This is me guys I swear !! v
Funfact: I do not give a fuck :D .
Hello there, my name is Noir, but you can also call me Nyx or any nickname you may have.
I was born on 4/16/2008, use this to figure out my age as I am uncomfortable stating it myself, I will state that I'm an adult, so if you feel discomfort interacting with adults then for your own sake, don't interact with me.
I am a voice impressionist, but I am currently known for nothing, I'm also in too many fandom's that I've lost count, trust me it's crazy.
I am a questioning system, and I'm getting that stuff worked on with people IRL.
I tend to be shy or awkward when first meeting new people or I can just be the most silliest person alive, If I make a mistake or am making you uncomfortable PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING LET ME KNOW I'm usually oblivious to that.
I do not care about ships as long as they aren't a proship or a dark ship, and usually whenever I spot a proshipper or a darkshipper they get blocked immediately, but I know three ships I'm pretty much attached to which are Spectreblood, 1xNoli (Myth) and Glorypizza, as stated before I DO NOT CARE ABOUT SOME SHIPS even though my Mafioso pony is called "#1 DoubleFedora Hater."
I kin a lot of character's some more than others, and whenever I'm being that character I tend to act in character if someone is speaking with me, this is mainly due to the fact I'm used to being spoken with in character.
I support any systems, DID & OSDD, I do not support Endo systems, nor do I tolerate them, as someone who is questioning if I myself am a system I will support systems forever, and I do my research aswell.
There are times where I'll suddenly go into a certain emotion or feeling, or I'll stress about something that is currently happening, already happened or could happen, my brain makes me look at situations and see the negative, never the positive, usually during these moments my brain absolutely refuses to accept comfort even when I need it, and it has to be forced onto me, if you don't want to deal with that, then just don't try, let me figure it out on my own.
I go awkward when your around, and when you try to talk/type to me I just go either dead silent or give you blank answers or the answer's will be short and quick, although most times I type short and quickly, and I'll be awkward and often PRETEND to go AFK to pervent myself from hurting you.
when I want to unfriend someone on Ponytown I always don't want it to affect them, I'll go offline mode and unfriend them then, but sometimes I may just pretend to be AFK and then do as previously stated, offline mode, then unfriend. If you are someone who I've unfriended, goodbye and have a good life, just know I don't hate you, I just felt uncomfortable around you for reasons I may not disclose here, if your someone who was unfriended for a REASON or you hurt me just know, you probably won't see me again, goodbye.
Hey, you there reading this Github, are you having a tough time?, are those negative thoughts hitting really bad, just remember you are beautiful and perfect the way you are, and to not let anyone change your own opinion on yourself, but if your feeling in a really bad mood to the point you just want to end it all, please get into contact with an someone you trust or even call your local suicide hotline, just know you are not a burden, you are just as important and special, and please don't be tough on yourself, find some activities or things that can help you, don't stress yourself, remember that your mental health is just as important, and you have friends and loved ones who care about you and don't want to see you go, and as much as you might put others before yourself please remember you are important too, you are loved, you are cared for.
if you or anyone you know is experiencing suicidal thoughts please call your local suicide hotline, or go see a professional for help.
Thank you take care of yourself and have a fantastic timezone. -NoirConsoleVA
