won't you
forgive me?"

He looked up at her--she was a little taller than he--with real distress
in his dark eyes.  He was a strikingly handsome boy, with his
grandmother's delicate features, though in his case sun-browned and
stronger looking, and eyes which the old lady used to say confidentially
to some of her friends, made her tremble for the mischief they might do
in the future.  Already in the present they were not to be resisted.
Madelene laughed a little and held out her own hand, which Philip took
eagerly.

"I am glad," she said, "to hear from Aunt Anna, that your friend Bernard
is coming next week to keep you in order till you go back to school."

"Oh," Ermine exclaimed, "is _he_ coming?  I'm not glad at all.  I hate
prigs."

Rather to Madelene's surprise Philip said nothing.  "Is he a prig?" she
asked.

Philip coloured a little.

"No," he said, "of course he isn't.  Ask granny.  He's not a prig, but
I'm cross."

Lady Cheynes looked rather puzzled.

"What's the matter, Phil?" she said.  "You were pleased enough this
morning about Bernard's coming."

"I know I was," said the boy.  "But it's since coming over here and
feeling the old jolly way.  It's so horrid not to see more of each
other.  I'd rather have you girls than any one when I'm at home.  And
Bernard's older and you don't know him.  He'll make you seem quite
grown-up, and--"

"Maddie, perhaps--not me," Ermine interrupted.  "Never mind, Phil.  You
and I will keep each other company."

"But I've scarcely seen you these holidays," said Philip.  "Granny,
can't they come over to us?"  Madelene shook her head.

"Not just now," she said sadly.  "We really have a good deal to do.  One
or other of us has to walk or ride with papa every afternoon--mamma
fidgets so if she thinks he doesn't go out--and then one of us must be
within hail in case she was worse.  And then there's Ella--"

There _was_ Ella in fact.  For as she said the words, a little shrill
voice came sounding over the lawn.

"Maddie, Ermie, I'm here.  And oh there's big Phil.  Take me a ride,
Phil, on you's shoulders, do, _do_."

"Horrid little minx--" the boy was beginning to say, though in a low
voice, but the words died on his lips.  The little figure looked so
bright and innocent as it flew towards them like a lapwing, heedless of
Harvey and her remonstrances in the background, sure, with the
irresistible confidence of childhood, of its welcome.

"Good morning, godmother," she said, holding up her sweet little face
for a kiss.  "I'se got a bad cold," and she tried to cough, "but Harvey
said it would do me good to come out a little in the sun.  And I'm going
to see mamma when I go in, to let her see my cold isn't worse.  Oh, big
Phil, _do_ take me a ride on your shoulders."

She clasped her hands entreatingly.  Everything she did was full of
pretty childish grace, when, that is to say, Ella chose to be in good
temper.

"Hoist her up," said Philip, and between them the two elder sisters
managed to settle the child on his shoulders.

"That's right--gallop away.  Oh! how nice!" she exclaimed, and when
after two or three canters round the lawn, which was really as much as
ever Philip had breath for, he deposited her again safely on the ground,
she thanked him as graciously as a little princess.

"What a pity Maddie and Ermie are too big for you to ride them too," she
said condescendingly, at which they all laughed.

"Yes," said Lady Cheynes, smiling, but not for Ella to hear, "you can be
generous enough, my little girl, when you get your own way."

"And when she is _first_" added Ermine.  "It is too funny, auntie, to
see that sort of feeling in Ella, already.  I'm sure Maddie and I
weren't like that when we were little."

Lady Cheynes looked round, Harvey was coming up the path, the old lady
made a little sign to Ermine to take care.

"I think perhaps Miss Ella has been out long enough, if you'll excuse
me, my lady," said the maid, in her smoothest tones.

"Take her in then by all means," said Lady Cheynes.  "Ella, my dear,
your nurse is waiting for you."

Ella was playing with Phil, a few paces off.

"I won't go in," she said coolly.

Madelene took her by the hand.

"Come, dear," she said, "you mustn't make your cold worse."

The child pulled away from her.

"You're very naughty, Maddie," she said.  "You only want me to go away
that you and Ermie may play with Phil yourselves.  Phil, say I'm not to
go."

"Not I," said Philip.  "You're a spoilt, rude little girl, and I'm very
sorry I gave you a ride."

Ella turned upon him like a little fury, but Harvey interposed.

"Come, Miss Ella, my dear," she said.  "Sir Philip will think you're
growing into a baby instead of a big girl if you dance about like that."

And by dint of coaxing and persuasion which Harvey knew how to employ
skilfully enough when it suited her, the child was at last got away.

"Grandmother," said Philip Cheynes, half-an-hour or so later, when the
two were on their way home in the old lady's pony-carriage, "don't you
think it is a great pity that Colonel St Quentin married again?  It has
brought them all nothing but trouble--Mrs St Quentin so delicate, and
that spoilt little brat."

"You mustn't abuse my godchild, Phil," Lady Cheynes replied.  "She might
be a charming child.  And her poor mother--No, I think Madelene and
Ermie owe a great deal to her."

"Oh, well," said Philip, boyishly, "I suppose they do.  Maddie's awfully
cut up about Ella's going away from them.  For my part, I'm very glad
she is going away.  Still, she is a jolly little thing when she's in a
good temper."

CHAPTER TWO.

ELEVEN YEARS AFTER.

Summer, not spring now.  But the same garden and the same people in it--
three of them, that is to say, little chance though there might be at
the first glance, of our recognising them.

They were sitting together on the lawn--the two sisters Madelene and
Ermine and their cousin Philip.  They were less changed than he
perhaps--Madelene especially, for she had always been tall, and at
fourteen had looked older than her years, whereas now at five-and-twenty
one could scarcely have believed her to be as much.  She had fulfilled
the promise of her girlhood for she was an undoubtedly beautiful woman,
though to those who knew her but superficially, she might have seemed
wanting in animation, for she was quiet almost to coldness, thoughtful
and self-controlled, weighing well her words before she spoke and slow
in making up her mind to any decision.

Ermine, brown-haired and brown-eyed, brilliantly handsome, was more
popular than her elder sister.  But rivalry or the shadow of it between
the two was unknown.  Never were two sisters more completely at one,
more trusted and trusting friends.

"They are all in all to each other and to their father," was the
universal description of them.  "Almost too much so indeed," some would
add.  "It must be because they are so perfectly happy as they are that
neither of them is married."

For why the Misses St Quentin did _not_ marry was every year becoming
more and more of a puzzle to their friends and the world at large.

Sir Philip Cheynes got up from the comfortable garden chair on which he
had been lounging and leant against the elm under whose wide-spreading
branches the little party had established themselves.  A table was
prepared for tea, Ermine had a book on her knee which she imagined
herself to be or to have been reading, Madelene was knitting.

"It will spoil it all," said Philip at length after a silence which had
lasted some moments, "spoil it all completely."

"What?" asked Madelene, looking up, though her fingers still went on
busily weaving the soft snowy fleece on her lap.

"Everything, of course.  Our nice settled ways--this satisfactory sort
of life together, knowing each other so well that we never have
misunderstandings or upsets or--or bothers.  Your father and my
grandmother are a model aunt and nephew to begin with, and as for us
three--why the world never before saw such a perfection of cousinship!
And into the midst of this delightful state of things, this pleasant
little society where each of us can pursue his or her special avocation
and--and perform his or her special duties--for we're not selfish
people, my dears--I'm not going to allow that--into the midst of it you
fling helter-skelter, a spoilt, ill-tempered, restless unmanageable
school-girl--eager for amusement and impatient of control--incapable of
understanding us or the things we care for.  I never could have imagined
anything more undesirable--I--"

"Upon my word, Philip, I had no idea you could be so eloquent,"
interrupted Ermine.  "But it is eloquence thrown away, unless you want
to prove that you yourself, if not we, are the very thing you have been
denying, without having been accused of it."

"Selfishness--eh?" said Philip.

"Of course, or something very like it."

Philip was silent.  To judge by his next remark Ermine's reproof had not
touched him much.

"I don't know that, for some time to come at least," he said, "it will
matter much to me.  I shall probably be very little here till Christmas
and then only for a few weeks."

His cousins looked up in some surprise.

"Indeed," they said.  "Where are you going?  Abroad again?"--"You will
miss all the hunting and shooting," Ermine added.

"I know that," said Philip.  "I'm not going for pleasure.  I am thinking
of taking up my quarters at Grimswell for a while.  The house there is
vacant now, you know, and my grandmother thinks it a duty for me to live
on the spot and look after things a little."

Madelene's eyes lighted up.

"I am so glad," she said.  "I quite agree with Aunt Anna."

"I thought you would," said Philip, "and so would never mind who.  I
can't say I exactly see it myself--things are very fairly managed
there--but still.  I'm the sort of fellow to make a martyr of myself to
duty, you know."

Ermine glanced at him as he stood there lazily leaning against the
tree--handsome, sunny and sweet-tempered, with a half mischievous, half
deprecating smile on his lips, and a kindly light in his long-shaped
dark eyes.

"You look like it," she said with good-natured contempt.

"But to return to our--" began Philip.

"Stop," cried Ermine, "you are not to say `muttons,' and I _feel_ you
are going to.  It is so silly."

"Really," Philip remonstrated.  "Maddie," and he turned to Miss St
Quentin appealingly, "don't you think she is too bad?  Bullying me not
only for my taken-for-granted selfishness but for expressions offensive
to her ladyship's fastidious taste which she fancies I _might_ be going
to use."

"My dear Philip, you certainly have a great deal of energy--and--breath
to spare this hot afternoon," said Ermine, leaning back as if exhausted
on her seat, "I know you can talk--you've never given us any reason to
doubt it, but I don't think I ever heard you rattle on quite as
indefatigably as to-day.  One can't get a word in."

"I want you both to be quiet and let me talk a little," said Madelene
breaking her way in.  She scented the approach of one of the battles of
words in which, in spite of the "perfect understanding" which Philip
boasted of between his cousins and himself, he and Ermine sometimes
indulged and which were not always absolutely harmless in their results.
"As Philip was saying when you interrupted him, Ermie, let us go back
to our--subject.  I mean this little sister of ours.  I wish you would
not speak of her return, or think of it as you do, Philip."

"That's meant for me too, I wish you to observe, Phil," said Ermine.
"It's a case of evil communications, and Maddie is trembling for my good
manners to the third Miss St Quentin when she makes her appearance among
us."

"On the contrary, Ermine," said Madelene gravely, "if you are influenced
by Philip's way of speaking it is that the ground with you is ready for
the seed."  Philip began to whistle softly--Ermine grew rather rosier
than she was before.

"If so--well--what then?  Go on, Maddie," she said.

She got up from her seat and half threw herself on the grass beside
Madelene.  But Madelene did not speak.  "Of course," Ermine went on, "I
know it's all quite right, and not only right but inevitable.  And
you're as good and wise as you can be, Maddie.  It was only that this
morning I felt rather cross about it, and Philip and I couldn't help
showing each other what we felt.  But go on, Maddie--say what you were
going to say."

"It is only the old thing," said Madelene.  "I think, and I shall always
think what I did at the time, though I was only a child then, that it
was a mistake to send Ella away to be brought up out of her own home and
separated from her nearest relations.  Of course it was not anticipated
that the separation would be so long and complete a one as it has turned
out--at least I _suppose_ not."

"I don't know why it need have been so," said Ermine, "only every time
there has been anything said of her coming to us her aunt has put
difficulties in the way."

"There seemed sense in what she said," Madelene replied; "it was not
much use Ella's coming here, just to get unsettled and her lessons
interrupted, for a short visit.  And then, of course, papa's long
illness was another reason."

"And Mrs Robertson's own wishes--the strongest reason of all," added
Ermine.  "She may be a kind and good enough woman, but I shall always
say she is very selfish.  Keeping the child entirely to herself all
these years, and now when she suddenly takes it into her head to marry
again in this extraordinary way--she must be as old as the hills--poor
Ella goes to the wall!"

"That's probably the gentleman's doing," said Philip.

"Well then she shouldn't marry a man who would do so," said Ermine.

"I quite agree with you," he replied drily, "but we all know there's no
fool like an old fool."

"It is hard upon Ella, with whomever the fault lies--that is what I've
been trying to get to all this time," said Madelene.  "If she had always
looked upon this as her home, and felt that we were really her sisters,
she would have grown up to understand certain things gradually, which,
now when the time comes that she must know them, will fall upon her as a
shock."

"You mean about our money and this place?" asked Ermine.

"Of course--and about papa's being, though I _hate_ saying it, in
reality a poor man."

"Do you think there is any need for her to know anything about it for
some time to come?" asked Philip gently, completely casting aside the
bantering tone in which he had hitherto spoken.

Madelene looked up eagerly.

"Oh, do you think so, Philip?" she said.  "I am so glad.  It is what I
have been thinking, but I know papa respects your opinion and it will
strengthen what I have said to him."

"Decidedly," said Philip.  "It seems to me it would be almost--brutal--I
am not applying the word to any person, but to the situation, as it
were--to meet the poor child, already sore probably at having been
turned out of the only home she can really remember, with the
announcement that the new one she is coming to is only hers on
sufferance, and that her future is, to say the least, an uncertain one."

"It would not be so for another day if we had more in our power," said
Madelene hotly.

"No, I know that--know it and understand it.  But--a child of--how much?
fifteen, sixteen?"

"Seventeen, seventeen and a quarter."

"Well, even of seventeen and a quarter would have the haziest notions
about law and legal obligations.  No, gain her love and confidence
first, by all means."

"It is papa," said Madelene rather disconsolately.  "The best of men
are, at times I suppose, a little unreasonable.  Though he has given up
the idea of a formal explanation to poor little Ella, still I am afraid
he will wish us to be more--I don't know what to call it, less treating
her just like ourselves, than Ermie and I would wish," and she looked up
appealingly, her blue eyes quite pathetic in their expression.

"And she may misunderstand it--us," added Ermine.

"But it is right, necessary to a certain extent that she should _not_ be
placed in exactly the same position that she would have as your very own
sister," said Philip firmly.  "People should think of these awkward
complications before they make second marriages, but once awkward
positions do exist, it's no good pretending they don't.  However, I
think you are exaggerating matters, Maddie; unnecessarily anticipating
an evil day which may, _will_, I feel sure, never come.  Before this
much-to-be-pitied young lady has to learn that she is not an heiress
like her sisters, she may have learnt to love and trust those sisters as
they deserve, and love casteth out other ugly things as well as fear."

"Thank you, dear Philip," said Miss St Quentin.

"And--grand discovery!" he exclaimed.  "She's not `out'.  You can easily
treat her more like a child at first, till she has got to know you.  She
cannot have been accustomed to much dissipation under the roof of the
worthy Mrs Robertson."

"No, none at all I fancy.  But she has had her own way in everything
there was to have it in I feel sure," said Madelene.  "And if we begin
by snubbing her--"

"Snubbing her, not a bit of it.  It will make her feel herself of all
the more importance if you will tell her Uncle Marcus thinks it better
for her not to come out till she's eighteen--neither of you came out
till then?"

"_I_ was nineteen," said Ermine; "you know we were abroad all the year
before.  I thought it very hard then, but now I'm very glad.  It makes
me seem a year at least younger than I am," she added naively.

"It's only staving off, after all, I'm afraid," said Madelene.  "When
she _is_ eighteen or even nineteen, and has to come out, and wonders why
papa won't let her have everything the same as us and--"

"Oh, Maddie, don't fuss so," said Ermine.

"Twenty things may happen before then to smooth the way."

"I hope so," said Miss St Quentin.  But her tone was depressed.

"Scold her, Philip, do," said Ermine.  "If she worries herself so about
Ella it will make me dislike the child before I see her, and that won't
mend matters."

"When does she come?"  Sir Philip asked.

"Next month," Madelene replied.

"Do you think she feels it very much--the leaving her aunt, and coming
among strangers as it were?" he asked.

"I don't know.  She cannot but be fond of her aunt, but she has said
distinctly that she would not wish to go on living with her and her new
husband.  And of course it is time and more than time for her to come to
us if this is ever to be her home.  And though Mrs Robertson is
marrying a wealthy man, she loses all she had as a widow, and certainly
we should not have liked _our sister_ to be dependent on a stranger."

"You could have given Mrs Robertson a regular allowance for her, if
that had been the only difficulty.  But if this Mr what's his name?"

"Burton," said Ermine.

"If that Burton fellow is rich he would possibly have disliked any
arrangement of that kind," said Philip.

"He evidently wants to get rid of her," said Madelene, smiling a little.
"Some things in Mrs Robertson's letters make me imagine that the third
Miss St Quentin has a will of her own, and a decided way of showing it.
She speaks of `dear Ella's having a high spirit, and that Mr Burton was
not accustomed to young people.'"

"And Ella called him `old Burton' in a letter to papa," added Ermine.
"We told papa she must have left out the `Mr', but for my part, I don't
believe she did.  I think that expression has made me more inclined to
like her than anything else," said Ermine, calmly.

"Ermine!" said Madelene.

But Philip turned to her with another question.

"Are you sure," he said, "that Mrs Robertson may not already have
explained things to Ella?  If so, it would be better to know it."

"I am sure she can't have told her what she doesn't know herself," said
Madelene.  "Papa's losses made no practical difference to her; she has
always received anything she wanted for Ella--to do her justice she has
never been the least grasping--from us, but in his name just as before.
We begged him to let it be so, and it has never come to much."

"Then do you think she has brought the child up very simply?" asked
Philip.

"No--that is to say, I fancy she has been indulged a good deal as to her
personal wishes.  Mrs Robertson was comfortably off, though she had not
a large house.  I think all she has ever taken from papa or us has been
literally spent on little Miss Ella herself.  And they went to the South
of France two winters, you know."

Philip did not speak for a minute or two.

Then he said slowly,--

"As things are, perhaps it is as well that Ella does not know more.
But--had they remained as they were, I don't know but that Mrs
Robertson _had_ a right to be told of Uncle Marcus's losses.  Indeed, it
might have influenced her plans, possibly have prevented her marrying
again, had she known the child had nothing to look to in the future."

Madelene reddened.

"She _has_ something to look to in the future," she said, "she has _us_.
And I'm quite sure nothing of the kind would have stopped her aunt's
marrying again."

"`No fool like an old fool,' and everybody knows there's nothing on
earth as obstinate _as_ a fool.  You're forgetting what you just said,
Phil," said Ermine.

"No, I'm not.  I didn't say it would have stopped it once she had got it
into her head.  I meant it might have prevented her ever thinking of
it," Philip replied.

"I don't see that it would have made any difference.  Mrs Robertson
could never have _left_ Ella anything except savings, which couldn't
have come to much.  But do leave off talking about money, Philip--I
perfectly hate it.  Ermie and I have been driven into hating it in the
last two or three years since we came of age."

"And leave off talking about Ella, too, for a bit, do," said Ermine.  "I
mean to do my duty by her when she comes, but oh!  I am so tired of the
subject!  Don't you think we might have tea now, Maddie?  I don't
believe papa will be back for ever so long."

"Certainly--it would be nonsense to wait for him--will you--oh, thank
you, Philip, yes, just ring the bell at the side-door, twice.  They
understand.  What a comfort it is to have some one who knows our little
ways!"

"A tame cat," said Philip meekly, "Well, thank you.  You are not so
lavish of civil speeches to me, you and Ermine, as to make me inclined
to quarrel with even the ghost of one."

"Come now, that's not quite fair," said Ermine, as the kettle and hot
cakes duly made their appearance, "one doesn't make civil speeches to
one's best friends, one keeps them, like calling cards, for
acquaintances."

"Well, not civil speeches then--nice, gratifying speeches."

"I should have thought you must be tired of that sort of thing,"
Madelene replied.

Philip looked at her with an expression of inquiry, but of annoyance,
too.

"Do you mean, Maddie, that you think I am spoilt?" he said.  "If you do,
I wish you would say so plainly."

Madelene felt a little conscience-stricken.

"No," she said, "I don't really.  But I think it is a great wonder that
you are not.  You are a fair prey to flattery--rich, handsome, clever--"

"Madelene, stop," exclaimed Philip.  "I might retaliate--why are you and
Ermine not spoilt then?"

Miss St Quentin hesitated.

"I don't know," she said at last naively.  "I don't think women--girls--
do spoil so easily.  And then--there are heaps of girls, here in
England, as good-looking and far better-looking than we are--it is much
rarer to find a man as handsome as you, Phil.  And then--we have had
more anxieties and responsibilities than you, and they keep one from
being spoilt."

"I have granny," said Philip.  "I don't mean that she is an anxiety or a
responsibility, but she is--pretty sharp on one, you know.  She wouldn't
let me be spoilt."

"No," said Madelene, "she is very sensible.  And after all you needn't
look so cross, Philip.  I didn't say you _were_ spoilt--I said on the
contrary it was great credit to you that you were not."

"You didn't," said Philip, "you allowed me no credit whatever in the
matter.  I do think it's rather hard on me to have all this severe
handling just because I said I liked nice speeches from people I cared
for--mind you, people I care for.  That's quite a different thing from
being open to flattery."

"Well, of course, it is," said Madelene.  "We don't seem to be
understanding each other with our usual perfection of sympathy, somehow,
to-day."

"It's all because of that tiresome child's coming," said Ermine crossly.
"I'm afraid Philip is right in dreading it.  `Coming events cast their
shadows before them.'  I can't say I think Ella's advent is likely to
add to our sunshine."

Just then came the sound of wheels up the avenue.  "What can that be?"
said Madelene.

"Callers," Philip suggested.

"No, it is getting too late.  Besides--it sounds too slow and heavy for
a carriage or pony-carriage.  It is more like--" and she hesitated.

"Maddie won't commit herself," said Ermine laughing.  "She sets up for a
sort of `Fine Ear' in the fairy-story, don't you know, Philip?"

"No," said Madelene.  "It isn't that.  I only hesitated because what I
was going to say seemed so silly.  I thought it sounded so like the old
Weevilscoombe fly--and what _could_ it be coming here for at this time?
The old Miss Lyndens hire it when they come out for their yearly visit,
but that is over and past a fortnight ago."

That it was an arrival of some kind, however, became clear.  In another
minute the hall bell was heard to ring--it was a bell of ponderous
clang, impossible to mistake for any other.

Then the figure of Barnes, the butler--Barnes who never disturbed
himself except on occasions of peculiar importance--was seen hastening
along the terrace.  The three cousins stared at each other.

"What can it be?" said Madelene, growing rather pale.  "Can papa have
met with an accident?"

The same thought had struck Sir Philip: he did not reply, but looked
apprehensively towards Barnes.

"If you please, ma'am," said that functionary, puffing a little with
excitement and quick movement, "if you please, ma'am, it's--it's a lady.
A young lady, with luggage--from Weevilscoombe, I suppose--anyhow, it's
the Weevilscoombe fly as has brought her--" but though there was plenty
of time for Madelene to have here exclaimed "I knew it," she did not
avail herself of Barnes's pause, for this purpose.

"A young lady;" she repeated; "there must be some mistake.  We are not
expecting any one.  What is her name--she gave it, I suppose?"

"Yes, ma'am," said Barnes, hesitating still more--though he had all the
air and bearing of an old servant he had not been more than five or six
years in their service--"she did and she said as her name was `Miss St
Quentin'."

The three looked at each other again.

"Miss St Quentin," they at last repeated, simultaneously, though not
perfectly so--Madelene was a little behind the others and her "tin" came
out last.

"I thought," began Barnes again, "I took the liberty of thinking, it
must be a mistake.  From what I have 'eard, ma'am, I should say it was,
so to say, a slip of the tongue, the young lady being accustomed to be
so addressed, living at a distance, if so be as I shrewbly suspect that
her rightful desergnation is Miss--Hella St Quentin, the third Miss St
Quentin, ma'am."

And again--too startled to feel any inclination to smile at the butler's
grandiloquence, which was often, almost more than any one's risible
nerves could stand unmoved--the three cousins looked at each other.  And
again they made simultaneously the same exclamation; this time
consisting of but one word,--

"Ella!" they all three ejaculated.

CHAPTER THREE.

"IT IS REALLY ELLA."

"What shall we do?  What can be the matter?" said Madelene, when after
an instant's silence she began to take in the fact of Ella's arrival.

"Receive her cordially of course.  What else in Heaven's name can you
do?"  Sir Philip replied with a touch of impatience.  "After all there
is nothing so extraordinary in a girl's coming to her own father's
house--even taking refuge there if, as is possible--"

"She has been turned out of her aunt's," interrupted Ermine.  "Yes, I'm
certain that's it--she and old Burton have come to blows and Ella's high
spirits or high temper have proved too much for him."

"Ermine," said Philip, warningly, "you should really," and he glanced in
Barnes's direction.

But if Barnes did hear what they were saying he at least appeared so
absolutely unconscious that Philip's remonstrance fell rather flat.  The
butler had retired to a few paces distance, where he stood awaiting
orders with an irreproachably blank expression.

"Is the young--is Miss Ella St Quentin in the library?" asked Sir Philip
suddenly.

"Yes, my--I beg pardon--yes, Sir Philip," Barnes replied.  His former
master had been a peer, and even after some years of serving a commoner
Barnes found it difficult to ignore the old habit.

"Then go and tell her Miss St Quentin; mind you, say it distinctly, no
Miss Madelene or Miss Ermine--the young lady is, as you supposed, Miss
Ella St Quentin--say that Miss St Quentin will be with her immediately.
You'd better go at once, Maddie."

"She couldn't have meant to call herself Miss St Quentin--it was just an
accident, no doubt," said Madelene nervously.

"Of course, but it's just as well from the first to remind her that she
is _not_ Miss St Quentin," said Philip.  "Stupid of her aunt to have let
her get into the habit.  But Madelene--"

"Yes, yes.  Ermine, hadn't you better get some fresh tea?--this will be
cold," said Madelene, touching the teapot.  "Philip, hadn't Ermine
better come too?"

No one could have believed it of her--no one ever did believe it
possible that the cold, stately Madelene was in reality a martyr to
shyness and timidity.  But the two or three who knew her well, knew the
fact and pitied her intensely, her cousin Philip among them.  But he
knew, too, the best way to treat it, cruel as it sometimes seemed.

"No," he said, "decidedly not.  You will get on much better alone,
Maddie.  Off with you, there's a good girl.  And good-bye.  I'm going
round to the stable-yard and I'll mount there.  I'm dying with
curiosity, but all the same I'm too high-principled to indulge it.  It
wouldn't do for me to stay--you and Ermine are quite enough for the poor
child to face at first."

"Oh, Philip," said Madelene, stopping short again, for by this time she
had got a few yards on her way, "I thought you would have stayed to help
us."

"Not I," Philip called after her.  "It's much better not, I assure you.
I'll look in to-morrow to see how you're all getting on, and to hear the
whole story.  And if I meet Uncle Marcus on his way home, as I dare say
I shall, I'll tell him of the arrival, so as to save you having to break
it to him."

"And do beg him to come home as quickly as he can," replied Madelene.

Philip got up from his seat and moved to go.

"Good-bye, Ermine," he said.

Ermine looked at him dubiously.

"Are you in earnest, Philip?" she said.  "I have more than half an idea
that you are going off out of cowardice, and--and--that all your regard
for Ella's feelings, etc, is--"

"What?" said Philip, smiling.

"Talk," Ermine replied curtly.

Philip laughed.

"No, truly," he said.  "All things considered it is much better for me
to leave you.  And it's quite true about my curiosity.  I'm awfully
curious both to hear about it all and to see this little personage who
has descended among us in this thunder-and-lightning, bomb-shell sort of
way.  By Jove--" and he stopped short, while a different expression came
into his face--"what a nuisance it is to think that all our jolly times
together are over!  I was grumbling at it prospectively this morning--to
think that it has already come to pass."

He sighed.  Ermine sighed too.

"Yes," she said, "it is horrid.  For I know--as positively as if I could
hear what is at this moment passing in the library--that the child has
come to stay."

"Oh Lord, yes," Philip exclaimed, "not a doubt of it."

"I only wish she _were_ a child," pursued Ermine.  "It might be more of
a bother in some ways, but in others--seventeen's an awful sort of age--
most girls then are really children and full of fancying themselves
grown-up, and standing on their dignity, and all the rest of it, and yet
not really grown-up enough to be proper companions to--"

"Two full-fledged old maids like you and Maddie," put in Philip.

"Exactly," said Ermine.

"Well, good-bye again," he said, lifting his hat as he turned away in
the direction of the stables.

Miss St Quentin made her way slowly to the house.  She looked outwardly
calm, indeed to look anything else had scarcely ever in her life
occurred to Madelene, but inwardly she was greatly perturbed.  To begin
with, she was as I have said, a sufferer from intense shyness; shyness
of that kind most painful and difficult to contend with, better perhaps
defined as moral timidity, which shrinks with almost morbid horror from
giving or witnessing pain or discomfort, which, but for the constraining
and restraining force of a strong sense of duty, would any day gladly
endure personal suffering or neglect, or allow wrong-doing to go
unrebuked, rather than attempt the slightest remonstrance.  Madelene
could enter a roomful of strangers without a touch of nervousness, but
the thought of reproving a servant would keep her awake for nights! and
that something in the action of her young half-sister was about to call
for rebuke or disapproval she felt instinctively certain.  Then there
were other reasons for her feeling far from able to meet Ella with the
hearty welcome she would have wished; housekeeper's considerations were
on her mind!

"I did so want to have the rooms arranged the way Ermine and I were
planning," she said to herself.  "It would have been so much better to
have begun regularly at once.  Now I really don't know what to do.  Papa
would certainly be displeased if I gave her one of the long corridor
ones, and yet the two or three empty rooms in the south wing are so
small and would seem shabby.  But I am afraid there is nothing else to
do.  I must explain to her that the rooms intended for her can't
possibly be ready for some time.  And about the maids too--we had
planned it so well.  Now, there will really be no one able to look after
her, for I can't trust Melanie; she is so injudicious with that
chattering tongue of hers."

Meantime, the cause of all these discussions was waiting alone in the
library.  She had seated herself when first shown in, in a
matter-of-course, unrestrained manner, as if quite at her ease.  But
this had been for the benefit of Barnes and his subordinates.  No sooner
was she left alone, than the girl got up and strolled nervously towards
the window, where she stood looking out.  Now that the deed was done,
her courage began to flag.

"I wonder," she said to herself, clasping her little hands together, "I
_wonder_ what they'll say.  They surely can't blame me, when I tell them
how unendurable it was, and that even Aunt Phillis, in her heart, though
she wouldn't own it, wished I were gone, for I know she did.  She'll
have got my telegram by now.  How delighted old Burton will be--that's
the only bit of it I hate to think of!  Still, staying there to spite
him would have been quarrelling with my nose--is that it?--no,
quarrelling with my face--oh bother, I can't get it right, I do so
wonder what they'll all say here."

There was nothing to help her in what she saw outside--not a human being
was in sight--only the lovely, perfectly kept grounds, looking perhaps
at their very best in the soft mellowness of the summer afternoon.

"How delightful it is here!" she thought next; "what a beautiful room,
and what splendid books," and her girlish heart swelled with
satisfaction to think that here was her home, the spot on earth where
she had an undoubted, an unquestionable right to be!  "How poky auntie's
house would seem in comparison--and Mr Burton's `mansion' even worse,
for any way there was nothing vulgar or _parvenu_ about our little
house.  Still--it does seem rather a shame that I should have been out
of it all, all these years, I, that have just as good a right, as poor
old Harvey used to tell me, to everything here as Madelene and Ermine.
I do hope I shall be able to like them--of course I must not let myself
be `put upon,' but still--I consider they have kept the best of things
to themselves hitherto and--oh I wish she'd be quick and come.  I don't
want to seem nervous and yet I _am_, horribly so."

She tapped her parasol on the floor, then she glanced furtively in a
mirror to see how she was looking.

"My hair's rather rough," she thought, "but otherwise I don't think I
look bad.  I wish I didn't seem quite so young--and, oh, I do wish I
were a little taller!"

She was small certainly, but as she was also slight and very well
proportioned, this did not really detract from her--_beauty_, one could
scarcely call it.  Ella St Quentin was not beautiful; she was just
exceedingly pretty.  Her hair was brown, a shade lighter than Ermine's
perhaps, but dark in comparison with Madelene's fair coils, and her eyes
were hazel, lovely eyes, pathetic and merry by turns, as it suited their
capricious little owner to make them, and her features were all
charming.  There were good points in this pretty face too, real
sweetness in the curves of the mouth, frankness and honesty in the
forehead and no lack of resolution in the chin--but the whole was the
face of a child rather than a woman--a well-meaning, but fitful and
undisciplined child, who had known little of life and its graver
lessons, whom one would tremble to expose to the storms which, sooner or
later, in one form or another, all must face.  Yet there was latent
strength too, if one looked more closely; it was a face to make one
anxious but hopeful also.

She was well but simply dressed.  Save for the extreme neatness of
everything about her, she would have looked a mere school-girl; but the
sweeps of her grey draperies, the poise of her head, nay, the very fit
of her gloves, at once removed her from any possibility of being
relegated to the category of girlish hobbledehoys.  She had not a trace
of awkwardness about her; she had passed through all the stages of
teeth-changing, hair "doing up," skirts lengthening and such crises, as
one to the manner born--awkwardness and Ella were not to be thought of
in the same century.

The door opening at last, Ella flashed round from the window--was it the
door, or her fancy only?  For now all seemed still again, no, yes--the
handle was moving a very little--truth to tell, Madelene holding the
outside knob, was making a last effort to screw up her courage so as to
meet her young sister affectionately but with all her wits about her
nevertheless.

There was no drawing back now that she had begun to turn the handle, and
with a sigh which Ella could not hear, Miss St Quentin came in.  Ella
gasped slightly--"how beautiful," was her first thought, to be however
instantly followed by a second, "but how cold, and how horribly
stuck-up!  No, I feel it already--I shall never like her."

But Madelene, pale and calm, was advancing across the room.

"Ella?" she said, as if till that moment she had had some lingering
doubt on the matter, "Ella--it is really you!  What a surprise--no, I
would not have known you again in the least.  Tell me, there is nothing
wrong?  Nothing the matter with your aunt, I hope?"

She had stooped to kiss the young girl as she spoke.  It would be untrue
to say that the kiss was a very affectionate one, but on the other hand
there was no intentional coldness about it.  But Ella was not of this
opinion.

"No, thank you," she replied, after submitting to, though not in any
wise returning, the sisterly embrace.  "Aunt Phillis is quite well--at
this moment she must be, I am afraid, rather upset, for she will have
got my telegram.  I sent her one from Weevilscoombe station when I
arrived."

"And why should that upset her?" asked Madelene; "she asked you to
telegraph your safe arrival, I suppose?  But you didn't travel alone?"

"Yes, indeed I did," said Ella with a slight laugh.  It was a nervous
laugh in reality, but to her sister it sounded hard and a little
defiant.  "I not only travelled alone, but I came off without any one
knowing.  In fact auntie would only know that I _had_ left her for good,
when she got my telegram."

Miss St Quentin's pale face flushed a little, then the momentary colour
faded, leaving her paler than before.  She sat down, and motioned to her
sister to do the same.

"I am very sorry, very, very sorry to hear this," she said, nerving
herself to speak.  "Ella, I am afraid you have done very wrong, and
foolishly.  It is not using Mrs Robertson well after all her care of
you--replacing a mother to you and giving you a home all these years.
And--it is not a good beginning of your future life with us, to have
done what we--what papa cannot approve of."

Ella half rose from the chair on which she had only that moment seated
herself.  Her eyes sparkled ominously, her face flushed too, but after a
different fashion from Madelene's.

"I don't know anything about your not approving, and as for papa--well
at least he can tell me himself what he thinks.  But as for Aunt
Phillis--I am sorry if I have grieved her.  I would not have done so if
I could have helped it, but I don't see that I could.  It isn't my fault
that she is going to marry a vulgar, purse-proud old snob, who had
already begun to cast up to me, yes, actually to cast up to _me_, the
daughter of Colonel St Quentin of Coombesthorpe, what his wife-to-be had
done for me and spent on me as if I were a charity-child!  And that
touches on the point of the whole.  I am grateful to poor auntie for all
her love and care," and here the young, excited voice quivered a little,
"but I don't see that I need to be grateful to her for what you may call
substantial things--she didn't _need_ to give me a home, as you say, or
to spend her money on me--and a good deal of what was spent was my own
money, or at least papa's, which is the same thing; she has told me so
herself.  I had my own home, just as you and Ermine have--I am papa's
daughter just as much as you two are, even though we hadn't the same
mother.  Do you think now--in the name of common-sense--do you see that
I should be grateful for being taken away from my own proper home, such
a home as _this_--for no reason at all that I can see except that auntie
herself wished it."

Madelene's face looked unspeakably pained.

"It was your own mother's wish," she said, in a low voice.

"So I have been told--but--do you think dead people's wishes should be
allowed to affect the welfare of the living to such an extent?" asked
the child in her sharp downright fashion.  "For I don't.  Still that's
not the point--it was done and we'll take it for granted it was done for
the best.  But now it was coming to an end--old Burton wasn't going to
have any trouble about me--he's never been asked and never will be to
spend a penny upon me, except once when he paid a fly for me and
quarrelled with the driver, and on my last birthday when he gave me a
_very_ shabby prayer-book--sham ivory backs, you know, the kind that
splits off--and it was auntie's own doing, so I _don't_ see that I could
have been expected to put up with his rudeness."

"Had you done anything to irritate him?" asked Madelene.

Ella opened her eyes in surprise.

"Oh dear, yes," she said, "heaps of things.  I don't suppose I ever did
anything but irritate him.  My very existence, at least my presence, in
auntie's household irritated him.  I understand it all now," she went
on, speaking more and more naturally with the interest of the subject.
"Don't you see he didn't know anything about us when he first made
auntie's acquaintance and began to think she'd just suit him for a wife,
and he thought I was a homeless orphan, a poor dependent, and that he'd
have to take me too.  It was rather irritating, I'll allow," she
continued, smiling to herself a little, "for he saw we'd never get on,
and if he'd only been a little nicer when he found I wasn't in his way,
after all, we might have `parted friendly,' as servants say.  But he was
thoroughly put out by me--I _couldn't_ help trying to annoy him.  And
last night it came to a sort of crisis--he said I was impertinent and
other things he had no business to say to papa's daughter, who is no
relation of _his_, and at last he told auntie, poor auntie, that she
must choose between him and me."

"And what did Mrs Robertson say?" asked Madelene.

"She didn't say much.  Indeed I didn't give her any opportunity.  She
had a headache this morning, no wonder, and didn't come down.  So I just
packed up a few things and told the servants to say I'd gone out, and I
went to the railway and--came off here.  _Naturally_ I came here," she
repeated, her tone acquiring again a shade of defiance, in reality the
veil of some unacknowledged misgiving.

Madelene did not at once reply.  She sat there, her eyes gazing out of
the window before her, in what Ella thought a very aggravating way.

"Do you not agree with me?" the younger sister asked after a moment's
silence.  Shyness was unknown to Ella, as were hesitation and patience
when she was much concerned about anything.

Madelene turned round and looked at her.

"She's angry," thought Ella.  "It is not any other feeling that makes
her look like that."  And she kept her own bright eyes fixed upon her
sister, which did not add to Miss St Quentin's composure.

"Of course if you were obliged to go _anywhere_ in this--this strange
sort of way, you did right to come here," said Madelene quietly.  "But
that is not the question at all.  Were you right to leave your aunt's
house as you have done?  That is the thing."

"Yes," said Ella coolly, "under the circumstances I think I was quite
right."

"Without consulting papa, without talking it over with Mrs Robertson,
without--without," Miss St Quentin went on, a sudden sensation of
something very like temper nerving her to say it--"without in the least
considering our--Ermine's and my--convenience?"

Ella gazed at her in unfeigned surprise, for a moment or two she was too
astonished to feel indignant.

"I don't understand you," she said.  "Is it usual for sisters to be upon
such terms?  Is a daughter expected to beg and apologise like a
stranger, before getting leave to come home--home where she has a right
to be, and from which she was banished without her wishes being
consulted in the least?"

"You were a baby," said Madelene.  "You could not have been consulted.
And--well the thing was done and this has _not_ been your home, and it
is no use talking in that exaggerated, theatrical sort of way, Ella.  I
shall do my best, my very best," and here there was a little tremor in
her voice, "to make you happy and content with us, and so I know will
Ermine, but I can't say that in what you have done to-day I think you
have acted wisely, or--or rightly.  What papa will say about it I don't
know.  I--I did not mean to put forward any inconvenience to myself, or
ourselves, in any prominent way."

She had already regretted the allusion to her sister and herself that
she had made.  It was, she felt, both unwise and inconsistent with the
resolution she had come to.

Ella did not answer.

"Will you come out for a little?"  Madelene went on.  "We have been
having tea--Ermine and I and--and our cousin--on the lawn.  You would
like a cup of tea, would you not?  I am afraid your room will not be
ready yet.  We have been making some changes, and the rooms we intend
for you are to be papered and painted next week.  In the meantime we
must consider how best to arrange."

"I am sorry to give you so much trouble," said Ella coldly.  "I should
have thought--it surely cannot be difficult for the third daughter to
have a room just as you and Ermine have.  But of course you are right--I
_am_ a stranger, and it is no good pretending I am not."

"That was not what I meant at all," said Madelene.  But again Ella made
no reply.

"I must take care what I say," she was thinking to herself, "or I shall
be called `exaggerated' and `theatrical,' again."

Madelene opened the window and stepped out.  "Shall we go this way?" she
said.  "It is nearer than round by the front door."

Ella followed her.

"I am to be a younger sister when it comes to questions of precedence
and that kind of thing, it appears," she thought.  "But a stranger when
it suits the rest of the family to consider me so."

There was something soothing however to her impressionable feelings in
the beauty all around her; it was a really exquisite evening and the
girl was quick to respond to all such influences.

"How lovely!" she said impulsively.

Madelene turned.  There was a smile on her face, almost the first Ella
had seen there; the quiet, somewhat impassive countenance seemed
transfigured.

"Yes," she said, "it _is_ lovely.  I am glad for you to see it again for
the first time on a day like this, though to us, and I think you will
agree with us when you have lived here long enough, Coombesthorpe has a
charm of its own in every season."

Ella opened her lips to reply, but before she had time to do so, she
caught sight of a figure hastening towards them over the lawn.

"Oh," said Madelene, "here is Ermine.  Yes!  Ermie," she called out,
before the new-comer was quite close to them, "it is she--it is really
Ella."

CHAPTER FOUR.

BACK IN THE NURSERY.

Ella's eyes rested on her second sister with admiration scarcely less
than that which her first glance at Madelene had aroused.

"At least," she thought to herself, for a moment throwing her prejudice
and irritation aside, "at least I have no reason to be anything but
_proud_ of my belongings.  They are both beautiful."

Ermine who was tall also, though an inch or two shorter than Madelene,
stooped to kiss her.  And her kiss seemed to Ella less cold than her
elder sister's.

"I shall like her the best," she rapidly decided, for she was much given
to rapid decisions.

"You have quite taken us by surprise, Ella," said Ermine, in a tone
which told nothing.  The truth was that she was on the look-out for some
sign or signal from Madelene as to what was the meaning of this sudden
invasion and in what spirit it was to be met.  For though they were not
absolutely free from small differences of opinion in private, the mutual
understanding and confidence existing between the sisters were thorough
and complete, and even had this not been the case, they would never have
allowed any outsider to suspect it.

Madelene caught and rightly interpreted Ermine's unspoken inquiry.

"Ella has thought it right," she began in a somewhat constrained tone,
"to come home sooner than was arranged, on--on account of annoyances
which she has been exposed to at Mrs Robertson's and--"

"`Annoyances,'" flashed out Ella, thereby giving Ermine her first
glimpse of the fieriness of which Madelene had already in the last
quarter of an hour seen a good many sparks, "`annoyances,' do you call
them?  I think that is a very mild term for unendurable, unbearable
insult, and--"

"Ella," said Madelene quietly, "you have told me quite as much as I want
to hear at present.  Papa will be home soon and then you can see what he
says.  In the meantime it seems to me very much better to drop the
subject--it would only leave a painful association with the beginning of
your life here to do nothing but uselessly discuss disagreeables.  The
thing is done--you have left your aunt's and you are now with us.
Neither Ermine nor I need to say anything about it and it is probably
much better that we should not."

"Very well," said Ella, with as near an approach to sullenness in her
tone, as such an essentially un-sullen person could be capable of.  "I
don't like it, but I don't want you to think me ill-natured or
quarrelsome when I know I am neither, so I'll give in.  But all the same
I feel that you blame me and disapprove of me, and I hate to feel that."

She glanced up with a slight suspicious dewiness in her lovely brown
eyes.

"Poor little thing," murmured Ermine half under her breath, but a glance
from Madelene restrained her.  "I know how she means, Maddie," she said
aloud, "I hate the feeling of unexpressed blame or disapproval more than
the worst scolding spoken out to me."

"But there is no question of either, just now," said Madelene smiling a
little.  "I did tell Ella openly what I thought, but she did not agree
with me, and so I don't see that there's the least use in saying more.
Do let us get into the shade--and I am sure Ella is longing for some
tea."

"It is all ready," said Ermine, leading the way to the table under the
trees, as she spoke.  "I had some fresh made."

"And Philip?" asked Madelene with the very slightest possible touch of
hesitation.

"He is gone," said Ermine.  "He left immediately after you went in."

"I thought perhaps he would have stayed after all," she said vaguely.

Ella listened, not without curiosity.

"Who is Philip?" she had it on the end of her tongue to say, but she
hesitated.  "If they wanted to make me feel at home--_one of them_," she
said to herself, "they would have begun telling me all about everybody
and everything, and if they don't choose to tell I don't choose to ask.
`Philip,' I remember something about some one of the name in a dreamy
way.  And just now in the house Madelene spoke of a cousin--`our
cousin,' I think she said.  Well I suppose he is my cousin too, and if
so, I can't but hear about him before long, without asking."

One question however occurred to her as a perfectly natural and
permissible one.

"Is my godmother, Lady Cheynes, at home just now?" she asked abruptly.

Madelene looked a little surprised.

"`My godmother,'" she repeated to herself inwardly, "what a queer way of
speaking of our aunt!  Of course it is only because she is our aunt that
she is Ella's godmother, I remember her offering to be it `just to
please poor Ellen,' as she said.  What does Ella want to know for?
Perhaps she is thinking of making a descent upon Cheynesacre if she
doesn't find things to her mind here!  I suppose our mention of Philip
put it in her head."

Ella repeated her question in another form.

"Lady Cheynes lives near here, does she not? and she _is_ my godmother,"
she said with a touch of asperity, as much as she dared show to
Madelene, for there was something in Miss St Quentin's calm,
self-contained manner which awed even while it irritated her younger
sister.

"Yes," Madelene replied.  "She lives at Cheynesacre, which is about five
miles from here.  But she is our aunt."

"Oh," said Ella, looking a little mystified, "then should I call her
aunt?  When I have written to her I have always said `godmother.'"

"She is not your aunt," said Madelene gently.  "Unless she particularly
wished it, I should think it best for you just to call her by her name."

Ella grew crimson.

"Another snub," she said to herself.

"She is really our great-aunt," Ermine said quickly, as if divining
Ella's feelings.  "She was our mother's aunt, and her grandson, Sir
Philip Cheynes, is, therefore, only papa's first cousin once removed.
But he always calls papa uncle."

"Oh," said Ella.  "Of course," she went on bitterly, "I can't be
expected to understand all the family connections, considering I have
been brought up a stranger even to my father.  I _suppose_ Colonel St
Quentin is my father," she went on sarcastically, "but I begin to feel a
little doubtful even about that."

"Ella," said Ermine, "what do you mean?  You must not take that tone.
You are vexing and hurting Madelene," for Miss St Quentin's face was
pale and her lips quivering, "and I can just tell you, my dear child,
now at once, at the first start, that I won't have Madelene vexed or
hurt.  You are a foolish baby, otherwise--"

Ella's crimson had turned to something still fierier by this, and her
eyes were literally gleaming.  She controlled herself for a moment or
two to the extent of not speaking, but she lost no time in mentally
retracting her decision that she "would like Ermine the best."  It was,
perhaps, fortunate that at that moment Barnes reappeared upon the scene.
He was not in the habit of so much condescension, but for once dignity
had yielded to curiosity.  Barnes was dying to have another look at the
new arrival, and to be able to judge how things were going to turn out.
So he seized the excuse of his master's dog-cart being seen approaching
to betake himself again to the lawn.

"If you please, ma'am," he began, hesitating when he had got so far,
partly because he did not feel quite at ease under Miss Ermine's rather
sharp glance, and partly because he was conscious of being rather out of
breath--

"Well, Barnes?" said Madelene coldly.

"I thought you would like to know, ma'am, that the colonel will be here
directly.  James has just seen the dog-cart at the mile-end turn."

This was a land-mark visible by experienced eyes from Coombesthorpe
gates, though at some considerable distance.

"Very well.  Thank you, Barnes.  You can tell my father he will find me
in the library.  I should like to see him as soon as he comes in," said
Madelene composedly, and Barnes retired, very little the wiser for his
expedition, though Ella's burning cheeks had not been altogether lost
upon him, and he gave it as his private opinion to the housekeeper that
less peaceful times were in store for "his" young ladies than hitherto.

Miss St Quentin got up.

"Ella," she said, "will you come with me at once to see papa?"

Ella looked a little taken aback.  She had expected to find that
Madelene was going to have a long, confidential talk with her father in
the first place.

"If you like--if you think it best," she said, with the first approach
to misgiving or shyness she had yet shown.

"Would you like better to see papa alone?" asked Madelene.

Ella instinctively made a little movement towards her.

"Oh no, no, thank you," she said, looking really, frightened.

"Well then, we will go together," said Madelene softened, though her
manner scarcely showed it.

And in a few minutes Ella found herself again in the library where she
had waited for her sister, little more than half-an-hour before.

Wheels crunching the gravel drive were heard almost immediately, then
Barnes's voice and another in the hall.

"In the library, do you say?" this new voice repeated.  And in a moment
the door was opened quickly.

"Are you here, Madelene?  There is nothing wrong, I hope?  Barnes met me
at the door to tell me you wanted me at once."

"Yes, papa," said Miss St Quentin, rising as she spoke.  "You didn't
meet Philip, then?  No, there is nothing wrong.  It is only that--" She
half turned to look for Ella.  The girl was standing just behind her,
and it almost seemed to Madelene as if she had intentionally tried to
conceal herself from Colonel St Quentin's notice at the first moment of
his entering the room.  And for the second time a softened feeling, half
of pity, half almost of tenderness, passed through her towards her young
sister.  "Ella," she went on, and Ella came forward.  "You see, papa,"
Madelene added, "_this_ is why I wanted to see you at once.  Ella has
arrived--sooner than we expected."  She tried to speak lightly, but
Colonel St Quentin knew her too well not to detect her nervousness.  He
knew, too, that this sudden move on Ella's part could not but be
annoying and disappointing to his elder daughters, who had been making
all sorts of plans and arrangements for her joining them at the time
already fixed upon.

"Ella!" he exclaimed.  Then he held out his hand, and, drawing her
towards him, kissed her quickly on the forehead.  "Is there anything the
matter with your Aunt Phillis?  You have grown a good deal since last
year."

For he had seen Ella from time to time, though but hurriedly.

The remark was not a happy one.

"I don't think I have grown at all for two years," she said.  "I have
certainly stopped growing now."

Her tone was not conciliating.  Colonel St Quentin slightly raised his
eyebrows.

"I beg your pardon, my dear," he said.  "I had forgotten your mature
age.  And to what then are we indebted for this unexpected pleasure?" he
went on.

Madelene looked distressed.  This was exactly the tone she most dreaded
to hear her father take.  He did not mean to hurt Ella, up to now indeed
he had no reason to feel displeased with her.  For all he knew she had
been driven away from Mrs Robertson's by an outbreak of smallpox, or by
the house having been burnt down!  And Madelene and Ermine were
accustomed to this half-satirical, bantering manner of his, and the good
understanding between the three was complete, more perfect indeed than
is often the case between father and daughters.  For there was an
element of something nearly allied to _gratitude_ in Colonel St
Quentin's affection for his elder daughters, which even on the parent's
side, between generous natures is quite compatible with the finest
development of the normal paternal and filial relations.

"It was nothing wrong--that is to say no illness or anything of that
kind," Madelene hastily interposed, "but Ella thought it better to come
away.  Mr Burton, the old gentleman you know, papa, that Mrs
Robertson--"

"Yes, yes, that Mrs Robertson is going to marry.  Well, what about
him?" he interrupted.  Colonel St Quentin was much more vivacious than
his eldest child.

"He seems to have been getting rather jealous, exacting, I don't know
what to call it--annoyed at Ella's sharing her aunt's attention with
him, I suppose.  Is not that it, Ella?  And he has shown it in a
disagreeable, ill-bred way, it seems," said Madelene.

"He was actually rude, insulting," said Ella.  "He seemed to think I was
nothing and nobody, quite forgetting I was your daughter, and--"

"Insufferable, purse-proud old ruffian he must be," interjected her
father.

Ella's eyes danced.

"Yes, papa--that's just what it is," she said, "He could not have been
less--respectful," she added with a little hesitation, "if I had really
been a penniless pauper, instead of having a family and home of my own."

Colonel St Quentin glanced at Madelene.  He was on the point of
speaking, but a sign from her, imperceptible to Ella, restrained him.
He contented himself with a sigh.  Ella imagined it to be one of
sympathy with her wrongs, and her spirits rose--"penniless pauper," had
been very telling, she said to herself.

"And so--and so, you and your aunt thought it best for you to come
away," he said.  "Well, well, it is a pity things could not have gone on
smoothly a little longer, considering how many years you have been with
her and how good she has always shown herself to you.  In any case she
surely might have written or telegraphed--I certainly think she might
have considered us a _little_ as well as old Burton.  Of course she sent
a servant with you."

"No, no," said Ella, hesitatingly.  "I came alone."

Colonel St Quentin's face darkened.

"She let you--a child like you, travel here alone!" he exclaimed.  "Upon
my word, Madelene--you knew this?" he added, turning to her.

Madelene looked very uneasy.

"Papa," she said, "you don't quite understand.  Mrs Robertson is not so
much to blame as you think.  Ella--" and she looked at her sister, "Tell
papa yourself.  It is no use concealing anything.  Mrs Robertson will
of course be writing herself, and then--"

"I have no wish to conceal anything," said Ella, haughtily.  "I never
dreamt of such a thing.  Yes, what Madelene says is quite true, papa.
Aunt Phillis did not send me away.  She did not know of my leaving.  She
will only have heard it by a telegram I sent her from Weevilscoombe."

"Do you mean to say," said Colonel St Quentin slowly, "that you left
your aunt's house without her sanction or even knowledge, as well as
without writing to consult me--in short, that you ran away?"

"Something very like it," said Ella defiantly.  Madelene looked
grievously distressed.

"Oh, Ella," she said, "do not speak like that.  She does not mean it
really, papa--she has explained more about it to me.  Ella, tell papa
you are sorry if you have vexed him.  It was natural for her to come to
us, papa--even if she has acted hastily."

But Ella would say nothing.  She stood there proudly obstinate, and Miss
St Quentin's appeal in her favour fell on unheeding ears.  One glance at
her, and her father turned away and began walking up and down the room
in a way which as Madelene well knew betokened extreme irritation.

"Little _something_," she heard him murmur, and she hoped Ella did not
suspect that the half inaudible word was "fool"--"nothing, no
conjunction of things could have been more annoying."

Then he stopped short and stood facing his youngest daughter.

"Ella," he said quietly, but there was something in his tone which made
the girl inwardly tremble a little in spite of her determination, "you
have acted very wrongly.  You have placed me in a most disagreeable
position--obliging me to apologise for your rudeness to your aunt, to
whom already I was under heavy obligations for you," here Ella glanced
up in surprise, and seemed as if about to speak, but her father would
not listen, "and you have certainly given this Mr Burton a victory.
The more vulgar he is, if he really is vulgar--I don't know that I feel
inclined to take your word for it--the more he will enjoy it."  Ella
compressed her lips tightly.  "And," Colonel St Quentin went on, his
hard tone softening as he glanced at Madelene, "there are other reasons
why I _extremely_ regret the way you have chosen to behave.  You have
shown no sort of consideration for our--for your sisters' convenience."

Ella started up.  This time she would be heard.

"That part of it I cannot in the least understand," she said.  "It seems
extraordinary to talk of _inconveniencing_ one's own nearest relations
by coming home when--when one had nowhere else to go," and her voice
faltered a very little.

Her father looked at her with a sort of expression as if he were
mentally taking her measure.

"Ah, well," he said, "I did not say I expected you fully to understand.
You have shown yourself too childish.  But you are not too childish to
understand that when one does a distinctly wrong thing one may expect
undesirable results in more directions than one.  And this--the
inconvenience to your sisters _I_ lay stress upon, and I shall expect
you to remember this.  What room are you intending Ella to have?" he
went on, turning rather abruptly to Madelene.  "Those you meant for her
of course are not ready."

"No," Miss St Quentin replied.  "They are not yet begun, and what should
be done will take some weeks.  I wanted them to be so nice," she said
regretfully.

"I know you did," said her father, and the sympathy in his tone made
Ella unreasonably angry.

"In the meantime," Madelene continued, "I was thinking of giving Ella
one of the rooms in the north wing.  Indeed they are the only--"

"No," said Colonel St Quentin, "that will not do.  We may need those
rooms for visitors any day.  It is much better for her to have the
nursery on the south side.  You can easily have what additional
furniture is needed moved in, and, as it is Ella's own doing, she cannot
object to less comfortable quarters than you had intended for her for a
time."

Ella reared her little head, but said nothing.

"You must be tired," said Madelene, glad to suggest any change, "and I
am sure you would like to take your hat and jacket off.  Come with me to
my room; and I will see about getting the nursery ready, papa."

Ella's head rose, if possible, still higher as she turned to leave the
room.  Madelene was leading the way, but as they got to the door her
father called her back.

"I don't want to give her a room with a north exposure," he said to his
eldest daughter in a low voice, "you know we cannot be sure of her
health yet, and she has hitherto been always in such mild places.  But
of course we must not make her fanciful."

"No, papa.  I quite understand," said Madelene, gently.

But this little incident did not tend to smooth down the ruffled wings
of the small personage who followed her sister up the wide staircase
with the gait of a dethroned queen.

"For to-night, Ella," said Madelene, "I think you had better sleep in my
dressing-room.  There is a nice little sofa-bed there that Ermine
sometimes uses when we have a fancy for being quite close together.
Sometimes when papa is away this big house seems so lonely."

"Is there no bed in the--the _nursery_?" she inquired icily.

"Oh, yes," said Madelene, "there has always been a bed there.  It is a
comfortable little room; it is not what used to be the _night_ nursery;
that has been turned into a large linen room.  But this is what was your
day nursery when you were a tiny child.  You can't remember the house in
the least of course?"

"Not in the least."

"We have used the nursery, as we still call it, now and then for
visitors when the house was very full," Madelene went on.

"Oh, yes; for ladies'-maids, I suppose," said Ella pleasantly.

"No," said Madelene, "not for ladies'-maids.  We would not put our
sister in a room used for servants.  And I do not wish you to sleep
there till it has been made quite comfortable.  It is perfectly clean
and aired, but I shall change some of the furniture to make it look
nicer, even though you are only to have it temporarily, and, to-night,
as I said, you can sleep in my dressing-room.  Here it is."  She threw
open a door as she spoke and passed quickly through the large bedroom it
opened into to a smaller one beyond.  Both rooms were very pretty and
handsomely furnished, with all sorts of girlish "household gods" about,
telling of simple but refined tastes, and long association.  For in the
bookcase, side by side with the favourites of Madelene's grown-up years,
were old childish story-books in covers that had once been brighter than
now, and behind the glass of the cabinets were many trifling ornaments
of little value save for the memory of those by whom, or the occasions
on which, they had been given.

Ella glanced around with a peculiar expression.  The fresh admiration
which had escaped her at sight of the garden was wanting.  She said
nothing, but stood looking in at the dressing-room door.

"Thank you," she said, "if I may leave my hat and jacket here just now;
I will fetch them again as soon as I know where to put them.  But I
should prefer not to sleep here--I suppose there is no actual
objection--it is not particularly inconvenient," with a slight accent on
the two last words, "that I should sleep at once in what is going to be
my room.  I should very much prefer doing so."

"No," said Madelene in a rather perplexed tone, "it can be got ready at
once if you really wish it."  She was anxious not to oppose Ella when
not actually obliged to do so, and she determinedly swallowed her own
not unnatural disappointment that the young girl should seem so
reluctant to meet her in any direction "half-way."

"Thank you," said Ella, more heartily than she had yet spoken, "yes, I
should like it very much better.  Perhaps you would not mind showing me
my room now," she went on, "then when it is ready I can find my way to
it alone without troubling you again."

Miss St Quentin did not speak, but she turned to leave the room,
followed as before by Ella.  They crossed the landing and passed down
another corridor.

"Down there," said Madelene, pointing to the end of the passage, "are
your real rooms--those that Ermine and I have been planning about for
you.  The nurseries are down this way," and she descended a few steps
leading on to another smaller landing, from which a flight of back
stairs ran down to the ground floor.  "I warn you that the room will not
seem very attractive, but there is a nice look-out at this side.  Our
mother and--and yours--both liked these nurseries.  They get all the sun
going, in winter."

It was a plain room certainly, old-fashioned-looking, for it was less
lofty than the other side of the house, and the furniture, such as there
was, was simple and seemed to have seen good service.  The carpet was
rolled up, and the small bed was packed into a corner; the
window-curtains were pinned up to keep them clean, though enough was
left visible to show that they were of faded chintz.

Ella in her turn was silent, but she at once deposited the little
hand-bag she carried, and her parasol on the only available place,
namely the top of the chest of drawers, with an air of taking
possession.

"I suppose my little box--I only brought one quite small one with me--
may be brought up here?" she said.

"Yes, certainly, but you _must_ leave the room to the housemaids for an
hour or two," Madelene replied.  "Will you dress in Ermine's room, in
preference to mine?  It is nearer--just up the little flight of stairs."

"I don't mind in the least," said Ella.  "I must say I had no idea, not
the very slightest, that my coming would have caused such a fuss.
Perhaps I should apologise, but--I begin to see I have been very
foolish.  I have been allowing myself to forget the real state of the
case, I suppose."

"What do you mean by the real state of the case?" asked Madelene, calmly
resting her eyes on her sister's face.

"Why--" began Ella, a little discomfited though she would not show it,
"I mean that you and Ermine are not, after all, my own sisters.  I seem
to be a sort of nobody's sister--or nobody's anything, and yet this is
my own father's house.  I do not see why everybody should be so down
upon me."

"Nobody wishes to be down upon you, Ella," said Madelene gently.  "And I
know that I have done and will do all I can to prevent papa being vexed
with you.  But it has not been a good beginning--there is no use in
concealing it, and Ermine and I had wished to welcome you heartily.  And
won't you come to my dressing-room after all, Ella, and let me feel that
things are not uncomfortable for you?"

But Ella stood firm.  She shook her little head, though a slight smile
quivered about her mouth too.

"No thank you," she said, "I like much better to begin as I am going to
be.  I hope you don't think me such a donkey as to mind what kind of a
room I have."

"_I_ mind," said Madelene, as she turned away.  The housekeeper and
hostess instincts were very strongly developed in Miss St Quentin and
Ella had succeeded in wounding her in a tender place.

A few minutes later, when Ermine had come up stairs and was standing in
her own room, thinking about getting ready for dinner, there came a
knock at the door, and in answer to her "come in" Ella appeared.  She
was carrying a dress on her arm.

"Would you mind--?" she began.  "Oh I am afraid I am disturbing you--I
thought Madelene said something about--that I might dress in here."

"So you may if you like," said Ermine, not too graciously it must be
allowed, for she suspected Ella had been annoying her elder sister.
"There is plenty of time.  I will go to Madelene till you are ready.
You can ring for Stevens, the second housemaid, to help you."

If Ella had had any idea of making friends with Ermine in preference to
Madelene it was speedily discarded.

"I detest them both," she exclaimed, as soon as the door had closed on
her sister, "nasty, cold, stuck-up things.  I almost think I'd rather be
back with aunt, if it wasn't for that _horrid_ old Burton.  But I'll
never let auntie know--no _never_, that I'm not happy here.  It would be
such a triumph to that old wretch."

And this lively reflection stopped Ella's seeking relief for her
outraged feelings in tears, which she had been very nearly doing.

"Nobody shall be able to say I'm a cry-baby who doesn't know her own
mind," she said resolutely, as she dressed herself quickly but
carefully, for Ella had no love of making a fright of herself!

CHAPTER FIVE.

ERMINE'S INSPIRATION.

When his daughters were leaving the room that evening after dinner,
Colonel St Quentin detained Madelene by an almost imperceptible gesture.
On her side Madelene glanced at Ermine, and by the slightest possible
turn of her eyelids recommended Ella to her care.  None of this was lost
upon the young lady.

"Going to talk me over again," she said to herself as she followed
Ermine, "well, they'll have plenty of opportunities of doing so before
they've done with me, I'm afraid."

"Sit down for a minute or two, can't you, my dear?" said her father, as
Madelene stood beside him; "it fidgets me to see you standing.  Surely
Ermine can look after that child for a few minutes."

"Oh, yes," Miss St Quentin replied, drawing a chair close to her
father's as she spoke.

"It's about her I want to speak of course," Colonel St Quentin went on.
"I have been thinking a great deal about her even in the hour or two
since she came.  What are we to do with her, Madelene?"  Madelene could
not help smiling a little at her father's overwhelmed tone.  He who had
faced unmoved all the dangers and vicissitudes of a soldier's life, who
had not so many years ago borne with comparative equanimity the complete
loss of all the fortune he could really call his _own_, now seemed quite
unnerved by what was surely but a most natural, not to say agreeable
event, the return of his youngest child to her home.

"Oh, papa, don't worry about her," she said.  "Things will settle
themselves, you'll see.  It is only the awkwardness of her sudden
arrival that makes you feel uneasy about her.  She _must_ be a nice
child--she couldn't be your daughter and poor Ellen's--" since the death
of her young stepmother, Miss St Quentin had half-unconsciously adopted
the habit of speaking of her by her Christian name--"without having a
true and good nature _au fond_."

"If she only were a child," said her father, "but it strikes me pretty
forcibly," he went on, smiling a little, though rather grimly, in spite
of himself, "that she is, and considers herself very decidedly a young
woman.  She's very pretty too, and knows how to set herself off, that
little black frock with those fal-de-rals, rosettes--what do you call
'em?"

"Bows," corrected Madelene.

"Bows then--was very coquettishly managed."

"It was too old for her," said Miss St Quentin decidedly.  "And--not
altogether good style for so young a girl as she really is.  I fancy
Mrs Robertson has left her a good deal to herself, of late especially.
I think it was time she came to us, papa," she added.  "Indeed I only
wish--" but she stopped.

"That she had never left us--but don't say it, Madelene.  It's no use,
and--I don't know that she would have been alive but for Phillis's
care."

"Perhaps not," said Madelene.  "Still, she is not like her mother--she
has not that transparent look."  She did not say more, reserving to
herself her private opinion that Ella was and always had been, her
slight make notwithstanding, a most sturdy little person, for which
indeed there was every precedent, as young Mrs St Quentin had been the
only delicate member of her own family.  "It may perhaps soften papa to
think her not strong," she said to herself.

"Like her mother," repeated Colonel St Quentin, "no, indeed.  Ellen was
the simplest, most gentle creature.  I don't suppose she ever gave two
thoughts to herself in any way--appearance or anything else.  Yet--oh
Madelene, I do wish I had not married again!" he burst out with a sigh.

"Papa?" said Madelene, and her tone sounded almost as if she were a
little shocked.  "I can't quite understand how you can say so, or feel
so, dear papa," she went on, more softly.  "When you say yourself, how
perfectly sweet and gentle Ellen was--and not only sweet, sturdily true,
and high-principled, even for our sakes, Ermie's and mine, you should be
glad we had such an influence as hers for the six or seven years she
lived.  I often think we don't know how much we owe her."

"Yes," said her father, "that is true, and I thank you for reminding me
of it.  If her own child had had the same advantage all might have been
well.  It has all gone wrong; the having to part with her for so long--
and then my losses.  Of course but for that I would probably have had
her home sooner, but I could not bear you girls to have all the expenses
of her education, and the running about with her to mild climates if the
winter happened to be severe, as well as your poor old father on your
hands!"

"Papa--I did not know you had thought of it that way," said Madelene,
rather sadly.  "It makes me feel as if we really have something to make
up for to poor little Ella."

"No--don't begin fancying that," he said quietly.  "There were other
reasons, too--my health for a time; and then Phillis was able and
willing.  I wish I hadn't said it.  For of all things I dread your
spoiling Ella.  And don't sacrifice yourselves to her for my sake in any
way, I entreat you, my dear child."

He looked up anxiously.

Madelene smiled as she replied, though in her heart she sighed.  Colonel
St Quentin was not a selfish man, in intention even less so than in
deed.  And _the_ sacrifice, a sacrifice of some years' duration already,
which his eldest daughter had made to him, he suspected as little as she
desired that he should.

"You needn't be afraid, papa," she said.  "For her own sake it would be
_wrong_ to spoil her."

"But there's spoiling and spoiling," he went on.  "In her place now, she
should go on studying for some time.  You know, Madelene, she _should_
be prepared for contingencies.  She may have to work for her living;
there is no saying."

"Only in case of both Ermine and me dying," said Madelene calmly.  "And
that, to say the least, is not _probable_.  Besides--we might easily
increase our life insurance, papa?"

"No, no, nothing of the kind," said Colonel St Quentin excitedly.  "I
won't have you crippling your income any more--do you hear, Madelene?
If such an awful catastrophe happened as your both dying before me--
well, _surely_ it would kill me?" he said.  "Though such things don't
kill!  But there would be enough for me, as much as I have deserved,
after mismanaging my own money."

"It wasn't your fault, papa.  _Everybody_ says so," his daughter
replied.  "I do wish you wouldn't speak of it that way."

"But besides that," Colonel St Quentin went on, "there are other and
less terrible possibilities.  If you married, Madelene, you and Ermine,
and of course that may happen any day, though I know you are both of you
rather, what the French call _difficile_--your husbands might not,
naturally enough--care about being saddled with a little
half-sister-in-law, even if he consented to the pensioning off of the
old man himself."

"Papa," said Madelene again, but this time her tone was really stern,
"you pain me indescribably, really indescribably, by speaking so.
Anything reasonable--_anything_, really for Ella's good, you may depend
on our carrying out.  But you cannot expect us to sympathise with you
when you become, I must say, really morbid on this subject."

Colonel St Quentin was silent for a moment or two.  He sat, shading his
face with his hand, so that Madelene could not judge as to his
expression.

"There is another view of the case, too," said Madelene.  "Ella is very
attractive.  Why should _she_ not marry?  Surely there are some few men
in the world who don't look out for heiresses."

"Perhaps," said her father.  "Well yes, I suppose we may allow that is a
possibility.  Still--that brings in complications too--there must be no
sailing under false colours, and it would be so natural for her to be
credited with her share of your fortunes by strangers.  No, Madelene,
till she is old enough to understand the whole--and I agree with you
that till she has come really to _know_ you and Ermine, it may be best
to avoid explanations--I think the less society she sees the better.
And one outlay I will not object to for her--let her have a few
thoroughly good lessons, the best you can get; it will give her
occupation, and at the same time fit her to be independent--should the
worst come to the worst so to speak?"

"Very well," said Madelene.  "I agree with you, that it will be good for
her to have occupation--"

"And make her useful--practically useful, so far as you possibly can,"
interrupted her father again.

"Very well," she said again.  "But, papa dear, as far as `the worst's
coming' in any sense except that Ermie and I might die--is to be taken
into account, do dismiss it for ever.  We _couldn't_ marry men who would
look at things in the way you put it.  You wouldn't wish us to marry
selfish brutes, papa?"

And Colonel St Quentin was forced to smile.

Then Madelene and he joined the two others in the drawing-room.

"Can we not have a little music?" said Colonel St Quentin, a minute or
two latter.  "Ella, my dear, you play I suppose--or do you sing?"

His tone was kindlier again.  Madelene's spirits rose.  She thought her
talk with her father had done good.  She went towards the piano and
opened it, glancing smilingly at her young sister.

Ella was seated on a low chair in a corner of the room--the light of a
lamp fell on her face and bright hair.  It struck Madelene that she
looked paler than on her first arrival.

"Will you play something, Ella?" she said, "or are you perhaps too
tired?"

"I am not the least tired, thank you," the girl replied, "but I hate
playing.  I never practise, on that account."

"Upon my word," muttered Colonel St Quentin.

"Do you sing then?"  Ermine interposed, quickly.  Ella hesitated.

"Your mother--mamma," said Madelene, using purposely the old name for
her stepmother, "mamma sang beautifully."

Ella turned towards her.

"Do you mean _my_ own mother?" she asked coldly.

"Of course," Madelene replied.  "I said so."  Colonel St Quentin moved
impatiently.

"Why can you not answer Ermine's question simply, Ella?" he said.  "And
why do you speak to Madelene in that tone?  It is, to say the least,
very questionable taste to accentuate in that way the fact that you and
your sisters had not the same mother.  And--if no one has told you so
before, _I_ tell you now that your mother, my second wife, loved my two
elder daughters as if they had been her own, and her best wish for you
was that you might resemble them.  Where you have got these vulgar
notions about half-sisters and so on--I see you are full of them--I
can't conceive.  Is it from your Aunt Phillis?"

"No-o," Ella replied, a little startled apparently by her father's
vehemence.  "I did not intend to say anything to annoy you," she added.

"But about the singing?"  Ermine said again.

"Yes," said Ella, "I do sing a little.  I like it better than playing.
I will try to sing if you--if papa wishes it."

Her tone was humble--almost too much so.  There was a kind of obtrusive
dutifulness about it that was rather irritating.  Still Madelene gave
her credit for having put some force on herself to keep down her temper.

"Shall I play a little in the first place?"  Miss St Quentin said,
seating herself at the piano as she spoke.

Madelene played beautifully, though her style was very quiet.  Ella rose
gently from her seat and came nearer her; she stood silent and
motionless till the last soft notes had died away.

"That is lovely, most lovely," she said, her whole face and manner
changing.  "I should love the piano if I could play like that."

"You must love music, I suspect," Madelene replied.  "Perhaps it is the
actual mechanical part of playing that has discouraged you."

"I have bad hands for it," said Ella, looking at her very little
fingers, as she spoke.

"You have peculiarly small ones," said her sister; "that is like mamma.
Still she managed to play very charmingly.  Now what will you sing?  I
dare say we have some of your songs."

Ella opened a book of songs and ran through its contents.

"Yes," she said, "there are one or two of mine here.  Perhaps," she
added more timidly, "they are some that mamma sang, as Aunt Phillis
chose them.  I will try this if you like," and she pointed to what had
been in fact one of Mrs St Quentin's special favourites.

It was a simple enough song, calling for no great execution, still,
though the observation may sound absurd, it was a song depending for its
beauty on the voice of the singer.  And Ella's young voice suited it
perfectly.  There was complete silence till she ended.  Then a slight
sigh from her father made her glance at him.

"I remember that well," he said.  "It is very sweet, very sweet.  Thank
you, my dear."

"You have been very well taught it seems to me, Ella," said Madelene,
"and you have a charming voice.  It is a pleasure to accompany you.
Still it would be well for you to accompany yourself sometimes--you must
keep up your playing too."

"She must have lessons in both," said Colonel St Quentin decidedly.

Ella pouted.

"I hate playing," she repeated.

"Don't be childish," said her father sharply.  "The question is not of
your likes or dislikes.  It is of what your capacities are.  It seems to
me you have taste for music and it is only common-sense in your--for
everybody to cultivate their best powers."

"I like singing," Ella said.  "But I don't see that I need be _forced_
to play if I don't want to go on with it.  It isn't as if I were going
to be a governess."

"You would probably get to like it better after a while," said Ermine.
"No one could have had more difficulty with the mechanical part of it
than I, for though my hands are not small, my fingers are what is called
`tight.'  But I am so glad now that I didn't give it up, for though I
can't play like Maddie, I can join her in duets."

"Much more than that," said Madelene.  "But, Ella, I am sure you are
tired.  Don't you think you had better go to bed?  It is nearly ten.  I
feel rather tired myself, somehow."

Ella rose, with again her air of obtrusive submissiveness.  The truth
was she was desperately tired--and longing to go to bed, but she would
have thought it beneath her dignity to allow it.

"I am not at all sleepy, thank you," she said, "but of course I am quite
ready to go."

And she turned to bid her father good-night, with a little formal manner
that would have been amusing had it not, under the circumstances, been
very irritating.

"Good-night, papa.  Come, Ermine, you are not to sit up any longer
either.  We are all rather tired," said Madelene with a little
intentional peremptoriness which Ermine understood, though Ella glanced
at her with surprise.

"_I_ wouldn't be ordered about like that, at _her_ age," thought the
youngest sister.

Colonel St Quentin kissed his elder daughters in silence, but just as
Madelene, who was the last to leave the room, got to the door, she heard
him sigh, and despite her resolution of not talking things over any more
that night, she could not resist turning back for a moment.

"What is it, papa?" she said gently.

"Oh, nothing much, my dear," he replied.  "I am only afraid we are going
to have trouble with that child.  I don't understand her.  You and
Ermine never were like that--yet she is lovable too if she would allow
herself to be so."

"Yes--I think so too, but, papa, don't think so much about her.  She
will fall into her place."

"She should never have been out of it.  It is that I am blaming myself
for," he replied.

Madelene hurried up stairs after her sisters.  They were just at the
door of Ella's room--"the nursery"--when she overtook them.  Ermine
opened it--the candles were already lighted and Stevens was arranging
some of Ella's belongings.  It looked a pleasant and cosy room now, even
the slightly faded air of the furniture rather added to its comfort.  No
one, save a most perversely prejudiced person could have found any
reason to complain of such quarters.  But a very perversely prejudiced
person Ella was, it is to be feared, fast becoming.

She sat down in the capacious, old-fashioned armchair, covered with the
same faded chintz as that of the window-curtains, and looked about her.

"Well," she ejaculated, "I wonder what Aunt Phillis would say, if she
saw me here.  Here in the old _nursery_!  After eleven years' exile from
my rightful home, this is the best they can give me."

Her glance fell on the toilet-glass--it was a large, handsome one, which
Madelene had directed the housemaids to put in place of the smaller one
really belonging to the room.  The candles were lighted, two on the
mantelpiece not far from where Ella was sitting, and two on the
dressing-table, and the girl's face and surroundings were clearly
reflected.  She had loosened her hair and put on a little white jacket--
and as she caught sight of herself, her face in the glass, looking even
paler than in reality, her eyes sad and wistful, she wondered what her
own reflection reminded her of.  Suddenly she started--

"I know," she thought, "I know what it is.  I look exactly like that
picture of Cinderella in the _musee_ at Nantes that aunt and I went to
see last year.  I didn't think I could ever look so pretty," and she
smiled with a little inward satisfaction.  But the smile faded, and a
look of perplexity replaced it.  The sight of the old room, once so
familiar, though since so entirely forgotten, was beginning to vaguely
awaken memories of her past childhood.  And the association of the
pretty French picture helped to bring one special scene to her
recollection.

"Yes," she said to herself, "I do remember--Harvey was sitting on this
very chair, I do believe, with me on her knee, and there were picture
books strewed about.  And she told me the story of Cinderella, that was
it, and there is a confused remembrance in my mind of thinking I was
like her, the third sister, though at that time, of course, I knew
nothing of half-sisters or stepmothers.  Still, after all, I haven't a
stepmother--Madelene and Ermine had that, but they don't seem to have
suffered from it.  I suppose my mother was a gentle, angelic sort of--
goose--" Here Ella, to do her justice, felt a little shocked at herself.
"I shouldn't say that exactly.  But she must have given in to them in
everything--about sending me away after her death no doubt, for she
couldn't have _wished_ me to be expatriated Poor mamma.  It would have
been better for me, no doubt, if I had had more of her nature, but as I
haven't--"

Then she sighed and glanced round the room again, while her mind
reverted to her sisters' spacious quarters.

"It is very queer," she thought, "that I should have remembered about
Harvey and the picture to-night.  It was like a sort of vision of my
life and position--only--I fear there is no chance of the prince ever
finding his way to me.  Madelene and Ermine wouldn't let him!  I wonder
why they are not married themselves, for they are very good-looking.
But Madelene's manner is so forbidding, and most likely she wouldn't
allow Ermine to marry before her.  Ermine is quite under her thumb.  Ah,
well--it is rather melancholy to feel so lonely in my own home.  I wish
I could have found poor old Harvey here again."

For Ella cherished roseate remembrances of her former nurse, whom, in
point of fact, she could only recollect as a name.  Harvey had left Mrs
Robertson's service, happily for the child she had the care of, very few
months after Ella went to live with her aunt.

Miss St Quentin and Ermine, the former's protestations of fatigue
notwithstanding, had not been able to resist a few minutes' confidential
talk.

"You are not to stay, Ermie, you really mustn't," said Madelene.  "I am
tired--it is not nonsense, and I want to be as bright and fresh as
possible to-morrow morning, for I foresee papa is going to be rather--
worried--about Ella.  And it is so bad for him."

"It will be very stupid of him if he really takes it that way," said
Ermine.  "He will say, of course, that it is for _our_ sakes, whereas
the only part of it we really--or, at least, principally--mind is _his_
feeling it painfully.  And after all, it's _wrong_, really wrong to make
a trouble out of it--of having our own sister to live with us, where she
should always have been."

"That's the whole trouble in the matter," said Madelene.  "If she had
always been here it would have been all right and natural."

"She's very pretty," said Ermine, after a moment or two's silence, "and
she has evidently a good deal of character."

"Witness her running away from her aunt's," interrupted Madelene.

"Well, after all, I confess to some sympathy with her there," Ermine
went on.  "But I am afraid she has a very fiery temper, Maddie."

"Fiery, perhaps, but I hope not sulky or ungenerous," said Madelene.
"The difficulty will be to carry out papa's wishes without rousing her
ill-will.  He is so determined that we are not to spoil her, and, in
some ways, no doubt, she _is_ spoilt already, and it will make it much
more difficult to--at all put her back, as it were.  I quite agree with
papa about giving her plenty of occupation; she has lots of energy and I
fancy she is clever."

"She sings so sweetly," said Ermine musingly; "indeed, she is charming
in many ways, or might be, if she would.  I could love her very much if
she would be nice and sensible.  But there is truth in papa's view of
it--it is an awkward position.  Madelene," she exclaimed suddenly, "an
idea has just struck me.  Why shouldn't Ella marry Philip?"

"That child!"  Madelene replied.  "My dear Ermie--"

"She won't always be a child--indeed, she is not one now.  Lots of girls
marry at eighteen--we ourselves haven't married young, but that is no
rule for Ella."

"No--I didn't mean that," said Madelene.  "I don't quite know what I
meant.  The person that Philip should marry has always seemed a sort of
myth, and to turn her into little Ella, somehow--"

"Struck you all of a heap," said Ermine laughing.  "You are not given to
inspirations like me, Maddie.  I have great faith in my inspirations.
Think this one over, now.  Why shouldn't it do?  It would perfectly
delight papa, it would put her in a position such as neither you nor I
expect for ourselves--and we would not be jealous, would we?  I should
love to think mamma's child was safe and happy--and--"

"But the wealth and the position would not make her either safe or
happy," began Madelene--

"Of course not," Ermine interrupted with some impatience.  "It is Philip
himself I am thinking the most of, you might know.  Where could she have
a better husband?"

"Yes," said Madelene, though doubtfully still, "I know Philip is as good
and reliable as he can be.  But--he is lazy, Ermie, and _laissez aller_
in some ways.  I have always hoped he would marry some one who would
have great influence on him and bring out the best of him--some woman of
real character and energy."

"Philip wouldn't marry that kind of person," said Ermine, smiling.  "I
can see her in my mind's eye--a sort of Gertrude Winchester, only
better-looking, I hope."

"I was thinking of no one in particular," said Madelene in a slightly
aggrieved tone.

"Or if he did," Ermine went on, "it would be the worst possible thing
for him.  He would leave everything to her and let her manage his
affairs, and he would grow lazier than ever."

"Aunt Anna manages his affairs as it is," said Madelene.

"But in quite a different way.  She keeps him as well as them up to the
mark, and she is always anxious to put more and more into his hands.
And I think a young wife would rouse him and make him feel his
responsibilities better than anything.  And I am sure Ella is clever,
and energetic--her energy we have already seen some proof of.  Oh, I do
wish they would fall in love with each other!"

"Yes," said Madelene, "it's just as well you have remembered to put that
unimportant detail in at the end.  I thought you were leaving _it_ out
altogether."

"Maddie, you're rather cross, and you're not fair on me.  You know I am
only too romantic in my ideas I think it is frightful for people to
marry if they don't care for each other.  And Philip I am sure would not
do such a thing, and I don't think little Ella would."

Madelene sat thinking.

"It might be very nice," she said at last.  "I think perhaps you're
right about Philip's character--only--Ermie, I'm afraid Ella has really
a bad temper," and she looked up anxiously.

"Not _bad_, quick and hot perhaps, but that's different, and she is in
many ways very young still."

"Well--" said Madelene, getting up as she spoke "we must go to bed,
Ermie.  And--I certainly don't want anything of the kind just yet; papa
would be horrified.  We must do as he wishes, and try to make Ella
please him.  I shall have to see about masters for her.  I wonder if
Vienot still comes over to Weevilscoombe?--Philip certainly can scarcely
help _admiring_ Ella."

CHAPTER SIX.

LADY CHEYNES AT LUNCHEON.

"I don't mind having some singing lessons," said Ella, twisting round on
the piano stool, where she had established herself for the sake of
conveniently examining her sisters' music, "but as for playing--it would
be money thrown away, and however rich we are I don't see any sense in
that.  I wouldn't practise, for that would be waste of time too."

"But if papa wishes it--makes a point of it, in fact," said Madelene.

Ella was silent.

"If it's a duty--as obedience to papa--well, in that case I suppose I
must give in," she answered.  "But I think it's rather hard lines--at my
age.  Were _you_ forced to go on with lessons when you thought you had
done with them--you and Ermine?" she asked abruptly.

"There would have been no `forcing' required if we had known it was
papa's wish, even if we had disliked it," said Miss St Quentin.  "But
the circumstances were quite different--"

"I don't see it," muttered Ella.

"And the present question is the thing to consider," Madelene went on,
taking no notice of Ella's interruption.  "All the same, I may tell you
that at your age Ermine did not consider herself by any means grown-up
or `out.'"

Ella pricked up her ears.

"But you do count me `out,'" she said eagerly.  "I should by rights have
been presented this year.  Aunt Phillis said so, it was one of the
things she regretted--this stupid marriage of hers coming in the way, I
mean--for she could not bear the idea of my leaving her till--till I had
to."

"You would not have been presented this year in any case," said Miss St
Quentin.  "Seventeen is, with very rare exceptions, too young to come
out."

"That means," said Ella, "that I am still to be considered in the
schoolroom, no, in the nursery, figuratively and literally."

"You will be with us at home--we are not thinking of getting a governess
for you," Madelene answered, smiling a little--she was full of
determination not to let herself be put out by Ella--"but as for going
out--to parties I mean--I don't think papa will wish that for you at
present.  He is very anxious for you to have these lessons--French and
German as well as music.  And I think it would be a good thing for you
to take some little charge in the house."

"I should like to take my share with you and Ermine now that I am here
altogether," said Ella, with dignity.  "Do you mean taking week about of
the housekeeping?  Some sisters do that, I know."

Miss St Quentin had some difficulty in keeping her gravity.

"No," she said quietly.  "I do not mean charge of that kind.  You forget
that to look after a large house like this, even with very good
servants, takes a great deal of experience.  I have had it to do more or
less ever since I was younger than you, but it was not easy, I can
assure you."

"Then why shouldn't I begin now?  If you and Ermine were married I might
have to keep house for papa here.  Why shouldn't I begin to learn?"
asked Ella.

"It isn't likely you would ever have to do that," began Madelene.  Then
she hesitated.  "I shall be glad to teach you what I can--but I think
you should have some definite work in the house too.  I was thinking you
might take charge of the books in the library, dusting them and seeing
that they are kept in order, for papa doesn't like the servants to touch
them.  And I think he wants an addition to the catalogue made.  And
then, it would be a great help to Ermine if you looked after the flowers
in the drawing-room every morning."

"Can't the gardeners do that?" said Ella.

"We have always superintended it ourselves," said Madelene simply.

Her reply rather disconcerted Ella.  She wanted to be able to say to
herself that the disagreeable work was to be put upon her; the things
her sisters did not like doing themselves--but in the face of Madelene's
remark she could scarcely hint at anything of this kind.  So, she said
nothing, but sat vaguely turning over the leaves of the music-book
before her.  Suddenly the door opened--

"Lady Cheynes," said the servant.

Madelene hastened to meet the new-comer, her face lighting up with
pleasure.

"Oh, Aunt Anna," she exclaimed, "how nice of you!  You have come to stay
all day, I hope, at least to luncheon?"

"To luncheon, well perhaps, but I must leave immediately after," said
the old lady, kissing her niece as she spoke.  "And now--where is the
child?" and she glanced round.

"Ella," said Madelene, "she was here an instant ago--can she have run
off?"

"Shy?" asked Lady Cheynes.  Madelene smiled.

"I don't think so," she said.  "Ah, there you are," she went on, as Ella
appeared from the other side of a screen, where she had momentarily
hidden herself.  "Ella, Lady Cheynes remembers you, though I don't think
you remember her."

Ella raised her lovely eyes to the old lady's face with a softer
expression than Madelene had yet seen in them.

"I am not quite sure of that," she said very gently, "things are
beginning to come back to me a little.  I almost think I _do_ remember
my--Lady Cheynes a very little."

The old lady laid her two hands on Ella's shoulders and drew her forward
a little.

"Is she like her dear mother at all?" speaking half to herself and half
to her niece.

"I scarcely think so," said Miss St Quentin softly.

"Her voice is like Ellen's," Lady Cheynes went on, "and--yes, her eyes
are like hers too.  You must see it," she added to Madelene.

"I do," Madelene replied, honestly, though truth to tell she had not
before perceived it; "I quite see it now," for the gentleness was still
in Ella's eyes.

"God bless you, my child," Lady Cheynes murmured, and she kissed Ella on
the forehead; "I could not wish anything better for you than that you
should be like your mother in every way, except that I hope you are
stronger.  And she looks so, does she not, Maddie?"

"I don't think she could possibly look better," said Madelene.  Ella
glanced at her with a less amiable expression than that with which she
had been favouring Lady Cheynes, but the visitor was loosening her
mantle at that moment, and did not see it.

"Of course they will make out that I am as strong as a horse," the girl
was saying to herself.

"Where have you located her?" the old lady went on to ask.  "The rooms
you were intending for her can't be ready."

"No," said Madelene, "that is the worst of Ella's unexpected arrival,
and we couldn't--papa did not wish her to be in the north side--so--"

"I am in the nursery," said Ella, meekly.  "I am quite comfortable
there."

"In the nursery," repeated Lady Cheynes with a comical expression, "but
I don't expect you will stay there long, do you?"

Ella looked down.

"I don't know," she said.  "It is quite a nice little room.  Would Lady
Cheynes like to see it, perhaps?" she asked demurely.

Miss St Quentin felt at that moment more inclined to shake Ella than at
any time since her arrival.

"Why should my aunt wish to see it?" she said sharply.  "You forget
Ella, that she knew this house long before any of us were heard of.  It
was her own old home."

Ella's eyes opened in genuine astonishment.

"I didn't know--I can't understand," she said.  "Was your unmarried name
St Quentin, then, god--Lady Cheynes I mean?"

"No, for in that case I should be _your_ aunt, my dear, which I am not.
All the same this was my home, for Coombesthorpe at that time belonged
to my father.  But why do you call me Lady Cheynes?  Why not godmother,
as in your letters?"

Ella's eyes sparkled.  "That's one for Madelene," she would have said
had she been acquainted with schoolboy language.  "I wasn't sure," she
began.

"Don't be afraid of putting the blame on me," interrupted Madelene.  "It
was I, Aunt Anna, that told Ella it was better to call you by your name
unless you wished her to do otherwise."

Lady Cheynes smiled.

"Call me godmother then," she said, "though I warn you, Ella, I mean to
take all a godmother's privileges.  I shall--well--pet you if you are a
good girl, but--I can scold too," and she knitted her brows, without
much effect however, as her bright eyes had plenty of fun in them.

"I'm not afraid, godmother--not a bit," said Ella laughing.

"Why can she not be like that to _us_?" thought Madelene regretfully.

"How did you know of Ella's arrival?" she asked her aunt suddenly.

"Through Philip, of course.  And oh, by the by, I was to ask you if you
will be at home this afternoon, if so, he will come over, but he is
rather busy, and prefers not to chance it."

"I don't think we can possibly be at home," said Madelene.  "I have to
go to Weevilscoombe, and Ermine is going to drive over to Waire, to get
the addresses of some masters for Ella.  Papa is anxious that she should
begin some regular occupation at once.  But I do want to see Philip.
May I drive back with you, Aunt Anna? and then I could easily walk to
Weevilscoombe, and papa can meet me there--he has to go there too."

"By all means," Lady Cheynes replied.

Then there fell a little silence, which was broken by Madelene.

"Ella," she said, "I think you should not put off writing to your aunt,
as papa said.  You will be out all the afternoon."

Ella rose at once.

"Shall I--may I write in the library?" she said meekly.

"Of course," Miss St Quentin replied.

Lady Cheynes kept silence till Ella had closed the door behind her--then
she turned quickly to her niece.

"Now tell me all about it, Maddie," she said.  "Of course Philip didn't
know more than the mere fact.  But I can see you are put out--I was
anxious to hear all; that was why I hurried over.  There can't be much
amiss however--the sight of the child has reassured me.  She has quite
won my heart already, and she seems most anxious to please you--ready to
take your least hint."

Madelene hesitated before replying.  She was unselfishly anxious for
Ella to propitiate her godmother and really glad that the first
impression had been so favourable.  Yet--all things considered--it was a
little hard upon her!  It took some self-control to listen to Ella's
praises with perfect good temper.

"I am sorry if I have seemed `put out,' Aunt Anna," she replied at last.
"I am very glad indeed you are pleased with Ella, and I hope you will
make papa a little happier about her.  He is _rather_ hard upon her
perhaps--about her coming off as she did," and Miss St Quentin went on
to tell the story of Ella's taking the law into her own hands, as she
had done.

Lady Cheynes listened attentively, smiling a little now and then.

"Ah," she said, "I understand.  Yes, just the sort of thing to annoy
Marcus.  For my part, I don't like the child the less for it.  And she
knows nothing of the real position of things.  Philip and I were talking
it all over last night, and he told me what he had said to you, and I
agreed with it.  Yes--the first thing to do is thoroughly to gain her
confidence and affection--but that surely will not be difficult."

"It seems as if it should not be so, certainly," said Madelene.  "But
you see, aunt, papa has taken up some ideas about Ella, very strongly.
And we cannot oppose him, and yet I am so afraid of her thinking that it
is we, not papa.  Just as you came in I was trying to get her to agree
to, or rather to like the idea of, these lessons.  She has got some
absurd notion in her head that Ermie and I are wanting to keep her
down."

"She has been spoilt," said the old lady decidedly.  "But I am sure she
has a good heart.  It is to be hoped," she added, "that Philip and she
won't see much of each other while she has these ideas about you and
Ermine.  He would be so angry that he would take a prejudice to her, and
I should regret that."

"So should I," said Madelene.  "Perhaps," she went on, after a little
pause, "it will be as well if we just go on quietly by ourselves for a
little.  There are no gaieties in prospect at present, so the question
of Ella's `grown-up-ness' need not be discussed, and if she is sensible
and pleases papa about these lessons, he may perhaps relax a little
after a while.  I am not even altogether sorry," she added, "much as we
shall miss him, that Philip is to be away.  In Ella's present mood it
would have been--a little difficult."

"He will be leaving very soon," said Lady Cheynes, "but I must have him
home by Christmas.  You will let the child come over to me now and then,
won't you?  I will undertake to do no harm, and I may be able to help
you."

"Of course," said Madelene heartily, "and if she shows her best side to
you as I think she will, you will find her very charming.  I think--I
fancy she has a much more cordial feeling to you, aunt, than to us," and
Miss St Quentin could not help sighing a little.

"All the better--in one sense, that is to say," replied the old lady
briskly.  "If she were prejudiced against me too, it would be a bad
look-out I can influence her far more if she fancies me impartial."

"Or partial--to her," suggested Madelene smiling.

"What does Mrs Robertson say to this escapade of Ella's?  You have
heard from her?" asked Lady Cheynes.

"Yes, there is a letter to papa this morning.  She is very distressed
about it of course, but her principal anxiety seems to be to exonerate
Ella.  She is dreadfully afraid, evidently, of its vexing papa with her,
just at the first."

"Just what it has done," said Lady Cheynes; and then they went on to
talk of other matters.

At luncheon Ella maintained the same quiet demure tone which amused even
while it irritated Madelene.  And though Lady Cheynes appeared to take
it quite naturally, and even now and then rather acted the part of
drawing out the timid little stranger, the twinkle in her bright old
eyes from time to time convinced Miss St Quentin that Ella's godmother
knew what she was about.

"And perhaps of us all," thought Madelene, "she gauges Ella's character
the most correctly."

The thought in itself was a relief.  Madelene no longer felt so
perplexed and dispirited.  She even could afford to smile, inwardly, at
the sight of Ella's preternaturally resigned expression and meek tone of
voice when Ermine told her, rather sharply perhaps, to get ready for
their drive, the pony-carriage being already at the door.

"I beg your pardon," Ella replied.  "I did not know, at least not
clearly, that you were going to be so kind as to take me a drive."

"I shall shake her well before long," said Ermine, as she stood in the
hall with her aunt and sister, waiting for the little delinquent.  "I
can stand her temper and impertinence," laughing as she used the word.
"It's so absurd and comical.  But I can't stand her suffering-saint-ism.
I really can't."

"For my part I should think it's the more amusing of the two," said Lady
Cheynes, "but then to be sure I have not yet been favoured with a sight
of the little volcano's explosions.  When I have done so I'll give you
my opinion."

At that moment Ella made her appearance.  She was dressed as on her
arrival the day before, and as she bade the girl good-bye, kissing her
as she did so, her godmother "took her in" from head to foot.

"I think I have scarcely perhaps estimated the difficulties seriously
enough," said Lady Cheynes, when she and Madelene were installed in her
carriage.  "There is any amount of determination, not to say obstinacy,
about that small personage.  And she has certainly been spoilt.  I see
it more clearly.  The style of her dress is far too old, even though one
cannot call it showy, but it is a degree too _soigne_, I hardly know how
to express it, for a girl of seventeen.  I like neatness of course, but
that is quite a different thing."

"I fancy Ella has been allowed to give a great deal of time and thought
to her appearance," said Madelene.  "But after all, there must come a
stage of that kind, I suppose, in every girl's life."

"Perhaps," said her aunt.  "But for my part I prefer it later.  I do
love a good honest tom-boy girl of fifteen or so."

"But Ella is seventeen past," said Madelene; "that makes all the
difference."

"Umph," grunted the old lady.  "I am quite sure she never was a tom-boy.
Just think of Ermine at seventeen."

And Madelene could not help smiling.

"Yes," she agreed.  "Ermine was very different, certainly.  I remember
how she cried at having her skirts lengthened, and tried privately to
shorten them again.  Still we must remember that Ella's life has been
quite different."

"You must make her dress more simply," said Lady Cheynes.  "Those
tight-fitting garments without a crease or wrinkle, and perfect gloves,
and pointed boots may be all very well in town, though for my part I
don't like _that_ sort of particularity carried too far; it takes off
the thoroughbred look.  But in the country it is absurd.  Get her a
brown holland frock or two, or a homespun with a nice little Norfolk
jacket and a belt, and see that the skirts are shorter and that she has
sensible boots."  Then an amused look stole over the old lady's face.

"What is it, Aunt Anna?" asked Madelene, without, it must be confessed,
much amusement in her tone.  Indeed she was looking and feeling
decidedly lugubrious, the prospect of such a transformation of Ella's
wardrobe was appalling!

"I was only thinking what fun Philip would make of her if he saw her
setting off for a country ramble like a little figure out of the _Revue
de la Mode_.  That hat of hers, and the little veil, fastened just at
the proper height, or depth, and the parasol, held so daintily, and--"

"Oh, please stop, aunt," said Madelene.  "I don't want Philip to make
fun of her, I'm sure, but how to transform her, as you calmly propose,
_I_ don't see."  And poor Miss St Quentin really looked as if she were
ready to cry.

Lady Cheynes began to laugh, and her laugh gathered strength and soon
became a hearty one.

"My dear Maddie," she said, "you have met your match.  You, who are
never put out or disturbed in your regal calm by anything or anybody!
It is very wicked of me, but I can't help laughing."

Madelene herself by this time could not help joining in it.  They were
both still somewhat hilarious therefore when, at the lodge gates of
Cheynesacre they came upon Sir Philip.  He threw away his cigar and got
into the carriage beside them.

"My dear friends," he began.  "My very much respected grandmamma, my
admired cousin--I am enchanted, but at the same time, slightly, very
slightly, surprised to see you indulging in such mirth.  May I--dare I
venture to inquire its cause?"

Madelene only laughed the more, especially when Lady Cheynes turned upon
Philip.  "Don't be so silly, Philip," she said sharply; "why can't you
say plainly, `what are you laughing at'?  Not that I am going to tell
you, for I am not."

Philip turned his eyes plaintively on his cousin.

"Nor you?  Is it useless to appeal to you?"

"Quite," Madelene replied.  "It is a private joke of auntie's and mine.
I have come round this way on purpose to see you, Philip, as you would
not have found any of us at home to-day.  I suppose it will be to say
good-bye, as you are leaving so soon, I hear."

"I am leaving very soon, certainly," he replied.  "The day after
to-morrow, probably.  But I quite intend to come over to Coombesthorpe
first.  I want to say good-bye to Uncle Marcus and Ermine too."

"They are coming here to luncheon to-morrow," said his grandmother
promptly.

"Oh, indeed," said Sir Philip.  "Well then if Maddie will invite me I
will drive back with them to afternoon tea."

"I shall not be at home," said Madelene.

"Maddie," said Philip reproachfully, "it is mean, it is unkind of you to
force me to avow my real motive.  The fact is--I am dying to see the
third Miss St Quentin.  Why is she not with you to-day?  You might have
some regard for my feelings."

"She has gone to Waire with Ermine," said Lady Cheynes.  "Madelene is
arranging about her having lessons from the same masters as the little
Hewitts at the rectory.  And," she went on, "they are nicely brought-up
girls--they will be pleasant companions for Ella."

"Those gawky Hewitt children!" said Philip, with a complete change of
tone.  "Why I thought Ella was seventeen and quite a grown-up sort of
person!"

"She is seventeen," said Lady Cheynes, calmly, "but some girls are
grown-up at seventeen and others are children."

"Oh," said Philip.  "Well for my part, I don't care about girls of the
Hewitt type.  I suppose then, that Mrs Robertson has kept her back--
that she is what you call `quite in the schoolroom' still."

"If you had heard what she said to me, you would suppose her still in
the _nursery_, even," replied his grandmother.

"Then," Philip remarked, "I think I will defer for the present my
introduction to your sister, Madelene."

"Just as you please," Miss St Quentin replied indifferently.

But as they got out of the carriage, "I did not know," she whispered,
"that you could be so naughty, Aunt Anna."

CHAPTER SEVEN.

AN INVITATION.

The summer was gone; autumn itself was almost giving place to winter.
Ella St Quentin looked out of the window one morning as she finished
dressing, and shivered as she saw the grass all silvered over, faintly
gleaming in the cold thin sunshine.

"How freezing it seems!" she said to herself.  "I hate winter,
especially in the country.  I wish--if it weren't for that old wretch I
really think I would write to auntie and ask her to invite me for a week
or two's visit.  It can't be so cold, and certainly not so dull, at Bath
as here.  I do think I deserve a little fun--if it were even the chance
of some shopping--after these last three or four months.  To think how
I've practised and bored at French and German--not that I dislike my
lessons after all," and she smiled a little at the consciousness that
_had_ she done so it would indeed have been a case of "twenty not making
him drink."

"These teachers are really very good ones, and I don't dislike reading
English with Ermine, either.  If she were a teacher and not my sister, I
could really get very good friends with her.  But all the same--_what_ a
different life it is from what I expected.  If auntie could see me in
this horrid rough frock that makes me look as if I had no waist at all,"
and Ella impatiently tugged at the jacket of the very substantial sailor
serge which Madelene had ordered for the cold weather, "and in this poky
room."

For Ella was still "in the nursery."  She was not to inhabit her
permanent room till the winter was over, for the chimney had been found
to smoke, and there was a leakage from the roof which had left the wall
damp.  And Ella had caught a slight cold, thanks to her thin boots,
which had alarmed her father quite unreasonably.  So the decree had gone
forth that in her present cosy quarters she was to remain till the
milder weather returned, which gave her the delight of another
grievance.

As she stood gazing out at the wintry landscape which to less prejudiced
eyes would have been full of its own beauty, the prayers bell rang.
Ella started--her unpunctuality had been a frequent cause of annoyance
for several weeks after her arrival at Coombesthorpe, but, perverse as
she was, the girl was neither so stupid nor so small-minded as to
persist in opposition when she distinctly saw that she was in the wrong.
So this short-coming had to a great extent been mastered.

She tugged at her belt, gave a parting pat to her hair, saying to
herself as she caught sight of her reflection in the glass, "It
certainly takes much less time to dress as I do now than in the old
days," and flew along the passages and down stairs just in time to avoid
a collision with Mr Barnes, as, heading his underlings, he politely
followed the long file of women-servants into the library, where Colonel
St Quentin always read prayers.

Ella took her place by the window; outside, a cheery red-breasted robin
was hopping about on the gravel, and the sunshine, which was gathering
strength, fell in a bright ray just where the little fellow stood.  It
is to be feared that much more of her attention was given to the bird
than to her father's voice.

"What a little duck he is," she exclaimed, as soon as prayers were over.
"See, Madelene--" and as her elder sister came forward with ready
response, Ella's face lighted up with pleasure.  The whole world seemed
brighter to her; so impressionable and variable was she.

"Yes," said Miss St Quentin, "he is a dear.  We can hardly help fancying
it is always the same robin.  For ever since Ermine and I were quite
little there is one to be seen every winter on this terrace.  It is here
we have the birds' Christmas tree, Ella--one of those over there.  It is
so pretty to see them.  There are so many nice things in the country in
winter--I really do not know sometimes which I like the best--summer or
winter."

Ella felt a little pang of self-reproach--she remembered how five
minutes before she had been grumbling up in her own room.

"Madelene must be much nicer and better than I am in some ways," she
thought to herself; "perhaps I would have been like her if they had kept
me with them, or had me back some years ago," and the reflection
hardened her again, just as the softer thought was about to blossom.

At that moment Colonel St Quentin's voice was heard from the adjoining
dining-room.

"Breakfast is ready and the letters have come," he said.

"Nothing for me?" said Ermine; "what are yours, Maddie?"

"One from Flora at Cannes," said Miss St Quentin, "two or three answers
to the advertisement for a laundry-maid, and--oh, here's something more
interesting.  The Belvoirs are giving a dance--on the 20th.  Here's the
card," and she tossed it over to Ermine, "and there's a note from Mrs
Belvoir, too, `to make sure of us,' she says."

"Colonel and the Misses St Quentin," murmured Ermine, "that means--I
suppose--" and she looked up hesitatingly at Madelene.

"Oh," said Madelene, "it means what you choose, in the country.  It
isn't like London, where one has to calculate the inches of standing and
breathing space for each guest."

"It means of course," said her father, "such of the Misses St Quentin as
are--`_out_.'"  He pronounced the last word with a good deal of
emphasis, then turned to his coffee and his own letters as if the
question were settled.

Ella had not lost a word.  A flush of colour had come to her cheeks and
a brightness to her eyes on first hearing her sister's announcement.

"They _can't_ mean not to take me," she said to herself.  "Just at
Christmas too--why, girls who aren't a bit out go to Christmas dances."

And Madelene, for her part, was wishing more devoutly than she had ever
wished concerning a thing of the kind in her life, that she had not been
so impulsive as to mention the invitation in her younger sister's
hearing.

"I only long for her to go," she said to Ermine when they were alone.
"I'd give anything if papa would let her.  And I don't see that it could
do any harm--a Christmas dance is different, and really she has been
good about her lessons, especially about her practising.  Three wouldn't
be too many, to such old friends."

"Not to go to the ball," Ermine replied.  "But I fancy they will want us
to stay for a day or two.  You see Mrs Belvoir says she will come over
to make further arrangements.  And three would be too many to go to
stay.  But Maddie, I--"

"No.  I know what you're going to say, and you're not to say it,"
Madelene interrupted.  "You are not to be the one to stay at home.
You're ever so much younger than I--"

"One year, eleven months and a day," said Ermine.  "Twenty years--a
hundred would come nearer it," said Madelene.  "I was born old and
circumstances have not rejuvenated me.  No--if we can get papa to agree
to let Ella go, _I_ shall stay at home.  It stands to reason.  I am
getting to an age when I should not be expected to go on dancing."

"Ah, well--we needn't quarrel about it yet," said Ermine lightly.  "I am
only afraid the occasion will not arise, and that papa will be
inexorable.  There was something far from propitious in the accent he
put on that `out' this morning."

She was right; inexorable he proved.  Yet the sisters went about it
diplomatically enough.  They said very little at first, and were careful
not to fret the thing into a sore from the start, as is so often done,
and for a day or two they congratulated themselves that their gently
suggested arguments had carried weight.  But when the following week
Mrs Belvoir wrote to say she was driving over to settle about the day
they would come, and how many nights they would stay, and to discuss the
whole programme--then the bolt fell.

"Ella go?  No, most certainly not," said Colonel St Quentin.  "I never
thought of such a thing.  I hope you haven't been putting anything of
the kind into her head?"

"We have not mentioned it to her since the morning when the first note
came," said Madelene.  "That morning unluckily I spoke of it before
her."

"Why should you say `unluckily'?  It is absurd to treat her in that
way," said her father.  "There should be and there must be no question
raised, in the faintest way even, of anything of the kind for her.  She
is not yet eighteen--why, Ermine never went out at all till she was
nineteen--"

"That was unusual however papa," Miss St Quentin ventured to say.

"Well, what can be more unusual than Ella's case?  _It_ calls for
unusual treatment certainly.  She has been most injudiciously brought
up, I see it more and more clearly.  A life of dependence--dependence on
her own exertions not improbably--"

"Oh, papa," murmured Madelene reproachfully--"for which she is about as
fit as--as that kitten of yours," contemptuously indicating Ermine's
Persian cat, who had long left all kittenishness behind it, and was
sleeping on the hearth-rug in calm placidity.

"Tartuffe is _scarcely_ a kitten now, papa," Ermine could not resist
interrupting.

"Ermine!" said Madelene in a tone of remonstrance.

"And," pursued Colonel St Quentin unmoved, "just as the silly child is
settling down a little, you would go and spoil it all by stuffing her
head with waltzing and admiration.  No, no--I am surprised at you,
Madelene, I really am.  And if there were no other objection, there's
her health.  You are afraid of her catching cold again if she changes
her bedroom, and yet you would propose taking her off to a strange
house, unaired beds possibly, and exposing her to the alternate heat and
chills of a ball-room, and--"

Colonel St Quentin was working himself up to thorough unreasonableness.

"We won't say any more about it, papa," said Madelene, decidedly.  "We
have said _nothing_ to Ella, so you really needn't be vexed about it."

She refrained from adding, as she might have done, that the scare about
Ella's health had entirely originated with himself, and she was wise in
so doing.  What human being, man, woman or child, was ever rendered more
amenable to reason by being "put in the wrong?"

"I mind it principally, of course," she said to Ermine, "because it
_will_ seem to her that it is our doing--negatively at least.  She will
think that if we had begged papa to let her go he would have given in.
And I haven't, in the faintest degree, let her think that we disagree
with him about it.  It would alienate her still more from him, and,
besides, it would be disloyal to papa."

"And, besides," added Ermine, "I hardly like to say so, but I doubt if
Ella would believe our protestations.  There is an element of
suspiciousness in her character, which I don't at all like in so young a
person, and quite lately she has seemed to me to be wrapping herself up
in it more and more."

"Yes, she has been very cold and stand-off to us lately," Madelene
agreed, "ever since that unlucky morning when I blurted out about the
Belvoirs' dance."

"She would have had to hear about it sooner or later," said Ermine.  "I
don't see that it would have made much difference."

"We might have managed it more diplomatically.  We might have told her
we were going away for a day or two, and mentioned that there was to be
a dance, incidentally," said Miss St Quentin.

Ermine looked up at her, half amused, half distressed.

"My dear Maddie," she said.  "I do think you've got Ella on the brain.
You mustn't give yourself such a lot of trouble about her--beating about
the bush and worrying lest she should be put out.  It will become a kind
of slavery.  I almost feel inclined to speak to papa about it from
_your_ point of view."

"No, no, you must not, Ermie," her sister replied.  "Papa is already
irritated on the subject.  It will come right in time, I dare say.  I
wish Aunt Anna were at home.  She might have had some influence with
papa about this dance.  I do think he is making a mistake--I must tell
Melanie," she went on, "that she need not do any more about the frock we
were planning for Ella."

"It's half made," said Ermine.

"Well, she must turn it into a dinner-dress.  But there is no need for
Ella to know about it at present.  It would only tantalise her, poor
little thing.  When will Aunt Anna be back, Ermine?  You heard from her
last."

"A few days before Christmas--that was all she said," Ermine replied,
"Philip will be coming about the same time.  I wonder what papa wants us
to do at Christmas, Maddie.  Shall we go to Cheynesacre, do you think,
or will they come to us?"

"I don't know.  If papa remains in his present mood, I should say
neither," Miss St Quentin replied with some asperity.  "He would
probably dislike the idea of Ella's going there with us, and a party
here would be as bad.  And if he proposed such a thing as our going
without her--well--I should certainly refuse.  One must make a stand
somewhere.  How can he expect the child to get to love us?"

"Madelene is making quite a personal grievance of it," thought Ermine.
"I am much more concerned for her than for Ella,"--"It is very tiresome
that this should have happened just now," she said aloud.  "For one
thing, I did so want Philip to see everything harmonious when he came
back."

"So did I," Madelene replied.  "That is just another vexation."

The subject of the Manor dance was never named in Ella's presence, but
she was quick enough to see that it was in contemplation for her
sisters.

"Will they really go so far as to leave me all alone?" she said to
herself.  "It will be a scandal if they do.  If I am to be distinctly
treated in this way, ignored as if I were about seven years old--they
should at least be consistent and get a governess to keep me company
when they go off and leave me alone.  As if either of _them_ was ever
treated so at my age!  What can Madelene want to go to a dance for--I am
sure I wouldn't if I were as old as she--and really, sometimes lately
since she has had this cross fit, she has looked thirty."

It was almost true.  Poor Madelene's real distress of mind at the
failure of all her hopes with regard to her half-sister, had preyed upon
her.  She was one of those much-to-be-pitied people who have but little
spontaneous power of expressing their deeper feelings; indeed the more
she felt the less she showed it, though her very silence and apparent
indifference told their own tale to those who knew her well.  Ermine had
good reason for feeling at the present juncture much more concern for
Madelene than for Ella.

A week or two passed, uncomfortably enough.  The weather, as in England
is often the case, seemed to aggravate the dreary uneasiness of the
mental atmosphere at Coombesthorpe.  It rained--a steady, pitiless
winter rain--almost incessantly for a week.  There was no possibility of
walking or driving, and more than once Ella found herself seriously
picturing in her own mind the life she might now, had she exercised some
diplomacy, have been leading with Mr and Mrs Burton, with actual
regret.

"At worst, I might have gone out sometimes.  In a town however it rains
one can always get out a _little_--and here,"--and she moved away with a
gesture of something approaching despair, as her glance fell on the
gravel paths sodden with rain, on the dripping trees, on the stretch of
park beyond the garden, where faint mists or clouds--it was difficult to
say which--hid the horizon, and made one feel as if shut in in a
universe of hopeless grey.

In those days Ermine, it must be owned, was barely kind, certainly not
sympathetic towards the girl.  She was sorry for her in her heart, but
this very feeling caused a certain irritation, for Ermine's nature was
more prejudiced than Madelene's; she was vehement in her affections, and
where these were strongly engaged, she was apt to be one-sided.  In one
direction the two younger Misses St Quentin got on well together--Ella
had shown herself from the first an apt and interested pupil, and about
this time Ermine, rather to her surprise, remarked a distinct increase
in her zeal and attention.

"This composition of yours is really very good--very good indeed, Ella,"
she said one morning when she had been looking over an essay of her
young sister's, compiled from notes of various writers on a certain
period of history.  "At your age I could not have done nearly so well."

Ella's eyes flashed, and there was a peculiar expression about her
mouth--there was however a distinct mingling of satisfaction in her tone
as she replied, though coldly.

"I am glad you approve of it.  I am glad that you think it above the
average of what girls of my age can do."

"Decidedly," said Ermine warmly.  But as she glanced at Ella, she felt
chilled again by the hard look on the round young face.  She would have
felt more than chilled had she read the thoughts at that moment passing
through the girl's brain.

"Yes," she was saying to herself, "I am clever, and they can't deny it.
I shall learn all I can, and then, if this goes on, I shall run away and
become a governess.  I should manage it somehow, I am sure."  Two days
later, as they were going to bed one evening, Madelene called her for a
moment into her own room.

"Ella," she said, "Ermine and I are going away from home for a few days.
We are going to the Belvoirs; you may remember our speaking of the
invitation one morning when it came.  Mrs Belvoir was here the other
day, but you were out.  They are nice people, and they give nice dances.
When--when you are out I shall like you to go there."

"Then they didn't invite me this time?" asked Ella drily.

"They invited `the Misses St Quentin,'" Madelene replied.  "That meant
what we liked to decide ourselves of course.  It does not rest with
outsiders to determine if a girl is out or not."

"Of course not," said Ella.  "Then," she went on, "will you tell me what
you wish me to do while you are away?  Am I to be quite alone with Mrs
Green (the housekeeper) as chaperon?"

"No," her sister replied, irritated by the scarcely veiled impertinence
of Ella's tone, though a moment before she had been longing to express
to her some of her own feeling on the matter, "no, certainly not.  I am
writing to ask Miss Harter, Mrs Hewitt's sister, whom you have seen at
Waire, to come to stay with you."

"Oh, indeed," said Ella.  Miss Harter was a pleasant, intelligent woman
of thirty, whom Ella had found amusing and agreeable enough once or
twice when she had met her, though it now suited her to describe her to
herself as "a fusty old maid."

Things both great and small but _very_ rarely turn out as we expect.
Two days before that on which Colonel St Quentin and his two daughters
were to leave home he fell ill.  His illness was not very serious, but
sufficiently so to put his going out of the question.  And as he said
that the presence of a stranger in the house would be an annoyance to
him, Miss Harter's visit was put off, Ella manifesting livelier
satisfaction at this than she had condescended for long to show about
anything.

"What an incomprehensible girl she is," said Madelene, as she and Ermine
drove away.  "I think I must give up trying to make her out."

"I think her present phase is comprehensible enough," Ermine replied.
"She is violently in love with the idea of being a martyr, a suffering
saint--no, neither of those expresses it quite.  I have it--a
Cinderella."

A smile broke slowly over Madelene's face.

"Yes," she said, "that does express it.  And we are the two cruel
sisters--step-sisters, not half-sisters--a little poetic licence must
here be allowed--going off in triumph to the ball!  What a pity we have
not got black corkscrew curls, Ermine, and an aigrette of three plumes
apiece to appear in to-morrow evening!"

CHAPTER EIGHT.

LEFT BEHIND.

Ella spent the afternoon of her sisters' departure in praiseworthy
fashion.  She acted up that is to say to the _role_, she had chosen to
adopt.  She prepared her lessons perfectly, she practised the most
uninteresting of her piano exercises for an hour and a half; then she
went up to her own room and looked out her oldest and shabbiest clothes,
to see if she could not find anything in want of repair among them.  It
was not easy to do so.  Stevens, who was an excellent needlewoman, kept
Ella's things by Madelene's directions in perfect order, and it took
some hunting on the girl's part, before she succeeded in finding a
stocking or two with incipient holes, or a skirt which looked as if it
would not be the worse for a new braid round the edge.

On these she set to work, huddling herself up in shawl, for it was very
cold, and sitting on the straightest-backed and hardest chair in her
room.

"I wish they would give me an allowance for my clothes, however small,"
she said to herself.  "I could save out of it, I am sure, for I could
dress much more plainly than I do even, which would certainly not
distress my sisters.  And I would have a right to what I saved in that
way, surely.  Every child can claim food and clothing from its parents
till it is of age," and she smiled bitterly.  "Perhaps if I can make
Madelene see that it would cost less to give me a small allowance, I may
persuade her to make papa agree to it."

Just then her meditations were interrupted by a knock at the door, and
old Hester, the head housemaid, who had been deputed by Madelene to take
care of Ella, so far as her material comforts were concerned, came in.

"Miss Ella," she exclaimed, "whatever are you about?  Sitting up here
without a fire when it's as cold as cold.  Wouldn't the Colonel be in a
taking if he knew!  You could have had a fire lighted if you'd only said
the word.  And there's the library, and the little drawing-room as
bright and cheery as can be, at your service."

"I am busy working, thank you, Hester," Ella replied primly.  "I could
not take work like this down stairs."

She did not resent Hester's reproaches, for the housemaid was an old
servant, who had been at Coombesthorpe during the life of Ella's mother,
and was much attached to her.

Hester looked at what Ella was sewing.

"Darning stockings," she exclaimed.  "Now upon my word, I do call that
too bad of Stevens.  Not but what it's a very right thing for a young
lady, be she who she may, to know how to turn her hand to darning a
stocking, but you've your studies, my dear, and other things to see to,
and--"

"It's--it's not exactly Stevens' fault, Hester," said Ella, too honest
to leave Hester under such a mistaken idea.  "She does mend all my
things; it is not often she overlooks a hole.  But I prefer to do more
myself, and I want to accustom myself to going without fires and little
things like that, for there is no knowing how I may be placed some day,
and I want to be independent."

Hester looked at her in surprise and perplexity.  She knew that the
second wife had been portionless, and she knew too, though vaguely, that
Coombesthorpe and the bulk of the family revenues had come from the
mother of the two elder daughters--but she could not believe that they
would ever allow their half-sister to realise this practically in any
painful way.

"We none of us know how we may be placed any day for that matter, Miss
Ella, my dear.  The best of us is in God's hands and subject to His
will, and even if it seems hard we must bow to it.  But--you've a good
home and kind friends--it's a sort of tempting of Providence like, for
you to speak that way."

She looked at Ella half-inquiringly as she spoke; she wondered how much
"the child," as she mentally called her, knew.  "They might have left
her in her innocence a bit," she said to herself half indignantly.  On
her side Ella was struck by Hester's tone.

"She speaks almost as she might if I had been an _adopted_ child, with
no real right here," she said to herself.  "It just shows--"

"And of course, Hester," she replied haughtily, "it must _seem_ as if I
were one of the last women in the world ever to have to think of
managing for myself or earning my own livelihood, but there are things
that it is better not to explain.  I may have my own feelings."

"To be sure," Hester replied, more and more perplexed.  "But any way,
Miss Ella, you'll let me light a fire for you.  It'd be far from
independent if you was to fall ill of a bad cold, and your papa ill
already, and just for this day or two with no one but you to see to
him."

Ella started.

"I forgot," she said.  "I forgot about papa.  Perhaps I had better go
and see if there is anything I can do for him."

She was not exactly to blame for this thoughtlessness.  Since her coming
to Coombesthorpe her relations with her father had continued uncertain
and constrained, and Madelene had judged it better to trust to time to
bring about a better state of things, for the least effort on her part
to force this would have been at once perceived and resented by Colonel
St Quentin.

"Don't tell that child to look after me while you and Ermine are away,"
had been almost his last words to Madelene before she left.  "If she
thinks of it of herself that would be a different matter."

And in ordinary circumstances the chances are that Ella would not have
gone near her father.  But Hester's words reminded her that he was ill,
and her conscience struck her.

"I'll go to papa now," she said.  "He is in the study, isn't he, Hester?
He was to get up after luncheon."

"Yes, Miss Ella, you'll find him in the study.  But maybe he's asleep.
Tap gently at the door."

Ella's tap revealed the fact that her father was awake.

"Come in," he said, his voice sounding rather sharp and irritable.

"Cross old thing," muttered Ella to herself, "I wish I hadn't come down.
Can I do anything for you, papa?" she asked aloud as she entered the
room.  "Would you like me to read to you, perhaps?"

Colonel St Quentin was lying on a couch by the fire; his books and
newspapers on a little stand beside him.  He glanced at Ella
hesitatingly.  He was feeling very lost and dull without his two elder
daughters, and his eyes were tired.

"No, thank you," he began to say, but his tone was not very decided.

"I--I think I read aloud pretty well," the girl went on.  Her quick
impressionable nature was touched by her father's looks: he was very
pale, and she knew that he had suffered a good deal.  "How selfish of
them to have left him," was her next reflection.  "Do let me try, papa,"
she went on more eagerly and naturally, "it must be rather dull for you
alone, when you can't get about."

"And for you too, my dear," he said kindly.  "What have you been doing
with yourself all day--since your sisters left, I mean?"

Ella grew rather red.

"Oh," she replied, "I've been practising, and doing my French and
German--much the same as usual.  And then I've been sewing."

It did not sound very lively.  The "much as usual," struck Colonel St
Quentin too, and again he glanced at his youngest daughter.  It struck
him that she looked paler and thinner than formerly, and less bright and
spirited.  The fact was that Ella was blue and pinched with having sat
in her fireless room for more than an hour, but this her father did not
know.  He moved uneasily on his couch.

"You can read to me if you like," he said.  "I think I have exhausted
the papers, but this book is rather interesting.  Madelene is reading it
to me but she can finish it to herself afterwards."

Half pleased and half frightened, Ella took the book.  She had done
herself scant justice in saying she read "pretty well."  She read very
well indeed, and at the end of three-quarters of an hour Colonel St
Quentin looked up with real gratification.

"Thank you, my dear," he said.  "That is a good place to stop at, I
think.  I have enjoyed it very much.  Now I shall rest a while, for I
hope to be able to come in to dine with you.  It would be too dreary for
you all alone."

Ella did not reply, but her father saw that her face flushed again a
little.

"You are not looking as well as I should like to see you," he said.  "Do
you not feel well?"

"Oh, yes," said Ella, touched in spite of herself.  "I'm quite well,
thank you, papa, but," and here, in spite of all her heroic resolutions
to endure in silence, the girl's impulsive nature burst out--"it is
rather dull.  I have tried to do as you wished about my lessons and
practising, and I like them, but it is rather dull," she repeated.

"While your sisters are away, you mean?  Just this day or two?" asked
Colonel St Quentin.

"No, I meant altogether," answered Ella frankly.  "I--I've been
accustomed to more variety I suppose, and at auntie's I wasn't
considered a mere child.  I think it's that that makes it seem so dull."

Colonel St Quentin made no reply for a moment or two.  He sat, leaning
his head on his hand, considering deeply.  It seemed as if what Madelene
had tried to warn him of had come true.  Had he made a mistake in the
tone he had insisted upon being taken with Ella?  He had never liked her
so well as to-day, nor felt so drawn to her, and quite unreasonably he
became almost inclined to blame his elder daughters for not "managing
better."

"I have given in to their wish that no formal explanations should be
made to her, not," they said, "till they had gained her affection and
confidence."

"I certainly don't think they are much nearer doing so than they were
the day she came.  It is an uncomfortable state of things altogether,"
he said to himself.

Suddenly he looked up.

"How old _are_ you, Ella?" he said abruptly.

"Nearly eighteen, papa.  I shall be eighteen in two months," she replied
promptly.

"That is seventeen and ten months," Colonel St Quentin replied dryly.
"Well now, my dear, you can run away.  I think I shall manage to get
into the dining-room by dinner-time."

Ella went off.

"`Run away,' indeed," she repeated to herself, "as if I were about
three!  I wonder he doesn't ring for my nurse to fetch me."

Still, on the whole, the interview with her father had raised her
spirits.

"I _almost_ think," reflected Ella, "I _almost_ think that if it were
all to come over again, papa would tell Madelene I _was_ to go.  Nobody
scarcely but would pity me, left here alone, and it would have seemed so
much more natural for me to go than either of the others, who have had
years and years of it.  I'm quite sure, when I'm as old as Madelene I
shan't care about dances and things like that, _especially_ if I'm an
old maid."

The evening passed tranquilly.  Colonel St Quentin dined with his
daughter, Ella greatly enjoying her seat at the head of the table.  And
after dinner they spent an hour together in the drawing-room, when Ella
very prettily volunteered to play, for her father to judge of her
improvement.

Colonel St Quentin was pleased and touched.

"You must have practised diligently, my dear," he said.  "You find it
less tedious now, do you not?"

Ella hesitated.

"I shall never care much for playing," she said.  "But I am glad you
think I have improved.  May I sing to you a little?"

"Certainly--you are sure you have no cold?  You must never sing if you
have the least cold," said her father anxiously.

But Ella's clear notes set all such fears at defiance.  She chose two or
three of the songs which she knew to have been her mother's favourites,
and she felt that she sang them beautifully.  Her father said little,
but she knew that she had pleased him.

A few minutes' silence followed; then Colonel St Quentin said he felt
tired and would go to his own room.

"I hope to be quite well to-morrow, or nearly so at least," he said as
he kissed Ella.  "I really begin to hope I may escape easily this time,"
for the poor man was from time to time a martyr to gout.  "I am only
sorry to have to leave you so early, but it gives me a better chance for
to-morrow.  Good-night, my dear."

"Good-night, papa," said Ella dutifully.  "It isn't very early.  I
generally go to bed at ten, and it is half-past nine," this with the
tiniest of tiny sighs.  "What will they be doing to-night, papa?  Do you
think they will be dancing, just the party in the house, to try the
floor, perhaps?"

"I can't say, I'm sure.  No, no, I should scarcely think so," replied
Colonel St Quentin, half consolingly, half irritably.  Ella's small
shaft had gone home.

And Ella went up to her own room, and as she settled herself comfortably
in the old nursery easy chair before the now brightly blazing fire, a
"Mudie book," which Madelene had thoughtfully provided for her in her
hand, she did not look altogether an object of pity.

"Yes," she said to herself, "I really do think if it came over again,
papa would make them take me.  I'll try again to-morrow to make him
understand better."

But to-morrow, alas! brought disappointment.  To begin with, the weather
was atrocious.  It continued bitterly cold, with the aggravation of just
falling short of frost, and by nine o'clock the rain set in again, the
cruel, pitiless winter rain, blurring the sky and the land with its grim
veil.

Ella, who had planned a brisk walk early in the morning, gazed out of
the dining-room window in despair.

"What _can_ I do all day long?" she thought, and then as her eyes fell
on the table where breakfast was waiting, she moved from it impatiently.
"They might have let me have my meals in one of the smaller rooms," she
thought.  "It looks too ghastly--that table and only poor me.  I wish I
had pretended to have a cold and stayed in bed."

Just then her father's servant came in with a message--a message not
calculated to raise her spirits.  Colonel St Quentin was not so well,
very much less well this morning indeed.  He was very sorry, the man
went on, not to be able to get up.  He would send for Miss Ella later in
the day, but just now he was going to try to sleep a little.

"It's too bad," thought Ella, "just as we seemed to be getting to know
each other better!  And very likely Madelene and Ermine will make out
that I've made him ill, somehow.  Oh dear, I wish I hadn't quarrelled
with old Burton and then I could have asked auntie to have me on a
visit?"

She had been so diligent the day before, that this morning there was
even less than usual for her to do, and after the hour-and-a-half's
piano practising there was literally no obligation on her of any kind.

The library books were in perfect order, the flowers in the drawing-room
had been all attended to, and if not, thought Ella bitterly, what was
the use of dressing up the room for nobody to see!

The morning seemed interminable.  Tired of the big, empty rooms Ella at
last went off up stairs to give herself another dose of
stocking-darning, as a preparation for the governessing which again
began to fill her imagination as the only possible escape from this
unendurable state of things.

The fire was not lighted.  Hester had felt so certain that her
remonstrance of the day before would be effectual, that she had not
thought it needful to take further precautions.  Hence it came about
that Ella was seated like the day before, muffled up in a shawl, which
did not prevent her looking blue and pinched, her eyes slightly reddened
by tears of sympathy with her own woes, when, in answer to her rather
startled "come in," (Ella's conscience made her cowardly of Hester) a
tap at the door was followed by an unexpected apparition.

"_Godmother_," the girl exclaimed, scarcely able to believe her eyes,
and starting to her feet as she spoke.

"Yes, godmother herself," said Lady Cheynes, coming forward.  "But, my
dear child, what are you thinking of--what is everybody thinking of to
allow it?--you sitting up here in the cold on a bitter day like this?
Do you want to get ill?  Why it's enough to give you a sore throat or
bronchitis or a frightful cold in your head to say the least."

"I don't feel so very cold, thank you, godmother," said Ella meekly.  "I
don't catch cold easily, and I want to make myself hardy.  I--I had some
little things to do up in my own room."

Lady Cheynes glanced at the stockings Ella had not had time to put out
of sight.

"Darning stockings!--hum--can't one of the maids do that for you?  You
don't mean to say Madelene expects you to do this sort of thing.  And--
surely--if you do want to sit up in your own room you can give orders to
have a fire lighted, can't you?"

Lady Cheynes frowned.  Ella had never seen her look so stern.

"Oh--I'm sure--Hester would have lighted it if I had wanted it.  And I
might have stayed down stairs only--it's very dull," she burst out
nervously.  "Papa isn't any better to-day--he can't leave his room, and
down stairs it all seems so big and lonely."

Ella's voice quivered before she got to the end of the sentence; she was
so very sorry for herself.  Her godmother eyed her keenly.

"When do Madelene and Ermine come home?" she asked.  "This afternoon, I
suppose."

"Oh, no," said Ella.  "The ball--the dance at the Belvoirs' is only this
evening.  They are staying, I think, till to-morrow."

"Humph," said Lady Cheynes.  "You don't care for dancing, I suppose?"

This was too much.  Ella's face was a study.  "_Me_" she exclaimed, "not
care for dancing.  Who ever said so?"

The old lady laughed a little.

"I don't know--nobody perhaps.  I was judging by circumstantial
evidence.  A girl of your age, who did care for it, would have managed
by hook or by crook to get leave to go."

Ella gasped.

"Do you really think so?" she exclaimed.  "Why, godmother, the question
was never raised in the least; the _possibility_ of such a thing was
never alluded to.  If I had thought there was the faintest chance of it
I should have nearly gone out of my mind."

"Did you never tell your sisters how much you would have liked to go?"
asked Lady Cheynes.

"No," said Ella.  "They may have guessed it, but we hardly alluded to it
at all.  But oh, godmother, please don't say _now_ there might have been
any chance of my going.  It is--it is more than I can bear to think of
it."

She clasped her hands together and looked up in the old lady's face, her
lovely brown eyes brimming over with tears.

Lady Cheynes said nothing.  She walked to the window and stood there
looking out.

"How well I remember the view from this room," she said dreamily,
speaking as much to herself as to Ella.  "This was our nursery, too.  I
recollect one day my doll's falling out, between the bars, and when she
was picked up and brought to me her face was all disfigured and cracked.
Wax dolls cost a small fortune in those days.  I remember thinking I
never _never_ could be happy again!  Dear me--it is only a question of
proportion after all--a child's bitter sorrow is as bad to it, as what
seem more real sorrows are to older people.  It seems a pity to--to
add," but here she stopped, rather abruptly.

Ella had left off crying in the interest of listening to her godmother.
She was disappointed that Lady Cheynes said no more.

"Yes?" she said insinuatingly; "what were you saying, godmother?  `A
pity to add to'?"

"Never mind, child.  I was thinking aloud.  Now, take off that shawl and
run down to the warm library, like a sensible girl.  If you must finish
darning your stockings, take one or two of them with you.  There is no
one but Barnes to be shocked.  I am going to see your father if he is
not asleep, and then I shall ask you to give me a scrap of luncheon.  I
only came home last night, and I heard Marcus was ill and drove over at
once."

Ella obeyed.  The two went down stairs together.  Then in reply to Lady
Cheynes' message came one from her nephew, saying that he was awake, and
begged her to go to see him.

Ella sat alone in the library.  She felt considerably less desolate and
depressed, and it certainly was more comfortable than up stairs in the
cold.  She was very glad to have her godmother's company at luncheon,
anything was better than sitting alone through the meal with Barnes and
his subordinates fidgeting about.  And she was by no means sorry that
the old lady should have come upon her as she had done, for however fond
she was of her grand-nieces Ella felt certain Lady Cheynes did not
approve of the present state of things.

"If she had been at home, I do believe I should have gone," thought
Ella.

Suddenly the door opened and her godmother reappeared.  Her eyes looked
very bright, there was a slight flush upon her soft old cheeks and a
smile, a peculiar smile, flickered about her mouth.

"Godmother," exclaimed Ella, as she had done up stairs in her own room.
"What is it?" she went on, feeling a sort of vague excitement.  "You
look as if you had something to tell me.  You are smiling, so it can't
be anything wrong.  What have you been talking about to papa?"

Lady Cheynes drew a chair close to Ella's, and sat down.

"Supposing I were a _fairy_ godmother, Ella, just for fun, you know,
what would you ask me to do to cheer you up a little this dreary day?"

Ella opened her eyes wide, very wide--and I almost think she opened her
mouth too.

"Godmother?" she said, while a rosy colour crept over her face, "oh,
godmother, what _do_ you mean?"

CHAPTER NINE.

TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.

"Godmother," Ella repeated, "what do you mean?"

Lady Cheynes smiled.

"Supposing I were to tell you you were to go to the dance at the
Belvoirs' to-night after all?" she said.

Ella's face fell a little.

"Godmother," she replied, "I'm afraid you're teasing me; I _couldn't_ go
now."

"Not if I took you?  I was asked of course--they are very old friends,
and I did not answer definitely, not being sure when I was returning
home.  Indeed till this morning I thought it was over, that it was last
night."

"But," Ella went on, the corners of her mouth drooping like a little
child's, "I haven't any frock, godmother.  That makes it quite
impossible."

"I don't know.  Hester tells me there is a very pretty little white
tulle frock almost ready for you.  Madelene has been having it made by
Melanie--in case of anything unexpected, I suppose," said Lady Cheynes
quietly.

Ella looked as if she could scarcely believe her ears.

"_Madelene_ has been getting a frock ready for me," she said.  "Perhaps,
perhaps, godmother it was for a surprise.  Wouldn't she be vexed at my
knowing it?  Do you--would you _dare_ to let me wear it?  Oh,
godmother," and her eyes sparkled, "how lovely it would be!"

"_Will_ be," said her godmother, smiling more and more.  "Listen, Ella,
I've got your father's leave to take you.  You are to drive home with me
immediately after luncheon.  Hester is putting up the frock and my maid
will set to work and finish it.  Now think, have you everything else you
need--gloves--shoes?"

"I have gloves--tan-coloured ones, but they're quite new and nice and
long.  They are the last pair of those poor auntie gave me.  I have
never needed to wear such long ones here!  And shoes--I have no white
ones, godmother."

"You must have white ones," said Lady Cheynes.  "Ah well--perhaps we can
get some at Weevilscoombe.  I can send a man in to the shoemaker's
there.  Or if not--" and the old lady hesitated.  "Never mind--we'll
manage somehow.  Now, my dear, run up stairs and show Hester all that
you want packed up.  You must be quick, for we shall leave immediately
after luncheon."

Scarcely knowing if she were standing on her head or her heels, off flew
Ella.  Up stairs in her room she found Hester, who now that the young
lady was in such luck thought it well to sober her down a little by
looking rather grim.

"Oh, Hester," cried Ella, flying at the old servant, seizing her by the
shoulders and whirling her round, "did you ever know anything so lovely?
Have you packed up the frock?  Do tell me about it--how did you know
about it?  Was it to be a surprise and oh!  Hester, what will my sisters
say when they see me there?  I'm so awfully afraid they'll be vexed,
even though they won't show it to her ladyship."

Hester stopped short in the packing she was already in the midst of.

"Now, Miss Ella," she said, "that just shows how little you know your
sisters.  Vexed indeed--they'll be just as pleased as pleased, Miss St
Quentin especially.  If only you knew--No, miss, you can't see the
frock--it's all pinned up neatly, and you must let Jones undo it
herself," and Hester laid a protecting hand on the white puffy-looking
packet she was reserving for the top of the trunk.

"You cross old thing," said Ella.  "However I'll forgive you.  I'm too
happy to mind.  All the same if my sisters did want me to go, why didn't
they ask papa--he gave in the moment godmother tackled him?"

Hester grunted, but said nothing.

"That reminds me," Ella went on, "I must run in to see papa for a
moment, to thank him.  You've got all my things in now, Hester.  I
haven't time to change this frock, though I should have liked to,"
glancing at her thick grey homespun with contempt; "and besides, my
Sunday frock--fancy me having come back to Sunday frocks like a good
little girl!--is rather the uglier of the two.  It is so clumsily made;
I'd have _liked_ to take my dark green cashmere that I brought from
auntie's."

"And catch your death of cold.  You forget, Miss Ella, it's a deal
colder here than at Bath, and in a town too it's always warmer."

"Oh, well, I don't care.  I shall come back first thing to-morrow
morning; so it won't matter.  Oh, Hester, I am so happy--here, catch,
these are my gloves.  Yes, I'm sure I've all now."

And with another series of pirouettes Ella took herself off.

She flew to her father's room this time.

"May I come in?  Oh, papa, I don't know how to thank you," she cried.
And as her father looked up, she seemed to him a transfigured creature
from the meek, subdued Ella of the night before.  There she stood,
radiant and glowing with a delight which one could have fancied
illumined even the dull folds of her grey frock as with sunshine.

A smile broke over Colonel St Quentin's pale worn face.

"My poor little girl," he ejaculated involuntarily, "do you really care
so much about it?"

"Of course I do.  Oh! you don't know how happy I am.  But oh, papa, you
don't think Madelene will mind, do you?"

Colonel St Quentin's face changed.

"_Madelene_ mind!" he repeated.  "My dear Ella, how extraordinarily you
misapprehend your sister."  Just, in other words, what Hester had said.
For a moment Ella's face looked grave.  If it were the case after all
that Madelene was not to blame?  But no--how could it be so?  For papa,
had been so easy to persuade--was now so plainly enjoying her delight.
The girl's expression darkened.  Madelene, she felt almost inclined to
believe, was worse than she had yet imagined.  She must be cleverer and
more cunning, thought Ella, not only to keep her in the position she
did, but to make it seem that she wished it otherwise.  But these
reflections of course were not to be expressed.  And come what would,
Ella decided triumphantly, her sister could not deprive her of this one
evening's enjoyment.

"I'm glad you don't think Madelene will be vexed," she said quietly.

Colonel St Quentin gave a slight smile.  "You must promise me, Ella," he
went on, "to be very nice--biddable and considerate you know, to your--
to Lady Cheynes.  It is really very good, very good indeed of her to
take you.  Don't tease her to stay late, or anything of that kind.  I
suppose it's all right about your dress--she says so.  Now, good-bye, my
dear.  Enjoy yourself and don't fancy that any one will grudge your
doing so."

"Good-bye, papa," said Ella, stooping to kiss him.

They set off immediately after luncheon.  Arrived at Cheynesacre, a
great consultation took place.  Jones was fortunately good-natured as
well as skilful--she surveyed the snowy mass which old Hester had packed
up so carefully with grave consideration.

"Yes, my lady," she said, "boolyooners of toole, quite simple, I see.
The bodice is complete, luckily.  Well--if Harriet can work with me--
Harriet is a handy girl, I don't see but that it may be ready by eight
o'clock--or even a little sooner."

"Sooner, decidedly," said Lady Cheynes, "we must start at half-past
eight.  It's a long drive and of course an early dance.  You must have
some white flowers Ella--not a bouquet, but a spray or two on the
bodice.  And was there not something else you needed?"

"Shoes, godmother.  I have no white ones."

"Oh, to be sure.  What do you think, Jones, could we get a decent pair
at Weevilscoombe?"

Jones shook her wise head.

"Then--run down stairs, Ella, and ring for the head-gardener to speak to
me in the conservatory.  I will follow you immediately."

Five minutes later, the old lady entered the drawing-room with a small,
carefully enveloped parcel in her hand.  There was a look in her face
that Ella had never seen there before--a look which in a younger woman
would have been accentuated by tears in her eyes.  But old age weeps
rarely and painfully.  Lady Cheynes' bright, dark eyes were undimmed,
yet they had a very tender light in them as she unfolded the packet.

"Look, child," she said.  "Here is a pair of slippers which I little
thought would ever have danced again.  They belonged to my own child.
You have never heard of her of course.  She would have been an old woman
in your eyes, had she been alive still.  They were the last white
slippers she ever wore; you see they are perfectly clean, only yellowed
a little with age, in spite of my blue paper!"

Ella took them carefully and admiringly in her hands.  They were very
dainty little shoes, and on the front of each sparkled an old-fashioned
buckle.

"How pretty they are!" said the girl.  "Are these diamonds, godmother?"
and she touched the buckles.

"No, they would be too valuable in that case to be left stitched on the
slippers," Lady Cheynes replied.  "They are only old paste, but very
good old paste.  I gave them to Clarice to wear at the fancy dress ball
she got the shoes for, and they were old even then.  You see the shoes
have high heels, Ella, which suits them for present fashions rather too
well, in my opinion.  That was because they were for a fancy dress.
When Clarice was a girl, high heels were not worn.  Now try them on,
child--I only hope they are not too small."

Ella slipped off her own shoe and drew on one of the white ones without
the least difficulty.

"Do they fit you?" asked Lady Cheynes quickly, "Quite; perfectly," said
Ella, proceeding to try the second slipper.  "The left foot is perhaps,
yes, just a trifle too large," she went on.  "You see they are both
_easy_, and my left foot is a little tiny bit smaller than my right--and
then I have thicker stockings on than in the evening.  But I am sure
they will do, godmother, beautifully; and it is so _very_ good of you."

Lady Cheynes stooped to look at the little feet in their motley clothing
of red stockings and white shoes.

"Humph," she said, with a mingling of admiration and contrariety in her
voice, "humph--I thought Clarice's feet the smallest that ever were
seen.  You can put a bit of cotton-wool in the toes if you like, Ella."

"Oh, no, thank you, they're not as bad as that," said Ella, jumping up.
"I can dance in them splendidly--I _feel_ I can," and she gave herself a
twirl or two.  "Oh, dear godmother," she went on, "I can scarcely
believe that I'm going.  I really _can't_."  Jones and the handy Harriet
worked their best.  Before eight o'clock all was ready, and Ella stood
arrayed for her godmother's inspection.

"Very nice, yes, very nice," said the old lady.  "Put out your foot,
Ella--yes, there won't be another pair of shoes and shoe-buckles like
those, there.  Now, what have you to put on over you?  No! no," as Ella
held up a gauzy mantle or shawl, "that's not half enough.  You must have
something over that.  My dark-brown fur-lined cloak, Jones, will be the
very thing.  You are not used to a long drive in winter such as we shall
have to-night.  And it is freezing now, I hear--the roads are getting
slippery.  We cannot go fast."

"You must have plenty of hot-water bottles, my lady," said Jones, as she
returned with the cloak.  "And I'll tell Henry to be sure and have them
filled again to come home with."

"We shall not stay so late as all that," the old lady replied.
"However, it will do no harm to speak to Henry.  What are you making
such grimaces about, Ella?"

"The cloak, godmother.  It is so awfully heavy--I am afraid it will
crush me dreadfully, and see, it quite trails on the floor.  Don't you
think, in the warm carriage--if I doubled my shawl?"

"No, nonsense," said Lady Cheynes, decidedly.  "That cloak is the proper
thing.  You can shake yourself out when you get there.  Good tulle is
elastic," and she turned away inexorably.

It was a long drive--longer than Ella had realised.  And it was so cold
outside that the carriage windows had to be kept up the whole way, not
admitting a breath of air; and they quickly became so opaque that even
if the night had been brighter and clearer than it was, Ella could have
seen nothing.  In spite of her excitement and eager anticipation she
felt herself growing drowsy, and when they at last drew up, though she
had not been actually asleep she had been so near it that all about her
seemed dreamy and unreal.  Hardly understanding where she was, she found
herself following her godmother across a great square hall, whose dark
oak panelling was decorated with Christmas evergreens and holly, down a
short passage into a room crowded with ladies' shawls and wraps and
attendant maidens.

"Shake yourself out, Ella," said Lady Cheynes.  "Yes, that is right," as
her god-daughter half mechanically obeyed her, under the supervision of
one of the ladies'-maids.  "You are not at all crushed.  Keep our cloaks
where they will be easily got at, we shall be leaving early," she went
on to the woman, who evidently recognised her.  "Now, Ella, my dear.
But for goodness' sake, child, don't look so solemn.  No one would
recognise you."

"I--I didn't mean to look solemn, godmother," said the girl, glancing up
in the old lady's face with a little smile of deprecation in her lovely
eyes.

At that instant a young man hastily crossing the hall, just behind them,
caught sight of her.  He stopped short and hesitated.

"By Jove!" he ejaculated under his breath, then drew back.  He was out
of the range of seeing or being seen by Lady Cheynes.

"Who can she be?" he said to himself.

The old lady moved on calmly till she reached the doorway where Mrs
Belvoir was standing, and the greetings and introduction of Ella took
place.

"We are later than I expected," said Lady Cheynes.  "You see it was such
a sudden idea of mine."

"A delightful idea," Mrs Belvoir replied.  "Where will you establish
yourself, Lady Cheynes?  There are a few seats in the ball-room--or
would you prefer staying here?"

"I will stay here, thank you," Ella's godmother replied, seating herself
beside her hostess.  "But this child here," she added in a lower voice,
"I should like her to dance.  Her sisters don't know she is coming.  It
will be quite a surprise to them to see her."

"They are both dancing," said Mrs Belvoir.  "Of course she must dance.
Ah! there is Louis,"--as she caught sight of one of her sons and
beckoned to him.  "Louis," and a word or two of whispered explanation
followed, before he was brought up and introduced, nothing loth, to the
lovely stranger.

He did not catch the name clearly; Mrs Belvoir's special care to
introduce the young girl correctly, as "Miss _Ella_ St Quentin," had a
curious result.

"Miss Ellison Winton," young Belvoir repeated to himself; "who in the
world can she be?  I have never seen her before, that's certain."

But long ere his fragment of a dance with her came to an end, he found
himself hoping that he should see her again!

"She is quite bewitching," he thought, "and she dances beautifully.  I
wish I were not engaged so deep."

"May I introduce a partner or two to you, Miss--Miss Winton?" he said,
and Ella did not notice the mistake, as she acquiesced, and two or three
new men were led up to her.

"Major Frost, Mr Littleton, Sir Philip Cheynes," followed each other in
quick succession, and each in turn was informed privately by young
Belvoir that the young lady was "a Miss Ellison Winton, a perfect
stranger," he added, "staying at some house in the neighbourhood;" and
Ella herself, a little bewildered still, heard the various names but
indistinctly--the "Sir Philip," she caught but not the surname.  And it
never occurred to her to associate the bearer of it with her godmother's
grandson, whom she believed to be still in the north.

There was dancing in two rooms; during Ella's next dance, a waltz with
Major Frost, the elder Misses St Quentin were in the other room.  The
next, which she danced with Mr Littleton, was a square, and though she
once caught sight of Madelene's head through a doorway, they did not
come more nearly together! which Ella, still more than half afraid of
being seen by her sisters, was not sorry for.

"It must come, sooner or later," she thought; "but I should like to be
beside my godmother when they first see me."

CHAPTER TEN.

AN OLD-WORLD SHOE.

"Our dance, I think, Miss St Quentin," said Major Frost, when, after
searching some time for Madelene, he discovered her at last in the
tea-room.  "The second polka it is," and as Madelene acquiesced, "I have
been dancing with such a wonderfully pretty little creature," he went
on, "a Miss Wyndham, or Winton, I am not quite sure of the name.  A
perfect stranger, staying at some house in the neighbourhood they say.
I must point her out to you."

"I wonder who she can be?"  Miss St Quentin replied.  "Mrs Belvoir did
not know of any particularly pretty girl coming--no stranger, I mean."

"But she is a _very_ particularly pretty girl; I know you will agree
with me.  If you don't mind we'll go into the other room and I will
point her out to you.  She is dancing with Cheynes, I think."

Madelene felt but mildly interested in the object of her partner's
enthusiasm, but she made no difficulty.  The second room was very
crowded.

They danced for a few minutes and then stopped.

"It is too full, really," said Major Frost.  Then suddenly he gave a
little exclamation.

"There she is," he said, and Madelene looked where he directed.  It was
her turn to start and exclaim.

"What is it?" asked her partner in surprise.

Madelene had recovered herself.

"Nothing," she said, "nothing except the most--the _most_ extraordinary
resemblance.  It is not very pleasant here," she went on, "suppose we go
back to the other room.  I want to speak to my sister Ermine; she is in
there."

Major Frost was too polite to object, but he was rather disappointed.

"So you don't admire the stranger?" he said.

"On the contrary--I could only glance at her, but I could see that she
is very lovely, as you said.  I wonder if my cousin, Sir Philip Cheynes,
knows who she is?"

Just then she caught sight of Ermine.  She was fortunately not dancing.
Madelene made a sign to her.

"Ermine," she said in a low voice, "I am perfectly bewildered.  Do you
know I do believe Ella is here?"

"_Ella_?"  Ermine repeated.

"Yes--dancing in the other room with Philip.  If it is not she, I never
saw such a likeness--_never_."

"But," said Ermine, looking dazed, "if she is dancing with Philip, he
would know, he would tell us."

"_He_ may not know who she is," said Madelene impatiently, for once
grasping the situation more rapidly than her sister.  "He has never seen
her.  And if it is she, she has not come in her own name.  Major Frost
said she was a Miss _Wyndham_."

Ermine looked relieved.

"Then it can't be she," she said.  "She would never do such a thing.
Knowing too that we were to be here--it would have been perfectly
absurd."

But Miss St Quentin still looked dissatisfied.

"I don't know," she said.  "I feel as if I were dreaming.  She is not
only the very image of Ella, but her dress is uncommonly like the white
tulle frock that I had made for her in case papa had given in.  Ermine,
if she has done such a thing--such a scandalous thing as to come here by
herself trusting to us not to tell--it would be--I don't know _what_ we
should do."

"Your imagination is running away with you, Maddie," said Ermine.
"Still all the same I shall go and have a look at this remarkable young
woman--quietly, you know, without letting her see me.  There's Major
Frost looking as if he couldn't think what's the matter, and he is
rather a gossip.  I'll meet you again in the tea-room after I have made
my voyage of discovery."

So Madelene returned to her partner whose curiosity was not, at that
time at least, destined to be satisfied.  As soon as the dance was over,
she declared herself too tired and hot to attempt the next, and sending
Major Frost off to explain matters to a brother-officer of his to whom
she happened to be engaged, she found a seat for herself in a corner of
the conservatory where she hoped to be able to remain _perdue_ for a few
minutes.

Her head was full of Ella--for that Major Frost's "Miss Wyndham" was not
her sister she could scarcely believe.  And she felt both uneasy, and
indignant.  Suddenly a slight rustling close at hand warned her that her
retreat was no longer hers alone--a small figure in white was making its
way in her direction, and as it seated itself she heard Ella's voice say
lightly to some one unseen.

"Oh, yes, you will find me here.  It is very good of you to fetch it for
me."

Madelene rose to her feet.  They were alone.

"_Ella_" she said.

The girl turned her head, then she too got up, and came forward, with a
smile on her face, but a somewhat ill-assured and deprecating one.

"I was wondering when we should come across each other," she said.  "I
meant to go into the other room to look for you and Ermine, Madelene,"
and here she tried to smile again, but the effort was rather a failure,
and her lips quivered a little.  "Madelene, are you very astonished to
see me?  Had you no idea I--might perhaps come after all?  Madelene,
don't look at me like that.  I didn't think you'd be so vexed."

For Miss St Quentin's face was growing very stern.  She had caught sight
of and identified the white tulle frock by this time.

"I cannot say anything till I understand the whole," she began.  "It is
your place to tell me."

Just then steps were heard approaching.  Ella started.

"It is the man I am dancing with--he went to fetch me an ice," she said
hurriedly.  "I don't want him to see me being scolded," and her voice
sounded as if she were going to cry.

Madelene hated scenes, and still more did she hate any exposure to
strangers of family affairs.  She instantly drew back.

"I shall take care that your partner does not see me," she said.  "But I
shall look out for you in the tea-room after this dance.  Ermine will be
there too."

There was no time for Ella to reply.  Miss St Quentin had no difficulty
in concealing herself.  She just stepped quietly behind a clump of high
and thick-growing plants in the corner, where the light was not strong,
and her dress being black, no one would have noticed her unless they had
been directly looking for her.

A moment after, she heard a voice addressing her sister.

"Here is the ice--at least it is a cup of iced coffee.  Will that do as
well, Miss Wyn--?"

It seemed to Madelene that the new-comer rather slurred over the name;
it was the case that he did so, for he had heard it but indistinctly,
and Ella, in no hurry to be revealed to her sisters, had not cared to
set the mystification right.  But--Madelene scarcely noticed what he
said, in her surprise at recognising Ella's partner as her cousin
Philip!  For a moment or two, she could not understand it.  Then again
she gradually recollected that it was perfectly possible he did not know
Ella--he had never seen her; he had probably been introduced to her by
some one who had no idea who she really was.  Madelene had already seen
and talked to Philip, who had hastened his return from the north in
order to be present at the Belvoirs' dance.  He was to spend the night
with his present hosts and "surprise" his grandmother by appearing at
Cheynesacre in the course of the following afternoon, some days sooner
than she was expecting him.  For neither he nor his cousins had the
slightest, the very slightest, notion that such a move on the old lady's
part as she had executed with Ella in her train was possible.

"Thank you, thank you very much.  Yes of course it will do--much better
than a regular ice, for I can drink it off in a moment, and I do so want
to lose no more of this lovely waltz," Madelene next heard her sister
reply.

"She is eager to get out of my way," she thought, "and what wonder?  But
I am not going to make a scene, you need not be afraid, Ella.  Philip
evidently does not know her.  It must all be told him afterwards.  How
disgraceful it seems!  And just when we wanted her to have made a good
impression on him--he will be utterly horrified.  Oh!  I wish I could
see Ermine."

The voices had ceased.  Ella and her partner had left the conservatory.
Madelene made her way to the entrance and then, glancing round to make
sure they were not standing about anywhere close at hand, hurriedly
crossed the ball-room to the room where Ermine was to meet her.

She was already there, eagerly looking out for Madelene, whom she at
once drew into a corner.

"Madelene," she began, but Miss St Quentin for once was so excited that
she interrupted her.

"Ermine," she said, "it _is_ she--Ella.  I have seen her and spoken to
her.  I never in all my life was so--"

"Wait, Madelene--do let me speak.  Of course it is Ella, but it is all
right.  She came with Aunt Anna.  There is nothing to be vexed about.
Aunt Anna took it all upon herself.  She persuaded papa to let the poor
child come.  Really, Maddie," seeing that no change of expression
lighted up her elder sister's face, "I don't understand you some times.
I thought you would have been quite delighted.  You _did_ want her to
come."

But Miss St Quentin's equanimity had been too thoroughly disturbed for
her to recover it quickly.  She was, at the bottom of her heart, more
seriously vexed with herself than with any one else, vexed with her own
hasty and, as she now saw, absurd idea that Ella would have ventured on
such an escapade as to follow them by herself.  And to one of Madelene's
temperament, mortification is peculiarly bitter.  For the moment she
yielded to her irritation and allowed herself the questionable relief of
venting it on others.

"Of course I wanted her to come if the thing had been properly arranged.
Papa should have consented when _we_ asked him, or else, it seems to
me, kept to his decision.  Aunt Anna went to Coombesthorpe, I suppose,
and found Ella weeping like a poor little martyr at having been left
alone.  And her entreaties and Ella's tears prevailed where my
downrightness failed, it seems," she said cynically.

Ermine looked at her in surprise.

"Well, and what if they did?" she said.  "You are not going to begin
feeling jealous of Aunt Anna's influence with papa--that would be too
absurd.  And as for Ella's tears--wait at least till we know that she
shed any.  But, Maddie--I've seen Aunt Anna, and it is so absurd.
Philip and Ella are dancing together--have been, at least, and neither
knows who the other is!  Isn't it fun?  Aunt Anna has quite entered into
the spirit of it, and she says we are to try to keep it up, and not let
either of them speak to her or to us when the other is by.  Ella is
engaged for every dance--people are all smitten by her, but aunt is
going soon, so it won't be difficult."

"I don't see any point in it," said Madelene, coldly.

"Don't you!  Oh I think it's Capital--the very thing we thought of at
the beginning," and here, though there was no one to catch her words,
Ermine dropped her voice,--"if--if they were to take a fancy to each
other, Maddie, it would be such a good thing, such a comfort to papa,
too."

Madelene's face softened.

"I am afraid Ella is too superficial, if not heartless--" she said,
though with reluctance.  "For all Philip's careless manner, he has
really deep feelings.  He would be miserable with a frivolous wife."

"Maddie, you are prejudiced.  I don't think you have any right to think
Ella shallow--her deeper feelings may not have been awakened yet, but
that is a different matter," said Ermine.  "I think it would be
delightful."

"It certainly would cut the knot of several difficulties," Madelene
allowed.

"And they are far more likely to be attracted to each other, meeting as
strangers," said Ermine.  "It is as good as a play!  Philip is
prejudiced against Ella--he fancies she is a worry to us, and she would
have found this out at once, she is so quick!  Oh, I think it is too
lucky that they should have met like this."  Ermine looked quite ready
in her enthusiasm to clap her hands--Madelene could not resist the
infection.  She smiled at her sister.

"My dear child," she said, "I had no idea you were such a matchmaker.
What would Aunt Anna say to it?"

"Aunt Anna knows what she is about.  Don't trouble about _her_," said
Ermine.  "But we must not be seen whispering together like this.  I want
to get hold of Major Frost, to prevent his finding anything out, and
spoiling it all."

Miss St Quentin sat still for a moment or two after her sister had left
her.

"If I could feel sure that Ella has any real character, real depth," she
thought.  "It would certainly be very nice--if her future were assured
it might, indirectly, make many things easier.  It would surely make
papa less morbid."

And Madelene sighed a little as for once she allowed her imagination to
glance backwards on what might have been had cares and responsibilities
fallen less prematurely upon her.

Ella meanwhile, but for her disagreeable interview with her eldest
sister, had been enjoying herself to the top of her bent.  She had not
been long of discovering that she was sailing under false colours, as
more than one of her partners, imagining he had heard her name
correctly, addressed her distinctly as "Miss Wyndham."  And she did not
set the mistake right.  She would enjoy herself for this one evening,
she decided, and Madelene's unpleasant strictures might be reserved till
afterwards.

"I will keep out of their way," she said to herself, "for if all these
men knew I was their sister they would begin cross-questioning me, and
it would all seem queer.  And godmother won't mind if from time to time
I let her know I'm all right.  She wants me to have as much dancing as I
can--we shall be leaving so early."

It all turned out more easy of execution than she could have expected.
After her first half-apologetic whisper to Lady Cheynes, at the end of
her dance with Major Frost, of "Godmother, I'm so happy, but need I come
back to you _every_ time?  The dances follow so quickly," had been met
with an indulgent smile, and the words, "No, no, my dear--amuse yourself
as much as you can, but remember we must leave at twelve," she felt
quite at ease on that point, and somehow she did not again catch sight
of Lady Cheynes at all.  And with her partners she took care to keep to
generalities, nor was it difficult to do so, seeing that socially
speaking she was really a stranger in the neighbourhood.

She danced twice in succession with Sir Philip, the second time
immediately following the passage of arms with Madelene in the
conservatory.  She had not the faintest idea who he was, but she thought
him by far the most agreeable of her partners.  And he, attracted at
first sight by her beauty, was still more captivated by her pretty,
half-childish bearing and the little air of mystery about her, which he
was quick enough to detect.

"You will give me another dance, I hope?" he said; "though indeed it is
perhaps hardly fair of me to ask it, when so many less fortunate than I
have been already, must be refused."

"But you were one of the first to ask me," she said simply, "you, and
Mr--Mr something Belvoir, a son of the house, and a Sir Philip
somebody, and Major--Major Frost.  You are not Major Frost, are you?"
she added quickly, with a slight tone of inquiry.

Philip smiled.  He was not going to be trotted out by this charming
little person, who knew so well how to keep her own secrets.

"Mr Louis Belvoir, you mean," he said, calmly ignoring the latter part
of her speech.  "Ah, yes, there he comes.  You are dancing with him?
And what about another waltz?"

"It must be soon, then," she said, "for I am leaving early; at twelve,
not a moment later, my god--my chaperone said."

"What a very strict chaperone she must be," said Sir Philip, smiling.
"It sounds quite like a certain old fairy-story.  I wish I could be
dancing with you when the clock strikes, to see what would happen."

To his surprise the girl did not laugh, or even smile.  She looked up at
him with a curious expression.

"I don't think I like that story," she said.  "I have never liked it
since I was a baby.  And yet--somehow--it seems always coming up," she
added in a lower voice.

Philip's curiosity increased.

"You don't mean to say," he said laughingly, "that if I call upon you
to-morrow morning I shall find you scrubbing the kitchen pots and pans?"

Ella's face crimsoned.

"You can't call upon me," she retorted sharply; "you don't know where I
live nor anything about me."

"Except your name--Miss Wyndham," he repeated, slightly accentuating the
last two words.

The girl turned quickly, as just at that moment Mr Louis Belvoir's
voice was heard.

"Our dance, Miss Winton, I think," he said.

"And I may claim the next but one then, I hope?"  Sir Philip hastened to
add.

Ella nodded "yes," as she went off on Louis Belvoir's arm.

"_Who_ can she be?" thought Sir Philip, as he stood there, looking after
them, rather bewilderedly.  "She is quite wonderfully pretty, and--what
is it?  Charming is such a stupid word.  She is too simple and naive to
be called charming; her eyes are so honest, too.  What or who is it she
reminds me of I wonder?  No one seems to know.  And how odd she was when
I alluded to `Cinderella.'"

He did not dance the next dance but hung about till he could claim "Miss
Wyndham" for the promised waltz, and as he kept her and young Belvoir in
view, he had no difficulty in finding her when the time came.

"This is my last dance," she said, after a turn or two.  "Mr Belvoir
has just told me the time."

"And is your chaperone quite inexorable?  Would there be no use in
trying to melt her--suppose we do?" suggested Philip eagerly.

Ella shook her head.

"No," she said with a little sigh.  "I promised not even to ask her.
But oh, I have enjoyed myself so much," and again came the little sigh.

Sir Philip's eyes expressed the sympathy he felt, but he dared not
venture on any more questions.

"I may meet you at some other dance before long, I hope?" was the utmost
he risked.

"It is not likely," she replied.  "I am no--" and she hesitated.

"Not remaining long in this part of the world?"

"No--not that.  I was only going to say I am not supposed to be _out_,"
she said with evident reluctance.

"And yet she is visiting in some house in the neighbourhood evidently
without any of her own family," thought Philip, more and more
_intrigue_, and in his own mind he was considering what observation
leading to further revelations he might hazard when he was startled by a
sudden move on his partner's side.

"I must go now; please don't think me rude," she exclaimed hurriedly,
and before he had time fully to take in the sense of her words she had
gone.

"I _will_ find out where and with whom she is staying," he said to
himself, starting forward to follow her, when a hand was laid on his
arm, and turning, he saw his cousin Ermine.

"Where have you been hiding yourself all this time?" she said smiling.
"Are you not going to ask me to dance to-night?"

"Of course, of course, if you care to," Philip replied.  But his manner
was confused and hurried.  It was evident he did not want to be
detained.  "I'll be back in two minutes, Ermine," he said, "but excuse
me for an instant.  Some friends of mine are just leaving, and I want--I
just have a word to say to them before they go."

"But I must speak to you for a moment," said Ermine persistently.  "Did
you not know your grandmother has been here?"

"My grandmother!" ejaculated Sir Philip, so astonished as to forget for
an instant his determination to discover some particulars about the
mysterious Miss Wyndham, and if possible obtain a glimpse of the
chaperone she had alluded to.

"Yes, of course.  Aunt Anna--Lady Cheynes.  Why do you look so
incredulous?"  Ermine went on.

"It seems so queer.  What in the world put such a thing in her head, and
why wasn't I told?  She will be very vexed at my not having gone near
her," he said with considerable annoyance in his tone.

"Not at all.  She had not in the least expected to find you here.  She
had no reason to do so--you know you meant to give her a surprise by
walking in to-morrow morning.  She told me to tell you she knew you were
dancing and she didn't want to interrupt you."

"All the same, I wish I had known," Sir Philip persisted.  "I can't get
over the idea of her having been here and my not knowing."

"She didn't stay long," said his cousin.  "She was sitting in the small
drawing-room all the time, and I _assure_ you she wasn't in the least,
not the very least, vexed at not seeing you.  She's expecting you home
to-morrow."

"It was such an odd fancy of hers to come," Philip repeated.  "Why--it's
years since I knew her go to anything of the kind.  Are you sure she's
gone, Ermie?  May she not be still in the cloak-room, perhaps?"

"No, I'm sure she's gone.  I wish you'd believe what I say," said
Ermine, looking slightly irritated by his pertinacity.

"Oh, well, I suppose it's all right.  But I shall be too late for the
other friend I wanted to say good-night to.  Excuse me, Ermie--I'll be
back in two minutes," and before his cousin could think of any further
excuse for detaining him he was gone.

"It will be too provoking," thought she, "if he goes running against
them just as they're leaving.  I wonder who it is he wants to say
good-bye to."  Philip hastened as fast as he could to the hall--a sharp
rush of cold air told that the door was open, and as he got up to it the
sound of wheels announced that some one had just driven away.

"Whose carriage was that?" he inquired of one of the servants standing
about.  The man was a stranger and did not recognise him.

"Lady Cheynes's," he replied.  "It was the Cheynesacre carriage, sir."

With a muttered exclamation of annoyance Philip drew back.  He glanced
into the cloak-room as he passed--it was quite deserted, no one else
seemed to be taking their departure just then.  He strolled forward
again towards the door, and pushing it open, stepped out on to the
drive.  Yes, it was a very cold night, much too cold for keeping horses
waiting, in consequence of which, no doubt, no horses or carriages were
to be seen.

"She must have gone," thought the young man.  "But who in the world is
she, and whom can she have come with?  Louis Belvoir knows no more than
I do, and I don't want to make myself conspicuous by asking any one
else."

He turned back, but just as he was stepping inside the porch, something
glistening on the ground caught his eye.

"By Jove!"  Philip ejaculated, "can it be one of my lady's diamond pins?
What a joke it would be--for she always maintains that she never loses
anything."

He stooped as he spoke to pick it up, but the object that met his hand
was not at all what he had expected.  The sparkle which had attracted
him was that of diamonds of a kind, certainly, but the jewel was
attached to something else, much more ponderous, though small and dainty
enough for what it was--a shoe!

It had lain in the shadow, all of it except the front, on which the old
paste buckle had glittered in the moonlight--it had once been a slipper
of gleaming white satin, but time had slightly dimmed its brightness.
Sir Philip took it into the light of the lamp--there was no servant
about just then--and examined it curiously.  Gradually a smile broke
over his features.

"Ah," he thought, "my allusion to Cinderella this evening seems to have
been prophetic.  I shall pocket this treasure.  It is Miss Wyndham's, I
know, I remember noticing the buckles when she was dancing, and the
rather old-world look of the slippers.  Upon my word, it is like a
fairy-tale.  The shoes must have been too big for her."

He was quiet and rather absent when he returned to his cousin Ermine,
but had evidently got over his annoyance.

"You were in time then to say good-night to your friends, I hope?" asked
Ermine with some curiosity.

"No--at least, not exactly," he replied.  "But it doesn't matter."

CHAPTER ELEVEN.

AFTER THE BALL.

"Good-night, and good-bye for the present, though I shall be coming over
to Coombesthorpe in a day or two.  I am going home very early to-morrow
morning, before any of you good people will be stirring," said Sir
Philip to his cousins, when, all the guests save those staying in the
house having departed, these last were dispersing for the night.

"You're in a fidget about Aunt Anna," said Ermine.  "I can see it,
Phil--you should have more trust in my assurances."

"I have--unlimited; still I shall be more comfortable when I have seen
her, I confess," he said.

"Well, come over as soon as you can," said Madelene.  "You know," she
went on, "you haven't forgotten that our sister--Ella--is with us?"

There was a tone of constraint in her voice which Sir Philip perceived
at once.

"Poor Maddie," he thought, "she is too good to say so, but I can see--I
feel sure--that that child is a great torment to her."  And "No indeed,"
he went on, "worse luck.  I have not forgotten that fact."

"Phil!"  Ermine exclaimed, but there was a mischievous look in her eyes
which would have puzzled her cousin had he seen it clearly.

"You should not be prejudiced, Philip," said Madelene gravely.

"But I am, and I can't help it," he retorted.

"At least you must own to some curiosity on the subject," said Ermine.
"You will come over soon?"

"Of course.  I want to hear and ask scores of things," he replied.  "No,
I am not curious at all, except so far as your comfort is concerned.
Have you found it possible to carry out my suggestion and keep her in
the schoolroom in the meantime?"

"Better still," said Ermine, her eyes dancing unmistakably.  "We have
for the present relegated her to the _nursery_."

She dropped her voice somewhat, and glanced round her as if anxious not
to be overheard.  Philip raised his eyebrows in surprise, but a look of
relief overspread his countenance at the same time.

"Oh, come," he said, "that's almost too good to be true!  What a
phenomenon she must be--I am really beginning to feel curious.  But I
mustn't keep you chattering here any longer.  They'll all be wondering
what secrets we've got."

He was true to his word.  The next morning, clear, cold and frosty, saw
him betimes on his way to Cheynesacre.  He had taken it into his head to
walk over, leaving word that he would send for his luggage in the course
of the day, and in a modified degree carry out his original intention of
"surprising" his grandmother, by marching in upon her at her solitary
breakfast.  For notwithstanding her unwonted dissipation of the night
before he felt pretty confident of finding Lady Cheynes at her usual
place at table at her usual hour of ten.

Nor was he disappointed.  He had the satisfaction in the first place of
considerably startling the "Barnes" of the Cheynesacre establishment,
and leaving him aghast in the hall, walked coolly on into the
dining-room.

A bright fire was blazing on the hearth, the kettle was singing, the
round table with its snowy cloth was spread ready for breakfast, and at
it, reading her letters as usual, sat Lady Cheynes.

"Granny," said Philip in the doorway.

The old lady started.

"My boy," she exclaimed, "you must have got up in the middle of the
night, or perhaps you haven't been to bed at all, after your gay
doings."

"It strikes me, granny, that my gay doings are nothing to yours.  I'm
glad to see you looking just like yourself, but it really was too bad of
you not to let me know in time last night that you were there."

He stooped to kiss Lady Cheynes as he spoke; she looked up with a smile.

"You were enjoying yourself; I didn't want to interrupt you.  It was a
sudden thought of mine; I did not stay long," the old lady replied,
speaking less deliberately than her wont.

"I can't conceive what put it in your head to go at all," he said, as he
seated himself.  "I'm tremendously hungry, granny.  I walked over, and I
must send Symes for my luggage.  I meant to have given you a surprise;
you didn't expect me till next week, did you?"

"No, of course not.  I'm not very fond of surprises as a rule, but
still, as it has happened I'm glad you're here.  It seems a shame to
begin working you the moment you arrive, but will you go over to
Weevilscoombe this morning for me to speak to Mr Brander about Layton's
lease?  It will save me from writing a letter which after all would
probably not have made things clear."

Sir Philip tapped his boots with his cane reflectively.

"This morning?" he said.  "I suppose to-morrow wouldn't do?  I want to
go over to Coombesthorpe to-day if I can."

"I am afraid to-morrow would not do," said his grandmother.  "I should
like you to be at Mr Brander's by twelve.  I am going over to
Coombesthorpe myself, so I can tell them you will be there to-morrow.
Indeed I don't think Maddie and Ermine will be home till this evening.
_I_ am going to see their father, who has been seriously ill."

"And that child--I'm delighted to hear she _is_ such a child still,"
said Philip.  "I suppose you look after her when the girls are away."

"Yes," said Lady Cheynes, dryly.  "I do.  But who told you she was `such
a child'?"

"Ermine.  She said that not the schoolroom even, but the _nursery_ was
Ella's proper place," replied Philip, honestly believing that he was
literally repeating Ermine's words.

"Indeed!" said Lady Cheynes slightly raising her eyebrows.

Then the bell was rung and Sir Philip's dog-cart ordered to be round in
half an hour.

"In the meantime," said his grandmother, "if you will come to the study,
I will explain to you the points which I wish Brander clearly to
understand."  Philip sauntered to the study.

"Granny is even more than commonly energetic," he said to himself, as he
stood at the window gazing out at the wintry landscape while he waited
for her.  "However--I wonder if by any chance she knows anything about
that lovely little personage last night!  She has such quick eyes, I
expect she noticed her--she could hardly have failed to do so.  I expect
the small princess is in trouble about her shoe this morning!  It looks
like a family heirloom."

He drew it out of his pocket and looked at it--yes, by daylight it
seemed even quainter.  The satin was a rich creamy yellow, and the
buckle was of curiously antique form.

"Granny could tell the date to a year," he thought to himself.  All the
same, he slipped the shoe back to its hiding place pretty sharply when
he heard the door handle turn and his grandmother enter the room.

He would have been rather astonished had he overheard the directions she
had just been giving to her trusty Jones.

"I don't wish Miss Ella to know of Sir Philip's return," she said.
"Take her her breakfast when she wakes--I told her to ring for it--and
tell her that the carriage will be round as soon as she is dressed.  I
am going to drive back to Coombesthorpe with her, myself."

Then the old lady rejoined her grandson in the study and kept him
immersed in her instructions to Mr Brander, till his dog-cart was
announced.

"You will probably stay to luncheon with him," she said.  "You may as
well, for you would not find me at home.  I am going to lunch at
Coombesthorpe."

"Then tell them," Sir Philip began,--"oh no, by the by, you will not see
the girls?"

"Perhaps I shall--I may wait till they return."

"Tell them I shall be over to-morrow, then.  They were looking very well
last night, didn't you think so?  Ermine especially, Madelene looked
rather solemn--does that child worry her much, do you think, Granny?"

"If she does, it is Maddie's own fault," Lady Cheynes replied sharply.
"At least hers to some extent, and perhaps partly her father's.  I find
Ella as reasonable as one could wish.  I'm sure when she is alone with
me--" but here she suddenly checked herself.

"Is she ever alone with you?  Do you have her here?  Upon my word,
Granny, it's most self-sacrificing of you.  But--you're not going to
have her here any more, I hope, not now I've come back?"

"How unselfish you are!" said his grandmother, with a smile, however,
that somewhat belied the satire of her words.  "She is my god-daughter;
I have duties and responsibilities with regard to her."

Philip murmured something inaudible.  But Lady Cheynes took no notice.

"You shouldn't keep the horse waiting, Phil," she said.  "It is bitingly
cold."

"Good-bye then, till--dinner-time, I suppose?" he said as he went off.

He felt slightly dissatisfied.  "Granny" had not seemed as pleased to
see him as she usually was after an absence; she had asked him nothing
about matters at Grimswell, where he had really been working hard, and
"going into things,"--the rectifying of abuses, the setting a-foot new
benevolent schemes, and so on--with fervour and energy which he had
scarcely known he possessed.  He could and would of course talk it all
over with Granny when he got her to himself, that very evening probably,
but still--no, she had not been quite herself that morning, she was
"carried" and constrained.  Perhaps there were troubles at Coombesthorpe
which he had not heard of; his grandmother had spoken rather snappishly
of Madelene.

"I do believe it's all that child," was the conclusion at which the
young man finally arrived.  "I must get it all out of Granny and help to
smooth things a little if I can.  I wonder,"--was his next thought--"I
wonder if Maddie noticed that girl or knew who she was."

He found the lawyer at home, but somewhat surprised to see him.  Sir
Philip explained to him his unexpected return.  Mr Brander, who had
known him from his infancy, pricked up his ears at the prospect of a
little local gossip.

"So you were in time for the Manor dance, Sir Philip.  A very successful
affair I hear.  My nephew,"--Mr Brander had a brother who ranked among
the small squirearchy--"my nephew looked in this morning on his way
home; he slept at his sister's--and he was full of it.  He was telling
me all the details.  I was delighted to hear that Lady Cheynes
chaperoned her nieces herself, though sorry to hear of the Colonel's
illness."

Philip looked surprised.

"Oh no," he said, "my cousins were staying in the house.  What put it
into my lady's head to go I'm sure I don't know, but it was not as
chaperone to any one."

"Indeed," said his companion, "I must have misunderstood Fred then.  But
he was quite clear about it--said that the youngest Miss St Quentin was
tremendously admired, bids fair in fact to, so to speak, outshine her
sisters.  Of course there is the charm of novelty in her case; she is
quite a stranger in this neighbourhood."

Philip's brow contracted.  Old Brander meant no harm, but his remarks
struck the young man as slightly free.  Besides--what utter nonsense he
was talking!

"There is some absurd mistake," he remarked rather stiffly.  "I don't
suppose you misunderstood your nephew, but he has got hold of some
nonsense.  The youngest Miss St Quentin is still to all intents and
purposes a child; there could have been no question of her being at the
Manor last night."

In his turn Mr Brander looked surprised.

"Fred must be more exact in his statements," he said; "he must have
mistaken some one else."

And then as Philip proceeded to lay before him the papers and
explanations with which Lady Cheynes had furnished him, the conversation
took the turn of business and no more was said about Mrs Belvoir's
dance.

But a feeling of increasing mystification was left in Philip's mind.

"I cannot understand my grandmother's sudden freak last night," he
thought.  "It is sure to make people gossip, especially if any one
noticed that she and I were never together the whole evening.  The next
report will be that she and I have quarrelled--it would be no more
absurd than that Fred Brander's story about Ella St Quentin having been
the belle of the Manor ball!"

Ella was at that moment dressing as quickly as she could, having slept
till long after her usual breakfast hour and only awakened to be told
that as her godmother wished to drive over to Coombesthorpe for
luncheon, she had no time to spare.  So her thick grey linsey frock was
donned again, and the fluffy masses of white tulle, slightly "tashed,"
as the Scotch say, but snowily pretty still, reconsigned by Jones's
careful hands to the tray of Ella's large basket trunk.

"It's very little the worse," said the maid.  "If you just get Millannie
to iron it out the next time you want to wear it, Miss, it'll be as good
as ever.  It is Millannie to do it, I suppose?  You haven't a maid of
your own yet."

"No indeed," Ella replied.  "Hester looks after me a little, and
Stevens, the second housemaid, mends my things.  Melanie never does a
thing for me; she's always busy for my sisters."

"Never mind, Miss.  It'll be different when you come to be counted quite
a grown-up young lady, which will be soon now, you'll see.  And you did
enjoy yourself last night?"

"Oh indeed I did.  It was--heavenly," said Ella with fervour.  "And I do
thank you so much for getting my frock ready so beautifully, Jones.  Now
I must run off, I suppose."

There was only one thing on her mind as she flew down stairs to her
godmother, but it was rather a big thing!  A most extraordinary accident
had befallen her on leaving the Manor the night before.  She had lost a
shoe!  One of _the_ shoes.  Clarice's shoes--which Lady Cheynes had kept
enveloped in silver paper for more years than twice Ella's whole life
could count, and only with much thought and hesitation had confided to
her little god-daughter for one evening.  It was really dreadful.  Yet
Ella could scarcely take blame to herself.

"They were much too big--especially that left foot one," she said to
herself.  "I shall always think myself wonderfully clever for keeping
them on while I was dancing.  And the buckles are not real.  I am glad
of it, though I am afraid godmother will mind quite as much as if they
were."

Should she tell of the loss at once?  She hesitated.  She was not
cowardly, but she was very reluctant to cause pain to the old lady, and
it was perhaps needless to do so, as there seemed every probability that
the slipper would be found.  If her godmother did not ask about them,
Ella decided that she would not speak of the shoes, and as soon as
possible she would find some way of making inquiry at the Manor.

"If Madelene and Ermine are not cross about my having been there," she
thought, "I'll get them to help me.  They can't blame me when I tell
them exactly how it happened--it must have been just as I was getting
into the carriage.  I remember one of the horses started a little and
godmother told me to be quick."

Lady Cheynes seemed to have forgotten all about the precious loan.  She
was in a fidget to be off, congratulating herself on her cleverness in
having prevented her grandson and god-daughter meeting, or indeed having
any suspicion of each other's vicinity.  For she had entered into the
spirit of the mystification thoroughly, as Ermine had said, and quite
agreed with her that it would be most amusing to witness Sir Philip's
astonishment when he should be presented to the little lady, of whom he
had so mistaken an idea.

"Don't let them meet, if you can possibly help it, auntie, till Phil
comes over to us," Ermine had said, to which Lady Cheynes had agreed.

"He is very prejudiced against her, I warn you," she had added.  "I
doubt if he would ever have let himself even admire her if they had met
first in an ordinary way."

"That's just why," Ermine replied enigmatically, but Lady Cheynes asked
for no explanation.

Not much was said during the drive to Ella's home.  The girl was still a
little sleepy, and rather nervous too when she thought of the shoe.  And
her godmother seemed pre-occupied and slightly absent.  Only once just
before they reached the Coombesthorpe lodge, she turned somewhat
abruptly to Ella.

"Then you did enjoy last night, my dear?  It was worth the trouble?"

"Godmother," said Ella earnestly, "I enjoyed myself, _tremendously_.  I
shall always thank you for having taken me, always, more than I can
say," and she held up her pretty face for a kiss.  "I do hope," she
added after a moment's silence, "I do hope Madelene will not be vexed
about it.  She surely won't be when she hears how it all was."

Lady Cheynes caught her up sharply.

"_Madelene_ vexed," she said.  "My dear child what are you saying?  Why,
how can you imagine Madelene would be vexed?--she will have been
delighted.  And even supposing she had any such feeling, which is
impossible--really _impossible_, she knows her duty, the respect she
owes to her father, and I may say, to myself, far too well to resent
anything we approve."  Ella did not venture to say anything in
disagreement, but in her heart she began to do her elder sister greater
injustice than ever heretofore: she began to doubt her sincerity.

Colonel St Quentin was better, was the news Barnes met them with, and
when the ladies' arrival had been announced to him, he sent word that he
would join Lady Cheynes in the library in five minutes.

"You need not stay with me, my dear Ella," said her godmother, "your
father and I will entertain each other till luncheon is ready and you
may like to get your things unpacked."

Ella never resented anything from her godmother, and set off to her own
room quite contentedly.  A bright fire was burning in "the nursery" to
welcome her, and faithful Hester, on the pretext of unpacking, was
waiting eagerly to hear the young lady's adventures.

"Oh, how jolly of you to have a fire, you dear old thing," was Ella's
greeting.  "Dear me, how strange it seems to be back again!  Hester,
open my box quick and let me have a peep at my frock before you put it
away.  I want to feel sure it wasn't all a dream."

"Then you enjoyed yourself, Miss Ella?  Indeed, I can see you did," said
the old woman, as she carefully shook out the "_bovillonnes_" which had
so exercised Mrs Jones's mind.  "Your dress isn't--not to say spoilt,
at all.  It'll look as good as new for the next time."

"Next time indeed!" sighed Ella, "and when will that be, I wonder?
There was a gentleman there last night, do you know, Hester, that said I
reminded him of Cinderella?  But Cinderella was luckier than I--she went
to _three_ balls, one after the other, and--"

But Hester interrupted her.  She was peering anxiously into the trunk.

"Miss Ella," she said, "I can't see the fellow to this slipper nowhere.
They're not your own, are they?  At least I don't remember packing them
up."

Ella's face grew grave.

"Oh dear," she exclaimed, "I had forgotten about it.  I don't know what
to do," and the story was related to Hester.

"You must tell Miss Madelene--Miss St Quentin, about it, as soon as ever
she comes home, and I daresay she'll send to inquire at the Manor.
Dear--dear--it would be a pity if it were lost."

And the talking about it put other things out of the girl's head,
otherwise she might not improbably have gone on to tell Hester more
details about the ball and the unknown who had compared her to the old
fairy-tale heroine.

But the luncheon-bell interrupted her gossip with Hester.  Ella found
her father already in the dining-room with Lady Cheynes.

"I'm so glad you're better, papa," she said, as she went up to kiss him,
her sweet face bright and eager.

"Yes, my dear.  I'm glad of it myself.  And you--why, Aunt Anna, she
looks like a robin-redbreast--as brisk and fresh as can be!  Not at all
as if she had been dancing till I don't know what o'clock."

"Gaiety suits her apparently," said Lady Cheynes smiling.  She was
delighted to see the beginning of a better understanding between the
father and child,--"and she was a very good girl, Marcus; I must do
justice to her.  She stopped dancing,--though she owned that her partner
was most attractive--resolutely, when the time came for us to leave, and
neither by word or look hinted at wishing to stay longer."

"That's right," said Ella's father approvingly.  "And what news of
Philip, aunt?  Will he be turning up soon?"

"I expect to find him at Cheynesacre when I get back there this
afternoon," said the old lady.

Colonel St Quentin brightened up still more.

"Indeed!  I am very glad to hear it.  We must try to have a cheerful
Christmas--Ella's first among us too--" Ella smiled with
gratification--"Madelene and Ermie will be delighted to hear Philip is
back.  You will be able to wait to see them this afternoon?"

Lady Cheynes hesitated.

"I fear not," she said, "the days are so very short now."

"And Phil arriving.  Ah well--tell him to come over soon."

Ella left her father and his aunt to themselves again after luncheon,
but apparently they had not much more to say to each other, for she was
soon sent for to bid Lady Cheynes good-bye.

"And be a sensible child, my dear," were her godmother's parting words,
"don't begin fancying nonsense about Madelene.  Let her and Ermine see
your father by himself when they come in this afternoon and he will tell
them all about it."

"Thank you, dear godmother," said Ella.

She seemed almost to cling to the old lady as if reluctant to let her
go.

"Poor child," thought Lady Cheynes as she drove off, "yes--there is much
good in her.  She is very sweet and may certainly be led, even though
not driven.  If only they don't all get at cross-purposes--I fear Maddie
is right--it was a mistake to separate her from them all."

It was nearly dark when the Coombesthorpe carriage, which had been sent
to the Manor to fetch the two sisters, drove up to their own door.  Ella
who had spent the afternoon in restless Sittings about the house, unable
to settle to anything and anticipating half nervously the meeting with
Madelene and Ermine, was in the hall to receive them.

"Will you go to papa?" she said gently.  "He is anxious to see you--he
is a good deal better.  I shall have tea ready for you in the library in
a quarter of an hour, if that will do."

"Yes, thank you," said Madelene, and "That will do beautifully," Ermine
replied more heartily.

Ella's heart sank.  She had honestly meant and wished to do her best.

"Madelene is _not_ going to be nice to me," she reflected.

The truth was that Miss St Quentin was feeling both anxious and
bewildered.

"Ermine," she said, pausing at the door of her father's room, "are you
going to tell papa about Philip's having been there last night?"

"No, I don't suppose there will be any approach to the subject.  If Aunt
Anna has chosen to keep up the little mystification till to-morrow, it
would be rather impertinent for us to interfere.  And Madelene, you are
not to begin blaming yourself to papa for having, as you say you did,
spoken crossly to Ella last night.  It will just worry him and make
mischief.  Just let him see, as I shall, that we were both heartily
pleased for her to have the pleasure."

Madelene sighed.

"I don't feel--" she began.

"Oh well, if you want to do penance, apologise to Ella.  She looks very
meek and mild--I fancy she is in a mood of good resolutions, and for any
sake don't let Phil find us all at loggerheads."

CHAPTER TWELVE.

SMUTS.

The interview with her father turned out satisfactorily for Madelene.
Each was suffering from inward consciousness of having acted to some
extent unreasonably, and each felt a kind of unexpressed relief at not
being brought to task.  Colonel St Quentin's manner and tone were
plainly deprecatory of blame.

"You must not think me weak and foolish for having given in to your
aunt, when I had stood out so--well, I suppose I must say--obstinately
with you and Ermine," he said with a slight smile.

"Ermine and I were only too delighted for Ella to have the pleasure of
it," Madelene replied.

"I knew that--I was assured of that," said her father, and then the
subject was allowed to drop.

Ella was looking very demure in her grey linsey-woolsey, waiting beside
the tea-table in the library, when the two others joined her.  A smile
which she could not altogether repress, crossed Ermine's face as the
contrast between her little sister's present "get-up" and that in which
she had last seen her, crossed her mind.

"Oh, well, I'm not sorry to be home again," she said aloud.  "What do
you think, Ella?  Would you like to have yesterday night over again?"

Ella looked up with a half doubtful questioning in her sweet eyes.  Was
Ermine chaffing her, or was this veiled sarcasm, or what?  But before
she had time to form any judgment on the matter, to her surprise
Madelene interposed.

"Ella," she said--she was standing near the fireplace, and her tall
figure in its dark winter garb looked very imposing, though her face,
had Ella seen it clearly, was gentle and almost touching in its
expression--"Ella, my dear," she said, "I want to say to you now, at
once, that I am very sorry I so misjudged you last night, blaming you
when you did not deserve it--when indeed you _could_ not have deserved
it; for a moment's reflection might have shown me you could not have
come to the Manor unknown to or unapproved of by papa.  But I was so
astonished that for once, I suppose I lost my head.  Will you forget
about it, and believe that I am very happy you had the pleasure?"

"Of course," said Ella.  "I often am hasty myself--I never dislike any
one for being a little cross," she went on, smiling.  "I'm very glad you
liked me to be there.  Papa was very kind about it," she added, unable
to repress a little hit at her sister, "he agreed to my going _at once_
when my godmother proposed it."

Madelene's face grew cold again.

"Why could you not stop at the right place, you foolish child?" thought
Ermine.  But she kept her thoughts to herself--a glance at Madelene had
told her that it was best so.

Outwardly, however, things seemed most prosperously smooth.

"Your frock looked lovely, Ella," said Ermine.  "Melanie will be quite
jealous of Jones."

"And it is really not spoilt at all," said Ella, eagerly.  "But oh,
Madelene, that reminds me--I had such a misfortune."

Miss St Quentin looked up anxiously.  To her nature any appeal for
sympathy always brought healing on its wings.

"What?" she said, expecting to hear of some trifling accident.  Her face
expressed real concern when she heard the particulars of the lost shoe.

"We must certainly try to get it back," she said.  "It is pretty sure to
have been picked up.  Only if any dishonest servant has got hold of it,
the buckle would be a temptation; an ignorant person would so easily
mistake the paste for diamonds--I will write to Mrs Belvoir to-morrow,
Ella--it is too late to-night--and send over a man expressly."

"Thank you," said Ella.  "But," she went on, "will she understand?  Did
she know I was your sister, as I didn't come with you?"

"Of course," said Madelene haughtily.  "You don't suppose Ermine and I
would have given any cause for gossip.  We took care to speak quite
naturally the next morning about Aunt Anna having brought you over for a
little--it was all Louis Belvoir, who Mistook your name at the first."

"Oh yes, I see," said Ella.  She seemed on the point of saying more, but
her courage failed her.

"I wonder if they know who the man was that I danced that last waltz
with," she said to herself.

Ermine seemed to play into her hands.

"How did you like young Belvoir, by the by, Ella?" she inquired.  "He
dances well, doesn't he?  What other men did you dance with?"

But Ella was not going to be trotted out, especially not before
Madelene, whose eyes, she fancied, and perhaps not without reason, were
fixed on her scrutinisingly.

"There were several," she replied; "I didn't hear all their names
distinctly.  Yes, I thought Mr Belvoir danced well, but there were one
or two others who danced quite as well."

"Oh, indeed," said Ermine.  "No one in particular, then?"

"Major Frost was very amusing," said Ella.

Madelene, who had finished her tea, put down her cup and turned to the
door.

"We had better go up stairs and take our things off, Ermine," she said.

"I am afraid Ella is the reverse of ingenuous," she said when they had
left the library.  "We _know_ she danced more with Philip than any one.
She is a regular woman of the world in the way she can keep back what
she does not choose to tell--it would be only natural for her to ask us
who he was, if she really did not know."

"Oh, Maddie, I don't think you are fair about her," said Ermine.  "And
talking of not being ingenuous--she might accuse us of it when she comes
to know him.  She will know we must have seen her dancing with him, if
she takes the trouble to think it over, and our not mentioning his being
there may strike her."

"Well, it isn't my doing.  I hate mystifications," said Madelene.
"However as Aunt Anna is mixed up in it I suppose it will be all right.
But--no, Ermine, I'm afraid Ella is not the sort of wife we should wish
for Philip.  And I'm afraid of letting myself wish it, lest I should
really be influenced by selfish motives, for no doubt it might make
things easier."

"You're enough to provoke a saint," said Ermine.  "However I don't
suppose either you or I will have much power to `make or mar' in the
matter.  If it is to be, it will be--so far we haven't meddled; _we_
didn't originate their meeting as they did."

"People always take refuge in that sort of fatalism when they want to
throw off responsibility," said Madelene.  "I don't believe in fatality
about marriages any more than about anything else.  But _I_ shall not
interfere, I am far too uncertain of its being a good thing for Philip."

"Maddie has had an Indian letter, and she has got a fit of extra
conscientiousness in consequence," thought Ermine.  "If I were Bernard,
I don't think I'd stand it."

And yet as she looked at her sister, and saw the gentle sadness in her
eyes, and noted the increasing signs of endurance and uncomplaining
patience in the delicate features, a sort of rush of tenderness came
over her.  No one better deserved to be happy than her own sweet
Madelene, she said to herself.

The evening passed peacefully.  Colonel St Quentin was pleased to have
his daughters with him again, and pleased too with himself for feeling
so much more cordial and affectionate than heretofore towards his
youngest child.  And Madelene was pleased too to see him so, for
jealousy formed no part of her nature, though her exaggerated
conscientiousness and self-questioning sometimes took the appearance of
suspiciousness of others.  Ella's quick eyes detected her elder sister's
satisfaction at her father's kindlier tone, and she felt puzzled by it.

"She does seem as if she wanted papa and me to get on better together,
after all," she thought, and the idea softened her own manner in turn.
Besides this, she was, though she would on no account have confessed it,
both tired and sleepy; the unusual excitement, more than actual fatigue
had told upon her, and she was not sorry when Ermine, openly
acknowledging that she was quite ready to go to bed, proposed that they
should all say good-night.

"It's quite disgraceful to be so done up after such a very mild amount
of dissipation," she said laughingly.  "Philip would make great fun of
us.  He is coming over to-morrow, Maddie, you know."

"Yes, papa says Aunt Anna left a message from him to tell us so," said
Madelene thoughtlessly.

Ella pricked up her ears at this.

"How could--" she began, but something in the expression of her elder
sister's face made her stop short.

"Ah," she reflected, "Madelene said that by mistake.  They didn't want
me to know that precious cousin of _theirs_ was coming.  I shall hate
him for being their cousin and not mine--only he is dear godmother's
grandson, and I should like him for that.  Godmother must have had a
letter from him while I was there, I suppose.  She might have told me of
it."

And a feeling of resentment to Lady Cheynes too, mingled with her
indignation against her sisters.  Her "good-night" was correspondingly
cold, but they did not seem to notice it.

"I will write a note to Mrs Belvoir to-night, Ella," said Madelene in a
low voice, as they were leaving the room, "to have it ready for
to-morrow morning, so that one of the grooms can take it over quite
early and wait for an answer."

"Thank you," said Ella, and for the moment she felt really obliged.  The
lost slipper was weighing a good deal on her mind, and she began to
think that after all she would feel rather foolish if obliged to confess
to her godmother how she had lost it.

"She will certainly say I should have found it out before I got into the
carriage, but I quite thought it was among the rugs--and Jones looked
herself for me, this morning.  I think it must have slipped off just as
I stepped in and rolled out before they shut the door."

And her dreams were haunted by the slipper.  She thought Madelene came
down to breakfast next morning with it tied on to her head as an
ornament, and that it suddenly skipped on to the floor all of itself,
and became a wonderful white satin chariot which careered round the room
drawn by six cats, while on the box sat her partner in her last waltz at
the Manor, shouting at the top of his voice that he was going to take a
note to Mrs Belvoir first thing in the morning, and to wait for an
answer.  And these words "wait for an answer," seemed to mingle
themselves fantastically with all the consciousness of her sleep.  Or
perhaps it seemed so to her, for they were the first that fell on her
ears as she began to awake next morning.  The door was opening and some
one just entering was speaking to another person outside.

"Yes," said the voice--it was old Hester's--"wait for an answer--be sure
to tell him."

"What are you talking about?" asked Ella.  "What is it about waiting for
an answer?"

"It's the message for the groom, who's going to the Manor, Miss Ella,"
Hester replied.  "Miss St Quentin gave me the note last night, and I
was telling Stevens.  She's so sorry for you to be uneasy about the
shoe--`taking off the pleasure of her first little treat, poor child,'
was her words to me, Miss Ella."

"It's very kind of her," said Ella sleepily, with again the return upon
herself as to her judgment of her sister.  Suddenly a new idea struck
her.  "Hester," she said, "what sort of person is Sir Philip Cheynes?
Is he nice, or is he conceited and stuck-up, and--flirting, you know--
that sort of a man?"

"Bless you, no, Miss Ella, not as ever I've heard tell.  What's put such
a notion in your head?  If he was stuck-up, he'd not be so to his own
cousins; and he does think all the world of them, that he does.  And as
for being a flirting gentleman, he'd be uncommon clever to get Miss
Maddie or Miss Ermie to join in such like nonsense, though by what I
hear sometimes, young ladies--and young ladies who think a deal of
themselves too--is not so partickler as they might be, now a days.  I
don't hold with that tennis-playing, Miss Ella, and all that sort of
apeing gentlemen, as seems the fashion."

Ella laughed.

"Tennis is very dull, _I_ think.  I shouldn't like to spend several
hours a day at it," she said.

"Sir Philip is evidently a prig of the first water," she decided
mentally.  "But if so, he's not likely to admire _me_, so why do they
want to keep me out of his way, as I see they do?  And they have got god
mother to join them in it for some reason."

Ella's inward indignation sent her down stairs to breakfast in anything
but a genial mood.  And, as her moods were very apt to do, it found its
expression in her outer woman.

"You do look so grim, Ella," said Ermine.  "I am so tired of that
linsey-woolsey frock of yours--couldn't you put a bit of scarlet about
yourself somewhere?  Even a red tucker would be an improvement."

Madelene glanced at her younger sister as Ermine spoke.

"You might wear your sailor serge every morning now, I think, Ella," she
said.  "That frock is getting shabby and it is a dingy shade.  You
remember we couldn't get the grey we wanted.  About Christmas time too,
one likes to see people looking bright."

Ella surveyed her garments with a half indifferent air that was rather
irritating.

"I think it does very well," she replied.  "Even aunty thought two new
winter frocks enough.  I don't see that it matters so long as it is
warm, and indeed to tell the truth, I like this better than my Sunday
frock; it is so clumsily made."

Madelene said no more.

"Every step forward seems followed by two backwards with her," she
reflected.  "Ermine had better not build any castles in the air about
her and Philip--if she had the slightest suspicion that _we_ should like
such a thing, it would, I do believe, make Ella detest him."

"I have sent over to the Manor, Ella," she said as she rose from the
breakfast-table; "the groom should be back by half-past twelve or so, as
Mrs Belvoir is sure to be at home.  I am sure you are feeling anxious
about the poor little slipper."

"I am," said Ella.  "Thank you, Madelene."

And indeed it was partly distress of mind about the lost property which
was making Ella indisposed this morning to take a roseate view of life.

"The weather seems really settling in for frost," said Ermine.  "After
the rain it will make the roads very slippery.  I hope the frost will
last till after Christmas, now it has begun.  I wish I could go a good
long walk this morning, but I fear we mustn't think of it--eh, Maddie?"

"No--there are arrears of things to see to even after being away only
two days," Miss St Quentin replied.  "You might get Philip to take you a
walk after luncheon, when I go to sit with papa."

"And Ella too," Ermine added.  "Would you like a nice long walk, Ella?
It would be a pleasant variety to have an escort for once."

"No, thank you," said Ella, stiffly, though in her heart she thought
Ermine much kinder than her elder sister.  "I don't care for walking in
the afternoon.  I shall go out after I've finished my practising this
morning."

"Not alone, Ella?" said Madelene; "or at least if you do go alone, it
will not be further than the grounds, I hope?"

"No," said Ella, "I don't mean to leave the grounds."

She spoke more amiably--for this sort of authority or interference on
her sister's part did not irritate her, as it might have done some
girls.  She resented nothing which gave her the sensation of being
considered a person of importance.

Twelve o'clock found her walking briskly down the drive which led to the
principal entrance.  The sharp clear air stimulated her nerves
pleasantly; she felt high-spirited and almost happy.  As Madelene had
said truly, Coombesthorpe had a beauty of its own in every season.

"It is lovely," thought Ella, as she looked around her, down across the
gently sloping lawns to where the first murmur of water told of the
stream pursuing its way, lonely now, without the merry companionship of
its summer friends, the birds and gnats and butterflies; not to speak of
the many quaint creatures who found their homes on its banks.  "I wonder
where they all go to?" she went on.  "I suppose lots of them are asleep.
I wish I knew more about country things.  Ermine is so clever about
them.  I could learn all sorts of things from her if I was sure she--
they--wanted to like me--"

Then her gaze passed on from the thicket concealing the brook, up again
to the hills rising beyond.  There was snow on the higher peaks; to be
guessed at rather than seen, for a thin wintry haze made hills and
clouds melt into each other.  Ella shivered a little.

"Fancy living up on those hills," she thought.  "And they say there are
cottages there where the people stay all the winter.  The road to the
Manor passes round the foot of them.  I wonder how soon the groom will
be back.  Oh, I do hope he will bring the shoe."  She had forgotten
about it for the moment; the recollection made her hasten her steps.
She would ask the woman at the lodge if possibly the groom had already
returned; if not, she would walk a little way down the road, which for
some distance beyond these first gates remained a private one, in hopes
of meeting him, for it would be easy to ask if he was bringing back a
parcel or only a note.

There seemed no one stirring about the lodge when she got there, which
was unusual, as the couple who lived in it were the proud possessors of
two very pretty children, one or other or both of whom were generally to
be seen peeping out of the doorway when any one came by.

"They seem all asleep," thought Ella, who had long ago made great
friends with the little family.  "I hope they're not ill."

She made her way to the door as she spoke, and tapped gently, at the
same time endeavouring to "lift the latch," like Red Riding Hood of old,
and let herself in.  But the door resisted; it was evidently fastened
inside.

Ella tapped more loudly, and almost before she finished doing so, a
faint sound of weeping caught her ear, but no reply came to her knocks.

"Is any one in?" she called out, beginning to feel a little uneasy.
"Willie, Hetty, who is it crying?  Mrs Rose, are you there?"

A sort of movement inside, sounding like the slow, enforcedly deliberate
way in which a little, short-legged child gets down from a chair,
followed by a pattering of small feet across the stone floor, became
audible.  Then a doleful voice replied to her questions:

"I'm all aloned.  I'm Hetty.  I dunno who you is.  Mammy's took Willie
in Master Crocker's waggin to doctor's.  Willie's eyes is bad.  And the
pot won't budge and the dinner's spilin."

Then ensued a louder burst of bitter wailing.

Ella rapped again impatiently.

"Let me in then, you silly child," she cried.  "I'm Ella--Miss Ella from
the hall.  You know my voice, surely, Hetty.  I'm not a wolf," she
added, half laughing.

Thus adjured, Hetty cautiously approached.

"Miss Ella," she said in a tone of relief.  "I'll try to loose the door,
Miss, but its drefful hard.  Mother locked it outside and pushed the key
in under the door.  I weren't to open it till daddy comed home, but
mammy didn't know Miss Ella'd be coming," she added, as if half in
vindication to herself of her departure from mammy's injunctions.

"Then do the same again," said Ella.  "Push the key under the door and
I'll open it outside.  Your little hands can't turn it."

Hetty gave a sort of grunt of satisfaction at the brilliant idea.  The
key was pushed through, and in another moment, Ella stood on the open
threshold.  Poor Hetty's face was swollen with crying and scorched by
the fire, and her first greeting to Ella was a fresh burst of tears.

"'Tis the dinner--daddy's dinner," she exclaimed, and sure enough a
rather ominous smell of burning drew Ella's attention to the fire.
Quick as thought the girl pulled off her thick jacket, tossed aside her
fur cap--for the kitchen felt very hot after the keen clear air
outside--and stood for a moment investigating the formidable-looking
pot, which was the cause of Hetty's woe.

"Give me a towel or something, Hetty.  I don't want to burn myself."

Hetty stuffed a substantial cloth into her visitor's hands.

"And a apern, Miss, or you'll smutty your nice gown.  Here's one of
mammy's."

Ella took the hint and tied it on, and well for the linsey-woolsey that
she did so, as it was not without various black streaks on the vicarious
apron that she succeeded in safely depositing "daddy's dinner" on the
hearth-stone.

"Goodness! how heavy pots are," she exclaimed, "and how the fire does
scorch one's face--even a little one like that.  I don't think the
dinner's _much_ burnt, Hetty," she went on, carefully investigating the
contents of the stew-pot with the aid of an iron spoon, and sniffing
them gingerly at the same time.

"Stir it about, Miss, please, so as it won't stick to the sides,"
suggested Hetty; which Ella proceeded to do, thinking to herself the
while, that if all other trades failed her, that of a cook would be
little to her mind.

"Now, Hetty," she said, "I think this'll take no harm, staying where it
is.  When does your father come home?  It's about his time, isn't it?"
as the clock struck the half hour to one.

"He should a' been home before, Miss Ella, else mammy wouldn't a' left
me and the pot aloned.  But there's a deal to do in the houses, now it's
so cold, a' seein' to the fires,"--her father was one of the
gardeners--"and maybe Mr Meakins has kept him late.  But it's all right
now, Miss, and thank you," said six-year old Hetty, remembering for the
first time to bob her courtesy.  "Would you like to wash your hands, and
there's a smut on your cheek?  You've made it worser," as Ella
involuntarily raised her hand to the indicated spot.

"Thank you, Hetty, perhaps I'd--" Ella began, when suddenly the sound of
horse's feet approaching, reminded her of her original errand at the
lodge.  "There's the groom--the groom from the Manor," she said, flying
off, forgetful alike of smutty marks and "mammy's" big apron in her
eagerness, and heedless of Hetty's assurances that she could open the
gate, anxiety as to which the little maiden supposed to be the cause of
the young lady's excitement.

Ella's ears had not misled her.  A horse was waiting at the gate, but
scarcely had she called out to its rider--

"You've been at the Manor; what message is there?" when a glance upwards
told her that she had made some great mistake.  It was no groom who sat
there, gazing at her in speechless astonishment--it was a gentleman; so
much she perceived instantaneously; but this first flash of surprise was
as nothing compared with the shock of astonishment which succeeded it
when in another half second her eyes told her brain what at first it
refused to accept--the rider was her partner--her partner _par
excellence_ that is to say, of two nights before at Mrs Belvoir's
dance.

But if Ella was surprised, what was the effect on the new-comer of the
sudden apparition of the mysterious little personage who had made so
much impression on him?  _Was_ it she--"Miss Wyndham," or was it only a
case of extraordinary resemblance?  Yet if not Miss Wyndham, who then?
He knew the Roses at the lodge, as well as he knew himself--Mrs Rose
was the only daughter of one of his own tenants, and though a comely
young woman, in no way exceptionally pretty--this girl could be no
sister or cousin of hers, he felt sure.  Yet again his hasty glance had
shown him that she was not in the ordinary attire of a lady; she was
half covered by a huge and not over-clean apron, her hair was pushed off
her forehead, her face was scorched-looking and a grimy streak crossed
it on one side.  "Miss Wyndham," if Miss Wyndham it were, must be
playing a part in a comedy, or else--could it be that the girl he had
been so struck with was _not_ a lady; that in some clever way she had
inveigled herself in among the smart people at the Manor, and that this
was the meaning of her strange, half mysterious, half reticent manner?
A curious and by no means agreeable thrill passed through the young man
as this last idea drove its predecessors out of his mind with the
rapidity of lightning.  Hetty meanwhile had run out and was fumbling at
the gate.  The sight of the child brought Philip back to
matters-of-fact.

"I will open myself, Hetty," he said, for the elder girl stood as if
transfixed making no effort to help the little one.  And in a moment he
had dismounted and was leading his horse through the gateway.

They both stared at each other for half a second.  Ella was the first to
speak, though her cheeks glowed more and more as she did so.  Happily
she had forgotten all about the sooty mark on her cheek.

"I beg your pardon for mistaking you," she said.  "I thought you were
the groom from--"

"I cannot beg your pardon," interrupted Philip, "for I am absolutely in
the dark as to whether I have mistaken you or not.  Are you--" but here
he hesitated, though the tone of her voice and the manner of her speech
had almost satisfied him that his recognition had been correct--"_are_
you Miss Wyndham, and if so--what in the world--"

It was by this time all Ella could do to repress her laughter.

"What in the world am I doing here?" she said, finishing his sentence
for him.  "Did you not ask if you would find me scouring pots and pans
if you came to see me?  Well--I have been doing something of the kind--
witness my apron, and my hands," staring ruefully at some black streaks
on her fingers.

"And your cheek, Miss Ella," interrupted Hetty, understanding the
gesture though not the words.  "It's a deal smuttier nor your hands."

Ella's face grew still more scarlet.

"Oh, you horrid little girl," she exclaimed, "why didn't you tell me?"
and lifting a corner of the apron she began to rub her cheek so
indignantly that Sir Philip could scarcely keep his countenance.  But
his bewilderment and curiosity overcame his amusement.

"Then," he said, for though Hetty's name for the young lady had vaguely
caught his ear, it had not as yet awakened any association, "then I am
to conclude you _are_ Miss Wyndham?"

"No," said Ella sharply, for the consciousness of the smut on her face
had quite upset her temper, "I'm not, and I never said I was; and why
you chose to call me by a name that was not mine I am sure I don't know.
I didn't know yours, and I don't now, and you wouldn't tell it me, but
for all that I didn't call you by an imaginary one."

Sir Philip looked rather taken aback.

"When I had the honour of being introduced to you," he said stiffly, "I
think I was told your name was Wyndham?"

"I am not responsible for other people's stupidity," said Ella.  "I have
no objection to your knowing who I am.  I--"

But at this moment little Hetty gave her a tug.  "There's daddy a
coming, Miss Ella," she said.  "I see him over there in the long path.
May I run to tell him what mammy said?" and hardly waiting for
permission, the child set off.

CHAPTER THIRTEEN.

ERMINE MISSES THE FUN.

A mist seemed suddenly to roll away from Sir Philip's brain.

"_Miss Ella_," he repeated, with a sort of gasp; "you don't mean to
say--you can't be little Ella St Quentin?"

"Why not?"  Ella retorted, sharply still--the "little" was unfortunate.
"I am Ella St Quentin and I have never pretended to be any one else; but
at my age people are not spoken of as if they were three or four years
old."

"I beg your pardon," said Philip.

"And," she went on, "I don't understand why you should speak of me in
that way at all.  I don't know who _you_ are."

But Philip did not at once reply--his thoughts for the moment were
pursuing another train.  "I can't make out," he said, speaking more to
himself than to her, "why they all mystified us.  They must have known
we were dancing together--Madelene, Ermine, certainly, and my
grandmother must have--was it with _her_ you came to the Belvoirs'?" he
exclaimed suddenly.  "Was _that_ the reason of Granny's strange freak?"

In her turn, Ella's face looked first astonished, then illumined.

"Are you speaking of Lady Cheynes, my godmother?" she said.  "Then are
you Sir Philip Cheynes?  Oh, how fearfully stupid of me not to know!
But," and her bewilderment took the same direction as his, "why did none
of them introduce us properly?  Of course I never thought of you being
here; I understood till yesterday that you were up in the north
somewhere.  I did not hear your surname at all, and I was not sure if
_you_ were `Sir Philip,' though I remembered that much.  If I had
thought of it--it is not such a very common name--but I just never
thought of _you_, of my godmother's grandson, at all."

"I see," Philip replied; "and they all lent themselves to
the--`mystification,' that is plain.  I confess I don't see much point
in it."

He spoke stiffly, but he was not resenting it on _her_--indeed he had no
reason to do so, but when people are vexed they are not always
reasonable--so Ella remained gracious.  Suddenly his eyes fell on her
quaint figure--she had forgotten all about her personal travesty by this
time--and a half dubious, half quizzical smile lighted up his face as if
in spite of himself.

"It seems mystifications all round," he said.  "It is, to say the least,
an extraordinary coincidence that I should light upon you like this, all
perfectly got up in the Aschen-puttel style."

"You are very,"--"impertinent" was on the tip of Ella's tongue, but she
suppressed it.  "I daresay he has heard of all my iniquities from
Madelene.  I am not going to have him endorse her opinion of me," she
thought, and a very charming smile stole over her face, as, colouring
again a little, she replied gently, "You are right.  It is _very_ queer
that we should have met again like this," and she went on to explain
Hetty's domestic tribulations.

"It was most kind of you," said Philip warmly.  "But," as at that moment
the little girl and her father joined them, "don't you think you had
better return to your own character now?  It is very cold, too.  Rose,
you mustn't let Hetty keep house alone in this style, my good fellow,"
he went on to the gardener; "the child might have fallen into the fire
and been badly burnt."

It had never happened before, and never should again, the man assured
him civilly.  He had not known of his wife's absence; she had, so Hetty
had been charged to explain, been tempted to take advantage of the
unexpected chance of getting her boy to the doctor's; and by the
invariable rule of contrary, Rose himself had been detained at work much
later than usual.  While the gardener was thus explaining matters, Ella
had run in to the lodge, and a moment later reappeared in hat and
jacket, minus the apron and the smuts.

"Good-bye, Hetty," she said, and "good-bye Sir Philip Cheynes," she
added, turning to him.  "I am going a little further, towards the outer
gate."

Philip looked at her.

"Will you not take your constitutional in another direction?" he said
quietly.  "There is--I have something to say to you, which I may not
find another opportunity for."

Ella looked surprised and a little startled.  His tone was solemn.  Was
he going after all to make out that she deserved lecturing for her
innocent deception?  But her expression changed to relief when he went
on, Rose and Hetty having by this time retired--

"It is not exactly something to say; it is rather something to _give_
you.  If you don't mind walking beside me while I lead my horse, I will
explain.  A--a piece of property of yours has come into my possession.
I had no expectation of course of seeing you here, but I have the--
article in my pocket, because, to tell the truth, I was going to show it
to my cousins and consult them about it.  I thought it probable they had
noticed the shoes `Miss Wyndham' wore the other evening if they were the
peculiar-looking ones in question, and that they would be able to tell
me where to find her."

Ella had had hard work to keep down her impatience during this long
explanation, and when he came to the word "shoe" her eyes danced with
delight.

"Oh," she exclaimed, "if you have found my slipper I can't thank you
enough.  You don't know how miserable I have been about it," and she
went on to tell how her anxiety to hear if it had been found had brought
her to the lodge that morning.  "It must be mine," she went on; "it is
too impossible that such a queer accident should have happened to any
one else the same evening.  But please let me see it, that I may be
quite sure."

Philip drew a little parcel out of his pocket and held it out to Ella,
who eagerly unwrapped it.  Yes--there it lay--the dainty little
old-world slipper, with infinite pathos about its mellow satin and
quaint buckle to any one who knew its history.

Ella looked inclined to kiss it.

"Oh, how pleased I am," she said.  "Do tell me where you found it and
all about it--and how odd it was that you should have noticed the
slippers I had on and known it was mine."

Sir Philip looked at her quizzically.

"I must take your word for it, I suppose, that it _is_ yours," he said.
"_By rights_, you know, you should try it on, at least after Madelene
and Ermine have done so."

"What nonsense," Ella exclaimed.  "You are not in earnest?"

It was not till some time afterwards that she understood what he had
meant.

"I can show you the fellow to it, if you like," she added.

"Well--perhaps that would do as well," he agreed, looking much amused.

"And as for trying it on, that _wouldn't_ convince you," she said after
a moment's reflection, "for they're too big for me.  They weren't made
for me--"

"Scarcely, unless--you are even more of a fairy personage than I have
suspected.  The slippers must be thirty years old at least.  If you were
grown-up thirty years ago, you look young for your age," he said.

Ella laughed.

"Yes, I see," she answered.  "But, by the by, I wonder you never saw
them before.  They belonged to your sis--no, she couldn't have been your
sister--what was she to you, then, Clarice Cheynes?" and she glanced up
in his face with a little frown of perplexity on her own.

A light broke over Philip's.

"They were _hers_!" he exclaimed, "and poor granny disinterred them for
you to dance in!"

"I am her godchild," Ella replied, rearing her head a little as she
spoke.

"Of course.  I only meant, what I am sure you think too, that it was
very good of her.  People are sometimes more selfish about feelings of
that kind than about anything else.  No--I never saw the slippers
before, but I know that granny has a room where she treasures up all the
little possessions of my aunt--who never was my aunt--Clarice."

"Did she die before you were born then?" asked Ella.

"Yes--she died the year my father and mother were married, and I was not
their eldest child," said Sir Philip, "though all the others died as
babies."

They were near the house by this time.  Ella looked up dubiously.

"Perhaps you will get on your horse again now," she said, "and ride up
to the door.  My sisters are expecting you, I know--perhaps you will
tell them of having met me, and found out who I was."

"Will you not tell them yourself?" he said.

"No, I am going round the other way, behind the house.  I have no longer
any interest in watching for the groom," Ella replied, "and I would
rather you told my sisters, please."  She hesitated a little--"They,
Madelene, might be a little annoyed, at--at my having been at the lodge,
and all that."

Philip looked surprised.

"I don't think that is at all the sort of thing to vex Maddie," he said.
"Indeed it is rather in Ermine's own line, I should say."

But Ella still looked doubtful, and hurried off, half smiling, but with
a gesture that implied her preference for not making one at the
forthcoming interview.

Philip mounted and rode up, _en regle_, to the door, where, in answer to
his inquiries, he was told that Miss St Quentin was at home and in the
library.

There, sure enough, he found his elder cousin.  She started up as he
came in.

"Oh, Philip, that's right," she exclaimed.  "We were just hoping you
would come before luncheon.  It is so nice to have you at home again,"
she added affectionately.

"It is nice to _be_ home again," he replied, as he went up to the fire
and stood warming his hands at the blaze.  Then there fell a little
silence.

"Madelene," said Sir Philip at last, "you haven't yet introduced me to
you sister Ella."

"No," Miss St Quentin replied, "there has not yet been any opportunity
for my doing so," she was beginning, when she suddenly and unaccountably
stopped.  "If you will ring, Philip," she said, "I will send to tell
both Ermine and Ella to come."

But Philip did not move towards the bell.

"I don't want them to come just yet," he said.  "I want to talk to you a
little first.  And besides, Ella is out."

"Ella out," repeated Madelene, looking up and changing colour slightly.
Her manner seemed rather constrained and nervous.  "How do you know?"
her glance at him said.

Philip smiled.

"Yes," he said, "I know what you are looking so `funny' about, Maddie,
as we used to say when we were children.  You cannot sham the very least
bit in the world; you never could, you know.  Yes--I have met Ella, and
the mystification is at an end.  But by Jove what it ever began for, I
cannot imagine.  Will you not enlighten me?"

Miss St Quentin grew more and more uneasy.

"No," she said, "I can't.  It--it was a freak of Ermine's, and Aunt Anna
took it up and joined in it, so _I_ could not oppose it, though to tell
you the truth I never liked it.  Of course _at the beginning_ it was
altogether accidental; we had no idea--Ermie and I, I mean--of Aunt
Anna's getting papa to let Ella go to the ball--we had done our utmost
to persuade him, but he wouldn't.  And then your being there was
unexpected--and they made a muddle of Ella's name: all that came about
of itself."

"Yes," said Philip.  "I see.  But I see, too, how cleverly you all--no,
not so much you, Maddie--joined to keep up the mistake, though upon my
word I can't see any point in it.  I cannot find fault with my
grandmother, but I shall have it out with Ermine."

Madelene looked distressed; she saw that Philip was on the point of
being angry.

"It is my clumsiness," she said.  "If you had seen Ermine first it would
have been all right.  She would have made you see it differently--but
don't be vexed about it, Philip.  I do beg you not to be.  I do _so_
want to have no more worries in which Ella is concerned.  I am so tired
of misunderstandings and all that kind of bother."

Philip took her up at once.

"Have you had many bothers, poor Maddie?" he said.  "Is she--is Ella
not--not nice and gentle with you?"

Madelene felt as if she could have bitten her tongue off for having
spoken so ill-advisedly.

"No, of course I didn't mean to say anything against Ella," she replied
quickly.  "You shouldn't take one up so, Philip.  It makes me think
Ermine was right."

"Right in what?  Maddie, I am tired of all these half-speeches and
cross-purposes.  And I foresee I shall very likely have a quarrel with
Ermine if you won't speak out.  What was she right in, and why did she
want me to make your young sister's acquaintance without knowing who she
was."

"She thought--as it had happened so--it was not our doing at first,
remember--she thought you would like Ella better, judge her for herself
as it were, if you met her as a stranger.  Ermie has fancied you were a
little prepossessed _against_ Ella, and, I think," Miss St Quentin went
on, consideringly, "I _think_, perhaps she blames herself a little for
its being so.  You remember--that day when Ella first arrived--Ermine
had been really hardly fair about her."

Philip sat listening.

"Well?" he said, after waiting as if for his cousin to continue.

"That's all," said Madelene.  "It really is, Philip.  I can't tell you
any more of what Ermine thinks or doesn't think, and as it is, I didn't
want to tell you this.  You might have treated it, I do think, as a
simple little piece of fun.  But now that I have said so much, I trust
you to make no to-do about it."

"I shall have it out with granny," remarked Philip; "but that's our own
affair, hers and mine."  But he said no more about quarrelling with
Ermine.

After a while he looked up and related to Madelene how he and Ella had
met.  A variety of expressions crossed Madelene's face as he spoke.

"I wish you had not met her for the first time--"

"But it wasn't the first time," Philip interrupted.

"Well--you know what I mean--the first time at _home_, in that
extraordinary guise.  She must have looked comical," said Madelene,
laughing however.  "She is very impulsive."

"Impressionable, I should say," said Philip.  "And very warm-hearted.  I
like to see that sort of impulsiveness," he added heartily, watching
Madelene's face rather closely the while.

Again a slightly uneasy look stole over it.

"Yes," she said, "it was kind, thoroughly kind of her to help poor
Hetty."

But even in this cordial praise there was a suggestion of reserve which
did not escape Philip.

"Cross-purposes.  They're all at cross-purposes," he thought, "and I'm
afraid Maddie's in a mood for a good long ride on her hobby-horse at
present.  Madelene," he said suddenly after some moments silence,
"you've had a letter from Bernard lately.  I know you have, for he wrote
to me by the same mail."

"In that case I need not give you any news, as you will have heard it
all direct," Miss St Quentin replied dryly.

"Come now, Maddie, I know what that means.  You don't want to talk about
him.  Is there no change then--do you see no prospect of any?"

"None at all," Madelene replied, in a voice which she strove to make as
expressionless as possible.

"It's rather hard upon Omar, I must say," said Philip; and if his object
were to rouse his cousin, he succeeded.

"Did I ever say it wasn't hard on him?" she exclaimed.  "Is it my fault?
Have I left undone _anything_ to make him give it up?"

"I don't say you have.  I don't say that in that way you are to blame,"
said Philip quietly; "always allowing that the obstacles _are_ as
insuperable as you make out."

"They are more so--worse and worse," said Madelene, with a rather wintry
smile.

"Then you will forbid his coming home, as he can now, I suppose?"

"I have no right to do so, but if he does, I--"

The rest of her sentence was left to the imagination, for at that moment
the door opened, and Ermine, followed by Ella, made her appearance.

Ermine gave no one time to feel awkward.

"It is too bad of you, Philip, and of you, Ella, too," she said
laughing, "to have balked me of my fun.  It would have been too lovely
to see you both looking so astonished."

"I am not very fond of looking ridiculous for the amusement of my
friends, though I would do a good deal to oblige you, Ermine," said Sir
Philip dryly.

Ella's eyes sparkled with satisfaction.  She would not like Sir Philip
Cheynes to speak to _her_ in that tone, she said to herself.  But Ermine
did not seem to mind in the least.

"I can stand your withering speeches, my dear boy," she said coolly.
"It was great fun all the same, and Aunt Anna enjoyed it as much as I
did.  You can have it out with her, if you like, when you go home."

"I intend to do so," he replied.

Ella stood glancing from one to the other with a rather comical look of
perplexity on her pretty face.  They seemed on very free and easy terms,
these sisters of hers with their cousin.  Somehow she had not quite
realised it, and it surprised her a little.  She had never seen anything
quite of the same kind before.  It was not flirtation, and yet--she was
not by any means sure but that the brother and sisterly love covered
some deeper and tenderer feeling, and she watched and listened with
peculiar curiosity.  Madelene, she observed, looked up with some anxiety
when she heard the bandying of words between Ermine and her cousin.

"Philip," she said half reproachfully in a low voice--he was standing
near her--"you promised me?"

Sir Philip turned, with the smile which was one of his charms.

"Don't be afraid, Maddie," he said almost tenderly, it seemed to Ella.
"Ermine, my dear, we must not even _play_ at quarrelling; it troubles
dear old Mad."

"Shall we kiss and be friends then--eh, Phil?" said Ermine saucily; and
when Sir Philip began something about taking her at her word, and she
ensconced herself defiantly behind her elder sister's chair, Madelene
laughed with hearty pleasure, her whole face lighted up with
satisfaction at seeing that there was no real danger of misunderstanding
between the two.

"I have it," said Ella to herself.  "It isn't Ermine herself so much.
It is Madelene who wants Philip for her; _that_ explains the keeping me
out of his way when I first came, and all the rest of is.  I wonder if
my godmother wishes it too?  Yet the trick the other night can hardly
have been on that account.  I don't see any object in it.  I suppose it
was just a freak of Ermine's, and that Madelene and my godmother too
gave in to her.  Ermine _is_ so spoilt."

But she was interrupted in these wise and profound cogitations.  Ermine
suddenly gave an exclamation.

"Oh dear," she said.  "I am forgetting to give you this note from Mrs
Belvoir.  I met James with it as I was crossing the hall."

"A note only--no parcel," said Madelene in a tone of disappointment.  "I
am so sorry, Ella," she went on after running her eyes down the two or
three hurried lines which the envelope contained.  "I am so sorry.  Mrs
Belvoir knows nothing of the--of your lost property.  I am so sorry for
you, dear."

A pleasant light spread over her cousin's face as he caught the last
words.  They seemed to assure him of Madelene's kindliness and sympathy.
Ella too was touched by them.

"About the shoe, you mean," she said.  "Oh, Madelene, I was just going
to tell you.  I am not surprised or disappointed for,"--here she glanced
at Philip--"won't you tell them how it was?" she went on, half shyly; "I
don't think I heard quite exactly how or when you happened to find it."

"_You_ found it!  Phil found it! oh, how lovely!" cried Ermine.  "Have
you got it in your pocket, Philip, or were you afraid of sitting down
upon it and smashing it?"

Philip frowned a little.

"Out with it," said Ermine, "then--what should you do then?--we'll have
to skip the herald part of the business.  Go down on your knees--isn't
that it?--and present it first to Maddie and then to me.  Of course _we_
can't get it on, and then you summon--"

Philip began to look distinctly annoyed; Ella, notwithstanding her usual
quickness, seemed merely bewildered.

"I have not got it," said Sir Philip; "of course I returned it at once
to its rightful owner."

"I have got it," said Ella.  "It is up stairs with its fellow.  Sir
Philip gave it to me when we met.  Would you mind telling where you
found it?"

"It was just outside the hall door at the Manor," the young man replied.
"I was standing there not long after my last dance with--with _Miss
Wyndham_," he added with a little smile, "and saw it lying--the buckle
gleaming in the moonlight."

"Like _glass_" interrupted Ermine; "dear me, you are quite poetical,
Philip.  It must have been that time you went to catch some friends of
yours whom you wanted to say good-night to before they left."

"Yes," said Philip, simply, "it was."

And Ella fixed her brown eyes on him as he spoke.

CHAPTER FOURTEEN.

DIFFERENCES OF OPINION.

As Philip was leaving that afternoon, Ella, whom he had not seen since
luncheon, met him in the hall.

"Will you be so kind," she began, "if it is not too much trouble--would
you mind taking this little parcel to my godmother?" and she held up a
small packet just twice the size of the one that had been transferred
from his keeping to hers that same morning.

"Is it the shoes?" he said; "ah, I supposed so.  Certainly I will give
them to her.  Shall I say you forgot them before?"

"No," said Ella, colouring a little, "for that would not be true.  Still
I would rather she did not know of my having so nearly lost one; it
would distress her and seem as if I had been careless.  I don't think
you need say anything; just give her them from me."

"Without telling her of their adventures?--very well.  But, Ella,"--she
looked a little surprised at his thus addressing her--"I must call you
Ella; anything else would be absurd,"--he interpolated.

"Well, yes; I suppose so," she said rather stiffly.

"You must warn Madelene--your sisters--that you don't want my lady to
know of the accident, otherwise she might very likely allude to it,
especially with _my_ having had the good luck to find it."

Ella's face fell.

"Oh, then," she said, "you had better tell my godmother all about it
yourself.  It would be enough for me--I mean, Madelene would very
probably make a matter of conscience of telling it, if I asked her not.
She--my sisters do not give me credit for much good as it is," she added
with a slight smile, more bitter than playful, "However, it doesn't
matter.  I will write by to-night's post and confess all my sins myself
to my godmother."

"I think it would be both foolish and unnecessary to tell her anything
about it," said Sir Philip, who had his own reasons for not wishing
anything more to be said about the episode of the shoe.  "I can, if you
like, say a word of warning myself to Maddie," he went on, turning back
as he spoke to the library.  "At the same time," as Ella made an eager
gesture of assent, "I don't agree with you about Madelene being so--so
ill-natured and unfeeling and indeed, worse--hypocritical--as you seem
to think her."

His tone was quiet, but very grave.  Ella started a little.  It was not
so much that he convinced her by what he said, as that she was shocked
at hearing her opinion of her sister translated into the words of
others.

"I--I did not exactly mean that," she said confusedly.

"No," Philip returned.  "I am sure of that.  Besides, of course anything
you may say to me--in a moment of thoughtlessness or irritation, and we
are all subject to such moments--about your sisters, cannot possibly do
any harm."

He smiled at her a little as he spoke--and Philip's smile was very
sweet--and then disappeared again into the library.  Ella went slowly up
stairs to her own room; a bright fire was blazing there.

"That speech may tell two ways," she said to herself; "if he is such a
very privileged and neutral sort of person, I suppose he will listen to
all they say against me.  What a fool I was to think he would sympathise
with me!" and her cheeks glowed with annoyance.  "Yet he might really
have been a friend, for I know dear old godmother cares for me.  I just
wish I had chanced to meet them both elsewhere, quite independently of
all the associations and influences here, for I am sure," and a little
smile flickered over her face, "I am sure Sir Philip _did_ like me the
other night--and now," the smile quite fading away, "he will just look
upon me as they all do--as a tiresome, spoilt little fool that needs any
amount of sitting upon.  Indeed, _but_ for meeting me _incognito_, I
don't suppose he would ever have been nice to me at all.  And the very
thing they took advantage of to _prevent_ our getting to know each other
well and naturally, had just the opposite effect, my dear sisters!  But
why did godmother join in it?" and Ella's brows contracted in
perplexity.  "I suppose Ermine can get her to do whatever she likes,"
she decided, though the conclusion was not a thoroughly satisfactory
one.

Just then Hester knocked at the door.  She had come "to see to the
fire," she said, Miss St Quentin having given orders that during this
very severe weather a good one was to be kept up in Miss Ella's room all
day.

"Did you go telling tales about my sitting up here in the cold then?"
asked Ella, ungraciously enough.

"Not I, Miss Ella," said Hester, calmly.  "If you had gone for to do it
again I'd have spoke up to the young ladies likely enough; but you'd
have known of it, Miss Ella--I'm not one as goes aught but
straightforrard."

"Am I not one of the young ladies then?" said Ella.

"You're just a contrary baby, Missie; sweet enough, I'll not deny, when
it suits you."

Ella laughed, but her laugh was rather contemptuous.

"So you've had Sir Philip here, Miss Ella," the old servant went on.
"Wasn't I right about him--he is a nice gentleman, isn't he?"  And
Hester looked rather scrutinisingly as she spoke.  Hester was not
without a little harmless love of gossip.

"I'm sure I don't remember what you said," Ella replied indifferently.
"If you mean that he's nice-looking, yes; he's not bad."

But while she spoke she congratulated herself that she had not told
Hester more particulars of the dance at the Manor.

"Not much chance of _his_ ever being my prince," she thought with a
sigh, realising now the place which for the last day or two she had
allowed "the stranger," as they say in the old romances, to occupy in
her vague, pretty day-dreams.  For the girlish imagination at eighteen
"gallops apace."

Down stairs in the library meanwhile Ella's two sisters were sitting
together.  Philip had left, after giving, as if of himself, the
suggestion as to not mentioning to Lady Cheynes the narrow escape of the
slipper--a suggestion at once appreciated and accepted.  Madelene was
writing; Ermine, under cover of a book and some work at hand on a little
table beside her, was in reality doing nothing, except from time to time
glancing at her sister.

"Maddie," she said at last.

Miss St Quentin stopped writing and looked round with a slight touch of
impatience.

"What is it, Ermine?" she said.  "If it is anything very particular I'll
leave off, but I do want to finish this letter.  It must go to-morrow,
and you know I can never count upon doing anything in the evening."

"It is a letter for the Indian mail then, I suppose?" said Ermine.

"Yes."

"I--I wish you'd tell me what you are saying, Maddie," said Ermine
hesitatingly.  "You know I don't ask out of officiousness or curiosity."

"I don't suppose you do; all the same I wish you would leave the
subject.  It doesn't do any good and it only makes it harder for me."

"Tell me at least what you have said," urged Ermine.

"You know the only thing I can say--the old story--while papa lives it
is impossible."

"And that is all Bernard Omar has won by five--six years' waiting!"
exclaimed Ermine indignantly.

"My dear Ermine, be just to me," said her sister sadly.  "I have never
wished him to wait, nor encouraged him in the least to do so.  And now--
you must see for yourself that it is less possible than ever."

"Because of Ella?"

"Yes, of course.  I can't leave this place.  It would be wrong,
considering it _is_ mine, though eventually I feel sure it will be
yours.  But it would be too much, far too much to put on you alone,
Ermine--the care of this place and papa, as he now is, and, in addition,
Ella!  No blessing would follow me if I acted so selfishly."

"But if Bernard agreed to give up his profession and come and live
here?" said Ermine.  "He would not do so six years ago, and I think he
was right then.  But _now_--Heaven knows he has gained his laurels if
ever a man did; and as for being idle, he would have plenty to do here
in looking after the place and with his own writing."

"Stop, Ermine," said Madelene decidedly.  "Such an arrangement is
absolutely out of the question.  Bernard would never feel he had a wife,
nor I that I had a husband: coming into the midst of a family like ours
would certainly not be the kind of thing he would like, and every
existing difficulty would be increased."

"You mean Ella, I suppose?" said Ermine; "and yet you are indignant with
me for wanting Philip to fall in love with her and marry her.  That
would make everything easier.  It would leave me at liberty to go
hopping about a little, and perhaps somebody decent might take a fancy
to poor me at last.  Nobody ever has, you know, hitherto."

"Nonsense, Ermie.  Lots have, but you've snubbed them all, you know.
Why don't you go about more as it is?"

"And leave you alone for all the home worries?  No, indeed--if you had a
husband to help you, now."

"Oh, Ermine, do leave the subject," said Madelene wearily.  "Of course,
as far as we are concerned it _would_ be delightful for Ella to marry
Philip--it would make a different man of papa, I do believe; but neither
papa nor we are the chief people to be considered.  And I will not do
anything to help on a marriage in that way--above all, with the grave
doubts I have as to how it would turn out."

"Well then, it's to be hoped nobody ever will take pity on me," said
Ermine, dryly, "for assuredly I will never leave you here as things
are."

"It is fortunate then that the contingency in question, according to
you, has not yet arisen," said Madelene calmly, turning again to her
letter.

Yes--Ermine had spoken truly.  It was really six years since Madelene St
Quentin had agreed to consider herself engaged to Bernard Omar, with the
understanding that no one but her sister and Bernard's old friend,
Philip Cheynes, were to be taken into their confidence.  For it was at
that time that Colonel St Quentin's health had begun to fail, and any
additional anxiety or excitement was forbidden for him.  Besides this,
the engagement could not have been but an indefinite one; for Madelene,
though but nineteen, had many responsibilities on her hands, and
Bernard, three years her senior, was on the point of starting with his
regiment for India.  It had been due to an accident that an
understanding, even between the two themselves had ever been come to,
for Mr Omar was poor and Madelene was rich, and both were proud.  But
they had known each other since Madelene's childhood; their mutual trust
and confidence were entire; and trying though the long delay had been,
it had yet been the great happiness of both lives.

Once only during those six years had Bernard, now Captain Omar, returned
to England on a few months' leave.  He and Madelene had not seen very
much of each other, for during some part of the time the St Quentins
had been abroad.  But little as they were together, the two separated
more deeply attached to each other, if that were possible, than before,
and with fervent, if vague, hopes for the future.  These hopes, however,
were rendered vaguer still by Colonel St Quentin's increased illness,
aggravated, if not caused, by his money troubles, which made Madelene
entirely renounce all idea of ever leaving him even for a few years'
sojourn in India.  For some time she looked forward to Captain Omar's
retirement as the goal which was to see all difficulties set straight;
but with the advent of Ella on the scene, her father's morbid
irritability, and her own ever-increasing duties, she began to despair.
Breaking off the engagement seemed to her the only alternative, and she
wrote to India to this effect, entreating Bernard not to dream of
renouncing his profession for her sake, but to try to forget her and the
weary years which had but led to ever-repeated disappointment.  To this
letter she had just received an answer.  Captain Omar refused to come to
any decision till they should again have met and discussed matters; in
order to do this he had applied for leave and expected to be in England
in the course of the next six mouths.  But the tone of his letter seemed
to Madelene cold, and her heart was very sore.

"He is getting tired of it at last," she thought.

The situation was a complicated one, for though Captain Omar had
distinguished himself both as an officer and a writer, in the eyes of
the world his marriage with Miss St Quentin would be looked upon as
greatly to his advantage; furthermore, he felt keenly that in offering
to renounce his profession for Madelene's sake he was giving the
strongest possible proof of his devotion--devotion which it now seemed
to him, or would have done so had he known her character less perfectly,
was but faintly appreciated.

The letter was completed, folded, and directed.  Ermine made a face at
it when she saw it lying ready for the post on the side-table of their
little sitting-room up stairs.

"I suppose Maddie has written to say that he need not give himself the
trouble of coming here at all, or something of that kind.  I do think
it's too bad.  She is sacrificing any--ah, well, it's no use thinking of
that.  I don't believe the Marchants are going to ask me after all--and
negatively, so to say, sacrificing Ella, too.  I'm _sure_ Philip admires
her more than he has ever admired anybody before, but Madelene has such
influence over him--a cold look or glance of hers would prejudice him--
even without her meaning it in the least.  And if I were Bernard I
wouldn't stand it, no I wouldn't, and in one side of my heart I hope he
won't."

Ermine stamped her foot--there was no one to see--with an energy which
would have gone far to prove her relationship to fiery little Ella.  "I
won't tell Madelene of the Marchants' invitation, if it does come, till
too late.  If she is so obstinate I have no choice--I must follow suit,
I suppose."

The next day or two passed uneventfully enough.  The weather continued
bitterly cold, and Colonel St Quentin scarcely ventured to leave his
room.  One or other of his elder daughters was almost constantly in
request to read or talk to him or write his letters.  Ella paid him
little duty visits and was always kindly received, but the sort of
affectionate and almost familiar tone which had begun between the father
and daughter while they were alone, seemed to have disappeared.  Again
there came over the girl the cold mortifying sensation of being but an
outsider in her own home, and the vague scheme for her future which had
momentarily, in the excitement of her visit to the Manor and the
appearance of Philip on the scene, been half-forgotten, began again to
haunt her restless little brain.

"This life is too dreary," she said to herself, "day after day the same.
No one to sympathise with me--no one to care what I do or feel or
anything.  It is becoming unendurable."

But on the third morning of this unendurable existence--the fourth that
is after Sir Philip's visit to Coombesthorpe--something did happen.  The
post brought an invitation from Lady Cheynes to Madelene and Ella, to
drive over the following afternoon to dine and stay the night with her.

"Ella!" exclaimed Miss St Quentin, involuntarily.  "Not you, Ermine?"

"Why not, Ella?" said Ermine, and had she been speaking to any one but
her adored Madelene, one would have been inclined to call her tone
testy, if not snappish; "why shouldn't it be Ella?  You don't want to
set off like the graces, or the `three old maids of Lea,' or any
unfortunate trio of spinsters you like to name, whenever we go a
visiting, do you?  And I was spending the whole day at Cheynesacre
yesterday."

"Well, then, why didn't you bring the invitation verbally, or at least
you might have told me of it," said Madelene.  "You know Ella is not--"

"Madelene would have liked to hear of it privately, so that _I_ should
never have known of it," thought Ella, while aloud Ermine exclaimed
impatiently.

"Not out, are you going to say, Maddie?  You can't give that as an
excuse to Aunt Anna, for she certainly thinks she has a right to a voice
in Ella's concerns.  And late events show she means to claim her rights
too!  As for my not bringing the invitation or telling you of it, I was
not told to do so by Aunt Anna--you know she has her own ways of doing
things."

Madelene looked,--not annoyed,--but dissatisfied still.

"Did you know she was going to invite us?" she said again to Ermine.

But Ermine was at that moment busily reading a letter of her own, and
either did not, or wished to seem as if she did not, hear the question.
Be that as it may, Madelene got no answer.  Ella, secretly enjoying her
elder sister's discomfiture, happened just then to catch sight of her
face.  It looked more than anxious; pale and weary and almost worn.
Something in its expression touched Ella's impressionable feelings.

"Poor Madelene," she thought, with a rush of a kind of generous pity
which she would have found it difficult to explain to herself.  "I am
sure she _means_ to do right.  And after all--if she does want Sir
Philip to--to care for Ermine, why shouldn't she?  Ermine is her very
own sister.  Only--I wish it had all been settled and Ermine married to
him before I came here."

The softened feeling--as most feelings did with Ella--expressed itself.

"Madelene," she said half timidly.  "I am of course _quite_ willing to
do as you like--I mean as you think best--about going out at all or not.
I know--I quite understood at the time that my godmother's taking me to
the Manor dance was an exception--a sort of extra thing altogether.  And
I am sure she couldn't be vexed if you said it was best for me not to go
out any more just yet, and if Ermine went instead.  I do believe
Ermine," with a grateful glance in her second sister's direction, "I do
believe Ermine planned it to please me, and asked godmother to invite me
instead of her."  Madelene looked relieved at this--some diplomacy had
been exerted by Ermine the day before at Cheynesacre, she felt sure, and
she was glad to think it had been thus simple--but Ermine, though she
reddened a little, replied rather abruptly.

"No, Ella.  I did not really.  The inviting you was Aunt Anna's own
idea."

"I will tell papa about it, Ella, and see what he thinks," Madelene
said.  "But thank you, dear, for what you say.  I shall be so glad for
you to believe that interfering with any pleasure for you is my very
last wish."

CHAPTER FIFTEEN.

SIR PHILIP BURNS HIS FINGERS.

"Of course she must go; it would seem like dictating to my lady to make
any difficulty about it," Colonel St Quentin replied, when the subject
of the Cheynesacre invitation was mentioned to him by Madelene.  "What
conceivable reason is there why she should not go?"

"I am very glad indeed for her to go," said Madelene gently.  "I only--
was not sure, papa, how you might feel about it, because you know you
would not let her go to the Manor dance at first, not till--"

"Not till my aunt made a point of it and then I gave in, for which I
suppose you think me very inconsistent--well, well, I am not going to
defend myself, my dear.  I dare say I am inconsistent and weak and
foolish and in my dotage--what you like," he replied irritably.  "But
one thing, Madelene, is certain, I am not going to quarrel with my aunt.
She seems to have taken a fancy to Ella and she may be a good friend
yet to the poor child.  And Heaven only knows how soon she may need a
friend."

Colonel St Quentin sighed or groaned--his daughter knew the peculiar
sound and it was inexpressibly trying to her.

"Papa," she said, "you don't know how you pain me when you take that
tone about Ella.  Of course I am delighted for her to go--but really
sometimes I don't know how to please you."

"Well--well--never mind.  I didn't want to vex you.  But I have
something more important to consult you about.  I have a letter from
Mrs Marchant--did you know they had asked Ermine to stay there and that
she had refused?"

"No," said Madelene in surprise.  "I know something was said about it at
the Manor when we met them there--both Mr and Mrs Marchant and a
brother of his were there, and they were speaking of gaieties they are
going to have.  But it was not definite.  And why should Ermine have
refused, without even telling me?"

Madelene's voice sounded aggrieved.

"Nor me," said her father.  "But it is very sensible of Mrs Marchant to
have written to me.  She says she is sure Ermine would enjoy it, and
that she only gave some vague reason of being wanted at home, or
something of that kind.  There is no reason why she should not go, is
there?"

"None whatever, and every reason why she should," said Madelene eagerly.
"Papa, will you speak to her yourself, and say you wish it?  She has
only refused out of some exaggerated idea that we can't get on without
her here, and it is such a pity for Ermine to get in the way of shutting
herself up.  She enjoys society and shines in it; she is quite different
from me."

Colonel St Quentin glanced up at his daughter as she spoke.  Her face
was a little flushed with the interest of what she was saying, but still
she looked ill and less serene than her wont.

"I don't see why you should speak so of yourself, Maddie," he said
kindly.  "When I get round again--when the weather's a little better,
perhaps, couldn't we ask a few people?  It might cheer us up--and little
Ella would enjoy it."

Miss St Quentin listened in surprise, not wholly unmingled with a less
innocent sensation.  For Madelene was not perfect.

"He would do for Ella already what he has never dreamt of doing for me,"
she thought with a passing flash of bitterness.  But she quickly
overcame it.  "If you felt able for it, certainly, papa.  We might think
of some nice people.  That would be when Ermine comes back.  Let me
see--when do the Marchants want her?"

She took up the letter which her father held out to her, and some
discussion as to the journey and other details followed.  And then
Madelene, with a brighter face than she had had for some time, went off
to summon Ermine to an interview with her father.

At luncheon that day Ella was struck with the increased cheerfulness of
the family party, and for some little time her powers of discernment
were baffled as to the cause.

"Can papa have decided I am not to go, and can they be looking so
pleased on that account?" she said to herself.  "Can they--Madelene at
least, for after all it is she that is looking the cheeriest, _can_ she
be so horrid?"

But as no allusion was made to the Cheynesacre invitation--which in
point of fact had for the moment been forgotten by the elders of the
party in the greater excitement of Ermine's projected visit--she could
not or would not not approach the subject, till her elder sister and she
happened to be by themselves.  Then said Ella in a voice which though
sounding timid and even meek was in reality soft with restrained
indignation.

"Have you asked papa, Madelene?  Is--is Ermine to go, then?"

"Of course," Miss St Quentin replied.  "He decided at once and he has
told her so.  In her heart I am sure she is pleased though she is
pretending to grumble a little.  But I am so pleased--and I am sure
Philip will be too to see her there, though he won't be there the first
part of the time."

Ella scarcely attended to the latter part of this speech, so _almost_
boiling over with indignation did she feel.

"Oh indeed," she said icily.  "Then of course you will explain it all to
my godmother.  I should like to have thanked her for thinking of me, but
for the future I hope she will not go through the mockery of inviting
me."

Madelene stared at her.

"What do you mean, Ella?  What has Aunt Anna got to do with it?  And, by
the by," as the first hazy perception of some element of cross-purposes
began to penetrate to her brain, "how did you know about Ermine's going
at all?  She couldn't have told you about it when she hadn't told me?"
and there was an accent of pain in the last words.

Ella stared in turn.

"You told me yourself--this morning at breakfast when Lady Cheynes'
invitation came," said she.

Madelene stood still and began to laugh.

"My dear child," she exclaimed, "I am so sorry.  I had forgotten all
about to-morrow.  Yes, certainly you are to go--you and I.  Papa is
_quite_, pleased, and of course if he is, I am.  What I was talking
about was quite another matter," and she went on to tell Ella all about
the invitation Ermine had received and her pleasure that it was to be
accepted.  Never had Madelene been so confiding and companionable to her
before; she seemed a different creature.

"She _is_ very unselfish," thought Ella, and she felt ashamed of her own
suspicions, as she heartily joined in Madelene's pleasure.

"You see," Miss St Quentin went on, "we have lived rather a shut-up
life--for even travelling is often shut-up, though it sounds absurd to
say so, and Ermine is still young--I don't want her to begin fancying
she is not.  I should like her to go about more."

"You would like her to marry, wouldn't you?" said Ella, calmly, though
softly.  But the calmness rather took Madelene's breath away.

"Yes," she said honestly, though the colour deepened a little in her
fair face.  "I should.  But," she went on rather confusedly, for to her
there seemed something slightly coarse in the bald connection of the two
ideas, "it isn't exactly that--girls often marry just as happily who
stay at home."

Ah, thought Ella, I understand.  "Is it far from here where Ermine is
going?" she asked.

"Not very; still it is a new part of the country to her, which will make
it all the nicer.  Philip will be there part of the time, too.  They are
old friends of his.  Mr Marchant's half-brother (his mother married
twice; her second husband is Lord Farrance) Guildford West, was at
school and college with him.  He was at the Manor.  I dare say you
danced with him.  A small thin man, much smaller than Philip and not
nearly so good-looking."

"I don't remember," said Ella indifferently.  "Then you are quite sure
you wish me to go to-morrow to Cheynesacre?" she added.

"Of course," Madelene repeated bewildered by the change in Ella's tone,
which had lost all its sympathetic softness again.  "I am delighted that
papa seems relaxing a little about you, and by degrees I hope it will be
rather livelier for you here.  If--" and here Madelene, cold, stately
Madelene for the second time that afternoon blushed a little--"if Ermine
_were_ married, it would make everything seem brighter, I think."

"Yes," said Ella, "to you I suppose it would do so, if she married
somebody you thoroughly liked.  And--if she were to live near you, too."

She spoke with a kind of clear cold precision which would have caught
Madelene's attention had she been less pre-occupied.  But she was full
of pleasureable excitement about Ermine's plans, and it was almost with
an effort that she listened to Ella.

"Yes, of course," she replied half absently, "that would make it much
nicer."

And Ella drew her own conclusions.

It was with curiously mingled feelings that she looked forward to the
visit to her godmother's the next day.

"Very likely," she thought, "Sir Philip will not be there.  As Ermine
isn't going Madelene and his grandmother won't mind whether he is or
not.  No," she went on, "no, it isn't my godmother's doing.  I won't
think it.  It is only Madelene--I don't even feel sure that Ermine
herself wants it.  She, I must say, always seems pleased to put me
forward.  I'll never forget Madelene's face when she saw whom I was
dancing with that evening at the Manor."  Madelene however did not seem
as devoid of interest in her young sister, as Ella in her present mood
would have liked to imagine.  One of the prettiest of the frocks she had
brought with her from her aunt's, was looked out and revived by
Melanie's skilful hands, under Miss St Quentin's own supervision, and
Ermine herself assisted at Ella's toilet.

"You look lovely,--doesn't she now, Maddie?" she exclaimed, when
Madelene glanced in to say that the carriage was round.  "Now don't look
forbidding--let me spoil the child a bit for once.  That shade of pink
does suit her--_almost_ better than white.  It's the shade Philip likes
so--now, Ella, don't forget to ask him _from me_ if it isn't his
favourite colour."

"Do you often wear it?" said Ella, meaningly.

"Bless the child, what does Philip care what I wear?" exclaimed Ermine.

But Madelene's displeasure was not to be mistaken this time.

"Ermine," she said coldly, "you really must not run on so heedlessly.
Of course Philip cares.  Even if he were really our brother, as you like
to say he seems--he would care.  And he will care about Ella too because
she is our sister.  But you shouldn't talk such nonsense--I mean send
silly messages like that.  It would make Ella feel and look quite
foolish."

And she turned back for an instant as she and Ella were going down
stairs, to reprimand Ermine still more sharply.

"Do you want to teach the child to flirt?" she asked.  "You have agreed
with me that there was quite enough tendency of the kind about her
already.  You will be getting into trouble, Ermine, if you don't take
care--making her fancy Philip is in love with her, and preparing great
unhappiness for her, poor child, perhaps."

But Ermine only laughed.

"Nonsense, Maddie," she said.  "Why must you always be so gloomy about
everything?  You really needn't be so cross to me when I've given in
_so_ sweetly about going to the Marchants--all to please you, you know."

And Madelene could not resist her kiss, nor resent the whispered warning
at the last moment--not to spoil Ella's evening by looking severe.

Ella was scarcely in a humour to have been much depressed or impressed
by her sister's looks.  Her spirits rose with every yard that separated
them from Coombesthorpe, and when they arrived at Cheynesacre and were
received in the drawing-room by her godmother the girl flew into her
arms as if she had been a caged bird escaping at last from its gloomy
prison into sunshine and brightness.

"Oh, dear godmother, dear, dear godmother," she whispered, "I am so
pleased to be with you again."  It was impossible not to be touched; she
was so genuinely sweet, and she looked so pretty.  There were tears in
the old lady's eyes, as she kissed her god-daughter.

"My dear little Ella," she said.  "Then you have forgiven me?"

"Forgiven you?"  Ella repeated; "what for, dear godmother?"

"For the trick I played you, or helped to play you and Philip here the
other evening?  Philip has forgiven me--it really was very funny."

Sir Philip came forward from the other side of the screen where he had
been talking to Madelene.  "Ella has done better than I, granny," he
said, as he shook hands with her.  "She has not only forgiven but
forgotten, it appears."

Ella started a little when he spoke of her by name.  It was still
difficult to disassociate him from the attractive "stranger" of the
Manor ball.

"I think it _was_ rather too bad of them all," she said, "but I
_couldn't_ have been vexed with godmother when it was all her doing--all
the deliciousness of going to the dance at all."

She had no time to say more, barely to catch sight of the grave
expression with which Madelene was listening to her, when she was
interrupted by the arrival of other guests.

There was a party of fourteen, all strangers to Ella, though several
among them recognised her as the lovely "Miss Wyndham" who had so
puzzled everybody at the Manor.  Ella's squire was a man who declared he
had not yet recovered from the disappointment of her not having given
him a dance on the occasion in question.  He was evidently an adept at
flirting and seemed very disappointed when a few words from his charming
companion proved that that was "not her style."  Not so, Sir Philip,
whose dark eyes spoke satisfaction when he overheard the ladylike little
snub, for he had arranged with his grandmother that Ella should be his
neighbour on the left.

"She will be so much of a stranger; it is really the first time she has
dined here properly," he said, and Lady Cheynes made no difficulty.

That dinner was a very pleasant experience to Ella. Philip's manner was
perfect.  He made her feel quite at home, even while taking care that no
one present could have suspected such care was required.

"It is the first time I have really felt as if I had _not_ been brought
up a stranger to them all," thought she to herself, and the only thing
that in the least marred her complete satisfaction was the catching
sight now and then of Madelene's eyes fixed upon her with an anxious,
almost, Ella could have imagined, pitying expression.

"She thinks I am having my head turned," thought Ella, with a slight
involuntary toss of the said head.  "And she is pitying me too for
imagining that Sir Philip could possibly care about _me_, when all his
_devoirs_ are, or should be, consecrated to Ermine."  And it was with
increased determination to resist any attempt at restraint which
Madelene might try, that Ella responded in her sweetest and most
charming manner to her "step"-cousin's attentions.

Her godmother was not displeased, thus much was certain.  For she called
the girl to her in the drawing-room after dinner, to introduce her to
her old friend Lady Beltravers, who with her husband made two of the
guests, and made her sit beside her while she fondled and petted her.

"I must make much of her, you see," she said half apologetically to Lady
Beltravers.  "She has been away from us for so long!  It is not like
having a godchild of one's own, never to see her, is it?  Did Philip
take good care of you at dinner, my dear child?" she went on, turning to
Ella.  "He would not give you up to any one else, I assure you, though
by rights Mrs Monkerton should have been at his left side."

Lady Beltravers smiled kindly at Ella.

"I wish we had any young people about us," she said with a little sigh.
"My son has no children, you know--and then he is always so busy.  Won't
you bring Miss St Quentin--"

"Call me `Ella,' please," interrupted the girl.  "I'm not Miss St
Quentin, and besides--any friend of dear godmother's--"

"Ella, then," went on the old lady, completely _subjuguee_--"won't you
bring Ella over to see me, while she is with you?  We might make up a
little party--it is so near Christmas and there are a few young people
in the neighbourhood just now--let me see, the day after to-morrow--"

"But I am not staying here after to-morrow," said Ella gently, "my
sister and I are going back to Coombesthorpe to-morrow morning."

"Yes," said Madelene, who at that moment joined the group, "we must be
off early, too.  There are such a lot of things to do just at Christmas
time.  We have to settle about Christmas day too, Aunt Anna.  Papa does
so hope you and Philip will come to us."

"On one condition," said Lady Cheynes quickly, "and that is that you
will leave me Ella till then.  I will bring her back to you on Christmas
eve, that is next Monday, without fail.  Ermine leaves--let me see, when
is it?"

"The day after Christmas," Madelene replied.

"Ah, well then, it would of course be selfish to take Ella from you when
you are alone.  But till then--you and Ermine will have lots of
preparations to make for her visit; this child here would only be in the
way."

Madelene murmured something about "papa."  Her face was a curious study,
so mingled were its expressions--of pleasure and even excitement, of
almost wistful anxiety and misgiving.  Ella watched her closely; the
misgiving she was quick to see, not so the pleasure.

"Of course she will find some reason against it," thought the girl.

Lady Cheynes tapped Miss St Quentin on the arm.

"Come, Maddie, my dear," she said, "you are keeping us all waiting.
Lady Beltravers too."

Madelene coloured.

"I don't really think it is for me to decide, Aunt Anna," she replied.
"You have quite as much--more--voice in it than I.  I should be
delighted for Ella to stay--and I am almost sure papa would be so too."

"Then put it upon me," said the old lady decidedly.  "Tell your father
_I_ kept Ella--subject to his approval of course--if he doesn't like it,
he may send over to fetch her home to-morrow afternoon."

Ella crept to her godmother's side and threw her arms round Lady Cheynes
ecstatically.

"Oh, godmother, how sweet you are!  Oh, Madelene, you _will_ make papa
let me stay, won't you?"

Madelene smiled: it was impossible to resist Ella sometimes.

"I do hope it will do no harm," thought the elder sister to herself.

Just then Sir Philip and the other men came in; Madelene was asked to
play, and Ella to sing, her sister accompanying her.  It was the first
time Philip had heard her.

"I had no idea you sang so beautifully," he said to her when the little
performance was over, and Miss St Quentin was engaged in accompanying
another member of the party.

Ella's eyes sparkled.

"Do you really think I sing well?  I am so pleased," she said simply.
"I know you are a good judge.  Ermine told me so.  She and Madelene like
my singing, I think.  It--it is one of the few things Madelene seems to
approve of in me," she added with bitterness that was real though she
tried to say it lightly as if in jest.

Philip looked at her with grave concern in his eyes.

"Are you in earnest, Ella?" he said; "real earnest, as the children
say?"

Ella gave what in a less elegant and perfectly well-bred young person
might have been called "a wriggle."

"I don't want to talk about it," she said.

"About your sisters you mean?" he went on.  "I certainly don't want to
do so either if, as I fear, you are unfairly prejudiced against them.
At least I should be sorry to hear you say anything unfair, which--which
might," but here he hesitated.  "Don't think I am setting myself up as a
judge," he went on, "but it is possible I might be able to make you see
things differently.  I know my cousins so well, so thoroughly, and yet I
think I can see that the position of things is difficult for you all."

"I have nothing to say against Ermine," said Ella quickly, with a sudden
access of generosity.  "Ermine is very good to me--"

She glanced at Philip as she spoke: a pleased look had stolen into his
eyes.

"Ah," thought Ella.

"I am glad to hear you say that," he said eagerly; "but Mad--"

"Oh, for that matter," Ella went on, "I don't mean to say that
_practically_ Madelene is not good to me too.  But--it is she who is
prejudiced it seems to me," she added with rather a wintry smile; "she
does not judge me fairly.  I don't understand her, nor she me--that is
the truth of it, I suppose.  I don't think she has ever been young, or
had young feelings.  She is so frightfully cold and measured, and she
thinks every one should see things precisely as she does."

Philip smiled too, but in his smile there was little more mirth than in
Ella's.

"Madelene cold and unfeeling!" he exclaimed.  "My dear child, how little
you know her!  I allow," he went on hastily, noticing an expression on
her face which irresistibly reminded him of the days when she used to
stamp her feet at "big Phil" if he refused to gallop about with her as
much as she wanted, "I allow that Madelene's _manner_ is often against
her.  Very often the very extent and depth of her feeling makes her seem
colder from the effort she puts on herself to be self-controlled."

"That's what is always said of cold, stiff, reserved people," Ella
answered.  "Just _because_ you can't see or feel their feelings you are
told to believe in them doubly!  I hate reserved people."

Philip was a little taken aback.

"I think they are rather to be pitied," he said quietly.

The words were not without their effect on Ella, but she would not show
it.

"You--" she began, but a little quaver in her voice made her hesitate,
"you won't make me like Madelene any better for taking her part against
me," she said with a sort of incipient sob.

Philip laid his hand on her pretty white arm.  "Dear Ella," he said with
genuine distress in his voice, "how can you mistake me so?  If you only
understood better!  My only wish is that you should not make yourself
unhappy when there is no need for it."

Ella swallowed down one or two tears before replying.

"I am happy _here_," she said.  "I am always happy with dear godmother.
I wish, Sir Philip, you would let me forget about home troubles for a
little.  I think you might--you are going away soon to amuse yourself;
you needn't grudge me my little bit of holiday."

Philip grew more and more annoyed.

"I have done no good, I see," he said in a tone of vexation.  "Indeed I
have done harm--for I have made you indignant with me for meddling.  I
wish to goodness--" but here he stopped.

"What?" said Ella, gently.

"I wish you were Miss Wyndham, or Miss Anybody except what you are," he
said petulantly.  "You will now always be thinking I am `taking parts,'
or some nonsense of that kind."

"No--I don't want to think that," she replied glancing up at him half
shyly with a sort of deprecation in her lovely eyes.

"Thank you--thank you for saying that," he replied eagerly.  "Indeed you
would be doing me the greatest injustice if you--" but at that moment as
he was bending towards Ella, speaking though earnestly, in a lower tone
than usual, a voice interrupted them.  It was that of Miss St Quentin,
who had risen from the piano.

"Ella," she said in her quiet, impassive way, "I want you to take
Ermine's part in that duet that she and I have just got.  I am sure you
can manage it."

Ella rose at once, though without speaking.

"Upon my word," said Sir Philip to himself, "Madelene is strangely
deficient in tact.  She might trust me to do the child no harm--she
knows how anxious I am to bring about a more cordial state of feeling."

And his manner towards his cousin for the rest of the evening was
decidedly a shade less cordial than it was wont to be.

CHAPTER SIXTEEN.

OUT IN THE COLD.

Ella woke the next morning with that most delightful of all delightful
feelings--the vague consciousness of something nice having happened ere
she fell asleep.  She slowly, half reluctantly opened her eyes--

"I do hope it wasn't only a dream," she murmured, but as she caught
sight of the objects around her, the large bow-window with its curtains
of richer material than the old faded chintz of the Coombesthorpe
"nursery," the toilet table with its marble top and large mirror, and
the wardrobe of beautiful inlaid wood--for Lady Cheynes made a point of
installing her little god-daughter in one of the "best" rooms--a smile
crept over her face, and she closed her sleepy eyes again with a
sensation of vivid satisfaction.

No, it was no dream--she was to stay a whole week at Cheynesacre, with
her dear godmother.  Papa would never be so cruel as to send for her
back again, whatever Madelene said, and Madelene had as good as
promised to plead her cause, and after all she, Ella, had no real reason
for thinking her elder sister actually insincere.  Then her mind
reverted to what Sir Philip had said the night before.

"He thinks so very highly of Madelene," thought Ella, "and he must know
her well.  He speaks more of her than of Ermine, but--" and a slight
frown clouded her brow, "that _might_ mean that he cares most for
Ermine, really.  How I wonder if he does!  He shouldn't be--_quite_ like
what he is to--to other girls, if he does.  Perhaps he's one of those
men that can't help being charming to everybody," and at this point in
her cogitations poor Ella gave a deep sigh.  "But any way," she went on,
"Ermine doesn't care for him, not _that_ way, though of course she might
if it was put in her head."

And then the quicksilver of her eighteen years refused to let her ponder
any more.

"I'm going to be happy--for a week at least, come what may," she said
aloud as she sprang out of bed.  "And as I'm his guest it's Sir Philip's
business to make me enjoy myself, and it would be very surly of me not
to."

Certainly it looked as if the host's task was not to be a very arduous
one--never, in Madelene's sight at least--had the girl been so sweet and
bright and happy.

"Dear child, she seems in love with all the world," said her godmother
when she and Madelene were alone that morning for a few minutes before
Miss St Quentin took her departure.  "How I wish poor Ellen could see
her!  It must make you feel happy, dear Maddie, to see her so bright and
blooming."  But Madelene did not respond as heartily as she really
wished she could do.

"She is so different at home, Aunt Anna," she said.  "She seems as if
she could not trust us, me especially.  It seems unnatural in one so
young and impressionable," and she sighed.

"It will all come right," said the old lady cheerily; "you are too
gloomy, Maddie."

She did not understand the new direction of Madelene's anxieties; had
she overheard a word or two that passed between the cousins as Philip
stood at the carriage door saying good-bye, she might have been
enlightened.

"Philip," Miss St Quentin whispered, "I must say one word to you at the
risk of offending you.  I hope I am doing right in leaving Ella--Phil
dear, don't be angry with me--remember she is very, very young and--you
know you can be so very charming."

The blood mounted to the young man's forehead.

"Madelene," he said, "I really sometimes cannot understand you.  Do you
want me to be actually unkind to your half-sister?  Do you think _that_
would mend matters?"

And he turned coldly away.

"I wish I had not gone," said Madelene to Ermine when the sisters were
together again at Coombesthorpe.  "It has only made Philip angry with
me, and done no good to Ella.  I wish Aunt Anna would adopt her
altogether."

"Papa would never consent to that," said Ermine, "at least not in the
sense you mean, though in _my_ sense, nothing could be more delightful.
I am enchanted that she is staying there--it would have been too stupid
of you to oppose it."

"I would have done so if I could," Madelene replied.  "I am so unhappy
about Ella for her own sake, Ermine.  I can see that she is already very
much attracted by Philip and--"

"Well?  What could you possibly have to say against it?  It won't be
your doing."

"I am afraid Philip is only amusing himself.  You know how charming he
can be.  And that would be dreadful for her, poor child.  It has all
come of that absurd comedy at the beginning of their acquaintance."

"Yes," said Ermine, "I hope it has."

Colonel St Quentin made not the smallest objections to Ella's remaining
at Cheynesacre, and once satisfied as to this, the girl gave herself up
to full enjoyment of the present.

"I have never been so happy before," she said to her godmother on the
last day of her stay.  And she said truly.  Sir Philip who was in the
room at the time glanced at her as she spoke.

"We must have a jolly Christmas at Coombesthorpe," he said.  "Poor
Maddie and Ermine have had plenty of dull ones there."

"Have they?" said Ella quickly.  "Well it must have been their own
fault."

"No, indeed it wasn't," Philip replied rather coldly, "unless you call
their unselfishness and patience their `fault.'"

Ella made no reply, but her bright face clouded over.  An hour or two
later when Sir Philip and she were on their way to the pond for "a last
skate" as she said, he reverted to what had passed.

"Ella," he began, "since I saw that it vexed you the other night I have
said nothing more about your--well I can only call it prejudice against
your sisters.  But I see it is still there.  I wish I could disabuse you
of it--you don't know how earnestly I wish it.  You are so sweet and
affectionate to every one else--I cannot really understand it."

"It is often the case that near relations don't get on as well with each
other as with--strangers," said Ella somewhat primly.

"But you don't count granny and me strangers, I hope?" he asked eagerly.
"And granny is not a person that _every one_ gets on with."

"Perhaps not, but she loves me--I feel that she does.  And I shouldn't
mind _anything_ she said, not even if she scolded me badly--just because
of that.  And I never can feel that way to Madelene.  But I do get on
very well now with Ermine," she added though with a shade of reluctance.

"Dear Ermine," said Philip.  "I can scarcely imagine the possibility of
not `getting on' with her.  Everybody takes to her wherever she goes.  I
am so delighted she is going to the Marchants," he added.

"You are going too?" asked Ella, though she knew it already.

"Yes.  I hope to be there the first week of Ermine's visit, at least,"
he replied.

"Oh," said Ella, "that will be very pleasant."

"Delightful," replied Philip absently.

This time Ella made no observation.

Suddenly Philip turned to her again.

"Ella," he said, "do forgive me for harping on the subject, but don't
you think all this might be put right?  If you could show a little more
confidence in Madelene, a little more affection in your manner, she
would, I feel certain, be quick to respond.  I can't--" and here he
hesitated, "I can't just yet tell you all I should like you to know--I
wish I could--but some day you will understand better."

Ella felt choking.  "Understand"--did she not understand?  But pride and
some better feeling than pride, for after all she had no real grounds of
complaint against Sir Philip, came to the rescue.

"I _will_ try to be gentler and pleasanter at Coombesthorpe, if you
think it would do any good," she said bravely.  "And changes come--it
may not be for very long.  I should like you and my godmother to know I
had done my best, for--for the time we must be all together there."

The tears trembled on her eyelashes, but she turned away to hide them:
she did not see the expression on Philip's face as he heard her words.
She only heard his answer.

"Thank you, dear Ella," he said.  "I know you will do what you say, and
you have made me very happy by speaking so, for I have been terribly
afraid of making things worse instead of better, by my interfering.
No--it may not be for long as you say.  But you are so young, Ella," and
there was a half regretful intonation in his voice, "you will see things
differently afterwards, and you will like to look back and feel that you
have done your best."

Ella glanced up at him.  There was a look in his eyes which made her
cheeks flush.

"Dear Ella," he added softly.

"I will do my best," she repeated.  And to herself she said, believing
that she fully realised her words, that come what would she would
deserve his approval.  "Even if he is only to be--a sort of brother to
me," she thought, "I would like him to see that I try to be good."

And she believed it was as a reward for her heroism that the world all
about her looked so bright again, and some faint rays of wintry sunshine
that lighted up the frost-besprinkled fields and palely gilded the tops
of the dark fir-trees, seemed to her to glow with the warmth and
brilliance of a midsummer sky.

Christmas passed with cheerfulness, if not exactly with "jollity," at
Coombesthorpe.  Colonel St Quentin was still too much of an invalid to
stand a large party, but a few old friends and neighbours joined the
family circle.  Madelene was quiet as ever, but gentle and almost
affectionate to Ella, who, true to her promise, received her elder
sister's advances in good part and refrained from all sharp or icy
retorts, even when, as must happen, however good the will on both sides,
perfect unanimity of opinion was not the case.  And Ermine was in such
tremendously good spirits that the infection of them was to some extent
irresistible.  She was so gracious to Philip that he, in his own mind,
was a little puzzled by it, for a coldness, slight but yet to themselves
tangible enough, still seemed to hang between Madelene and himself.  His
cousins for once seemed to be at issue, he fancied, and he was small
enough to try to punish Madelene by a show of even extra responsiveness
to Ermine.

And Ella watched and wondered; sometimes feeling certain that her
misgivings as to the state of things between Philip and Ermine were
founded on fact; sometimes rising to a flutter of delight and
hopefulness at some slight incident which seemed to prove to her
conclusively that there was "nothing in it."

"If there were," she said to herself more than once, "would Madelene be
vexed with him; as I am almost sure she is?"

And yet--that there was perfect good feeling between him and Ermine she
could not doubt, and what that might not mean in reality she could not
bear to think!

Wednesday--for Christmas day had been a Tuesday--saw the whole party
scattered.  Lady Cheynes returned home; Ermine started on her journey to
Shenewood Park, whither Philip was to follow her the next day from
Cheynesacre.  And Ella, as she stood at the window watching the last
carriage disappear, felt that now was the real test of her promise to
Philip.  The prospect of a whole fortnight alone with Madelene; Madelene
quieter and "duller," as Ella expressed it, than she had yet known her,
was not inspiriting.  For curiously enough, though it was Ermine whom
the girl's fancy had erected into a rival, it was not on her, but
entirely on her elder sister that she resented the fact.

"I could never dislike Ermine.  She is so bright and open," thought
Ella, while a tear or two trickled unbidden down her face.  "Even as
Philip's wife I don't think I could ever be jealous of her.  But it is
so different with Madelene; everything is calculation with her.  She has
settled that it would be a good thing for them to marry, and she is
determined to carry it out--whether _they_ care enough for each other or
not.  _She_ has never cared for any one--that's certain."

The mood was not a very propitious one, for some vague warnings which
Miss St Quentin unluckily thought it her duty to give her younger
sister.  It was when they were sitting together in the already fading
light that afternoon--Ella after fidgeting about restlessly the whole
day, having at last taken a book and settled herself in the library
where Madelene was already installed with what the younger girl mentally
dubbed "that everlasting knitting of hers."

But the book did not prove very interesting.  Ella yawned, then gave a
sort of groan, and ended by flinging it aside.

"Do you not care for that book?" asked Madelene calmly.  "I think I like
it.  But the other new Mudie books are in the drawing-room."

"I don't think I should like any book to-day," said Ella frankly.  "I do
feel so stupid.  Do you never feel that sort of way, Madelene?" she went
on with a sudden irresistible craving for sympathy.  "As if--as if you
didn't care for anything."

Madelene glanced at her half curiously.  Was this mere childishness--
or--were her fears for poor little Ella's peace of mind already
beginning to be realised?  Was this the first taste of the weary pain--
the sickness of heart which she herself had not yet grown innured to?

"And in her case it would be ever so much worse," she said to herself,
"if Philip does not really care for her.  I at least have always been
sure of Bernard, though even thus, heaven knows it has been hard to
bear!"

Her heart ached for the young creature looking up at her with troubled
eyes.  But she must ignore what she still hoped was but superficial.

"Everybody knows that kind of feeling at times, I suppose," she said
placidly.  "It generally is a sort of reaction.  We have had a little
more excitement than usual, you see, and you enjoyed yourself very much
at Cheynesacre."

"I never was so happy in my life," Ella replied impulsively.

"I am glad you liked it.  Philip is certainly a model host--he is a
favourite everywhere, and deservedly, for he is very kind-hearted.  And
it says a good deal for him that his being such a favourite--especially
with women--has not quite spoilt him."

Ella looked up sharply.

"Do you mean that he is a flirt?" she asked abruptly.

Madelene hesitated.

"Not exactly that," she said.  "He may flirt a little sometimes but
there is no harm in that.  But he would never consciously,
_intentionally go_ further than that.  Still his very kind-heartedness
has its weak point; he cannot bear to see any one unhappy.  And he is
impressionable and impulsive in some ways--I should be a little anxious
about throwing any--very inexperienced girl much in his society."

"But you and Ermine have always been thrown with him," said Ella.

Miss St Quentin drew herself up a little.

"That is quite different," she said.  "_I_ am, to all intents and
purposes, older than Philip."

"But Ermine is not," thought Ella bitterly, though aloud she only
replied, "Oh yes, of course."

Ermine's letters came nearly every day, bright and sunny, overflowing
with fun and enjoyment.  Now and then Madelene gave one, or a part of
one to Ella to read, which the girl did eagerly, especially when Sir
Philip's name was mentioned, as was constantly the case.

"How much Ermine seems to be enjoying herself," said Ella one morning.
"When I am what you consider _quite_ `out,' Madelene, I may pay visits
like this of hers, mayn't I?"

They were at the breakfast-table.  Colonel St Quentin, who by this time
was as well as usual, overheard the remark.

"I hope so," Madelene was beginning with an ill-assured glance at her
father, when he suddenly interrupted her.

"I hope _not_, Ella," he said.  "That sort of thing would only put
nonsense in your head.  It is quite different for Ermine."

Ella gazed at him in astonishment.  His tone was not unkind, but very
decided.  To his last words she could give one interpretation--it was
different for Ermine because she was already tacitly engaged to Philip,
and but for this her father evidently would not have approved of her
visiting by herself.  Ella felt herself grow pale, but she did not
speak.

"Oh, papa," Madelene interposed, "that is too sweeping.  Some day I hope
Ella _may_ see something of country-house society--with _me_ you would
trust her?"

Colonel St Quentin murmured something, of which Ella only caught the
words--"Plenty of time--rational life for a girl."

But she felt now as if she did not care.

The next morning brought no letter from Ermine, the day after came one
which Madelene read to herself with somewhat clouded brow.

"Ermine is so tiresome, papa," she said.  "For some reason or other she
seems to have got a fit of homesickness.  Just when I was so delighted
to think she was enjoying herself.  She actually talks of coming home
the day after to-morrow."

"Umph," said Colonel St Quentin, "that will be Friday.  Tell her I can't
send to the station that day--Brown is going to look at that new pair,
and I won't trust Parker's driving in this weather; she must stay any
way till Monday.  Is Philip still there?"

"No," said Madelene, going on with her letter.  "At least he is leaving
to-day."

"Ah, well, that settles it.  She might have arranged to come back with
him had he been staying till Friday, if she is _really_ home-sick, poor
child.  But as it is she must wait till Monday."

"I can't make her out quite," said Madelene, "But I will tell her what
you say.  Perhaps--if she is dull, I suppose she had better come home."

Ella went up stairs to her own room and stood gazing out at the cold,
wintry landscape.  It was a grey, sunless day.  It seemed to her like an
image of her own life.

"Why did I ever come here?" she said.  "It would have been better, yes
_far_ better, to have borne old Barton's impertinence.  Only--poor
aunty--it might have made _her_ unhappy!  It would not now--I am so
changed.  I should be meek enough.  What a fool I have been--to dream
that Philip Cheynes had fallen in love with me!  He was only amusing
himself and thinking of Ermine all the time.  But _why_ did he?  He must
have seen I was a fool;" and her cheeks burnt as she recalled the little
trifles--trifles at least, if put into words--looks and tones more than
actual speech or action, which had seemed to her so significative.

"And Madelene suspects it.  Yes, I know she does.  Perhaps after all she
has meant to do her duty by me.  If she had only been a little more
loving at the first I might have confided more in her; I might have been
guided by her.  But it is too late now.  I won't stay here, where no one
cares for me.  They may keep my share of the money and everything.  I
don't want anything where I am not loved."

What should she do?  She could not decide.  For the next day or two her
head felt confused and dreamy--she longed to do something, to go
somewhere, but lacked the energy to determine upon anything, and a
vague, not unpleasing feeling came over her that perhaps she was going
to be ill, to have a brain fever and die possibly, and that in this case
it was not worth while planning to go away or anything.

She must be looking very ill, she said to herself with some complacency,
for more than once she caught Madelene's eyes fixed upon her with an
anxiety that was almost tender.

"Are you feeling ill, Ella?" she said.

But Ella smiled and shook her head, and replied that she supposed it was
the cold; she had never liked cold weather.

So passed two or three days; then came the goad to sting her into
action.

Nothing further had been heard or said about Ermine's return, but on
Monday morning Miss St Quentin exclaimed eagerly, as she opened the
letter-bag, which she was accustomed to do if she was down before her
father.

"Ah, a letter from Ermine at last!  That's right.  Ella, dear, please
put these letters on papa's plate.  Dear me--there is one with a
Shenewood envelope for him--whom can that be from?  And--that's Philip's
writing.  I wonder why he has not been over to see us?"

Almost as she spoke her father entered the room.  He kissed his
daughters, making some slight remark as he did so on the extreme
coldness of the morning.

"Is that what is making you look so pale, Ella?" he added as he caught
sight of her face.

Again Ella forced a smile and murmured something vaguely about disliking
cold.  But her father scarcely heard her reply.  He had opened his
letters and was immersed in them, unsuspicious of the keen attention
with which his youngest daughter was observing him.  His face grew
grave, very grave indeed as he read the one from Shenewood Park which
Madelene had remarked upon: a slight look of relief overspread it as he
glanced at the shorter letter from Sir Philip Cheynes.

"Madelene," he said hastily, handing both to her across the table, "did
you know anything of this?" and Ella saw that the fingers which held out
the letters trembled.

Miss St Quentin read both quickly.  Then she looked at her father.

"No," she said, "nothing at all."

Her voice was grave and she had grown rather pale, still to Ella it
seemed that her evident emotion was not caused by distress.

"Philip is coming over himself, I see," Madelene said.  "I am glad of
that.  Talking is so much better than writing."

Colonel St Quentin pushed back his chair from the table where stood his
untasted breakfast.

"I suppose so," he said; "but--you will think me very foolish Maddie,
but this has completely unhinged me.  I can't eat--I will go to my own
room, I think."

"Oh, papa," Miss St Quentin was beginning in a tone of remonstrance,
when Ella interrupted her.

"Is anything the matter?" she exclaimed.  "You--you seem so strange,
Madelene, you and papa.  If it is anything I am not to hear about, I
would rather go away: I have nearly finished my breakfast."

Her little pale face looked almost as if she were going to cry.
Madelene seemed as if she did not know what to say or do.

"It--it is nothing wrong," she said hastily, "but still not anything I
can quite explain to you just yet."

"It is something about Ermine.  I know that," said Ella.  "But if you
don't mind I would rather go, and then you and papa can talk freely."

And almost before they quite understood what she was saying, she had
gone.

"Has she had her breakfast really?" said her father, glancing at Ella's
plate.  "Yes, I suppose so.  But she isn't looking well, Madelene.  I
think we must have Felton to look at her.  However--just for the moment
I can only think of Ermine.  Give me that letter again.  Philip will be
able to tell us more.  What crotchet has Ermine got in her head about
anything of the kind being `impossible'?  I'm not such a selfish old
tyrant as all that, surely!  And if I were--while I have _you_,
Maddie--"

"Yes, papa," Miss St Quentin replied, though her own lip quivered a
little.  "Yes, with _me_, I hope you would never feel deserted.  And
this is what we must impress upon Ermine, if--as seems the case--
everything else is favourable and desirable."

Then they read the letter over again more than once indeed, with eager
anxiety to discover from the written lines all they possibly could as to
the writer.

"It is a nice manly letter," said Madelene at last.  "But Ermine will be
angry, I fear."

And Ella meanwhile had flown up stairs to her "nursery," the scene of
her mature as well as of her childish trials.  It had come at last, the
certainty of the event she had so dreaded.  Ermine and Philip were to be
openly engaged.  Must she stay to see it?  Could she bear it?  Pride
said yes; her hot, undisciplined girl's heart said no.  And in this
conflict she passed the morning, till suddenly a sort of compromise
suggested itself.  She would write to her Aunt Phillis--surely she could
trust _her_?  "I will tell her that I am very unhappy here and ask her
to write at once inviting me to go to her.  She will do it, I am sure.
I will promise her to be as nice as possible to Mr Burton.  Oh, if only
I can get away I shall not care about him or anything!"

CHAPTER SEVENTEEN.

ELLA OVERHEARS.

The letter was soon written.  But then came the question of how to post
it.  Ella would not send it openly with the rest of the letters as
usual, for she was afraid of Madelene's catching sight of it.

"I will take it to the post-office in the village myself," she decided.
"They won't miss me.  They are far too busy and absorbed about Ermine.
And Sir Philip will very likely be coming over to luncheon.  How I wish
I could say I was ill and keep out of the way!  It is too hard to feel
myself a complete stranger and alien in my own home--and it will cut me
off from dear godmother too.  I can never see much of _her_ now."

A few minutes saw her wrapped up and making her way down the drive.  It
reminded her of that other morning only a very few weeks ago when she
had found little Hetty in distress at the lodge and had stopped to help
her, and when, all unconscious of her smutty face, she had met Philip at
the gate.  She had not even known his name then, and now--if only he had
not been Philip Cheynes, but a stranger as she had imagined him!  He had
once wished she were really "Miss Wyndham."

"I wonder why," thought Ella.  "Perhaps if I _had_ been a stranger
everything would have been different.  There would have been no Madelene
to interfere and stop it all.  And I was so sure Ermine did not care for
him--I wonder how it has all come about."

But she felt as if she dared not let her thoughts dwell on it.  She
hurried on, safely posted her letter, and turned to go home again
without misadventure.  It was not till she was within the lodge gates,
walking more slowly now that she had accomplished her purpose, that it
suddenly struck her what a risk she had run of meeting Sir Philip, and
she started as she realised this, and for half a moment stood still to
reflect if she could not reach the house by some other way.  But no--
there was no choice of road till much nearer home--and then, as if
evoked by her fears, the sound of a horse approaching at a steady trot
broke on her ears.  It was some way off, even a slight noise travelled
far in the clear frosty air, but Ella had a long way to walk still
before she could reach the concealment of the shrubberies, and where she
was now standing her figure stood out clear and distinct against the
sky.

"If it is he, he has seen me already," she thought with a sort of
shiver, and she started off almost at a run, from time to time stopping
for a moment both to take breath and to listen if the horse and his
rider were indeed coming her way.  Yes--she heard them stopping at the
lodge gate--then on again, faster, a good deal faster, surely!

"He has recognised me," thought Ella, running now at full speed, till
her heart beat almost to suffocation and her breath came in panting
sobs.  She was near the shrubbery now--and once there she could easily
elude him--another effort, though she was all but breathless now, and--
no, it was too late!

"Ella!" cried the voice she knew so well, "what in the world is the
matter?  What _are_, you running away in that mad fashion for?"

She had to stop--it was almost a relief to her that she was physically
incapable of speaking--her face was scarlet, she panted so that Sir
Philip was really startled.  She tried to laugh, but the convulsive
effort quite as nearly resembled a sob.

"Ella," Philip repeated, "can't you tell me--can't, you speak?"

"It--it is nothing," she replied at last.  "I have only been running."

"But why were you running so?  It is wrong, it may really hurt you.  You
will probably catch cold if you overheat yourself so," he went on
seeming vexed and uneasy.  "We might have walked up together comfortably
from the lodge, as we did the day I brought you back your shoe.  Do you
remember?"  Did she remember?  Ella gave an instant's glance at him, but
without speaking.

"_Is_ anything the matter?"  Philip went on.

"Your father is not ill?"

"Oh, no," she said.  "I have scarcely seen him and Madelene this
morning.  They are expecting you, I know.  I think--Is it not a pity to
keep them waiting?"

Sir Philip had got off his horse by this time.  He gave an impatient
exclamation.

"Say plainly you don't want to speak to me, and I will understand you,
Ella," he said.  "There is no such tremendous hurry for my seeing your
father and Madelene.  I was in such spirits," he went on reproachfully.
"I don't think I ever felt so happy in my life as I did this morning
when I was riding over, and when I caught sight of you I thought it such
a piece of luck--" his voice dropped a little, and his dark eyes looked
quite pathetic--"and now you have spoilt it all.  I don't understand you
this morning, Ella."

"There is nothing to understand or not to understand," said the girl,
trying, though not very successfully to speak lightly.  "I didn't
particularly want to speak to you, and I didn't suppose you wanted
particularly to speak to me.  I--I heard a little this morning, though
they don't take me into their confidence.  But I know they are waiting
for you, and anxious to see you and talk it over."

Philip looked at her curiously.  She did not seem, as to him it would
have appeared natural that she should do, either excited or much
interested.  Ermine however was not her own sister, he said to himself.
Perhaps that made a difference, for that she was either self-absorbed or
cold-hearted he could not for an instant believe.

"There is really no such tremendous hurry," he repeated.  "Uncle Marcus
will be all the better for a little time in which to digest the news.
They might as well have told you all about it.  Madelene's
conscientiousness and caution run riot sometimes.  I should like you to
understand it all, and I am quite--"

"Oh no, no, please no!" she cried, putting her hands hastily to her
ears.  "I don't want you to--I would much rather wait for Madelene to
tell me.  Please--please let me go now.  I hope it will be all right,
and you know I do care for Ermine, and I do want her to be happy."

"Of course you do.  Whoever doubted it?" he replied, half smiling at her
strange manner.  "But, Ella--"

His words were wasted.  Before she had heard them Ella was off.  She
darted away, for she had recovered her breath by now, and was hidden
among the neighbouring thick-growing shrubs, whose shelter she had all
but reached before Sir Philip had first accosted her.  He stood for a
moment looking after her, his brows knit, his bright face clouded with
perplexity.  But it would scarcely do for him to run after her, as if
they were a couple of children playing at "I spy."  Besides which he had
his horse to think of.  So he slowly mounted again and rode on to the
house.

"Something has rubbed her the wrong way this morning," he said.
"Madelene's mistaken want of confidence probably.  Maddie means well,
but she doesn't understand Ella.  And there is some excuse for it.  She
does seem such a child, and yet she is not really childish."  He drew a
long breath.  "Perhaps granny is right about waiting, but I don't know.
One _can't_ make rules in such matters, and one may run great risks.  I
will not let any misunderstanding come between us--that I will not do.
Before I leave to-day, I will tell her all there is to tell about
Ermine, and show her she is in _my_ confidence at least."

And with no very serious misgiving the young man rang at the hall door
and was told that the master of the house was expecting him and would
see him in his own room.

It was one of the days of Ella's "lessons."  Her German teacher was due
at two o'clock.  As a rule a very little haste at luncheon left her free
by the time appointed, which could not have been easily altered as
Fraulein Braune's "time" to her, poor woman, was "money."  But when Ella
came into the dining-room at half-past one no one was there.  A sudden
idea struck her: it would be the greatest possible relief to escape
making one at the family party.  She helped herself hastily to a slice
of cold meat, and having eaten it quickly, took a piece of cake in her
hand and rang the bell.  Barnes, who was extra attentive and
condescending to-day, as he scented some news in the air, appeared in
person.

"Tell Miss St Quentin and my father," said Ella coolly, "that I could
not wait to have luncheon with them as I should be too late for Fraulein
Braune."

"Certainly, Miss Hella," Barnes replied patronisingly.  "It will be of
no consequence, I feel sure.  My master and Miss St Quentin _and_ Sir
Philip are still hengaged in the study.  Orders not to be disturbed.  It
will do if I explain your absence, miss, when the Colonel comes in to
luncheon?"

Ella did not trouble herself to reply.  She detested Barnes, and he, on
his side, did not love her.  Their intercourse had _debute_ badly; Ella
had never forgotten or forgiven the half-suspicious condescension with
which he had received her on her first unexpected appearance at
Coombesthorpe, and had she better understood the facts of her position
there, she would have been still more irate.  For carefully as the St
Quentins believed themselves to have kept private all the details of
their family history such things always leak out.  There was not a
servant of any intelligence in the establishment who was not thoroughly
aware that the place and the money belonged to the two elder sisters,
that "the Colonel, poor gentleman," had lost his own fortune in risky
investments, and that the young daughter of his penniless second wife
was to all intents and purposes a pauper.  "But for the goodness of our
own young ladies," Barnes, _plus royaliste que le roi_, was wont to say,
"Miss Hella, for all her high and mightiness, would have to earn her
daily bread--and a deal of good it would do her."

Fraulein Braune was punctual: the hour of her lesson passed heavily
to-day; it was very difficult for Ella to give her usual attention.  The
German was a good, tender-hearted creature, who had known too much
suffering in life herself not to recognise the symptoms of it in
another, though she smiled inwardly as she thought that trivial indeed
and probably imaginary must be the troubles of one so placed as her
fortunate pupil--"young, lovely, rich, surrounded by friends, what can
she really have to grieve about?"

"My dear, you are tired to-day," she said kindly.  "You have a headache
I see.  There is only a quarter of an hour more.  Let us spend it in
conversation.  Would the open air do you good?"

Ella gladly acceded.

"I will walk to the furthest gates with you, Fraulein," she said, "and
we will talk as we go.  I have a headache, but it is not a real one; it
is because I am unhappy."

The gentle woman gave her a glance of sympathy, but she tempered her
sympathy with common-sense.

"Beware, my child," she said, as they walked down the drive, "of
_imagining_ causes of unhappiness.  One is so apt to do so when one is
young," and she sighed.

"Ah, but I have some real troubles," Ella replied, "troubles that no one
could deny.  I have no mother, you know, Fraulein, and only half-sisters
who till lately were complete strangers to me."

"Certainly the want of a mother is a great want," her companion agreed.
"But an elder sister may go far towards making up for it."

"Ye-es, sometimes," acquiesced Ella.  But the tone was enough.

"Poor little girl," thought Fraulein Braune when she left her, "she does
seem lonely.  And she is so lovable!  Miss St Quentin must be of a cold
nature."  Ella retraced her steps: it was cold, but she walked slowly.
She felt sure Sir Philip would not be staying long; as he had come over
so early, and she wandered about the grounds, choosing the side of the
house from which she would not be visible to any one leaving it, in
hopes of not re-entering it till he had gone.

But it grew too chilly at last.  She determined to make her way in by
the conservatory whence she could run up stairs to her own room without
much risk of meeting any one.  The conservatory felt pleasantly warm:
she lingered in it for a moment or two, not observing at first that the
door leading from it into the drawing-room was open, nor indeed
attaching any consequence to the fact when she did observe it: the
drawing-room was never used by the family in the earlier part of the
day.  Suddenly she heard voices.  They were those of Madelene and her
cousin.

"I can't find it, Philip," said the former.  "Aunty must forgive my
carelessness.  I will send it back to-morrow before her Mudie box goes."

"May not Ella know where it is?"  Sir Philip suggested.

"Possibly.  I think I saw her reading it.  But she is at her German
lesson and it is a pity to interrupt her."

"Goodness, Madelene, you talk as if she were about twelve years old,"
said Philip irritably.  "When are you going to allow the poor girl to
consider herself grown-up?  At her age, you--"

"It is no good going back upon what I was," Miss St Quentin interrupted.
"I was quite different, and circumstances were quite different.  I do
my best with Ella, though I fear I don't succeed in making her happy.
It has been a sore subject."

"When--when Ermine goes, you must make more of a companion of her," Sir
Philip suggested.  "And then--some day--if Ella goes in the same way--"

"It would simplify matters of course; that is to say if it was for her
happiness," said Madelene, half reluctantly, it seemed to Ella.

"I should rather think it would.  Why _then_ Omar might take up his
quarters here for good.  He would be a perfect right-hand to Uncle
Marcus.  I can understand your feeling that with Ella here it might not
be a pleasant or natural position for him.  Uncle Marcus scarcely counts
as a third person--he is so much in his own room."

"Philip, don't talk about it," said Madelene decidedly.  "You almost
seem to want to tempt me into wishing Ella away.  Very certainly with
both her and my father in a sense on my hands I have no right to
undertake other ties.  And if _both_ Ermine and I married, it would
complicate matters financially, you know."

"Yes, I do know," said Philip, "and I repeat what I said.  It would be a
very good thing if Ella--"

"Oh, do be quiet, Philip," said Madelene in a tone almost of entreaty.
"She is much too young, and--by the time there is any prospect of her
being provided for, it will be too late for me."

Sir Philip gave a sort of grunt, which did not express assent, but he
said no more.

"It is cold in here," said Madelene.  "Come back to the library."

"I must be going," he replied.  "You have letters to write I know, and
if Ella is to be shut-up at her lessons all the afternoon, the prospect
is not lively."  Then Ella heard them leave the room.

With a rush there came over her the realisation of what she had been
doing--"Listening!"  Her face grew scarlet with shame but not for long.

"I could not have helped it," she thought with a kind of defiance.
"Their very first words were about me: I should never have known the
truth had I interrupted them.  And at all costs it was best to know it.
Now I need have no hesitation.  I will not stay another night here--they
shall never be troubled by me again."

Her face glowed as she recalled some of the expressions she had
overheard.  Then again she felt perplexed at certain allusions she could
not explain.  What did Madelene mean by speaking of "financial"
complications?

"We are all three sisters; it isn't as if one of us were a son," she
thought.  "Even if most is to go to Madelene as the eldest, papa is
certainly rich enough to provide well for Ermine and me too.  Not that I
want their money--I shall let them see that.  I don't in the least mind
earning my own living, and I am sure I am able to do so.  I should thank
papa, I suppose, for having made me work hard since I have been here.
It is as if he had foreseen it."  Then her thoughts took another turn.
Who was "Omar"?  Some one that Madelene was to marry, or would have
married already, it appeared, but for her, Ella's, unlucky advent.

"Everything of course, everything unfortunate is put upon my shoulders,"
she reflected bitterly.  "Still Madelene _means_ to be good and
unselfish, I do believe.  She shall not be sacrificed to me.  And when
she is married to this Mr Omar, whoever he is, and Ermine to Sir
Philip, I _don't_ think they will have much to reproach me with, `sore
subject' though I am."

She sat still for a moment or two till she felt a little more collected.
Then she crept quietly up stairs to her own room, locked the door by
way of precaution and set to work.

All her belongings were together and in neat order.  "It will be quite
easy for any one to pack everything up," she thought.  Then she dressed
herself in her warmest clothes, put a few things into a bag not too
heavy for her to carry, and when all was ready, sat down to write a few
words, which, as is the fashion of heroines in such circumstances, she
fastened conspicuously to her toilet pincushion.  The note was addressed
to Miss St Quentin and contained these words:--

"I overheard what you and Sir Philip were talking about in the
drawing-room; I know it was dishonourable to listen, but I could not
help it, after the first.  It is not my fault that I have been such a
sore trouble to you hitherto, but it would be if I stayed here, knowing
better now.  I will write to you when my plans are settled, but it isn't
any use sending after me, as I am not going anywhere you know.  I hope
you will be very happy--and I hope Ermine will be very happy too.
Please tell papa I see now how wise it was to make me go on with my
lessons.

"Your affectionate sister,--

"Ella Marcia St Quentin."

Then Ella made her way quietly down stairs, and out by a side-door.  She
met no one, and keeping as long as possible in the shade of the
shrubberies, she gained the lodge, then the outer gates, a quarter of a
mile further off, finding herself finally on the high road to Coombe.
She knew her way quite well, though it was now growing dusk.  She knew
too what she meant to do, so she walked on without hesitating.

"I have nearly three pounds in my purse," she reflected.  "That will do.
But I must get on as fast as I can.  I don't suppose Madelene will miss
me till about five o'clock; it must be almost that now, and if they sent
along the road they might overtake me."

She hastened her steps; there was a short cut to Coombe through the
lanes, which she knew, and by walking very fast, she reached her
destination without risk of being overtaken.

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN.

A DECIDED STEP.

Fraulein Braune was sitting in her modest lodging over the Coombe
post-office when the door opened and the maid-servant announced a
visitor.  The good lady started up in surprise, but before she had time
to greet the new-comer, the latter cautiously shut the door, and then
hastened towards her exclaiming as she threw off her hat and veil.

"It is I, Fraulein, Ella St Quentin.  I have come to ask you a great
favour.  Will you let me stay with you for to-night?  I have left my
home and I don't want them to know where I am just yet.  Next week--as
soon as I am settled--I shall write to them, but not yet.  I must
first--"

"You have run away from home," interrupted the governess.  "Oh, my dear
Miss Ella, that is a sad step to take!  Think how frightened they will
all be."

"No," said Ella, "I have taken care of that.  And I had the best
reasons.  There has been no quarrel, but I have found out that I am a
great burden and trouble to them all.  It will be an immense relief to
them.  I cannot explain all without telling you what I have no right to
tell, but you must believe what I say.  It is not as if I had been
brought up at home.  I have only been with them about eight months: they
will soon forget I have been there at all and everything will get
straight now I have left."

Ella spoke so fast and decidedly that for a moment or two Fraulein
Braune felt confused and bewildered.  But though timid and gentle she
was a woman of considerable common-sense.  She saw that for the moment
at least, there was no use in arguing with the girl.

"And what do you propose to do then, my dear?" she said.  "Where will
you go to-morrow when you leave this--if--if it is arranged for you to
stay here to-night?"

Ella looked at her for a moment or two without speaking.

"Fraulein," she said, "you must be candid with me.  I came to you
because I thought I could trust you.  But if I am mistaken, if you
intend to do anything towards making me go home again, or telling my
people where I am, then I tell you plainly I will go away from this
house at once leaving no trace of myself, and neither you nor any one
will be able to find me again, I warn you."

The governess considered a moment.  Ella looked resolute and probably
meant what she said.

"What do you want me to promise you, my dear?"  Fraulein Braune said
quietly.

"That you will not--you must give me your word of honour that you will
not--tell any of my people anything about me till or unless I give you
leave."

"Very well," Fraulein Braune replied.  "I give you my promise.  There is
little fear but that they will be able to find her at once if they think
it best to set to work vigorously," she reflected.  "And anything is
better than that she should be seen running about by herself, or that
she should take some foolish step through her inexperience--I give you
my promise," she repeated.

Ella looked relieved.

"Then," she said.  "I will tell you my plan," and she proceeded to do
so.

When she had finished, she looked up at the German lady inquiringly.

"It is not a bad plan?" she asked.  "There is nothing wild and silly
about it."

"No," Fraulein Braune replied, "I don't know that there is if, that is
to say, your leaving your home is absolutely unavoidable.  But, my dear
Miss Ella, one thing I must insist upon.  I will go to London with you
to-morrow.  I cannot let you travel alone."

"I'm not the least afraid of travelling alone," began Ella hastily, "and
I have the exact address.  And--it will cost a good deal, Fraulein, even
if we go second-class and--I haven't much money."

"You shall repay me some day," said the good governess, "but that I go
with you is decided.  It must be--on every account."

Ella sighed.

"It is very kind of you," she said, "but I wish you wouldn't."

There was determination however, as well as kindness in Fraulein
Braune's grey eyes.  Ella had to give in.

She shared her friend's evening meal, though not daring to eat as much
as she was inclined to do, when she saw how very modest it was.  She
would not allow the governess to give up her bed to her, as she wished,
but insisted on spending the night with the aid of a pillow or two, on
the little hair-covered sofa in the sitting-room.  It was not very
comfortable, she owned to herself, when Fraulein Braune had left her,
_very_ much less so than the cosy bed in the despised "nursery" at
Coombesthorpe.  And she was hungry too, really hungry, for she had had
no luncheon to speak of, no afternoon tea at all, a very long walk in
the cold and only enough supper to whet her hearty girlish appetite!

"I must get used to it," she said to herself.  "I can't expect more than
the bare necessaries of life now."  But she was so tired that in spite
of all, she fell asleep and slept soundly.

It was morning already when she awoke--some moments of bewilderment as
to what had happened and where she was were followed by a gradual
recollection of the painful events of the preceding day.  Then Fraulein
Braune in a curiously befrilled headgear which Ella supposed must be a
German nightcap, peeped in, to see if her guest was awake.  Ella started
up nervously.

"It is time to be getting ready, I suppose?" she said.  "I was
forgetting."

"Yes," said the governess.  "If you have really kept to your
determination of--"

"Of course I have," said Ella sharply.  "I shall be dressed in ten
minutes; there will be time to catch the early train, will there not?"

"Oh, yes, if we are quick," Fraulein Braune replied.  Not that she would
have been sorry if they had missed it, poor woman!  But she was in
secret hopes that Ella's friends would have already communicated with
the railway officials, and that her escapade would come to a premature
ending at the station.

Nothing of the kind happened however, and the German was obliged to own
to herself when fairly off on their journey, seated opposite Ella in a
second-class compartment that it really did not look as if the poor
girl's family cared much about her.  Still the more she thought it all
over the more satisfied she became that she had acted not only kindly,
but wisely in accompanying her pupil.

"She would never have got on without me," the governess reflected,
"though she is too childish to understand that.  It will be easy to
confide in Mrs Ward so far as is necessary to ensure her taking care of
Ella in the meantime, without Ella's in the least suspecting anything of
the kind."

And indeed though the girl's heart and mind were very troubled and sore,
she was feeling no special practical anxiety about her prospects.  She
had no misgiving as to the feasibility of the plan she had made, and was
in no way surprised when things turned out pretty much in accordance
with her own ideas.

Mrs Ward was the matron or superintendent of a small "Home" for
governesses.  Ella had once in past years, when little more than a
child, called at this institution with her aunt to inquire for a young
girl temporarily there, in whom Mrs Robertson took an interest.  Ella
had been struck by Mrs Ward's kindly, capable manner and sensible
advice, and the whole incident had been recalled to her memory recently
by Fraulein Braune speaking of this very institution as her usual
head-quarters when in London.  And to go there and apply for a situation
as governess in France or Germany had been the girl's idea.

The winter afternoon was fast closing in, it was dusk, almost dark when
the cab containing Ella and her escort drew up at 29 Percival Terrace.
As had been agreed between the two during their railway journey,
Fraulein Braune got out first, leaving Ella alone to await the result of
her interview with Mrs Ward.  It had been raining, a cold sleety
regular London winter rain.  Ella shivered as she gazed out at the
sloppy pavement, glistening in the light of an adjacent gas lamp.

"I had no idea London could look so dreary," she thought.  Then her
fancy pictured the spacious comfortable library at Coombesthorpe as it
must be looking at that moment--the fire burning brightly, throwing warm
reflections on the crimson carpet and the dull rich bindings of the
books, while Madelene made tea at the pretty table with its sparkling
silver "equipage," and Colonel St Quentin lay back in his chair talking
to her as she did so.

"And," went on Ella to herself, "very likely Sir Philip is there too,
unless he has gone off to Ermine again.  They are none of them troubling
themselves about me--that's plain.  But it's better so.  I could not
stand it--no I could not go back again."

Just then the door of the house opened and Fraulein Braune came out.
She smiled at Ella.

"It is all right," she said.  "Mrs Ward insists on my staying the
night, though I had intended going back at once."

"Oh no, no, that would never have done, dear Fraulein," said Ella, as
she sprang out.

Then the governess paid the cabman and they went in.

"What did Mrs Ward say?" asked Ella, when they were in the hall.

"She will tell you herself," Fraulein Braune replied.  "I--I thought it
right to tell her your name, Ella."

"Of course.  I have no intention of concealing it," Ella replied
haughtily.  "But you made her promise not to write home or anything of
that kind, Fraulein?  You know I shall do so myself as soon as ever I am
settled."

"Yes," said the German lady calmly, as she opened the door of the room
where Mrs Ward was waiting for them.

Ella at once stated her wishes.  Mrs Ward listened quietly, though now
and then a quiet smile lighted up her face.

"You don't think it would be difficult to get a situation such as I
should be fit for?" said the young lady in conclusion.

Mrs Ward hesitated.

"No," she said, "I think I might put you in the way of something of the
kind.  But it would be only a modest beginning, particularly as you want
to leave England.  You would have no salary at your age, or if any, very
little.  Your best chance would be a situation _au pair_, as it is
called.  I have one or two on my books."

"What does that mean?" asked Ella, whose countenance had fallen a
little.

"You would have to teach English and in return for that you would have
board and lodging and certain facilities for acquiring French or German,
or both.  I have an application at this moment from a school in Germany
of this kind."  And she turned to a large ledger on the table.

Ella's face for the first time expressed perplexity and misgiving.  "No
salary," she said to herself.  "Well, after all I have clothes enough to
last a good while and the great thing is to get something settled."  She
turned abruptly to Mrs Ward.

"I will accept that situation," she said.  "I am eager to be settled.
Can I go at once?"

Fraulein Braune gave an exclamation.

"My dear Miss Ella!" she said.

"Things of this kind are not settled quite so quickly, my dear young
lady," said Mrs Ward with a smile.  "However I will write about it at
once, and you can stay here till I get an answer.  But--you in the
meantime must get your parents' leave.  You are not of age and I could
not take the responsibility of sending you away anywhere unauthorised by
them."

Ella looked very blank.

"I mean to tell them when I am settled," she said.  "I--I did not want
to do so before."

"You must think it over," said Mrs Ward.  "In the meantime I will write
the letter.  Now, Fraulein Braune, you know the house.  Tea will be
ready in a few minutes.  Will you take Miss St Quentin up stairs to
Number 5: it is the only unoccupied room, and when you hear the bell
ring please come down to the dining-room for tea."

Ella followed Fraulein Braune up stairs in silence; she looked grave and
perplexed and the kind woman's heart was touched.  But she thought it
best and wisest to leave the girl to her own reflections.  It was not
till the next morning, when her friend was about to leave, that anything
was said.

"I have been thinking it all over," Ella began.

"I see it is no use trying to keep my plans a secret, and after all it
will not make much difference, as I always meant to write home
eventually.  But I don't want to write myself, just yet.  If it is not
asking too much, Fraulein, will you be so kind as to see my father or my
sister as soon as you go back to Coombe and tell them where I am, what I
intend, so that they can write to Mrs Ward and satisfy her?  I don't
think there will be any difficulty; certainly not with my sister, and my
father will probably be so angry, that he won't care what I do.  You can
see for yourself that they are not anxious about me, or they would have
done something."

Fraulein Braune could scarcely gainsay this.  She was too experienced
not to know that nothing would have been easier than to trace Ella by
this time had her friends cared to do so.

"Will you see them for me, dear Fraulein?"  Ella repeated.

Fraulein Braune was only too delighted to do so, and to free herself
from the responsibility which was very heavy upon her.  But to Ella she
felt it was wiser not to express her satisfaction too strongly; any
approach to "crowing over" the girl might still be fatal in its results.

"Certainly I will see them.  I shall go out to Coombesthorpe to-morrow
morning.  I would go this evening but I fear it will be too late."

"Oh I wouldn't think of going to-night," said Ella, with a little smile.
"They are not uneasy.  It is for my own sake I ask you to go soon.  I
am so anxious to have it all settled about this place in Germany."  Mrs
Ward was well pleased to learn from Fraulein Braune what had been
arranged between her and Ella.

"They will never let her go to Germany," said the matron.  "It would be
almost a scandal--people in such a position as theirs."

Fraulein Braune shook her head.

"I don't know I'm sure," she replied.  "It does not seem as if they
cared for her.  I do not know much of the private relations of the
family--Ella is not an indiscreet girl and has not told me more than was
necessary.  But I do not think they can care for her, and perhaps they
will let her go as a sort of punishment."

"Ah, well, we shall see," said Mrs Ward.  Her position had brought her
in contact with many curious phases of family life.

The day dragged on slowly for Ella.  She had nothing to do and for a
great part of the time no one to speak to, for of the dozen or so
governesses, young or old, at present domiciled in the "Home," a
proportion was engaged as daily teachers and the rest were busy running
about to see or be seen with a view to finding situations.  It was not
till the afternoon that Ella, on re-entering the neat chilly-looking
drawing-room found a temporary companion.  This was a girl of two or
three-and-twenty, whose pleasant, sensible face had already struck Ella
agreeably.  She was knitting busily, but looked up with a smile when the
young stranger appeared.

"You must be rather dull, here," she said.  "It is all very well when
one is busy, but I could not stand it for long if I were not so.  It is
weeks since I have had a quiet, lazy afternoon."

"Then have you been here long?"  Ella inquired.  "Some months.  I was
fortunate in getting a daily engagement which has enabled me to save a
little.  So now I am going to Switzerland.  I have never had a chance of
speaking French, but I could not have gone without any money, you see."

"Won't you get a salary then?" said Ella.

The girl shook her head.

"Not the first year, and I'm not sure that I shall want to stay a
second.  A friend of mine has a girls' school, and if I can speak French
well she may be able to find work for me with her."

"But should you like that as well as being abroad?" said Ella, opening
her eyes.  "I think Switzerland is so charming.  I've been there a good
deal."

"Ah, yes--travelling or visiting there is charming no doubt.  But to be
a governess is very different.  One has to put up with a good deal in
such cases, but of course when it is a question of acquiring the
language, one doesn't mind anything, does one?"

"I can't say," replied Ella rather loftily.  "I can speak French quite
well.  I don't care about going abroad on that account."

She rather resented the "rowing in the same boat" tone of her new
acquaintance.

"Oh, I thought some one said you were going to Germany--to Wahlbrunn, I
know about the place--_au pair_, as they say."

"Perhaps I am," said Ella dryly.  Her companion glanced at her half
curiously.  She could not quite "make her out."

"I wonder you go abroad if you don't care about the language," she said.
"You'll have to rough it you may be sure, and I don't fancy you'll like
that."

"I dare say not, but that part of it can't be helped," said Ella smiling
a little.  "But it won't be worse for me than for others."

"I don't know that," the girl replied.  "You look as if you had had a
nice home and all that kind of thing.  I've never had a home; I was an
orphan as a baby--that makes a difference."

"My mother died when I was three years old--_that_ makes a difference,"
said Ella.  Her companion nodded her head as if to say she "understood,"
and a picture of a harsh and unloving stepmother turning this pretty
young creature out of her home crossed her mind's eye.  But she was too
delicate-minded to ask any questions, and the conversation drifted off
to less personal subjects.  The girl was leaving England the next day;
Ella never saw her again, but her words had left their impression.  It
was with a little shiver that lying awake in the middle of the night she
recalled them.  "Roughing it," what might that not mean?  Rough words
and looks and tones, as well as more practical physical discomfort--
nobody to care about her, whether she were happy or miserable--nobody to
love her--"and I have so longed to be loved," thought Ella.  "But except
poor aunty, and--yes, I believe my godmother does love me, or _did_, she
will probably give me up in disgust now--except those two I hardly think
any one _has_ ever really loved me.  Oh, Madelene, if you had only been
a _little_ loving, I would have turned to you now and--perhaps if I had
been able to confide in you I would not have been so easily taken in by
_him_, by his manner, which meant nothing when I thought it meant
everything.  For Madelene was wise--she did warn me; if only she had
cared for me a little.  But it is too late now.  Such as it was, it
_was_ my home, but I have thrown it away.  What would that poor girl
think if she could see it?  Fancy her never having had any home--"

Ella's pillow was wet with tears the next morning when she woke.  She
dreaded and yet hoped for a letter--but there was none.  Mrs Ward
noticed her anxious face.

"There has hardly been time for an answer from Fraulein Braune," she
said kindly, though in her heart not sorry that the girl was beginning
to realise the full bearing of her rash step.  "You would be the better
for a little air, I think.  Would you not like to go out?"

Ella glanced down the long breakfast-table.

"Is there any one who could go with me, do you think?" she asked
timidly.  Mrs Ward looked up rather sharply.

"Are you afraid of going out alone?" she said.  "You must get used to
it, my dear.  You will never get on if you are so dependent."

"I am not _afraid_," replied Ella, growing very red as she spoke.  "But
it is just that I have never had to go out alone."

"Ah, well--perhaps I can get some one to go with you for once.  But you
know we are all very busy people here."

She spoke to one of the elder ladies, who undertook to accompany Ella.
For Mrs Ward felt it right to take special care of the girl in her
peculiar position.  Yet she knew that it was well for her to have the
practical side of the future she had chosen brought home to her.  "If
her people really care for her," thought Mrs Ward, "they can easily get
her to go home again.  She is tiring of it already."

But she scarcely understood the character she had to deal with.

Ella went out with Miss Lister, and though the walk was only to a music
shop where her companion had to choose a large selection of "pieces" for
her pupils, and though the day was so cold and gloomy as to suggest
impending fog, the mere fact of being out of doors and walking quickly
raised her impressionable spirits again.  She was in a decidedly less
conciliatory mood than before going out, and it was with a heightened
colour and resolutely compressed lips that she received the
parlour-maid's announcement that a lady had come to see her, and was
waiting in the drawing-room.

"Madelene, no doubt," thought Ella with a rush of curiously mingled
feeling, among which considerably to her own surprise she was conscious
that there vibrated a thrill of something very like delight.

"Do I care for her, after all?" she thought.  But before she had time to
answer the question, other sensations followed.  Madelene had come to
urge her return, Madelene who knew, or at least suspected the root of
her bitterest suffering; Madelene who had planned and schemed for Ermine
regardless of the poor little half-sister!  Ella hardened her heart.

"No," she thought, "I will not go home.  No.  She may beg and pray me to
do so, I will not.  Not at least for a long, long time, till I have got
accustomed to it all--to Ermine and Philip--or at least till I have
learnt to hide what I feel.  And when they see how firm I am they will
have to give in and let me go to that German place.  I don't care what
it is or how rough it is if only I can get away."

She looked and felt cool and determined enough, as, after a moment's
pause outside the drawing-room door, she turned the handle and entered.
Only the two bright red spots on her cheeks betrayed any inward
disturbance.

"Madelene," she began at once, before her eyes had taken in any details
of the figure that rose from the sofa at the sound of the door opening.
But in an instant she stopped, the words on her lips died away as a keen
dart of disappointment sped through her.

"No, no, my darling, not Madelene.  Only your poor old auntie," and in a
moment she was enfolded in Mrs Burton's embrace.  "Oh, Ella, my dear, I
have been so miserable about you ever since Sir--ever since your sister
sent to me!  Oh, my child, you see how it has ended.  Why did you leave
me as you did?  All might have been happy and peaceful.  Mr Burton's
heart is really such a kind one--it is only manner, my dear.  You will
get to see it is only manner, I can assure you--"

But Ella calmly disengaged herself from Mrs Burton, with an
unreasonable feeling of irritation and impatience.

"I thought it was Madelene," she said.  "I thought--"

"You were nervous about meeting her, my darling.  Of course it was only
natural.  She has never understood you--that is clear.  But it is all
going to be happy now; you will see--all's well that ends well, you know
Ellie."

"Have they sent you for me?  Do they want me to go home?" she exclaimed.
"For I--I had reason for what I did--I am not a child.  I cannot
consent to go back--I--"

"No, no, of course not.  How could you wish to go back, where I can see
and feel you have been so misunderstood and unhappy?  Oh, no, dear, you
may make your mind quite easy on that score.  You don't think your poor
auntie would have come on such an errand--to persuade you to go back to
prison again, for prison indeed it must have been.  Oh, no, even
Madelene saw that--there was no question of your returning there."

No question of her returning there!  She had cut the bonds then only too
effectually--a sharp, yet chill pain seemed for an instant to take the
girl's breath away.

"They don't want me back again, then?" she said.  And then without
giving her aunt time to speak, she answered her question herself.  "No,
of course not--how could they?  I heard it with my own ears; they wanted
to be rid of me."

But the last few words were too low for her aunt to catch.

"How could they indeed, knowing how unhappy they had made you, my
darling?" said Mrs Burton.  "No, no, _I_ would never have come on such
an errand!"

Ella looked up.

"Then did they not send you?  How did you know?  I don't understand,"
she said in a dull, bewildered way.  "I am tired, I think, aunty, and
the not expecting to see you, you know.  Please tell me all about it; I
will sit here quietly and listen."

"My darling," Mrs Burton repeated, possessing herself of Ella's hand as
she spoke.  It lay passive in her grasp for a minute or two, but before
long the girl managed to draw it away.

"Tell me, aunt, please," she repeated.  "I have got out of those petting
sort of ways, I suppose," she said to herself.  "I wish aunt Phillis
wasn't quite so caressing."

CHAPTER NINETEEN.

"A MARRIAGE IS ARRANGED."

This was what Mrs Burton had to tell.  On the evening her niece had
left Coombesthorpe she had been startled by a telegram from Madelene,
inquiring if Ella were with her, to which of course she was obliged to
reply in the negative.

"I was not so _very_ frightened as I would have been had I not that very
morning got your letter asking me to invite you for a visit.
Fortunately Mr Burton was out when the telegram came," she went on, "so
I did not need to tell him about it--it is just as well--I don't think
he need hear more than that you are coming on a visit--oh, but I am
running on without explaining," seeing Ella raise her eyebrows with a
look of surprise.  "I must tell you that all the next day and the day
after, I kept thinking you would walk in, my dear, and when you did not
come and there was no letter I began to be really frightened.  I was
just making up my mind to tell Mr Burton all about it and start for
Coombesthorpe when last night to my astonishment there came a message--"

"A telegram?"  Ella interrupted.

"No, neither a telegram nor a letter.  A message brought by a messenger
from your sister Madelene," said Mrs Burton, with a little confusion of
manner which did not escape Ella's sharp eyes, "as she could not come
herself--"

"And why could she not come herself?  If she had really cared--"
interrupted Ella with a little choke in her voice.

"And your father so ill!  You forget, Ella."

"Papa ill--he was much better?"  Ella exclaimed with a little start.

"But he had a sort of attack the evening you left.  Did you not know?
Oh, no of course, how could you.  He had had a good deal to agitate him
that day, it appears, and at first they were very much alarmed, but it
was more nervousness than anything else, and he is better now, but he
won't hear of Madelene leaving him.  She must have had rather a time of
it, I fancy--what with the fright about you and all.  But I dare say it
will do her no harm to be shaken out of her apathy a little."

Ella's face had grown very grave.  Poor Madelene!  Had she been
frightened about her--Ella--then, and Ermine away?

"Was it about my--about me that papa was upset, do you think, aunt?" she
asked.

"Not only that.  Si--the--I understood that Madelene made the best of it
to the Colonel," said Mrs Burton, "took the blame upon herself of some
misunderstanding.  You will tell me all about it of course.  The least
Madelene could do _was_ to blame herself, I should say!  And now,
darling, that I have explained things, supposing you get ready?  I have
seen Mrs Ward and settled everything with her."

"But I don't understand in the least," said Ella, "you haven't explained
anything, aunt Phillis.  What did Madelene's messenger say to you?  Had
she not seen Fraulein Braune?  Do you not know that I am only waiting
here for their consent--a nominal form that Mrs Ward insists on--to my
going to Germany as--as a sort of governess?"

Mrs Burton gave a gasp.  Yes--she knew it all, but she had been warned
to act with the greatest caution and tact and to avoid as much as
possible all irritating discussion.  And just as she was flattering
herself that she had done so, and managed it all so beautifully, here
Ella faces round upon her, and nothing has been done or settled at all!

"My dearest child," she exclaimed, "you cannot seriously think such a
step would be allowed?  Of course Madelene has seen Fraulein Braune and
had a long talk with her.  But it _can't_ be--your father would not hear
of it.  And think of the scandal!"

"I can't help that," said Ella quickly.  "Of course people would talk of
it--the daughter of a very rich man like my father, going out as a
governess, would naturally make people talk.  But I will not go back,
and so as I won't do what they wish I do not ask for any money--not even
the money that when I am of age would be legally mine.  I am quite
willing to work for myself.  I told Madelene, at least I wrote it, that
I would give up my share, but I would not stay at home."

"You wrote that to Madelene about giving up your share," repeated Mrs
Burton with a curious expression in her face, an expression which Ella
did not understand.

"Of course I did.  What is money without affection?" said Ella, rearing
her little head superbly.

Mrs Burton hesitated.  They were treading on delicate ground, ground on
which she herself had been specially warned to tread with the greatest
caution, and she grew nervous.

"My dearest child," she began after a moment's silence.  "I have not
said that your father insists on your returning to Coombesthorpe, even
though he refuses his consent to your going to Germany.  On the contrary
he does not want you to go back to them.  He seems to think it better
not."

"And Madelene?" asked Ella sharply.  "What does _she_ wish?"

"Personally, as far as I could make out, she was most anxious for you to
go back.  She was suffering terribly, so--that may have been
exaggerated--at not being able to come herself to you, but she gave in
to your father's decision."

"And what was that?"

"That you should come back to me, darling.  It was what you wished
yourself when you wrote last week," said Mrs Burton anxiously.

"Yes, but things have changed since then.  I don't want any temporary
plan.  I want to--to be independent for good.  I want _never_ to return
there, to Coombesthorpe," said Ella, almost fiercely.

Mrs Burton groaned.  What was she to do or say?  She had undertaken the
mission cheerfully and hopefully, confident in Ella's affection for
herself and, judging naturally enough by the letter she had so recently
received, without any misgiving but that her niece would be ready and
glad to return to her care, once she was assured of a welcome.

"It will be all right, you will see," she had said to Miss St Quentin's
"messenger;" "she would have come straight to me, I know, but for her
fears that Mr Burton might not be willing to receive her.  And that I
can satisfy her about."

But Ella's unexpected attitude set her quite at fault.  She put her hand
in her pocket to draw out her handkerchief, for she really felt as if
she were going to cry, and with a sudden exclamation of relief she drew
it out again, with not her handkerchief but a letter.  It was addressed
to Ella.

"I am forgetting this," said Mrs Burton, "perhaps it may have more
effect than my words."

The writing was Madelene's.  A slight flush rose to Ella's pale face as
she saw it, and without speaking she opened the envelope.

  "My dear Ella," the letter began,--

  "I have been completely miserable about you.  I would have set off at
  once in search of you, had it been possible to leave papa.  Thanks,
  to" and here some word was erased, "inquiries I was able to make
  without raising any gossip, I satisfied myself that you were in safe
  hands, and Fraulein Braune has now kindly come to see me herself.  We
  _cannot_ consent to your going to Germany; all I can do at present is
  to beg you to go to Mrs Burton's in the meantime.  I cannot tell you
  how unhappy I am that you should have overheard and somehow so
  terribly misconstrued what I said to Philip in the drawing-room.  I do
  not altogether understand you even now, and I know you do not
  understand me.  I can only pray that some day it may be different.
  Forgive the pain I have--oh, so unintentionally--caused you.  If
  Ermine were here I would beg her to write instead of me--she would
  know better what to say, and I think you trust her.  I shall know no
  peace till I hear that you are safe with your aunt.  I have been
  almost overwhelmed these last few days and I scarcely know what I
  write.  Papa is better, and I have not allowed him to blame you.  I
  have made him see it has been my fault.  Let me hear you are with Mrs
  Burton.

  "Your affectionate sister,--

  "Madelene."

Ella kept her eyes fixed on the paper for some time after she had read
it; she did not want her aunt to see the tears, which rose unbidden and
which with a strong effort she repressed again.  When she looked up it
was with a calm, almost impassive expression.

"I will go back with you, aunt Phillis," she said.  "I do not wish to
make an _expose_ of our family affairs by attempting to defy my father.
I will go back with you in the meantime."

"My darling!"  Mrs Burton exclaimed.  "I knew you would not be
obstinate.  And you will see--Mr Burton will be delighted to have you
with us.  You must feel you are really coming _home_, my own dear
child."

"Poor aunty," said Ella half affectionately, half patronisingly.  But
she smiled graciously enough, and Mrs Burton was satisfied.

Ella contrived to say a word or two in private to Mrs Ward before she
left.  She thanked her for her kindness and added,--

"You must not think I have given up my plan, Mrs Ward.  I had to give
in in the meantime, but when I am of age, or sooner perhaps, you will
probably hear of me again."

The matron smiled.

"I shall always be pleased to hear of you, Miss St Quentin," she
answered.  "But not as wanting to be a governess, I hope.  Try to be
happy and useful at home.  There is no place like it--except in _very_
exceptional circumstances.  And then there are so many women who must
work and find it very difficult to do so.  I am always sorry to see
their ranks increased unnecessarily."

Ella seemed rather struck by this remark.

"I had never thought of it that way," she said.  It was not till her
aunt and she were ensconsed in a comfortable railway carriage by
themselves that she ventured upon the question she had been all along
burning to ask.

"Aunt Phillis," she began, "have you nothing more to tell me?  Did--did
Madelene's messenger say nothing more?"

"What do you mean, my dear?" said Mrs Burton with manifest uneasiness.

"I am almost sure I know who the messenger was," Ella went on, "and
under the circumstances it was, I think, really kind.  But you don't
want to tell me, so I won't ask.  Only--did this mysterious person not
tell you any news--anything about Ermine?"

Mrs Burton looked up with evident relief.  This was plainly a safe
tack.

"About Ermine?" she said with perfect candour; "no, my dear, nothing at
all--except--yes, I think--that was said--that she is coming home
immediately; she must indeed be home already, I fancy."

"And that was all?"

"Yes, all, I assure you.  What news did you expect?"

"I can't tell you," Ella replied.  "We shall be hearing it before long
no doubt."

Then she relapsed into silence, and Mrs Burton in her own mind began to
put two and two together.  Could Ella's determination to leave her home
have anything to do with the handsome young cousin of her sisters'--
Madelene's "messenger," as the girl had shrewdly surmised?  Could it be
that he had been playing a double game, and making the poor child
believe he cared for her when in reality engaged, or in some tacit way
plighted, to one of her sisters?  For Mrs Burton had heard some gossip
more than once about Sir Philip Cheynes and the Coombesthorpe heiresses.
If it were indeed so it would explain all.  And yet--it was difficult
to believe anything of the kind of the young man.

"He seemed so frank and chivalrous," thought Ella's aunt, "and he spoke
in such an entirely brotherly way of Madelene and Ermine.  And they all
seem to have _unshed_ to make Ella happy.  The keeping from her the true
state of affairs about the property was kindly done.  And I am sure Sir
Philip Cheynes was genuinely concerned and anxious about Ella.  He
really seemed terribly sorry.  I do wish she had never left me; and to
think that poor Marcus's money is all gone, and that there is nothing
for her!  If I had known it, I would never have married again, never,
kind as Mr Burton is!  I do hope he and Ella will take to each other,
and I think they will, his best comes out to any one in trouble."

It was very strange to Ella to find herself again--and after the lapse
of comparatively speaking so short a time--under her aunt's roof, or to
speak more correctly, under Mr Burton's.  She would have shrunk from
meeting the worthy gentleman a short time before, but late events had
changed her greatly.  She was quiet and gentle enough now, so much so
indeed that her aunt and her husband agreed that they would be glad to
see a spark or two of her old spirit.

"How you and she used to fight," Mrs Burton exclaimed half regretfully.

"And now," her husband added, "she is as quiet and mild as a lamb.  I
don't like it, Phillis--no, my dear, I don't like it.  I take blame to
myself for having let her leave you, and if there is anything I can do
to make up for it, I will do so.  She has such pretty, thoughtful ways
too.  Did you notice how she sees that my paper is always folded ready
for me?  Her father must be hard to please if he was not satisfied with
her."

It was true.  Ella was much softened; her sore heart was grateful for
kindness, and she was ashamed to recall her childish petulance and
impertinence to her aunt's husband.  But kind as the Burtons were to
her, there were often times when she regretted that she had not been
allowed to take her own way; for life was dull and dreary to her.  She
missed the companionship of her sisters, little as she had prized it
while with them.  Madelene's gentleness and refinement, Ermine's merry
humour and bright intellect had become more to her than she had in the
least realised.  "If only, oh, if only they had loved me a little," she
repeated to herself.

Time passed--slowly enough to Ella; at the end of a week she felt as if
she had been a month with her aunt; at the end of a fortnight she could
have believed a year had gone by since she left Coombesthorpe; before
the first month was over the whole of the past year began to seem to her
like a strangely mingled dream of pain and pleasure.  She wrote to
Madelene, gently and regretfully, but vaguely, and Madelene who had been
longing for this letter, and building some hopes upon it, felt saddened
and discouraged.  She handed it to Ermine, who read it carefully.

"Can you understand her?" asked Miss St Quentin.

Ermine knitted her brows.

"Not altogether," she said.  "But, Maddie, I don't despair yet of things
coming right somehow.  I suppose," she added with a little smile, "when
one is happy one's self, it is easier to feel hopeful about other
people, even--" but here she hesitated; "even about you and Bernard."

"Oh, Ermine, do leave that subject alone," said Madelene.

"Next week I shall write to Ella," said Ermine, "papa will let me send a
message from him I feel sure."

Ella had been fully four weeks at Mrs Burton's when Ermine's letter
came.  It was a mild day in March, one of the occasional early spring
days which are not false to their name; Ella had persuaded her aunt to
let her go for a walk by herself, and with many injunctions as to the
direction she was to take, and the roads and paths she was not to wander
from, Mrs Burton had consented.  In spite of herself the fresh, yet
soft air, the sensation of "promise" in the birds' chirpings, and the
few all but invisible green specks in the hedges, still more the
discovery of a lingering snowdrop or two, and of something not unlike
buds here and there among the primrose tufts, gave her a thrill of keen
pleasure and invigoration.

"I wish I could go away--quite away, ever so far," she said to herself.
"I should like to make a fresh start and show them all I am not the
spoilt, self-willed child they have thought me.  I wish they would write
and tell me about Ermine's engagement, it must be openly announced by
now.  I do wish they would tell me of it, and then I think I would take
courage and write to dear godmother.  I am afraid she is very angry with
me, and no wonder.  It must have seemed very unnatural to her that if I
was in trouble at home I did not go to her, when she was so sympathising
about my thinking Madelene didn't care for me.  But Cheynesacre was the
last, the very last place I could have gone to."

She was crossing the wide breezy downs not far from Mrs Burton's house
on the outskirts of the town.  Already the short afternoon was closing
in, and the colours in the sky, softened by the wintry haze, announced
the approaching sunset.  Ella stood still to admire.

"How lovely it would be just now at home," she thought; the word
slipping out half-unconsciously, "I do love the _real_ country, and yet
when I was there with them I used to fancy I longed for streets and
shops.  I must have changed--yes, I am sure I have changed.  But I am
very babyish still.  I do feel this afternoon somehow as if I were going
to be happy--and yet I don't know why."

She hastened on.

"Aunty will be getting frightened," she thought.  And as if in reply to
the thought, suddenly just emerging on to the open ground, she caught
sight of Mrs Burton's familiar figure.  She was walking quickly, more
quickly than usual, for aunt Phillis was stout and short and not very
much given to exertion.  Ella's conscience reproached her as she
perceived that the good lady was panting for breath and considerably
redder in the face than usual.

"Oh, aunty," she exclaimed, "I'm so sorry.  Have I stayed too long?"

For a moment or two Mrs Burton could not get her breath to reply,
instead of speaking she held out a letter--it was addressed to Ella in
Ermine's writing.

"I couldn't wait till you came in.  I was so eager to tell you.  I felt
so excited," panted the good lady at last.  "I am so pleased and I am
sure it will bring things round.  Madelene has written to me, that is
how I know.  I do think it very nice of her.  And they have--your father
and they have invited us to the wedding--Mr Burton and me.  It is very
gratifying," and Aunt Phillis beamed with complacency.

Ella had taken the letter in silence.  But she had grown deadly pale.
It had come then--the blow which she had been vaguely anticipating;
which she had--how mistakenly she now saw--come to believe she
thoroughly realised, had fallen.

"I knew something was going to happen," she said to herself; "I felt it
coming, and like a fool I fancied it was going to be something happy."

Her silence startled her aunt.  She glanced at her hastily.

"My dear child," she exclaimed.  "You look quite white.  How thoughtless
of me to startle you so.  Don't be frightened, Ella dearest.  It is
pleasant--good news, nothing to be distressed about."

Ella turned to her with what was intended to be a smile, but failed
disastrously.

"I--I was only startled," the poor child said at last, with a painful
sort of gasp.

Mrs Burton grew more and more alarmed.  She glanced round; there was a
bench a few paces off.

"Let us sit down for a minute or two," she said.  "It is cold.  But you
must rest and recover yourself.  Read your letter quietly.  I won't
speak to you till you feel all right again."

She had fortunately some eau de Cologne in her pocket, by the help of
which and a few minutes of perfect quiet, Ella mastered her agitation.
Then she opened the letter.

She had read but a few lines when a change came over her face, first a
look of bewilderment which increased as she read, then a curious,
half-fearful questioning appeared in her eyes, to be followed by a flush
of eager, yet tremulous joy.

"Aunty," she said breathlessly, "please look at it," and she held out
the letter, "am I making some strange mistake?  I feel as if I were
dreaming.  Aunty--let me see your letter--do they tell you too who it
is?  Is it true--is it not Sir Philip that Ermine is going to marry?"

Mrs Burton glanced at her niece in astonishment, astonishment which
soon changed to keen concern and sympathy as she understood Ella's
anxiety.  She had plenty of good sense and ready wit however.

"Ella shall never know I have discovered her secret," was the thought
that flashed through her mind.

"Not Sir Philip," she repeated, "why of course not--I never thought of
him for either of your sisters.  He has been far too much like a brother
to them always."

Her tone was quite matter-of-fact.  Ella gave a half shy look at her--it
was reassuring.

"Yes," she said, "they have seemed like that, I know, but still--one
never knows how things may turn out.  Would you like to read my letter,
aunt?--and may I see yours?  Ermine's is very, very kind."

"Kinder than I deserve," she added to herself.  How grievously she had
misjudged her sisters, Madelene especially!  How suspicious and mean now
seemed her fancies that Madelene was plotting to keep her out of Sir
Philip's way in order that she might bring about a marriage between him
and Ermine!  She grew more and more ashamed as she read Madelene's own
letter to her aunt, for it was evident that Miss St Quentin's personal
feelings were those of the greatest satisfaction; there was not the
slightest shadow of regret or disappointment that Ermine's choice should
have fallen where it had.

"She could not have written as she does if she had _ever_ thought of Sir
Philip as I suspected," thought Ella, and she sat, lost in her own
reflections till her aunt's voice interrupted her.

"Have you ever seen him, Ella--your future brother-in-law--Mr Guildford
West?" asked Mrs Burton.

"N-no--no," Ella replied, "at least I don't remember him.  I think--yes,
I recollect Madelene's saying once that he was at the Manor ball, but I
don't think I knew which he was."

Then her mind reverted to what Madelene had said at different times
about Ermine's future, and she felt startled again to think how she had
misinterpreted every allusion of the kind.  Yet there was still
something she could not altogether understand--why had Madelene spoken
of her as such a care and burden, adding to the existing
"complications?"

"No," thought Ella, "I can't quite make it out.  But I will never
mistrust Madelene again--it is the least I can do to trust her now after
having so shamefully misjudged her.  Some day perhaps, if she and I are
ever together again--some day she will explain things perhaps and till
then I can only ask her pardon in my heart."

She was very pale and there were tears in her eyes as she roused herself
to take part in her aunt's eager speculations and comments on the
interesting piece of news.

"It is so nice of Madelene to say they will hope to see _us_ at the
wedding.  I hope Mr Burton will go; he is rather shy, you see, Ella,
having been so long a bachelor, and that makes him seem gruff till
people get to know him.  But we _must_ get him to go--it will be
charming to see you as bridesmaid.  I _am_ so pleased about it
altogether.  And your father is pleased--it will do him good.  Mr West
must be very nice in every way," she went on, "not very rich, I suppose,
but with Ermine's fortune that was not necessary."

Ella turned to her with a little surprise.

"Will Ermine have much while papa lives?" she asked.  "I have never
heard much about it, but papa never speaks as if he were very rich."

Mrs Burton fidgeted a little.

"Oh--Ermine will have a very handsome income," she said evasively.  "But
I dare say they will explain things themselves to you, now you are
really grown-up.  I consider it a _very_ good marriage for Mr West
too."

And Ella's girlish mind gave no more thought to this part of the matter.
Pounds, shillings, and pence were such very unimportant considerations
in her eyes.

CHAPTER TWENTY.

"HAVING IT OUT."

The primroses were over--the paler hues of spring were giving place to
the richer and fuller beauty of early summer when Ella found herself
once more at Coombesthorpe.  It was the day before that of Ermine's
marriage when she arrived there with Mr and Mrs Burton.  It had been
proposed that she should precede her aunt, but she shrank from doing so,
and with real kindliness and tact, her sisters had refrained from
pressing the matter.

"She must feel uncomfortable, poor little thing," said Ermine, "and it
will be easier for her if she only arrives when there are a good many
other people here."

"And naturally she feels that any sort of `explanations' would be
ill-timed just now when we have so much to think of," agreed Madelene.
"Nothing could be sweeter or gentler than her letters.  Ermine, what
_can_ have come over the child?  I cannot yet understand her strange
bitterness--for after all, what she overheard could have been simply
explained.  It will have to be explained sooner or later--about money
matters I mean, and papa's exaggerated way of looking at it.  Ermine--I
fear it was a mistake not to tell her the whole at first.  Do you
remember the day she came, just when we had been talking it all over
with Philip?  Not a year ago yet."

"If nobody ever did wrong and nobody ever made mistakes, this world
would not be this world any more, and I'm not at all sure but that it
would--with our present feelings--be a very dull place indeed," said
Ermine, philosophically.  "Keep up your spirits, Maddie.  I should not
be half as cheerful as I am about leaving you if I had not great faith
in some, at least, of my pet schemes ending well after all."  Madelene
said nothing for a minute or two.

"If--if you are still thinking about _Philip_ and Ella, you are only
preparing fresh disappointment for yourself," she said.  "He never
mentions her scarcely; he seems to have forgotten all about her."

"It did not look as if he were indifferent that day that you were so
horribly frightened about her--the day she ran off I mean," Ermine
replied.

"No," Madelene allowed.  "That day I did think--He was fearfully upset.
But it may have been principally on our account.  I shall never forget
how he looked when I sent over in my desperation to fetch him back from
Cheynesacre--he was almost _rough_ to me--fancy, Ermine!  But I did not
mind--I was so frightened myself.  And he was so clever and sensible
about it.  He found out so wonderfully quickly that she was safe with
Fraulein Braune."

"And he managed Mrs Burton very well too," said Ermine.

"Don't forget our promise never to tell it was he who went to see her,"
said Madelene, quickly.

"Ella shall certainly not hear it from us," said Ermine, "but I doubt
Mrs Burton's capacity for keeping a secret."

"I hope she has not told it," said Madelene; "I could not bear poor Ella
to be misled into thinking Philip cares for her--I did my best to warn
her, but I doubt if it did any good."

"Except to make her angry with you," said Ermine.  "That is usually the
fate of the warner in such cases."

"And perhaps it put the idea more in her head than it was," added
Madelene, regretfully.  "They say, Ermine, that Philip is a great deal
at the Belvoirs' now, and Leonora is certainly a very nice girl."

"Rubbish," said Ermine.  "He has known Leonora Belvoir since she was a
baby, and seen her constantly.  And she is not _half_ as pretty, as
Ella.  If only Ella had come back sooner, I think I could have got
Guildford to find out about it," she added meditatively.  "I suppose you
couldn't get Bernard to do so?"

Madelene grew crimson.

"Ermine, how can you be so thoughtless?" she exclaimed.  "It is really
unkind of you.  I hope most earnestly, as you know, that Captain Omar
will not come.  Philip knows I do not want him to come."

But Ermine said no more.

The day of the marriage was bright and sunny.  When Ella woke up, and
saw from her window the familiar scene in all its summer beauty, she
shut her eyes for a moment, while a sort of fantastic wish went through
her that the last few months might prove to be only a dream, that she
had only now arrived for the first time at her home, and that all happy
possibilities lay before her.  She was again in her old "nursery"--she
had begged that it might be so, though the rooms her sisters had
originally intended for her were long ago ready.

"Oh, dear, if I could but go back again, how different I would be," she
thought.  "How is it?  Madelene and Ermine seem so different now--it is
as if scales had fallen from my eyes.  I wonder," she went on, "I wonder
if I had never remembered that silly old fancy about being like
Cinderella--I wonder if Harvey had never put it into my head, if things
would have turned out better?  How sad it seems that bad or foolish
things should stick to us like burrs all through the years, and that
good and wise and useful things should be so quickly forgotten!"

She roused herself before long however; there was plenty for her to do
this wedding-day.  She was full of the wish to be of all the help and
support she possibly could be to Madelene.  For calm and quiet as Miss
St Quentin appeared, Ella well knew that the parting with her sister,
her "other self," for such indeed Ermine had been to her, was no light
matter, no slight wrench.  And this reflection bore good fruit with the
youngest sister.

"I will never call Madelene cold or heartless again," she thought.  "I
_know_ how she loves Ermine, and yet she is quietly smiling and calm--a
stranger might say she did not mind it at all."

It was still the old-fashioned days of early morning marriages: most of
the guests were to assemble at the house, for the distance thence to the
church was very short.  Ella had not as yet seen anything of her
godmother, for the evening before, with the exception of aunt Phillis
and her husband, Colonel St Quentin and his children had spent alone--
and the thought of the meeting with Lady Cheynes lay rather heavily on
the girl's mind.  But like many anticipated evils it turned out quite
differently from her fears.

"Run down to the fernery, Ella," said Madelene, as they were giving the
last touches to the bride, "and bring me one or two more sprays of
maidenhair.  No, Ermine, I'm not putting too much green.  It needs just
a tiny bit more."

Off ran Ella, but half-way down stairs, at a sudden turn she came full
tilt against Lady Cheynes, slowly mounting to Ermine's room.

"Oh, dear--I beg your pardon," Ella began.  Then in a different voice,
"Oh! godmother, dear godmother, is it you!"

She half threw her arms round the old lady's neck, then drew back in
affright.

"Oh, godmother, dear, will you kiss me?  Will you forgive me?" she
cried.  "I'm afraid you've been very, very vexed with me, but I _didn't_
mean to do wrong--it--it was all a mistake somehow."

Her voice faltered as if she were going to cry; in an instant Lady
Cheynes was kissing her.

"My darling," she said, "my poor little silly child.  No, no--I was more
grieved than vexed, dear, but perhaps I understand you as well as, or
better than you understand yourself.  But don't cry, my little Ella.  It
would never do to have tears to-day."

"_I won't_, godmother, I won't cry," said Ella, choking back the tears
bravely, "it is only," she went on, "that you are--you are all so _very_
good to me."

"Well, well--we must have a good talk when all this bustle is over.  I
am going up to see Ermine; shall I be admitted?"

"Oh, dear, yes," said Ella, "she is almost ready.  But I must be quick--
I was running down to the conservatory for some fern."

She ran off again, meeting no one till she had chosen and cut the sprays
of maidenhair.  Then as she turned to leave the fernery, by way of the
drawing-room, she heard voices there.  Two or three persons had entered
while she was busy about the maidenhair.  And one of the voices was that
of Sir Philip Cheynes.  Ella hesitated; her heart beat fast, she felt
for a moment or two as if she could not face him composedly; and at that
juncture she would have given years of her life rather than let him
perceive any traces of nervousness or agitation.  Yet stay where she was
for more than a minute she could not.

"I am not going to play eavesdropper again.  What an unlucky place this
fernery seems for me."

She could not avoid overhearing a little--the end of a conversation
between Sir Philip and another man, as they came strolling towards the
spot where she stood.

"It is awfully good of you, Phil, to take such an interest in it--but--
no I am not sanguine.  If the obstacles are to some extent imaginary,
they are, with an almost morbidly conscientious mind like hers, all the
more difficult to combat.  And this recent affair has done great harm;
she _will_ take all the blame of it to herself."

"Yes," came Philip's voice in reply, "I know.  But don't lose heart, my
dear fellow.  You can't--Why, _Ella_!" with a sharp exclamation, "is
it--is it really you?"

Ella's lips were trembling, but she made a tremendous effort.  And the
sudden perception that Sir Philip was quite as nervous, or considerably
more so than herself helped in a marvellous way to calm her.

"I was cutting some maidenhair for Ermine," she began.  "I--there was no
one in the drawing-room when I passed through."

"It is certainly a curious coincidence," said Sir Philip.  "I--I wish--I
hate this place--one never knows who may or may not be here," he added
vehemently.

Ella grew cold as ice.

"If you mean that I have been listening, a _second_ time," she said with
frigid haughtiness, "you are mistaken.  I only heard the last few words
you and this gentleman were saying, and that I could _not_ help."

The gentleman in question came forward; he smiled slightly as he caught
sight of Ella, but there was a half quizzical look on his face which did
not tend to smooth her ruffled plumage.

"I am afraid--I hope we have not been trespassing?" he began, looking
rather puzzled.  "We should not have come so early, perhaps, Cheynes?"

"Oh no," said Ella sweetly, with a complete change of tone, as she
turned to the stranger, "of course it was quite right for--but--are you
Mr West?" she exclaimed suddenly, as the idea struck her.

The tall, dark man before her bowed formally.

"I have not the honour of being Mr West," he said.  "I am only--"

"You have met before," Philip interrupted.  "Ella, don't you remember
Captain Omar--Bernard Omar?"

Ella in her turn looked perplexed.

"I remember the name--I have often heard it," she said: "But I don't
remember ever seeing _you_, the bearer of it, before."

She pointedly addressed the stranger, and she seemed to take a perverse
pleasure in looking her sweetest and speaking in her softest tones.  Sir
Philip bit his lip and turned away.

"I'll have it out with her," he muttered.

Captain Omar smiled again, more thoroughly this time; he had very white
teeth, and very blue eyes, though his hair was dark and his complexion
bronzed.  And as his eyes smiled as well as his lips, the effect was
very pleasant.

"I cannot expect you to remember," he said.  "But I do--the last summer
you spent here, as a baby almost--before you went to live with your
aunt--that summer I spent my holidays here--at Cheynesacre, that is to
say.  That was in the days when Cheynes was `big Phil,' and ran races
with a certain little lady perched on his shoulders."

Ella grew crimson--but she would not seem annoyed by anything Captain
Omar said.

"Yes," she replied--her calm tone belying her face, "what absurd
creatures children are.  But I was really only a baby then.  No, I don't
remember you, Captain Omar, but I am very pleased to make your
acquaintance."

She held out her hand graciously--Bernard took it deferentially, as if
he appreciated the honour.  Ella had not shaken hands with Philip.

"I must be quick," she said, "my sisters will think I have forgotten
what I was sent for," and with a smile and nod to Captain Omar she flew
off.

"What a lovely girl she has become," said he enthusiastically.

Sir Philip gave a sort of grunt.

"You think so?" he said.  "Well, yes--she is very much admired."

"She will marry soon, I should think," said Captain Omar.

Sir Philip said nothing.

"She has no fortune," he remarked dryly after a minute or two's silence.

Captain Omar gave a slightly bitter laugh.

"Upon my word I think that fact is not likely to be an obstacle.  If--if
Madelene had had no fortune you don't suppose things would have been as
they are for me?  I wouldn't have allowed it in that case."

Sir Philip hesitated.

"It's not so much her being _rich_, as her having this place--and all
the responsibilities it brings, and the complication of her father and
his peculiar position, and--and latterly the addition of Ella and the
care of her future."

"But Ella will marry--that's to say she's sure to have opportunities of
doing so, if Madelene doesn't shut her up," said Captain Omar
impatiently.  "Now that I have seen Ella, I understand all these new
difficulties less and less.  Yet, surely," and he turned to Philip with
a sort of anguish in his eyes, "don't think me a brute, Cheynes, for
saying it--you have known the whole story all through--it can't be that
she has left off caring for me, and that she puts it on these pretexts,
and--"

"No, no," Sir Philip interrupted, "don't get anything of that kind into
your head, Omar.  I'm perfectly certain that Madelene is as true as
steel, and--if things were to disentangle themselves a little, if she
was quite happy and satisfied about Ella's future and saw her way to
marrying you without any fear of conflicting duties, I'm sure it would
be all right.  Don't lose heart just yet, my good fellow."

"There's not much time left for keeping up my heart in," the other
replied.  "My leave's over next month, Cheynes."

But Sir Philip had no time to say more, for just then some other wedding
guests made their appearance in the drawing-room.

It was not till late that afternoon that Sir Philip had an opportunity
of putting into practice his doughty resolve of "having it out" with
little Ella.  All had "gone off," as the saying is, to perfection; the
bride and bridegroom had driven away, most of the "assistants" had
thoughtfully taken their departure and Madelene, poor Madelene, had
ventured to shut herself up for an hour or two like the bride's sister
in the old song.  She had some reason for tears, though scarcely as much
as she made herself believe, but Ella in her new-born sympathy with her
eldest sister, was almost inclined to exaggerate Madelene's troubles,
and ready to fly out like a little turkey-cock at any one who should
venture to think lightly of them.

With the object of securing some quiet for Miss St Quentin, Ella had
cleverly decoyed away the few younger guests who were remaining till the
next day, out to the tennis-court, where, with Mrs Burton as chaperon,
some sets were quickly arranged.  But Ella herself hated tennis, she was
glad to find she was not required to play, and seeing everybody
apparently happily engaged, she strolled off a little way among the
shrubberies by herself.  A rustic bench in a shady corner tempted her;
she sat down, gazing before her vaguely.  She felt tired and strange,
and the remembrance of the _contretemps_ in the unlucky fernery that
morning did not tend to soothe or calm her feelings.

"I wonder what they are going to settle about me," she said to herself.
"I--I should like to stay here if I could be any good to Madelene, but
it doesn't look as if that could be.  And for some things I would like
to go away and never come back again.  I should like never to see Philip
Cheynes again."

A wish not to be fulfilled, for at that moment a quick step along the
path made her look up, Philip stood before her.  Ella's eyes fell, and
she grew red as she congratulated herself that her last words had not
been spoken aloud.  But she quickly looked up again, with a sort of cold
inquiry in her face.

Philip smiled slightly as he caught her expression.

"Yes," he said, "I knew you would be vexed at my following you.  I kept
out of the tennis on purpose.  I must speak to you, Ella.  I want to
know what is the matter.  Why did you behave so--uncivilly to me this
morning--and before Omar, too?"

"I had overheard a little of what you were saying," said Ella haughtily.
"It was much the same sort of thing as--as that other time."

Sir Philip muttered something between his teeth which Ella could not
catch.  Then suddenly to her surprise his tone changed; he turned to her
with a smile.

"Are you glad Ermine is married?" he said.  "Don't you like West?"

Ella hesitated.

"I like what I have seen of him," she replied.  "He is not good-looking
though; he is small and rather insignificant."

"Not like Omar?"

"No," she agreed, "not nearly as handsome as Captain Omar."  Then with a
sudden impulse, "Sir Philip," she said, "won't you explain to me--_why_
won't Madelene marry Captain Omar?  Why am I made a--a burden and a
difficulty of?  I would do anything; I have been so unhappy.  I know I
have misjudged Madelene in some ways, but I don't now.  I do want to--to
be good and nice, and--and--"

But the rest of her confidences were lost; her voice broke, and Philip
knew that she was crying.

"Ella," he exclaimed, "Ella, darling, I can't bear to see you like that.
Have we all been very cruel to you, somehow?  I feel as if we had.  I
feel as if _I_ had, and yet--and yet--I would do anything--I would give
my life to make you happy."

Ella's sobs ceased.  She glanced up at Philip with a curious mingling of
expressions on her face.

"Sir Philip," she said quietly, "I am not a child.  You shouldn't speak
to me quite--quite like that, though I know you mean it kindly."

"Kindly!" he repeated hotly.  "Ella--you know it isn't that.  I dare say
I'm a fool--you will probably only laugh at me, but I have waited and I
don't think it has done any good.  Granny said you were too young, and
that it wasn't fair upon you till you had seen more of the world, but
things have gone wrong quite enough.  I won't risk it any more.  Ella--
do you, no, _could_ you ever get to care for me?"

Ella's eyes filled with soft tears again.

"Sir Philip, do you really mean it?  Is it not only that you are sorry
for me?  I--you are very kind--but I couldn't bear for you only to be
sorry for me!"

"My darling--what a way to put it!  Sorry for you--my princess!  No
indeed!  I shall be sorry for myself, if--but it's not going to be that.
Ella, you will try to care for me, won't you?"

"I don't need to try," she answered gently.  "It wouldn't be worthy of
you if any _trying_ were needed.  Oh, Philip--if you are sure you mean
it--I have been so unhappy.  I was so ashamed of--of caring for you--"

"Ashamed," Philip interrupted.

"Yes--for I thought you cared for--I thought at least you were going to
marry--Ermine.  That was how I misjudged Madelene.  That was the _great_
reason why I went away."

Philip's face cleared; a good many mists were dispersed by these words
of Ella's.

"But when you _knew_ that wasn't true--up to this morning even, why were
you so strange and cold to me?" he asked.

"Because there was something you said about my being an obstacle or a
difficulty--and of course I had no reason to think you cared for _me_,
even if you did not for Ermine.  Philip," with a sudden thought, "if
this is to be--you and me, I mean--will it make it easier for Madelene
to marry Captain Omar?"

Philip nodded.

"She will think so, I have no doubt.  Though really and truly there was
nothing to prevent it.  But your father since his losses has got morbid
about your future, and Madelene has got morbid too in another way;
self-sacrifice seemed the readiest means of cutting the knot, and so she
has persuaded herself that it was her duty.  But now--"

He had drawn Ella's pretty head close till it all but rested on his
shoulder, suddenly she drew herself away and faced him with anxious eyes
and tremulous mouth.

"Morbid about my future!  How do you mean?" she exclaimed.

"What a fool I am," Philip replied.  "I forgot you didn't understand.
It was only, darling, that the money that should have been for _you_--
Madelene and Ermine having very large fortunes from their mother--was
lost several years ago.  And there might have been difficulties, once
your sisters were married and all that, in the way of their making any
_certain_ provision for you, so--"

"So Madelene would have sacrificed herself for _me_?"  Ella interrupted.

"In a sense, yes, I suppose I must say so.  But also for the sake of
your father's peace of mind, and the fear of not being free to do her
duty as a wife.  She has mounted it all up most ingeniously.  But now--
Maddie will be _so_ glad, Ella."

Ella's face was turned away however.  Sir Philip grew uneasy.

"Ella," he repeated, and with gentle force he turned her head, so that
she had to look at him.  She was crying.

Philip changed his tone.

"Ella," he said gravely, "I don't think this is fair upon me.  Any one
to see you, as you are now, would not believe that you were happy in
what you have just promised.  Are you regretting it already?--if so--"

Ella melted at once.

"Oh, no, no!  You know it is not that," she said.  "How _could_ I?  I
have only just told you how I care for you.  I care for you
_dreadfully_, Philip.  But it is just that that makes me so unhappy--so
frightened that it is only, or mostly that you pity me.  I never dreamt
that I was poor.  I wish, I do wish they had told me."

"It was done with the best and purest motives," Sir Philip answered
quietly.  "But, Ella, how can you say such things?  The very breath of
them spoils it all--all our pretty romance.  Why, my darling, if you had
been a great heiress like your sisters it would have lost all its charm;
you would not have been what you are--my fairy princess, my Cinderella!"

And Ella looked up smiling again among her tears.

"Let us go and tell them all," she said.  "Madelene and my father.  And
oh, Philip, dear godmother!  It was she after all--a great deal
certainly was her doing.  For if we hadn't met first as we did,
perhaps--who knows?--perhaps you would never have taken such a fancy to
me?"

"Who knows?" said Philip teasingly.  "There is one thing I must get out
of granny, Ella.  I shall insist on your being married in those little
old slippers."

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