${\textsf{\color{#001943} hi there , i'm jay !! }}$

${\textsf{\color{#2c7cff} i go by she/her strictly, and i'm 19 }}$

${\textsf{\color{#77abff} i am diagnosed with depression and social anxiety besides other mental illnesses, so please interact with extreme care at all times }}$

${\textsf{\color{#a9caff} hypersharing yume of sebastian solace before AND after conviction. seb is seb and i love all of him }}$

${\textsf{\color{#a9caff} + vanny and zerum fictkin }}$

${\textsf{\color{#001943} other special interests of mine include: ARGs, fnaf, poppy playtime and iron lung }}$

ata ⟡ ݁₊ . straw ˚. ᵎᵎ wow i wonder who this man is/nsrs ⊹ ࣪ ˖ gunslol

${\textsf{\color{#77abff} i'm mostly offtab or afk so i'd prefer people whisper to me instead so i don't miss anything }}$

${\textsf{\color{#a9caff} random fun facts: my favorite color is pink and i love strawberries ok bye }}$

before you come knocking, i am aware of the document. i have high functioning autism, my brain is wired differently. i recently JUST got back into pressure. when i get a new hyperfixation/revisit an old one and get attached again, it is often very hard for me to force myself to just .. switch to another one. at least a few weeks should pass for me to start getting bored of pressure and find something "cooler". please give me time, i am a living being too. i wish ren to heal beautifully and be able to overcome everything. just because i'm also "zerum irl" doesn't mean i condone the shit zeal has done. i am a fictkin of the oc zerum, as i heavily relate to her lore, nothing more. i just see a lot of myself in her (the oc). please please understand i want nothing to do with the ACTUAL zerum, just because my source media is problematic doesn't mean i automatically accept similar behavior from my close ones. i only ask you do not harrass me for this. i just happen to be a zerum fictkin, and hyperfixated on pressure, a game that's brought comfort to me since july 2024.