I have never been loved
do not pity me
my heart is tough
my soul is metal
my mind is rough
i write this for you
i truly do believe
if you love me
you will
go through, the tunnels
of hell and poetry
to catch a glimpse
of my heart
i pray in hymns
to digital gods
we are all unbelievers
we all worship the internet
the only question is
do you pray in kilo
or in petabytes
why am I so odd
I ask you to love
and then speak
about gods
it is simple
even
the moon, dances
to the rhythm of the sky
who am I
not to try
for I will never know death
I will sleep
when better hearts die
i am not alone
my thoughts forever echo
in a mental cave
I feel chained
but I know no cage
will you walk with me
will you learn to love me
for I know not of beauty
you cannot be ugly
to stll be reading this far
I must hold
my numb heart back
or I will stress
beyond need
this digital paper
I can do without you
it would nice if you could
reach out after reading this
I only need me to be happy
but the flame of my soul
needs another mind
to help it grow