***




Produced by Al Haines.




[Illustration: Cover]




[Illustration: Portrait of Frederick Treves]




                             THE TALE OF A
                             FIELD HOSPITAL


                                   BY
                      SIR FREDERICK TREVES, BART.
                         G.C.V.O., C.B., LL.D.

       Late Consulting Surgeon with H.M. Troops in South Africa,
           Serjeant-Surgeon to H.M. the King, Author of "The
                    Other Side of the Lantern," etc.



                              NEW EDITION



                     _WITH PORTRAIT OF THE AUTHOR_

                        CASSELL AND COMPANY, LTD
                London, New York, Toronto and Melbourne
                                  1912




                     First Published _October_ 1900
                 _Reprinted November and December_ 1900
                       _February and August_ 1901
                      New Edition, _November_ 1911




                         Preface to New Edition

The South African War, of which this Tale is told, is already near to be
forgotten, although there are many to whom it still remains the most
tragic memory of their lives.

War is ever the same: an arena, aglare with pomp and pageant, for the
display of that most elemental and most savage of human passions, the
lust to kill, as well as a dumb torture place where are put to the test
man's fortitude and his capacity for the endurance of pain.

This brief narrative is concerned not with shouting hosts in defiant
array, but with the moaning and distorted forms of men who have been
"scorched by the flames of war."  It deals with the grey hours after the
great, world-echoing display is over, with the night that ends the
gladiator's show, when the arena is occupied only by the maimed, the
dying and the dead.

It is admitted that in the South African War the medical needs of the
Army were efficiently and promptly supplied.  This account serves to
show of what kind is the work of the Red Cross in the field. It may
serve further to bring home to the reader the appalling condition of the
wounded in war when--as in the present campaign in the Near East--the
provision for the care of the sick is utterly inadequate, if not
actually lacking.

FREDERICK TREVES.

THATCHED HOUSE LODGE,
      RICHMOND PARK, SURREY.
_November_, 1912.




                      Preface to the First Edition

In this little book some account is given of a field hospital which
followed for three months the Ladysmith Relief Column, from the time, in
fact, that that column left Frere until it entered the long-beleaguered
town.  The fragmentary record is based upon notes written day by day on
the spot.  Some of the incidents related have been already recounted in
a series of letters published in the _British Medical Journal_, and
certain fragments of those letters are reproduced in these pages, or
have been amplified under circumstances of greater leisure.

The account, such as it is, is true.

It may be that the story is a little sombre, and possibly on occasions
gruesome; but war, as viewed from the standpoint of a field hospital,
presents little that is cheery.

It appears that some interest might attach to an account of the manner
in which our wounded faced their troubles, and of the way in which they
fared, and under the influence of that impression this imperfect sketch
has been written.




                                CONTENTS


CHAPTER

   1. The Field Hospital
   2. Frere Camp
   3. The Hospital Dog
   4. The Morning of Colenso
   5. The Hospital under the Ridge
   6. Inside an Operation-Tent
   7. The Surgeons of the Field Hospitals
   8. A Professional Visit by Rail
   9. The Hospital Train at Colenso
  10. The Nurses at Chieveley
  11. Some Traits in the Men
  12. The Sign of the Wooden Cross
  13. The Men with the Spades
  14. The Marching
  15. Spearman's Farm
  16. The Hospital at Spearman's
  17. The Two White Lights
  18. After Spion Kop
  19. The Story of the Restless Man
  20. "Did We Win?"
  21. The Fighting Spirit
  22. The Body-Snatchers
  23. Seeing Them Off
  24. A Funeral at Spearman's
  25. Absent-Mindedness
  26. At Chieveley Again
  27. A Journey to Ladysmith
  28. A Straggler
  29. How a Surgeon Won the Victoria Cross
  30. "SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI"




                              THE TALE OF
                            A FIELD HOSPITAL



                                   I

                           THE FIELD HOSPITAL


The Field Hospital, of which some account is given in these pages, was
known as "No. 4 Stationary Field Hospital."  The term "stationary" is
hardly appropriate, since the Hospital moved with the column, and, until
at least the relief of Ladysmith, it followed the Headquarters' camp.
The term, however, serves to distinguish "No. 4" from the smaller field
hospitals which were attached to the various brigades, and which were
much more mobile and more restless.

At the commencement of the campaign the capacity of the Hospital was
comparatively small. The officers in charge were Major Kirkpatrick,
Major Mallins, and Lieutenant Simson, all of the Royal Army Medical
Corps.  These able officers--and none could have been more
efficient--were, I regret to say, all invalided as the campaign
progressed.

Before the move was made to Spearman's Farm the Hospital was enlarged,
and the staff was increased by the addition of eight civil surgeons.  It
is sad to report that of these two died in the camp and others were
invalided.  No men could have worked better together than did the army
surgeons and their civilian colleagues.

The greatest capacity of the Hospital was reached after the battle of
Spion Kop, when we had in our tents about 800 wounded.

Some account of the nurses who accompanied the Hospital is given in a
section which follows.

The Hospital was well equipped, and the supplies were ample.  We carried
with us a large number of iron bedsteads complete with mattresses,
blankets, and sheets.  These were all presented to the Hospital by Mr.
Acutt, a generous merchant at Durban.  It is needless to say that they
proved an inexpressible boon, and even when the Hospital had to trust
only to ox transport, all the bedsteads went with it.

The ladies of the colony, moreover, worked without ceasing to supply the
wounded with comforts, and "No. 4" had reason to be grateful for their
well-organised kindness.

The precise number of patients who were treated in the Hospital is no
doubt recorded in the proper quarter, but some idea of the work
accomplished may be gained from the fact that practically all the
wounded in the Natal campaign--from the battle of Colenso to the relief
of Ladysmith--passed through No. 4 Stationary Field Hospital.  The
exceptions were represented by the few cases sent down direct by train
or ambulance from the smaller field hospitals.




                                   II

                               FRERE CAMP


It was from Frere Camp that the army under General Buller started for
the Tugela River, and the Hospital pitched its tents in that camp on the
evening of Monday, December 11th, 1899.  We went up from
Pietermaritzburg by train.  The contents were soon emptied out on the
line, some little way outside Frere Station, and close to the railway
the Hospital was put up.  That night we all slept under canvas--many for
the first time--and all were well pleased that we had at last arrived at
the front.

Frere is merely a station on the line of rail which traverses Natal, and
as it consists only of some three or four houses and a few trees it can
hardly be dignified by the name of hamlet.  Frere is simply a speck--a
corrugated iron oasis--on the vast undulating plains of the veldt.
These plains roll away to the horizon, and are broken only by kopjes and
dongas and the everlasting ant-hills.

On the way towards Ladysmith are a few kopjes of large size, from any
one of which the line of the Tugela can be seen, with the hills beyond,
occupied by the Boer entrenchments, and over them again the hills which
dominate Ladysmith.  On the way towards Estcourt winds a brown road,
along which an endless train of ox-wagons rumble and are lost in the
wilderness of the camp.

The river which is reputed to "run" through Frere has long since ceased
to run.  The water is retained by certain dams, and the pools thus
formed are uninviting.  The water is the colour of pea-soup, and when in
a glass is semi-opaque and of a faint brownish colour.  The facetious
soldier, as he drinks it, calls it "khaki and water."

In the lowest pool, immediately above the iron railway bridge which has
been blown up by the Boers, Tommy Atkins bathes with gusto in what is
seemingly a light- mud.  Here also he washes his socks and his
shirts.

The centre of the camp is the railway station, and that of Frere is the
smallest and most unpretending that any hamlet could pretend to.  It is,
however, crowded out of all reason, and its platform of hard earth is
covered with boxes and baggage and sacks and saddles in as much disorder
as if they had been thrown in panic from a burning train. Between the
little goods shed and the little booking-office are several stands of
rifles.  A sentry, proud apparently in his covering of dust, is parading
one end of the platform, while at the other end a motley crowd of
perspiring soldiers are filling water-bottles at the tank which supplies
the engine.  In the waiting-room a tumbled mass of men are asleep on the
floor, while on a bench in front of it two men-of-war's men are
discussing an English paper six weeks old.

Outside the station are ramparts of provision boxes and cases of
ammunition, and iron water cisterns and mealie bags, and to the
fragments of a railing which surrounds the station horses, of all kinds
and in all stages of weariness, are tied.

A ragged time-table on the wall, dealing with the train service to
Pretoria, and with the precise hour of the arrival of the trains there,
seems but a sorry jest.  The stationmaster's house has been looted, and
the little garden in front of it has been trampled out of being, save
for two or three red geraniums which still bloom amidst the dirt.  This
house is, for the time, the general's headquarters, and before it waves
the Union Jack.

When we reached the camp it was stated that 30,000 men were under
canvas.  A camp of this size must of necessity present an endless scene
of bustle and movement.  Nothing seemed at rest but the interminable
array of white tents and the rows of baggage wagons.  Cavalry would be
moving in one direction and infantry in another.  Here a mounted patrol
would be riding out or a couple of scouts coming in.  There would be a
long line of Kaffirs carrying bales and boxes to a temporary depot, and
here a troop of eager horses hurrying to the river to drink.  Gallopers
would be seen in all directions, and everywhere would be struggling
teams of oxen or of mules enveloped in clouds of dust and urged on by
sweating men and strange oaths, and by the shrill yells of the Kaffir
drivers, whose dust-dried throats gave out noises like the shrieks of
parrots.

There was no shade of any kind, and the camp during the day lay dry,
dusty, parched and restless under a blazing sun, but at night there was
a cool wind and cheery camp fires, and a darkness which blotted out the
dusty roads, the dried-up river, the dismal piles of stores, and the
general picture of a camp in a desert of baked earth.

Every night a search-light was at work sending dispatches to Ladysmith,
and almost every morning could be heard the Boer guns thundering over
that unhappy place.

The British soldier looked very smart in his khaki suit when embarking
at Southampton, but at Frere he showed the effects of wear, and his
tunic, his belt, his pouches, his boots and his face, had all toned down
to one uniform tint of dirt colour.  He was of the earth earthy.  He was
unshaven.  His clothes had that abject look of want of "fit" that is
common to clothes which have been slept in, which have been more than
once soaked through, and which have more than once dried upon the body
of the owner.




                                  III

                            THE HOSPITAL DOG


Prominent among the _personnel_ of the Hospital should be placed
"Durban," the Hospital dog.  He was a brindled bull terrier of
exceptional physique and intelligence, and the story about him was that
he was a refugee dog who had attached himself to "No. 4" at Durban, and
that for want of a better name he had been called after that pleasant
town.

He had a great love of adventure, and fell into the life of a moving
camp with gusto.  His good temper and his placid appreciation of a
practical joke were among his many excellent qualities.  When the
orderlies were paraded on the platform of Pietermaritzburg Station,
previous to their being entrained for Frere, "Durban" took his place in
the ranks with no little dignity.

The orderlies were devoted to him and he to them, and I have no doubt
that, pampered and humoured in every canine whim, he is with the
Hospital still.

"Durban" had had a special collar made for him on which was emblazoned
the red cross and the name of his company.  Just before starting for
Chieveley his particular master made him a pair of putties, in which his
fore legs were enveloped. He was uncommonly pleased with these
embarrassing articles of clothing, and was never tired of going round
the camp to show them to his many admirers.  At Spearman's he was
provided with a travelling kit, consisting of a waterproof cape with two
minute panniers on either side, marked with the red cross, and furnished
with unappreciated surgical dressings.  This exquisite outfit was with
difficulty secured in position, and in the early stages of a march was
sure to be found dangling beneath "Durban's" ample chest.

His passion for bathing was only equalled by his passion for catching
flies, and when we reached the Lesser Tugela he would join party after
party on their way to the river, and would bathe as long and as often as
he found anyone to bathe with.

He was useful, too, as a watch-dog, and performed no mean services in
connection with the commissariat department.  Some sheep were given to
the Hospital, and for a day or two it was a problem as to how advantage
could be taken of this important supply of food.  The sheep, when wanted
for the kitchen, could not be caught, and could not be shot, and so
"Durban" was appealed to in the difficulty.  Accompanied by the cook, on
certain mornings "Durban" made his way to the little flock out on the
veldt, and never failed to pull down a sheep.  He followed the cook and
the sheep back to the camp with the air of one who deserved well of his
country.




                                   IV

                         THE MORNING OF COLENSO


At daybreak on the morning of December 15th the Field Hospital was
already astir.  While it was yet dark the silence of the camp was broken
in upon by the rousing of the orderlies, by much slapping upon the sides
of silent tents, by much stumbling over darkened tent ropes, and by
sudden calls of "Get up, you chaps," "Tumble out," "Chuck yourselves
about."  "Why don't you wake a man up?" cries out one peevish voice
among the recently roused.  "Why don't you make a noise?" says another
in sleepy tones.  "Is the whole camp afire and is the Boers on us, or is
this your idea of calling a gentleman?" mutters a sarcastic man, as he
puts his head out of the fly of his tent.

In a few minutes everyone in the camp is on the move, for there is
little needed to complete a toilet beyond the tightening of a belt and
the pulling on of a pair of boots.  All are in the best of spirits, and
the collecting together of goods and chattels and the preparing of a
hurried breakfast proceed amidst infinite chatter and many camp
pleasantries. We are at last on the move.  We are the last to go.  This
is the day of the long expected battle, and we are to push on to the
front.  The real fighting is to begin, and there is not a man who is not
possessed by the conviction that the Boers will to-day be swept from the
Tugela--if they have not already fled--and that General Buller will have
a "walk over."

One cannot but be reminded, many times since, that the advance to
Ladysmith was always spoken of as a "walk over."

Moreover, everyone is glad to leave Frere--dreary, sweltering Frere.
Since the column left it has become a waste of desolation; the very
grass has been already worn away, and there is nothing but an expanse of
bald earth, scarred with the landmarks of a camp that was, glistening
with empty meat and biscuit tins which flash in the sun, and dotted over
with a rabble of debris.  The picturesque cavalry camp, with its rows of
restless horses, is now only indicated by more or less formal lines of
dirtier dirt.  The avenues and squares of white tents are gone, and in
their place is a khaki waste covered with the most melancholy of refuse.

At the outskirts of great towns there is usually, in a place or two, a
desert plot of land marked off by disreputable relics of a fence and
trodden into barren earth by innumerable untidy feet.  If such a plot be
diversified with occasional ash heaps, with derelict straw, and with
empty tins and bottomless pots and pans, it will represent in miniature
the great camp of Frere after the column had moved to the river.

Frere was indeed no longer Frere.  It had become suddenly quiet, and the
depressed garrison left behind were almost too listless to watch, with
suitable jealousy, our preparations for departure.

On this particular morning the sun rose gloriously. Out of the gloom
there emerged rapidly the grey heights of the far-off Drachenbergs, and
as the light of the dawn fell full upon them, their ashen precipices and
pinnacles became rose- and luminous; and the terraces of green
which marked the foot of each line of barren cliff seemed so near and so
strangely lit that many a man, busy in the work of striking camp,
stopped to gaze on these enchanted mountains.  The whole range, however,
looks chilled and barren--as barren, as solitary, as unearthly as the
mountains of the moon.

Before the peaks of the Drachenbergs were well alight the boom of our
great guns sounded with startling clearness, and it was evident that the
prelude for the battle had begun.

In due course a train of goods wagons backed down to the side of the
hospital.  The tents and countless panniers, boxes, sacks, and
miscellaneous chattels of the hospital were packed upon the trucks. Our
instructions were to proceed by train to Colenso, and to there unload
and camp.  There was apparently no doubt but that the village by the
Tugela would immediately be in our hands.  Early rumours reached us,
indeed, that the Boers had fled, and that no living thing was to be seen
on the heights beyond the river.  These rumours were soon to be
discredited by the incessant roar of cannon, and later by the barking of
the "pom-pom" and the minor patter of rifle firing.

Four nurses were to go with the train: the two who had accompanied me
from London, Miss McCaul and Miss Tarr, and two army sisters from
Netley, Sister Sammut and Sister Martin.

While the train was being loaded the nurses waited at the hotel or
store.  The hotel, a little unpretending bungalow, represented one of
the three or four dwellings which made up the settlement of Frere.  It
was kept by Mr. and Mrs. Wilson, to whose hospitality we were, on this
and other occasions, much indebted.  Mr. Wilson and his family were
excellent representatives of the many sturdy and loyal colonists who are
to be found throughout Natal.  When the Boers approached Frere they were
compelled to fly to the south, and when they returned to what had once
been a home, they found such a wreck of a house as only Boers can
effect.  Everything had been looted that could be looted, and what could
not be removed had been ruthlessly broken up.  Even the books in the
ample book-case had been torn to pieces.  The empty rooms were filled
with filth and wreckage, and nothing had escaped the obscene hands of
these malicious marauders.  Every cupboard had been torn open and, if
possible, torn down; every drawer had been rifled of its contents; and
on the floor, among fragments of broken chairs and crockery and
discarded articles of clothing, would be found a photograph of a child,
trampled out of recognition, or some small keepsake which had little
value but its associations.  The Boers, indeed, do not stop at mere
looting, but mark their visits by fiendish malice and by a savage
mischievousness which would not be unworthy of an escaped baboon.

The train carrying the hospital and its possessions moved on to Frere
Station, where it took up the equipment of officers and men.  There was
a passenger carriage with one compartment in which were accommodated the
nurses and three others. The officers, sergeants, and orderlies rode on
the piles of baggage which filled the open trucks.

The day was blazing hot, and thirst proportionate. The heat oppressed
one with the sense of something that had weight.  Any breeze that moved
was heavy with heat.

At last we started for the actual front, full of expectancy and in the
best of spirits.  The distance to Chieveley is about seven miles across
the veldt, across the trestle bridge, and past the wreck of the armoured
train.  The train moved up the incline to Chieveley very slowly, and as
we approached the higher ground it struck us all that the incessant
artillery and rifle firing, and the constantly repeated crack of the
"pom-pom," were hardly consistent with the much-emphasised "walk-over."

Outside Chieveley Station, the station of which we were to see so much
later on, the crawling train stopped, and a galloper came up with a
message requesting me to go down to the battlefield at once. At the same
time, Major Brazier-Creagh, who was in charge of the hospital train, and
who was always as near the front as he could get, came up and told us
that things were going badly at Colenso, that we had lost several guns,
and that the wounded were coming in in scores.




                                   V

                      THE HOSPITAL UNDER THE RIDGE


My wagon and mules were already at Chieveley when the train reached that
place, and I was able to start for the scene of action without a
moment's delay.

From Chieveley the grass-covered veldt <DW72>s evenly to the Tugela and
to Colenso village, which lies upon its southern bank.  This <DW72>, some
few miles from Chieveley, is broken by a long ridge, upon which the 4.7
naval guns were placed.  From this ridge the whole battlefield could be
viewed.

Under the shelter of the ridge, and close to the great guns, four little
field hospitals were pitched, and here I made my first acquaintance with
the circumstances of war.  Each field hospital would be represented by a
small central marquee, which formed an operating and dressing station,
and a number of bell tents around it, which would accommodate in all
about one hundred patients.

When I arrived the ambulances were already coming in--the dreary
ambulances, each one with a load of suffering, misery, and death!  Each
wagon was drawn by ten mules and driven by a Kaffir, and over the dusty
hood of each the red cross flag waved in the shimmering heat.  They came
along slowly, rocking and groaning over the uneven veldt like staggering
men, and each drew up at one or other of the little hospitals under the
ridge.  Every ambulance carried a certain number of wounded men who were
well enough to sit up, and a smaller number who were lying on
stretchers--the "sitting up" and "lying down" cases, as they were
respectively called.  Those who could move themselves were soon helped
down from the wagon by willing hands, while the stretchers were taken
out by relays of trained bearers.

What a spectacle it was!  These were the very khaki-clad soldiers who
had, not so long ago, left Waterloo, spick and span, amid a hurricane of
cheers, and now they were coming back to camp silent and listless, and
scarcely recognisable as men. They were burnt a brown red by the sun,
their faces were covered with dust and sweat, and were in many cases
blistered by the heat; their hands were begrimed; some were without
tunics, and the blue army shirts they wore were stiff with blood. Some
had helmets and some were bare-headed.  All seemed dazed, weary, and
depressed.

Their wounds were of all kinds, and many had been shot in more places
than one.  Here was a man nursing a shattered arm in the blood-stained
rags of a torn-up sleeve.  There was another with his head bandaged up
and his face painted with black streaks of dried blood, holding a
crushed helmet beneath his arm like a collapsible opera hat.

Some still gripped their rifles or dragged their bandoliers along as
they limped to the tents.  Many were wandering about aimlessly.  All
were parched with thirst, for the heat was extreme.  Here a man with a
bandaged, bootless foot would be hopping along with the aid of his gun,
while another with his eyes covered up would be clinging to the tunic of
a comrade who could see his way to the tents. One or two of those who
were lying on the ground were vomiting, while near by a poor fellow, who
had been shot through the lung, was coughing up blood.

All around the operation-marquee men were sitting and lying on the
ground, waiting for their turn at the surgeon's hands; while here would
be a great heap of dusty rifles, and there a pile of discarded
accoutrements, tunics and boots, and elsewhere a medley of boxes,
panniers, canteen tins, cooking pots, and miscellaneous baggage.  A few
helmets were lying about which had probably dropped off the stretchers,
or had been removed from the dead, for some of them were blood-stained
and crushed out of shape, or riddled with holes.

The saddest cases among the wounded were those on the stretchers, and
the stretchers were lying on the ground everywhere, and on each was a
soldier who had been "hard hit."  Some of those on the stretchers were
already dead, and some kindly hand had drawn a jacket over the poor,
dust-stained face. One or two were delirious, and had rolled off their
stretchers on to the ground; others were strangely silent, and at most
were trying to shade their eyes from the blinding sun.  One man, who was
paralysed below the waist from a shot in the spine, was repeatedly
raising up his head in order to look with persisting wonder and
curiosity at limbs which he could not move and in which he could not
feel. Here and there groups of dusty men, who had been but slightly
wounded, were sitting on the ground together, too tired and too
depressed even to talk, or at most muttering a word or two now and then
in a whisper.

Overworked orderlies were busy everywhere. Some were heating water or
soup over the camp fires; others were hurrying round to each wounded man
with water and bread.  The majority were occupied in helping the injured
to the tents or were concerned in attempting to relieve those who seemed
in most distress.

The surgeons in their shirt-sleeves were working for their lives.  Some
were busy in the operation-marquee, while others were going from man to
man among the crowd upon the ground, giving morphia, adjusting limbs,
and hurrying each of the wounded into the shelter of a tent with as much
speed as possible.  Yet, although the whole ground seemed covered with
stricken men, the dismal ambulances were still crawling in, and far over
the veldt the red cross flag of other wagons could be seen moving slowly
up to the naval ridge.

Would this procession of wagons never end!

Besides the ambulances there was the Volunteer Bearer Company, organised
by Colonel Gallwey, C.B.  The men of this Company were now tramping in
in a long, melancholy line made up of little groups of six slowly moving
figures carrying a stretcher between them, and on each stretcher was a
khaki mass that rocked as the stretcher rocked, and that represented a
British soldier badly wounded, possibly dying, possibly dead.

Above the hubbub of the swarming hospitals was still to be heard the
boom of the accursed guns.

In the rear the whistle and puff of a train at Chieveley sounded
curiously out of place, and about the outskirts of the hospital some
outspanned oxen were grazing as unconcernedly as if they were wandering
in a meadow in England.  Over all was the blazing sun and the blinding
sky.

Late in the afternoon a thunderstorm passed overhead, and when the rain
came down the wounded, who were lying on the grass, were covered over
with the waterproof ground-sheets which were used in the tents.  This
did little to mitigate the grimness of the occasion.  There was, indeed,
something very uncanny in the covered-up figures, in the array of
tarpaulins glistening with rain, and beneath which some of the wounded
lay motionless, while others moved uneasily.

No pen, however, can fitly describe this scene at the foot of the ridge.
Here was a picture of the horrors of war, and however accustomed an
onlooker may have been to the scenes among which a surgeon moves, few
could have wished other than that the circumstances of this day would be
blotted out of all memory.  I could not fail to be reminded over and
over again of the remark made by many who were leaving England when I
left to the effect that they hoped they would reach the Cape "in time
for the fun."  Well, we _were_ in time, but if this was "fun" it was
humour of a kind too ghastly for contemplation.

If of this dismal scene there was much to be forgotten, there was at
least one feature which can never be forgot, and that was the heroism
with which the soldier met his "ill luck."  The best and the worst of a
man, so far as courage and unselfishness are concerned, come out when he
is hard hit, and without doubt each one of the wounded at Colenso "took
his licking like a man."  Bravery in the heat and tumult of battle is
grand enough, but here in the dip behind the gun hill, and within the
unromantic lines of a field hospital, was a display of grim pluck, which
showed itself only in tightened faces, clenched teeth, and firmly knit
fingers.  Among the stricken crowd who had reached the shelter of the
hospital there was many a groan, but never a word of complaint, never a
sign of whining, nor a token of fear.  Some were a little disposed to
curse, and a few to be jocular, but they all faced what had to be like
men.

They were not only uncomplaining and unselfish, but grateful and
reasonable.  There was no grumbling (no "grousing," as Tommy calls it),
no carping criticism.  As one man said, pointing to the over-worked
surgeons in the operation-tent, "They will do the best they can for the
blooming lot of us, and that's good enough for me."




                                   VI

                        INSIDE AN OPERATION-TENT


There were four operation-marquees pitched under the naval ridge on the
day of Colenso, one connected with each of the field hospitals.  There
is little about these marquees or about the work done in the shadow of
them that is of other than professional interest.  They were crowded,
and overcrowded, on December 15th, and the surgeons who worked in them
worked until they were almost too tired to stand.  Every preparation had
been completed hours before the first wounded man arrived, and the
equipment of each hospital was ample and excellent.  To my thinking, a
great surgical emergency, great beyond any expectation, was never more
ably met than was this on the day of the first battle.

The marquee is small.  It accommodates the operation-table in the centre
between the two poles, while along the sides are ranged the field
panniers which serve as tables for instruments and dressings.

It is needless to say that the operation-tent is very unlike an
operating theatre in a London hospital, but then the open veldt is very
unlike the Metropolis.  The floor of the tent is much-trodden grass,
and, indeed, much-stained grass, for what drips upon it cannot be wiped
up.  There are no bright brass water-taps, but there is a brave display
of buckets and tin basins.  Water is precious, more precious than any
other necessity, for every drop has to be brought by train from Frere.

There is little room in the tent for others than the surgeon, his
assistant, the anaesthetist, and a couple of orderlies.  The surgeon is
in his shirtsleeves, and his dress is probably completed by riding
breeches and a helmet.  The trim nurses, with their white caps and
aprons, who form the gentlest element in the hospital theatre, are
replaced by orderlies, men with burnt sienna complexions and unshaven
chins, who are clad in the unpicturesque army shirt, in shorts, putties,
and the inevitable helmet or "squasher" hat.  They are, however, strong
in the matter of belts, which vary from a leather strap or piece of
string to an elaborate girdle, worked, no doubt, by the hands of some
cherished maiden.  From the belt will probably be hanging a big knife or
a tin-opener, in place of the nurse's chatelaine, and from the breeches
pocket may be projecting the bowl of a pipe.  The orderly in a field
hospital--who is for the most part a "good sort"--look's a little like
one of the _dramatis personae_ of Bret Harte's tales, and is a curious
substitute for the immaculate dresser and the dainty nurse.

Still, appearances do not count for much, and the officers and men of
the Royal Army Medical Corps did as sterling good work on December 15th
as any body of men could do, and they were certainly not hampered by the
lack of a precise professional garb.

The wounded are brought into the marquee one by one.  Not all are cases
for operation, but all have to be examined, and an examination is more
easily carried out on a table than on a stretcher or the bare ground.
Moreover, to make the examination painless, an anaesthetic is usually
required.  I wonder how much chloroform and morphia were used on that
day, and on the night and day that followed! The drugs would fill one
scale of a balance in the other scale of which would be found the dull
weight of pain they were destined to obliterate.  The horrors of war are
to some small extent to be measured by the lists of the wounded and the
dead, but a more graphic representation would be provided by the hideous
total of the drops of chloroform and the grains of morphia which have
come from the surgeon's store.

The flies of the operation-marquee are wide open, for the heat is
intense, and access must be easy. As it is, there is much mopping of
brows and many "pulls" of dirty lukewarm water from precious
water-bottles.  Unhappily the scenes within the shadow of the canvas
cannot be quite hidden from those who are lying in the sun outside
waiting their turn.  As one man after another is carried in there is
sure to be some comrade on the ground who will call out as the stretcher
goes by: "Keep yer chivey up, Joe"; "Don't be down on your luck"; "They
will do you a treat"; "Good luck to yer, old cock, you won't feel
nothing."

One instance of the limited capacity of the marquee I may be pardoned
for recounting.  The amputation of a leg was in progress when the
pressure of work was at its height.  Beneath the table at the time of
the operation was the prostrate figure of a man.  He had been shot
through the face.  His big moustache was clotted with blood, his
features were obliterated by dust and blood, his eyes were shut, and his
head generally was enveloped in bandages.  I thought he was dead, and
that in the hurry of events he was merely awaiting removal. The limb
after amputation was unfortunately dropped upon this apparently
inanimate figure when, to my horror, the head was raised and the eyes
were opened to ascertain the nature of the falling body.  This poor
fellow was attended to as soon as the table was free.  I was glad to see
him some weeks after in the Assembly Hotel at Pietermaritzburg hearty
and well.  He was a gallant officer in a Natal regiment, and when I
recalled this gruesome incident to him, he owned that, feeble as he was
at the time, it gave him a "shake up."




                                  VII

                  THE SURGEONS OF THE FIELD HOSPITALS


Among the many officers of the R.A.M.C. I must confess that my strongest
sympathies are with those who are in charge of the little field
hospitals.  These handy hospitals have their own transport, and move
with the various brigades or divisions.  The officers who command them
have little comfort, little rest, the least luxurious mess, and the
hardest of work. They bear the brunt of the campaign so far as the
medical and surgical needs of the Army are concerned.  They must be
always ready, always at hand, prepared to be full of patients one day
and empty the next; and those whose lives are spent with them can
certainly claim that they have "no abiding city."

The officers in charge of these hospitals are picked men, but as sound
experience is necessary they are often men who are no longer young, and
who may claim that they have already had their share of roughing it.
They are, perhaps, more than any others, the most exposed to criticism.
If anything goes wrong at the front a large proportion of the blame
falls upon them, and if all goes well their names appear in no roll of
honour.

No surgeon who saw these men could be other than proud that he belonged
to the same profession as they did.  Of their work at Colenso, at
Spearman's Farm, and before Pieters I can only say that it was, to my
thinking, a credit to the medical department of any army.




                                  VIII

                      A PROFESSIONAL VISIT BY RAIL


After a busy afternoon among the field hospitals under the naval ridge,
I returned in the evening to Chieveley, in the hope, now that the bulk
of the work was over, of getting something to eat.  I had not been at
Chieveley long when an orderly arrived with a letter to tell me that
Lieutenant Roberts had been brought in wounded, and to ask me to go back
to the naval hill at once.  It was now dark, and I had at that time no
horse.  However, the hospital train was standing in the station, and to
the fertile brain of Major Brazier-Creagh, who was in charge of the
train, it occurred that we might detach the engine and go down on it to
the ridge, since the field hospitals were close to the railway.

There was the difficulty, however, that the line was a single line, and
a water train had already steamed down to the ridge, and was expected
back at any moment.  It was the simple problem of an engine on the one
hand, and of a train on the other, proceeding in different directions at
night on a single line of rail.

The case being urgent, the engine was detached and we started.  Major
Brazier-Creagh and Captain Symonds came with me.  It so happened that we
went tender first.  The railway line appeared to us to go up and down
with many undulations, and at the top of each rise we expected to meet
the water train.  Fortunately the moon was coming up, and the blackness
which oppressed us was fading a little. We proceeded slowly, with much
whistling and considerable waving of a red lamp.  At last there was made
out the dim outline of the water train coming towards us at a fair
speed.  We stopped, and there were redoubled efforts in the direction of
whistling, lamp waving, and shouting.  These exhibitions had an
immediate effect upon the water train, which, after some hysterical
whistling, stopped and backed promptly out of sight.  The driver told us
afterwards that he thought a whole train was coming down upon him at
full speed, and that he might well have backed down into Colenso.

We got out some way above the ridge and walked on to the field hospital
I had so lately left. The gallant officer I came to see was comfortably
bestowed in a tent, was quite free from pain and anxiety, and was
disposed to sleep.  From a surgical point of view the case was hopeless,
and had been hopeless from the first, and no idea of an operation could
be entertained.  Our examination and our discussion of the case with
Major Hamilton, R.A.M.C., under whose care the patient was, occupied
some time, and the engine had long since gone back to Chieveley.  There
was nothing to be done but to sleep on the ground in the open, and this
we proceeded to do, lying down on the grass outside the tent we had just
visited.  There was no hardship in this, as it was a splendid night, and
the full moon had risen and had flooded the whole country with a
spectral light.

As if by magic the restless, hurrying, motley crowd of the earlier day
had vanished.  A cool breeze and pleasant shadows had replaced the heat
and the glare of the sun; a gentle silence had blotted out the noise and
the turmoil; and of the scene of the afternoon there was nothing left
but the white tents gleaming in the moon, the open veldt, and the shadow
of the ridge.




                                   IX

                     THE HOSPITAL TRAIN AT COLENSO


The battle of Colenso was fought on Friday, December 15th, and on
Saturday, the 16th, an armistice was declared for the burying of the
dead. Very early on Saturday morning, while it was yet moonlight, the
hospital train backed down from Chieveley and came to a stand as near
the field hospitals as possible.  As soon as it was daylight (and at
this time of the summer the sun rose before five) the loading of the
train commenced.

The filling up of a hospital train is no easy business, and affords a
somewhat depressing sight.

The worst cases are dealt with first, and a long line of stretchers soon
began to pour from the hospital tents to the railway.  The stretchers
are put down on the railroad close to the wheels of the train. On this
particular morning it so happened that the carriages threw a shadow on
the side of the line towards the hospital, so that the stretchers, if
near the metals, were in the shade.

Many of the wounded had had no sleep, and many were developing some
degree of fever.  A few had become delirious, and were difficult to
control. With the stretcher parties would come a certain number of such
of the wounded as could walk, and very soon a not inconsiderable crowd
was gathered in the shade of the train.

But what a crowd!  The same sunburnt men with blistered faces, but now
even a more motley gathering than filled the field hospitals the day
before--a gathering made piteously picturesque by khaki rags, blue
bandages, casual splints, arm slings, eye bandages, slit-up trousers,
and dressings of all kinds.  Here they came crowding to the train, some
limping, some hopping, some helped along between two stronger comrades,
some staggering on alone.  A man with a damaged arm assisting a man with
a bullet through his leg.  A man stopping on the way to be sick, cheered
up by another with a bandaged eye.

An untidy, sorrowful crowd, with unbuttoned tunics and slovenly legs,
with unlaced boots, with blood on their khaki jackets and on their blue
shirts and on their stiffening dressings.  The gentle hand of the nurse
had not as yet busied itself with this unkempt and unwashed throng.
There had been no time for washing nor for changing of garments, and if
the surgeon has had to cut the coat and the shirt into rags, the wearer
must wear the rags or nothing; and as for washing, it is a sin to wash
when water is priceless.

The greater number of those who come to the railway line are carried
there on stretchers, but all who are well enough to take any interest in
the journey are eager not to miss a place in the train.

The business of getting the "lying down" cases into the carriages is
considerable, and everybody lends a hand, the surgeons being the most
active of any.  The berths in the train are placed one above the other,
and the room for manipulating stretchers is small.  The equipment of the
train was very complete, and every luxury was at hand, from hot soup to
iced "lemon-squash," and even to champagne. Many generous ladies in the
Colony had seen that the train should want for nothing, and Major
Brazier-Creagh took as much pride in his travelling hospital as if he
had built it himself.

Innumerable instances came under my notice of the unselfishness of the
soldier, and of his solicitude for his friends in distress.  It was by
the side of this hospital train that occurred an episode I have recorded
elsewhere, and which may well be described again.  An orderly was
bringing some water to a wounded man lying on the ground near me.  He
was shot through the abdomen, and he could hardly speak owing to the
dryness of his mouth, but he said: "Take it to my pal first, he is worse
hit than me."  This generous lad died next morning, but his pal got
through and is doing well.

Another poor fellow, who was much troubled with vomiting, and who was
indeed dying, said, as he was being hoisted into the train, "Put me in
the lower berth, because I keep throwing up."  How many people troubled
merely with sea-sickness would be as thoughtful as he was?  He died not
long before we reached Chieveley.

Lieutenant Roberts, whom I had visited at intervals, went up by this
train, and was placed in No. 4 Field Hospital at Chieveley.  Here a
bedstead, with a comfortable mattress and white sheets, was waiting
ready for him.

As the train moved off it was sad to note that a few who had been
brought down to the rail in the hope of a place being found for them,
had to be left behind, and had to be carried back to the tents to await
some other means of transport.




                                   X

                        THE NURSES AT CHIEVELEY


The train which brought up No. 4 Field Hospital from Frere was stopped,
as I have already said, at Chieveley.  The tents and baggage were thrown
out, and with as much haste as possible the hospital was pitched on the
open ground, close to the station. Before, however, more than a few
tents could be put up the wounded began to arrive.  They came in all
Friday evening, and all Saturday, and all Saturday evening.  The field
hospitals by the naval hill had soon been filled, and all cases that
could be sent on to Chieveley were sent there, while as many as could go
at once to the base were taken down by the hospital train.

Saturday was a day of truce, but at sundown on Saturday not only had all
the wounded to be cleared out from the field hospitals, but those
hospitals themselves had to move, as, with the renewal of hostilities,
they would be in a place of danger.  Chieveley was therefore soon filled
to overflowing.

There were three army surgeons with "No. 4" whose names I have already
mentioned.  They were reinforced by a small field hospital under the
charge of Major Baird and Captain Begbie.

Some of the wounded came up by train, and some by ambulances or by
wagons, but a very large proportion, a proportion which included nearly
all the serious cases, were carried up on stretchers by hand.  No mode
of transport is more comfortable than this, or is less fatiguing to the
patient, and the splendid organisation of volunteer bearers and of
coolie carriers enabled this means of bringing up the wounded to be very
largely made use of.  Certainly the stretcher-bearers were the means of
saving lives, and of sparing those they carried an infinite amount of
pain.

As seen at night, the procession up to Chieveley was doleful and
mysterious.  The long line of silent men moving in clusters, each
cluster with a stretcher and a body in its midst.  Stealing slowly and
cautiously over the veldt in the moonlight, they all made for the two
white lights which swung over the hospital by the station.

The coolies carried their stretchers shoulder high, so that the body of
the man they bore was lit fitfully by the moon as they passed along with
absolutely noiseless feet.  The coolies themselves added no little to
the uncanny spectacle, for in the shadow beneath the stretcher stalked a
double row of thin bare legs, and by the poles of the stretcher were the
white or  turbans that these men affect; while here and there a
sleek black head glistened in the light.

There was but one house at Chieveley--the stationmaster's house.  It had
been effectually looted after the Boer fashion, but it would have done
well as a resting-place for the four nurses who came up with the
hospital.  The house, however, had been taken possession of, and the
nurses had to contemplate either a night in the open or in the
waiting-room at the station.  As this latter room had been used as a
stable by the Boers, it was not in much request.  It served, however, as
a place for the depositing of personal baggage and for the preparing of
such food as it was possible to prepare--chiefly, indeed, for the making
of tea.

The question of where to sleep was soon solved by the necessities of the
position.  These ill-housed women, as a matter of fact, were hard at
work all Friday, all Saturday, and all Saturday night.  They seemed
oblivious to fatigue, to hunger, or to any need for sleep.  Considering
that the heat was intense, that the thirst which attended it was
distressing and incessant, that water was scarce, and that the work in
hand was heavy and trying, it was wonderful that they came out of it all
so little the worse in the end.

Their ministrations to the wounded were invaluable and beyond all
praise.  They did a service during those distressful days which none but
nurses could have rendered, and they set to all at Chieveley an example
of unselfishness, self-sacrifice, and indefatigable devotion to duty.
They brought to many of the wounded and the dying that comfort which men
are little able to evolve, or are uncouth in bestowing, and which
belongs especially to the tender, undefined and undefinable
ministrations of women.

The English soldier is as sensible of attention and as appreciative of
sympathy and kindness as any other man who is at the mercy of
circumstances, and I can well believe that there are many soldiers--some
of them now in England, crippled for life--who will long keep green the
memory of the sisters at Chieveley.

Some weeks after Colenso I was at Pietermaritzburg, and was looking up
in the hospital wards certain cases which had been attended to in "No.
4."  Among them was a paralysed man to whom one of the nurses had been
very kind at Chieveley.  I found him comfortably bestowed, but he was
possessed of a handkerchief the extreme dirtiness of which led me to
suggest that, as he was now in a centre of luxury, he should ask for a
clean one.  To which he replied, "I am not going to give this one up; I
am afraid of losing it.  The sister who looked after me at Chieveley
gave it to me, and here is her name in the corner."

As the truce was over on Saturday, and as the Boers might assume the
aggressive and shell Chieveley and its helpless colony, the order was
given to break up the hospital and get all the wounded away by train,
and to retire with the tents and equipment to Frere.  This was done on
Sunday morning.

As soon as the wounded had left--and it was no light matter getting them
away--it was thought desirable that the women should be at once got out
of danger, and so they were bundled down to Frere with little ceremony
in a mule wagon.  As they had no hospital to go to (for "No. 4" did not
arrive until the small hours of the following morning) they took refuge
in the hotel at Frere.  They had some food with them, albeit it was not
of a kind to attract the fastidious, and the four of them slept on the
floor of a looted and empty room, which even the kindly heart of Mrs.
Wilson could not render other than a dreary resting place.  This was
their only "night in" in three days.

I had, I am bound to confess, the advantage of them in the matter of
ventilation, for I slept in a wagon.




                                   XI

                         SOME TRAITS IN THE MEN


As I have already said, the wounded took their turn of "hard luck" like
men.  A few were sullen, a few relieved their feelings by fluent but
meaningless profanity, in which the Boers were cursed with as much
thoroughness as was the Jackdaw of Rheims. The majority were silent or
said little.  The tendency of most of the men was to make the least of
their wounds, and some of those who were the worst hit were the most
cheery.  They were, with scarcely an exception, unselfish, and were
singularly patient, considering that the exercise of patience is not a
marked quality in men.

They ministered to one another's wants with a tender solicitude which
was not marred by the occasional uncouthness of its method.  There was a
wide-spread belief that tobacco was a panacea for all ills, and any man
who had the wherewithal to smoke shared the small luxury with his mates.
If there was only one pipe in a tent it was kept circulating. One would
see a man on one stretcher trying to arrange a pillow for a comrade on
the next: the pillow in question being commonly made out of a squashed
helmet with a boot inside it.  The man in any tent who was the least
disabled was never so well pleased as when he was given something to do
for those who were under the same canvas with him.  With a pannikin and
a spoon he would feed those who could not feed themselves, until they
were glad to be rid of the attention; or he would readjust a dressing,
or cut off a boot, or get the dried blood from an exposed surface with a
never-wearying anxiety.

With few exceptions the men were honestly anxious "not to give trouble."
It was an article of faith with them to "take their turn," and no man
would try to make out that his case gave him a claim for attention over
his fellows.  Indeed, on the occasion of a visit, the occupants of a
tent were eager with one voice to point out what they considered to be
the worst case, and to claim for it the earliest notice.  The men of a
tent were, in the kindliest way, a little proud of having a "real bad"
case in their midst.  When the curtain of a tent is up the occupants
whose heads are nearest to the tent ropes can easily converse with those
who are similarly placed in the adjoining tent.  Thus I heard one man on
the ground, whose head was nearly in the open, call out to another head
just in view on the floor of the next tent: "We've a real hot 'un in
along with us; he's got 'it through the lungs and the liver both, and
the doctor has been in to him three times."  To which the other head
replied: "That's nothing to a bloke in here.  He's been off his chump
all night; his language has been a fair treat, and he's had four fits.
We've had a night, I don't think!"

Another article of faith with the soldier takes the form of a grim
stoicism under pain.  Some of the wounded endured the examination of
their wounds with Spartan pluck.  They seemed to consider it above all
things essential that they should not cry out "until they were obliged."
One enormous Irishman with a shattered thigh yelled out in agony as he
was being lifted upon the operating table to be examined.  The pain was
evidently terrible and excuse enough for any degree of exclamation.  But
he apologised quaintly and profusely for the noise he made, urging as an
excuse that "he had never been in a hospital before."  He expressed his
regret much as a man would do who had wandered into a church with his
hat on and who excused himself on the ground that he had never been in a
church before.

Every patient took a lively interest in his own case, and especially in
the removal of any bullet which may have lodged in any part of him.  One
ruddy youngster, a Devonshire lad, had had a shrapnel bullet through his
leg, and the bullet could be felt, on the side opposite to the point of
entry, under the unbroken skin.  He begged that it should be taken out
without chloroform, as he wanted to see it come out and to keep it and
take it home. He sat up with his back against the tent pole during the
operation, and watched the cutting out of the lead without a murmur.  No
doubt this Boer missile will find a place in a corner cupboard in some
cottage among the delectable villages of Devon, and will be for long the
wonder and admiration of devoted women folk.

Among other traits, one notices that the soldier clings with great
pertinacity to his few possessions, and especially to his boots.  When
the haversack has been lost, and when the tunic has been cut up to make
its removal more easy, or left behind because it is too blood-stained,
there is little remaining in which the owner may bestow his goods unless
it be in his boots.  There was one poor man I remember at Spearman's,
who was in great distress because, just as he was being sent down to the
base, he had lost his solitary boot.  He said it contained a puttie, a
tin of jam, two shillings in money, and a bullet that had been taken out
of him.  These are no mean possessions.

The puttie also is not lightly discarded.  If not used as a gaiter it is
useful for many other purposes, and especially is it considered well to
wind it round the abdomen as a cholera belt, for the soldier has great
faith in anything in the way of a belt.

When the men were bathing together in hundreds at Springfield, there was
an opportunity of seeing such variety in the matter of abdominal belts
as could never have been dreamed of.  Some of these favoured garments
were mere shreds and rags, and were worn probably in order to keep faith
with some good soul at home who had made her boy promise he would never
leave off his belt.  Other binders were undoubtedly home-made, and the
work of anxious mothers and wives who believed in red flannel and plenty
of it.  Some of the belts were knitted, and were made to be pulled on,
but they had shrunk so much from repeated wettings, and had become so
infantile in their proportions that the owner of the garment had to get
at least one comrade to help him pull it over his hips.  When it was at
last in place it quite constricted the body, and justified the comment
of one bather, who exclaimed to his belted but otherwise naked friend:
"Well, ye've got a waist on ya, if nothink else!"




                                  XII

                      THE SIGN OF THE WOODEN CROSS


After Colenso, No. 4 Stationary Field Hospital returned to the same
quarters at Frere, and at Frere we remained until January 13th, 1900,
nearly a month. The wounded who fell on the unhappy 15th of December had
been satisfactorily disposed of, thanks to the admirable arrangements
made by the Principal Medical Officer, Colonel Gallwey, C.B.  Not a
single wounded man was left out on the field on the night of the battle.
On that particular Friday every man had been attended to before
midnight, and on the following Sunday all the wounded who had fallen on
the 15th were comfortably housed in one or other of the hospitals at the
base.

Our tents, although emptied of the wounded, soon began to be filled up
with cases of sickness, and especially with cases of dysentery.  Those
who presented the slightest form of the disease could be sent down to
the base, but when the type was severe the patient did better with as
little movement as possible.  Those, therefore, who remained in our
lines presented a large proportion of examples of serious illness.

Provisions were ample, medical necessities abundant, and the ladies of
the Colony were infinitely kind in forwarding to Frere comforts of all
sorts. Our tents were by no means filled, and yet, in spite of what may
be considered favourable circumstances, there were a good many deaths.

Deaths mean the need for burial, and a little burying ground was marked
off in the rear of the hospital, close to the railway line.  As weeks
went by the little enclosure needed enlargement, and so the engineers
came and fenced it round afresh with a wire paling, and gave it a fit
aspect of formality. The names of the dead were indicated on tablets of
wood, and now and then the comrades of a man, or the survivors of the
tent he died in, would erect over the mound a wooden cross.

These crosses were made usually out of provision boxes, or perhaps from
a whisky case, and many were very admirably finished and very cleverly
carved, and many were curious of design.  They represented long hours
spent in tedious hacking at a tough slab of wood with a pocket-knife,
and, after that, infinite patience in the cutting out of the letters of
the dead chum's name.  Finish would be given to the lettering by means
of a tin-opener.

These crosses will be found all over the land of the war.  Few of them
will long survive the wind and the rain and the blistering sun, and the
hand of the Kaffir who is lacking of fuel.  So long, however, as they
dot the solitary veldt they will be symbols of the tenderest spirit of
good comradeship, of the kindly heart of men who are supposed to be
little imbued with sentiment, and of that loyal affection for his friend
which is not among the least of the qualities of the British soldier.

Here and there some elaborate monuments with some promise of permanency
have been erected. There is one, for example, in which the inscription
is fashioned out of empty cartridge cases stuck into cement.  There is
another carved with some art out of stone.

I think, however, that those sleep best who lie beneath the wooden cross
fashioned with labour and some occasional dimness of eye by the
pocket-knife of an old "pal."




                                  XIII

                        THE MEN WITH THE SPADES


The graves at Frere were dug by our own men, or rather by a small
fatigue party from a regiment near by.  Nearly every morning they came,
the men with the spades.  There were six of them, with a corporal, and
they came up jauntily, with their spades on their shoulders and with
pipes in their mouths.  They were in their shirt-sleeves, and there was
much display of belt and of unbuttoned neck. Their helmets were apt to
be stuck on their heads in informal attitudes.  They were inexpressibly
untidy, and they made in their march a loose, shambling suggestion of a
procession.

They came past my tent about breakfast time, and every morning I
wondered whether the men with the spades would come, since, when they
came, I knew that a death had taken place in the night, and wondered who
it was.

As in some way symbols of death, as elements in the last services to be
rendered to the dead, the men with the spades filled me with great
curiosity. They came up cheerily, and when they reached the outskirts of
the hospital the corporal would call out to any orderly he saw: "Well,
nipper, how many have we got to dig to-day?"

When they had finished they went by my tent on their way back to camp:
still the same untidy, shambling lot; still, as a rule, smoking, and
still with the appearance of being infectiously cheerful.

I know well enough, however, that there was little cheeriness among
these men with the spades.  They were dull enough in their inmost
hearts.  The soldier is much impressed by a burying and by the
formalities which surround the dead.  And as he knows he must not "give
way" he is prone to cover his easily stirred feelings by an attempt at a
"devil-may-care" attitude, and by an assumption of rollicking
indifference.  It is, however, a poorly executed pretence, and it needed
no exceptional acumen to see that in reality no small shadow of
unhappiness followed the little shuffling procession, in spite of their
pipes and their jauntily posed helmets and their laboured jokes.

If a soldier's grave is to be dug by sympathising hands, let it be dug
by the hands of these very men with the spades.




                                  XIV

                              THE MARCHING


On Friday, January 12th, Sir Redvers Buller left Frere, and on the
following day we took our second departure from that place.  The
movement was to be to Springfield, some eighteen miles across the veldt.
No. 4 Field Hospital was now to leave the railway and trust to transport
by oxen and mules. The hospital was equipped to accommodate a minimum of
three hundred beds, and was made up of sixty tents and ten marquees.
The rank and file of the R.A.M.C. numbered eighty-eight non-commissioned
officers and men; the staff was represented by three army surgeons, nine
civil surgeons, the two army sisters who had worked at Colenso, and my
remaining nurse, Miss McCaul.  The other nurse, Miss Tarr, who came out
with me, was at Maritzburg, desperately ill with dysentery.  She nearly
lost her life, and was scarcely convalescent when the time came for us
to return to England.  Her unexpected recovery was largely due to the
skill of the doctor who looked after her (Dr. Rochfort Brown, of the
Assembly Hospital), and to the extraordinary kindness of a lady who was
waiting at Pietermaritzburg to join her husband, then locked up with his
regiment in Ladysmith.

The three nurses kept with the hospital, and did as good work at
Spearman's Farm, after Spion Kop and Vaal Krantz, and at Chieveley,
after Pieters, as they did on the occasion of Colenso.  They had no easy
time, for from the day we began at Frere until the lull after Ladysmith
we pitched the hospital no less than six times; viz., twice at Frere,
twice at Chieveley, once at Spearman's, and once at Springfield.

Our train was composed of sixteen ox wagons, each with sixteen oxen, so
that the number of oxen employed was over 260.  There were besides five
ambulances, each drawn by ten mules.  The transport provided me
consisted of a small covered wagon, a Scotch cart, sixteen mules, a
conductor on horseback, four Kaffir "boys," a groom, and my own horse
and manservant.

On the occasion of our leaving Frere on January 13, we were roused at 3
A.M., while it was yet quite dark, and while the Southern Cross was
still ablaze in the sky.  All the tents were struck by the ungenial hour
of 4 A.M.  Packing up and the circumstances of removal were conducted
with difficulty and no little confusion.  The ox teams were lying about,
and only a precarious light was furnished by the lanterns we carried.
It required no exceptional carelessness to allow a wanderer in the camp
to fall, in the course of a few minutes, over a prostrate ox, a
rolled-up tent, a pannier, a pile of cooking-pots, or a derelict saddle.
When the dawn came an agreeable sense of order was restored, and we
started on the march at 5 A.M.

There was a splendid sunrise, and the day proved a glorious one,
although it was painfully hot.  The road was a mere track across the
veldt, which had been worn smooth in some places and cut into ruts in
others by the hundreds of wagons and the great array of guns which had
already passed over it.

"No. 4" formed a long convoy by the time the last wagon had rumbled out
of Frere.  The pace was very slow, for the ox moves with ponderous
lethargy.  The surgeons rode by the side of the train, the sergeants and
the orderlies walked as they listed, and the nurses rode in ambulances,
to the great shaking of their bodies.  With us were a hundred coolies,
who were attached to the hospital for camp work.  They were a dismal
crowd as they stalked along, with their thin, bare legs and their
picturesque tatters of clothing, with all their earthly possessions in
bundles on their heads, and with apparently a vow of funereal silence in
their hearts.

The heat soon became intense, and the march blank and monotonous.  There
was ever the same shadeless veldt, the same unending brown road,
relieved by nothing but an occasional dead horse or mule; the same
creeping, creaking, wallowing wagons, the never-absent perspiring
Kaffirs, the everlasting cloud of dust, and over all the blazing sun
that neither hat nor helmet could provide shelter from.

At 7.30 A.M. we reached a spot on the veldt known as Pretorius' Farm.
It was marked by what was called, with reckless imagery, a stream, but
which was represented by a wide and squalid gutter filled with stagnant
water which would have done no discredit to that of the lower Thames.
Here we outspanned, and here we breakfasted.

These breakfasts under the dome of heaven are not to be looked back upon
with rapture.  Picnicking is an excellent relaxation in England, but a
picnic without shade, without cooling drinks, without pasties and salads
and jellies and pies, without white tablecloths and bright knives,
without even shelter from incessant dust, lacks much.  Tinned provisions
are, no doubt, excellent and nourishing, but oh, the weariness of them!
And oh, the squalor of the single tin mug, which never loses the taste
of what it last had in it!  And oh, the meanness of the one tin plate
which does duty for every meal, and every phase of it!  Perhaps of all
unappetising adjuncts to a breakfast the tin of preserved milk, which
has been opened two days and is already becoming disgustingly familiar,
is the most aggressive.  The hot climate and the indefatigable ant and
the fly do little to make the items of a meal attractive.

What does not rapidly decompose promptly dries up.  On one occasion a
roasted fowl was brought up reverently to Frere in a tin box, but when
it came to be eaten it had dried into a sort of _papier mache_ roast
fowl, and was like the viands which are thrown at the police at
pantomimes.  We brought many varieties of preserved food with us, and of
much of it the question could not fail to arise as to whether it had
ever been worth preserving.

Many had experience, too, of the inventive art of the shopkeeper, as
shown in the evolution of canteens and pocket table knives.  The
canteen, when unstrapped, tends to fall into a hundred parts, and can
never be put together again.  It is a prominent or generic feature of
most canteens that the kettle should look as little like a kettle as
possible, and that everything should pack into a frying-pan.  The pocket
picnicking knife contains a knife, a fork, a spoon, and a corkscrew.
The fork runs into everything and prevents the knife from being carried
in the pocket.  The spoon and fork are jointed for more convenient
stowing, and at crises in a meal they are apt to bend weakly in the
middle and then to incontinently shut up.

The outspanning and the inspanning at Pretorius' Farm occupied over two
hours, and then the march was resumed.  A better country was reached as
we neared the river, and it was a pleasant sight to see the tumbling
stream of the Lesser Tugela, and to find in one valley the pretence of a
garden and a house among trees.  This was at Springfield, which place we
reached at 2.30 P.M.  The march of some eighteen miles had therefore
been effected in two treks.

At Springfield the camping ground was the least dreary of any the
hospital had experience of, and the proximity of the Lesser Tugela made
bathing possible.

After a few days at Springfield we moved on to Spearman's Farm, where we
camped by the hill called Mount Alice.

The return from Spearman's after Spion Kop and Vaal Krantz was even more
monotonous than the going forth.  The first journey was to Springfield,
which was reached at sundown, and where we bivouacked for the night.
Springfield was left at dawn, and the next night was spent in a bivouac
at Frere.  On the following day, before the sun was well up, we took the
last stage of the march and reached Chieveley.  Here all enjoyed once
more the luxury of having tents overhead, for during the crawling
journey over the veldt we slept in wagons, on wagons, or under wagons.




                                   XV

                            SPEARMAN'S FARM


In a lonely valley under the mimosa-covered heights which dominate the
Great Tugela is the lonely homestead of Spearman's Farm.  Those who
built it and made a home in it could have had little thought that it
would one day figure in the annals of history. The farmhouse and the
farm buildings and the garden were enclosed by a rough stone wall, and
upon this solitary homestead the hand of the Boer had fallen heavily.
The house had been looted, and what was breakable in it had been broken.
The garden had been trampled out of recognition, the gates were gone,
the agricultural implements had been wantonly destroyed, and the
unpretending road which led to the farm was marked by the wheels of
heavy guns. The house was small and of one story, and was possessed of
the unblushing ugliness which corrugated iron alone can provide.  The
door swung open, and any could enter who would, and through the broken
windows there was nothing to be seen but indiscriminate wreckage.  There
was about the little house and its cluster of outbuildings a suggestion
of the Old Country, and it wanted but a rick or so, and a pond with
white ducks to complete a picture of a small English farm.  The garden
had evidently been the subject of solicitous care, and was on that
account all the more desolate, and what delight it ever had had been
trampled out of it by countless hoofs or obliterated by the rattling
passage over it of a battery or so of artillery.

At the back of the farm, and at the foot of a green kopje, was a quaint
little burial ground--little because it held but two graves, and quaint
because these were surmounted by unexpected stone memorials of a type to
be associated with a suburban English cemetery.  These monuments were
fitly carved, and were distinctly the product of no mean town, and they
were to the memory respectively of George Spearman and of Susan
Spearman.  For some undefinable reason these finished memorials, so
formal and so hackneyed in their design, appeared inappropriate and even
unworthy of the dignity of the lonely graves at the foot of the kopje.
Some more rugged emblem, free from artificiality and from any suggestion
of the crowded haunts of men, would have covered more fittingly the last
resting-place of these two pioneers.  A few trees, almost the only trees
within sight, shaded the little graveyard, and the trees and the
monuments were enclosed by a very solid iron railing.  It was in the
shadow of this oasis that the dead from our hospital were buried.




                                  XVI

                       THE HOSPITAL AT SPEARMAN'S


The hospital reached Spearman's on January 16th, and was pitched at the
foot of the hill, upon the summit of which the naval gun was firing.  We
were, therefore, close to those scenes of fighting which were to occupy
the next few weeks, and too close for comfort to the great 4.7 gun, the
repeated booming of which often became a trouble to those who were lying
ill in the hospital.

The heights that dominated the southern bank of the Tugela were very
steep on the side that faced the river, but on the side that looked
towards Spearman's the ground sloped gradually down into a wide plain
which, like other stretches of veldt, was dotted with kopjes and slashed
with dongas.  Anyone who mounted the hill at the back of the hospital
would come by easy steps to an abrupt ridge, beyond which opened a
boundless panorama.

In the valley below this crest was the winding Tugela, and just across
the dip rose the solemn ridge of Spion Kop.  Far away in the distance
were the purple hills which overshadowed Ladysmith.  If the crest were
followed to the right the ground rose until at last the summit of the
naval hill was reached, and here were the "handy men" and their big gun.
From this high eminence a splendid view was obtained of the country we
desired once more to possess.  The Tugela glistened in the sun like a
band of silver, and over the plain and in and out among the kopjes and
round the dongas the brown road wound to Ladysmith.  The road was
deserted, and the few homesteads which came into view showed no signs of
life.  At the foot of the hill was Potgieter's Drift, while above the
ford was a splashing rapid, and below was the pont which our men had
seized with such daring.

The face of the hill towards the river was covered with mimosa trees and
with cactus bushes and aloes, and this unexpected wealth of green almost
hid the red and grey boulders which clung to the hill-side. Among the
rocks were many strange flowers, many unfamiliar plants, and creeping
things innumerable. This was a favourite haunt of the chameleon, and I
believe it was here that the hospital chameleon was captured.

The quiet of the place, when the guns had ceased, was absolute, and was
only broken by the murmur of the numerous doves which occupied the
mimosa woods.  The whole place seemed a paradise of peace, and there was
nothing to suggest that there were some thousands of grimy men beyond
the river who were busy with the implements of death.  On looking
closely one could see brown lines along many of the hillsides, and these
said lines were trenches, and before the hubbub began men in their
shirt-sleeves could be seen working about them with pickaxes and
shovels.

I should imagine that few modern battles have been viewed by the casual
onlooker at such near proximity and with such completeness in detail as
were the engagements of Spion Kop and Vaal Krantz, when viewed from the
high ground above our hospital.

The hospital, though now more than twenty-five miles from the railway,
was very well supplied with almost every necessity and with the amplest
stores of food.  Bread was not to be obtained, or only on occasion, when
it would be brought up by an ambulance on its return from Frere.  We had
with us, however, our flocks and herds, and were thus able to supply the
sick and wounded with fresh milk, and the whole hospital with occasional
fresh meat. We were a little short of water, and fuel was not over
abundant.  As a result the washing of clothes, towels and sheets
presented the same type of problem as is furnished by the making of
bricks without straw.  The aspect of a flannel shirt that has been
washed by a Kaffir on the remote veldt leaves on the mind the impression
that the labour of the man has been in vain.

Our stay at Spearman's was extended to three weeks, and we dealt with
over a thousand wounded during that period, and I am sure that all those
who came within our lines would acknowledge that at "No. 4" they found
an unexpected degree of comfort and were in every way well "done for."

On the Sunday after our arrival the wounded began to come in.  Thirteen
only came from the division posted at Potgieter's Drift, the rest came
from Sir Charles Warren's column.  Increasing numbers of wounded came in
every day in batches of from fifty to one hundred and fifty.  They were
all attended to, and were sent on to Frere as soon as possible.  All the
serious cases, however, were kept in the hospital.




                                  XVII

                          THE TWO WHITE LIGHTS


Many of the wounded who were brought in between the 18th and the 24th of
January came in after sundown.  The largest number arrived on the night
of Monday, the 22nd.  It was a very dark night.  The outline of the
tents and marquees was shadowy and faint.  The camp was but the ghost of
a camp. Here and there a feeble light would be shining through the fly
of a marquee, and here and there an orderly, picking his way among the
tent ropes by the aid of a lantern, would light up a row or two in the
little canvas town.  In the front of the camp was the flagstaff, high up
upon which were suspended the two white lights which marked the
situation of the hospital.  These lamps only sufficed to illumine a few
of the tents in the first line.  The flaps of these tents were probably
secured and the occupants asleep.

It was a weary journey to the hospital, and one can imagine with what
eagerness the tired, hungry, aching wounded would look ahead for the two
white lights.  Rocking in pain on a crawling ox wagon, or jolted in the
rigid fabric of an ambulance, the way must have seemed unending.
Tumbling along in the dark, with no sound but the creaking of the wagon
and the incessant moans of the shapeless, huddled figures who were lying
in the cart, the journey might well have been one never to be forgotten.
How many a time a tired head must have been lifted up from the straw to
see if there were yet any sign of the two white lights.  Would the
journey never end, and the pain never cease? and was the broken limb to
be wrenched every time the blundering wagon pitched and rolled?  And why
had the man who had talked so much ceased to speak--and indeed to
breathe?  Would they drive through the dark for eternity? and would they
never come in view of the two white lights?

It was a miserable sight to see these belated wagons come in, and they
would often rumble in all night.  They emerged one by one out of the
darkness and drew up in the open space between the two central lines of
tents, and between the few uplifted lanterns held by the sergeants and
the men on duty.  After they had deposited their load they moved away
and vanished again into the night.

Some of the wounded in the wagons were sitting up, but the majority were
lying on the straw with which the wagon would be littered.  Some were
asleep and some were dead; and by the light of the lanterns the wagon
seemed full of khaki- bundles, vague in outline and much stained
with blood, with here and there an upraised bandage, and here and there
a wandering hand, or a leg in crude splints, or a bare knee.  And round
about all a medley of rifles, boots, haversacks, helmets, cartridge
pouches and tin canteens.

What the journey must have been to many I could gather from an incident
of one of these dreary nights.  A wagon had reached the hospital lines
and was waiting to be unloaded.  A man with a shattered arm in a sling
was sitting up, and at his feet a comrade was lying who had been very
hard hit, and who had evidently become weaker and less conscious as the
wagon had rolled along.  The apparently sleeping man moved, and, lifting
his head to look at his pal, who was sitting above him, asked wearily,
for probably the fiftieth time, "Don't you see nothing yet, Bill, of the
two white lights?"




                                 XVIII

                            AFTER SPION KOP


On Wednesday, January 24th, came the terrible affair of Spion Kop.  On
the previous day some hint of what was expected was foreshadowed in the
order that an additional hundred bell tents were to be erected in No. 4
Field Hospital.  These tents were obtained from a brigade who were
bivouacking, and were all pitched by Wednesday afternoon.  They
represented accommodation for an additional number of five hundred
wounded, and it was, therefore, evident that an important engagement was
at hand.

On Thursday the wounded came pouring in, and they came in the whole day
and until late at night, until the hospital was full.  The number
admitted on that day was nearly six hundred.  Those who were deposited
in the bell tents had to lie on stretchers.  All were provided with
blankets.  In spite of the immense number of the wounded, they were all
got under shelter by Thursday night, and had had their more serious
injuries attended to, and were made as comfortable as circumstances
would admit.  Some of the staff went round with water and food, and
others with morphia, while a third party made it their business to see
that every man was bestowed as comfortably as extemporised pillows or
change of posture could make him.  The pillows were represented by
helmets, or by the happy combination of helmet and boot, or by
haversacks or rolled-up tunics.

The volunteer ambulance corps and the coolie bearers did excellent
service.  The larger number of the wounded were on the top of Spion Kop.
The path down was about two miles, was steep, and in places very
difficult.  The carriage of the wounded down the hill had all to be by
hand.  From the foot of the hill to the hospital the carriage was by
ambulance wagons and in some cases by bearers. All the stretchers had
hoods.  There was no doubt that the wounded suffered much on account of
the tedious transport, but it was rendered as little distressing as
possible.

The surgeons who went after the wounded on the top of the hill told us
that the sight of the dead and injured was terrible in the extreme, the
wounds having been mostly from shell and shrapnel; some men had been
blown almost to pieces.  The weather on Wednesday was warm, but was not
to be compared with the intense heat on the day of the battle of
Colenso.  The temperature was that of a hot summer's day in England.
Thursday was fortunately cloudy and much cooler.

As to the wounded, there was the usual proportion of minor injuries, but
on the whole the wounds were much more severe than those received at
Colenso. This is explained by the large number of wounds from shell and
shrapnel.  The men, however, were much exhausted by the hardships they
had undergone.  In many instances they had not had their clothes off for
a week or ten days.  They had slept in the open without great-coats, and
had been reduced to the minimum in the matter of rations.  The nights
were cold, and there was on nearly every night a heavy dew.  Fortunately
there was little or no rain. The want of sleep and the long waiting upon
the hill had told upon them severely.  There is no doubt also that the
incessant shell fire must have proved a terrible strain.  Some of the
men, although wounded, were found asleep upon their stretchers when
brought in.  Many were absolutely exhausted and worn out independently
of their wounds.

In spite of all their hardships the wounded men behaved splendidly, as
they always have done.  They never complained.  They were quite touching
in their unselfishness and in their anxiety "not to give trouble"; but
it was evident enough that they were much depressed at the reverse.

The shell wounds were the most terrible and the most difficult to treat.
One man had most of his face shot away, including both eyes.  Another
had the forearm shot off and two fearful wounds of each thigh dividing
the anterior muscles to the bone.  In one case a shrapnel had opened a
main artery in the forearm, and the man came down safely with a
tourniquet on his brachial artery composed of a plug of cake tobacco and
the tape of a puttie.  I cannot help thinking that this ingenious
tourniquet was the work of one of the "handy men."




                                  XIX

                     THE STORY OF THE RESTLESS MAN


The following incident may serve to illustrate the often-expressed
unselfishness of the soldier, and his anxiety to do what he can for a
comrade in trouble.

Among the wounded who came down from Spion Kop was a private, a native
of Lancashire, who had been shot in the thigh.  The thigh-bone was
broken, and the fracture had been much disturbed by the journey to the
hospital.  The man was given a bedstead in one of the marquees; the limb
was adjusted temporarily, and he was told to keep very quiet and not to
move off his back.  Next morning, however, he was found lying upon his
face, with his limb out of position and his splints, as he himself
confessed, "all anyhow."  He was remonstrated with, but excused himself
by saying, "But you see, doctor, I am such a restless man."

The limb was more elaborately adjusted, and everything was left in
excellent position.  Next morning, however, the restless man was found
lying on the floor of the marquee, and in his bed was a man who had been
shot through the chest.  The marquee was crowded and the number of beds
were few, and those who could not be accommodated on beds had to lie on
stretchers on the ground.  The man who was shot in the chest had come in
in the night, and had been placed on the only available stretcher.  The
restless man proceeded to explain that the newcomer seemed worse off
than he was, and that he thought the man would be easier on the bed, so
he had induced the orderlies to effect the change.  The man who was shot
in the chest died suddenly, and in due course the restless man was back
in his own bed once more.

It was not, however, for long, for on another morning visit the
Lancashire lad was found on the floor again, and again beamed forth an
explanation that one of the wounded on the ground, who had come in late,
seemed to be very bad, and so he had changed over.  The present occupant
of the bed was in a few days moved down to the base, and the restless
man was in his own bed again.  But not many days elapsed before he
discovered among the fresh arrivals an old chum, who longed to lie on a
bed, and thus the good-hearted North-countryman found himself once more
on the floor.

The moving of a man with a broken thigh from a bed to the ground and
back again means not only such disordering of splints and bandages, but
much pain to the patient and no little danger to the damaged limb.  So
this generous lad was talked to seriously, and with a faintly veiled
sternness was forbidden to give up his bed again on any pretence.  In
the little attempt he made to excuse himself he returned once more to
his original joke and said, with a broad grin: "But you see, doctor, I
am such a restless man."




                                   XX

                             "DID WE WIN?"


One instance of the indomitable pluck of the British soldier deserves
special notice.  A private in the King's Royal Rifles, of the name of
Goodman, was brought from Spion Kop to No. 4 Field Hospital in an
ambulance with many others.  He was in a lamentable plight when he
arrived.  He had been lying on the hill all night.  He had not had his
clothes off for six days.  Rations had been scanty, and he had been
sleeping in the open since he left the camp.  He had been struck in the
face by a fragment of shell, which had carried away his right eye, the
right upper jaw, the corresponding part of the cheek and mouth, and had
left a hideous cavity, at the bottom of which his tongue was exposed.
The rest of his face was streaked with blood, which was now dried and
black--so black that it looked as if tar had been poured on his head and
had streamed down his cheek and neck.  Eight hours had been occupied on
the journey to the hospital, and eight hours is considered to be long
even for a railway journey in a Pullman car.

He was unable to speak, and as soon as he was settled in a tent he made
signs that he wanted to write.  A little memorandum book and a pencil
were handed to him, and it was supposed that his inquiry would be as to
whether he would die--what chance he had?  Could he have something to
drink? Could anything be done for his pain?  After going through the
form of wetting his pencil at what had once been a mouth, he simply
wrote: "Did we win?"  No one had the heart to tell him the truth.

His memorandum-book--which is in my possession--was used by him while he
remained speechless in the hospital, and certain of the notes he made in
it, and which are here appended, speak for themselves:

"Water."

"I haven't done bleeding yet."

"I've got it this time.  I think my right eye is gone, and I can hardly
swallow."

"There are no teeth in front."

"It aches a lot."

"I'm lying the wrong way for my wound."

"I found the trenches."

"I've had all the officers over to see me."

"He is pleased, the doctor."

"Did my haversack come with me?  If it did, there is some tobacco in it.
You can give it to them that smoke."

Poor Goodman, he had no mouth to smoke with himself.  I am glad to say
he reached England, is in good health, and is as cheery as ever.




                                  XXI

                          THE FIGHTING SPIRIT


The circumstances under which men enlist in the Army are, no doubt,
varied enough.  But not a few find their place under the colours in
obedience to that fighting spirit which has for centuries been strong in
the hearts of the islanders from Great Britain and Ireland.  That spirit
has anyhow carried the colours over the world.

Among the wounded there are many who, to use an expression common on the
soldiers' lips, "were fed up with the war": they had had enough of it.
There were others who were eager to be at it again, who felt that they
had a score to wipe off; and even among the desperately hurt there would
be here and there a man keen for revenge, and full of a passionate
desire "to have another go at 'em."  These men, ill as they often were,
would describe with a savage delight, and in savage language, the part
they had played in the battle out of which they had been finally dragged
on a stretcher.  A little success, a victory however small, did much to
lessen the torment of a wound and to gild the contemplation of a life
henceforth to be spent as a <DW36>. One gallant lad had been paralysed
by a Mauser at short range, and had little prospect of other than
permanent lameness.  He had been in the assault on Vaal Krantz, had
escaped without hurt until just towards the end, and was shot as his
victorious company were rushing the last trench.  After he had been
examined, and while he was still lying on his stretcher, I could not
avoid the remark, "This is a bad business."  To which he replied, "Yes,
but we took the bally trench."

To many and many of the dying the last sound of which they were
conscious must have belonged to the clamour of war, and it was well for
those who heard, or fancied they heard, above the roar of guns the shout
of victory.  One officer, dying in the hospital at Spearman's, had his
last moments made happy by the sound of battle.  He had sunk into a
state of drowsiness, and was becoming gradually unconscious.  Every now
and then the boom of the 4.7 gun, firing from the hill above us, would
rattle through the tents, and with each shot a smile would come over his
face, and he would mutter with great satisfaction, "They are getting it
now."  He repeated these words many times, and they were, indeed, the
last he uttered.  Things were evidently going better with the army in
his dream than they were at that moment with the real regiments by the
river.

Some most vivid suggestions of what may pass through the soldier's mind
during the actual circumstances of war were afforded by the utterances
of more or less unconscious men when passing under the influence of
chloroform in the operation-tent. Before they fell into the state of
sleep, it was evident that the drug, with its subtle intoxicating power,
brought back to the fading sense some flash of a scene which may have
been real, but which was rendered lurid, spectral, and terrifying by the
action of the poison.  Under this condition incoherent words of command
would be uttered in rapid tones, full of an agony of eagerness and
haste; and cries for help would be yelled forth in what seemed to be a
maniacal frenzy.  Many of the actual utterances that escaped these
unconscious lips, and gave glimpses of a phantom war as seen through the
vapor of chloroform, were too fragmentary to be remembered, but two at
least were muttered with such an emphasis of horror that I took note of
them.

One of the wounded from Spion Kop had evidently engraved upon his mind
the hideous scene of slaughter which the trenches on that hill
presented.  As he was being anaesthetised it was apparent that in his
dream he was back again in the trenches, and was once more among his
dead and mangled comrades.  The vision of one wounded man especially
haunted him and fascinated him, and at last he screamed out: "There goes
that bloke again whose leg was shot away; blimy, if he ain't crawling
now!"

Another poor fellow had before his eye the spectre of an awful kopje.
His fragmentary utterances made vivid the unearthly land he was
traversing. All who stood by could picture the ghostly kopje, and could
almost share in his anguish when he yelled: "There they are on the hill!
For God's sake, shoot!  Why don't we shoot?"




                                  XXII

                           THE BODY-SNATCHERS


Early in the campaign Colonel Gallwey, the P.M.O., organised a volunteer
ambulance corps. Two thousand bearers were wanted, and in a few days two
thousand were enrolled.  Their duties were to carry the wounded off the
field, to transport serious cases from the advanced hospitals or
dressing stations to the stationary field hospital, and thence, if need
be, to the railway.  There were to be twelve on a stretcher.

This corps contained examples of all sorts and conditions of
men--labourers, mechanics, "gentlemen," dock loafers, seamen, dentists,
a chemist or two, a lawyer or two, tram drivers, clerks, miners, and
shop assistants.  Many were refugees from the Transvaal, and the
majority had been thrown out of work of some kind or another by the war.
A chance of getting employment had, no doubt, induced many to enlist,
while probably the greater number were attracted by a spirit of
adventure, by a desire to get to the front and to see something of the
pomp and circumstance of war.

They formed a strange company when they mustered at Pietermaritzburg--a
section of a street crowd in their everyday clothes, or in such clothes
as were selected for roughing it.  There was immense variety in the
matter of hats.  Belts were a feature. The flannel shirt, which was
practically _de rigueur_, was replaced in an instance or two by a
jersey. Collars were not worn; neckties were optional.  There was no
fixed fashion in the matter of boots; they varied from canvas shoes,
worthy of a dandy at the seaside, to top boots fit for a buccaneer.

As to the men themselves, they were of all ages, heights, shapes, and
sizes--the men of a crowd. Some were sunburned, and some were pale.
Some were indifferent, but most were eager.  Some were disposed to
assume a serious military bearing, while others appeared to regard the
venture as a silly joke of which they were beginning to be a little
ashamed.

There is no doubt that the corps was in appearance not impressive.  They
were wild and shabby looking, disordered, unsymmetrical, and bizarre.
They were scoffed at; and acquired the not unkindly meant title of the
"body-snatchers."  Later on the exuberant invention of the soldier
dignified them by the titles of the "catch-'em-alive-oh's" or the
"pick-me-ups."

It is needless to say that a good number of unsuitable and undesirable
men had found their way into the ranks.  These were gradually weeded
out, and under the discreet command of Major Wright the corps improved
day by day, until the time Spearman's was reached they formed a very
efficient, reliable, and handy body of men.  They did splendid service,
and one which was keenly appreciated. They were the means of saving many
lives and an infinite amount of pain.  Their longest tramp, of which I
had knowledge, was from Spearman's to Frere, a distance of twenty-five
miles.  They showed the usual British indifference under fire, and went
without hesitancy wherever they were led. Unfortunately it happened that
many of the worthy "body-snatchers" were wounded, and not a few of them
were killed.

In the early days of their career the "catch-'em-alive-oh's" fell upon
bad times.  They knew little of camp life, and less of the art of
getting the most out of it.  They had no organisation among themselves,
and many were incompetent to shift alone. They began as a mob, and they
tried to live as a mob, and the result was that about the time of
Colenso they had little comfort but that which is said by the moralist
to be derived from labour.  In their camp after the battle they had time
to settle down.  They entered the camp a thriftless crowd, and came out
of it a company of handy men.

They were popular with the soldiers.  They had the gift of tongues of a
kind, and could compete with most in the matter of lurid language.
Their incessant hunger and indiscriminate thirst were a matter for
admiration.  They were good-hearted, and, although they looked wild,
they meant well. Many a wounded man has been rocked to sleep on their
stretchers, and on more than one dying ear the last sound that fell was
the tramp of their untidy feet.




                                 XXIII

                            SEEING THEM OFF


On the afternoon of Thursday, February 8th, the news came to the
hospital at Spearman's that the army was once more to retire, and signs
were already abroad to show that the retreat had commenced. At the same
time an order arrived to the effect that all the wounded were to be
moved at sunrise on the following day to Frere.  Our stay at
Spearman's--extended now to three weeks--had therefore come to an end.

Among those left in the hospital were 150 patients whose condition was
more or less serious.  They had been kept under care as long as possible
in order to avoid or postpone the danger of the long journey to the
base.  It was determined that these 150 men should be carried down to
Frere on stretchers and by hand.  And this was done, and well done, by
the much-ridiculed corps of "body-snatchers."

It was no light undertaking, for the distance was twenty-five miles, and
the road was dusty and not of the best.  Every step had to be tramped
under a glaring sun, and the heat of that day was great. Allowing twelve
men to a stretcher, 1,800 men would be required.  This number was
forthcoming at sunrise, and they accomplished the march in the day,
reaching Frere at sundown.  This was a splendid piece of work.

It is not hard to surmise what would have happened to many of those who
were the most ill if their journey to Frere had been by the ox-wagon, or
by the still less easy ambulance.  As it was, the whole convoy went down
with comfort, and only one man died on the way, and he had indeed just
reached his journey's end when his life ebbed away.

Long before sunrise on the morning of the departure from Spearman's the
hospital was astir; and while it was yet dark lights could be seen in
most of the tents, and lanterns carried by orderlies or coolies were
moving here and there among the grey lines.  The two white lights which
hung from the flag-pole in front of the hospital were still shining. By
the time the shadows had vanished and the light of the dawn fell upon
"No. 4," it was in a state of untidy turmoil.  Everyone was on the alert
to "see them off."

In the marquees the last dressings were being carried out by
candle-light.  Clothes were being got together; helpless men were being
dressed; blankets were being rolled up, and such comforts as the
hospital could provide were being packed for the wounded to take with
them on their journey. Cherished possessions were being dragged out from
under pillows, to be safely disposed in a haversack or a boot.  The grey
light fell upon orderlies in their shirt sleeves bustling from tent to
tent; upon piles of provision cases and of forage which were being
turned out; upon heaps of stretchers; upon the rolled-up kit of the Army
Medical Corps men; upon melancholy coolies who had been up all night,
and were still crawling about, and were still in their night attire.
This night outfit would consist, probably, of a turban, a mealie sack
round the neck, and a decayed army mackintosh on the body; or of a
turban, a frock-coat, which might at one time have graced Bond Street,
and bare legs.  Here and there in the indistinct light would be seen the
white apron and trim dress of a nurse, who still carried the lantern she
had had with her since the small hours of the morning.  All were anxious
to be up in time to "see them off."

In due course, and even yet before the sun could be seen, the Volunteer
Ambulance Corps began to form up outside the camp.  They were nearly two
thousand strong, and they were a wild-looking company.  There was,
however, more uniformity in their clothing now, because they had been
supplied with khaki tunics, and with occasional khaki trousers. Some
wore putties, some gaiters, and some had tucked their trousers inside
their socks.  A few had cut their trousers off about the knee and were
distinguished by bare legs.  A gaiter on one leg and a puttie on the
other was not considered to be in any way _demode_.  Their hats were
still very varied, but many had possessed themselves of helmets which
had been picked up on the field. Uniformity and smartness could,
however, not be expected if one man wore a helmet and the next a
tam-o'-shanter, the third a bowler hat, and the fourth a "squasher" or a
headpiece of his own designing.  They had red-cross brassards on their
left arms, but these had become merely fluttering bits of colouring.

This weird corps carried their possessions with them, and it was evident
that in transporting their impedimenta they had appreciated the value of
the division of labour.  Many had military water-bottles, which they had
probably picked up.  Others carried their water in glass bottles, which
dangled from their waists.  Hanging about their bodies by strings or
straps would be various useful domestic articles. Attached to one man
would be a bundle of firewood, to another a saucepan, to a third a
kettle and a lantern.  Here a man would have in the place of a
sabre-tache a biscuit tin suspended by a cord, or a hatchet and a
tin-opener, or a spare pair of boots, which swung bravely as he marched.
A popular _vade mecum_ was an empty jam tin (much blackened by the smoke
of the camp fire) with a wire handle, and evidence that it represented a
cooking-pot. Belts, knives, sticks, overcoats, rolled-up mackintoshes,
and a general tint of sunburn and dirt completed the uniform of this
strange company.

Before they entered the camp the wounded had been brought out on
stretchers.  The stretchers were placed on the grass, side by side, in
long rows which extended across the breadth of the hospital. The men
lying on them were not pleasant to look at.  They formed a melancholy
array of "bad cases."  Each man was covered by a brown blanket, and
within the hood of the stretcher were his special belongings, his boots
and his haversack, and, with them, such delicacies for the journey as a
pot of jam, a chunk of bread, some biscuits, a lump of tinned meat in a
newspaper, and bottles (mostly with paper corks) containing water or
milk or tea. Those on the stretchers presented bandaged legs and
bandaged arms, splints of all kinds, covered-up eyes and bound-up heads,
and the general paraphernalia of an accident ward.  Some of the faces
were very pinched and pale, for pain and loss of blood and exhaustion
had caused the sunburn to fade away.

The light of the dawn fell upon this woe-begone line, and dazzled the
eyes of many with the unaccustomed glare.  Those who were not too ill
were in excellent spirits, for this was the first step on the journey
homewards.  Such were excited, garrulous and jocular, and busy with
pipes and tobacco.  A few were already weary, and had on their lips the
oft-repeated expression that "they were fed up with the war."  Many a
head was lifted out of the hood to see if any old chum could be
recognised along the line, and from those would come such exclamations
as: "Why are you here, Tom?" "Where have you been hit?" "Ain't this a
real beanfeast?" "Thought you were stiff." "We're on the blooming move
at last."

Many of the men on the stretchers were delirious, and some were almost
unmanageable.  One poor fellow was babbling about the harvest and the
time they were having.  He was evidently in his dream once more among
the cornfields of England, and among plenteous beer.  Another shook the
canvas hood of his stretcher and declared with vehemence that he "would
not go in any bally sailing boat, he was going in a steamer, and the
colonel would never let his men go in a rotten sailing ship."  Whereupon
he affirmed that "he was going to chuck it," and proceeded to effect his
purpose by rolling off his stretcher.

When the Volunteer Ambulance Corps marched along the line of stretchers
they were the subject of much chaff, and many comments such as these
burst forth: "You're being paraded before the General. So buck up!"
"Pull up yer socks."  "You with the kettle!  Do you take yourself for a
gipsy van?" "We ain't buying no hardware to-day--go home." "You know
there's a Government handicap on this job, and half a crown to the man
who gets in first, so you had better hurry my stretcher along."  And so
on; in the dialect of London, of Dublin, of Lancashire, and of Devon,
with infinite variety and with apparent good spirits.

There were many anxious cases among this crowd on the stretchers.  One,
for example, was an Irishman named Kelly, a private in the Lancashire
Fusiliers.  He was as plucky a soldier as the plucky soil of Ireland has
ever produced.  His right arm had been smashed on Spion Kop.  He had
been on the hill two nights; and when the darkness fell had spent his
time in crawling about on the ground, holding the sleeve of his
shattered arm between his teeth, dragging his rifle with his left hand,
and searching the bodies of the dead for any water that may have been
left in their water-bottles. He had lost an incredible amount of blood,
and when he reached the hospital it was necessary to amputate the whole
upper limb, including the shoulder-blade and the collar-bone.  He went
through this ordeal with infinite courage and with irrepressible good
humour.  He had been the strong man of his regiment and a great boxer,
and, as he casually said, "He should miss his arm."

Kelly's spirits were never damped, and he joked on all topics whenever
he had the strength to joke. He was a little difficult to manage, but
was as docile as a lamb in the hands of the Sister who looked after him,
and for whom he had a deep veneration.  Nothing in the ordinary way
upset this gallant Irishman, but just before the convoy started he did
for once break down.  Two bottles of English beer had found their way
into the camp as a precious gift.  Kelly was promised these bottles to
take with him on his journey.  In due course they were deposited in the
hood of his stretcher.  When his eyes fell upon the delectable vision of
English beer he could stand no more, and Kelly wept.

I little thought when I saw Kelly off at Spearman's that the next time I
should say good-bye to him would be in a hansom cab in Pall Mall; but so
it was.

When all was ready the stretchers were lifted off the ground in order,
and the bearers filed out of the camp and on to the dusty track.  The
morning was like that of a summer's day in England, and we watched the
long convoy creep along the road until it was nearly out of sight.  The
perfect quiet of their departure was only broken by the oft-repeated
boom of the naval gun on the hill.




                                  XXIV

                        A FUNERAL AT SPEARMAN'S


There were many deaths at Spearman's, and the burying ground was under
the shadow of the clump of trees which stood at the back of Spearman's
Farm, and of which burying place I have already spoken. Those who died
were carried away to the mortuary-tent, and there each body was sewn up
by the coolies in the brown army blanket or in a sheet. The sewing was
after the manner of the sewing up of a package.  The brown blanket,
however, formed but a poor covering at the last, and it made little
mystery of what it shrouded.  Beneath its tightly drawn folds there was
shadowed something that was still a man, for was there not the clear
outline of head and chin and shoulders and feet?  When the body was
ready it was brought out of the tent, placed upon a stretcher, and
carried to the grave. Over the bodies of the officers was thrown the
Union Jack, but the bodies of the soldiers were covered only by the
brown blanket or the sheet.

There was one funeral which I have in mind, on the occasion of which
eight were buried--eight who had been struck down on Spion Kop--four
non-commissioned officers and four men.

The funeral party drew up near to the mortuary-tent, and halted there in
precise military formation.  There was the firing party, who went first,
with inverted rifles; then came the bearers, and then a small company
from the regiments of the dead.

Some little way off stood a cluster of men who had come, in a shy,
apologetic sort of way, to see the last of their pals.  They seemed to
think that their presence near by the formal procession was an
intrusion, and they huddled together, some ten of them, at a distance.
From their attitudes one inferred that they did not wish to be
considered as taking part in the funeral.  They were pretending to be
merely onlookers.  They were restless, and disposed to shuffle their
feet, or they kicked the earth up absently with the toes of their boots.

Some of the ten kept their eyes fixed upon the mortuary-tent, to watch
the bodies come out.  As each of the blanket-covered objects was brought
from the tent into the sunlight there were murmured comments from this
small knot of untidy men--these men who did not want to look like
mourners, but who were mourners indeed.  "That's surely Ginger," says
one of the number, pointing to the body last brought out.  "No, that
ain't Ginger," says his companion.  "Ginger never had a chest on him
like that.  That's more like Jimmy Evans. Jimmy held hisself like that
often."

So they talked, and they kept up fairly well this pretence at a casual
conversation.  But some could not trust themselves to speak, and these
kept their backs to the tent and kicked at the earth absently. Those who
took part in the apparent nonchalant talk had a struggle, I think, to
keep their voices from breaking and their eyes from becoming dim. The
"things" they were bringing out of the tent, done up in blankets, had
once been men who had, perhaps, enlisted with them, who probably hailed
from the same town in the Old Country, and who were the subjects of many
memories.

When all the bodies were ready and the stretchers in line, the
procession started, and marched slowly and silently round the kopje and
along the glade that led to the trees by Spearman's Farm.

But for the tents of a far-off camp the veldt was a desert.  There was
scarcely a human being in sight.  There was none of the pomp of a
soldier's burial; no funeral march; no awed crowd; no tolling of bells;
no group of weeping women in black clothes; no coffin borne on a
gun-carriage and distinguished by the helmet and accoutrements of the
dead.  There were only the eight bundles in the brown blankets on the
eight stretchers.  And some little way in the rear were the slouching
company of the ten, who did not want to be regarded as mourners, and
who, with occasional "sniffing," and perhaps a surreptitious wiping of
eyes with a shirt cuff, were shuffling along with a poor affectation of
indifference.

In due course the last resting-place is reached, and here are eight
separate graves in a line, and at the head of them stands the chaplain.
He has on a college cap, a white surplice, riding breeches and putties.
He reads the service with the utmost impressiveness.  The men who form
the firing party and the escort are ranged round the place of burial in
precise military lines, and, in spite of the blazing sun, every head is
bared.  The words of the chaplain alone break the silence, although now
and then there comes across the plain the boom of the naval gun. And
here, under the dazzling sky of Africa, and at the foot of a kopje on
the veldt, the eight dead are laid in the ground.

There are no onlookers except myself and the little group of ten.  They
stand in a cluster at a respectful distance.  Their heads are bare, and
more than one man has hidden his face in his helmet, while others have
turned their heads away so that their mates shall not see their eyes.
Their pretence at indifference and at having been drawn to the funeral
by mere curiosity is now of the very slenderest.

As the graves are being filled up the funeral party marches back to the
camp with a brisk step. The slovenly ten, who are not taking the part of
mourners, scatter.  They wander off in twos and threes, and they have
become curiously silent.  Some have dragged out pipes from their
pockets, and are filling them absently.  One is whistling an incoherent
fragment of a tune.  They look towards the horizon, and perhaps see
nothing but the barren veldt, or perhaps they see a familiar village in
England, and within a cottage in the small street the figure of a woman
with her face buried in her hands.




                                  XXV

                           ABSENT-MINDEDNESS


My small experience of the British soldier in the field leads me to
think that he does not altogether deserve the title of the
"absent-minded."  The average soldier has, I think, the most anxious
regard for his belongings, and although that anxiety may have been
obscured or even dissipated by the boisterous incidents which attend an
embarkation for the Cape, still when he reaches camp his mind is much
occupied with recollections of the people at home, and with concern for
their well-being.

Among the wounded were always those whose first anxiety was as to the
effect the news of their injuries would have upon mothers, sweethearts,
or wives.  And many a message of consolation was confided to the
sympathising ears of the Sisters, and many a letter of assurance was
laboriously written by those who had the strength to write.

In the matter of letters the soldier takes profound interest.  He writes
whenever he has the chance, and makes a great deal of fuss about the
performance. To most of those in camp the posting of a letter home is an
event, and so precious is the pencilled epistle that the writer will
hesitate before he commits it to the casual sack which is tied up to the
fly of the post office tent, and which appears scarcely formal or
official enough to receive the dirt-stained dispatch.  For such
dispatches, nothing less pretentious than a post office building or an
iron letter-box seem fitting.

Many a time have I seen a letter dropped into the sack with such an
expression of insecurity, and such evident feeling of hopelessness as to
its safe conduct, that the writer of the same has appeared to regret
that he had parted with it.  A post office official in his shirt
sleeves, with a pipe in his mouth and a helmet on the back of his head,
seems hardly to be responsible enough for the occasion; and if the
letter-writer would venture to express a hope that his elaborately
directed letter "would be all right," the post office deity is apt to
regard this concern with flippancy.  "There's the sack!  Chuck the
blooming thing in.  It won't break," was about all the comfort he would
get.

The receipt of letters from home also was attended with an eagerness
which was hardly fitting in an absent-minded man.  The sergeant with the
bundle of letters would read out the names on the envelopes in a
military voice, ferociously and without feeling, and each man who got a
missive grabbed it and marched off with it with the alacrity of a dog
who has got a bone.  If he could find the shelter of a wagon where the
letter could be read unobserved it was well.

The letters dictated to the Sisters in the hospital were apt to be a
little formal.  It seemed to be thought proper that expression should be
curbed, and that the sensibilities of the Sister should be in no way
shocked by the revelation of a love passage. One dying man, who was
dictating a letter to his mother, thought he would like to send with it
a last message to "his girl," and in answer to the Sister's inquiry as
to what she should write, modestly said, "Give her my kind regards."

There need have been no precise decorum in the wording of these last
hopeless utterances, for if the sender of the letter "sniffed" a little
as he dictated the message, the Sisters cried over them.

When a wounded man came to be stripped it was common to find some
precious keepsake or some secret package hung about his neck, and to
which he clung with the earnestness of a worshipper to his fetish.  One
man particularly was much more anxious about a locket that hung on his
hairy chest than he was about his wound.  He seemed to think that so
long as the cheap little trinket was not lost his life mattered little.
In the operation tent he was reluctant to take chloroform until a solemn
promise had been given that no harm should befall his locket, and that
it should not be removed from his neck, I am afraid that the history of
the locket ends here, for the loyal man died.

Among the wounded brought in one day from Potgieter's Drift was a man of
scanty clothing, who held something in his closed hand.  He had kept
this treasure in his hand for some eight hours.  He showed it to the
Sister.  It was a ring.  In explanation he said, "My girl gave me this
ring, and when I was hit I made up my mind that the Boers should never
get it, so I have kept it in my fist, ready to swallow it if I was taken
before our stretchers could reach me."




                                  XXVI

                           AT CHIEVELEY AGAIN


On Sunday, February 11th, No. 4 Field Hospital once more reached
Chieveley, after the tedious march from Spearman's of which mention has
been made.  The hospital was pitched near the station, and not far from
the spot it had occupied on the day of the battle of Colenso.  Chieveley
is represented only by a railway station and a station-master's house.
There are, however, many eucalyptus trees about these buildings, and the
spot is shady.  The ground stands high, and miles of undulating country
are open to view.  There are a Kaffir kraal or two in sight, and many
mimosa groves, and beyond them all the line of the river. Chieveley,
therefore, as a camp was well esteemed.

The sojourn at Chieveley began with that terrible fourteen days of
incessant fighting which ended in the taking of Pieters and the relief
of Ladysmith. Every day at sunrise the guns began, and it was not until
sunset that they ceased.  Any who looked up from their work in the camp,
and turned their eyes towards Umbulwana, would seldom fail to see the
flash of a lyddite shell on the far-off ridges, or, clear against the
blue sky, the white puff of cloud from a shrapnel.  Every day the
wounded came in, mostly towards evening.  Fortunately their numbers were
few.

The days had again become very hot and very trying.  It was weather
which the soldier is apt to describe, in the vivid language of his kind,
as weather "when a man should have his body in a pool and his head in a
public-house!"

Standing in the station at Chieveley was commonly to be seen the
armoured train.  Whatever iron plates could do to make a structure
indestructible had been done; but to such beauty as a railway train may
possess nothing had thereby been added.  The sailors had, however, been
busy with the engine of the train.  The engineers had given it the
outline of a square gasometer, but the "handy man" had covered the
disfigured machine with ropes as with a garment.  From the top of the
funnel a veil of closely placed ropes trailed to the ground.  A like
panoply of ropes covered the body of the engine, and its wheels, and its
cylinders, and its every detail.  The officers called this production
the "Russian poodle," but the soldiers gave it the name of "Hairy Mary";
and this name clung to it.

During the movement to Spearman's, Chieveley had been carefully
fortified.  A space round the station had been marked off by a very deep
wire entanglement.  Trenches had been dug, and some sort of a fort
thrown up.  There were entrenchments about the stationmaster's mild
little house, and before the windows were erected iron plates with
loopholes such as were used on the trucks of the armoured train.
Similar iron plates formed a barricade along the modest veranda, and the
result of it all was that the small unobtrusive house was made to look
fierce and truculent.  The few bare rooms were used by the Headquarters
Staff, and the rough tables and stools were littered with all sorts of
war-like paraphernalia.  Among these insignia of battle, murder, and
sudden death were two strange objects which had been left behind by the
looting Boers, and which seemed out of place.  One was a stuffed jay,
and the other a dressmaker's lay-figure or "bust."  The bird was stuck
upon the wreck of the mantelpiece, and stared amiably and foolishly from
its perch.  The "bust" was life-size, and suggested the torso of a black
woman, with a little polished knob for a head. It may have at one time
graced the salon of a Parisian dressmaker.  It was, however, now no
longer used to show off dresses, trimmings and flounces, for a helmet
surmounted the graceful chest, and belts, carrying pistols and swords,
hung from the fine shoulders or clung to the delicate waist.




                                 XXVII

                         A JOURNEY TO LADYSMITH


General Buller reached Ladysmith on March 1st, and on Friday, March 2nd,
I had the good fortune to enter the town.  The journey was not
accomplished without difficulty.  It was necessary to follow the road
the army had taken, as the main road was not known to be free from the
enemy, and, moreover, the bridge leading to it had been blown up. The
distance from Chieveley to Ladysmith by the route taken was between
twenty-three and twenty-four miles.  I took my covered cart (called in
the camp the "'bus"), with ten mules and two Kaffir "boys."  A man rode
in front to pick out the road.  With me came my remaining nurse, Miss
McCaul, and Mr. Day, an army chaplain.  We took provisions, water, and
forage for two days.

We left Chieveley at 6.30 a.m., and the first part of the journey was
across the battlefield of Colenso. The road then became very rough, ran
over ridges and down into dongas, over boulders and deep into ruts, so
that the mules would now be at a fair trot and now dragged to a
standstill.  At last we reached the hill commanding the pontoon bridge
over the Tugela. At the top of this precipitous height was the mighty
convoy of ox-wagons with food for Ladysmith. The wagons could be counted
by hundreds and the cattle by thousands.  The hubbub could not be
surpassed.  The lowing of the oxen, the shrieking of the Kaffir "boys,"
the bellowed orders of the convoy conductors, the groaning of colliding
wagons, made a compound of sound worthy of the occasion.  Among the
rabble would be seen ambulance wagons, water carts, isolated gun
carriages and ammunition wagons, bread carts, mounted officers hurrying
through, weary pickets returning to camp, and a few "Tommies" tramping
along with a cheery indifference to the restless, struggling crowd.

The actual road above the pontoon was the very steepest declivity I have
ever seen negotiated by structures on wheels.  The 'bus (empty of all
occupants) slid unsteadily down the incline, rocking like a ship in a
troubled sea, and the mules had to put on their best pace to keep clear
of the onrushing wheels.

The river at the point of crossing is extremely picturesque.  The steep
rugged banks are rendered beautiful by mimosa and cactus, and below the
pontoons the torrent breaks into foaming rapids, while up-stream is the
celebrated waterfall of the Tugela.  From the river the road wound on to
the foot of Umbulwana.  It ran across plains and down into valleys, and
over spruits and across boulders, and through mimosa groves and over
dusty wastes. A river at the foot of the great hill was forded, and as
the mules were nearly carried off their feet, and the wagon was flooded
with the stream, we were glad to land on the opposite bank.

The Boer camps through which the road led showed every evidence of a
hurried departure.  The cooking pots were still on the camp fires; the
rude shelters under which our hardy enemy had lived were still intact.
The ground was strewed with refuse, with the remains of the last meal,
with discarded articles of clothing, with empty bottles and barrels,
with fragments of chairs and tables, with empty flour sacks, and, above
all, with the straw, which is a feature of a Boer settlement.  There
were no tents. The shelters were made of boughs, of beams of wood from
adjacent farms, of iron railings, of barbed wire, of plates of
corrugated iron, of casual patches of canvas, and of old sacks.  In some
of the trenches the shelters were more elaborate, and varied from an
almost shot-proof retreat to a simple tent, made out of two raw cow
skins stretched over bamboos.

These wild camps, amid a still wilder country, suggested the
conventional "brigand's retreat."  The only evidences of a gentler mood
were provided by a discarded concertina and by a letter I picked up on
the roadside.  The letter was from a Boer wife at the home farm to her
husband in the trenches. As we passed along the road we met with many
evidences of a hurried flight.  The dead horses were very numerous; and
left by the roadside, with traces cut, were carts, light spider-carts,
water carts, wagons, and such cumbrous impedimenta as wheelbarrows and a
smith's forge.  One wagon had fallen headlong into a donga in the dark,
and was an utter wreck.

At last, on mounting the summit of a little ridge, we saw before us a
wide green plain of waving grass, and beyond the plain and under the
shelter of purple hills lay the unhappy town of Ladysmith.  Ladysmith
looks very pretty at the distance--a cluster of white and red roofs
dotted about among trees, and surmounted by the white tower of the Town
Hall.

The military camps were placed at various points about the town.  The
first of these camps was that of the gallant King's Royal Rifles.  They
had made some sort of home for themselves on the side of a barren and
stony hill.  They had, of course, no tents, but had fashioned fantastic
shelters out of stone and wood and wire.  They had even burrowed into
the ground, and had returned to the type of habitation common to
primeval man.  Among the huts and burrows were many paths worn smooth by
the restless tread of weary feet.  The path the most worn of all was
that which led to the water tanks.

The men themselves were piteous to see.  They were thin and hollow-eyed,
and had about them an air of utter lassitude and weariness.  Some were
greatly emaciated, nearly all were pale, nearly all were silent.  They
had exhausted every topic of conversation, it would seem, and were too
feeble to discuss even their relief.

Ladysmith was reached at 2.30 P.M., and the food convoy did not arrive
until late the same evening, so we had the sad opportunity of seeing
Ladysmith still unrelieved--unrelieved so far as the misery of hunger
was concerned.  I had no food at my disposal, but I had, fortunately, a
good quantity of tobacco, which was doled out in pipefuls so long as the
supply lasted.  It would have taken many pounds, however, to satisfy the
eager, wasted, trembling hands which were thrust forward on the chance
of getting a fragment of the weed.

The town is composed almost entirely of single-storey houses built of
corrugated iron, with occasional walls of brick or cement.  In the
suburbs of the town these houses are made as villa-like as possible by
means of verandahs and flower gardens and creepers.  The main street of
the town, however, has no pretensions to beauty, and is merely a broad
road with corrugated iron shops on either side.

On walking into "Starvation City," one's first impression was that of
the utter emptiness of the place.  Most of the villas were unoccupied,
were closed up, and, indeed, barricaded.  The gardens were neglected,
and everything had run wild.  The impression of desolation was
accentuated by an occasional house with a hole in its roof or its wall
due to a Boer shell.  All the people we met were pallid and hollow-eyed,
and many were wasted.  All were silent, listless, and depressed.  There
were no evidences of rejoicing, no signs of interest or animation, and,
indeed, as I have just said, Ladysmith was still unrelieved.  Nearly
every shop was closed or even barricaded.  Sign-boards showed that here
was a coach builder, and there a grocer.  The chemist's shop appeared to
be empty of everything except the  water in the large bottles in
the window.  Such shops as were open were dark and desolate.

There were many grim evidences of better days. Thus one restaurant
presented, among other cheery signs, the announcement of "Meals at all
hours."  Another establishment was gay with placards of "Ice creams."
Notices of groceries of all kinds for sale made radiant a shop which was
empty of everything but a table and some rough chairs.

Such was the aspect of the weary town.  Streets empty of all but a few
tired and listless men, stores without goods, shops without customers, a
railway station without passengers, a post office without letters,
stamps, or post cards.  No words, indeed, can fully describe this city
of desolation, this little colony of the almost hopeless, this poor,
battered, worn-out, hungry town of Ladysmith, with a bright summer sun
making mockery of its dismal streets.

The wretchedness of the place was not mitigated by the horrible smells
which greeted one at every corner, nor by the miserable, dirty river
which crawled slimily through the place.

We left the town about 5 P.M., and met on our way back the long convoy
of wagons with food.  It was dark when we reached the river by
Umbulwana; and as it was dangerous, and, indeed, impossible to cross the
drift except in daylight, we outspanned by the river bank and made a
pretence of sleeping.

When yet it was dark on the following morning the mules were put in, and
with the earliest streak of dawn we crossed the river and made for
Colenso. The wagons were still toiling onwards towards Ladysmith.

The road, as I have said, was very rough, and the poor cart, which had
served me well for three months, began to show signs of giving out.  It
broke down at last, one of the wheels coming to pieces.  We were then
some seven miles from Colenso, and the vehicle was beyond all repair.
So it was left by the roadside among other wreckage, a forlorn relic of
what was once a smart "'bus."  Our very scanty luggage was packed upon
the mules' backs, our remaining food was distributed among the
passers-by, and we proceeded to walk to Colenso. From Colenso we
travelled to Chieveley by a casual goods train, sitting on the floor of
an open truck, as there was no guard's van.  We reached Chieveley on
Saturday at 1 P.M., tired and dirty.




                                 XXVIII

                              A STRAGGLER


The photograph which is appended to this paragraph was taken during the
course of our journey to Ladysmith.  The scene is on the north bank of
the Great Tugela below the waterfall, and close to the pontoon bridge by
which the troops had crossed on their victorious march.  Sitting in the
sun on a pile of timbers, which the engineers have left, is a typical
straggler.  His company has moved on to Pieters, and he has fallen out
somehow and somewhere on the march, and is following the lost column as
best he can.

The day is hot, and his jacket is thrown across his shoulders.  A small
cloud of flies buzz over him.  He is tired, dirty, thirsty, and hungry.
Fever has taken hold of him, and he is--as he would say--feeling "a bit
thick."  He is sitting by the river bank to await the first wagon across
the pontoon on which a conductor will give him a lift.  In the meantime
some good Samaritan is getting him a drink of water from the stream.




                                  XXIX

                  HOW A SURGEON WON THE VICTORIA CROSS


On December 15th was fought the battle of Colenso, on the morning of a
brilliant summer's day.  At dawn the men had marched out eagerly and in
keen spirits, and with a swing of the shoulders which told of a certain
victory.  Before sundown they were beaten back, more than a thousand
dead and wounded were lying on the field, the hospital tents were
crammed to overflowing, and the wagons, which were prepared to move
forwards, were moving back.

The small hamlet of Colenso, battered, empty, and woe-begone, stands on
the south bank of the river, and clings about the railway as a homely,
unpretending little settlement made up of a few corrugated iron cottages
on either side of a single street.

It looks almost like a toy village, and its prim formality is tempered
by a friendly growth of cactus, aloes, and mimosa, by a few trees and by
many gardens.  Behind Colenso is the veldt, which here extends
southwards as a vast undulating plain to Chieveley, Frere, and Estcourt.
Between Chieveley and the river the veldt is smooth, and is broken only
by ant-hills, by a few Kaffir kraals, and by the precise line of the
railway.  The plain is green, but it is not the luxuriant green of
England, and in the early morning and about the time of the setting sun,
tints of yellow and brown and pink spread over the wold and render the
place strangely beautiful.

During the glare of noonday the veldt gives simply a blinding sense of
scorched and faded green and its monotony and its boundlessness, and the
utter lack of shade and variation, make the expanse dreary as a desert.

Beyond the village the brown torrent of the great Tugela tears seawards
between high banks and under broken bridges, and among the _debris_ of
pitiless ruin.  Across the river are the bare, stony, trench-lined
kopjes and hills held for so many long weeks by the Boers.  About the
foot of these bastion-like ridges is the squalor of a neglected camp,
and on all sides are rifle pits and trenches and stone shelters and
hidden holes.  Man seems on this river bank to have gone back to the
savagery of the cave dweller, and to be once more crawling on the earth.
Beyond these low hills are the grey heights of Umbulwana towering over
Ladysmith.

It was to the right of Colenso that the battle raged fiercest on
December 15th, 1899.  It was here that Colonel Long's batteries of field
artillery were surprised by the enemy and were abandoned after a hideous
sacrifice of horses and men.  It was here that Lieutenant Roberts
received his fatal wound, and it was here that Babtie won the Victoria
Cross.

The batteries were moving towards the river with the usual British
unconcern, and in the quiet of a summer's morning.  Suddenly there was
poured upon them from the shelter of a mimosa wood such a torrent of
lead that in a few moments there was scarcely a horse or a man standing.
The men faced the wood as only the British soldier can face death. The
gallant attempts made to save the guns led only to further loss of life.
Colonel Long had been shot down, some fifty horses had been sacrificed,
and the scanty ranks of the English were thinning rapidly. Still the cry
went up, "Hold fast to the guns!" and when the last forlorn hope had
been attempted and had failed, the green veldt was littered with the
wounded, the dying, and the dead.

Near by the guns was a donga, and into this many of the wounded had
crawled.  The galloper who took up the news of the disaster reported the
need of help for the injured.  To this call Major Babtie, R.A.M.C., at
once responded as a volunteer. His duty did not take him to the
battlefield.  He rode down to this Inferno.  He might as well have
ridden before a row of targets during the smartest moment of rifle
practice.  Three times was his horse shot under him before he reached
the donga.  Here, in the face of a galling fire, he dragged the wounded
into shelter, and a little later he ventured out under a rain of lead to
bring in Lieutenant Roberts, who was lying in the open desperately
wounded.

For some seven hours Babtie kept by the wounded in the shallow donga, no
one daring to lift a head above the edge of the dip.  He alone had a
water-bottle, and he doled out what water he had in a 60-minim measuring
glass.  He was also able to relieve pain by morphine, and when not
otherwise occupied he sheltered poor Roberts's face from the scorching
sun by holding above it a letter he chanced to have in his pocket.  It
was not until darkness was setting in that it was possible to venture
from the scant shelter the donga provided.

The scene of this heroic act was a level stretch of green veldt lying
between the river and a brown road which led with many desultory turns
to Hlangwani. To the left were the village and gardens of Colenso, and
to the right the grove of mimosa trees in which the Boer force was
hidden.  Beyond the river rose the enemy's entrenchments and the grim
ridge of Grobler's Kloof.

The last time I passed over this spot was on the day after our cavalry
had reached Ladysmith.  It was on a day of peace.  The sky was cloudless
and no breath of air stirred along the grass.  The bodies of the horses
belonging to the lost guns were lying in a long line across the veldt.
Their bones were as white as are the bones of museum skeletons, for the
vultures and the ants had done their work thoroughly.  The hides were
still drawn over the bleaching bones, and round the necks of these
ill-fated beasts were still the collars and the harness by which they
had dragged the guns into action.  There was an absolute stillness over
the whole scene.  To the left a train was being shunted at Colenso
station with leisurely persistence, for the day was hot and the sun
dazzling.  To the right were the mimosa groves, glorious with yellow
blossom, in the shadows of which the Boers had hidden.  It was strange
that it was from these dainty woods that the hellish fire had poured
forth which laid low so many gallant English lads, for on this quiet day
the trees were busy with complaining doves.

By the banks of the donga, which had been for a whole summer's day a
valley of the shadow of death, a Kaffir was crooning over a concertina,
from which came a lazy, dirge-like music.

The railway engine, the doves, and the rapt Kaffir were the sole moving
objects in this garden of peace, and in the blue distance was the ridge
of Grobler's Kloof, no longer belching fire and shell, but standing out
delicately against the tender sky.

No brave deed had ever a gentler setting.




                                  XXX

                      "SIC TRANSIT GLORIA MUNDI."


"The Glory of the World," as the soldier sees it, can be understood by
most of us.  There is the glory of having served his Queen and his
country, and of having done his duty like a man.  There is, probably,
the glorious memory of some great charge and of the storming of some
stubborn trench.  And there is the home-coming, made glorious by the
ringing of bells and the waving of flags, by a march through familiar
streets and through shouting and cheering crowds, with the rattle of
drums and fifes, with hurrahs and yells of welcome for the regiment he
loves so well.  A home-coming like this is worth many days of hardship,
many a Spion Kop, and many a dull week in a hospital tent.  But it does
not fall to the lot of all.

I remember at Chieveley one morning before breakfast watching a solitary
man approach the hospital lines.  He was as melancholy an object as ever
a war has produced.  He was a soldier who had fought at Colenso, at Vaal
Krantz, and before Pieters, and he was now staggering towards the
hospital, a ragged, broken-down, khaki- spectre of a man.  He
dragged his rifle along with him; his belt was gone; his helmet was
poised at the back of his head; his frowsy tunic was thrown over his
shoulders; he was literally black with flies. His clothes had not been
off for many days, and he had missed the ambulance, he said, and had
walked to the hospital.

How far he had come he could not tell, nor could anyone gather how he
had fared or where he had slept.  All that was evident was that he was
wet with dew and had spent the night in the open.  He knew that for
vague hours he had been making his way, with ever faltering steps and
failing eyes, towards the red cross flag on the crest of the hill.  And
now he had reached it.  As to why he had come: "Well! he had a touch of
the dysentery," he said, "and was about played out."

Poor lad! this was a sorry home-coming at the last.  A squalid ending of
a march; staggering in alone, a shuffling wreck, without a single
comrade, with no fifes and drums, no cheering crowd, and no proud
adoration of mother or wife.  He was helped to a bell tent and put to
bed on a stretcher, and on the stretcher he died; and this was the end
of his soldiering.  _Sic transit gloria mundi_!




                               PRINTED BY
             CASSELL AND COMPANY, LIMITED, LA BELLE SAUVAGE
                              LONDON, E.C.






*** 