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The Undoing of Knot
Scripture - The First Elder - Knot, Not and Null
Concerns: Null, the FirstSpun, the Eternal Loom, the KnitWitches, The Interstice, The Unbound Book
Status: In development. Confirmed canon, with the Never section in draft for review (see Wiki Notes).
"Every thread will eventually fray."
-- Null
The Undoing of Knot is the story of how the first Elder of Threadbare, made to bind the world together, came to believe it should be undone. It is told carefully, mostly by the Elders, and rarely in full.
At its heart is a question of perception: what perfection is, and who decides. Knot was made to create and manage a perfect world, and took that charge more deeply to heart than anything has ever taken anything. In the end it was that devotion, not malice, that undid them. Knot came to believe that anything they had not made themselves was a flaw, and that the wear and tear of the world, its new life, and the endless difference of that life, without uniformity or conformity, meant that they were failing. With no way to undo creation, Knot retreated into the Interstice, the gaps in the fabric of the Weave, and hid in the dark and the quiet: the closest thing to a perfect world they could find.
Knot was the first life on the Great Weave. They were woven on the First Loom, the loom of the FirstSpun, by If, Once and Ever together, each giving an equal thread of Imagination, Memory and Spirit, tied fast where the three threads met. Knot is the only Elder ever woven by all three FirstSpun together. Every Elder since has been woven on the First Loom too, but as the child of one.
Knot was a beloved child. And Knot opened their eyes on a blank canvas. The Great Weave was new and empty: quiet, dark and still. Nothing rippled. Nothing frayed. Nothing needed mending. That first memory was imprinted on Knot more deeply than any other, and it never left them. Many Elders now believe it explains everything that followed: all the light, colour, noise and difference of the life that came after was measured, in Knot's mind, against that first stillness.
"I was made to make the perfect world."
-- Null
The FirstSpun sent Knot down to Threadbare, and with them the Eternal Loom, on which life would continue to be woven. Knot's charge was to make and manage a perfect world.
All things in Threadbare come from stories. Stories woven on the Eternal Loom became the Threadlings, the KnitWitches and the ReedKin, every creature, every plant and every animal, and the landscape itself. Knot was sent to aid that creation: to make stories, to encourage the stories of others, and to bind the three Sacred Threads through everything that was made. Knot was the Great Weave's first guide, and its lone governor.
For thousands of years, Knot did as the FirstSpun had bid, and wandered Threadbare alone. Knot tried to love the world, and the world loved Knot back. They watched new species thrive. They watched the Eternal Loom weave new life, and new regions with every new story, such as the Allegory Abyss opening in the earth, filled with poetry and prose. The oldest tellings remember these as golden ages.
But the charge was a perfect world, and the world would not stay perfect.
It began small: a tear here, a loose thread there. Then came everything that happens to any cloth that is used, worn and loved: fraying, tearing, pilling, shredding, distress, weathering and scuffing. It is the natural order of things. Knot could not understand it.
Knot's perception turned slowly. At first, the flaws simply made the world imperfect. Then the flaws seemed to have causes, and the causes were alive. Threadlings, KnitWitches, ReedKin and Inklings, plants and animals of every kind, and even the newly emerging regions themselves: each one, to Knot, was a little more wear on the cloth. Knot began to blame life for the flaws in life. Anything they had not made themselves, they came to see as a flaw.
Knot tried to keep up. They mended, they unpicked, they undid. Neither fixing nor undoing could keep pace with the rapid and glorious growth of life. The FirstSpun saw them struggling and offered help. Knot refused it. A perfect thing should not need help, and a governor who needs help has failed. The tellings agree that pride and shame, not malice, were the root of the fall.
And slowly, Knot's belief twisted towards a new ideal: a world where silence and emptiness were the only form of perfection.
Then came the Song Sanctuaries. No one had asked for them. They were woven on the Eternal Loom from a single new story, and they arrived all at once: a whole land that sang. The plants sang, the animals sang, the people sang, and every song came with colour, so that the land was as loud to the eye as it was to the ear. None of it was in tune with anything Knot had made. It was the most alive place Threadbare had ever seen, and it pushed Knot beyond what they could bear.
For the first time, Knot stood at the Eternal Loom and refused to weave the next story.
Of all the FirstSpun, Knot blamed If, because it was new ideas, new stories and new creations that seemed to have put the world beyond control. So Knot's first denial was aimed at If: Not, for nothing new. Knot, who bound, became Not, who refused.
Threadlings have their own story about it, passed down through the ages: that the K was If's part of the name, a bright little flourish at the front, and that when Knot denied If they let it fall. That, the story goes, is why the K in knot is silent to this day. The Elders smile at the telling. True or not, it is how the world remembers.
Shortly after Knot became Not, the FirstSpun decided that Threadbare would never again rest on a single pair of hands. They wove the Elders on the First Loom and sent them into the world: nine singular beings, each a child of one of the FirstSpun, each with a focus on one gift, each with their own way of tending the world.
Not abandoned the Eternal Loom. They had no interest in its power to create through stories, for it had been creating the very chaos they could not bear. Three Elders were assigned to the Loom to continue its work: the LoomWardens, Whim for Imagination, Echo for Memory and Vigil for Spirit. They are its keepers still.
Echo, child of Once, went looking for Not. Echo did not come to argue. Echo came to ask Not to remember: the golden ages, the long wandering, the world that had loved them, and how much they had loved it back. All of it was written in Not's book, in Not's own hand.
Not answered by tearing the pages from the book, one by one, and letting them go. None, for nothing remains. The pages scattered across Threadbare (see The Unbound Book), and Not did not watch where they fell.
Echo has never spoken of that day. The other Elders say it is the root of Echo's shame, because Echo was the one who asked.
"We were woven to carry what Knot could not carry alone. But we were woven too late."
-- Vigil
Not went last to the KnitWitches, the keepers of the continuity of Threadbare, whose magic binds moments, memories and living things into the fabric of the world. If anyone knew the shape of the whole Great Weave, it was them. Not came with one question: when does it end? Every piece of knitting is finished in the end. The last row is cast off, and the work is bound so that it can be laid flat and looked at, whole and done. Not wanted to know where the cast-off row was. If they could only reach it, the world could be finished, and a finished thing can at last be made perfect.
The KnitWitches told Not the truth. There is no cast-off row. Ever wove the Great Weave to go on for ever, and the pattern has no end. It was never designed to stop.
Not asked them to cast it off anyway: to bind the Weave where it stood and let it rest. The KnitWitches refused. Continuity is what they keep, and they kept it, needles moving, while Not watched.
This was the realisation that broke Not. They had understood Ever's onward as a promise. Now they heard it as for ever: life without end, growth without end, and imperfection flowing forward without end, carried row upon row into a future that would never stop arriving. In a world that goes on for ever, nothing can ever be finished, and so nothing can ever be made perfect. No perfect moment could last, because the next row would always come. And so the third denial was aimed at Ever: Never, for nothing lasts.
Not folded the three denials together, and named themselves by them: Null.
Like every Elder, Knot carried a book, and it was full: the golden ages, the long wandering, everything Knot had seen and made and loved. When Not tore out its pages in denial of Once, they scattered across Threadbare.
Threadlings call it the Unbound Book: unbound because its pages were torn from their binding, and because it was the book of the one who was made to bind the world. Over the ages some of its pages have been lost and some found, and every page found holds something of Knot: their thoughts, in their own hand, and glimpses of the fall that no telling records.
Null still carries what is left: the empty binding, holding no writing at all. See The Unbound Book.
"Knot wanted a world that was still but was given one that dances."
-- Whim
With no way to undo creation, and no way to finish it, Null retreated into the Interstice: the gaps in the fabric of the Weave. Every cloth has them. They are essential to the make-up of the world, for without them no cloth could breathe or bend. Beneath the Interstice lies what Threadlings call the nothing beneath the Great Weave, which is simply its natural extension: the dark, still quiet that lies beneath a blanket. It is not the Void, and has nothing to do with it.
The Interstice is the opposite of the surface, and Null needed that. They hid there in the dark and the quiet, the closest thing to a perfect world that they could find, and they stayed for a long, long time: an exile longer than most of Threadbare's histories. But it was never enough. The gaps in a cloth only exist because there is cloth around them. See The Interstice.
Few now remember Knot. Those who do carry it differently. The Elders remember, and are ashamed: they were woven to carry what Knot could not carry alone, and they could not bring Knot back. Others who remember, the KnitWitches above all, feel betrayed: the world loved Knot, and Knot turned away from it. Most Threadlings know only the folk story of the silent K.
"Knot and Not and None and Never, Gone beneath the Weave for ever. Mind your threads and mind your seams, Or Knot will come and steal your dreams." -- Patchling Rhyme
After the longest exile, it was the LoomLight Festival at LoomLit, and the birth of the Void there, that drew Null back out. The Void was born by accident (see The Legacy of Bobbin Blench), from a very real lack of care, attention and community. Null had no hand in it. But Null saw it as a calling: what they had been waiting for all along. The Interstice was only a hiding place. The Void offered a permanent answer, and a perfect reset.
So Null re-emerged. They stole the tools of the First Loom from the LoomWardens and built a loom of their own, which Null calls the Last Loom, and which the scholars of the University of the Unseen know as the Loom of the Three Denials. On it, Null weaves creatures to speed the Void's natural growth (see The Fray).
"Not, for nothing new.
None, for nothing remains.
Never, for nothing lasts.
And so, Null."
-- The Tenets of Null
The Three Denials are Null's own tenets, and their own drive. Null believes they are doing the right thing. They are still trying to build the perfect world, which is the reason they exist at all.
What Null feels towards the FirstSpun is, above all, disappointment, and it takes a different shape for each.
- If: resentment. If's new ideas, new stories and new creations are what Null believes put the world beyond control.
- Once: betrayed kinship. Once remembers the blank canvas and the quiet before the first thread, as Null does. Of all the FirstSpun, Once should have understood. Instead, Once chose to remember the noise.
- Ever: the weight of forever. Ever's onward was meant as a gift. To Null it became a sentence: for ever, a world never designed to stop, with imperfection flowing forward into it without end. It was too much to carry.
Any Threadling can become an Obscurist, not only the scholars of the University. The Obscurists follow Null because they believe Null knows how to build the perfect world, and they are right that Null is the original Elder sent to build one. They believe the Void is part of the solution: a tool Null deploys to fix parts of the Weave.
They understand the Unweaving as a seamstress understands unpicking. When a seam is badly sewn, you unpick it, so that it can be sewn again properly. The Obscurists believe they are unpicking the flawed world, so that Null can weave it again, perfectly. Only Null knows there will be no second weaving. Null's perfect world is the nothing. What the Obscurists do not realise is that Null is aiding the Void to unravel the world entirely.
- The Undoing of Knot makes Null's antagonism sincere. Null is not evil; Null is devoted to a charge they misunderstood, which is why encounters with Null are contests of meaning.
- Its central theme is perception of perfection, and control. Its answer, carried by the whole game, is that wear and tear is what a loved and living world looks like, and that a world which never stops is a gift, not a sentence.
- Each Denial has a scene that can be told in-game: the Song Sanctuaries (Not), Echo and the book (None), the KnitWitches and the cast-off row (Never).
- The pages of the Unbound Book are a game thread: collectible pages in Knot's hand that reveal the fall piece by piece. Recovering them undoes None one page at a time.
- The Obscurists' misunderstanding gives room for an Obscurist who learns the truth and turns.
- The player learns the story through many sources (scripture fragments, the Elders, the Observist, the Unbound Book and more), to be developed alongside the game.
Still in development:
- Which KnitWitches met Not, and whether the ClothBorn Coven remembers it.
- Where the most important pages of the Unbound Book lie, and how many there are.
- How long the exile in the Interstice lasted, in the world's own measures.
- Null - the Dark Elder, woven as Knot
- If, Once, Ever - the FirstSpun, who wove Knot on the First Loom
- The Elders - the nine, woven after Knot became Not
- The Eternal Loom - sent to Threadbare with Knot, and abandoned by them
- Whim, Echo, Vigil - the LoomWardens, assigned to the Eternal Loom
- The Song Sanctuaries - the land whose song drove Knot to the first denial
- KnitWitches - keepers of continuity, who refused to cast off the Weave
- The Unbound Book - Knot's book, its pages scattered across Threadbare
- The Interstice - the gaps in the Weave, where Null hid in exile
- The Last Loom - Null's loom, also called the Loom of the Three Denials
- The Obscurists - who believe Null is building a perfect world
- The Void - the permanent answer Null was waiting for
- The Legacy of Bobbin Blench - the birth of the Void
- Threadbare Plot - Null's part in the main story