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                                  THE

                              WITCH-MAID

                                   &

                             OTHER VERSES




                            THE WITCH-MAID

                                   &

                             OTHER VERSES


                          DOROTHEA MACKELLAR


                                 1914
                          LONDON AND TORONTO
                        J. M. DENT & SONS LTD.
                    NEW YORK: E. P. DUTTON _&_ CO.




                            ACKNOWLEDGMENT


About a third of these poems have appeared before in a volume published
in Australia; several in _The Spectator_ and _The Sydney Bulletin_,
and a few elsewhere. I have to thank the editors for permission to
reprint.




                               CONTENTS


                                                                    PAGE

THE WITCH-MAID                                                         9

THE COLOURS OF LIGHT                                                  14

FROM A TOWN WINDOW                                                    17

THE SANTA MARIA                                                       19

“SUMER IS ICUMEN IN”                                                  21

NIGHT ON THE PLAINS                                                   24

SETTLERS                                                              25

MY COUNTRY                                                            29

SWALLOWS                                                              32

FIRE                                                                  34

HIGH PLACES                                                           35

THE CLOSED DOOR                                                       37

REMINDER                                                              40

CULGAI PADDOCK                                                        41

CANTICLE                                                              43

MARCH WINDS                                                           46

COLOUR                                                                47

NON PENSO A LEI                                                       50

THE ROAD TO RONDA                                                     52

THE MOON AND THE MORNING                                              54

FLOWER AND THORN                                                      56

THE GREY LAKE                                                         58

BURNING OFF                                                           61

AN OLD SONG                                                           63

BAZAR                                                                 64

SPRING ON THE PLAINS                                                  66

PILGRIM SONG                                                          68

THE COORONG SANDHILLS                                                 69

TWO JAPANESE SONGS:

   I. The Heart of a Bird                                             71

  II. A Smoke Song                                                    72

AN AFTERGLOW ON THE NILE                                              73

THE EXPLORER                                                          75

SEPTEMBER                                                             77

RIDING RHYME                                                          80

FOUR TRANSLATIONS FROM THE GERMAN                                     82

CHÂTEAU D’ESPAGNE                                                     86

BATHING RHYME                                                         88

MONTORO’S SONG                                                        93

SEA-FOG                                                               95

SORROW                                                                96

SEAGULL                                                               97




                            THE WITCH-MAID

                           AND OTHER VERSES




         THE WITCH-MAID


    I wandered in the woodland a morning in the spring,
    I found a glade I had not known, and saw an evil thing.

    I heard a wood-dove calling, as one that loves and grieves,
    The sun was shining silver on the small bright leaves,
    O it was very beautiful, the glade that I had found!
    I peeped between the slender stems, and there upon the ground
    A man was lying dead, and from the spear-wound in his side
    The sluggish blood had ceased to flow, and yet had hardly dried.

              _O the shining of the leaves,
              The morning of the year!
    O how could any die to-day, with life so young and dear?_

    My feet were tied with horror, I could not turn to run;
    A light breeze tossed the branches, the shadow and the sun
    Across the dead face shifted--it seemed to change and twitch--
    When from the trees beyond me stepped a white young witch.

    I prayed that I was hidden, she never turned her head,
    But picked her footsteps daintily and stooped beside the dead;
    She touched him with her hanging hair and stroked him with her hand,
    Still gazing like a little child that does not understand,
    For she had strayed from Elfland where death has never come,
    She knew not why his side was torn nor why his mouth was dumb.

    She sat her down beside him and joined her finger-tips
    And smiled a strange and secret smile that curved her thin red lips;
    She wore a veil of purple about her body sweet
    And little silver sandals on her smooth pale feet;
    Her black hair hung as straight as rain and touched the dead man’s eyes,
    He smiled at her in answer, a scornful smile and wise.

    She played with him awhile as might a panther-kitten play,
    Most horrible it was, and yet I could not look away--
    I needs must watch her motions, her cruel, supple grace,
    The delicate swift changes of her sharp-cut face;
    Till suddenly she wearied, and rising from her knees
    All in one lovely movement like a sapling in the breeze,
    She gazed on him who would not play, with gathering surprise--
    The man she did not understand, though she was very wise--
    She drew her veil around her, her whiteness showing through,
    And gazed; and still unceasingly there came the wood-dove’s coo.

              _O the stirring of the spring,
              The calling of the dove!
    Why does he lie so cold, so cold, when I am here to love?_

    Her long strange eyes were narrowed to threads of shining green,
    She touched the broken spear-point the wound’s red lips between,
    She touched it with her careless foot, and yet he did not stir,
    Dull fool that lay with open eyes and would not look at her!

    She turned away in anger and raised her arms on high,
    Her straight white arms that questioned the pure pale sky,
    The thousand slender tree-stems soon hid the way she went
    As they who hold a secret and therewith are content.
    The dead man smiled in silence; a strange thought in me said,
    _If I had heard her speak at all then I too should be dead:
    Her voice--what would her voice be?_--and then I fled, afraid,
    The spell was loosed that bound me to the evil glade.

              _O the flowers in the grass,
              The wood-dove in the tree;
    From magic and from sudden death, Good Lord deliver me!_




         THE COLOURS OF LIGHT


    This is not easy to understand
    For you that come from a distant land
    Where all the colours are low in pitch--
    Deep purples, emeralds deep and rich,
    Where autumn’s flaming and summer’s green--
    Here is a beauty you have not seen.

    All is pitched in a higher key,
    Lilac, topaz, and ivory,
    Palest jade-green and pale clear blue
    Like aquamarines that the sun shines through,
    Golds and silvers, we have at will--
    Silver and gold on each plain and hill,
    Silver-green of the myall leaves,
    Tawny gold of the garnered sheaves,
    Silver rivers that silent slide,
    Golden sands by the water-side,
    Golden wattle, and golden broom,
    Silver stars of the rosewood bloom;
    Amber sunshine, and smoke-blue shade:
    Opal colours that glow and fade;
    On the gold of the upland grass
    Blue cloud-shadows that swiftly pass;
    Wood-smoke blown in an azure mist;
    Hills of tenuous amethyst....

    Oft the colours are pitched so high
    The deepest note is the cobalt sky;
    We have to wait till the sunset comes
    For shades that feel like the beat of drums
    Or like organ notes in their rise and fall--
    Purple and orange and cardinal,
    Or the peacock-green that turns soft and slow
    To peacock-blue as the great stars show....

    Sugar-gum boles flushed to peach-blow pink;
    Blue-gums, tall at the clearing’s brink;
    Ivory pillars, their smooth fine <DW72>
    Dappled with delicate heliotrope;
    Grey of the twisted mulga-roots;
    Golden-bronze of the budding shoots;
    Tints of the lichens that cling and spread,
    Nile-green, primrose, and palest red....

    Sheen of the bronze-wing; blue of the crane;
    Fawn and pearl of the lyrebird’s train;
    Cream of the plover; grey of the dove--
    These are the hues of the land I love.

    AUSTRALIA.




         FROM A TOWN WINDOW


    From my high-jutting window in town
          Looking down,
    The lights constellated burn steady and far;
    The purple skies meet with the dark at my feet,
    I hardly can tell which is lamp and which star.

    And the tall sombre buildings that rise
          Near my eyes
    Where one lighted window shines gold in the dark,
    Unsubstantial show, that I see them as though
    I could walk through the walls without leaving a mark.

    And the purring and murmurous choir
          Of the wire
    That leads the chained lightning a slave through the street,
    In the night-stillness comes like the throbbing of drums,
    Like the distant, dread sound of innumerable feet.

    SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA.




         THE SANTA MARIA


    Three green miles beneath the sea
    Lies the spoil we could not hold,
    Lies the galleon with her gold.
    Fish brush by her weed-hung side;
    Never wave can shake her, she
    Has gone through them far too deep,
    And her crew may rest asleep
    In the places where they died.

    There each man unheeding lies
    As he was the night she sank;
    Even the cups from which they drank,
    Even the dice which they had cast
    --For we took them by surprise--
    Lie beside their long white bones;
    Flagons set with precious stones
    Count for little at the last.

    When she sank there in our sight
    With a little lapping sound,
    Slight as if a skiff had drowned,
    Staggering we turned to go,
    For our ship had felt the fight;
    Out to sunset showed our wake,
    Writhing like a wounded snake,
    Till we came to Samballo....

    Shapeless sea-beasts coil and creep
    On her rotting cedar deck,
    Past her crew who little reck
    Of the trespass, if they know.
    Mary, give them happy sleep!
    Surely there beneath the wave
    They have found as green a grave
    As the sun-warmed earth can show.




“SUMER IS ICUMEN IN”


    The beautiful old simple songs
      That make us laugh and cry,
    That sing of dying loveliness
      In words that cannot die:

    Of how the singer’s love was sweet
      Or how she was unkind,
    And how her lips were red that now
      Are dust upon the wind:

    Of how the fields were gold in May
      With daffodils a-row,
    And all the birds made holiday
      Six hundred years ago:--

    These, when the beauty of the spring
      Clad in this alien dress
    Turns like a sharp sword in our hearts
      For utter loveliness,

    And joy and sorrow intermixed
      Run tingling through our veins--
    These bring more peace and comfort still
      Than newer, subtler strains.

    Oh, quarrion for missel-thrush
      And rosewood bloom for may!
    The things the nameless singer saw
      Are what we see to-day.

    The grass is just as green to-day,
      The distant hill as blue,
    The birds are just as glad as then,
      The lovers just as true;

    And Alisoun is dead long syne
      With him that called her fair,
    But love is just as sweet and fresh
      When spring is in the air;

    And though I must perforce be dumb
      Who have no skill to sing,
    I am as deep in love, in love,
      As is the year in spring!

    AUSTRALIA.




         NIGHT ON THE PLAINS


    Out on the plain-land at night
      There is no sound, not a sigh,
    And nothing is moving now
      But scornful stars in the sky:

    The night is too great for my heart,
      It flutters and halts and trips;
    The terrible mirth of the stars
      Has slain my song on my lips.

    AUSTRALIA.




         SETTLERS


    If the gods of Hellas do not tread our shaggy mountains,
    Stately, white-and-golden, with unfathomable eyes,
    Yet the lesser spirits haunt our forests and our fountains,
    Seas and green-brown river-pools no thirsty summer dries.

    Never through the tangled scrub we see Diana glisten,
    Silver-limbed and crescent-crowned and swift to hear and turn,
    When the chase is hottest and the woods are waked to listen,
    While her maidens follow running knee-deep in the fern.

    Of the great gods only Pan walks hourly here--Pan only,
    In the warm dark gullies, in the thin clear upland air,
    On the windy sea-cliffs and the plains apart and lonely,
    By the tingling silence you may know that he is there.

    But the sea-nymphs make our shores shine gay with light and laughter,
    At the sunset when the waves are mingled milk and fire
    You may see them very plain, and in the darkness after
    You may hear them singing with the stars’ great golden choir.

    When the earth is mad with song some blue September morning,
    In the grove of myall trees that rustle green and grey,
    Through the plumes of trailing leaves hung meet for her adorning,
    See a dark-browed Dryad peep and swiftly draw away.

    In the deep-cut river beds set thick with moss-grown boulders
    Where the wagtails come to drink and balance lest they fall,
    You may see the gleaming of a Naiad’s slippery shoulders,
    And the water sliding cool and quiet over all.

    Through the narrow gorges where the flying-foxes muster,
    Hanging from the kurrajongs like monstrous magic grapes,
    Something spreads a sudden fear that breaks each heavy cluster--
    See the furry prick-eared faun that chuckles and escapes!

    Marble-smooth and marble-pale the blue gums guard the clearing
    Where the winter fern is gold among the silver grass,
    And the shy bush creatures watching bright-eyed and unfearing
    See the slender Oreads while we unheeding pass.

    Wreathed with starry clematis these tread the grassy spaces
    When the moon sails up beyond the highest screening tree,
    All the forest dances, and the furthest hidden places
    Are astir with beauty--but we may not often see.

    When came they to harbour here, the shy folk peering, flying?
    Long before our coast showed blue to Poncé de León
    Pan beheld a vision of an empty kingdom lying
    Waiting--and he led them past the seas to claim his own.

    AUSTRALIA.




         MY COUNTRY


    The love of field and coppice,
      Of green and shaded lanes,
    Of ordered woods and gardens
      Is running in your veins;
    Strong love of grey-blue distance,
      Brown streams and soft, dim skies--
    I know but cannot share it,
      My love is otherwise.

    I love a sunburnt country,
      A land of sweeping plains,
    Of ragged mountain ranges,
      Of droughts and flooding rains;
    I love her far horizons,
      I love her jewel-sea,
    Her beauty and her terror--
      The wide brown land for me!

    The tragic ring-barked forests
      Stark white beneath the moon,
    The sapphire-misted mountains,
      The hot gold hush of noon.
    Green tangle of the brushes
      Where lithe lianas coil,
    And orchids deck the tree tops
      And ferns the crimson soil.

    Core of my heart, my country!
      Her pitiless blue sky,
    When sick at heart, around us
      We see the cattle die--
    But then the grey clouds gather
      And we can bless again
    The drumming of an army,
      The steady, soaking rain.

    Core of my heart, my country!
      Land of the Rainbow Gold,
    For flood and fire and famine
      She pays us back threefold
    Over the thirsty paddocks,
      Watch, after many days,
    The filmy veil of greenness
      That thickens as we gaze.

    An opal-hearted country,
      A wilful, lavish land--
    All you who have not loved her,
      You will not understand--
    Though earth holds many splendours,
      Wherever I may die,
    I know to what brown country
      My homing thoughts will fly.

    AUSTRALIA.




         SWALLOWS


    What tells the swallows that a house is in the making,
    Far away from any town, among the whispering leaves?
    Saying, “Good news, a home! Fly there when spring is waking,
    There’ll be room for many nests beneath those shady eaves.”

    With the first springtime come the swallows without number,
    Chattering in the greying dawn, and like a flying cloud
    Sweeping round the roof at dusk before they sink to slumber--
    How did they scent the new-built home from out the city’s crowd?

    Was it a wild bush-bird that brought the message townwards?
    No, she would not leave the lonely gully where she sings.
    Maybe the swans’ black vanguard told it, crying downwards,
    Or vagrant winds blew past and caught its new smoke on their wings.

    Whoso the message brought, they knew, O do not doubt it,
    Swift they flew by plain and ridge, like arrows straight and sure
    Aimed for the home, to build their little homes about it,
    That shall stand while stands the roof and while the walls endure.

    AUSTRALIA.




         FIRE


    This life that we call our own
    Is neither strong nor free:
    A flame in the wind of death
    It trembles ceaselessly.

    And this is all we can do--
    To use our little light
    Before, in the piercing wind,
    It flickers into night.

    To yield the heat of the flame,
    To grudge not, but to give
    Whatever we have of strength
    That one more flame may live.




         HIGH PLACES


    My heart turns to the mountains
    That I so long have missed,
    The blue hills on the sky-line,
    Bird-haunted, sunshine-kissed;
    For in my soul I see them,
    The gullies golden-green
    Where from the hop-vine tangle
    The bellbird chimes unseen.

    And higher yet and higher
    I want to climb, until
    The trees give place to bushes
    Wind-shorn and struggling still
    For foothold on the corries
    Steep-sloping to the sky,
    I want to reach the summit
    And watch the clouds race by;--

    The clouds that go so quickly
    The whole hill seems to lean;--
    I want to breathe in deeply
    The cool air, thin and keen.
    My heart turns to high places
    All men have long adored--
    The proud and lonely mountains,
    The Altars of the Lord.

    AUSTRALIA.




         THE CLOSED DOOR


    As we crossed Alcántara
    With the Tagus falling,
    I was ’ware there came a voice
    At my shoulder calling.
    As we climbed the steep red path--
    Red as smouldering ember--
    “You, you know this well,” it said,
    “_Do you not remember?_”

    Up the narrow cobbled streets
    Still it followed after,
    Whispering deeds that we had shared
    With a fierce low laughter.
    “Here you stabbed him and he fell
    With his sword a-clatter--
    Life for life--you paid your debt--
    That was no great matter.”

    Through the Gate that Wamba built
    Still the voice pursuing
    Softly called, “We know it all,
    All that you are doing.
    Every stone you’re treading now
    You have known aforetime,
    You have seen these grim red walls
    In the stress of wartime.

    “You remember? Down this lane
    You would often swagger
    With your comrades of the mask,
    Cloak and sword and dagger.
    At that window high she stood,
    Some dear dead Dolores....
    You’ve forgotten--and so soon?
    --There are other stories....”

    By the white Church of the Kings,
    By the proud red towers,
    Thronging round about me came
    Ghosts of long-dead hours;
    Ghosts of many a blazing June,
    Many a keen December--
    “Thus and thus and thus we did.
    _Do you not remember?_”

    TOLEDO, SPAIN.




         REMINDER


    It’s I was sad at parting, but the red heart from my breast
    I left you as a token that I would not feast or rest
    Without a thought of you to kiss my lips before the wine,
    Without a dream of you to stoop and make my sleep divine.

    So lest you should forget one word of all the words we said,
    My heart, my only jewel, fired with living, pulsing red,
    A trinket at your girdle hangs, and as a sign to me
    The hungry, aching blank is, where my glad heart used to be.




         CULGAI PADDOCK


    I know that the tawny grass of the plain
      Is blown like the sea to-day
    By the wind that follows the autumn rain
      And chases the clouds away,

    And ruffles the winding lagoon, and now
      The sky’s blue, dewy and clean,
    Will show in the lee where the rushes bow
      Like shattered aquamarine.

    To-day, when the cranes in their grey and pink
      Fish solemnly in the weeds,
    To-day, when the cattle come down to drink
      And push through the whispering reeds,
    I stand there and watch them, in Culgai too,
      And they do not heed or fear;
    There is not one lark in the radiant blue
      Whose carol I do not hear.

    This morning the wind on the grasses brown
      Blows tingling and sweet and rare;
    Now though my body must tarry in town
      Thank God that my soul is there!

    SYDNEY, AUSTRALIA.




         CANTICLE


    For the honey- moon, and the shining host of stars,
    And the sun’s great golden targe,
    And the luminous red leaves of the sapling gums in spring,
    And the fen-lake’s reed-grown marge:

    _May’st Thou who mad’st all things to be alive,
    Thou who hast given the Senses Five,
    Thou who hast portioned the Nights and Days,
    Thou who hast given us lips for praise,
            Be thanked, Lord God!_

    For the arrowy swift stream flowing silent in the shade
    With its twisting waters green,
    For the spray-dewed slender fern-fronds beside the cataract,
    The wet black rocks between:

    For the pine-tree like a church-spire, that grows upon the ridge,
    For the lizard at its foot
    That is quicker than a thought, yea, and greener than the moss
    Growing round the great tree’s root:

    For the ocean stretching dark to the clear horizon-line,
    For the one white distant sail,
    For the ripple and the crisp and the calmness of the bay
    With the tide-lines showing pale:

    For the bright-eyed life astir in the grave depths of the bush,
    For each glimpse of it we get;
    For the pattering of rain when the tree-frogs chant in choir
    And the glistening leaves are wet:

    For the sea of tossing horns when the round-up’s at an end,
    For the thousand hoofs unshod;
    For the blossoms and the bees and the floating butterflies
    We thank Thee, O Lord God!

    _May’st Thou who mad’st all things to be alive,
    Thou who hast given the Senses Five,
    Thou who hast portioned the Nights and Days,
    Thou who hast given us lips for praise,
            Be thanked, Lord God!_

    AUSTRALIA.




         MARCH WINDS


    Winds go streaming, shouting loud,
      At their play around the sky,
    And my soul is like a cloud
      Blown about with them on high.

    Like a hawk unhooded, she
      From my body broke away,
    Longing for the company
      Of the winds at holiday.

    So she scours the skiey plain,
      Wheeling, dipping in the blue--
    Hawk-soul, cloud-soul, turn again!
      What’s the lure to use for you?

    CAIRO.




         COLOUR


    The lovely things that I have watched unthinking,
            Unknowing, day by day,
    That their soft dyes had steeped my soul in colour
            That will not pass away:--

    Great saffron sunset clouds, and larkspur mountains,
            And fenceless miles of plain,
    And hillsides golden-green in that unearthly
            Clear shining after rain;

    And nights of blue and pearl; and long smooth beaches,
            Yellow as sunburnt wheat,
    Edged with a line of foam that creams and hisses,
            Enticing weary feet;
    And emeralds, and sunset-hearted opals,
            And Asian marble, veined
    With scarlet flame; and cool green jade, and moonstones,
            Misty and azure-stained;

    And almond trees in bloom, and oleanders,
            Or a wide purple sea
    Of plain-land gorgeous with a lovely poison--
            The evil Darling pea:--

    If I am tired I call on these to help me
            To dream--and dawn-lit skies,
    Lemon and pink, or faintest, coolest lilac,
            Float on my soothéd eyes.

    There is no night so black but you shine through it,
            There is no morn so drear,
    O Colour of the World, but I can find you,
            Most tender, pure, and clear.

    Thanks be to God who gave this gift of colour
            Which who shall seek shall find;
    Thanks be to God who gives me strength to hold it,
            Though I were stricken blind.

    AUSTRALIA.




         NON PENSO A LEI

       (_Canzone Ferrandini_)


    When I pass by below your window, singing,
    Never by any chance I think of you;
    And jealousy your hard heart may be wringing--
    I go that way because I’ve work to do.
    And if you think, beneath the gay voice throbbing,
    You hear the sound of one in sorrow sobbing--
    I sing thus since my mood is thus. Believe me,
    Madame, no hopeless love of you shall grieve me.

    If they have said that I look pale and worn,
    Time is at fault, not any woman’s scorn.
    If they have said I daily seek Death’s doors,
    What’s that to you? Am I a love of yours?

    _But if I see you smiling at Gigi that sweet way,
    Then I go to the galleys and you to churchyard clay._




         THE ROAD TO RONDA


    Along the road to Ronda
        Grow rosemary and thyme,
    And trails of periwinkle
        Among the brambles climb;
    But ’tis the broom the paths along
    That lifts the traveller’s heart to song.

    The broom its royal treasure
        Spills lavish, far and wide,
    No stone but has its banner
        Of cloth-of-gold beside,
    No weed but bears its nodding plume,
    Its careless bravery of bloom.

    The purple spears of lavender
        Smell sweet as charity,
    And amaryllis blossoms
        By grey-flowered rosemary;
    It’s worth a year of suffering
    To walk the Ronda road in spring.

    There grows a gallant army
        Of blossoms great and small
    Along the road to Ronda--
        The broom is lord of all.
    O fair and fair and wonder-fair,
    Spilt like the sunshine everywhere!

    RONDA, SPAIN.




         THE MOON AND THE MORNING


    The moon is riding high, the stars are shining
      But very palely, through the clear blue light;
    The plain is empty, and the circling mountains
      Rise cold and far through swathes of mist to-night.

    There is no wind astir, the serried rushes
      Stand straight as lances round the glassed lagoon;
    Within still waters grows a single lily,
      A great white flower of solitude, the moon.

    My shadow that seemed taller than the mountains
      Lies gathered at my feet, a pool of ink,
    And as I move towards the sombre reed-beds
      I watch it spill and trickle, spread and shrink.

    Here in the moon-blanched pasture wide and silent
      With no voice waking and no foot astir
    Save mine, the lovely sleeping night surrounds me
      And naught is real save the thought of her.

    And yet the plain will wake to green and golden
      Within a few still hours; a breath will pass
    Crisping the mirror-surface of the water;
      The larks will start up from the dewy grass;

    The proud far sky will smile and grow more kindly;
      The gauzy wisps of cloud that float in it--
    The small pale frightened clouds that cast no shadow
      Since they dim not the starshine as they flit--

    Will mass to eastward like a host with banners,
      Dawn’s dazzling banners streaming out unfurled
    Above the dayspring’s golden fountain welling
      Up from beneath the dark rim of the world.




         FLOWER AND THORN


    Black the storm-wind rides the sky, all the leaves are torn,
    Briers upon the common stand stripped to stick and thorn;
    Thorny is the brier, thorny is the brier,
    Mother Mary, keep me safe, give me my desire!

    Now the winter rains have gone, Heaven’s washed and clean,
    All the brooks are laughing sweet, all the trees are green;
    Leafy is the brier, leafy is the brier,
    Mother Mary in the sky, grant me my desire!

    Summer’s yellow on the land, throbbing warm and live,
    Hear her million voices hum like a lucky hive;
    Blossom of the brier, blossom of the brier,
    Mary in the summertime, give me my desire!

    All the talking winds are stilled in the autumn pause,
    Redder far than blood or fire blaze the hips and haws;
    Fruiting of the brier, fruiting of the brier--
    Mother Mary, must I die starved of my desire?




         THE GREY LAKE

       (_Lake Eyre, South Australia_)


    Far away to southward
      The grey lake lies,
    Thirty leagues of mud, bare
      To turquoise skies.

    Shallow, sluggish water,
      Warm--warm as blood;
    Not enough to cover
      The quaking mud.

    Hot winds drive the water
      In summer time
    Southward--and behind them
      There lies grey slime.

    Forty miles to westward,
      A hundred north,
    Wind-fiends hunt the water
      Back--back and forth.

    There are reed-grown islands
      The eye scarce sees,
    Grey ooze guarding grimly
      Their mysteries.

    Strange Things may survive there,
      What, who can tell?
    Monsters old--the lake-slime
      Can guard them well.

    No one knows those islands,--
      The gulls that fly
    May go near, but others
      Would surely die.

    For the wind-scourged water
      Would flee the ships,
    And the mud would open
      Her soft smooth lips.

    So the isles are sacred
      From alien tread,
    Since the slime can swallow
      And keep her dead.

    Who can know her secrets?
      The blue sky might--
    (Cloudless-hot in daytime,
      Star-gemmed at night).

    To and fro for ever
      The water swings,
    And the gulls fly over,
      For _they_ have wings.




         BURNING OFF


    They’re burning off at the Rampadells,
      The tawny flames uprise
    With greedy licking around the trees:
      The hot breath sears our eyes

    From cores already grown furnace-hot;
      The logs are well alight;
    We fling more wood where the flameless heart
      Is throbbing red and white.

    The fire bites deep in that beating heart,
      The creamy smoke-wreaths ooze
    From cracks and knot-holes along the trunk
      To melt in greys and blues.

        *       *       *       *       *

    The young horned moon has gone from the sky,
      And night has settled down;
    A red glare shows from the Rampadells,
      Grim as a burning town.

    Full seven fathoms above the rest
      A tree stands, great and old,
    A red-hot column whence fly the sparks,
      One ceaseless shower of gold.

    All hail the king of the fire before
      He sway and crack and crash
    To earth!--for surely to-morrow’s sun
      Will see him fine white ash.

    The king in his robe of falling stars
      No trace shall leave behind,
    And where he stood with his silent court
      The wheat shall bow to the wind.

    AUSTRALIA.




         AN OLD SONG


    The almond bloom is overpast, the apple blossoms blow.
    I never loved but one man, and I never told him so.

    My flowers will never come to fruit, but I have kept my pride--
    A little, cold, and lonely thing, and I have naught beside.

    The spring-wind caught my flowering dreams, they lightly blew away.
    I never had but one true love, and he died yesterday.




         BAZAR


    Dive in from the sunlight smiting like a falchion
      Underneath the awnings to the sudden shade,
    Saunter through the packed lane
                            Many-voiced, colourful,
      Rippling with the currents of the south and eastern trade.

    Here are Persian carpets, ivory, and peachbloom,
      Tints to fill the heart of any child of man;
    Here are copper rose-bowls,
                            Leopard-skins, emeralds,
      Scarlet slippers curly-toed and beads from Kordofan.

    Water-sellers pass with brazen saucers tinkling,
      Hajjis in the doorways tell their amber beads;
    Buy a lump of turquoise,
                            A scimitar, a neckerchief
      Worked with rose and saffron for a lovely lady’s needs?

    Here we pass the goldsmiths, copper-, brass-, and silversmiths,
      All a-clang and jingle, all a-glint and gleam;
    Here the silken webs hang,
                            Shimmering, delicate,
      Soft-hued as an afterglow and melting as a dream.

    Buy a little blue god brandishing a sceptre,
      Buy a dove with coral feet and pearly breast;
    Buy some ostrich-feathers,
                            Silver shawls, perfume-jars,
      Buy a stick of incense for the shrine that you love best.

    ASSUAN.




         SPRING ON THE PLAINS


    Spring has come to the plains,
    And, following close behind,
    Green of the welcome rains,
    And spice of the first warm wind;
    Beating of wings on high,
    For, overhead in the blue,
    Southward the brolgas fly,
    The cranes and pelicans too,
    Ibis, and proud black swan--
    And quivering cries float clear,
    After the birds are gone,
    Still lingering in the ear.

    Everywhere we pass
    The horses tread soft and deep;
    Clover and young green grass--
    Hark to the grazing sheep,
    Cropping steady and slow--
    A peaceful, satisfied sound;
    Thick on the paths we go
    Gold flowers are starring the ground.
    Spring! and the world’s astir,
    And everything gives praise,
    Singing the strength of her
    These lovely lengthening days.

    AUSTRALIA.




         PILGRIM SONG


    My feet are grey with the roadside dust,
      My hair is wet with the dew,
    My heart is flagging with weariness
      And faint with the want of you.

    You are as young as the breaking buds,
      You are as old as the sea;
    My soul burns white in the flame of you--
      Love, open your door to me!...

    I sought my love in the noontide heat,
      I sought in the bitter wind,
    And found her house--and the doors were shut,
      And the windows were barred and blind.




         THE COORONG SANDHILLS

       (_South Australia_)


    Over the Coorong sandhills only the wild duck fly,
    Naught is there but the knot-grass rank, and the sea, and the sky;
    Redder than cooling lava, slow heave the hills to the blue,
    Splendid, dazzling, and stainless, of sky and of ocean too.

    South to the frozen mountains faces the last red hill,
    Only the sea between them; almost as lone and still
    Shows the sand as the ice-peaks, but it has heat and light,
    Set against the aurora that shatters the polar night.

    If the sands have a language, healing it is and kind,
    Clean and strong like the sea-roar or the glad shout of the wind;
    If you but face them bravely, lost in a barren land,
    Never will they betray you, the sky and the sea and sand.

    Blue burns the sky above me, red the sand at my feet,
    Near and far on the sandhills shimmers the living heat;
    Hill after hill I conquer, changing yet still the same,
    Still flows the sand together and covers the way I came.

    Stretched in a warm sand-hollow late in the afternoon
    Watch I the wild duck flying back to the long lagoon;
    Black on an amber sunset passes the last of the flight--
    Over the Coorong sandhills quiver the pinions of night.




         TWO JAPANESE SONGS


                 I

         THE HEART OF A BIRD

    _What does the bird-seller know of the heart of a bird?_

    There was a bird in a cage of gold, a small red bird in a cage of gold;
    The sun shone through the bars of the cage, out of the wide heaven;
    The depths of the sky were soft and blue, greatly to be longed for.
    The bird sang for desire of the sky, and her feathers shone
        redder for sorrow;
    And many passed in the street below, and they said one to another:
    “Ah, that we had hearts as light as a bird’s!”

    _But what does the passer-by know of the heart of a bird?_

    _What does the bird-seller know of the heart of a bird?_

    “I have given grain for you to eat and water that you may bathe.”
    Shall not this bird be content? is there need to clip her wings?
    No, for her cage is very strong, the golden bars are set close;
    Yet the real bird has flown away, very far away over the rice-fields;
    There is only the shadow-body in the cage.

    _What does the bird-seller care for the heart of a bird?_


              II

         A SMOKE SONG

    There is a grey plume of smoke on the horizon,
    The smoke of a steamer that has departed over the edge of the world.
    There is the smoke of a dying fire in my heart,
    The smoke has hurt my eyes, they ache with tears.




         AN AFTERGLOW ON THE NILE


      Silver and misty rose
    And iris-flushed mother-of-pearl
      Is the world at the clear day’s close,
    River and sky and sand:
      Into a land we sail
    Soft-hued like the dreams of a girl,
      Vaguely outlined and bubble-frail--
    Into a mystic land.

      Speak, and the vision breaks,
    Yea, feel but too strongly, it flies
      From the tumult its beauty wakes
    Deep in our hearts’ stronghold;
      We can but stand and gaze,
    With all our souls’ life in our eyes,
      As we spin out this day of days
    Thin to a thread of gold.

       *       *       *       *       *

      Life has a flagon tall
    O’erbrimming with beauty’s clear wine,
      We only can sip at it all--
    If we could lay it by,
      Treasure it, hold it fast,
    And revel in colour divine
      When the grey days come past,
    Then we should never die.

      That is for gods alone,
    For beauty has butterfly wings,
      And we never can make it our own,
    Bloom unscattered, unless
      We are as gods, apart--
    And not one of these wonderful things
      May I ever set down, though my heart
    Break in its helplessness.




         THE EXPLORER


    Had I been Adam in Eden-glade
      _I_ should have climbed the wall
    Or ever the Woman found the fruit,
      Crimson and ripe to fall.

    For though the garden be Paradise,
      Gardens are little worth
    To one who thirsts for the wilderness
      Lonely in all the earth.

    So out of the garden greenery
      Heavy with jasmine scent
    And past the slumbering gentle beasts
      I would go forth content.

    I’d think of naught save the wall, but gain
      Over the other side
    A fair mixed world of evil and good,
      Chancy and wild and wide.

    Sorrow and hunger and pain and fear,
      Peace that is won through strife,
    The changing luck of the changing year
      Giving its zest to life.

    Had _I_ been Adam in Eden-close
      Never was wall so high
    ’Could keep me out of the lean brown earth,
      Though it might reach the sky!

    _Had I been Adam in Paradise
      I should ha’ climbed the wall,
    I want not only the sweet of life
      But all--all--all!_




         SEPTEMBER


    The morns are growing misty, the nights are turning cold,
    The linden leaves are falling like a shower of gold;
    _And over where my heart is, beneath the southern sun,
    The shearing’s nearly over and the spring’s begun_.

    _The crying flocks are driven to feed in peace again,
    They stream and spread and scatter on the smooth green plain,
    And in the sky above them the soft spring breezes keep
    A flock of clouds as snowy as the new-shorn sheep._

    Now later comes the sunshine and sooner comes the dark,
    The barefoot newsboys shiver, the ladies in the Park
    Wear furs about their shoulders, for autumn winds are keen,
    And rusty curling edges fleck the chestnuts’ green.

    The mists hang gauzy curtains of pearl and pigeon-blue
    Between us and the distance, the street-lamps shining through
    Wear each a golden halo diaphanous and fair--
    But not one whit more lovely than my own clear air.

    _More clear than you can dream it, as bright as diamond
    It bathes the plains and ridges and the hills beyond,
    It bathes the pillared woodlands that ring with bellbird notes,
    With mating calls and answers from a thousand throats._

    The lamps are lit in London, beneath their searching light
    The smiling anxious faces look strained and very white;
    _And over where my heart is, twelve thousand miles away,
    The dewy grass is glinting at the break of day_.

    LONDON.




         RIDING RHYME


    Mount, mount in the morning dew;
    A man loved me when the world was new.

    Ride, ride while the dawn is cool:
    I was angry and he was a fool.

    Ride, ride through the shadows grey:
    I told him to go and he went away.

    Ride, ride through the sun’s first gold;
    I go alone now the world is old.

    Ride, ride, for your horse is good;
    He never came to me or understood.

    Ride, ride, and you’ll travel far;
    I tore my heart out and hid the scar.

    Ride with a man at your bridle-rein--
    My man never will come again.

    Ride, ride, for the sun is strong:
    O but a lonely road can be long!

    Ride, ride, for the light grows dim:
    What of the others? I wanted him.

    Home, home, for the tale is told:
    I was young and now I am old.




         FOUR TRANSLATIONS FROM THE GERMAN


               I

       (_Writer unknown_)

      I heard a sickle sighing,
    Yea, sighing through the corn,
      I heard a maiden crying
    That was for love forlorn.

      “Give over, love, give over!
    I care not what may pass,
      For in the green, green clover
    I’ve found another lass.”

      “If in the green, green clover
    The while I stand apart
      You’ve found another lover
    I well may break my heart.”


           II

       (_Keller_)

    I was a master-weaver
      To weave my grief and care,
    And day and night I fashioned
      A heavy robe to wear.

    I trailed it on the highway
      Dust-grey, with weary pride,
    I set upon my forehead
      A wreath of thorns beside.

    The sun on high in Heaven
      Looked down and loud laughed he:
    “What little dwarf goes yonder
      In robes of majesty?”

    Ashamed I laid my mantle
      And crown upon the sod,
    And sorrowless and joyless
      The dusty road I plod.


          III

       (_Storm_)

    Out of my slumber I woke in affright;
    Why does the lark sing so deep in the night?

    The day is gone, the morning is far,
    Down on my pillow shines many a star;

    And ever the song of the lark I hear;
    Oh, voice of the dawning, I shrink in fear.


             IV

       (_Hofmannsthal_)

    She bore the beaker o’er to him--
    Her chin was rounded like its rim--
    So light and steady was her tread,
    Not one drop of the wine was shed.

    So light and sinewy his hand,
    He rode his young horse carelessly,
    And with an easy mastery
    He forced it to a quivering stand.

    And yet when from her hand the light
    Small beaker he must take, they found
    That it was all too hard, for lo,
    Both he and she did tremble so
    Their two hands never met aright,
    And dark wine trickled on the ground.




         CHÂTEAU D’ESPAGNE


    Castle-of-Spain is builded high,
    Thrusting its towers towards the sky,
    With its shot-windows looking down
    Over the ribbed roofs of the town
    That like a cat, her mousing done,
    Stretches at ease there in the sun.

    Castle-of-Spain upon the crest
    Thrones like an eagle come to rest;
    Shut wings ready to spread once more
    And great and still in the blue to soar:--
    On that day you will turn to find
    Your castle gone with no wrack behind!

    Castle-of-Spain is hard to take.
    Your feet will bleed and your heart may break
    Long ere that stony height you gain--
    Better the safe and pleasant plain!
    For, reach the summit, nothing’s there
    Save mocking sun and empty air
    Or a tall cloud-tower in the heaven’s span--
    Small comfort that to an earthly man!
    Castle-of-Spain is builded high
    Up above us, beyond the sky....

          _Easy we build you, hardly we gain,
          Castle-of-Spain, Castle-of-Spain!_

    SAN PABLO, ANDALUSIA.




         BATHING RHYME


    Turquoise-green the laughing sea
    And the beach is ivory,
    Creamy-yellow, creamy-smooth--
    How the small waves lisp and soothe!
    Those grave woods will not betray,
    All the shore is ours to-day,
    There’s no soul for many a mile
    And the curved waves call and smile,
    Coax and whisper and beguile ...
    Quick, your garments cast aside
    Go to meet the rising tide!

    Childlike run we hand in hand
    Down the <DW72> of hard smooth sand,
    From the kissing sun’s embrace
    To the kissing waves that race
    Frothing rainbows round our feet--
    O the cool shock sharp and sweet!
    O the healing of the sea,
    Clearer than it seemed to be!
    Even clearer--lucent green
    Like the eyes of some sea queen.

    Looking through the water’s shimmer
    Can you see a moving glimmer
    Whiter than the rippled sand,
    White as snow--a beckoning hand?
    Dive, and lo! it swings from sight,
    Vanishing in broken light.
    She is gone, but memories stay
    And transfigure all the day;
    In the waves’ soft touch there lingers
    Something of her cool white fingers;
    Is that shell her gleaming throat,
    That dark weed, her hair afloat?...
    So her troubling beauty’s power
    Like the perfume of a flower
    Penetrates the sea and air
    Making everything more fair:
    Pleasure stabbing to the brain
    With the joy that touches pain.

    Of the water’s strength made free,
    We’re a part of all the sea;
    Close its clean caress enfolds,
    And each joy that motion holds
    Taste we--glad to be alive--
    Race the curling waves, or dive
    To green dusk, and meet the day
    Swift before has passed away
    All our crystal pathway thick
    With the bubbles rising quick;
    Or when that is done we lie
    Rocking, gazing at the sky,
    Blue and sweet and purely lit
    That we gasp to look on it....

    Looking through the sunshot deep,
    Where our sea-maid lies asleep,
    Throat upflung, as white as lime,
    With the clear waves keeping time
    To the heaving of her breast--
    Here we see to veil her rest
    Every jewel-tint of green:
    Jade, smaragdus, tourmaline,
    Beryl and green sapphire’s light,
    Streaky solid malachite,
    Chrysoprase and peacock-sheen
    Of the opal’s shifting green--
    Patched and barred with purple dye
    Where the rocks like watch-dogs lie,
    Waiting crouched beneath the wave,
    Hungry, cruel as the grave....

    Colour floods our souls until
    They must brim and overspill,
    Cups too small to bear away
    Half the beauty of the day.
    But when walking bound with heat
    Shackled in the airless street,
    When the sky has lost its light
    And o’er all the dust is white--
    We shall turn to dreams of this
    As a damned soul thinks of bliss,
    And the loveliness we fail
    Now to grasp shall count full tale.




     MONTORO’S SONG AGAINST COUNT ALVARO DE LUNA,
            HIGH CONSTABLE OF CASTILE

       (_From the Spanish of E. Marquina_)


    “King, a flock is feeding
    down the cliff unheeding
        and upon the hill,
    with your crook to shepherd it....”
    --It is yours, O Favourite.
        Ask for what you will.

    “In your crown a jewel
    blazes fierce and cruel--
        kingship to fulfil.
    Such a royal stone is it....”
    --It is yours, O Favourite.
        Ask for what you will.

    “King, see, your rejected
    sceptre lies neglected
        on the throne-steps still.
    Long you have forgotten it....”
    --It is yours, O Favourite.
        Ask for what you will.

    “King, in kingly measure
    I have spent my treasure,
        haste my stores to fill!
    Be my Envoy leal and fit--”
    --I shall do so, Favourite.
        Ask for what you will.

    “King, tell me I am dreaming;
    I see the tapers gleaming;
        a scaffold boding ill
    with the headsman swart by it--”
    --It is yours, O Favourite,
        ask for what you will.




         SEA-FOG


    Into the soft mist the fishing-boats go,
    As silent as moonlight, as silent as snow;
    Just where the pale sea melts into the sky,
    Silver-grey birds of the autumn, they fly
    Slowly and smoothly and statelily past
    Till their wide pinions are hidden at last.

    From the high rock whence I watch on the hill
    Down to the sea, all is muffled and still.
    Never a leaflet stirs soft overhead,
    Everything living is frozen or fled,
    Fled through the mist to more wonderful things....
    Am I the only soul left without wings?

    PENZANCE.




         SORROW


    My Sorrow, O my Sorrow, when first you came to rest
    Crouched huddling on my hearthstone, I held you to my breast
    And cuddled and caressed you, and rocked you o’er and o’er--
    My Sorrow like a baby that creeps upon the floor!

    I showed you to my neighbours, I made you rhymes to sing,
    For I was proud to own you, the delicate small thing;
    And so I nursed you always, till you are grown to-day,
    My Sorrow, like a tiger tense-crouching for his prey.

    Yea, silently and swiftly, my Sorrow, you have grown
    Till you are waxed so dreadful I dare not be alone--
    Alone I dare not face you, lest I be slain outright--
    I pray you, monster Sorrow, to sheathe your claws to-night!




         SEAGULL


    O that these words of mine,
      Leaden and dull,
    Shone as your feathers shine,
      Swift-racing gull;

    Sped like your arrow-flight,
      Flashing between
    All the wide heaven’s light
      And the waves’ green!

    Is it the wind’s caress
      Bears you along,
    Your white wings motionless,
      Delicate, strong?

    No, in a moment more
      Down the steep air
    You shoot and whirl and soar,
      Effortless there.

    Facing the wind you go,
      Splendid and free,
    Dark on the sky you show,
      White on the sea.

    Now to the waves you swoop,
      Snatch at your prey--
    Smoothly you pause and stoop,
      And are away,

    While the sea’s rage is spent
      Leaping at you,
    Who make high merriment
      Up in the blue.

    Then to her calming breast
      That pulses still
    You will come down to rest
      At your wild will.

    O for the shining word
      Swift as the light,
    Showing you, gladdest bird,
      Angel of flight!


         THE TEMPLE PRESS, PRINTERS, LETCHWORTH





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